Monday, July 26, 2010

The Garden of Eden

Ever since I walked into the Grace of Lord Jesus, I have been looking at His finished work at the Cross and feeding on the Spiritual food that is incorruptible. Glory to Lord Jesus! Through 1 year of bible reading and using about 2.5 year to meditate Psalms, Proverbs and the whole of the New Testament. Verse by verse I gaze. As I gazed, Lord talked to me. Glory Glory!

Yesterday, Pastor Prince said that Abraham who heard from Lord is greatly blessed. Jesus revealed that John 8:56 'Your father Abraham rejoiced at the thought of seeing my day; he saw it and was glad.' pastor shared that many people thought that Abraham talk to God. But, it was not, it was Lord, who talked to Abraham, and Abraham was greatly blessed.

This was how Abraham trusted God:

Genesis 22:7 'Isaac spoke up and said to his father Abraham, “Father?” ...”The fire and wood are here,” Isaac said, “but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?”

Genesis 22:8 'Abraham answered, “God himself will provide the for the burnt offering, my son.”'

Genesis 22:9 'When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood.”

Genesis 22:10 'Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son.'

Genesis 22:11-12 'But the angel of the Lord called out to him from heaven, Abraham! Abraham!”...”Do not lay a hand on the boy,” he said, “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.”'

Genesis 22:13 'Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram caught by its horns.'

Pastor Prince shared that what we speak is corruptible seed, it is when Lord speaks, we are blessed. Glory Glory! Through meditation, daily gazing at the verses of the living Word of Christ, I am being transformed from Glory to Glory! It is not by how much knowledge you know about bible verses. But how often you meditated on the Living Word of Christ, the incorruptible seed, and when Lord talked to you that you are greatly blessed. As at yesterday, I gazed finished what Lord has been leading me and now I am gazing Genesis.

This is what Lord revealed to me this morning:

Lord:
'My darling, you are in Eden, the place of enjoyment. Glory Glory! You surely have reached it. Glory Glory! Abba has placed you there for your pleasure. All that is given is free. Just don't eat that tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Abba will lead you as you go. Glory Glory! Hallelujah!'

The walk of a child of God is to be like Jesus. How I walked?

Started to seat at the feet of Jesus, listening to the revealing about Jesus in the bible. John 5:46 'If you believed Moses, you would believe me, for he wrote about me.', Jesus told the Jews. Lord led me to listen from Pastor Prince sermon from 2002 to current. Lord lead Pastor Prince to reveal about Jesus from the New and Old Testament. Old is the details of what the New said we have, all that Jesus had done to give us. Amen Amen!

When I was so full of Jesus, with mindset renewed to think like Him, Lord led me to read finish the bible. After 1 round of contact, Lord led me to walk with Him verse by verse. There is no short cut, relationship developed day by day. It's more about we need changes along the way then He needs.

As you see, Lord did test Abraham on his faithfulness and obedience. When you are so full with Jesus, Lord will test you. I had been through roughly 1 year of testing. It is a walk of faith from now on; to be used by God, the Father, on His Kingdom purpose. Are you prepared to walk? The yoke is light, the joy outweigh the testing pain and sorrow. Lord do stress test. It's all about the thoughts and the emotions. It's not about sickness. Glory Glory!

Abba Father, thank You for rising me up for Your Kingdom purpose. Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

The Wisdom of God

Glory Glory! Last Saturday, I get a taste of Jesus wisdom in full manifestation that the after effect is a wow wow wow. I don't know if you know, I am lousy when in heated situation. As not born to quarrel and don't know what to say at the heat of the moment when the brain is blank. This is encounter in full blown last Saturday. Glory to the wisdom of God! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Last weekends, my mum was on holiday. As such, we need not do our weekly visit and were free to do our own activity. Su was toying on a picnic and kite flying. She called me if my area the rain had stopped as her area was raining. I prayed to Lord and rain stopped. They went to the nearby town for some errands and came here to fly kite. There were many occasion of seeing others flying all kinds of beautiful kites so they came after lunch.

However, the wind is not in our favour. Su and I decided to pray. But with 3 others disbelieving, not much wind is manifested. We did have some breeze but not strong enough to fly kite. Su family decided to return home and fly the kite later at the sea side. Jc was bored and Su invited her to join them and Jc okay to go with them alone.

As I know the fussiness and strong-minded of ex, I tried to call him to ask if okay for him to go Su place to pick Jc that evening instead of my place. 2 calls, but no answer from him. Nowadays, I know he does ignore my calls. So, I decided to sms him. But still no reply. As I didn't want Su's family to wait too long as they were ready to drive off, I let Jc changed and went with them.

That's when hell came. This rascal replied me about 15mins after Jc was gone. He demanded that Jc be brought back home and he would only come to my place at 7pm and wanted me to go pick Jc back. He insisted as if there was a legal agreement on where to pick Jc. As I could not get through him, he wanted his way and that's final. I given up and hang him off.

Next he went to blast Su's mobile wanting them to bring Jc back immediately. As Su also could not talk through him also the lift cut them off, he called another 2 times, Su passed the phone to Jc. With Jc, he was a nice daddy, but he insisted to talk to Su. Su off her mobile and called me. We prayed to Lord and I saw 4-5 devil surrounding him and leading him, it was a strong attack from the devil! After prayer, we were relieved!

As both Su and I had off our mobiles, he could not call us and used Jc's mobile instead. I prayed to Lord for wisdom and favour and answered the call. His anger was boiling high as we had shut him off. He demanded the same, Jc to be at home at 7pm for him to pick.

With Lord coming fully in me, Lord took away the argument and I apologised again and again. Then Lord said through me,: 'since you want me to bring Jc back, if she played till pretty late, means he must wait longer here for me to bring Jc home.' Then here is the killer....Lord suggested, : 'Why not I bring Jc to your home instead?' This question stumbled him. He was at a moment didn't know what to say...puzzled... then I said, 'since you find so much trouble in picking Jc, I solved all your problem, you stay home and wait, need not pick, so no problem of picking.' But he did not want me to do that, So I ask if he is picking Jc? Here or Su place? With the anger and the devil gone from him, finally, he agreed to pick Jc up at Su place! Glory Glory!

Long time ago, when I heard about Jesus command, if a Roman citizen ask you to carry his things for 1 mile, go an extra mile for him. This the way the Lord teaches. At that time, I could not understand, I thought that put us in the losing end. Pastor Prince ever said that Lord wants us to challenge our opponent, from the way the slapping is described, it's a challenge, not about letting the aggressor beat us another time.

But from this encounter, by offering to do more for ex, he relented and agreed to pick Jc at where we wanted him to. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord is so smart to offer such. It's a trick that P used on me when he 'hit' me with his term, his soft soothing voice, but Lord's way is higher. By wanting to do more than what aggressor wanted, it soften him so much that what we get our favour! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Glory to the wisdom of God! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!!

Friday, July 16, 2010

The Marriage make in Heaven

Recently, after reading about my divorce and looking at the bible on what it says about marriage, you must be wondering what is the Truth about Marriage. Lord leads me to write this post about my marriage and Su's marriage. This is to show the Grace of Lord Jesus that flows through us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I guess without talking in details, you already know how my marriage ended in divorce. Did Lord who said in the bible about Christian cannot divorce really mean what He said? This is what I understand from trusting the Lord in this coming to 4 years. Yes, Lord is an Almighty God and NOTHING is impossible for Him. Then why my marriage ending in divorce while Su's one still intact?

Basically, Lord knows what each of us needs in our lives. What he needs us to do is to believe in Him and walk His Righteous Path as lead by Him. The difference between both our spouses are:- my ex do not believe in God nor spirits and only believe in self. He is such a hard nut to crack that Lord said if to wait for him to come back to Christ, the wait is till he is in his old age.

Lord could change a person behaviour when they accept Jesus to be their Saviour and Lord could then by His Grace, change a person thought about himself/herself when s/he keeps believing in the Lord and let the Lord do His part. So, my ex, who only believe in self, there is no way Lord could overwrite his own choice of not wanting God. Lord gives man free choice if to accept Him.

Su has the same pretty egoistic man. The difference is, he believes in the Lord. From totally don't want to care about Su, Lord has changed him to weekly buy some food for her and bring her out sometime. However, since young, he was pampered by women: from grandma to mother to wife. He expects to be served, even with heavy shopping bags, he don't carry any. It's the job of wife and kids, he thought. He wants total obedience to him at home. At his command, the wife and kid must obey.

Lord led me through the divorce and let Su see that divorce is not exactly that frightening to calm her down. Lord then led Su not to obey her husband. Lord said, if Su wants a loving husband, she has to get out of this master and slave relationship first.

When Su agreed to obey the Lord not to serve her husband, hell broke loose. It all started this way, he used his hat to cover her face in the lift and she shouted at him. There were others in the same life and he felt great embarrassment. On reaching home, he threw the dinners onto the floor, messed everything up and left.

After a day of cold war, he bought something for Su to eat but want her to apologise. Lord told Su not to as she did no wrong. Husband wanted to push her back to slave position. When he saw no action from Su, he got angrier and threatened her with divorce. Lord told Su to continue not to serve him and no apologise.

He wanted Su to go see lawyer with him. He thought he could threatened Su with this. Lord told Su that even when the whole divorce goes through, He could bring them back together. So when he threatened again, choice between apologise or divorce. Both choices were hard, Su wanted neither. But in the end, she thought that trusting the Lord is better than going back to the slave position.

When husband saw her actively looking for lawyer, finally his tactic fall! Glory Glory! Lord revealed that he had been a baby for far too many years. It's time to grow up to become a man. Glory Glory! Through this talk, he agrees to help out the family and clear his own dishes.

Glory Glory! Su got a loving husband now. He even offered to carry the heavy bags when they went shopping. When he agrees to grow up as man and be independent, Lord's Grace enabled him. Finally, Su and him happy. They now in loving relationship. Lord's way is difficult but by trusting Lord, Su got the deliverance. Holy Holy! Glory Glory!

For me, for what I lost in these 10 years of loveless and cheated relationship, Lord promised to give me a man that will love me much. This is to compensate for all the locust has stolen. Glory Glory!

Lord did not let Su and her husband to go for divorce because He could see that his heart have Su. He let me went through divorce because He sees that his heart does not have me at all. Man can hide but the Almighty God knows. Our part is to trust in Him and He will leads us out of our misery. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Even though the bible is a book of Truth, you need the Holy Spirit to show you which step you should walk for a victorious life. It's through the leading of the Lord, the bible comes alive. It is not for us to use our wisdom to read the bible but to always call on the wisdom of the Lord. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

The Grace of Lord Jesus 4

Last night, as I was hunting around other blogs, I was curious on one who talked on Jesus Christ. As I read it, I was shocked that that brother-in-Christ has no knowledge of Christ. He was wondering the reality of Jesus and the resurrection. When I read it, I was amazed how devil covered his eyes so much that he did not know the reality of Jesus in our life. Daily, I go into the presence of God and communicate with Him. He leads me and open more of Jesus to show me His Goodness. It is a marvelous journey to discover the treasure in Jesus. I pray that you are not veiled by devil. The blood of Jesus wash the eye of your heart clean to see the fullness of Jesus. In Jesus Name, Amen!

This morning, as I was listening to Pastor Prince sermon 09/09/2007, Lord opens new light for me to see the goodness of Jesus! Glory Glory! Why Lord Jesus born in a manger? He was born without a house to call home so that He took all our homelessness and in Him, we are blessed with His Kingdom and surely we have a house to own. Abba also let me see that Jesus was born into a virgin girl to redeemed all the single mum in this world. He took all the bad so that no matter what we done, His Perfect Life redeemed us so that we need not suffer the pain nor the shame. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As I marveled over Jesus perfectness on the cross, Jc yesterday was having symptom of running nose and cough and a swollen lower eye lids. As I see them fall on the body of Jesus, I was praising God of the Goodness of Jesus. Whatever devil throw on us, Jesus had took it on the Cross when He was hanging there 2000 years ago. Abba is so GOOD to send His Son to take all our shits. As we looked to Jesus on the Cross had taken that sickness/pain/curse that devil lied to you, you see your deliverance.

As I continued this few days in the Perfectness of Jesus from the revelation given to Pastor Daniel, His 1 stripe got Jesus body with any skin left and with bones exposing, as describe in Psalm 22! Glory Glory!

As a new Christian 4 years ago, I heard other Christians in other churches that sickness is for them to learn the Grace of Jesus better. As I looked to Jesus, and marveled over what a Perfect Work He had accomplished for me and Jc, I realised this Christians that did not discern that Jesus had taken the sickness and they should not be sick anymore! They keep looking at the pain and the suffering lies that devil showed them and failed to discern that Lord had taken it all at the Cross!

Why Lord Jesus went to the Cross to die so that we could be imputed with His Righteousness? He gives us the Righteousness of GOD in Christ, so that we have the RIGHT to stay healthy and devil lost his right to condemn us of the sicknesses. So, only those who realised how Righteous Christ Jesus had made them that they can tell the devil to back off! Lord did not tell His son of God to keep satan in their life. He told them 'I' had done a Perfect Work! Now look at my Perfect Work and proclaim your Rights!

Sadness is many still look to what devil provides them because the pain is more real then the reality of Jesus at the Cross. This morning, as I used a tiny piece of biscuit and plain water for Jc to take, as Lord use the tiny thing to confront the giant, I could see young David conquering Goliath and Jc shall be healed! As she took the communion, the running nose and cough stopped, the redness on the eye lid was gone. She still felt the pain. As I was walking her to school, I asked her, if she wanted to believe lying pain from the devil or Jesus at the Cross had taken away the pain. She said, 'Of course Jesus at the Cross had taken away the pain.' Glory Glory! I believed Jesus done a perfect work for her and she is healed. Glory Glory!

God never ask you to keep devil with you. So, use the Right Jesus died to give to you to deny the right of the devil. As it is written Hebrew 2:14 'He Himself likewise also partook of the same, that through death, He might render powerless him who had the power of death, that is, the devil!' May Lord opened your eyes to see the Righteousness of God that Lord Jesus had imputed to you so that you could reign in life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Monday, July 12, 2010

The Leading of the Lord

It is great to have Lord to open my eyes wide on the tricks P played on me today. Abba father has opened my eyes to see him through and through. I could describe some to show you what Lord revealed to me. Glory Glory!

We are still on the topic of me not getting my allowance next month. At one point, he is wondering how I am going to survive. I told him that I have 1-2 months of reserves. He asked me what after that...I query if he is going to give me if I have nothing, he said no. I then tell him, if he is not going to give me anymore, why bother if I can survive or not! Not his business!

He even said that he will give me a black and white to sign, so that I could not go court to claim that he did not give me. He said I don't want it on my own accord. That's the cunning on his part. Got the spirit to trouble me and then denied it all and then refuse on paying. Blessed that I have Lord with me. Abba Father will surely take care of me because He is such a loving Daddy! Glory Glory!

After having the money issue settled, he played the poor little submissive man in nice soothing voice. He had taught me months ago that by using low soothing voice on his enemy, he could put them off their guard to fight him and yet get his way. I recognised it when he used it on me. Lord opened my eyes to see it and it's just pure annoying to see through his pretending. Blessed is me with Lord on my side and leading me to see clearly. I was once fooled by him but not anymore. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!

These 2 weekends, he stayed longer here after bringing Jc home. Usually he would drop Jc, pick up his mails and go. These 2 weekends, he lingered for an hour! Playing the nice, harmless guy even though he has denied giving anymore allowance that was agreed in the divorce agreement. By the way, this amount is not what I requested, but he quoted himself out of his guilt.

Abba is so good, He knows I, at this point of time, still could not tell what is true love. He revealed in my meditation not to fall for his trap. Lord promised to bring me the blessed man fast so that I could focus on him and not on one, who toyed my feelings. Glory to Abba, who is such a good Daddy! Amen Amen!

I feel so love by Him. Oh, where on earth could I find such a Great Daddy that takes my welfare into His Mighty Hand and His Heart fall for me and wants me to be loved and not cheated. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

PS: After writing this post, actually, the whole scenario can be very pathetic and sad and even great anger. But Lord pour His Love on me so much that I concentrate on His Love. After writing, I was in moments of reality and the sadness and the anger was settling in but I quickly turn to the Love of Jesus and Abba Father. Glory Glory that the Love come so strongly that I need not be sad nor angry. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!

PS(Monday morning):

In the great pain I have this morning, Lord leads me to see the pain of Him letting go of Jesus to go to the Cross for me, to be my Tresspass offering. Abba Father suffered the pain of losing His beloved Son in whom is well please. Lord Jesus be the blameless offering Lamb of God, He gone through all the pain to have His body minced as describe in Isaiah 53 and Pastor Daniel had a revelation that what He suffered as described in the Greek was single stripe. It means the whole body of Jesus was beaten so badly that not an inch of skin left. He took Great PAIN for me so that All the Wrong I suffered He carried for me. I need not carry the pain.

In this tresspass offering, what that is owed to me, being the victim, Lord greatly blessed me so that I don't feel the pain. Ah! Abba Father, thank You for letting go of Jesus and suffered the pain of seeing Your Son being the Offering Lamb of all sinful man. His One act on the Cross, removes all my pains when I looked to Jesus and claimed all the blessing of Abraham that is given to me. He made me a son of the God Most High and given me His Righteousness! Oh Glory Glory! My beloved Abba, My beloved Jesus, My beloved Holy Spirit, the love of my life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord Jesus, Thank You for being my Liberty and my Jubilee! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Follow the Spirit

The other night, A was trying to convince me about in the New Testament, there are many things that Paul and even Timothy said must do. She was saying that as a Christian, we must be part Mary part Martha. The more I listened to her, the more I was wondering why the bible I read and meditated was different from hers.

After a day of pondering over it, I cast it to Lord, as after all, leading someone to Lord cannot rush. Lord usually give man some months or weeks to understands what He wants. When time is right, then He will lead me to talk again. It was amazing that while A was talking 2 nights ago, Lord revealed that He will not lead her and moment after, I found I had nothing more to speak to her. This gave her an impression that I was angry, but actual fact is Lord rested, so this delivery girl become empty of words. Glory to Lord for the lively leading. Amen Amen!

Of course, Lord is not a petty God. Sometime, He might say something to put men to the end of self. Once they end of self, then He will have the chance to lead them again. When one is so full of self, what I must do or not do, it's hard to break through that legalism wall.

I am glad that Lord leads me to walk this path of Righteousness. As I was new to Christianity 4 years ago, I don't where to head to except to keep listening to the sermons of Pastor Prince from 2002 to current. From all these listening, I get so full of the spirit that Lord leads me to preach to a few and to lead some closer to Lord. He gave me a taste of what kind of job He is giving me. He even leads me to pray for a few sick people to have a taste of how prayer is like.

After that, it's back to the word. That's when He wants me to read the whole bible. By then I have a good knowledge of Jesus and I know I have to depend on Lord to do all things, as self is a weak and clueless one. With this knowledge, even the works in the bible, I see that Lord will leads me to complete them. I need not worry. It is just like Jesus. He depends on the Father inside Him to do the work that He was more efficient than anyone and accomplish a lot of things per day yet He need not rush.

Lord leads me to see that A started with learning from books of many man of God experience. From there, she goes to read the bible. She hardly listen to Pastor Prince sermons and even goes into don't listen to his sermon and don't attend NCC. As she shun from the revelation of Jesus, she falls into legalism. Now she falls into disbelieve the sermons of the revelation of Jesus.

As Satan know that Lord wants to pull her up, Satan dumped lots of house works, children to take care and works of the Lord to do (notice it is about DO DO DO!), to fully covered her away from the goodness of Jesus. From experience, I know that when someone fallen from Grace, they fell a lot more then they wanted. There is nothing I could do, but as the Lord leads, I will lead her. Glory Glory!

Therefore, it is important to know Jesus, make Him a real personal friend, talk to Him daily. As you lean to Him more and more, He will lead you to walk by His Grace. Then you will slowly be lead out to walk the paths of Righteousness. This is how Lord, the Holy Spirit, leads. It is day by day, little by little. Overtime, without notice, you will realise you have accomplish much, all by the Grace of Lord Jesus. Amen Amen!

Monday, July 5, 2010

Holy Spirit

As I talked to A last night and she wonder what I said from the Lord is it really from Him, she quoted about my future relationship as revealed by the Lord seem to changes from time to time. As this this a public blog and some of you might be following this saga of my divorce with P and the future partner that Lord is bringing to me, I feel a need to clarify about Lord, the Holy Spirit in me. Glory Glory!

My beloved, as you might wonder what I said through Stephanie, I am here to clarify with you. I the Lord in Stephanie, is the comforter. The one Jesus mentioned about giving to the body of Christ when he resurrected.

Why He called me a comforter? I am here to lead those child of God that believe in Jesus and look to Jesus to walk closely with Jesus. Why I am a comforter? When you are in doubt, when your heart move to a certain direction, I am here to give the assurance so that you will not be in not peace heart. This is because, having a peaceful heart, I could work miracle through. A heart that is in worried or concerned or not in peace, I could not lead.

As such, when Stephanie heart had not fully let go of P, her ex-husband, I still tell her about bringing P back to her. But at the mean time, I lead her to discover more about her ex. At each point of discovery, I know her love bank for the ex will go lower and lower. This is how I patiently lead her. Now that she saw the full ugliness of P, I could finally tell her that I have a new man planned for her. Glory Glory.

This is the first information I had given to her last year when I told her to divorce the ex. At each point that her heart fallen back to the ex, I could see her unsettled heart, as unsettled heart I could not work through, I told her I am changing P instead. As she calmed down and be in peace, I show her the proof, the document proof and action, things proof. I know man needs all this things to believe, especially come to relationship.

As you can see, Stephanie has a very forgiving and patient heart. Even with ex done so many unfaithful things to her, she still forgives him, when through divorce, she still forgives. Even after the Jc's passport issue, her heart still have a soft spot for P. I as a comforter will not tell her no, P not the one for her to make her feel troubled. I let her have a peace of mind, then I continue to unveil her eyes on P. Finally, this attempt on her life is too much that finally, this is the end of the relationship for her.

That's why, at each stage of her joy in who I am bringing to her, it may toggle between P and the new man. But now, she finally let go of P, I could bring the truth to her and let her know that the future man is the new man that I have disclosed long ago to her. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I, the Almighty God, need not explained myself. But because Stephanie wants to present a clarified truth to you reader, Abba helped her anyway. She is my very precious lady. As you can see, her faithfulness not easily shaken. It was only when the ex attempt on her life then she feel enough is enough. I, the Almighty God, Her Abba Father, would only pour lots of Love on her. As such, I know she is a very faithful daughter and she will handle all my kingdom work in faithfulness and in cares. That is why I selected her for the future position that I am placing her. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

My Abba

My Abba is really a very caring father. He cared so much for me and seeing me being cheated by my ex, P, He leads P to divorce me so that I could move out of this loveless marriage and this great cheat. This cheat is such a good concealer that living 10 years with him, I did not know the real him. He could say things to cover himself well. I, the ignorance one, let him fooled around out there with no knowledge of them all.

Abba let him went through 9 months of pure hell and heartache for me. The divorce came and gone. We are through and through. Generally, I thought him is still a nice guy since he let me stay this apartment and give me the allowance. Little did I think behind me, he is making plan to let me let go of that allowance.

He believes that Lord blessing me another man. For 5 months he waited, but when he saw no movement, he finally take things into his own hand. He borrowed my needle and thread. I found my birth certificate missing. SF and his brother got hold of my birth date time.

Month end came, starting of new month, time to give me the allowance. When I was worshiping the Lord two mornings ago, I felt a needle poked into my throat. Immediately, I prayed to Lord to manifest the Lord's hand to bind the needle out that threw it back to the cursing man. Lord let me have heart knowing of needles flying to me. I prayed to Lord to direct the needle back to the one who issued it. Next I sensed the thread coming for me. I prayed to Lord to direct the thread back to the one who cursed and to tied up all this veins and organs. When I sensed peace, I continued worshiping.

Then more spirit disturbance came, when I meditated, Lord told me to sms P that 'if he not willing to give the allowance, he could change the divorce agreement next month and I will sign it. Need not use spirits to disturb me'. He replied 'Huh', which is not his normal way of talk if he is not the one doing it. I would get a scolding instead, when he replied that way, I know he is guilty. He then go 'Okkaaayy' as if he don't know what to do. This is not his way as he is a very confident and strong guy.

I told him he 'win little but lost much', he said no big deal. But the moment I mentioned 2 years of his annual salary, the amount Lord originally get me to bless him, he got curious and attentive. I got sick of this man. One who used spirit to harm my life, just because he don't want to pay me the maintenance but want a 'natural death' of me so that he need not give anymore. I am so sick of this jerk!!!!

Abba finally leads me to see clearly of him. This is what Lord revealed to me after that:

Lord:
'My love, the Glory and Honor of Jesus reigns in you! Glory Glory! Surely you see fully who P is. Glory Glory! Abba has waited for this moment of truth for a long time. This 4 years, I slowly lead you and guide you. It pained My Heart to see you being cheated all time by this jerk and you don't know. I give him heart to divorce you to bring yo out of it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! My love, My Glory and Honor stays with you. Finally, you walk out of him fully. Abba is very pleased! Hallelujah! In future, you will be greatly be pay back for enjoyment. Glory Glory! I have redeemed you and you shall walk in it. Glory Glory!'

You see, where on earth could I find such a good Daddy that looks into my life and cares so much for me. Christians told me in Christ no divorce, but this is what Lord do to free me from this jerk. Many times in church He said if the guy keep cheating on you, leave him in the name of Jesus! I did not know Lord was talking to me. Now that I have gone through the divorce, no such message from Pastor Prince anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba father, thank You for loving this blur daughter. I am so ignorance of all the sins committed by P but You lead me to dig at his old receipts to see proofs of all that. I have been receiving spirit disturbance and each time you bind them out and throw down to the lake of fire. I didn't know that is from P. It was when nothing seem to affect me that this time, he took my needle and thread box to do that kill. Abba father, thank You that You are my defender. Glory to You! Amen Amen!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

The Work of His Grace

In this Christian walk, when a child of God received Grace, they feel they are empowered to do something for God. This is what Lord said to Joshua when he took over from Moses to lead the Israelite:

Joshua 1:7 'Be strong and courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.'

Joshua 1:8 'Do not let this Book of Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.'

But, you may think that you are now under Grace and not under Law! John 6:28 'Then they asked him, “What must we do to do the works God requires?”' John 6:29 'Jesus answered, “The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.”'

You may think that the only thing to do is believe. But Jesus continued to say John 6:32-33 '...it is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is he who comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.'

John 6:48 'I am the bread of life.'
John 6:49 'Your forefathers ate the manna in the desert, yet they died.'
John 6:50 'But here is the bread that comes down from heaven, which a man may eat and not die.'
John 6:51 'I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world.'

You see! You are to eat Jesus, the bread of life. One aspect of this is the Holy Communion. The other aspect of Jesus, the bread of life, is John 1:1 'In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God, and the Word was God.', you must meditate it. It is when you munch on Jesus, the word of Life that eternal life is given to you. John 6:63 'The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing (we the fresh is nothing). The word I have spoken to you are spirit and they are life.'

It is this feeding of the word of Christ and our spirit man get stronger and stronger. This means that we become like Jesus more and more. It's is not by us doing anything but munching on the word of Christ.

Has God change? In New Creation Church, you sing 'yesterday, today, forever You're the same' Jesus is the same in the past and in the present. Long time ago He asked Joshua to meditate on His words, so that he will be prosperous and successful.

Now that Jesus revealed Himself as the bread of life and the Word of God, of course, it's still the same, to get more of His life and His prosperity and success, it is still munching His words day and night. The only different is, Joshua meditate only on the book of Law, Lord leads me on the New Testament and book of Proverbs and book of Psalms so far.

It is through this listening to what Pastor Prince revealed about Jesus from his sermon 2002 till now that I see the loveliness of Jesus and the greatness of His works. It's when I realised how BIG God is, that I realised how small I have become. It was the revelation of All His Goodness, that I realised I do not want any part of my old self but the fullness of Jesus. It is when I am nothing that God becomes everything in my life. It is with the fullness of Jesus in my life that Lord can come out of me fully to do His miracles, signs and wonders.

Yes, when God empower us in revelation of His Grace, it's not for us to do nothing. He gives us the feeling to do something, that something is to listen and munch on His words. It's when you do this while trusting in His Goodness and His Grace, that empower you to walk in His Divine Health and Divine Wholeness and His resurrection power will be able to operate freely in you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!