It is amazing at what I am going through each day and it is even more amazing that I am still alive by the Grace of Jesus! It is a sure thing when Lord promised to use me. No one nor angles could pull me out of His Breath!!!
He gave me His Breath long ago that darkness tried to prevent. I did not know what happen but I know my mum was near death for 2 full years that I did not have any baby photo. What devil tried to do did not work! I was born and mum was miraculously risen up again! I only have photos of age 3-4!!!
Through the years I remembered a few times I was blurred and in the path of on coming car but as Lord's Hand was with me, the car always stopped and I was not harmed.
Even through a 20s years of empty relationship and end of it, to meet the most undesirable man, it was a maturing of him to the area of darkness. When I met him, he was not that bad a man. But through his constant looking at porn and naked girls in the web and hanky panky out of my view and notice, he gone deeper and deeper to now used by devil to give the authority to them to take my life.
Even with my birth datetime being exposed, they even tried getting my NRIC, my Signature etc, to pin point the curse on me. But they could not be accurate, my immediate neighbour could not stand the years of disturbance and her 'god' could not protect her and her family and they had moved out!!! The next one that was still around set a curse on Deepavali, laid the common corridor with shining bits of silver paper and I got the curse when she told me it's okay to walk on it to my main door!!!
However, Lord is good!!! He helped me to clear all that of hers!!! It's interesting that those who played with the devil do not talk with each other! Each has their own secret plan to harm people!!!
Ever since ex returned, the curse from his end got even more intense. He feel the previous attempt did not work so more should be done. But, He did not know I have a Most High God and He has sent His Son, Lord Jesus Christ to the earth to die my death and to take all my illnesses and all my curses!!! Psalm 103 said so, Lord even do more than that!!! He even crown me with His Loving Kindness and Tender Mercy. He satisfy me with GOOD Things that my Youth will renew like the eagle!!!
Lord said that I am going to live longer than Methuselah. He lived 969 years and Lord promised me that I will live 1500 years. When Methuselah died, the flood came, when I die, the whole earth will burnt off, that is why Children of God will have to be rapture by then. Glory Glory!!!
If Lord set me up as a marker, how could I die? By man, by the curse of this world??? Surely, nothing could move me away from the Hand of the LORD!!!!
It's the Mercy and Grace of God for this world, this sick and darken world that I am kept alive!!! For if I died, the earth will burn up, judgement is not happening so soon. Lord wants to save as many people as possible before this Great Judgement happens. Glory to His Goodness!!!
The rising up of the Son of God is near. His Trumpet will surely be blown Loud and Clear!!! All the people of the world will see and known Him. The time is near. Why American Christian tried to fight for a president that holds some biblical principle then one that support the Middle East failed?
This is because, this End Time movement is by the LORD and the LORD Alone. Nobody is going to snatch or share His Glory! Surely by His Almighty Hand, Israel will be miraculously save, just like my mum, for 2 years, the more blood, the doctor drew from her, made her got weaker but miraculously, she was healed!!!
She used to have fainting spell when I was young but now, she is strong and healthy!!! Surely, Israel will be save and come to know His Goodness!!! When the world failed her, the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob did not fail her and will not fail her!!
The END TIME is near and surely, The GLORY of the LORD will shine High! It's His Time and His Miracle to works wonder in the life of people!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Monday, November 26, 2012
Beloved Lord
Walking with Lord for so long, He is being very good! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
If you have followed me long enough, you would have seen I have mentioned blessing of Abraham a few times. Lord had tested me for many, many times that even if He is really bringing the blessing I would not bother much.
But, out of His Grace, weekly, He is getting me to look to Him for His Protection and for His Blessing. Today was preached by Pastor Lawrence. At first I was wondering why sent him as he is one that hardly preached. Pastor Prince was praising him last week and this week, he became the one preaching.
But actually Lord led him to lead me to Look upon Jesus for the blessing. This is the first time I saw that the blessing is sealed in the blood of Jesus and it is a surety. Then Lord led me to see that the blessing was with Jesus resurrection. It is a surety that could not be deny! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Pastor Lawrence kept calling to look to Jesus and to sing worship song. This is the only way to win our battle with those that is blocking us from receiving! Glory to Jesus!!! He showed that when we praise Jesus, Lord goes to fight our battle and we just need to go collect the spoils!!! Glory Glory!!!
This sermon is really Lord asking me to Look to Jesus and surely the blessing will come through. I have been through all kinds of despised disbelieve that Lord will bless me by people around me. When they see that what I proclaimed did not come to pass yet, they flowed into thinking I am lying.
However, as I am coming to the closure of meditation soon, Lord is leading me to rejoice in His Goodness so that I could receive His Goodness. Even ex was complaining to Jc along the way driving her to her gym class. He said I had proclaimed for 4-5 years and yet, nothing is seen!!!
Small blessing, the plant grow faster, but to get big blessing, have to let the tree mature before fruits could be seen. Lord put my 2 seeds that was planted long ago and many small seeds along the way to slowly working its way to the big trees that bears many fruits. All these takes time. For me to finish reading the bible and meditate the bible verse by verse. Surely, as I chewed the Words of God is approaching the end, He could bring it through! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
It's not about me working for my blessing, but more of Lord need to train me to maturity to handle all that He is giving me so that I would not be crazy by all that He is pouring onto me. All these takes time to mold me into strong rooted in Him that I will not wavier at the next wave of wind that blows to unstable me.
There are many temptations to pull me away from Lord, even from friendly people. But as I walked so long with Lord, all the pull away I could see clearly. Even to the extend of having someone tempting me with one night stand just by I helping mum to look for new bed for her tenants!!!
At each temptation, I see that I will dishonor Lord or be away from Him. With this long period of time spending by His Side, each temptation could be easily identify. This come with many practice of important events that I had to attend and the effect I saw on my staying close to Lord. That when friend called me to spend more time away, I could spot the devil way of tempting me away.
Lord led me to go through difference scenario so that I could have a sharper discerning ability to spot the pitfalls. With all in place, He could then bring this Great Honour to me!!! Glory Glory!!!
It's when I walked with Him for so long and seen all the pitfalls of others and the tiny one of my walk that I know I have to always be deeply rooted in Him. One thing for sure, when one thought that he would only take a little detour with Lord, but devil will let him fall deeper into sin, fallen from Grace far away!
Looking at Su, whom once was closed to Lord to now looking for different avenue to prosper themselves is just pure amazing!!! She did not even realise that she had moved far away from Lord to look to money, how to grow money from different ways of labouring! Even when I met her on Saturday at mum place and prompting her to combine prayer fall on deafen ears!!! She was in her pride!!!
Lord had told me even when in future, she look to me for the money source and come with her promise of obedience, Lord said it is just an act to secure the money and thus I am to ignore. He said if without blessing she could not obey, with blessing, it is not the real sincerity that is coming through. That is why what little Lord has given to her, will be taken away too!!!
Really, when one is called by Lord, Lord will built their personality to handle the job!!! Those that joined the fun could not last. At pressure, they go for their first exits!!! Su was holding so strong to Lord but she always look to her husband!!!
At his command, she shifted looking to Lord to what her husband told her. Her focus has been shifted even without her noticing. To such an extend she felt she was also listening to Lord that whatever Lord is trying to pull her back has fallen on deaf ears!!!
Lord even teaches me how to answer her in the future questioning on her share of the great blessing. It is sad that a big slice of the cake was cut off from her!!! From a high calling to be just a normal Christian. She saw the good and taste the good has moved away, Frances Hunter had a vision that saw all these being sucked into deep darkness!!! I saw it happening on her!!!
No wonder Lord in our early days said that she will help in the Children Ministry. He saw it all even before it began!!! Whatever Lord let her handle was given to me. This is scripture too! Those that had more, more will be given to them!!! I used to not understand this scripture of why when one had more, more will pour into them till this experience I had with Su!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Lion is roaring to remove Children of God from getting close to Lord to receive the Heaven on Earth blessing. As a child of God, we do have to be wary!!! Through sitting down and resting in Lord, it's amazing how He led me to learn all these even when I hardly move out of the house, only to buy my groceries and weekly going to church to listen to His Words for me!!!
Abba Father, thank You for all Your Leading. In You is the Fountain of Renewal of Youth, the Treasure floodgate, the Good Fortune!!! Those who find Him found them!!!
Many are still toiling between Law and Grace cum Truth, others are focusing on the theory of the bible! Another are Disbelieving believer of God Goodness!!! Many are looking to Money, to the Great Darkness, to their own self. Many are just happy to be just the Sunday or Saturday fellowship with Lord and the rest of the day, worldly events. All these are ways how darkness led them away. Let them feel they are still somewhat with the Lord but actually, the focus are away from Jesus and His Goodness!!!
King Jesus said that there are many ways to the way to the world, but He is the only way to Heaven, to His Great Blessing. His Door is narrow!!! He is the one and only way!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
If you have followed me long enough, you would have seen I have mentioned blessing of Abraham a few times. Lord had tested me for many, many times that even if He is really bringing the blessing I would not bother much.
But, out of His Grace, weekly, He is getting me to look to Him for His Protection and for His Blessing. Today was preached by Pastor Lawrence. At first I was wondering why sent him as he is one that hardly preached. Pastor Prince was praising him last week and this week, he became the one preaching.
But actually Lord led him to lead me to Look upon Jesus for the blessing. This is the first time I saw that the blessing is sealed in the blood of Jesus and it is a surety. Then Lord led me to see that the blessing was with Jesus resurrection. It is a surety that could not be deny! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Pastor Lawrence kept calling to look to Jesus and to sing worship song. This is the only way to win our battle with those that is blocking us from receiving! Glory to Jesus!!! He showed that when we praise Jesus, Lord goes to fight our battle and we just need to go collect the spoils!!! Glory Glory!!!
This sermon is really Lord asking me to Look to Jesus and surely the blessing will come through. I have been through all kinds of despised disbelieve that Lord will bless me by people around me. When they see that what I proclaimed did not come to pass yet, they flowed into thinking I am lying.
However, as I am coming to the closure of meditation soon, Lord is leading me to rejoice in His Goodness so that I could receive His Goodness. Even ex was complaining to Jc along the way driving her to her gym class. He said I had proclaimed for 4-5 years and yet, nothing is seen!!!
Small blessing, the plant grow faster, but to get big blessing, have to let the tree mature before fruits could be seen. Lord put my 2 seeds that was planted long ago and many small seeds along the way to slowly working its way to the big trees that bears many fruits. All these takes time. For me to finish reading the bible and meditate the bible verse by verse. Surely, as I chewed the Words of God is approaching the end, He could bring it through! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
It's not about me working for my blessing, but more of Lord need to train me to maturity to handle all that He is giving me so that I would not be crazy by all that He is pouring onto me. All these takes time to mold me into strong rooted in Him that I will not wavier at the next wave of wind that blows to unstable me.
There are many temptations to pull me away from Lord, even from friendly people. But as I walked so long with Lord, all the pull away I could see clearly. Even to the extend of having someone tempting me with one night stand just by I helping mum to look for new bed for her tenants!!!
At each temptation, I see that I will dishonor Lord or be away from Him. With this long period of time spending by His Side, each temptation could be easily identify. This come with many practice of important events that I had to attend and the effect I saw on my staying close to Lord. That when friend called me to spend more time away, I could spot the devil way of tempting me away.
Lord led me to go through difference scenario so that I could have a sharper discerning ability to spot the pitfalls. With all in place, He could then bring this Great Honour to me!!! Glory Glory!!!
It's when I walked with Him for so long and seen all the pitfalls of others and the tiny one of my walk that I know I have to always be deeply rooted in Him. One thing for sure, when one thought that he would only take a little detour with Lord, but devil will let him fall deeper into sin, fallen from Grace far away!
Looking at Su, whom once was closed to Lord to now looking for different avenue to prosper themselves is just pure amazing!!! She did not even realise that she had moved far away from Lord to look to money, how to grow money from different ways of labouring! Even when I met her on Saturday at mum place and prompting her to combine prayer fall on deafen ears!!! She was in her pride!!!
Lord had told me even when in future, she look to me for the money source and come with her promise of obedience, Lord said it is just an act to secure the money and thus I am to ignore. He said if without blessing she could not obey, with blessing, it is not the real sincerity that is coming through. That is why what little Lord has given to her, will be taken away too!!!
Really, when one is called by Lord, Lord will built their personality to handle the job!!! Those that joined the fun could not last. At pressure, they go for their first exits!!! Su was holding so strong to Lord but she always look to her husband!!!
At his command, she shifted looking to Lord to what her husband told her. Her focus has been shifted even without her noticing. To such an extend she felt she was also listening to Lord that whatever Lord is trying to pull her back has fallen on deaf ears!!!
Lord even teaches me how to answer her in the future questioning on her share of the great blessing. It is sad that a big slice of the cake was cut off from her!!! From a high calling to be just a normal Christian. She saw the good and taste the good has moved away, Frances Hunter had a vision that saw all these being sucked into deep darkness!!! I saw it happening on her!!!
No wonder Lord in our early days said that she will help in the Children Ministry. He saw it all even before it began!!! Whatever Lord let her handle was given to me. This is scripture too! Those that had more, more will be given to them!!! I used to not understand this scripture of why when one had more, more will pour into them till this experience I had with Su!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Lion is roaring to remove Children of God from getting close to Lord to receive the Heaven on Earth blessing. As a child of God, we do have to be wary!!! Through sitting down and resting in Lord, it's amazing how He led me to learn all these even when I hardly move out of the house, only to buy my groceries and weekly going to church to listen to His Words for me!!!
Abba Father, thank You for all Your Leading. In You is the Fountain of Renewal of Youth, the Treasure floodgate, the Good Fortune!!! Those who find Him found them!!!
Many are still toiling between Law and Grace cum Truth, others are focusing on the theory of the bible! Another are Disbelieving believer of God Goodness!!! Many are looking to Money, to the Great Darkness, to their own self. Many are just happy to be just the Sunday or Saturday fellowship with Lord and the rest of the day, worldly events. All these are ways how darkness led them away. Let them feel they are still somewhat with the Lord but actually, the focus are away from Jesus and His Goodness!!!
King Jesus said that there are many ways to the way to the world, but He is the only way to Heaven, to His Great Blessing. His Door is narrow!!! He is the one and only way!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
The Heart of Woman
In this world of the attraction of the sexes, usually I would like to think of the prettiest, the youngest get it all in the heart of man if he is of certain status and power.
Even in my own situation, I saw a loveless 10 years of marriage but now ex with his current girl is totally another story, he openly pampered her weekly to my amazement, as if he is a totally changed man with her!
This story in the bible about Jacob loving Rachel and sacrificed 7 years to work for her father, Laban, but was tricked by Laban to marry Leah, and had to work another 7 years for Rachel, this story drew me in. Especially Rachel died after giving birth to Benjamin. I felt somewhat unfair to her!
On the other hand, Leah was weak in eyes but had great favour with God that she was blessed with many kids. In the end of life of Jacob, he even wanted to bury by her side!
Looking at myself, a plain Jane, I see nothing good about myself in any way or sense. So much so that I rather hide myself than post photos here or in Facebook!!!
But Lord is good. Out of so many people in this world, He zeroed in on me. He put me through 6-7 years of training. Many times I ran out of energy but He boost me up with new hopes and carried on. The verse by verse meditation of the whole bible takes time but I just stepped on the last 100th page. Glory Glory!!!
Lord promises to bless me greatly for all these years of walking with Him is purely an unmerited favour and honour! He even devise of ways to bring back the love of my life that was plucked out of me under my nose. He promised to pull Jc out of the pit and put her in His Throne to be Glory by His Wisdom and understanding.
I really appreciated much and felt so honor to have Him with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
I do not understand how things change, but ex from not paying for Jc expenses on my end to lately started paying again. Lord said that He will bring him back to me. I am appreciative. It would be a miracle for this to happen. Why?
I bought Jc to pick him up at the airport. He gave Jc little attention and me zero attention. But go straight to his girlfriend and stick to her. Previously he would send us home in the cab. This time round he rejected, even I propose he sent Jc back and I would take public bus. He just took out $5 for Jc as she had forgotten to bring her ezlink card!
Anyway, praise the Lord, Jc had great fun in Terminal 3. We took some noodle soup for dinner to gather $10 receipt for the long slide at Terminal 3 of Changi Airport. Jc managed to find another receipt to gather some more points. On the way out, I saw a table got a recipt and took it, totally we had about $30+ and this could exchanged into slide coupon to go for the taller slides. The shorter one is free!
After her 3 slides, Jc was sliding down the shorter one and after a while, there is a woman who blessed her a stacks of coupons to slide a lot more. She had a fun time and decided to keep the last 14 coupons for another day. Glory to Jesus for providing the coupons for Jc to enjoy!!!
I could only thank Jesus for His Finished Work at the Cross!!! In the natural, nothing could help me get my family together again. Even Jc study also need lots of Grace from Jesus!
But with His Abundance of Grace and Sure Mercy of David, everything is Possible! With His Intervention, I could get a blessed family and flow in His Peace. I could only thankful for all that was done at the Cross to make it fully available to me. Glory Glory!!!
Even in my own situation, I saw a loveless 10 years of marriage but now ex with his current girl is totally another story, he openly pampered her weekly to my amazement, as if he is a totally changed man with her!
This story in the bible about Jacob loving Rachel and sacrificed 7 years to work for her father, Laban, but was tricked by Laban to marry Leah, and had to work another 7 years for Rachel, this story drew me in. Especially Rachel died after giving birth to Benjamin. I felt somewhat unfair to her!
On the other hand, Leah was weak in eyes but had great favour with God that she was blessed with many kids. In the end of life of Jacob, he even wanted to bury by her side!
Looking at myself, a plain Jane, I see nothing good about myself in any way or sense. So much so that I rather hide myself than post photos here or in Facebook!!!
But Lord is good. Out of so many people in this world, He zeroed in on me. He put me through 6-7 years of training. Many times I ran out of energy but He boost me up with new hopes and carried on. The verse by verse meditation of the whole bible takes time but I just stepped on the last 100th page. Glory Glory!!!
Lord promises to bless me greatly for all these years of walking with Him is purely an unmerited favour and honour! He even devise of ways to bring back the love of my life that was plucked out of me under my nose. He promised to pull Jc out of the pit and put her in His Throne to be Glory by His Wisdom and understanding.
I really appreciated much and felt so honor to have Him with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
I do not understand how things change, but ex from not paying for Jc expenses on my end to lately started paying again. Lord said that He will bring him back to me. I am appreciative. It would be a miracle for this to happen. Why?
I bought Jc to pick him up at the airport. He gave Jc little attention and me zero attention. But go straight to his girlfriend and stick to her. Previously he would send us home in the cab. This time round he rejected, even I propose he sent Jc back and I would take public bus. He just took out $5 for Jc as she had forgotten to bring her ezlink card!
Anyway, praise the Lord, Jc had great fun in Terminal 3. We took some noodle soup for dinner to gather $10 receipt for the long slide at Terminal 3 of Changi Airport. Jc managed to find another receipt to gather some more points. On the way out, I saw a table got a recipt and took it, totally we had about $30+ and this could exchanged into slide coupon to go for the taller slides. The shorter one is free!
After her 3 slides, Jc was sliding down the shorter one and after a while, there is a woman who blessed her a stacks of coupons to slide a lot more. She had a fun time and decided to keep the last 14 coupons for another day. Glory to Jesus for providing the coupons for Jc to enjoy!!!
I could only thank Jesus for His Finished Work at the Cross!!! In the natural, nothing could help me get my family together again. Even Jc study also need lots of Grace from Jesus!
But with His Abundance of Grace and Sure Mercy of David, everything is Possible! With His Intervention, I could get a blessed family and flow in His Peace. I could only thankful for all that was done at the Cross to make it fully available to me. Glory Glory!!!
Monday, November 19, 2012
Divine Agreement
Abba Father has been a Faithful God in looking after me. Lately, even though I am too lazy to pray, He is always there to ensure my safety. Lately, every Sunday, He is giving me comforts and leads me into Hopes!!! Glory to Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
From years of meditation, finally, I left 100 pages! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! Father God has promised Great Blessing going to pour onto me and after some disbelieve, this morning, finally I agree with Him on His Goodness. It's an undeserving favour that I cannot merit it on anything except His Goodness, His Abundance of Grace and His Free Gift of Righteousness and His Sure Mercy of David!!! Glory to His Goodness!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely, personal life is in great darkness, but Lord in His Words in Isaiah 60 has Great Promise! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Isaiah 60:1-5
'1 Arise, shine, for your Light has come, and the Glory of the Lord rises upon you.
2 See, darkness covers the earth and thick darkness is over the peoples,
But LORD rises upon you and His Glory appears over you!
3 Nations will come to your Light, and kings to the brightness of your Dawn.
4 Lift up your eyes and look about you;
your sons come from afar, and your daughters are carried on Arm.
5 Then you will look and be radiant, your heart will throb and swell with Joy;
the wealth on the seas will be brought to you,
to you the Riches of the nations will come.'
I am looking forward to this Blessedness and the end of all the darkness attacks!!! Surely such a day is coming!!! I am happy!!! Lord said He will restore my family and I am looking forward to it!!!
Finally, after so many disagreement, there is surely 1 agreement between ex and me on Jc study. We are displeased with her results that has been affected by the divorce and ex different relationships that from P2 to now P5, it was a down hill slope. Her unwillingness to study is under pressure from both of us to break free and to concentrate! Lord promised to lift her up! I am trusting her to Him!!!
Recently, her IPhone 3GS was stolen from her bicycle basket while she was nearby with her friend doing some gymnastic stunts. This stealing humbles her down so much that her pride was gone! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Her daddy only bought a new sim card for her to use on his old Nokia phone. Hehe..Jc after using IPhone for such a long time, she is finding the drag in using this ancient Nokia phone, but out of no choice, as mummy and daddy not willing to pay for another smart phone, she has to use this old phone!!!
Praise the Lord, ex today blessed me $100 for Jc holiday maths lesson enhancement and crack into next year learning. P6 is a compressed time table. The whole year lessons going to teach in half year and then will be the prelim exam and after that will be the P6 PSLE, Primary School Leaving Examination! She does need Lord's Wisdom, Understanding, Logical Thinking, Reasoning and Memory to do a great job! Lord has promised to prosper her! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord has told me how He is going to restore my family and I trust in His Goodness to do a complete job. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that I have Lord as my Saviour, Redeemer and Friend. With my siblings shutting their doors, only 2nd sis still on the same flow. Su supposed to have a combined prayer with me for mum.
It was the last Grace given to test her. She came for a while and I woke up at 11:20am to see her sms of leaving at 12 noon. I called her and that sent a panick to her, I guess. Mum said she only came a short while and then left home!!! With that, the last Grace to obey Lord went down the drain. I saw her husband today on the way to the washroom after church, another total ignorance from him!!!
Mum was facing slight senile problem and I had asked 1st sis to take her in. Her flat is the biggest and more rooms than all the rest, but she claimed her home has no place for mum!!! I am disappointed in her selfishness. Brother would not pass his keys to mum, so it was inconvenient for mum to stay there. 2nd sis has her in-law with her, so no more room. Su rented flat too small and old and limited rooms and space to accommodate mum.
I really thank Lord for all these shaking using long period of time. The heart of men are being revealed over time when the promise of blessing has yet to manifest!!! Money can hide the real intention of man and the absent of it reveals their hearts!!! I am sad for mum. Among the 5 of her kids, Su pity from a distant and 2nd sis could not do much with her limitation and mum after all the curses encountered here dare not come anymore!!!
With Lord's blessing, I will bring her to Lord's new house! This is the Grace Lord put in my heart to let her stay with me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! You know, eldest sister put mum's investments under her name without mum's knowledge. It was when mum showed me the documents that I saw that and told mum about it. She is so wary about mum remove those moneys out of her grab!!! Sad Sad Sad on how she has changed!!!
But Lord is good! He will restore mum into healthy again and surely all greediness will be judged!!! Abba is so good that He revealed all their hearts to me. From the amount of blessing to be given to each of them, I could see Lord's indication of their heart clearly. Whatever is hidden, Lord exposed it that the greed is stopped!!!
With all shaking done, Lord promised to manifest the blessing to me. I am so happy! Even though I don't know the exact time, I just trust in what He revealed and look to His Goodness and believe it! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
From years of meditation, finally, I left 100 pages! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! Father God has promised Great Blessing going to pour onto me and after some disbelieve, this morning, finally I agree with Him on His Goodness. It's an undeserving favour that I cannot merit it on anything except His Goodness, His Abundance of Grace and His Free Gift of Righteousness and His Sure Mercy of David!!! Glory to His Goodness!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely, personal life is in great darkness, but Lord in His Words in Isaiah 60 has Great Promise! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Isaiah 60:1-5
'1 Arise, shine, for your Light has come, and the Glory of the Lord rises upon you.
2 See, darkness covers the earth and thick darkness is over the peoples,
But LORD rises upon you and His Glory appears over you!
3 Nations will come to your Light, and kings to the brightness of your Dawn.
4 Lift up your eyes and look about you;
your sons come from afar, and your daughters are carried on Arm.
5 Then you will look and be radiant, your heart will throb and swell with Joy;
the wealth on the seas will be brought to you,
to you the Riches of the nations will come.'
I am looking forward to this Blessedness and the end of all the darkness attacks!!! Surely such a day is coming!!! I am happy!!! Lord said He will restore my family and I am looking forward to it!!!
Finally, after so many disagreement, there is surely 1 agreement between ex and me on Jc study. We are displeased with her results that has been affected by the divorce and ex different relationships that from P2 to now P5, it was a down hill slope. Her unwillingness to study is under pressure from both of us to break free and to concentrate! Lord promised to lift her up! I am trusting her to Him!!!
Recently, her IPhone 3GS was stolen from her bicycle basket while she was nearby with her friend doing some gymnastic stunts. This stealing humbles her down so much that her pride was gone! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Her daddy only bought a new sim card for her to use on his old Nokia phone. Hehe..Jc after using IPhone for such a long time, she is finding the drag in using this ancient Nokia phone, but out of no choice, as mummy and daddy not willing to pay for another smart phone, she has to use this old phone!!!
Praise the Lord, ex today blessed me $100 for Jc holiday maths lesson enhancement and crack into next year learning. P6 is a compressed time table. The whole year lessons going to teach in half year and then will be the prelim exam and after that will be the P6 PSLE, Primary School Leaving Examination! She does need Lord's Wisdom, Understanding, Logical Thinking, Reasoning and Memory to do a great job! Lord has promised to prosper her! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord has told me how He is going to restore my family and I trust in His Goodness to do a complete job. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that I have Lord as my Saviour, Redeemer and Friend. With my siblings shutting their doors, only 2nd sis still on the same flow. Su supposed to have a combined prayer with me for mum.
It was the last Grace given to test her. She came for a while and I woke up at 11:20am to see her sms of leaving at 12 noon. I called her and that sent a panick to her, I guess. Mum said she only came a short while and then left home!!! With that, the last Grace to obey Lord went down the drain. I saw her husband today on the way to the washroom after church, another total ignorance from him!!!
Mum was facing slight senile problem and I had asked 1st sis to take her in. Her flat is the biggest and more rooms than all the rest, but she claimed her home has no place for mum!!! I am disappointed in her selfishness. Brother would not pass his keys to mum, so it was inconvenient for mum to stay there. 2nd sis has her in-law with her, so no more room. Su rented flat too small and old and limited rooms and space to accommodate mum.
I really thank Lord for all these shaking using long period of time. The heart of men are being revealed over time when the promise of blessing has yet to manifest!!! Money can hide the real intention of man and the absent of it reveals their hearts!!! I am sad for mum. Among the 5 of her kids, Su pity from a distant and 2nd sis could not do much with her limitation and mum after all the curses encountered here dare not come anymore!!!
With Lord's blessing, I will bring her to Lord's new house! This is the Grace Lord put in my heart to let her stay with me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! You know, eldest sister put mum's investments under her name without mum's knowledge. It was when mum showed me the documents that I saw that and told mum about it. She is so wary about mum remove those moneys out of her grab!!! Sad Sad Sad on how she has changed!!!
But Lord is good! He will restore mum into healthy again and surely all greediness will be judged!!! Abba is so good that He revealed all their hearts to me. From the amount of blessing to be given to each of them, I could see Lord's indication of their heart clearly. Whatever is hidden, Lord exposed it that the greed is stopped!!!
With all shaking done, Lord promised to manifest the blessing to me. I am so happy! Even though I don't know the exact time, I just trust in what He revealed and look to His Goodness and believe it! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Divine Appointment
Lately, I went to Supernatural site to watch the weekly update of Sid Roth interviewing his guests, I had seen Joan Hunter before, but the previous encounter Lord did not impress me with anything. Last week, Sid Roth talked about her parents, Charles and Frances, and my antenna was up. :)
Lord led me to search for Joan Hunter in YouTube and from there He got me connected to 'Charles and Frances How to heal the sick!' I watched all of them and the 14hrs video had Jesus taking about His Last Words through the mouth of Frances Hunter!!! Praise Jesus!!!
Lately, no matter whom Lord led me to watch and learn, somehow, in the end, I found out these men and women had gone back to be with Jesus! Lord led me to watch the videos that they had recorded in their younger days.
As you know, I was reborn straight into New Creation Church that I do not know most Man and Woman of God that are/were in the world. Lord promised that after learning from Pastor Prince, He would led me to learn from other teachers. I am glad that He has been faithful so far!
I am curious about Frances Hunter if she was still around as she had simple faith that I am one too. But from different Supernatural videos that was post in YouTube, I saw the 90 years old Frances Hunter and then another one where Joan Hunter said she has gone back to Lord! Glory Glory! Hallelujah!
Glad that Lord impressed them to post their videos in Youtube! Otherwise, I would not be able to learn from them! Hallelujah! I even got my pubic bone healed in the process. Charles and Frances Hunter were giving lesson on how to heal the pubic bone and I stand in faith to receive the same healing. I heard a click sound from the back of my bone, in the middle portion and I found I could stand without problem.
Previously, I could not stand for long. I will always look for a seat to sit down anywhere I go. There was a curve up of my back when I lay flat on my back. But Glory to Lord, with this adjustment, I could lay flat on my bed and there isn't a wanting to rest anymore! I even found my curved toes straightened!!! Glory to Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, I went to the Prayer & Healing Room after service. I actually wanted to go off after the service!!! But the moment the last worship song was sounded as we walked out, Lord convicted me and tears came falling down. I asked Lord if He wanted me to go to the Prayer & Healing Room, He said 'Yes!'
In fact, Lord had lifted me high by His Last verse, Hosea 2:17 'And I shall give her vineyards to her from there, and the Valley of Achor (trouble) for a Door of HOPE and she will SING there, as in the days of her youth and as in the day when she came up out of the land of Egypt.'
He sent me to the Prayer and Healing Room to let go of my vent up and to tell me His Promise will soon be with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! I was so full of joy after the prayer! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As if every good, devil wants to block, I saw the devil himself in full of youth and energy, but I remembered Lord's Promise in Psalm 92:8-16,
'When the wicked spring like the grass and when all the workers of wickedness flourish, it is that they will be destroyed forever, but You, LORD, are Most High forevermore.
For, Lo, Your enemies, LORD, for, behold, Your enemies will perish! All the workers of wickedness will be scattered.
But You will exalt my horn like horn of a wild ox: I be anointed with fresh oil.
My eye will look on my enermies, my ears will hear the wicked who rise up against me.
The Righteous one will flourish like the date-palm: he will grow like a cedar in Lebanon.
Those who are planted in the House of the LORD will flourish in the courts of our God.
They will bring forth fruit in old age, they will be flourishing and invigorated to show that the LORD is Upright, Just. He is my ROCK (Sheer Cliff), and there is no unrighteousness in Him.'
Charles and Frances Healing videos are really anointed. I could receive the healing and flow in the anointing even though they are years ago. Glory to all that Lord had done in their lives! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
LORD through the care leader's mouth promised that I have walked through the Door of Hope and have invited Jesus into my valley and my new life has started! He told me to look ahead and not to look back! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Looking at what Jc had sms with her daddy, who is in Osaka currently, he is also looking forward to move back here! Jc wanted to spend more time with him and is happy with the news of he moving back here. Lord promised to move me out early. Let see how early will I move out!!! Glory to His Provision in the coming year of Great Changes.
I am walking into the blessing of Abraham and will have a blessed life and bye bye to the old life. I asked Lord to tell me who will be my man. He said He is giving me to choose between the 2 of them. Whoever I pick will be good. Let see when the time comes. Glory to His Goodness!!!
I am glad that LORD is always with me and has been a very Faithful God! Even when I could not pray at time, He will come through to help me pray. There is no way devil could shut my mouth for Lord is with me. Glory Glory!!!
Surely Surely, Lord will be with me forever! I am glad that He promised an everlasting life that I need not face decay nor old age. I could remain young and beautiful forever. I am glad He choose me to walk in His Anointing! It's about Him and Nothing about me! Glory Glory! This make walking with Him a lot easier then base on my own effort, which I have none to speak of! His Grace and Mercy is so Almighty that no matter what valley He put me to rough up, I could still come out alive and healthy!
He just want this girl, that don't like to fight, to be His Mighty Warrior! I learnt from Charles Hunter that it's not about rising our voice but to command the Truth of His Words! He is soft spoken but Lord's Almighty Power came through with his believe that He will do it. Glory Glory! They had such simple faith that healing become easy. Jesus Yoke is surely Light! Glory Glory!
I will remain with Him forever by His Grace and Mercy. What made Lord used me, He said many looks to their abilities while I look to my disabilities and want Him to be Full in me. As I see nothing of myself, He could be Everything in me.
Yesterday, watched a video that Frances Hunter said anything could be anointed to bless those who used it. I put my phone, my wallet, Jc's correction pen and her pencil case! I found that after anointing, I am more focus in using the online version of the bible in my phone. I even become wiser in smsing with ex and Su!
I could not understand Su. She could see my mum lonely in her own house and wanted one of us to get mum to our house. I told her mum has the senile problem that Lord disclosed to me and wanted me and her to pray for mum. However, she just plainly refuse to agree with me for this combined prayer! She even suggested that mum and me could agree and we have the power of 2. Her faith level is a lot higher than mum's but she just refuse!!! I just could not understand what's in her mind.
I could only agree with the vision that Lord gave to Frances Hunter. She said that for those called by Lord, when they turned away, they will be sucked away by the devil into darkness! Ever since Su agreed with her husband and turned away, her pride is up and she even run away from me and treated me as invisible!!! That is how much she has moved away!!!
Lord used a small blessing to test their hearts, they failed miserably! They flowed into pride and ignored my presence when Lord let us met outside the washroom previous Sunday. To be sure, I even smsed her to ask if she saw me, for she did not return my greeting. She just happily talked to her husband while the husband turned to look and turn away again in a no emotional face.
They failed the success test miserably!!! In my heart, I asked Lord for more Grace for them but today sms with her, she still rejected me flatly!!! Whatever to bless her, Lord removed a big part of it and Lord said they will only be normal Christian. Even the shop that was previously given to Su was removed from the years of calling her husband to go back to flower business to using small blessing to test their heart. Their rejection failed the test from Lord!
Lord's Holiness is not just to stand upright in the presence of Lord during test, but in all time too. They only obey if they know is a test, otherwise, they go by their ways. As her sis, even the Grace given to her for so long, she took it as nuisance and always said that she could hear from Lord Himself! The further she walked away, Lord finally dropped her and give me no more desire to call her and him to come in line with Lord's provision.
Am I sad? Of course, I am, but what to do? Already prayed to Lord for more Grace and even told her to agree for once, but no reply from her!!!
Lord is Good, through time, the heart of man is revealed. He uses time and patience to test man's heart! Really, this verse from King Solomon, Psalm 127:1 'Unless the Lord build the house, they labour in vain who build it.'
It is not that no Grace is given, Su's husband has the talent in flower as Lord has given for him to prosper but he hang it up for another area of interest, so failed in the calling. As he failed, what little is given to him will be taken away. Lord said he will lost his skills!!!
Lord seem to transfer their calling to my 2nd sis. Her heart is pure and always have a patient ear for anyone who is in sadness and she will not condemn. She has the heart of Gold. Lord is waiting for her to come fully to Him and He will surely use her for His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The only barrier, I guess, is to see what I proclaimed all these years to come to past. When they see Jesus is real, I guess they will be more willing to accept Him. 2nd sister is just waiting for her husband to come to Jesus before she will come personally!!! Glory Glory!!!
As the time of His Coming is nearer and nearer, the shaking of my life and my family, things are falling into place. Surely, it will come a day when all my family members are saved and gladly come to Him!
Jc wants me to be able to fly to Sweden to pray for her granny of her pain. Let see how things move in future. Even though I know ex was affected by the devil to walk away from me and even to prefer other woman than me, I still wonder if he could be a loving husband. I know Lord could change his heart, but I wonder if I still want him back!
After so long, after seeing all that I could see about him inside out, I really questioned myself if he really suits me. I am willing to go ahead for a new life with someone new and let him be in the dark as he is now. That's how much my heart has been moving into.
However, H, the 60+ year old that looked 40, that I long ago talked about, her husband of old, whom she has separated, he has cancer last stage and she came back from USA to look after him. She told me that since I have a kid with ex and he had none with the girls, she said it's better to look through all the bad, and just accept him back as what she has done currently.
I will let Lord lead my heart. I know if for Jc sake, of course it's better for her! But do I really want to eventually, I don't know. At this point, after seeing the devil himself, I know for sure ex also suffer somehow. I will let time tells. So far time has done a good job in all the shaking. I will let things fall into place again. How it turns out, through time, when the sand settles, things will be clearer! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord led me to search for Joan Hunter in YouTube and from there He got me connected to 'Charles and Frances How to heal the sick!' I watched all of them and the 14hrs video had Jesus taking about His Last Words through the mouth of Frances Hunter!!! Praise Jesus!!!
Lately, no matter whom Lord led me to watch and learn, somehow, in the end, I found out these men and women had gone back to be with Jesus! Lord led me to watch the videos that they had recorded in their younger days.
As you know, I was reborn straight into New Creation Church that I do not know most Man and Woman of God that are/were in the world. Lord promised that after learning from Pastor Prince, He would led me to learn from other teachers. I am glad that He has been faithful so far!
I am curious about Frances Hunter if she was still around as she had simple faith that I am one too. But from different Supernatural videos that was post in YouTube, I saw the 90 years old Frances Hunter and then another one where Joan Hunter said she has gone back to Lord! Glory Glory! Hallelujah!
Glad that Lord impressed them to post their videos in Youtube! Otherwise, I would not be able to learn from them! Hallelujah! I even got my pubic bone healed in the process. Charles and Frances Hunter were giving lesson on how to heal the pubic bone and I stand in faith to receive the same healing. I heard a click sound from the back of my bone, in the middle portion and I found I could stand without problem.
Previously, I could not stand for long. I will always look for a seat to sit down anywhere I go. There was a curve up of my back when I lay flat on my back. But Glory to Lord, with this adjustment, I could lay flat on my bed and there isn't a wanting to rest anymore! I even found my curved toes straightened!!! Glory to Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, I went to the Prayer & Healing Room after service. I actually wanted to go off after the service!!! But the moment the last worship song was sounded as we walked out, Lord convicted me and tears came falling down. I asked Lord if He wanted me to go to the Prayer & Healing Room, He said 'Yes!'
In fact, Lord had lifted me high by His Last verse, Hosea 2:17 'And I shall give her vineyards to her from there, and the Valley of Achor (trouble) for a Door of HOPE and she will SING there, as in the days of her youth and as in the day when she came up out of the land of Egypt.'
He sent me to the Prayer and Healing Room to let go of my vent up and to tell me His Promise will soon be with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! I was so full of joy after the prayer! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As if every good, devil wants to block, I saw the devil himself in full of youth and energy, but I remembered Lord's Promise in Psalm 92:8-16,
'When the wicked spring like the grass and when all the workers of wickedness flourish, it is that they will be destroyed forever, but You, LORD, are Most High forevermore.
For, Lo, Your enemies, LORD, for, behold, Your enemies will perish! All the workers of wickedness will be scattered.
But You will exalt my horn like horn of a wild ox: I be anointed with fresh oil.
My eye will look on my enermies, my ears will hear the wicked who rise up against me.
The Righteous one will flourish like the date-palm: he will grow like a cedar in Lebanon.
Those who are planted in the House of the LORD will flourish in the courts of our God.
They will bring forth fruit in old age, they will be flourishing and invigorated to show that the LORD is Upright, Just. He is my ROCK (Sheer Cliff), and there is no unrighteousness in Him.'
Charles and Frances Healing videos are really anointed. I could receive the healing and flow in the anointing even though they are years ago. Glory to all that Lord had done in their lives! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
LORD through the care leader's mouth promised that I have walked through the Door of Hope and have invited Jesus into my valley and my new life has started! He told me to look ahead and not to look back! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Looking at what Jc had sms with her daddy, who is in Osaka currently, he is also looking forward to move back here! Jc wanted to spend more time with him and is happy with the news of he moving back here. Lord promised to move me out early. Let see how early will I move out!!! Glory to His Provision in the coming year of Great Changes.
I am walking into the blessing of Abraham and will have a blessed life and bye bye to the old life. I asked Lord to tell me who will be my man. He said He is giving me to choose between the 2 of them. Whoever I pick will be good. Let see when the time comes. Glory to His Goodness!!!
I am glad that LORD is always with me and has been a very Faithful God! Even when I could not pray at time, He will come through to help me pray. There is no way devil could shut my mouth for Lord is with me. Glory Glory!!!
Surely Surely, Lord will be with me forever! I am glad that He promised an everlasting life that I need not face decay nor old age. I could remain young and beautiful forever. I am glad He choose me to walk in His Anointing! It's about Him and Nothing about me! Glory Glory! This make walking with Him a lot easier then base on my own effort, which I have none to speak of! His Grace and Mercy is so Almighty that no matter what valley He put me to rough up, I could still come out alive and healthy!
He just want this girl, that don't like to fight, to be His Mighty Warrior! I learnt from Charles Hunter that it's not about rising our voice but to command the Truth of His Words! He is soft spoken but Lord's Almighty Power came through with his believe that He will do it. Glory Glory! They had such simple faith that healing become easy. Jesus Yoke is surely Light! Glory Glory!
I will remain with Him forever by His Grace and Mercy. What made Lord used me, He said many looks to their abilities while I look to my disabilities and want Him to be Full in me. As I see nothing of myself, He could be Everything in me.
Yesterday, watched a video that Frances Hunter said anything could be anointed to bless those who used it. I put my phone, my wallet, Jc's correction pen and her pencil case! I found that after anointing, I am more focus in using the online version of the bible in my phone. I even become wiser in smsing with ex and Su!
I could not understand Su. She could see my mum lonely in her own house and wanted one of us to get mum to our house. I told her mum has the senile problem that Lord disclosed to me and wanted me and her to pray for mum. However, she just plainly refuse to agree with me for this combined prayer! She even suggested that mum and me could agree and we have the power of 2. Her faith level is a lot higher than mum's but she just refuse!!! I just could not understand what's in her mind.
I could only agree with the vision that Lord gave to Frances Hunter. She said that for those called by Lord, when they turned away, they will be sucked away by the devil into darkness! Ever since Su agreed with her husband and turned away, her pride is up and she even run away from me and treated me as invisible!!! That is how much she has moved away!!!
Lord used a small blessing to test their hearts, they failed miserably! They flowed into pride and ignored my presence when Lord let us met outside the washroom previous Sunday. To be sure, I even smsed her to ask if she saw me, for she did not return my greeting. She just happily talked to her husband while the husband turned to look and turn away again in a no emotional face.
They failed the success test miserably!!! In my heart, I asked Lord for more Grace for them but today sms with her, she still rejected me flatly!!! Whatever to bless her, Lord removed a big part of it and Lord said they will only be normal Christian. Even the shop that was previously given to Su was removed from the years of calling her husband to go back to flower business to using small blessing to test their heart. Their rejection failed the test from Lord!
Lord's Holiness is not just to stand upright in the presence of Lord during test, but in all time too. They only obey if they know is a test, otherwise, they go by their ways. As her sis, even the Grace given to her for so long, she took it as nuisance and always said that she could hear from Lord Himself! The further she walked away, Lord finally dropped her and give me no more desire to call her and him to come in line with Lord's provision.
Am I sad? Of course, I am, but what to do? Already prayed to Lord for more Grace and even told her to agree for once, but no reply from her!!!
Lord is Good, through time, the heart of man is revealed. He uses time and patience to test man's heart! Really, this verse from King Solomon, Psalm 127:1 'Unless the Lord build the house, they labour in vain who build it.'
It is not that no Grace is given, Su's husband has the talent in flower as Lord has given for him to prosper but he hang it up for another area of interest, so failed in the calling. As he failed, what little is given to him will be taken away. Lord said he will lost his skills!!!
Lord seem to transfer their calling to my 2nd sis. Her heart is pure and always have a patient ear for anyone who is in sadness and she will not condemn. She has the heart of Gold. Lord is waiting for her to come fully to Him and He will surely use her for His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The only barrier, I guess, is to see what I proclaimed all these years to come to past. When they see Jesus is real, I guess they will be more willing to accept Him. 2nd sister is just waiting for her husband to come to Jesus before she will come personally!!! Glory Glory!!!
As the time of His Coming is nearer and nearer, the shaking of my life and my family, things are falling into place. Surely, it will come a day when all my family members are saved and gladly come to Him!
Jc wants me to be able to fly to Sweden to pray for her granny of her pain. Let see how things move in future. Even though I know ex was affected by the devil to walk away from me and even to prefer other woman than me, I still wonder if he could be a loving husband. I know Lord could change his heart, but I wonder if I still want him back!
After so long, after seeing all that I could see about him inside out, I really questioned myself if he really suits me. I am willing to go ahead for a new life with someone new and let him be in the dark as he is now. That's how much my heart has been moving into.
However, H, the 60+ year old that looked 40, that I long ago talked about, her husband of old, whom she has separated, he has cancer last stage and she came back from USA to look after him. She told me that since I have a kid with ex and he had none with the girls, she said it's better to look through all the bad, and just accept him back as what she has done currently.
I will let Lord lead my heart. I know if for Jc sake, of course it's better for her! But do I really want to eventually, I don't know. At this point, after seeing the devil himself, I know for sure ex also suffer somehow. I will let time tells. So far time has done a good job in all the shaking. I will let things fall into place again. How it turns out, through time, when the sand settles, things will be clearer! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Saturday, November 3, 2012
Grace of God
For all these year of being toil in the sea of curses and fighting to come back to Rest of God, I finally understand this one thing. All that I have been writing about me and ex and even the curses that comes upon, all is for the Glory of Jesus!
Lord wants those evil one to see their trust in the devil is fruitless. He let me goes through them to demonstrate to them His Grace is greater than their evilness. This could only be seen through time when all their weapons are fully used and I am still standing alive! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Whatever Lord plan there is a purpose for it.
At the same time, He is also trained me to look to Him even more! Without all these attacks, I won't be bother to look to Him. But when each attacks come, I am forced to run to Him for Protection! He is my City of Refuge and He is the Everlasting High Priest in it! Glory Glory!
Devil though he could split my family and create a mess out of it, but in all these, the Grace of Lord Jesus will be Fully Manifested and the family will be whole again! Glory Glory! Through the recent attack, Jc eyes is opened to see who is the one cursing the family. She even told me about it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord's Glory could not be suppressed. The 4 days of Jc's SA2 exam finally over. Initially waking up was the problem. When such could not stop Lord's Glory from showing through Jc, Jc was cursed with stomach flu before the last paper, Science.
But Lord be her alertness and wisdom and even strength that she could walked to school and climbed 4 level to her class. After the test, on the way down, her friend had to support her from falling down the stairs but she made it!
I brought her to see the doctor and got a medical certificate for 2 days of rest. By Friday she was almost fully healed. The devil wanted to block God's Glory from manifesting through her didn't work! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Through this, she recognised the devil fully! At the same time, her trust of Jesus grows! She on herself have been praying for favour for herself. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Hallelujah!
I bought a children bible for her, she had not been reading much! So, I bought a bible storybook. From there she learnt of how the world begin and was even enjoying the book that she told me she is finishing it and wanted me to get a new one for her!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
The next one to touch by His Grace will be Peter! This hard stone will be dissolved by His Grace to see all that he strives to get come to an end. He is currently paying for Rosy 4 kids expenditure! Rosy's ex had pushed the responsibility to Rosy and she in turn look to Peter for provision. So much so that he previously promised me about he had the care and control of Jc and would pay for all things about her. But recently, as Jc grows, she needs some inner clothes and he refused to pay for them!!! He pushed the responsibility to me!!!
Even when I showed him verses about supporting other man family and toiled uselessly just for them, as in Proverb 5, he accepted and even told me that he should cut the child allowance that he had installed previously!!!
From talking to him lately, I realised that as he walks in this adultery curse, his reasoning and logical thinking is gone!!! This is what I could not pin point years back when he seem different from who he used to be, the man I know. This week, Lord opened my eyes to see his reasoning and logical thinking were gone and he failed in these areas and talked things that didn't flow with logic!!!
That is why for men, who strayed, wives and relatives found that they could not talk sense into the men!!! Thank You, Lord for letting me to know this truth!!! That is why affairs and adultery don't gain. They lost more than what they could handle! God Words is the Truth!!!!
It seems that whatever sins man goes for, they fall further then they could handle! And worst, they, who are in it, do not know!!! Usually when they awakes, they had hit the valley of their sins!!! Blessed that even in the valley, as long as man looks to Jesus, He still could Sozo them to health and wholeness again! Glory to the Abundance of Grace of Jesus and the Sure Mercy of David! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, thank You for teaching me this secret that man who was led by the woman of darkness thought they are enjoying the luxury of this world. But that's how devil shows to man in all these sinful nature of enjoyment, death is waiting at the end!!!
The body that God blesses, how much junk you want to dump into, Lord give you the freedom of choice! But His Grace is always there to Sozo you when you tell Him that you have enough!!! Glory Glory!!! That is why the son in the pig farm, looking at the pig food and found tempting, that's the end men could go before heading back to Lord!
He opened His Arm in wideness and was nailed at the Cross to take all our sins and lawlessness and even the Heavenly Law that man was unable to fulfilled and was nailed there from 9am to 3pm. The darkness of these 6 hours of eternity, He finally proclaimed Ít is finished'!!!
With this, sinful man just have to turn to Him and they will be washed whiter than snow by the Blood of Jesus! This is how Lord, the Father, standing at the Gate of Heaven, looking afar for sight of you! The moment you said, 'Jesus! Save me!!!' and you shall be saved!!! His Grace is just so Abundance that Nothing could stop Him from loving you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord wants those evil one to see their trust in the devil is fruitless. He let me goes through them to demonstrate to them His Grace is greater than their evilness. This could only be seen through time when all their weapons are fully used and I am still standing alive! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Whatever Lord plan there is a purpose for it.
At the same time, He is also trained me to look to Him even more! Without all these attacks, I won't be bother to look to Him. But when each attacks come, I am forced to run to Him for Protection! He is my City of Refuge and He is the Everlasting High Priest in it! Glory Glory!
Devil though he could split my family and create a mess out of it, but in all these, the Grace of Lord Jesus will be Fully Manifested and the family will be whole again! Glory Glory! Through the recent attack, Jc eyes is opened to see who is the one cursing the family. She even told me about it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord's Glory could not be suppressed. The 4 days of Jc's SA2 exam finally over. Initially waking up was the problem. When such could not stop Lord's Glory from showing through Jc, Jc was cursed with stomach flu before the last paper, Science.
But Lord be her alertness and wisdom and even strength that she could walked to school and climbed 4 level to her class. After the test, on the way down, her friend had to support her from falling down the stairs but she made it!
I brought her to see the doctor and got a medical certificate for 2 days of rest. By Friday she was almost fully healed. The devil wanted to block God's Glory from manifesting through her didn't work! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Through this, she recognised the devil fully! At the same time, her trust of Jesus grows! She on herself have been praying for favour for herself. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Hallelujah!
I bought a children bible for her, she had not been reading much! So, I bought a bible storybook. From there she learnt of how the world begin and was even enjoying the book that she told me she is finishing it and wanted me to get a new one for her!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
The next one to touch by His Grace will be Peter! This hard stone will be dissolved by His Grace to see all that he strives to get come to an end. He is currently paying for Rosy 4 kids expenditure! Rosy's ex had pushed the responsibility to Rosy and she in turn look to Peter for provision. So much so that he previously promised me about he had the care and control of Jc and would pay for all things about her. But recently, as Jc grows, she needs some inner clothes and he refused to pay for them!!! He pushed the responsibility to me!!!
Even when I showed him verses about supporting other man family and toiled uselessly just for them, as in Proverb 5, he accepted and even told me that he should cut the child allowance that he had installed previously!!!
From talking to him lately, I realised that as he walks in this adultery curse, his reasoning and logical thinking is gone!!! This is what I could not pin point years back when he seem different from who he used to be, the man I know. This week, Lord opened my eyes to see his reasoning and logical thinking were gone and he failed in these areas and talked things that didn't flow with logic!!!
That is why for men, who strayed, wives and relatives found that they could not talk sense into the men!!! Thank You, Lord for letting me to know this truth!!! That is why affairs and adultery don't gain. They lost more than what they could handle! God Words is the Truth!!!!
It seems that whatever sins man goes for, they fall further then they could handle! And worst, they, who are in it, do not know!!! Usually when they awakes, they had hit the valley of their sins!!! Blessed that even in the valley, as long as man looks to Jesus, He still could Sozo them to health and wholeness again! Glory to the Abundance of Grace of Jesus and the Sure Mercy of David! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, thank You for teaching me this secret that man who was led by the woman of darkness thought they are enjoying the luxury of this world. But that's how devil shows to man in all these sinful nature of enjoyment, death is waiting at the end!!!
The body that God blesses, how much junk you want to dump into, Lord give you the freedom of choice! But His Grace is always there to Sozo you when you tell Him that you have enough!!! Glory Glory!!! That is why the son in the pig farm, looking at the pig food and found tempting, that's the end men could go before heading back to Lord!
He opened His Arm in wideness and was nailed at the Cross to take all our sins and lawlessness and even the Heavenly Law that man was unable to fulfilled and was nailed there from 9am to 3pm. The darkness of these 6 hours of eternity, He finally proclaimed Ít is finished'!!!
With this, sinful man just have to turn to Him and they will be washed whiter than snow by the Blood of Jesus! This is how Lord, the Father, standing at the Gate of Heaven, looking afar for sight of you! The moment you said, 'Jesus! Save me!!!' and you shall be saved!!! His Grace is just so Abundance that Nothing could stop Him from loving you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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