Abba Father,
I, Your beloved darling daughter, I am so glad to have you in my life. Every step of the path into the next phase of my life, you explained in great details that I could confidently put out my foot to step on the path. Glory Glory!
What You proposed is not the normally human accepted behaviour. But You lead me to walk the extra-ordinary path to make sure I am greatly blessed. Without You, I will be like a blind fly feeling my ways around and don't know if the path I take will be the right one.
Even in my doubt, You assured me, long ago You have already explained to me. It shocked me then and disturbed me a bit now. But You let me know You know human behaviour and ways of life clearly. You know which way will trigger what reaction. I am recipient of these, so I know too. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
You do not care what the world thinks, You did what is right and what is good. Only with Your Light then I could see clearly. Socially, You do not want me just like any other ladies. You put me High Above. Abba, how can I not love You!!! You done so much and ask for so little!!! You continue bless and bless. After I believe and receive, You continue to bless even more!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, without You, I am nothing, with You, I am everything. Glory to You, Abba!!!
Lord Jesus,
I thank You from my heart for going to the Cross for me. You opened the path for me to walk in Righteousness. You cleared the way of sins, self-righteousness, all the curse of these world and all my sins. You make walking with You so easy! Of course, to the unbelieving heart, it is difficult. But for the believing heart, just believe will do. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, Lord the Holy Spirit,
I thank You for leading and guiding me. I thank You for witnessing the truth to me. I thank You for the confident shake up. I thank You for everything You did, Your intention is in accordance to the Finished Work of Jesus at the Cross and is for the purpose of blessing me.
Men do not know the heart of Abba Father, You presented His Love to me in Greatness. I am so so glad to have You in me. You are the unknown person in the God Head, but You faithfully carried out every plans of the heart of Abba to the Greatness!!! How can I not submit to the plan You lay out for me to walk!!!
I am greatly blessed!!! I am greatly blessed!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
The 3rd Man in My Life
Glory Glory! It is good to have Lord in me to teach me of things to come. It's free but come from a Great Sacrifice of Lord Jesus! Glory Glory!
Since Lord revealed the new man to me last Sunday, He has been downloading into my life what to expect from him. He is preparing me to go into this new life. It's like a mother preparing the daughter of what to expect in this new union. Well, yes, I have my eyes opened big big that I told Lord if I am to fulfill that, He has to give me the talent! Talk about needing a specific talent for a specific task. Haha...Lord assured me the yoke is light. Glory Glory!
Nothing could be more perfect that having Lord in my life. How this new man is going to be accepted by Jc? Lord even have it think out for me. Jc has talent in golf and Lord told me the new man knows golf. This will be the point to link Jc to the new man. She will be happy to have him as her personal coach! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
What did Lord tell me that I need talent? If you have been reading all these while, from begining till now, you will know that previously my sexual experience was degree of pain, depends on if I am horny or not. However, Lord had fully redeemed me as of last try with ex.
Lord has told me the appetite of the new man. To me, it's an eye opening! New area for me to move into. Lord promised to open all my sexual points that He long ago had showed me that I have. He said with that, I will handle this with ease. Glory Glory for His new enjoyment of Life that Lord is blessing me. Glory to Jesus! Praise Jesus! Amen Amen!
Lord said that he is responsible, caring, have a strong shoulder for me to lean, will be around to support me. He said that he will make my family complete, even Jc insecurity will be gone. It makes me realise what a good father could do to a child personality! Thank You Lord that bring this man for me and Jc to be make us whole. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father is such a good God. He knows P is a bad apple in the family. He led him out of my life and bring the 3rd man into my life to make this family whole! Of course, Jesus is in the midst! He is the 2nd man in my Life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! It's like transforming from Law base to Great Grace and then Love personified to show me what is true love. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
These many of years spending with Lord is worthwhile. Everything undesired in my life were thrown out and everying good is coming in. Glory Glory! Yes, with Jesus, blessing is attracted to Jesus! That's what the bible said. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for the blessed life that You blessed me. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Since Lord revealed the new man to me last Sunday, He has been downloading into my life what to expect from him. He is preparing me to go into this new life. It's like a mother preparing the daughter of what to expect in this new union. Well, yes, I have my eyes opened big big that I told Lord if I am to fulfill that, He has to give me the talent! Talk about needing a specific talent for a specific task. Haha...Lord assured me the yoke is light. Glory Glory!
Nothing could be more perfect that having Lord in my life. How this new man is going to be accepted by Jc? Lord even have it think out for me. Jc has talent in golf and Lord told me the new man knows golf. This will be the point to link Jc to the new man. She will be happy to have him as her personal coach! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
What did Lord tell me that I need talent? If you have been reading all these while, from begining till now, you will know that previously my sexual experience was degree of pain, depends on if I am horny or not. However, Lord had fully redeemed me as of last try with ex.
Lord has told me the appetite of the new man. To me, it's an eye opening! New area for me to move into. Lord promised to open all my sexual points that He long ago had showed me that I have. He said with that, I will handle this with ease. Glory Glory for His new enjoyment of Life that Lord is blessing me. Glory to Jesus! Praise Jesus! Amen Amen!
Lord said that he is responsible, caring, have a strong shoulder for me to lean, will be around to support me. He said that he will make my family complete, even Jc insecurity will be gone. It makes me realise what a good father could do to a child personality! Thank You Lord that bring this man for me and Jc to be make us whole. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father is such a good God. He knows P is a bad apple in the family. He led him out of my life and bring the 3rd man into my life to make this family whole! Of course, Jesus is in the midst! He is the 2nd man in my Life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! It's like transforming from Law base to Great Grace and then Love personified to show me what is true love. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
These many of years spending with Lord is worthwhile. Everything undesired in my life were thrown out and everying good is coming in. Glory Glory! Yes, with Jesus, blessing is attracted to Jesus! That's what the bible said. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for the blessed life that You blessed me. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Sunday, January 29, 2012
A Match from Heaven
Glory Glory! This is a brand new day for me. Hallelujah! Glory Glory! Today, finally I am sure that I am not getting ex back. Hallelujah! Lord led me to have a peep of my future! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
I did not know that Lord get Pastor Prince to preach this message of Ruth just for me. Hallelujah! Surely, it's kind of weird but it's the truth from Lord. His new life for me. Glory Glory! Time will tell how things end up but surely Jesus is Good! Amen Amen!
I am well blessed even for Jc's birthday celebration. 2nd sister, C, blessed me the eclaire and durian puff, mum gave me the meat for the meat stick and Su blessed me the balloons. Lord taught me new ways of presentation of the food so that the guest could eat with spoon than the normally fork. Lord knew that I had used up the disposable dining fork but I didn't know. So many celebration lately that all got used up.
Blessed that I still have the spoons and Lord gave me ideas to put my food in big cup cake holder and the presentation was neat. Glory Glory! Jc had her fun with her school mates and things were manageable with small party. Cooking easily done by me alone. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I actually had no clue what Lord was preparing for me and I did wonder why church service had to start slightly later. It was when Pastor Prince disclosed that Lord last mintues downloaded new message for him to preach while he was driving to church that the presentation took some time to be load too!
Haha...praise Jesus! Lord can be sure what He wants Pastor Prince to preach but come to human factor, He does have to wait and see. I mean, Lord can give idea for certain person to do something but it's up to the person to decide if s/he wants to do as what the Lord proposed.
So, if someone only decided to follow Lord's prompting last mintues, Lord has no choice but to do the last mintues changes. Glory Glory! I am very sure of this because He set him to sit beside me and had both of us looked into each other eyes! Pastor Prince talked about Ruth was a widow with a mother-in-law to support and Boaz, the bachelor, married her in the end. Glory to Jesus!
I am the divorcee and he is the bachelor. Guess Lord give each of us sometime to digest it. I was thinking that a old man sat beside me but Lord let me to look into his face to see a youthful face and He told me young as a inner voice.
Previously, when I focus on sermon, I only looked ahead but Lord led my side eye to focus on him too. How He did that I don't know as usually I only focus ahead and never really look at the side when the eyes were fixed on the screen. It's weird to have both focus at the same time, to look ahead and at the same time the side also in focus intentionally by the Lord!!! Glory Glory!
I tried to run off as fast as I could after church service but Lord put people in front of me to slow down my speed!! This never happen before!!! It so obvious that I know is His Divine Intervention!!! Have you tried being set up by someone? I definitely being setup by the Lord! Glory Glory!
I asked Him, 'Lord, are You joking?!!', He answered in a cool calm voice, 'No'. It's kind of embarrassing that I want to run away but Lord slowed me down!!! Talk about His Commanded Blessing!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!
No wonder He did not remind me beforehand, otherwise, I surely will go another session! Talk about my Daddy in Heaven trying to match make me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
PS (30/01/2012): Lord led me to youtube to see Pastor Prince 2011 3 requests prayer, when I took out my 2011 wish list, then I realised Lord led me to pray for the new man to appear in Feb!!! Praise Jesus!!!
I did not know that Lord get Pastor Prince to preach this message of Ruth just for me. Hallelujah! Surely, it's kind of weird but it's the truth from Lord. His new life for me. Glory Glory! Time will tell how things end up but surely Jesus is Good! Amen Amen!
I am well blessed even for Jc's birthday celebration. 2nd sister, C, blessed me the eclaire and durian puff, mum gave me the meat for the meat stick and Su blessed me the balloons. Lord taught me new ways of presentation of the food so that the guest could eat with spoon than the normally fork. Lord knew that I had used up the disposable dining fork but I didn't know. So many celebration lately that all got used up.
Blessed that I still have the spoons and Lord gave me ideas to put my food in big cup cake holder and the presentation was neat. Glory Glory! Jc had her fun with her school mates and things were manageable with small party. Cooking easily done by me alone. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I actually had no clue what Lord was preparing for me and I did wonder why church service had to start slightly later. It was when Pastor Prince disclosed that Lord last mintues downloaded new message for him to preach while he was driving to church that the presentation took some time to be load too!
Haha...praise Jesus! Lord can be sure what He wants Pastor Prince to preach but come to human factor, He does have to wait and see. I mean, Lord can give idea for certain person to do something but it's up to the person to decide if s/he wants to do as what the Lord proposed.
So, if someone only decided to follow Lord's prompting last mintues, Lord has no choice but to do the last mintues changes. Glory Glory! I am very sure of this because He set him to sit beside me and had both of us looked into each other eyes! Pastor Prince talked about Ruth was a widow with a mother-in-law to support and Boaz, the bachelor, married her in the end. Glory to Jesus!
I am the divorcee and he is the bachelor. Guess Lord give each of us sometime to digest it. I was thinking that a old man sat beside me but Lord let me to look into his face to see a youthful face and He told me young as a inner voice.
Previously, when I focus on sermon, I only looked ahead but Lord led my side eye to focus on him too. How He did that I don't know as usually I only focus ahead and never really look at the side when the eyes were fixed on the screen. It's weird to have both focus at the same time, to look ahead and at the same time the side also in focus intentionally by the Lord!!! Glory Glory!
I tried to run off as fast as I could after church service but Lord put people in front of me to slow down my speed!! This never happen before!!! It so obvious that I know is His Divine Intervention!!! Have you tried being set up by someone? I definitely being setup by the Lord! Glory Glory!
I asked Him, 'Lord, are You joking?!!', He answered in a cool calm voice, 'No'. It's kind of embarrassing that I want to run away but Lord slowed me down!!! Talk about His Commanded Blessing!!! Hallelujah!!!! Amen Amen!!!
No wonder He did not remind me beforehand, otherwise, I surely will go another session! Talk about my Daddy in Heaven trying to match make me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
PS (30/01/2012): Lord led me to youtube to see Pastor Prince 2011 3 requests prayer, when I took out my 2011 wish list, then I realised Lord led me to pray for the new man to appear in Feb!!! Praise Jesus!!!
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
The Last Dash of the Devil
Kong Xi Fa Chai to my visitor of this blog. May the Good God prosper you to be the light of the world in Jesus Name! Amen!
Life for me this Chinese New Year(CNY) is beyond description. We supposed to have YuSheng but due to the constant attack from SF end, mum totally forgot about it. I checked with sisters and mum and the answer is positive. Mum could not find her apples, eldest sister said her supermarket no honey dew, apple and cucumber.
Mum tried to cook her usually CNY big pots of sweet soup, curry chicken and others. But the whole day through, I had to run twice to the supermarket to get for her the missing item. Come 9pm, still did not have the items needed for the chinese salad, YuShen. But Lord is good! Glory Glory!
He not only get the wet market to prepare the cucumber, He even get the next closes supermarket to be fully stock!!! That's a rare sight during eve of CNY eve. Usually most goods will run out. I went at 9pm and they are still stocking their fruits!!! Praise Jesus! I got red and green apples, I got the honey dew, and all other things that my mum missed. Praise Jesus!
However, the few condiments that supposed to add on the Chinese salad, the packet mum bought has turned bad, praise Jesus that the plum sauce that I have was still good for a more rounded taste! Glory Glory!
But the attack from SF has intensified. After they realise cursed items I threw away, they used me as the local curse. But since Jesus helped me to clear away, they used ex as the localised curse. He tend to spend more time here each week he supposed to have Jc. The curse that flow out of him has grown in intensity. Mum could not take it that she was weaken down. I have to keep on fighting to get them off me.
Now, they even gave the cursed item to Jc and as long as she accepted, the curse come on this home, the intensity was so strong that I had to throw away the localised item. But for ex, how am I to chase him out. Jc wants to stay at home, he jolly well stay longer here to let the devil from his body to radiate out.
I pray to Jesus to remove all those devil from him, but it was so much that I saw many shot out!!! Even with that, he was not fully clear. Lord said no point clear him as he could be loaded with more!
Why they did all that? Last year, I still don't down how to pray as I don't know about charms, locks of souls and the curses. The intensity was so much that I got tired of praying, so I offered to forgo my wife maintenance. Now, ex wants me to get out of this house voluntarily. But since the curse I could easily prayed, they are trying to localise the curse as localise means I could not remove the symtom except when I remove the cursed item.
Tomorrow, ex is going to Thailand. I guess SF going there to get further evil knowledge to harm me. As Thailand is known to have very powerful black magic. Now ex become a carrier of those evil spirits, I am at wit end of how to remove him. As this house is legally his, I could not chase him out! Only way out is to move back to mum place or wait for Lord to bless me a home. Hiaz...
Mum place is not as cosy as this home, so I am not willing to go. What more ex promised that I could stay till Jc finishes her primary school. But guess he is changing his mind!
Lord promised me many times of shifting me out, each time I believe, the end of it is disappointment. It has come to a stage I don't know if I should carry on to believe. Even the disappointment also has become numb. I don't what should I believe.
Lord sent Kenneth Coperland to prophesy that His Blessing will come Suddenly 1st quarter of 2012 in November 2011. He got Pastor TB Joshua to prophesy of His Coming. He leads me to listen to both of them in youtube recently. It sounded as speaking to me but when Lord gives me a date again, I felt cold feet. What to do? Encountered so many years of testing that disappointment become just do not bother about it and just let it past. I become sensitive to Lord giving me a date. Haha...
PS: No wonder Lord told me ex soul was sold to the devil, he is just like a carrier of the works of devil. Do you believe this man is what Lord going to bring back to me? Yes, I know Lord is I M POSSIBLE! I know nothing is beyond HIM, but, do I still want this man?
To take him back after he was used by the devil, I need a heart as big as the Lord!
Life for me this Chinese New Year(CNY) is beyond description. We supposed to have YuSheng but due to the constant attack from SF end, mum totally forgot about it. I checked with sisters and mum and the answer is positive. Mum could not find her apples, eldest sister said her supermarket no honey dew, apple and cucumber.
Mum tried to cook her usually CNY big pots of sweet soup, curry chicken and others. But the whole day through, I had to run twice to the supermarket to get for her the missing item. Come 9pm, still did not have the items needed for the chinese salad, YuShen. But Lord is good! Glory Glory!
He not only get the wet market to prepare the cucumber, He even get the next closes supermarket to be fully stock!!! That's a rare sight during eve of CNY eve. Usually most goods will run out. I went at 9pm and they are still stocking their fruits!!! Praise Jesus! I got red and green apples, I got the honey dew, and all other things that my mum missed. Praise Jesus!
However, the few condiments that supposed to add on the Chinese salad, the packet mum bought has turned bad, praise Jesus that the plum sauce that I have was still good for a more rounded taste! Glory Glory!
But the attack from SF has intensified. After they realise cursed items I threw away, they used me as the local curse. But since Jesus helped me to clear away, they used ex as the localised curse. He tend to spend more time here each week he supposed to have Jc. The curse that flow out of him has grown in intensity. Mum could not take it that she was weaken down. I have to keep on fighting to get them off me.
Now, they even gave the cursed item to Jc and as long as she accepted, the curse come on this home, the intensity was so strong that I had to throw away the localised item. But for ex, how am I to chase him out. Jc wants to stay at home, he jolly well stay longer here to let the devil from his body to radiate out.
I pray to Jesus to remove all those devil from him, but it was so much that I saw many shot out!!! Even with that, he was not fully clear. Lord said no point clear him as he could be loaded with more!
Why they did all that? Last year, I still don't down how to pray as I don't know about charms, locks of souls and the curses. The intensity was so much that I got tired of praying, so I offered to forgo my wife maintenance. Now, ex wants me to get out of this house voluntarily. But since the curse I could easily prayed, they are trying to localise the curse as localise means I could not remove the symtom except when I remove the cursed item.
Tomorrow, ex is going to Thailand. I guess SF going there to get further evil knowledge to harm me. As Thailand is known to have very powerful black magic. Now ex become a carrier of those evil spirits, I am at wit end of how to remove him. As this house is legally his, I could not chase him out! Only way out is to move back to mum place or wait for Lord to bless me a home. Hiaz...
Mum place is not as cosy as this home, so I am not willing to go. What more ex promised that I could stay till Jc finishes her primary school. But guess he is changing his mind!
Lord promised me many times of shifting me out, each time I believe, the end of it is disappointment. It has come to a stage I don't know if I should carry on to believe. Even the disappointment also has become numb. I don't what should I believe.
Lord sent Kenneth Coperland to prophesy that His Blessing will come Suddenly 1st quarter of 2012 in November 2011. He got Pastor TB Joshua to prophesy of His Coming. He leads me to listen to both of them in youtube recently. It sounded as speaking to me but when Lord gives me a date again, I felt cold feet. What to do? Encountered so many years of testing that disappointment become just do not bother about it and just let it past. I become sensitive to Lord giving me a date. Haha...
PS: No wonder Lord told me ex soul was sold to the devil, he is just like a carrier of the works of devil. Do you believe this man is what Lord going to bring back to me? Yes, I know Lord is I M POSSIBLE! I know nothing is beyond HIM, but, do I still want this man?
To take him back after he was used by the devil, I need a heart as big as the Lord!
Sunday, January 22, 2012
The Starting of another phase of My Life
With the Chinese New Year just 2 days away, I am facing a new attack from ex. He supposed to come on Tuesday but he came this afternoon. For what purpose? To deliver another cursed oranges. I thank God that I have Lord who warned me about it.
Last week, when time for him to go off, he checked if I packed all the Christmas decoration into the Christmas Tree box. I told him yes, but actually, Lord did warn me about the few cursed items and I had thrown them away. Glory to Jesus!
Whole week, they tried to curse me from remote and even from another house but to no available. Lord always removed them for me. Glory to Jesus. They find their power is useless on me and today, ex came to deliver again. Mum said he was doing something with his hands behind my back. I did not bother about him so far as I thought he did not know any form of placing curse.
Lord did tell me he sold his soul to the devil. I did not realise that he did learn some magic art. As they know I throw away all cursed item, he today did a localise curse on me. As I could not throw myself away, I am struck! But Blessed is me who has the Lord with me! Glory Glory!
I cried to Abba Father and finally this evening, He helped me to clear it. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen! Guess Lord is showing them no matter what they try, they could not hide their evil from Him who knows all. Glory Glory!
This ex, from bad to worst and now to evil. Hiaz, devil uses him greatly to attack me and this stupid man let himself be his tool. If ever he wants to beg for my forgiveness, he better confess all that he had done to me and give me a full apologisation. Otherwise, I will not accept him for sure. He owes me a full explanation!!!
Abba Father is so good, He forever by my side leading and guiding me. Hallelujah! He did not let me fall. No matter how devil tried new way, Lord let me learn the new way of prayer to come against them. Glory Glory!
So, going thru trials is a form of acquire new knowledge in the Lord. Glory Glory! Abba has been faith to me all these years. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My love, my darling, surely you will survive this attack on your life again. Abba will make sure you survive and I will surely judge the devil one day. Time is running out on them. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Last week, when time for him to go off, he checked if I packed all the Christmas decoration into the Christmas Tree box. I told him yes, but actually, Lord did warn me about the few cursed items and I had thrown them away. Glory to Jesus!
Whole week, they tried to curse me from remote and even from another house but to no available. Lord always removed them for me. Glory to Jesus. They find their power is useless on me and today, ex came to deliver again. Mum said he was doing something with his hands behind my back. I did not bother about him so far as I thought he did not know any form of placing curse.
Lord did tell me he sold his soul to the devil. I did not realise that he did learn some magic art. As they know I throw away all cursed item, he today did a localise curse on me. As I could not throw myself away, I am struck! But Blessed is me who has the Lord with me! Glory Glory!
I cried to Abba Father and finally this evening, He helped me to clear it. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen! Guess Lord is showing them no matter what they try, they could not hide their evil from Him who knows all. Glory Glory!
This ex, from bad to worst and now to evil. Hiaz, devil uses him greatly to attack me and this stupid man let himself be his tool. If ever he wants to beg for my forgiveness, he better confess all that he had done to me and give me a full apologisation. Otherwise, I will not accept him for sure. He owes me a full explanation!!!
Abba Father is so good, He forever by my side leading and guiding me. Hallelujah! He did not let me fall. No matter how devil tried new way, Lord let me learn the new way of prayer to come against them. Glory Glory!
So, going thru trials is a form of acquire new knowledge in the Lord. Glory Glory! Abba has been faith to me all these years. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My love, my darling, surely you will survive this attack on your life again. Abba will make sure you survive and I will surely judge the devil one day. Time is running out on them. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Monday, January 16, 2012
The Life of Christ
I came out of church service so happy and glad. This year prophensy is on Psalm 112 and the Psalm is good. Pastor Prince led us through Psalm 43 onwards to see the holocaust of the Jews to Psalm 45 to see the end of suffering and deliverance. He also led us to Psalm 107 to see the Gulf War in 2007. Everything is as the bible said so. Glory Glory!
No wonder Lord is leading New Creation Church and Dr Cindy Trimm is leading many others children of Lord to mediate the word of Christ. Yes, as Dr Trimm said, meditation is Lord talking to the child of God. Worship is the child of God talking to Him, Abba Father and Lord Jesus! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
All these years of meditation have lifted me up high. From Dr Trimm, I realised the High ways of Heaven is the path of righteous that Lord leads us to walk in Psalm 23. As we rest upon Him and walk in His Sabah, His Rest, we are lifted up high to walk through the path of acceleration through these paths of Righteousness.
We concentrate on meditation and Lord do the part of lifting us up to walk the paths of Highways. These Highways is like those highways we have in modern cities. It leads us to reach destination in Christ Jesus faster than others. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This year of Fruitfulness unceasingly is for those that looking to Jesus and walking towards Him. For blessings are attracted to Jesus. In Him is all the wealth and all the might to do His Work. It's only those who are faithful and looking to Jesus, beholding His Face, all knowledge of Him, that one grows spiritually. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba is pouring Great blessings from His Open Heaven to those that respond to this call. Glory Glory! He wants to let the whole world knows that blessing is in the Lord, not outside. Surely His blessing is a lot better and there is nothing bad about it. Glory Glory!
The Time is Here and the Time is Now. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Go read the Psalm for the next few years, from Psalm 112 – 115 and you will understands why Lord is bringing great blessing to the gentiles. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My love, my daring, yes, this is the Year of the Great Blessing. I am opening my Heaven to pour all the Goodness on those that walk close to me. Those that keen to talk to me. I am pouring, pouring what the world is looking for. You will never see this again after this season. It is a short time frame that I am pouring. Only those faithful and walk closely shall be rewarded. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
End
Thank You, Lord!, my lovely Abba Father! Amen Amen!
No wonder Lord is leading New Creation Church and Dr Cindy Trimm is leading many others children of Lord to mediate the word of Christ. Yes, as Dr Trimm said, meditation is Lord talking to the child of God. Worship is the child of God talking to Him, Abba Father and Lord Jesus! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
All these years of meditation have lifted me up high. From Dr Trimm, I realised the High ways of Heaven is the path of righteous that Lord leads us to walk in Psalm 23. As we rest upon Him and walk in His Sabah, His Rest, we are lifted up high to walk through the path of acceleration through these paths of Righteousness.
We concentrate on meditation and Lord do the part of lifting us up to walk the paths of Highways. These Highways is like those highways we have in modern cities. It leads us to reach destination in Christ Jesus faster than others. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This year of Fruitfulness unceasingly is for those that looking to Jesus and walking towards Him. For blessings are attracted to Jesus. In Him is all the wealth and all the might to do His Work. It's only those who are faithful and looking to Jesus, beholding His Face, all knowledge of Him, that one grows spiritually. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba is pouring Great blessings from His Open Heaven to those that respond to this call. Glory Glory! He wants to let the whole world knows that blessing is in the Lord, not outside. Surely His blessing is a lot better and there is nothing bad about it. Glory Glory!
The Time is Here and the Time is Now. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Go read the Psalm for the next few years, from Psalm 112 – 115 and you will understands why Lord is bringing great blessing to the gentiles. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My love, my daring, yes, this is the Year of the Great Blessing. I am opening my Heaven to pour all the Goodness on those that walk close to me. Those that keen to talk to me. I am pouring, pouring what the world is looking for. You will never see this again after this season. It is a short time frame that I am pouring. Only those faithful and walk closely shall be rewarded. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
End
Thank You, Lord!, my lovely Abba Father! Amen Amen!
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Confirming My Walk with Lord
Ever since Lord led me to walk this path with Him, I could only obeyed His Prompting but as I am doing this alone, I do like to have a confirming voice. But there is no one I could approach to do that. Many people including caregroup leaders doubted me, even now Su also doubted me. But Lord is faithful. Glory Glory!
This week, Lord gets Sid Roth to post his interview with Dr Cindy Trimm. After watching the interview, I went to youtube to search for her since she said could see Lord's miracle from there. This checking of Lord's miracle led me to watch a 13 parts series on 'Prophetess Juanita Bynum & Dr. Cindy Trimm – Women on the Front Line'. Glory to Jesus!
The first part was talking about our dominion in Kingdom of God. The 2nd portion is talking about Lord and His Leading. Through listening to these 13 series, I had a better undering of the dimensions, the realms, the kingdoms. Glory Glory!
Through the 2nd part of the 13 series, even though Dr Trimm was lifting up the congregation to handle the things of Lord, I could understood all that she said as I had been through all that. It was nice to have a confirmation that I am walking the right path! Glory to Jesus! At least I did not understand Lord's leading wrongly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Yes, this path is alone but not lonely. Afterall, the high calling have a different anointing. There is such thing as protocol and things works in ranks and orders. Dr Trimm said that people of high ranking cannot go mingle with people of low ranking, otherwise, the whole structure will collapses. She said that man can look at one and don't know how high that person is ranked spiritually!
No wonder Lord said in future my friend is just my spouse. Dr Trimm said that a high ranking could only talk to high ranking. If a low ranking meet a high ranking person, their meeting is just a short while. She uses Saul visit to Sammuel as the example.
I listened to these 13 series for 3 times before I get a good understanding of the worlds around me. Surely, to stand in dominion, one have to listen to them and get a good understanding about it. I am glad that someone repost it in youtube again so that I could catch this series of 2 sermons, which originally was from 2008.
Interestingly, it co-incides quite closely to Lord's leading of me. I was so focused on Lord then that I did not go youtube and did not know Dr Cindy Trimm then. Lord do knows when to bring the right person to me so that I could learn from them. Glory Glory!
This seems to be my final stage of brewing in the Lord. Let see when Lord leads me out for His Glory! I am excited for that moment. After patiently seats upon Lord and wait for Him, my patience is getting thinner and thinner that I do wonder if all these is real. Lord gets Dr Trimm to boost my confidence in Him again! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
After last few years of moving in the spirit realm, I am glad to move back to the earth realm to do some baking again. Past few years had been buying commercial Chinese New Year cookies that I am sick of them. Yes, finally, I had put my hand into baking something. I had baked and finished eating the pineapple tarts. Today just baked 2 batches of almond cookies. Hope I have some time left for the dragon cookies.
Chinese New Year is just a week from now. Next Sunday, will be the Reunion dinner. I will be having the dinner with eldest family, my brother's family and my famiy and mum. I just received my Happycall pans. Hope to put it in use for some cooking. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It's a New Year and a New Beginning. I am looking forward to be unceasingly fruitfulness in the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This week, Lord gets Sid Roth to post his interview with Dr Cindy Trimm. After watching the interview, I went to youtube to search for her since she said could see Lord's miracle from there. This checking of Lord's miracle led me to watch a 13 parts series on 'Prophetess Juanita Bynum & Dr. Cindy Trimm – Women on the Front Line'. Glory to Jesus!
The first part was talking about our dominion in Kingdom of God. The 2nd portion is talking about Lord and His Leading. Through listening to these 13 series, I had a better undering of the dimensions, the realms, the kingdoms. Glory Glory!
Through the 2nd part of the 13 series, even though Dr Trimm was lifting up the congregation to handle the things of Lord, I could understood all that she said as I had been through all that. It was nice to have a confirmation that I am walking the right path! Glory to Jesus! At least I did not understand Lord's leading wrongly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Yes, this path is alone but not lonely. Afterall, the high calling have a different anointing. There is such thing as protocol and things works in ranks and orders. Dr Trimm said that people of high ranking cannot go mingle with people of low ranking, otherwise, the whole structure will collapses. She said that man can look at one and don't know how high that person is ranked spiritually!
No wonder Lord said in future my friend is just my spouse. Dr Trimm said that a high ranking could only talk to high ranking. If a low ranking meet a high ranking person, their meeting is just a short while. She uses Saul visit to Sammuel as the example.
I listened to these 13 series for 3 times before I get a good understanding of the worlds around me. Surely, to stand in dominion, one have to listen to them and get a good understanding about it. I am glad that someone repost it in youtube again so that I could catch this series of 2 sermons, which originally was from 2008.
Interestingly, it co-incides quite closely to Lord's leading of me. I was so focused on Lord then that I did not go youtube and did not know Dr Cindy Trimm then. Lord do knows when to bring the right person to me so that I could learn from them. Glory Glory!
This seems to be my final stage of brewing in the Lord. Let see when Lord leads me out for His Glory! I am excited for that moment. After patiently seats upon Lord and wait for Him, my patience is getting thinner and thinner that I do wonder if all these is real. Lord gets Dr Trimm to boost my confidence in Him again! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
After last few years of moving in the spirit realm, I am glad to move back to the earth realm to do some baking again. Past few years had been buying commercial Chinese New Year cookies that I am sick of them. Yes, finally, I had put my hand into baking something. I had baked and finished eating the pineapple tarts. Today just baked 2 batches of almond cookies. Hope I have some time left for the dragon cookies.
Chinese New Year is just a week from now. Next Sunday, will be the Reunion dinner. I will be having the dinner with eldest family, my brother's family and my famiy and mum. I just received my Happycall pans. Hope to put it in use for some cooking. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It's a New Year and a New Beginning. I am looking forward to be unceasingly fruitfulness in the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
The Tongue
So far, I learn that the Rest of Jesus died to give me is Spirit directed activities. That means we go around yolking with the Lord and do not worry nor be afraid.
I thought this is the only Rest that the bible said. I am surprised that when I meditating Isaiah, I saw another Rest that hardly preached about. Most of the time it is interpreted as edifying self and others. Rightly so it is, but it was only now that I realise it is Rest in Christ too. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Nowadays I am using my One New Man bible to meditate, so if the verse not exactly the same as yours, don't despair. This is the direct translation from Hebrew by the author, William J. Morford. Glory Glory!
Isaiah 28:10-12:
'10 For command must be upon command, command upon command; line upon line; here a little, there a little, 11 for He will speak to this people with stammering lips and another tongue.
12 To whom He said, This is the Rest with which you may cause the weary to rest and this is the refreshing,'
Many months and years ago, when I was a fresh, new Christian, I was baptised in the spirit on the 2nd day of accepting Christ. As I was fighting the fear and the presence of devil in my life strongly, I prayed in tongues almost wherever I went. Glory to Jesus!
During that period of time, mental illness of lossing my understanding was slowly restored, my distorted sexual desire, was straightened. My fear was gone, I was delivered in 3 months of the oppression. Many changes came into me, I was restored to the New Creation that Lord has created me. Glory Glory!
Overtime, as I get better, and learnt more, devil tried to stop my pray in tongues, then he tried to stop my worshipping of Jesus. Then he tried to stop my daily prayer. With all these delayed or lost, that's how the attack came strongly on me. Long ago, he could not penetrate me at all as I was strong in the Lord.
However, Lord is letting me realise what I have been missing again, so I am picking them up again to return to my Rest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Surely, in Him is all the Rest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I thought this is the only Rest that the bible said. I am surprised that when I meditating Isaiah, I saw another Rest that hardly preached about. Most of the time it is interpreted as edifying self and others. Rightly so it is, but it was only now that I realise it is Rest in Christ too. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Nowadays I am using my One New Man bible to meditate, so if the verse not exactly the same as yours, don't despair. This is the direct translation from Hebrew by the author, William J. Morford. Glory Glory!
Isaiah 28:10-12:
'10 For command must be upon command, command upon command; line upon line; here a little, there a little, 11 for He will speak to this people with stammering lips and another tongue.
12 To whom He said, This is the Rest with which you may cause the weary to rest and this is the refreshing,'
Many months and years ago, when I was a fresh, new Christian, I was baptised in the spirit on the 2nd day of accepting Christ. As I was fighting the fear and the presence of devil in my life strongly, I prayed in tongues almost wherever I went. Glory to Jesus!
During that period of time, mental illness of lossing my understanding was slowly restored, my distorted sexual desire, was straightened. My fear was gone, I was delivered in 3 months of the oppression. Many changes came into me, I was restored to the New Creation that Lord has created me. Glory Glory!
Overtime, as I get better, and learnt more, devil tried to stop my pray in tongues, then he tried to stop my worshipping of Jesus. Then he tried to stop my daily prayer. With all these delayed or lost, that's how the attack came strongly on me. Long ago, he could not penetrate me at all as I was strong in the Lord.
However, Lord is letting me realise what I have been missing again, so I am picking them up again to return to my Rest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Surely, in Him is all the Rest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, January 8, 2012
The Begining of the Begining
This morning, I was still sad from all that happened during Christmas. Attack still rain on me and I asked Lord to help me during the worship. Lord led me to cry. I actually had forgotten to cry over such a prolong period of attack.
Mainly, they tried to block me from worship, from understanding sermons and from prayer. But Lord is still good. He always help me to clear the attack even all the bodily pain. After I cried in Church, when I reached home and played the worship songs again, Lord led me through another round of crying. After all that, He said I am being set free. This is a good weapon Lord blessed me. Usually, I could cry my problem out and then I am relieved. This is the inborn nature of mine. Glory to Him! Amen Amen!
Ex tried his best to be the nice man again. Never see such a man, after trying to kill me, tried to attract my attention again. I don't mind unfaithfulness as I know Lord can change him, I don't mind he being led astray as I know Lord can pull him back. But to participate in the process and still so happy and eager about it. That's the end to all form of goodwill. I am not a saint that I could take any form of shooting and still smile happily to the enemy. This finally put my heart totally dead to him. Never will I want such man again. Out of question!
Previously, no matter how I disliked and angry over him, I could pray to Lord to remove all my anger and unforgiveness and I could still smile and be nice to him. Today, even I asked Lord to remove my anger and my unforgiveness, I am not talking to him anymore. Even at the door, he had the keys but he rather press the door bell to let me open for him as a form of submission. Today, I just unlock the extra lock and let him open the gate himself. Enough is enough, that's what I am telling him.
Lord is good, He never let me face the situation without an opening to go for. He said he will give me a house to shift in, so I need not leave here with head down! Lord has lifted my head up high! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am so glad to have Jesus with me to walk this dark path. Without Him, I would have been a weak lady with no help to go for. But, Lord led me to Him so that I could be saved at each life threatening situations. Lord is always to rescue me when I prayed to Him. Even in cases I totally out of control, He always come through to pray for me automatically. He did not let me fall into the hands of the evil one. He is such a Wonderful Daddy. Without Him, I really could not imagine where will I be now. Glorious that He is forever the same God. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
PS(9/1/2012): I should not say I never want this man again. For Lord Jesus is the God of I M Possible. With this, if Lord wants to bring him back to me again, I shall obey Him! Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
Mainly, they tried to block me from worship, from understanding sermons and from prayer. But Lord is still good. He always help me to clear the attack even all the bodily pain. After I cried in Church, when I reached home and played the worship songs again, Lord led me through another round of crying. After all that, He said I am being set free. This is a good weapon Lord blessed me. Usually, I could cry my problem out and then I am relieved. This is the inborn nature of mine. Glory to Him! Amen Amen!
Ex tried his best to be the nice man again. Never see such a man, after trying to kill me, tried to attract my attention again. I don't mind unfaithfulness as I know Lord can change him, I don't mind he being led astray as I know Lord can pull him back. But to participate in the process and still so happy and eager about it. That's the end to all form of goodwill. I am not a saint that I could take any form of shooting and still smile happily to the enemy. This finally put my heart totally dead to him. Never will I want such man again. Out of question!
Previously, no matter how I disliked and angry over him, I could pray to Lord to remove all my anger and unforgiveness and I could still smile and be nice to him. Today, even I asked Lord to remove my anger and my unforgiveness, I am not talking to him anymore. Even at the door, he had the keys but he rather press the door bell to let me open for him as a form of submission. Today, I just unlock the extra lock and let him open the gate himself. Enough is enough, that's what I am telling him.
Lord is good, He never let me face the situation without an opening to go for. He said he will give me a house to shift in, so I need not leave here with head down! Lord has lifted my head up high! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am so glad to have Jesus with me to walk this dark path. Without Him, I would have been a weak lady with no help to go for. But, Lord led me to Him so that I could be saved at each life threatening situations. Lord is always to rescue me when I prayed to Him. Even in cases I totally out of control, He always come through to pray for me automatically. He did not let me fall into the hands of the evil one. He is such a Wonderful Daddy. Without Him, I really could not imagine where will I be now. Glorious that He is forever the same God. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
PS(9/1/2012): I should not say I never want this man again. For Lord Jesus is the God of I M Possible. With this, if Lord wants to bring him back to me again, I shall obey Him! Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
Friday, January 6, 2012
Life
My life would be dead long ago if not for Lord is with me. I am really glad that Lord is my Life. To be alive, is sometime a wonder why people take life so easily.
I could not understand, for the sake of taking over this house, ex don't mind use black magic to kill me. Of today, finally cleared of all the Christ Decorations. There were different curse in all the things that he brought here. To see him gladly decorating then is like he is so glad to see me go. This kind of thoughts I wonder how it get into him. Is it SF showed him how easy he could done on his ex that my ex follow suit or what. I really don't understand.
Now that it is clear that he is participating in it, no wonder SF had my handphone no. That they tried calling and the next blocked call will be a curse. The first time I answered and saw the black man coming into my house. Subsequently, I did not answer any blocked call and they could not curse me through that. That is why the Christmas plan was formed.
I am glad I have Lord, who is a alive God. He knows what is coming and what devil is planning. It never surprise Him. I know He could block the attack if He wants, but He let me experienced it. Why? You may ask. Well, previously my emotion was still tie to this apartment. After all the curse, all the emotional desire was totally gone for good. Ex also totally gone for good. I never ever want him in my life anymore. SF is his close buddy, never know what new ideas he would teach him. I am glad that Lord led me out even before I realise how bad he was.
Imagine, even before talks about marriage breaking down, he already cursing me through food. I wonder is it my mistake to get my friend to get her husband to recommend ex to that company some years back. If I did not, maybe such won't happen. But, no point talking about it again. This man do not appreciate any goodwill done for him. For the sake of material gains, he could do such, I wonder what he won't do.
I am glad that I walk closely with Lord. Things I do not know, He knows. As I walk closely with Him, He wants to bless me a Good Life and as such, He leads me out of this bad marriage. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Ex was telling me last week, as long as I get out of this house, he at most need to pay me $1500, cheaper than his rental of a 4 room apartment at $1700. That is why he is doing all these. Previously when he didn't want to pay me the maintenance, he did the same thing too. I prayed to Lord till tired that was why I agreed to his demand. He is using the same trick again to get me to submit to him.
Lord is good. He has a house prepared for me that He told me He is moving me out as the next round of attack might take my life. I am glad that I have Abba with me. With Him around, He always gives me solution. His Solution is easy for His Yoke is always light! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I could not understand, for the sake of taking over this house, ex don't mind use black magic to kill me. Of today, finally cleared of all the Christ Decorations. There were different curse in all the things that he brought here. To see him gladly decorating then is like he is so glad to see me go. This kind of thoughts I wonder how it get into him. Is it SF showed him how easy he could done on his ex that my ex follow suit or what. I really don't understand.
Now that it is clear that he is participating in it, no wonder SF had my handphone no. That they tried calling and the next blocked call will be a curse. The first time I answered and saw the black man coming into my house. Subsequently, I did not answer any blocked call and they could not curse me through that. That is why the Christmas plan was formed.
I am glad I have Lord, who is a alive God. He knows what is coming and what devil is planning. It never surprise Him. I know He could block the attack if He wants, but He let me experienced it. Why? You may ask. Well, previously my emotion was still tie to this apartment. After all the curse, all the emotional desire was totally gone for good. Ex also totally gone for good. I never ever want him in my life anymore. SF is his close buddy, never know what new ideas he would teach him. I am glad that Lord led me out even before I realise how bad he was.
Imagine, even before talks about marriage breaking down, he already cursing me through food. I wonder is it my mistake to get my friend to get her husband to recommend ex to that company some years back. If I did not, maybe such won't happen. But, no point talking about it again. This man do not appreciate any goodwill done for him. For the sake of material gains, he could do such, I wonder what he won't do.
I am glad that I walk closely with Lord. Things I do not know, He knows. As I walk closely with Him, He wants to bless me a Good Life and as such, He leads me out of this bad marriage. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Ex was telling me last week, as long as I get out of this house, he at most need to pay me $1500, cheaper than his rental of a 4 room apartment at $1700. That is why he is doing all these. Previously when he didn't want to pay me the maintenance, he did the same thing too. I prayed to Lord till tired that was why I agreed to his demand. He is using the same trick again to get me to submit to him.
Lord is good. He has a house prepared for me that He told me He is moving me out as the next round of attack might take my life. I am glad that I have Abba with me. With Him around, He always gives me solution. His Solution is easy for His Yoke is always light! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, January 2, 2012
The Year of Abundance
I am glad that the theme for New Creation Church is Unceasing Fruitfulness. Pastor Prince disclosed that there are 12 types of fruits. Glory Glory!
Lord has revealed to me His blessings are going to spread for the 12 months period. Just like the tsunami of the devil, but this is the tsunami of God's Blessings. Glory Glory! Who are they who will get them, those who are faithful to Him, reading His Words and talking to Him through meditations! Glory Glory!
Pastor Prince has stressed on this meditation since last year. This year is still the same topic. Lord wants His children of God to be closely develop a relationship with Him. He does not want a seat warmer every weekends. He wants a daily fellowship! Being someone closer than the person closest to each and everyone of His Children of God, He wants the fellowship like of the past when He went to the garden to fellowship with Adam and Eve, even to Abel and Cain! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My love, my darling, Abble is very glad you help me to post this. Yes, I want to tell My Children of God to harken closely to Me. Those who get close will enjoy the fruit of the Garden of Eden. It's for those who seriously sincerely want to fellowship with me. Glory Glory!
I, the God Almighty, could see the heart of man. One who pretend and one who really is for Me. Those that really for Me, even if they could not finish the reading the bible or meditation, as long as their hearts is for me, I will bless them. This is for My Glory and for Jesus Coming. I am going to open My Floodgate of Heaven to pour Great Blessings to My Children, who love Me much. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even if you come late, no worries, I would still be pouring after the 12 months. But these 12 months are special. It is for Jesus Coming and it shall not repeat again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
End
Lord has revealed to me His blessings are going to spread for the 12 months period. Just like the tsunami of the devil, but this is the tsunami of God's Blessings. Glory Glory! Who are they who will get them, those who are faithful to Him, reading His Words and talking to Him through meditations! Glory Glory!
Pastor Prince has stressed on this meditation since last year. This year is still the same topic. Lord wants His children of God to be closely develop a relationship with Him. He does not want a seat warmer every weekends. He wants a daily fellowship! Being someone closer than the person closest to each and everyone of His Children of God, He wants the fellowship like of the past when He went to the garden to fellowship with Adam and Eve, even to Abel and Cain! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My love, my darling, Abble is very glad you help me to post this. Yes, I want to tell My Children of God to harken closely to Me. Those who get close will enjoy the fruit of the Garden of Eden. It's for those who seriously sincerely want to fellowship with me. Glory Glory!
I, the God Almighty, could see the heart of man. One who pretend and one who really is for Me. Those that really for Me, even if they could not finish the reading the bible or meditation, as long as their hearts is for me, I will bless them. This is for My Glory and for Jesus Coming. I am going to open My Floodgate of Heaven to pour Great Blessings to My Children, who love Me much. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even if you come late, no worries, I would still be pouring after the 12 months. But these 12 months are special. It is for Jesus Coming and it shall not repeat again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
End
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