The other day, when I checked with the nurse about mum next discharge date, there was nothing about it written down. But just a note by a doctor that we are waiting for the maid to look after mum to arrive.
Due to the disagreement with eldest brother-in-law, he wanted Su and me to apologise to him for smsing my sis, the curses and for telling him about my mum's money should be handled by the 5 of us and not any of our spouses. He claimed that we excluded him as family members and was angry!
Even though the smses was not send to him but to my sis, he wanted apology for some week even though we explained our purpose and what we mean.
Today, brother smsed us that hospital will transfer mum to the community hospital on Friday and one of us must be there to do the initial payment. With this, it means either KF house or we have to find a alternative for mum. This hospital only holds mum temporary.
As KF still wanted us to apologise, and looking at the critical time for mum, also her wish to return home. Su called sis but the only want from them was an apology. Even when I called, she also said that. I asked what must I apologise for and she mentioned those 2 curses.
Even I told them, I don't feel anything from those 2 curses, I could not understand why they felt it if they claimed they did not try to cheat mum of the money!!! Anyway, to settle the dispute and to bring harmony back to the family, I apologised to them and smsed Su and she did too. Then KF was appeased!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
With this forgiveness from KF, Lord said his liver tumor, He had removed fully!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Sis said they intend to honour mum and I am glad to hear this. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
With this settled, Lord promised to bring my blessing to me. He said from today onwards, I will be going through my renewal till the blessed day!!! Glory Glory!!!
Yes, in life, sometime, someone just have to take a back step for things to move forward. Lord had cleared all my pride so I have no problem in apologising!!! Glory Glory to His Grace!!!!
Abba, thank You for Your Leading for my family to be appease again. Surely, things are turning well for everyone!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Cycle of Life 2
Mine oh Mine!!! Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! What Lord revealed to me about my transformation is GOOD!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
I thought the sexual desire change was that all but Lord blessing is usually in Abundance!!!! Hallelujah!!! If you read the story of Joseph, you will find that it was when he rose up to be the no 2 man in Egypt that Lord said he was good looking!!! So, when he was with his brothers, as a slave, being jailed, he was still not transformed, even though he had great Favour due to his closeness to the Lord!!!
Why his brothers was jealous of him? It's like you looking at my photo and thinking what so good I am to deserve all these!!! That's the same treatment he gone through, that was why they didn't mind sold him off!!!
All these years, Lord gave me a lowly face that nobody cared much about. Even though they could tell something in me is unusual, they could not pin point it out and I was quiet in most gathering. Be it in school or in social gathering!!! All these are for training purpose, how it shape my character and personality!!!
However, Lord disclosed that I will not be so in future!!! Like Joseph, when I rise up, He will be my Authority and Power! He said what He anointed King David and Joseph will come upon me. Also the fullness of Jesus will be with me too!!! Glory Glory!!!
He knows the desire of ex heart. Those lady that he could see and cannot get. He knows their demanding character and he avoided them. Surely, Lord not just reshaping me to fulfill the physical change. He is bringing out my ancestor beauty, all the way to the Jews blood, to be shown. And the sweetness of it all, I will have the beauty of Jesus!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said I will not be the typical Chinese look but one that is internationally look pleasing!!! Glory Glory!!!! All these are in the pipeline!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
In term of character and personality, He said when I am out doing His Work, He will fully come through as Jesus with Power and Authority. At home, I will be submissive and erotic. Ex will be like bee to honey and could not get enough of me. This is the Abundance He is pouring into me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
He said by then, no one could deny me. He said the air of Jesus will be with me and His Wisdom will be in full display for the Glory of Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Surely, I will be tall, slim, pretty, beautiful, young at 20 and youth at 16 for His Glory for 1500 years!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thank You!!! Abba!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!!
I thought the sexual desire change was that all but Lord blessing is usually in Abundance!!!! Hallelujah!!! If you read the story of Joseph, you will find that it was when he rose up to be the no 2 man in Egypt that Lord said he was good looking!!! So, when he was with his brothers, as a slave, being jailed, he was still not transformed, even though he had great Favour due to his closeness to the Lord!!!
Why his brothers was jealous of him? It's like you looking at my photo and thinking what so good I am to deserve all these!!! That's the same treatment he gone through, that was why they didn't mind sold him off!!!
All these years, Lord gave me a lowly face that nobody cared much about. Even though they could tell something in me is unusual, they could not pin point it out and I was quiet in most gathering. Be it in school or in social gathering!!! All these are for training purpose, how it shape my character and personality!!!
However, Lord disclosed that I will not be so in future!!! Like Joseph, when I rise up, He will be my Authority and Power! He said what He anointed King David and Joseph will come upon me. Also the fullness of Jesus will be with me too!!! Glory Glory!!!
He knows the desire of ex heart. Those lady that he could see and cannot get. He knows their demanding character and he avoided them. Surely, Lord not just reshaping me to fulfill the physical change. He is bringing out my ancestor beauty, all the way to the Jews blood, to be shown. And the sweetness of it all, I will have the beauty of Jesus!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said I will not be the typical Chinese look but one that is internationally look pleasing!!! Glory Glory!!!! All these are in the pipeline!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
In term of character and personality, He said when I am out doing His Work, He will fully come through as Jesus with Power and Authority. At home, I will be submissive and erotic. Ex will be like bee to honey and could not get enough of me. This is the Abundance He is pouring into me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
He said by then, no one could deny me. He said the air of Jesus will be with me and His Wisdom will be in full display for the Glory of Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Surely, I will be tall, slim, pretty, beautiful, young at 20 and youth at 16 for His Glory for 1500 years!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thank You!!! Abba!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Cycle of Life
I was stressed by 2 issues recently encountered. One is Lord wanting to bring ex to me and the other is eldest brother-in-law family no heart to take care of mum.
My head was expanding over this 2 issues and I decided to take the Traditional Chinese Culture learning, about the Di Zhi Gui etc to watch about the Natural Form of Life that we supposed to live in according to nature.
The most important of that teaching is in Honouring Parents. Then I realised sis family was so much into love of money that even looking after mum, they also want to use money to measure it worth. Thus, without money, KF is not willing to take mum into his house!!!!! Finally I see the real problem in them.
As for Lord wanting to bring ex to complete this family. I realised that Jesus in the bible said that there is no divorce, it really is. Due to the evil of man, Moses created an law for couples to break from each other. But the will of the Lord is family harmony!!!
Even though at this moment ex heart is still strong on not coming back and I actually do not want him. But after watching the dvd, I got a better understanding that it's God's will to let man have happy family to reproduce and multiply. Glory Glory!!!!
Devil is behind in creating cracks in marriage but Lord want to restore the family to the origin. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! This is why no matter what devil has led ex into, He will wash him clean with the Blood of Jesus to be whiter than snow and return to me. It's restoring what locust has eaten and make it whole again. He knows the time needed and He let me wait patiently.
He knows what would pull him back and stage by stage, He is slowly putting things together. Glory Glory!!! How He did it? Remember I was a dead log? He increased my desire so much and opened my sensation and make me wet too. The natural wet!!! I used to be dry!!! He said I will be hotter than those in porno and he will not need to go to porno to get his diet and I will be more sensational then Rosy. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said that after ex tried me, he will not go for other girls nor watch porno anymore!!! As the live me is a lot better than them all. Glory Glory!!!! Well, when Lord enable, it is really good!!! Even I am surprised with serving myself. I never did that before but now, it's like what I had watched before!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord said He blessed me with wild sexual desire!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He let me thought ex is returning to try me and get me to send message to him for him to realise I am changed. Glory Glory!!! Even though currently the time is not ripe yet but such information is needed.
He told me once I am rich, I would not send such message, so now is the time. He gave me sensual sensation that I could write erotic messages to him. This is to let him know the difference in me.
He said if he did not know, even when I am rich, he would still think I am a dead log. So this message is important. This is to change his opinion of me. Glory Glory!!!
He said that when I am rich, the equation of rich and sensual will attract him much. I am finally at peace with His Decision. I will wait for the time is ripe!!! As there are many areas to consider beside myself.
Lord is a Careful Planner! Usually, His Movement is not just to bless one family but to bless many!!! So, He has to see that all areas are in order before bringing it through!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It's about seed time and harvest, the cycle must be right!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that Lord is I Am Possible!!! What I do not have, He highly bless me and make me full. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
My head was expanding over this 2 issues and I decided to take the Traditional Chinese Culture learning, about the Di Zhi Gui etc to watch about the Natural Form of Life that we supposed to live in according to nature.
The most important of that teaching is in Honouring Parents. Then I realised sis family was so much into love of money that even looking after mum, they also want to use money to measure it worth. Thus, without money, KF is not willing to take mum into his house!!!!! Finally I see the real problem in them.
As for Lord wanting to bring ex to complete this family. I realised that Jesus in the bible said that there is no divorce, it really is. Due to the evil of man, Moses created an law for couples to break from each other. But the will of the Lord is family harmony!!!
Even though at this moment ex heart is still strong on not coming back and I actually do not want him. But after watching the dvd, I got a better understanding that it's God's will to let man have happy family to reproduce and multiply. Glory Glory!!!!
Devil is behind in creating cracks in marriage but Lord want to restore the family to the origin. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! This is why no matter what devil has led ex into, He will wash him clean with the Blood of Jesus to be whiter than snow and return to me. It's restoring what locust has eaten and make it whole again. He knows the time needed and He let me wait patiently.
He knows what would pull him back and stage by stage, He is slowly putting things together. Glory Glory!!! How He did it? Remember I was a dead log? He increased my desire so much and opened my sensation and make me wet too. The natural wet!!! I used to be dry!!! He said I will be hotter than those in porno and he will not need to go to porno to get his diet and I will be more sensational then Rosy. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said that after ex tried me, he will not go for other girls nor watch porno anymore!!! As the live me is a lot better than them all. Glory Glory!!!! Well, when Lord enable, it is really good!!! Even I am surprised with serving myself. I never did that before but now, it's like what I had watched before!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord said He blessed me with wild sexual desire!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He let me thought ex is returning to try me and get me to send message to him for him to realise I am changed. Glory Glory!!! Even though currently the time is not ripe yet but such information is needed.
He told me once I am rich, I would not send such message, so now is the time. He gave me sensual sensation that I could write erotic messages to him. This is to let him know the difference in me.
He said if he did not know, even when I am rich, he would still think I am a dead log. So this message is important. This is to change his opinion of me. Glory Glory!!!
He said that when I am rich, the equation of rich and sensual will attract him much. I am finally at peace with His Decision. I will wait for the time is ripe!!! As there are many areas to consider beside myself.
Lord is a Careful Planner! Usually, His Movement is not just to bless one family but to bless many!!! So, He has to see that all areas are in order before bringing it through!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It's about seed time and harvest, the cycle must be right!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that Lord is I Am Possible!!! What I do not have, He highly bless me and make me full. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
A Thankful Heart
I really thankful that I have Abba Father on my side. Years ago, when He told me to finish the bible and I did. I was so scary of the way He come against the enemy of His Beloved. So much so I told myself that I better stay close to Him and not wonder away!!!
I also know that those who are His Beloved, how Lovely a God, He is to them. So naturally, I want to be in His Good Book and not do anything silly to offend Him. Occasionally, I did some laziness disobedient too! As long as I repented and apologised to Him, He always forgives me and His Presence never leave me. Glory Glory!!!
Yesterday when He told me to write a post, I was wondering what to write as nothing in mind. As I obey, He put the message into me and my hand wrote it out. It's Him in control through my body and I am glad He comes to my Protection even though I did not know it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
You might questioned that all sins are judged in Jesus and why this punishment when you did something in disobedience. As you see, Lord give us a free choice. We could choose to be with Him or we could choose to be with the world, where devil is.
Temptations don't just anyhow opens it's door. It is the area that you open door to let yourself through that darkness could make use of your open door in that area to bring harm to you. When you fallen from Grace, means you away from Lord, darkness could get you that way. It's when you Look to Jesus Finished Work at the Cross that you will receive Abundance of Grace to reign in life again!!! Glory to His Grace!!!
You could look at Job in the book of Job, when he worried about his children and helped them to burn offering, his worries of them open door to the devil. His self-righteous thought about himself no need the offering also was another open door to the devil.
It was when Job looked to Lord Jesus again that Lord blessed him double from all that locust has taken from him!!!
Present day, do you see such punishment??? I ever listened Pastor Prince mentioned this. A member of the Indonesian pastor, Pastor Pariyagi(I don't know how to spell his name, this is the sound of it) church, always condemned his pastor. He still went to church, his whole family and always he would condemned what the Pastor preached is not true.
One day, after church service, as he was at the traffic junction, a lorry full of logs drove passed and the logs became loosed and fell onto his car and the whole family was killed. So, you see, Lord's hand is on those who He has raised. If you want to let the devil use you, Lord's hand can always remove His Protection over your head. Did He glad to do it??? No, but if you go to the devil, like the Children of Israel, they went into sin, sin got them, not God!!!
It is when they looked to Lord again and Lord being a Compassion God, remembered His Promise to Father Abraham and rescued them from their suffering!!!
So, which side of the spirit you want to reside yourself, you have the choice. But when things happen, don't blame it on God!!! No point ask God why He let this thing happen to you!!! It's you open door for such to happen, not God!!!
Even though it's our doing, He still Graciously save us when we call on the name of Jesus and look to His Finished Work at the Cross!!! That's how Good Lord is, He won't turn His Head away and said, I told you so! and walk away, He won't!!! As long as you turn to Him, His Saving Hand will be there to rescue you out of your trouble!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This is my years of fellowship with Him, He let me know more about Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, each step of the Grace, You laid for me to walk, I am glad that be it good or bad, it is for my overall goodness. I thank You for Your leading!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Yes, I also believe the Power of His Blood. In the book of Revelation, it says it is His Salvation, His Strength, His Kingdom and the Power of Christ have come. The accuser of the brothers are cast down!!! Glory Glory!!! So whoever accepted Christ and believe in His Finished Work, all their sins are forgiven. So look to Christ and not to devil!!!
Lord told us to put priority on His Kingdom and His Righteousness and all the pagan have, He will given to us. So you believe? I do, that's why all these years I sit at the feet of Jesus and learn from Him. The posture of Mary!!! Glory Glory!!!
As long as you are with Him, who can come against you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for Your Protection!!! I am Your Beloved and I am well pleased!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I also know that those who are His Beloved, how Lovely a God, He is to them. So naturally, I want to be in His Good Book and not do anything silly to offend Him. Occasionally, I did some laziness disobedient too! As long as I repented and apologised to Him, He always forgives me and His Presence never leave me. Glory Glory!!!
Yesterday when He told me to write a post, I was wondering what to write as nothing in mind. As I obey, He put the message into me and my hand wrote it out. It's Him in control through my body and I am glad He comes to my Protection even though I did not know it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
You might questioned that all sins are judged in Jesus and why this punishment when you did something in disobedience. As you see, Lord give us a free choice. We could choose to be with Him or we could choose to be with the world, where devil is.
Temptations don't just anyhow opens it's door. It is the area that you open door to let yourself through that darkness could make use of your open door in that area to bring harm to you. When you fallen from Grace, means you away from Lord, darkness could get you that way. It's when you Look to Jesus Finished Work at the Cross that you will receive Abundance of Grace to reign in life again!!! Glory to His Grace!!!
You could look at Job in the book of Job, when he worried about his children and helped them to burn offering, his worries of them open door to the devil. His self-righteous thought about himself no need the offering also was another open door to the devil.
It was when Job looked to Lord Jesus again that Lord blessed him double from all that locust has taken from him!!!
Present day, do you see such punishment??? I ever listened Pastor Prince mentioned this. A member of the Indonesian pastor, Pastor Pariyagi(I don't know how to spell his name, this is the sound of it) church, always condemned his pastor. He still went to church, his whole family and always he would condemned what the Pastor preached is not true.
One day, after church service, as he was at the traffic junction, a lorry full of logs drove passed and the logs became loosed and fell onto his car and the whole family was killed. So, you see, Lord's hand is on those who He has raised. If you want to let the devil use you, Lord's hand can always remove His Protection over your head. Did He glad to do it??? No, but if you go to the devil, like the Children of Israel, they went into sin, sin got them, not God!!!
It is when they looked to Lord again and Lord being a Compassion God, remembered His Promise to Father Abraham and rescued them from their suffering!!!
So, which side of the spirit you want to reside yourself, you have the choice. But when things happen, don't blame it on God!!! No point ask God why He let this thing happen to you!!! It's you open door for such to happen, not God!!!
Even though it's our doing, He still Graciously save us when we call on the name of Jesus and look to His Finished Work at the Cross!!! That's how Good Lord is, He won't turn His Head away and said, I told you so! and walk away, He won't!!! As long as you turn to Him, His Saving Hand will be there to rescue you out of your trouble!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This is my years of fellowship with Him, He let me know more about Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, each step of the Grace, You laid for me to walk, I am glad that be it good or bad, it is for my overall goodness. I thank You for Your leading!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Yes, I also believe the Power of His Blood. In the book of Revelation, it says it is His Salvation, His Strength, His Kingdom and the Power of Christ have come. The accuser of the brothers are cast down!!! Glory Glory!!! So whoever accepted Christ and believe in His Finished Work, all their sins are forgiven. So look to Christ and not to devil!!!
Lord told us to put priority on His Kingdom and His Righteousness and all the pagan have, He will given to us. So you believe? I do, that's why all these years I sit at the feet of Jesus and learn from Him. The posture of Mary!!! Glory Glory!!!
As long as you are with Him, who can come against you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for Your Protection!!! I am Your Beloved and I am well pleased!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, February 25, 2013
The Life of Christ
Christ Jesus came to earth 2000 years ago to die at the Cross for all people to believe in Him so as to be able to gather back to God the Father, Abba Father!!! Glory Glory!!!
Walking with Christ to be like Him basically is to think like Him. Like what He said between He and His Father, the God. When you think and act like the Words of Christ, more and more, Lord can come in you and come through you to do His Part of the equation.
When He could come in you and come through you, you are walking like Christ. It's regardless you are male or female. No diff in this area. The most important thing is you willing to let go of yourself, your pride, to let Me reign through your body!!!
When I talk, you don't take that as you, but as Me. When the Wisdom I have given to you, you handle it without pride. As it is My Wisdom doing the job and not you. When all that you do and say, all you give glory to Me and Not yourself. You have reach it!!!
Why I give Stephanie Great Secrets of My Movement and Me and My Kingdom??? She is one that done the above. All that she done or say, she give Glory to Me. She never take the credit as herself, not a single time. That is why I could come in her and come through her as a first person, talking to you directly or as a third person, talking through her. It doesn't matter, it's still Me in her eyes!!!
This is why I am blessing her Richly and giving her Great Power to demonstrate the Goodness of Jesus!!! It's not by her appearance nor about her knowledge about the world. It's her trust that she is unable and I am able in all areas of her life!!!
If you could deny yourself much, I could come in much in you too. Do not judge her by her look. She is My Beloved in Whom I am Well Pleased!!! Nobody could condemned her or speak bad about her. Those who do that, I will surely judge them. Because if you do, you are condemning Me, the Almighty God that is Reigning Through her!!!
When she is risen up in the Right Time Right Moment, you will know, what I, this Almighty God, says is the truth!!!
I do not minced My Word and I blessed her much!!!! Whoever dare to come against her will see the same area you come against to your disadvantage. I will protect her honour!!! You shall not defile her!!! Glory Glory!!!
She might be ignorance to what you have commented about her but I, the Almighty God, I know. I will promise you that you will see to your disadvantages the area you despised her. If it did not happen to you, I will make sure your descendant get it. So, do not judge her by what is revealed!!!
What she revealed is all for My Glory!!! What I did in her life. If you used that to come against her and put lies to her!!! I will see that you get the same dishonour too!!! Do not take this as a joke least you do not know why you experience the bad thing in life!!!
She honour Me and I honour her!!! No one can condemn her when all the while she fellowship with Me and walk closely with Me. You see the bible, whoever walk closely with Jesus I blessed. So, She spent 7 years listening to My Words, Reading My Words and Meditate My Words to talk to Me. How many of you have done this!!! How many of you bother to talk to Me at all???
You only talk to Me when you need help from Me. Other time, you just enjoy your worldly life and do not bother about Me at all!!!
Repent and come walk with Me and See if I can bless you as I promised in the bible. She believed all that I said and that is why it shall come upon her!!! Do not envy her when you have not done your part but want her rewards!!!
Farmers do not get their food if they don't plant in the seed!!! Where you plant your seed is important if you want to be fruitful!!! Seed Time and Harvest, this is what I ordain in this world!!! Think over what I said here and come close to Me!!!
Devil could lead her ex off and I could lead him back!!! It's not about what he had done, but all the Grace of Jesus that I could pour into it to make the marriage work again!!! I am a Almighty God and My Begotten Son, Lord Jesus Christ has done a Perfect Job at the Cross!!! All Sins are judged and I give My Righteousness to you all who believe in Jesus!!!
Do not look at the sins he had gone through!!! It's the devil that led him through all that!!! I could redeem him and wash him with the Blood of Jesus and he shall be whiter than snow. Those who condemned him, look down on the Power of the Blood of Jesus and thus look down on Me, the Almighty God!!! So be careful what you are talking!!!
I am Not Happy with What You Said About Her that is why I get her to write this post. She does not know that I am going to write all these!!! I give you One More Chance because of the Blood of Jesus!!! But after this post you still Condemn Me, you shall get it!!! I, the Almighty God promise you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Walking with Christ to be like Him basically is to think like Him. Like what He said between He and His Father, the God. When you think and act like the Words of Christ, more and more, Lord can come in you and come through you to do His Part of the equation.
When He could come in you and come through you, you are walking like Christ. It's regardless you are male or female. No diff in this area. The most important thing is you willing to let go of yourself, your pride, to let Me reign through your body!!!
When I talk, you don't take that as you, but as Me. When the Wisdom I have given to you, you handle it without pride. As it is My Wisdom doing the job and not you. When all that you do and say, all you give glory to Me and Not yourself. You have reach it!!!
Why I give Stephanie Great Secrets of My Movement and Me and My Kingdom??? She is one that done the above. All that she done or say, she give Glory to Me. She never take the credit as herself, not a single time. That is why I could come in her and come through her as a first person, talking to you directly or as a third person, talking through her. It doesn't matter, it's still Me in her eyes!!!
This is why I am blessing her Richly and giving her Great Power to demonstrate the Goodness of Jesus!!! It's not by her appearance nor about her knowledge about the world. It's her trust that she is unable and I am able in all areas of her life!!!
If you could deny yourself much, I could come in much in you too. Do not judge her by her look. She is My Beloved in Whom I am Well Pleased!!! Nobody could condemned her or speak bad about her. Those who do that, I will surely judge them. Because if you do, you are condemning Me, the Almighty God that is Reigning Through her!!!
When she is risen up in the Right Time Right Moment, you will know, what I, this Almighty God, says is the truth!!!
I do not minced My Word and I blessed her much!!!! Whoever dare to come against her will see the same area you come against to your disadvantage. I will protect her honour!!! You shall not defile her!!! Glory Glory!!!
She might be ignorance to what you have commented about her but I, the Almighty God, I know. I will promise you that you will see to your disadvantages the area you despised her. If it did not happen to you, I will make sure your descendant get it. So, do not judge her by what is revealed!!!
What she revealed is all for My Glory!!! What I did in her life. If you used that to come against her and put lies to her!!! I will see that you get the same dishonour too!!! Do not take this as a joke least you do not know why you experience the bad thing in life!!!
She honour Me and I honour her!!! No one can condemn her when all the while she fellowship with Me and walk closely with Me. You see the bible, whoever walk closely with Jesus I blessed. So, She spent 7 years listening to My Words, Reading My Words and Meditate My Words to talk to Me. How many of you have done this!!! How many of you bother to talk to Me at all???
You only talk to Me when you need help from Me. Other time, you just enjoy your worldly life and do not bother about Me at all!!!
Repent and come walk with Me and See if I can bless you as I promised in the bible. She believed all that I said and that is why it shall come upon her!!! Do not envy her when you have not done your part but want her rewards!!!
Farmers do not get their food if they don't plant in the seed!!! Where you plant your seed is important if you want to be fruitful!!! Seed Time and Harvest, this is what I ordain in this world!!! Think over what I said here and come close to Me!!!
Devil could lead her ex off and I could lead him back!!! It's not about what he had done, but all the Grace of Jesus that I could pour into it to make the marriage work again!!! I am a Almighty God and My Begotten Son, Lord Jesus Christ has done a Perfect Job at the Cross!!! All Sins are judged and I give My Righteousness to you all who believe in Jesus!!!
Do not look at the sins he had gone through!!! It's the devil that led him through all that!!! I could redeem him and wash him with the Blood of Jesus and he shall be whiter than snow. Those who condemned him, look down on the Power of the Blood of Jesus and thus look down on Me, the Almighty God!!! So be careful what you are talking!!!
I am Not Happy with What You Said About Her that is why I get her to write this post. She does not know that I am going to write all these!!! I give you One More Chance because of the Blood of Jesus!!! But after this post you still Condemn Me, you shall get it!!! I, the Almighty God promise you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Love Renewed
This was discovered when I first thought I am leaving this home. Looking at the picture, I could see ex smiling eyes!!! This is the evident of love that was once there. This was taken about 14 years ago!!!
He did tell me about he ever loved me. That time our relationship is souring and I could not believe him!!! That's how bad our relationship has turned. I was helpless and did not know how to improve it. He turned to outside to look for love and the many lies hardened my heart to whatever he said. I don't know what come out of his mouth is true and I chosen to disbelieve him.
Looking at all the photos he took with Rosy, I could not sense the deep love he had with her. Looking at this photo, I saw the pure love that was once there! I was stunned that it was there and I was blinded.
He said he a mistake once, will not make it again for him and Rosy, when I asked about their marriage!!!
I actually given him up long ago and each time Lord bring him back in hope, I always have this bitter unwanting feeling for him. However, looking at this photo some weeks back, I was stunned how loving we were in the beginning!!!
I just completed meditation of the book of Proverbs again. In the last of last on the Virtuous Woman, Lord revealed that He is restoring our marriage. This is one of the 3 wishes He told me to write for my 2013 wishes. Even though I obeyed, I disbelieve the restoration is with ex!!!
However, Lord told me in the latest meditation that He is bringing him back!!! Just now at the gate, I was standing opposite him. I told him that my blessing won't be so soon and have to stay here longer. He said he already know that. He said he know there won't be one!!!
There is no more enmity between me and him. It's normal talking!!! Lord told me the only thing blocking him from returning is the blessing. He disbelieve that this is true. In fact, he disbelieved so much about Jesus to get me to choose between him and Jesus long ago!!! It was his fear of losing me, according to YC revelation long ago.
Whatever it is, Lord said He is restoring him back to my life. I actually do not want this plan, but looking at this photo, my heart melt!!! I melt so much to post this photo here to talk; revealing my previous self and him!!! We have aged and the appearance is not that similiar to this photo, especially in me, I could not recognise the old me in the current me. (Lord has told me to remove the photo!)
Anyway, I will see Lord Grace following through. In Jc's heart, she is still questioning why her daddy, me and the institute of law, why we allowed this divorce to go through!!! In her heart, she still want us together!!! She might be accepting Rosy but she knows only mummy could love her unconditionally. She saw Rosy nasty scolding on her sons, so this area is her fear.
When Lord revealed about bringing him back, my head is really still at stress about it. But I trust Jesus for His Finished Work at the Cross and this is not exactly impossible for Jesus is the God of I AM Possible in this impossible!!! I M Possible!!! This is His Imprint!!!!
After gone through 7 years of training with the initial few years deep in the spirit realm, so much thing had happened and he also had gone through many rounds of relationship with other girls. Lord said He used his relationship with other girls to train him. When he return again, he will be a loving man!!!
At this point, I don't know!!! I know He is a God of Restoration. Whatever the locusts had taken, Lord could restore them back!!! Looking at his stunned look when he thought my blessing was here the other time, I guess he will be floored when the actual blessing arrived!!!
If Lord said so, let it be so!!! I am not fighting Him. Also, Lord let me see most couples remain with their partner even when they aged. I saw they have their best choice and stick with it. I have such thought because the man next to me wasn't up to the standard of my requirement. ;PPP
If Lord could and will restore us together and renewed our youth, surely this relationship will last a long time and Jc would be happy again. All these years of her fear and her acceptance of those fear, is molding her. Looking at her younger days photos, I am glad she is a lot sensible now!!!
I don't know how ex and me will end up together again. All these have to depend on the Grace of Jesus!!! After all, for the past 10 months, they, Rosy n ex, have worked much of putting the relationship, with the kids, altogether since last July. It was with this that Jc grew to accept the relationship. But guess she does not like to be toss between daddy and mummy.
At this point of time, I am not even looking to ex nor any future man. I have given up all of it to let Lord bring whoever He has in mind to me. Be it ex or not, time will tell!!!
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Faith in Jesus
Today I went to church and I did see a man that Lord brought, but he is not the first one that I had seen. After the service, when I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw half my brain was gone and I looked weird. Anyway, I had prayed to Lord to restore my brain and I am happy. Glory Glory to the storage in 3rd heaven!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord let me realise one thing. For Him to bring the original man to me. I must have faith in Him and faith involved patient. Glory Glory!!! Lord told me that when time for me to start service, then He will transform me to tall, slim, sexy, pretty, beautiful, young at 20 and youth at 16. By then, I will be able to meet him and by then he will be attracted to me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Things are turning bad for my family. I am seeing greed over mum's saving. But no one want to take her in. The one keen to take her, Su and me, we don't have the house to put her in. Hers too tiny rented and I am in the process of shifting out this year, so not an ideal time to bring her back here. I really disappointed with the two of my siblings. Lord, please help them!!!
I am seeing C, the real C, appearing in hospital, at my mum's ward, opposite her bed, supposed to be his mother!!! That day, when I sat across him, his glaze ran through my body and I felt uneasy. It was after that day that Lord told me, it was he.
There were few occasions where there were car parked near my home. But I could not see the driver due to reflection of the day light, just that I sensed something. Anyway, as Lord told me that he is not suitable and also I have no feeling for him, there won't be a chance between me and him. Relationship cannot be forced! Flower forced to blossom will only be dead.
I do hope he let go of this and go find his real love. I am not his source even though I might look gentle. I am a woman with feeling, emotions and I know what I need and what I want. So sorry to you!!! Please, there are better girls out there than me. Thanks!!!
Life is in transition. Lord is letting me slowly packing up my things. He knows I am a last minute person, so He is creating lots of last moment for me, to urge me to pack. So far I have managed to pack most of my things. What left now is those from the kitchen and my clothes and stuff. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I don't know when I will shift, as it all depends when He brings the blessing through. I just need to stay in Faith and Speak till I see it manifested. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Surely it shall be!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Rosy was poisoning Jc mind to look at the distance she travels between me and her daddy. She made it looked so hard to travel to and forth. I also encountered a crying Jc wanting daddy. You see, if he really love her, he won't do/say things that unsettled her heart!!! I praise Jesus that tells me today that we must show love to our kids!!!
I almost wanted to bring the cane out to settle her nonsense! But I was reminded about showing love. I brought to her the letter I wrote when I thought that was my last day with her. I wrote she is the source of my and her daddy love when we created her.
I reminded with her our love for her is made perfect, without her, life is empty. This reminder her of she is our source of love stabled her. She slowing get out of this mummy evil thoughts and at peace with me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I thank Lord for preaching about this in church today and I am able to put into practice and it is good!!!
Life is in stable and I am hoping mum could be normally healthy soon. I am looking for her to bring my siblings to their senses. I am glad they did this when she is still alive so that they could be bring to the ground again. Glory Glory!!!
I am glad that Abba Father is my Source of Energy. It is His Building Up of me that things that supposed to be blinded, I could see clearly. When things are left as it is, decay happens. But new source of energy is poured in to keep thing live again. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
Lord let me realise one thing. For Him to bring the original man to me. I must have faith in Him and faith involved patient. Glory Glory!!! Lord told me that when time for me to start service, then He will transform me to tall, slim, sexy, pretty, beautiful, young at 20 and youth at 16. By then, I will be able to meet him and by then he will be attracted to me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Things are turning bad for my family. I am seeing greed over mum's saving. But no one want to take her in. The one keen to take her, Su and me, we don't have the house to put her in. Hers too tiny rented and I am in the process of shifting out this year, so not an ideal time to bring her back here. I really disappointed with the two of my siblings. Lord, please help them!!!
I am seeing C, the real C, appearing in hospital, at my mum's ward, opposite her bed, supposed to be his mother!!! That day, when I sat across him, his glaze ran through my body and I felt uneasy. It was after that day that Lord told me, it was he.
There were few occasions where there were car parked near my home. But I could not see the driver due to reflection of the day light, just that I sensed something. Anyway, as Lord told me that he is not suitable and also I have no feeling for him, there won't be a chance between me and him. Relationship cannot be forced! Flower forced to blossom will only be dead.
I do hope he let go of this and go find his real love. I am not his source even though I might look gentle. I am a woman with feeling, emotions and I know what I need and what I want. So sorry to you!!! Please, there are better girls out there than me. Thanks!!!
Life is in transition. Lord is letting me slowly packing up my things. He knows I am a last minute person, so He is creating lots of last moment for me, to urge me to pack. So far I have managed to pack most of my things. What left now is those from the kitchen and my clothes and stuff. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I don't know when I will shift, as it all depends when He brings the blessing through. I just need to stay in Faith and Speak till I see it manifested. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Surely it shall be!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Rosy was poisoning Jc mind to look at the distance she travels between me and her daddy. She made it looked so hard to travel to and forth. I also encountered a crying Jc wanting daddy. You see, if he really love her, he won't do/say things that unsettled her heart!!! I praise Jesus that tells me today that we must show love to our kids!!!
I almost wanted to bring the cane out to settle her nonsense! But I was reminded about showing love. I brought to her the letter I wrote when I thought that was my last day with her. I wrote she is the source of my and her daddy love when we created her.
I reminded with her our love for her is made perfect, without her, life is empty. This reminder her of she is our source of love stabled her. She slowing get out of this mummy evil thoughts and at peace with me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I thank Lord for preaching about this in church today and I am able to put into practice and it is good!!!
Life is in stable and I am hoping mum could be normally healthy soon. I am looking for her to bring my siblings to their senses. I am glad they did this when she is still alive so that they could be bring to the ground again. Glory Glory!!!
I am glad that Abba Father is my Source of Energy. It is His Building Up of me that things that supposed to be blinded, I could see clearly. When things are left as it is, decay happens. But new source of energy is poured in to keep thing live again. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
Saturday, February 23, 2013
The Grace of God 3
My Abba Father is really a very Good God!!!! He is so considered for me!!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!! I thought it's my duty to stay alive for 1500 years for His Sake but He is a Good Pay Master!!!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
He said the houses He is giving me will be a piece of Heaven on Earth. It means the Love of God will be in the atmosphere and there will not have the decay of this world in it. I am looking forward to days of need not clean the house because of dust!!!! Glory Glory!!!! Amen Amen!!!!
This is not just what He is giving me. When He conditioned me to make love daily, this already is a lot to me. From nothing to daily is not a small joke!!! But after He took away my discomfort feelings, He told me that I am going to make love twice per day!!!! I faint man!!!!
I asked Lord, why need so many times on a daily basis. Then He gives me the greatest joy in His Answer!!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!! You know, I used to crave for His Love till He opened that Very Mighty and Very Colourful Love to show me years ago when I am still a young Christian. Ever since then, I long to have this mighty love feeling!!!!
Lord disclose, each time we carcass each other, it's an explosion of this Love!!!! And He will transport us to the Garden of Eden where Love is abundance when we join in Union!!!! With such wonderful feeling, I don't mind whole life soak in it!!!! hahahaha....Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Finally, He is getting me looking forward to it. I have been longing for this Mighty Love for a long time and it is going to be a reality with the Mr Right!!!! I am so happy!!! He said I am to stay on earth for so long, so He brings heaven down for me to enjoy so that I will not have to wait too long before returning to Heaven to enjoy. I could enjoy down on earth. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad Lord arrange for His Covenant son to know His Covenant daughter!!!! With Holy Spirit in both of us, we could easily go to the Garden of Eden without much effort!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said the houses He is giving me will be a piece of Heaven on Earth. It means the Love of God will be in the atmosphere and there will not have the decay of this world in it. I am looking forward to days of need not clean the house because of dust!!!! Glory Glory!!!! Amen Amen!!!!
This is not just what He is giving me. When He conditioned me to make love daily, this already is a lot to me. From nothing to daily is not a small joke!!! But after He took away my discomfort feelings, He told me that I am going to make love twice per day!!!! I faint man!!!!
I asked Lord, why need so many times on a daily basis. Then He gives me the greatest joy in His Answer!!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!! You know, I used to crave for His Love till He opened that Very Mighty and Very Colourful Love to show me years ago when I am still a young Christian. Ever since then, I long to have this mighty love feeling!!!!
Lord disclose, each time we carcass each other, it's an explosion of this Love!!!! And He will transport us to the Garden of Eden where Love is abundance when we join in Union!!!! With such wonderful feeling, I don't mind whole life soak in it!!!! hahahaha....Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Finally, He is getting me looking forward to it. I have been longing for this Mighty Love for a long time and it is going to be a reality with the Mr Right!!!! I am so happy!!! He said I am to stay on earth for so long, so He brings heaven down for me to enjoy so that I will not have to wait too long before returning to Heaven to enjoy. I could enjoy down on earth. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad Lord arrange for His Covenant son to know His Covenant daughter!!!! With Holy Spirit in both of us, we could easily go to the Garden of Eden without much effort!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, February 22, 2013
The Grace of God 2
Abba Father really knows my heart!!! ;D Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Weekly, after booking my seat, I like to go into NOAH to check if there is anymore seats left. Always, I would find the word 'limited seats'.
This week, as it is a divine match making week, and I was assigned at a seat that was far too much not in my pleasure, I have this itchy heart to see if I should have it changed. But the few times I login to check, it always show no more seats.
This never happen for the past few weeks but this week, just because I forgot about the booking on time, I missed my favourite area and was given what I don't really like area. Lord knows when 'he' that He wants to match make to me would book and sit and let me forget about the booking till so late, aka 'his' time to book the seat so that we will be sitting together!!!
Only by His Grace, such thing could happen!!! I don't know to thank Him for my forgetfulness or for this divine appointment!!! At this moment, I still unable to appreciate His Goodness yet. But I trust that He will surely do a Perfect Job since all the Grace and Mercy needed is DONE at the Cross of Jesus Christ 2000 years ago!!!
He already upped my desire need that I am patiently waiting for him to come as I want to be satisfied. It wasn't easy to have this need and yet, have to endure the feeling and hold on.
I watched Mark Gungor, about how God wired man to always need it and to his 'Yo Mama Session' and it is a good insight to this area of knowledge how premarital sex, masturbation and porno could harm man to inability to perform on woman and premarital sex could harm women to think sex is not important that they don't take it a deal to reject man of their life. It really a great insight to what the world said ok, it's really not ok at all. Hold on to it till marriage life is the answer. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I, who was a low low desire and never really have such a strong need never could understand man till now Lord up me so much that holding on is an endurance!!!! That's how much He had changed me to meet my future man!!!
He said my frequency will changed to daily with this future man. The first mention of it, I was wow, could not take it but even this could not take it, Lord removed the feeling too!!! That now I feel it is okay for daily pleasure!!!
He is such a Good Daddy!!! Whatever I could not, He fully cleared the feeling, the emotion, that I am okay with all that He planned for my life!!! This future man surely going to be a very happy man!!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He let me see that to let a man love me much, I have to satisfy him much. Actually, Lord let me see it in ex and his girlfriend relationship. He is satisfied much by her that he is willing to spend on her. He is also very confident that he will not turn back!!! That's how much he is happy till he does not mind her 3 sons and 1 daughter that will create space problem in this flat!!!
With this understanding, I am willing to do my part and Lord has given me Great Grace to accomplish it. I am sure this future relationship will be a very loving one. I have confident in it. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You so much for wanting me to enjoy my life that You have everything planned out for me. I am so grateful for all the arrangement You have done for me and prepared me!!!!!
It's like marrying me off with all the tiny details You go into to make it Perfect!!! With You in this arrangement, how not for me to be forever live a happy life!!! Surely this is Good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Weekly, after booking my seat, I like to go into NOAH to check if there is anymore seats left. Always, I would find the word 'limited seats'.
This week, as it is a divine match making week, and I was assigned at a seat that was far too much not in my pleasure, I have this itchy heart to see if I should have it changed. But the few times I login to check, it always show no more seats.
This never happen for the past few weeks but this week, just because I forgot about the booking on time, I missed my favourite area and was given what I don't really like area. Lord knows when 'he' that He wants to match make to me would book and sit and let me forget about the booking till so late, aka 'his' time to book the seat so that we will be sitting together!!!
Only by His Grace, such thing could happen!!! I don't know to thank Him for my forgetfulness or for this divine appointment!!! At this moment, I still unable to appreciate His Goodness yet. But I trust that He will surely do a Perfect Job since all the Grace and Mercy needed is DONE at the Cross of Jesus Christ 2000 years ago!!!
He already upped my desire need that I am patiently waiting for him to come as I want to be satisfied. It wasn't easy to have this need and yet, have to endure the feeling and hold on.
I watched Mark Gungor, about how God wired man to always need it and to his 'Yo Mama Session' and it is a good insight to this area of knowledge how premarital sex, masturbation and porno could harm man to inability to perform on woman and premarital sex could harm women to think sex is not important that they don't take it a deal to reject man of their life. It really a great insight to what the world said ok, it's really not ok at all. Hold on to it till marriage life is the answer. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I, who was a low low desire and never really have such a strong need never could understand man till now Lord up me so much that holding on is an endurance!!!! That's how much He had changed me to meet my future man!!!
He said my frequency will changed to daily with this future man. The first mention of it, I was wow, could not take it but even this could not take it, Lord removed the feeling too!!! That now I feel it is okay for daily pleasure!!!
He is such a Good Daddy!!! Whatever I could not, He fully cleared the feeling, the emotion, that I am okay with all that He planned for my life!!! This future man surely going to be a very happy man!!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He let me see that to let a man love me much, I have to satisfy him much. Actually, Lord let me see it in ex and his girlfriend relationship. He is satisfied much by her that he is willing to spend on her. He is also very confident that he will not turn back!!! That's how much he is happy till he does not mind her 3 sons and 1 daughter that will create space problem in this flat!!!
With this understanding, I am willing to do my part and Lord has given me Great Grace to accomplish it. I am sure this future relationship will be a very loving one. I have confident in it. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You so much for wanting me to enjoy my life that You have everything planned out for me. I am so grateful for all the arrangement You have done for me and prepared me!!!!!
It's like marrying me off with all the tiny details You go into to make it Perfect!!! With You in this arrangement, how not for me to be forever live a happy life!!! Surely this is Good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
The Grace of God
I am so Glad to have Abba Father as my God. His Wisdom is so amazing and His Grace is so abundant. Even my heart has rejected ex long ago, He is still giving him 1 last chance!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Lord knows the heart of man and his interest. Even at the worst situation, He still show Grace. Regarding if he is coming back to me, the final test showed no, he smsed me, 'not a chance!' Glory Glory!!!
Lord recently gave me 2 intense sexual desires and let me wrote to him for another test. Main purpose is to let him realise that Lord has transformed me up a few knots in the area of his concern. He has known me all these years, so no doubt on the personality nor character.
With his rejection, Lord let me realise that even if he in future, sees my beauty and my wealth, if he wants me by then, he is looking to my beauty and my wealth and not me as the desirable one. As such, he shall not be in the list of consideration at all. Lord cleared his concern and prompted him. His rejection will be his answer of his future pursue. Glory to the Wisdom of God!!! Hallelujah!!!!
Today I forgotten the booking time of church service. It was at almost 5:30pm that I realised that I missed the booking time!!! But by the Grace of Jesus, I still managed to get a seat!!! Thank You, Lord!!! Surely it is good!!! Lord promised to transform me before Sunday service and I will meet my Mr Right at the service!!! I am looking forward to this day!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Now I know why one bless all family members are blessed. This is the highest form of honouring our parents. It's to let their hearts at peace to know that all their offspring are blessed with good life that their heart of concern for them are put to rest!!! Glory Glory!!!! Thank You, Lord that You are showing me this highest form of respecting my mum. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I could see another chance of no True Love in ex. He chose to travel to Hong Kong today with his girlfriend, Rosy, for a holiday without informing Jc, his so call love. Rosy posted a picture of them in Hong Kong on her Facebook and Jc saw it. It's when one shows no love to the one he said he loved the most that one wonder where is his concern of if she feel left out or not!!!
This is the negative love bank I talked about sometime back!!! It is this being left out feeling that withdrawn me to negative that when he wanted family get together years ago, there was not whatsoever feeling left to do it. It was the acts and not the real feeling of good. It was when curious man did his one act of love that I realised what I had missed and it was with this realization that I am rejecting him. Glory Glory!!! This show of left out was still fresh in my mind. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am looking forward to a brand new life with a brand new man!!! There was too much pain in the old relationship. Even though Lord had cleared all the pains, I dragged to be with such a man anymore!!! There were too much bad in him that another lift up of this relationship is tiring. All the prayers against the attacks, all his easy going on cursing me, I have enough!!!
Even though he might be under their control, the fact that he went to befriend with evil is already bad enough. Even when he awakes in the future from this control, I have enough of that lonely life. Money is not all to a relationship!!! Love is.....
I am Glad that I have Lord!!! What I don't have, He is my Provision, even in the area of Wisdom and Graciousness!!! I might not know what a man need but by His Grace, He let me learn what is the uppermost concern in their life. Glory Glory!!!
With this let go of the final pride on man, I can be more accommodating to his needs. With Lord upping my need in this area, no problem for me to meet the need of my future man. I am glad that when I am at my lack, by trusting the Lord, He fully equipped me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord knows the heart of man and his interest. Even at the worst situation, He still show Grace. Regarding if he is coming back to me, the final test showed no, he smsed me, 'not a chance!' Glory Glory!!!
Lord recently gave me 2 intense sexual desires and let me wrote to him for another test. Main purpose is to let him realise that Lord has transformed me up a few knots in the area of his concern. He has known me all these years, so no doubt on the personality nor character.
With his rejection, Lord let me realise that even if he in future, sees my beauty and my wealth, if he wants me by then, he is looking to my beauty and my wealth and not me as the desirable one. As such, he shall not be in the list of consideration at all. Lord cleared his concern and prompted him. His rejection will be his answer of his future pursue. Glory to the Wisdom of God!!! Hallelujah!!!!
Today I forgotten the booking time of church service. It was at almost 5:30pm that I realised that I missed the booking time!!! But by the Grace of Jesus, I still managed to get a seat!!! Thank You, Lord!!! Surely it is good!!! Lord promised to transform me before Sunday service and I will meet my Mr Right at the service!!! I am looking forward to this day!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Now I know why one bless all family members are blessed. This is the highest form of honouring our parents. It's to let their hearts at peace to know that all their offspring are blessed with good life that their heart of concern for them are put to rest!!! Glory Glory!!!! Thank You, Lord that You are showing me this highest form of respecting my mum. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I could see another chance of no True Love in ex. He chose to travel to Hong Kong today with his girlfriend, Rosy, for a holiday without informing Jc, his so call love. Rosy posted a picture of them in Hong Kong on her Facebook and Jc saw it. It's when one shows no love to the one he said he loved the most that one wonder where is his concern of if she feel left out or not!!!
This is the negative love bank I talked about sometime back!!! It is this being left out feeling that withdrawn me to negative that when he wanted family get together years ago, there was not whatsoever feeling left to do it. It was the acts and not the real feeling of good. It was when curious man did his one act of love that I realised what I had missed and it was with this realization that I am rejecting him. Glory Glory!!! This show of left out was still fresh in my mind. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am looking forward to a brand new life with a brand new man!!! There was too much pain in the old relationship. Even though Lord had cleared all the pains, I dragged to be with such a man anymore!!! There were too much bad in him that another lift up of this relationship is tiring. All the prayers against the attacks, all his easy going on cursing me, I have enough!!!
Even though he might be under their control, the fact that he went to befriend with evil is already bad enough. Even when he awakes in the future from this control, I have enough of that lonely life. Money is not all to a relationship!!! Love is.....
I am Glad that I have Lord!!! What I don't have, He is my Provision, even in the area of Wisdom and Graciousness!!! I might not know what a man need but by His Grace, He let me learn what is the uppermost concern in their life. Glory Glory!!!
With this let go of the final pride on man, I can be more accommodating to his needs. With Lord upping my need in this area, no problem for me to meet the need of my future man. I am glad that when I am at my lack, by trusting the Lord, He fully equipped me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, February 17, 2013
A Sad Heart
Eldest brother-in-law, KF, created so much trouble to us, the mum's kids, just because he is greedy on her saving, invested in his wife, my eldest sister's name.
Saturday, they hid the truth of the exact amount. What they disclose is about 2/3 of the actual amount. Mum ever let me see the documents when she was with me so I know about it. As she ever told me that she could help me buy over this flat, I doubted her then. But when I saw what she had, I realised she could help me somewhat.
Anyway, since now mum's mind is not fully clear, he convinced my sis to pocket some of it. I was shocked when what he declared to us was about 2/3 of the total amount, that is without the invested earning added on. So, with the invested earning added on, it would be higher.
As this is sinning against parents, in order to prevent him from falling into the curse, I decided to sms my sister about the curses:
'Do you know money that is not earned, cheated or not rightful ownership, carry a curse of sickness, accidents or short life. Di Zhi Gui said so and people encountered. The amount they took, will not be with them. It will go out through the curses of the above.'
I also sms sister about what the bible says about dishonouring parents:
Ephesians 6:1-3
'children, obey your parents in The Lord, for this is right. "Honor your father n mother" - which is the 1st commandment with a Promise - "that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy Long Life on the Earth!"'
KF called me using sis mobile phone and gave me a good scolding. He then called brother and then 2nd sister to complain too. I got a call from both of them. Brother, who had learnt his lesson understood my concern. 2nd sister agreed that it's better for him to avoid the curse than lost his life!!!
After all the hoo haa last night, today after church and after visiting mum, on the way home, Lord gave me a vision of a liver with 5-6 spots with hot char coal burning black bright-edged spots. After I saw this, and sms Su, Lord showed another in the heart of the liver, a 3cm hot char coal burning tumor and the spots on the surface was from this tumor.
Lord had told me he had liver cancer yesterday, and I went to google about liver cancer and it said that this is a silent killer. People won't have any symptom till the last stage and always, they die within a year. The report even said around the world, how many cases of those originated from the liver, and the number of these, who died, telly, means they sure die!!!
I could not stomach this and not warn sis about the curse!!! That was yesterday afternoon. Then today evening, Lord revealed what is in him!!!!! Lord said he had fight with many people all his life and thus, all these accumulate to a very fiery tumor!!!! The whole liver is beyond repair!!! With the tumor in the core centre and all of it tendon extending out to the surface of the liver!!!! This is the vision Lord shown me!!!
Since KF said by sending those 2 smses, I was cursing him and he went to trouble brother and 2nd sister, now Lord showed me these visions, I dare not tell him least he said I cursed him again. 2nd sis also avoiding and brother also don't want to care!!! All want to avoid his quarrelsome call!!!
Lord said by next year he will know and within less than a year, he will die. Lord said He prepared me this news so that I could take care of sis and her kids in future!!! He said if He did not open my heart now, by the time we all rich, we will be on our own and won't bother about each other!!!
Hearing such news, I wasn't happy. Especially sis depends a lot on this brother-in-law in most her daily life!!! To suddenly without him, I wonder how is she going to survive. That is why Lord prepared me now so that I could take her in.
No wonder my heart had been feeling something happening to him ever since last 1-2 years. Every time I saw him, I will have a heavy heart. I could not explain why till today Lord showed me the visions.
Su said this liver is beyond rescue. But he does not trust Jesus, so could not get help from Him too. Looking at my sis bleak future, hiaz....I do feel for her.....
What to do? Have been advising him but it always fall on deaf ears. He kept fighting and fighting and now, the life is at risk. Next he will be fighting to stay alive!!! How sad can this be...whole life fighting and fighting over something. Even if you win a few times, you compromising something in the process.....
Should I thank Jesus for this piece of news??? But my heart is heavy......
This is my occupation job with the Lord. To know what others don't know, but it doesn't mean well especially the one suffering refuse and reject!!! It's about feeling sad for them yet could not do anything about it. It's this kind of frustration that I have to handle....anyway, Lord is good to warn me about it and to open my heart to them. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Saturday, they hid the truth of the exact amount. What they disclose is about 2/3 of the actual amount. Mum ever let me see the documents when she was with me so I know about it. As she ever told me that she could help me buy over this flat, I doubted her then. But when I saw what she had, I realised she could help me somewhat.
Anyway, since now mum's mind is not fully clear, he convinced my sis to pocket some of it. I was shocked when what he declared to us was about 2/3 of the total amount, that is without the invested earning added on. So, with the invested earning added on, it would be higher.
As this is sinning against parents, in order to prevent him from falling into the curse, I decided to sms my sister about the curses:
'Do you know money that is not earned, cheated or not rightful ownership, carry a curse of sickness, accidents or short life. Di Zhi Gui said so and people encountered. The amount they took, will not be with them. It will go out through the curses of the above.'
I also sms sister about what the bible says about dishonouring parents:
Ephesians 6:1-3
'children, obey your parents in The Lord, for this is right. "Honor your father n mother" - which is the 1st commandment with a Promise - "that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy Long Life on the Earth!"'
KF called me using sis mobile phone and gave me a good scolding. He then called brother and then 2nd sister to complain too. I got a call from both of them. Brother, who had learnt his lesson understood my concern. 2nd sister agreed that it's better for him to avoid the curse than lost his life!!!
After all the hoo haa last night, today after church and after visiting mum, on the way home, Lord gave me a vision of a liver with 5-6 spots with hot char coal burning black bright-edged spots. After I saw this, and sms Su, Lord showed another in the heart of the liver, a 3cm hot char coal burning tumor and the spots on the surface was from this tumor.
Lord had told me he had liver cancer yesterday, and I went to google about liver cancer and it said that this is a silent killer. People won't have any symptom till the last stage and always, they die within a year. The report even said around the world, how many cases of those originated from the liver, and the number of these, who died, telly, means they sure die!!!
I could not stomach this and not warn sis about the curse!!! That was yesterday afternoon. Then today evening, Lord revealed what is in him!!!!! Lord said he had fight with many people all his life and thus, all these accumulate to a very fiery tumor!!!! The whole liver is beyond repair!!! With the tumor in the core centre and all of it tendon extending out to the surface of the liver!!!! This is the vision Lord shown me!!!
Since KF said by sending those 2 smses, I was cursing him and he went to trouble brother and 2nd sister, now Lord showed me these visions, I dare not tell him least he said I cursed him again. 2nd sis also avoiding and brother also don't want to care!!! All want to avoid his quarrelsome call!!!
Lord said by next year he will know and within less than a year, he will die. Lord said He prepared me this news so that I could take care of sis and her kids in future!!! He said if He did not open my heart now, by the time we all rich, we will be on our own and won't bother about each other!!!
Hearing such news, I wasn't happy. Especially sis depends a lot on this brother-in-law in most her daily life!!! To suddenly without him, I wonder how is she going to survive. That is why Lord prepared me now so that I could take her in.
No wonder my heart had been feeling something happening to him ever since last 1-2 years. Every time I saw him, I will have a heavy heart. I could not explain why till today Lord showed me the visions.
Su said this liver is beyond rescue. But he does not trust Jesus, so could not get help from Him too. Looking at my sis bleak future, hiaz....I do feel for her.....
What to do? Have been advising him but it always fall on deaf ears. He kept fighting and fighting and now, the life is at risk. Next he will be fighting to stay alive!!! How sad can this be...whole life fighting and fighting over something. Even if you win a few times, you compromising something in the process.....
Should I thank Jesus for this piece of news??? But my heart is heavy......
This is my occupation job with the Lord. To know what others don't know, but it doesn't mean well especially the one suffering refuse and reject!!! It's about feeling sad for them yet could not do anything about it. It's this kind of frustration that I have to handle....anyway, Lord is good to warn me about it and to open my heart to them. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Saturday, February 16, 2013
When One Blessed, the Whole Family Blessed
I am glad to see what Lord is doing in each of my siblings family. When He wanted to bless, it's not just me, He makes sure everybody in my family tree from smallest to biggest get it.
As such, one by one, the sin is/was heaved up and exposed to be deal with. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! As they throw away their sins, Lord is happy and then I will receive my big blessing to share with them. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He is showing me what I learn from Di Zhi Qui!!! This is about honouring our parents. It is not just buying something to keep them happy or visit them once a while to keep them happy. It's about spending family time together and making sure all my brother and sisters are lifted up to live comfortable life. When the parents see this, their heart will be in total peaceful. This is the ultimate honouring to our parents!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord is making sure that His Words go into the sin of them and to remove their sin so that they could walk in His Righteousness. As each retreat from their joint efforts with the devil, Lord could bless them richly. This is for family life, not for any of the sinful natural!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
I finally could see Lord's movement in each of my family members!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! With the final one in the way of stopping, I guess then I could receive my blessing to share with them. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that I have Abba Father, such a Almighty God, and yet, so detailed in life, to make every beautiful in it season. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Just because I alone remain faithfully close to Him, He uses me as the voice to bring them close. Occasionally, there is flare of fire from their encountering Words of Christ, but once the devil left them, peace is restored. Lord is my Wisdom to calm them with the Words of Christ!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Actually, when ex got the stunned about I leaving here completely, I am not so sure if Lord is blessing me a new man or bringing him back. Anyway, whoever he is, surely the TOP priority is he must be a Christian. I do not want any children of the devil as my partner. It will mean trouble!!! I just saw it today in the bible. We, Children of God should only go for Children of God, not children of darkness!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
As such, one by one, the sin is/was heaved up and exposed to be deal with. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! As they throw away their sins, Lord is happy and then I will receive my big blessing to share with them. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He is showing me what I learn from Di Zhi Qui!!! This is about honouring our parents. It is not just buying something to keep them happy or visit them once a while to keep them happy. It's about spending family time together and making sure all my brother and sisters are lifted up to live comfortable life. When the parents see this, their heart will be in total peaceful. This is the ultimate honouring to our parents!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord is making sure that His Words go into the sin of them and to remove their sin so that they could walk in His Righteousness. As each retreat from their joint efforts with the devil, Lord could bless them richly. This is for family life, not for any of the sinful natural!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
I finally could see Lord's movement in each of my family members!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! With the final one in the way of stopping, I guess then I could receive my blessing to share with them. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that I have Abba Father, such a Almighty God, and yet, so detailed in life, to make every beautiful in it season. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Just because I alone remain faithfully close to Him, He uses me as the voice to bring them close. Occasionally, there is flare of fire from their encountering Words of Christ, but once the devil left them, peace is restored. Lord is my Wisdom to calm them with the Words of Christ!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Actually, when ex got the stunned about I leaving here completely, I am not so sure if Lord is blessing me a new man or bringing him back. Anyway, whoever he is, surely the TOP priority is he must be a Christian. I do not want any children of the devil as my partner. It will mean trouble!!! I just saw it today in the bible. We, Children of God should only go for Children of God, not children of darkness!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
The Last Night
Tonight probably the last night that I am in this apartment. Well, there is certainly no joy even though I know I will be richly blessed. Family love is important in our life!!!
Ex, whom had relied on me to guide Jc in her study, was at a lost when I told him if the info that I supposed to pass to him cannot be pass on Sunday night as I won't be here anymore! He was kind of lost but he shook it off as I have yet to clear my things. Then he comforted himself.
Jc, whom had wanted me to go away so that her daddy could come here, was quiet, and also don't know how would she feels if I am not around. I could understands why.
Long ago, I had a friend, whom I called often just to chat. For a period of time, forgot the duration, probably 5 months or more, she disappeared; in relationship. When she broke off with her boyfriend, she called me to get me to call her again!!! But since she didn't appreciate me in the first place, I did not call her anymore.
When I am around, maybe the comfort level I provided is so quiet and smooth that sometimes, life made easy for him, he does not feel it. But when the reality hit home that I am going away almost forever, then it's like something missing.
As I packed my stuff, I saw a photo of me carrying baby Jc, tears started to roll down my eyes. She is one I cared with endurance, from the initial 2 months of feeding her hourly to the 3rd or 4th month then every 3 hourly.
She was a shy girl that I needed to comfort her as she clung to me tightly as other cousins played. It took her years to open up to them!!! Since 8yrs old, she had been going down to the play ground to play and mixed around that built her up socially. But in the process, she feels she could be independent and don't need me!!!
When she was unsecured of her daddy's love, she ran to me for comforts. But now she had her daddy's love and Rosy's kids to play with, she has forgotten me. But last night she said the only thing she like from me was the massage on her back as she sleeps. She said her daddy's wasn't as comfortable as mine. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am supposed to pack and leave by this weekends. Lord promised to deliver me and my siblings from the different sources of pressure!!! So this blessing by the Lord is very important. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord knows that I would be alone and promised to bring the one He arranged to me. Glory Glory!!! As I step into the unknown, I am glad that my future partner is there waiting for me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Even the confrontation with KF, is tomorrow. Brother was excited and his mind is running with ideas on how to place mum in next!!! Since hospital wanted mum to be discharged by 19th Feb 2013. The doctor really called brother a few times to make sure we arrange an exit for mum!!!
I thank Lord that when answer is bleak, He has the solution. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!! Brother and I agreed that previously when mum was with either of us, we never talk cost. But for KF, even before mum go to his house, he is talking about maid cost, reno cost etc etc....
He even laugh at us to be the hero to provide an answer, but he expect the funding from the rest of us!!! That is how calculative he had became!!! When we get blessed, he will surely knows. Glory Glory!!! Amen, Amen!!!
Tonight I stared aimlessly at the screen while eating melon seeds. This the only joy that I need no one to share with me. Glory Glory!!! Even though I am sad to be leaving this place, I know future is a better place and I am pleased with Lord for all His Arrangement!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Ex, whom had relied on me to guide Jc in her study, was at a lost when I told him if the info that I supposed to pass to him cannot be pass on Sunday night as I won't be here anymore! He was kind of lost but he shook it off as I have yet to clear my things. Then he comforted himself.
Jc, whom had wanted me to go away so that her daddy could come here, was quiet, and also don't know how would she feels if I am not around. I could understands why.
Long ago, I had a friend, whom I called often just to chat. For a period of time, forgot the duration, probably 5 months or more, she disappeared; in relationship. When she broke off with her boyfriend, she called me to get me to call her again!!! But since she didn't appreciate me in the first place, I did not call her anymore.
When I am around, maybe the comfort level I provided is so quiet and smooth that sometimes, life made easy for him, he does not feel it. But when the reality hit home that I am going away almost forever, then it's like something missing.
As I packed my stuff, I saw a photo of me carrying baby Jc, tears started to roll down my eyes. She is one I cared with endurance, from the initial 2 months of feeding her hourly to the 3rd or 4th month then every 3 hourly.
She was a shy girl that I needed to comfort her as she clung to me tightly as other cousins played. It took her years to open up to them!!! Since 8yrs old, she had been going down to the play ground to play and mixed around that built her up socially. But in the process, she feels she could be independent and don't need me!!!
When she was unsecured of her daddy's love, she ran to me for comforts. But now she had her daddy's love and Rosy's kids to play with, she has forgotten me. But last night she said the only thing she like from me was the massage on her back as she sleeps. She said her daddy's wasn't as comfortable as mine. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am supposed to pack and leave by this weekends. Lord promised to deliver me and my siblings from the different sources of pressure!!! So this blessing by the Lord is very important. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord knows that I would be alone and promised to bring the one He arranged to me. Glory Glory!!! As I step into the unknown, I am glad that my future partner is there waiting for me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Even the confrontation with KF, is tomorrow. Brother was excited and his mind is running with ideas on how to place mum in next!!! Since hospital wanted mum to be discharged by 19th Feb 2013. The doctor really called brother a few times to make sure we arrange an exit for mum!!!
I thank Lord that when answer is bleak, He has the solution. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!! Brother and I agreed that previously when mum was with either of us, we never talk cost. But for KF, even before mum go to his house, he is talking about maid cost, reno cost etc etc....
He even laugh at us to be the hero to provide an answer, but he expect the funding from the rest of us!!! That is how calculative he had became!!! When we get blessed, he will surely knows. Glory Glory!!! Amen, Amen!!!
Tonight I stared aimlessly at the screen while eating melon seeds. This the only joy that I need no one to share with me. Glory Glory!!! Even though I am sad to be leaving this place, I know future is a better place and I am pleased with Lord for all His Arrangement!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Submission to God
What Lord trained me this 7 years is to come to a total submission to Him. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am going to be a representation of Jesus Christ on Earth. So how can I misrepresenting Him??? If I did that, I would be like Moses, barred from the Promise Land by this one act of Angry with the congregations and Angry with Lord, the Rock!!!
However, 2 groups of people took my submission to God as an indicator as I am good to be bullied. I mean, loving people does not mean I myself must submit to any form of mistreatment and still be happy with it. No, it's not so. If so, it would be a misrepresentation of God's Love for me too!!!
As such, you, who want to force a spooky guy on me, I am here to say, 'Sorry, I won't want to have you so that I would not be miserable the rest of my life!!!' I need a man, who could love me and a normal man, not a spooky one!!!! So, thanks and no thanks, I no need your arrangement for me! My God will surely arrange a better one for me!!! I am His Beloved!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Somehow, with Lord raising me up and changing me to a softer person that don't anyhow throw argument, that does not mean I have no opinion of my own!!!
Recently, an evil head is spearing up in the form of my eldest sister's husband, KF!!! Mum has trusted sis to invest her finances. However, sis registered them under her name, not on purpose, just that it happens so. But now, since mum has been hospitalised since December till now, it seem that they want to keep this big amount as theirs!
When brother asked about the investment, as mum originally wanted to use brother's name but he did not care then. So, brother knew about this investment and sis told him no such investment!!! That got him curious to find out what happened.
While mum was with me, she had disclosed to me, so I know about it too. The thing is, they want to create an account under their name to keep the money and not willing to listen to brother suggestion of 2 co-signatures!!!
They are also greedy on the rental income of mum. Ever since mum was down, cousin had advised that the rental should transfer to her account so that no unnecessary argument will raise up.
However, before mum fall, sis n KF had agreed to take mum in. Now that mum is still not independently could take care herself, they have to employ maid and modify their house to let wheel chair to be accessible.
KF is looking to mum's rental income and even planned to rent out the whole apartment even without consulting the rest of us, the rightful owners if anything happens to mum. Tomorrow, he is forcing me to hand the rent, which is in mum's account to him!!! Brother foresees it, so do I. As he had sounded loudly to us about it before.
My mum is still alive and not exactly gone case in her soundness, but he already planning to gather all her property under him. Who is he in this will, none of his name is in it!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He is aiming to talk to me and my brother. He does not want my 2nd sis, Ca, nor Su to be involved. He thought we 2 are nice guys and okay to be bully. He didn't know I have Abba Father, a Almighty God, who had foreseen his step long before he took it!!! He already planned a way out for my family. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
We are soft, but that does not mean we could be push over!!! From this hoo haa, brother and the rest of us, saw his true colour finally. All these years, he has been goody goody man. Now finally, could see that he is no different from the rest of his family members!!! Glory Glory!!!
I am so blessed to have Abba Father on the watch out for me. I need not plan ahead. I just need to walk in the Grace He provided. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am going to be a representation of Jesus Christ on Earth. So how can I misrepresenting Him??? If I did that, I would be like Moses, barred from the Promise Land by this one act of Angry with the congregations and Angry with Lord, the Rock!!!
However, 2 groups of people took my submission to God as an indicator as I am good to be bullied. I mean, loving people does not mean I myself must submit to any form of mistreatment and still be happy with it. No, it's not so. If so, it would be a misrepresentation of God's Love for me too!!!
As such, you, who want to force a spooky guy on me, I am here to say, 'Sorry, I won't want to have you so that I would not be miserable the rest of my life!!!' I need a man, who could love me and a normal man, not a spooky one!!!! So, thanks and no thanks, I no need your arrangement for me! My God will surely arrange a better one for me!!! I am His Beloved!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Somehow, with Lord raising me up and changing me to a softer person that don't anyhow throw argument, that does not mean I have no opinion of my own!!!
Recently, an evil head is spearing up in the form of my eldest sister's husband, KF!!! Mum has trusted sis to invest her finances. However, sis registered them under her name, not on purpose, just that it happens so. But now, since mum has been hospitalised since December till now, it seem that they want to keep this big amount as theirs!
When brother asked about the investment, as mum originally wanted to use brother's name but he did not care then. So, brother knew about this investment and sis told him no such investment!!! That got him curious to find out what happened.
While mum was with me, she had disclosed to me, so I know about it too. The thing is, they want to create an account under their name to keep the money and not willing to listen to brother suggestion of 2 co-signatures!!!
They are also greedy on the rental income of mum. Ever since mum was down, cousin had advised that the rental should transfer to her account so that no unnecessary argument will raise up.
However, before mum fall, sis n KF had agreed to take mum in. Now that mum is still not independently could take care herself, they have to employ maid and modify their house to let wheel chair to be accessible.
KF is looking to mum's rental income and even planned to rent out the whole apartment even without consulting the rest of us, the rightful owners if anything happens to mum. Tomorrow, he is forcing me to hand the rent, which is in mum's account to him!!! Brother foresees it, so do I. As he had sounded loudly to us about it before.
My mum is still alive and not exactly gone case in her soundness, but he already planning to gather all her property under him. Who is he in this will, none of his name is in it!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He is aiming to talk to me and my brother. He does not want my 2nd sis, Ca, nor Su to be involved. He thought we 2 are nice guys and okay to be bully. He didn't know I have Abba Father, a Almighty God, who had foreseen his step long before he took it!!! He already planned a way out for my family. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
We are soft, but that does not mean we could be push over!!! From this hoo haa, brother and the rest of us, saw his true colour finally. All these years, he has been goody goody man. Now finally, could see that he is no different from the rest of his family members!!! Glory Glory!!!
I am so blessed to have Abba Father on the watch out for me. I need not plan ahead. I just need to walk in the Grace He provided. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, February 14, 2013
The God of Love
Today is Valentine's Day. I will write this post in honor to the Greatest Love of my life!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
In this world of Nothingness, there is no hope and no more joy of living. But God did not see the nothingness of this world. He put His Images in this world to make this nothingness a beautiful place to live in. It's not about the place, nor about what you have or not have. It's about if you have the Love of God in your life, Jesus Christ!!!
I, who is nothing, is glad to have Christ Jesus in my life! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Without Him, I am nothing. With Him, I am Something!!! Glory Glory!!!
I need not look to what the world want to push to me, to show me their version of life. I just need to look to the Spirit of Life, the originator of Life and Life abundantly, that I am secured in Him. Glory Glory!!!
It is not I, who matters. It is He, who is in my life that matters!!! Glory Glory!!!
Devil could snatch my natural husband away from me, he could snatch my only daughter from me, but he could not snatch the Love of God from me!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Devil could make life difficult for me and my siblings by creating pressure on areas which could hardly meet the schedules, the costs, time but Jesus is the Door and the Way. Nothing they could do to disrupt it!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Even though they thought they could disturb my emotions, but the Prince of Peace is with me. Nothing could push me away from His Love. For in His Love, I am as stable as a mountain. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
In this world, it's about demands and more demands. Judgments and Punishments. But The Love of GOD said in ME is the ANSWER. I am the Beginning and the End. I am the Possible. I have the resources and I am the Way. I am the Abundantly Overflowing Endless Supplying God, in ME, Anything you want and Everything you dream of, I could provide you, the only requirement is you believe in Me and speak out what you believe. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am being set free forever!!!! He, who is Love, wants to supply me a man that truly could love me to let me enjoy His Love in reality!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! He knows my requirements and He has tailored one for me to meet in due time. I need not go to the world to source for one!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, My Father!!! Thank You for Your Great Love for me, Yours Beloved. In You, I am well Pleased!!!! I have Your Comforts, Your Stability!!!! Thank You for sending my friend to cheer me on. Life is Great with You in my life. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
In this world of Nothingness, there is no hope and no more joy of living. But God did not see the nothingness of this world. He put His Images in this world to make this nothingness a beautiful place to live in. It's not about the place, nor about what you have or not have. It's about if you have the Love of God in your life, Jesus Christ!!!
I, who is nothing, is glad to have Christ Jesus in my life! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Without Him, I am nothing. With Him, I am Something!!! Glory Glory!!!
I need not look to what the world want to push to me, to show me their version of life. I just need to look to the Spirit of Life, the originator of Life and Life abundantly, that I am secured in Him. Glory Glory!!!
It is not I, who matters. It is He, who is in my life that matters!!! Glory Glory!!!
Devil could snatch my natural husband away from me, he could snatch my only daughter from me, but he could not snatch the Love of God from me!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Devil could make life difficult for me and my siblings by creating pressure on areas which could hardly meet the schedules, the costs, time but Jesus is the Door and the Way. Nothing they could do to disrupt it!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Even though they thought they could disturb my emotions, but the Prince of Peace is with me. Nothing could push me away from His Love. For in His Love, I am as stable as a mountain. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
In this world, it's about demands and more demands. Judgments and Punishments. But The Love of GOD said in ME is the ANSWER. I am the Beginning and the End. I am the Possible. I have the resources and I am the Way. I am the Abundantly Overflowing Endless Supplying God, in ME, Anything you want and Everything you dream of, I could provide you, the only requirement is you believe in Me and speak out what you believe. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am being set free forever!!!! He, who is Love, wants to supply me a man that truly could love me to let me enjoy His Love in reality!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! He knows my requirements and He has tailored one for me to meet in due time. I need not go to the world to source for one!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, My Father!!! Thank You for Your Great Love for me, Yours Beloved. In You, I am well Pleased!!!! I have Your Comforts, Your Stability!!!! Thank You for sending my friend to cheer me on. Life is Great with You in my life. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
The Goodness of God!!!
Today, after visiting mum, Su and me went to the funeral of 2nd sister's mother-in-law. It was another revealing of the Goodness of Lord that I like to share with you here!!!
For man, how many of us would know what is happening ahead of us? Most likely none if Lord did not inform beforehand but I see the Grace of God flowing in 2nd sister family even though she has not seriously consider coming to Him fully but she believes in Jesus Christ!!! Glory Glory!!! She always give praise to Him!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
For these few months of mum sickness, the few of us that visited mum most was brother, me and 2nd sister and her husband, YC. 2nd sis, Ca, would come with YC after work almost every night after work and even the weekends.
So much so that last week, his mum complained that they were not home to eat dinner with her! Actually, this is the Grace given to him!!! Glory Glory!!! Weekly, all her 8 kids and their family members come to gather at YC's house and to eat the food their mum cook, but they never take her home to share their family life at all.
Last week, Ca told YC to go home to spend the time with his mum. He did, praise the Lord!!! This was 1-2 days before her stroke!!! So, no other of her kids accept YC got to eat the last dinner with her. How precious was that? They had been together for 50 years and Lord let him had one last time to eat dinner with her!!! Glory Glory!!! None of the rest had the chance!!!
On Saturday night, Lord gave Grace to Ca and her elder son Grace to stay the night with her!!! That was the night I wanted to pray but YC disallowed. As he came against me, he did not get to see his mum last breath. He was tired and Ca told him to go home to take a rest!!!
Their elder son had the heart to stay the night!!! So, his mum and their first aunt stayed awake throughout the night for the granny. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
At around 6am, when the nurse come to check on YC's mum the oxygen reading could not be read and the nurse had to use a older machine to do the reading and then they could read it. But it was getting weaker and weaker and doctor told nurse to cap her nose to supply more oxygen. Glory Glory!!! And then, the reading was unable to take again. She breath slower and slower until she finally took the last breath and stopped peacefully!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord took her with Him to Heaven!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
When she was losing her breath, Ca called YC but he was not in time to see her last breath. Only Ca, her elder son and his aunt were there!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Accusing finger was pointing to YC and Ca for not taking care of their mum well!!! Yc was feeling condemned!!! But Lord sent me and Su to minister to him that he had done a good job taking care of their mum and even had the chance to eat the last meal and even the mum was awoke the 1st 2 days of the attack, to talk to them for the last time. So overall, he did not do anything that upset the mum. With the ministering, his heavy heart finally relieved and he shred his tears of relieve!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I really thank Lord that even when we don't know what is happening ahead of us, He prepared the way and led us to walk in it so that we would not regret!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
For man, how many of us would know what is happening ahead of us? Most likely none if Lord did not inform beforehand but I see the Grace of God flowing in 2nd sister family even though she has not seriously consider coming to Him fully but she believes in Jesus Christ!!! Glory Glory!!! She always give praise to Him!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
For these few months of mum sickness, the few of us that visited mum most was brother, me and 2nd sister and her husband, YC. 2nd sis, Ca, would come with YC after work almost every night after work and even the weekends.
So much so that last week, his mum complained that they were not home to eat dinner with her! Actually, this is the Grace given to him!!! Glory Glory!!! Weekly, all her 8 kids and their family members come to gather at YC's house and to eat the food their mum cook, but they never take her home to share their family life at all.
Last week, Ca told YC to go home to spend the time with his mum. He did, praise the Lord!!! This was 1-2 days before her stroke!!! So, no other of her kids accept YC got to eat the last dinner with her. How precious was that? They had been together for 50 years and Lord let him had one last time to eat dinner with her!!! Glory Glory!!! None of the rest had the chance!!!
On Saturday night, Lord gave Grace to Ca and her elder son Grace to stay the night with her!!! That was the night I wanted to pray but YC disallowed. As he came against me, he did not get to see his mum last breath. He was tired and Ca told him to go home to take a rest!!!
Their elder son had the heart to stay the night!!! So, his mum and their first aunt stayed awake throughout the night for the granny. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
At around 6am, when the nurse come to check on YC's mum the oxygen reading could not be read and the nurse had to use a older machine to do the reading and then they could read it. But it was getting weaker and weaker and doctor told nurse to cap her nose to supply more oxygen. Glory Glory!!! And then, the reading was unable to take again. She breath slower and slower until she finally took the last breath and stopped peacefully!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord took her with Him to Heaven!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
When she was losing her breath, Ca called YC but he was not in time to see her last breath. Only Ca, her elder son and his aunt were there!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Accusing finger was pointing to YC and Ca for not taking care of their mum well!!! Yc was feeling condemned!!! But Lord sent me and Su to minister to him that he had done a good job taking care of their mum and even had the chance to eat the last meal and even the mum was awoke the 1st 2 days of the attack, to talk to them for the last time. So overall, he did not do anything that upset the mum. With the ministering, his heavy heart finally relieved and he shred his tears of relieve!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I really thank Lord that even when we don't know what is happening ahead of us, He prepared the way and led us to walk in it so that we would not regret!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
The Movement of God
I am glad that Abba Father uses step by step to lead me to here. There are times many of us would like to reach our goals fast. But Lord's Way is not such. There is a lot of tuning up to do before we can be place in the position/role that He wanted us to have. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
If you look at how many years I have been siting at the feet of Jesus and learning from Him, you would realise this year is the 7th year!!! I only realised when I looked at the years I had blogged. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord knows that we cannot take our high position without training. So in the bible, he always stressed child training. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
After receiving so much from Him, I left the pride towards man that yet to go. Lord is gracious. He stepped me down emotionally to lower myself to such a level that could be a laughing stock!!! To go there, I must shed my last bit of pride to reach His goal that He had set for me. Once I reached there, He said good, the training is done. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
As it's a real emotional let go, the situation have to have some reality in it too. Lord knows the curious man, C, scenario was a trick from them. But He uses it to train me into submissive role. With my willingness to shed my pride to reach that goal, He said my training is done and I could be the virtue woman the bible talk about in the end of Proverb. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that even though Lord used a life scenario to test me, He blocked them from devouring me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! In fact, Lord step by step lead me up to reach that goal. Even in revealing the Truth, he also uses 2 steps to step me down again before revealing this is a trick they played on me.
I am glad that when I obeyed Him, whatever needed to refine me, be it good or bad, He put it forth for me to walk through the fire. When the heart is pure, even through the fire, fine gold is revealed!!! Glory Glory!!!
It is through this life that Lord put us through different fire to see if we shine or die; become gold and silver or burnt off as wood!!! This is what the bible said about the judging of God. It is not wait till judgment day that you go through it. It's when you are still alive and still walking daily that He put all these tests for you to walk to see if you are usable in His Kingdom.
I reached here from each smallness of Grace He put forth for me to step on. As I stepped on, He put another Grace for me to go up and up. That is why, never look at the tribulation in life as a defeat. Always look to what Lord Jesus had done at the Cross to walk through the fire!!! Glory Glory!!!
Even this last Curious Man case, looking at him and judging his character and what were shown after that, I know the scenario and the man didn't telly that much, even though there is a certain percentage that he is that insecure!!! But I just trust the Lord and walk through what He has told me. In the end of it, He said it is Very Good!!!
Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
If you look at how many years I have been siting at the feet of Jesus and learning from Him, you would realise this year is the 7th year!!! I only realised when I looked at the years I had blogged. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord knows that we cannot take our high position without training. So in the bible, he always stressed child training. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
After receiving so much from Him, I left the pride towards man that yet to go. Lord is gracious. He stepped me down emotionally to lower myself to such a level that could be a laughing stock!!! To go there, I must shed my last bit of pride to reach His goal that He had set for me. Once I reached there, He said good, the training is done. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
As it's a real emotional let go, the situation have to have some reality in it too. Lord knows the curious man, C, scenario was a trick from them. But He uses it to train me into submissive role. With my willingness to shed my pride to reach that goal, He said my training is done and I could be the virtue woman the bible talk about in the end of Proverb. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that even though Lord used a life scenario to test me, He blocked them from devouring me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! In fact, Lord step by step lead me up to reach that goal. Even in revealing the Truth, he also uses 2 steps to step me down again before revealing this is a trick they played on me.
I am glad that when I obeyed Him, whatever needed to refine me, be it good or bad, He put it forth for me to walk through the fire. When the heart is pure, even through the fire, fine gold is revealed!!! Glory Glory!!!
It is through this life that Lord put us through different fire to see if we shine or die; become gold and silver or burnt off as wood!!! This is what the bible said about the judging of God. It is not wait till judgment day that you go through it. It's when you are still alive and still walking daily that He put all these tests for you to walk to see if you are usable in His Kingdom.
I reached here from each smallness of Grace He put forth for me to step on. As I stepped on, He put another Grace for me to go up and up. That is why, never look at the tribulation in life as a defeat. Always look to what Lord Jesus had done at the Cross to walk through the fire!!! Glory Glory!!!
Even this last Curious Man case, looking at him and judging his character and what were shown after that, I know the scenario and the man didn't telly that much, even though there is a certain percentage that he is that insecure!!! But I just trust the Lord and walk through what He has told me. In the end of it, He said it is Very Good!!!
Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
A Compassionate God
Abba Father let me has a new understanding of Him after the few events that evolved around my life! Glory Glory!!! He is a Compassionate God indeed!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
In the natural, if we want to find someone to fill a certain vacancy, we will try to find the best and the rest we will not consider. But this is not God's way!!! Let me show you!!!
Long ago, Lord told me I am going to be a healer, wk too but Su, He put her to Children Ministry. However, Su was keened on what Lord is doing in my life that she cut through her path to follow what Lord asked me to do.
However, as it was not called by Him, after some years, she lost steam and faded away. Today, she is serving in her calling, the Children Ministry, and she is happy there!!!
If you read my blog long enough, you will realise that before this man, who was curious about me, Lord did bring someone He wanted to match with me to sit with me in church sometime back!!! That day I had a double focus, looking at Pastor Prince preaching and yet another focus was on this man.
As the time was not ripe yet, it was just a simple introduction by Lord when we faced each other. Then that was it. But the impression he left with me was good. The type of man I like, not referring to the face though as Lord had blocked his face from me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I am referring to personality. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As time is not ripe yet and this other man, let's name him, C, since I yet to know him. He cut into my life and show some keen interest. Lord let C have his go at me. He did not block him even though He had the first man in mind.
However, C always hide behind other people to check on me or sat in his big car with dark windows or in a cab in the dark spot of the quiet road with his light all off. All these based on sensing as I could not see if he was in there. He never dare to walk out of his car to greet me. So, senses told me he is fearful of something.
Lord revealed to me and in my softness, I showed him some compassion. But Lord told me he took my compassion as my bow down to him and became proud!!! So Lord told me that he is not the right man for me and that's the end of the story!
So you see, whatsoever you want to do, whether you are called or not, Lord let you have your say, this is His Kindness upon you. But after sometime, if He sees you cannot pick up His Grace, He then drop you for your own calling. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As such, the man in my life is he, who Lord originally put in my path. Not he, who is curious but did not pick up the Grace given to him. Lord even get me to meet him at his level of fear but in comforting him, he turned away from the Grace given to have a good laugh instead. So Lord said enough!!! As such, this is the end of the story!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for this teaching of Your Kindness!!! Glory Glory!!! I will be more patient in future as a leader. I pray that You give me Grace to be as gracious as You!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
In the natural, if we want to find someone to fill a certain vacancy, we will try to find the best and the rest we will not consider. But this is not God's way!!! Let me show you!!!
Long ago, Lord told me I am going to be a healer, wk too but Su, He put her to Children Ministry. However, Su was keened on what Lord is doing in my life that she cut through her path to follow what Lord asked me to do.
However, as it was not called by Him, after some years, she lost steam and faded away. Today, she is serving in her calling, the Children Ministry, and she is happy there!!!
If you read my blog long enough, you will realise that before this man, who was curious about me, Lord did bring someone He wanted to match with me to sit with me in church sometime back!!! That day I had a double focus, looking at Pastor Prince preaching and yet another focus was on this man.
As the time was not ripe yet, it was just a simple introduction by Lord when we faced each other. Then that was it. But the impression he left with me was good. The type of man I like, not referring to the face though as Lord had blocked his face from me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I am referring to personality. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As time is not ripe yet and this other man, let's name him, C, since I yet to know him. He cut into my life and show some keen interest. Lord let C have his go at me. He did not block him even though He had the first man in mind.
However, C always hide behind other people to check on me or sat in his big car with dark windows or in a cab in the dark spot of the quiet road with his light all off. All these based on sensing as I could not see if he was in there. He never dare to walk out of his car to greet me. So, senses told me he is fearful of something.
Lord revealed to me and in my softness, I showed him some compassion. But Lord told me he took my compassion as my bow down to him and became proud!!! So Lord told me that he is not the right man for me and that's the end of the story!
So you see, whatsoever you want to do, whether you are called or not, Lord let you have your say, this is His Kindness upon you. But after sometime, if He sees you cannot pick up His Grace, He then drop you for your own calling. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As such, the man in my life is he, who Lord originally put in my path. Not he, who is curious but did not pick up the Grace given to him. Lord even get me to meet him at his level of fear but in comforting him, he turned away from the Grace given to have a good laugh instead. So Lord said enough!!! As such, this is the end of the story!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for this teaching of Your Kindness!!! Glory Glory!!! I will be more patient in future as a leader. I pray that You give me Grace to be as gracious as You!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, February 11, 2013
7 Days Transformation
I really very appreciate that I have Jesus with me. Glory Glory! This face and this body of mine, through the years, it changed till beyond what I used to be, that it is very plain and the body out of shape for no reason!!!
But since 1st day of Chinese New Year, Lord Jesus is slowly day by day transforming me. He said by the 7th day, I would be fully transformed!!! Really going through a caterpillar to butterfly process. Lord said by the 7th day I would be good looking. I really have to praise Him for all that He could do for me at the Cross!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
In the natural, this face is far too plain, even my eyebrow is so scarce that it hardly could be seen. But Lord told me that by the 7th day, He will grow it all out for me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord knows men likes beautiful and sexy lady, so He is moulding me to be so!!! I am so Pleased with Him!!! He is the only Physician in the world that could do such without any side effect!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This is not all that He is giving me!!! He is also lifting me up from a nobody to be a somebody!!! By then I would be so rich that anything in the world is within my reach and He said I won't be able to finish spending it this 1500 years!!!! That's a BIG BIG Abundance!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am so glad to let Lord use my body. The rewards are much more, because He don't know what is enough!!! He is a God of Abundance!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
With the beauty and the riches, it would be me choosing man instead of man choosing me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Really have to have the wisdom of God so that those that come just for the beauty and money will be kick aside!!! This is for sure as I don't like superficial relationship!!! Once is enough!!!
I really thank Lord that I am going to have this new body forever!!! I can't imagine those that go for the superficial, outer appearance! In the natural, things under the curse of this world will get older and weaker. Don't tell me all these men who go for the outer appearance going to ditch their wives at that stage!!! In the world there are many of such and I don't want such kind of man to be my partner!!!
But Praise the Lord! I have Jesus, whom had taken all the curses of this world and fully redeemed me. I will forever stay young for His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Imagine at age 1500 years and with a look still at 20 and strength still strong!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord always pay well for those He used!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Moses at 120 years had perfect eye sight, Caleb at 80 had the strength of as he had in 40, Sarah was renewed in age that 2 kings wanted her, at 65 and at 90. She even had Issac at 90 and Father Abraham even become father of many after 100!!! This God is really a very Good Pay Master!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I had been wearing either spectacles or contact lens since secondary 1, that's when I was about 13 till now almost mid 40s! I am still trying to get use to no need to wear anymore specs these 2 days!!! It's weird, even though my eye sight never over 400 deg!!!
I am looking forward to the day I am tall, slim, sexy, pretty and age at 20 and youth at 16!!!! Surely this is a good combination for the Glory of Jesus!!! Lord said He is transforming me into a Princess for His Glory!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I am very happy to have You as my Father!!! You are so caring of me and You blessed me so much more that I could only continue to take from You with Great Gratitude in my heart!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
But since 1st day of Chinese New Year, Lord Jesus is slowly day by day transforming me. He said by the 7th day, I would be fully transformed!!! Really going through a caterpillar to butterfly process. Lord said by the 7th day I would be good looking. I really have to praise Him for all that He could do for me at the Cross!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
In the natural, this face is far too plain, even my eyebrow is so scarce that it hardly could be seen. But Lord told me that by the 7th day, He will grow it all out for me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord knows men likes beautiful and sexy lady, so He is moulding me to be so!!! I am so Pleased with Him!!! He is the only Physician in the world that could do such without any side effect!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This is not all that He is giving me!!! He is also lifting me up from a nobody to be a somebody!!! By then I would be so rich that anything in the world is within my reach and He said I won't be able to finish spending it this 1500 years!!!! That's a BIG BIG Abundance!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am so glad to let Lord use my body. The rewards are much more, because He don't know what is enough!!! He is a God of Abundance!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
With the beauty and the riches, it would be me choosing man instead of man choosing me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Really have to have the wisdom of God so that those that come just for the beauty and money will be kick aside!!! This is for sure as I don't like superficial relationship!!! Once is enough!!!
I really thank Lord that I am going to have this new body forever!!! I can't imagine those that go for the superficial, outer appearance! In the natural, things under the curse of this world will get older and weaker. Don't tell me all these men who go for the outer appearance going to ditch their wives at that stage!!! In the world there are many of such and I don't want such kind of man to be my partner!!!
But Praise the Lord! I have Jesus, whom had taken all the curses of this world and fully redeemed me. I will forever stay young for His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Imagine at age 1500 years and with a look still at 20 and strength still strong!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord always pay well for those He used!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Moses at 120 years had perfect eye sight, Caleb at 80 had the strength of as he had in 40, Sarah was renewed in age that 2 kings wanted her, at 65 and at 90. She even had Issac at 90 and Father Abraham even become father of many after 100!!! This God is really a very Good Pay Master!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I had been wearing either spectacles or contact lens since secondary 1, that's when I was about 13 till now almost mid 40s! I am still trying to get use to no need to wear anymore specs these 2 days!!! It's weird, even though my eye sight never over 400 deg!!!
I am looking forward to the day I am tall, slim, sexy, pretty and age at 20 and youth at 16!!!! Surely this is a good combination for the Glory of Jesus!!! Lord said He is transforming me into a Princess for His Glory!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I am very happy to have You as my Father!!! You are so caring of me and You blessed me so much more that I could only continue to take from You with Great Gratitude in my heart!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
You are made Righteous in Christ Jesus
Dear Man,
This is how you are created:
Genesis 1:26 'We will make mankind in our image, after our likeness and have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the fowl of the air, over the the cattle, over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps upon the earth!'
Genesis 1:27 'So God created mankind in His OWN Image; He created him in the image of GOD. He created them male and female.'
Genesis 1:31 'And God saw everything that He had made and, behold, it was VERY Good!'
Abba Father not only created you in His Image, He also commented 'It is very Good'!!!!
And because we, man, cannot come to God without any sins, this is how He brought Jesus Christ to born on Earth, to redeem us from the pit of Hell and made us the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus!!!
This is how Jesus was created to redeem us from birth:
Isaiah 53:2-3
'For He grew up before Him as a tender plant and as a root out of dry ground. He has no form or splendor, and when we see Him, there is no beauty that we should desire Him.
He was despised and rejected by men, a Man of pains and having known about sickness, disease, and One from whom men hide their face. He was despised, and we esteemed Him not.
Isaiah 53:4-5
'Surely He has borne our Sicknesses, our Pain; He carried them, yet we esteemed Him stricken, smitten of God and afflicted.
But He was wounded because of OUR Trangressions, bruised because of OUR Iniquities; the chastisement of OUR Peace was upon Him, and we have been healed by His Wounds.'
Isaiah 53:6
'All we like sheep have gone astray. We have turned, each one, to his Own Way,
and LORD has caused the Iniquity of Us all to fall upon Him.'
Isaiah 53:7-8
'He was oppressed and afflicted, yet He did not open His Mouth like a lamb which is brought to the slaughter and like a sheep is mute before her shearers.
He was taken away from rule and from judgment, who will recount His Life? For He was cut off out of the land of the living.
He was stricken because of the transgressions of My People (mankind).'
Isaiah 53:10-11
'But it PLEASED the Lord to bruise Him. He has put to grief; if His very being will consider it a recompense for guilt, He will see Seed, He will Prolong days, and the Pleasure of the LORD will succeed in His Hand. He will see of the travil of His Soul and will be satisfied.'
This is what GOD sworn to us after Jesus Christ Perfect Work on the Cross!!!:
Isaiah 54:8-10
'In a little anger I hid My Face from you for a moment, but I shall have Compassion on you with Everlasting Loving Kindness, says the LORD your Redeemer,
for this is like the waters of Noah to Me: for I have Sworn that I WOULD NOT be angry with you or rebuke you.
For moutains will depart and the hills removed, but My Loving Kindness will NOT depart from you, Neither will the Covenant of My Peace be removed, says the LORD, who has Compassion on you.'
Now God tells you this:
Romans 8:1-2
'There is therefore Now NO condemnation for those in Christ Jesus:
for the Law of the Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus set you FREE from the Law of Sin and Death.'
Remember this:
2 Timothy 1:7
'For God did not give us a spirit of timidity (of cowardice, of craven and cringing and fawning fear),
BUT [He has given us a spirit] of Power, of Love and of well-balance mind and discipline and self-control'
May you know the Goodness God has done for you, so that you need not hold on to your fear! Once you know you are the Righteousness of GOD in Christ Jesus, and God the Father do not impute anymore sin on you, it is very liberating!!! Do not condemn yourself!!!
Abba Father, I pray that You remove the veil of the one who read this post to see what You and Lord Jesus Christ had done to fully removed all the bad from us, man, to enjoy Your Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and being set free completely. I pray in the Name of Jesus Christ! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This is how you are created:
Genesis 1:26 'We will make mankind in our image, after our likeness and have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the fowl of the air, over the the cattle, over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps upon the earth!'
Genesis 1:27 'So God created mankind in His OWN Image; He created him in the image of GOD. He created them male and female.'
Genesis 1:31 'And God saw everything that He had made and, behold, it was VERY Good!'
Abba Father not only created you in His Image, He also commented 'It is very Good'!!!!
And because we, man, cannot come to God without any sins, this is how He brought Jesus Christ to born on Earth, to redeem us from the pit of Hell and made us the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus!!!
This is how Jesus was created to redeem us from birth:
Isaiah 53:2-3
'For He grew up before Him as a tender plant and as a root out of dry ground. He has no form or splendor, and when we see Him, there is no beauty that we should desire Him.
He was despised and rejected by men, a Man of pains and having known about sickness, disease, and One from whom men hide their face. He was despised, and we esteemed Him not.
Isaiah 53:4-5
'Surely He has borne our Sicknesses, our Pain; He carried them, yet we esteemed Him stricken, smitten of God and afflicted.
But He was wounded because of OUR Trangressions, bruised because of OUR Iniquities; the chastisement of OUR Peace was upon Him, and we have been healed by His Wounds.'
Isaiah 53:6
'All we like sheep have gone astray. We have turned, each one, to his Own Way,
and LORD has caused the Iniquity of Us all to fall upon Him.'
Isaiah 53:7-8
'He was oppressed and afflicted, yet He did not open His Mouth like a lamb which is brought to the slaughter and like a sheep is mute before her shearers.
He was taken away from rule and from judgment, who will recount His Life? For He was cut off out of the land of the living.
He was stricken because of the transgressions of My People (mankind).'
Isaiah 53:10-11
'But it PLEASED the Lord to bruise Him. He has put to grief; if His very being will consider it a recompense for guilt, He will see Seed, He will Prolong days, and the Pleasure of the LORD will succeed in His Hand. He will see of the travil of His Soul and will be satisfied.'
This is what GOD sworn to us after Jesus Christ Perfect Work on the Cross!!!:
Isaiah 54:8-10
'In a little anger I hid My Face from you for a moment, but I shall have Compassion on you with Everlasting Loving Kindness, says the LORD your Redeemer,
for this is like the waters of Noah to Me: for I have Sworn that I WOULD NOT be angry with you or rebuke you.
For moutains will depart and the hills removed, but My Loving Kindness will NOT depart from you, Neither will the Covenant of My Peace be removed, says the LORD, who has Compassion on you.'
Now God tells you this:
Romans 8:1-2
'There is therefore Now NO condemnation for those in Christ Jesus:
for the Law of the Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus set you FREE from the Law of Sin and Death.'
Remember this:
2 Timothy 1:7
'For God did not give us a spirit of timidity (of cowardice, of craven and cringing and fawning fear),
BUT [He has given us a spirit] of Power, of Love and of well-balance mind and discipline and self-control'
May you know the Goodness God has done for you, so that you need not hold on to your fear! Once you know you are the Righteousness of GOD in Christ Jesus, and God the Father do not impute anymore sin on you, it is very liberating!!! Do not condemn yourself!!!
Abba Father, I pray that You remove the veil of the one who read this post to see what You and Lord Jesus Christ had done to fully removed all the bad from us, man, to enjoy Your Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and being set free completely. I pray in the Name of Jesus Christ! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2013
The Blessing of Abraham
Praise the Lord!!! Today at the 1st service worship, Lord gives me all the Keys of David to unlock His Blessing to me. Glory Glory!!!
This includes a condo, a bungalow, 2 cars, a spouse that hugs me spiritually, and 3 babies!!! These are His Blessing for me. I am looking forward to receive them all!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Today's worship is out of the ordinary, I was flowing in the spiritual realm and talking directly to Abba Father!!! Surely all these will come to past!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Pastor Mark also preached about all that Jesus died at the cross to give to me. It is a very rich and powerful blessing!!! Surely by the Mercy of David, I am receiving all that Abba Father promised to Father Abraham!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Before service starts, I was wondering why my vision was blurred with specs. I removed my spec and I could see clearly!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Pastor Prince preached before that blessing comes from the top down. I believe the rest of the body parts will come in line with the Words of Christ!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I realised today's sermon is all for me. I received them all in the Name of Jesus. Abba, I thank You for pouring this great blessing onto me!! I believe in the Name of Jesus and I speak!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Today at 7:33am, I received a sms from 2nd sister, her mother-in-law had gone to be with Jesus!!! No wonder Lord gave me the keenest to pray for her last night. They trusted Qi Kong more than Jesus!!! One of the relative was ministering Qi to her, but as you see, it's useless!!! Lord had taught me all sicknesses are evil spirits long ago, so what can Qi do? Nothing!!!
Since her son blocked the prayer, there is nothing I nor Lord could do. Grace already given but it was not pick up!!!! He even thank me for the offered of prayer, but I rejected the thanks! I mean, why should I accept the thanks for letting his mum died without Jesus help? No! Not at all!!! Anyway, Heaven is a better place than here!!! If not for Lord's work, I don't mind going there too!!!
But Lord wants me to stay on earth for 1500 years, so He is blessing me Heaven on Earth to enjoy while serving Him. This Future Man will be my lover and partner till it's time to return to Him. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The 3 kids that Lord is blessing me will be girl, boy, girl in that order! With the first coming during the honeymoon. This is what Lord has revealed long ago but pour it into me today!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I really believe all these are coming to past and I receive all of them in the Name of Jesus!!! That's a lot of Keys to receive as I had saw in the spirit this morning!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord woke me up for the service even though I slept late last night; about 3am and wake up 6:15am. Thank You, Lord for the blessed sleep!!!
Today I am happy, even have a play at the end of the service on the olden days Chinese Story of the Liang Shan Po and Zhu Ying Tai and the screen displayed 'True Love' in the singing and I received that as Lord telling me the next relationship will be of 'True Love'!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Pastor Mark ended the service with a Great Blessing that started from 1 to millions, actually in Chinese is 10 thousands but I take it as in millions in Christ. :) And I received the fullness of it in the Name of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
Happy Blessed Chinese New Year!!!
This includes a condo, a bungalow, 2 cars, a spouse that hugs me spiritually, and 3 babies!!! These are His Blessing for me. I am looking forward to receive them all!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Today's worship is out of the ordinary, I was flowing in the spiritual realm and talking directly to Abba Father!!! Surely all these will come to past!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Pastor Mark also preached about all that Jesus died at the cross to give to me. It is a very rich and powerful blessing!!! Surely by the Mercy of David, I am receiving all that Abba Father promised to Father Abraham!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Before service starts, I was wondering why my vision was blurred with specs. I removed my spec and I could see clearly!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Pastor Prince preached before that blessing comes from the top down. I believe the rest of the body parts will come in line with the Words of Christ!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I realised today's sermon is all for me. I received them all in the Name of Jesus. Abba, I thank You for pouring this great blessing onto me!! I believe in the Name of Jesus and I speak!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Today at 7:33am, I received a sms from 2nd sister, her mother-in-law had gone to be with Jesus!!! No wonder Lord gave me the keenest to pray for her last night. They trusted Qi Kong more than Jesus!!! One of the relative was ministering Qi to her, but as you see, it's useless!!! Lord had taught me all sicknesses are evil spirits long ago, so what can Qi do? Nothing!!!
Since her son blocked the prayer, there is nothing I nor Lord could do. Grace already given but it was not pick up!!!! He even thank me for the offered of prayer, but I rejected the thanks! I mean, why should I accept the thanks for letting his mum died without Jesus help? No! Not at all!!! Anyway, Heaven is a better place than here!!! If not for Lord's work, I don't mind going there too!!!
But Lord wants me to stay on earth for 1500 years, so He is blessing me Heaven on Earth to enjoy while serving Him. This Future Man will be my lover and partner till it's time to return to Him. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The 3 kids that Lord is blessing me will be girl, boy, girl in that order! With the first coming during the honeymoon. This is what Lord has revealed long ago but pour it into me today!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I really believe all these are coming to past and I receive all of them in the Name of Jesus!!! That's a lot of Keys to receive as I had saw in the spirit this morning!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord woke me up for the service even though I slept late last night; about 3am and wake up 6:15am. Thank You, Lord for the blessed sleep!!!
Today I am happy, even have a play at the end of the service on the olden days Chinese Story of the Liang Shan Po and Zhu Ying Tai and the screen displayed 'True Love' in the singing and I received that as Lord telling me the next relationship will be of 'True Love'!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Pastor Mark ended the service with a Great Blessing that started from 1 to millions, actually in Chinese is 10 thousands but I take it as in millions in Christ. :) And I received the fullness of it in the Name of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
Happy Blessed Chinese New Year!!!
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Last Day of Old Life
This evening, it's the 1st time I had reunion dinner in a food center. Glory Glory, the quality of the food is good and we all were filled to the fullness. :D
Lately I thought brother has broke with his fling, but looked at his constant sms and phone call, guess it's hard to break. Looking at him and sister-in-law body language, I could sense trouble!!! Hiaz!!!
After dinner, went to visit mum, looking at the medicine that they giving her, it's another hiaz....I know what they are doing and yet there is nothing I could do. This is the frustration in me.
Since last week, 2nd sister's mother-in-law had a stroke on right side of brain, pretty serious one! Yesterday scanning showed that it had swelled into the left side and affected her breathing. She is in critical condition, means facing death.
Lord notified me and I called sis to be the point of receiving for her mil, but sis was too busy arranging her food items that she didn't concentrate to receive, so Lord let me went with eldest sis and her hubby again. But 2nd brother-in-law did not want me to pray for his mum....I am really frustrated!!!!
I know what is coming on her and yet, they blocked the prayer, means his mum is passing on soon!!! Lord in me also feeling the frustration!!! When life could be extend slightly longer for them to enjoy her, they didn't want!!! I can't bear to see their relatives sad face and yet, I could do nothing about it!!! Hiaz!!!
But I know all these badness will be gone soon. Lord has promised me new life tomorrow. I am glad that it is happening soon. I am glad that whatsoever He promised me will come to past. I am looking forward to it!!!
This afternoon going to eldest sis place for the reunion, I saw a well dress man seem to follow me for a short distance. From his looking at me, I could sense it! I do wonder if life with the new man is a lot of checking here and there!!! I do not want such life. I prefer an ordinary life.
But, the life Lord blessing me is not ordinary too. It's a high life where I would be standing up there for all to see! It's a glamorous life! Not one that I am comfortable with but Lord has removed all my uncomfortable to do His Work. So I just obey Him for His Glory to be seen!!!
I know how things will turn out tomorrow. Lord has prepared me before hand. I will let natural and the blessedness to happen at it's own will. Lord promised to physically change me tomorrow. I am keen to see how the new me will turn out. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely, my life is transforming! That is why Lord is revealing about this new man at such a late stage, after I almost finished meditating of my bible. I just heard a sermon from Pastor Prince, family life is blessed first before career with God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord promised me to let me meet the new man again. He said He will create the opportunity. Let see how things work out! Glory Glory!!! But please, new man, pls don't send someone to follow me! If you want to know where I am going or whatever, let me know, I will let you know. You need not send someone to follow!!! I want my freedom too!!! I am not a prisoner!!! And I want a normal life!!!
Abba Father, thank You for the blessed day!!! The dinner is really very yummy, better than those 4 star restaurant!!! Thank You for letting me, my brother family and my eldest family dined together, we are the 3 families that reunion with mum and now mum in hospital, sis still remember to add me to the list, even it's me only!!!
I praise Lord Jesus for the great timing! Previously I am and soon will be was the one taking care of Jc while ex had the time to look for his partner. Now his is stable, Jc heart with him, now I am free to look for my partner. Haha...what a perfect timing!!! Only Lord would knows the time and plan it out for me! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, thank You for the blessed life!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!!
Lately I thought brother has broke with his fling, but looked at his constant sms and phone call, guess it's hard to break. Looking at him and sister-in-law body language, I could sense trouble!!! Hiaz!!!
After dinner, went to visit mum, looking at the medicine that they giving her, it's another hiaz....I know what they are doing and yet there is nothing I could do. This is the frustration in me.
Since last week, 2nd sister's mother-in-law had a stroke on right side of brain, pretty serious one! Yesterday scanning showed that it had swelled into the left side and affected her breathing. She is in critical condition, means facing death.
Lord notified me and I called sis to be the point of receiving for her mil, but sis was too busy arranging her food items that she didn't concentrate to receive, so Lord let me went with eldest sis and her hubby again. But 2nd brother-in-law did not want me to pray for his mum....I am really frustrated!!!!
I know what is coming on her and yet, they blocked the prayer, means his mum is passing on soon!!! Lord in me also feeling the frustration!!! When life could be extend slightly longer for them to enjoy her, they didn't want!!! I can't bear to see their relatives sad face and yet, I could do nothing about it!!! Hiaz!!!
But I know all these badness will be gone soon. Lord has promised me new life tomorrow. I am glad that it is happening soon. I am glad that whatsoever He promised me will come to past. I am looking forward to it!!!
This afternoon going to eldest sis place for the reunion, I saw a well dress man seem to follow me for a short distance. From his looking at me, I could sense it! I do wonder if life with the new man is a lot of checking here and there!!! I do not want such life. I prefer an ordinary life.
But, the life Lord blessing me is not ordinary too. It's a high life where I would be standing up there for all to see! It's a glamorous life! Not one that I am comfortable with but Lord has removed all my uncomfortable to do His Work. So I just obey Him for His Glory to be seen!!!
I know how things will turn out tomorrow. Lord has prepared me before hand. I will let natural and the blessedness to happen at it's own will. Lord promised to physically change me tomorrow. I am keen to see how the new me will turn out. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely, my life is transforming! That is why Lord is revealing about this new man at such a late stage, after I almost finished meditating of my bible. I just heard a sermon from Pastor Prince, family life is blessed first before career with God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord promised me to let me meet the new man again. He said He will create the opportunity. Let see how things work out! Glory Glory!!! But please, new man, pls don't send someone to follow me! If you want to know where I am going or whatever, let me know, I will let you know. You need not send someone to follow!!! I want my freedom too!!! I am not a prisoner!!! And I want a normal life!!!
Abba Father, thank You for the blessed day!!! The dinner is really very yummy, better than those 4 star restaurant!!! Thank You for letting me, my brother family and my eldest family dined together, we are the 3 families that reunion with mum and now mum in hospital, sis still remember to add me to the list, even it's me only!!!
I praise Lord Jesus for the great timing! Previously I am and soon will be was the one taking care of Jc while ex had the time to look for his partner. Now his is stable, Jc heart with him, now I am free to look for my partner. Haha...what a perfect timing!!! Only Lord would knows the time and plan it out for me! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, thank You for the blessed life!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!!
Friday, February 8, 2013
Wisdom Speaks
This is the title given to my One New Man bible, Proverbs 8. I like to share the fullness of it all with you!
Proverb 8
1. Does not Wisdom cry? And Understanding put forth its voice?
2. It stands in the Top of High Places, by the Way in the Places of the Paths.
3. It cries at the Gates, at the Entry of the City, at the coming in at the Doors.
4. Unto you, O men, I call and my voice is to the sons of man.
5. O you simple, understand wisdom, and, you fools, be of an understanding heart.
6. Listen! For I shall speak of Excellent Things, and the Opening of my Lips will be Right Things.
7. For My Mouth will speak Truth, and wickedness is an abomination in My Lips.
8. All the Words of My Mouth are in Righteousness. There is nothing wicked or perverse in them.
9. They are Plain to the one who Understands, and Right to those who find Knowledge.
10. Take My Instruction and not silver, and Knowledge rather than choice gold!
11. For Wisdom is better than Pearls, and all the things that may be desired are not to be compared to it.
12. I, Wisdom, dwell with Prudence and find out Knowledge of Witty Inventions.
13. Reverence of the LORD is to hate chaos. Pride, arrogance, the evil way, and the wicked mouth I do hate.
14. Counsel and Sound Wisdom are Mine, Wisdom; I am understanding. Might is with Me.
15. By Me Kings reign and Princes decree Justice.
16. By Me Princes and Nobles rule, all the judges of the Earth.
17. I love those who love Me, and those who seek Me early will find Me.
18. Riches and Honors are with Me, Durable Riches and Acts of Loving Kindness.
19. My Fruit is better than Gold, yes better than Fine Gold; and My Produce than Choice Silver.
20. I walk in the Way of Acts of Loving Kindness, in the midst of the Paths of Judgment,
21. so I can cause those who Love Me to Inherit substance, and I shall Fill their Treasuries.
22. The LORD possessed me in the beginning of His Way, before His Deeds of Old.
23. I was set up from Everlasting, from the Beginning, or ever the Earth was.
24. When there were no depths, I was brought forth when there were no fountains abounding with water.
25. Before the mountains were settled, I was brought forth before the hills:
26. while as yet He had not made the earth or the fields or the first dust of the world,
27. I was there when He prepared the heavens, when He set a compass upon the face of depth,
28. when He established the skies above, when He strengthened the fountains of the deep,
29. when He set its boundary to the sea so the water would not pass beyond its shore, when He appointed the foundations of the earth.
30. Then I was by Him, as One brought up with Him; and I was daily His Delight, rejoicing always with Him,
31. rejoicing in the habitable part of His Earth and My Delight are with the sons of men.
32. Now therefore listen to Me, O you children: for Blessed are those who keep My Ways.
33. Listen to instruction! Be wise! Do not refuse it!
34. Blessed is the man who hears Me, watching daily at My Gates, waiting at the Posts of My Doors.
35. For whoever finds Me finds Life and will obtain Favour from the LORD.
36. But the one who sin against me wrongs his own soul. All those who hate Me love Death.
Hope you get the Fullness of this Proverb for in IT is the Life of Christ and the Fullness of His Blessing!!! Glory Glory!!!
Proverb 8
1. Does not Wisdom cry? And Understanding put forth its voice?
2. It stands in the Top of High Places, by the Way in the Places of the Paths.
3. It cries at the Gates, at the Entry of the City, at the coming in at the Doors.
4. Unto you, O men, I call and my voice is to the sons of man.
5. O you simple, understand wisdom, and, you fools, be of an understanding heart.
6. Listen! For I shall speak of Excellent Things, and the Opening of my Lips will be Right Things.
7. For My Mouth will speak Truth, and wickedness is an abomination in My Lips.
8. All the Words of My Mouth are in Righteousness. There is nothing wicked or perverse in them.
9. They are Plain to the one who Understands, and Right to those who find Knowledge.
10. Take My Instruction and not silver, and Knowledge rather than choice gold!
11. For Wisdom is better than Pearls, and all the things that may be desired are not to be compared to it.
12. I, Wisdom, dwell with Prudence and find out Knowledge of Witty Inventions.
13. Reverence of the LORD is to hate chaos. Pride, arrogance, the evil way, and the wicked mouth I do hate.
14. Counsel and Sound Wisdom are Mine, Wisdom; I am understanding. Might is with Me.
15. By Me Kings reign and Princes decree Justice.
16. By Me Princes and Nobles rule, all the judges of the Earth.
17. I love those who love Me, and those who seek Me early will find Me.
18. Riches and Honors are with Me, Durable Riches and Acts of Loving Kindness.
19. My Fruit is better than Gold, yes better than Fine Gold; and My Produce than Choice Silver.
20. I walk in the Way of Acts of Loving Kindness, in the midst of the Paths of Judgment,
21. so I can cause those who Love Me to Inherit substance, and I shall Fill their Treasuries.
22. The LORD possessed me in the beginning of His Way, before His Deeds of Old.
23. I was set up from Everlasting, from the Beginning, or ever the Earth was.
24. When there were no depths, I was brought forth when there were no fountains abounding with water.
25. Before the mountains were settled, I was brought forth before the hills:
26. while as yet He had not made the earth or the fields or the first dust of the world,
27. I was there when He prepared the heavens, when He set a compass upon the face of depth,
28. when He established the skies above, when He strengthened the fountains of the deep,
29. when He set its boundary to the sea so the water would not pass beyond its shore, when He appointed the foundations of the earth.
30. Then I was by Him, as One brought up with Him; and I was daily His Delight, rejoicing always with Him,
31. rejoicing in the habitable part of His Earth and My Delight are with the sons of men.
32. Now therefore listen to Me, O you children: for Blessed are those who keep My Ways.
33. Listen to instruction! Be wise! Do not refuse it!
34. Blessed is the man who hears Me, watching daily at My Gates, waiting at the Posts of My Doors.
35. For whoever finds Me finds Life and will obtain Favour from the LORD.
36. But the one who sin against me wrongs his own soul. All those who hate Me love Death.
Hope you get the Fullness of this Proverb for in IT is the Life of Christ and the Fullness of His Blessing!!! Glory Glory!!!
The Resurrection Sunday
With the information Jc provided about her daddy coming early to pick her tomorrow, it's like I am facing death sentence soon. He does not specially make a trip earlier all these while but tomorrow, Jc said for some purpose, he is coming earlier!!!
Lord revealed that he is going to hand me the letter. Today at 8pm he told Jc that he had yet to eat dinner. Lord said he went to collect it from the lawyer!!! Yet he told me he had renewed his rental contact last year for 2 years since he knew that I would be here till Dec 2013!!!
Let see what happen tomorrow!!! Jc already taking me as an stranger!!! Even her test paper she initially refused to let me sign, but out of no choice she let me sign as she has to hand in tomorrow!!! Her daddy promise her of taking over the ownership of this apartment is too great a temptation for her to deny!!! She is with him in this plan!!!
Lately, for some reason, the glasses, the spoons and forks were disappearing too. Both Jc and her daddy said they were lying around the house!!! But I know they were gone as I know what I had previously!!! Not just those who bought by ex, but those from mum's also gone!!!
Jc is acting strangely too. Sometime, nice but other time like bewaring of me. For whatever reason I don't know!!! For those time I was away visiting mum in hospital, I don't know what had she done??? Lately she also had plenty of times that she forgot to lock the gate when she went out or came in!!!
Lord told me that I lost this girl forever. He told me to let go. He said no point fight with ex about parenting as his way is what she prefers more fun and less study. I don't know where Jc is heading and I rather not look at her!!! She changed so much that I wonder if she is still my child???
This is why this Friday look like the end of world for me. Everything seem to be crashing down on me. But Lord told me to be stable even when I am receiving the eviction notice!!! He comforted me that He will open a way for me on Resurrected Sunday!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I praise Jesus for His Finished Work at the Cross that even this eviction notice on my life here was judged at the Cross 2000 years ago and I need not suffer the effect of it. I thank Jesus for going ahead of me to see His Father aka my Father, to arrange the houses, the living place for me.
Years ago I did not see the divorce coming, I was also influenced by the spirit he cast on me!!! What ever he said sounded reasonable that I agreed to his proposal, to let him take over this apartment, to pass my girl care and control to him, since he is a PR and needed Jc to form the family unit to take over this place.
In order to minimize Jc effect on this divorce, he proposed that I stayed here till she end P6, then I have to move out. I agreed to it. Well, it was last year that I was out of the influence he casted and began to reason with him that I have half the right to this apartment!!! But lately, my brain is attacked much to forget about it again. This is what I am facing daily, but praise Jesus that He always delivered me!!! Glory Glory!!!
Each time the one who curse saw me at the nearby supermarket, he will know his curses failed and come even more lately. But I praise Abba Father that He is the God Most High and through Jesus, I could access His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David to reign in life!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord even planned the sweetest event in my life to get away from all the death that was set upon me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Tonight, Jc is even getting me to comfort her to sleep hugging me. Asked her what would she do when I am not around? She said daddy will be there for her!!!
My life is going to transit from the death on Friday to the Resurrection Sunday!!! I am happy that Jesus is my Opened Door of Hope that in Him, I am always delivered. There is no dead end for me by the Grace and Mercy of Jesus!!! He always opens Doors of Hope for me!!! Glory Glory!!!
My life is going to transform into a beautiful butterfly and the new life is blessed by the Lord!!! I am looking forward to all these promises coming into place and I am glad that I have Lord Jesus with me in this challenging moment of my life!!!
Lord promised that He will bless my new life and I will be going into new areas of life smoothly. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday is the 1st day of the Chinese New Year!!! It signify new beginning and it is also a Resurrection Sunday for Christ Jesus!!! I am Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured!!! in this undeserving situation. This Unmerited Favour is all that I am receiving and agreeing!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord revealed that he is going to hand me the letter. Today at 8pm he told Jc that he had yet to eat dinner. Lord said he went to collect it from the lawyer!!! Yet he told me he had renewed his rental contact last year for 2 years since he knew that I would be here till Dec 2013!!!
Let see what happen tomorrow!!! Jc already taking me as an stranger!!! Even her test paper she initially refused to let me sign, but out of no choice she let me sign as she has to hand in tomorrow!!! Her daddy promise her of taking over the ownership of this apartment is too great a temptation for her to deny!!! She is with him in this plan!!!
Lately, for some reason, the glasses, the spoons and forks were disappearing too. Both Jc and her daddy said they were lying around the house!!! But I know they were gone as I know what I had previously!!! Not just those who bought by ex, but those from mum's also gone!!!
Jc is acting strangely too. Sometime, nice but other time like bewaring of me. For whatever reason I don't know!!! For those time I was away visiting mum in hospital, I don't know what had she done??? Lately she also had plenty of times that she forgot to lock the gate when she went out or came in!!!
Lord told me that I lost this girl forever. He told me to let go. He said no point fight with ex about parenting as his way is what she prefers more fun and less study. I don't know where Jc is heading and I rather not look at her!!! She changed so much that I wonder if she is still my child???
This is why this Friday look like the end of world for me. Everything seem to be crashing down on me. But Lord told me to be stable even when I am receiving the eviction notice!!! He comforted me that He will open a way for me on Resurrected Sunday!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I praise Jesus for His Finished Work at the Cross that even this eviction notice on my life here was judged at the Cross 2000 years ago and I need not suffer the effect of it. I thank Jesus for going ahead of me to see His Father aka my Father, to arrange the houses, the living place for me.
Years ago I did not see the divorce coming, I was also influenced by the spirit he cast on me!!! What ever he said sounded reasonable that I agreed to his proposal, to let him take over this apartment, to pass my girl care and control to him, since he is a PR and needed Jc to form the family unit to take over this place.
In order to minimize Jc effect on this divorce, he proposed that I stayed here till she end P6, then I have to move out. I agreed to it. Well, it was last year that I was out of the influence he casted and began to reason with him that I have half the right to this apartment!!! But lately, my brain is attacked much to forget about it again. This is what I am facing daily, but praise Jesus that He always delivered me!!! Glory Glory!!!
Each time the one who curse saw me at the nearby supermarket, he will know his curses failed and come even more lately. But I praise Abba Father that He is the God Most High and through Jesus, I could access His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David to reign in life!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord even planned the sweetest event in my life to get away from all the death that was set upon me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Tonight, Jc is even getting me to comfort her to sleep hugging me. Asked her what would she do when I am not around? She said daddy will be there for her!!!
My life is going to transit from the death on Friday to the Resurrection Sunday!!! I am happy that Jesus is my Opened Door of Hope that in Him, I am always delivered. There is no dead end for me by the Grace and Mercy of Jesus!!! He always opens Doors of Hope for me!!! Glory Glory!!!
My life is going to transform into a beautiful butterfly and the new life is blessed by the Lord!!! I am looking forward to all these promises coming into place and I am glad that I have Lord Jesus with me in this challenging moment of my life!!!
Lord promised that He will bless my new life and I will be going into new areas of life smoothly. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday is the 1st day of the Chinese New Year!!! It signify new beginning and it is also a Resurrection Sunday for Christ Jesus!!! I am Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured!!! in this undeserving situation. This Unmerited Favour is all that I am receiving and agreeing!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
The Love of God
Moons ago, I talked here about a mum told me kids learn about Love from the Love their parents give to each other. At that time, I did not have a good understanding of how this come into effect.
Then when I taste a little Love from the man who was curious of who I am, I tasted the sweetness of it all. With this, Lord let me realise what confidence or self pride could harm a relationship and one who is easy going is better.
Then Lord let me see that Jc, Rosy, could never secure in the physical show of love by using money to satisfy. Lord led me talked to Su about Lord led me through Di Zhi Gui, to see the blessed woman who submitted to her husband and greatly blessed.
As I had a stronger personality due to the training I received growing up of having to fend for myself. I could not make myself bow down to man. In fact, brother was my worst enemy at one time as we are the 2 stronger personality at home.
Lord led me to see a strong personality woman who let go of her strong to see the heart of her husband and to feel for him. Their marriage was then turned to very loving.
Last night, while talking to Su, she mentioned about oh, with ex, we could not sense the love and must always go to him to affirm this love. He could not promise anything as he did not learn of it too!!!
Su told me there is this sense of love that words need not say to know that person love you much!!! She is surprised that it was not in my family that we must go secure it every time. She said long ago, she already see it as our family, all of us faced the pc!!! She find it weird!!! Even my eldest sis said the same too....in fact, this is one of reason leading to the divorce.
Lord is telling me that in future, when Jc sense the love between me and my future spouse, she will be attracted to this love and find Rosy and ex empty. She will spend more time with me. Glory Glory!!! Currently, she only want daddy as he could satisfy all her material needs and she likes to play with Rosy's kids, so she is attracted to them.
Now I finally understand what True Love is about. When one truly love someone, it's about giving and about sacrificing for them to keep them happy.
Lord let this vessel of me that was empty and drawing on negative to slowly walk the Love that He is trying to tell me long ago. Because, once we know the humanly love, we could understands the Love that God, the Abba Father, love us so much that He sent His Only Begotten Son to die for me so that I could receive all His Goodness. It is all about His Love for me. I am slowly awakening to this love and I want the fullness of it all!!! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!!
I am one who cares much about Love and yet, I was shown the emptiness of it all!!! Surely, Lord is turning it around to let me enjoy His Love to the fullness! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Then when I taste a little Love from the man who was curious of who I am, I tasted the sweetness of it all. With this, Lord let me realise what confidence or self pride could harm a relationship and one who is easy going is better.
Then Lord let me see that Jc, Rosy, could never secure in the physical show of love by using money to satisfy. Lord led me talked to Su about Lord led me through Di Zhi Gui, to see the blessed woman who submitted to her husband and greatly blessed.
As I had a stronger personality due to the training I received growing up of having to fend for myself. I could not make myself bow down to man. In fact, brother was my worst enemy at one time as we are the 2 stronger personality at home.
Lord led me to see a strong personality woman who let go of her strong to see the heart of her husband and to feel for him. Their marriage was then turned to very loving.
Last night, while talking to Su, she mentioned about oh, with ex, we could not sense the love and must always go to him to affirm this love. He could not promise anything as he did not learn of it too!!!
Su told me there is this sense of love that words need not say to know that person love you much!!! She is surprised that it was not in my family that we must go secure it every time. She said long ago, she already see it as our family, all of us faced the pc!!! She find it weird!!! Even my eldest sis said the same too....in fact, this is one of reason leading to the divorce.
Lord is telling me that in future, when Jc sense the love between me and my future spouse, she will be attracted to this love and find Rosy and ex empty. She will spend more time with me. Glory Glory!!! Currently, she only want daddy as he could satisfy all her material needs and she likes to play with Rosy's kids, so she is attracted to them.
Now I finally understand what True Love is about. When one truly love someone, it's about giving and about sacrificing for them to keep them happy.
Lord let this vessel of me that was empty and drawing on negative to slowly walk the Love that He is trying to tell me long ago. Because, once we know the humanly love, we could understands the Love that God, the Abba Father, love us so much that He sent His Only Begotten Son to die for me so that I could receive all His Goodness. It is all about His Love for me. I am slowly awakening to this love and I want the fullness of it all!!! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!!
I am one who cares much about Love and yet, I was shown the emptiness of it all!!! Surely, Lord is turning it around to let me enjoy His Love to the fullness! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, February 4, 2013
The Imminent Killing
On 11th Jan 2013, Rosy posted on her Facebook, 'Fast forward Feb!!! Can't wait!! I can't wait to go there!!!!' On 1st Feb, she posted on her Facebook, '12 days to go minus the rest days.... :)'
On the first post, she told her friend/ relatives that it is secret. And on the 2nd post when Jc asked her and her daddy, she told her over the weekends that, 'oh, she is quitting her nurse job and looking for a new job.' I know they lied to Jc! If she so excited to go there, it must be something tempting is there already for her to get excited, not just 'oh, I looking for a new job', where is the excitement of such???
Last night, ex had a long talk with me. He told me that Jc was not happy that I give her the freedom to be with her daddy or come to me. I know her heart is with him and to prevent from hurting myself anymore, I choose to not care of her choice. She took it that I cut her from me. Ex said it's okay for her to tell me get out of the house immediately but I must not say anything to hurt her!!!! This is the disrespect towards me, he is teaching her!!!
I told her afterwards that I give her the freedom to do what she wants. I said 'I don't care', this 3 words is not that I don't want her anymore!!! But I am shutting myself from feeling hurt!!! I told her, in future, if she wants to come to me, she could give me a ring and I will pick her up. She is happy with this open door!!!
Ex checked with me what I am doing this coming long weekends over the Chinese New Year plus holiday till 12th Feb. He wants Jc to be with him till 12th before coming back!!! This is his intention, I could see it!!! He wants to evict me by force but he does not want Jc to see his nastiness.
Previously, when he was nasty towards me over her passport, Jc remembered till today and he explained it as I took his things and refused to give to him!!! That's how he could lie between his teeth!!! That is why he is expert in dealing with people!!! He could talk what they want to hear and feel comfortable with him.....not necessary the truth!!!
They both are equally evil, no wonder they could click so well with each other!!! For the sake of money, this apartment now cost around S$600K, they don't mind doing that to me. That is why I am so sad over their heartlessness and their souls sold to the devil!!!
The only reason I am not fighting them is because My Daddy, Abba Father, is blessing me richly and I need not fight over this small property with him. After all, Jc still need a place to stay. I am okay with forgoing my share of the property. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Thank You, Abba for loving me!!!
He is all smile of the coming plan!!! Last night I talked on the small glasses that my mum has given me are getting fewer and fewer over these few weeks, He is smiling and not denying anything!!! This is how he and them with him, who took things not belongs to them without even a slight guilt!!! I can't believe how could they exist!!!
This is why Lord called him a rat that smells bad!!! Lord see him through and through!!! That is why when I was still loving him years back, He told me to call him for divorce.
He, who knows all things, saw through his heart and told me he was not worthy of me. He also said that I did not know True Love then. Now that He opened my eyes, I finally understood Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I thank You, Abba, for lifting me out of this dirt and blessing me in Your Green Green Field of gentle grass to rest!!! I thank You that when I was still a blur king, You planned and built me houses and waited for me to walk there!!!
Abba, without You, where could I go? I could be a poor divorced lady being bullied by her ex-husband to the fullness!!! But with You, I need not walk this cursed path!!! Jesus died for me so that I could walk in His Paths of Righteousness!!!
Glory Glory to You, Abba, for Your Will to Jesus to come to earth to die for us, man!!!! Thank You, Lord Jesus Christ, for willingly go to the Cross for man because You love Abba and You love man!!!!! Thank You, Holy Spirit, who come into my spirit to be my Comforter!!!
You are with me even before I knew You!!! You lead me from young to now!!! To walk towards all that Jesus had died to give me. I praise You, the 3 in 1, the Holiness of God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
On the first post, she told her friend/ relatives that it is secret. And on the 2nd post when Jc asked her and her daddy, she told her over the weekends that, 'oh, she is quitting her nurse job and looking for a new job.' I know they lied to Jc! If she so excited to go there, it must be something tempting is there already for her to get excited, not just 'oh, I looking for a new job', where is the excitement of such???
Last night, ex had a long talk with me. He told me that Jc was not happy that I give her the freedom to be with her daddy or come to me. I know her heart is with him and to prevent from hurting myself anymore, I choose to not care of her choice. She took it that I cut her from me. Ex said it's okay for her to tell me get out of the house immediately but I must not say anything to hurt her!!!! This is the disrespect towards me, he is teaching her!!!
I told her afterwards that I give her the freedom to do what she wants. I said 'I don't care', this 3 words is not that I don't want her anymore!!! But I am shutting myself from feeling hurt!!! I told her, in future, if she wants to come to me, she could give me a ring and I will pick her up. She is happy with this open door!!!
Ex checked with me what I am doing this coming long weekends over the Chinese New Year plus holiday till 12th Feb. He wants Jc to be with him till 12th before coming back!!! This is his intention, I could see it!!! He wants to evict me by force but he does not want Jc to see his nastiness.
Previously, when he was nasty towards me over her passport, Jc remembered till today and he explained it as I took his things and refused to give to him!!! That's how he could lie between his teeth!!! That is why he is expert in dealing with people!!! He could talk what they want to hear and feel comfortable with him.....not necessary the truth!!!
They both are equally evil, no wonder they could click so well with each other!!! For the sake of money, this apartment now cost around S$600K, they don't mind doing that to me. That is why I am so sad over their heartlessness and their souls sold to the devil!!!
The only reason I am not fighting them is because My Daddy, Abba Father, is blessing me richly and I need not fight over this small property with him. After all, Jc still need a place to stay. I am okay with forgoing my share of the property. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Thank You, Abba for loving me!!!
He is all smile of the coming plan!!! Last night I talked on the small glasses that my mum has given me are getting fewer and fewer over these few weeks, He is smiling and not denying anything!!! This is how he and them with him, who took things not belongs to them without even a slight guilt!!! I can't believe how could they exist!!!
This is why Lord called him a rat that smells bad!!! Lord see him through and through!!! That is why when I was still loving him years back, He told me to call him for divorce.
He, who knows all things, saw through his heart and told me he was not worthy of me. He also said that I did not know True Love then. Now that He opened my eyes, I finally understood Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I thank You, Abba, for lifting me out of this dirt and blessing me in Your Green Green Field of gentle grass to rest!!! I thank You that when I was still a blur king, You planned and built me houses and waited for me to walk there!!!
Abba, without You, where could I go? I could be a poor divorced lady being bullied by her ex-husband to the fullness!!! But with You, I need not walk this cursed path!!! Jesus died for me so that I could walk in His Paths of Righteousness!!!
Glory Glory to You, Abba, for Your Will to Jesus to come to earth to die for us, man!!!! Thank You, Lord Jesus Christ, for willingly go to the Cross for man because You love Abba and You love man!!!!! Thank You, Holy Spirit, who come into my spirit to be my Comforter!!!
You are with me even before I knew You!!! You lead me from young to now!!! To walk towards all that Jesus had died to give me. I praise You, the 3 in 1, the Holiness of God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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