God is Good

In the last day of 2013, I want to give glory to the Lord who has been good to me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

This whole one year of 2013, it was a long journey of mum's health going downwards and up again to finally down, down and finally back to be with the Lord!!!

It was also a battle between me and my siblings to look to Jesus healing and their look to doctors treatment.

It was also my own health at it worst, but never out due to Lord Jesus is with me.

All I can say at this moment, Lord is still a Faithful God as He has always be...

When I walk with Lord, He leads me to do the right thing at the right time.

On the eve of mum's sleep, ex was thrashing with me about trust in Jesus and who God is, to he did not regret the marriage, why would I regret.

That night, I cried so much, that I don't know why I cried. Now thinking back, I wonder was it because of my 10 yrs of suffering in silence or was it mum sleep the next morning!!! But Lord is always faithful....Glory Glory!!!

After seeing mum sleeping sweetly, sis family no idea she was dead. This is as the bible said, we Christian sleep! It was after some moments of no response from her on their feeding her time that they realised she is dead!!! Glory to Jesus!!! I encountered in Dad's sleep and my eldest sis family encountered on mum's sleep!!!

They both are 1 day Christian and never visited Church anymore, but that 1 day to accept Christ Salvation is enough to give them life eternity in Him!!! Glory Glory!!!

Lord impressed 2nd sis, Su and me to go her home first. While both my sisters were packing her clothes for the coffin and to be burnt, Lord impressed me that they might be thirty and I had to wash the kettle and the pots as it was a year of not at home for mum.

I boiled the water and filled up the pots and went down to wait for her body to come back from eldest sister's home. I didn't know the procedure of receiving the body but Lord knows the Chinese custom.

I was told to get a cup of coffee or milo to welcome her back to her own place for the funeral. Praise the Lord that He impressed me to boil the water, my sis could make the requested cup of drink. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lord let mum talked to me 4 straight day and I wondered why. It was when the ceremony lady asked if we wanted them to read a letter to mum, then I realised the purpose!!! They wanted to collect some money from us for such service. But I have the Lord and need not go through them!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

As I recalled about dad's cremation and the big bone, that last night of the wake, Su and I prayed that mum body to break down easily and for the oven heat to intensify as much as the oven could take. Glory to Jesus!!! Mum bones were a lot lesser than dad and even for us to fill the urn ourselves, it wasn't a problem!! Glory to Lord Jesus Grace!!!

I am glad that I have Lord with me and every prayer is easily accessible!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am glad that Lord's Grace is abundance that even my parents just attended 1 time Church, and received their Salvation, it is enough to allow them to pass through the narrow door of Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I could see Lord's Grace is in operation in everything we do. Even in trials, things still turn out well. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am in the process of shifting out and ex is in the process of shifting in. Finally he and his gf pretended to breakup is out, gf impatience led her to ask me to shift out faster and not to take anything with me. She said to start a new life. Yeah, right, with nothing with me and expect me to start a life flesh, she must be kidding!!! Even Jc said she is crazy!!!

Upon knowing his lies about the breakup is known by me, he is not that friendly again. I was wondering why he was so helpful during my mum's wake. Guess he needs my favour to sign myself out!!!

In 2014, I thank Lord Jesus and Abba Father I will move on to a fresh new life. Glory to Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!

My Mum is Dead!

On 24th Morning, I received a text message from my eldest sister that mum had passed away! I just back from the wake and the cremation and her final resting place!!!

Through these 5 days, it was just busy and busy. Thank Lord that there are 5 of us here to take turn for doing the grave yard shift!!! Glory Glory!!!

After a year of trapping inside a dead body, my mum finally prayed to the Lord to take her back!!! I went with Su last week to pray for her. Su's prayer was to ask Lord if He really want to heal her, to bring her back to health, otherwise, she prayed an agreement prayer with what my mum wished to have that Lord to fulfill it. And Lord led her home.

On Christmas eve morning 8:30 am but as no doctor wanted to come to certify her death, and brother according to my mum wish, prefer a Chinese funeral, got my uncle to help find a doctor and that young doctor came at around 11am and certified that she was dead at 11:30am!!!

The wakes was even more weird! It's not according to the funeral I used to know but apparently, it was a situation they used to set curse on me!!! But I thank Jesus is faithful!!! I did not want to sit amid the idols and bow down to them while the Chinese priest was chanting and my relatives weren't happy!!! But honouring Lord is more important to me than respect their wish and submit to the idols!!!

I got a feeling that they anyhow do the funeral and not according to normal procedure!!! Not that it bothers me much but I am thankful to the Lord for opening the door and led my parents to Christ that now they are both happily in heaven!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

What they don't know is no matter what they did, be it the proper procedure or not, it is not this that would bring the soul of a person to heaven. If they could, Jesus need not die!!!

I thank Lord that He answered the prayer of Su and me to increase the fire in the burner so that my mum's bones will break down to ashes, it was only small parts of bones was left and it filled half the box that was given to us. The man in charged knocked the bones smaller and we were told to fill them in the urn that my mum had prepared long ago ourselves, but thank Jesus that this is not hard, just that we found the urn was wet and had to dry it first.

Now that everything is over, I am at peace!!! There are 7 sets of 7 weeks that we had to pray for my mum but I don't really want to go as it was a cultural thing but does not affect my mum's position in Christ and enjoying the love of God in Heaven!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

What important is mum soul and spirit is now with the Lord, whatever matters she is now in the Lord, nothing can affect this standing as it is secured in Jesus Blood and by His Death at the Cross for those who believe in Him. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I wonder will she be playing that amazing playground that was shared by someone or will she tried the flying school. I am excited for her!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

She is so happy up there that she talked to me 4 days in a row!!! I am so pleased that finally she can see that Jesus is real and what I shared to her is real!!! Glory Glory!!!

And, the most important thing is she is finally with dad again!!! This is what she had been missing him so much that now she is back with him, both of them are enjoying each other again!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am so pleased that I don't really bother what they did to her body as she is enjoying life in Heaven!!! I thank Lord Jesus for He had done a Finished Work at the Cross that no man can reverse what You bless!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Threshing

What a day today!!!

We went to Jc new secondary school, go buy some prata with fish curry and mutton curry, ate the food, Jc sleepy and I giddy. Took a nap while Jc took a long sleep and ex was clearing the store room.

As I was up, he came to thresh out with me about Jesus, about God. Then he took our wedding album and gave it to me, and asked if I want it, and next questioned me on why I regret this marriage where he don't. I talked about my facing walls of NO with him and my unhappiness that I questioned Lord if I married the wrong man when I have accepted Christ and he concluded I have regretted.

I also talked about the Grace of Jesus on why I did not fight for 1/2 the profit share of this house and told him I have the round to fight it but I choose not to. To show him this is the Grace of Jesus for him.

We talked a long talk and ended at 6pm. Jc was up from her many hours sleep and ex went home after talking to her.

I don't know, the fresh wound that was hidden in these 10 yrs of marriage suddenly surface and I was sad. The wedding photos was the sweet moment and that was the only thing sweet about it. Life just went down the hill when Jc was born and he started his many commandment and so on till my heart was so numb and he also looked out!!!

He talked about a crazy God while I show him the love of God. I don't know how this conclude in his heart.

After he went home and I meditated, Lord said our misunderstanding was cleared. I don't know, I last night told Lord I don't want him and wanted to start life anew, but Lord started such a threshing of God and of marriage.

I prayed to Lord to come into my soul wound and heal me back again. He is faithful as always!!! Glory Glory!!!

Jc pet, Jasmine, was dying on Saturday and Jc wanted her to die on her hand. Her dad had took a look at Jasmine and felt that it was her dying moment. As Jc believed him, the pet was dying. I prayed for the hamster and told Jc that Jasmine was healed but she was so worried and preferred to believe her dad.

At 4am, I was awoke by Lord and preached about Jesus Miracle that Lord Jesus had revealed to her and about someone prayed for their grandfather and got healed and Lord brought to Jc memory of the testimony she heard.

I let Jasmine took Holy Comm and let Jc, the owner, to take in agreement with Jasmine that she is healed by the stripes of Jesus. Praise the Lord, Jasmine was alive at 6am and Jc had went to sleep at 4am after trusting Jesus healed Jasmine. Glory Glory!!!

Lord renewed the youth of Jasmine and gave her strength to eat again. She was so full of energy that she ran around the house in her ball cage!!!

I thank Lord for all He had done in my life. I let Him decide where He is leading me and I rest in Him. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lord wants Me to Face Mountain

7 Years, I have seated and waited upon the Lord for 7 years since July 2007. Where the bible study in NCC stopped for me to start my Journey walking with Him with the bible. Yes, it's verse by verse walking all these years, in reading, in meditating, in joy with fellowship with the Lord! Praise Jesus!!!

This week is ending and the New Beginning is starting. Christmas is round the corner and the news announced to me by ex is by hook by crook, he is shifting me out of the house. He is ready to transfer my Name out of this house and HDB, our public Housing Development Board has welcomed him yesterday to start the process!!!

Lord wanted me to face him and face his shifting me to my mum place. He had foreseen that I will not be blessed and everyone knows that I should go to mum place. He even commented that if I had could buy a new place, the documentation and legal thing that I have to go through, I won't be able to make it in 1 week!!!

Am I fearful? To a certain degree, I am. As Lord has all these years proclaimed that His Blessing is here but 7.5 years had gone by and yet to see...and Father Abraham waited till he was hundred years old before Lord blessed him Isaac. They have both husband and wife stood in faith, power of 2 as the bible said, when 2 or more stand in believe, Jesus is in the mid. I am alone!

Even though I am fearful, I know Lord has been Faithful to me in other areas of trusting especially in keeping me and my mum alive. Praise Jesus!!! I know Abba Father has proclaimed He is billions and billions times better that our earthly father!!! Have I seen or heard Him building lots of building and even city for people? Yes, in Heaven....through others testimony!!!

At this point, I am wondering how am I to enjoy my Christmas celebration of Jesus on Sunday. My heart is bouncing a lot faster than usual. Next week is Christmas week, whether I end the year in tears or jumping with joy will depends if Lord supported me and bring His Commanded Blessing through.

I believe He will, after all, He is willing as the bible says and He has proclaimed for so many years. Why come to me when I was a young Christian to ask what I want and now, I want and I need!!! Surely, He will not fail me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Boy with Foul Mouth

Lord had let me recalled the miracle of this boy with Foul Mouth that Su told me about, that Ps Lian shared twice in church.

At that time when the boy, let call him, J, came to church, the Children ministry rejected him and put him in Faith Kidz. At that time Faith Kidz was not with Children ministry but a standalone, set up by someone with anointed skilled given by the Lord to take care of Autistic Spectrum Disorder (ASD) kids. Su, and mums with ASD kids were serving in this ministry at that time! Su was the only one without the skill to handle ASD kids, but she has Jesus!!!

J had such a Foul Mouth that he was so proud of it as No teachers could take his Foul language at them, each of them shifted away! In order not to contaminate the rest of the kids, they put him at Faith Kidz even though he did not have any of such sickness.

In Faith Kidz, J went to each of the teachers and spoke full of Foulness to them that each of the teachers could not handle him. As usual, he came to Su too!!!

Haha.....when evil met Su, Lord in Su raised up to handle him. He was so proud that no teachers could handle him!!! Su told him, speaking Foul language is from the devil, he who spoke Foulness was child of darkness.

Su told him that Jesus had defeated the devil at the Cross! Jesus is the real Hero and devil is the loser. Su told J that if you want to be with the looser, what is there to be proud about? Su asked him if he want to be a child of devil or a child of GOD!!!

Haha...this got into J and his heart repented from the foulness. He became a help in the Faith Kidz! He operated the play recorder for the worship session!!! There were so much miracle in that ministry that it was report in the Rock magazine.

But through some rotation, or what not, Faith Kidz was taken over by teachers who know nuts about ASD and the anointed teachers and Su, all left the ministry and Faith Kidz was absorbed into Children Ministry.

There was so much Grace on Su when she served as she trusted the Lord to come in her and come through her to serve. The leaders could see Lord was with her that even in the current ministry she served, she was with so much favour. Now that they have shifted her to MBS, let the ministry of MBS be blessed. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I don't know why, such a Grace Church but not many trusted the Lord much. A lot even though they could say praise the Lord, but a lot rely on self to do all that they could. That is why Lord could not flow through many but I taught Su to trust the Lord when she served that even the hardest ASD case, Lord give her wisdom to handle the kid and he was happy.

If all teachers, servers could trust the Lord much, then the whole church will flow in the fullness of the Abundance of Grace that came through Su and me. But there is nothing to boast about as it is the Lord.

We just trust whatever place that He lead us to, it's His Purpose to pour Grace into that place!!! So, Su just follow the Lord and agreed to go to MBS. Surely it is good. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Called Upon

If one read the book of Jonah, one would realise if Lord really called upon you, there is no way to reject Him at all!!! This post I am going to write about how I was being called.

In the start of the journey, Lord blessed me with a black leather bible and this is His first indication for me to walk with Him. As I listened to Ps Prince sermon, I heard about reading the book of Psalm but I didn't start reading. So, Lord got Prince to preach about it again. But I still didn't read. Finally, He sent 2 angels to my care group and highlighted Psalm 47 to me.

He even get an Anglican Christian to buy a flowery and with purple wording study bible, for me to begin the journey with Him. As there were other distraction in my life, Lord shut the door to all of them so that I could concentrate on Him.

He allows virus to come upon my computer but ex was able to restore my computer within a day. He then sent another virus through my previous care leader wife a virtual Christmas card that carried a zero sector virus that completely shut down my computer fully.

As I was busy going to church, He also shut down the bible study so that I could calm down to fellowship with Him.

When all the doors of temptation was shut, I have no choice but to obey Him and start my journey with The Word. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Day and night, I finished reading the bible and meditated every verse in it. In the midst of all these reading, He also send people for me to minister to. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

He had opened door for me to be tested by the devil, many many times more. All these was to see my faithfulness in Him. He leads me through many that I could not count anymore as there were too many to count.

At each stage of the test, when I went through it and clear it, another new level of test came. This goes on and on till today and it's yet to end. I know the time is near and I shall not be bother by it for once the test is over, Lord will surely shut the door for me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

All is His Grace, I just flow with Him. There is no glory in me and all Grace is from Him. Surely, the day of Glory will be here and even when I am glorified, it's still no glory to me, but He who is coming in me and thru me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Till this day, I could not know why I am chosen. I am just glad that He is with me. Without Him, how shall I live? With Him, I have abundance of life!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Surely, I am glad and I am happy. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

At The Cross Road

Suddenly, time seem to slip past and now, I am at the mid of the month, at a cross road that I wonder where will I go. I thank You, Lord Jesus, You at the Cross had paid a High Price to redeem me from this cross road. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

With just 2.5 weeks left before I should be out, ex told me that if I don't shift by then, he will make sure I am out of this house, whatever I do outside the gate, he don't care!!! This is the coldness of him, not just want the whole of this house, but he is also eying all that was mine. In his wary eyes, I could see his intention to claim mine as his!!!

10 or more years ago, when he sought his University site to check for his ex-gf where about, I should have take the clue from that. How would a girl totally disappeared from his contact. It is when I experience the end of the relationship with him that I realised how cold blooded he is.

From the outlook of things, it might seem his good will to let me stay for 4 years here, but the truth is he is trying to kill me with the spiritual attack and had hoped that to get any money that I might have! That's how greedy he is. He uses money to tempt girls but at the same time, end of the path, he wants to claim everything and even more out of that relationship!!!

I thank You Jesus, at the Cross, everything from Him to me is DONE. I just have to believe to get it to me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Life at this point is at the worst of worst. But Jesus Light usually shines the brightest in the dark hour of our life. Ex even told me to give up waiting for deliverance, just pack and go....

All my siblings know that I have to shift out, but none offer any help. I am alone with Jesus. That's all I have!!!

When nothing seem to work, Only Jesus can and He is willing. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Choice

Ruth 1:16 -17
'And Ruth said, "Do not plead with me to leave you or to return from following after you,
 for wherever you go, I shall go.
And wherever you lodge, I shall lodge.
Your people are my people,
and your God is my God.
Where you die, I shall die and there shall I be buried:
the LORD do so to me, more also, if anything but death part you and me."

Today Lord opened my eyes to understand this 2 verses. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

When we are down and out and emptiness, this is a stage that one could choose something to do that might affects their life forever!!!

Look at Ruth, the future is bleak, husband dead and left with a mother-in-law to take care of. What was her choice? The money on them had run out too!!!

In each of our daily lives, there is always a chance when you have to make a drastic choice to save your skin, so to speak. At that moment of time, how are you going to save yourself for that situation will affects you tremendously.

For Ruth, she chose to stay in the Faith of Naomi's God!!! She chose to take care of her mother-in-law and left her country and followed her to her home country. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The bible said that we are to honour our parents. When we honour, our life is blessed and we will live long life. On the opposite end, whatever prayer will not be heard and the life is shortened.

Ruth honoured her mother-in-law and her life was greatly blessed that she became the wife of the Richest man, Boaz, her family kinsman redeemer and the linkage of her is linked to Jesus. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Word of Christ is the Truth and His Finished Work at the Cross is a Completed job for all mankind! Do you look to Him, Lord Jesus Christ, at the Cross for your deliverance or you tried to find a way out no matter the cost to you and to others???

In Emptiness, in Fear, in Awkward moment of life, who do you turn to for your deliverance? Do you by self, tried to do something to get yourself out of the situation or do you look to THE LORD and see His Finished Work for your deliverance? This is what the Lord lead us to, to see our faithfulness in Him!!!!!

Su and many others for years have been advising me to fight for the share of this house. When money running out, and my next place of rest is bleak, this is what they said I should do. My siblings were also advising me to go find a work for survival sake.

Don't misunderstand me, I have my calling and this is the work I am going for. I am not being lazy and doing nothing. I am spending my time with the Lord!!!

Bleak as it is, even with time running out on me, what should I do?

You can call me stubborn or even stupid. But my trust is in THE LORD!!! If His Mighty Lord's Hand could not deliver me, who can? Even my mum house is not the answer and none of my siblings will take me in for sure!!!

But you see, at such a situation, what else could I do? I am doing the easiest and at the same time, the hardest!!! That means doing nothing in the natural but lay my trust in the Lord and continue to fellowship with Him!!! Rest is Holy Spirit directed Activities!!!

I do not want to fight my way out as it involves stress. We are to rest in the Lord and Lord has told us not to pick up trouble nor be afraid!!!

I hope this will help in your walk with the Lord!!! I finally understand where He is leading me to the ultimate test of faithfulness when things are bleak!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

 This is not a post of laziness, but a post of leaning to the Holy Spirit and let Him lead where one should go. This is the result of looking to the Lord for 7 years and He continue to lead me step by step!!! This involves in believing in the Lord, all His Finished Work, and walk with Him daily!!!

I did not stop work to start these, but was led to walk this path from the job of a housewife till now fully dwell with Him. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Testing

I thought these 5 years of testing by the devil, I thought that is enough of test. Today, my seat in church was cursed too. I tried to book and release the seat a few times. But the weird thing is I always got back the same seat!!! This has never happen for me before. I sensed something weird happening and today in church, yes, strong curse came to me for the whole service when I was sat on it and even after I left. Praise the Lord that He finally cleared me.

Lord as me to go for the healing service provided by church. I saw a certain pastor there and saw him prayed with detailed sincere prayer for 2 ladies. But when I approached him, it was unfriendly and I could sensed a different spirit when he talked to me. I wasn't much better but only temporally relieved. Lord just want me to understand them better. I saw what I should see. Glory to Jesus!!!

 Abba let me go through different layers of church to test and see how each of them is serving Him. He wants me to be well aware of who they are before the Great Day of His Return. As being low is easier to see the real heart of a person that when one is exalted. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am at the last few weeks here in this house. I could see my mum house is not a choice for me at all. Only way out is waiting for the Promise that was given to me by the Lord!

As Christmas is approaching, I do hope He present His Gift to me soon. As ex has plan to chase me out if necessary. Whether I am shifted out peacefully or being chased out. It all depends if Lord, who is Faithful and who said that He is a better Father than human father, bring me to His Blessed Land. I am looking forward to the Promise Abba Father has promised to father Abraham and his descendants.

Lord, I know You will not leave me to be shame!!! Your Bible verse says so and it shall be so in the Name of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!

Abba, whoever that let mum and me and my family tree suffers, I pray that You show them Your Love so that they can know the Peace that surpass all understanding and Your Grace and Mercy that are so rich that if they access Jesus, they need not guard their back but look to the Favour of God to bless them. I pray in Jesus Name!!! Amen Amen!!!

Abba, I submit my life, my mum's life and Jc's life to You for You to exalt for Jesus sake!!! We will not fight our way through but we let Your God's Favour fall into the eyes of the beholder and we let You shine us in whatsoever way so that it's nothing about us, but the Name of Jesus be glorified. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Jesus Coming

Being the body Jesus used to come through for His 2nd coming back, I didn't know it would be so tough. I was an ignorance woman. I used to have a hack care attitude. I just bother about my life and that's it!!!

But, of all People in this world, Lord focused His Eyes on me and trained me from 7 years. From letting go of my pride to letting go of my self value to trust everything to Him, I didn't know this path is not that easy to walk!!!

This is not a physical battle I am dealing with. But, in the process of knowing what is being all the things unseen, I saw the evilness that controlled many. Are they glad of what Jesus is coming back and His Salvation? No, they rather He not be back to spoil their plan.

I do not know this position that Lord is rising me, one small woman that prefers to stay home than deal with the world, to move out of home to get out to see the world!!!

When I was small, I see good in many things. I see good in leaders and I see good in church when I first encountered Grace and thought everyone is so gracious.

That's why I asked Lord why need to rise me? Just pick any one in the top leader in the church to do His Work would be good. Why come for me??? Lord told me not all are rise by Him. I used to wonder how to see that.

From what I encountered lately, even church also could let the world in to do their evilness on me, is what I never could imagine about. To the extend even service onto Lord usher were also affected. I really cannot fathom!!!

Don't all of you talk to the Lord and know what He is doing in this End Time? Are you all not close to the Lord? What He is doing you all no clue and just because the world said so, you follow???

Didn't the bible said we are in this world but not of this world? Why bother to walk according to the world instead of according to the Lord? Who is Lord in your life?

No wonder Lord trained me from young to be a loner, His Work is not easy. Friends betrayed me, I understand, husband betrayed me, I understand. But sis, one who flow the same blood betrayed me, I really don't know what more to say. I understand where she came from but I still don't understand.

This Door that I need to walk through only Lord could open. There is no way I could due to the big tide that is against me. Lord raise me up to face the giants! I who don't bother about power nor might, Lord placed me so high up to face the giants. I know it's Satan who is behind and I don't blame those used by him.

I guess this position that I am to sit, is of great scare to them that he has to get whatever possible to come against me. Whatever that can prevent Jesus from rising, he used for his purpose.

I know Lord Grace is stronger and His Finished Work and His Blood has washed them from the right to stand before God in Heaven. This time, he will be bound in Hell for a period of time till the tribulation time. Glory Glory!!!

I know Lord will keep me alive for His Purpose. I prayed many times to go to Him but He just refused to allow this prayer through. He wants me to stay alive for His Purpose!!! Just like Paul, no matter what, as long as He needs him, He kept him alive!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I could feel the strong resistance and as such, it must be the time is near. I give Glory to His Return to save man kind. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Man of GOD

I am sadden when in these last days, to hear other man of God, like Perry Stone and Sid Roth come together to condemn the finished work of Christ! They said as if Upholding Jesus for all He had done is not enough, there is a moral law for man to handle!!!

How can they said those who preached about Jesus, discard the Old Testament and the Book of Revelation!!! In their ignorance, they spoke such lies and they are so ignorance that they did not know that Ps Prince preached from the Old and even from Revelation!!!

Through Christ, Holy Spirit leads us to walk upright to His Calling and when we believe in Him, Right Believing leads to Right Behaviour!!!

Probably, they have not walk that close to Lord to realise what He could do!!! I was proud years ago and when I asked Him if I was proud, how am I to do His Work?? Lord led me through a situation that after that, the pride was gone.

I didn't know I have this self pride that never bow down to man and Lord led me through another test that I had to give up all of my self value to be ready to be a 'prostitute' that Lord said I passed the test and this self valuation, also a form of pride was gone.

By Grace, Lord leads me to walk closely to Him and lead me to know His Time table. It is not as what they tried to find from the bible but with Holy Ghost as the tutor, no guessing work is needed. What I need is just to spend quiet time with Him daily that He disclosed His Plan to me.

I need not do any guess work and even the 1000s year reign I know, as He raise me up for this very purpose!!! They can talk all they want but like Noah, who was given the task to build the ark, he knew the time table of the Lord!!!

Why Lord make it so easy for us to walk closely? Without this, how is He able to use us for His Purpose sake??? But I not glory to what I have done. I know it's His Grace that had given me great Faith to know All that He said is real!!! I just let Him do all that He wants through me!!!

When I trust Him much, even church prosecuting me but Lord showed His Glory in me and through me for Ps Prince to realise, I am raise by Him and not to walk the way of the devil to prosecute me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I know them who do behind the scene, even Jc going to the doctor or me going to the dentist, they interfered to make wrong administration. Well, Lord is looking to all that they are doing, He always give me an inner knowing of their evilness!!! I pray to Lord to have mercy on them in His Judgement in what they had committed.

Lucifer though Abba Father had no idea of his plan to over thrown Him. But actual fact is Lord is waiting to see which angels go to him and which angels is still faithful to Him. On due time, a 1/3 of the angelic forces was cast down from heaven for coming against God the Father!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Now the Son of God, Jesus Christ is returning, they put evil thoughts in the one that could carry out his plan to stop Jesus manifestation. But Lord would not take no from him. Jesus death on the Cross and His Resurrection to sit on the right side of God the Father, shows us His Work is completed successfully and no evilness could come against Him!!!

If those who tried to conquer Israel but each time they tried, they lost big time and even their land, how would Lord not help me in this small island state!!! He will not allow anyone to disrupt His Plan and He has a way with them. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The innocent blood of many is crying to Him and He heard them. In due time, it shall be seen. I am just a mere woman and my part is to rest and see Him bring everything to Past. I am not one who likes to make enemy that even ex who till now still bringing curses into this home, I forgive him. He thought that I don't know what he is doing, but I know it all. It's a matter if I want to make a fuss or not!!! But I have forgiven him and even giving him this apartment even though I still no clue where I am heading next!!!

Can I afford a lawyer to fight my case to get half of what I deserved? Yes, I have the ability, but I am not doing it!!! I took that as a back pay for all these years he had spent on me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I pray that all these men of God, opened their eyes to know Jesus intimately and come to realise without Him, how are they able to walk morally? How is one able to see a woman and not commit sin? Talk about moral when they in their ignorance, don't know man couldn't!!!

 Are they as proud as those ancient children of God, who boasted of their ability to do whatsoever the Lord God commanded. In the end, they built a Golden Calf to worship and thus, broke the 1st law of should not have other god!!! When one boast in their ability, this law strengthened sin as the bible said!!! But they are still blinded in their eyes!!! I pray to Abba Father to forgive their ignorance!!!

At this end time, we all should meditate and talk to Lord to know each of our destiny in Him!!! It's not by power, not by strength, but by His Spirit!!! I Glorified Lord for leading me closely and revealed so much to me. I am honoured to be called by You! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Not so Grace Church

I, a Child of the God Most High, one who grow up in a Grace Church, I was previously asking Lord, church have so many pastors, why He need to rise me to fill His Role! Lord replied me then was not all was called by Him!!!

I was prosecuted in supermarket, in food court, with people tracing me wherever I go and to check my movement, what I eat, what I don't eat. The least I would expect would be my church prosecuting me.

While in church, I sms Su to check where she is. I was shocked she was moved from serving at Star Children Ministry to MBS. I was at MBS last week, and I know the halls of service was greatly reduced. Hall 2 which was previously next to Hall 1 was right at the end of the long hall way!!!

Usually, when I got not so favourable seat, at seat released time, I would go for a better seat. Today, I got warned that I am not supposed to anyhow go!!!

At sermon time, I was wondering why every time, when Ps Prince turn this end, his eyes and emotion would be not happy and yet he kept took quite a few times looking into my direction and at one time, our eyes did meet. He looked at front or to his other side mainly and hardly turn this side.

But when he came down the stage for the after sermon performance, and then got up for the final prayer before releasing us, he said Jesus 2nd coming is near and our body will be renewed. I was wondering is it Lord revealed to him. He rushed in after the prayer, which is another out of normal action.

I just meditated and Lord revealed they are prosecuting me, my sis and so on. I was shocked even a Grace Church in whom the other pastors claimed that Ps Prince walked in Grace always, I who did nothing wrong, my sis who did nothing wrong, was being prosecuted!!!!

No wonder Lord has to rise me and not use anyone of those pastors in church!!! They are not walking in Grace of Jesus if I can be prosecuted for nothingness!!!

Anyway, as I am a Jew in my blood, whoever prosecute me, Lord will settle for me. I need not be angry at all. Even countries who prosecuted the Jews, all their might become nothing.

The sun who never set in Great Britain lost all their colonies when they treated the Jews badly. Roman empire become just a nobody now. Even USA, who previously had strong army power, now is greatly in debts and the natural disasters still fall on the leader's hometown.

They who prosecute me, Lord told me whatever they invest, they will lost. Lord is on my side even though I didn't know who they are previously. Man against God, who will win? If He wants to keep me alive, who is that who say no?

His Grace is still here and as such there is a delayed in punishment on the prosecutor!!! But, He, who is Mighty, look at the heart of man and their movement He knows. The Sun who never set, did set. US who was mighty, was in great debts now. Prosecuting me who is nothingness, are you God Almighty? I rest my case!!!

The Power of the Lord

Glory Glory!!! When nothing possible, Lord is possible!!! Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!!!

As you know, my passport was lost from my locked luggage in my bedroom for some weeks, when exactly it was lost I have no clue. But I did found it lost and don't know who did it till I was questioned on those place that I had been previously using my old passport!!!

I know only Lord could help me as His Mighty Lord's Hand, when it is manifested, it will bless the stolen goods but judge the adversary that did such evilness. I am pleased to announce to you that my passports had come back, the new and the old!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am glad that I have Lord with me that I need not pay for the evilness that I did not do but they who did it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Abba really love me much!!! Hallelujah!!!

What Lord did after getting my passports back was to tell me about going to move to my mum place and those books of meditation were now useless and to dispose them away. With a heavy heart, I went to open the luggage and as I removed the box that covered my passports, I saw my passports back again!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I was so happy that I need not go get a new passport and pay those $50 for 1st time losing it and have to make the passport with no internet discount of $10 but the full cost of it!!! For something I did not do, I am unwilling to do it and had prayed to Lord to help me retrieve it back!!! Glory Glory!!! He is faithful!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I was supposed to report to ICA for the lost of passport, and I had downloaded and printed out the forms. But my heart was down that I had no mood to get it done as there wasn't an urgency for the passport anyway!!!

Lord is faithful and I am happy. Glory Glory!!! He even blessed me to go to the Zone Unlimited Praise event and I enjoyed myself there!!! In the process of worship Him, a resurrection power came into me as a form of heat that travelled from the womb up and I was restored of my life!!! Hallelujah!!! The weakness left my body and I could jump like the teens did!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!


Lord Jesus, Abba Father, I thank You for all that You have done for me! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Life from Point Zero

November is ending soon and December is approaching. Soon, it will be time for my shifting and this shifting really get me into thinking.

Many a time, life is so fulling of things to wonder about or to worry about, we just get drifted about without much of an idea where it is drifting to.

As December approaching and there is a possibility that I might end up at mum place, it get me into thinking. How am I to shift there without my things disappearing. How am I shifting there and where am I getting my internet connection and how am I going to buy my grocery and how am I going to live there.

Suddenly, things like Jc education, where she is going to and how is she doing, things that I had great concern about, suddenly become not important at all anymore. As I am losing this apartment and her, and wonder if she will ever want to come to my house being her heart is with the dad almost all!!! She only come to me only when it is a no no from her dad end and she wants me to help her!!!

As all these gone through my mind, I was wondering why I care so much of how she would perform all these years when soon, it will not be an issue with me anymore!!!

I wonder why I bother so much about her growth and her education that it stress me much even though I can't do much to help her. I finally come to a point that I let go and let Lord do all that He wants with her. None of my business anymore.

I even get to the point that I don't bother if XY parents want her to go church or don't want. I hack care if her mum want to accept Jesus but she thought I still bother!!!

All in all, when self life is affected, nothing more matters at all. It is at this point that I don't bother much about anything anymore!!!

I even tells Lord I don't know if He still leading me as I faced so much set back. But He came on strong to tell me He is with me and I am still on Path. Glory to His Grace and Mercy that is always with me. Hallelujah!!!

At such a time, I just don't want to bother about much and just content to be just being myself and just alive for the Lord and no one else!!!

Life is at the cross road that I don't know where will I end with. But whatever it is, God Bless!!!

To Where I am Going

It is sad that every kind gesture are being used to come against me. The position that Lord is leading me is really what I had been going through all the years of growing up. Lord put that in my life to train me to stand up to such challenges at the end of things!!!

I know Jc's godma, Pear, had not much cares for Jc nor my friendship as she only see her once a year most of her growing years. Each time, they went out for movie and eating, it's some questioning of our life and I took it as she need an update of our life.

What I did not foresee is she is using my info to come against me. Recently months, when she messaged me, the curse came through her message and I would be attacked on the brain. This persistent move to see if I was alive and were able to answer her through her pretend to be blur finally get to me about her ill intention.

But as I treasure friends, I still did let it disturbed me. But the recent dating of Jc I saw her change of tone and I saw her unfriendliness. She can be sweet in talking but nasty in messaging. I realise she is also learning the art of lying like ex, but her skill was no where near what ex could do.

Her coming against me after the date with my daughter finally get to me. She accused nonsense and in the process sent the curse. I totally have to void myself from talking to her anymore! It's sad.

However, I understand the place Lord is bringing me to and as He had told me long ago, I shall not share my thoughts and burden with anyone else, but to my spouse alone. The role He is setting up for me is Gloriously Rich and Powerful in Healing. But at the same time, my life is Private Limited and really Private Limited to the fullness of it all.

I have yet to move to such stage but He is getting me ready for such a shift in my realm. This life He is blessing me is seriously for the Glory of Jesus to be Demonstrated in the Fullness of His Complete Finished Work at the Cross! This life belongs to Him and Him alone. It's not how I live, or what I eat or what I wear. It's about His Glory shining in me and through me for His Purpose in this End Time Salvation. Glory Glory!!!

What I have now is an empty shell. Be it about what I have or have not. It's all an empty shell of the old life that is supposed to be discarded once I shift. They could seek all I have, I just too tired to bother!!! What could I do if they really want to dig out my locked luggage and took my newly made passport and my previous expired passport away! I just too tired to go get a new one and pay $50 + $10 more for something they did to me.

At most, the trip to bless Jc when I have the money, I don't go. No big deal. One woman came to me and talk about war and about Singapore combine with neighboring blah blah blah!!! When someone want to imagine the unthinkable, really their imagery is fantastic!!! I heard till blur blur what are they trying to imply!!!

What I did with the old passport was because of Jc school trip or whatever that I did go with her to Malaysia that's all I used that passport for. And going into Israel is something special....due to their problem with the rest of their brothers, we were told the passport was not to be stamped but the boarding card was to be stamped!!!

Another interesting custom with special reason. Anyway, on that trip I am lucky to be a Singaporean and not a Malaysian. That lady was strip to inner wear and questioned of her intention to go there!!!

When people don't have God with them, they become suspicious of all things that move!!! What a tired life they have!!! Mobilize the whole country people just because of their suspicious of Nothingness!!! Amazing Amazing!!!

I rather have child liked innocent and let Lord live through me and I just let go and enjoy whatever He is pouring into me. As long as I have Him, the rest is not important!!! Glory Glory!!! He is the One and Only One that cannot fail me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Grace of God

Today, the last day of School, I like to give Thanks to Lord Jesus for His Grace and Mercy in leading Jc and growing Jc according to His Way. I am so grateful to all that He has done on her life! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

As a mum, like any other parents, I do worry for Jc about her timidness about her easy going life in letting her friends step all over her in the younger years of life!!!

Even though she is the most shy girl I ever seen, Lord trained her through the years of growing socializing with kids and adults that her confident in talking to people grows as she grows.

Even when classmates had been bullying her in previous years, it's actually Lord's way to toughen her for the walk of her life!!! I give Glory to Jesus that today, she is a fine young lady with a gentle heart for her friends. I am glad!!! Glory Glory!!!

She has do her school proud in the international dance. I praise Jesus for giving her this talent. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The 6 years of Primary School ends at today and the PSLE result will be out either next Friday or the following Monday. Then it's about finding a secondary school for her and going for the next stage of her growth. I Glory Jesus for His Finished Work on her life! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Walking in the Life

Life has flow on as usual, week by week, its depends on the door open for each of us each day to encounter the things that came into our life! That's how life continue with us even wonder what had gone past and what next to foresee!

My Life is nothing special too. Lately, Lord using me to talk to different parents of Jc's friends. It's Amazing to find someone who used to attend NCC but he viewed that if Lord give him front seat, means God want him to attend church, but when his daughter was born and they could not get into the Rock auditorium anymore, he said that God 'didn't' want him to attend church anymore!!!! His insecurity and pride to cover himself is amazing to me!!! But I could not say in his face least he got offended with me!!!

Opportunity opened for me to talk to this lady, whom husband is a priest of the idols. I saw devil do not give his service for nothing!!! His wife was weaken physically and feeling so cold that she do not like aircon place is another area of concern. But as her husband is steep in his job, generation down, it's hard to bring them to see the Goodness of Jesus!!!

This girl, Xy, over the years I have been dealing with the unhappiness that came from her. It was when Lord open the door for me to enter to see their family life from the girl and then from the mum, then I saw a big area of sadness. Imagine any day the kids can only see 1 of their parents each day!!! What a desperation that has created in the mind of the kids that their parents are not loving to each other anymore!!! Worst of all, the girl claimed the mum know someone out there!!!!

Lord led me to show her how her mum loves her. It through slowly reveal and slowly defending for her when friend attack came, that she no more angry with the mum. I talked with the mum so much that it burned the calling time on my mobile!!! But I am glad of Lord's Grace is in it and His Grace has touched the mum's heart that she wanted Xy to come to church and she herself too.

And in the process of finding a way to bring Xy to church, Lord opens the way to bring my girl back. I am so glad that I just concentrate on another kid, Lord open the Grace for my girl to come back too!!! Hallelujah!!!

I am glad that walking in the Lord is an effortless walk. Through this walking, I found some proud leader and some cool leader whose mind were in the Lord!!! In all in all, I am glad that Lord let this nobody to sail through the authority in church and when I am lifted up, hehe...I wonder how will they react!!!

It's a lot easier to see the real nature of people when one is down and nobody then someone powerful and strong. When all are smiling and putting their best front to impress you, the only person that one could look for answer is Lord, the Almighty God. Only Him could see the heart of people and could give the best selection. Hallelujah that what Lord has been leading me through. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Anointing Done

Today is a very Special Day for Lord within me!!! Glory Glory!!!

While worshiping the Lord in church, suddenly I was in the cell where Jesus was held before the Crucifixion, looking at the imprint on the wall of Him in prayer position. Next my hands was stretched out and I could see and feel the big nail being nailed into the middle of my palm.

As I continued to worship, I was at the river where Jesus was baptised and the droves from the sky come twirling down upon me. It was a wonderful sight!!! Then Abba Father proclaimed that I am His Beloved Son!!!

This Anointing completes when Lord started a rain and have me baptised in the natural living water as I walked home!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord said Jesus Ministry is starting!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am glad that this training all these years are coming to an end and time to do His Work!!! Glory Glory!!!

Yesterday, as I was talking to Jc's friend's mum, Ir, she shared with me about she taught her 2nd son those prayer I taught her for her 1st son PSLE. She reported the 2nd son got top in class for Maths, he claimed that he didn't study much!!! I praise Jesus for coming through and show them He is really a blessing God!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Nothing else to write today! Be Blessed!!! Have a Great Week Ahead!!!

The Goodness of the Lord!

At this point of my life, ex is trying to plant more curses to bring me down and when nothing works, he came himself to be the source of curse as he talked to me, my attacks increased. That's why happy he was to see me breaking down under the influence of the curse coming through him!!!

I thank Lord for His Wisdom. One sentence is all needed to rise my awareness. I do not know how much had he planted his curses but he was boasting to me that when I left, he would clear Everything Out of this house!!! That shows that he knows all that he had done and will clear all that after I leave!!!

Recently, he had done pretty much measuring that I don't bother much as he said he will redo the house after I leave. But things got suspicious that arose my attention. My toothbrush was getting old and high time to change it. I have a great stock of them as I bought during sales.

However, none of them was in sight when I went looking for them!!! I was puzzled!!! The miracle of miracle, the toothbrush came back themselves!!! I was puzzled to see them. Then he came checking my kitchen cabinets where I put the toothbrush and also the food items. At that time, I was wondering what was he looking as there wasn't anything for him.

When he said about clearing the whole house, it then occurred to me that he had used my things to curse me. When he saw me was pretty okay, he went searching for those cursed items!!!

Also, Jc had changed her toothpaste that I did not buy her kiddy toothpaste anymore. When one appear out of nowhere, I was puzzled! Now I know it his planting!!!

Right now, I am not sure what other things he had planted, because I am still having attacks!!! But Lord is faithful in preserving me.

With my feeling for him fully gone, what he did to me only tell me this man is a No No!!! Even when he see me in Good Life, due to the blessing in future, I will not accept him back even if he want to do a U-turn by then. I rather start a new life with whom the Lord has provided.

Amazingly, he had been especially nice to Jc, so much so that even it cross the line of parenting, he agreed to her wants, even though it might be not good to her. With me seeing the danger and trying to voice her out, he came a contrasting voice to tell her it's ok and it's her choice!!! What kind of parenting is that??? I really don't like his devilish teaching on her!!!

But what to do? Jc trusted the daddy much and don't want any part of my stern teaching. When I give her favour, he came with much more to show that trusting him is better than trusting mummy!!!

He is using his soft, soothing voice to talk to her!!! His tactics to keep her with him!!!

I don't know how Jc will eventually be. At one point of meditation Lord said I will lost her but in another point he said not. But no matter what, I have to trust His Grace and Mercy to turn things around!!! I do not want her to go down the drain!!! This man is really hopeless, to get her he does not mind to lower the limits!!!

Thank God that Abba is with me. Just like Job, whatever I lost, He will bless me better quality; He said I would have another 2 girls and 1 boy!!!

I thank Lord for His Goodness!!! I thank Him that even in this cursed home, I still could stay alive!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

How are you?

This was the question posed to me by ex yesterday. It was the coldest question that I ever received. It is like after so many years of sending lots of curses to me, and now he is asking, are you any where nearer to death or not!!!

When Lord told me about bringing him back to me, there was thousands of NO from me. I have enough of all his shit that to receive him again is like coating myself with the dung!!! It was a repelling NO that I am in no sense going to have him back!!!

Even though I said no, Lord still painted good picture of his return. But deep in my heart I am not willing, but since He said so, I have to obey somewhat. Even though I am not keen at all!!!

Lord got him to send me n Jc home after marketing and even that, there was a sense of repel in me that I deemed myself out of that equation of togetherness. The sudden quick shake of Jc by him as we got off the car sent a distaste to me. Jc was blurred why he did it!!!

Finally, at night, Lord told me this test to see if I am still interested in him passed His test!!! My heart finally felt relieved!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

All these tests really amazed me!!! Even such is also a test!!! That is even the greatest disbelieve!!! Anyway, I am glad it is so and I have no more heart to let him come any nearer. What I could see of him is an ugly man trying to make sure I get out of this home be it alive or dead!!!

He has all planned; how to do with that apartment and all things of Jc he is holding tight!!!

Yes, I am left with an empty shell and the Lord!!! I thank God that in this darkest moment of my life, He is with me. 2.5 months more and I am supposed to be out of here!!! Only Lord could do His Miracle!!! I need a place to go to and a home that feels warmth!!! Surely, My Abba Father will take good care of me!!!

Surely, the world reject me, but Lord loves me!!! Darkness is making me sure that my daily search of food is hard too. Everything is caving in!!! Only His Light is with me that I will not die for His Glory sake!!!

All these shaking will only bring me closer to Him and His Provision!!! I want that slice of Heaven to live my life!!! His Glory will shine high!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Yoke of Sin is Broken!!!

I Praise Abba Father, for sending Lord Jesus Christ to the Cross!!! I Praise Jesus Christ for willingly obey the Father He loved and for His Love to all the people in the world!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!! And I Praise Holy Spirit for indwell in me to lead me to the Truth!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

Recently, I went to watch another YouTube video by of Church of All Nation in Lagos, Nigeria.  This encounter with Lucifer  again, really speaks what the bible said!!! Glory Glory!!! There was another clearer video by SCOAN but with much editing, some of the revelation were edited and such, I post this video. Personally, I gone through 3-4 times to try to catch what was revealed through this Lucifer in this lady!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Man do not know they are walking in sin even in the coolest man that they thought they are walking upright!!! But through this revelation by Lucifer, himself, I thank God for the 10 commandments!!!

Without the 10 commandments, man do not know that he walked in Sin and need a Saviour, Jesus Christ, to redeem them out of sin!!! I Glory the Lord for making this possible!!!! Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lucifer said he was from of old, ancient time and had Great exploits in Souls of man!!! But Through this Man, Lord Jesus Christ, He came down in Fresh and Blood!!!! That was and is till the end of the Great exploits!!!

He said that when Lord Jesus died, He will baptised, and man and woman are baptised!!! When Lord Jesus died at the Cross, Lucifer died too!!! The Yoke of Sin was broken in this 1 Act that Lucifer has now no hold on those who walk in the Spirit and Truth!!! Lord Jesus has come to Liberate the World!!!!

He said those that did not accept Jesus Christ, were already his!!! That is why Lucifer did not disturb them!!! He could not come though those who walk closely with Jesus as they have the RIGHTEOUSNESS of GOD in them. This Glory Light prevents him from touching them!!!

Lucifer said he goes for those lukewarm Christian, Sunday happy in the Lord and Monday no more bother about Lord!!! He said when they walk away from the Lord, that is when he got the chance to enter their Sin; they work through Sin, without Sin, they could not work!!! Glory Glory to Jesus who broke the Yoke of Sin for us at the Cross!!!

For this lady that he oppressed, Lucifer said when she was born, he saw a bright light in her!!! But the moment her dad said, 'what could a girl do?', this Sin opened the Door for him to enter her father's sin on her!!!

I thank the Lord for breaking the Yoke of Sin in His Death at the Cross!!! I glorified all He did in me!!! Hallelujah!!! After watching this, I asked the Lord if I am with Him, how did all these curses could come??? Lord told me He deemed His Glory Light in me to allow them to oppress me so that I could learn about them for His Purpose!!! On Set Time, the Door will be closed and I will be fully set free!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I know about this because of Lucifer proclaimed what the Lord had done to the wise man, that was coming against Lucifer!!! He said the man of God, his Glory Light was always changing and gaining in power to protect him and thus, Satan could not get him!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Also, Lucifer saw a Great Warrior Angel standing behind the man of God, with a Sword!!! He said his own sword was taken away when he Sin in Pride!!! Even Lucifer do not like the name of Jesus!!! He said God, Almighty has given Lord Jesus Power above All that mentioning of the NAME of JESUS, whom is Sharper Than 2 Edged-Sword, affected him!!! He suggested keep the name of Jesus aside as his time is not here yet!!! You see here, that's how darkness wants us to move away from the Lord to our own disadvantages!!!

When Lord gave the man of God more wisdom on how to deal with Lucifer, he knows too, but he could not come against the Power of the Lord and eventually was subdued!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

From this video and last, I now know how Lord works in us to give us the Glory Light and the Power to come against all things!!! In His Name and His Blood, which speaks of the RIGHTEOUSNESS of GOD in CHRIST JESUS really works as the bible said!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

No wonder Lord let Pastor Prince revealed about Jesus for us, His Children of God, to walk closely with Him!!! It is important to walk closely with Him as this is the End Time as many demon also proclaimed and they are not just inflicting any more!!! Now they are into killing to stop people from showing the Glory of the Lord, so that the world will not know, but they could not stop what Lord wants to save the world!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Satan said his own time has not come yet is also true according to the bible!!! After the Grace of God ends in this world, there will be 7 years of tribulations and this is where he got his chance, for a demon said in another video that when man is sad, he is happy!!! Devil is happy to torture the children of God!! But by the Grace of Jesus, we are delivered!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

As my time in this apartment is coming to end in December, a weird act is carried out by ex and Rosy!!! They pretended to break off!!! But I see no sadness but glad in ex! Even in Rosy, when she let me know indirectly, there is gladness, calmness!!! Even her sibling is still friendly to Jc!!! I know something is not right!!! He even pretended to be friendly to me!!! But the mention of how I shift, his tone changed!!!

However, the Grace of God is with me, I shall be delivered in these dark moment!!! When Sin Abound, GRACE super huper perriso ABOUND and MUCH MORE!!!! I shall be set free and reap the rewards of the LORD!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Grace Upon Grace

I am glad to know that Abba through the Finished Work of Lord Jesus, poured Grace upon Grace into each of our life when we believe in Him, Lord Jesus and His Finished Work!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

I am able to see the pure Grace being poured on the children of Israel from the night they eat the roasted lamb to the food of Mt Sair!!! Ever since Jesus came, personally and now spiritually through Holy Spirits, Grace upon Grace has been pour into our life as we believe and proclaim His Finished Work!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lord:
'My Love, my Darling, you have seen so much and believe so much, My Pure Grace will be pouring on you before your due time and surely, you will be please!!! Abba is just letting you go through a little bit more to see the fullness of what they could do. Surely everything is within my control and it is endurable by you. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!'

This April video by Emmanuel TV on 'I live in Hell' and had Satan Senior Demon, the Ancient Beast to reveal about Sin and about Jesus and His Finished Work and about Satan really open my eyes fully!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Many a time, we might be angry for a short while, we might be proud of something. To us, it is just part of human nature!!! But this Ancient Beast said that Sin is Sin, no bigger or smaller!!! Satan is the King of Sin, Owner of Sin!!! They used sin to be the channel to come into people's life and control them in all these behaviour!!! But man thought it's their bad habits!!!

They tempt us and when we felt so, the entry point is made! No wonder Lord wants us to live in His Shalom Peace and to be with Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Interestingly, many Christians and the those that don't believe think water baptism as so important but from this Ancient Beast, it's about Spiritual Baptism that prevent them much as he said these are those that walk in Spirit and Truth and harder for them to access!!!

He said he is persistent! He will wait for a moment of weakness, for us to fallen from Grace to gain their entry to block them from the Glory Light of the Lord and His Anointing. That is why it is important to walk closely with the Lord!!!

Also, one important point he rose was, Jesus is a Humble Man. Satan is a Proud Man!!! Both are from different world and they that belongs to Satan, could not stand the Glory Light of Jesus and have to bow their head to get away from the Light!!! They could not mention the Name of Jesus too for the moment it is mentioned, their mission to destroy us failed!!! He said Jesus is about building us up and Satan is about destroying us!!!

He also said that when Lord bless riches and Christian get proud, that's how they could colonize them and move them away from Lord!!! So, when we are blessed, we cannot be proud! All things from the Lord and it's His that He let us enjoy. As long as our eyes is on Him, pride won't be with us!!!

There are many Christian that likes to fight with each other about what is said in the bible and the Beast said that when we fight about the doctrine, our anointing drained!!! Interestingly, Beast mentioned No One is righteous on Earth!!! When one is in self-righteousness, they got him!!! Our Righteousness should be the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus! It is His Finished Work that given us freely the Righteousness of God!!! We have nothing to boast about!!! Satan keeps many away from the Lord when they are in their self-righteousness, self worth!!!

The Ancient Beast said that this is their world while Christian and Lord Jesus are from the Heaven above!!! Both place do not mix!!!! No wonder Lord Jesus said in the bible that we are in this world but not of this world!!!

The clear demarcation by the Beast, really showing clearly to me what the Lord has been trying to tell us in the bible!!! He, the Beast confirmed it!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

We could not see into the spiritual world and sometime is hard to believe what is being said to the fullness of the detail!!! But the spirits no matter from Lord or from the fallen angels, they know the Truth, the whole Truth, nothing but the Truth!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am so bless to finally see a clear picture of through believing in Jesus, the Heaven that I moved into, is so real and so Truth, but just that we cannot see the fullness of the Glory, does not mean that it is not true!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Also, by the man that was oppressed by the Ancient Beast, he said that somehow, Satan is being restrained from coming to earth!!! It's according to the bible!!! His time will come when all Christian are resurrected by the Lord!!!

When Sin abounce, Grace Super Huper abounce!!!

I like to thank Lord that He is a Almighty God and God above all other God!!!

This morning, I encountered the worst form of attack as I was made bodily weak and draw into sleep and hard to wake up. But I have a Almighty God with me that when I am unable, He is able!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I was so weak and my balancing was out of tune. But Lord is a Saviour and all that we would faced, He had been judged on the Cross for it. With that, I could receive His Grace to wake up and receive His Strength to sit up and get out of bed!!!

I could not focus but Lord is my Focus. I am weak and He is Strong!!! It's amazing I could step out of the house to go to church!!! I am glad Christianity is not like any other religion!!! My God is with me!!! Hallelujah!!!

From the various YouTube about those that died and went to Heaven but as it was not their time to return, even though they like to stay in Heaven, Jesus still want them to return to this world again.

For Christian, death is fulfilled in Jesus and we cannot die anymore. When we sleep, we just exit from this ugly body and become a beautiful wholesome spirit and soul and enjoy the new life of Heaven that is full of Love and fun!!!

So death is nothing!!! Just like Peter in the bible, he was stoned to death, but Lord still restored him back to full. John was put in a pot of hot burning oil but nothing of him was burn. Even when Daniel was put in cave with hungry lion, Lord shut the lion's mouth!!!

It's not for the world to decide when one could live. It's depends on our personal wish and depends on if Lord need us here to do work for Him.

In YouTube yesterday, a doctor said that KGB didn't want him to leave the country and knocked him down. He was badly injured! But as it was not His Time to die, Lord let him saw his parents and know about how they had disappeared from him. But restored him back to life and healed him fully!!!

Just like my mum, her time is not up yet and even though they could make her lost her mind and very sleepy, on the set time, she will be healthy again!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

This is a God that those who did not have a relationship with Him, don't know about His Mightiness. No other god can be above Him as they are all his creations, the angels!!!

I am glad that I have Him by my side!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Anti-Christ

1 John 2:22-23 'Who is the Liar? It is the man who denies that Jesus is the Christ. Such a man is the antichrist - he denies the Father and the Son.

No One who denies the Son has the Father; whoever acknowledges the Son has the Father also.'

Lord through 1 John 2 warned us that in the Last Hour, the anti-christ will deny the Son of God, Jesus Christ. I am seeing it happen rapidly!!!!

They learned the bible and tried to use the bible to deny Christ and His Finished Work at the Cross and even to the extend of saying man has no sin!!!!

I am appalled that it's like a wind that has invaded the western world!!! Be it USA or Europe or Australia. It had covered itself with sheep skin to talk about love and preached to the Christian that Jesus Crucifixion did not happen by quoting Hebrew 5:7 but ignored verse 8 and 9!!!

Christians that are not strong in the Lord are being drawn to them. I am amazed how these Christians could believe in the lie!!!

Through the rich getting richer, the world is rising lots of billionaires to deny the Child of God from shining in His Glory!!! There were even people whom looked a lot younger than their actual age!!!

Devil is trying to imitate God in His Glory!!!

I know when Jesus come, all these will have to give way to Him. No weapons formed shall prosper!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

All citizens in the few countries I saw lost their rights to the invaders!!! Things are really getting darker and darker around the world!!!

Things changed so fast lately that whatever that used to be is no more that of the past. Things has moved beyond recognition!!!

I guess all creatures of the world is crying for the return of the Messiah!!! I am looking forward to His Arrival too. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

No wonder Lord is asking His Children to return to His Words as it is important to know His Word and what is He saying, so that one will not be shaky in uncertain time. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I thank You, Lord, that You are the Almighty God and the Saviour of this world!!! You alone shall have the Glory!!! And through You shall we be bless to let others be jealous!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Never say Die...

Nick Vujicic had came to Singapore, The Star, to give a talk on the invitation of a Radio Station. Ever since then, I have been looking at some of his video on YouTube and today, I see how Bethany Hamilton, the girl whose arm was bitten off by a 4m shark when she was 13, teaching him how to surf. They both shared about Jesus after they rise up of their problem to stand up for Him!!!

While I was watching, this thought came to me...Lord is using all kinds of people to help Him spread the Gospel, about God so love the world that He sent His Beloved Son to the Cross to die for us, so that through Christ, we would have the Power, the Grace, to Reign through Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

It's easy to say I want to be use by God in the pride of self, the BIG 'I'! But to face a situation, a problem and then emerge from the situation to look at Him, He is the one that not 'I' or 'me', is when such situation happen, then one is usable!!! It's not that Lord purposely let us go through it.

It's about He could still use us in our shit as long as we look to Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

With my siblings and practically 'husband' went to other girls, and my girl preferred her daddy to me, is this anything new???

No, Lord has been leading me through a lonely life since young. I was middle of the family and I am alone, even in growing up years!!! I would be having much to stay in group of classmates but somehow, it's not time for me to open my mouth!!!

Why Lord need to train me to be a nobody and to be alone? It is so that I could look to Him when He finally led me to Him.

Even in this rising up. As I walk and shared His Glory that is coming through me, even Su that has much faith in Him, was also not patient enough to wait through. When she saw nothing of the Promise, she started saying all that was from the devil. It's amazing that a devil will lead me to keep on meditate and talk to the Lord and to wait upon Him. What a joke!!! Haha...

So you see, one has to let go of the pride before one could be usable! Just look at Nick, with both arms not there, how to be proud in the 'I'? It was when he looked to the Lord and trusted Him could be of use to encourage people that Lord used him and prospered him!!!

Bethany wanted to be use by the Lord and she and her mum were praying just weeks before she was bitten. Now, she trusted Jesus and prayed to Him before surfing! She could see God's Glory shining through her to make her Top in her love of surfing and used it to Glorify Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

When everyone around you is going to give a negative report, it is when you look to the Lord, and His Word in the Bible, then you will know that what they say is nothing and what He said about you is something!!! It is when your eyes are in the Lord, then you become usable!!!

Most people no matter what they do, they think of what they can get out of it. But when you look to the Lord, you know it's for Him to use you for His Glory and nothing about what you could benefit from it. It is there and there, your heart will be able to meet with Him and His Hand could rise you up!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Why Lord use me mightily??? It's all about His GRACE that He had chosen me before I was even born to come for this purpose!!! It's all about Him and nothing about me! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

All of us, everyone of us, each of you, are born for a purpose!!! To know what He is rising you up for? Look to Him and trust in Him and see how He use you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

When My Pastor Sing

Glory Glory to Jesus!!! What a good timing!!! Yesterday was Jew Sabbath and at the same time, it is their Yom Kippur, Day of Atonement!!! Hallelujah!!! And today is Pastor Prince's wife, Wendy Prince birthday!!!

Pastor Prince started the service singing a love song he composed for their wedding long ago!!! He told himself that one day when her birthday fall on Sunday, he is going to sing for her!!! And the day is today!!!

It was so sweet as if the air of love fills the whole kingdom!!! Glory Glory!!! When he sings, I felt as if Lord Jesus is sending His Love to me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I enjoyed every moment of it!!! Glory Glory!!!

Here is his song:

'Lord has been so good to me
He has given much to me
He has given me Life and Health who He's still in me

Then He saw how alone I was
walking through this world below
He search all the Riches of His Heaven
and He found pretty you

Now my life is full of colour
fill with Love that is true
He gave me the Best of His Treasures
When He gave me you...x2

W e n d y....my lovely lovely lady
A picture of such beauty
is His Gift to me

Now my life is full of colour
fill with Love that is true
He gave me, the Best of His Treasures
When He gave me you...

When He gave me you, my love
When He gave me you....'

Then Pastor started the sermon by telling us all the prophesies are fulfilled. The only blessing that is outstanding is when Jesus Coming and our body is renewed, no more old age and no more sickness!!! Same as what Lord told me about His Healing when His Time is here!!! Glory Glory!!!

End of the service, the Horn was sounded, church orchestra played the national song of Israel, The Hope! After that is another joyful song of the Lord!!! I feel as if the time has arrived and this is the celebration of His Coming!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

When I went church today, I saw Su a few rows behind me and she was waving at me happily!!! But like what she had been doing ever since she walked off, by the time I finished my enjoyment in the Lord, I turned and she was gone!!!

In this dark moment of my life, it seem all my siblings turned away from me!!! The way they talked to me, even though I had made some kimchi and going to give to them, their tone is not good!!!

So far, each of them have 2 rounds of taking care of my mum with eldest sis. But they were not happy in my unable to participate. When mum was here for 1 year plus, they came every weekend and I had to open this house to them and provided the food. No one say anything much, even though they know ex had reduced the allowance and I am spending on my saving, except 2nd sis had been giving me $50 monthly for some months before she finally stopped. That's all!

Now the table is turned and they expect me to be a part even though my health wasn't that strong to help!!! They don't understand what I had been going through!! For Su, she said I stayed too long at home and are crazy!!!

Only Lord could understand me and with all these rejections, this late morning Pastor singing about his love to his wife, let me feel some warmth in it. I know that Lord is bringing my future man to me soon. I am looking forward to meet him. I am looking forward to have a new body as this current body, the curse tried to get me age faster than I should!!!

I thank You, Lord that You are my Life and Resurrection!!! Only You, You alone could save me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

New Life

With the 4th year of my Divorce, finally recently, I have totally given up hope and no more hoping for ex back into my life anymore!!! It's not about giving him a chance or no chance. It's the end of having him at all. I am ready to move ahead. Finally, he is really is a ex for me forever!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am not sure what he is teaching Jc lately, I had been 'fighting' with her, to get her to study for her PSLE, but she refused!!!! She even called me an idiot for pushing her to study and thinking of starving to die or run away!!!

I have to let go and let her have her way. When I numbed myself to her refusal, she came to me with a photo flame that could contain 3 photos with the word 'family' on the top. She put a photo of she with her dad on one end and she alone in the middle and she with me on the right. Then she showed it to me.

I asked her what? Was it she wanted me n her dad together? Then she point to she is the center of our lives. With that, I pointed to the 3 yr old her in the photo and told her, this young her listen to mummy, but now, she fight with mummy.

Her friends in school are just not good!!! The one that called her twin sister was showing her bad examples!!! But she has gone to her dad house and hopefully she does some study there!!!

I don't know why I had this shitty marriage and this shitty ex that agreed with her any neighbourhood secondary is good!!! She also so happy with her so so Prelim result that she said that's good enough!!! I am going to faint!!!

In a way, I am happy that ex has the care and control of her!!! Even though as a mum, I care about her well being but if she prefers the shitty life, I rather shut my eyes and go for my own life!!! But Pastor Lawrence preached about don't abort our children!!! It's like God Timing!!!

He was 17 yrs old when his mum left without letting them, he and his sister of age 22, knew where she was going!!! If someone of age 17 n 22 could feel despaired over their mum disappearing, I better don't do such act!!!

With that, I cool down my coldness towards her and just accept her as she is. Not easy when her dad and I have different idea on her learning!!!

This is why leaving this union is a good idea!!! But Lord do not want me to abort her!!! He said she will come to me in future!!!

Mum is hospitalised again due to whole body shaking!!! But this time round I am unable to visit her!!! Even going to church I need lots of Grace and Mercy from the Lord to be able to go!!! That is how much I suffered lately!!!

This is part of the reason why I finally move ahead and do not want ex any more!!! That curse through that $100 dollars never really gone!!! Life is harder on my end!!! Thank God that I still have Lord with me. Otherwise, don't know how will I live!!!

Guess, when things get darker in my life, the Glory on the opposite is greater and approaching!!! Pastor Prince used to say, to know God's Movement in our life, just need to see what devil is doing and flip it over!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I thank Lord Jesus for all His Finished Work for me, with Him, He is my Redeemer, My Saviour, My Protector, My Shepherd and My All in All!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

Jesus Finished Work at the Cross

For many years, I had this impression that even though Lord Jesus willingly let the temple soldiers arrested Him, the rest of the suffering, I always thought He had to endure all of it in feeling victimised.

It was last Sunday when new bible verses of His journey to the Cross was showed that I realised Lord was not fearful of the Sins and Judgement that were going to pour on Him. He willingly let His Body take all the pains and all the suffering so that By His Stripes, We are Healed!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

John 18:4-9
'Then Jesus, Knowing ALL that was about to Befall Him, Went Out to them (did not withdraw, but went to meet them!!!) and said, "Whom are you seeking?"

They answered Him, Jesus of Nazarene. Jesus said to them, "I AM He".
Judas, who was betraying Him, was also standing with them.

When Jesus said to them, "I AM He", they went backwards and Fell to the Ground!!! (Slain by the Power of I AM!!!) (if Jesus is afraid, this is the best opportunity to run, but He waiting for them to get up!!!)

Then again He asked them, "Whom are you seeking?"
And they said, "Jesus of Nazarene."

Jesus answered, "I told you that I AM He. So if you want Me, let these men go their way. (He even had the time to negotiate for His Disciples freedom!!!)

Thus what He had said was fulfilled and verified, "Of those whom You have given Me, I have not  lost even one [John 6:39; 17:12]'

 Matthew 26:65
'Then the high priest Tore his clothes and ....' (This signified the end of Law (the tearing of his garment by Aron led to his own death. As long as he didn't tear, the anointing on his role stay), the new High Priest is Jesus Christ!!! Grace and Truth come through Jesus Christ)

Luke 23:13 - 15
'Pilate then called together the chief priests and the rulers and the people,
and said to them, "You brought this Man before me as One Who....,
behold, After Examining Him before you, I have not found any offense in this Man in regard to your accusations against Him;

No, nor indeed did Herod, for he sent Him back to us;
Behold, He has done NOTHING deserving of death.'

Luke 23:22-24
'A third time he said to them, "Why? What wrong has He done?
I Found in Him nothing deserving death; I will chastise Him and release Him

But they insistent and urgent, demanding with Loud Cries that He should be Crucified.
And their voice prevailed (accomplished their purpose)

And Pilate gave sentence that what they asked should be Done.' (In Him no sin, through Him no sin, Jesus went to the Cross carrying my sins and your sins!!!)

Isaiah 50:6
'I gave My Back to the smiters and My Cheeks to those who Plucked off the Hair;
I Hid Not My Face from shame and spitting.'

Matthew 26:67
'Then they Spat in His Face and Struck Him with their FISTs; and some SLAPPED Him in the Face,'

Matthew 27:26-31
'...;he [had] Jesus WHIPPED, and delivered Him up to be crucified

Then the governor's soldiers took Jesus into the palace, and they gather the WHOLE BATTALION about Him.

And they STRIPPED OFF His Clothes (Jesus was naked) and put a scarlet robe upon Him,

And, weaving a CROWN of THORNS, they put it on His Head and put a reed (staff) in His Right Hand.

And Kneeling before Him, they Made A Sport of Him, saying, "Hail (greetings, good health to You, Long Life to You), King of Jews!"

And they SPAT on Him, and took the reed and STRUCK Him on the Head.

And When they finished Making Sport of Him, they STRIPPED Him of the robe and put His Own Garments on Him and led Him away to be crucified.'

John 19:17
'And they took Jesus and led [Him] away; so He went out bearing His Own Cross, to the spot called The Place of the Skull - in Hebrew it is called Golgotha.' (The Son of man crushed the head of the devil)

Psalm 22:14 - 
'I am poured out like water, and ALL My Bones are Out of Joint.
My Heart is like wax; it is softened and melt down within Me.

My Strength is dried up like a Fragment of Clay Pottery;
[with Thirst] My Tongue cleaves to My Jaws;
and You have brought Me into the dust of Death. [John 19:28]

For [like a pack of] dogs they have encompassed Me;
a company of evildoers has encircled Me,
they Pierced My Hands and my Feet. [Isaiah 53:7; John 18:37]

I can count ALL My Bones; [the evildoers] gaze at Me. [Luke 23:27, 35]

They part My Clothing among them and cast lots for My Raiment (a long, shirt-like garment, a seamless under tunic) [John 19:23, 24]'

Matthew 27:41
'In the same way, the chief priest, with the scribes and elders, Made Sport of Him, saying,...'

Matthew 27:44
'And the robbers who crucified with Him also ABUSED and REPROACHED and Made Sport of Him in the same way.'

Amos 8:9
'And in that day, says the Lord God, "I will cause the sun to go down at noon, and I will darken the EARTH in Broad daylight. [EZek. 32:7-10]' (The Light of the world dying, that's why no more light!!!)

Matthew 27:45
'Now from the sixth hour (noon) there was darkness over ALL the Land until the ninth hour (3 o'clock).

And about the ninth hour (3 o'clock) Jesus Cried with a LOUD Voice, "Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?" - that is, "My God, My God, why have You ABANDONED Me [leaving Me helpless, forsaking and failing Me in My Needs]" [Psalm 22:1]' (Lord Jesus taken all the situations of Ra (the bad) that we will never have to suffer all that again, we can look to Jesus forsaken and claim Lord is with us!!!)

John 19:26-30
'So Jesus, seeing His mother there, and the disciple whom He loved standing near, said to His mother, woman, See, [here is] your son!

Then He said to His Disciple, See, [here is] your mother! (Lord even have time to get John to take care of his earthly mum!!!)

After this, Jesus, knowing that ALL was now Finished (ended), said in fulfillment of the Scripture, "I thirst". [Psalm 69:21]

A vessel (jar) full of sour wine (vinegar) was placed there, so they put a sponge soaked in the sour wine on [a stalk, reed of] hyssop, and held it to [His] mouth.(Lord redeemed our curses so that we shall not be cursed!!!)

When Jesus had received the sour wine, He said, "It is Finished!" And He bowed His Head and gave up His Spirit.'

Luke 23:45
'While the sun's light faded or was darken; and the curtain [of the Holy of Holies] of the temple was TORN in TWO. (Jesus opened the way for us to fellowship with God!!!)

And Jesus Crying out with a LOUD Voice, said, "Father, into Your Hands I commit My Spirit! And with these words, He expired. [Psalm 31:5]' (Jesus even took authority over His Own Death after fulfilling for us the sentence of death of Law, and all the things we lack that now, He is my Shepherd and I shall not lack!!!)

He is in control of the Will He promised His Father, to fulfill, and He did it willingly to set us free. Whom the Son set free shall be free indeed!!!

The Cup of Sin is the Wrath of God and He took our punishments and our death and healed us of all sicknesses!!! He redeemed us from all curses, with the drinking of the sour wine and man hang on a tree is cursed. He redeemed us from all form of curses!!!

Glory Glory to His Finished Work at the Cross!!! He is my Hero, my Saviour, my Redeemer, my Ransom. He is now my Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus!!! He is my Holiness in the eye of God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!