After 2 years plus of slowly see all the shits that were poured out by ex, Lord has great news for me. I could not accept it that I asked Lord is He joking with me. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!!!
I thought my birth was hard enough to stomach for this cannot be prove at all. How am I to get my dad DNA to do a comparison after he had gone to Haven for so long!!! All his things were no more around. So, I just have to accept it as what the Lord had said.
Last Sunday, He also through Pastor Prince that use verses to support that He is coming in a body. A human body, not the one that could go through walls after His Ressurrection!!! Glory Glory!!! So, I will accept it as it is said. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
After I stomach this news on my birth, Lord revealed today in my meditation that He is bringing ex back to me!!! He went throught so much effort to let me see all the dirts and now, He said that He is bringing him back!!! After being depressed with this news, tonight, I told Him, 'Lord, You must be joking!!!'
When I meditated after that, this is what Lord said:
Lord:
'My Beloved, Abba has bring you to shine in My Glory! Abba has put you in My Full Glory!!! Why am I bringing P back? To let you fully reject him, main purpose you could resist him to let him come to church. I will renew him fully to a new man that is loving and good! Surely you will be able to fall in love with him again. I have done before and I shall done again. No BIG Deal for Me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!'
I tell Lord I will wait and see how. At this point, this news wasn't a great news for me yet! Especially I just called him a cold blooded man 2 days ago over senseless spiritual sucking my blood, my strength and energy like the cartoon Hercules that was became weak and dying when his life was taken. I could not even get up of my bed in the morning!!! I had to pray to Lord to perform the 5 loaves and 2 fish miracle on my blood, my strength and energy before I could get up of bed normally!!!
He did not understand why I called him that that he asked Jc about it on Sunday! So, I smsed to him to explain why I called him that! Lord in meditation said that he checked with SF if he did that and SF replied no!!! Now he distrust SF! All these about him and SF was all revealed by Lord to me. Glory Glory!
In addition to all that, ex was eying my multi plug that I bought US$50+ on the plane to Israel. I like this plug a lot!!! I was unwilling to lend Jc to bring it to Sweden when she travelled back with him to meet his side of relatives 2 weeks ago! I had specifically told Jc over chatting in facebook to put the plug in her lugguage and brought it back when she came home last Wednesday morning, but her dad bought her so many clothings that she was headache on how to pack them into her lugguage that she let the dad did the packing.
Of course, he took my multi plug instead! His girlfriend was with him when he called me to go down to their cab to pickup Jc. Their flight landed at 5:20am and I was too tired to go having slept at 2am. Plus Jc hack care attitude when talking to me, she was having fun over there and don't bother much to talk to me! So, I found no motivation to wake up early just to rush there to pick her! Afterall, her daddy could easily sent her home!!!
When I heard my plug was with him, my alarm went way up and I pleaed with him not to put any curse on it. As the girlfriend was there, I just mentioned don't put thing on it okay? Even so, I know he was eying it long before and I know he would take the opportunity since they are trying to find something I treasured much and will not throw away. His girlfriend asked about what I was saying and ex just brushed it off as nothing!!!
Lord said she saw me as a gentle soul, and whatsoever ex had said about me fall flat on the ground after that morning meeting! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!! Lord said she will be scared away as she could guess what I meant that morning was the word curse!
Lord explained further:
'My Darling, my Beloved, surely you will see a 360 deg change in him. Abba will surely let you see! Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!!!'
'My Darling, you do not know why I need to shift him in a big circle. I let him go through the process and see the futility of it all. He will give up fucking other girls. Then I bring him back to you. Surely it is good. My Blood will wash him clean so that you could accept him again. Glory Glory! In future, I will give him hair so that he will not be bald. It shall be done! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
What shall I say? At this point, I really don't know and don't welcome the idea! But as it's Lord's plan, I shall wait and see! Seem that divorcing him even with loving him was much easier task than accepting him again when I already do not want him anymore!!!
Anyway, Glory to Lord's handiwork!!! No man could plan a better plan than Him. All the Glory shall be His!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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