Lord let me post this one more!!! Glory Glory!!! He lead me to watch Daniel Timeline a few times to get it into my spirit. Then He lead me to watch Kenneth E Hagin WBS 2003 021803 where Holy Spirit prophesy about the Greater Glory appears in 2006. Hallelujah!!! This the year Lord led me to come back to Him!!!
From 2007 onwards, then the start of the serious journey with Him and plug myself deep into walking with Him as you see the records of this blog. The various up and down in the process of training and overcoming!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord let me see that all these is His Planning from Kenneth E Hagin to me rising up for His Purpose!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! That's why He got Kenneth E Hagin to prophesy till 2006. Kenneth said the last time he did that was 1964 where Lord came strongly through him. Lord let me see I am the one he prophesy is coming to past! For the Glory of Jesus to be risen high!!! Glory Glory!!!
His Perfect Plan in His Perfect Movement!!! Glory Glory!!! He has laid it all out for me to walk ahead!!! He has told me how it will be and I just have to step out as He open the doors!!! Glory Glory!!!
Last night, Lord let me see Benny Hinn & Suzann Wedding - A Story of Love & Restoration to let me grow in faith that my marriage will be restored. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! His Glory are getting closer and closer for the manifestation of Goodness that I just need to position myself in the receiving position!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I know the effect will be magnificent just by watching how Jc reacted to the floor plan of the condo. She was overwhelmed by it and wanted to stay weekday with me!!! Ex needed her to form the family unit of this house and he is questioning how is it going to be done if she move in with me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
With the nearest of the blessing of Goodness, I just have to rest in Peace and let everything Lord has planned to come to past!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!!
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
The End of Training
Hi Reader of this Blog,
Thank you for your interest in reading my walking with Jesus all these years. Hope you can pick up a thing or two about Jesus Goodness.
As my training is coming to an end, Lord wants me to stop posting here. So, this will be the last post. As I am going to serve Him soon, He don't want me to disclose anything. As such, this is the end of all my posting!
Go watch this Daniel's Timeline End Time Prophecy by Dewey Bruton
I pray that you will be encouraged of His Goodness and come walk with Him. My life for sharing will end here!!! Thank you for following!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My mum is finally discharged today!!! End of her Tribulation! Coincide with the 22nd March 2013, spoken in the video above, the start of the last 3 1/2 years before the year of Jubilee in 2017!!!
Thank you for your interest in reading my walking with Jesus all these years. Hope you can pick up a thing or two about Jesus Goodness.
As my training is coming to an end, Lord wants me to stop posting here. So, this will be the last post. As I am going to serve Him soon, He don't want me to disclose anything. As such, this is the end of all my posting!
Go watch this Daniel's Timeline End Time Prophecy by Dewey Bruton
I pray that you will be encouraged of His Goodness and come walk with Him. My life for sharing will end here!!! Thank you for following!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My mum is finally discharged today!!! End of her Tribulation! Coincide with the 22nd March 2013, spoken in the video above, the start of the last 3 1/2 years before the year of Jubilee in 2017!!!
Monday, March 11, 2013
The Time is Here
Glory Glory!!! Abba is so good!!! What I do not know and if He need to let me know, He will bring to past!!! Hallelujah!!!
On 12 July 2012, Pastor Prince preached to the leaders in New Creation Church about rising up as a leader and what one should be etc. As Lord trained me in secret, I am not in that service and it had not been release till yesterday!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord want to fully remind me of the coming role that He impressed Pastor Prince to release this preaching to the Sunday services. Of course, it was not for me alone. He is rising many armies and He need them all to hear this message!!! Glory Glory!!!
When I first heard of the preaching of Pastor Prince of the trees Jotham preached to his half brother, whom had killed 69 of the 70 half brothers, I could not understand what those trees are for!!! Even when I read through it, I also wondered what's the purpose of those trees!!!
I am glad that Lord released this sermon yesterday and I now fully understand of His Purpose!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! It means each of us rise up by Lord, each of us shows one aspect of Jesus!!! When all lump together, it represent the fullness of Jesus Himself. Each of us is too small to represent the fullness of Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba is leading me to receive the blessing of Abraham. Each step of His Movement is for the Goodness of the Whole Body of Christ!!! It is through Him that each of us are enabled to do His Work for the Goodness of blessing the multitude!!! Glory Glory!!!
Each of us are holding to His Promise of in Him there is no curse!!! Old age, sickness, and the eventual death is the curse of this world. We in Christ, are supposed to be set free by The Finished Work in Christ Jesus at the Cross!!! But the fullness of the Glory has yet been demonstrated in the body of Christ!!! People are still experiencing the curse!!!
In the fullness of Christ, even old age and death are cast down to hell and forever could not come back!!! We, who are in Christ will walk in His Glory!!! To be Young and Healthy forever!!! Glory Glory!!! And we will live till we are satisfied, as Psalm 91 said, with Long Life, I will satisfied you and show you My Salvation!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Darkness time on earth is coming to an end!!! They will not be able to do their evilness anymore!!! Lord will judge them!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Psalm 34:16
'The Face of the Lord is against those who do evil, to cut off the remembrance of them from the earth.'
Psalm 34:21
'Evil shall cause the Death of the wicked; they who hate the Just and Righteous shall be held guilty and shall be condemned!!'
Psalm 34:22
'The Lord redeems the lives of His Servants, and None of those who take Refuge and Trust in Him shall be condemned or held guilty.'
Psalm 47:7-8
'For God is the King of All the Earth; sing praises in a skillful Psalm and with Understanding.
God reigns over the Nations; God sits upon His Holy Throne.'
Surely, we, who trust in Him is saved!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
On 12 July 2012, Pastor Prince preached to the leaders in New Creation Church about rising up as a leader and what one should be etc. As Lord trained me in secret, I am not in that service and it had not been release till yesterday!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord want to fully remind me of the coming role that He impressed Pastor Prince to release this preaching to the Sunday services. Of course, it was not for me alone. He is rising many armies and He need them all to hear this message!!! Glory Glory!!!
When I first heard of the preaching of Pastor Prince of the trees Jotham preached to his half brother, whom had killed 69 of the 70 half brothers, I could not understand what those trees are for!!! Even when I read through it, I also wondered what's the purpose of those trees!!!
I am glad that Lord released this sermon yesterday and I now fully understand of His Purpose!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! It means each of us rise up by Lord, each of us shows one aspect of Jesus!!! When all lump together, it represent the fullness of Jesus Himself. Each of us is too small to represent the fullness of Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba is leading me to receive the blessing of Abraham. Each step of His Movement is for the Goodness of the Whole Body of Christ!!! It is through Him that each of us are enabled to do His Work for the Goodness of blessing the multitude!!! Glory Glory!!!
Each of us are holding to His Promise of in Him there is no curse!!! Old age, sickness, and the eventual death is the curse of this world. We in Christ, are supposed to be set free by The Finished Work in Christ Jesus at the Cross!!! But the fullness of the Glory has yet been demonstrated in the body of Christ!!! People are still experiencing the curse!!!
In the fullness of Christ, even old age and death are cast down to hell and forever could not come back!!! We, who are in Christ will walk in His Glory!!! To be Young and Healthy forever!!! Glory Glory!!! And we will live till we are satisfied, as Psalm 91 said, with Long Life, I will satisfied you and show you My Salvation!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Darkness time on earth is coming to an end!!! They will not be able to do their evilness anymore!!! Lord will judge them!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Psalm 34:16
'The Face of the Lord is against those who do evil, to cut off the remembrance of them from the earth.'
Psalm 34:21
'Evil shall cause the Death of the wicked; they who hate the Just and Righteous shall be held guilty and shall be condemned!!'
Psalm 34:22
'The Lord redeems the lives of His Servants, and None of those who take Refuge and Trust in Him shall be condemned or held guilty.'
Psalm 47:7-8
'For God is the King of All the Earth; sing praises in a skillful Psalm and with Understanding.
God reigns over the Nations; God sits upon His Holy Throne.'
Surely, we, who trust in Him is saved!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen
Sunday, March 10, 2013
The Crushed Feet of Jesus
All these years, looking at the picture and movies of Jesus, I saw the nail drove into the flat part of the feet and I wondered where was the bruised heel of Jesus???
This is the verse for the bruise heel:
Genesis 3:15
'And I shall put enmity between you and the woman and
between your seed and her seed;
he will bruised your head and you will bruise his heel.'
I thank You, Lord, for leading Perry Stone to preach on 'The Mystery of Jerusalem' this week on his 22mins of YouTube preaching!!! Glory Glory!!! Finally, I see a clear picture the nail was through the heel and not the flat part of the feet!!! A Jews burial ground was uncovered and they saw his heel had those crucified nail still on it and the other had a hole on the heel. Glory Glory!!!
Finally my puzzle is cleared on Jesus was bruised on the heel and His Cross was on the skull of the Satan!!! David killed Goliath of Gath and cut off his head and buried in the Mt of the Scull, just outside Jerusalem and Jesus was crucified there, fulfilling the bible verse!
Man, without Christ belongs to darkness, so man put Christ on the Cross, by the Will of God, the Father! And Christ Cross on the scull of Goliath, crushing it. And dealing with the spiritual aspect of the Finished Job!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Lord opened my question to let me know this is the answer!!! Glory Glory!!! I google for it and get a better explanation of the whole goodness of Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am amazed Father Abraham paid tithe to Melchizedek, King of Salem, at Valley of Shaveh, which is the King's Valley, which Perry Stone explained that it was by the side of Jerusalem and years later, brought Isaac to the same area, up the mountain to offer to God and he sees that Lord will provide Himself there!!! Glory Glory!!!
When Isaac asked Father Abraham for where is the burned offering, Father Abraham answered this:
Genesis 22:8
'And Abraham said, "My son, God will see to it, a lamb for a burnt offering for Himself." so they went, both of them together.'
That is why Lord Jesus said that Abraham rejoice in His Goodness!!! See His Coming. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
In this End Time, things are getting bad. I see lots of pretending and I care not to mention!!! Just that I understand the level of controls that was put in place that only through Lord wisdom then I could see clearly and yet it is the unmentionable!!!
The level of bullying is all over the place that I wonder how the nature law is going to deal with them!!! Ignorance is not a blessing in this sense as the law of Heaven will still fall on the evil one eventually. It's a matter of if one has used finish their ancestor blessing!!!
Di Zhi Gui master said that once the blessing ends, that's where their curse starts!!! And he also said before the most sever curse, there are warning signs for one to catch, but usually, those doing evil won't realise their bad moment in life is the warning sign!!! This was what the teachers of Di Zhi Gui shared about their life and what they went through.
Anyway, it is not my business to worry for them!!! They all need Jesus saving arm if they want their sins to be wash clean. Only the Blood of Jesus are able to do a perfect work!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for the Spiritual Eyes that You blessed me to see clearly all the happening. I don't know the purpose of knowing it but I shall keep it quiet for the moment till what Lord leads. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This is the verse for the bruise heel:
Genesis 3:15
'And I shall put enmity between you and the woman and
between your seed and her seed;
he will bruised your head and you will bruise his heel.'
I thank You, Lord, for leading Perry Stone to preach on 'The Mystery of Jerusalem' this week on his 22mins of YouTube preaching!!! Glory Glory!!! Finally, I see a clear picture the nail was through the heel and not the flat part of the feet!!! A Jews burial ground was uncovered and they saw his heel had those crucified nail still on it and the other had a hole on the heel. Glory Glory!!!
Finally my puzzle is cleared on Jesus was bruised on the heel and His Cross was on the skull of the Satan!!! David killed Goliath of Gath and cut off his head and buried in the Mt of the Scull, just outside Jerusalem and Jesus was crucified there, fulfilling the bible verse!
Man, without Christ belongs to darkness, so man put Christ on the Cross, by the Will of God, the Father! And Christ Cross on the scull of Goliath, crushing it. And dealing with the spiritual aspect of the Finished Job!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Lord opened my question to let me know this is the answer!!! Glory Glory!!! I google for it and get a better explanation of the whole goodness of Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am amazed Father Abraham paid tithe to Melchizedek, King of Salem, at Valley of Shaveh, which is the King's Valley, which Perry Stone explained that it was by the side of Jerusalem and years later, brought Isaac to the same area, up the mountain to offer to God and he sees that Lord will provide Himself there!!! Glory Glory!!!
When Isaac asked Father Abraham for where is the burned offering, Father Abraham answered this:
Genesis 22:8
'And Abraham said, "My son, God will see to it, a lamb for a burnt offering for Himself." so they went, both of them together.'
That is why Lord Jesus said that Abraham rejoice in His Goodness!!! See His Coming. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
In this End Time, things are getting bad. I see lots of pretending and I care not to mention!!! Just that I understand the level of controls that was put in place that only through Lord wisdom then I could see clearly and yet it is the unmentionable!!!
The level of bullying is all over the place that I wonder how the nature law is going to deal with them!!! Ignorance is not a blessing in this sense as the law of Heaven will still fall on the evil one eventually. It's a matter of if one has used finish their ancestor blessing!!!
Di Zhi Gui master said that once the blessing ends, that's where their curse starts!!! And he also said before the most sever curse, there are warning signs for one to catch, but usually, those doing evil won't realise their bad moment in life is the warning sign!!! This was what the teachers of Di Zhi Gui shared about their life and what they went through.
Anyway, it is not my business to worry for them!!! They all need Jesus saving arm if they want their sins to be wash clean. Only the Blood of Jesus are able to do a perfect work!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for the Spiritual Eyes that You blessed me to see clearly all the happening. I don't know the purpose of knowing it but I shall keep it quiet for the moment till what Lord leads. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, March 8, 2013
In Christ!
Glory Glory!!! This morning, I need 3 sets of worship songs to get back to the presence of Lord!!! Glory Glory!!!
As I used the 3rd set to worship Lord, I am brought to the presence of Abba Father, the God Almighty!!! I could only see His Big Legs!!! From Knee down. in His Robe of Righteousness and Holiness!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Lord brought me to see Jesus seated on high!!! In the Glorified Position, the Right Hand of God!!! Then He led me to see Jesus the LAMB on the Throne and become a Strong LION. Then I was placed in the presence of Abba Father and I was clothed in the Robe of Righteousness and He crown me with a very bright crown and on my right hand was the scepter and on the left was the bowl of manna!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Abba Father bend down His Body and lay His Sword on my head and anointed me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! He let me see I am in Christ and Christ is in me, His Divinity fully sealed me up completely!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Currently, my heart is being placed back to peace with Jc and ex. Lord had opened my heart to accept them. Glory Glory!!! The last of the last heated exchange with Jc was last night over the exploitation of my goodness. So much so she tested if I am still with her!!! Glory Glory!!!
I also have let ex realised how much he had pushed Jc physically during the weekends that Monday becoming her body breakdown day!!! Hopefully he will slow her down to let her take some rest during the weekends!!! I trust it the whole issue for Lord to handle!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely I could see things are working for the goodness of the family!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord is opening the way for me and ex to talk in peace. Surely, things are getting normal again. The Grace given is working good in me and him. Things are talked through and come to a quiet agreement!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely, things will work out!!! Jc is curious about her room in the new condo. I am telling her to wait. She and her dad could come visit after I have shifted. She was surprised I said so. As long ago, I had told her that her daddy could not enter!!! But Lord open my heart to accept him into my life!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord is making things into normal again. Surely, things to be work out become smooth, no edged confrontation!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It seem like I am flowing into His Garden of Eden, where things are smooth, no hard edged argument, even Jc high horse against me are being pull down. Glory Glory!!! Praise Jesus for all His Perfect Timing!!! Surely this is good!!! I will see the restoration happening!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As I used the 3rd set to worship Lord, I am brought to the presence of Abba Father, the God Almighty!!! I could only see His Big Legs!!! From Knee down. in His Robe of Righteousness and Holiness!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Lord brought me to see Jesus seated on high!!! In the Glorified Position, the Right Hand of God!!! Then He led me to see Jesus the LAMB on the Throne and become a Strong LION. Then I was placed in the presence of Abba Father and I was clothed in the Robe of Righteousness and He crown me with a very bright crown and on my right hand was the scepter and on the left was the bowl of manna!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Abba Father bend down His Body and lay His Sword on my head and anointed me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! He let me see I am in Christ and Christ is in me, His Divinity fully sealed me up completely!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Currently, my heart is being placed back to peace with Jc and ex. Lord had opened my heart to accept them. Glory Glory!!! The last of the last heated exchange with Jc was last night over the exploitation of my goodness. So much so she tested if I am still with her!!! Glory Glory!!!
I also have let ex realised how much he had pushed Jc physically during the weekends that Monday becoming her body breakdown day!!! Hopefully he will slow her down to let her take some rest during the weekends!!! I trust it the whole issue for Lord to handle!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely I could see things are working for the goodness of the family!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord is opening the way for me and ex to talk in peace. Surely, things are getting normal again. The Grace given is working good in me and him. Things are talked through and come to a quiet agreement!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely, things will work out!!! Jc is curious about her room in the new condo. I am telling her to wait. She and her dad could come visit after I have shifted. She was surprised I said so. As long ago, I had told her that her daddy could not enter!!! But Lord open my heart to accept him into my life!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord is making things into normal again. Surely, things to be work out become smooth, no edged confrontation!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It seem like I am flowing into His Garden of Eden, where things are smooth, no hard edged argument, even Jc high horse against me are being pull down. Glory Glory!!! Praise Jesus for all His Perfect Timing!!! Surely this is good!!! I will see the restoration happening!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Benjamin Generation
Glory Glory!!! Lord give me a state of unrest to seek sermons on the YouTube to watch!! After watching a few of Pastor Prince sermons, my appetite was still not satisfied. Then Lord led me to seek out Pastor Prince preaching in Hill Song Conference 2008! He preached on the Benjamin Generation!!! Glory Glory!!!
The final word was, in the nearness to Jesus, I will provide. This is the God word from the story of Joseph and his brothers in Egypt!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord is letting me know in my 7 years of spending time with Him, in the nearness to Him, He will provide!!! Glory Glory!!! This is His Answer to me for the morning post!!! Glory Glory!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Year by year, I was led by Him to listen to Pastor Prince sermon, from 1999 till current, to finish His Bible, to see who is God and who is devil, to talk to Him in the Holy of Holy in meditation, to go through different scenario of testing and trials, all in faith, to be humiliated, to test the patience. Some I went through alone, some with Su and some with other siblings too. All have an impact on me in my growing up with Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Those who walk with me, depends of the length of their walk, they are blessed differently too. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
At this end time, things are turning bad. Quite lately I heard of nuclear bomb hidden in US ground and will one day detonate to kill. But Lord told me He will shift the location of the bomb and it will be a surprise for the intenser. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord said when Benjamin rise up, the eyes of the Israeli will open up to see that Jesus is God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Lord said that I will be the Benjamin for them to see. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Lord knows when the time will be. He is getting me ready for such a day. Surely everything in His Time Table will be good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Time of all these are happening very soon. It will cause a BIG BANG to the whole world. Surely everything is in place for the manifestation. He will surely let the world see who HE is. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Time is very near!!! It is manifesting!!! The Glory is showing!!! Just like baby Jesus, there is a quiet time even when he was born. The Messiah have to grow up, before the final Glory is shown. He will release the blessing on me and I will start my healing journey.
On the right time right moment, His Glory will shine brightly and everyone who hear or see cannot deny Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am so glad that my wait is finally ending. The incubating time is finally ending. I am so pleased!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Surely everything about me, myself, my family, my child, my ministry, my church everything going to be good!!!
I praise Jesus for all these years of leading!!! The time walking through, at time lots of crying, but the ending is great!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I am so happy!!!! My Time is soon here!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
The final word was, in the nearness to Jesus, I will provide. This is the God word from the story of Joseph and his brothers in Egypt!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord is letting me know in my 7 years of spending time with Him, in the nearness to Him, He will provide!!! Glory Glory!!! This is His Answer to me for the morning post!!! Glory Glory!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Year by year, I was led by Him to listen to Pastor Prince sermon, from 1999 till current, to finish His Bible, to see who is God and who is devil, to talk to Him in the Holy of Holy in meditation, to go through different scenario of testing and trials, all in faith, to be humiliated, to test the patience. Some I went through alone, some with Su and some with other siblings too. All have an impact on me in my growing up with Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Those who walk with me, depends of the length of their walk, they are blessed differently too. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
At this end time, things are turning bad. Quite lately I heard of nuclear bomb hidden in US ground and will one day detonate to kill. But Lord told me He will shift the location of the bomb and it will be a surprise for the intenser. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord said when Benjamin rise up, the eyes of the Israeli will open up to see that Jesus is God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Lord said that I will be the Benjamin for them to see. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Lord knows when the time will be. He is getting me ready for such a day. Surely everything in His Time Table will be good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Time of all these are happening very soon. It will cause a BIG BANG to the whole world. Surely everything is in place for the manifestation. He will surely let the world see who HE is. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Time is very near!!! It is manifesting!!! The Glory is showing!!! Just like baby Jesus, there is a quiet time even when he was born. The Messiah have to grow up, before the final Glory is shown. He will release the blessing on me and I will start my healing journey.
On the right time right moment, His Glory will shine brightly and everyone who hear or see cannot deny Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am so glad that my wait is finally ending. The incubating time is finally ending. I am so pleased!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Surely everything about me, myself, my family, my child, my ministry, my church everything going to be good!!!
I praise Jesus for all these years of leading!!! The time walking through, at time lots of crying, but the ending is great!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I am so happy!!!! My Time is soon here!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
The Final Trial
Like most parents here in Singapore, I am concerned about Jc's study and gaining her knowledge. I know in Christ, knowledge is nothing but in this world, I cannot afford to let go of her in gaining her knowledge. The fact that she is not concerned in her study let me even more worry for her.
This is the area I find it hard to trust on Lord goodness and when I saw her love in her dancing and gymnastic, I wondered did Lord give her this talents to excel in this area instead of study!!! This 2 activities are her love and she would do all she could to do well in it. This is especially so for her dance!!!
Since P1, she had a hard time understanding. Imagine what I taught her she only could understand at the end of the year!!! Don't know is it because she was trapped in my tummy for 12 hours after the water bag had burst!!! I could not dilate, no matter how much contractions was artificially induced in me that I was pushed to have C-section in the end.
I received all the shame when others kids done their parents proud but Jc is a happy go lucky kid. Lord promised to upgrade her but it was a slow wait. Since I know Lord since she was K2 or was it K1, and she is P6 this year!!!
Last year, I see much maturity come upon her where her friends had mature since P3 onwards. With this I was hoping she could do better in P5 but this wasn't the case. The joke was, she was weak in her languages most and yet, she got better result in Chinese than English, her spoken language at home!!!
Recently, since start of this school year, she had been telling me her English Comprehension marks. It was at the amazing low of 2/20. But lately, she told me she got 6/20 and the last 12/20. This finally getting better result for Comprehension is amazing. As most time, her comprehension got many wrong, she will get a previous sentence as her answer as compared to the right answer!!!
Personally Comprehension was my weaker area, that is why I need to get Wisdom from Lord to understand Him, what He preaches through the Pastors!!!!
To add to the complication, she supposed to stop her school dance by March to prepare for the August Prelim and September PSLE (Primary School Leaving Examination). But she and a few other P6 were selected to dance in July for a street dance, guess for her Youth Festival. This would take up her Monday late afternoon time, after her compulsory school remedial, and the usual dance practice and also the March term break and the June holiday!!!
I am really unwilling for her to spend so much time on the dance, especially PSLE is coming very fast in September!!! But she die die want to go heart, I find it hard to reject her. I would need to trust the miracle hand of Jesus and His Wisdom, Understanding and even Memory to come through fully for her and to help her do the tests!!!
Lord promised to show me some results in her Prelim so that I will rest in Him. To know that currently, what she learn in school is level 1 and the doing of the past year paper from tuition is level 2, I have to depend on Lord wisdom to lead her to Level 3, which is how the PSLE paper is set!!!
Currently, I am a helpless mum that needs lots of Jesus Grace to pull her through!!! My trust in Him all these years but each time I see the results, my heart sink. This final one, Lord said He will manifest Himself fully for her.
Through ex's gf, I was reminded to Live a Let Go life!!! This was Pastor Prince preaching in 2004, I did not get to listen to this sermon but Pastor Prince had preached a lot in other sermons to fight into rest of Jesus Peace!!!
It is just a few months more, I am supposed to negotiate with Jc to give up her youtube and TV time, to gain her pass to do the dance. This is after talking to ex and he told me to do so. This is why I said this home, he is the one issuing the command and I am the executor!!!
Well, let see how things turn out!!! I do hope she do well for her Prelim and PSLE, and I hope I could bring her back to Sweden, Gothenburg, Liseberg Amusement Park!!! She went there last June, enjoyed so much that she wanted to return there again. I had wanted to go there but ex wasn't keen to bring me there long ago, before marriage.
There is a 1 week break for PSLE paper marking and I think this would be a good time to bring her there!!! Hopefully the winter time in the park is delayed so that she and me could enjoy most of the rides!!!
All these are my wishes and hopes!!! Only the Almighty God, My Abba Father, could fulfill with the Grace of Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross!!! Through Christ Jesus, the Seed of Abraham, Father Abraham's Promises by God, could flow through and I, Jc and hopefully ex be reunited and be blessed. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, I cast all these into Your Nailed-Pierced Hand and thank You that You will do it beautifully for the Glory of the Name of Jesus to be Glorified in our midst!!! Amen Amen!!!! I pray in the Name of Jesus!! Amen!!!
This is the area I find it hard to trust on Lord goodness and when I saw her love in her dancing and gymnastic, I wondered did Lord give her this talents to excel in this area instead of study!!! This 2 activities are her love and she would do all she could to do well in it. This is especially so for her dance!!!
Since P1, she had a hard time understanding. Imagine what I taught her she only could understand at the end of the year!!! Don't know is it because she was trapped in my tummy for 12 hours after the water bag had burst!!! I could not dilate, no matter how much contractions was artificially induced in me that I was pushed to have C-section in the end.
I received all the shame when others kids done their parents proud but Jc is a happy go lucky kid. Lord promised to upgrade her but it was a slow wait. Since I know Lord since she was K2 or was it K1, and she is P6 this year!!!
Last year, I see much maturity come upon her where her friends had mature since P3 onwards. With this I was hoping she could do better in P5 but this wasn't the case. The joke was, she was weak in her languages most and yet, she got better result in Chinese than English, her spoken language at home!!!
Recently, since start of this school year, she had been telling me her English Comprehension marks. It was at the amazing low of 2/20. But lately, she told me she got 6/20 and the last 12/20. This finally getting better result for Comprehension is amazing. As most time, her comprehension got many wrong, she will get a previous sentence as her answer as compared to the right answer!!!
Personally Comprehension was my weaker area, that is why I need to get Wisdom from Lord to understand Him, what He preaches through the Pastors!!!!
To add to the complication, she supposed to stop her school dance by March to prepare for the August Prelim and September PSLE (Primary School Leaving Examination). But she and a few other P6 were selected to dance in July for a street dance, guess for her Youth Festival. This would take up her Monday late afternoon time, after her compulsory school remedial, and the usual dance practice and also the March term break and the June holiday!!!
I am really unwilling for her to spend so much time on the dance, especially PSLE is coming very fast in September!!! But she die die want to go heart, I find it hard to reject her. I would need to trust the miracle hand of Jesus and His Wisdom, Understanding and even Memory to come through fully for her and to help her do the tests!!!
Lord promised to show me some results in her Prelim so that I will rest in Him. To know that currently, what she learn in school is level 1 and the doing of the past year paper from tuition is level 2, I have to depend on Lord wisdom to lead her to Level 3, which is how the PSLE paper is set!!!
Currently, I am a helpless mum that needs lots of Jesus Grace to pull her through!!! My trust in Him all these years but each time I see the results, my heart sink. This final one, Lord said He will manifest Himself fully for her.
Through ex's gf, I was reminded to Live a Let Go life!!! This was Pastor Prince preaching in 2004, I did not get to listen to this sermon but Pastor Prince had preached a lot in other sermons to fight into rest of Jesus Peace!!!
It is just a few months more, I am supposed to negotiate with Jc to give up her youtube and TV time, to gain her pass to do the dance. This is after talking to ex and he told me to do so. This is why I said this home, he is the one issuing the command and I am the executor!!!
Well, let see how things turn out!!! I do hope she do well for her Prelim and PSLE, and I hope I could bring her back to Sweden, Gothenburg, Liseberg Amusement Park!!! She went there last June, enjoyed so much that she wanted to return there again. I had wanted to go there but ex wasn't keen to bring me there long ago, before marriage.
There is a 1 week break for PSLE paper marking and I think this would be a good time to bring her there!!! Hopefully the winter time in the park is delayed so that she and me could enjoy most of the rides!!!
All these are my wishes and hopes!!! Only the Almighty God, My Abba Father, could fulfill with the Grace of Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross!!! Through Christ Jesus, the Seed of Abraham, Father Abraham's Promises by God, could flow through and I, Jc and hopefully ex be reunited and be blessed. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, I cast all these into Your Nailed-Pierced Hand and thank You that You will do it beautifully for the Glory of the Name of Jesus to be Glorified in our midst!!! Amen Amen!!!! I pray in the Name of Jesus!! Amen!!!
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
False Teaching
Recently watched Sid Roth, 'It's Supernatural' he has a visitor, Steve Hill, and they talk about there are false teaching in the Christian community about Christian washed by the blood of Jesus, can do any form of sin.
He said it's the teaching that is flooding the world. Even has Christian pulling out of their churches to form their own churches. Well, after reading through some remarks in the net, I think the arrow might be pointing to New Creation Church teaching.
If you are one of those listening to NCC teaching and thought you could sin all you want, you are wrong!!! When you realised all your sins are washed by the blood of Jesus and Abba Father promised not to condemn you again, the reaction to this is to fall in love with what Jesus had done for you and how much Abba Father has love you!!!
If you think you can sin all you want, this is just the accusation Paul received that he replied that if you are washed cleaned by the blood of Jesus of all sin, how can you sin?
I don't know how you can sin all you want, when I know who is God and who is Devil, purely through reading the whole bible, I won't want to even fall into sin like the ancient Israeli and has God's hand moved away from them and darkness got them.
It's when they looked to Jesus again, that Lord saved them out of their trouble!!! All by His Grace!!!! I rather remain in His Grace and be bathed in His Love!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Recent test and trials, I finally understand why Jesus in Isaiah 54:5 said that 'For your Maker is your Husband! His Name is the LORD of Hosts and your Redeemer the Holy One of Israel. He will be called The God of the Whole Earth!. I fully understood why He is my Husband spiritually!!! Glory Glory!!!
It is through the recent temptation that I see that clearly!!!! Most people would have fall into unfaithfulness in their temptation. These you heard many times in the news!!!
As I don't let my body defile anyhow, I do not let any Tom, Dick nor Henry touch my body. As such, using lust on me won't work!!! In realising that, devil uses temptation of a boyfriend to lure me. Well, being a woman with a need of love, I do fall into this. But upon realise the scheme, I pulled myself out and rest in Christ being my spiritual Husband and I draw my love from Him and rest in His Peace!!! Glory Glory!!!
This is the highest form of temptation where the Israeli was tempted to marry women with foreign gods that they were lure away from Lord!!!! Lord told me He will bring ex back to me and any form of pretended good will of offering of love, I am to reject!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said all these test is necessary as in the position He is putting me, there will always be temptation and I have to be secured in Him so as not to be tempted away!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
If Pastor Prince teaching is false, I would not know such a loving God that is my Abba Father who helped me in many areas of troubles. If they think God is a far away Mighty God, that is not here to serve us, they did not read the bible properly for Jesus said He is here not to be served but to serve!!!
When we face tribulation, if we did not have Jesus saving hand, how are we going to get out of our trouble??? Of course, He is the only God that have taken all our sins, healed our sicknesses and redeemed us from destruction. Abba Father crowns us with Loving Kindness and Tender Mercy!!! This promises are in Psalm 103!!! Have they read it???
I am just glad that Lord lead me to New Creation Church, Singapore for me to know His Grace. His Abundance Grace and Free Gift of Righteousness. I rather believe He is a Abundance God. He feed the 5000 with 5 loaves and 2 fishes till they are satisfied and with 12 baskets left over. This talk about a abundance God, not a just enough God!!!
I rather believe He can and He will rather than otherwise. Surely, His Heart is full of Love for His Children and it's how much you dare to believe in Him. His Pouring on me is disclosed by Him, not by me asking Him at all!!! The thing is, the more you don't want, the more He want to pour!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, thank You for Your Teaching and Leading. I walk with You for so long that I know through what You have shown me, You really a God of Abundance and You are a Good Shepherd!!! Surely, You are!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said it's the teaching that is flooding the world. Even has Christian pulling out of their churches to form their own churches. Well, after reading through some remarks in the net, I think the arrow might be pointing to New Creation Church teaching.
If you are one of those listening to NCC teaching and thought you could sin all you want, you are wrong!!! When you realised all your sins are washed by the blood of Jesus and Abba Father promised not to condemn you again, the reaction to this is to fall in love with what Jesus had done for you and how much Abba Father has love you!!!
If you think you can sin all you want, this is just the accusation Paul received that he replied that if you are washed cleaned by the blood of Jesus of all sin, how can you sin?
I don't know how you can sin all you want, when I know who is God and who is Devil, purely through reading the whole bible, I won't want to even fall into sin like the ancient Israeli and has God's hand moved away from them and darkness got them.
It's when they looked to Jesus again, that Lord saved them out of their trouble!!! All by His Grace!!!! I rather remain in His Grace and be bathed in His Love!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Recent test and trials, I finally understand why Jesus in Isaiah 54:5 said that 'For your Maker is your Husband! His Name is the LORD of Hosts and your Redeemer the Holy One of Israel. He will be called The God of the Whole Earth!. I fully understood why He is my Husband spiritually!!! Glory Glory!!!
It is through the recent temptation that I see that clearly!!!! Most people would have fall into unfaithfulness in their temptation. These you heard many times in the news!!!
As I don't let my body defile anyhow, I do not let any Tom, Dick nor Henry touch my body. As such, using lust on me won't work!!! In realising that, devil uses temptation of a boyfriend to lure me. Well, being a woman with a need of love, I do fall into this. But upon realise the scheme, I pulled myself out and rest in Christ being my spiritual Husband and I draw my love from Him and rest in His Peace!!! Glory Glory!!!
This is the highest form of temptation where the Israeli was tempted to marry women with foreign gods that they were lure away from Lord!!!! Lord told me He will bring ex back to me and any form of pretended good will of offering of love, I am to reject!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He said all these test is necessary as in the position He is putting me, there will always be temptation and I have to be secured in Him so as not to be tempted away!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
If Pastor Prince teaching is false, I would not know such a loving God that is my Abba Father who helped me in many areas of troubles. If they think God is a far away Mighty God, that is not here to serve us, they did not read the bible properly for Jesus said He is here not to be served but to serve!!!
When we face tribulation, if we did not have Jesus saving hand, how are we going to get out of our trouble??? Of course, He is the only God that have taken all our sins, healed our sicknesses and redeemed us from destruction. Abba Father crowns us with Loving Kindness and Tender Mercy!!! This promises are in Psalm 103!!! Have they read it???
I am just glad that Lord lead me to New Creation Church, Singapore for me to know His Grace. His Abundance Grace and Free Gift of Righteousness. I rather believe He is a Abundance God. He feed the 5000 with 5 loaves and 2 fishes till they are satisfied and with 12 baskets left over. This talk about a abundance God, not a just enough God!!!
I rather believe He can and He will rather than otherwise. Surely, His Heart is full of Love for His Children and it's how much you dare to believe in Him. His Pouring on me is disclosed by Him, not by me asking Him at all!!! The thing is, the more you don't want, the more He want to pour!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, thank You for Your Teaching and Leading. I walk with You for so long that I know through what You have shown me, You really a God of Abundance and You are a Good Shepherd!!! Surely, You are!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, March 4, 2013
Distraction
Glory Glory! After being distract emotionally for so long, I finally see it through. Hallelujah!!! In my weakness I fall into the trap. But now I know better! Glory Glory!!!
As I see many closed doors, I finally decided to trust Jesus and break the disturbance emotionally. Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
I finally realise C is just an imaginary man bring forward by darkness to disturb me emotionally. As it could not tempt me with unfaithfulness, it decided to tempt me with I need a man. After lingering in it for so long, I finally realised it is not God's will.
For if it God's will, everything will be very smooth and easy, as His Yoke is easy and His Burden is light!!! Finally I see it as an attempt for me to be disturbed emotionally so that I will not go to pray for my mum.
Their tactics now is to let my mum fell down by herself. They make used of her eager to go toilet to let the nurse ignored her and let her walk by herself. She had fell down a few times lately. It's their alternate attempt to kill her!!! Jesus Mighty Lord's Hand will uphold her and keep her safe!!! Thank You, Jesus!!!
They have tortured mum with medicine that she aged so much in these 3 months!!! Mum is Abraham Covenant Child. They who mistreated her shall suffer the same form of mistreat as this is written in the bible. It shall be done in the name of Jesus!!! Since they who have not accept Christ is not redeem by the Blood of Jesus, under the law, the curse runs 3 generations!!! God Almighty, promised Abraham that his descendant shall be blessed!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
No wonder their operation oversea are being cursed. They tried to use money that are not theirs to invest oversea. In Di Zhi Gui, there is a curse on money not come through proper earning. These money is named as cursed money and they brought a curse with them.
Di Zhi Gui said such money will never be safe! The same amount cheated/borrowed/ or any taken from someone else, the same amount will go. Many people whom encountered before testified to the curse and when they earn through proper means, their business prosper!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
At this point, I will bring my focus back to Jesus and let him lead me to my promise land. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! One thing I realise, it's when I come back to Jesus that Lord revealed the truth to me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I shall trust Lord that my family shall be restored. How it is done I don't know but I shall let this wish be fulfilled in it time. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I shall not be distracted by the Grace of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thank You Lord for letting me gone through such testing!!! Surely, I learn my mistake and take it easy!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
As I see many closed doors, I finally decided to trust Jesus and break the disturbance emotionally. Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
I finally realise C is just an imaginary man bring forward by darkness to disturb me emotionally. As it could not tempt me with unfaithfulness, it decided to tempt me with I need a man. After lingering in it for so long, I finally realised it is not God's will.
For if it God's will, everything will be very smooth and easy, as His Yoke is easy and His Burden is light!!! Finally I see it as an attempt for me to be disturbed emotionally so that I will not go to pray for my mum.
Their tactics now is to let my mum fell down by herself. They make used of her eager to go toilet to let the nurse ignored her and let her walk by herself. She had fell down a few times lately. It's their alternate attempt to kill her!!! Jesus Mighty Lord's Hand will uphold her and keep her safe!!! Thank You, Jesus!!!
They have tortured mum with medicine that she aged so much in these 3 months!!! Mum is Abraham Covenant Child. They who mistreated her shall suffer the same form of mistreat as this is written in the bible. It shall be done in the name of Jesus!!! Since they who have not accept Christ is not redeem by the Blood of Jesus, under the law, the curse runs 3 generations!!! God Almighty, promised Abraham that his descendant shall be blessed!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
No wonder their operation oversea are being cursed. They tried to use money that are not theirs to invest oversea. In Di Zhi Gui, there is a curse on money not come through proper earning. These money is named as cursed money and they brought a curse with them.
Di Zhi Gui said such money will never be safe! The same amount cheated/borrowed/ or any taken from someone else, the same amount will go. Many people whom encountered before testified to the curse and when they earn through proper means, their business prosper!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
At this point, I will bring my focus back to Jesus and let him lead me to my promise land. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! One thing I realise, it's when I come back to Jesus that Lord revealed the truth to me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I shall trust Lord that my family shall be restored. How it is done I don't know but I shall let this wish be fulfilled in it time. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I shall not be distracted by the Grace of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thank You Lord for letting me gone through such testing!!! Surely, I learn my mistake and take it easy!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Beliving Right Living Right
I am glad to have accepted Christ and undergo His torrential pouring of Jesus Blood that washed me and Su, so clean to walk in His Path of Righteousness!!! When we rest in Christ, Holy Spirit leads us to walk in His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Through mum falling sick and mental partially unsound, the behaviour of each of my siblings really projected in handling her property and her savings.
Over the years, through saving and invested in stock market at one period of her time, mum has gathered some invested saving that grew her funds. So much so that love of money was seen in some of my siblings!!!
Why I not touched by these? Lord had showed me greater amount till I could not comprehend the digits. He opened my heart so big so wide that whatever the amount I have seen man have, it is still smaller and thus not within my sphere of interest!!! Glory Glory!!!
Also Lord had cleared my love of money fully!!! Otherwise, how am I to handle the position that He wants to put me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! This is why my training under Him last so long. It is all for a purpose!!!
He wants to make sure I walk clean in His Sight, to represent Him in the fullness, be it public or private, He wants me to walk upright!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Even in all forms of Power and Status, He also lead me through lots of training that I fully submit to Him, the Highest One of them all!!! He is the God of Almighty!!!! He took all my pride, even the pride of man away fully that I no more consider myself when talking with anyone. It's all walking by His Path of Righteousness and His Commandment walking in place!!! Glory Glory!!!
Jesus is tender but He cannot be push down. He is strong but He never proud. His Acts are all Acts of Love, even in His Anger to the self-Righteous Law giver!!! As I am walking 1500 years for His Glory, I have to walk right in His Sight, so this training equipped me with the necessity to flow in Love. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Things of the world, the minds of men, are veiled by darkness that they could not see things clearly!!! But Lord is the Wisdom that in all areas of walks, He is my wisdom and understanding that things done in hidden, in darkness, I could see clearly!!! Glory Glory to His Wisdom.
Brother wants to exert his control over things and in the end, he walk in path of darkness instead. No man could glorify himself. He who has nothing could only do what darkness lead. It's when one come to Christ that we see things clearly and we walked in the path of Righteousness!!! Glory Glory!!!
How Lord move my heart from rejecting C to accepting C? He brought me through a scenario of ex caught us in intimacy and embarrassment in his house. He led me to feel bad for letting C gone through it. He showed me I actually cared more than I know I have.
Then He exposed me to many couples happily together!!! No matter which angle I turned my eyes, suddenly many of them walked passed my visions!!! This grew my longing to be loved!!! Lord really have a way of doing things when He wants me to flow in certain direction!!!
He lifted me up to expect good and turned my view from looking to ex to looking to C. This is how He did it!!! He set the stage and then push me towards this direction. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! It's like putting Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden and then told them to enjoy!!! But have to respect His Tithe of 1 person, 1 God...Jesus Christ!!!
Things among the 5 siblings, with Christ and without Christ, there is a clear demarcation!!! What we see clearly, they said we are creating trouble for them. All we want is to have mum NRIC for a copy of her scanning record. But brother refused to let us have mum's NRIC. He is thinking we might fight over her property!!! They didn't know through Christ Jesus, the Yoke is easy and the Burden is light!!! It so simple to accomplish but in their blocked head, they refused!!!
I thank Lord for leading me to Him!!! Without Him, I will still be in darkness and torment by darkness! But Your Mighty Right Hand lifted me out of it and set me by Your Side, in Your heart!!! In there, I am safe and sound and I enjoyed Your Loving Kindness and Tender Mercy!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Through mum falling sick and mental partially unsound, the behaviour of each of my siblings really projected in handling her property and her savings.
Over the years, through saving and invested in stock market at one period of her time, mum has gathered some invested saving that grew her funds. So much so that love of money was seen in some of my siblings!!!
Why I not touched by these? Lord had showed me greater amount till I could not comprehend the digits. He opened my heart so big so wide that whatever the amount I have seen man have, it is still smaller and thus not within my sphere of interest!!! Glory Glory!!!
Also Lord had cleared my love of money fully!!! Otherwise, how am I to handle the position that He wants to put me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! This is why my training under Him last so long. It is all for a purpose!!!
He wants to make sure I walk clean in His Sight, to represent Him in the fullness, be it public or private, He wants me to walk upright!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Even in all forms of Power and Status, He also lead me through lots of training that I fully submit to Him, the Highest One of them all!!! He is the God of Almighty!!!! He took all my pride, even the pride of man away fully that I no more consider myself when talking with anyone. It's all walking by His Path of Righteousness and His Commandment walking in place!!! Glory Glory!!!
Jesus is tender but He cannot be push down. He is strong but He never proud. His Acts are all Acts of Love, even in His Anger to the self-Righteous Law giver!!! As I am walking 1500 years for His Glory, I have to walk right in His Sight, so this training equipped me with the necessity to flow in Love. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Things of the world, the minds of men, are veiled by darkness that they could not see things clearly!!! But Lord is the Wisdom that in all areas of walks, He is my wisdom and understanding that things done in hidden, in darkness, I could see clearly!!! Glory Glory to His Wisdom.
Brother wants to exert his control over things and in the end, he walk in path of darkness instead. No man could glorify himself. He who has nothing could only do what darkness lead. It's when one come to Christ that we see things clearly and we walked in the path of Righteousness!!! Glory Glory!!!
How Lord move my heart from rejecting C to accepting C? He brought me through a scenario of ex caught us in intimacy and embarrassment in his house. He led me to feel bad for letting C gone through it. He showed me I actually cared more than I know I have.
Then He exposed me to many couples happily together!!! No matter which angle I turned my eyes, suddenly many of them walked passed my visions!!! This grew my longing to be loved!!! Lord really have a way of doing things when He wants me to flow in certain direction!!!
He lifted me up to expect good and turned my view from looking to ex to looking to C. This is how He did it!!! He set the stage and then push me towards this direction. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! It's like putting Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden and then told them to enjoy!!! But have to respect His Tithe of 1 person, 1 God...Jesus Christ!!!
Things among the 5 siblings, with Christ and without Christ, there is a clear demarcation!!! What we see clearly, they said we are creating trouble for them. All we want is to have mum NRIC for a copy of her scanning record. But brother refused to let us have mum's NRIC. He is thinking we might fight over her property!!! They didn't know through Christ Jesus, the Yoke is easy and the Burden is light!!! It so simple to accomplish but in their blocked head, they refused!!!
I thank Lord for leading me to Him!!! Without Him, I will still be in darkness and torment by darkness! But Your Mighty Right Hand lifted me out of it and set me by Your Side, in Your heart!!! In there, I am safe and sound and I enjoyed Your Loving Kindness and Tender Mercy!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
One Stroke of Favour is All I Need
Lord is good in this arranged match making. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My first impression of C wasn't that good, especially listened to him talking to the girl patient near the window. I saw him as unrefined. But now, if think in term of his shyness, then it is acceptable.
At first, I could not accept his appearance too. But Lord cleared this dislike from my heart. Pastor Lian told us in Church today to open our heart to all that Lord Jesus wanted to pour into us. I opened my heart to receive and the dislike was gone suddenly!!!
Then as I was going to mum hospital, Lord showed me many couples together and made me longed to be like them. He let me know C loves me and get me to long for his love. This is how Lord worked in me by His Grace!!!
Actually, I am not one of those adventurous person. I rather stay with what I know than what I don't know. The unknown brings me discomfort. This is why I took a long time to move ahead.
I was a shy girl previously. Then I reasoned with myself if every one is shy about themselves, then there is nothing to be shy. This was how I convinced myself not to feel shy when I was in my 20s. Glory Glory!!!
Did I regret marrying ex? Yes, many times, especially when he hack care about me. But I just told Lord about it many times and lived with it. Lord had to lead me through many shut the doors for me to let go fully of ex. Mainly because what is familiar is better than what is unknown. Not that I still have feeling for him, I have cleared all that long ago!!!
Even for Jc, Lord also led me through shut the doors so that I as a mum, won't feel pain to let go of her!!! Especially, what I had advised her gone into deaf ears while ex's gf advice of the same thing become very important!!! Disappointment, disappointment!!!
Just now Jc let me play a game that predicted I am going to be very rich. Then she said, 'Mummy, I can get lots of money from you!!!' Her thought is about getting money from daddy or mummy and she need not study hard. I will not spoil her!!! This is ex training by giving her $200 to buy her Christmas gifts each year!!! At time the amount went up to $500. This is why I do not agree with his parenting, but now it's biting him back!!!
Lord said I now open heart to C, He could bring my blessing through and renewed my body!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Regarding of this year theme for NCC, the Keys of David, Lord was sharing about Deuteronomy 28:11-13. There are 3 Jesus signature in these 3 verses. When Pastor Prince preached it early this year, I did not get them into my spirit. Even when Pastor Lian first mentioned it today, I also could not receive into my spirit!!!
It was when Pastor Lian narrated her blur mistake of blessing someone a cheque but had forgotten to sign it and she reminded us again Jesus signed His Name 3 times on these blessings and surely I can bank it to receive the blessings. Glory Glory!!!
I received into my spirit and now I hold firmly to the blessings. It is when I did that, that the uncomfortable with C, the longing for his love, the open heart to him took place!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I was walking to the LRT station this morning and saw a handsome man on the path to the station. Lord told me he is C's older brother!!! Lord let me sensed the other person in the car as I crossed my road was tracing me too. Anyway, I am okay with this. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Jc previously did not want me to find another man. Now her heart is opened to me going for other man than her daddy!!! She said if the other man is not like daddy, at least he won't scold me so fiercely. She still remembered the scene where ex wanted me to hand her passport to him!!!
That was how bad that struggle was and I could not stopped crying very deeply till Jesus Christ pulled me out of it when I worshipped Him even though I was crying very sadly!!! Guess Lord had changed her thoughts too!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Really many thoughts and thinking changed from accepting of Lord's Deuteronomy 28:11-13 blessings!!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
At this moment, I am in Peace with myself. I am not thinking I am unworthy of anyone anymore!!! This is one reason I have not been actively searching. I was dying my death with all the attacks spiritually and purely surviving.
Lord promised to clear all that when I receive the fullness of the blessing!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
I trusted Him, He will brings all things to past!!! Surely it is good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My first impression of C wasn't that good, especially listened to him talking to the girl patient near the window. I saw him as unrefined. But now, if think in term of his shyness, then it is acceptable.
At first, I could not accept his appearance too. But Lord cleared this dislike from my heart. Pastor Lian told us in Church today to open our heart to all that Lord Jesus wanted to pour into us. I opened my heart to receive and the dislike was gone suddenly!!!
Then as I was going to mum hospital, Lord showed me many couples together and made me longed to be like them. He let me know C loves me and get me to long for his love. This is how Lord worked in me by His Grace!!!
Actually, I am not one of those adventurous person. I rather stay with what I know than what I don't know. The unknown brings me discomfort. This is why I took a long time to move ahead.
I was a shy girl previously. Then I reasoned with myself if every one is shy about themselves, then there is nothing to be shy. This was how I convinced myself not to feel shy when I was in my 20s. Glory Glory!!!
Did I regret marrying ex? Yes, many times, especially when he hack care about me. But I just told Lord about it many times and lived with it. Lord had to lead me through many shut the doors for me to let go fully of ex. Mainly because what is familiar is better than what is unknown. Not that I still have feeling for him, I have cleared all that long ago!!!
Even for Jc, Lord also led me through shut the doors so that I as a mum, won't feel pain to let go of her!!! Especially, what I had advised her gone into deaf ears while ex's gf advice of the same thing become very important!!! Disappointment, disappointment!!!
Just now Jc let me play a game that predicted I am going to be very rich. Then she said, 'Mummy, I can get lots of money from you!!!' Her thought is about getting money from daddy or mummy and she need not study hard. I will not spoil her!!! This is ex training by giving her $200 to buy her Christmas gifts each year!!! At time the amount went up to $500. This is why I do not agree with his parenting, but now it's biting him back!!!
Lord said I now open heart to C, He could bring my blessing through and renewed my body!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Regarding of this year theme for NCC, the Keys of David, Lord was sharing about Deuteronomy 28:11-13. There are 3 Jesus signature in these 3 verses. When Pastor Prince preached it early this year, I did not get them into my spirit. Even when Pastor Lian first mentioned it today, I also could not receive into my spirit!!!
It was when Pastor Lian narrated her blur mistake of blessing someone a cheque but had forgotten to sign it and she reminded us again Jesus signed His Name 3 times on these blessings and surely I can bank it to receive the blessings. Glory Glory!!!
I received into my spirit and now I hold firmly to the blessings. It is when I did that, that the uncomfortable with C, the longing for his love, the open heart to him took place!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I was walking to the LRT station this morning and saw a handsome man on the path to the station. Lord told me he is C's older brother!!! Lord let me sensed the other person in the car as I crossed my road was tracing me too. Anyway, I am okay with this. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Jc previously did not want me to find another man. Now her heart is opened to me going for other man than her daddy!!! She said if the other man is not like daddy, at least he won't scold me so fiercely. She still remembered the scene where ex wanted me to hand her passport to him!!!
That was how bad that struggle was and I could not stopped crying very deeply till Jesus Christ pulled me out of it when I worshipped Him even though I was crying very sadly!!! Guess Lord had changed her thoughts too!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Really many thoughts and thinking changed from accepting of Lord's Deuteronomy 28:11-13 blessings!!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
At this moment, I am in Peace with myself. I am not thinking I am unworthy of anyone anymore!!! This is one reason I have not been actively searching. I was dying my death with all the attacks spiritually and purely surviving.
Lord promised to clear all that when I receive the fullness of the blessing!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
I trusted Him, He will brings all things to past!!! Surely it is good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, March 3, 2013
My Dream Man
Long ago, in 2009, when I was facing my divorce, Lord was building such a man in my meditation. He said I will meet him during my healing session for his mum and we will fall in love with each other. I was fully renewed in physical to the new body that attracted him.
Little did I know, the story told by Lord to comfort me then was not exactly the same. I thought he would be a year older than me, just like ex, but turn out he is much younger! Even though age is not a problem after Lord renewed me. After all, I would be 20 forever for His Glory!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Come to healing his mum, yes, his mum is in hospital but her condition is much better as compared to mum. It's mum I am praying healing instead of his mum. Maybe at that time, not time for Lord to disclose about mum sickness, after all, she was strong and healthy till last year, 2012!!!
Talking about we see each other and fall in love, this also is not exactly the same. He read my blog and know me well enough but I know nothing about him!!!! Plus he is a super shy man, I guessing only, in term of girls he like, till now yet to have a close contact with him.
To deposit into each other love bank, it's about spending time together, giving undivided attention, sharing about each other, to know about your dream and mine and if we could move ahead together. All these involved heart to heart talk, not observing from a distant.
All the while I thought man will chase after girl, just like cave man goes out to knock the head of a woman and pull her back to his cave...hehe...cartoon dream!!!
What I faced is way out for such believe. Is like he sitting on the middle of the fence and I am wondering if he is coming down or not!!! Not wondering anymore, hahaha....(not wondering anymore, I have decided to look to Jesus for provision)
Anyway, Lord shared that whoever I choose, be it ex or him, it's okay. He said it's up to my comfortable level; who I prefer to spend my life with....
Anyway, at such point, I could only dream on......
Anyway, Lord, thank You for Your arrangement nevertheless. I thought Love should be as easy as ABC, but after with ex, I should not think it is so easy...maybe it's about xyz....hehehe....
Little did I know, the story told by Lord to comfort me then was not exactly the same. I thought he would be a year older than me, just like ex, but turn out he is much younger! Even though age is not a problem after Lord renewed me. After all, I would be 20 forever for His Glory!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Come to healing his mum, yes, his mum is in hospital but her condition is much better as compared to mum. It's mum I am praying healing instead of his mum. Maybe at that time, not time for Lord to disclose about mum sickness, after all, she was strong and healthy till last year, 2012!!!
Talking about we see each other and fall in love, this also is not exactly the same. He read my blog and know me well enough but I know nothing about him!!!! Plus he is a super shy man, I guessing only, in term of girls he like, till now yet to have a close contact with him.
To deposit into each other love bank, it's about spending time together, giving undivided attention, sharing about each other, to know about your dream and mine and if we could move ahead together. All these involved heart to heart talk, not observing from a distant.
All the while I thought man will chase after girl, just like cave man goes out to knock the head of a woman and pull her back to his cave...hehe...cartoon dream!!!
What I faced is way out for such believe. Is like he sitting on the middle of the fence and I am wondering if he is coming down or not!!! Not wondering anymore, hahaha....(not wondering anymore, I have decided to look to Jesus for provision)
Anyway, Lord shared that whoever I choose, be it ex or him, it's okay. He said it's up to my comfortable level; who I prefer to spend my life with....
Anyway, at such point, I could only dream on......
Anyway, Lord, thank You for Your arrangement nevertheless. I thought Love should be as easy as ABC, but after with ex, I should not think it is so easy...maybe it's about xyz....hehehe....
Saturday, March 2, 2013
The Nature of Man
I was watching Mark Gungor, 'Yo Mama Session' again yesterday and I have a better understanding of the Love, God created for man to enjoy!!! This is His Creation:
Genesis 1:27
'So God created mankind in His Own Image; He created him in the Image of God.
He created them Male and Female.
And God blessed them and God said to them, 'Be Fruitful! Multiply! Fill the earth!
Subdue it and have Dominion over the fish of the sea and over the fowl of the air and over every living thing that moves upon the earth!'
He created Male and Female in the body of man. and used one of his ribs to create woman from the man. This is why, when man and woman united together, they formed 1 unit of the creation.
Woman was created in the day of Sabbath, so woman is created in His Rest.
Genesis 2:21-25
'And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept.
And He took one of his ribs and closed up the flesh in its place.
He built the ribs, which the Lord God had taken from man, into a woman and brought her to the man.
And Adam said, "This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh. She will be called Wife (Ishah), because she was taken out of Husband (Ish).
Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother and will cling to his wife, and they will be one flesh."
And they both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.'
This is God ordain of man and woman. To look to each other, the united pair, to be fruitful and multiply!!! In this, He created pleasure for them to enjoy each other!!!
Man in his early image imprint in his mind, for his pleasure is from his wife, he will focus on her and every single of his need he will get from her.
Wife received from Husband the pleasure, the expression of Love and whenever she wants pleasure, she will look for the husband. This is God ordain for man. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The world is so perverted by devil to break whatever Goodness God has ordained to man. Especially in this end time. Devil lead man to look to many other women, to porno (imaginary woman), to self service aka masturbation, and cause extreme lust to come in all these that man cannot calm down to enjoy the pure love that God has ordained man.
When man started with pre-marital sex, or masturbation and porno, his mind imprint will be this is his source of pleasure. When this imprint are sealed in him, when he found a wife, his focus will not be just on the wife, but diluted into wife, plus masturbation, plus porno.
Thus, the pure, ecstasy pleasure that comes from when man and wife focusing on each other are gone!!! And man complained that they could not get enough or ever could have pleasure with wife, because of this lost of focusing and was harp up by the imaginary image of porno (hooked into the unreal world)!!!
Wife, if they allow themselves to be defiled by many of their boyfriends before marriage, she will have different level of pressure of love expressed to her and eventually, when she marry the husband, she will have confusion and diminished enjoyment!!!!
I ever know someone was defiled to have tortured form of sex in her younger days in oversea study. This man would tied her up before having sex with her. Even though it created fear in her, but the lust from such buried deep into her that when she married her husband, a normal man, she said it was boring as her mind was on that experience she had while in oversea schooling!!!
For me, personally, ex was my one and only. As man strength and woman strength has a great different, he serving me and I serving myself have a great different too. So much so that I preferred his service to mine. As such, even in divorce, when need to try because of Lord blessing me, I am still looking to him to do the test instead of someone else!!!
However, as ex was used to have different women and into porno, his focus wasn't on me alone. As such, we have yet to enjoy the greatest pleasure Sarah enjoyed with Abraham that even at age 90, she was secretly thinking if she should still have pleasure with her lord at that age!!! That shows how much she had enjoyed that it lingered in her mind!!!
Mark Gungor said that man ejaculation was not the highest form of orgasm. He said man could eject from watching porno and self service, wasn't the same enjoyment as compared to focusing on woman alone and receive the expression of Love from each other!!! He knows it as He has married his wife from age 18 and have been having each other all these while!!!
No woman would want their man to look at porno and with their mind on something else and come to look for her for sex. There is a different on doing the act only as compared to mind to mind connected, heart to heart connected, the Love flowing to and forth.
To make love under such heart connection and joy, the pleasure derived must have been so great that Sarah question in joy if at that old age should she continued to enjoy the pleasure with her husband, Abraham!!!!
How much mankind had shifted away from God original Ordain of Love that everyone is looking to somewhere else to find this love. Devil have even get man on man and woman on woman to make thing worst!!!
Recently, I read in America, they even have man and woman that come together just for the sake of having a baby but emotionally not connected!!!! How pitiful is that???
This is why, when I know of that one act of love, even though not from the same man, there is much sweetness in it as compared to the 9+ years of my married life. Someone who is doing something special just for me, the joy is very different from one that is not sincere!!! In fact, when I think of this sweetness, it's from this man who perform the act instead of he whom now I know is the person who instructed!!!
This is why, when Lord pointed me back to ex, the displeasure in me raised! While in C, he used many other people to represent him, and the man is not there. This is why it is so loop-sided for me, to even feel anything from him!!!! Lord ordination is for man and woman, not man with something else or woman with something else!!!
I am finally getting a better picture of this whole thing about Love!!!
Thank You, Abba for this teaching of Love!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Genesis 1:27
'So God created mankind in His Own Image; He created him in the Image of God.
He created them Male and Female.
And God blessed them and God said to them, 'Be Fruitful! Multiply! Fill the earth!
Subdue it and have Dominion over the fish of the sea and over the fowl of the air and over every living thing that moves upon the earth!'
He created Male and Female in the body of man. and used one of his ribs to create woman from the man. This is why, when man and woman united together, they formed 1 unit of the creation.
Woman was created in the day of Sabbath, so woman is created in His Rest.
Genesis 2:21-25
'And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept.
And He took one of his ribs and closed up the flesh in its place.
He built the ribs, which the Lord God had taken from man, into a woman and brought her to the man.
And Adam said, "This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh. She will be called Wife (Ishah), because she was taken out of Husband (Ish).
Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother and will cling to his wife, and they will be one flesh."
And they both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.'
This is God ordain of man and woman. To look to each other, the united pair, to be fruitful and multiply!!! In this, He created pleasure for them to enjoy each other!!!
Man in his early image imprint in his mind, for his pleasure is from his wife, he will focus on her and every single of his need he will get from her.
Wife received from Husband the pleasure, the expression of Love and whenever she wants pleasure, she will look for the husband. This is God ordain for man. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The world is so perverted by devil to break whatever Goodness God has ordained to man. Especially in this end time. Devil lead man to look to many other women, to porno (imaginary woman), to self service aka masturbation, and cause extreme lust to come in all these that man cannot calm down to enjoy the pure love that God has ordained man.
When man started with pre-marital sex, or masturbation and porno, his mind imprint will be this is his source of pleasure. When this imprint are sealed in him, when he found a wife, his focus will not be just on the wife, but diluted into wife, plus masturbation, plus porno.
Thus, the pure, ecstasy pleasure that comes from when man and wife focusing on each other are gone!!! And man complained that they could not get enough or ever could have pleasure with wife, because of this lost of focusing and was harp up by the imaginary image of porno (hooked into the unreal world)!!!
Wife, if they allow themselves to be defiled by many of their boyfriends before marriage, she will have different level of pressure of love expressed to her and eventually, when she marry the husband, she will have confusion and diminished enjoyment!!!!
I ever know someone was defiled to have tortured form of sex in her younger days in oversea study. This man would tied her up before having sex with her. Even though it created fear in her, but the lust from such buried deep into her that when she married her husband, a normal man, she said it was boring as her mind was on that experience she had while in oversea schooling!!!
For me, personally, ex was my one and only. As man strength and woman strength has a great different, he serving me and I serving myself have a great different too. So much so that I preferred his service to mine. As such, even in divorce, when need to try because of Lord blessing me, I am still looking to him to do the test instead of someone else!!!
However, as ex was used to have different women and into porno, his focus wasn't on me alone. As such, we have yet to enjoy the greatest pleasure Sarah enjoyed with Abraham that even at age 90, she was secretly thinking if she should still have pleasure with her lord at that age!!! That shows how much she had enjoyed that it lingered in her mind!!!
Mark Gungor said that man ejaculation was not the highest form of orgasm. He said man could eject from watching porno and self service, wasn't the same enjoyment as compared to focusing on woman alone and receive the expression of Love from each other!!! He knows it as He has married his wife from age 18 and have been having each other all these while!!!
No woman would want their man to look at porno and with their mind on something else and come to look for her for sex. There is a different on doing the act only as compared to mind to mind connected, heart to heart connected, the Love flowing to and forth.
To make love under such heart connection and joy, the pleasure derived must have been so great that Sarah question in joy if at that old age should she continued to enjoy the pleasure with her husband, Abraham!!!!
How much mankind had shifted away from God original Ordain of Love that everyone is looking to somewhere else to find this love. Devil have even get man on man and woman on woman to make thing worst!!!
Recently, I read in America, they even have man and woman that come together just for the sake of having a baby but emotionally not connected!!!! How pitiful is that???
This is why, when I know of that one act of love, even though not from the same man, there is much sweetness in it as compared to the 9+ years of my married life. Someone who is doing something special just for me, the joy is very different from one that is not sincere!!! In fact, when I think of this sweetness, it's from this man who perform the act instead of he whom now I know is the person who instructed!!!
This is why, when Lord pointed me back to ex, the displeasure in me raised! While in C, he used many other people to represent him, and the man is not there. This is why it is so loop-sided for me, to even feel anything from him!!!! Lord ordination is for man and woman, not man with something else or woman with something else!!!
I am finally getting a better picture of this whole thing about Love!!!
Thank You, Abba for this teaching of Love!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Friday, March 1, 2013
Door Open
With the apology from Su and me, the heart of KF was softened and doors were opened. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Tonight meeting was a success!!! Even though they still don't know how things would work out, they are opening their house to mum! Glory Glory!!!
Finally, all misunderstanding is cleared! We 5 siblings of mum are finally working in harmony for the goodness of mum's wish to return home. Surely, the month of March is good! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely mum will have good relationship with them and their love for mum will grow. I am happy that things are working out in Su and my favour!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen!!! Abba is good, I put the case to the Nailed Pierced hand of Jesus and Lord handled it beautifully!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Today in ward, while praying for mum, I heard C's mum commenting C was from a good school. She also mentioned his age, I think. Well, far too young for me. hehe.... I do not go for young boys!!!
I thought all doors were shut, but I didn't know such a crack were open. Well, in my meditation long ago, Lord did mention I have 2 men to choose from. It seem like this is the other man as the mum is still promoting him!!!
There are 2 doors that I am facing regarding these 2 men. One had shut his door tightly and so sure that never never anymore. His girl friend also posted a message saying dreamer, keep on dreaming!!!
The other door seem not totally closed. God created man to hunt and if man do nothing, than there is nothing to see. Glory Glory!!! He seem to be a well protected man as he relies on others to do what he should do!!!
This is one area I will make sure I don't over protect Jc, so far Lord is doing good in her. Hallelujah!!! In the department of socializing, she did not lack of it. One boy classmate after another to tempt her with love. I praise Lord that He keeps her for me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Anyway, as Lord latest meditation is on ex, I will flow with Him and walk in the path He opens for me. Time will tell how things work out. Even in Jc's heart, I also need Lord Grace to flow through!!!
As a baby and young toddler, she needed me, but now a young lady in the growing, she is closer to her Daddy!!! She even says that she likely to be happy for my eventual departure!!! She quoted the 3 weeks with daddy when I was busy with mum hospitalization as a sign that she could live without me!!!
As mum case come to a close with the open doors, I could rest that the problem is solved; heart of KF and eldest sis are opened! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
How things work out with my life I still don't know. At one point Lord was saying ex is very bad and not worthy of me and better to go with the new man He provided. Now His saying is ex He is bringing back for restoration of the family and new man not match with me. Glory Glory!!!
At present both seem undesirable. I will see how the event turns in the near future!!! Long ago, one older Christian said this to me. Since I have a daughter with ex, and he had none with his girlfriends, better to go back to him due to the daughter.
As man go to the last of his days, their heart will return to family. These I encountered 2 cases so far...they could fling all they want but when sickness came, girlfriends departed and what left was the wife. It's a matter if the wife wants to pick up the dirt!!!
This is why the girl a man choose for initially is true love for him. The rest that comes after might just be after the material gain. Of course I don't deny there are true love but how many of them go after the goodness of life since this is a materialistic world out there!!!
Jc might be happy with all the purchase I had done for her today but in her happiness, she said she will be happy when I depart!!!
The only stable love is from Jesus Sacrificed Himself on the Cross for mankind. He is the only One that first love me. With this love, given by Him, let see which man I finally landed with. At such time, it's still too early to tell. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Finally, all misunderstanding is cleared! We 5 siblings of mum are finally working in harmony for the goodness of mum's wish to return home. Surely, the month of March is good! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Surely mum will have good relationship with them and their love for mum will grow. I am happy that things are working out in Su and my favour!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen!!! Abba is good, I put the case to the Nailed Pierced hand of Jesus and Lord handled it beautifully!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!
Today in ward, while praying for mum, I heard C's mum commenting C was from a good school. She also mentioned his age, I think. Well, far too young for me. hehe.... I do not go for young boys!!!
I thought all doors were shut, but I didn't know such a crack were open. Well, in my meditation long ago, Lord did mention I have 2 men to choose from. It seem like this is the other man as the mum is still promoting him!!!
There are 2 doors that I am facing regarding these 2 men. One had shut his door tightly and so sure that never never anymore. His girl friend also posted a message saying dreamer, keep on dreaming!!!
The other door seem not totally closed. God created man to hunt and if man do nothing, than there is nothing to see. Glory Glory!!! He seem to be a well protected man as he relies on others to do what he should do!!!
This is one area I will make sure I don't over protect Jc, so far Lord is doing good in her. Hallelujah!!! In the department of socializing, she did not lack of it. One boy classmate after another to tempt her with love. I praise Lord that He keeps her for me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Anyway, as Lord latest meditation is on ex, I will flow with Him and walk in the path He opens for me. Time will tell how things work out. Even in Jc's heart, I also need Lord Grace to flow through!!!
As a baby and young toddler, she needed me, but now a young lady in the growing, she is closer to her Daddy!!! She even says that she likely to be happy for my eventual departure!!! She quoted the 3 weeks with daddy when I was busy with mum hospitalization as a sign that she could live without me!!!
As mum case come to a close with the open doors, I could rest that the problem is solved; heart of KF and eldest sis are opened! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
How things work out with my life I still don't know. At one point Lord was saying ex is very bad and not worthy of me and better to go with the new man He provided. Now His saying is ex He is bringing back for restoration of the family and new man not match with me. Glory Glory!!!
At present both seem undesirable. I will see how the event turns in the near future!!! Long ago, one older Christian said this to me. Since I have a daughter with ex, and he had none with his girlfriends, better to go back to him due to the daughter.
As man go to the last of his days, their heart will return to family. These I encountered 2 cases so far...they could fling all they want but when sickness came, girlfriends departed and what left was the wife. It's a matter if the wife wants to pick up the dirt!!!
This is why the girl a man choose for initially is true love for him. The rest that comes after might just be after the material gain. Of course I don't deny there are true love but how many of them go after the goodness of life since this is a materialistic world out there!!!
Jc might be happy with all the purchase I had done for her today but in her happiness, she said she will be happy when I depart!!!
The only stable love is from Jesus Sacrificed Himself on the Cross for mankind. He is the only One that first love me. With this love, given by Him, let see which man I finally landed with. At such time, it's still too early to tell. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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