Saturday, November 26, 2016

This and That

I just meditated on Leviticus 18 and Lord described clearly whom one cannot have sex with so clearly in this bible of mine that is written in plain English amen amen.

Those who did it is vomited out of their land. Amen Amen!!!

I am just waiting for the right man to come along before I am open in this area. I am not one who fool around with any guys that come.

Surely this blessing will bring the right man to be with me. I am just waiting for the manifestation of the blessing that Lord promised coming October will be the set month. Amen Amen!!!

My counselor has not call me to go HDB after she went there with some ladies, whom are 1st timer and were able to apply for the Flexi two room flat for singles.

Too bad I applied once for that marital flat that gone to my ex and only resale flat are available to me. Otherwise, I need to find a man marriageable whom is 1st timer for the Flexi flat or buy the more room flat by forming a family to meet the criteria.

Lord promised I will have the Blessed Home to shift to next October. Amen Amen!!!

Life is as usual day in day out but with ex's alimony payment, my saving is not much to talk about.

Only Lord can change my life for the better. By then I will live on the blessing and do His Healing job and life will be fulfilling. Amen Amen!!!

As usual, I am waiting for the next October to come by. It's another month by month waiting.

Nobody is keen to talk about the blessing as hope has been dashed. Only I whom Lord has restored my confidence in Him are still talking.

He must bring it through for JESUS goodness to manifest in healing. So the question is not a 'yes' or 'no' but a 'when will it be'.

What I hope for is Lord will not trick me again but release His Blessing to me so that my new life can move on.

And you, who make an effort to let me know about your existence, are you also waiting faithfully? I hope so! Amen Amen!!!

I have no choice but to wait. Hope you are too.

The sweetness of your wait will be making you a billionaire! You surely will be happy. Amen Amen!!!

Saturday, November 19, 2016

Year of Jubilee

2017 is the Year of Jubilee and the 70th year of Israel coming back to the Jew in 1947.

I am more convinced now about Lord will bless me as Year of Jubilee means return to freedom and be restored to former Glory.

As you know, generations ago, my family tree comes from very rich family to now not doing that well.

So logically, for Lord to restore me and my siblings is the right move of the Blessing of Abraham. This is a much more restoration of Him to me. Amen Amen!!!

At least my heart now trust the Lord for the season of restoration. Amen Amen!!!

Abba Father finally managed to convince me to wait for the coming October!!! Amen Amen!!!

He said my Next man is still waiting for me. This sounds good to me!!!

But, my Boas is the Lord and not the next man. For by then I will be richer than him.

The journey with the Lord takes a long time. Only thing comforting is He brings the Blessing of Abraham to me that makes me rejoice in Him.

Life now is not so good as ex is out of job and he stops giving me the alimony.

My work still managed to cover my cost. So I am not so worry. Amen Amen!!!

The economy is getting bad! My second sis left her company due to changed of management and lots of retrenchment and now the management changed again and brother-in-law also thinking of quitting.

And Su not so long ago wanted to borrow money from me.

All of us are waiting for the Manifestation of the Blessing of Abraham to lead us out of the lacks.

Recently heard the Malaysia ringgit has fallen much.

Newly selected US president, Triump, wants countries, where US army is stationed, to pay for the cost of keeping the army there.

The world is heading towards lack of money.

So the Year of Jubilee is good in Restoration from all the lacks.

I eagerly waiting for Lord to manifest in the darkness of the world.

Amen Amen!!!

Saturday, November 12, 2016

Just a Chat

Looking ahead, just a few months time, will be Christmas and then the Chinese New Year.

As usual, I will have no where to go for my reunion dinner but my close friend, whom had invited me to join her family for the reunion dinner, is inviting me again for next year.

A friend indeed is a friend in need. I appreciate her caring nature even though her family is not well to do.

Initially, I had rejected her thinking of if I received the blessing of Abraham, I could celebrate with the next man. But with the delay, everything is back to square 1!!!

Lord promise that the coming year is the final wait. I hope so it is.

Otherwise, even the calling to be a Healer I will be doubtful. As the waiting time is far too long.

I wonder if next man, who show so much actions in 2013 and 2014, is still keen in me. This long wait from 2008 till now is a very long wait for him indeed.

Even I also start waiver and I wonder if he has gone away like those who keen in keep tab with me.

Even my counsellor, whom is keen to know the blessing, proclaimed that I can go on year by year waiting. Just like I previously did so.

I trust in the bible calculated day of manifestation so much. It said 2017 is the year of manifestation, just that the fall seasons were in 2016.

Jerusalem coming back to Israel, will be 50 years in 2017 but in jewish calendar, it's the year 5777.

If my blessing really come next year, it will be Jewish calendar, 5778. For their new year starts with the fall seasons. Amen Amen!

But for the year, it is still 2017.

I know logic is not involved in Lord's Timming but His manifestation has it own logic.

I give up linking the logic but 2017 is the bible calculated date and if Lord manifest, I will be happy, else I have nothing to hold on any longer. This is why my patience is running thin and it is harder for Lord to convince me.

He can swear by His Throne or use the name I Am to try to convince me but I really don't know if I should still believe him.

He said 2017 is JESUS manifestation and I choose to believe Him again.

Even though getting the blessing and JESUS manifestation is the same process. This is the first time Lord used this to convince me and I trust Him will not use JESUS manifestation as a joke.

Otherwise, I don't know what to believe Him as I don't want to receive my blessing at 10 years of waiting, calculating from the day I started coming really close to Him, reading the bible.

I have since finished reading the bible and meditate verse by verse 1 round. I am doing a 2nd round of meditation.

If I get blessed next fall and meet the next man it will be a double bonus to me.

Will it be another fairytale or reality come through, I will have to wait till next fall to see. Amen Amen!!!

Saturday, November 5, 2016

HDB Application

With the blessing of Abraham being delays another year, my counsellor goes into disbelieve and is pushing me to apply for new 2 room apartment BTO.

I have called HDB a few times and the answer is always the same;

I am a 2nd timer as the marital home is considered my first application.

The single rule for the 2 room Flexi Flat only allows for 1st time single to apply.

Only way for me to buy is the resale market and it is expensive.

I hope my counsellor will allow me to wait one more year for the blessing to come to past.

And I hope it is the final wait for me. For my patience run low is another empty promise.

This is the date calculated by somebody through the bible timeline.

After 2017, I would not have anything to hold on.

After all, 2017 is the year of calculated Jubilee. It is Israel 50th year and also is Matin Luther 50th year of Refirmation.

It is a good year for the Lord to manifest.

Lord, I hope the Your Word through the meditation is real this round! I can't take another 'No' from You. Enough is enough. Amen Amen!!!