Recently, I have been watching 2 persons, one kid and one lady sharing of the heaven and hell they saw in their near death situation. I finally have a better understanding of how the spiritual world works!!! Glory Glory!!!
In this Earth where we are at, it is just a temporary place for each of us. We are created in God's image and we are from Him. When we came to this world, we temporary departed from God and in this world is our adventure!!!
It is not that we don't have power! Each of us are given the power to accept Christ or to accept the lies of the devil. Jesus Christ is the Way, the Door and the Gate to Heaven. In Him, you will find peace and loving-kindness.
Without Christ, the world provides you all form of entertaining and all forms of man-made idols to tempt you away from Jesus Christ. Spiritually, a veil is put over you that makes you don't desire for Christ. Most come to Christ through family, friends or purely need help in which ever way.
The feeling from Christ is loving-kindness and Peace, that is not from this world, but from the Prince of Peace, His Shalom Peace. The Joy in the Lord is a peaceful loving fun.
While Devil provides strong emotional excitement or pain. Either way up or down, or are in the extreme version. Whatever Jesus provides, he created a counterfeit to satisfy man. He give man the god they need to satisfy their need to have a god in their life, but this god is a far away, untouchable god.
The God that comes through Jesus Christ, is a God of Love and a very Fatherly in every way of His Goodness. He is also a Almighty God that could protect us through the Finished Work of Christ Jesus!!!
We might suffer in this world because of the cursed ground caused by Adam and Eve going for the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. But once we accepted Christ, we could claim His Deliverance to remain in His Shalom Peace! Hallelujah!!!
The day of our choice is over once we die. The decision that you make, knowingly or unknowingly, is sealed once one die.
Once one die, based on the choice you have chosen or by default, if you did not choose Christ, the path one died is about walking into a tunnel of Great Darkness that one cannot see even his/her own hand. The strong sulfur smell will be lingering around and death and fear become you and eternally, there is great suffering of the being that one cannot switch his/her choice to wanting heaven even though through the layers of nothingness, one can see Heaven. He could only wish his family and friends do not make the same choice as him. This is according to the story of the Rich Man and Lazarus story Jesus talked in the bible and shown to Tamara Laroux in her temporary death at the age of 15.
While those who accepted Christ are going into Heaven and be greed by those link to you by the blood, who had gone to the Lord before you. It's the biggest reunion up there.
How long will one suffers in Hell? Eternity, but there is a redemption chance when Jesus judge the satan after the thousand years reign. When Jesus judge the devil, He will have the Book of Life with Him. This is the final separate the Sheep from the Goat. You will be given a chance to return to Christ. Thank You for Your Abundance of Grace!!!
If at the Judgement Day, those who accepted Christ will be allowed to go Heaven. While those who still don't want Christ, their name will be erased from the Book of Life and their spirits will be with the devil spirits, burnt in the Lake of Fire. Jumping from the kettle, the suffering given by the devil, to the pot, the spirit will be fully destroyed in the Lake of Fire aka the 2nd death!!!
That is why devil give all forms of enjoyments to tempt people away from Lord. They lied to man that life is good with them. But the moment death approached, you will be lead away by them to suffer for a long long time, as outside earth, there is no time and it is a place of eternity.
I rather accept Christ and go to heaven to enjoy the Loving Presence of God everywhere than suffering eternity in great darkness and pain; there are sharp cries of pain for those who choose to go there.
Tamara Laroux even said that in eternity, ones sin is made know to her automatically; the people suffered according to their sins. This is why the devil is the accuser of the brothers!!! They take God's Law and knock you on the head!!!
Abba Father, thank You for the Great Knowledge on how the spirtual world works. Glory Glory!!! I am glad that You lead me back to You!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Another testimony by a Korean Housewife, Heaven is so Real - Choo Thomas.
Amazing sharing by Kat Kerr answers Questions about Heaven
Looking forward to go there to enjoy life...Kat Kerr - Born to Create/Gifted/Fun in the House
What happen in those 3 days after Jesus died at the Cross and went as us to hell before giving a good display of His Power and striped Lucifer of his glory, that God the Father had given him previously. This is the visual sermon that you will not regard watching!
No wonder the Throne Room is full of Joy shouting Holy Holy!!! Now I finally see clearly what the bible described. Thanks to Lord that showed Kat Kerr the visits to see everything. Here is the Reality of Resurrection Sunday: Kat Kerr - March 2013 Kansas Resurrection Sunday
Monday, May 27, 2013
Saturday, May 25, 2013
The Calling of God
Philippians 2:13 'For it is God who works in you both to will and to do for His Good Pleasure.'
The above verse is today's meditation from JosephPrince.com. Through my walk with the Lord, I encountered some who Lord calls as they believe in His Words preached through NCC.
You might wonder why Lord used me and not you. Actually, Lord don't just call me. He started in USA as they were closed to the Lord then. But there is this thing call faith and patient. Those who wait upon the Lord!!!
In my walk, I don't go open door myself. I believe that if it is Lord, He will open the door for me to walk through without much effort. This is why till today, I am still waiting upon the Lord!!! He disclosed that before me, He did call many, but they are so eager to go out to do for the Lord that they missed Lord from leading them to a higher ground. That's why there is no greater manifestation of His Presence!!! It's about you, your faithfulness and your patient.
Faithfulness is about looking to Jesus Finished Work at the Cross for deliverance at each time you face a trial. No one could build up a character without going through some trials that change your life and your thinking!!! That is how one grows in the Lord too!!!
You might see I went through many trials when I gave Glory to Lord at each deliverance. All these built me up. It's as you walk the path of Righteousness, your step get higher and higher spiritually. This is how you learn about the Goodness of Lord, about His Faithfulness to you. You will not wonder when you have a personal knowledge of Lord!!!
Is Lord patient with His Calling? Yes, for 5 years, He used me to call on WK to walk with Him in the laying of hand ministry that He had impressed her at one bible study as He had impressed me in the same service. I believed and picked it up as mine. WK walking close when hear the Goodness of God but she did not put them into practice; when she faced trials, she reacted like people with no god in their life. She didn't look to Jesus to claim her victory.
As I last chat with her after Lord told me giving up on her. She said she has no more thoughts of serving the Lord. Her ministry is her home, rising her 2 boys. Actually, Lord had impressed her Chinese Ministry Choir, before the laying of hand ministry.
But walking with Lord is about walking close to Him. About reading His Word, Jesus said He is the Living Word!!! As you read, you are fellowshipping with the Lord!!! This is the Holy Place. Hearing and believing is the Outer Court!!! When you starts meditating His Word, you are having a personal relationship with the Lord. This is why He revealed much to me as I walk closely by His Grace.
It is not I who make effort to walk with Him, but as I agree, He give me more Grace to walk it out. Even when trials got to such an extend to shut me up, they could not shut the Lord and He prayed for my deliverance!!! Glory Glory!!! When you trust much in Him, no death could come near!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Today, Su and her family members are all walking in His Path of Righteousness. They are serving Him in the area of His Calling!!! Finally Su walk out Her Calling. Previously she tried to walk my calling and Lord did not give her Grace to walk. She flopped when trials came and turned away. She knew what I went through and she is not willing to go through!!!
Today, as Lord impress your heart, do not take it as your own wishy washy thought!!! Take it as Lord giving you Grace to walk out His Calling!!! As you make yourself available for His Use, He will take good care of you. I heard from a server that He is a Good Pay Master!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Oh, btw, it's a still, small voice in you; Not Loud thunder voice from Heaven!!!
Somehow, Lord let me hear of WK latest stage of walking with Him and then the verse above and give me a story to write. Hope it benefit you in your walk with Him! His Burden is light and His Yoke is easy. It is He doing the work, even in the fight with satan. You just wait upon Him and see His Deliverance!!! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!!
The above verse is today's meditation from JosephPrince.com. Through my walk with the Lord, I encountered some who Lord calls as they believe in His Words preached through NCC.
You might wonder why Lord used me and not you. Actually, Lord don't just call me. He started in USA as they were closed to the Lord then. But there is this thing call faith and patient. Those who wait upon the Lord!!!
In my walk, I don't go open door myself. I believe that if it is Lord, He will open the door for me to walk through without much effort. This is why till today, I am still waiting upon the Lord!!! He disclosed that before me, He did call many, but they are so eager to go out to do for the Lord that they missed Lord from leading them to a higher ground. That's why there is no greater manifestation of His Presence!!! It's about you, your faithfulness and your patient.
Faithfulness is about looking to Jesus Finished Work at the Cross for deliverance at each time you face a trial. No one could build up a character without going through some trials that change your life and your thinking!!! That is how one grows in the Lord too!!!
You might see I went through many trials when I gave Glory to Lord at each deliverance. All these built me up. It's as you walk the path of Righteousness, your step get higher and higher spiritually. This is how you learn about the Goodness of Lord, about His Faithfulness to you. You will not wonder when you have a personal knowledge of Lord!!!
Is Lord patient with His Calling? Yes, for 5 years, He used me to call on WK to walk with Him in the laying of hand ministry that He had impressed her at one bible study as He had impressed me in the same service. I believed and picked it up as mine. WK walking close when hear the Goodness of God but she did not put them into practice; when she faced trials, she reacted like people with no god in their life. She didn't look to Jesus to claim her victory.
As I last chat with her after Lord told me giving up on her. She said she has no more thoughts of serving the Lord. Her ministry is her home, rising her 2 boys. Actually, Lord had impressed her Chinese Ministry Choir, before the laying of hand ministry.
But walking with Lord is about walking close to Him. About reading His Word, Jesus said He is the Living Word!!! As you read, you are fellowshipping with the Lord!!! This is the Holy Place. Hearing and believing is the Outer Court!!! When you starts meditating His Word, you are having a personal relationship with the Lord. This is why He revealed much to me as I walk closely by His Grace.
It is not I who make effort to walk with Him, but as I agree, He give me more Grace to walk it out. Even when trials got to such an extend to shut me up, they could not shut the Lord and He prayed for my deliverance!!! Glory Glory!!! When you trust much in Him, no death could come near!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Today, Su and her family members are all walking in His Path of Righteousness. They are serving Him in the area of His Calling!!! Finally Su walk out Her Calling. Previously she tried to walk my calling and Lord did not give her Grace to walk. She flopped when trials came and turned away. She knew what I went through and she is not willing to go through!!!
Today, as Lord impress your heart, do not take it as your own wishy washy thought!!! Take it as Lord giving you Grace to walk out His Calling!!! As you make yourself available for His Use, He will take good care of you. I heard from a server that He is a Good Pay Master!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Oh, btw, it's a still, small voice in you; Not Loud thunder voice from Heaven!!!
Somehow, Lord let me hear of WK latest stage of walking with Him and then the verse above and give me a story to write. Hope it benefit you in your walk with Him! His Burden is light and His Yoke is easy. It is He doing the work, even in the fight with satan. You just wait upon Him and see His Deliverance!!! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, May 24, 2013
The Blessing of Abraham
Looking at Jc SA1 exam result, She passed all the subjects and even got better result for Chinese as compared to past 2 yrs exams, where she failed in the exam by a couple of marks!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen!!! Her Chinese and her Science have shifted up to the 'B' grade!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I could see Lord moving in her life as I stepped into the Blessing of Abraham. Jc is a cheerful and lively girl that many boys in her class like her! One boy even told her that he felt very comfortable with her!!! Lord led her to smile and her classmate, Isaac, to fall in love for her!!!
I sensed it coming and warned his mum, who take lightly. But when she saw the relationship getting more serious, she advised her son to take it easy, be friend first, to hold on till after university education and into the working society then consider the relationship.
I had prayed to Lord to block all her desire in this area but somehow, His Thought is not my thoughts, His Plan is not my plan!!! He bring them both together. I was wondering if really is from Him as they are only 12!!!
Lord shared that Jc will attract lots of bees, good and bad one, and so, He secure her with a gentle boy so that her heart will not be lead wild!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I have checked with Su, WK spirit to see if really is from Him and they got shalom peace in their hearts. So I guess this relationship is really from Him!!!
To remove the blockage from the parents, Lord let Ir, his mum, to be curious about me and Jc! We will be meeting them. Ir is a godly and reasonable mum according to another Christian friend, who know her!!!
I am also worried about Jc coming PSLE. I was seeking for someone to speak to me and I called Su to ask how she went through her sons' PSLE years ago. She said she totally don't bother!!! With that I cast my worry to Lord and don't bother!
I knee to Lord and cast all about her PSLE to Lord to handle!!! It's not by power, not by might but by His Spirit, His Abundance of Grace and His Sure Mercy of David and the free gift of Righteousness!!! Glory Glory!!!
From Pastor Mark hokkien sermon, I saw it's Lord's Grace and Mercy in providing the Israeli in the desert, cloud in the day and fire in the cold night. I also recalled that even to build the Tabernacle for God, it was Him who anointed man skill to do the work!!!
From the above, I realised to show His Wisdom, He will anoint Jc with Wisdom and Understanding to prosper for the Name of Jesus to be Glorified!!! Hallelujah!!!
It is not by me pushing her to study not by her acquiring whatever it need to get a better result. I saw that we, Jc and me, have reached the last bus-stop and Only Jesus could!!!
I want to be ministered but in the end, Lord in me ministered to WK instead!! Her son is taking 'O' level and she also in panick as her son doesn't bother!!! I agreed with her both our kids will prosper in His Midst!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for leading Pastor Prince to reveal Jesus that we could look to Him to receive all that He had completed at the Cross!!! WK revealed that other churches are still leading man to look to themselves.
I asked Wk how she came to NCC. She was previously from Methodist Church. Her sis knew a work colleague, whom now is her husband, who lead the sis to NCC. The sis, whom tasted the Goodness of God, led WK to NCC. This is how Lord path the way for me to go to NCC through WK!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Without Jesus, what could I expect from Jc? In the natural, eldest sis 2 daughters in one of the best secondary school and even 2nd sis 2 sons went into a good secondary school through DSA, direct school admission.
Jc's God mother, upon seeing my 2 sisters kids got better result and went to better secondary, she from singing Jc good in dance and gym should be good in brain to agree with my sisters and their husband that Jc should go to a sport secondary!!!
This is how man in the world see. But they do not know I have a Almighty God, who is my Beloved Father. He loves me and my family so much that He does not know what is enough!!! He wants to bless abundantly and He wants to give success in life to me!!!
I thank Jesus for His Finished Work at the Cross and Jc inabilities in study are judged at the Cross of Jesus 2000 years ago. I need not look at her inability in despair!!! He is Her Wisdom, Understanding and Photographic memory!!! Surely, Perfect result is Hers to keep as He did a Perfect Work at the Cross and He said, 'It is Finished!' Amen Amen!!!
I could see Lord moving in her life as I stepped into the Blessing of Abraham. Jc is a cheerful and lively girl that many boys in her class like her! One boy even told her that he felt very comfortable with her!!! Lord led her to smile and her classmate, Isaac, to fall in love for her!!!
I sensed it coming and warned his mum, who take lightly. But when she saw the relationship getting more serious, she advised her son to take it easy, be friend first, to hold on till after university education and into the working society then consider the relationship.
I had prayed to Lord to block all her desire in this area but somehow, His Thought is not my thoughts, His Plan is not my plan!!! He bring them both together. I was wondering if really is from Him as they are only 12!!!
Lord shared that Jc will attract lots of bees, good and bad one, and so, He secure her with a gentle boy so that her heart will not be lead wild!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I have checked with Su, WK spirit to see if really is from Him and they got shalom peace in their hearts. So I guess this relationship is really from Him!!!
To remove the blockage from the parents, Lord let Ir, his mum, to be curious about me and Jc! We will be meeting them. Ir is a godly and reasonable mum according to another Christian friend, who know her!!!
I am also worried about Jc coming PSLE. I was seeking for someone to speak to me and I called Su to ask how she went through her sons' PSLE years ago. She said she totally don't bother!!! With that I cast my worry to Lord and don't bother!
I knee to Lord and cast all about her PSLE to Lord to handle!!! It's not by power, not by might but by His Spirit, His Abundance of Grace and His Sure Mercy of David and the free gift of Righteousness!!! Glory Glory!!!
From Pastor Mark hokkien sermon, I saw it's Lord's Grace and Mercy in providing the Israeli in the desert, cloud in the day and fire in the cold night. I also recalled that even to build the Tabernacle for God, it was Him who anointed man skill to do the work!!!
From the above, I realised to show His Wisdom, He will anoint Jc with Wisdom and Understanding to prosper for the Name of Jesus to be Glorified!!! Hallelujah!!!
It is not by me pushing her to study not by her acquiring whatever it need to get a better result. I saw that we, Jc and me, have reached the last bus-stop and Only Jesus could!!!
I want to be ministered but in the end, Lord in me ministered to WK instead!! Her son is taking 'O' level and she also in panick as her son doesn't bother!!! I agreed with her both our kids will prosper in His Midst!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for leading Pastor Prince to reveal Jesus that we could look to Him to receive all that He had completed at the Cross!!! WK revealed that other churches are still leading man to look to themselves.
I asked Wk how she came to NCC. She was previously from Methodist Church. Her sis knew a work colleague, whom now is her husband, who lead the sis to NCC. The sis, whom tasted the Goodness of God, led WK to NCC. This is how Lord path the way for me to go to NCC through WK!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Without Jesus, what could I expect from Jc? In the natural, eldest sis 2 daughters in one of the best secondary school and even 2nd sis 2 sons went into a good secondary school through DSA, direct school admission.
Jc's God mother, upon seeing my 2 sisters kids got better result and went to better secondary, she from singing Jc good in dance and gym should be good in brain to agree with my sisters and their husband that Jc should go to a sport secondary!!!
This is how man in the world see. But they do not know I have a Almighty God, who is my Beloved Father. He loves me and my family so much that He does not know what is enough!!! He wants to bless abundantly and He wants to give success in life to me!!!
I thank Jesus for His Finished Work at the Cross and Jc inabilities in study are judged at the Cross of Jesus 2000 years ago. I need not look at her inability in despair!!! He is Her Wisdom, Understanding and Photographic memory!!! Surely, Perfect result is Hers to keep as He did a Perfect Work at the Cross and He said, 'It is Finished!' Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
My 7 Years
My 7 years of walking with Jesus is one hurdle after another!!!
It used to be joy in the Lord listening to His Preaching through Pastor Prince and others man of God. Time flows in this joy and with the fullness of Lord, I was led into emotional test.
Somehow, Lord in me became a nasty, demanding and even critical master. But each time I looked to Jesus Finished Work at the Cross, I was delivered.
In the process, what in me, the Self, Lord takes away to become Nothingness. He become everything in me. My love of money was cast to him and I thought that was all to go.
After His Training, darkness come stronger and stronger to access me. Each time as I looked to the Lord, I was set free. In the process, even the self valuation, the self we present to other, Lord wants to remove it.
I was told to offer my body to a man. As I am not one to fool around, such a command is hard to fulfill. Even though I in principle agreed to it, in my heart was lots of displeasure. It was when I knew I could not escape from such command that finally, I bow down to Lord and let go of my self worthiness to Him. With that, Lord said I cleared His Test and so no more another request from Him to do such!!! Praise the Lord for He is Good and His Mercy endures Forever!!! Amen Amen!!!
At this point, face with ex becoming a nicer man towards me, Jc getting better in her study, mum sick but generally, she is still alive, life can be good or bad, depends on how I look at it.
At this point, satan wants to bring sickness to me but I am glad I have Jesus Finished Work as my Redemption!!! Glory Glory! He is my Ransom and my Redeemer!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The only is for Lord Jesus to be Glorified and I bathing in His Glory!!! What a time to be...But I thank Abba Father for all these. Surely my life shall greatly be blessed!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It used to be joy in the Lord listening to His Preaching through Pastor Prince and others man of God. Time flows in this joy and with the fullness of Lord, I was led into emotional test.
Somehow, Lord in me became a nasty, demanding and even critical master. But each time I looked to Jesus Finished Work at the Cross, I was delivered.
In the process, what in me, the Self, Lord takes away to become Nothingness. He become everything in me. My love of money was cast to him and I thought that was all to go.
After His Training, darkness come stronger and stronger to access me. Each time as I looked to the Lord, I was set free. In the process, even the self valuation, the self we present to other, Lord wants to remove it.
I was told to offer my body to a man. As I am not one to fool around, such a command is hard to fulfill. Even though I in principle agreed to it, in my heart was lots of displeasure. It was when I knew I could not escape from such command that finally, I bow down to Lord and let go of my self worthiness to Him. With that, Lord said I cleared His Test and so no more another request from Him to do such!!! Praise the Lord for He is Good and His Mercy endures Forever!!! Amen Amen!!!
At this point, face with ex becoming a nicer man towards me, Jc getting better in her study, mum sick but generally, she is still alive, life can be good or bad, depends on how I look at it.
At this point, satan wants to bring sickness to me but I am glad I have Jesus Finished Work as my Redemption!!! Glory Glory! He is my Ransom and my Redeemer!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The only is for Lord Jesus to be Glorified and I bathing in His Glory!!! What a time to be...But I thank Abba Father for all these. Surely my life shall greatly be blessed!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
To Walk By Grace
Lately, I have meditated a lot lesser but spend much time in the internet surfing. I was feeling guilty of not talking much to Lord that I apologised to Him. But He still show His Love and still assured me that He is using me.
I was wondering why He so good to me till I get another sermon of Pastor Prince from the special telecast in TBN today!!! Now I realised Lord loves sinners, in whatever form of your lacks. As we look to Him, He is able to lift us out!!! Glory Glory!!!
Jc's classmate mum was asking me how to talk to Holy Spirit. Well, Lord does not hate sinners, He loves sinners. Who He dislike are those legalistic people in the bible, who think so much of themselves, flowing in their pride. So, Lord loves to talk to those who feel nothing of themselves and seek the fullness of Him!!!
The bible said the least will get into Heaven first. This is the reason. Those who have nothing have to rely on Him, who have plenty. Those that feel they have satisfactory, need not go to Him much, as such, even though they might be born again Christian, they didn't hear His Voice for their are too occupied with their own thoughts!!! Amen Amen!!!
Through Pastor Prince talking about his confession of sin and people think weird of him, I realised my binding of the satan out of my life is doing to the same effect. I am letting satan press my button and I react to his disturbance. I have to turn back to look at Lord Finished Work and He has judged the scull of the devil when His Cross crushed the scull!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I will by the Grace of Jesus holds on to the obedient of Christ is my rest. It is not about my obedient or disobedient, but it's Christ obedient to the will of Father, the God that we are Justified and make Holy in Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, thank You for loving me so much and thank You for that Glorious House that You are blessing me!!! Hallelujah!!! I can't wait to live in it!!!! Thank You, Lord!!! I praise You for You are Good and Your Mercy endures forever!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
I was wondering why He so good to me till I get another sermon of Pastor Prince from the special telecast in TBN today!!! Now I realised Lord loves sinners, in whatever form of your lacks. As we look to Him, He is able to lift us out!!! Glory Glory!!!
Jc's classmate mum was asking me how to talk to Holy Spirit. Well, Lord does not hate sinners, He loves sinners. Who He dislike are those legalistic people in the bible, who think so much of themselves, flowing in their pride. So, Lord loves to talk to those who feel nothing of themselves and seek the fullness of Him!!!
The bible said the least will get into Heaven first. This is the reason. Those who have nothing have to rely on Him, who have plenty. Those that feel they have satisfactory, need not go to Him much, as such, even though they might be born again Christian, they didn't hear His Voice for their are too occupied with their own thoughts!!! Amen Amen!!!
Through Pastor Prince talking about his confession of sin and people think weird of him, I realised my binding of the satan out of my life is doing to the same effect. I am letting satan press my button and I react to his disturbance. I have to turn back to look at Lord Finished Work and He has judged the scull of the devil when His Cross crushed the scull!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I will by the Grace of Jesus holds on to the obedient of Christ is my rest. It is not about my obedient or disobedient, but it's Christ obedient to the will of Father, the God that we are Justified and make Holy in Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, thank You for loving me so much and thank You for that Glorious House that You are blessing me!!! Hallelujah!!! I can't wait to live in it!!!! Thank You, Lord!!! I praise You for You are Good and Your Mercy endures forever!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
Saturday, May 18, 2013
To Live or To Die
As at yesterday, all 5 of us agreed to let the hospital take a biopsy of mum's brain for the doctor to test what is harming the brain.
Frankly, I rather not my mum to go through such. But 2 elder sisters and brother, the 3 non-christian, secretly agreed to the biopsy and I had to find out from the doctor that they are scheduling a surgery for mum. How sad can that be!!! I was so shocked that my tears went inwards that I had to get church to pray for me before big drops of tears kept running out with all the frustrations!!!
It's a no choice but to accept their decision even though I know what is coming forth. They had been drawing 2 big tubes or more of my mum's blood that I found my mum sleeping without much breathing. This is the sign of blood running low. I had to pray to Lord to restore her!
The nurses could draw away her blood like no body business is what amazed me how nurses had become so cold blooded animals!!! The doctors, from the head of department to the junior doctor that is persuading us to allow mum to go for biopsy is really shocking, they as if we have to agree or else they are not happy.
The even get the over ward nurse, trainers, even patients to behave as if it was a very joyful place in the hospital, and we could trust the doctors. The senior doctor that is going to do the surgery talk as if it was easy peachy to go for the surgery, but his junior doctor came later with the real reason of the biopsy; heart-attack, stroke, etc.
These 2 caught my attention as I know if blood is lacking and oxygen lacking, what would happen to mum. My siblings are ignorance of the danger but Lord wisdom let me know what they are up to behind the smiling face!!! Just that the serpent is using a soft approach to convince the unaware minds!!!
I praise Jesus, He did a Perfect Work for mum at the Cross!!! She shall live and not die for the Glory of the Name of Jesus! Amen Amen!!!
Monday is Judgment Day!!! Let see who win. God or Devil!!! Surely, the Blood of Jesus speaks of better things and for mum, if she live, it's for the Glory of Jesus and if she dies, there is a better place in Heaven for her and my dad is there waiting patiently!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Frankly, I rather not my mum to go through such. But 2 elder sisters and brother, the 3 non-christian, secretly agreed to the biopsy and I had to find out from the doctor that they are scheduling a surgery for mum. How sad can that be!!! I was so shocked that my tears went inwards that I had to get church to pray for me before big drops of tears kept running out with all the frustrations!!!
It's a no choice but to accept their decision even though I know what is coming forth. They had been drawing 2 big tubes or more of my mum's blood that I found my mum sleeping without much breathing. This is the sign of blood running low. I had to pray to Lord to restore her!
The nurses could draw away her blood like no body business is what amazed me how nurses had become so cold blooded animals!!! The doctors, from the head of department to the junior doctor that is persuading us to allow mum to go for biopsy is really shocking, they as if we have to agree or else they are not happy.
The even get the over ward nurse, trainers, even patients to behave as if it was a very joyful place in the hospital, and we could trust the doctors. The senior doctor that is going to do the surgery talk as if it was easy peachy to go for the surgery, but his junior doctor came later with the real reason of the biopsy; heart-attack, stroke, etc.
These 2 caught my attention as I know if blood is lacking and oxygen lacking, what would happen to mum. My siblings are ignorance of the danger but Lord wisdom let me know what they are up to behind the smiling face!!! Just that the serpent is using a soft approach to convince the unaware minds!!!
I praise Jesus, He did a Perfect Work for mum at the Cross!!! She shall live and not die for the Glory of the Name of Jesus! Amen Amen!!!
Monday is Judgment Day!!! Let see who win. God or Devil!!! Surely, the Blood of Jesus speaks of better things and for mum, if she live, it's for the Glory of Jesus and if she dies, there is a better place in Heaven for her and my dad is there waiting patiently!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
The Healing
From that fateful day on the 9th December 2012, mum was finally fallen into her sickness journey and at this moment, had gone through much torture and suffering! My focus was devil cursing her and Jesus healing her.
Never was my focus at what might come out from all these trials. It took this selfish family, each of us have our own family unit and none of our family is really that good with another family! Even the 2nd sis whom I think highly to have a heart of gold also fallen down in her mercy!
But Lord said no matter what good or bad, it all good for us. I heard it from Pastor Prince long ago and last night watching Jeremy Lin, the NBA basket ball player, testimony, and what Lord revealed to me this morning, then I realise the truth of this verse!!!
As you know, in this big family, only Su and I believe in Jesus and the rest not. But mum do believe in Jesus for healing but she also holds on to her other gods and ancestors praying. Cat, my 2nd sis holds on to the goodness of Lord's blessing but otherwise, her patience had run out of Lord healing of mum.
The 2nd MRI is out and mum's brain is about 80% facing trials. I had prayed many times for her, even pastor, deacon, had prayed for her. However, the great news that what the best doctor in this great hospital is that my mum would become a vege after all the drilling of holes into her brain to collect some sample and use medicine to treat her. Mind you, all medicines have side effect too!!!
I see that as no solution for mum at all, Su too. Sis did not understand, but after explained to her finally she got it. Head of the department, the professor, wanted us to allow him to drill mum's head. Su and me disagree. Eldest sis after getting the clear picture also disagreed. But brother and Cat agrees.
Doctor called sis yesterday and sis told him no to biopsy and medicine as it would lead mum to become a vege. Doctor replied that even if she does not go for it, eventually she will be a vege too!!!
So, with the best of doctors, their solution is to give mum a life without a soul!!! He said it so confidently, can live and can eat!!!
I am glad that at this last bus-stop, Jesus is there waiting!!! Sis on realising mum condition, looked to Jesus for answer!!! Brother and Cat look to Jesus today, as revealed by Lord!!!
Mum trusting us to bring her out of hospital, or friends and relatives, she finally realise only Jesus could help her! Lord said she passed her commitment to the idol to Him and told Him that if He healed her, she will submit to Him and Him alone!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Siblings usually brushed Su and I aside in their pride of this world, but Lord lead all of them to this stage where no more worldly ways they could trust anymore!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Lord said now all my family hearts are as one, healing finally could manifest in mum!!!! Even though devil created a havoc in mum's health, Lord uses it to shine His Glory through!!!
He let me realise it's a story of Balaam and Barak too. The king engaged Balaam to curse Israel, in the end, God used his mouth to bless Israel no matter they went up to mountains or down to valley!!! Through this mishap, Lord turned it to a blessing to bring all my family members to look to Christ!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
With all of us ONE heart, I know mum will be restored with double blessing just like Job!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Never was my focus at what might come out from all these trials. It took this selfish family, each of us have our own family unit and none of our family is really that good with another family! Even the 2nd sis whom I think highly to have a heart of gold also fallen down in her mercy!
But Lord said no matter what good or bad, it all good for us. I heard it from Pastor Prince long ago and last night watching Jeremy Lin, the NBA basket ball player, testimony, and what Lord revealed to me this morning, then I realise the truth of this verse!!!
As you know, in this big family, only Su and I believe in Jesus and the rest not. But mum do believe in Jesus for healing but she also holds on to her other gods and ancestors praying. Cat, my 2nd sis holds on to the goodness of Lord's blessing but otherwise, her patience had run out of Lord healing of mum.
The 2nd MRI is out and mum's brain is about 80% facing trials. I had prayed many times for her, even pastor, deacon, had prayed for her. However, the great news that what the best doctor in this great hospital is that my mum would become a vege after all the drilling of holes into her brain to collect some sample and use medicine to treat her. Mind you, all medicines have side effect too!!!
I see that as no solution for mum at all, Su too. Sis did not understand, but after explained to her finally she got it. Head of the department, the professor, wanted us to allow him to drill mum's head. Su and me disagree. Eldest sis after getting the clear picture also disagreed. But brother and Cat agrees.
Doctor called sis yesterday and sis told him no to biopsy and medicine as it would lead mum to become a vege. Doctor replied that even if she does not go for it, eventually she will be a vege too!!!
So, with the best of doctors, their solution is to give mum a life without a soul!!! He said it so confidently, can live and can eat!!!
I am glad that at this last bus-stop, Jesus is there waiting!!! Sis on realising mum condition, looked to Jesus for answer!!! Brother and Cat look to Jesus today, as revealed by Lord!!!
Mum trusting us to bring her out of hospital, or friends and relatives, she finally realise only Jesus could help her! Lord said she passed her commitment to the idol to Him and told Him that if He healed her, she will submit to Him and Him alone!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Siblings usually brushed Su and I aside in their pride of this world, but Lord lead all of them to this stage where no more worldly ways they could trust anymore!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Lord said now all my family hearts are as one, healing finally could manifest in mum!!!! Even though devil created a havoc in mum's health, Lord uses it to shine His Glory through!!!
He let me realise it's a story of Balaam and Barak too. The king engaged Balaam to curse Israel, in the end, God used his mouth to bless Israel no matter they went up to mountains or down to valley!!! Through this mishap, Lord turned it to a blessing to bring all my family members to look to Christ!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
With all of us ONE heart, I know mum will be restored with double blessing just like Job!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, May 12, 2013
The Death
The Day for my mum to visit my dad finally here. She is getting weaker and weaker as I just visited her. Lord had told me since early of the week to expect the day!!!
This is the promise He honored mum since dad gone to be with Jesus. He has promised to let mum visit day and the day has come. Her legs and her knee caps are getting icy cold and Lord do not want me to pray against it. Glory Glory!!!
Just now, mum starts seeing the spirit world, pointing to something to something in the air and Lord told me is spirits, so I covered the room with Jesus blood. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord promised me that when she die, those that caused her to die is going to face judgment. I am glad that I have a God that Speak up for me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! Even though I generally love human life, and pitied those who are suffering, I don't understand why someone, their heart are made of stone. Too bad, they touched the Apple of God's eyes!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Do I hate them? No, I don't! I pity them. Why so? What they want could easily achieve by trusting the Grace and Mercy of Jesus but they choose to trust idols and do things their way, man effort. When it's man effort, one have to maintain it. One day they slack, it will be end of the effort!!!
My heart belongs to Christ and hatred and not forgiving is of the devil and I am not going to dwell in there! I rather be pure in heart than to be friend with the devil!!!
I am comforted that I have Lord with me, He is the beginning and the ending. No one could fight with Him for that!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
If you think what you are going is good, let the judgment to you be good too! The worst of worst is to kill innocent life. You are not God and to be used by devil, just show how pitiful you are! Could you sleep peacefully at night? I wonder!!!
God Almighty is my Father! You, who touch His Beloved, you are fighting Him, not me and not my mum too!!! Thank You, Abba, thank You that You are my Father and my mum's Abba and surely, You will stand up for her. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This is the promise He honored mum since dad gone to be with Jesus. He has promised to let mum visit day and the day has come. Her legs and her knee caps are getting icy cold and Lord do not want me to pray against it. Glory Glory!!!
Just now, mum starts seeing the spirit world, pointing to something to something in the air and Lord told me is spirits, so I covered the room with Jesus blood. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord promised me that when she die, those that caused her to die is going to face judgment. I am glad that I have a God that Speak up for me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! Even though I generally love human life, and pitied those who are suffering, I don't understand why someone, their heart are made of stone. Too bad, they touched the Apple of God's eyes!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Do I hate them? No, I don't! I pity them. Why so? What they want could easily achieve by trusting the Grace and Mercy of Jesus but they choose to trust idols and do things their way, man effort. When it's man effort, one have to maintain it. One day they slack, it will be end of the effort!!!
My heart belongs to Christ and hatred and not forgiving is of the devil and I am not going to dwell in there! I rather be pure in heart than to be friend with the devil!!!
I am comforted that I have Lord with me, He is the beginning and the ending. No one could fight with Him for that!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
If you think what you are going is good, let the judgment to you be good too! The worst of worst is to kill innocent life. You are not God and to be used by devil, just show how pitiful you are! Could you sleep peacefully at night? I wonder!!!
God Almighty is my Father! You, who touch His Beloved, you are fighting Him, not me and not my mum too!!! Thank You, Abba, thank You that You are my Father and my mum's Abba and surely, You will stand up for her. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Saturday, May 11, 2013
The Killing Fields
Recently, Lord gave me thought of this lady, Wendy Ng of Glad Tidings Church, Singapore. Mum would talk about her at time and I only got to see her twice during my mum 1st hospitalization Dec 2012 - March 2013.
She was telling brother that she was going to Cambodia and could visit mum after she returned. I was thinking the other day about how come no sight about her. It was through one message that church friend sent to Su and then from Su to me and I watched the documentary program, Frontline, and found out she was dead!!!
It was ironically that she, who seem more cheerful and alived, that came twice to see mum, would end up going to the Lord faster. Looking at what mum gone through, another killing fields, she suffered a lot too, 4 burglars, whom were her new house construction workers, went into the room she was sleeping to steal. When she was awaken, in the struggle, they banged her head on the wall and cut her neck with 3 cuts. She died in a pool of blood!!! Only consolation is she is with Jesus now.
I only found out yesterday and it was a day after her cremation. It was through searching the web that I got the story of the last moment of her life. Thank You Lord that Heaven is real and You are Living and existing!!! Without You, I can't imagine how she will be. I thank You that You had taken her with You and You did not let her suffer pain.
Glory Glory to Your Loving Kindness that even though we walked through the valley of the shadow of death, Your Rod and Your Staff protected us. Even though it seemingly gruesome, You always make sure Your Covenant Child did not go through the suffering!!! You take their soul out so that it was the body going through the final moment. Thank You very much!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The thief are out to steal, kill but You give life, life abundantly!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Lord has been impressing me to write this:
Last year or the year before, where mum was still at her house, there was a function held by the above church and we(me and Su) saw the servers had groomy face. I was thinking maybe they didn't know about the Grace of Jesus and Lord had impressed me to give to their pastor, Pastor Prince's 'Destine to Reign'.
Mum came over my place to stay and told me she knew Wendy, a pastor from the recreational centre below her flat and their church is in-charged. I passed the book to mum to give to her. When she visited mum, I asked her if she had read the book, she said, 'No, as she had too many books to read'!!!
Somehow, that day, I was shocked she didn't read. Maybe it's Lord as the shock was strong but I didn't say anything more. Well, she thought the book is free...cost me $40+ or what, I am not good in memory over what I bought! When she mentioned about going Cambodia, I did had a scratchy feeling. But as I am not close to her, seeing her the 1st time, I did not voice out my inner feeling.
I noticed she did not have the full revelation of Jesus and even commented how people who got the same illness like mum will behave the same way. When she saw how we prayed for mum after hearing from the doctor, where in mum had problem, I saw she finally realised the way to go about it.
So, people was questioning where is our God in her case. Sadly, Lord gave her 'Destine to Reign' for her to know Him better. If that night she called Jesus instead of anything else, maybe her life might still be around. The Grace of God is extended, but she did not pick up!
Lord foreknew what would happen years, 1-2 years ahead and had extended His Grace to let her know more of Him. But Thank Jesus, He is real and His Grace is here that even she didn't, He was there to make sure she did not suffered. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Talking about mum, it's another killing field that is unfolding!!! After 3 months of failure attempts, this time round, in another public hospital, it was another form of traps!!!
They put mum to sleep so that I could not see the degree of mum weakening and could not pray against it. They also give my mum little salt water that the edge of her lips dried. When I finally visited her on Thursday, they were drawing 2 tall tubes of her blood and they seem so startled to see me and Su that they abruptly stopped their process and the tube linking to mum's hand still had a long line of her blood!!!
We were called to talk about mum progress and about operating her head. They were talking about doing a MRI with contrast, I feel needed to see how is the brain now since mum had gone dazed and was admitted on last Saturday. I asked the neurologist any allery on her and he said no.
We had decided not to do it but the senior doctor talked us out to go for the MRI. Even though I am curious to see what happen to mum's brain, especially so many prayers were done on her too.
Today, Lord let me realised that the calcium they gave to let her have overdose of calcium would give rise to hyperthyroidism, which will lead her metabolic to break down faster!!! The iodine they used for the contrast will increase the hyperthyroidism in her!!!
I was wondering how they created seizure on my mum. Lord gave me wisdom in this a few days ago. The medicine they used are those for treating epilepsy. This medicine are supposed to let those people who has a disorder of the nervous system to let their nervous calm down. But an overdose of the medicine, as mum didn't have the problem, will lead the nervous system to be over corrected and thus the seizure in the brain.
It's amazing what Lord led me to realise what they do to kill people that just not from their blood link or perception!!! The doctor in-charged even called us back to ask us the extend we want to save her if she meet her last moment of life.
The doctor even said if it happen in midnight, he won't inform us till much later!!! This is the first time I heard of such!!! I thought they would call when things happened? That's what TV program on such scene usually showed but guess it is not so???!!!
This is a more sophisticated serpent at work!!! Through limited water supply, no food and giving medicine that is bad for her health!!! It looked so normal to the untrained eyes but the wisdom of God revealed to me all that they do and even pretend to be professional!!!! This is when moral is out of the window, when their conscience are covered, evil become normal!!!!
With Lord returning soon, the world is getting more and more dark!!! I pray that Jesus quickly return for this dying world!!! Lord, Your Grace is the only reason that all are still alive even they do bad. The day will come when He removes His Grace for them and we shall see.
Until that day, the children of God, the Light of this World, hold on to your patience and wait for the arrival of the King, the King of Peace!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
She was telling brother that she was going to Cambodia and could visit mum after she returned. I was thinking the other day about how come no sight about her. It was through one message that church friend sent to Su and then from Su to me and I watched the documentary program, Frontline, and found out she was dead!!!
It was ironically that she, who seem more cheerful and alived, that came twice to see mum, would end up going to the Lord faster. Looking at what mum gone through, another killing fields, she suffered a lot too, 4 burglars, whom were her new house construction workers, went into the room she was sleeping to steal. When she was awaken, in the struggle, they banged her head on the wall and cut her neck with 3 cuts. She died in a pool of blood!!! Only consolation is she is with Jesus now.
I only found out yesterday and it was a day after her cremation. It was through searching the web that I got the story of the last moment of her life. Thank You Lord that Heaven is real and You are Living and existing!!! Without You, I can't imagine how she will be. I thank You that You had taken her with You and You did not let her suffer pain.
Glory Glory to Your Loving Kindness that even though we walked through the valley of the shadow of death, Your Rod and Your Staff protected us. Even though it seemingly gruesome, You always make sure Your Covenant Child did not go through the suffering!!! You take their soul out so that it was the body going through the final moment. Thank You very much!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The thief are out to steal, kill but You give life, life abundantly!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Lord has been impressing me to write this:
Last year or the year before, where mum was still at her house, there was a function held by the above church and we(me and Su) saw the servers had groomy face. I was thinking maybe they didn't know about the Grace of Jesus and Lord had impressed me to give to their pastor, Pastor Prince's 'Destine to Reign'.
Mum came over my place to stay and told me she knew Wendy, a pastor from the recreational centre below her flat and their church is in-charged. I passed the book to mum to give to her. When she visited mum, I asked her if she had read the book, she said, 'No, as she had too many books to read'!!!
Somehow, that day, I was shocked she didn't read. Maybe it's Lord as the shock was strong but I didn't say anything more. Well, she thought the book is free...cost me $40+ or what, I am not good in memory over what I bought! When she mentioned about going Cambodia, I did had a scratchy feeling. But as I am not close to her, seeing her the 1st time, I did not voice out my inner feeling.
I noticed she did not have the full revelation of Jesus and even commented how people who got the same illness like mum will behave the same way. When she saw how we prayed for mum after hearing from the doctor, where in mum had problem, I saw she finally realised the way to go about it.
So, people was questioning where is our God in her case. Sadly, Lord gave her 'Destine to Reign' for her to know Him better. If that night she called Jesus instead of anything else, maybe her life might still be around. The Grace of God is extended, but she did not pick up!
Lord foreknew what would happen years, 1-2 years ahead and had extended His Grace to let her know more of Him. But Thank Jesus, He is real and His Grace is here that even she didn't, He was there to make sure she did not suffered. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Talking about mum, it's another killing field that is unfolding!!! After 3 months of failure attempts, this time round, in another public hospital, it was another form of traps!!!
They put mum to sleep so that I could not see the degree of mum weakening and could not pray against it. They also give my mum little salt water that the edge of her lips dried. When I finally visited her on Thursday, they were drawing 2 tall tubes of her blood and they seem so startled to see me and Su that they abruptly stopped their process and the tube linking to mum's hand still had a long line of her blood!!!
We were called to talk about mum progress and about operating her head. They were talking about doing a MRI with contrast, I feel needed to see how is the brain now since mum had gone dazed and was admitted on last Saturday. I asked the neurologist any allery on her and he said no.
We had decided not to do it but the senior doctor talked us out to go for the MRI. Even though I am curious to see what happen to mum's brain, especially so many prayers were done on her too.
Today, Lord let me realised that the calcium they gave to let her have overdose of calcium would give rise to hyperthyroidism, which will lead her metabolic to break down faster!!! The iodine they used for the contrast will increase the hyperthyroidism in her!!!
I was wondering how they created seizure on my mum. Lord gave me wisdom in this a few days ago. The medicine they used are those for treating epilepsy. This medicine are supposed to let those people who has a disorder of the nervous system to let their nervous calm down. But an overdose of the medicine, as mum didn't have the problem, will lead the nervous system to be over corrected and thus the seizure in the brain.
It's amazing what Lord led me to realise what they do to kill people that just not from their blood link or perception!!! The doctor in-charged even called us back to ask us the extend we want to save her if she meet her last moment of life.
The doctor even said if it happen in midnight, he won't inform us till much later!!! This is the first time I heard of such!!! I thought they would call when things happened? That's what TV program on such scene usually showed but guess it is not so???!!!
This is a more sophisticated serpent at work!!! Through limited water supply, no food and giving medicine that is bad for her health!!! It looked so normal to the untrained eyes but the wisdom of God revealed to me all that they do and even pretend to be professional!!!! This is when moral is out of the window, when their conscience are covered, evil become normal!!!!
With Lord returning soon, the world is getting more and more dark!!! I pray that Jesus quickly return for this dying world!!! Lord, Your Grace is the only reason that all are still alive even they do bad. The day will come when He removes His Grace for them and we shall see.
Until that day, the children of God, the Light of this World, hold on to your patience and wait for the arrival of the King, the King of Peace!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
The Life
I really thank Jesus for all that He had done for me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Abba Father, I thank You for loving me and my mum!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
My mum has the royal blood from the line of Jews. As such, the Promise God promised to Father Abraham is alive and living in this day and age!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! The Promise is who blessed Father Abraham and His Descendants, they who blessed will get bless. On the other hand, whoever who cursed also will get cursed in return. Hallelujah!!!!
Last Sunday, as I was going home after service Just Ended, Lord told me to ask Pastor Gideon to pray for mum. As he was busy talking to someone, I waited for a while. But as he had a lot to talk with that someone, I wanted to walk off but Lord asked me to ask him to pray again. He still busy talking, so in the end, I had to interrupt the talk to ask him for prayer.
Glory Glory!!! I didn't know Lord foresee something coming and has everything work out for me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Pastor Gideon prayed for mum and offered to call church to go hospital to pray for her again. I am the unwilling person, but as Lord orchestral everything, I just have to obey. So, I gave the details and even told the person who called me that it was Pastor Gideon idea to get someone to pray for mum!!! See how unwilling I am!!!
I got a call on Monday and guess what??? Lord led me to led her sister out of condemnation years ago and finally, I am going to meet her sister, the Pastor hours later!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Actually mum was having calcium overdosed from the doctor's prescription!!! She was in daze and had to send to hospital!!! I did not know what evil plan is coming from that but Lord knows!!!
He told me in my meditation that mum will be well again with her prayer. I went in faith and Pastor Christina is good!!! Of the 3 who came before, her husband for my dad and a Deacon prayed for my mum in her previous hospitalization.
She was soft spoken but knowledge in sharing about Jesus and praying to Jesus is good. We even worshipped a few Hokkien song to Jesus even though I didn't know how to sing in Hokkien. As I saw Pastor put her hand on mum's head, my right hand got warmed and I lay hand on mum too.
As Pastor prayed in the spirit, I followed and prayed. Lord gave me a vision of mum's brain blood red in colour. I was wondering why so red!!! This vision was in mid air, high above mum's head.
Moment later, I saw another vision, it was that blood red brain again. This time in mum's head. Then, quickly, it became normal again. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My puzzle is at the first vision. Why Lord showed me that??? Today, I finally understood!!!! Since my mum started eating again on Monday, they had given her the seizure medicine plus the calcium pills and other brain medicine and others.
Today, from full alertness, they have created a seizure situation in her and then put her to sleep. They increased the dosage to let her look as if she die of her own sickness. They thought that no one will find out. But Lord gave me wisdom to know their evilness. Hallelujah!!!
Mum condition is getting more and more serious as Lord told me. He even told me when will she go heaven. This time round, Lord let me wash my hand. No joke fighting to save mum when the unsaved sibling thought that I am crazy!!!
However, the devil knows that Lord is powerful in me and had used non-stopped curse to trouble me and so they could do their evil without my prayer!!!
Lord knows all these and had Pastor Christina to pray before all these happen. With my mum sleeping, some of their cup of sin are full, Lord told me judgment coming in for them for trying to destroy mum. As you know, in the book of Deuteronomy 28:20:
'The LORD will send upon you cursing, vexation, and rebuke, in all that you set your hand to until you are destroyed and until you perish quickly, because of the wickedness of your doings with which you have forsaken Me.'
I really thank Jesus for the finished work at the Cross that taken the death of mum and she shall not die!!! I thank Abba Father that His long time ago, promised mum to let her visit dad is finally coming to past!!! I thank Holy Spirit for all the leadings and revealing that I am not as ignorance as I look. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It's GOOD that Lord fight this battle for me. I am a weak woman with no power nor resources but I have a Almighty God as my Father!!! He takes care of His Children with loving-kindness and tender mercy!! When we are at the most undeserving state, His Grace pour in Mightily!!!
I was thinking the other Sunday when a testimony was read out about Lord asked this person to pray for his 90 years old grandma in ICU and she woke up from coma to be fully healed! I was thinking when will be my mum's turn since she is just 72!!!
To them, killing mum is just like many others they had done. But the difference is mum's blood has the Inheritance Promise in it. The one who touch it is touching the Apple of God's Eye!!! Just like Israel, which ever countries touch it is cursing own country!!!
Japan sent big some of money to their ancient enemy and the tsunami came and till now, they yet to get back to where they left!!! Japan used to have lots of wealth but from what I last read long ago, seem like they are facing financial problems. I have yet to follow news closely so I don't know the latest development.
To be in the eye of a tornado and the peace within, even though mum is at the worst of her life, is unexplainable!!! This is because Lord has revealed to me what is the story after that!!! I know Lord has blessed mum long life and she shall live for the Glory of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!! This trip to heaven is good for her!!! To see the reality of Jesus and on her return trip, she will not pray to the idol anymore is what I am waiting for!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
As the bible said, if God loves me, who can come against me!!!! This time round, they will be going to experience His Wrath like what He did for Israel throughout History since 1948, the various battles!!! Even without any weapons or soldiers previously, they were able to win their battle!!! This is because, the enemy touched the Apple of God's eye!!!
What had mum did to deserve such??? Nothing!!! She is just a normal lady that enjoyed her shopping and visiting various temples in Singapore and Malaysia and just enjoy her freedom for the rest of her life!!!
But just because she is linked to some distant relative that someone disliked, she became the person to be attack!!! Actually, not just her, those siblings of hers receive different treatment from hospital too!!! For killing innocence people, as their life is not worthy, to look at mankind as nothing, as number that either can be for them or against them, it is really unbelieving!!!
I thank Lord that led me back to Him 7 years ago and I thank Him for loving me and my mum and sent Jesus to die for us. Without Him, my life and my mum life is doomed. But with Him, to be alive is to live for His Glory and to be asleep is to enjoy the Goodness of Heaven!!!
If I really want to choose, I don't mind go Heaven!!! I know so well the other side of Heave that I don't mind cast this life to the air!!! But Lord has duty for me, so I have to live much longer than most people!!!
As Lord had chosen me, my mum and even my family line long ago, who can fight with Him, The Almighty God!!! They haven't read about His Wrath in the bible, I guess!!! I read the whole bible and I would not want to fall on the other side!!! I rather remain with Him than against Him!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
And since this healing prayer is all orchestral by Lord, I sure know mum will live and not die for the Glory of the Name of Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
My mum has the royal blood from the line of Jews. As such, the Promise God promised to Father Abraham is alive and living in this day and age!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! The Promise is who blessed Father Abraham and His Descendants, they who blessed will get bless. On the other hand, whoever who cursed also will get cursed in return. Hallelujah!!!!
Last Sunday, as I was going home after service Just Ended, Lord told me to ask Pastor Gideon to pray for mum. As he was busy talking to someone, I waited for a while. But as he had a lot to talk with that someone, I wanted to walk off but Lord asked me to ask him to pray again. He still busy talking, so in the end, I had to interrupt the talk to ask him for prayer.
Glory Glory!!! I didn't know Lord foresee something coming and has everything work out for me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Pastor Gideon prayed for mum and offered to call church to go hospital to pray for her again. I am the unwilling person, but as Lord orchestral everything, I just have to obey. So, I gave the details and even told the person who called me that it was Pastor Gideon idea to get someone to pray for mum!!! See how unwilling I am!!!
I got a call on Monday and guess what??? Lord led me to led her sister out of condemnation years ago and finally, I am going to meet her sister, the Pastor hours later!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Actually mum was having calcium overdosed from the doctor's prescription!!! She was in daze and had to send to hospital!!! I did not know what evil plan is coming from that but Lord knows!!!
He told me in my meditation that mum will be well again with her prayer. I went in faith and Pastor Christina is good!!! Of the 3 who came before, her husband for my dad and a Deacon prayed for my mum in her previous hospitalization.
She was soft spoken but knowledge in sharing about Jesus and praying to Jesus is good. We even worshipped a few Hokkien song to Jesus even though I didn't know how to sing in Hokkien. As I saw Pastor put her hand on mum's head, my right hand got warmed and I lay hand on mum too.
As Pastor prayed in the spirit, I followed and prayed. Lord gave me a vision of mum's brain blood red in colour. I was wondering why so red!!! This vision was in mid air, high above mum's head.
Moment later, I saw another vision, it was that blood red brain again. This time in mum's head. Then, quickly, it became normal again. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My puzzle is at the first vision. Why Lord showed me that??? Today, I finally understood!!!! Since my mum started eating again on Monday, they had given her the seizure medicine plus the calcium pills and other brain medicine and others.
Today, from full alertness, they have created a seizure situation in her and then put her to sleep. They increased the dosage to let her look as if she die of her own sickness. They thought that no one will find out. But Lord gave me wisdom to know their evilness. Hallelujah!!!
Mum condition is getting more and more serious as Lord told me. He even told me when will she go heaven. This time round, Lord let me wash my hand. No joke fighting to save mum when the unsaved sibling thought that I am crazy!!!
However, the devil knows that Lord is powerful in me and had used non-stopped curse to trouble me and so they could do their evil without my prayer!!!
Lord knows all these and had Pastor Christina to pray before all these happen. With my mum sleeping, some of their cup of sin are full, Lord told me judgment coming in for them for trying to destroy mum. As you know, in the book of Deuteronomy 28:20:
'The LORD will send upon you cursing, vexation, and rebuke, in all that you set your hand to until you are destroyed and until you perish quickly, because of the wickedness of your doings with which you have forsaken Me.'
I really thank Jesus for the finished work at the Cross that taken the death of mum and she shall not die!!! I thank Abba Father that His long time ago, promised mum to let her visit dad is finally coming to past!!! I thank Holy Spirit for all the leadings and revealing that I am not as ignorance as I look. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It's GOOD that Lord fight this battle for me. I am a weak woman with no power nor resources but I have a Almighty God as my Father!!! He takes care of His Children with loving-kindness and tender mercy!! When we are at the most undeserving state, His Grace pour in Mightily!!!
I was thinking the other Sunday when a testimony was read out about Lord asked this person to pray for his 90 years old grandma in ICU and she woke up from coma to be fully healed! I was thinking when will be my mum's turn since she is just 72!!!
To them, killing mum is just like many others they had done. But the difference is mum's blood has the Inheritance Promise in it. The one who touch it is touching the Apple of God's Eye!!! Just like Israel, which ever countries touch it is cursing own country!!!
Japan sent big some of money to their ancient enemy and the tsunami came and till now, they yet to get back to where they left!!! Japan used to have lots of wealth but from what I last read long ago, seem like they are facing financial problems. I have yet to follow news closely so I don't know the latest development.
To be in the eye of a tornado and the peace within, even though mum is at the worst of her life, is unexplainable!!! This is because Lord has revealed to me what is the story after that!!! I know Lord has blessed mum long life and she shall live for the Glory of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!! This trip to heaven is good for her!!! To see the reality of Jesus and on her return trip, she will not pray to the idol anymore is what I am waiting for!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
As the bible said, if God loves me, who can come against me!!!! This time round, they will be going to experience His Wrath like what He did for Israel throughout History since 1948, the various battles!!! Even without any weapons or soldiers previously, they were able to win their battle!!! This is because, the enemy touched the Apple of God's eye!!!
What had mum did to deserve such??? Nothing!!! She is just a normal lady that enjoyed her shopping and visiting various temples in Singapore and Malaysia and just enjoy her freedom for the rest of her life!!!
But just because she is linked to some distant relative that someone disliked, she became the person to be attack!!! Actually, not just her, those siblings of hers receive different treatment from hospital too!!! For killing innocence people, as their life is not worthy, to look at mankind as nothing, as number that either can be for them or against them, it is really unbelieving!!!
I thank Lord that led me back to Him 7 years ago and I thank Him for loving me and my mum and sent Jesus to die for us. Without Him, my life and my mum life is doomed. But with Him, to be alive is to live for His Glory and to be asleep is to enjoy the Goodness of Heaven!!!
If I really want to choose, I don't mind go Heaven!!! I know so well the other side of Heave that I don't mind cast this life to the air!!! But Lord has duty for me, so I have to live much longer than most people!!!
As Lord had chosen me, my mum and even my family line long ago, who can fight with Him, The Almighty God!!! They haven't read about His Wrath in the bible, I guess!!! I read the whole bible and I would not want to fall on the other side!!! I rather remain with Him than against Him!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
And since this healing prayer is all orchestral by Lord, I sure know mum will live and not die for the Glory of the Name of Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Trials of Life
In the early days of becoming a Christian, I was told by YC that I will be going thru trials. At that time, I was wondering my 2-3 years of depressions and using positive thinking to get out of it, wasn't it enough?
But Lord got her to explain to me again that it is some tests given by God for our spiritual growth in Him, but she also added sometime, devil pretended to be like God and give further trials. At that time, I don't know what I am putting myself into.
Looking back, Lord took a route to test my emotions to the fullness that I wanted to dig a hole and put my head in it and to hide from His Test. !n the end, as I realised no where could I hide from His Grace and Mercy, I faced Him again and let Him stretched my patience and endurance in Him!!! Glory Glory!!!
Was it painful to go through it? Yes, but it was a different pain than what devil give. Since 2008 till now, the spirits he sent to attack my body, to make me weak, to suck me dry, to weaken my life to almost death is what Lord never let me go through. But, as I trusted in the Lord, He always delivered me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
One thing for sure, devil tricks is the same no matter how he did it. The main issue is to remove us, Child of God, away from God so that he could put his fiery on us. That is why walking closely is the best remedy ones could against devil!!! Hallelujah!!!!
I was wondering why Jc had to come home herself from her dad's house. He used to bring her right into this home. But since last weekend, Jc came home herself!!! At first she told me her dad left her at the lift. It was yesterday then I realised, he left her by the main road and let her walked back herself!!!
I offered to bring Jc to him at the main road but he rejected. I was wondering why, was it his girlfriend not happy or what. Then I knew the reason last night.
I received the strongest attack of my life, in term of severity and in term of quantity. I even saw my soul dangling like a doll being pinned on a nail on a wall but I rebutted it in the Name of Jesus. Devil made me lifeless and sleepy and I went to take a nap! But he tried to suck my life off me. Glory Glory, I am a Child of God redeemed by the Blood of Jesus!
No matter what devil did to me, I live to see another blessed day created by Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Lord let them come through to show them none of their weapons could work!!! If Lord wants to preserved me 1500 years, who are you to come against the Elect of the LORD!!!
That is why Lord needed to put me through all these years of training. Without it, I would not be able to survive. But even when I was without the necessary knowledge, Lord let me went through till before death and resurrected me again to move on. Glory to Jesus!!!
All these sound like child play in the spiritual realm doesn't it? Haha...I wonder who would want to trade with me to be in this position??? I know no one wants. But when Lord Gloriously risen in me in the future, I guess everyone won't mind to be in that position. Well, it doesn't come easy, looking at all these Lord put me through!!!
As I said, I have died many times if not for the Grace of Jesus that resurrect me and keep me alive!!! If Lord could rise Peter in the bible, from death from stoning to be alive again, He could do the same to me as He holds the Key to Hell and Death, not satan!!!!
Praise the Lord that Jesus also hold the Key of David and the Key of Hope that in our valley of darkness, we just need a cry and He is with us! Hallelujah!!!! Sometime, we need not even cry, Lord, who is with us, our Immanuel forever and ever, will pray on our behalf!!! So, there is no way devil could shut us up for Lord, our Immanuel, is with us and could always pray for us when we are incapable to pray for our needs. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord said with Long Life, He will satisfy us and show us our Salvation!!! If He wants to bless me Long Life and I agree with Him to live 1500 years for His Purpose, what can devil do when he was cast to earth by the Blood of Jesus???!!! Nothing!!!
I thank God, my Abba Father, who lead me to know Him personally!!! With Him, where would I be??? I am glad that in my despair long ago, instead of turning back to my parents' god, I searched for a new God that could help me get my peace.
It was Jesus, who led me to Him and in Him, I found my hiding place!!! Children of darkness always tried to prosecute Children of Light and in the end, Children of Light will live forever!!! Just look at Israel, no matter how many times the devil attack her, she always get back more land!!! The land that God, the Abba Father, had blessed them long ago!!!
Surely, my life will get better and better!!! The day will come when Jesus is risen up high and devil is defeated and death ran away!!! When that day come, I pity those that do not want Jesus for they will be into the worst suffering and yet, cannot die!!!
This is the End Time Prophecy that Lord had told His Children but His Children will not see it. When The Day come, all Children of God, all His Saints, will rise up high to His Covenant in the Heaven. This is the Rapture that will happen one day!!!
Jesus will come with the Book of Life and whoever rejected Him, He will deleted them from the Book of Life and their place will be in the Book of Hell, with the devil!!! To go through the final Judgment of the Holy Fire, where the rich man cried to Father Abraham to send Lazarus to give water to him but Heaven and Hell is separated that there is no way for one to go from Heaven to Hell nor from Hell to Heaven!!!
Jesus is the Holy One sent by God the Father to judge those that do not want Him finally, after The Grace that was given to this world ended. Will He be sad?? Yes, He will, but He has given man the free choice to choose Him or remain with the devil!!!! The choice is yours!!! Not God!!!
But Lord got her to explain to me again that it is some tests given by God for our spiritual growth in Him, but she also added sometime, devil pretended to be like God and give further trials. At that time, I don't know what I am putting myself into.
Looking back, Lord took a route to test my emotions to the fullness that I wanted to dig a hole and put my head in it and to hide from His Test. !n the end, as I realised no where could I hide from His Grace and Mercy, I faced Him again and let Him stretched my patience and endurance in Him!!! Glory Glory!!!
Was it painful to go through it? Yes, but it was a different pain than what devil give. Since 2008 till now, the spirits he sent to attack my body, to make me weak, to suck me dry, to weaken my life to almost death is what Lord never let me go through. But, as I trusted in the Lord, He always delivered me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
One thing for sure, devil tricks is the same no matter how he did it. The main issue is to remove us, Child of God, away from God so that he could put his fiery on us. That is why walking closely is the best remedy ones could against devil!!! Hallelujah!!!!
I was wondering why Jc had to come home herself from her dad's house. He used to bring her right into this home. But since last weekend, Jc came home herself!!! At first she told me her dad left her at the lift. It was yesterday then I realised, he left her by the main road and let her walked back herself!!!
I offered to bring Jc to him at the main road but he rejected. I was wondering why, was it his girlfriend not happy or what. Then I knew the reason last night.
I received the strongest attack of my life, in term of severity and in term of quantity. I even saw my soul dangling like a doll being pinned on a nail on a wall but I rebutted it in the Name of Jesus. Devil made me lifeless and sleepy and I went to take a nap! But he tried to suck my life off me. Glory Glory, I am a Child of God redeemed by the Blood of Jesus!
No matter what devil did to me, I live to see another blessed day created by Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Lord let them come through to show them none of their weapons could work!!! If Lord wants to preserved me 1500 years, who are you to come against the Elect of the LORD!!!
That is why Lord needed to put me through all these years of training. Without it, I would not be able to survive. But even when I was without the necessary knowledge, Lord let me went through till before death and resurrected me again to move on. Glory to Jesus!!!
All these sound like child play in the spiritual realm doesn't it? Haha...I wonder who would want to trade with me to be in this position??? I know no one wants. But when Lord Gloriously risen in me in the future, I guess everyone won't mind to be in that position. Well, it doesn't come easy, looking at all these Lord put me through!!!
As I said, I have died many times if not for the Grace of Jesus that resurrect me and keep me alive!!! If Lord could rise Peter in the bible, from death from stoning to be alive again, He could do the same to me as He holds the Key to Hell and Death, not satan!!!!
Praise the Lord that Jesus also hold the Key of David and the Key of Hope that in our valley of darkness, we just need a cry and He is with us! Hallelujah!!!! Sometime, we need not even cry, Lord, who is with us, our Immanuel forever and ever, will pray on our behalf!!! So, there is no way devil could shut us up for Lord, our Immanuel, is with us and could always pray for us when we are incapable to pray for our needs. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord said with Long Life, He will satisfy us and show us our Salvation!!! If He wants to bless me Long Life and I agree with Him to live 1500 years for His Purpose, what can devil do when he was cast to earth by the Blood of Jesus???!!! Nothing!!!
I thank God, my Abba Father, who lead me to know Him personally!!! With Him, where would I be??? I am glad that in my despair long ago, instead of turning back to my parents' god, I searched for a new God that could help me get my peace.
It was Jesus, who led me to Him and in Him, I found my hiding place!!! Children of darkness always tried to prosecute Children of Light and in the end, Children of Light will live forever!!! Just look at Israel, no matter how many times the devil attack her, she always get back more land!!! The land that God, the Abba Father, had blessed them long ago!!!
Surely, my life will get better and better!!! The day will come when Jesus is risen up high and devil is defeated and death ran away!!! When that day come, I pity those that do not want Jesus for they will be into the worst suffering and yet, cannot die!!!
This is the End Time Prophecy that Lord had told His Children but His Children will not see it. When The Day come, all Children of God, all His Saints, will rise up high to His Covenant in the Heaven. This is the Rapture that will happen one day!!!
Jesus will come with the Book of Life and whoever rejected Him, He will deleted them from the Book of Life and their place will be in the Book of Hell, with the devil!!! To go through the final Judgment of the Holy Fire, where the rich man cried to Father Abraham to send Lazarus to give water to him but Heaven and Hell is separated that there is no way for one to go from Heaven to Hell nor from Hell to Heaven!!!
Jesus is the Holy One sent by God the Father to judge those that do not want Him finally, after The Grace that was given to this world ended. Will He be sad?? Yes, He will, but He has given man the free choice to choose Him or remain with the devil!!!! The choice is yours!!! Not God!!!
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