Thursday, May 26, 2011

The Calling of God

Have you watched Perry Stone on youtube in the title, 'Manna-Fest with Perry Stone #554 There is a Shaking in the Making'

I watched it and found comfort to know that this stage of loneliness, no one to share the joy with me about Jesus (Su was blocked by her husband from talking to me), marriage gone case and lots of trials in life, are all the crushing of the Olive to produce the anointing that rise Perry Stone as he is and as I am.

How Lord leads me to walk this path of His calling? I was made a loner, not that I don't want friends, but somehow, what I talk is not on a common ground with what they want to hear. Lord bless me with not much interest in life. All the material wants of a lady, I don't even have the skill for it. In the dating time, ex commended about my shopping. He said I used my eyes to glance through the goods and moved on, it shouldn't be so. It was then I realise that's not the way of shopping. Haha...

In my teens, when spirit disturbed me and the idol that my parents prayed for did not even help to protect me, I decided the idol is of no god. How can he said he is in that statue but couldn't even be of help to me?

Then I married someone that was a Law giver. He would commanded me to do this and that and I faithfully did it. It was when I accepted Christ that he could not 'control' me with his law that he started bringing his secret life into the open.

Lord leads me to listen to His sermons from Pastor Prince, Pastor Lian, Joshua, Pastor Mark. Jerry Servelle, Kenneth Copeland, Curry Blake and read Smilth Wigglesworth book on faith to grow my faith in Him.

From my walked with Him, I was being crushed many times, from the 9 months of ex into varies pit of hell to the final divorce, the numerous black magic attacks to now facing various degree of attacks from the India idol. All these crush and crush can be tiring at time, but each time I looked to Lord and prayed for deliverance by His Mighty Hand, He always faithful to do it. Glory to Jesus!

Somehow, my neighbour staying so close to me and know my movement and if I am ok or not does not help me to get free from them. In fact, the few days of Hong Kong trip is a nice break for me. I prayed to Lord to remove all spirits that were tracing me and cool, I had peaceful time there. Glory to Jesus!

As I was getting tired of no one to share my joy in Jesus, and was unsatisfied about this lonely life, Lord let Perry Stone preached about that so that I realise everyone that Lord raise gone through that to have the glory life they are having now. I am comforted that I am not alone.

Someone did ever mention about reading my blog from the beginning to the current and could not understand why I always put myself into all these situations. If I didn't go through them, how I will I get stronger in the Lord? How will I be sure He is able to do it. Each of His demonstration of His Abilities to give me peace let me realise the verse 'when sin abounce, Grace super huper abounce.'

I just completed the meditation of Joshua through a slow and steady daily meditation; a few verse only, glad that it's done. Now moving into Judges. This is how I glazing the words, step by step, no matter how I feel, per day just munch on it and surely, book by book I conquel. Glory to Jesus!

As long as I feed my spirit man, Lord is happy, I am happy too. Yesterday was talking about Jesus Coming, the Rapture and the Judgment with W, he was saying I got my facts jumbled up. Well, he might read a lot of books from different man of God and their understanding of this, I got mine from my Mastor, the writer of this bible. I was still in joy even he said I am wrong, but he was definitedly a bit fred up. Haha...really, with the joy in Lord, spending time with Him, even dought come, I don't know, because I am still in the joy of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

The Movement of Jesus!

Many a time, when you have heart for Jesus, you do wonder if Jesus hears you! I was wondering why I mind the Jetstar $600+ air tickets and went for Tiger Airways, which costed me $600+ in the end too. The difference in them is, Jetstar check-in in Terminal 1 of Changi Airport while Tiger Airways check-in at Budget Terminal, only connected to the rest of the 3 terminals by shuttle bus from the basement, public bus area, of Terminal 2.

As I regretted over my choice and thought nothing good about the Budget Terminal, Lord changed my opinion of it when I reached the terminal. It looked good enough and overall I was satisfied. But this not the main reason of going there. Lord actually had an assignment for me that He did not let me know beforehand. He knows that I will carry the yoke the whole way. So He led me to walk this way to the Budget Terminal. Glory to Jesus!

As it was time for lunch, MacDonald was pretty packed. But Lord cleared 3 seats in the front table for mum, Jc and me to sit. Glory Glory! This is His appointment time and place. Hallelujah! I was there about 3 hours ahead of my departure time. The flight had not opened for check-in.

As I was eating my lunch, the next 3 seats were cleared and a Flippino lady with some problem on her leg came. The MacDonald staff helped her to carry her food to my table. I was sitting there and Lord gave me interest to talk to her. Glory Glory!

From the talk, Lord let me shared about how I found my ex. It was in the talk that I realised she had prayed to Jesus to bless her a man. But as she has yet to find one, she is wondering. Lord sent me to teach her how to go about it. As she worked in Singapore for 7 years, life is spent between work and home, not much time to seek out any man. Lord get her to go match.com and promised her that He will bring the man to her. Glory Glory!

After talking about the goodness of Jesus, someone wanted our table and almost time for this lady to go check-in her flight, which was an hour later than mine. I was waiting to go into immigration, I had check-in amid the talk with her. As she walked, I noticed the deformed of 1 of her legs and realised she had prayed to Jesus for healing but yet to be healed. Lord led me there and then to pray healing for her, for her to receive a new hip from the 3rd heaven and fully heal her legs. Glory Glory!

As you see, as long as you look to Jesus and have faith in Him, He will always mobilise someone to give you the word of encouragement and to have faith for a full healing. Nothing is too small for Him! Glory Glory!

As for my Jc, after a few couselling by the school counsellor, Jc is finally walking out of her pit. I am glad that Lord is leading and guiding her. Now that she saw the pit, her fear of the pit was diminished, as such, she could walk in faith and be pushed higher up to the blessing of God. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My love, my darling, all my children of God, Abba heart is with you all, each of you individually. As you look to Jesus and have faith of a musteed seed, I will surely come to assist you to get your blessings. I am a God of Aundance. Nothing is too small for me. As long as it will make you happy, I am willing to fulfill it for you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

A Discovery Journey

As the effect of this divorce is getting worst on my girl, Jc, I thought it is a good idea to bring her to her daddy so that she will not miss him so much. Even it going to let her miss a day of school on Monday, I thought that would be a good idea, with Lord's approval, I booked a budget airline and took Jc there.

As I am not earning, I thought sharing room with ex is ok, afterall, we had shared bed after divorce. Just a few days of stay should be ok, as Lord has totally removed my bad feeling for him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

On the way there, I prayed to Lord to send angels to carry the plane. It was after booking that I read something bad about the aircraft maintenance of this airline that I trusted Jesus for the journey there than the pilot.

As this was Jc first trip out of Singapore since her last trip at 3, things were fresh for her. I got her the window seat so that she could look outside the window. In one of the tribulance, Jc was looking out of the window and she saw Jesus. She told me she saw a bright light in the shape of a man, holding the aircraft as if balancing a basket ball on the tip of his finger. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

On the return trip, there was a loud sound from the start to the end of the travel. I was concerned and prayed for Lord to carry the plane. As the aircraft was approaching landing, the wings of the craft was going up and down. I immediatedly prayed to Lord to stable the craft. Hallelujah! Jc who was looking out of the window saw a bright light of the angel's hand wrapped around the wing of the plane and it was stabled. Glory Glory! What an encounter of Jesus by Jc, she was full of joy last night!

This trip to Hong Kong, I learnt something too. The one whole day of outing to Disneyland was like family outing. Just that this man heart was with another lady and not me. As it sinked into me, If this is the senario of a no love relationship, I have wasted my 10 years of marriage to him.

It is sad, but this is the greatest revelation Jesus, Lord, My Abba, has shown me. Of what ex is capable of doing even in a loveless marriage. It was the fine details that show his no concern about me. That's just what my marriage was! Abba leads me to walk through another day of it to show what He has been telling me in real life situation. Glory to His Hard work to convince this ignorance daughter fully. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

It was even more amazing that Lord that grew me fat to wear one pants and slim me down to wear another one. I was so bloated up that I could not eat much of the dinner last night, but Lord slimmed me down to be able to wear that pants comfortably. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My Abba, My Father, thank You for leading your ignorance daughter closely. With this opening of my eyes, I am no more the ignorance girl. Glory to Jesus! Abba, thank You for opening Jc's eyes to see You, a real God! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

The Track Record

Every election, it’s common to hear such being mentioned, the younger generation forgets, don’t know what he had gone through.

I am very glad that I have a good Abba Father, that in order for us not to forget or don’t know what Lord Jesus had done for us 2000 years ago at the Cross, He raised Jesus from the dead to show to us. As if that is not enough, He even sends Holy Spirits to come into those who believe, to witness to us, to lead us to His Goodness. Glory Glory!

No man can be better than God, the Father, who is the God of Love. He loves us so much and wants to bless us so much. All He says to us are tune of Love that draws us to Him. When we believe and walk closely to him, He demonstrates His Love by blessing us the little in our lives that we know of His Presence. Life in Him is Love, Joy and Peace as the bible said. Glory Glory!

Without Jesus, and His Finished work, I don’t know how I can continue to live. Glory to Jesus! Be it spiritual or natural, Lord Presence is in abundance. His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David pour abundantly as I look to Him.

I was/am so secured in this Love that I was ignorance to the pains suffered by many around. I read in the bible that when Jesus was on earth, He said love our enemies; this is His Commandment of Love. During that time, Israel was under the occupation of Rome.

I remembered younger days, there was hope in the future. My parents would reminded us to study hard so that we could secured a better future and earned a lot more and have a better life. Now as a mum myself, I want to utter the same advice to my girl, but in me, I was thinking, without Jesus, how to get the good life through study?

This election opens my eyes to see oldies, middle adult, those at the edge of their financial, because of loss of jobs, find their safe haven taken away for payment the debts. I am glad that I am shield from all these. As I look to Jesus and His Finished Work and hold tight to His Grace and Mercy, Lord lifts me up, away from the pit. Glory Glory!

This End Time, the words of Christ do say that there will be hardship and suffering for those of the world. But those who trust in Jesus, they are crowned in His Glory and Honor; shielded from all the judgments.

I am grateful to all that Jesus had done for me, His Life, His Death, His Suffering, His Stripes, His Burning, His being nailed on the Cross, His being hang on the tree from 9am to 3pm. His proclamation of ‘It is Done!’ – to let us know He has completely secured for us all the Goodness that we want and only He could provide. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

The Goodness of Jesus

These few days have been very eventful week for me. All forms of attacks come and go, all to the Glory of Jesus, I come out still alive and freedom from all bondages. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

After so many rounds of fighting with the neighbour spiritually, finally Lord revealed the real reason to me. I was wondering why they come strongly against me. What wrong had I done to deserve such? It was with Lord revealed of the event leading to this that finally I understood. Anyway, Jesus is good. He always delivers me out of all form of death. He really shows He is the God Most High! The Almighty One of Israel! Glory Glory!

As the election hot up to the coming weekend voting, I am wondering who I should vote. Basically, I am more into Jesus and don’t bother much about politics. I leave it to the rest to fight it out. I rather remain in the peace of Jesus! Amen Amen!

On last Sunday, I finally come to fully appreciate the Righteousness of GOD that Jesus, the Holy One, who died on the Cross 2000 years ago to secure for me. Glory Glory! His Way is the Highest of them all. Hallelujah!

Man, who has nothing, as the bible said, rich or poor, you are just a breath in the book of Psalm. Even this tiny breath is also from the Almighty God. We, the men of this earth are really nothing really. It is when one understands his stand, that he could appreciates fully the goodness of Jesus died such a horrible death to secure this Righteousness of God for us. Hallelujah!

Man likes to go for fame and power; all these are chaff in the air as King Solomon said in Ecclesiastes. But for this chaff in the air, men are willing to do all kinds of evil to secure them. It is great wonder what they get in the end? Without Jesus, it’s just emptiness as King Solomon said, all things under the Sun is just pure emptiness.

I am happy that Jesus came on earth to show us Love. What Love is in full manifestation? Love in its fullness is about dying for the one you love. In the highest form, you love your enemy no matter what they had done. It is so profound that few knows and understands this real meaning of Love. But Jesus did not give up hope for us, human. He died to give us Holy Spirit to come in us to lead us to walk this power of Love. What evil can’t, Love can. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The best of all, Jesus said He has completed all, we need not do a single little bit of things to achieve it. Just purely by believing, you get all that you need and wants. Glory Glory!

Life in Christ is really good. No matter what devil throws, it always ends up as a cup of lemonade. Even the process is not easy, but Jesus said His Yoke is light. Glory Glory!

I am glad that Abba Father leads me to know Him so intimately. Without Jesus, I am a lost sheep. But with His leading, finally I found my home. He is a Good Shepherd and He is my Door, a much secured one. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!