Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The Covenant of God

Lately, when ever I pray in the spirit or worship the Lord, both side of my chest would be in pain, also, other areas of my body would be in pain. I have been trusting many bible verses like Romans 8:2 'Through Christ Jesus, the Lord of the spirit of life set me free from the Lord of sin and death, 'I am the righteousness of God in Christ and as Christ is in heaven, so am I'. I even proclaimed Psalm 23. Even though Lord helped me to clear, it become very annoying to get it daily. After all, I have manifest Lord's hand and plea the blood of Jesus in and around my home and all family members.

Out of my frustration, I decided to seek the Lord. He impressed me to hear 2 sermon. One said that when you know God loves you, flying dart cannot land. The other one said that God asked the children of Israel to plea the blood over their door post and lintel the night before the destroyer come around to kill the 1st born. The blood will protect them and it did. Pastor Prince shared that the blood, which is the blood of Jesus is for protection.

Over time, I learnt that I must plea the blood over the door post to seal up my house and myself to keep satan off. As Lord is bringing me out to serve him soon, I found that many attacks come my way. Today, I even proclaimed that Lord Jesus had been judged at the cross for all my pains and Jessica headache and cough. I even tell Abba father that His God of Judgment, His covenant is at stake for not healing me to health.

Then Lord let me recall that he asked His covenant children, the Israeli, to plea the blood over their door post and lintel. Haha...then I realised that even though I had heard this sermons a number of time, I did not take what Lord told the children of Israel seriously. I thought it was only applicable to them. Pastor Prince always said pleading the blood on the door post and the lintel formed the cross of Jesus. It did not occur to me to apply it into my life.

With this revelation, I plea the blood of Jesus over my home and myself and my family members again and even on the organs in my body. Glory Glory! Now that I plea over the door post and the lintel, of each of them, I finally find my peace again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba father, thank you for letting me realise the important of pleading the blood of Jesus over the lintel. Glory Glory! Abba father, thank you that when I plea the blood into Jc lungs, windpipes etc, over the door post and the lintel, just by writing this post and talking to Angie, Jc has not been coughing anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Monday, September 28, 2009

The Healer within me

Abba father has led me this 3 years to understand him better. To know how he works through us. Through listening to the sermons of Pastor Prince and His Presence in me to teach me what I need to know, He let me realise that me alone is nothing, a breath as the bible in Psalm 62:9 'Lowborn men are but a breath, highborn are but a lie; if weighed on a balance, they are nothing; together they are only a breath.'

Many a time,churches urges child of God, you, to do something for the body of Christ. To heal the sick, to bring souls into church. But bible said that from the least to the greatest, they shall know me. Personally, my 3rd uncle family are Christians. Since young I know that. Cousins did invite me and my siblings to church. My sis and me were not ready then. I liked the worship songs, but the sermon was very boring that I shut down. My sis went to the church camp and argued with those that said Jesus is the only God. They were not able to convince her and isolated her in the end.

But what did Abba say? He said it's Him that people from the least to the greatest will come to know him! Through these 3 years, I realised that Lord knows whose heart is opened for him to pour his Gospel and His Goodness into them. This end time, Lord is coming out mightily to bring back his lost sheep. He is rising His army of soldiers to help him on this.

Many a time, child of God will think, or rather Lord give them thoughts that they want to be part of that army. With this thought, you might think you need to go and do something about it for it to happen.

But what Lord wants is for those he calls, to sit at his feet, hear from him and look upon him just like Mary, who sit at his feet to hear his words and did the right thing in the end. Nobody, included the wise men that went to Jesus knew when and where he was born; know the movement of Lord; they knew it much later, after he was born. But Mary, who let Jesus come out of her knew when Jesus was born and Mary, who sat at his feet and heard him, do the right thing at the right time before His death! Praise the Lord!

At this end time, Lord wants to come through many to heal the nations. Yes, Holy Spirit is in us. We, who accepted Christ has body, soul and spirit. Lord reside in the spirit realm. How come healing in church, sometime healed sometime not? Currently, the healing works when the person, who is sick, looked upon Lord and believe by the stripes of Jesus, he is healed. As you read in the bible, the woman, who bleed for 12 years, believing that when she touched Jesus, she shall be healed and she did. Glory to Lord!

In this end time, Lord is coming out of child of God to heal the sick. That means if you keen to let Lord come through you, you should sit at the feet of Jesus and hear his words. Lord disclosed through me that all that he needs you to know, was revealed through Pastor Prince 2002 – 2006 sermons. In fact, that was what I sat under in my early years to hear him.

Paul has said in Philippians 1:9 '..my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ – to the glory and praise of God'. If you didn't realise, Paul was living out the gospel that Lord could come through him mightily to heal the sick!

Lord wants you to sit at his feet and fill your spirit man up. When your mindset renew and keep renewing till you think like him, walking his commandment of Love, lead by the spirit, He will be able to come through you to do the work.

For us, our part is to empty of ourselves. The more we think nothing of our selves, the more Lord can come through you. It was in my weakness, that I realise the fullness of me is actually not me. It's Lord who enable me and He is the wisdom, the understanding, the strength and the energy! Glory to Lord Jesus!

In my current nature age, I had began to feel breathlessness when I run..could say I could not run much. But lately, when Lord filled me up, I found that I have the strength to run and I did not experience any breathing heavily and I could speed fast., that's how much Lord has strengthened me up when I realise me is not actually me. Me is the weak me, who is the breath and everything else is the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Ever since Lord has led me to lead Angie, he is boiling this message in me. Hope you receive the fullness of this message!

Abba father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, may you manifest your Lord's hand into the forehead and the brain of the reader of this post. Bind the satan out of their forehead and brain and throw them down to hell in the name of Jesus. Amen Amen! Abba father, may you open the eyes of their heart to receive the fullness of your message! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

The Coming of the Lord

Today, as Angie has asked me what other man of God have I been reading up, I would like to share how Lord has been leading me all these while. Firstly, he led me to ground in the teaching of Pastor Prince, the revelation of Jesus, His Grace and Truth. It's Pastor Prince sermons from 2002 to 2006. I missed most of 2004 sermons, but whatever I missed, guess Lord let Pastor Prince preached in this 3 years that Lord said I need not go back to 2004 sermons.

After I had grounded myself with much of the Grace and Truth of Lord Jesus and know about how much Lord Jesus had suffered to give me His Righteousness, His Abundance of Grace and the sure Mercy of David, Lord did lead me to Kenneth Copeland and Jerry Servelle for a season. Later, when I found most of what they teach is not much of Jesus, and I am drying up, I returned to Pastor Prince sermons to get a fresh boost of Jesus again.

Lord also lead me to read Smith Wigglesworth, 'Ever Increasing Faith' and I also had surf John G Lake website to read one write out by Curry Bake, the one who take over him. Then I am back to Pastor Prince sermon, bible reading and now meditation.

It is interesting to see other blog talking about end time and about the last day insight etc. I went to the blog, Christ in you, the Hope of Glory to listen to the talk on last days, after that Lord revealed to me something that I will share here. Also sharing is what Lord revealed about selecting me to be his healer. Below is my meditation and Lord's reveal:

Lord:
'My Beloved, Glory Glory! Even though you do not know as much words as others, your faith with me and trusted me so much that no one can compare, is what made me chose you and not the rest. Abba know this is a bit far fetch. But in this world, really no one trust me as much and obey me as much as you. That is why I choose you. I could come strongly through you without any problem. Amen Amen! Glory Glory!'

'My love, others wrote lots of verses on the blog to show they know. You wrote on the blog to show my love for you. Abba is very glad. You magnify me in your life instead of yourself. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, my love, abba will not know how to come through another person. In the universe, only you and Su walked the closest to me. I did call for 200,000 child of God. But in the end, only you and Su responded and hold tightly to me.

Many others dropped off or become too proud to be use long before I could make use of them. For you and Su, no matter how much you have walked away, you still come back to me. That is one good point. Glory Glory!'

'My beloved, my love, through walking with me, you have grow much! More than those who is with me far more years. Abba is glad you grow fast. Abba know you have already reached the final goal. Riches and Honor and length of Days are all yours. Yes, you shall live till age 200. Glory Glory! Amen Amen'

'My love, Glory Glory! The life of Christ has fully manifested through you. Glory Glory! We can go spend the rest of your life together. We will walk a righteous path. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

This is what Lord revealed after watching the last days insight:
Lord:
'My beloved, Glory Glory! You and Su are in the loop while others are still wondering around. Glory Glory! My love, the great salvation will happen with you and Su going into healing. Multitude will come back to me. Glory Glory!

My beloved, Israel will not be weaken. I will make sure they always exist. Glory Glory! US will not be a super power anymore. The next to rise up will be Iran and Saudi Arabia. Russia will be rising up too. As bible prophesy, they will conquer Israel. I will show them I, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, is still the same old God!

When Israel cry for my help, I will show my power to crush the enemy! Glory Glory! You will get to see it happen. Abba will let you live that long. You will heal many and bring many back to me. Glory Glory!

My love, abba will bring you back before the judgment happens. You shall not known when, it is within 200 years of your life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

I had checked with Lord sometime back when I was told to live 140 yrs old. Lord said I will not see his 2nd coming. Now that He is giving me an additional 60 years to live, he told me I will see it. Glory to Lord Jesus! Glory to Abba Father! Glory to Holy Spirit! Glory Glory! I am happy that I am going to experience the disappearing act that bible said so. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Oh yeah, if you are wondering how young I am, I am 41 currently. Just started my 1st year of the 160 more years that Lord has blessed me. Glory Glory!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

The Divorce

It's a long wait since last September. Finally, the curtain going to close soon. My divorce court date is set at 7th October 2009 10:30am.

Since last September, it's a long 9 months of one discovery after another and in between heart breaking and picking up, praying to the Lord for deliverance and fighting the spiritual attacks that came with it. There were many rounds of giving forgiveness but all fallen on deaf ears.

Finally, Lord revealed in May that the divorce is on the way. Initially, I was fearful and heartache, so much love, so much emotions that is tight to this relationship. Even though I accepted it, I did hope that there would be a turning point. But Lord told me it's a dead end.

Lord led me to accept this decision and in order not to be hurt anymore, in July, I obeyed Lord and called P to look for a lawyer. Within this period, Lord led me to recall there was no true love from P to me. Each of the question marks that I had in the 10 years of marriage, Lord opened them up to let me see that P acted in that way because he has no true love for me, and could easily put others in priority instead of me. Lord even let me see a Korean show that I could see my life in it. It was so sad that I did not finish watching it.

Lord also let me see P won't change his night life. Recently, P shown a video clip of a pub and scene in it that he said 'it brings back fond memory'! Lord led me to recall in a few occasion in our marriage, he claimed something missing in his life and he didn't know what. Recent months, he ever told me that with the night life, that's the way he likes about his life. Lord led me to realise this is the kind of life I do not want to have in my husband. P is not suitable to be my man anymore.

On 8th September 2009, Tuesday, he went to sign the divorce documents and was submitted to court. On Friday, was my turn to go sign. After that the secretary submitted the documents for court date. It's just a few days ago, Lord blessed for quick process. Secretary told me the likely court date should be end October, but by the Grace of Jesus, it is on 7th October. Praise the Lord!

The other day, I asked P what he thought of the divorce, He said 'YIPPY!!!', he is really very joyful over it. Anyway, now that Lord cleared all my feelings and emotions for him, I no longer feel much for him. I am looking ahead to Lord Jesus provision.

As I obeyed Lord and walk His way, he showed me that his way is right. I am glad that I have such a Great Daddy that do not want to see me suffer in this loveless marriage. After so long, I don't know what true love is about. But, Lord is going to bring me a man that will show me what true love is about. He said this union is heaven on earth marriage. I am really looking forward to His Provision.

If you want to pray for me, you could pray to Lord to give me strength to go through it in peace. Thanks!

Abba father, thank you for being my great comforter. I know I am greatly blessed and highly favored. Abba father, thank you for loving me so much! Amen! You care so much for my happiness. I am so glad to have you in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Update (25/09/2009):
While talking to P about Iran rising up as a super power, ex-hubby-to-be said they won't as the one leading the country has been there for a long time. He then said US and Israel are the countries that attack other countries and they are the one creating trouble. When I heard that, I was so shocked at what he believed. No wonder Lord wanted him out of my life.

He anti-God's work in Israel and anti-Christ. No wonder Lord want him out. There is no way me and him can be together when both of us standing on opposite bank of each other!

Update (12/10/2009):
Glory Glory! On 7/10/2009, I sent this prayer to P, who was in court for the divorce, 'I pronounce a blessing upon our divorce. May Jesus bless this court process fast and easy. May a satisfying result from the judge in favour of God the Father! Amen!' Praise the Lord! P told me this group of people going for divorce, each case took about 5 - 10mins! P was last in the queue.

The lawyer thought that it would be 12:30pm before our divorce could be heard, but at 11:30am, the clerk came to ask him. Lawyer was in other building handling something. He has to rush there in 5-10mins as judge had something on after that! She gave P 10mins grace. Our divorce was done in 5 mins. P said the lawyer will list out all the terms and he just have to say yes, yes, yes to all that was asked. If that is what he wants. Judge signed and then that's it! Glory to Lord Jesus!

This procedure make the divorce a lot easier than the marriage. Hallelujah! We are now in interim divorce. Now in the 3 months of grace time to allow regret. 7th Jan next year we will receive the Finalise Divorce. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Do you believe in Shadow?

Ever since Lord opened my eyes to Psalm 23, the shadow of death has been lingering in my spirit and bring to my consciousness. As I think over this spirit of death for the past few days, this morning, Lord revealed more to me as I was spending time with him and praying in the spirit. Glory to Lord Jesus!

Last night, as I continued to hold on to the thoughts that all about adversary and sickness is nothing but shadow of death, the devil in order to bring to me about his reality, showed over a Taiwan show this magician, who disclosed that his 'magic' is with the help of the spirit he owned..between his palm, devil get him to display a very tiny baby hand that stretch out and even could shake hand with one of the judge of the show.

As I watched it, fear about the reality came on me. But I decided to continue believing the word of Christ that what we walk through is really the shadow of death. I proclaimed that 'I will not fear evil, for Lord is with me, Your Rod and Staff they comfort me. As I stable myself in the words of Christ, peace came over me.

Lord today leads me to continue thinking about the spirit of death again. I realised that all that we can see, be it all form of sickness and attacks, are all but shadows. As I continue to ponder over it, Lord leads me to realise devil and God, are all spirits. They both needs us, human, to believe in their promises in order to make things become reality to us. That is why Lord told us not to have sin consciousness aka also mean not to have sickness consciousness.

As I stand strong on adversary is shadow only, I did not bother about them, I decided to put my focus on the Lord. A pain come to my foot, I praise the Lord that by his stripes, I am strong and healthy, I ignore the shadow. Haha. It had no choice but to depart! Glory to Lord Jesus!

Darkness tried to give wind to my eldest sister tummy and headache to my mum, by manifesting the Lord's hand over satan, Lord cleared away their symptom. Glory Glory!!!

As I reached home tonight, I could feel darkness around me, but I ignored them and continued proclaimed that 'I will not fear evil', the don't bother attitude. Glory Glory! The below is what Lord told me when I meditated to talk to him:

Lord:
'My beloved, no worry! Abba will take care all the satan for you, no worry! (I had don't bother attitude even though I could not feel the presence of Lord) Abba is glad that you ignore them. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! My love, Glory Glory, you have reached! Glory Glory Abba is very pleased! Finally you realised the shadow of death cannot harm you. Glory Glory! My love, you have won over darkness. They realise they cannot fool you anymore!'

'My beloved, my love, abba loves you so much! Abba hugs you tightly! Glory Glory! You are such a precious daughter! My beloved, abba is proud of you. Hallelujah!'

'Abba is glad you believe in my words of Christ! Hallelujah! Glory Glory! My love, finally Romans 8:2 is alive in your body! Glory Glory!'

Abba father, thank you for revealing to me that shadow is really shadow, they cannot harm. Glory to you, Lord Jesus! Thank you for being more than a conqueror for me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

So, child of God, do you believe in shadow or you think those sickness is real? Whatever you believe, so be it. Cheers! Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!

Friday, September 11, 2009

How to read the whole bible

When Lord asked me to read the bible sometime back, I am glad that I have this reading guide from my bible to follow. I am sharing with you for your reading purpose:

Genesis 1 – 50
Exodus 1 – 26
Matthew 1 – 21:22
Exodus 27 – 30
Leviticus 1 – 27
Number 1 – 25
Matthew 21:23 – 28
Mark 1 – 8:1-21
Number 26 – 36
Deuteronomy 1 – 34
Joshua 1 – 24
Judges 1 – 5
Mark 8:22 – 16
Luke 1 – 50
Judges 6 – 21
Ruth 1 – 4
1 Samuel 1 – 31
2 Samuel 1 – 24
Luke 8 – 22:53
1 Kings 1 – 22
2 Kings 1 – 25
1 Chronicles 1 – 29
2 Chronicles 1 – 3
Luke 22:54 – 53
John 1 – 12:19
2 Chronicles 4 – 36
Ezra 1 – 10
Nehemiah 1 – 13
Esther 1 – 10
Job 1 – 20
John 12:20 – 21
Acts 1 – 9
Job 21 – 42
Psalms 1 – 64
Acts 10 – 28
Romans 1
Psalms 65 – 147
Romans 2 – 16
1 Corinthians 1 – 11:15
Psalm 148 – 150
Proverbs 1 – 31
Ecclesiastes 1 – 12
Song of Solomon 1 – 8
Isaiah 1 – 21
1 Corinthians 11:16 – 16
2 Corinthians 1 – 13
Galatians 1 – 6
Ephesians 1 – 2
Isaiah 22 – 66
Jeremiah 1 – 30
Ephesians 3 – 6
Philemon 1 – 4
Colossians 1 – 4
1 Thessalonians 1 – 5
2 Thessalonians 1 – 3
1 Timothy 1 – 6
2 Timothy 1 – 4
Titus 1
Jeremiah 31 – 52
Lamentations 1 – 5
Ezekiel 1 – 44
Titus 2 – 3
Philemon 1
Hebrews 1 – 13
James 1 – 5
1 Peter 1 – 5
2 Peter 1 – 2
Ezekiel 45 – 48
Daniel 1 – 12
Hosen 1 – 14
Joel 1 – 3
Amos 1 – 9
Obadiah 1
Jonah 1
Micah 1 – 7
Nahum 1
Habakkuk 1
Zephaniah 1
Haggai 1
Zechariah 1 – 14
Malachi 1
2 Peter 3
1 John 1 – 5
2 John 1
3 John 1
Jude 1
Revelation 1 – 22

Hope you find this list useful. May Abba Father bless you! Amen!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

My Beloved

My Beloved, My Love, My S.., is what abba father will usually address me. I am so glad that he love me so much! Without his love, I don't know how I am going to face this divorce.

Tomorrow I will be going to sign the paper. I don't know how I should feel? Listen to Michael W Smith worship song and then Prayer of Jabez did not calm me down. I had my lunch around 2pm, till now, I am still not hungry. Went to open the tidbits cupboard to see if I should eat something, but totally no feeling at all. Opened another cupboard also draw blank. In the end, I decided to eat some rum n raisin ice cream instead.

On seeing me taking my ice cream, P questioned if I am feeling down over the divorce that I need the ice cream to cheer me up? He had taken the whole family for a late morning movie, G Force, after that we went Marchie for lunch. Now that we are into divorce, all energy to draw love from each other were all gone. With the 2 of us no string attach feeling, lunch is an enjoyable one. P suggested that after divorce goes through, we should go celebrate. That's how happy he is towards this divorce. It's weird but since we are not in loggerhead, no vengeance to talk about, guess enjoying freedom is the next best option!!??

Last night, I was asking him to delete a picture taken during pregnancy, which I had a side view of my full term pregnancy. He asked me which one? Then I realised that after we were engaged, I did let him took a few naked pictures of me in different pose. At that time, he is going to be my husband soon, I felt okay for him to take. But now that we are divorcing, it become a No No. While looking at those pics on his PC, I realised how good looking and how thin I was previously. This 10 years of life, I had changed much that the current me is no more good looking, more like plain Jane.

Last night I finally realised why abba told me that he loved me for my body. In my younger days, I actually worry that I might find someone who love my body instead of me. The picture I showed to P was one with a thick winter jacket over my body. I did not want him to go for my body. The 6 months of virtual relationship did not get him to have a strong foundation of loving me as a person. When we met after 6 months, he loved what he saw. Now that I am no more that shape, no wonder he doesn't bother much.

Abba is so good, he told me that he is the creator of human beings. Surely his art work is good. He is doing an overhaul on me. He told me that by November, the new me will be the love of man and the envy of woman. Abba cares so much for me, he wants me to look good, whatever I lost, he wants to make it better than the origin for me! He said that I used to do my things alone. In future, I will not be lonely any more! No wonder abba wants to bring me to my future partner! Abba, thank you for caring so much for my personal well being!

Abba told me to listen to the Hokkien worship songs, Justified. After listening and worshiping, I shred some tears and finally, I am in my peace again. Abba told me to not bother about the current divorce, to look ahead to his provision. The happy life he wants me to have! Glory Glory!

Abba, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank you for being with me and path such a wonderful life ahead for me. The righteous and glorious position that you are placing me, the happy and joyful personal life that you are blessing, Abba, thank you for all that you have done in my life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

My Father

My Father in Heaven is such a caring God. I do wish I could hug him closely with warmth body contact to find my comfort. But he is as good with words. The comfort that comes from Him through His assurance is so warmth and so assuring. Abba, how can I thank you? I thank you for sending Lord Jesus as my personal Saviour. His work at the cross is so perfect that I could always draw my comfort from Lord Jesus.

After 10 years of drifting in this marriage, suddenly, things ahead is going to be an unknown. Ex-hubby-to-be has already signed his divorce letter today. Lawyer will be contacting me end of the week to go down to sign too. After that will be waiting for the court date. Things has been going smoothly so far. Nothing for me to contest, more of getting it over with. Each step of the process Lord is leading me closely, even with lots of favour. Can you imagine, current arrangement is P buy over the apartment and me n Jc will live in it instead of him. Haha...ever heard of such in a divorce? Guess Daddy put the idea in P, even though he claimed that it's for his daughter sake. Praise the Lord!

My Abba keep on assuring me. Even with much of his revelation of my future life, walking through this divorce can be scary too. After all, after 10 years of such life, things going to change in the future. The unknown is usually scary. But listening to worship song like 'At the Cross' brings him back to me to be my boldness and my shalom peace. Praise the Lord!

Being a housewife for 8 years and lost touch of the working world, divorce can easily throw me to the open to fend for myself. But, praise the Lord, long before this happen, Lord is already training me up to lean on Him so that He could come through me to heal the nations. As I get to see the reality of Jesus died and rose again when I read the book of Acts, the scenes were so real to me. Glory to Lord Jesus!

Walking with Jesus for so long, now into my 3rd year, daily worshiping and praying in the spirit to get into the spirit realm and spending time meditating and talking with Abba father, I know my life is well taken care of by Abba. He is not letting me out in the wild to be eaten by the wolf. He keeps me in his bosom, close in His heart, every step in the daily event in my life, he leads me closely. Each step he explained to me in details, Abba did not let me wonder in despair. Glory Glory!

I am looking forward to his transformation of me to be his tall, slim, sexy, beautiful and youthful preaching and healing girl. Currently, he has strengthening me up, so much so that there was twice while walking with 8 years old Jc, I asked her what happen, because mummy here could walk faster than her that she told me to slow down. Haha...Praise the Lord!

Abba father, I am happy that I have you as my daddy. The path ahead is bright, I know, for you are faithful and surely, what you started, surely you will complete it. Glory to you, Lord Jesus! May Your Glory shines brighter and brighter and may your Name be lifted up high. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Monday, September 7, 2009

The Shadow of Death

Ever since Lord has been leading me step by step to walk with him, I am familiar with the first 3 verse of Psalm 23. But for verse 4 'Even though I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death, I will not fear evil,...' I did not get the full meaning of it and have not apply it in my life.

Recently, I was worshiping Lord with the CD, 'A Touch of His Presence', Lord came on me strongly. I could see a vision of a swamp of spirits flying like bees towards Su, Lord led me to manifest His Lord's hand over it, next I saw in the vision another swamp of spirits coming for me. Lord led me to manifest the Lord's hand on them again.

Next Lord showed me Singapore has sickness spirits hovering above. I manifested the Lord's hand to clear it. Next Lord led me to remove the N1H1 virus from Singapore and in those people that are infected and plea the blood covering Singapore. In the boldness of the Lord, I prayed to Lord to clear all the adversary from the heavenly realm above Singapore.

I could feel attacks coming on me and I was in fear. As I meditated and talked to Lord, this was what he told me:

Lord:
'My beloved, Satan is scared. That is why he tried to convince you he is mighty. Haha, do not worry!'
'Abba father is very pleased! Glory Glory! My love, Glory Glory! My Glory is protecting you. They could not come near. They will be hurt if they come near. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'My beloved, Abba father will not allow the adversary to trouble you. As long as you are in peace, my protection is there, they can't enter. The moment they touch me, they have to extinct off! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

With the assurance from Lord, I finally calmed down and suddenly, the attacks was gone! Hallelujah!!! Lord has been leading me to more peace, but yet, when I found some pain on my body, I would be trusting verses like, 'sin has no dominion over me, I am under Grace' to 'I am the righteousness of God in Christ! Etc..

These few days, I have been listening to a few sermons that reminds me I shall not sick to yesterday, Lord led me to be aware of Psalm 23 again.

As I was having my praying in the spirit this morning, I had the usual attack of pain on my body again. Lord led me to stand on 'I shall not fear'. He then led me to realise the pains were just 'shadow of death' as I put my trust that the pain is just shadow, the tightening below my right lung slowly moved to the side of my body. Lord led me to recall Psalm 23, He 'anoint my head with oil, my cup overflow'. With the realisation of the anointed oil is covering the whole of my body, healing is going through my body. Even my tongue that was bitten by my teeth and which was in pain for a few days, the pain was gone.

With this revelation, I realised that every day, Lord Jesus is washing me with His blood that I am whiter than snow 24*7. Now I realised His anointed oil, which is for healing, is flowing and overflowing over me all the days of my life! Lord mighty Lord's hand, 'His rod and staff' is also protecting me. Glory Glory! With this revelation, Lord said Romans 8:2 ' Through Christ Jesus, the Law of the spirit of life has set me free from the Law of sin and death' has come alive on my body. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba father, thank you for walking me through Psalm 23. Thank you for letting me realise all form of attacks are all shadow of death. By believing that you have anointed me with oil and my cup overflow, Surely, goodness and love will hunt me down all the days of my life. Lord Jesus, thank you that I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever! Amen Amen! Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!