NLT version of Rom 12:2 said, "Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect."
As a new believer in 2006, I was so absorbed by the good news of the Gospel in New Creation Church, Singapore, that I was like a sponge swallowed the news all and held tight to it. I was so strong in the words that I was flowing in joy then. I don't know when it started, but in the mid of receive revelation by revelation, Lord came to teach me. To correct me of wrong believes and to let me renewed my believes about Him.
It was much later, after I won my war on the darkness disturb that about 1-2 months later, Lord revealed His new post for me. A 20+years Christian was ministering to me. She could see vision and while chatting with me in msn, Lord gave her a vision of me laying hand on the sick. The house that Lord wanted to bless me was revealed then too.
I received the acknowledgement and continued my swallowing of the Gospel, the Goodness of Jesus. As I was pretty full after that, Lord through a old care group member, show him vision of me evangelising. This has come to past as wherever I went, even at driving centre waiting for my lesson, Lord also sent me people to minister, even when I went to Israel, Lord led me to minister to fellow tour members. All these I viewed it as Lord came through me to do the job. I did not claim any credit. All the Glory I passed to the Lord. Praise Jesus! I was in the mid of bible reading and into meditation by then.
As I remained faithful to Him, continued to listen to His Words from various pastors but mainly Pastor Prince, Lord led me deeper and deeper to be with Him. I have never doubt about He has came through me fully and I never questioned that if I or He is the one talking. I assume He is, for the one who get ministered flow in joy.
As a young Christian, I was eager to share the news and eager to pray for strangers. But as I walked closer and closer to Lord, I rest in His Peace and only as and when His Anointing came through, I will be ministering to people. Glory Glory!
When trials began, Lord started with testing how I stand in faith in Him. He also test about my obedience; if I am willing to do what He said, it's another training on humiliation, to let go of self. In the mids of this, He also trained me to let go of looking to His blessing, but to concentrate on Him alone.
Then it's test of letting go of things dearest, first is money aka my saving, then letting go of ex, then let me grow strong in trusting Him to fight devil. Then the different types of devil, Tb Joshua was also a form of learning for me. And finally tested me on what I care most, my girl. All these is purely for 1 goal, to see if I continue to look to Him for deliverance. That is why knowing how Good He is in the begining is important. Without a good opinion of Him, there is no way to win any battle. Glory Glory!
With the conclusion of my girl's test, Lord said I completed His test. Actually Lord told me plenty of times about completion of His test. It's mainly to lead me on in trusting Him and not to be in despair nor doubt.
It was through the years of walking with Him that I could conclude that He is faithful. For, without anybody to verify what I went through, I could only look at His deliverance and believe He is faithful. That is why it is important to walk through the paths with Lord. Without all these training, in times of doubt, where things are unclear, what am I going to believe? It was His forever Faithful that I could in times of blurness that I still look to His Goodness. All these could only come from spending time with Him. Glory Glory!
I won't know when is the exact date of His Arrival, I could only rest in Him and let Him bring it all to past. As you know, from the happenings around the world, time is short, so surely Jesus Arrival is soon, soon, and soon! And how I know Jesus is coming through me fully? It's through walking closely with Him that Lord reveals His Secret to me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
The Price of being used by Lord
I was watching ‘Jewish Voice' hosted by Jonathan Bernis. He said that to come close to Lord and to be used by Him, one would lose everything. If months ago I watch that, I won’t believe a word of what he said. But Jesus said that you who lost everything found everything and you who keep everything will not have anything. So, what he said is according to the scripture. Glory Glory!
In these 4 years walk with Jesus; the closer Lord led me to walk with Him, the more trials it comes. I thought I am getting lesser, but there are strong forces that come against me from rising up; such that I never see in my life. I never know that I have to dig deeper into the Grace of Jesus to trust Him for deliverance. Each level of trust in this deliverance is a greater knowledge of Him is the Greatest in All in All. Glory Glory!
I thought that ex being led like a bull into different pits of darkness was hard enough to stomach, but by the Grace of Jesus I could remain in His Shalom Peace. But ex is someone that my feeling had gone pretty low. So, the degree of pain is still ok, I am still me, wholesome and good.
This year for my girl, Jc, is on a downhill slide. From the great fear from afraid daddy being led away by other lady to now, fearful of each teachers shouting and scolding in class, her emotional turmoil is on high. This was translated to do not want to go to school, totally immobilized.
It became I had to dress her up like a doll, to see her cry so desperately shouting for mummy at the gate of her school. Form teacher at her wit end, Chinese teacher at her wit end, school counsellor at his wit end, even security officers also at their wit end. Mummy is also at my wit end. There is nothing I could move her. I need a crane!!!
What could I do? Nothing, except cry out to Abba Father…. Knowing He loves me and loves my girl. Jesus had done the Finished Work at the Cross! There is nothing else I could do except cried out to Daddy God. I told Him I don’t know what to do! I don’t know how to be a parent. I asked Him to be the Greater Parent to her. Glory Glory! I am tired of all her outbreak of cry at the school gate, as if she is being led to slaughter. It’s no joke! But My Daddy is good! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Last night, she cried of private part pain, I thought is UTI and kept praying against it and even let her take Holy Communion and even sprayed anointed water into her mouth, body and the private area. Satan came to disturb her that she was in great pain till 11pm then finally fallen asleep. At 1am she woke up and on 3am she woke up again. This morning at 7am she could not wake up. Even when she finally up, she was in pain and didn’t want to go school.
I cried to Lord, I called ex to take over, he rejected. But on crying out to Lord, ex called to talk to me about her and advise me to apply nappy rash on her after I told him where the pain came from. He called again to talk to Jc.
After talking to Jc, she was agreeable to go school. I even tell her that if she going to cry out loud, it’s better for her to stay home. I don’t want to face it anymore. I am at my wit end. But, when I am at my end, Lord rise up high. He gave her Grace and now she is in school, about an hour later and missed almost 2 periods of lesson. Glory Glory!
Is there price to pay? Yes, it is scripture, Job went through losing all, but when he looked to Lord, he was blessed double back. Yesterday Pastor Lian preached a good sermon. God wants to restore whatever the locust had stolen. She said if 1 goat is stolen, 5 goats Lord will restore. If 1 sheep is lost, 4 sheep will be restored.
I am looking to my restoration. I know Abba Father is a Great God; whenever He blesses, it is always abundantly. I am looking to this great harvest where the former rain meets the latter rain. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord let Pastor Lian preached this sermon so that I could grab on to Lord’s promise and not be shaken in despair. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In these 4 years walk with Jesus; the closer Lord led me to walk with Him, the more trials it comes. I thought I am getting lesser, but there are strong forces that come against me from rising up; such that I never see in my life. I never know that I have to dig deeper into the Grace of Jesus to trust Him for deliverance. Each level of trust in this deliverance is a greater knowledge of Him is the Greatest in All in All. Glory Glory!
I thought that ex being led like a bull into different pits of darkness was hard enough to stomach, but by the Grace of Jesus I could remain in His Shalom Peace. But ex is someone that my feeling had gone pretty low. So, the degree of pain is still ok, I am still me, wholesome and good.
This year for my girl, Jc, is on a downhill slide. From the great fear from afraid daddy being led away by other lady to now, fearful of each teachers shouting and scolding in class, her emotional turmoil is on high. This was translated to do not want to go to school, totally immobilized.
It became I had to dress her up like a doll, to see her cry so desperately shouting for mummy at the gate of her school. Form teacher at her wit end, Chinese teacher at her wit end, school counsellor at his wit end, even security officers also at their wit end. Mummy is also at my wit end. There is nothing I could move her. I need a crane!!!
What could I do? Nothing, except cry out to Abba Father…. Knowing He loves me and loves my girl. Jesus had done the Finished Work at the Cross! There is nothing else I could do except cried out to Daddy God. I told Him I don’t know what to do! I don’t know how to be a parent. I asked Him to be the Greater Parent to her. Glory Glory! I am tired of all her outbreak of cry at the school gate, as if she is being led to slaughter. It’s no joke! But My Daddy is good! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Last night, she cried of private part pain, I thought is UTI and kept praying against it and even let her take Holy Communion and even sprayed anointed water into her mouth, body and the private area. Satan came to disturb her that she was in great pain till 11pm then finally fallen asleep. At 1am she woke up and on 3am she woke up again. This morning at 7am she could not wake up. Even when she finally up, she was in pain and didn’t want to go school.
I cried to Lord, I called ex to take over, he rejected. But on crying out to Lord, ex called to talk to me about her and advise me to apply nappy rash on her after I told him where the pain came from. He called again to talk to Jc.
After talking to Jc, she was agreeable to go school. I even tell her that if she going to cry out loud, it’s better for her to stay home. I don’t want to face it anymore. I am at my wit end. But, when I am at my end, Lord rise up high. He gave her Grace and now she is in school, about an hour later and missed almost 2 periods of lesson. Glory Glory!
Is there price to pay? Yes, it is scripture, Job went through losing all, but when he looked to Lord, he was blessed double back. Yesterday Pastor Lian preached a good sermon. God wants to restore whatever the locust had stolen. She said if 1 goat is stolen, 5 goats Lord will restore. If 1 sheep is lost, 4 sheep will be restored.
I am looking to my restoration. I know Abba Father is a Great God; whenever He blesses, it is always abundantly. I am looking to this great harvest where the former rain meets the latter rain. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord let Pastor Lian preached this sermon so that I could grab on to Lord’s promise and not be shaken in despair. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, July 18, 2011
Status and Power
Is status and power that important in life that practically, most people in this society look to that to make friend or cast down someone. Through some facebook search, I came across some old classmates and are surprised by some. Seem like they cares more about one is who and who and who to associates with to push their feathers higher. Pastor Prince said you chase after the rat race, you only become a number one rat. What so great about that? It chaff in the wind, you cannot bring it with you to the next world, it's only have a limited time span as long as you still have the strength and energy.
There are some old friend from junior college days that I like to add to my facebook. But was not granted and I wondered why. Lord revealed that I was an outcast in my jc days. In my class of 20-30plus students, only me and another 3 took A level Maths while the rest took A Maths. Those still in society working now have attained a certain success. In my batch, there are 2 who are now Parliament Minister. Somehow, they are being looked upon. Nasty person is still as nasty.
Lord said He leads me through all these growing up years being despice by most...being a loner most of the time. Even the one friend closer to me was not exactly that close. I get uncomfortable when someone tried to get too close to me. That's how Lord prepared me for the future post that He is putting me on.
I actually don't like to involve in any office politics. I prefers to hide in a quiet corner. But the more I do not want any power nor status, Lord wants to do the reverse to me. He is putting me so high up and shine His Light so brightly in my life that it's going to be the envy of most. I actually don't want to be there. But He cleared my discomfort and then tell me that I will be there. Glory Glory! Why? You may ask. There are so many out there that don't mind to be use mightily by Lord. But, He prefers me instead.
Why? I asked Him many times. Didn't church have pastors that could do the job? Didn't out in the world someone that could do the job? Why me? Why me? This is what I asked Him!
In my sad moments with ex, I would ask Lord, why did I marry such a man? What have I done to myself? Lord always replied 'He loves me.' He is such a Great God, a Good Daddy!
Never, has he failed me. He is always faithfully be there for me. As I was a out cast for many years, don't even have the small talks skill to make friend. It because of all these that when I know Jesus is that good, one fine morning, while I was still in bed, I told Lord these: I said, Abba Father, if Jesus is really that good, let me have all his characters and personality. I even prayed that let my next kid have His characters and personality! That was my prayer and Lord heard it. I told Him that all the shits in my life I don't want it, He could take it away!
It was because I went through a shity life, I could boldly tell Him that all of me, I don't want. I want Jesus to be me. And, because of this prayer. I was chosen by Him, God the Father, to let Jesus come fully in me. All that you read in the bible of what Jesus could do, when He manifest through me, all that will be seen through me. Glory Glory!
Such a Glorious life, who don't want? All would want to grab it! But Lord let me go through those shity life so that I could lean fully on Him and see nothing of self. Who don't want power? Who don't want status to glorify self? I who don't want, He is going to come mightily through me and lifted me so high up. Even His Wisdom is greatly seen in what I wrote because He is the one writing. Glory Glory!
Jesus is coming, He really is coming! All sickness, all deformalities, all helplessness are going to get out of the wimdow of our life and be put to hell, to the lakes of fire! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Are you going to grab on to what little you have or are you going to surrender to He, the Greater One, so that He could come through you to do His Signs and Wonders. If you go youtube to watch TB Joshua, you will see not just him could heal the sick and could prohensize. The wise man in his church could do too, they let Jesus come through to do the job. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Time is short, Lord needs many willing army to come forward to let Him come through. Are you a willing partner? In the name of Jesus, I call you to come forward and surrender your life to Him! I pray in the name of Jesus! Amen Amen!
There are some old friend from junior college days that I like to add to my facebook. But was not granted and I wondered why. Lord revealed that I was an outcast in my jc days. In my class of 20-30plus students, only me and another 3 took A level Maths while the rest took A Maths. Those still in society working now have attained a certain success. In my batch, there are 2 who are now Parliament Minister. Somehow, they are being looked upon. Nasty person is still as nasty.
Lord said He leads me through all these growing up years being despice by most...being a loner most of the time. Even the one friend closer to me was not exactly that close. I get uncomfortable when someone tried to get too close to me. That's how Lord prepared me for the future post that He is putting me on.
I actually don't like to involve in any office politics. I prefers to hide in a quiet corner. But the more I do not want any power nor status, Lord wants to do the reverse to me. He is putting me so high up and shine His Light so brightly in my life that it's going to be the envy of most. I actually don't want to be there. But He cleared my discomfort and then tell me that I will be there. Glory Glory! Why? You may ask. There are so many out there that don't mind to be use mightily by Lord. But, He prefers me instead.
Why? I asked Him many times. Didn't church have pastors that could do the job? Didn't out in the world someone that could do the job? Why me? Why me? This is what I asked Him!
In my sad moments with ex, I would ask Lord, why did I marry such a man? What have I done to myself? Lord always replied 'He loves me.' He is such a Great God, a Good Daddy!
Never, has he failed me. He is always faithfully be there for me. As I was a out cast for many years, don't even have the small talks skill to make friend. It because of all these that when I know Jesus is that good, one fine morning, while I was still in bed, I told Lord these: I said, Abba Father, if Jesus is really that good, let me have all his characters and personality. I even prayed that let my next kid have His characters and personality! That was my prayer and Lord heard it. I told Him that all the shits in my life I don't want it, He could take it away!
It was because I went through a shity life, I could boldly tell Him that all of me, I don't want. I want Jesus to be me. And, because of this prayer. I was chosen by Him, God the Father, to let Jesus come fully in me. All that you read in the bible of what Jesus could do, when He manifest through me, all that will be seen through me. Glory Glory!
Such a Glorious life, who don't want? All would want to grab it! But Lord let me go through those shity life so that I could lean fully on Him and see nothing of self. Who don't want power? Who don't want status to glorify self? I who don't want, He is going to come mightily through me and lifted me so high up. Even His Wisdom is greatly seen in what I wrote because He is the one writing. Glory Glory!
Jesus is coming, He really is coming! All sickness, all deformalities, all helplessness are going to get out of the wimdow of our life and be put to hell, to the lakes of fire! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Are you going to grab on to what little you have or are you going to surrender to He, the Greater One, so that He could come through you to do His Signs and Wonders. If you go youtube to watch TB Joshua, you will see not just him could heal the sick and could prohensize. The wise man in his church could do too, they let Jesus come through to do the job. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Time is short, Lord needs many willing army to come forward to let Him come through. Are you a willing partner? In the name of Jesus, I call you to come forward and surrender your life to Him! I pray in the name of Jesus! Amen Amen!
Friday, July 15, 2011
God Helps Those Who Help Themselves
I get this in my message box when I check this blog today. I was talking about the fatness of me that this nameless person post that comment, I guess. Well, in life, it is normal to try to work out this and work out that, to strive and to push for our next move. We thought we can move very far from striving out. But a lot of time, self efforts fails and what we get is worst than before.
Self help is different from Spirit Directed Activities, which is the REST the bible talk about that we are to strive towards REST for the blessedness of God to be operative in us. Whatever we do or not do, it is best to ask the Creator of our bodies. He knows best what we need. Glory Glory!
So far, the only work Lord wants us to do is to glean His Words. From the Sermons by Pastor Joseph Prince of New Creation Church, Singapore, Lord come through him to reveal who Jesus is and what Jesus had accomplished in us and through Christ, who we are. This is what the bible Lord Almighty promises, Look to my Kingdom and my Righteousness, means learn about Jesus. For all things come through Jesus. He is the Word and the Life. Without Him, we are nothing. With Him, we are everything. In Him is the blessing of Abraham in its Fullness. Only in Him and through Him that you could access to all the Goodness of God.
The only work that Jesus told us is believe. Once you believe, all that Lord revealed through Pastor Prince you can swallow all the knowledge with the Grace of Jesus helping you in the process. When you swallow till full, automatically, Words of Christ will flow out of the Inner Man to touch the world. Glory to Jesus! Notice, the speech is about Jesus Finished Work that He will testifies. It is not what you could do or not do. Glory to Jesus! Our part is to BELIEVE!!! That's the only work we need to do in relation to God, the Abba Father. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When you have a full understanding of Jesus, Lord will get you to read the word of Christ to see the fullness of God the Father in fullness. It is with the good knowledge of Jesus that you will see a loving Father that is forever Faithful and Truth.
When you finished reading the whole bible, Lord will want a personal relationship with you. Meditation is to chew the words of Christ in our brain. It's like when we have a problem and thinking how we can deal with it. In meditation, it's thinking of God's Word. When you munch the Word, the Word become alive and it will be stored in the Inner Man for future use. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The path of the Righteous is to lay still on the green green grass of the New Covenant and to walking in the quiet stream of the Holy Spirit. As you walk the paths of the Righteous, Lord will lead you closer and closer to Christ, whom is the blessedness of God and all the solutions of all that you need.
You will realise you are just a breath as disclosed by the bible in Psalms. When you realised this breath is given by Lord, then you will realise you are nothing, every part of you are given by Him. It is His! When you realise you are nothing, Lord could be everything in you. He could move in and move out of you as He pleases. He could talk through you as a 3rd person or He could talk through you as the 1st person.
Our part is to realise we are not the smart one. It is He, who is the smart One. It's His Wisdom flowing through. When you realise all this, you are Him and He is you. That is how you become like Christ. Glory Glory! This is the only work Lord told us about our relationship with Him, to believe in His Finished Work at the Cross and to walk His Paths, His Words! The Knowledge of Him will rise you up without your knowledge. You part is continue gleaning and gleaning. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Self help is different from Spirit Directed Activities, which is the REST the bible talk about that we are to strive towards REST for the blessedness of God to be operative in us. Whatever we do or not do, it is best to ask the Creator of our bodies. He knows best what we need. Glory Glory!
So far, the only work Lord wants us to do is to glean His Words. From the Sermons by Pastor Joseph Prince of New Creation Church, Singapore, Lord come through him to reveal who Jesus is and what Jesus had accomplished in us and through Christ, who we are. This is what the bible Lord Almighty promises, Look to my Kingdom and my Righteousness, means learn about Jesus. For all things come through Jesus. He is the Word and the Life. Without Him, we are nothing. With Him, we are everything. In Him is the blessing of Abraham in its Fullness. Only in Him and through Him that you could access to all the Goodness of God.
The only work that Jesus told us is believe. Once you believe, all that Lord revealed through Pastor Prince you can swallow all the knowledge with the Grace of Jesus helping you in the process. When you swallow till full, automatically, Words of Christ will flow out of the Inner Man to touch the world. Glory to Jesus! Notice, the speech is about Jesus Finished Work that He will testifies. It is not what you could do or not do. Glory to Jesus! Our part is to BELIEVE!!! That's the only work we need to do in relation to God, the Abba Father. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When you have a full understanding of Jesus, Lord will get you to read the word of Christ to see the fullness of God the Father in fullness. It is with the good knowledge of Jesus that you will see a loving Father that is forever Faithful and Truth.
When you finished reading the whole bible, Lord will want a personal relationship with you. Meditation is to chew the words of Christ in our brain. It's like when we have a problem and thinking how we can deal with it. In meditation, it's thinking of God's Word. When you munch the Word, the Word become alive and it will be stored in the Inner Man for future use. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The path of the Righteous is to lay still on the green green grass of the New Covenant and to walking in the quiet stream of the Holy Spirit. As you walk the paths of the Righteous, Lord will lead you closer and closer to Christ, whom is the blessedness of God and all the solutions of all that you need.
You will realise you are just a breath as disclosed by the bible in Psalms. When you realised this breath is given by Lord, then you will realise you are nothing, every part of you are given by Him. It is His! When you realise you are nothing, Lord could be everything in you. He could move in and move out of you as He pleases. He could talk through you as a 3rd person or He could talk through you as the 1st person.
Our part is to realise we are not the smart one. It is He, who is the smart One. It's His Wisdom flowing through. When you realise all this, you are Him and He is you. That is how you become like Christ. Glory Glory! This is the only work Lord told us about our relationship with Him, to believe in His Finished Work at the Cross and to walk His Paths, His Words! The Knowledge of Him will rise you up without your knowledge. You part is continue gleaning and gleaning. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, July 11, 2011
The Redemptive Power of the Lord
Many times of my life, I am so grateful to have Jesus, the God Almighty, to be my Saviour. It is so comforting to have Him being the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Glory to His Profound Work at the Cross that whatsoever satan wants to wage his war to decieve His Children of God, we just have to look to Jesus and claim His Finished Work at the Cross and we shall be saved. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
As Lord leads me to know the works of devil and to fight them so as to know the Mightiness of Jesus, it was a wonderful experience. Yes, the process going through it might be pain or sickness, but at the prayer of Jesus, He delivers. I glorify Jesus in His Goodness!!! Amen Amen!
Abba is a good comforter in my heart, at my weakest moment, He come through and delivers. Hallelujah! He knows how far He could let me play and not harm me fully. Actually nothing much to fear, Heaven is a better place in anyway. Just that there are lots of things to do here at the moment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was looking at myself and seeing myself getting fatter then ever and wondered where have all the promise of the Lord gone. Where is the tall, slim and sexy figure that Lord promised me. As I went to church yesterday, Lord told me the answer. Says what you want and it shall be given, do not say what you have for you already have it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! My hope is back again. Hallelujah!
In the midst of all these training, Lord promised the renewal of youth in the healing ministry. He said man will renew to 40 years and lady will be to 30 years. Each time they attend the healing ministry, their youth will be renewed by a day. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba has great plan for this coming year. Everything is well planned. Jesus manifestation will be seen like never before. All demons and satanic forces have to bow down and depart. They will be cast down to the lake of fire forever. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
All My Children of God will be greatly blessed in health and wealth. You look to Jesus and learn more about what He had done for you and I will bring my blessings of Abraham to you. The more you know about Jesus, the greater the wealth of heaven you are inheriting. This free favour will rain down on earth like never before.
My Children of God will be My Light to the darkness in the world. Your beauty, your youthfulness, your wealth, your comfort level will speaks great volumn to the blindness of the people. They will be attracted to come to me. There won't be old age, so don't look to old age sickness, you will not get it. I will prolong the life of my children. You will live healthy and strong till 100 plus. Your wish! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The time is near, My Heaven Door is opening. The Floodgates is opening. Surely, whosoever is faithful to Me, learning more and more about Jesus and His Righteousness, will be at the receiving end of this Abraham blessings. I know who is faithful and who is not. As long as you sincerely come in line with My Plan I will bless you greaty. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Time is short, do not wait till you see others getting the reward then you start your gleaning. Move fast! Time is near! Learning about Jesus takes time. It's not by finishing the bible you will automatically know Him. It's a process of unveiling and revealing. I will quicken those whose heart are pure and keen to know Jesus. I will make sure My Plan successfully executed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As Lord leads me to know the works of devil and to fight them so as to know the Mightiness of Jesus, it was a wonderful experience. Yes, the process going through it might be pain or sickness, but at the prayer of Jesus, He delivers. I glorify Jesus in His Goodness!!! Amen Amen!
Abba is a good comforter in my heart, at my weakest moment, He come through and delivers. Hallelujah! He knows how far He could let me play and not harm me fully. Actually nothing much to fear, Heaven is a better place in anyway. Just that there are lots of things to do here at the moment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was looking at myself and seeing myself getting fatter then ever and wondered where have all the promise of the Lord gone. Where is the tall, slim and sexy figure that Lord promised me. As I went to church yesterday, Lord told me the answer. Says what you want and it shall be given, do not say what you have for you already have it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! My hope is back again. Hallelujah!
In the midst of all these training, Lord promised the renewal of youth in the healing ministry. He said man will renew to 40 years and lady will be to 30 years. Each time they attend the healing ministry, their youth will be renewed by a day. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba has great plan for this coming year. Everything is well planned. Jesus manifestation will be seen like never before. All demons and satanic forces have to bow down and depart. They will be cast down to the lake of fire forever. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
All My Children of God will be greatly blessed in health and wealth. You look to Jesus and learn more about what He had done for you and I will bring my blessings of Abraham to you. The more you know about Jesus, the greater the wealth of heaven you are inheriting. This free favour will rain down on earth like never before.
My Children of God will be My Light to the darkness in the world. Your beauty, your youthfulness, your wealth, your comfort level will speaks great volumn to the blindness of the people. They will be attracted to come to me. There won't be old age, so don't look to old age sickness, you will not get it. I will prolong the life of my children. You will live healthy and strong till 100 plus. Your wish! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The time is near, My Heaven Door is opening. The Floodgates is opening. Surely, whosoever is faithful to Me, learning more and more about Jesus and His Righteousness, will be at the receiving end of this Abraham blessings. I know who is faithful and who is not. As long as you sincerely come in line with My Plan I will bless you greaty. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Time is short, do not wait till you see others getting the reward then you start your gleaning. Move fast! Time is near! Learning about Jesus takes time. It's not by finishing the bible you will automatically know Him. It's a process of unveiling and revealing. I will quicken those whose heart are pure and keen to know Jesus. I will make sure My Plan successfully executed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, July 8, 2011
Abba Father's Love
This week, ever since Jc came back from her daddy's place, she was slacking in her behaviour till it got manifested last night into strong will to come against me and whatever I said she must do. Even time to sleep she also fought!
I was wondering was it ex talked about his girlfriend to Jc or shared plans about their future to her. After some caning to get the satan out of her, finally she talked. She said ex's girlfriend belonging were in ex's apartment. Jc believed that she went there in the weekday when Jc was not there. After comforting her, then she disclosed more.
It was her daddy didn't bother about her when she woke up that morning that upset her. She compared to daddy giving his girlfriend great attention by being on top of her when the girlfriend woke up in that loneliness day of her life. She was crying a lot before that and wanted daddy to come over to stay, away from the girlfriend....kid's thought!
As I pondered about how ex tried to pay attention to Jc, but as the Love was gone, it was an act of him to do the way to please her. But as it did not come from the heart, this trying to show love is taking its toll.
I had wondered how the Glory was disappearing from Moses face that he had to put a veil over his head. Then from ex trying to show love without loving Jc, Lord leads me to link it to Moses Glory gone.
Generally, when talking about Lord's Goodness in my life, there will be a strong loving happiness surfacing and bathing in it. I guess when Moses saw the back of Lord, in His Great Glory, Moses was exposed to Lord's Glory and strong sense of loving happiness enveloped him.
However, the carrying of the 10 commandments was weighing in his heart! It was heavy to go by the law to gain God's favour. With this thought in him, the Law from Senai, his thoughts of loving happiness is fading into the seriousness of the Law. This is how his Glory is fading away.
Only true love for someone that a person can project that never failing love. Jesus being a God of Love, there is no ends to His Happiness; whoever who had seen Him could draw the strength out of Him. His Love brings comforts, His Love brings peace of minds and hearts. That is why people rushed to Him when He descended from the mountain while people ran away from Moses.
My ex does not know what is love. He learnt from young, playing with the kids from the surrounding blocks on how to survive in a group. His parents was divorced when he was 5. Before that, the dad was beating the mum up after being drunkened daily. So ex never got to learn about how to love someone. His mum was out working whole day.
From his skills from surviving in the pack, he learnt how to manipulate people to his favour. He could speak something what ones want to hear. With money, he could buy the person gifts to gain their favour. This is how he show love, not real love, but ways to get favours from people. That was why I was deceived.
One cannot put on an act for long. In his natural, he is a decent man, a good, loving man. But when He is alive and on the go, his skill is activated that one don't know when is the real him talking. It was when I got to know more of him that I could not trust whatever he said to me, the path leading to the divorce. As it was a lie, there were moments of slip of mouth and contradiction surface. That was why I could not trust him anymore.
But, I am glad that I have a faithful Lord. In whatever situation, He is always there and always showing love to comfort me to bring me to my peace. Glory Glory! Only Lord could give true Love. His never ending love always flows in abundance, be it we know it or don't know it. His Love never ceased to exist, for He is the God of Love! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was wondering was it ex talked about his girlfriend to Jc or shared plans about their future to her. After some caning to get the satan out of her, finally she talked. She said ex's girlfriend belonging were in ex's apartment. Jc believed that she went there in the weekday when Jc was not there. After comforting her, then she disclosed more.
It was her daddy didn't bother about her when she woke up that morning that upset her. She compared to daddy giving his girlfriend great attention by being on top of her when the girlfriend woke up in that loneliness day of her life. She was crying a lot before that and wanted daddy to come over to stay, away from the girlfriend....kid's thought!
As I pondered about how ex tried to pay attention to Jc, but as the Love was gone, it was an act of him to do the way to please her. But as it did not come from the heart, this trying to show love is taking its toll.
I had wondered how the Glory was disappearing from Moses face that he had to put a veil over his head. Then from ex trying to show love without loving Jc, Lord leads me to link it to Moses Glory gone.
Generally, when talking about Lord's Goodness in my life, there will be a strong loving happiness surfacing and bathing in it. I guess when Moses saw the back of Lord, in His Great Glory, Moses was exposed to Lord's Glory and strong sense of loving happiness enveloped him.
However, the carrying of the 10 commandments was weighing in his heart! It was heavy to go by the law to gain God's favour. With this thought in him, the Law from Senai, his thoughts of loving happiness is fading into the seriousness of the Law. This is how his Glory is fading away.
Only true love for someone that a person can project that never failing love. Jesus being a God of Love, there is no ends to His Happiness; whoever who had seen Him could draw the strength out of Him. His Love brings comforts, His Love brings peace of minds and hearts. That is why people rushed to Him when He descended from the mountain while people ran away from Moses.
My ex does not know what is love. He learnt from young, playing with the kids from the surrounding blocks on how to survive in a group. His parents was divorced when he was 5. Before that, the dad was beating the mum up after being drunkened daily. So ex never got to learn about how to love someone. His mum was out working whole day.
From his skills from surviving in the pack, he learnt how to manipulate people to his favour. He could speak something what ones want to hear. With money, he could buy the person gifts to gain their favour. This is how he show love, not real love, but ways to get favours from people. That was why I was deceived.
One cannot put on an act for long. In his natural, he is a decent man, a good, loving man. But when He is alive and on the go, his skill is activated that one don't know when is the real him talking. It was when I got to know more of him that I could not trust whatever he said to me, the path leading to the divorce. As it was a lie, there were moments of slip of mouth and contradiction surface. That was why I could not trust him anymore.
But, I am glad that I have a faithful Lord. In whatever situation, He is always there and always showing love to comfort me to bring me to my peace. Glory Glory! Only Lord could give true Love. His never ending love always flows in abundance, be it we know it or don't know it. His Love never ceased to exist, for He is the God of Love! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Jesus is the Answer
I was wondering why the attack Satan sent via SF Lord blocked the last 2 tries and how come those from my neighbour, He did not block. As I wonder, Lord give me the answer. Glory to Jesus.
I was in facebook this morning, when I saw someone accused Lord of sometime allow sickness and sometime not and who that was point to for support was Job suffering. They said Lord allowed. As I recalled all that was taught by Pastor Prince about Job, this is what I answered them:
From what Lord revealed through me in the facebook comment:
'In Church, we are taught that fear, guilt and self condemnation opens door to the devil. In Job 1:5, you will see that Job worried about his children offending God and offered burn offering for them. This fear is the open door. Also, he is self-righteous, he did not offer burn offering for himself! Self-righteous is dung in the eye of God and bec he is self-righteous, he is in pride, opened door to devil.
In Job 2:3, Lord realised that Satan intended to go harm Job due to his open door. He prevented Satan from taking his life.
From Job 3:25, 'What I FEARED has come upon me; what I DREADED has happened to me.' You see, he confess his fear....the open door, not Lord decide he should or should not be punish, but Job himself open the door to Satan.
But when Job finally looked to Jesus, Job 42:5-6 'My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.' He looked to Jesus and throw away his self-righteousness. When he did that...Lord blessed him, whatever he lost, Lord returned him more! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
After posting the above, I suddenly realised I have been looking at what satan throw to me that is why the attack keep coming. I should have looked to Jesus for the answer. As I looked to Jesus, I am able to be delivered. Glory Glory!
Anyway, since Lord led me to learn about how they operate, I could now pray against them. Glory Glory. This was the first time neighbour found their charm useless and had to go get new one. My mum saw new delivery of the charm. I prayed again and they went out again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Praise Jesus!
I guess Lord wants them to see an end to their black magic that's why He still let it come through so that I can pray against them. No matter how bad one is, just like Paul, who was Saul, He is waiting for the point of hopelessness to confront them so that He could lead them back to Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Btw, if you feel no one bother about you, or you are being throw one side, or you are not smart, or you are someone like the dust, no problem, do not despair. Lord likes to use the nobody to train and to lift up to show His Glory! Amen Amen!
I am at 1 Samuel 10 today and I was surprised that Saul is the least among the tribe of Benjamin. 1 Samuel 10:21 'Saul anwered, 'But am I not a Benjamite, from the smallest tribe of Israel, and is not my clan the least of all the clans of the tribe of Benjamin? Why do you say such a thing to me?', even King David, was the last of the family, one that sent to be shepherb to the sheeps.
I was reading TB Joshua history, he was from a very poor family living in poverty. He only had completed primary education but not the secondary education, yet, Lord used him mightily that many forms of healing and cast out all forms of satan from people.
Even I too, I am a nobody. No one would like to befriend me. Lord also give me uncomfortable when people get too close. But Lord is rising me up so mightily that I know the future is very bright. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
So if you feel that you are nobody, be of good cheers! You are someone that is a candidate for Lord's Glory! All these toughness in life is just a moulding process. So that when you use by Lord, you could submit to Him, the Mighty One and let Him come through to do His Part. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was in facebook this morning, when I saw someone accused Lord of sometime allow sickness and sometime not and who that was point to for support was Job suffering. They said Lord allowed. As I recalled all that was taught by Pastor Prince about Job, this is what I answered them:
From what Lord revealed through me in the facebook comment:
'In Church, we are taught that fear, guilt and self condemnation opens door to the devil. In Job 1:5, you will see that Job worried about his children offending God and offered burn offering for them. This fear is the open door. Also, he is self-righteous, he did not offer burn offering for himself! Self-righteous is dung in the eye of God and bec he is self-righteous, he is in pride, opened door to devil.
In Job 2:3, Lord realised that Satan intended to go harm Job due to his open door. He prevented Satan from taking his life.
From Job 3:25, 'What I FEARED has come upon me; what I DREADED has happened to me.' You see, he confess his fear....the open door, not Lord decide he should or should not be punish, but Job himself open the door to Satan.
But when Job finally looked to Jesus, Job 42:5-6 'My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.' He looked to Jesus and throw away his self-righteousness. When he did that...Lord blessed him, whatever he lost, Lord returned him more! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
After posting the above, I suddenly realised I have been looking at what satan throw to me that is why the attack keep coming. I should have looked to Jesus for the answer. As I looked to Jesus, I am able to be delivered. Glory Glory!
Anyway, since Lord led me to learn about how they operate, I could now pray against them. Glory Glory. This was the first time neighbour found their charm useless and had to go get new one. My mum saw new delivery of the charm. I prayed again and they went out again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Praise Jesus!
I guess Lord wants them to see an end to their black magic that's why He still let it come through so that I can pray against them. No matter how bad one is, just like Paul, who was Saul, He is waiting for the point of hopelessness to confront them so that He could lead them back to Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Btw, if you feel no one bother about you, or you are being throw one side, or you are not smart, or you are someone like the dust, no problem, do not despair. Lord likes to use the nobody to train and to lift up to show His Glory! Amen Amen!
I am at 1 Samuel 10 today and I was surprised that Saul is the least among the tribe of Benjamin. 1 Samuel 10:21 'Saul anwered, 'But am I not a Benjamite, from the smallest tribe of Israel, and is not my clan the least of all the clans of the tribe of Benjamin? Why do you say such a thing to me?', even King David, was the last of the family, one that sent to be shepherb to the sheeps.
I was reading TB Joshua history, he was from a very poor family living in poverty. He only had completed primary education but not the secondary education, yet, Lord used him mightily that many forms of healing and cast out all forms of satan from people.
Even I too, I am a nobody. No one would like to befriend me. Lord also give me uncomfortable when people get too close. But Lord is rising me up so mightily that I know the future is very bright. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
So if you feel that you are nobody, be of good cheers! You are someone that is a candidate for Lord's Glory! All these toughness in life is just a moulding process. So that when you use by Lord, you could submit to Him, the Mighty One and let Him come through to do His Part. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, July 1, 2011
The Grace of Jesus
This few nights, I was staying up pretty late. Recently discover a Prophet in Nigera, Prophet TB Joshua. Lord leads me to learn a few things from him. Glory Glory!
This TB Joshua seem to be a very humble preacher. He is very generous too. Whoever went to his healing session and no money to live their lives, he blessed them their currency 200,000. Even the poor, the widow, the handicapped, he also have a day for all of them to bless them money and rice. Sometime in prophency, the person needs to return again with some family members, he paid for their trip. He even gives scholarship to the poor. I could see he walked so closely to the Lord and there are very accuracy of his prophencies.
Partly, how I managed to have a great sum of money to bless the Lord was because I was pretty stingy. Upon seeing TB Joshua so generous, I prayed to Lord to remove my stinginess and bless me with generosity. Glory Glory!
Through TB Joshua deliverance of herbalist, of satan wanting their blood, I also learnt about how they curse. Basically, there is a charm of black yucky thing where the demons is hiding in there. To do a curse, the herbalist bath himself with this charm and he has a pigeon agent, a delivery of the curse to the person cursed, and the lock that locked the souls forever.
Lord led me to learn how it was done so that I could pray against my Indian neigbour. Lord said she used the same way. Glory Glory! I also watched TB Joshua uses anointing water to cast out demon and heal the sick. I decided to pray to Lord to anoint my water. Glory Glory!
Usually, they will spray the anointed water into the mouth and the sick part of the body. I did that to myself and was able to free myself from being controlled by neighbour. Glory Glory! The head felt light after that. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord led me to watch the show another time and I was able to understand about the part of the agent depositing of the curse. After watching, I used the anointed water to spray at the door post to free me from being controlled. I also get Lord to free my families' soul from being lock by the cursed lock. After praying, everything is cleared. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You very much for helping to set me free. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This TB Joshua seem to be a very humble preacher. He is very generous too. Whoever went to his healing session and no money to live their lives, he blessed them their currency 200,000. Even the poor, the widow, the handicapped, he also have a day for all of them to bless them money and rice. Sometime in prophency, the person needs to return again with some family members, he paid for their trip. He even gives scholarship to the poor. I could see he walked so closely to the Lord and there are very accuracy of his prophencies.
Partly, how I managed to have a great sum of money to bless the Lord was because I was pretty stingy. Upon seeing TB Joshua so generous, I prayed to Lord to remove my stinginess and bless me with generosity. Glory Glory!
Through TB Joshua deliverance of herbalist, of satan wanting their blood, I also learnt about how they curse. Basically, there is a charm of black yucky thing where the demons is hiding in there. To do a curse, the herbalist bath himself with this charm and he has a pigeon agent, a delivery of the curse to the person cursed, and the lock that locked the souls forever.
Lord led me to learn how it was done so that I could pray against my Indian neigbour. Lord said she used the same way. Glory Glory! I also watched TB Joshua uses anointing water to cast out demon and heal the sick. I decided to pray to Lord to anoint my water. Glory Glory!
Usually, they will spray the anointed water into the mouth and the sick part of the body. I did that to myself and was able to free myself from being controlled by neighbour. Glory Glory! The head felt light after that. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord led me to watch the show another time and I was able to understand about the part of the agent depositing of the curse. After watching, I used the anointed water to spray at the door post to free me from being controlled. I also get Lord to free my families' soul from being lock by the cursed lock. After praying, everything is cleared. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You very much for helping to set me free. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
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