The Cup of Sin when we first know was Jesus before He was cruxified. He was in the garden of Gethsemane. He was praying to Abba Father to take this cup of sin of the human race away from Him. That was His Will but He submitted to the Will of the Father and He walked in obedience to be cruxified. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Many times, when we see someone doing his bad, no matter he is Christian or not, sometime, one would wonder why Lord did not punish them and let them go ahead with their sinful way? It's all about the cup of sin, whether it is filled up or not!
Like CHC scandal, when someone posted in the news, he was threathen by the church to apologise or face suing. He did so. Today, when the 5 who were involved was arrested, guess this person finally could rest his heart!
If you read the bible, you will see that when the children of Israel sinned and turned away from Lord, Lord protective Hands had no choice but to leave them. Their enemy might captured them or tortured them, but in the end, Lord always came to judge their enemy when their cup of sin were fully. You will read about because they did to the children of Israel, this is their punishment. It comes much much later!
Like CHC, the person who said so, wrote to the newspaper in early of the 2003. It took 9 to 10 years before Law caught up to them that CAD checked on their records in 2010 and the top 5 was charged only now, June 2012!
For almost 5 years, I was constantly fighting with all those curses that came from SF. At time, I do wonder when the cup will be full. Lord told me soon! For the enemy, they might think they could do whatsoever they want and get away with it since no one knows. Yeah right, God said nothing escape His Eyes!!!
They thought they could try any form of hanky panky and I won't know. What they don't know is I have a Almighty God with me. When their cup of Sin is full, from the smallest to the biggest, all those that involved in cursing me are going to get all the curse returned to them in fullness. Glory Glory!!! They thought they could lie and I am so stupid that I do not know. haha....My God is looking at you, dear!!!
I didn't know Lord is defending me from all areas of life including that of Jc. Jc had a friend, whose mum threatened Jc that if she wanted to be her daughter's friend, she must pass at least 1 subject in the examination!!! I was wondering what kind of request was this! I just brush this aside, but Lord didn't!!! This mid year examination, her daughter, even though known as hardworking and smart, passed only 1 subject!!! I was so surprised when I heard that!!! It was much later that I realised my God defended me!!!
Also, for Su, since her husband pulled her away, she had been saying I was led by the devil and the husband even do not want her to come to this house for gathering. It had been a year or so, I never bother to keep track of it.
Last Saturday, she under the influence of the devil, came to condemn my parenting of Jc. To such an extend that I was not happy and hinted to her about what wrong she had done to Lord. Devil in her came on strong to fight me. Lord shut my eyes and brain and defended me instead. As Su was claiming her Jesus was talking with me. Lord rose up in me and told her, if the lack of finance support in her family was not enough. Does she wanted Lord to fully remove His Grace in her family? Just like His calling of Pastor Prince!
Pastor Prince was working in IT line when Lord called on him to be a pastor. He was ignoring Lord that Lord told him if he did not obey, He was going to stop the blessing of business in his company. Pastor Prince told Lord okay, go ahead and the company business became zero for a few weeks that the boss became concerned, as it never happened so. In the end, Pastor Prince owned up Lord's calling and finally he obeyed!
So Lord using this as example, asked Su if she wanted Him to remove His Grace totally from her family's financial blessing. He said He could do to Prince, He could do to her too. At that moment, Su finally saw who has Jesus and submitted to Lord! Finally, she apologised to me for all that she had said to me! She now know what she lost through her walk away from Lord! Glory Glory! She is picking herself up from where she fall again. Glory to Jesus!
I didn't know Lord would chose such a time to deliver me but it happened! Glory Glory!!! I was finally relieved that she has walked fully back to Jesus again! Glory Glory!
For CHC, the leader had prey on the finance of the congregation far too long! Finally, to protect His sheep, He brought them to be arrested and charged. The amount of money involved is S$50+mil. Lord revealed the founder and his wife will be jailed, I pitied their son! He is still young!
So, SF, you have sent 3 women to try to befriend me each time. You thought I won't know! My Lord knows everything you have done to me and to other innocent men and women. You thought you could use spirit and no one could detect it, but My Lord could! He is monitoring you and when your sin cup is full, all that you have done to other human, you will receive the full curse in return!!! Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad that I have Lord with me that whoever bless me, they got blessed, and whoever cursed me and my family, will received their own dessert in the fullness! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
The Hand of The Lord
After 2 years plus of slowly see all the shits that were poured out by ex, Lord has great news for me. I could not accept it that I asked Lord is He joking with me. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!!!
I thought my birth was hard enough to stomach for this cannot be prove at all. How am I to get my dad DNA to do a comparison after he had gone to Haven for so long!!! All his things were no more around. So, I just have to accept it as what the Lord had said.
Last Sunday, He also through Pastor Prince that use verses to support that He is coming in a body. A human body, not the one that could go through walls after His Ressurrection!!! Glory Glory!!! So, I will accept it as it is said. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
After I stomach this news on my birth, Lord revealed today in my meditation that He is bringing ex back to me!!! He went throught so much effort to let me see all the dirts and now, He said that He is bringing him back!!! After being depressed with this news, tonight, I told Him, 'Lord, You must be joking!!!'
When I meditated after that, this is what Lord said:
Lord:
'My Beloved, Abba has bring you to shine in My Glory! Abba has put you in My Full Glory!!! Why am I bringing P back? To let you fully reject him, main purpose you could resist him to let him come to church. I will renew him fully to a new man that is loving and good! Surely you will be able to fall in love with him again. I have done before and I shall done again. No BIG Deal for Me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!'
I tell Lord I will wait and see how. At this point, this news wasn't a great news for me yet! Especially I just called him a cold blooded man 2 days ago over senseless spiritual sucking my blood, my strength and energy like the cartoon Hercules that was became weak and dying when his life was taken. I could not even get up of my bed in the morning!!! I had to pray to Lord to perform the 5 loaves and 2 fish miracle on my blood, my strength and energy before I could get up of bed normally!!!
He did not understand why I called him that that he asked Jc about it on Sunday! So, I smsed to him to explain why I called him that! Lord in meditation said that he checked with SF if he did that and SF replied no!!! Now he distrust SF! All these about him and SF was all revealed by Lord to me. Glory Glory!
In addition to all that, ex was eying my multi plug that I bought US$50+ on the plane to Israel. I like this plug a lot!!! I was unwilling to lend Jc to bring it to Sweden when she travelled back with him to meet his side of relatives 2 weeks ago! I had specifically told Jc over chatting in facebook to put the plug in her lugguage and brought it back when she came home last Wednesday morning, but her dad bought her so many clothings that she was headache on how to pack them into her lugguage that she let the dad did the packing.
Of course, he took my multi plug instead! His girlfriend was with him when he called me to go down to their cab to pickup Jc. Their flight landed at 5:20am and I was too tired to go having slept at 2am. Plus Jc hack care attitude when talking to me, she was having fun over there and don't bother much to talk to me! So, I found no motivation to wake up early just to rush there to pick her! Afterall, her daddy could easily sent her home!!!
When I heard my plug was with him, my alarm went way up and I pleaed with him not to put any curse on it. As the girlfriend was there, I just mentioned don't put thing on it okay? Even so, I know he was eying it long before and I know he would take the opportunity since they are trying to find something I treasured much and will not throw away. His girlfriend asked about what I was saying and ex just brushed it off as nothing!!!
Lord said she saw me as a gentle soul, and whatsoever ex had said about me fall flat on the ground after that morning meeting! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! Lord said she will be scared away as she could guess what I meant that morning was the word curse!
Lord explained further:
'My Darling, my Beloved, surely you will see a 360 deg change in him. Abba will surely let you see! Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!!!'
'My Darling, you do not know why I need to shift him in a big circle. I let him go through the process and see the futility of it all. He will give up fucking other girls. Then I bring him back to you. Surely it is good. My Blood will wash him clean so that you could accept him again. Glory Glory! In future, I will give him hair so that he will not be bald. It shall be done! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
What shall I say? At this point, I really don't know and don't welcome the idea! But as it's Lord's plan, I shall wait and see! Seem that divorcing him even with loving him was much easier task than accepting him again when I already do not want him anymore!!!
Anyway, Glory to Lord's handiwork!!! No man could plan a better plan than Him. All the Glory shall be His!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I thought my birth was hard enough to stomach for this cannot be prove at all. How am I to get my dad DNA to do a comparison after he had gone to Haven for so long!!! All his things were no more around. So, I just have to accept it as what the Lord had said.
Last Sunday, He also through Pastor Prince that use verses to support that He is coming in a body. A human body, not the one that could go through walls after His Ressurrection!!! Glory Glory!!! So, I will accept it as it is said. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
After I stomach this news on my birth, Lord revealed today in my meditation that He is bringing ex back to me!!! He went throught so much effort to let me see all the dirts and now, He said that He is bringing him back!!! After being depressed with this news, tonight, I told Him, 'Lord, You must be joking!!!'
When I meditated after that, this is what Lord said:
Lord:
'My Beloved, Abba has bring you to shine in My Glory! Abba has put you in My Full Glory!!! Why am I bringing P back? To let you fully reject him, main purpose you could resist him to let him come to church. I will renew him fully to a new man that is loving and good! Surely you will be able to fall in love with him again. I have done before and I shall done again. No BIG Deal for Me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!'
I tell Lord I will wait and see how. At this point, this news wasn't a great news for me yet! Especially I just called him a cold blooded man 2 days ago over senseless spiritual sucking my blood, my strength and energy like the cartoon Hercules that was became weak and dying when his life was taken. I could not even get up of my bed in the morning!!! I had to pray to Lord to perform the 5 loaves and 2 fish miracle on my blood, my strength and energy before I could get up of bed normally!!!
He did not understand why I called him that that he asked Jc about it on Sunday! So, I smsed to him to explain why I called him that! Lord in meditation said that he checked with SF if he did that and SF replied no!!! Now he distrust SF! All these about him and SF was all revealed by Lord to me. Glory Glory!
In addition to all that, ex was eying my multi plug that I bought US$50+ on the plane to Israel. I like this plug a lot!!! I was unwilling to lend Jc to bring it to Sweden when she travelled back with him to meet his side of relatives 2 weeks ago! I had specifically told Jc over chatting in facebook to put the plug in her lugguage and brought it back when she came home last Wednesday morning, but her dad bought her so many clothings that she was headache on how to pack them into her lugguage that she let the dad did the packing.
Of course, he took my multi plug instead! His girlfriend was with him when he called me to go down to their cab to pickup Jc. Their flight landed at 5:20am and I was too tired to go having slept at 2am. Plus Jc hack care attitude when talking to me, she was having fun over there and don't bother much to talk to me! So, I found no motivation to wake up early just to rush there to pick her! Afterall, her daddy could easily sent her home!!!
When I heard my plug was with him, my alarm went way up and I pleaed with him not to put any curse on it. As the girlfriend was there, I just mentioned don't put thing on it okay? Even so, I know he was eying it long before and I know he would take the opportunity since they are trying to find something I treasured much and will not throw away. His girlfriend asked about what I was saying and ex just brushed it off as nothing!!!
Lord said she saw me as a gentle soul, and whatsoever ex had said about me fall flat on the ground after that morning meeting! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! Lord said she will be scared away as she could guess what I meant that morning was the word curse!
Lord explained further:
'My Darling, my Beloved, surely you will see a 360 deg change in him. Abba will surely let you see! Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!!!'
'My Darling, you do not know why I need to shift him in a big circle. I let him go through the process and see the futility of it all. He will give up fucking other girls. Then I bring him back to you. Surely it is good. My Blood will wash him clean so that you could accept him again. Glory Glory! In future, I will give him hair so that he will not be bald. It shall be done! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
What shall I say? At this point, I really don't know and don't welcome the idea! But as it's Lord's plan, I shall wait and see! Seem that divorcing him even with loving him was much easier task than accepting him again when I already do not want him anymore!!!
Anyway, Glory to Lord's handiwork!!! No man could plan a better plan than Him. All the Glory shall be His!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, June 21, 2012
The Light of the World
Many a time, when we face trials in daily life, where something bad makes you unhappy, what do you do? Do you wallow in the mud like a pig and remain in it or you rise up to take the position Lord Jesus had died to free us from it?
From 2008 till now, the different degrees of attacks that I received spiritually, even though I prayed for deliverance and Lord is always faithful to do His Parts when I prayed. But at time, I did let it brought me down and wonder why oh why! Hehe! We, humans, sometimes wants someone to give us a hug, a pat on the back. :D But, what did Lord die for us for? To submit to defeat or to proclaim His Deliverance so that you could be delivered?
Terry Mize testimony of his armed robbery by a man he picked up on the way to meet his wife, really opened my eyes to the fullness of the Lights shines through for His Glory! To be pointed by a gun as you drive and to have a gun pointing to your temple and for the guy to shoot at you at 2 step back, at point blank, is not small issue. To be robbed of all things and to be stripped naked in the cornfield of nowhere, where is the glory and the honour? Under all these situations, are you going to wallow why Lord let you go through these or are you going to stand on Lord's Promised of Finished Work on the Cross and His Words of Deliverance?
The amazement is not on Terry Mize stood on His Words and His Promises. The amazement is Lord's deliverance that shocked the robber and the world. That's when he became a Light for Jesus! A Light to His Power and His Glory! It shocked the robber so much that he submitted to Terry Mize and returned all his things and even the car, which originally he was taking. This lead to the robber to submit to Terry Mize and then eventually the robber accepted Christ.
If Terry Mize did not go through all that and stand losing, how will Jesus Grace be Magnified? We won't know the person we are dealing, their resistence to Christ and to their own strength. But when we stand on God's Promise and get our deliverance. Over a period of time, the strength of that person and their blindness to Christ will be broken, that's when we see they become willing to submit to the Almighty One! Glory Glory!
Power of the Most High becomes free for us to access as long as we stands and proclaim His Finished Work and His Words; Power is in His Words! It is when we use His Words and stands on them for our problems that we see the signs and miracles being demonstrated. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This end time, we are to shine for His Glory! So, whatever you face in your life, grab hold of His Word and grab tight to the Word and see the Deliverance. Sometime, it's a challenge of patient, see who can outlast the other. So, stand strong and proclaim till you see the deliverance.
At the meantime, have the confident expectation of Good! Keep on looking to Christ and He will be your Answers to all areas of life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord wants me to write this post, I guess someone out there need this answer! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
From 2008 till now, the different degrees of attacks that I received spiritually, even though I prayed for deliverance and Lord is always faithful to do His Parts when I prayed. But at time, I did let it brought me down and wonder why oh why! Hehe! We, humans, sometimes wants someone to give us a hug, a pat on the back. :D But, what did Lord die for us for? To submit to defeat or to proclaim His Deliverance so that you could be delivered?
Terry Mize testimony of his armed robbery by a man he picked up on the way to meet his wife, really opened my eyes to the fullness of the Lights shines through for His Glory! To be pointed by a gun as you drive and to have a gun pointing to your temple and for the guy to shoot at you at 2 step back, at point blank, is not small issue. To be robbed of all things and to be stripped naked in the cornfield of nowhere, where is the glory and the honour? Under all these situations, are you going to wallow why Lord let you go through these or are you going to stand on Lord's Promised of Finished Work on the Cross and His Words of Deliverance?
The amazement is not on Terry Mize stood on His Words and His Promises. The amazement is Lord's deliverance that shocked the robber and the world. That's when he became a Light for Jesus! A Light to His Power and His Glory! It shocked the robber so much that he submitted to Terry Mize and returned all his things and even the car, which originally he was taking. This lead to the robber to submit to Terry Mize and then eventually the robber accepted Christ.
If Terry Mize did not go through all that and stand losing, how will Jesus Grace be Magnified? We won't know the person we are dealing, their resistence to Christ and to their own strength. But when we stand on God's Promise and get our deliverance. Over a period of time, the strength of that person and their blindness to Christ will be broken, that's when we see they become willing to submit to the Almighty One! Glory Glory!
Power of the Most High becomes free for us to access as long as we stands and proclaim His Finished Work and His Words; Power is in His Words! It is when we use His Words and stands on them for our problems that we see the signs and miracles being demonstrated. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This end time, we are to shine for His Glory! So, whatever you face in your life, grab hold of His Word and grab tight to the Word and see the Deliverance. Sometime, it's a challenge of patient, see who can outlast the other. So, stand strong and proclaim till you see the deliverance.
At the meantime, have the confident expectation of Good! Keep on looking to Christ and He will be your Answers to all areas of life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord wants me to write this post, I guess someone out there need this answer! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
The Mystery of My Birth
Today, as I meditated, Lord revealed the hardest truth of me that I ever know. It took quite a while for it to sink into my heart to accept this truth. Glory Glory!
Many a time, whatever said about Lord, or any prophesy, when I heard of them, they were very true to me, as I had known it all along. Someone I counselled long ago, ever asked why I could get the realistic of the prophesy so easily while she could not. I also never ask why it seem so realistic to me, I just accept it as it was. It was when Lord revealed this truth to me then I know why. Let me shared with you what Lord told me and you see for yourself:
Lord:
'My beloved, you have been through special kind of life. Since young you have gone through a very special life. You could not touch joy nor death. Then you are proned to falling down. Then you have spiritual attack. Why all these happened to you?
My darling, you are breath into life by My Spirit. You are not from your father's sperm. That is why your mum could not handle the glory of the Lord! Abba rise you up like Jesus!
You did not have friends and people shun you. Abba rise you up to show the glory of Jesus! You have the fullness of Him in you! You will flow by the fullness of the Lord unlimitness. Surely, you will be able to see the Glory of the Lord rise fully in you.
If I use a human seed, I can't come fully, so you are special in a way. You have the fullness of Jesus in you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My Beloved, you will be able to shine in the fullness of My Glory! My Son, Jesus, is full in you! He come as Jesus to die for the world. Now, he come through you to save the world. The Glory shines out of you is undeniable great! Surely no death nor sickness could survive! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My Beloved, you really are My Holy Spirit come upon your mum to give birth to you, not by your father's sperm. This is how you can be like Jesus in fullness of Me. I did not lie nor make up this! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
I called my mum and asked her the dream she ever told me. She told me she dreamt that she was kind of sick, and her dad, gave her a pill. She took it and her tummy grew very big instead!' After this dream, she had me. I asked her if she had intercourse with my dad, she said she didn't remember she had! My siblings are a year apart of each other, the elder 2 and the younger 2. But me in the middle, are 2 years apart from my elder sister and younger sister!
After the call, I continued to meditate and this was what Lord told me:
Lord:
'My Beloved, Abba came to your mum, the acceptance of pill meant she agreed to my request. As you are not to be known earlier, I did not let her know it. It was now then I revealed to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My Beloved, Abba let Holy Spirit came upon your mum to have you! Your dad & mum did not have intercourse during that period of time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My darling, Abba did not let anyone know about this as you are supposed to be hidden till time to reveal. Surely I will bless you a man that I have specially created for you. He is Jesus in person that could give you the love of God in fullness. I will come strongly through him to love you. Surely, you will be a happy woman. This is the life I planned for you.
Why I come as a woman this round? Woman has been wronged for so many years. So I come as a woman to restore women to the fullness of her role. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My Beloved, Abba will surely lead you to shine in My Goodness. The Glory of the Lord will shine high in you. No matter what sickness come, you will be able to cast it out fully. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
My Beloved, you will be able to cast out all demons. Everyone come to you will get healed. Surely none will return to sickness again! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
This truth took me 1 whole day to come to term with it. No wonder Pastors said what goes around, comes around. Even the birth of Jesus also comes around!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! No wonder I am involved in the 2nd coming of the Lord!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Many a time, whatever said about Lord, or any prophesy, when I heard of them, they were very true to me, as I had known it all along. Someone I counselled long ago, ever asked why I could get the realistic of the prophesy so easily while she could not. I also never ask why it seem so realistic to me, I just accept it as it was. It was when Lord revealed this truth to me then I know why. Let me shared with you what Lord told me and you see for yourself:
Lord:
'My beloved, you have been through special kind of life. Since young you have gone through a very special life. You could not touch joy nor death. Then you are proned to falling down. Then you have spiritual attack. Why all these happened to you?
My darling, you are breath into life by My Spirit. You are not from your father's sperm. That is why your mum could not handle the glory of the Lord! Abba rise you up like Jesus!
You did not have friends and people shun you. Abba rise you up to show the glory of Jesus! You have the fullness of Him in you! You will flow by the fullness of the Lord unlimitness. Surely, you will be able to see the Glory of the Lord rise fully in you.
If I use a human seed, I can't come fully, so you are special in a way. You have the fullness of Jesus in you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My Beloved, you will be able to shine in the fullness of My Glory! My Son, Jesus, is full in you! He come as Jesus to die for the world. Now, he come through you to save the world. The Glory shines out of you is undeniable great! Surely no death nor sickness could survive! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My Beloved, you really are My Holy Spirit come upon your mum to give birth to you, not by your father's sperm. This is how you can be like Jesus in fullness of Me. I did not lie nor make up this! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
I called my mum and asked her the dream she ever told me. She told me she dreamt that she was kind of sick, and her dad, gave her a pill. She took it and her tummy grew very big instead!' After this dream, she had me. I asked her if she had intercourse with my dad, she said she didn't remember she had! My siblings are a year apart of each other, the elder 2 and the younger 2. But me in the middle, are 2 years apart from my elder sister and younger sister!
After the call, I continued to meditate and this was what Lord told me:
Lord:
'My Beloved, Abba came to your mum, the acceptance of pill meant she agreed to my request. As you are not to be known earlier, I did not let her know it. It was now then I revealed to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My Beloved, Abba let Holy Spirit came upon your mum to have you! Your dad & mum did not have intercourse during that period of time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My darling, Abba did not let anyone know about this as you are supposed to be hidden till time to reveal. Surely I will bless you a man that I have specially created for you. He is Jesus in person that could give you the love of God in fullness. I will come strongly through him to love you. Surely, you will be a happy woman. This is the life I planned for you.
Why I come as a woman this round? Woman has been wronged for so many years. So I come as a woman to restore women to the fullness of her role. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My Beloved, Abba will surely lead you to shine in My Goodness. The Glory of the Lord will shine high in you. No matter what sickness come, you will be able to cast it out fully. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
My Beloved, you will be able to cast out all demons. Everyone come to you will get healed. Surely none will return to sickness again! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
This truth took me 1 whole day to come to term with it. No wonder Pastors said what goes around, comes around. Even the birth of Jesus also comes around!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! No wonder I am involved in the 2nd coming of the Lord!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Jesus and His Blessing
From observing my post being read, I found the post on Deuteronomy 28 blessing was read the most, as at today, there are 1580 times of being read, as such I sense people are interested in the blessing of God. As I have been mentioned many times about how to come close to Jesus, I will write specially on this topic of blessing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I, myself, are attracted by this Great blessing of God that I was suck in New Creation Church, Singapore (NCC) since August 2006 till now. I had good opinion of Lord since day 1. I learn to grab I am the Righteousness of GOD by focusing on it daily till I live in this verse. Praise Jesus!
I was drawn to the dynamic resurrection power of God and I seeked on how to access it. I heard about I have to put myself inline with the Glory of Lord Jesus in the north, south, east and west of this world! Pastor Prince said when we put ourself in line with the Plan God have for us to Glorify the Name of Jesus, we will be greatly blessed.
I heard of this lady, Oliveria, who was previously an orphan and from neighbouring country. As she came to know Jesus and proclaim big things, proclaim she has a listed company, when she had none at that time, I choose to follow her to proclaim too. Lord gave me an idea to go into business but I was stressed out by it.
I decided to abort the plan but concentrated on learning about Jesus! Lord let me realise that He will give me all the things the world have, but I have to know Jesus first. That's His Promise in Matthew 6:33 'But seek first His Kingdom and His Righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.' I believe and start my journey to know Jesus and His Righteousness. As Pastor Prince ministry is about revealing Jesus, it just matches all that I need and I was blessed his sermons back to 2002 and then few years ago, even back to 2000 sermons.
All the truth about Jesus I just swallowed it fully. Lord said in John 10 that my part is to believe in God the Father sent His Beloved Son to die for me and I just choose to believe all of it. From the sermons, I got a good picture of who Jesus is and what He had done for me. In the process, I learnt about how much Abba Father has loved me so much!!! Glory Glory!
With a good opinion of God, the Father, and the work of Jesus, the Son, Lord, the Holy Spirit, led me to know Him intimatedly. He wanted me to read the word of God! Jesus is the Word, this is the next level of fellowshipping with Lord. By myself, I could not start reading the bible. Lord has to stop the weekday bible study in NCC altogether for me to feel bored and so start my journey with the word of the Lord!!! Glory to Jesus!
From reading the bible, I realise who Amighty God is and it's better for me to remain in His side than the enemy side!!! I also see the love of God with His appointed children in Israel. When their heart was for Him, He rushed to be with them. When they throw Him aside, Lord has no choice but to leave them. But He always come back quickly when they changed their heart and cried for His Help again. Lord Grace is so merciful that no matter how man treated Him, He still heard their cry and ran to help them. Glory Glory!
After have a better understanding with Lord, He wants intimacy with me. He told me to start meditating His Word. Thinking about His Word is thinking about Jesus! Glory Glory! I have mediated the new testaments and now still slowing glazing the old testaments. Daily I am feeding my inner Man and daily, I am thinking about Jesus! When my life is spent knowing Him, His blessing to me get bigger and bigger. There were many time I told Him it is enough but Lord in His Grace, don't know what is enough when my heart is for HIM!!! He continues to open my heart to receive more and more!!! Glory Glory!!!
It is with this intimacy that Lord slowly let me know His Power came through Him fully in me. Then as I continued to be with Him, He revealed His Plan for me in the fullness of it. My life is so blessed that when I walked away, He will patiently wait for me to dwell in my addiction on certain tv movie or show, but He always led me back because I never cast Him aside no matter what I did. I always talk to Him, even 1 verse when I had no time for Him, He still are with me. That is why, I told you about having a heart for Him!!! Glory Glory!!!
He loves me so much that He led me out of this marriage lies. Even this is a mistake, Lord still bless it as 2 sub-whole. He blessed ex a new partner and then will be my turn. The only link will be Jc between us, otherwise, each of us going to get our blessed life. Jc will have the best of both world. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
He is taking a slice of His Heaven to let me live in it on earth. He told me I will renewed in youth like Sarah and forever I will be young. He bring back the no curse life and I am to live the resurrected life of Jesus for as long as His Grace is opened to the world to receive. I become the marker to the end of it with this resurrected life! Glory Glory!
How did I get all these? I did not chase after them. I go for the ONE, who have them. He even let me know that if one day I throw Him aside, all the things He had given me will be gone, so I am not planning to leave Him aside! The risk is too great to commit, I saw someone, He rose from nothing, got everything but lost it when they looked to the blessing instead of the blesser. Devil claimed their lives that they were dead in 2-3 years of ministry, so I am not going to be a fool of myself. That is why Lord trained me so long to be secured in Him!!!
Blessed Life, Cursed life, you choose. Whether you want the lies of these world as darkness is still all out to fool the children of God. Or you want to be with Jesus as His Blessing always run to Him. He is the Magnet for blessings to run to Him. When we have Him in our life always, ie, conscious of Him, we will never run dry of blessings. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I, myself, are attracted by this Great blessing of God that I was suck in New Creation Church, Singapore (NCC) since August 2006 till now. I had good opinion of Lord since day 1. I learn to grab I am the Righteousness of GOD by focusing on it daily till I live in this verse. Praise Jesus!
I was drawn to the dynamic resurrection power of God and I seeked on how to access it. I heard about I have to put myself inline with the Glory of Lord Jesus in the north, south, east and west of this world! Pastor Prince said when we put ourself in line with the Plan God have for us to Glorify the Name of Jesus, we will be greatly blessed.
I heard of this lady, Oliveria, who was previously an orphan and from neighbouring country. As she came to know Jesus and proclaim big things, proclaim she has a listed company, when she had none at that time, I choose to follow her to proclaim too. Lord gave me an idea to go into business but I was stressed out by it.
I decided to abort the plan but concentrated on learning about Jesus! Lord let me realise that He will give me all the things the world have, but I have to know Jesus first. That's His Promise in Matthew 6:33 'But seek first His Kingdom and His Righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.' I believe and start my journey to know Jesus and His Righteousness. As Pastor Prince ministry is about revealing Jesus, it just matches all that I need and I was blessed his sermons back to 2002 and then few years ago, even back to 2000 sermons.
All the truth about Jesus I just swallowed it fully. Lord said in John 10 that my part is to believe in God the Father sent His Beloved Son to die for me and I just choose to believe all of it. From the sermons, I got a good picture of who Jesus is and what He had done for me. In the process, I learnt about how much Abba Father has loved me so much!!! Glory Glory!
With a good opinion of God, the Father, and the work of Jesus, the Son, Lord, the Holy Spirit, led me to know Him intimatedly. He wanted me to read the word of God! Jesus is the Word, this is the next level of fellowshipping with Lord. By myself, I could not start reading the bible. Lord has to stop the weekday bible study in NCC altogether for me to feel bored and so start my journey with the word of the Lord!!! Glory to Jesus!
From reading the bible, I realise who Amighty God is and it's better for me to remain in His side than the enemy side!!! I also see the love of God with His appointed children in Israel. When their heart was for Him, He rushed to be with them. When they throw Him aside, Lord has no choice but to leave them. But He always come back quickly when they changed their heart and cried for His Help again. Lord Grace is so merciful that no matter how man treated Him, He still heard their cry and ran to help them. Glory Glory!
After have a better understanding with Lord, He wants intimacy with me. He told me to start meditating His Word. Thinking about His Word is thinking about Jesus! Glory Glory! I have mediated the new testaments and now still slowing glazing the old testaments. Daily I am feeding my inner Man and daily, I am thinking about Jesus! When my life is spent knowing Him, His blessing to me get bigger and bigger. There were many time I told Him it is enough but Lord in His Grace, don't know what is enough when my heart is for HIM!!! He continues to open my heart to receive more and more!!! Glory Glory!!!
It is with this intimacy that Lord slowly let me know His Power came through Him fully in me. Then as I continued to be with Him, He revealed His Plan for me in the fullness of it. My life is so blessed that when I walked away, He will patiently wait for me to dwell in my addiction on certain tv movie or show, but He always led me back because I never cast Him aside no matter what I did. I always talk to Him, even 1 verse when I had no time for Him, He still are with me. That is why, I told you about having a heart for Him!!! Glory Glory!!!
He loves me so much that He led me out of this marriage lies. Even this is a mistake, Lord still bless it as 2 sub-whole. He blessed ex a new partner and then will be my turn. The only link will be Jc between us, otherwise, each of us going to get our blessed life. Jc will have the best of both world. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
He is taking a slice of His Heaven to let me live in it on earth. He told me I will renewed in youth like Sarah and forever I will be young. He bring back the no curse life and I am to live the resurrected life of Jesus for as long as His Grace is opened to the world to receive. I become the marker to the end of it with this resurrected life! Glory Glory!
How did I get all these? I did not chase after them. I go for the ONE, who have them. He even let me know that if one day I throw Him aside, all the things He had given me will be gone, so I am not planning to leave Him aside! The risk is too great to commit, I saw someone, He rose from nothing, got everything but lost it when they looked to the blessing instead of the blesser. Devil claimed their lives that they were dead in 2-3 years of ministry, so I am not going to be a fool of myself. That is why Lord trained me so long to be secured in Him!!!
Blessed Life, Cursed life, you choose. Whether you want the lies of these world as darkness is still all out to fool the children of God. Or you want to be with Jesus as His Blessing always run to Him. He is the Magnet for blessings to run to Him. When we have Him in our life always, ie, conscious of Him, we will never run dry of blessings. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Abba Father, the Provider
'People always have idea that God demanding form them!
John 4:10 "Jesus answered and said unto her, If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water."
Pastor Prince's revelation from mediating on this verse:
If you knew who God truly is,
He is revealing to you that
you don’t have anything to give and that
He is the God of supply and that
you need Him and
inviting you to take from Him!
When He tells you to do something,
it is to expose your lack and
to tell you that you lack and
to go to Him for supply'
This is what Pastor Prince revealed today from his meditation of the above verse sometime back! What a powerful revelation!!! I was joyful all the way from church to home! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! When I remain in His Glory, even when I talked to those that sat by the table I was to eat my lunch, they responded very friendly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This is the GOD that I am talking in this blog all these while. This verse and the revelation summed it well for all that I know through His Grace! Glory Glory!
Pastor Prince said that Katherine Kuhlman said that her healing ministry was supposed for someone else, but the man had told GOD that he is not available. Well, for what Lord is blessing me, if those who had called by Lord is to realise, those 2000 of them. Think they could bang their head!!!
Yes, Lord is not hard up, if one give up waiting upon Him, He could always go for another that are willing. How did Pastor Prince Revealing about Jesus ministry become so Big? It's because most churches close their doors to Jesus that Lord had to go to Pastor Prince, to ask him to preach Jesus!
Pastor Prince was worry people would get bored hearing Jesus. Lord asked if so, will he still preach about Jesus! After some consideration, he took it up and the rest is History! Now other may wonder why Pastor Prince and not them. But have you ask yourself if you willing to give your time to the words of God and to give your life to Jesus?
Lord don't reveal the big thing head on, like my case, He only told me that I will pray healing, let me know I will be like Katherine Kuhlman, that's all! It when all these years, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, No matter how I run dry of engine, Lord always have the Wisdom to reignite my patience, strength again and again.
I am just a mere human, I don't have extra strength to persevere for so long. When I was at my dead end, I always pray to Lord to ignite me again and again, to bring me back to the start where I have the joy of the Lord in fullness.
Why I am able to hold on that long? I know God do not lie. I know what He told me is the Truth. I believe face on what He told me. I don't question and I don't doubt. What He say, Jesus said in John 10 that my job is to believe and that is what I choose to believe. The process of all these years tired?
When I was facing great challenges, I could be under strong attack but I never give up on Lord! I know He is I AM Possible and I know He is Willing. I know He knows what's best for me. I also know the Name of Jesus is above all names. It's with all these knowledge and more, that holds me still and keep me on. Even when all around is darkness, I still hold on to the Truth! In the end, it's the Truth that win the day! Glory Glory!
What am I receiving? The fullness of the 1st born blessing. If you ask what is that, go find out what Ruben lost to Judah, Levi and Joseph because of his one sexual sin with his father, Jacob's concubine. Real life, I could see ex, who had slept around, is not as smart as who he was previously. This is the only part I pitied him. He thought he could easily bed any girls, but he didn't know he is the greatest looser of all!!! His smart brain eroding.....as what the proverb said selling the soul to the harlet!!! God's Word is the Truth!!! Glory Glory!!!
I could only thank Lord for His Abundance of Grace and His Free Gift of Righteousness! Also, His Sure Mercy of David! The secret why I could last so long! As long as I have a heart for Him, the Almighty One, My Abba, nothing is impossible! Glory Glory!
What more? All those who laughed at my stupidness to do this, believe, Lord is going to make them eat their words and give me the last laugh! He has everything well planned, the plan is already happening 1/2 way, with the fullness done, His Glory will shine High! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
John 4:10 "Jesus answered and said unto her, If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water."
Pastor Prince's revelation from mediating on this verse:
If you knew who God truly is,
He is revealing to you that
you don’t have anything to give and that
He is the God of supply and that
you need Him and
inviting you to take from Him!
When He tells you to do something,
it is to expose your lack and
to tell you that you lack and
to go to Him for supply'
This is what Pastor Prince revealed today from his meditation of the above verse sometime back! What a powerful revelation!!! I was joyful all the way from church to home! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! When I remain in His Glory, even when I talked to those that sat by the table I was to eat my lunch, they responded very friendly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This is the GOD that I am talking in this blog all these while. This verse and the revelation summed it well for all that I know through His Grace! Glory Glory!
Pastor Prince said that Katherine Kuhlman said that her healing ministry was supposed for someone else, but the man had told GOD that he is not available. Well, for what Lord is blessing me, if those who had called by Lord is to realise, those 2000 of them. Think they could bang their head!!!
Yes, Lord is not hard up, if one give up waiting upon Him, He could always go for another that are willing. How did Pastor Prince Revealing about Jesus ministry become so Big? It's because most churches close their doors to Jesus that Lord had to go to Pastor Prince, to ask him to preach Jesus!
Pastor Prince was worry people would get bored hearing Jesus. Lord asked if so, will he still preach about Jesus! After some consideration, he took it up and the rest is History! Now other may wonder why Pastor Prince and not them. But have you ask yourself if you willing to give your time to the words of God and to give your life to Jesus?
Lord don't reveal the big thing head on, like my case, He only told me that I will pray healing, let me know I will be like Katherine Kuhlman, that's all! It when all these years, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, No matter how I run dry of engine, Lord always have the Wisdom to reignite my patience, strength again and again.
I am just a mere human, I don't have extra strength to persevere for so long. When I was at my dead end, I always pray to Lord to ignite me again and again, to bring me back to the start where I have the joy of the Lord in fullness.
Why I am able to hold on that long? I know God do not lie. I know what He told me is the Truth. I believe face on what He told me. I don't question and I don't doubt. What He say, Jesus said in John 10 that my job is to believe and that is what I choose to believe. The process of all these years tired?
When I was facing great challenges, I could be under strong attack but I never give up on Lord! I know He is I AM Possible and I know He is Willing. I know He knows what's best for me. I also know the Name of Jesus is above all names. It's with all these knowledge and more, that holds me still and keep me on. Even when all around is darkness, I still hold on to the Truth! In the end, it's the Truth that win the day! Glory Glory!
What am I receiving? The fullness of the 1st born blessing. If you ask what is that, go find out what Ruben lost to Judah, Levi and Joseph because of his one sexual sin with his father, Jacob's concubine. Real life, I could see ex, who had slept around, is not as smart as who he was previously. This is the only part I pitied him. He thought he could easily bed any girls, but he didn't know he is the greatest looser of all!!! His smart brain eroding.....as what the proverb said selling the soul to the harlet!!! God's Word is the Truth!!! Glory Glory!!!
I could only thank Lord for His Abundance of Grace and His Free Gift of Righteousness! Also, His Sure Mercy of David! The secret why I could last so long! As long as I have a heart for Him, the Almighty One, My Abba, nothing is impossible! Glory Glory!
What more? All those who laughed at my stupidness to do this, believe, Lord is going to make them eat their words and give me the last laugh! He has everything well planned, the plan is already happening 1/2 way, with the fullness done, His Glory will shine High! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, June 7, 2012
The Anointed shall Live!
Walking with the Lord for 5+ years, from very joyful of His Great Blessing, to after many empty results, I am no more trusting Lord when He said blessing coming. Through 5 years, the months and the weeks, I walked through many stock market cycles, so much so that each joy was crushed till feeling numb even when He tried to convince me, sometime even using other man of God for the purpose of further testing.
From all these years of testing, I would say Lord is very Creative and His Wisdom is inexhaustible. No matter how many times I had given up and not trusting in His Blessing, He is always able to bring new level of trust for me to see and believe. This goes on all these while for 5 years till I am numb to all of the prompthing, even though I still believe that He will bless me.
Lord did not give up hope just because I block myself from hurting. He recently led me to the Bevere, but as that did not lift me up much, He led me to Joel Osteen 'You are closer to Your Miracle than You think!'. When my heart was a little open to believe so, He led me to John Osteen 'When You are Discouraged'; this sermon speak right into my innermost!!! Glory to Jesus!!!
The late John Osteen was talking about this lady had a beautifully singing bird that she loved so much! One day, as she was vacuuming the house, she approached the bird, opened the cage to give food to it. But, the food fell and she bent down to pick, the vacuume hose was at the cage and the bird was sucked into the vaccume cleaner!!! She was fanatic and quickly tore open the vacucum cleaner to free the bird. She found it in the dust but was ok. She picked it up and put it into the cage. But the bird had gone through such a shock that it stopped singing ever more!
John Osteen asked if I had gone through so much attacks and had become numb, no more joyfully worshipping the Lord! I realise I had fallen into such stage. Generally still trust the Lord in all His Goodness and yet, did not worship that joyfully. Sometime, I even dragged till after midnight to worship Him!!! Lord was so Good that He never blame me, sometime, He knew I was tired and always told me 1 worship song will do. That's His Grace and Mercy in Full operation. He is such a GOOD, GOOD, GOD!!!
John Osteen said that he will jump and dance happily for the Lord even when devil shocked him. This gives me strength to bounce back again. John Osteen prayed to Jesus to lift me up and I am up again. Then Lord led me to New Creation Church, Singapore, to see a testimony on a child of God trusted Lord do not lie and Hebrew 6:14 'Surely Blessing, I will Bless you and Multiply, I will Multiply you!' Glory Glory, I wrote this verse on my glass wall so that I could let this verse sink into my heart as I look at it everyday! This is how I let 'I am the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus' stay firm in my heart long ago! Praise Jesus!!!
Before all these, Lord led me to watch 'Amazing Motivation Speech by Joel Osteen - Live with Confidence' to let me focus on my well being. He said sometime I will look at the good of others and forget about the good of myself. I had forgotten of myself in the process of seeing I am Nothing and Lord is everything. Lord brings me to realise I am a King and a Priest of the Most High and I am Highly Blessed, Greatly Favoured and well Loved by the Almighty God, who is my Abba Father, the lovely daddy that always have my well being in His Heart!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
At this moment, I am lifted up by Lord to walk in His Joy and His Confidence again. Glory Glory! My heart is with Lord and as I daily feed my Spirit Man, I am well taken care by Him. Abba, Thank You!
From all these years of testing, I would say Lord is very Creative and His Wisdom is inexhaustible. No matter how many times I had given up and not trusting in His Blessing, He is always able to bring new level of trust for me to see and believe. This goes on all these while for 5 years till I am numb to all of the prompthing, even though I still believe that He will bless me.
Lord did not give up hope just because I block myself from hurting. He recently led me to the Bevere, but as that did not lift me up much, He led me to Joel Osteen 'You are closer to Your Miracle than You think!'. When my heart was a little open to believe so, He led me to John Osteen 'When You are Discouraged'; this sermon speak right into my innermost!!! Glory to Jesus!!!
The late John Osteen was talking about this lady had a beautifully singing bird that she loved so much! One day, as she was vacuuming the house, she approached the bird, opened the cage to give food to it. But, the food fell and she bent down to pick, the vacuume hose was at the cage and the bird was sucked into the vaccume cleaner!!! She was fanatic and quickly tore open the vacucum cleaner to free the bird. She found it in the dust but was ok. She picked it up and put it into the cage. But the bird had gone through such a shock that it stopped singing ever more!
John Osteen asked if I had gone through so much attacks and had become numb, no more joyfully worshipping the Lord! I realise I had fallen into such stage. Generally still trust the Lord in all His Goodness and yet, did not worship that joyfully. Sometime, I even dragged till after midnight to worship Him!!! Lord was so Good that He never blame me, sometime, He knew I was tired and always told me 1 worship song will do. That's His Grace and Mercy in Full operation. He is such a GOOD, GOOD, GOD!!!
John Osteen said that he will jump and dance happily for the Lord even when devil shocked him. This gives me strength to bounce back again. John Osteen prayed to Jesus to lift me up and I am up again. Then Lord led me to New Creation Church, Singapore, to see a testimony on a child of God trusted Lord do not lie and Hebrew 6:14 'Surely Blessing, I will Bless you and Multiply, I will Multiply you!' Glory Glory, I wrote this verse on my glass wall so that I could let this verse sink into my heart as I look at it everyday! This is how I let 'I am the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus' stay firm in my heart long ago! Praise Jesus!!!
Before all these, Lord led me to watch 'Amazing Motivation Speech by Joel Osteen - Live with Confidence' to let me focus on my well being. He said sometime I will look at the good of others and forget about the good of myself. I had forgotten of myself in the process of seeing I am Nothing and Lord is everything. Lord brings me to realise I am a King and a Priest of the Most High and I am Highly Blessed, Greatly Favoured and well Loved by the Almighty God, who is my Abba Father, the lovely daddy that always have my well being in His Heart!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
At this moment, I am lifted up by Lord to walk in His Joy and His Confidence again. Glory Glory! My heart is with Lord and as I daily feed my Spirit Man, I am well taken care by Him. Abba, Thank You!
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
The Eye of God
With the girl of my heart taken away from me for 15 days, finally I am able to understand how God, my Father feels for the prodigal son and daily looking out for him and when He saw him walking back to Him from afar, He ran, hug and kisses him and asked the servant to bring him shoes, clothed him with robe of Righteousness and gave him the ring of Authority of Jesus! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Jc just flown off last night and reached Sweden this late morning! But I am starting to wonder what she is doing over there. I was so pleased to receive an sms from her to tell me she has landed safely! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was thinking there must be something wrong with me that all others not like me, Lord led me to listen to Lisa Bevere to tell me that there is nothing wrong with me, I am not adnormal but the rest are. Whatever I learned about ex through Lord's opening of eyes, I though as a woman, I should let the next woman know something of him so as not to fall into the same pitfall. She thanked me but behind me, told ex that they should not be with those that pull down there relationship.
I was unhappy and Lord led me to listen to Lisa Bevere that women are made so, talk one thing and do another thing, so I rest my case! I was thinking I am a problem to them but through Lisa, she said woman are a solution not a problem. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Last night I was so sad that my girl was away from me, but today I thank Lord that ex took 10-15mins to walk from the taxi drop off into the transit area. There was barely enough time for me to spend more time with my girl that was with my side since she was born till now at 11 years old.
At this point of my life, the problem I face has shifted to removing my wisdom, understanding and memory and I was kind of cold hearted to all these, but Lord led me to listen to John Bevere to stand on the Authority given to me through Jesus Finished Work at the Cross! Glory to Jesus!
At each uncomfortable level, I heard Lisa Bevere explained as Lord pushing us to fulfill greater role through letting us goes through uncomfortability so that we could be a blessing to others. As I listened, Lord showed me a vision of a mother eagle pushing her little eagle out of their nest to learn to fly! I learnt that the mother will let the baby eagle fall off their nest to force them to open their wings to flap.
I learnt that the mother eagle will save the baby before it fell to ground. This would carry on and on till the baby eagle wings get stronger and stronger till they could fly by themselves. This is how Lord pushes us, no wonder in Psalm 103, we will renewed like an eagle! Glory to Jesus! I have been pushed through many uncomfortable area too!!!
Today is a new recovery day without my girl. Sometime, I hope she is around but when she is around, I could not stand all her no, no, no. As if she inherited it from her daddy! Many times I wanted to given her up, as it is a possible choice with this divorce, but when I see ex and his girlfriend could not meet my standard for my girl, I do not want them to have her permanently too. What a contradictory of the heart of a mother. I must learn to fly her like a kite, I guess! Only Lord could change me to be that! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Jc just flown off last night and reached Sweden this late morning! But I am starting to wonder what she is doing over there. I was so pleased to receive an sms from her to tell me she has landed safely! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was thinking there must be something wrong with me that all others not like me, Lord led me to listen to Lisa Bevere to tell me that there is nothing wrong with me, I am not adnormal but the rest are. Whatever I learned about ex through Lord's opening of eyes, I though as a woman, I should let the next woman know something of him so as not to fall into the same pitfall. She thanked me but behind me, told ex that they should not be with those that pull down there relationship.
I was unhappy and Lord led me to listen to Lisa Bevere that women are made so, talk one thing and do another thing, so I rest my case! I was thinking I am a problem to them but through Lisa, she said woman are a solution not a problem. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Last night I was so sad that my girl was away from me, but today I thank Lord that ex took 10-15mins to walk from the taxi drop off into the transit area. There was barely enough time for me to spend more time with my girl that was with my side since she was born till now at 11 years old.
At this point of my life, the problem I face has shifted to removing my wisdom, understanding and memory and I was kind of cold hearted to all these, but Lord led me to listen to John Bevere to stand on the Authority given to me through Jesus Finished Work at the Cross! Glory to Jesus!
At each uncomfortable level, I heard Lisa Bevere explained as Lord pushing us to fulfill greater role through letting us goes through uncomfortability so that we could be a blessing to others. As I listened, Lord showed me a vision of a mother eagle pushing her little eagle out of their nest to learn to fly! I learnt that the mother will let the baby eagle fall off their nest to force them to open their wings to flap.
I learnt that the mother eagle will save the baby before it fell to ground. This would carry on and on till the baby eagle wings get stronger and stronger till they could fly by themselves. This is how Lord pushes us, no wonder in Psalm 103, we will renewed like an eagle! Glory to Jesus! I have been pushed through many uncomfortable area too!!!
Today is a new recovery day without my girl. Sometime, I hope she is around but when she is around, I could not stand all her no, no, no. As if she inherited it from her daddy! Many times I wanted to given her up, as it is a possible choice with this divorce, but when I see ex and his girlfriend could not meet my standard for my girl, I do not want them to have her permanently too. What a contradictory of the heart of a mother. I must learn to fly her like a kite, I guess! Only Lord could change me to be that! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Pray in the Spirit
Sunday sermon on praying in the spirit finally had ignited me again to pray more. Glory Glory! I was trusting to Lord to not by Power, not by Might, but by His Spirit for a fresh anointing of my spirit. I saw a bright light that came towards me and went around my tongue and went in me. Glory Glory! After service I am still praying! Hallelujah!
This is the first time I heard clearly that praying in the spirit will ignite us, in the belly and in the womb too for ladies. All the while, I only knows the belly as the verse said from your belly will flows out living water when we feed on the Words of God!
I have learnt from an actress from Hong Kong that she maintained her youthful age because she took good care of her womb! When I hear Pastor Prince shared about when we prayed in the spirit, the womb of mine will be rejuvenated, I am well pleased! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! No wonder our youth will be renewed in Christ, praying in the spirit helps! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
Last night, I sent Jc off to Sweden, I was feeling a bit down. This little one has grown so much and first time away from mummy for 15days, it was a long time away, longer than her 4 days trip to Cameron Highland, Malaysia!
I am so happy that I have my old time friend, Ply, Jc's godmother, to pursuade Jc to bring those warm clothes! Ex had packed it out of the lugguage and Jc just plainly refused to listen to me that she needed those. The 10-14 deg celcius will shock her if she did not wear them. She has grown in this equatorial climate of 25-33 degree celcius that she could not imagine the cold. Daddy did not bring her out yearly led her lacks of knowledge of the cold!
I am glad that after all these years, Ply is still the same old Ply, her body size is about slighty bigger than Jc and her recent trip to USA in April and the coldness she experienced is able to convince Jc that she needed all that! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Finally, she is agreeable to use that backpack that I have brought for her after years of casting it aside. I am glad that she is in better condition for her stay in Sweden than what her daddy had prepared! Ply said what her daddy brought is good in Singapore and so, not good in Sweden. His fat body and Jc skinny body cannot be compared in term of keep warmth at all! Glory Glory!
As I looked at ex's light backpack, I wonder if he put his long jon in there, but that's not my problem. I washed his 30% wool pullover and he did not take it, not my problem! Hope he will still be able to take care of Jc. I just don't trust him enough as they entered into the transit area, took a trolley and went shopping, I saw ex just walked ahead and Jc pushing the trolley behind! He is not even looking at her at all! Just shows how much his love is for her!
Anyway, Lord said this trip back is for Jc to learn what mummy said is trustable. Lord said she will learn to trust me again instead of everything daddy said! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, I only have You to thank for all these wisdom and understanding and letting me recall the past experience of my handling of cold climate. I thank You that Jc will not suffer much coldness. I thank You for sending angels to carry the plane to destination, Copenhagen! Glory Glory! I thank You for a smooth ride for Jc all the way! Lord, I cast Jc safety and health and wholeness to Your nail-pierced hand. You help me to take care of her. Thank You, Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This is the first time I heard clearly that praying in the spirit will ignite us, in the belly and in the womb too for ladies. All the while, I only knows the belly as the verse said from your belly will flows out living water when we feed on the Words of God!
I have learnt from an actress from Hong Kong that she maintained her youthful age because she took good care of her womb! When I hear Pastor Prince shared about when we prayed in the spirit, the womb of mine will be rejuvenated, I am well pleased! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! No wonder our youth will be renewed in Christ, praying in the spirit helps! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
Last night, I sent Jc off to Sweden, I was feeling a bit down. This little one has grown so much and first time away from mummy for 15days, it was a long time away, longer than her 4 days trip to Cameron Highland, Malaysia!
I am so happy that I have my old time friend, Ply, Jc's godmother, to pursuade Jc to bring those warm clothes! Ex had packed it out of the lugguage and Jc just plainly refused to listen to me that she needed those. The 10-14 deg celcius will shock her if she did not wear them. She has grown in this equatorial climate of 25-33 degree celcius that she could not imagine the cold. Daddy did not bring her out yearly led her lacks of knowledge of the cold!
I am glad that after all these years, Ply is still the same old Ply, her body size is about slighty bigger than Jc and her recent trip to USA in April and the coldness she experienced is able to convince Jc that she needed all that! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Finally, she is agreeable to use that backpack that I have brought for her after years of casting it aside. I am glad that she is in better condition for her stay in Sweden than what her daddy had prepared! Ply said what her daddy brought is good in Singapore and so, not good in Sweden. His fat body and Jc skinny body cannot be compared in term of keep warmth at all! Glory Glory!
As I looked at ex's light backpack, I wonder if he put his long jon in there, but that's not my problem. I washed his 30% wool pullover and he did not take it, not my problem! Hope he will still be able to take care of Jc. I just don't trust him enough as they entered into the transit area, took a trolley and went shopping, I saw ex just walked ahead and Jc pushing the trolley behind! He is not even looking at her at all! Just shows how much his love is for her!
Anyway, Lord said this trip back is for Jc to learn what mummy said is trustable. Lord said she will learn to trust me again instead of everything daddy said! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, I only have You to thank for all these wisdom and understanding and letting me recall the past experience of my handling of cold climate. I thank You that Jc will not suffer much coldness. I thank You for sending angels to carry the plane to destination, Copenhagen! Glory Glory! I thank You for a smooth ride for Jc all the way! Lord, I cast Jc safety and health and wholeness to Your nail-pierced hand. You help me to take care of her. Thank You, Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Saturday, June 2, 2012
To Walk with Love
From what Lord has led me to walk in His Love, and to see the ugliness of ex for the purpose of moving me away from him and to see that Jc is better with me than with him. I praise Jesus for opening my eyes!
Since I fully and thoroughly do not want to be any part of him anymore, things regarding to Jc that is pertaining to his ability to do it, I let my hand go and let him handle it fully.
This mid-year school vacation of 4 weeks, Jc was going to Cameron Highland to track Mt Binchang and a week later, she will go with daddy to his home country for 2 weeks. As both places have different degree of coldness, I passed him the task to help Jc buy warm sweater and wind breaker. bought 2 warm jackets and 1 wind breaker for Jc. Jc bought one of the warm jacket and the wind breaker to her Malaysia trip recently.
When she came back 3 days ago, she told me that she was feeling cold on the way down from Cameron Highland to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. She was climbing the mounntain the previous day, as it was hardwork going up the mountain to the submit, she said she didn't perspire and it was not cold.
The next day, she was supposed to visit a park before heading down to KL. I was wondering why up in Cameron Highland, she was okay and yet on the way down, she was cold. I decided to check the make of the warm jacket. When I see the word cotton, I quickly went to check the next warm jacket and it was made of 100% polyester! I almost fainted.
When Jc and daddy came back from the warm clothes shopping, he and Jc proclaimed that they had done all the shopping needed for Cameron Highland and Sweden!!! I recalled 13 years ago, when I first stepped into Sweden in August, I had my pullover of 50% wool and a wind breaker that was okay for the 16-18 deg celcius temperature. But I remembered clearly when the wind blew when we were in Stockholm, I was shivering so much!
I checked the temperature yesterday and it was definitely lower than the 16-18 degree celcius that I had encountered. I could not imagine Jc wearing those warm jackets will be warmth. Even her daddy told her that layering will do the trick, all of Jc's clothes are cotton made. How many layers is needed for Jc skinny body!!! She even complain of cold when walking in the freezing section of supermarket!!!
I went digging out the winter pullover that Su had given to Jc long ago, the wool made, and I borrow from my eldest sister's daughter's thermal clothes and another cool weather pullover. Tomorrow I am going to buy some fleece socks for Jc as her track shoes are very airy for this warm climate but not that good for cold climate.
Whether from Ro taking care of her kids emotion to ex's preparation for Jc cool weather needs, I realised that I could not trust them to it. I praise Jesus for letting me see their lacks. Previously, when Lord told me that Jc is better with me than ex, I wonder why. Now, Lord had opened my eyes that I finally see it clearly.
In washing of Jc's warm clothes, I even asked ex if he wanted his 30% wool pullover that he had used previously when he sent Jc to ice skating with her friends. He agreed and I washed for both of them. Yes, he did try to harm me, but to walk in love, I am still doing what is needed rather than because of any feeling for him. Lord's Grace is greater than any of the ill feelings from the pit of hell. Glory to Jesus!
With all these preparation, I know Jc will be warm enough for her coming 2 weeks stay at her daddy's mother place. I thank Lord for letting me recall what I used 13 years ago, through my photos, and to see what Jc need this coming trip. Her daddy preparation is just disappointing! Lord is Great!!!
At least, even time is running out as she is flying off on Monday, Lord let me get things done and help me recall whatever help and needs I could access. Even my wisdom and understanding was attacked recently that my focus and understanding is not at it normal mark, Lord Grace flew through to let me do what is needed at the moment. Glory to Lord Jesus! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Since I fully and thoroughly do not want to be any part of him anymore, things regarding to Jc that is pertaining to his ability to do it, I let my hand go and let him handle it fully.
This mid-year school vacation of 4 weeks, Jc was going to Cameron Highland to track Mt Binchang and a week later, she will go with daddy to his home country for 2 weeks. As both places have different degree of coldness, I passed him the task to help Jc buy warm sweater and wind breaker. bought 2 warm jackets and 1 wind breaker for Jc. Jc bought one of the warm jacket and the wind breaker to her Malaysia trip recently.
When she came back 3 days ago, she told me that she was feeling cold on the way down from Cameron Highland to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. She was climbing the mounntain the previous day, as it was hardwork going up the mountain to the submit, she said she didn't perspire and it was not cold.
The next day, she was supposed to visit a park before heading down to KL. I was wondering why up in Cameron Highland, she was okay and yet on the way down, she was cold. I decided to check the make of the warm jacket. When I see the word cotton, I quickly went to check the next warm jacket and it was made of 100% polyester! I almost fainted.
When Jc and daddy came back from the warm clothes shopping, he and Jc proclaimed that they had done all the shopping needed for Cameron Highland and Sweden!!! I recalled 13 years ago, when I first stepped into Sweden in August, I had my pullover of 50% wool and a wind breaker that was okay for the 16-18 deg celcius temperature. But I remembered clearly when the wind blew when we were in Stockholm, I was shivering so much!
I checked the temperature yesterday and it was definitely lower than the 16-18 degree celcius that I had encountered. I could not imagine Jc wearing those warm jackets will be warmth. Even her daddy told her that layering will do the trick, all of Jc's clothes are cotton made. How many layers is needed for Jc skinny body!!! She even complain of cold when walking in the freezing section of supermarket!!!
I went digging out the winter pullover that Su had given to Jc long ago, the wool made, and I borrow from my eldest sister's daughter's thermal clothes and another cool weather pullover. Tomorrow I am going to buy some fleece socks for Jc as her track shoes are very airy for this warm climate but not that good for cold climate.
Whether from Ro taking care of her kids emotion to ex's preparation for Jc cool weather needs, I realised that I could not trust them to it. I praise Jesus for letting me see their lacks. Previously, when Lord told me that Jc is better with me than ex, I wonder why. Now, Lord had opened my eyes that I finally see it clearly.
In washing of Jc's warm clothes, I even asked ex if he wanted his 30% wool pullover that he had used previously when he sent Jc to ice skating with her friends. He agreed and I washed for both of them. Yes, he did try to harm me, but to walk in love, I am still doing what is needed rather than because of any feeling for him. Lord's Grace is greater than any of the ill feelings from the pit of hell. Glory to Jesus!
With all these preparation, I know Jc will be warm enough for her coming 2 weeks stay at her daddy's mother place. I thank Lord for letting me recall what I used 13 years ago, through my photos, and to see what Jc need this coming trip. Her daddy preparation is just disappointing! Lord is Great!!!
At least, even time is running out as she is flying off on Monday, Lord let me get things done and help me recall whatever help and needs I could access. Even my wisdom and understanding was attacked recently that my focus and understanding is not at it normal mark, Lord Grace flew through to let me do what is needed at the moment. Glory to Lord Jesus! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
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