Thursday, July 31, 2008

The Love of a Father

2 days ago, as I sent Jc to school, I saw a group of parents standing outside the school. Then I realised the Primary 1 2C registration has started. Later that morning, as I was praying in the spirit, Lord let me recalled the parents eagerly waiting to register their kids. Lord then let me think of my initial months as a Christian, He eagerly led me and sis, Su, to attend the Discovery Class. It’s as if He was so eager to let us know Him. I could sense Lord’s excitement and it is such a warmth feeling to see Lord cares so much for us.

This morning, He made me felt like not enough of Lord’s presence in me. I played the anointed song, A Touch of His Presence 2, to listen. There was a part where we have to pray in the spirit. Lord came on me and He prayed for someone sister-in-law again. I was interrupted again. Lord let me rested before resume praying again. The 2nd time round, finally, the prayer get through and Lord told me that the cancer in that someone sil has been healed. Praise the Lord!!!

Sis was thinking if to bring her 2 sons to Israel. Lord replied no as He doesn’t want them to miss their lessons. Lord then suggested bringing her kids and little Jc to have fun somewhere in South East Asia. Praise the Lord that He is going to bless Jc a free trip!

Su and I were analyzing our blessings against our tithing, and then Lord told her that it’s about how much He loved us and wanted to bless us, not about how much we tithe. Praise the Lord for His Great Love. :D

Months ago, Lord actually got Jc to keep nagging about wanting a house and hubby expressed about wanting a car. Then He came that night to ask me what I want. I mentioned the non-material blessings and He kept asking what else till I mention the car and the house. Haha…He gave the idea and then let me open my mouth to ask for them and then He blesses. Praise Him for wanting to bless me so much.

Su too, she has requested for condo, she did not want landed property at all. But Lord let her think about in future, when I die, I could have my funeral at my house, while she could not, as she will be living in condo. Then He gave her idea to ask for a house and He is blessing her that in future. Praise for such a wonderful Daddy that want to bless us more than we realise. He is a God of Love and He likes to pour His Love on us. He opens our eyes to see His goodness and we wonder why so many children of God still doubting Him.

On hand for Su have a few oversea trips, we will be going to Israel, Lord told us to bring our mum to Hong Kong and also the kids to SEA region to have fun. Su has been thinking till her head big big. Hehe..She asked Lord, why so many traveling for her. Lord replied that He is blessing her lots of trips for her lack of vacations in the early life of hers. Praise the Lord!

Lord has also revealed that the lady, whom we met at the prayer room, in the initial months as Christian, was an angel. No wonder her eyes were wide and very full of joy. We had not seen her anymore since that meeting. Lord revealed that He had angels protecting us since our growing up years, long before we came to Him. Praise the Lord!

Su was telling me just now that when she asked Lord what dinner to cook, Lord would pause a while, let her think of her 2 sons, their needs, and then tell her what to cook. Praise the Lord! Su had been working most of her parenting life and had not learnt how to care much for her kids. Lord is teaching her on to consider about them before deciding what to cook. Praise the Lord!

Recently, I was reading about people migrating to other countries and returning to their place of birth many years down the route. Then I had this revelation about all people actually from Lord, that’s why all wants to go heaven and not hell. Just that a lot of them still has not known Christ and still using their efforts to earn that place in heaven. For me, I rest in Christ and enjoy the blessing of Abraham and let Daddy leads me on an accelerated position that He is placing me. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, thank You for loving me and Su so much. *smooches*

Monday, July 28, 2008

Father’s Love

I wonder, in this world, Daddy God has so many kids. How many of them realised Lord loves them so much. My recent encounter with Lord let me have a better understanding of Him.

It was not long ago that I realised through Lord’s leading that I must meditate Deuteronomy 28 blessings to let Daddy God bless me. Once Su and I claimed the blessing, Lord Blessings immediately rushes to us.

Lord told Su to quickly go buy her condo upon receiving the money; He wants to give her their dream home so much. He leads me to meditate on Sarah’s blessing to claim renewal of youth, then He leads me to meditate on Moses’s eyes and then on Caleb’s strength. The promise Lord is giving me is so wonderful. I feel so blessed to come back to him. Currently, He is renewing my body and Su’s body. Hallelujah!

Yesterday, He leads me to preach to a generally blessed old lady in church, before the service started. She has faithfully read the bible, but she has yet to meditate to claim the blessing. Lord got me to teach her how to meditate so that she could get hers. He even came on strongly this morning to push WK to meditate Deuteronomy 28, so that He could bless her. Praise the Lord!!!

Yesterday, Lord was so faithful to heal my mum of her backache even though mum chooses to walk away from Him. I was disrupted in the mid of prayer and Lord asked me to take my dinner first before resumed praying for mum again. He is so considerate!!!

Just now, I was pretty lay back after giving Jc her spelling test. I was surfing a mom’s site that I read a posting on someone sister-in-law is having a relapse of cancer that has spread. This SIL is a child of God. Lord spoke so loud and clear that got me sat up to listen. He wants to heal her. This SIL stays in Malaysia and Lord said nobody pray for her over there. She has prayed to Daddy God for healing. She has 2 young boys and a little girl. Lord is so eager to rush to her and heal her.

This is the heart of Daddy. He wants to bless us so much and He wants to heal us so much. If only we believe in Him and come close to Him. Now that I am so close to Him, both Su and I know how good He is. Praise the Lord!!!

If you read this post, come close to Daddy God, talk to Him daily, and depend on Him to help you daily. He wants so much to heal us and lift us out of our mess. I am feeling so love by Him right now. :D

Daddy God, thank You for loving me so much. Thank You for so wanting to bless me. I love You because You first love me. *smooches*

Friday, July 25, 2008

The Love of Christ

This late morning, as I was sharing with Su about Lord, suddenly this revelation just hit me so clearly, in a split of seconds. It’s a big WOW….I just realised the fullness of what Lord Jesus Christ has done for me and for Su. Praise the Lord!

You see, as we take our walk with Christ, each small steps of believing Him, believing that we are the Righteousness of God in Christ, Lord opens the 7 spirits that were tagged onto us when we were born. The bad luck, the hell encounter, the unlucky day, a certain bad temper, a certain moodiness, a certain lack. These are part of us that we took it as us.

In the book of Revelation, at first there was a cry about no one righteous to open the seals. Then John saw a freshly slain lamb and finally, He, who is righteous, can open the seals. As we walked close to Lord Jesus Christ and believe in all that He has done for us, Lord opened and freed us from the seal one by one, as we believe that we are the Righteousness of God in Christ. Jesus blood will be cleansing us 24 X 7 daily to keep us clean from sin. As we walk closer to the Lord, and become more and more free from the seals, we become closer and closer to be like Jesus. This is how Jesus freed us from all the bad habits, personalities etc.

Lord Jesus at the cross, by His Blood, has forgiven all our sins. He has redeemed us from the stink of death. All our generation curse (poverty, sickness, death) and curse of the Law were judged on the Lord. The 10 commandments were nailed onto His palms. He received all our bad so that we could receive His good. He died young so that we could live long. He died poor so that we could be rich.

By believing in Christ Jesus, the bible said that we are sons of Abraham; we could claim the blessings that Lord Jesus, the Abraham seed, had fulfilled for us. The blessing of Deuteronomy 28 becomes available to us. Lord said that we are daughter of Sarah, so we could claim her blessing on the renewal of youth.

I realised I have claimed all that Lord Jesus had fulfilled and has made available to me. I checked with Lord anything else that I had not claimed, He said no. Praise the Lord!

At this point in time, I am waiting for my blessing and Su’s blessing to move from the spiritual realm to the nature realm. Su saw a vision of her blessing just right outside her gate. Lord told her that hers is coming very soon. Mine will be slightly later than hers. Lord told Su today that I have been waiting with my neck long stretched for her to bless me with the top grade yummy durian from Serangoon 717 stall since yesterday. :P Yum Yum…Praise the Lord!

Renewal of Youth

Recently, Su and I were talking about Lord’s blessing in the renewal of youth. In our meditation on Deuteronomy 28 blessing, Lord revealed that we will remain at the current age. We were talking about something and the topic led to Lord will renew our youth as we are the daughter of Sarah, whom Lord had renewed her youth from the age of 90.

Su was so full of joy about her blessing coming that in the joy, she thanked Daddy God that since He is giving her, her forefather, Abraham’s blessing, she thank Lord that He surely will give her, Abraham’s wife, Sarah’s blessing too. As she prayed in the spirit after that, Lord gave her a vision of her organs, appeared very new and like had a layer of oil over them, making them shining and new. Lord told her that her organs age is 10 years old.

I like to claim this blessing of youth too. And I know bible scriptures are where all the nuggets of Gold are. Lord wants us, His kids, to go digging for our treasure; those who seek will get. I decided to go for the scripture on Sarah’s blessing, Genesis 17:16 ‘I will bless her and will surely give you a son by her. I will bless her so that she will be the mother of nations; Kings of peoples will come from her.’

As I patiently read out the verse again and again and patiently wait for it to sink into my heart and patiently wait for the Lord to reveal the golden nuggets to me. It took quite a while for each small parts of the verse. I got my rewards; all that was revealed to me was good. Lord will remove my aging and my death in the body. Lord revealed that my age will be renewed to 20. Praise the Lord!!!

I called Su and told her to go meditate it. After a long time, Lord revealed that she will be getting what Lord showed her in the vision. Her age will be renewed to 20 too. Su was wondering if this is true. I learnt that we reached our maximum growth at the age of 20. After that, it’s about how fast we age, the aging shows our age at different stage. Praise the Lord that this curse is in the process of removal in our body.

I met a blessed lady when I send Jc to her Chinese enrichment class. This lady shared that she came back to Christ at the age of 55, we did not know her current age. But I remembered 2 weeks before we chatted about the blessing of the Lord, I saw her, she had let down her hair, I was surprise that she looked at most around 30-40 years old, I didn’t remember seeing any winkle on her. In fact, it’s her dress up that makes her look slightly older; I was not be able to tell her age. She was from another church but she often come to NCC and believed in what the pastors preached in NCC.

This morning, as I send Jc to school, usually, I have to run after her, as she scooter to school and I walk, so definitely she is a lot faster, about 80 m away. I used to feel like not enough energy to run after her, even with getting Lord to bless me His strength. But this morning, I realised I did not feel much lack at all, as we were very late; I didn’t even pray for Lord’s strength to be my strength. Praise the Lord that the renewal is in process. Hallelujah!!!

Daddy God, thank You for blessing me so much. In the natural, curse is everywhere, but in You, Lord Jesus removed all the stink of death and You have forgiven all my sins. Lord Jesus was judged on a tree so that He could remove my curse of the Law and generation curse. Lord, Daddy God, Praise You for loving me so much!!! Praise You for opening the way for me to receive all the blessings freely. I will join in this game of seeking for the treasures that You bury in the bible. Praise the Lord! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen and Amen!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Father’s Love

I forgot since when, I have shifted from knowing Jesus loves me to Daddy God loves my sis, Su, more. Even the blessings, I felt jealous on why I am blessed with $1mil while Su’s blessing is going to be a lot more than mine. To why must I tithe most of mine blessing while Su need not. Jealousy can kills man, it makes me look away from Lord’s love for me, even though He keeps emphasizing Daddy loves me very very very very very much :D Once I even ask Lord to tell me how much He loves me. I told Him that being a woman, even though I knew from the bible how much He loves me, I like to hear from His mouth. :P

Lord tells me that I love you so much that I sent Jesus to the Cross so that I could bless you into a millionaire. Praise the Lord!

Su keeps telling me she likes the 2005s Pastor Prince sermons the most. Since yesterday, I finally went to listen to 2005 sermons. Even though I have heard them before, with new understanding in Lord, I get new revelation from the sermons. Today, I was listening 28/07/2005 ‘The New Way to Prosperity and Good Success’ where Lord revealed that before we are created, Lord has a blue print on what He planned for our life. When we accepted Christ, and believe in Jesus at the Cross for me, Holy Spirit will look at the blue print and lead me towards that.

As I was sharing with Su regarding my jealousy over her blessing and she did not tithe to get her house (she will be getting a landed property after her condo), Su shared Lord revealed that I need to tithe because Lord is getting someone to bless me that house, so I need to seed to get the harvest. Su need not because Father will bless her shop so much that she has the money to buy in future. Lord later revealed to me that Su tithe hers through obeying the Lord and bless those faithful kids through Lord’s instructions. Praise the Lord.

Actually, Su has envied Lord blessing me with great healing power, while I think nothing of this power as it is Lord doing the job, not me. I envied Su is going to have so much money, while she does not even bother about it because it’s Lord’s money and it’s only channeling through her to someone Lord wanted to bless, not her money. We laughed over each other looking at the other end, thinking the grass is greener over there. Haha…

We realised that Lord looked at what we have, or rather what He planned for us, and use that to do His service. Eg, Young time I talked much, mum used to complain that I cannot keep secrets. I also cared much about other people relationship problems that sometime through counseling them, I got depressed with their problems and tried looking for solution for them. Lord used this to bless me with healing power and rising me up as a Pastor for He knows I care for people.

My hubby used to commend that Su does not have the value of money. Previously when she was working, when she got her bonus, she would spend for everyone in the family except herself. When Lord tested her to buy a hat for Jc, she did not even bother to see if her wallet has enough, her thought was just on getting that hat for Jc. She gladly used her money without much thought. Previously it led to lots of bad debts, but Lord has cleared them and using her ‘does not have a concept of money’ to be a blesser. As she does not have the value of money, she will not have heart pain to bless anyone because she cannot figure out how much that amount of money is. Praise the Lord.

Lord is using what He builds in us, which might seem bad and make it good for His service as we get close to Him. In return, He is blessing us with strong purchasing power and lots of money to spend. Praise the Lord.

YC long ago had shared with me that she ever had a short death and went to heaven. She described to me the flowers in the garden in heaven smelled so good that she has yet to find a perfume smell that is close to it. She was telling me the smell was so good. I was wishing for a piece of that heavenly garden on earth to enjoy the lovely flower fragrant.

Lord is blessing it in my future house that will be coming through this ¾ million tithe. Lord has revealed to Su that in future, she will be my neighbour. She was joking about asking Lord to blow some of the flower fragrant over to her house for her to enjoy this heavenly smell. I was joking that how about she shared some or all her blessing with me. As we were joking, Lord laughed and said we each have our own job and both will be greatly blessed.

As I finished listening to 31/07/2005 ‘The Beauty of Living in the Cycle of God’s Love’, and practising ‘I am the decipher whom Jesus loved’, Lord said now that you know that I love you, you could write this post. Praise the Lord! :D

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

The Life of Christ

It is weird, Su know of her blessing is coming and is so fully of joy in the spirit. But for me, I don’t feel a nib at all. Yes, it is nice to have a BMW 740i coming for me and $1mil dollars free for me to spend in whatsoever way I want. Somehow, I just find something missing in it.

These 2 days, Jc has been acting up. Whatever I told her to do; she would drag or do something else instead. I have been nagging her so much, this is rare for her. After 2 days of nagging her, I do feel like pushing her far away so as to get some peace.

While showering, thoughts came about why I should just wish for $1mil from Lord. I should not limit Him in the first place. Then my thoughts jumped to what so good having so much money, if the peace of Lord is not with me. From this, I get back my personal believes long ago. What good about money, power and status, they are something temporal in this world. When depart from here, none will go with me or of any value to me. I realised that Lord and Lord Jesus alone is my peace and happiness.

When I realise this, Lord told me that I have the thought of Jesus. I asked Him what that means. He said me and Jesus are in 1 body, soul and spirit. I went into the bedroom to pray in the spirit. Lord starts a new form of prayer. Haha as if I know what they are previously. Thoughts come that I should tithe 75% of that $1mil to Lord’s new house, instead of my original plan of taking ¼ for spending, ¼ for tithing and ½ for saving.

With this thought secured, I could feel a strong sense of Lord’s presence with me. Jc woke up from her sleep, she was having some cough. With the strong Lord’s presence, I could confidently cast the spirit of cough away. It came on me and I prayed again for myself. I am now free from the spirit of cough. Praise the Lord for His strong presence in me.

It is a wonderful experience to flow with Lord in 1 body, soul and spirit. I could feel shalom peace is with me. Praise the Lord for flowing together with me. Hallelujah! Amen!

PS:

Lord: Your gate has been open very very widely, I will pour all your blessings in. Father God will pour His blessings greatly into you. :D

Monday, July 21, 2008

The Gift of Righteousness

I was in the 3rd service yesterday. As the clip of Pastor Prince on Hillsong Conference was showing, with Pastor holding an empty silver cup saying no more judgment, no more wrath, and my eyes was so focused on the cup that this thought about Christmas time, the bells that rings by churches around the world is proclaiming no more judgment, no more wrath. Praise the Lord for this revelation.

When I was a new Christian, I would wonder why some child of God got their blessing 3 years in Christ while some took longer than 10 years. There was once I was queuing up for queue ticket for one bible study that I talked to a lady in front of me.

She told me that she bought those small booklets that have God Words on the top of the page and she proclaimed that for 2 years. Then she saw blessing flowing into her life. With her recommendation, I went to Rock bookshop to search for those little booklets and bought 3 of them. Somehow, the books don’t interest me much and I left them aside.

Yesterday, when Pastor Prince was talking about Peace offering and told us that the perfect sheep, which typified Lord Jesus, are offered by the man for his sin. After the sheep is checked by the priest, the man will lay his hand on the sheep. His sin will impart to the sheep and all the sheep goodness will be imparted to him at the same time. The sheep is killed and burnt as a sweet fragrance to Daddy God and the man walk away free.

This picture hit me so clearly. I saw that we approached Lord Jesus and accepted Him as our Saviour. I have to know that He has died for me at the Cross and has taken all my sins and being judged for them. I am free of sin and I accepted His Righteousness as mine. It’s when I know how perfect a work Lord has done for me at the Cross that I will realise how Good Father God is to me. The more I know about the Righteousness of God in Christ, I will know how much Lord has opened the way for me. It’s when I know how good that Lord Jesus has perfected the way for me that I could know what He opened and made available for me to claim.

This daily walking with Lord Jesus within me, daily listen to His Words, leading by Grace, I munch on His words. Day by Day, week by week, months by months, stay close to Lord and talk to Him daily. It’s Lord’s revelation to me about claiming Deuteronomy 28 blessings that I realised that we have to claim and proclaim it for the blessing of Abraham to flow to me. It’s because Lord gives me Grace to meditate on His Words that I realised that we have to meditate to get the personal words Lord have for each of us.

With the realization of how good Lord Jesus is to me, how much Daddy has loved me, purely by His Grace and His Mercy, Lord leads me to tithe, to seed for my harvest. Pastor Prince shared that in famine, man heart will be revealed. I used to tithe once a month when hubby gave me allowance. When he stopped it, my tithing originally reduce by a little, but with Lord leading, I am tithing weekly and I seeded 2 seeds from my saving, in term of a few tens of thousand of dollars for the new church at 1 North.

But what I seed is chicken as compared to sis, Su. Whatever few she has, she would even empty her wallet to tithe to Lord. She tithe and tithe long before I joined her on the weekly tithing. She flows in the joy of the Lord daily. I have to let Lord reveal to me in a praying in the spirit last night that I am as much loved by the Lord as my sis. He love both of us so much that He is pouring His Great blessing upon us. Sis Su will be in charged of His treasure, so Lord is opening His treasure to her, so that she could be His blesser. I will be in charge of His healing power, so Lord make all His power available to me, so that I could give to whoever who trust the Lord for it.

Praise Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, the magnificent and wonderful God that love me and Su so much, that blessing is pouring in the next 2 months. Su will get her millions soon, I will get my car and my million slightly later. Bless be the Lord who wants to prosper us so much. There is nothing for us to do, with a grateful heart, we could only thank the Lord and walk closer to Him, to spend our lives with Him and let Him leads us to good and blessed life. It is commanded blessing, there is nothing we could do except to accept and enjoy in this heaven on earth. The New Earth and New Jerusalem that Lord revealed to me. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!!!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Miracles happen by Just looking at the Lord

For the past 2 days, Lord had been disclosing about Su’s blessings and my blessings coming soon. We are both so excited. This morning, Lord told me to listen to Pastor Prince 13/09/2007 sermon “Now is the time of Jubilee”.

Pastor Prince was sharing that now is the Year of the Lord and a New beginning for the church. Lord way of life is to rest 1 day out of 7, 1 year out of 7 years. On days of rest, there are to be no sowing, no pruning and no gathering of fruits. 1 Peter 3 talks about a restful heart, Spirit, Lord will be glad and immune system will grow stronger. Pastor Prince shared that he rested and made good decision that affected long term good result.

The answer for church building is this: 6th years Lord commanded blessing will last for 3 years. The sowing starts in the 8th year (NCC was in its 8th year in Suntec), we are to eat old produce till 9th year. Lord will give the money to sow. Lord command His blessing when we observe His Rest.

Lord command His Blessing to people who trust Him and Rest in Him. They live under commanded blessing. When commanded blessing comes, we have no choice but to receive. Praise the Lord! :D

7 X 7 years = 49 years --> Year of Jubilee, trumpet to sound on the 10th days of the 7th month, day of atonement. Consecrate on the 50 years, everyone is freed to return to family and go back to their possession.

God original possession for man: Health, wealth, peaceful mind, youthfulness, peace, strength and intimacy with God. From Luke 4, Christ the Jubilee has come, we are to proclaim Liberty. Pastor shared that Jesus come to set us free! Without proclamation, there will be no return to our possession.

I was sharing with Su about the above when this revelation hit me this afternoon. Since we accepted Christ, for me Aug 2006 and Su Sept 2006, it was and still is joy for us week after week, day after day of listening to sermons and proclaiming and believing on what Jesus had done for each of us and believing the blessing is coming our way.

I was telling Su, for all that Lord has revealed to me, I had been sharing in care groups and even with friends and Su, as we talked daily. Lord has been leading me in a express learning about Him and knowing more and more about what He has done for me. Each new learning is a new revelation of how good Father God is towards me.

Whoever that has disbelieve in Lord’s sharing, I told Su that I just left them behind and keep following up the route Lord is leading me to. Su is so hungry about Lord that she is the only one left that is tagging so closely to me.

We realised that by just looking at Word of Christ (the bible and good sermons that reveal about Jesus work at the Cross) day in day out, Lord has lifted both of us up. This is how we behold Jesus, by learning more about what He had done for each of us. This is how we walk with Jesus, whatever He told us not to do, not to worry, not to be fearful and to trust in Him, we follow and live our life this way. How difficult to come to God? We only need to believe and not to worry nor fear. This is what Su told our 3rd aunt recently when she complained that it was hard to come to Lord.

Lord showed Su a pipeline coming to her and then through her disperses into many pipes in all directions. Lord is showing her, her new role as a blesser for Him. Praise the Lord. Lord also told me that I will be giving out commanded Healing. Praise the Lord!!! Lord has lifted each of us up without our realization this 1+ years of walk. Each step of moving closer to Him, is a step higher up the ladder of power and statue. Of course, for us, we know in our heart that it is not us in power and statue, it’s the Lord coming through us and He is the one that is there, we just flow with Him and enjoy His benefits. Praise the Lord!

With the Year of Jubilee still on and this is the next cycle of the 490 years for the Golden era of King Solomon blessing, we both feels so happy and looking forward to the actual realization of our blessings. We are glad Lord chooses this special moment to bless us.

While both of us are in full of joy, both our hubby have no idea on what is going on. While thinking over this, Lord shared that those that stay close to Him will know His movement, those that did not are kept in the dark! Praise the Lord for this revelation.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You for loving my sis, Su and me so much. Thank You for greatly blessing both of us. We thank You very much for using us for Your Service.

This is what Pastor Prince shared in the end of the sermon, we take care of Father’s business, He will take care of us. We need not worry how to sow, Father will take care of it. We will be blessed with more than what we need.

Lord heart is so good! He told me to bless my hubby, my mum and all the kids in the family when I get my blessings. He told Su to bless all the family good quality durians in large quantity. He is going to show our parents and siblings His goodness. That is how good Lord is. Praise His Almighty Name, Lord Jesus Christ, who is forever Loving and Kind. Amen and Amen!!!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

The Grace of God III

I was waiting for hubby’s car to fetch me n Jc home from sister, Ad, place at 10:30pm. Hubby went to a department BBQ, he kept delaying the time that the anger in me started to feel displeasure. In the end, Lord blessed me and brother-in-law sent me home. Around midnight, hubby was still at the BBQ site, he had to send Jc to her swimming lesson this morning. He told me that He was coming home soon.

I don’t want to throw my anger at him, for I know it will affect our relationship. I decided to pray to Lord, I told Him that I wanted to forgive hubby, but I cannot handle it, I cast it to Lord to help me handle it. Lord blessed me with peace. I did the same to my anger too. Praise the Lord that He gave me Grace on this too. Praise the Lord, today’s sermon is on Emotional Management.

I had a hard time sleeping peacefully, wondering if he will be home safely. I was waken at 3am and he was still out there. Praise the Lord that His Grace stay with me and even when I needed to wake up at 5:30am, He gave me a blessed sleep after that.

I have completed meditating Psalm 6 and Lord wanted me to post here:

Psalm 6 (NIV)

1. O Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your wrath.

Lord: I will not melt out punishment on you in my anger. I may lead you to walk out your sinful nature.

2. Be merciful to me, Lord, for I am faint; O Lord, heal me, for my bones are in agony.

Lord: When you are in despair, your bone is in pain. Trust my words and I will make you whole again.

3. My soul is in anguish. How long, O Lord, how long?

Lord: When in your despair and you forget my goodness, remember that I love you and I will surely bless you out.

4. Turn, O Lord, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love.

Lord: Once you know how much I love you and put your trust on me, I will deliver you.

5. No one remembers you when he is dead. Who praises you from the grave?

Lord: You don’t be in despair; my love will surely save you.

6. I am worn out from groaning; all night long I flood my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears.

Lord: When you cry yourself out, know that I am there with you. I love you very much; I can’t do much unless you come to me.

7. My eyes grow weak with sorrow; they fail because of all my foes.

Lord: When you cry with much sorrow, it will affect your eye-sight.

8. Away from me, all you who do evil, for the Lord has heard my weeping.

Lord: When you turn your heart towards me, my blessing will be on you to bring you out.

9. The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer.

Lord: When you know you are righteous before me, and pray to me for Grace, Grace will be given to you.

10. All my enemies will be ashamed and dismayed; they will turn back in sudden disgrace.

Lord: I will make sure all your adversary left you within seconds.

Praise Lord Jesus, His death, His blood, His stripes, His obedience and His life paid for the floodgate of Grace and Mercy to be poured greatly on us. No more judgment for us. As long as we believe in Lord Jesus and His Work on the Cross, the Righteousness of God in Christ, His Grace and Mercy are for us to claim. Hallelujah!

Friday, July 11, 2008

Why you are one with Christ and never cut off from the Vine

On the way home from sending Jc to school, I pass by a group of people doing morning exercise, I was thinking if I should start doing exercise to keep myself healthy or just trust the Lord for a healthy body. As I reached home, Lord led me to listen to 03/05/07 ‘Why You are one with Christ and never cut-off from the Vine’.

I requested Lord to manifest His wisdom, revelation and understanding fully in me to let me get all His nuggets of Gold and to manifest His spirit of strength and energy to keep me awake. Praise the Lord, I took down 5 pages of notes that Lord wanted me to post here:

The Principle of Law:

The men who do them shall live in them – the principle of Doing.

The Misinterpretation of Faith without works:

Rahab sending the spies away as well as Abraham putting the son on altar – evidence of faith they were justified before God. Now is the manifestation before man.

The only corresponding action that God hand => when God spoke the universe into existence. He spoke light into being --> He spoke and He believed --> no work --> that was His work. We are made in God’s image. Many a time, we forget the simplicity of speaking and believing.

Romans 10, Moses describe the righteousness of the Law saying the men who do them shall live in them. Law is the Principle of Doing, Doing.

The Righteousness of faith speaks, the words is near you, in your mouth, in your heart. When we operate by faith speaking --> if you have not been speaking over your body but exercise a lot, you are watching your diet carefully, you are trusting in your works and you are under the Law. Just observe 1 Principle, Eat less Move more!

In Galatians, not everyone of the nation of Israel are sons of Abraham, know therefore those that are of faith are sons of Abraham, they are descendants of Abraham. Those that are of Faith are sons of Abraham and God justified the Gentiles by Faith. Galatians 3:10 the Law is not of Faith.

Galatians 3, those that are of Faith are blessed with believing Abraham. In you, Abraham, all nations shall be blessed; nations are blessed using Abraham’s Name. Doer of words is to read/listen and believe. We must learn to say that the blessing of Abraham is mine. We are given the Sure Mercy of David but not the blessing of David. Abraham lived 400yrs before Law and he was a friend of God.

Just by being sons/daughters of Abraham, Lord said Luke 13:16 ‘ought not this woman, being a daughter of Abraham, whom Satan has bound – think of it - for 18 years, be loosened from this bond on the Sabbath’. I being a daughter of Abraham, ought not I be blessed! :P

God loved her in her years of bondage, but God is not moved by need. God moves when there is Faith! 18 years of bondage for the woman comes to an end when she believed and became a true daughter of Abraham. The 1st face she saw was Jesus. For 18 years, she was bow down by the yoke of Law, her eyes were on dust. Our body is dust, but spirit is not, live in the spirit and devil cannot consume you.

The fullness of the blessing comes for those who believe with Speak and Believing Abraham. The moment she believed, she was already free! It takes someone to tell her that she is loosed and she realised it.

We have to realise it is not our worthiness; we are to say we are not worthy but Lord Jesus is worthy. Lord Jesus spent 2 months in Jerusalem, 2 years in Capernaum and most miracles happened in Galilee.

When get blessed, we cannot be in pride for, In Pride, Bless becomes Curse, hear sermons becomes works. In Luke 13:8, fertilizer (self-righteousness) is dung. Phil 3: 3-9, we are to have no confidence in the fresh! We are to count self-righteousness as dung so that we can come to Jesus. Example of self-righteous: pride in wealth, show off. Whatever things that make us proud, put that at the foot of Jesus as dung.

Lord: that’s why, even whatever achievements those people who were fruitful and victorious for Him, they still took their crown and put at His feet. The habit did not stop even in Heaven. They are so used to it, even lawful, legal compensation and reward, they put at Jesus feet.

Self-Righteous is very evil, the root of suffering. The Mother of all Sin is Self-Righteousness. Adam sinned (self-righteous) in an attempt to be like God. Job 1:5 ‘When a period of feasting had run its course, Job would send and have them (his kids) purified. Early in the morning, he would sacrifice a burnt offering for each of them, thinking, “Perhaps my children have sinned and cursed God in their hearts. This was Job’s regular custom.’

Job would do for his children the sacrifice but not for himself. This is an act of self-righteousness. In the book of Job, Job argued a lot on what he has done. This is self-righteousness too. It was when God corrected him, then he submitted to God saying Job 42:5-6 ‘My ears had heard of you (hear God), but now my eyes have seen you (look to God). Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes (throw away self-righteousness).’ Lord gave him double blessing when he submitted to God.

John 15:6 ‘If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up and thrown into the fire and burned.’ This refers to those who did not accept Christ. John 15:2 ‘He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit,’ This ‘cut-off’ means airo in Hebrew, which means rise up. Lord will rise up those that is disbelieve believer to believe in Him. John 15:2-3 ‘while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes (clean by the words) so that it will be even more fruitful. You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you.’ We are cleans by the words of God that delivers from the pastor mouth.

Luke 13:8-9 ‘”Sir (Father God),” the man (Lord Jesus) replied, “leave it alone for one more year, and I’ll dig around it and fertilize it. If it bears fruit next year, fine! If not then cut it down.”’ Lord Jesus could not find anyone that wanted to throw their self-righteousness in Jerusalem. In the end, He was crucified and the Romans came at AD 70.

We are not to boast against the olive tree – the life of Israel. But we can talk about the system of self-righteousness in Israel religion. Luke 13:6 ‘A man had a fig tree, planted in his vineyard,’ There is only 1 fig tree (Israel religion) in the vineyard (the church). The judgment will not fall to the true believer. One, who accepted Christ, is not a fig tree but a vine.

What is central in God’s Plan is the church (vine) filled with His Righteousness. If you are the vine, you can never:- loose your salvation, cannot be under this judgment, God will never judge you. Phil 3, you are under the Righteousness of God. Through Faith of Christ, you get the Righteousness of God by Faith so that you may know Him and the power of His resurrection.

We are of the vine, we are under His wings in Christ at the Father’s right hand. John 15, the vine has no trunk, vine intertwine. The life of Christ is flowing --> bear fruit, sunshine of God’s love and the soil --> Grow in Grace and plenty of dung (pass our self-righteousness to God) -- > will bear fruit.

Praise the Lord for this super long post. Hope you realise you are the righteousness of God in Christ and sons of Abraham. When you believe it in your heart, you will bear fruits.

PS: Both Su and I meditated Deuteronomy 28 blessings and Lord revealed very bright and wonderful lives of our future; the taste of Heaven on Earth. Praise the Lord for leading us so close and blessing us so much! Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!!!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

The Signs and Wonders of God

This morning, as I walk Jc to school, I decided to listen to sermon instead of worship songs. Yesterday, my ipod paused at track 7 of the sermon, ‘Righteousness – The Key to be an Heir of the World’ as I reached home and continued listening from the pc instead. While listening to the continued sermons on the ipod, Lord leads me to awake to this truth that I like to share with you:

HS is the Truth, He cannot identifies with a lie. He saw all the sins on the body of Jesus. When God says that you are righteous and you act like you are not, the HS has nothing to bear witness to. He cannot bring His signs and wonders to bear witness with because signs and wonders is to bear witness with the Truth in your confession.

There must be Truth in your walk, you must walk like God treats you like a Righteous man, must believe that God hears your every prayer, when you lay hand on the sick, you must believe it is effective, when you walk with God, you must believe God is your friend and He listens to you.

Many a time in the nature, when we flows in the daily events of life and did not let God’s Word or worship songs flows in us, you will find that your feeling kind of dull or numb. Slowly, things might happen.

It’s important to flow with the Lord in the morning. Psalm 5:3 says that ‘In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation.’ Lord disclosed to me that ‘You come to me in the morning, whatever request you ask, I will satisfy you. When you come in the morning, you will stay with me the Whole day!

Praise the Lord that daily, I lean on Him to wake me and Jc up and lead me and Jc to get ready for school, He walks with me as I lean closely to Him. Lord is a very friendly God within, may you open your mouth to talk to Him and make friend with Him. He is someone you cannot afford to ignore.

I like to share an interesting testimony I heard from my care group. There is this guy who shared that Lord leads him to this company. Praise the Lord that the boss and another fellow are Christian. When their projects hit the rock, the boss would suggest that the 3 of them come together and pray, and pass the problems to Lord to handle. Lord led this guy to call someone and proposed a solution to him. Within 2 days, Lord blessed the company with good deal, which is a big sum of money. This guy is amazed by the Grace of God and it opens his eyes. Praise the Lord!

Lord is such a wonderful God; Lord Jesus blood had removed all our sins and the stink of death. All bad events that happen to you are finished work of Jesus. As you trust Lord for deliverance and confess the Truth, the Truth will set you free. As you continue to speak the Truth and believe it in your heart, Holy Spirit will show His signs and wonders and bring the Truth to past.

Daddy God, thank You for leading me to this Truth. Praise You, Lord. Thank You for the finished work on the Cross that makes us the Righteousness of God in Christ forever. Thank You that now the floodgate of heaven is wide open. I will confess in the Truth and believe in my heart that I will see all signs and wonders come to past in my life. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

The Blessing of Deuteronomy 28

Ever since the blessing of Deuteronomy 28 was preached in the Christmas sermon for the congregation of New Creation Church, and shared in my care group and Lord even proclaimed that all the blessings are for me, I have yet to see much. In fact, in the nature, I am facing more opposition than ever.

Last night care group was a glorious sharing of Lord Jesus death that had secured the healing for my girl’s back and chest. When Lord asked me to share this testimony in the care group, I was a bit afraid that I could not share it in full. It’s one thing to write a post about it under the anointing of Lord where everything flows so naturally than to remember it by self. I had a hard time remembering that I told Lord that He would be the one sharing, not me. He let me recalled it as I wrote it down on a small piece of paper. Praise the Lord!

I was talking about Lord creates our mind to meditate on His Words, if we don’t use it for His Words, we will be thinking lots of useless things in the care group. My mind was disturbed last night that I could not even pray a proper prayer. I claimed Jesus finished work, the blessing and protection of the New Covenant and requested Daddy God to protect me and my family and Lord blessed me a good sleep. Praise the Lord!

This morning, lots of thoughts flood into my mind that I keep thinking how I should spend the day. In between my prayer in English, I prayed in the spirit. My mind was still flying all over the place. I could not soak myself in the worship song, ‘I see Grace’. Praise the Lord, recently discover Hillsong’s worship song, ‘Blessed’, I like the song, ‘Son of God’. I had it repeat over and over. Finally, I could come back to Lord and rest in His Peace again. Lord prayed a super long prayer to bring me back, Praise the Lord!

As I am sitting down here, Lord leads me to think why I am not getting the blessing of Deuteronomy 28 blessing. Then I realised that I need to claim them as mine and believe in those verses to make them come alive in my life. Finally, I read them out and claim them as mine. I am flowing in the blessing right now. Praise the Lord!

The whole bible is so full of blessings and good nuggets. Many of us after listen to sermon, and know about the blessing, we might have the knowledge of the blessing that is for us. However, we have to put the verses in our heart to claim it. After all, Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit all live in the spiritual realm, in our heart. We have to hold on to the verse in our heart to get the blessings. By letting the verses stay in our mind wouldn’t help much, for Lord dwells in our heart, not our head. :D Praise the Lord for this revelation. Hallelujah!

Daddy God, thanks for letting me realise this. I shall put Deuteronomy 28 blessing in my heart and claim them as mine. I am looking to You to bless my life fully since Lord Jesus had opened wide the flood gate of blessings. I know You are very eager to bless me. I shall claim all Your Blessing in the Name of Jesus. Amen!

PS 1: This is what Su just shared with me:

Just now I look at Deut 28, I thank Lord said, ‘thank u abba father for blessing me thru Det 28, u bless me the land u promise, u put me highly above other, lord u lead only seeing u, no others., u bless my generation, thank you abba father.’

Then Lord laugh and said,Ha ha Su , finally u open your gate, ok I will pour your blessing in

PS 2: As I just thanks the Lord on Deut 28 and prayed the below prayer from the sermon on 21/10/2007 ‘Righteousness – The Key to be An Heir of the World’, Lord disclosed to me that ‘Your gate has been open greatly, I will pour all your blessings in.’ :D

Father God,

I thank You in Your Great Love Plan You wanted me to be bless in every area of my life. Your heart’s desire is for me to prosper and be in health even as my soul prospers. I thank You that even my married life, my children, my marriage, my career, my ministry, will be blessed with the blessing of Abraham. I know it comes without effort, without my works, because it’s Your Promise.

So Father, in Jesus Name deliver me from performance oriented Christianity and give me Your Grace to be established in the Righteousness of faith. I confess before You I am the Righteousness of God in Christ. Therefore, every blessing that belongs to the Righteous is mine. I reign in life. This is my call. This is my destiny. The devil is under my feet. I am above the evil one for I am in Christ, who is my Righteousness. I have everlasting Righteousness. I am not Righteous today and unrighteous tomorrow. I am Righteous forever. The Holy Spirit in me indwells me to show me how Righteous God has made me. In Jesus Name, Amen!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

The Spirit of Sonship

As Lord leads me to think about the 490 years that falls on 31st Oct 2007, He leads me to search for the Sermons around that month. Lord leads me to listen to 26/09/2007 ‘Why some Christians are not enjoying their inheritance in Christ’. It is good to listen to good sermon that brings our spirit back to Daddy Presence again. :D Praise the Lord!

How are we to receive our blessings? Nehemiah (Holy Spirit) asked for 3 items from the King, our Lord:

1) Time – 1 time – today, now

2) Letters – His words through the bible, which is the will and last testament of Jesus Christ.

3) Timber – see the cross

We are to realise we are sons of Daddy God. This sonship is given to us freely by Lord Jesus at the cross. Lord said in the prodigal son’s brother, ‘He cannot call him a mature son because he is unwilling to receive, he was trying to earn. Therefore, he is a child. All that I have is yours. If only you knew and came into the spirit and all I have is yours. One receives freely, one want to earn under the Law, which will lead to bondage to fear, bitterness and anger. We have to believe right and this will lead to right living. By the spirit of sonship, we inherit all that Daddy has for us, we inherit God through Christ.

Pastor said that many wants to go to anointed man to be lay hand upon to get blessings. But he shared that Lord in the bible said that out of our belly will flow rivers of living water. The blessing is within, not outside. Lay hand is more for young believer and non believer who don’t how to exercise the faith to trust Lord.

Pastor Prince shared in the spirit in the last part of the sermons that Lord leads me to copy it down. Here I share for myself and you to see the beauty of Jesus. Praise the Lord!

They brought Jesus by the Praetorium of the great hall, where the bible says about 500 men, Roman soldiers gathered. The 1st thing they did to Jesus was to strip Him. What a terrible thing to stand naked in front of 500 mocking men. Why did Jesus do that? He is taking my place when Adam fell, Adam was completely naked. Jesus took that shame, my shame that I might be clothed with sonship, with the Robe of Righteousness.

Bible says they spitted on Him, almost like lining up, they hit Him and they punched Him with their fists. Finally, they platted a crown of thorns and placed on His Head. Why? So God can crown me with favour and loving kindness, for Jesus took my place.

Then they put a bamboo rod on His Hand and another row of soldiers came, one by one, took that rod and they smacked harder and harder, one by one, that the crown of thorns sunk deeper into His Head and they took a purple robe and clothed Him and mocked Him, spit upon Him, beat Him time and time again. Why? That I might have the robe of Righteousness now at hand.

Finally as He hung on the Cross, for the very 1st time, Jesus cried out ‘Eli, Eli’ instead of ‘Abba, Abba’, which He always address God as Father. But for the 1st time, the adorable Redeemer cried out ‘Eli, Eli’, which is Elohim, ‘my God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’ so that I can call this wonderful God ‘Abba, Abba, why have You blessed me?’

This sonship is paid for, by the blood of Jesus on the Cross. Let me feast on Him, His words, and freely receive Daddy God’s blessings that flow through Him, Lord Jesus, to me, now, every moment as the flood gate of Daddy God Grace and Mercy is greatly opened for me to enjoy!

Praise the Lord for this revelation once again. :D Daddy God, I know You love me so much and You want to bless me all. I know this is all paid for by the blood of Jesus and I receive them all in the name of Jesus! Amen!

Monday, July 7, 2008

The Life of a Christian

Generally, I have a pretty happy life before I came to Lord. My hubby earns a well paid job, my girl is cheerful and sweet and I get to stay at home to look after her, surf the net and also do some baking and cooking. What more can I ask?

If not for the adversary, I would not have come to Lord Jesus. Teen time, my cousin did invite us to his church before. At that Sunday, the worship songs were nice to sing and I enjoyed singing. But once the pastor started talking, it was so bored that I wanted to sleep. This is why never ever think of going to church.

My husband came from northern Europe, he was baptized as a baby as his mum thought that he was going to die, being a very pre-matured baby. He survived that but he totally had no feeling for Lord at all. He is still searching all these years. He told me that during his younger days, he read the bible 15-16 times. He did pray to God before. But he claimed that his prayers weren’t answered at all. When he was to confirm his acceptance at the age of 15, he refused to do it, even with the temptation of lots of gifts from relatives.

For me, when my girl’s kiddy principal asked me to go to her church. Hubby told me that to talk to God, need not go to church. I agreed with him. It was later when Lord led me to NCC website and watched Pastor Prince Sermon that I was attracted to get blessed by him that I went to NCC. However, once there, I got suck up by the message from the Lord that keeps me going all these months. Sister and I always looked forwards to go church to hear what Lord has for us.

I remembered that in my early months in Christ, I told Daddy God that I am already having a pretty comfortable life, and I wonder what else He could bless me. Haha…

Now, around 1.5 months more to reach my 2 years in Christ, I have a totally different thinking about Daddy God blessings.

In life, I really thank Daddy for bringing me to NCC to receive the Gospel of Christ that is forever so fresh and so wonderful. Each sermon reveals something new about Jesus to me. This is what keeps me going to church all these while.

Now that I enjoyed the Peace of God, I can never imagine a life without God. In my daily life, there is usually situation that can cause me to worry for the unknown or just leave it to the future. But, in Christ, I can believe in what Daddy God has planned for me and know that my future for me and for my family will be good. Hallelujah!

I feel so blessed that Lord provides such a comfortable life for me. His purpose is to allows me have the time for His words from the sermons and the bible. I am so comfortable staying at home but Daddy God reveals that I won’t be staying at home much in future.

At this moment, I have yet to taste the future life, so I still can’t imagine how He is going to change me. However, Lord has revealed an image of the house that He wants to bless me and I like the image I saw. Praise the Lord!

By learning about the Lord all these 22.5 months, all by His Grace, slowly He opens me to read the bible and now, gives me Grace to meditate His words. Each step of walking closer and closer to Him are all lead by Him and His Grace provides all the lacking. This is how by looking at Jesus; we change from glory to glory. Hallelujah!

From the sermon on 29/06/2008, Secrets of Leadership from the Shepherd King, Pastor Prince said that if ever I become famous, remember Lord put His Splendor on me, the 4 faces of Jesus. I know that when Lord lift me up high and give me good life, it’s all about Him and nothing about me.

Lord is so good in leading me, when I am proud of myself, He will restrain Himself in me so that I know that and have to humble down and get Him to lead me, even in singing worship songs. When I am down, Lord automatically come on and open His voice to let me sing beautifully. Praise Him for leading me from within. Lately, He also shows me some of the pitfall that I should be aware.

Really, it’s easier to manage down and out than in success. It is so easy to take the success and glory as ours. It is so easy to be happy when people praises. But I have to remember it’s the Lord splendor and His Glory that is working in me, and not me doing the work. I shall not glory in myself, I pray in Jesus Name. Amen!

The super heroes in the cartoons always have power to be strong and be proud of. But in Christ, it’s when we humble and be nothing and let Lord shines through us that the maximum power of His resurrection force come through. I had a glimpse of this resurrection force and it’s so mighty and powerful and colourful. Personally, I am also eager to see Lord display His Glory through me.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Parenting in Christ

It’s amazing how life have changed for my parent’s family as compared to their siblings. In the natural, how well one is blessed depends on how good they walk their life. Today at mum’s place, Su and I were recalling our life as kids. My family used to be the lower end of the economic ranking. My uncles and auntie would consider as ‘richer’ than us. In term of personality, my parents were humble persons while the uncles and aunties with more money in their pockets, would be proud to a certain level. In term of treating us, some were nice and some were not.

It’s amazing to see that my parents family, we are blessed somehow from my parents walking close to ‘God’, even though the wrong one. If you consider have family and kids are a good indication, all my siblings are married and we each have our little family.

While looking at my uncles and aunties, even though age is catching up, the nasty one, a lot of my cousins are still single. The not so bad uncle and auntie, their kids are married but both don’t want kids.

Now that Su and I are Christian, we are glad that we could pass the parenting to Lord. Lord has been taking good care of our kids; we need not worry much for their studies. In term of their behaviour, manifesting of the Lord’s hand and plea Jesus blood do help in keep them clear from adversary.

Su and I are glad that Daddy God leads us to New Creation Church. We learn of our rights as a child of God and we followed the teaching of Pastors closely. So far, Lord has been faithful in blessing us.

Today, I heard that an uncle family facing some issues. Their elder son lazes at home and refused to work. Their daughter now mid 30s, and finally asking my mum to help her look for a partner. Even though they are Christian family since young, they come from a traditional church that don’t believe in praying in the spirit and taking their rights as a child of God. They let what adversary shows them affect them and live with it. Hiaz… I did try talking to my uncle about Jesus love and their rights as Child of God. Too bad he prefers to believe what his church has taught him, hiaz…

There is also something that arises from brother family. Brother exposed his kids to violent movie since young. His son is just 2-3 years old, but he is hitting the maid. When he did that, brother doesn’t even react, while sister-in-law just tell the son not to do it, without much serious warning him. I was surprised to hear from Su that brother even allows his 14months girl to kick him. I was telling his maid not to sit there and let the son hit her. Brother reacted strongly that the maid is his and he is the one authorize over her.

I am just sad that he does not care how his kids will turn out in future. But worry so much that I take up his authority over the maid. Lord disclosed to me that in future, when this brother suffered under his kids, then he would come to Lord for help…hiaz…kind of feel sad for him. He chooses to ignore Su and my advice over the kids violence behaviour.

To him, both Su and I are alien, since we both have accepted Christianity and walking closely to Lord. Lord disclosed to Su that she is not to bother about his proud behaviour. Lord said that when He manifests His Glory in Su, she will be high up in the social status while he is in the lowly rank. Hiaz…I feel sad that this brother has his eyes so blocked that he could not see the loveliness of Jesus at all. Guess, like what pastor preached. When one is not sick, they don’t need the doctor.

I will have to let him go through his valley and come to the Lord in the far away future. It’s painful to know that he has to go through that, but hard to save someone that refused to be save just yet. Only in God Time, when he is down and out, then may the Glory of Lord Jesus shines on him and bring him out of his shit. As his sister, I could only wait patiently and let Lord work His way through him.

Blessed the Lord, no matter how down and out we are, He is able to clothes us with the Righteousness of God in Christ and bless our life as we walk towards Him, the Almighty One and yet so Lovely and Loving towards us.

Daddy God, I put my trust in You, not by my might, not by my strength, but by the Spirit of the Loving God, I pass my brother and his wife to you. May You unveil their eyes to see the Glory of Your Goodness. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Sharing my meditation on Psalm 5

I am meditating Psalm 5 today. I would like to share with you some verses.

Psalm 5:4

‘You are not a God who takes pleasure in evil; with you the wicked cannot dwell’

This is what Lord told me:

No evil can dwell in you. Don’t think of them. Place your thoughts in Jesus.

Psalm 5:5

‘The arrogant cannot stand in your presence; you hate all who do wrong.’

This is what Lord told me:

I will not tolerate people who are proud. I will not bless them.

Psalm 5:6

‘You destroy those who tell lies; bloodthirsty and deceitful men the Lord abhors.’

This is what Lord told me:

I do not like people who lie to get their wants. White lies also cannot. I will not bless them.

Psalm 5:8

‘Lead me, O Lord, in your righteousness because of my enemies – make straight your way before me.’

This is what Lord told me:

I will lead you towards my truth. You will walk in my truth and be set free.

Psalm 5:9

‘Not a word from their mouth can be trusted; their heart is filled with destruction. Their throat is an open grave; with their tongue they speak deceit.’

This is what Lord told me:

When your heart is not in peace, what you speak will be affected.

That’s all, the rest I have not meditated yet. :D

Love Thy Enemy

Lord Jesus told us in Matthew 5:44 ‘But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven.’ And in Matthew 5:46, He asked ‘If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that?’

There was once, this person told me that the colleague was troubling her. I told her to pray for this colleague, this person replied that she will not as she did not like her. On further encourage her, for her personal peace, finally she prayed for the colleague. Recently, she told me that a certain relative fighting for inheritance and had troubled her mum. I told her to pray for this relative, she was reluctant to do that. When she disclosed that that relative had indirectly troubled her sister and her, I asked if it is worthwhile to pray for this relative to get peace for her, her sister and her mum. Finally, she said okay.

I thank to Daddy God who blesses me with sensitivity to know that when trouble brews, it’s d behind it, not the person creating the problem. This I have shared with Su, my sister and we usually manifest the Lord’s hand and plea the blood on the person concerned. Usually, we could see a sharp change in the mood of that person, from nastiness to calmness. Isn’t it wonderful if most of us help our dear enemy clears being used by the adversary? Life would be better for us and for others. Praise Lord Jesus for this advice.

Recently, Jc kept mentioning that she missed me in school. I had given her a photo of me to put in her bag, so that she could look at me whenever she misses me. This evening, she proceed to crying about missing me and worrying about next Thursday she has to stay longer hours in school and missing me. She was supposed to sleep and yet she was worrying and crying. Hubby tried to convince her that she will enjoy the 1 extra hour of play program that the school is going to conduct to find out their talent/interest. But she was not convinced.

Lord popped an idea into me and I decided to teach her to cast her worry to the Lord. I get her to repeat after me, ‘Lord Jesus, I am missing my mummy, but I don’t want to miss her. I pass this to You to help me take over.’ Praise the Lord, Lord Jesus takes over from her and blessed her with Peace. With this, she has fallen asleep. Praise the Lord!

Sometime back, I saw hubby argued much with me about information about Jesus. He was very strongly coming against me. From past experience, I know that when a person reacted in very strong emotionally, usually it’s d behind it. After manifest Lord’s hand and plea the blood over him, I could see that he was back to his calm self again.

When trouble brews, be calm and pray for the person that is creating trouble for you to feel troubled. You will be surprise how Lord could change the emotion of that person. Praise the Lord! We just need to flow with Him and He will surely greatly bless us.

May this help you in your daily walk with Lord Jesus. Amen!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

The Righteous One will Reign

Sunday, Su and I went for the morning service. Praise the Lord, it’s a long time since we are queuing that early in the morning. Lord blessed us with reserved seats and we were so happy. Daddy God, thank You for the blessings.

Sunday is one good sermon. Pastor Prince preached that:

Jesus + nothing = everything

Jesus + something = nothing

When Lord looks at us, these are what He sees: Jew, Gentile and the Church of God. Lord is talking about His people: Jeremiah 23:3-4 ‘”I myself will gather the remnant of my flock out of all the countries where I have driven them and will bring them back to their pasture, where they will be fruitful and increase in number. I will place shepherds over them who will tend them, and they will no longer be afraid or terrified, not will any be missing,” declared the Lord.’

The message to unveil to the sheep is Jeremiah 23:6 ‘The Lord Our Righteous’

Pastor Prince talked about leader should grow slowly, from serving the sheep and slowly move up. He said those who go up too fast tend to feed their ego. Thus go into sin.

Biblically, we are in the very blessed period. Daniel 9:23-24 ‘As soon as you began to pray, an answer was given, which I have come to tell you, for you are highly esteemed. Therefore consider the message and understand the vision:

Seventy “seven” are decreed for your people and your holy city to finish transgression, to put an end to sin, to atone for wickedness, to bring in everlasting righteousness, to seal up vision and prophecy and to anoint the most holy.’

The seventy ‘seven’ = 490 years

Abraham to Exodus – 490 years

Exodus to Solomon’s Temple – 490 years

Solomon’s Temple to Nehemiah’s Temple – 490 years

Nehemiah’s Temple to Jesus – 490 years

31st Oct 1517 (Reformation date) to 31st Oct 2007 – 490 years

Pastor Prince said that church body has not seen the blessing of Solomon Temple for a long time, but it is going to happen now, since 31st Oct 2007. Pastor Prince said he has preached more about the Righteousness of Christ since 31st Oct 2007.

Romans 8:33 Who shall bring a charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies.

Be conscious instead, of your righteousness in Christ (2 Corinthians 5:21), and you will reign in life! (Romans 5:17)

We are to realise that we are the righteousness of God in Christ. As we learn more about this Righteousness in Christ, the fruits of this righteousness will come our ways. Blessed is the one who knows he/she is the righteous one in Christ, said the Lord. Praise the Lord for this revelation as I wrote this paragraph. :D

These are the few faces of Christ in the book of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John:

King – Matthew – Purple colour – Lion

Servant – Mark – Red colour – Cow

Man – Luke – White colour – Man

God – John – Blue colour – Eagle

We are to grow to be like Christ, through Christ, we will show different personality as needed in the environment. Purple in our life is royalty.

In the Song of Solomon 1:7, we are asking Lord, ‘Tell me, you whom I love, where you graze your flock and where you rest your sheep at midday. Why should I be like a veiled woman beside the flocks of your friends?’

Lord replied us in Song of Solomon 1:8, ‘If you do not know, most beautiful of women, follow the tracks of the sheep and gaze your young goats by the tents of the shepherds.’

Lord is telling us we are the fairest among women, and the shepherd tent is the place of rest. The Church is the place of feeding and rest in God words and peace. Hallelujah!!!

Pastor Prince said that sheep will stink, we have our bad traits but Shepherds are not to beat the sheep. In Psalm 23:3 ‘He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.’ These paths of righteousness is around the mountain, sheep goes around the mountain and slowly, the way will lead to the top. Praise the Lord!

Lord likes to get shepherd of sheep to be shepherd of His people. Psalm 78:70-72 ‘He chose David his servant and took him from the sheep pens; from tending the sheep he brought him to be the shepherd of his people Jacob, of Israel his inheritance. And David shepherded them with integrity of heart; with skillful hands he led them.’

Isaiah 40:11 ‘He tends his flock like a shepherd: He gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart; he gently leads those that have young.’

Praise the Lord for this revelation. I felt so blessed and thank You, Daddy God, for your leading. I am the righteousness of God in Christ and surely, blessing will come chasing after me in the Name of Jesus. Lord Jesus, thank You for the perfectly perfect work on the Cross. Thanks You for Your Stripes, Your Blood, Your Death and Your Obedience. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!!!