Saturday, January 31, 2009

The Seed

Yesterday evening, I was listening to this sermon, ' The Promise Seed and Your Inheritance', Sunday service 23rd Dec 2007. At that service, Pastor Prince shared that Lord blessing us Deuteronomy 28 blessings. We could get it because Lord Jesus, the seed that opens the way to heaven, to His Righteousness and to the Promise that Daddy God gives to Abraham, who existed before the Law.

This morning, as I was praying in the spirit, Lord leads me to recall about Lord Jesus is the seed that opens the way to our good life in Him. Lord let me realised that it's all by Lord Jesus alone that we get blessed freely.

Long ago, before I know the Lord, I heard from a sermon that we must do something to get our blessing. At that time, I ask God what should I do. As I opened the bible, John 6:29 'Jesus answered, “The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.” At that time, the word 'BELIEVE' jumped out at me. That leads me to realise that to get blessed, is to believe all that was taught to me by the pastors in NCC. That's how I have been receiving and believing.

Through this believing, my thoughts slowly changes, to the ways of life that was taught by NCC. I did not realise that I was focusing on Jesus all these while. The thing is, Lord anointed Pastor Prince to reveal about Jesus. Through him, I learned and still learning more and more about Jesus Christ and live the way that was taught.

John 14:23 'If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.' 24 'He who does not love me will not obey my teaching.' Even though I was listening to lots of sermons and following the life that Lord specified, I did not realise that I was fulfilling this scripture. Praise the Lord!

John 15:9 'As the Father has love me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.' 10 'If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love.' Just by learning more about how Jesus loves me, this part get fulfilled by the Grace of Lord easily.

John 15:15 '...I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.' Su has a joyful, fun time joking with Lord, while I am the more serious one with Him. :D

John 15:16 '...I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit – fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name.' Praise the Lord, this is what is familiar with Su and me. Whenever we have needs and seek help from the Lord, He always helps us to solve our problems. Thank You, Daddy God, Abba Father, praise You!

Lord Jesus, thank You for Your leading. As I and Su learn more and more about You, Holy Spirit comes and be with us as our thoughts and our hearts receive and believe all about you. Thank You that You have said that we are in Your Heart. Through test of faith in the daily walk, You now said we are on Your Right hand. As disclosed by Pastor Prince long ago, we first know of Your love through waving the breast of Lord Jesus to Father God. As we walk in this love, Lord gives us His Thigh, His Power to let Him leads us to greater height.

Father God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, I know I am just a breath. Thank You that through Your leading, Su and I will do mighty thing for You. For it is not us doing, but You, Lord, You are the one coming through us to perform the signs and wonders. Praise the Lord! Hallelujah!!! Amen & Amen!!!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Planting Ground

Lord Jesus tells us the parables of the sowers and the different grounds that exist. Have you ever wonder what ground are you? How can you receive the seeds of the word of Christ?

On the way home from church service on Friday, I was in the shuttle bus sitting with a baby Christian of 1+ month old. I was telling her how to stand in the word 'I am the Righteousness of God in Christ'. She has problem remembering this verse. Through Lord's leading, and He leads me to recall my initial baby stage, to write about this post.

I was telling her about initially, even proclaiming the word, I did not feel anything about the word at all. Yes, that's was my encounter months ago, when I was just a baby Christian coming face to face with the word of Christ. I did not have any feeling for it, they are just words to me.

I was wondering how to bring this verse, 'I am the Righteousness of God in Christ', into life in me. I was writing this verse on a piece of paper and put it visible to me in front of the computer. Day in day out, I looked at this verse. I do not how long I have been sowing this verse into me as I come face to face with it daily. Just like a person, first time you see him/her, they are stranger to you. As you meet this person daily, slowly something develop in you that you feel that you and this person can be acquaintance.

The word of Christ is the same. The more you hear it or the more you see it and just receive it into you, sowing is happening. Slowly, overtime, when you proclaiming it out, you will feel there is power in the word, for you have sow the word into the spirit.

As we receive Christ into our lives, Lord gives us a piece of Good Ground to work on. How well you use your own piece of ground is all up to you, your choice. What words you want to plant into Him or all the world news and the happening around you that you want to plant into this ground, it's all up to you, you are the owner of this land, the Holy Spirit in you.

You might wonder why you did not hear much or feel much of the Spirit and why someone like me and Su, we claimed that Lord speak through us. It's by this daily sowing into the Spirit, you slowly get to know the Lord that is within you. The more you sow into Him, the more He could come out to lead you. The more you want to know Him, the more He will surely lead you to know Him.

Lord do not wait till you know Him well to bless you. As long as you have a heart for Him, each stage that you walk with Him, sowing daily the word of Christ, more and more He will lead you and you will also find that prayers get answered easily.

Father loves us so much that He open the way through Lord Jesus for us to come close to Him, so close He opened the way that Lord is with us daily. He makes His words easily available to us so that we can choose what we want to plant into our ground.

For me, over time, it becomes automatic that I know I am the Righteousness of God in Christ. I used to have problem believing that Lord will surely bless me. Then I encountered this verse, Psalm 89:34 ' My covenant I will not break, nor alter the word that has gone out of My lips.' I put this into my daily prayer list and praying it daily. I don't know when, but faith just grow in me that I know that Daddy God will surely bless me richly.

Now, Lord is leading me to meditate daily that more word of Christ is being planted into the good ground and when time in need, Lord brings up the right word for me to stand in faith to counter the disbelieve of that moment. It all because the words were sowed into Him that He could bring it up for me to use, and when I declare it out with my mouth and believe it, Lord show me signs and wonders to remain in His Peace.

Father God, Abba, I pray that your sheep will read this post with purity of unblock heart and receive this into them, so that they can be good ground for You to work Mightily in their life. I pray in Jesus Almighty Name, Amen!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen & Amen!!!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Greeting

Dear Sisters and Brothers in Christ,

May the Lord, our Heavenly Abba, greatly bless you in the Acceptable Year of the Lord. May You prosper abunduntly above all that you have and ever seen. May the Dew of Heaven pour strongly on you. May the Abrahamic blessing flows to you and be with you. May Your hearts grows more and more with the Love of Lord Jesus.

In Jesus Almighty Name, I pray. Amen!!!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

The Glory of Lord Jesus III

I didn't know Lord Jesus suffered so much for me till today sermon by Pastor Lian. She was wondering about the oil component in the offerings. The wine and the bread represents Lord Jesus blood and fresh. From what we learnt from Pastor Prince, the oil is crushed from olive. Olive was crushed to produce oil. Somehow, I still could not link it to Lord Jesus suffering at the cross. Pastor Prince always says that the thigh is the best parts of Jesus that sends frangrant sense to Daddy God. I always imagined this as the uncooked version of fat that is present in the meat I cook, I could not see Lord Jesus suffering there.

Glory to Lord Jesus, today sermon really opened my eyes. Pastor Lian was meditating the element of oil with her group of friends. One of them mentioned to her that when food is BBQ, they produced oil. The fat is converted to oil. Finally, I could see how Lord suffered at the cross for me. He was burnt till so cooked that the fat melt down into oil. The anointed oil that protects us and our surrounding when we apply it. Glory to Lord Jesus!!! Hallelujah that He did such a Perfect Job for me that through Him, I have the Righteousness of God through Christ!!!

Daddy God loves me so MUCH!!! He sent Lord Jesus to be striped beyong human recognision and He was BBQ till oil was produced so that Daddy God through Lord Jesus could bless me with His Youth, His Strength, His Wholeness, His Health, His Wealth.

Glory to Lord Jesus, forever and ever for all that He had done for me, for me to enjoy His Blessed Life of Abraham. Wow, what a Glorious Truth, if only all the children of God could realise how Good Daddy God is, so much Loving Kindness and Tender Cares. Oh Lord, Oh Abba, Oh Holy Spirit, WOW, HALLELUJAH!!! HALLELUJAH!!! HALLELUJAH!!! AMEN!!! AMEN!!! May You Name, Lord JESUS, be glorified forever and ever!!! Amen!!!

Monday, January 12, 2009

The light moment

Last evening, S told hubby that he want to video talk with hubby to check out the function. He got hubby to show our home to him. I was in the bedroom praying my prayer. I heard Jc and hubby talking and decided to check it out. Hubby is showing Jc to S too. As I went into the computer room, hubby focus the phone camera at me.

At this moment, what should I do? Facing an enemy and yet he is ignorant hubby buddy? Lead by my Lord, I gave him a funny face, with my tongue out and my 2 palms on the sides of my face, doing a bird flying style and go nah nah nah...haha....since I can't scold him as hubby trusted him so much, that's the next best for me instead of greet him. I moved away and hubby put the focus back on me again. This time round I put my 2 palms, one infront of the other with 1 end at the nose, doing another nah nahnah nah nah...:P and blocked hubby from filming me again.

Having seen me and the house, S and his mum combined force to come against me. (Lord revealed afterwards). They get devil to send 2000 spirits against me. Lord said they want to destroy me by getting devil to manifest a deadly disease on me. Father God bind them all up and throw them to the lake of Fire. Lord get me to pray in the spirit and they were defeated.

This is what Lord told me afterwards:
I shall not let them go freely. Both the mum and son will be curses with Deuteronomy 28:25. I will not let go of them. Too much evil has come from them. Glory to Lord Jesus, the Name above all Name. Lord has send 2000 angels to defeat all that is coming for you. 2 was sent to seal up the mouth of S and his mum. Glory to the Lord!

Now SF and his mum knows that they are no match to you. They will not try any ideas on you anymore. Praise the Lord!!!

Daddy God, with the PC down, I am not listening to as much sermons and worshipping. Yet I am glad that even I didn't listen much, Lord is still with me and leading me to get my victory. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen & Amen!!!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

How Big is God in Your Life?

Daily, day in day out, trials and tribulations come and go. How do you handle each of them? How do you stand in the deliverance of Lord Jesus. Last year, Pastor Joshua has shown me how big God is. Earth is a tiny dot in the whole universe. We are even more tiny than earth. But the whole universe is just on the palm of Lord Jesus. That's is how big He is.

Knowing how Big God is, next to know is how small and weak devil is. Recently, I learnt this from Pastor Prince 'Humorous Bible Illustrations - The truth about demons'. Haha..from this sermon extract, I realised that each time, when I feel pain on a certain portion of my body, that demon is just of that tiny size. It affects that certain part of the body.

Sometime, when we give weight to the pain, the pain become Big in us and it will be so painful that your attention is being pulled to focus on it. However, when you realised how small that demon is, it is the exact same size as the pain you feel, that's why when it goes to affect your physical body, it is the pain that you 'feel'. That is how small it is.

Just like Pastor Prince describe, to give you fear, that demon must be the spirit that is very fearful too. So that when he come to you, you 'feel' that fearfulness. It is not something big that can put fear on you nor pain on you. Praise the Lord that disclose this to Pastor Prince in the 2002 sermon. Furthermore, Lord Jesus has been judged for all our sins and the stink of death, the consequences of the sin. As such, there is nothing that is left for us to carry.

By trusting in the Lord's deliverance at the cross, and looking that He took all our infirmities on the Cross, By the Stripes of Jesus, You were healed! You shall be healed as you look to the perfect work of Lord Jesus. In Him, He is perfect, His body is perfect, we in His body is perfect too.

As you picture the perfect you in Him, and believe so and speak so. Holy Spirit will show signs and wonders on your body and bring you to the stage you believe about yourself. That's how Lord show His miracles. Praise Lord Jesus for the Perfect work He done for us, for me on the Cross! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen & Amen!!!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

The Grace of Lord Jesus

Pastor Prince ever said that there was once he had an appointment with his wife. He arrived at that meeting place ahead of time and was attracted to a lady. Then he realised that was his wife. I remembered this and was wondering how could he not know his wife.

These 2 days, my husband are waking up early to pick up S willingly according to Lord. Yesterday, I could give him a hug before he gone off. Today, I was 5 min late in sending Jc to school. By the time I returned, he was not around anymore. I was disappointed that he did not wait to hug me before going off. 7 mins later, he called. He asked me if I was the one standing at the 1st floor lift landing. I told him I was. He said when his car drove passed the block, he turned and saw someone, then realised that was me. His expression was "what the hell...."

He called to make double sure who he had seen was actually me. Haha...Lord told me that his expression of "what the hell..." was actually mean "Wow..." Well, I am still the same me, just that recently rebonded my hair. Now it's shining straight.

He had went drinking last night and had sms me to tell me that he was a bit horny and check if I am available. From past drinking session, he always get horny and came back to make out with me. Usually, I will pray to Lord to make me horny for him. Somehow, last night I was rather pissed off by his constant getting horny out there and coming home to treat me as a sex object.

Last night, I prayed to Lord to take away his horniness. He tried kissing me but he took mouth refreshing sweet and brushed his teeth before coming for me. Somehow, this taste put me off. I was yucking over his kissing that it turned him off. In the bedroom, he smsed to me, who was in the computer room. He said, 'So much for being my "sex object". Anytime my ass..." I replied him about my displeasure. Then he smsed again, "So now got conditions...Didn't mention that before..I knew it wasn't true...Next time don't promise what you can't keep." This got me worked up that I walked into the room to give him a piece of my mind.

My mind was still fresh with Pastor Prince 'Humorous Bible Illustrations - God create sex appeal' that how sexual a wife is, is all in the mind of the husband. I told him that I do not like the fact that he got horny looking at other girls and come home to use me as his sex object. He told me that he was thinking about me when he was horny. Yeah, right...luckily I have Lord who knows his heart. Praise the Lord!

I was asking him on how much he value me, his wife. I even ask if he would be finding it sexually appealing that I get horny over some men and go back home to him for sex. I want him to take notice of me. Anyway, I told him to come for sex on other days that he is not drinking. I passed the whole issue to Lord and went sleeping. This morning, Lord set the meeting right time right moment. For me to walk to the lift and waiting for it while he drove down from the 2nd floor to turn out to the exit. Just that short moment, I waited for the lift to come down and he drove pass and saw me. It created such an impression on him that he bothered to even call me up to check if that lady was really me. I do wonder what kind of impression Lord created in him. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Praise Your Almighty Grace, Lord Jesus! It nothing about me, not by my power nor by my strength, by Your Spirit, You have let hubby take notice of me. You sing Grace come down as I ponder over it. That must be a great impression that You have created in hubby for him bother to check. He is one who never praise me but always push me down over his displeasure. Even when Lord recently changed me better, he looked to other area to complain. So this morning encounter was a refreshing one, for me to hear and for him to see. Glory to You, Lord Jesus! Thank You for Your Great Grace, Great Mercy and Great God's Favour pouring strongly all over me. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen & Amen!!!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

The Rod

Isn't it wonderful? When Lord wants to lead us, even from 'Humorous Bible Illustrations' that is more for laugh, could also be used by Abba. Praise the Lord!!!

Since last year, my girl for whatever reason, started this crying spell over wanting her way. I was coping with it each time and wonder how to deal with it. Jc was a shy girl by nature. Abba Father has strengthened her a lot since she entered Primary School but generally she is still shy.

Since young, I have not beat my girl at all. Hubby has told me that using cane is the last resort. He said parents are supposed to be smarter than the kid. I should think of alternative way to deal with her. I have not let her face the wall for her rebellous nature just purely refused to do it. I am tired of fighting with her. Only recently then I tried getting her into her room when she cried. It had been this crying spell on wanting to go play ground and watch her cartoons. Most of the time I give in and that wasn't of much help. Hubby said I let her climb all over me.

Sometime back, from Malcom's blog, I read about Pastor Prince 'Humorous Bible Illustrations' and Lord impressed me to have it. I had watched some of Pastor Prince humorous teaching on youtube that I wanted to watch this too. Last Sunday, while buying Pastor Prince's last week sermon, Lord impressed me to buy this dvd too. As I was watching it last night, the few scriptures from 'Child Discipline' jumped out at me. It left a deep impression in me.

Here is the verses:
Proverb 22:15 'Foolisness is bound up in the heart of a child; the rod of correction will drive it far from him'
Proverb 13:24 'He who spares his rod hates his son, but he who loves him disciplines him promptly.'
Proverb 23:13-14 'Do not withhold correction from a child, for if you beat him with a rod, he will not die. You shall beat him with a rod, and deliver his soul from hell.'
Proverb 29:15 'The rod and rebuke give wisdom, but a child left to himself brings shame to his mother.'
Proverb 29:17 'Correct your son, and he will give you rest;yes, he will give delight to your soul.'

Yes, I have been nagging my girl to do her things and it's tiring to nag at her to move. I do not want her to bring shame to me. As I told you, I am not one who fight. For my girl, I am also the same. I usually only hit her if she hit me, 1 for 1, that's all. This afternoon, I saw her black mood coming, I wanted her to off the TV and to go shower, she took some compromise before doing it. After shower, I was teaching her the Chinese assesment. Of the 6 fill in the blank Question, she got only 2 correct. I asked if she understands what the answers given in a box means. She said no. After translate it to English, she understood most of it even though it's through some guessing. Come to the last question, she was looking at what's the choice left over to make her choice answer.

I was telling her that it's important for her to know what the sentence was talking about rather than to find what is the correct answer. Stubborn her refused to listen. She was frustrated. In her frustration, she hit me. At each hitting, I return her a heavier blow. She was still fumming, even though I tell her I learnt TKD before and could easily subdue her, she still tried to fight me. She cried a bit but was fumming mad inside. I told her to go to her room to think over, but she stayed outside the computer room and kicked at the glass door. I was still not into beating her up, but guess Lord is leading me. I had this impression that I need to do it.

Since her dark cloud was still all over her face, with Lord pushing me, finally I went out to beat her more. I remembered Pastor Prince said we cannot use our hand, as the kid will be confused if the hand is to love or to hit. But my house have no cane. Her toy tennis racket was laying nearby, I used the net to beat her bum but it bouce away and the racket broket into two. A tiny recorder rod that came with the recorder was used next, but I felt that it's too light for me and too painful for her. In the end, I used a empty Zapple pet bottle to do the job.

Jc thought that I was having fun with her. Her daddy had played with her before and she did not think much of it. She was still fighting me and having fun. After a short while, I thought that was enough, but she was still in her mad stage. In the end, I told her, since was she still so, maybe she need some beating. So I bend her down on my lap and give her a few more beating. Finally, her dark cloud was gone. She was crying and even pushed away the tissue box I passed to her.

I let her cry for sometime while I worshipped the Lord with 'Unleashed - Jesus, You're My Lord'. After some crying, she called out for me. Lord told me it's time to comfort her. I wet a face towel and bring it to her. After drying her tears, she was telling me her head pain, I helped her to pray over it. She was hugging me after that and falling into sleep. So lead her to her room to sleep.

1 hr later, I woke her up, as it dinner time and I don't want her to over sleep and affect her night sleep. She cried and resisted from waking up. After some try, she was finally up. She tried some crying spell on me again. Lord bless me with peace and I ignored her. I stand firm on the curfew that she has to follow. Finally, at dinner time and sleeping time, she is a peaceful sweet girl.

Lord asked me to meditate as He wanted to talk to me. This is what He told me:
'Father is happy that finally you lay hand on your girl. Withhold the rod, spoilt the kid. Now that you have discipline her, she will be a better person. She has realised that what used to work is not going to work anymore. She knows she has to do her part. From now on, she will listen to you. She will not be the wildful girl that just want to watch cartoons and go play ground.

Father is happy that now your family are all moving in the loving, happy family. This is my blessed family life for you.' Praise the Lord for his leading me into this blessed family life. Hallelujah!!!

Partly I do not want to beat my girl because she lack of confident in front of fierce people, be it kid or adult. I do not want to hit her into worst situation. Guess Lord knows what she needs. I pray to Lord that not by my power nor by my strength, but by His Spirit, to go change my girl's character. Lord promised to bring up her confidence and assurance. Praise the Lord.

Daddy God, thank You for Your leading. I don't know how to deal with my girl but You bring us to our rightful position. Thank YOU that You will teach my girl in all areas of her life. Thank You very much!!! Amen & Amen!!!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

The Glory of Lord Jesus II

2 Fridays had come and past, I am glad that I get my husband by my side instead of him out there drinking somewhere. Even though he thought he would be going yesterday and even today, it all did not turn out as his wish. S has gone out of sickness and had a day of tiredness before fallen sick again. Praise the Lord whose protection is on His children!!!

Hubby has told me this afternoon that he will not be picking us up tonight as he is going drinking. No choice, I have to take public transport home. I has just reached home about 30mins ago. I was surprised to see that hubby is at home. Hallelujah!!! He said S is sick and so they could not go. Lord told me there will not be anymore chance of him going drinking with hubby. Praise the Lord!!!

I don't know when S started manipulation on hubby. The very obvious time was from September 08 when hubby kept mentioning S a lot. Hubby kept telling me that S tell him this and that....on things he must do. S become so common in his mouth that I got jealous why he kept mentioning S says and why not wife says. What I did not realise is S has used spirit to control hubby. His sleeping time was also being manipulated. Hubby used to sleep late and wake up around 8am. After being controlled, he wake up 6:45-7am and sleep around 11pm. Now that he is back to his normal self, his sleeping pattern is going back to the old way again. His mouth no more mentioning S say this and that. Praise the Lord!!

I am currently meditating Psalm 7. I was looking at the verse I just meditated recently and this is what Lord says:

Psalm 7:9
9 'O righteous God, who searches minds and hearts, bring to an end the voilence of the wicked and make the righteous secure.' I am glad that Lord is on my side helping me. It was not a nice feeling to be at defence against the dark. I am glad to get back my peace. Praise the Almighty Lord, who is always so faithful and so compassionate!!!

Psalm 7:10-11
10 'My shield is God Most High, who saves the upright in heart. 11 God is a righteous judge, a God who expresses his wrath every day.' I am glad that Lord, the Almighty, is the God Most High. It is due to this that I could stay in His Peace. Living under attack is no joke! Daily, Lord is my Saviour for different problems faced. I am glad that this is His Promise to me in Psalm 91 'You will call upon Me and I will answer you; I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you.'

Even though hubby might not know how his trusted friend/boss has manipulated him, I am glad that he need not be under his control any longer. I get back my loving husband and Jc gets back her loving daddy. Glory to Lord Jesus, Amen and Amen!!!

Daddy God, I thank You that by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I am walking in the blessing of Abraham. I thank You for sealing me up in Your Shikano Glory. Thank You for clothing me with Your Righteousness from the crown of head to the sole of foot. Abba Father, thank You for sending Lord Jesus to die for me so that by His 30 years of sinless life on earth and dying for me at the Cross, I could receive the blessing of Abraham and walking in it. Life is so blessed with the dew of Heaven following me where ever I go. Such a blessed life, Abba Father, I thank You very very much! Glory! Glory! Glory to Lord Jesus! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen & Amen!!!