How is your CNY?

In the CNY(Chinese New Year) service, many people got saved. Praise to Father God. For me and sis, we learnt a new aspect of looking at what we have known. Anyway, I have not been reading much bible lately so nothing much to post.

Some time back, Holy Father had told me to pray in tongue for 1 hr daily. Lazy I have been skipping it. But these 2 weeks, I was under emotional attacks again. Previously for fighting away the fear d wanted to put on me, I will use Psalm 91, telling myself consciously that I am standing on Jesus victory ground, cover by His feathers, under His wing, standing in His shadow, resting in His victory ground, in the highest most place in the heaven, sit beside Holy Father’s right hand side, in Lord Jesus.

When d knows that he cannot affect me that way, he goes for other emotional attacks. I was easily annoyed and felt numb most of the time. I was telling my friend that I don’t know how to fight back, and then HS told me to continue standing on Jesus victory ground. Why didn’t I think of this!!! So now continue consciously standing on my rightful place and pray in tongue daily. Praise the Lord Almighty, Holy Father and Holy Spirit.

Before the CNY service, I was greeting Father with all kinds of CNY blessings. Hehe…then I realized we are the one that need His blessings and not the other way round. But I continue greeting Him. Then end of service, HS send lots of blessings my way too. So that was how I spent my 1^st day of CNY. Hallelujah!

New Beginning

With Chinese New Year round the corner, I like to talk about what it means as new beginning in Christianity life. When we accepted Christ, we are term as born-again, what this means is Jesus comes into our heart and spirit and live in us. I learnt this from another sermon of Rusty Russell in his website.

We are made up of 3 parts, the body, the soul and the spirit. Soul is made up of will, mind and emotion realm. As a Christian, devil (d) cannot possess us. However, d can come into our soul realm:

- Will: rebellion

- mind: inter lecture pride

- emotion: emotional hurts like anger, hatred, bitterness, resentment etc

All these attacks are termed as oppression, depression and upset. It is a war in the fresh. D cannot get our heart as Jesus has taken it. So, D wants to manifest in our soul to show him. If cannot get the soul, he will go for the body, in term of sickness. We are to fight in Jesus victory ground to get d off us. Once we succeed, d will fall from 1^st heaven onto earth and diminish.

We are to fellowship with God, spirit, soul and body. At any one time, we are walking in 2 kingdoms, earth and spiritual realm, 1^st heaven. God wants to fellowship with us, in worship songs and praises and in bible reading. God wants to be Lord in our life. He wants to be in control, he wants to redeem our life, our soul. We each have a guardian angel with us at any time. We are to focus in our position; we are in the highest most place in heaven, in Jesus body, on the right side of God. We are not to focus on our condition on earth. When we walk closely with God, our soul and spirit will walk together in 1^st heaven.

Ok, back to Chinese New Year.

Gold colour - divinity, prosperity, Christ our divine righteousness.

Red colour – new beginning through Jesus. As sacrifice of animal blood for atonement of sin means life of Jesus died for us and His blood as our sin atonement. As such, we should live our life with no sin and righteous.

Happy Chinese New Year to All

Why need to read the bible

Ever since Father told me and sis about His blessings that are coming to us, we are told to finish the bible first. When we checked around with friends, care group members, none seem to have finished the bible.

Today I listened to the sermon, Establishing God’s Word in Your Heart, by Rusty Russell at http://www.miraclelifemin.org, then I realized. Father God wants His Word takes 1^st place in our life. I am to remembering God’s Word into the heart so that to believe God for my healing and then to heal others.

Father God will give test, so that we are to have the wisdom to use the knowledge to draw strength:

- Apply the scripture, so that I prove to myself it works for me.

- Accept trail, so that Father God can give us Grace to believe that he has the answer. And God’s Word to come to past in our life!

- Continue to speak the scripture till it becomes established within me, so that can pray for others and others will be healed.

Father God wants to manifest His Glory, to reveal Himself, His love, mercy, forgiveness, and victory etc…Praise the Almighty God.

Recuited by Lord

During the New Year eve sermon on 31^st Dec 2006, Pastor shared that the Lord said that this year is the year of new beginning for my church. Each of us will have our own area of beginning. Upon hearing this, I wondered what my new beginning is.

On 5^th Jan 2007, while chatting to YC on msn, she suddenly said Father God will bless me richly; I will have millions in followers. I will become a mature Christian (hehe..at this point still don’t know what should a mature Christian be :P), and with my gift, I will go on to preach and have a ministry of my own, to glorify God, to praise God and to show the world the wonder of God.

With the above, my life will be so rich that I cannot believe it. I will be moving around and not stay at home that much. My out reach will be big, my life is full. Father God will reward me with his blessing. I don’t need to worry about my life, and how comfortable I will be as all will be provided by God. Father God knows what I needs and will be provided for me at the right time.

The Lord also gave her a vision of me. She said that she saw a big house with lots of people in it. I am busy in that house; my kitchen is always full of stuff, as people come and go. I have lots of people visiting me, and I always have something for them. I am giving people food and they always come back for more.

On 11^th and 12^th evening, Lord came to my daughter’s room when I had put her to sleep. I was anointed on these 2 evenings. The anointing on the 12^th night was an hour long session. I was sitting till so tired that Lord let me lay on bed and fallen asleep and I woke up the moment He finished the anointing. Phew! :P

On 30^th Jan 2007, after my care group meeting, I was talking to an elder couple in my group. While talking, the husband felt in his spirit that I will be ministering and counseling. I will be bringing souls to church. People will approach me to tell me about their problem and I will be pointing them to Jesus. Currently, I have started on this part of my service to the Lord. :D

Father God, thank you for trusting me to do this job for you. I will let you lead me to do the job well. Hallelujah. Praise the Lord!

Some Good News

Having blog for not long, I find it difficult to post here without a problem for me to solve. Preaching to someone is a lot easier; I can go on talk and talk about Jesus. :P

Recently, good news from C, she finally standing on Lord Jesus victory; Father God blessed her with a new job that comes with a 65% pay increment. :D Hallelujah!!!

From my sis, Su, Lord has continued blessing her. Everyday, Lord blessed her with flavour from her superior, He also give her wisdom to do her work, even in tight situation, Lord changes other circumstances so that her schedule is not tight. Yes, once blessings from Father start, it will never end. Praise the Lord!!!

Daddy blessed me with ease to get hubby to sponsor for things I want to buy. Hahaha. Praise the Lord!!! This is something my friends do envy. They wonder why I don’t earn some money myself to buy the things I wanted. Well, if hubby wants to pay, why should I complain??? Praise the Lord for loving me. :D

Thank you Lord, for giving 2 visions of my baby. Let see when my next little girl will come. :)

Spirit of Truth

When Lord Jesus was walking on earth, sickness seemed easily cast out by the Lord. Ever since Jesus died on the cross, God, the Holy Spirit, has came to live in each of us, children of God, why is it now that it is so hard for us to cast sickness out of our body? What is the problem we faced that prevents us from walking in the divine health?

Recently, in Aug 26^th 2002 sermon I listened, Pastor Prince shared that the Lord had shown him vision of a tumor on the body and holy spirit behind it. The Holy Spirit in us is the one that raised Lord Jesus on resurrection day, they are super strong, and so it should not be a problem for them to squash that tumor. The Lord kept mentioning “Spirit of Truth” to Pastor Prince. From John 14:16-17 “I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Counselor to be with you forever— the Spirit of truth.” We know this Spirit of Truth is Holy Spirit, whom is in us. And in Act 5:32 “We are witnesses of these things, and so is the Holy Spirit”, we can see that Holy Spirit is our witness.

So, what does Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Truth and our witness means? It means, Holy Spirit in us will witness the Truth about us! This means, for the tumor mentioned above, if you, who having the tumor, believe that that tumor is growing on you, Holy Spirit will have to agree with your believe and the tumor will still be on you. This is what most of us will think of, when we are sick, that we are having this illnesses or that illnesses.

However, if you decided not to look to the world and not to believe what you see or know, but choose to stand by God Word, and believe that In Jesus Strips, you are healed; Holy Spirit will have to cure you of what you should not have, so that He can witness to the Truth of what you believe. So, stand in line with God Word and the Spirit of Truth, so that all your problems, be it health or financial, etc, can get to past. Hallelujah!

Is Lord Talking? Are you listening?

When you go to church, are you going for God’s Words or are you going to see a pastor? In my church, there is a pastor, who is very popular among the church congregation. When he is preaching, people go to church very early just to get in front of the queue into the main hall. There would be a long queue of people waiting for the church door to open. Sometime, the queue is slightly shorter and when the service started, I realized he was not the one preaching.

Recently, the church website added the info of who the preacher is for a particular session. The long queue was non existence! Somehow, a lot of people did not turn up for the guest preacher. This get me wondering if this group of people, who did not turn up, are they going for the pastor or Father God’s message.

The Lord has anointed me to do counseling as part of my future service for Him. From my limited personal counseling experience with different Christian friends, Holy Spirit in me did talk of things that I had no idea of to the receivers. Many a time, it was about their past, which my friends did not reveal to me. I am just an empty vessel for the Lord to preach through me. I know Father can preach through the pastors too, no matter who they are.

When I go church, I go with the purpose of listen to what the Lord has to tell me. So no matter which pastors, I will still attend. As I am going for God’s Words, not pastors words. This lead me to feel that the people, who skipped church service due to pastors, are the people, whom need the Lord Words most; to get their own revelation to move closer to the Lord. I feel sad that they miss such a wonderful sermon.

Another issue I encountered before was, I had ever found the sermon hard to digest, yet to my friend, it was a wonderful sermon. So, the issue is, can you trust what your friend had listened?

The same sermon I talked about above, my friend was telling me that it was hard to understand and many people had walked off half way, she did too. I was wary of it when I heard from her, especially after the d had tried to influence me that this sermon was going to be like one previous sermon, which the guest speaker preached about works of man instead of Jesus. Anyway, I decided to go no matter what, and did not let d influence me. However I do know of people who miss out this preacher wonderful message during the weekday bible study and Sunday service. May their eyes and heart open to the Lord when He speaks. Amen!

Sexuality in Christ

When I had just became a Christian, I heard from Pastor that sexuality in a person would not be mixed up; gay would be real man in Christ. At that time, I wondered. Now I truly believe. This is my personal experience. I was born as a girl, and still a woman. But I have some not so complex mixture in term of sexuality.

As a lady, my preference is man, the opposite sex. But I looked at man’s little brother as a biological object, as such, I was not attracted to it at all. My attraction was for the female’s private part but visually, I am not attracted to girls. Three months into Christianity, Daddy God changed my mindset. One day, while in a Sunday service, while listening to the male pastor preaching, suddenly, don’t know for whatever reason, my focus was on the pastor’s manhood. At that point, the first thing that came into my mind was: “Oh, what a sinful act”. But next, I realized that Father God had rectified my “interest”. Father God had set my focus to that direction to tell me that he had cured me. Praise the Lord. :P

Another problem I had was…penetration was a form of pain for me. Degree of pain depends on whether I am horny or not. Ever since I became a Christian, and I know Daddy God can add what ever is missing and take away what ever should not be present in our body, I asked Father God to shift my sensation from the external to the internal. This prayer was requested last month. Last month, I did not have any feeling on the external and internal there was no pain when hubby and I made love.

Today, Hallelujah, I found out that now my sexual senses have been turned on in the internal. :D Father God, you are just so Wonderful and Amazing. :D

Now, I do believe, for those people, whose sexual orientation are not the usual, God does have a way to change them to be Real Man and Real Woman. Hallelujah! Praise the Father God!!!

Robbing God?

Long time ago, before I became a Christian, I was wondering why Christian must pay the 10% of the income to church. The salary itself was not much to begin with. I just didn’t want to pay that 10%. Years down the road and now I am a Christian, and knowing the truth and the blessings, I contributed to pay my respect to Jesus and to get the blessings that will go to my daughter…even though I am a home maker with no income. :P

I don’t know about you, for me, becoming a mother and having a sweet daughter, I want to protect her to the best I can. I want to give her the best of life she could get. Knowing that nowadays morality has gone down the hill, I don’t want my girl to be some naughty boys’ victim. When I know that by acknowledging Father God through tithe, my girl, my grandchildren and my great grandchildren would be blessed, I happily tithe. :D

Pastor shared that in the Garden of Eden, Adam sinned and the ground was cursed. As such things that come from the ground, come with that curse…be it money, fruits, vegetables or things we use like paper and so on.

By giving 10% to Father God, he will Malachi 3:10 “open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it”. Sound nice..and I am waiting for this to pour on me. :D He will Malachi 3:11“prevent pests from devouring your crops and vines in your fields will not case their fruits.” meaning that Father God will rebuke all misfortune from getting to me and my family, also whatever process or procedure I do will complete and no stop half way. This can means a pregnancy will carry through to full term and business deals will sure end with contract successfully closed. Praise the Lord!!!