The Lord My God II

Today is a lovely day, in the morning, 6:30am Sunday; the rain washed away the unclean of yesterday. I have a fresh start even with just 3.5 hrs of sleep. The Lord God, my dearest Daddy, blessed me with a sweet blessed sleep.

At breakfast in the food court, I was sharing how Father God has transformed me to my sis and WK, was telling WK that my pair of hands that had gone rough from dish washing, Lord has renewed them. While waiting for the morning session to start, I was sharing about to get full Lord’s blessings, we should not limit Lord. WK was agreeing and gave example like we currently trust Lord 10%, we should trust Him 100%. I told her I trusted Lord fully and I believe His power and abilities is endless for us to tap. We should not limit Father God in anyways.

I have trusted Him fully to improve all areas of my health, all areas of my physical body, all areas of me from the crown of head to the sole of my feet and my life with family and friend and the whole lot of my life till I go and meet Him in future. 8-)

Today sermon is about we should believe in the Lord for righteousness instead of do good to get righteousness as though Lord God owe us. From Rom 1:1-5, “If Abraham was justified by works; he had something to boast about, but not before God. Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness.” In Romans 16:25-27, Father God commands us to obedience to the faith so that the only wise God be glory forever through Jesus Christ.

Previously, I believe in leaning close to Lord Jesus and learning more about Him to be blessed. Today I know the reason that I am blessed is because Galatians 6-9 “those who believe are children of Abraham….So those who have faith are blessed along with Abraham.” I thank you, Lord, for all Your Mercy and Grace pouring onto me. :D

This afternoon, I sensed another activity in my body, I asked Holy Spirit and He told me that He is fusing my body to my already fused together soul and spirit. Hallelujah!!! Finally, my body, soul and spirit are fused together as one. Praise the Almighty God!!! With that, Lord did some enhancement on my sexuality. Lord encouraged me to make love with hubby. :P Yes, now the sensitivity in me is gone. Hubby is a happy man today; no more complain from me about sensitivity. I am trusting Lord for the full enhancement so that I can enjoy the divine sensation. :D All Praise to the Almighty I AM. :D

Father Lord, thank You a lot for all the blessings that you have been pouring on me. You told me this afternoon that sis, WK and me will get the whole of Abraham blessings, I thank You very much from the deepest of my heart. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father God and Holy Spirit! Amen!

Bless to be blessed

Do you believe in blessing others to be blessed? From Pastor Prince, we learnt that when we bless others, Lord would bless us double or more.

In the past few months, there are a few leading by the Lord that I would like to share. Sis had this colleague, M, that they could get along previously. But M under the influence of others, distanced from sis till not talking term. Late last year, M was getting married and invited the whole of sis department to her wedding. Sis was very unwilling to attend it as M had has treated her as invisible before that. Holy Spirit in sis told her to attend the wedding. I encouraged sis to follow the Lord’s instruction. She did in the end, and the result…..M started talking to her again. Isn’t that wonderful of the Lord? Praise the Lord.

I also have such a case…recently, somebody attempted a unsuccessful chance to pull out my pandan plant from the pot. I was wondering who did it and voiced it to my neighbour. I didn’t accuse anyone nor point finger at my neighbour. Somehow, this neighbour started being unfriendly and avoiding me. I was wondering what happen…then, for 2 weeks, Lord had been giving me this idea of getting a pandan plant from my mum to give them. I was thinking, sound funny as for no reason, just go to them and pass them the plant. Anyway, last week, I finally met her at the letterbox area and asked if she wanted one. Over last weekend, I got the plant and gave to her. Nowadays, the hostility of them is gone. Praise the Lord!

WK also have a interesting case…Long ago, about 5 years ago, when her hubby just left her, Lord told her to buy some towels to give to her hubby. She was thinking, husband was gone how to pass them to him. She didn’t follow the Lord’s instruction. Sometime later, Lord told her to buy a photo flame to give to her hubby. For the same reason, she didn’t do again. So, time flies, Lord has been leading her to forgive the husband, changing her and now going to bring them together. So far, the husband won’t call her directly. Whenever he wants to bring their kids out, he will ask his mum to call WK.

Lord has told WK to bless her hubby, the saving that she has been keeping from the allowance the husband had been sending her for the past 5 years. She was unwilling to part with it. But recently, after counseling her, she is going to bless him today. Lord has told me that her hubby will come back in June. Let see the miracle Lord works on her husband, with this blessing. I foresee that his heart will be warm up to WK with this blessing. Praise the Amazing Lord Jesus! :D

I would like to point out the above case, you see, when you follow the Lord instruction immediately, the opportunity cost from you is small -> small effort. When you put Lord’s instruction aside and do it much later, like WK has done, it takes more effort to get the same result. Lord has instructed WK around last Nov, Dec period, now is already April, so you see, you will need more effort to follow the instruction as your neck has harden when you don’t follow the instruction. Not that Lord hardens your neck, rather, you give the devil a chance to work disbelieve onto you….

You will not remember. :D

8 months ago, I heard in one of the sermons that the more we know about Jesus, there would be such a point where we forget our past. At that time, I was wondering how we could forget about things that happened in our life.

Today, as an 8 month old Christian, been growing and absorbing the God words like a sponge, I finally realised I did forget some of my old self hahaha…Father God is Great!

Recently, Kr looked at her negative traits and wondered how to get close to Lord Jesus with all of it. I was telling her that as she learnt more and more about Lord Jesus, negative traits about her will fall off one by one. Lord let me recalled that I had this stress that previously I was very bothered. I couldn’t do anything stressful, I would be very frustrated. I also have this poor concentration that there is no way I could drive a car that need 100% concentration.

These are the 2 of the plenty negative traits of me that I had forgotten for the past few months as they are non existence in me anymore!!! There might be more, I won’t know as I concentrate on knowing more and more of the Lord, these traits just fall off without me noticing it!!! Now, I realised that’s how I become a New Creation in Christ Jesus. :D Praise to the Amazing Lord!!!

Sis and I have this feeling that Lord is pouring His Grace and Goodness to all of us, His children. Lord recently sent me to a new care group. My first time there, I already could see there are some sheep that I could bring close to Father Lord so that they could enjoy His love and blessings. :) I enjoyed myself there. I am glad that the leader realised of Father God goodness and happy that I edify Lord Jesus. :) Praise the Lord!

Recently, Lord gave me the feeling of wanting to heal a guy in wheelchair. Last night, He also gave me the keen interest to heal a blind girl. For these 2 cases, I thought I am the one, who is keen to heal them. But when I was at the train platform on the way home, I saw another lady in wheelchair, but I didn’t have the same keenness. At that moment, I realised Lord has been leading me for those 2 healing, All Praise to Him!!!

To many, I am still a new Christian, they WOW about my great faith in the Lord. I like to share that it’s not me that have the great faith. The faith is Lord Jesus Faith! Initially, when I just enter Christianity, I didn’t know anything about this faith. What I know was Pastor told me to get Jesus Faith to stand strong on His words to fight my adversary. So, I had been taking His great Faith to fight my battle. I won my battle with Jesus Faith!

As I continue leaning onto Him, trusting His Love, His Mercy and His Grace, somehow, the faith in me grows. :P I don’t know when I have such strong faith for the Lord. It just grows in me as I walk nearer and nearer to Jesus and learning more and more about Him. So, fellow sisters and brothers in Christ, if I can do it, so can you. Trust the Lord and continue to learn more about Him. May you grow to be strong and mighty so that Father God can use you for His glory!!! Hallelujah!

Do you know Father love you?

As I walk more and more with Holy Daddy, He is bringing me to see the reality. I get to encounter with people with different degree of faith and knowledge of love for Holy Father and for what Lord Jesus has done for us. I do feel sad. Our Heavenly Daddy loves us so much, yet a lot of them, seem to lack the knowledge, either about His Love or the bible. This is what made me and sis amazed in how could they missed it especially they have been Christians for so long and can memorise the bible verses inside out!

Recently, sis told someone about her hubby blessed her 23K to clear her debts. This long time Christian with good bible knowledge immediate response was, is she and her hubby separated? And even told her that she cannot tell others about the blessings and others will think they are divorced? Sis and me wonder what kind of logic is that??? Whatever we have, it all belongs to the Lord. We are created by Him, the earth, the sky, and everything else is created by Him. As such, what we earned are also from Him. So, blessing from husband to wife is also a blessing.

Another problem people encountered is devil made them feel sleepy, bored when sermons is being preached. This is the vital information that they need to change their life. But many of them miss it! There are people, who said cannot trust the pastor too much too. Yes, whatever the pastor preached, you have to make sure it’s what the bible said. If it is according to the bible, follow!

I have been following what I must do to get near, to walk with Jesus. Lord told me that my task is to believe. That’s what I choose to do so far. But I have known of people who said they must be selective in what they should listen. These people, yes, they have been long term Christian, yes, they have trust the Lord for blessing. But I have yet to see the peace that Lord talk about in their lives.

There are many people out there to bring close to Lord, but not easy job. Just look at what people choose to listen and also how d affects their emotions and state of mind, some of the most important information that is for them are usually lost in distraction.

Guess the only way out is pumping good news into them till it got through the barrier and get into their hearts. Meantime, look to self will feel depress, look to others or surrounding will feel distress, so look to Jesus for your solution to get the peace and stand and grow in His strength! Praise the Lord!

My Beloved Daddy

Yesterday I finally got to watch The Passion of the Christ. While watching it, I realised that Lord Jesus went for suffering as a man; I got this also from Curry Blake in John G. Lake ministry site. When Jesus walked on earth, he walked just like any of us. He was anointed by the Holy Spirit to heal people and to cast the demons. He exercised His given power and authority. In the current world, we, the Christians, are given the Holy Spirit to live within us and given the authority to cast out demons and heal people and oneself. How many of us realise our given authority and rights to heal the sick and cast the devil???

While watching this movie, I have the above realization. I could strongly feel the pain that Lord Jesus had gone through and I am convinced that I should stand up for my right. I am not letting the devil run over me anymore!!! I know Lord Jesus had taken off my sickness, curse and sins. As such, now I will stand up to fight the devil off!

In the movie, Holy Spirit also tells me not to take people’s praises, for man, who praise you can crush you too. Just look at Lord Jesus, when He was on his way back to Jerusalem, people used palm leaves to lay His way to let Him went through, but it was the same people that wanted Him to die!!! I will remember this in heart. Praise the Lord!

In the movie, I also realised I am a New Creation by Lord Jesus perfectly Perfect work, all things old and bad of me had passed and gone for good. At one flash back in the movie, Lord Jesus was preaching, if you are good to people, who love you, what goodness have you gain? It was being good to people, who did not treat you well, that would gain you the credit. Why? Man is pure and good in nature. It is d, who manifest in him that make him bad. You, who have the power and the authority, should rise up and cast the demons out of him. You are not to ignore him, you are to free him. If you walk off and let him remain in captive, what good should Father God reward you???

Daddy is such a wonderful God. Recently, He disclosed to me that He is going to bless me the car I am looking forward for. He told me it’s Toyota Camry. Previously, Lord told me hubby likes Toyota Corolla. When I discussed with hubby about it, he agreed but said that if he had the money, he would like to have a Toyota Camry. Otherwise, a Honda Jazz if fine too. With this info, Lord decided to give us a Toyota Camry. But when I told hubby 2 days ago about it, he had strong reaction, he dislike the current design of it and told me would sell it off. So I asked him what he would want.

He told me he would go for a Honda Civic, which is lower grade than the Toyota Camry. I questioned him on why go for a lower grade one when Father God wants to bless me a better one? In the end, we go for BMW 730i. Father God was so so so gracious. He is ok to our change in mind. He said that whatever we need, He would give. Wow...thanks for the great Love for me. :D Yesterday, Holy Spirit even told me to go for BMW 740i, a 4 lit car. I actually a bit worry about future maintenance cost. Father God told me that I would get a COE, insurance and tax pay for car. For future maintenance, He will bless me when the need arises. Wow…Father is so wonderful that He took all my concerns away. So now I look forward to my car to come. He said it’s a Christmas present for me. :D Love you, Daddy God!

Today, Holy Spirit told me that my Spirit and my soul are now fused together as one. Hallelujah!!!

Daddy, Lord God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You for all You have done for me. You told me that I now have the same power to heal people as Lord Jesus had when He was walking on earth. You told me I have the doctrine in my heart even though I have not finish most of the bible. I thank You in the deepest of my heart. I will promise You that I will rise up to heal the sick and cast out the demons. I will bring lost sheep back to YOU! Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, Holy Father and Holy Spirit!!! Bless your Almighty Name!!!

Blessing on the way

It’s interesting to see how blessing is coming through by looking at how worried the fallen angel is. Haha…he, who is in this world, wanted me to stop helping WK n Sr get their blessings and sis too. At least sis know that what the Lord shared through me works, so she always move back to trust quickly once I point out she distancing herself from Father God. For others, the doubts that Sa tan put in them is stronger. He holds on to them tight, don’t like them to come to Father God, from his warning of wanting me to stop helping them, ha, I know blessings are coming and he is worried. :P

Doubting really can put a stop to the blessing follow thru, don’t follow Father God instruction to the T also would stop blessings. Long ago, think it was last year, Lord told WK to bless her dh with a sum of her saving. WK was unwilling, Lord showed her 2 circle, one tiny circle and one very big circle. He said that by holding on to the small circle, she will miss the big circle of blessings.

During that period, sis n me thought that WK had followed Lord’s instruction. Recently WK pray to Father to help her in her marriage, somehow, Lord through me told her about sowing and harvest principle and I quote brother-in-law sow his 23K and Lord wanted to bless him richly even though he is not a Christian yet. Then I realised WK had not follow Lord’s instruction to the T. If Lord asked you to bless someone, do it willingly, Lord would bless you at least 2 fold to 100 fold or more in brother-in-law case. What WK did was told her hubby that trust Lord to provide, but didn’t tell him about she has this amount that can bless him.

Yesterday when Lord got me to talk to her about it again, she asked him for the amount of money he needed. You see, giving freely is not the same as asking for an exact amount and just bless that amount. It’s not following the Lord instruction to the T. Lord instruction is so simple; bless that amount to him, that’s it. Seem like human mind likes to complicate things!!!

Blessing is coming through for me and for sis, for we followed the instructions of the Lord closely. WK was wondering why hers still not here. You have any clue?

Kr too, was wondering why I am the only one encouraging her, she need more confirmation to feel secure. Lord has told her sometime back on how her blessings will be coming from. He has told her to use her interest in human to pray for them, and to sell her profession to them at the same time and financial God will come from behind to bless her. Sound easy, right? No, a lot of doubting…that’s the human mind.

Father God, I thank You for leading WK, Kr and my sis close to you so that you can bless them richly and in abundance. I trust it to You that WK and Kr will come to realization of the goodness of You in Jesus Almighty Name! Amen!

A Faithful Father :D

Lately, sleepiness seems to invade me. Daughter, JC, tend to wake up middle of the night and want mummy, so I have not been sleeping well. Saturday, I was attacked with UTI again. It had been a long time since I prayed and fought so much. Can you imagine, d trying hard to inflict me to the extent of causing bleeding while I stand strong on God Word. Yes, I was fighting him from 2-6pm. Praying in the spirit, reading the Psalms, Standing in the Righteousness of Christ, exclaiming that I have no fear of the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday. Phew!

Luckily, Father God is faithful. He stood firm with me. I brought my girl to her Chinese Class, I had urge of passing out urine, Lord helped me, and I was not put to shame. I stood strong on the Righteousness of God and pull through. At 6pm, Lord told me that Father God would heal me. At that time, I was a little waiver…I had thought of seeing a doctor but I moved back to trust Lord Jesus for deliverance again. It was a mentor fight to stand firm in the Lord. Father God told me to drink 3 glasses of water and He would destroy the bacteria. I did that and went to parents home. The symptom wasn’t as bad. By night time, I was recovering from it.

On Sunday, I decided to go church, I didn’t want to submit to d, and I wanted to walk in the victory ground of Lord Jesus. Glad that I went, the sermon was about Jesus had taken all our sins and sicknesses. When He raise, He had won over adversaries and He raise as a cleaned, free Man God. We are in Him, as He is, so are we. Suddenly, I realised the UTI not on me, it was on Him, it become so easy to pass it to Him. Finally, I rest in Him and enjoyed His Peace. The symptom is fading away, and I continue to trust Lord today. Sis and me have this revelation that we in Christ, we have His peace, health and prosperity! :P Praise the Almighty God.

Friday, sister, Su, told me that her hubby thought of going for the condo in Buangkok. Then I questioned her about Lord had long ago told her about blessing her, a condo in East Coast. They had just sold off their current home; Lord blessed them with a 40K above valuation sale. They were anxious to get a new home and instead of trusting Lord for the deliverance, they decided to try booking the condo in Buangkok, which is within their means. They have looked at their lack at the condo in East Coast. Since they wanted to give up the dream on the East Coast condo and go for the Buangkok one, Lord told her that He would bless them.

I told her to trust the Lord for deliverance of the East Coast condo, I told her not to look at their lack, look to Lord Jesus for His abundance. Upon listening to me, she continued to trust the Lord again. Then HS spoke to her about Father wanted to bless them the East Coast condo, He told her not to worry.

She also had anti-blessing attack; her hubby told her that the business partner did not want them to stay 2-3 years to wait for their dream condo. I told sister to pray to Father, cover her hubby, the partner and their shop with Jesus blood and manifest the Lord’s hand over them. I also told her to read Psalm 23 and 91 and claimed the blessing and protection over them.

When she completed praying, her hubby and the partner just came home. The partner, who is a Taoist, did not believe in Father God would bless my sis a condo. He wanted to hear from my sis. So last night, he came over and sis preached the goodness and the deliverance of the Lord Jesus to him. He was so tempted and prompted my brother-in-law if he wanted to go to accept Christ. Praise the Lord. Brother-in-law replied that he will wait for the condo to realise before accepting Christ. The partner agreed and said that he would accept Christ together with brother-in-law. He offered to rent them his property at $450, brother-in-law counter bid at $500, then the partner lowered it to $400. Praise the Almighty Name Jesus!!!

Father has asked sis for her account no. and he has reconfirmed it with her. Let see how the blessing come thru. He told sis that a few people will be blessing her, the money for the condo. This blessing is for brother-in-law as he has been following Lord’s instruction closely and has blessed sis with the 23K to clear her debts. In return, Lord is going to bless him not just double fold, when sis talked to me on Sunday after church, Lord told me it is going to be 2.4mil. Let wait for this deliverance to come to past. Thank you Father for being so good and wonderful to my sister. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus and the Holy Spirit!!!

Holy Spirit, thank you for instructing me to read Psalms 91 many times before the attack on Saturday. It’s you that get me ready for the attack, with the God Word to fight my battle. Thanks You very much!

Friday bible study, Father God, thru Pastor Prince, told me that He is shutting my door to the current care group and wants me to go to another care group that he has told me to go. Praise the Lord! Amen

A point in Time

Lately, I have been going through a small huddle of soul searching or was it God searching. I have been listening to some of Pastor Prince past year sermons. I have also learned more about my Authority in Christ from Billye Brim and Gloria Copeland. Guess I am still searching where I should stand in Christ.

Recently, I am reading on John G. Lake ministry site too. Interesting, I learnt that healing depends on the faith of the healer and also the one receiving the healing. Dr Lake had asked those who seek healing from him to come to him for 30 days. All the people that come to him got healed. For each healing session, Spirit of God do give 100% healing power. But the person depends on his trust of getting healed, can get from a few % to 100%. Those who were still not healed, they should go to Dr Lake again and again. One guy, whom he healed, didn’t turn up after some sessions, he persuaded the guy to come back to him. Finally, that guy got his healing on the 29^th day. Another lady didn’t turn up after the 1^st session, Dr met her and she said that she was healed. Finally I have some new understanding of this healing power and faith.

I have been sharing about my anointing to some people, those who are closed to me and trusted in me, they received healing and moving ahead with me. I shared with them whatever I learnt. Others, who are in disbelieve, I was bothered for a short while, now I don’t bother if they believe or not. I let them move along their faith. While I continue to grow and get myself ready. As long as Father have not make the next move for me, that means I have some more training to go for to get myself ready. I will move on till that ready stage to serve Father God. Meantime, I rest in His Great Love for me. :D Praise the Lord.

Father, Thank you for patiently waiting for me. I praise you Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, Holy Father and Holy Spirit. Thanks for the resurrection power that is in me. Hallelujah!

A dedication to my Dearest Heavenly Daddy

Father, Daddy, the love of my life. I know there is no ways I can thank you for all that you have done for me. Your rich Love for me is so touching, You make me have urge to fly up high with You, to soar up the sky and enjoy your warmth every minutes of my life. Praise your Almighty Name, Holy Daddy, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit!!!

When I was a new born baby to when I was in my 3 years of tests, You were there with me. Even though I walked into the valley of the shadow of death, You were there for me, I feared not evil. My walk then was the hardest; I was helpless and didn’t know where to get help. You did not let go of me. You protected me from greatest harm. Hallelujah!

You leaded me to dearest daughter, JC, kindergarten principal, Ms Ir. You get her to tell me about You. You let me know that she has close relationship with You. I was searching for my peace. I tried all I know and the only choice I had yet to try then was come to You. You leaded me slowly; you guided me along still water. Finally, I took my courage and started my first step towards you. I called Ms Ir to check with her where I could get a bible. You blessed me with my first bible through Ms Ir. Praise the Lord.

When I get tired of reading the bible, by nature I don’t like reading books, I asked You to give me a website to read, as I like surfing the net. You got WK to tell me about New Creation Church website. Thank you that You get Pastor Prince to put 1 video sermon and 2 audio sermons at the site. I was captivated and encouraged by the video sermon, at a slow pace, watch 1 day and rested 2 days before going there again. I was unhappy when there wasn’t any new sermon for me to watch. All praise to You, Lord, you get WK to tell me that Daily Devotion updated daily. :P

Lazy I preferred to go to audio sermons instead. You get Pastor Prince to record the row call for blessings in the 2^nd audio sermons. I was so unhappy when Pastor Prince did not blessed internet user!!! I wanted so much the blessings to get my peace!!! Praise You, Daddy God, you get WK to prompt me to go church. The unwilling me took a few days and dragging on. WK offered to chop a seat for me tempted me good enough to move forward. Praise You all Almighty, Holy Daddy!

You met me at the church and welcomed me with open arms on 20^th August 2006. :D From day 1, you started leading me to get the peace. You had Molly to call me and baptized my Holy Spirit. You enabled me to speak tongue aka pray in the spirit the 2^nd day afternoon. Week by week, on bible study and Sunday service, You tell me how to go about fighting for my peace. Praise Your Almighty Name and thank You for your Grace and Mercy pouring all over me. :D

I become hungry for Your Word and You got W to lend me lots of his past months/years CDs on Pastor Prince preaching. I become keen in your blessings and wondered how to walk with Jesus. You got church to ask if I was interested to attend Discovery Class.

Finally, through Your ministering to me through Pastor Prince, Pastor Lian and Pastor Mark, I saw my victory and You give me the peace from the Peace of God. Hallelujah!

In Jan 2007, You told me Your Plan for me through YC. Since then, You gently pushed me to read my bible. You knew I didn’t fancy the 1^st bible, which is in black print throughout the bible. You get YC to bless me with a purple print bible. Yes, this bible has been my favourite ever since. All Praise to You, Lord! :D

Meanwhile, You started to anoint me with healing power. Praise the Lord!

My speed of reading was still super slow, You remained patience and got WK to tell me about Jerry Servelle and Kenneth Copeland website. As I had lots of Pastor Prince and Pastor Mark, thanks to WK, sermons to watch, I was not keen to add on to the load. Then you get YC to share with me about Rusty Russell, the miracle healer, who comes to YC church every quarterly of the year. I was tempted and went to his site and know why I must read the bible. However, my speed was still super slow.

Lately, without giving up on me, You get my cg leader to tell me about Jerry Servelle and Kenneth Copeland again. I was keen on how Jerry Servelle and Kenneth Copeland spending quiet time with you. I was also keen to know the 7 steps to blessings of Jerry Servelle that cg leader shared.

Finally, I am fully anointed with healing power and I have started healing my family members and my friends. Late last month, you started anointing me with supernatural healing power. Praise the Lord!

I went to Jerry Servelle website. In there, most of the sermons I could identify them as I was following the way unknowingly. You have Jerry Servelle mentioned many times to read the words, the bible. However, even though I know the goodness it will bring, I was still reluctant to get start. You have Jerry Servelle mentioned Kenneth Copeland so much that I decided to check out his website.

Meantime, All Praise to You, Daddy, you anointed me with Solomon wisdom, Peter’s Faith and John’s knowledge of Father God Love. That day, You were doing something to my forehead. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. :D

In Kenneth Copeland website, finally, I know about growing up in the spirit and how to become a matured Christian.

Today, in Kenneth Copeland latest sermons, Open the Door to Jesus, You get him to share about what power I can have and how I can manifest Lord Jesus in me. And You even prompt me to start moving into Christ and to walk in Love.

This morning, I was so embraced by Your Love, You have blessed something to my face and the back of my head. Praise the Lord, Oh Almighty Jesus!

Daddy, thank You for all the leadings. From today onwards, I will grab hold of whatever You have for me in the bible. I will put all Your Word into my heart. I will walk into the plan you have for me. This anointed song, Shalom, playing in the background as I write this posting to You is just so right in time. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, Holy Father and Holy Spirit. Amen!

Daddy, thank You for completely anoint me with the supernatural healing power today. All Praise to Your Almighty Name! Holy Spirit, thank You for singing in sweet tune when I pray in the spirit since Monday, 2^nd April 2007. Amen!

Is it difficult to be loved?

Below are the 2 messages from Holy Spirit to the beloved children of Father God and 1 from children of God that I copied from the testimony site in New Creation Church website:

“I gave you my Son; I sent Him to die for you. I only ask you to trust in My love and His sacrifice. Is it that difficult?”

“God makes the way, Jesus shows the way, the Holy Spirit leads the way”

“Hearing the right message and attending the right church has certainly made a difference between life and death for us.”

Father has been giving me on the job training in this divine job of counseling lost sheep. I started with people, who trusted God, but don’t know how to let him help them in their problems. Then I proceeded to people, who know about God’s Love but stubborn to accept instruction from Daddy God. Now, I am counseling people that don’t know about God’s Love and blaming God for their sufferings. Yes, this people don’t know how to let Father lead them and pass Him their problems.

I was pondering over this issue of their trust in God when I saw the message in the testimony site. Yes, I do wonder, is it that difficult to believe that Father God gives us so much love and Jesus really did take all our sins, sicknesses, curses and gave us the Grace and Mercy in abundance.

Someone told me she doesn’t want to ‘trouble’ Father God with her little problems in life. The most important issue is to bring souls to be saved. She should have known that if she pass all her problems to Daddy God and trust in Him in all issues, others who are not saved, will wonder why her life so good, and will want to know Jesus. We, children of God are to show Jesus goodness through us so that we can attract more people to be saved. If your lives don’t look good, who would want to trust your God to help them??? How different is your God to their god???

Another issue that makes my counseling difficult is people’s pride. In this fallen world, a lot of us thought that it is important to show that we have a certain status in this world and we are well off. All of us wants to protect our status, no one want to be revealed that they are weak in any sense.

However, if they admit they are weak and they cannot help themselves and need the Lord’s help and they trust Father God and let Him lead them, not only will they get high status and riches, Lord Jesus will bless them with divine health and peace of life in all areas of their life, be it health, finances, relationships within family and outside. Even our property and our little stuff like pots of plants or little toys would be taken care too. Hiaz, if only they realise how GOOD Lord Jesus, Holy Father and Holy Spirit is.

I was reading Genesis 1 and 2 last night. Lord God was in happy mood to create the heaven and earth and even happier to create man and woman. Do you know why Father God put in the bible Genesis 2:2 ‘By the seventh Day God had finished the work He had been doing; so on the seventh day He rested from all his work.’? Father God wants to tell us that He will make sure that He settle all our problems and are happy about it. He will then take His rest upon completion. Trust in Him to settle all your problems and frustrations, for He will, and with abundance Grace and Mercy. Praise the Lord.

When Adam and Eve sinned in eating the fruits from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and realised their nakedness, Lord God was angry with them, after giving them a scolding, and NOT cursed, He immediately Genesis 3:21 ‘made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothes them’. Lord God didn’t even want Adam and Eve to feel sinful for too long. Gen 3:23-24 ‘So the Lord God banished Adam from the Garden of Eden…’ and ‘placed on the east side of the Garden of Eden cherubim and a flaming sword flashing back and forth to guard the way to the tree of life.’.

How many of you, parents and guidance, would care if your children would suffer or feel bad after they disobeyed you? Most of us would make sure that they suffer and know their mistakes forever.

However, this is not what Lord God has done. When He knows human is not able to handle their sins, He sent Lord Jesus to take over all our sins, past, present and future. He has taken all. Yes, ALL, if you believe Him. I know when we fallen, feel condemned, guilty, depressed, or angry, it is not easy for us to come to Jesus and believe that He has taken all of the sins and we will be Righteous in Him.

It is a battle with the adversary. He, who is in this world, wants to make you feel bad. A lot of us like to take the easy way out, just to feel bad and hopefully one day, this feeling will fade with time. There is a better and more efficient way to handle this. If and only if you trust that Lord Jesus has taken all your sin and Father God does not impute any sin on you, stand firm on this belief, confess to Lord Jesus continuously till the guilty feeling fade off. You will have a sense of peace that is given to you by the Prince of Peace. Try it out if you will. Don’t let your doubts get the better of you. So that you can understand that God word is alive and powerful! Praise the Lord!

Father God, thank you for your faithfulness in us. Thank you for assisting us when we are weak and hopeless. Thank you for giving us the strength and the wisdom to continue standing firmly in Lord Jesus victory ground. I pray in Jesus Almighty Name. Amen.

The God and the Devil

One thing that puzzled me when I was a new Christian was why Father God loves us, the average people as much as he loves all those that committed great crimes. Pastor Prince explained that no matter small sin or big sin, they are all sins. So, Father forgives all of us by the blood of Lord Jesus. This is a reasonable explanation to me till my recent revelation.

I am counseling Kr, who is very conscious of herself. She is so afraid that I might share with others her shortcomings. Initially, I explained to her that Jesus had been judged 2000 years ago for all her sins. As such, all the judgment in her is completed. Lord Jesus has taken all sins and Father God doesn’t impute any sins. As such, there is nothing for me to judge about her, for the negative traits in her are all from adversaries. When she let go of the entire adversaries, she will be the new creation in Lord Jesus that Lord Jesus had given to her 2000 years ago. I am thinking along this line recently and I get this revelation. :P Praise the Lord!

Our world, why it’s called the fallen world? In church, we learnt that Adam had given up his rights to Sa Tan. This world is controlled by the darkness, the negative, Sa Tan aka adversaries. Even though Lord Jesus had taken back the control and defeated Sa Tan, giving us the new covenant, we have to accept Christ and reborn again to come into this new creation. We have to believe in it and walk in it to enjoy it.

With the explanation to Kr about how I see her and her adversaries, suddenly, I got this revelation that Father God has created us as a whole, pure being. But since we are in this fallen world, Satan attaches adversaries on us. That is how human gets the negative traits in their life. When they accept Christ, they can shake off all the negative traits that adversaries attached on them. Adversaries are just like the skin of banana. As we peel away the skin aka the adversary one by one, till we peel all the skin off the banana, we will get a whole new being, the new creation of us in Christ.

With the above thinking, now I can understand why Father God love those people that committed crimes as much as us. For whatever crimes they committed, the crimes are all works of the adversaries. As long as the people come into Christ and get reborn, they can shake off all the adversaries. Then this criminal will be just like any one of us, a whole new creation being.

When this revelation got bigger, I can see that this world, there are only 2 forces at work; Devil who attaches adversaries on us and God, who provided Lord Jesus as our sacrifices and judged for all our sins so that we could remove all the adversaries on us.

No wonder Pastor Prince commented that he was sad to see Saddam Hussein, being judged for all the works of the adversaries. An old man used by the adversaries and now of no use to the Satan and have to face all the punishments.

My recent 2 counseling, both blamed God for what they had suffered. If only they know who is behind their sufferings. They are already the children of God. They didn’t realised they could shake off the adversaries. Well, I am glad that Kr now finally realised this and she is standing up to fight for her rights. Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus!

Father, In Jesus Almighty Name, I command that all the people that are still living in the ignorance to open their hearts to receive the word of God so that they could move from the darkness to the light. Amen! Hallelujah! Praise the Almighty Jesus.