Monday, December 31, 2007

Lord is Cute

Yesterday, it was a wonderful day spending with the Lord. I went for the 3rd service and Lord told us that 2008 is the Deuteronomy 28 blessing year; we are to rest in the Lord and know we are being set high up with Him.The 1st blessing of Deut 28:1 is ‘…, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. The last blessing of Deut 28:13 is ‘The Lord will make you the head, not the tail….’ Both blessings put us on high with the Lord. We must realise that we are already there, our blessings on health, and whatever we want already been provided. As you believe in Lord Jesus, all the blessings in between the 1st and the last blessings will come to us. Hallelujah!

Before the starting of the service, Su told me that her serving friend, K’s mum was in hospital. She had taken some medication for legs pain and end up with a swollen liver and legs. As we were in Suntec, going to Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH) was nearer than if we go another day from home. I was telling sis that I did not have the anointed oil with me. Lord spoken and said that I could use anointed water instead. So ok, I prayed to Lord to anoint my bottle of water.

I used this bottle of water to spray over my head and Su’s head for protection. Then we proceed to the hospital. Lord is so good to bless us with good weather. The rain started just after we reached TTSH.

I asked K’s mum, Mdm Soh, what her sicknesses were. She told me that beside the legs and the liver, her waist was painful at time too. So I cast them out in the name of Jesus and prayed in the spirit. In the mid of it, Lord told me to command Mdm Soh to be healed from the crown of head to the sole of foot. I stopped praying in the spirit to say the command in English, then continued with praying in the spirit again to let Lord healed her.

Today, Su told me that her friend, K, told her that the liver indicator for normal liver is 100, K’s mum was admitted to TTSH because her liver indicator was 800. After prayer yesterday, today her report showed that that indicator has dropped down to 300 and hospital discharged her. Praise the Lord! K also told Su that her mum has a lot of other sicknesses that she did not tell us. Ha, no wonder Lord told me to command her whole body to be healed, Praise the Lord!

After the prayer, we went to TTSH food court to have mee soto. Su loved it as it was very spicy. But while she was drinking the soup after finishing the mee hoon, Lord told her to stopped drinking. Lord told me that there was too much MSG in it. Praise the Lord.

I personally cannot take much chilli, the mee soto was burning my tongue in fury. Lord told Su to get me to drink her green tea. After taking some, I felt better. Then I acted smart, I thought that since sis’s green tea could work, my herbal drink could too. So after finishing Su’s green tea, I finished my herbal tea.

But it was a bad choice, that fury tongue returned. Then Lord told Su to get me to drink her bottle of drink, I was thinking, since her plain water could work, my bottle of anointed water should be better. But Lord insisted that I drank from Su’s bottle. My fury tongue did get better. Then Lord told Su that Su’s bottle of water was anointed to cure chilli fury…hehehe..he said his invention. Lord in naughty mood. Haha. I know Lord is training me not to be proud. Praise the Lord!

Su knees pains were getting bad, on her way back home, the pain increased. Lord told her to pass her legs to Him and to use her anointed oil on her head and knee and to pray in the spirit for Him to heal her. She could feel her knees were very warm. I was at home washing some dishes and making a cup of milo after that. Throughout what I was doing, Lord gave me the feeling to pray in tongue, so I prayed twice. When I stopped, Su called and told me about the healing on her knees. Then I realised I was praying for her when she was at home praying for herself. Praise the Lord; we were remotely connected in prayer. Hallelujah! Btw, Su just called to say that her knees are healed, praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, at this last hour of 2007, I wish You that may Your Kingdom covers the 4 corners of the earth. May all the people around the world realised the goodness of You and Lord Jesus, Your Finished, Perfect work at the Cross. Holy Spirit, Daddy God and Lord Jesus, thank You for taking good care of me and my families. Thank You for the coming years, I know You will surely be with me to show Your Almighty Signs and Wonders. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Hallelujah! Amen!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Isaiah 53

In my early days of Christian life, there was once Su and I went to the healing room because I was suffering from night attacks and she from work bully. A very cheerful lady with a very bright smile counseled us. She showed to us Isaiah 53 and 54 and told us to go read it as it was very good. Thinking back, I did read through once, but at that time, being a baby Christian, I did not see the beauty of Isaiah 53 as I did recently. It was the loveliness of what Lord Jesus did for us. It was through Him that we get all the Grace and Mercy that we needed in our daily life. I would like to share this beautiful scriptures verse with you:

Isaiah 53:2-12

He grew up before him like a tender shoot, and like a root out of dry ground. He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him, nothing in his appearance that we should desire him. He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrow, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces – he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him, and afflicted. But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.

We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all. He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is silent, so he did not open his mouth.

By oppression and judgment he was taken away. And who can speak of his descendants? For he was cut off from the land of the living; for the transgression of my people he was stricken. He was assigned a grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death, though he had done no violence, nor was any deceit in his mouth.

Yet it was the Lord’s will to crush him and cause him to suffer, and though the Lord makes his life a guilt offering, he will see his offspring and prolong his days, and the will of the Lord will prosper in his hand.

After the suffering of his soul, he will see the light of life and be satisfied; by his knowledge my righteous servant will justify many, and he will bear their iniquities.

Therefore I will give him a portion among the great, and he will divide the spoils with the strong, because he poured out his life unto death, and was numbered with the transgressors. For he bore the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.

Daddy God, thank You very much for loving me so much that Lord Jesus died for all my sins so that I could receive His wisdom, righteousness, holiness and salvation. Praise You, Lord Jesus. Thank You for broken down the wall that separated me from Daddy God, thank You for making it so easy for me to access the Holy of Holy. Amen!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

The Healing of the Lord

Today church service at the Indoor Stadium is a joyful one. Lord told Su and I that there are 16 740 people attending the service. It was a grand event and we have Bob Fitt and his family members with us.

The message Daddy God have for us is we will have a wholesome and healthy body, soul and spirit, where Daddy God will preserve us healthy and strong to enjoy His blessing in every way possible through Lord Jesus. I forgot to bring my note book to take down the verses, so this from what I have understand in the service.

During the worship time, Lord came to perform the last part of the anointing on me. After that, He told me that I am a healer. He told me that Pastor Prince glorify Him through the teaching of Jesus and His Grace. I will be glorifying Him through this healing power that He has anointed me. Lord let me have a peep of this resurrection power during the worship, WOW, it was a very AMAZING and Colorful and Very Powerful Forces. I can feel the mightiness of it even though I have a short experience of it. Hallelujah!

I know Daddy God promise of strong healthy body for those who believe in Jesus is possible for He has me pray for the establishment of His covenant through me. With me going into service, somewhere next year, Daddy God healing ministry can be established. From His miraculous healing of dad, WK’s uncle and her mother-in-law, I know He is into showing His signs and wonders through me.

At the start of the service, there is a testimony of a Aussie lady. In 2001, she got blood cancer, someone passed her Pastor Prince sermons, and she was healed of the cancer just by listening and believing in the Grace message. Her marriage that has gone down the drain was restored in 2002. Lord did not just bless her that, she moved from Sydney to Gold Coast, she found a job very fast and Lord brought her long lost family back together. She was separated from the family at 4 yrs old, 30 yrs later, Lord brought them together, and they actually live very close to each other. Praise the Lord!

Last night, Lord through me preached a long message to dad. Lord has healed dad, but devil is lying to him that he is not well yet. So last evening, Lord told him to believe in the finished work and in Christ, he is healthy. I even told him that he will not die as once accepted Christ, we had died our death and when we sleep in future, we are going to a beautiful heaven, nothing to worry about. Hallelujah.

I even tell him that our name won’t be found in hell anymore. Lord also warned him about leaving God to go back the temple. For the sickness spirit that attacked him was a strong one. From WK’s uncle, I could see that without the anointing oil, he was healed a lot, but for dad, prayer without the anointed oil did not work. Only when I used the anointed oil, then devil departed. Lord told dad not to turn away from Him, for if he does, God will turn away from him too, and he will be in the vulnerable of the devil. So Lord wanted him not to worry about the temple anymore. Praise the Lord!

As I was in the cab to indoor stadium, Lord was in a very joyful mood, almost exploding in me. For a moment, I wondered what happen and almost going to hold on to the taxi seat for support. Till I realised that was a inner feeling, not external…hahaha Praise the Lord. It was in church that He told me my dad has start is fight with his sickness. Hallelujah.

Today feeling was wonderful, from something good exploding, to peeping the mightiness of the resurrection power to knowing my destiny in Christ and resting peacefully in Him.

Daddy God, thank You for such a wonderful morning. I will rest in You and let You work through me. Hallelujah!!! Amen!

Saturday, December 22, 2007

My Job Experience

This new employment by Daddy God set a new understanding in me. Healing for my own dad is naturally obligated as a daughter. It becomes a test for me when the people that need prayer is not related.

It is not that I do not want to pray for them. The thing that drags me is the time needed to travel there. Currently with my monthly allowance restricted, even though I have no financial problem, this adds on to the drag too.

My first assignment from my boss, Daddy God, was WK’s uncle. He lives in Bedok, which I roughly know the place as a few of my relatives stay there. So, going there even though the distance and mode of transport means bus, MRT and bus again, I was fine to go.

My first test comes when WK told me that her mother-in-law (mil) has painful legs and needed healing. I stayed in the NE and she was more to the west. Most part of my life, I didn’t travel any further than the central of Singapore. So, when the thoughts of traveling that far, I really drag going as it means traveling about 1 – 1.5 hr.

I told WK that maybe I shall go there 2 weeks later when church service return to Suntec, which is in the city…nearer to her mother-in-law’s home. But Daddy God has other plan. Boss wants me to go today.

As I will be preparing my food for tomorrow’s Xmas celebration, I did not want to go that far away. However, Boss did not want to take no for an answer. When I prayed in spirit, I could sense Lord was some distance away. I wanted Lord’s presence to be with me, so no choice, I obeyed Him. I said no choice because I do not like to be restricted in my choice.

When I obeyed, then I realised that Lord had get her mother-in-law to come to nearby town, her other son’s home. Praise the Lord!

I like this team Lord set for me, my healing partner is Su, my beloved sister. :D We have about the same level of faith on Lord, so the partnership works out well. We healed our dad and WK’s uncle together. For WK’s mil, as Su also busy with her preparation of food, she questioned why she was needed in this healing.

She has told Lord that she want to partner me and join me in healing, Lord has granted her the request. We formed a mighty team, so far, whoever we prayed Lord always told us that that person will be healed in 1 day. Hallelujah! However, today I could sense attacks coming in term of family members of Su and me.

After settling the argument between us, we ignored the attacks and remained joyful and went to WK’s mil. We had a great time sharing about Lord Jesus with her and healing her legs. Wk’s mil walked down with us, she told us that her pain has departed from her. Hallelujah!

Today I saw dad, his appearance have returned to normal, he does not look sick anymore. Even though he could walk, he walked very slowly, Lord told me that He is repairing his brain today, by tomorrow dad will get back his full health. Praise the Lord!

Lord did give Su a dream of dad a fortnight ago. In that dream, Su saw dad was happily walking about during our Xmas celebration. She said he look like his ‘before sick’ appearance. I look forward to see a healthy dad tomorrow. Praise the Lord!

Through the earlier disobedience to Lord, I was feeling bad just now. However, Lord told me that Lord Jesus had removed all the sins and He did not impute anymore sin, so He told me not to feel bad. Today, I have a new understanding of God Grace and Mercy. Even in my disobedience, Daddy God still loves me as much. I get a better understanding of Lord Jesus sacrifice at the cross. Hallelujah!

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Lifter of Our Head

Every Sunday, when singing worship songs, there is such a verse that said Lord is the Lifter of our head up. At time, I would wonder how He lifts our head up. Recently, from my dad sickness, I finally could see it clearly. Praise the Lord!

Just go to any hospital class C ward to look around. You will get to see many people being tie down by sickness. Be they young or old. Sickness has no mercy. From my dad, he from a healthy, strong and young man, suddenly became so old, weak and lost his dignity. He began with alighting at the wrong bus stop, went to the wrong unit, to lost his sense of judgment, lost his mobility to have to depends on others for simple act of going to toilet. He even dripped along the way there. This is something not easy for any man to accept.

Praise the Lord, Daddy God and Lord Jesus knows that we will not be able to free ourselves. That’s why 2000 years ago, Lord Jesus came to earth to walk righteously for us and to die for us. Lord Jesus had done a very Perfected Work on the cross, so that now we need not be shamed.

My dad had been praying to the idol in the temple he served for 30+ years to heal him. However, there is nothing the idol could do; it was just a lifeless status. In the end, in his sick bed, I told him that he could trust Lord Jesus for healing. He finally turned to Lord and told Lord that when He healed him, he will not go temple anymore, he will go to Lord instead.

Last week, as his sickness get worst, brother got panicked and wanted all of us to gather to discuss how to provide support for my dad, as taking him alone by mum, it’s getting impossible. Lord told me that dad will be healed in 1 week, He told Su that her sons need to be there to assist mum for 2 weeks.

This week is just the first week. The week has yet to end but brother is in another panic mood. His wife, my sis-in-law went looking for maid in a few agencies. They thought that mum with my 2 nephews cannot handle, a maid is needed to take care of dad full time. Lord blocked her from finding one; He wants to show His glory to my family! Hallelujah!

This was the same day I realised that I need the anointed oil to meet Lord at his level. I prayed that afternoon and Holy Spirit was in joyful mood. Sis and I agreed that dad will surely be healed. That is how much we both trust the Lord. Lord didn’t shame us, nor did he disappoint us. He met us at our faith level. Immediately healing started. By yesterday, Lord told me He has fully healed dad. So today, dad just has to believe he is healed. For without any visual effect, all his sickness departed from him, by the Grace of Lord Jesus on the cross, by His Blood and His stripes. Hallelujah!!!

This is how Lord lifts our heads up. No matter what situations we faced, Lord surely will be there to rescue us out of the pit. Whether it works or not, it all depends on your trust and your belief in the Lord. Lord will surely meet you at your faith level. Praise the Lord.

For Su and I, we believe there is noting impossible for Lord Jesus. We know that He is I M POSSIBLE!!! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!!!!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Sleepless Night

Months ago, there was once in church, Pastor Prince talked about to protect the children of God, sometime we could pray a curse on the one that is bullying the children of God, so as to protect them. That day, Pastor Prince prayed a curse over someone who had been going around churches cheating money. He prayed that the one, who cheated people, get sleepless night till he returns the money to their owners. Praise the Lord!

At that time, I was a young Christian, but I remembered it. Over the months, I had prayed this sleepless prayer on 2-3 occasions. One occasion I remembered was when the terrorist kidnapped the 23 Korean missionary people. I felt sad for the victims’ family. So I prayed an agreement prayer with the victims’ family that the whole terrorist gang, from the minor to the chief, may they have sleepless night till they release the Korean. In this crisis, 19 of them returned safely. Praise the Lord!

Ever since this event, I did not pray such prayer anymore till last month. I was checking with WK about her husband. Since Lord had told me long ago, that He is blessing them together, I have yet to hear good news from her.

Last month, she had some bad encounter with her husband. Devil is keeping them apart by tempting her husband with girls. To such an extent that her husband told her that he will not give up the whole forest for one tree. Somehow, after knowing that, something raised in me to help WK.

I had learnt from Pastor Prince about when one’s spouse had an affair, the wife or husband need not despair. They should live happily and pray for a hitch of thorn on the 3rd party, so as to turn the adultery spouse back.

Last month, I prayed that WK’s husband has sleepless night till he returns to WK. I also pray that Lord put a hitch on his girlfriends so that he will dislike them. For 1 month plus, I heard nothing. Then today, WK told me this:

WK: my x dh just call me

WK: strange tat he said sorry for not visiting the kids and update what had happened

WK: he said is keep himself in Msia bcos his mind is controlled by the prostitute to visit her every time he is in spore

WK: even his girlfriend also bcome suicidal. so now he uses fong shui against her control

Haha…so Lord is at work to get him back to WK, praise the Lord. WK wanted me to pray for him, I asked Lord what I should do and what WK should do, Lord told me to do nothing and told WK to place her husband under His Grace. Hallelujah!

Update on my dad, he lost his control of his left leg. But as at today, my dad has gained back his control of his left leg. He could walk with 1 person support. Lord told me that by tomorrow, he will be able to walk independently. Hallelujah. Lord also told me that He has healed his high blood pressure, diabetic, and urine contingency. Of course, Lord has removed the tumor. Hallelujah!!!

I talked to YC tonight and told her about it. She told me that Lord informed her last night. This is what she said:

YC says: last night he told me

Stephanie says: what did he say

YC says: i had a dream about u la.....

YC says: i dream that something evil was kick out of your family house

YC says: and it was a might boot

YC says: in my dream, i even show a hand shut the door...with a loud bang!

YC says: hahaha

Stephanie says: hahaha

YC says: i woke up and saw the cross shining very brightly.

Stephanie says: praise the Lord

YC says: brighter than the other night, and i know

YC says: it was from the lord

YC says: so i know ur family r ok.

YC says: lord then showed me after the bang

YC says: that all are safe, and all are his children

Stephanie says: how he show that

YC says: when i don't know

YC says: so i told u, ur mom will come to him

YC says: i just saw him as a father to everyone lor

Praise the Lord! When I told Su about YC dream, Su said Lord told her that dad will go to church, but mum not ready to turn to Lord.

Daddy God, thank You for healing my dad in advance even though you promised me in 2 weeks and you promised my sis in 2 months. Hallelujah! Amen!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

The Anointing Oil

This morning, I was pondering over dad’s healing. I mean, from what I read from Smith Wigglesworth, ‘Ever Increasing Faith’, healing seemed to be pretty obvious. This is something I did not see when praying for dad yesterday. While pondering over it, Lord led me to read Chapter 5, ‘I am the Lord that Healeth Thee’. From there I saw this scripture:

"Is any sick among you? let him call for the elders of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord: and the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins, they shall be forgiven him" (James 5 :14, 15)

I realised I did not use the anointed oil. Smith was describing this anointed oil as the Holy Spirit. As I was pondering over it, Lord was telling me, the blood. I guessed this might mean Jesus blood too.

From reading that chapter, Smith said “We have in this precious word a real basis for the truth of healing. In this scripture God gives very definite instructions to the sick. If you are sick, your part is to call for the elders of the church; it is their part to anoint and pray for you in faith, and then the whole situation rests with the Lord. When you have been anointed and prayed for, you can rest assured that the Lord will raise you up. It is the word of God.

I believe that we all can see that the church cannot play with this business. If any turn away from these clear instructions they are in a place of tremendous danger. Those who refuse to obey, do so to their unspeakable loss.”

After reading the above, I felt that I should use the anointed olive oil on dad too. When I decided to do that, Lord in me was so happy. He said He will go with me to heal my dad. My spirit was very joyful over it. Praise the Lord.

I called up Su and we headed down to parents’ home. Lord told me to sprinkle a bit of it will do. I did that and both Su and I started prayer in English and in Spirit. As we were praying, Lord healing started; my dad vomited a lot yucky white thing. He felt better after that. I remembered Smith and his friend agreed about their healing, so I and sis also agreed that Lord will surely heal our dad healthy. Su included that Lord will heal dad in a day!!!

Wow, I was a bit surprised as I know we cannot force Lord. But since she was so full of faith about it, I agreed to her. Lord told her that since she believes so, He will heal my dad in 1 day. Dad left leg is not working. Lord told me that by tomorrow, he will be able to walk. I am eagerly waiting to see the result. Praise the Lord!!!

Just now, Su called to tell me a voice told her that He is giving both Su and I Christmas presents and hopefully we like it. Haha…if Daddy God, who knows us so well, gives each of us a gift, surely He will know what we love to have. I am looking forward to this Christmas like an innocent little kid…hahaha…Praise the Almighty God that makes me feel so young again. :D

Daddy God told me that He is so happy to have us, His 2 faithful children. :D Su and I are very happy to have Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit with us too. Through our daily walk in life, and this crisis, the events of our lives, we are so glad we have Daddy God with us. In each steps, He guided us closely. He is there when we were sad to comfort us. He is there for us when we were at the end of route to give us hope. He calmed us in the needed moments. He even surprises us here and there. He is one person/spirit that we will not trade away with anyone. Daddy God, thank You *smooches* Amen!

Monday, December 17, 2007

The Resurrection Power

Ever since I was a young Christian, I had heard about the power, we as child of God has, is the resurrection power that was used to lift Lord Jesus from death to alive. I used to wonder how to go about getting this power and maximising it in me. Finally, this is not a dream anymore. Praise the Lord!

Recently, Lord did say I pass His test. With this test of my faith in Him, Lord came yesterday when mum called me to pray for dad’s headache and giddiness. After the prayer, Lord continued the prayer in the spirit into a long prayer. I was wonder what Lord have for me, for each special prayer, something Good happened. :D I found a strong force came over my upper body; this force was especially strong to the level of a bit unbearable.

After the prayer, Lord let me experience falling down flat. I was so curious over it that I asked Lord to let me experience another time…hehe. Lord told me that He has given me the complete set of the resurrection power. With this, I could do what He wanted me to do. Hallelujah!!!

Today, Lord sends me to heal my dad. My very first time experience this healing power, wow, I can feel strong forces come out of my tummy, runs up to my hands and flow out to dad’s head. I pray for him twice and pray for Su’s injured ankles. Each time I pray, I could feel the forces run out of the tummy to my hands. Praise the Lord!

Tonight, before coming home, dad was having uncomfortable stomach and hiccupped. He was feeling not well, I and Su prayed over his stomach and I commanded the gas to purge out. Su called me moments ago to tell me that he had headache and giddiness. When I call parents after that, nephew told me that dad has vomited. After the vomiting, his stomach recovered. Praise the Lord!

This is my first experience of prayer with the resurrection power flowing out from my tummy, wonderful, praise the Almighty Lord Jesus and Daddy God. Now I am looking forward to see my dad fully recovered. Lord told me today prayer will do the miracle that is needed in my dad recovery. I will tell you more about my dad when the visual effect is visible. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You for placing Your trust in me to handle this healing power and letting You flows through me to heal the sick, cast the demons and raise the dead. Hallulejah!!!

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Lord of My Life

Thursday night did not turn out good for my mum. My dad went to the toilet at 3am and at 6am, both times he fell down. My mum had a hard time getting him up. She was so tired and worn out that she could not take it any longer. She, who can take most suffering in silence, finally called out for help.

Sis-in-law was there at 5pm on Friday evening. She could see dad could not control his pee and poo. Brother called for an emergency meeting among all 5 of us, the son and daughters at parents’ home. I prayed for Lord’s hand to be manifested in my parents’ home and plead the blood of Jesus over the whole apartment. I also did that for the 5 of us plus our parents. In additional, I get Lord to remove all our emotions. :D

On Friday morning, Lord impressed me to get a urine container that hospital used, for dad. He also impressed Su to send her 2 sons to assist mum over the weekdays 24 hrs/daily. Lord told me that He will heal dad in a week time and He told Su that her sons will only be needed to be there for 2 weeks.

With this information from Lord Almighty, sis and I headed towards my parents home last night. When I was there, mum and sis-in-law went to checkout her daughter new baby sitter. I was telling my brother and eldest sister, Ad, about WK’s uncle, whom I had lay hand, is now not using oxygen tube to breath. His previously cancer lungs are able to produce oxygen to the body. I mentioned about WK’s uncle had a few incidents of some sickness happening while at home, but in the hospital, he was fine.

Suddenly, I realised it was an attack that dad was going through. I decided to cover his room in the anointed oil. As mum’s home don’t have olive oil, I used canola oil and told Lord that I take that as olive oil that Lord Jesus had sacrificed for dad. I called on Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit to anoint and sanctify the oil. Then I get Holy Spirit to come in me and lead me to place the anointed oil around the room. Praise the Lord, mum was the opposing one and as she was not at home, I was able to place the oil in the requested place. Su and I also cast all the disturbing spirits away from dad and prayed in the spirit. Praise the Lord!

When the 5 of us finally arrived, we had our peaceful discussion. Lord was in me and Su to lead us. Su and I convinced the rest to trust the Lord for the healing. We disallowed them to discuss ‘if things didn’t turn out as it should be’ talk, as we know Daddy God and Lord Jesus will surely deliver what He promised. Lord turned their suggestion of maid down as He promised that dad will be fully healed and can function independently by then. Finally, even though my disbelieving siblings have some doubt, but praise the Lord, it’s because of Su and my faithfulness, Lord is going to heal dad, but we both know it was His Great Grace and Great Mercy at work. Hallelujah.

During the discussion, Su said Lord told her there were angles guarding the house just that we didn’t believe. On the way home, Lord disclosed to me that 10 angles are stationed at parents place. Both I and Su were so happy about Lord Jesus faithfulness in leading us and in healing my dad. Hallelujah!

This morning, I called mum early in the morning, mum told me that she and dad slept through the night, praise the Lord!!! Su and I could see that mum and dad had their good rest last night. Mum is relaxed and dad looks a lot healthier as compared to a day and 2 earlier.

Btw, late Friday morning, I was still sad over dad situation, I was crying when I told 2nd sis about what happened the night before. After a great cry, suddenly it dawn on me that I could do something about it instead of sink myself in despair. It’s like a light bulb has suddenly turned on. I decided to cast the strife spirit away from my parents’ home. When I completed praying in the spirit, Lord told me that I passed my test!!! For a moment, I was puzzled then I realised this is a test for my faith in the Lord too. Praise the Lord.

The panic mood on Friday event was finally thing of the past. Today, we have a wonderful time gathering at parents home. Praise the Lord for the blessing.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You for Your blessings and leading in this rough time. Even when lemons are thrown into the family, You always turn them into tasty lemon juice. Praise Your Almighty Lord Hands for blessing my parents in peace and praise Your wonderful and perfect work at the Cross that made healing possible. Thank You for your faithfulness in leading Su and I as always. Hallelujah! Amen!

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Lord, My Saviour

Again and again, I am grateful to have Lord with me. This morning, before 7:30am, dad was missing from home. Mum had been waken up by dad at 2am and 5am that she was so tired that she did not realised dad had gone off. When she woke up at 7:30am, she thought dad must have gone down for his exercise. When she went down to find him, he was nowhere to be found. So as you could guess, she was in a panic mood, looking everywhere downstairs and even cross over the other side with little niece to look for him.

When I got to know around 7:45am, I quickly prayed to Lord to send angels to guide dad safely back home. I also went to a hawker center cum wet market that parents used to frequent to look for dad, with sleepy Jc dragging along. Su also rushed down with her 2 sleepy sons, the sons went to help mum and sis came to meet me.

Praise the Lord, while waiting for Su to meet me, for further searching, nephew called to inform us that dad was found. Really appreciate that Lord sent angels to lead dad home.

Mum was so worn out to think what to eat for breakfast. So Su bought vegetarian noodle for her and fried carrot cake for her 2 sons. We stayed at parents home till noon. I lead dad to take Holy Communion 4 times. He said he did not know what to say when I was not around. But when I was around, He did not have much problem reading the prayer message Su wrote for him. Hmmm…

Praise the Lord, last night, while I was praying in the spirit, Lord came on to pray a special prayer. I saw a obscure vision of Lord crushing away a brain tumor. He told me after that that he was crushing off the brain tumor from my dad. He told me that it will drain out from dad’s nose, it has not happen yet. Lord told Su that He has brought forward the healing of my dad because of Su and I am His faithful daughters. Thank You, Daddy God! Praise Your Sweet Name, Lord Jesus! Thank You for being my family Saviour and my earthly dad’s Saviour!

I went to Su’s home and together, we did a Chinese carrot cake. Yummy! Su put lots of ingredients in it. :D Lord was with us throughout the preparation. Whenever we have doubts, He is our cooking Teacher. :D

I bought a portion of the streamed carrot cake for mum. I was sad to see her tired face. Tonight, I pray to Lord to bless her with sweet and peaceful sleep and manifested the Lord’s hand on dad to sleep through the night. Lord promised me that He will keep both of them in peaceful sleep tonight. Thank You, Daddy God!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for leading me and Su lately. Lord, thank You for being a Great Saviour and Protector for my family. Praise Your Almighty and yet so Caring, Sweet Name, Lord Jesus! Amen

Monday, December 10, 2007

Lord Wisdom

Ever since marriage, the recent disagreement with hubby is one of the most serious strains in our relationship. I hardly saw him so stern. The last round when we had cold war was when I was having JC in my tummy. I liked durian and he disliked it and because I craved for durian and bought some to eat at home, we had cold war for a few days. His heart only melted when I could not stand the coldness from him and cried a few days later.

This time round, I know that hubby was unhappy with me for teaching my girl about Lord Jesus. If just based on this fact, I would have fight with him and let Lord show His blessings to him to let him see that such a God exist. Blessed is me that Lord is with me. As I was in cold war with hubby, Su pondered over his disbelieve in God. Lord told Su that hubby did not have faith with Him when he was young. He prayed for blessing, when he saw his friends got theirs but not he, he was angry and moved away from Lord.

Recent months, as I moved closer and closer to Lord, I did share about some goodness of Lord Jesus to hubby. However, with his disbelieve, he pushed all things off. In the end, I just stopped sharing any more and grow myself in the Lord. However, in the process, I put hubby outside my life.

Recently, Lord through YC shared about hubby loved me a lot. This is what she shared recently:

You know he is interested in knowing more. But your method of telling him was wrong, so he does not understand you, so he resist.

He loves you, he wants to know you are well, and understand you.

As a father, he is also protective toward his kid

That is why he resists, as he does not understand what is going on

In addition, he thinks you put him second to your faith. This is compounding the issue, and he is worried you are no longer there for him

You need to show him you love him. Talk does not work, action speak louder

You tell him about blessing and what god tells you. He thinks you are losing your mind, so he got really worried. He loves you but does not want to lose you.

Your action did nothing to comfort him or assure him

Instead it "seem" to prove that you are going nuts....naturally he is very worried.

You need to spend more time with him

With the above sharing from the Lord, it shred some light to what actually is happening. With this understanding, I have submitted to his demand to stop sharing about Jesus to JC. He finally smiled yesterday. Praise the Lord!

Lord let me recalled the story of Joseph, who was sold by his brothers as a slave, he believe that God let him went through that to get him to where he was finally. He trusted the Lord all the way and God made him prosperous even when he was a slave. With this story, I know Lord will sure bless me out of the situation.

Lord has shared that my blessings and Su n David blessings is coming. He shared that we will have a very joyful Christmas celebration. Looking forward to receive the blessings sure is good feeling. But knowing that hubby eyes will be open to see the Lord is what I am looking more for. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for blessing my life and leading me towards a better future. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, and Praise You for being such a wonderful Saviour! Amen!

Thursday, December 6, 2007

My Lord, My Saviour

Through this event of my dad brain tumor is discovered and facing death in the face, I really very thankful that I and Su know Father God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit. In this darkest moment in the life of my family, it was a helpless event if we did not have Lord with us.

No matter how strong we are, when encounter with a threatening death of our closed family member, tears automatically runs. For we, human, have no power to overcome it. All we could do is depends on the “magical hand” of the so called specialist. Imagine this so called super good brain surgeon, his subordinate surgeon told us that he is her teacher’s teacher.

He proposed surgery for my dad tumor. I asked him his success rate. He said 10% complication, I thought 90% success. He said no, 90% no complication. Success rate, he dare not quote. Under such hopeless situation, how are we, the family members, and my dad, the patient, going to put our trust on him? It was like a no choice option. Hiaz

Praise the Lord; I have a BIG BIG Saviour with me. He, who had conquered death and rose again for me. He, who with His Blood, removed all my sins and made me justified/righteous because He had been judged in my place for all my sins and curses. He even overcome the judgment before He gave up his spirit and went down to hell for 3 days to conquer them and rose again. Hallelujah!

As such, I know that when Lord told me not worry, He will heal my dad, I know He will and He would. I know that when Lord heals, He will heal from the root of the sickness first. Just like a plant, it grows up by having root first. When the root is damaged, the plant will die off. Once Lord removes the root cause of the sickness, the sickness will have to die off and get out of the body.

Lord Jesus is the one, who created us, and know us, our body very well. What he add or remove from our body, only will result in goodness. Whatever doctor add or remove from our body, usually doctor will not be able to get us back to our original stage, but Lord Jesus could, and Lord’s way is He will sure to give us a better body than what we originally have. He told me He is giving my dad another 30 years of life and He will renew my dad’s life. Praise the Lord!

Through this event, my dad, who previously told me not to believe too much, have come closely to Lord. He is listening to Pastor Mark Hokkien sermons and taking Holy Communion daily to let Lord heals him. Praise the Lord!

Lately, another issue also arise in my life. Hubby gets to know that I have been teaching Jc how to pray to Lord Jesus. He has not wanted me to influence her. However, when Jc could not sleep well, or when she faced unfavourable situation, and I know that Lord could help her get out of her situation, I, of course, teach her, so that she could get her peace.

Hubby does not believe that Lord Jesus exists. When Su ponder over his disbelieve, Lord told Su last evening that when hubby was young he didn’t come close to Lord. Yet, he prayed Lord to bless him. I know that we need to believe in Lord and remain in peace for blessings to come true. Lord said he did not have faith in Him. When hubby saw his friends got blessed while he did not, he had become angry and moved away from Lord. No wonder he had told me that he could not feel anything about Lord.

Anyway, he has stopped giving me my monthly allowance this month. Lord told me not to bother by his threat. In fact, I was in peace last night. Somehow, when I did not behave as what hubby expected of me to him, he become restless. He, who used to stick to his PCs nightly, went to watch TV. But that could not satisfy him, he brought Jc down to the play ground. Haha..this is exceptional behaviour of his, usually Jc has to beg him and only if he was waiting for dinner, and not after. Praise the Lord!

Lord has told me that my blessing and Su and HL blessing will surprised him to believe in Lord Jesus. The blessings are coming soon. I will wait for such a day to happen. I like to have my whole family loving Lord Jesus, and then we can go to church together. Praise the Lord!

Father God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You very much for being with me in this challenging time. Thank You for the hope that You give to me and my family. Thank You for Your Grace and Mercy! In Jesus Almighty Sweet Name, Amen!