After soaking a few days to see what the natural of life could do to people, each decision ones made and the effect of that decisions, finally I have a better understanding of Jesus!
When Jesus said in the book of John that John 1:3-5:
'Through Him all things were made; without Him nothing was made that has been made.
4 In Him was life, and that life was the light of man.
5 The Light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.'
Also in Zechariah 5:1-4:
'Then I turned and lifted up my eyes and looked and there was a flying scroll.
2 And he said to me, what do you see? And I answered, I see a flying scroll. Its length is twenty cubits and its width ten cubits.
3 Then he said to me, This is the curse that goes forth over the face of the whole earth, for everyone who steals will be cut off on this side according to it, and everyone who swears will be cut off as on that side according to it.
4 I shall bring it forth, says the Lord of Hosts, and it will enter the house of the theif and the house of him who swears falsely by My Name, and it will remain in the midst of his house, and will consume it with its timber and stones.'
From the book of Proverb, the law of life, to John speaking plainly and clearly Jesus is the Life and the Light of men, and to Zechariah talking about the negative effect that will come on people when one do not want to follow the goodness of Life but want to go leeway, be it to earn or get favour from someone or talk or behave, if they flow in negative energy, Jesus, the life, will not be able to flow with him and the curse of this world come on the people based on which area they gone wrong. The lightness of the curse to the full strength of the curse also depends on how much negative energy one has invested into his own life. Glory Glory!
After looking at the youtube on those China people who now believe in this natural source of life and when they did not follow it, what curse came upon their life, be it wealth lost (illegal gain, will lead to cursed outflow), to sickness, weakness of life.
Why Lord in the bible put great emphasis on we must respect our parents? God, the Father, is the Greatest Authority, whom we must respect and obey, this come by knowing He loves us so much that He sent Jesus to the Cross to die for us! Next on the ranking is our parents and then the authority on earth that God, place on earth! When we respect our parents and the authorities, we are in line with Him and great blessing flows through. A disrespect or disregard of our parents and authorities, bring a strong outflow of blessings and goodness too.
I and Jc personally experience these. When I went kneeled and bowed to my parents, and repent all my years of arguing, miraculously, Jc stopped fighting with me!!! Recently, Jc had her tropical test 3. All those subjects she obeyed to my instructions to study, she scored pretty well. The degree of her study also shows in the results. Those that she chose not to study at all to compared the difference between study or not study, she got the great contrast!!!
By flowing in the life of Jesus, things works and get blessed. By ignoring the exsisting error, the problem remains!!! I have trusted Jesus much and had flow with Him much. It's only when I flow in the hierachy that He set on earth that blessing on that area flows through!!! Glory Glory!!!
I learnt that our body belongs to our parents, as we are one and just that after birth the entity becomes 2 but the linkage is still there and only when you flow with the whole linkage and place my position in the rightful area that things turns well.
Recently I learned that the role of wife is in the house and even if she goes out to work she should not ignore the role in the house and never to step ahead of the husband as Lord place him as the head. Once one flows in this placement, the marriage will then be blessed and flowing in the blessedness. I watched a lady whom learnt about the natural of life but step on her husband head and she was feeling she married a wrong man!!!!
When she put into practice the role of wife and soften her voice and move into the submissive role, now she finally have the blessed family, the husband stopped his smoking, gambling and drinking!!! All by the wife discarding her previous strong character self to be considerate for the husband, things turnaround!
Even she did it in action to bow down to the in-law who was in bed in the last stage of cancer to apologise, the whole husband side of families, who had learn the natural way of life, kneel to apologise to the dying dad and grandpa. He was so happy that he said that was his best New Year! He passed away that year that the chance to bow to him again was gone forever. This lady said even though she did not do it with heart felt goodness, but the blessing flows through that she and the husband side of sisters are in good relationship!!!
Now I also know why ex after led many girls to bed, is not as smart as he used to be. I learnt the discharge through sex is linked to the spinal cord to the brain. When one flows in the anointing of Jesus and remain faithful, the relationship is blessed. But when one goes into affair and depends how many you go for, you are depleting what that is there in the lowest area, once that source dried up, they draw from the spinal cord and then also the downflow of the goodness in the brain to the spinal cord.
That's why in long them, it lead to death as the Book of Proverb said going for the lady of the night is heading towards death!!! The same sexual you are enjoying with others, you are enjoying and reduction of your own life, courting an earlier death!!! For women, do did that have the same lost too!!! For she did discharge some fluid too!!! It's the same amount accord to what I learn lately!!!
In Chinese medical term, there is a saying that 3 different men diposit into a lady, it cause great poison! There was this lady that goes for 40 men in her life of 4-5 years. She was in the last stage of womb cancer!!! Her body was very weak too. It seems that people, who disregard the anointing Lord placed in this area are usual weaker physically!!!
Ex previously could carry me even though I was 68kg when marrying him. In these 10-12 years, and especially the last few years, he became so weak that he could not carry Jc who was around 25kg some months ago!!! I was so surprised!!! Now I know why!!!
Also what kind of person you are, you will attract the same kind of friends. A naughty boy will surely friend with naughty friends, he won't be mixing with those good friends. I also see this in ex. Ex live in great pretendence and the girlfriend is also one of great pretendence. I deal with her and I experience it! It's about negative energy attracts negative energy while positive energy will attract positive energy! Look at your own life and others life and you will understands what I am talking!!!
Now I fully understand this life that Lord has place in me and in everyone! It's like physics, depends on how much you punch out, the bad energy, the pain, is the same degree as what you have punched out!!! The way of life or without life!!!
Abba Father, I thank You to have a full understanding of Jesus, the life the light! I could see those who flow fully in the life of Jesus, their face shine in His Glory Light! Hallelujah Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
The Blessed Man
After learning how to hold my mum in the highest regards and respect her, Lord led me to listen to be how to be a virtue wife and after that, Lord led me how to be a Blessed Man.
It is interesting that Lord's book of Proverb got into the hand of the ancient Chinese and they wrote out a set of documents to lead man to be a obendience man, humble of self, hold respect parents as 1st, treat siblings with respect in term of ranks and orders and uphold goodness with friends.
Lord led me to see the full effect of how the effect of going against the life He craft out for man would leads to all form of suffering in term of emotions, sickness and lost of wealth and weakness of health. From different people sharing, once a person walk out of the normal circle of life, whatever he does will cause some form of suffering, that is why people life that is not walking in the fullness of what God the Father planned will only suffer, the degree of bad you do, the same degree of bad you received. So many people after learning the Proverb way of life, shared the path of drags they went through. All are listed in the Proverb!!!
I have been wondering how to walk out the way the book of Proverb has said. To be the truely blessed man. Today, finally Lord showed me the blessed man. Yesterday I shared that woman, is his blessed wife. Glory Glory! They practically do not look to self but look at who they could help in their daily life. Even when do business, the man also use Grace to talk love to people who don't want to pay him the debts. He give Grace and talk Love to the business associate, he gained greater trust and more prosperity! Glory Glory!
From him, doing good is not about money, it's about the heart. Helping others also not about money, but about blessed others and prosper the society and the country! Finally I learn a great lesson from this couple!!! I really could see the glory in the husband and the wife. Lord also prosper their 3 kids to help others and be good in their studies! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When he did not look to money but concentrate on blessing others and do good, business come to him and more people want to do business with him. He said it's not about getting wealthy, it's how one maintain it. Wealth flows with life and the more one could use it to bless the community and all that needed, more wealth comes to him. This is what Pastor Prince said, when Lord see that you could contain wealth, more will be pour onto you to do greater work! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even the Chinese knows the Proverb as their ancient ancestors written work, they do not know Jesus, but Lord blessed them anyway. I could see the Glory flowing in this blessed couple who walk fully in His Proverb wisdom anointing!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that whatever I don't know, at the appropiate time, Lord leads me to learn as I walk with Him fully! I might be a clueless lady, but as Lord opens my eyes to see more, my heart is enlighted. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When a man knows how to walk upright, in full respect of his Parents and then to siblings and then to society and then to country, Lord could use him fully for His Glory! It's about His Glory and Not about self. Once one don't know how to be good and with wealth, they head toward the ancient bad of eat, drink, play and fun and even go for other flirts, all these are bad seeds and the result of this bad seeding will ruin the wealth and the health and emotion.
To grab hold of God's Word and to seed goodness and avoid all form of bad seeding, Life of a Blessed Man will be in full manifestation. Glory Glory! I am glad Lord put all these video in youtube for me to watch. As they are from China and they speaks Chinese and the title also in Chinese, I could not refer you to the actual name. Basically, the book they learnt from is 'Di Zhi Gui', which means disciple rule in direct translation.
Many peole once learn knowledge and could be better than their parents, they disregard their parents and go on to search their wealth. But Lord instituted the greatest wealth is in greatest respect of parents and to make sure they are emotionally at peace and in happiness. This is the duty of the sons and daughters. I even have to tell my mum that in future, she has to let us take good care of her. She actually feel uneasy, but I told her that would bless her kids. Then she agrees. Praise Jesus! He is bringing the normal blessed life cycle back into my family. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is interesting that Lord's book of Proverb got into the hand of the ancient Chinese and they wrote out a set of documents to lead man to be a obendience man, humble of self, hold respect parents as 1st, treat siblings with respect in term of ranks and orders and uphold goodness with friends.
Lord led me to see the full effect of how the effect of going against the life He craft out for man would leads to all form of suffering in term of emotions, sickness and lost of wealth and weakness of health. From different people sharing, once a person walk out of the normal circle of life, whatever he does will cause some form of suffering, that is why people life that is not walking in the fullness of what God the Father planned will only suffer, the degree of bad you do, the same degree of bad you received. So many people after learning the Proverb way of life, shared the path of drags they went through. All are listed in the Proverb!!!
I have been wondering how to walk out the way the book of Proverb has said. To be the truely blessed man. Today, finally Lord showed me the blessed man. Yesterday I shared that woman, is his blessed wife. Glory Glory! They practically do not look to self but look at who they could help in their daily life. Even when do business, the man also use Grace to talk love to people who don't want to pay him the debts. He give Grace and talk Love to the business associate, he gained greater trust and more prosperity! Glory Glory!
From him, doing good is not about money, it's about the heart. Helping others also not about money, but about blessed others and prosper the society and the country! Finally I learn a great lesson from this couple!!! I really could see the glory in the husband and the wife. Lord also prosper their 3 kids to help others and be good in their studies! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When he did not look to money but concentrate on blessing others and do good, business come to him and more people want to do business with him. He said it's not about getting wealthy, it's how one maintain it. Wealth flows with life and the more one could use it to bless the community and all that needed, more wealth comes to him. This is what Pastor Prince said, when Lord see that you could contain wealth, more will be pour onto you to do greater work! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even the Chinese knows the Proverb as their ancient ancestors written work, they do not know Jesus, but Lord blessed them anyway. I could see the Glory flowing in this blessed couple who walk fully in His Proverb wisdom anointing!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that whatever I don't know, at the appropiate time, Lord leads me to learn as I walk with Him fully! I might be a clueless lady, but as Lord opens my eyes to see more, my heart is enlighted. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When a man knows how to walk upright, in full respect of his Parents and then to siblings and then to society and then to country, Lord could use him fully for His Glory! It's about His Glory and Not about self. Once one don't know how to be good and with wealth, they head toward the ancient bad of eat, drink, play and fun and even go for other flirts, all these are bad seeds and the result of this bad seeding will ruin the wealth and the health and emotion.
To grab hold of God's Word and to seed goodness and avoid all form of bad seeding, Life of a Blessed Man will be in full manifestation. Glory Glory! I am glad Lord put all these video in youtube for me to watch. As they are from China and they speaks Chinese and the title also in Chinese, I could not refer you to the actual name. Basically, the book they learnt from is 'Di Zhi Gui', which means disciple rule in direct translation.
Many peole once learn knowledge and could be better than their parents, they disregard their parents and go on to search their wealth. But Lord instituted the greatest wealth is in greatest respect of parents and to make sure they are emotionally at peace and in happiness. This is the duty of the sons and daughters. I even have to tell my mum that in future, she has to let us take good care of her. She actually feel uneasy, but I told her that would bless her kids. Then she agrees. Praise Jesus! He is bringing the normal blessed life cycle back into my family. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The Cycle of Life
Lately, I have been watch the olden days Chinese Scholar documented words about what Life Cycle is and what we do might bring blessing or curse depends if what we did is honarable or out of some bad means.
It is interesting to hear people whom didn't know why things bad like sickness or diaster happens to them. But by tracing what they did to the old writing of the scholar on the life cycle, they finally realised what they did were against the normal life that Lord given to us. I could see there is some similarity to what is written in the Book of Proverbs! The Amazing thing is when they come in line with the normal proper cycle of human life, their sickness that was resulted from the cursedness disappeared!!!
Like what Lord said, when one go for sin, they usually fallen a lot more deeper than they want. The consequence of sin resulted in bodiy sickness, mental health, physical weakness and sometime, even death!!!
In the modern days, ladies wants equal like men that some become strong and competitive. This is describe as hen learns to crow in the morning. This is a wrong seqence of life as Lord did not make women to be out fighting with men. This you could check the last chapter of Proverbs on the virture wife!
In the nature way of life, parents and parents-in-law are to be honoured. What was taught was they are to kneel and bow to their parents and wash the parent's feet just like what Jesus had done on His last Passover! Lord impressed me to do that to my mum.
As I agreed to the bowing, Lord cleared the pride that was with me for a long time. Today, He gave me calmness of heart to do the bowing and washing of her feet! Lord yesterday showed me a very smart and strong in charactered woman was given an austic son. Her mum wanted to study International Accounting during her pregnancy that when her son was inside her, she asked him to be quiet and not to kick her tummy as she wanted to study, due to she was not in the virtue wife position, the curse fell on her son to be austic, do not talk, no emotion, and disable to learning. When the mum after trying 4 years to do a simple wash face and hang the towel, was so fred up.
When she learned about her role in the marriage and humble down herself, her son could concern about her and speak for the first time. The organiser said her son was there to teach the mum!!! When I heard that, and I know Jc always fighting me and keep a distance from me, I realise I need to appologise to my mum regarding all this years of arguing with her when she speak against me. After apologised and bow to her and washed her feet, I could see Jc changed for the better when she came back from school!
One university said that in the olden days, if one is not respectful to parents, they would be hit with a wooden rod for 100 times. If one hit the parents, the law was death. Then he said no wonder the olden days people could produce good writting, they had to respect their parents and parents-in-law! At the olden days, women also held the housewife role and this role prosper her husband and her children!
Nowadays, woman wanted to be equal to man and some had super strong characted. All these goes against the role of woman and so the blessing is affected! We don't put our parents in a highly respected role and that affected the blessing and lead to cursing to be effective! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When one earns money through cheating, about the price or about the product, the money earned from it was cursed and the one doing this business will suffered mishap or health was affected! In the end, the money earned will be lost too as it was cursed money. Emotionally, they would be affected too!
Lord is super happy that I paid my mum respect and said I opened the way for Him to bring His Blessings to me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is interesting to hear people whom didn't know why things bad like sickness or diaster happens to them. But by tracing what they did to the old writing of the scholar on the life cycle, they finally realised what they did were against the normal life that Lord given to us. I could see there is some similarity to what is written in the Book of Proverbs! The Amazing thing is when they come in line with the normal proper cycle of human life, their sickness that was resulted from the cursedness disappeared!!!
Like what Lord said, when one go for sin, they usually fallen a lot more deeper than they want. The consequence of sin resulted in bodiy sickness, mental health, physical weakness and sometime, even death!!!
In the modern days, ladies wants equal like men that some become strong and competitive. This is describe as hen learns to crow in the morning. This is a wrong seqence of life as Lord did not make women to be out fighting with men. This you could check the last chapter of Proverbs on the virture wife!
In the nature way of life, parents and parents-in-law are to be honoured. What was taught was they are to kneel and bow to their parents and wash the parent's feet just like what Jesus had done on His last Passover! Lord impressed me to do that to my mum.
As I agreed to the bowing, Lord cleared the pride that was with me for a long time. Today, He gave me calmness of heart to do the bowing and washing of her feet! Lord yesterday showed me a very smart and strong in charactered woman was given an austic son. Her mum wanted to study International Accounting during her pregnancy that when her son was inside her, she asked him to be quiet and not to kick her tummy as she wanted to study, due to she was not in the virtue wife position, the curse fell on her son to be austic, do not talk, no emotion, and disable to learning. When the mum after trying 4 years to do a simple wash face and hang the towel, was so fred up.
When she learned about her role in the marriage and humble down herself, her son could concern about her and speak for the first time. The organiser said her son was there to teach the mum!!! When I heard that, and I know Jc always fighting me and keep a distance from me, I realise I need to appologise to my mum regarding all this years of arguing with her when she speak against me. After apologised and bow to her and washed her feet, I could see Jc changed for the better when she came back from school!
One university said that in the olden days, if one is not respectful to parents, they would be hit with a wooden rod for 100 times. If one hit the parents, the law was death. Then he said no wonder the olden days people could produce good writting, they had to respect their parents and parents-in-law! At the olden days, women also held the housewife role and this role prosper her husband and her children!
Nowadays, woman wanted to be equal to man and some had super strong characted. All these goes against the role of woman and so the blessing is affected! We don't put our parents in a highly respected role and that affected the blessing and lead to cursing to be effective! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When one earns money through cheating, about the price or about the product, the money earned from it was cursed and the one doing this business will suffered mishap or health was affected! In the end, the money earned will be lost too as it was cursed money. Emotionally, they would be affected too!
Lord is super happy that I paid my mum respect and said I opened the way for Him to bring His Blessings to me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, August 27, 2012
New Learning about Myself
These 2 days, Lord leads me to learn about the beauty of Chinese Tradition, how to be a virtue daughter, how to be a virtur lady, how to be a virtue mother. Through all these learning, finally the pride that was with me all these while was finally gone! Praise Jesus!
The root of all human problem surface from disrespect to our parents or parents-in-law. Since young, I had this stubborn about myself and since education give me knowledge, I have been pretty proud of myself. I know pride is a no no in Christ, but I do not know how to clear this pride. Everyday, I must pray to Jesus to remove my pride!
This Chinese Tradition air that is blowing in China since 2008, have people cure of cancer by flowing in the nature ways of life, of a virtue wife that Lord talked about in His Bible! I was wondering how to be one, now finally I know how to be one. Glory Glory!
I, like many people in China, thought that Chinese Traditional thinking is old, no used in this modern society. But this modern society teaches us to be selfish and self-centred. While Chinese Tradition teaching teaching of how one must flow in love of parents to satisfy every part of their happiness from material to their heart happiness, to their body happinese, and to their dream happiness. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
After watching of those people who faced sickness or bad events in life, all come from the bad in their heart, and disregards of their parents, finally, I called my mum up and apologised to her. In fact, those with cancer sickness got healed by humble themself down to wash their parents feet 7 times and by giving respect to their parents!!!
I learnt that their sickness and bad event in life are all come from their dissatisfaction of their parents mainly and also of their parents-in-law! No wonder the bible said that if dishonour parents, a person life will be shortened. It really display when one hate their parents!!!
I also learn how one should give honour to once husband I realised that I was proud of myself and have unrealistic expectation of my ex previously. I have put many demands on him too. All because my heart of wanting to rise up high. After watching and listening of what our dissatisfaction could to, finally, I apologised to ex! I finally see how the bad feeling in my heart lead to bad thing to happen in my life!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! As my heart repented from listening to the testimony of others, I am delivered! Glory Glory!
Previously, I always wondered how mothers produce breast milk. I got the answer from watching this Tradition Chinese teaching! It seem like Chinese in China have this practice to keep their breast milk up for 10-20 years to show to their kids when they grown up. A few testify that the milk turned red!!! It become blood!!! Once this knowledge is shared, many started honouring their mother for feeding the baby with their blood in the process it transformed to breastmilk!!!
No wonder when Jc was a baby and suffered fever, I took panadol before feeding her and her fever departed! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With this learning, and now knows how sinful nature could lead to consequences of bodily break down and attracted the bad events of life! After learning all these, I now know the root of my marriage problem. Glory Glory! It becomes not just the fault of ex. I have my part in it too. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With this, my inner being is becoming calm. The unhappiness in my life is finally gone! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba, I am one who know nuts about Traditional Chinese knowledge but with all these video in youtube, I finally learn something from it! Glory Glory! Thank You for your leading! Now I know how to be a daughter better and how to be a virtue wife better! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The root of all human problem surface from disrespect to our parents or parents-in-law. Since young, I had this stubborn about myself and since education give me knowledge, I have been pretty proud of myself. I know pride is a no no in Christ, but I do not know how to clear this pride. Everyday, I must pray to Jesus to remove my pride!
This Chinese Tradition air that is blowing in China since 2008, have people cure of cancer by flowing in the nature ways of life, of a virtue wife that Lord talked about in His Bible! I was wondering how to be one, now finally I know how to be one. Glory Glory!
I, like many people in China, thought that Chinese Traditional thinking is old, no used in this modern society. But this modern society teaches us to be selfish and self-centred. While Chinese Tradition teaching teaching of how one must flow in love of parents to satisfy every part of their happiness from material to their heart happiness, to their body happinese, and to their dream happiness. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
After watching of those people who faced sickness or bad events in life, all come from the bad in their heart, and disregards of their parents, finally, I called my mum up and apologised to her. In fact, those with cancer sickness got healed by humble themself down to wash their parents feet 7 times and by giving respect to their parents!!!
I learnt that their sickness and bad event in life are all come from their dissatisfaction of their parents mainly and also of their parents-in-law! No wonder the bible said that if dishonour parents, a person life will be shortened. It really display when one hate their parents!!!
I also learn how one should give honour to once husband I realised that I was proud of myself and have unrealistic expectation of my ex previously. I have put many demands on him too. All because my heart of wanting to rise up high. After watching and listening of what our dissatisfaction could to, finally, I apologised to ex! I finally see how the bad feeling in my heart lead to bad thing to happen in my life!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! As my heart repented from listening to the testimony of others, I am delivered! Glory Glory!
Previously, I always wondered how mothers produce breast milk. I got the answer from watching this Tradition Chinese teaching! It seem like Chinese in China have this practice to keep their breast milk up for 10-20 years to show to their kids when they grown up. A few testify that the milk turned red!!! It become blood!!! Once this knowledge is shared, many started honouring their mother for feeding the baby with their blood in the process it transformed to breastmilk!!!
No wonder when Jc was a baby and suffered fever, I took panadol before feeding her and her fever departed! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With this learning, and now knows how sinful nature could lead to consequences of bodily break down and attracted the bad events of life! After learning all these, I now know the root of my marriage problem. Glory Glory! It becomes not just the fault of ex. I have my part in it too. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With this, my inner being is becoming calm. The unhappiness in my life is finally gone! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba, I am one who know nuts about Traditional Chinese knowledge but with all these video in youtube, I finally learn something from it! Glory Glory! Thank You for your leading! Now I know how to be a daughter better and how to be a virtue wife better! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, August 24, 2012
The Glory that Shines
I was checking Deacon Matthew Kang and Pastor Jack Ho facebook about the progress of The Star, New Creation Church, Singapore, is progressing, that I stumbled upon some interesting information.
Just the last Sunday of 2010, there were 25, 340 people attend church and the 1st Sunday of 2011, there were 27, 939 people at attended church. All these numbers are a lot more than what I know about NCC growth.
With the church growing much, and I, at the mean time, almost got pushed out of my favourite church overflow halls. I am wondering if I should still go GV Marina or change to Marina Bay Sand.
Both places I have been to and I am comfortable to be in. The only problem is more line switching in the MRT. Just by going to GV Marina, I have to go from LRT to NE MRT then to Circle line MRT if go to MBS, I need to travel another station more and switch to the extention to MBS. Only comfort is church has provided a video showing how to get from the MRT station into church service location.
I didn't know that the world has gotten so bad till recently a man of God that I have added to my face book was talking about a certain business idea. I was curious, why he, highly regarded man of God, would shift his focus from God issue to look at opportunity to make money.
I thought the godly way should be seed and harvest. In fact, long ago, I learnt from him that whenever his church faced lack, he always find a righteous man to seed and then he would see his harvest! Look like now he is attracted to the glimmer of the world of easy money!
This is what Lord had told me in my meditation today:
Lord:
'My darling, you see they disregard your word; surely they are like Sodom Gomorrah, when Lot talked to his son-in-law! They are so much into the world that they did not realise the filth they are with! It is such that is time for me to come! Glory Glory! The darkness that is said is that bad that I come to break its power! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Looking at News last night, I also see many people, who tried to buy a new private apartment got burnt. Their bank loan was not approved but they had paid their deposits. So, to cancel the purchase, part of their deposit will be swallowed up by the developer. This year ending July there were 700+ case, last yr there were 400+ case!
All these are the new world order that I watch from 'Lindsey William - Middle East The Rest of the Story' in youtube. He did say about how they will take over the estate, either when you cannot pay for it or when you fully paid but your property tax when you could not pay it. Seem like things are heading this way.
On Europe end, Greece facing debts repayment problem, in Asia, Japan, Korea, China are fighting for a small islands. Things are not getting any brighter. Even when the price of food are reported as did not increase for this month, but it just means increase at a slower rate! Not totally no increase or fallen!!!
The time look right for Lord's light to shine high! Surely it is! Get ready! Walk closely to Lord so that you can be His Light to this great darkness of the world! Surely church will become a refuge for the dying world out there! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just the last Sunday of 2010, there were 25, 340 people attend church and the 1st Sunday of 2011, there were 27, 939 people at attended church. All these numbers are a lot more than what I know about NCC growth.
With the church growing much, and I, at the mean time, almost got pushed out of my favourite church overflow halls. I am wondering if I should still go GV Marina or change to Marina Bay Sand.
Both places I have been to and I am comfortable to be in. The only problem is more line switching in the MRT. Just by going to GV Marina, I have to go from LRT to NE MRT then to Circle line MRT if go to MBS, I need to travel another station more and switch to the extention to MBS. Only comfort is church has provided a video showing how to get from the MRT station into church service location.
I didn't know that the world has gotten so bad till recently a man of God that I have added to my face book was talking about a certain business idea. I was curious, why he, highly regarded man of God, would shift his focus from God issue to look at opportunity to make money.
I thought the godly way should be seed and harvest. In fact, long ago, I learnt from him that whenever his church faced lack, he always find a righteous man to seed and then he would see his harvest! Look like now he is attracted to the glimmer of the world of easy money!
This is what Lord had told me in my meditation today:
Lord:
'My darling, you see they disregard your word; surely they are like Sodom Gomorrah, when Lot talked to his son-in-law! They are so much into the world that they did not realise the filth they are with! It is such that is time for me to come! Glory Glory! The darkness that is said is that bad that I come to break its power! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Looking at News last night, I also see many people, who tried to buy a new private apartment got burnt. Their bank loan was not approved but they had paid their deposits. So, to cancel the purchase, part of their deposit will be swallowed up by the developer. This year ending July there were 700+ case, last yr there were 400+ case!
All these are the new world order that I watch from 'Lindsey William - Middle East The Rest of the Story' in youtube. He did say about how they will take over the estate, either when you cannot pay for it or when you fully paid but your property tax when you could not pay it. Seem like things are heading this way.
On Europe end, Greece facing debts repayment problem, in Asia, Japan, Korea, China are fighting for a small islands. Things are not getting any brighter. Even when the price of food are reported as did not increase for this month, but it just means increase at a slower rate! Not totally no increase or fallen!!!
The time look right for Lord's light to shine high! Surely it is! Get ready! Walk closely to Lord so that you can be His Light to this great darkness of the world! Surely church will become a refuge for the dying world out there! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, August 20, 2012
What a Sunday!
No wonder Lord wants me to write the previous post on Saturday night!!! Sunday is a chaotic Sunday in GV Marina!!!
I was planning to go there early but Jc and ex deli dali to get out of the house! By the time I reached there, I saw long queues! I was 5mins late and there were a long queue outside! Service started and yet I could not enter the halls!!!
Then the lead ursher came to inform us the halls were full! I had prayed to Lord for a seat so I was so surprised to see the queue! Things were done to get 4 shuttle buses to pick the people to Marina Bay Sand overflow! I enquire the Lord and He told me there were seats!
I pray to Lord, not by power, not by might but by His Spirit to send angels to free the seats for me and those in front of me. Glory Glory! Even the worship session was going on, finally, another ursher came to inform there were 16 pocketed seats and I was the 12th in the queue.
WK came later than me and saw me in the queue. Blessed was she to come up to me for she was in counted in the 16. But we had to wait till Holy Communion and the tithing to finish before we could enter! By then, the testimony showing on screen was half done! :(
With worshipping session gone, I could not be lifted to the spirit realm and I could not feel Lord strong presence even though Pastor Prince and even Su, who could rush to MBS after her children church service, in time to worship the Lord could feel the strong presence!
I was wondering why some people come so late and missed the worship that I personally experience it this week! Worshipping the Lord is important as when we look to the Lord and worship The Lamb of God, He lifted us spiritually to reach the spiritual realm to enjoy His Presence and to receive His Healing and anything that we needed from Him!
Yesterday I was blocked in many ways, from Jc and ex to physically become so weak that I had to pray to Lord by His Strength and Power to up lifted me to walk to church! There were an excess of 100s of people that were redirected to MBS!!!
The situation was insane!!! But in the preaching of Pastor Prince, I heard loud and clear that Lord can change my husband to love me again!!! I prayed to Lord to tell me the truth of between ex and the new man, who should I go for and I even put me and the 2 of them into the Heavenly court for the High Priest to judge and I got the answer in my meditation!!! I will let Lord lead me to where His Plan for me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
After Ps Prince sermon, there was some performance and Lord led me to worship in the spirit! He came to touch me during the worship! I am happy that I still could flow with Him after the sermon, which lifted me up! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thanks to Lord, I got good seat for the service and Lord give me Shalom Peace to be with Him! Things is getting nearer and nearer to His Coming and I am glad and a bit fearful of the future! Yes, I am never alone in praying healing in hospital but I have to be alone to do it in future! I know Lord is with me and I shall not be afraid!
Anyway, time is getting nearer and nearer for His Manifestation that I am just a deliver girl! Look not to me but to the real master, Jesus Christ!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I was planning to go there early but Jc and ex deli dali to get out of the house! By the time I reached there, I saw long queues! I was 5mins late and there were a long queue outside! Service started and yet I could not enter the halls!!!
Then the lead ursher came to inform us the halls were full! I had prayed to Lord for a seat so I was so surprised to see the queue! Things were done to get 4 shuttle buses to pick the people to Marina Bay Sand overflow! I enquire the Lord and He told me there were seats!
I pray to Lord, not by power, not by might but by His Spirit to send angels to free the seats for me and those in front of me. Glory Glory! Even the worship session was going on, finally, another ursher came to inform there were 16 pocketed seats and I was the 12th in the queue.
WK came later than me and saw me in the queue. Blessed was she to come up to me for she was in counted in the 16. But we had to wait till Holy Communion and the tithing to finish before we could enter! By then, the testimony showing on screen was half done! :(
With worshipping session gone, I could not be lifted to the spirit realm and I could not feel Lord strong presence even though Pastor Prince and even Su, who could rush to MBS after her children church service, in time to worship the Lord could feel the strong presence!
I was wondering why some people come so late and missed the worship that I personally experience it this week! Worshipping the Lord is important as when we look to the Lord and worship The Lamb of God, He lifted us spiritually to reach the spiritual realm to enjoy His Presence and to receive His Healing and anything that we needed from Him!
Yesterday I was blocked in many ways, from Jc and ex to physically become so weak that I had to pray to Lord by His Strength and Power to up lifted me to walk to church! There were an excess of 100s of people that were redirected to MBS!!!
The situation was insane!!! But in the preaching of Pastor Prince, I heard loud and clear that Lord can change my husband to love me again!!! I prayed to Lord to tell me the truth of between ex and the new man, who should I go for and I even put me and the 2 of them into the Heavenly court for the High Priest to judge and I got the answer in my meditation!!! I will let Lord lead me to where His Plan for me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
After Ps Prince sermon, there was some performance and Lord led me to worship in the spirit! He came to touch me during the worship! I am happy that I still could flow with Him after the sermon, which lifted me up! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thanks to Lord, I got good seat for the service and Lord give me Shalom Peace to be with Him! Things is getting nearer and nearer to His Coming and I am glad and a bit fearful of the future! Yes, I am never alone in praying healing in hospital but I have to be alone to do it in future! I know Lord is with me and I shall not be afraid!
Anyway, time is getting nearer and nearer for His Manifestation that I am just a deliver girl! Look not to me but to the real master, Jesus Christ!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, August 19, 2012
The Death of John
This early morning in Singapore, Lord led me to watched the memorial Service of the man of God, Kenneth E Hagin.
I had learnt from Pastor Prince long ago about Lord blessed Kenneth E Hagin's mum a child and asked her to call him, John. But his mum called him, Kenneth instead. But Lord did not give up on him and called him to preach about Faith in Christ.
Somehow, Lord never really impressed me to learn from him. Even I did watch one or two of his sermons on youtube, somehow, it did not register anything in me. Not that I purposely didn't pay attention. Somehow, Lord just did not lead me under his ministry.
However this evening to early morning, He impressed me to watch his memorial service. Near the end of it, Lord in me cried as the Hagin families sang and worship Lord. Lord told me He was very sad when John was beheaded as told in the bible.
The significant of me watching the memorial service, was like the days of old. Jesus ministry on Earth started off only after John passing. It was after John was departed that Jesus's ministry started seriously. Somehow, this is an important act for me to fulfill, to watch John's memorial service!
I get to know about Kenneth E Hagin a lot more from what was disclosed in the service, but being a reborned Christian only in late 2006, I am new to the teaching of Pastor Prince, learning about Jesus as Lord led him to reveal. But Lord did not impress me much to learn from John as He himself did not come under his teaching in the bible.
Lord is very precise to the point, even when I was a young Christian many years ago and had accepted Christ not long, Lord never want me to even bow to idol. My body was twisted to the side as I pay my respect to my uncle, that it was shown as a form of disrespect in the Chinese custom.
Even in my own dad's death, I was to take some incensed paper that used in Chinese idol, to stroke his body from the crown of his head to the foot of his sole, but Lord led me to position my hand on the middle of his body and just turned my wrist to the right and left and He gave me the understanding that I had done as was told.
For the funeral service, the straw rope that was to tie around my waist was mysterously gone as I placed mine together with the rest of my siblings! Theirs was still there but mine was gone to the annoyed of the funeral master!!!
With this John's death and Lord leading me to watch it only now, and New Creation Church, Singapore is holding a 3 Sundays Miracle Seeds, the last Miracle Seeds before we shift into The Star, the new church building that we could call our own!!!
This is starting tomorrow and co-incidently, it's the start of the new moon before the month of Ros Hasanah!!! It will be 3 Sundays of seeding before a week of rest and then the start of Ros Hashana!!! Glory Glory!!! I have a feeling Lord is coming back anytime now! He supposed to fulfill the Feast of the Trumpets!!! Glory Glory!!!Amen Amen!!!
My girl, Jc, actually could not sleep and wanted me to go to bed with her, but Lord said it's crucial for me to post this post before tomorrow! It is very important for Him even though I don't know why. I am just obeying Him and let Him write this out here! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Now, mum is out of my house, she has moved back to her house as at last Saturday. The responsibility I have when she was staying here was gone. Ex futher comfirm with me that going back to him is going back to loneliness again. It is Hari Raya Puasa tomorrow! I asked him yesterday if he is joining his girlfriend in the house hopping that the Malays will do every Hari Raya celebration. But he told me that even my Chinese New Year he did not participate, so why should he attend the Malay Hari Raya.
I used to fight with him for not showing the necessary respect to my festival, and I had told his girlfriend about it! Surprisingly, she allowed him not to join them in the celebration!!! As I didn't need to depend on him that much, I could fight for my rights. But as she wasn't earning much and sometime even have to ask him to help her paid her children's expenditure, she is obedience to him!!! I just wonder why she did not ask help from her ex since he has their care and control!!! Anyway, not my problem!!!
At this moment, I just wait upon the Lord to fully renew my body to young again and to let Lord bring the new man to me. I prefer a Chinese man that could walk with me in all events of my life instead of this loneliness that ex wanted me to do by my self all the time. It's very cold that the reminder of it was still cold!!!
Even though Lord give me a free choice to choose between ex or the new man, I don't think I want to U-turn now. I have enough of the loneliness that return to him is not really a choice, his way of life is still the same and even this sexual service after going for so many women, is still the same. This I realise from that 1 service I tried to see if Lord had restored me.
Lord showed me clearly who I should go for even though he gave me a choice. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I had learnt from Pastor Prince long ago about Lord blessed Kenneth E Hagin's mum a child and asked her to call him, John. But his mum called him, Kenneth instead. But Lord did not give up on him and called him to preach about Faith in Christ.
Somehow, Lord never really impressed me to learn from him. Even I did watch one or two of his sermons on youtube, somehow, it did not register anything in me. Not that I purposely didn't pay attention. Somehow, Lord just did not lead me under his ministry.
However this evening to early morning, He impressed me to watch his memorial service. Near the end of it, Lord in me cried as the Hagin families sang and worship Lord. Lord told me He was very sad when John was beheaded as told in the bible.
The significant of me watching the memorial service, was like the days of old. Jesus ministry on Earth started off only after John passing. It was after John was departed that Jesus's ministry started seriously. Somehow, this is an important act for me to fulfill, to watch John's memorial service!
I get to know about Kenneth E Hagin a lot more from what was disclosed in the service, but being a reborned Christian only in late 2006, I am new to the teaching of Pastor Prince, learning about Jesus as Lord led him to reveal. But Lord did not impress me much to learn from John as He himself did not come under his teaching in the bible.
Lord is very precise to the point, even when I was a young Christian many years ago and had accepted Christ not long, Lord never want me to even bow to idol. My body was twisted to the side as I pay my respect to my uncle, that it was shown as a form of disrespect in the Chinese custom.
Even in my own dad's death, I was to take some incensed paper that used in Chinese idol, to stroke his body from the crown of his head to the foot of his sole, but Lord led me to position my hand on the middle of his body and just turned my wrist to the right and left and He gave me the understanding that I had done as was told.
For the funeral service, the straw rope that was to tie around my waist was mysterously gone as I placed mine together with the rest of my siblings! Theirs was still there but mine was gone to the annoyed of the funeral master!!!
With this John's death and Lord leading me to watch it only now, and New Creation Church, Singapore is holding a 3 Sundays Miracle Seeds, the last Miracle Seeds before we shift into The Star, the new church building that we could call our own!!!
This is starting tomorrow and co-incidently, it's the start of the new moon before the month of Ros Hasanah!!! It will be 3 Sundays of seeding before a week of rest and then the start of Ros Hashana!!! Glory Glory!!! I have a feeling Lord is coming back anytime now! He supposed to fulfill the Feast of the Trumpets!!! Glory Glory!!!Amen Amen!!!
My girl, Jc, actually could not sleep and wanted me to go to bed with her, but Lord said it's crucial for me to post this post before tomorrow! It is very important for Him even though I don't know why. I am just obeying Him and let Him write this out here! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Now, mum is out of my house, she has moved back to her house as at last Saturday. The responsibility I have when she was staying here was gone. Ex futher comfirm with me that going back to him is going back to loneliness again. It is Hari Raya Puasa tomorrow! I asked him yesterday if he is joining his girlfriend in the house hopping that the Malays will do every Hari Raya celebration. But he told me that even my Chinese New Year he did not participate, so why should he attend the Malay Hari Raya.
I used to fight with him for not showing the necessary respect to my festival, and I had told his girlfriend about it! Surprisingly, she allowed him not to join them in the celebration!!! As I didn't need to depend on him that much, I could fight for my rights. But as she wasn't earning much and sometime even have to ask him to help her paid her children's expenditure, she is obedience to him!!! I just wonder why she did not ask help from her ex since he has their care and control!!! Anyway, not my problem!!!
At this moment, I just wait upon the Lord to fully renew my body to young again and to let Lord bring the new man to me. I prefer a Chinese man that could walk with me in all events of my life instead of this loneliness that ex wanted me to do by my self all the time. It's very cold that the reminder of it was still cold!!!
Even though Lord give me a free choice to choose between ex or the new man, I don't think I want to U-turn now. I have enough of the loneliness that return to him is not really a choice, his way of life is still the same and even this sexual service after going for so many women, is still the same. This I realise from that 1 service I tried to see if Lord had restored me.
Lord showed me clearly who I should go for even though he gave me a choice. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
By The Blood of Jesus
Glory Glory to the Blood of Jesus! In it is the Salvation and the Power and the Kingdom of God and the authority of Christ Jesus! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
For years, since 2008, whenever I prayed for others especially ex, subconsciously, I entertained that I had offended the curser and thus they will come after me. I had been holding to such condemnation unknowingly! The feel bad feelings allowed satan to come through again and again all these years!
I have heard satan is the accusor of the brothers many times! But I never associated it to accuse me of praying deliverance for others, especially the sick and those troubled by the spirits! Or even to expose the goodness of Jesus finished Work at the Cross! Such a thought would come to me and I accepted the accusation!
Today, Lord led me to listen to Pastor Prince 17/7/2003 'The True Meaning of Walking in the Spirit'. Lord led me to have an understanding that I had received this accusation that caused the attacks were coming through. I was so conscious of this guilt every morning I had great fight with them late into the night!
Today, this morning, I have a full revelation of this that I confess I am the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and that guilt feeling fall off. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
For years, since 2008, whenever I prayed for others especially ex, subconsciously, I entertained that I had offended the curser and thus they will come after me. I had been holding to such condemnation unknowingly! The feel bad feelings allowed satan to come through again and again all these years!
I have heard satan is the accusor of the brothers many times! But I never associated it to accuse me of praying deliverance for others, especially the sick and those troubled by the spirits! Or even to expose the goodness of Jesus finished Work at the Cross! Such a thought would come to me and I accepted the accusation!
Today, Lord led me to listen to Pastor Prince 17/7/2003 'The True Meaning of Walking in the Spirit'. Lord led me to have an understanding that I had received this accusation that caused the attacks were coming through. I was so conscious of this guilt every morning I had great fight with them late into the night!
Today, this morning, I have a full revelation of this that I confess I am the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and that guilt feeling fall off. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, August 12, 2012
My Body, as the Sacrifying Temple
Today sermon is a full revelation of my body, for the Lord's Glory! I was so touched that tears just start streaming down my face that even 1 tissue was not enough that I had to use 2 and they were super wet!!!
Years ago, when the Good News of Christ touched my heart, I was feeling having a shitty personality that I do not have a close friend to call my own. It was one that I detested much that when I heard Jesus was described in NCC, Singapore as such a wonderful Man, one weekend morning, I told Abba Father, the Almighty God that if Jesus is really that good as what Pastor Prince said, I told him that I want a full renewal of myself, to trade the old self of me into the new self of Him!!! I even so absorbed that I prayed my next kid will have His full set of character/personality too. That is how much I felt to want Him so much!!!
Little did I know that I was setting up for the Greatest Display of God's Goodness!!! When Pastor Prince talked about Peter let Jesus used his boat and he was blessed with boat sinking loads of fish! That till today, Lord is still blessing the descendant St Peter Fish. Glory Glory!
I didn't know that by trading this body for what Lord Jesus has, I am offering my body to Him like the boat of Peter!!! As I let my body be the sacrifice body for Jesus Glory, Lord in term blessed me with many houses to call home! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When Pastor Prince talked about Lord Jesus in Mark 13-15:
'13 So He sent two of his disciples, telling them, "Go into the city, and a man carrying a jar of water will meet you (in that day and age, only women went to take water, not man, so this is a sign - man is Holy Spirit). Follow Him (we are to following Pastor who talked about Jesus).
14 Say to the owner of the house he enters, "The Teacher asks: Where is my guest room, where I may eat the Passover with my disciples?"
15 He will show you a large upper room, furnished and ready. Make preparations for us there."'
Pastor Prince shared Jesus was borned in the manger (Luke 2:6-7) where it used to house animal, He asked for a guest House, Prince shared that the olden days, the house was of 3 levels. The 1st level is the guest house, open area where animal could wander in there, the 2nd level is where the owner lived and the 3rd level is the Upper Room, where it is reserved for special guest that might come. This owner who offered Lord Jesus his Upper Room, the Upper Room became the birth of the 1st Church!
At this point, Pastor Prince talked about The Star, NCC new building, and the auditorium is at the 5th floor, the Upper Room for Jesus manifestation! Lord led me into further revelation! NCC current auditorium is on the 3rd floor in Suntec, just above Carrefour! My last rented apartment was on the 3rd level. This house that came in a short notice of selection much to our shock as we expected selection to be a year later, was miraculously on the 5th level too. At that time of selection, the 4th level was selected what left was this the only 5th level apartment, the rest was on 3rd to 1st level, the upper floor were all taken up by those who applied a year ago!!!
Talk about the co-incident and the Lord leading me even before I came back to Him!!! He was borned in a manger and His Last Passover dinner was in the Upper Room. In the Upper Room suddenly this Room became so special in my heart during the service. Lord leading me in this 5th level apartment that He blessed me to study in the hidden about Him and to be trained in faith about Him. In future, I will go to the Upper Room that NCC, Singapore has prepared for His Glory in the Upper Room in The Star in Buona Vista, Singapore!
What a closely neated together my life and what Lord is doing in NCC!!! His preparation of my original seed to tithe to His Kingdom, The Star, was His Leading years before I came into Christ! He showed me how to make money from the stock market and told me which stock to go for by highlighting the stock to me as I looked at the stock in the market. With the money I profitted through it, Lord led me to tithe in the 1st Miracle Seed Sunday in 2007. Now, 2012, it is the 5th year since I planted the seeds as led by Him.
This year, will be the harvest of the seeds sowed in 2007 for the big blessing and the closing of this coming Miracle Seed Sunday!!! As signified of Father the God, Lord Jesus the Son and Holy Spirit the Comforter, it's going to be the first 3 Sundays of Miracle Seed sowing and this will be the last of the miracle before NCC shift into The Star, for His Great Glory to be manifested! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
When Pastor Prince mentioned the 2 men Lord Jesus sent to prepare His Last Passover, Peter and John, it sudden hit hard on me that my ex is Peter, would my new man be John (Grace)???? As I worried about Jc, and my future kid skin colour and mixture, Lord told me Peter is whom I am getting back. But I see the closeness between him and Rosy, and his treating me as invisible, I am rejecting him from coming back and Lord finally disclosed my future man is the new man!
With Pastor Prince deep emphasizing the names of Peter and John and Lord let me swallow it in fullness, I am really curious of this new man! Haha...
And, as I offered this body to Lord for His 1000 years Glory, Prince shared that my generations will be highly blessed for His Glory. I am happy!!! The 2 wet wet tissues of tears of happiness is really worth it. It's not that I don't want to take a 3rd tissue or a 4th tissue, it's because I run out of dry tissues.
I prayed to Lord to stop the tears as service is ending, He stopped my tears! I had a sharing with Pastor Pauline, the one Lord send to lead me in my early years!
The appreciation of all that He did for me was just so overwhelming during church service today. It might be an ordinary service for many others, but for me who walked closely with Him all these years and all that He had done for me before I came to Him and in this 5 years of learning and in the futures, I am just so so so grateful and appreciated greatly. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Years ago, when the Good News of Christ touched my heart, I was feeling having a shitty personality that I do not have a close friend to call my own. It was one that I detested much that when I heard Jesus was described in NCC, Singapore as such a wonderful Man, one weekend morning, I told Abba Father, the Almighty God that if Jesus is really that good as what Pastor Prince said, I told him that I want a full renewal of myself, to trade the old self of me into the new self of Him!!! I even so absorbed that I prayed my next kid will have His full set of character/personality too. That is how much I felt to want Him so much!!!
Little did I know that I was setting up for the Greatest Display of God's Goodness!!! When Pastor Prince talked about Peter let Jesus used his boat and he was blessed with boat sinking loads of fish! That till today, Lord is still blessing the descendant St Peter Fish. Glory Glory!
I didn't know that by trading this body for what Lord Jesus has, I am offering my body to Him like the boat of Peter!!! As I let my body be the sacrifice body for Jesus Glory, Lord in term blessed me with many houses to call home! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When Pastor Prince talked about Lord Jesus in Mark 13-15:
'13 So He sent two of his disciples, telling them, "Go into the city, and a man carrying a jar of water will meet you (in that day and age, only women went to take water, not man, so this is a sign - man is Holy Spirit). Follow Him (we are to following Pastor who talked about Jesus).
14 Say to the owner of the house he enters, "The Teacher asks: Where is my guest room, where I may eat the Passover with my disciples?"
15 He will show you a large upper room, furnished and ready. Make preparations for us there."'
Pastor Prince shared Jesus was borned in the manger (Luke 2:6-7) where it used to house animal, He asked for a guest House, Prince shared that the olden days, the house was of 3 levels. The 1st level is the guest house, open area where animal could wander in there, the 2nd level is where the owner lived and the 3rd level is the Upper Room, where it is reserved for special guest that might come. This owner who offered Lord Jesus his Upper Room, the Upper Room became the birth of the 1st Church!
At this point, Pastor Prince talked about The Star, NCC new building, and the auditorium is at the 5th floor, the Upper Room for Jesus manifestation! Lord led me into further revelation! NCC current auditorium is on the 3rd floor in Suntec, just above Carrefour! My last rented apartment was on the 3rd level. This house that came in a short notice of selection much to our shock as we expected selection to be a year later, was miraculously on the 5th level too. At that time of selection, the 4th level was selected what left was this the only 5th level apartment, the rest was on 3rd to 1st level, the upper floor were all taken up by those who applied a year ago!!!
Talk about the co-incident and the Lord leading me even before I came back to Him!!! He was borned in a manger and His Last Passover dinner was in the Upper Room. In the Upper Room suddenly this Room became so special in my heart during the service. Lord leading me in this 5th level apartment that He blessed me to study in the hidden about Him and to be trained in faith about Him. In future, I will go to the Upper Room that NCC, Singapore has prepared for His Glory in the Upper Room in The Star in Buona Vista, Singapore!
What a closely neated together my life and what Lord is doing in NCC!!! His preparation of my original seed to tithe to His Kingdom, The Star, was His Leading years before I came into Christ! He showed me how to make money from the stock market and told me which stock to go for by highlighting the stock to me as I looked at the stock in the market. With the money I profitted through it, Lord led me to tithe in the 1st Miracle Seed Sunday in 2007. Now, 2012, it is the 5th year since I planted the seeds as led by Him.
This year, will be the harvest of the seeds sowed in 2007 for the big blessing and the closing of this coming Miracle Seed Sunday!!! As signified of Father the God, Lord Jesus the Son and Holy Spirit the Comforter, it's going to be the first 3 Sundays of Miracle Seed sowing and this will be the last of the miracle before NCC shift into The Star, for His Great Glory to be manifested! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
When Pastor Prince mentioned the 2 men Lord Jesus sent to prepare His Last Passover, Peter and John, it sudden hit hard on me that my ex is Peter, would my new man be John (Grace)???? As I worried about Jc, and my future kid skin colour and mixture, Lord told me Peter is whom I am getting back. But I see the closeness between him and Rosy, and his treating me as invisible, I am rejecting him from coming back and Lord finally disclosed my future man is the new man!
With Pastor Prince deep emphasizing the names of Peter and John and Lord let me swallow it in fullness, I am really curious of this new man! Haha...
And, as I offered this body to Lord for His 1000 years Glory, Prince shared that my generations will be highly blessed for His Glory. I am happy!!! The 2 wet wet tissues of tears of happiness is really worth it. It's not that I don't want to take a 3rd tissue or a 4th tissue, it's because I run out of dry tissues.
I prayed to Lord to stop the tears as service is ending, He stopped my tears! I had a sharing with Pastor Pauline, the one Lord send to lead me in my early years!
The appreciation of all that He did for me was just so overwhelming during church service today. It might be an ordinary service for many others, but for me who walked closely with Him all these years and all that He had done for me before I came to Him and in this 5 years of learning and in the futures, I am just so so so grateful and appreciated greatly. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, August 10, 2012
New Job Training
From youtube, I had watched Katherine Kuhlman quite many times, but it was last night that I saw new videos of her healing service and with a new understanding of how Lord's healing going to be. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord led me to get interested of her 1969 healing service where Lord was in full control and healing started to pour in continuously for the whole service and practically, Katherine Kuhlman had nothing much to do except receive all the testimonies for the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I also saw another one where the whole hall was filled with ministers and man of God. They are all there to learn from Katherine Kuhlman in 1974 after the 1969 outbreak of healings. As many of them flew in the pride of themselves, I could sense the Holy Spirit was uneasied about the pride. After getting 3 persons who had received the fullness of Lord goodness to testify, Katherine Kulman was talking in pretty stern face. I was wondering why, it was much later than I realised the service is like the invitation of Jesus into the Pharisee's house to be scrutised, that was why the same kind of reaction from the Lord!
Katherine Kuhlman talked about her life, with her face, she faced much prosecution since young. She told Lord she had nothing for Him except her love for Him! It is when she felt she has nothing for the Lord that Lord could used her fully for His Glory!
Actually, compared to her, my appearance was not even below average previously. For me I was more of a dumb, totally didn't know how to talk to people. Till Lord uses my mouth to talk about Jesus! Currently, Lord just let me be fatter with a big tummy to move ex away and to keep it that way temporary. Ex previously was attracted to my sexiness, with this gone, so his interest in me was gone too.
Lord is letting this time be the lull moment of my life. Whatever that was to shake off, Lord let this time be the time of shaking. Come next will be His Glory that nothing could stop. Abba is doing this so that my life will be fully transform for His Glory without the temptation from the unwanted. When His time is up, the full glory of a new me, one that is better than my younger day, will be revealed. It will be for His Glory, like a butterfly out of its cocoon to shine in its beauty. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Surely, this transformation and this moving out will be for the Glory of Jesus! Katherine Kuhlman said that she did not have the fullness of the healing as what Jesus had in the bible. She said in the future, one will be rise to have the full glory for the Glory of Jesus to be shine high! Do you see Jesus laying hand in His congregation? He just spoke and healing breakout. Surely such a day is coming! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba, thank You for the teaching! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord led me to get interested of her 1969 healing service where Lord was in full control and healing started to pour in continuously for the whole service and practically, Katherine Kuhlman had nothing much to do except receive all the testimonies for the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I also saw another one where the whole hall was filled with ministers and man of God. They are all there to learn from Katherine Kuhlman in 1974 after the 1969 outbreak of healings. As many of them flew in the pride of themselves, I could sense the Holy Spirit was uneasied about the pride. After getting 3 persons who had received the fullness of Lord goodness to testify, Katherine Kulman was talking in pretty stern face. I was wondering why, it was much later than I realised the service is like the invitation of Jesus into the Pharisee's house to be scrutised, that was why the same kind of reaction from the Lord!
Katherine Kuhlman talked about her life, with her face, she faced much prosecution since young. She told Lord she had nothing for Him except her love for Him! It is when she felt she has nothing for the Lord that Lord could used her fully for His Glory!
Actually, compared to her, my appearance was not even below average previously. For me I was more of a dumb, totally didn't know how to talk to people. Till Lord uses my mouth to talk about Jesus! Currently, Lord just let me be fatter with a big tummy to move ex away and to keep it that way temporary. Ex previously was attracted to my sexiness, with this gone, so his interest in me was gone too.
Lord is letting this time be the lull moment of my life. Whatever that was to shake off, Lord let this time be the time of shaking. Come next will be His Glory that nothing could stop. Abba is doing this so that my life will be fully transform for His Glory without the temptation from the unwanted. When His time is up, the full glory of a new me, one that is better than my younger day, will be revealed. It will be for His Glory, like a butterfly out of its cocoon to shine in its beauty. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Surely, this transformation and this moving out will be for the Glory of Jesus! Katherine Kuhlman said that she did not have the fullness of the healing as what Jesus had in the bible. She said in the future, one will be rise to have the full glory for the Glory of Jesus to be shine high! Do you see Jesus laying hand in His congregation? He just spoke and healing breakout. Surely such a day is coming! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba, thank You for the teaching! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, August 5, 2012
The Righteous shall Stay!
Today is a quiet day for Jc! Usually Emily will call/sms her daily. Now with the party ended and for whatever reason she is angried, today is a complete silence. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Today is a lazy day for me since I need not rush for the 2nd service. In order to bring Jc to her gym as her daddy is out of town, I decided to go for the 3rd service instead. It was easy as her timming was 30mins earlier than mine. I took a cab to church and it's a miracle in the early afternoon!
2 cabs were changing shift and the man waiting before us and us could not get in. Next, I turn my head from looking at the traffic and saw a cab driver staring at me!! As I saw him, he came over for me and pick us! Glory to Jesus!
Next I went to Rock for the service. As I had not been there for a long time, I was a bit lost in it. But the usher directed me to queue for the service and I managed to get on the 2nd row near the camera man. Glory to Jesus that He left a few seats for me to select!!! Glory Glory!
During the 4th worship song, I could sense the worship had risen to spiritual level I entered the spiritual realm and met Jesus at the Throne room. He was there to meet me. Now it was a lot closer to the Throne. I could not see the Throne but Jesus, full of bright light was there to comfort me. As I acknowledge Him, He entered and combined with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In the spirit realm Lord handled 3 bunches of keys to me and told me to receive! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! He mentioned the keys as my houses, my cars and the wealth. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord blessed me a Christian driver that I talked to him the goodness of Lord all the way to pick Jc and to go home! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! Life is peaceful and good! I even got a discount of my cab fare!!! Glory Glory!!!
After weeks of emotional up, now finally feel the quietness. Jc also experience total quietness that she felt bored! This weekend happening is really very weird! Suppose to make XY, Jc's good friend and lead EY fully away!
Now without EY tempting Jc daily, finally it is quiet, fully quiet! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! The miracle of Lord's doing will have to see what Jc report in the coming week. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Today is a lazy day for me since I need not rush for the 2nd service. In order to bring Jc to her gym as her daddy is out of town, I decided to go for the 3rd service instead. It was easy as her timming was 30mins earlier than mine. I took a cab to church and it's a miracle in the early afternoon!
2 cabs were changing shift and the man waiting before us and us could not get in. Next, I turn my head from looking at the traffic and saw a cab driver staring at me!! As I saw him, he came over for me and pick us! Glory to Jesus!
Next I went to Rock for the service. As I had not been there for a long time, I was a bit lost in it. But the usher directed me to queue for the service and I managed to get on the 2nd row near the camera man. Glory to Jesus that He left a few seats for me to select!!! Glory Glory!
During the 4th worship song, I could sense the worship had risen to spiritual level I entered the spiritual realm and met Jesus at the Throne room. He was there to meet me. Now it was a lot closer to the Throne. I could not see the Throne but Jesus, full of bright light was there to comfort me. As I acknowledge Him, He entered and combined with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In the spirit realm Lord handled 3 bunches of keys to me and told me to receive! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! He mentioned the keys as my houses, my cars and the wealth. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord blessed me a Christian driver that I talked to him the goodness of Lord all the way to pick Jc and to go home! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! Life is peaceful and good! I even got a discount of my cab fare!!! Glory Glory!!!
After weeks of emotional up, now finally feel the quietness. Jc also experience total quietness that she felt bored! This weekend happening is really very weird! Suppose to make XY, Jc's good friend and lead EY fully away!
Now without EY tempting Jc daily, finally it is quiet, fully quiet! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! The miracle of Lord's doing will have to see what Jc report in the coming week. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Saturday, August 4, 2012
The Journey
From all those scary story that Lord revealed to me from meditation and from vision, it is mainly to fulfill one purpose....to let me block Jc from attending the hotel part of XinYi party so as not to let Emily controlled Jc into obedience to her and to win the trust of XinYi!!!
Lord looks into the heart of man and kids and He knows who has good heart and who has bad. For man, I was looking at physically, what they are doing to Jc! Lord looks deeper and see a pot of gold there. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
After letting me know the nastiness of what Jc will face, Jc even revealed XinYi used her bicycle to go somewhere and Jc said that she sat behind Emily till destination. Then both of them ride home. Lord let me be unhappy with how she bullying Jc and the revenge in their heart. Lord knows that for Jc's sake, I am willing to compromise!
Yes, even I was tired, after Jc returned from her dance more than 30 mins later, I still pulled myself together and with a tired Jc, went into the city to get a bike from the department store Jc frequented with her dad for bikes.
The worst situations were there to meet us. The mid range bike size were out of stock, only the bigger one were left. Jc could not remembered the size her dad had gotten for her. So we, the salesman and me, used Jc as the test rider. We managed to pick a size 26, bigger than Jc's size 24!
As Jc told me before about XinYi have heavy bags, I got the largest basket possible for her. Just in case it is not enough, I added the back rack and also the back light and the ring. Next is about delivery the bike to XinYi!
Carrefour was having sales and the earliest to get the bike deliver was 5 days later!!! I went to the delivery room and pray to Lord for favour! The earliest possible to deliver was Sunday night!!! XinYi celebration is today, Saturday! As the free delivery not possible, I called my brother-in-law delivery man. He was not free and after pleading with him still no available, I asked him to recommend someone else!
He recommended another delivery man and he had delivery 5 more delivery to go for that evening. He said he would call me later as he was delivering. He told me earliest was Saturday afternoon, which sound good. But a check with the salesman I needed to pass the recipt to him!!! So I called him again and told him I could wait for him till 10:30pm, it was 7pm when I was talking to him.
He agreed to come for my delivery but Jc said if she give the gift to XinYi on Friday, XY would be too excited to sleep and affect the next day party. So, Jc wanted the bike to deliver on Saturday. In the end, I got him to deliver the bike to my place and Lord blessed him with double the amount he asked for! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This morning, after XY woke up, Jc ride the bike to her. She was so happy to see the bike and it was blue, her favourite colour! Jc heard she mentioned that during their dance costume colour selection and noted it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Jc noted all her displeasures and avoided all that! All her thoughtfulness!
Today, Lord revealed that XY heart was hard from the years of nagging her father to get a bike for her since the last one when she was 5! The hardness led her to be insecure and wanted to be leader to rise up high! Jc revealed to her the trouble we went through to get the bike for her and she was amazed that 'wow, even my sleep also create troubles for you!'
Lord let XinYi realised that Jc is a very caring friend. She tried the bike and it was comfortable for her. She like it so much that she jumped on her seat. Her dad had bought her a size 29-30 bike and it was way too big for her! Jc said she took the basket and went around skipping happily around the living room happily. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord told me that XY's heart has softened and she will not be a group leader anymore. She will be Jc's good friend. Glory Glory! Why did Lord not let Jc to go to the hotel celebration??? It was all Emily's arranging and it's a fight on Jc's obedience to me or to her temptation!!! With Jc going home at 5:30pm, she was mad and I could see her dark face when I went to pick Jc. Glory Glory!
I am in the unknown but Lord knows everything and arranged for me to follow His Way through triggering my buttons. He sure know which button to trigger for me to do certain thing!!! Even with the emotion left hanging after the whole event, the result is achieved and I should be happy. I am slowing sinking into this good that the Lord has done for me. All the money are well spent! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord is surely good in building my emotion up for certain deliverance. With Jc gang problem solved, next is my marriage. Lord is settling one at a time. His way is pretty easy as long as we move along with Him!!!
Just by 1 action of buying and another action of stopping Jc from the hotel outing, Lord gets XY peaceful and she will lead Jc into study and protect her from bullying. Emily will go off eventually since this challenge she lost. She has been sowing discord between me and Jc and finally Lord handled her Himself! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I might not know how scheming Emily is but Lord knows. He knows Emily is a bad apple and moved her away and let XinYi and Jc be good friend. Glory Glory! Just by a simple act of following Him, a different result happens! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord looks into the heart of man and kids and He knows who has good heart and who has bad. For man, I was looking at physically, what they are doing to Jc! Lord looks deeper and see a pot of gold there. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
After letting me know the nastiness of what Jc will face, Jc even revealed XinYi used her bicycle to go somewhere and Jc said that she sat behind Emily till destination. Then both of them ride home. Lord let me be unhappy with how she bullying Jc and the revenge in their heart. Lord knows that for Jc's sake, I am willing to compromise!
Yes, even I was tired, after Jc returned from her dance more than 30 mins later, I still pulled myself together and with a tired Jc, went into the city to get a bike from the department store Jc frequented with her dad for bikes.
The worst situations were there to meet us. The mid range bike size were out of stock, only the bigger one were left. Jc could not remembered the size her dad had gotten for her. So we, the salesman and me, used Jc as the test rider. We managed to pick a size 26, bigger than Jc's size 24!
As Jc told me before about XinYi have heavy bags, I got the largest basket possible for her. Just in case it is not enough, I added the back rack and also the back light and the ring. Next is about delivery the bike to XinYi!
Carrefour was having sales and the earliest to get the bike deliver was 5 days later!!! I went to the delivery room and pray to Lord for favour! The earliest possible to deliver was Sunday night!!! XinYi celebration is today, Saturday! As the free delivery not possible, I called my brother-in-law delivery man. He was not free and after pleading with him still no available, I asked him to recommend someone else!
He recommended another delivery man and he had delivery 5 more delivery to go for that evening. He said he would call me later as he was delivering. He told me earliest was Saturday afternoon, which sound good. But a check with the salesman I needed to pass the recipt to him!!! So I called him again and told him I could wait for him till 10:30pm, it was 7pm when I was talking to him.
He agreed to come for my delivery but Jc said if she give the gift to XinYi on Friday, XY would be too excited to sleep and affect the next day party. So, Jc wanted the bike to deliver on Saturday. In the end, I got him to deliver the bike to my place and Lord blessed him with double the amount he asked for! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This morning, after XY woke up, Jc ride the bike to her. She was so happy to see the bike and it was blue, her favourite colour! Jc heard she mentioned that during their dance costume colour selection and noted it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Jc noted all her displeasures and avoided all that! All her thoughtfulness!
Today, Lord revealed that XY heart was hard from the years of nagging her father to get a bike for her since the last one when she was 5! The hardness led her to be insecure and wanted to be leader to rise up high! Jc revealed to her the trouble we went through to get the bike for her and she was amazed that 'wow, even my sleep also create troubles for you!'
Lord let XinYi realised that Jc is a very caring friend. She tried the bike and it was comfortable for her. She like it so much that she jumped on her seat. Her dad had bought her a size 29-30 bike and it was way too big for her! Jc said she took the basket and went around skipping happily around the living room happily. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord told me that XY's heart has softened and she will not be a group leader anymore. She will be Jc's good friend. Glory Glory! Why did Lord not let Jc to go to the hotel celebration??? It was all Emily's arranging and it's a fight on Jc's obedience to me or to her temptation!!! With Jc going home at 5:30pm, she was mad and I could see her dark face when I went to pick Jc. Glory Glory!
I am in the unknown but Lord knows everything and arranged for me to follow His Way through triggering my buttons. He sure know which button to trigger for me to do certain thing!!! Even with the emotion left hanging after the whole event, the result is achieved and I should be happy. I am slowing sinking into this good that the Lord has done for me. All the money are well spent! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord is surely good in building my emotion up for certain deliverance. With Jc gang problem solved, next is my marriage. Lord is settling one at a time. His way is pretty easy as long as we move along with Him!!!
Just by 1 action of buying and another action of stopping Jc from the hotel outing, Lord gets XY peaceful and she will lead Jc into study and protect her from bullying. Emily will go off eventually since this challenge she lost. She has been sowing discord between me and Jc and finally Lord handled her Himself! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I might not know how scheming Emily is but Lord knows. He knows Emily is a bad apple and moved her away and let XinYi and Jc be good friend. Glory Glory! Just by a simple act of following Him, a different result happens! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, August 2, 2012
The Wisdom of God
Glory Glory to the Wisdom of God, the Father! Hallelujah! With Him in me, nothing could go wrong! His Wisdom superseded all the folly of the devil. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
When evil wants to exert its ways, it always get more illogical and the excuse given are all not logical. Hallelujah!!! It's better to trust in the Lord than to achieve something by evil! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! It has been proven again and again. When one fallen into sin, they go deeper than what they would like to do and usually, it is easily seen. Hallelujah!!! When sin exist, Grace Super Huper exist. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Yesterday, pressed by EY to give a confirm reply to if Jc is attending the party, Jc mentioned that Emily wanted my answer. I asked Jc, It's XinYi's birthday or Emily's? Why Emily is handling it and not XinYi? Jc told me that Emily needs to know if Jc is attending the party.
When I asked Jc about why Emily is handling it, she replied that Xin Yi is very busy. I asked her since all of them are students, how busy could XinYi be? Jc replied that XinYi is from a different Chinese class as Emily, but I told her that she is in the same class as XinYi for Chinese, and she is not busy, how can XinYi be busy?
Then she told me Emily need to know if she is going so that could do the 'planning'! She even said that if I am the one planning for the party, I would want an answer too. I asked her, XinYi only inviting 5 school mates, how difficult is that to plan? Furthermore, XinYi herself also never told Br last Saturday if she was confirmed going when Br had invited a lot more friends. Why can't I do the same? No further questioning. Haha....
Jc didn't know she is being picked as the victim and still helping them to pass the message to me. Of course they need to know if Jc is going! One hotel room is going to cost them over S$100, of course they need to be sure that their victim is going so that they could make the full plan and not waste their money!!!
Even the invitation letters for Jc and for the Emily are different. For Jc, it's just the hotel meet at 7pm, while Emily's one include the afternoon meet in XinYi's home for fun and food! Surely it is very obvious what they are out to do! I could even see their group hierarchy even Jc denied about joining group!!!
As I repented of the pride of my youth, Lord told me to lay hand on Jc's head. He gave me a vision of her brain having a yellow stick planted into it and another 3 or more insert of black sticks into her brain. All these were affecting her in normal children behaviour! As I prayed to Lord, I saw 3 new brains coming to me, Jc and my mum!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord said today is a new beinging for Jc! I hope so and trust in His Goodness! Surely, Jc turning point is here. Lord also gave me an inner knowing that XinYi and Emily had stopped Jc from being smarter than them in study. Lord said He will come in personally into Jc to help her perform. Glory Glory!!!
This moment on is the critical time for Jc. She has to consistently getting good results so that she could go for the DSA (Direct School Admission) program next year. Lord is using Jc to bring down the pride of the smart, mainly her cousins, whose parents and kids pride themselves of able to go to their respective well known school through DSA and the parents had been singing tunes of Jc only good in dance and gym so she should go for this area instead of following their kids, their high achievers standard.
Yes, this is what sang to me week after week at the family gathering this year, after 2nd sister, 2nd boy managed to join his brother in the Science and Technology school. Eldest sis is pride over her eldest daughter is in the Singapore top school and in the Gifted program and her 2nd daughter also is applying the same school and they are confident she could get it as she is top in her current P6 cohort in her school.
Lord is going to lift Jc up high to demostrate His Wisdom for all to see! I am happy that beyond all hopelessness, I have a Good Good God that is abled and willing in all areas of lacks in my life and Jc's life!!! By trusting in Him and daily walking close to Him, all my lacks and Jc's lacks are filled up. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
PS (03/08/2012):
Yesterday, Jc's friends revealed that Xin Yi's party plan is specially designed by her uncle and without the answer from Jc, it would affect the plan. I told Jc if her presence or not could affect the plan, that make her a VIP for the party!
Lord revealed something nasty they going to do to Jc. They want to shame and destroy her life forever! That is why they planned the hotel room from 7pm to 10:30pm. Surely I will not let Jc go. I am speechless the uncle could think of such evil plan!!!
When evil wants to exert its ways, it always get more illogical and the excuse given are all not logical. Hallelujah!!! It's better to trust in the Lord than to achieve something by evil! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! It has been proven again and again. When one fallen into sin, they go deeper than what they would like to do and usually, it is easily seen. Hallelujah!!! When sin exist, Grace Super Huper exist. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Yesterday, pressed by EY to give a confirm reply to if Jc is attending the party, Jc mentioned that Emily wanted my answer. I asked Jc, It's XinYi's birthday or Emily's? Why Emily is handling it and not XinYi? Jc told me that Emily needs to know if Jc is attending the party.
When I asked Jc about why Emily is handling it, she replied that Xin Yi is very busy. I asked her since all of them are students, how busy could XinYi be? Jc replied that XinYi is from a different Chinese class as Emily, but I told her that she is in the same class as XinYi for Chinese, and she is not busy, how can XinYi be busy?
Then she told me Emily need to know if she is going so that could do the 'planning'! She even said that if I am the one planning for the party, I would want an answer too. I asked her, XinYi only inviting 5 school mates, how difficult is that to plan? Furthermore, XinYi herself also never told Br last Saturday if she was confirmed going when Br had invited a lot more friends. Why can't I do the same? No further questioning. Haha....
Jc didn't know she is being picked as the victim and still helping them to pass the message to me. Of course they need to know if Jc is going! One hotel room is going to cost them over S$100, of course they need to be sure that their victim is going so that they could make the full plan and not waste their money!!!
Even the invitation letters for Jc and for the Emily are different. For Jc, it's just the hotel meet at 7pm, while Emily's one include the afternoon meet in XinYi's home for fun and food! Surely it is very obvious what they are out to do! I could even see their group hierarchy even Jc denied about joining group!!!
As I repented of the pride of my youth, Lord told me to lay hand on Jc's head. He gave me a vision of her brain having a yellow stick planted into it and another 3 or more insert of black sticks into her brain. All these were affecting her in normal children behaviour! As I prayed to Lord, I saw 3 new brains coming to me, Jc and my mum!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord said today is a new beinging for Jc! I hope so and trust in His Goodness! Surely, Jc turning point is here. Lord also gave me an inner knowing that XinYi and Emily had stopped Jc from being smarter than them in study. Lord said He will come in personally into Jc to help her perform. Glory Glory!!!
This moment on is the critical time for Jc. She has to consistently getting good results so that she could go for the DSA (Direct School Admission) program next year. Lord is using Jc to bring down the pride of the smart, mainly her cousins, whose parents and kids pride themselves of able to go to their respective well known school through DSA and the parents had been singing tunes of Jc only good in dance and gym so she should go for this area instead of following their kids, their high achievers standard.
Yes, this is what sang to me week after week at the family gathering this year, after 2nd sister, 2nd boy managed to join his brother in the Science and Technology school. Eldest sis is pride over her eldest daughter is in the Singapore top school and in the Gifted program and her 2nd daughter also is applying the same school and they are confident she could get it as she is top in her current P6 cohort in her school.
Lord is going to lift Jc up high to demostrate His Wisdom for all to see! I am happy that beyond all hopelessness, I have a Good Good God that is abled and willing in all areas of lacks in my life and Jc's life!!! By trusting in Him and daily walking close to Him, all my lacks and Jc's lacks are filled up. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
PS (03/08/2012):
Yesterday, Jc's friends revealed that Xin Yi's party plan is specially designed by her uncle and without the answer from Jc, it would affect the plan. I told Jc if her presence or not could affect the plan, that make her a VIP for the party!
Lord revealed something nasty they going to do to Jc. They want to shame and destroy her life forever! That is why they planned the hotel room from 7pm to 10:30pm. Surely I will not let Jc go. I am speechless the uncle could think of such evil plan!!!
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