Wednesday, March 25, 2015

A Better Understanding of Myself

Growing up in a average family, even we didn't have much, but life was happy even though there was fear from the 6th uncle of mine but I thought nothing great about the family past, just had bits and pieces of it and an unknown enemy that keep bringing sickness to me!!

Lord has a big plan for me. I was born with the seed Holy Spirit given to my mum. Not from my dad!!! But Holy Spirit always with me since young. 

I was clueless of this curses that comes daily without fail and they now even hear my thoughts to know my prayers and my thought etc. 

But it was the feeling sad for Mr Lee KY that I watched more of TV about him that Know how he and Goh KS were anointed by God for the time to lead Singapore to what it is in today's World!!!

I don't know much about the past only know all those I shared. But it was watching the replay of the 2012 about Mr Lee KY and how he rise up and who was his contender that finally I have a better picture of who my ancestor could be!!!

No wonder so many camps of people so uneasy about this blessing and this rising up for Lord's purpose!!!

I am glad that God gives Mr Lee KY the wisdom and the fearlessness to lead Singapore out of setbacks and to create something out of nothing!!! Praise Jesus for all the Favours working for them!!!

I thank Lord that even in the most impossible situations, He could make things beautiful!!!

I guess it took great guts to fight the communist that those that left lost their rights to return and all were taken prisoners under ISA. But why they fearful of me???

I thank God, my Father-in-Heaven knows everything that were committed but His Plan is not to destroy but to bless!!!

Interestingly, Mr Lee KY carried the first wave for people around the world to know Singapore!!!

Pastor Joseph Prince of NCC, Singapore, carries the 2nd wave of GOD' love through Grace and Truth that comes through Christ JESUS.

And He let me be the 3rd waves to bring Healing and Blessings to the Nations!!!

What a Great Grace Lord is using Singapore as demonstration of His Grace!!! I am Honoured!!!

To them, communists is bad, and I agree too!!! I won't want to live in such a society!!! But why my family are traced is what I don't understand.

Do you mean just because the ancestors believe in certain ideology all the descendants have to be so??? To see most of us having the gentle personality, had to fit the bill of one that could do something out of nothing!!!

No wonder in younger days have neighbour checking on us, even shift here also have and in the marital home also have!!! If nothing about communist is passed down and all that about communist rule we know about is in China, what is the fear???

Irrational!!!

But Lord is good, instead of being set as fear, even when we have no clue, even if realise now also mean nothing, not that I want that kind of life!!! But God is Good!!!!

Instead of a fearful opponent, Lord is rising me up as a blessing!!!

Glad that even Mr Lee KY didn't believe in any of the spiritual books, he said they are just books!!! But Glad that he Meet the Saviour in the last moment of his Life that now he is Alive in Heaven!!!

I thank Lord for the reconciliation!!! For him to encounter Lord Jesus and had his whole life of unbelieve erased off to accept a Loving God!!! This is the Greatest Comfort I have.

And to have me so down and lifeless just because he was passing was just extraordinary!!! 

I, who knew his time is coming and desperately trying to counter it but to no avail that out of frustration of unable to help that Lord used me to pray Salvation for him unknowingly!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! 

Those who prayed after his death is too late!!! 

It's all about sitting at the Feet of JESUS and doing the Right Thing on the Right Time!!! Glory Glory!!!

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