Friday, October 31, 2014

Cursed Money

As I was talking to a old acquaintance, the one whom showed me Jesus and blessed me the first bible, she suddenly asked me about Kong of City Harvest Church case!!! Regarding using God's Money for the Cross Over Project.

You see, when Children of God bring His Money back to Him, Church on behalf of Him receive it!!! But this money does not belongs to Church, it belongs to Him!!!

Remember the Tradition Chinese Teaching on the 5 thieves on the money, this is a good example of trying to use His Money for self glory!!!

Even though they said is to bring sinners to Christ!!! But the result show that it is not blessed, as such it is Not the Will of God!!!

As you see, the investment to this CrossOver Project, the money is gone!!! This is the result of using money that one don't Own and Tried to make a Profit out of it!!! No matter what great artists they engaged, the whole thing flopped!!!

(PS: Hmmm, just realised Pastor Mark long ago debt is also about borrowed money but when He returned to Lord, His Redemption redeemed him!!! Glory Glory!!!)

Not only that, landing in this lengthy court case is draining lawyer money they have to pay. So this is also the 5 thieves at work on whatever not yours, it will go as how it comes!!! Glory Glory!!! Greedy for fame don't pay!!!

The worst is not over, as it is about God's Money, if they didn't come to the Throne of God to get right with God, I learnt from YouTube, there is such a place called the center of Hell that is used to keep God's people that refused to stop sinning!!!

Jesus when talking to the adulatory woman, He said, 'I also don't condemn you, go and Sin No More!'. Lord Jesus told those who sin, to stop sinning!!!

He did not say with my Grace, you can continue!!! Don't frustrate His Grace!!!

The Throne of God is for those who want to get right with God but is unable. God's Abundance of Grace, His Sure Mercy of David and the Gift of Righteousness is for the UnGodly to by faith get Godly again.

It is not I am redeemed and now I can have fun with the devil!!! What I learn when God people turn away from God, the curse come upon them!!!

What Lord leads me to always remember was these 2 farmers, husband and wife. Lord prospered them so much but when they look away from God to do their own business centre to fellowship with businessmen, even before the building was completed, they both suffered much and died within a short period of time.

My Aquitaine said that he leads many to Christ. We must always remember, without His Grace, our work is empty!!!

So it is not about man's work but the work of God!!! It is the Grace of God that brings the people in, not him!!!

Our job is to remain faithful to Lord by always looking to Him and Trusting Him!!! You see, the Hall of Faith in Hewbrew 12 is about how His Children that trust in Him that brings about delights in Him.

It is not how much we do or didn't do!!! This is All about Him and Nothing about us.

If really wants to measure how much we do, then we must be saint fully and not break one of His Big 10!!!! As He said, you break one you get it all and it is cursed to death!!!

So it is deadly to think of what we have done or not do!!!

If really want to think, it's how Big is His Grace in using me for His Glory!!! Nothing about me but His Great Glory that is flowing like Rivers from the belly!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Thursday, October 30, 2014

Why Lord reveal Sin

Many a time, you read or hear about Lord through me reveal sin aka mistake aka wrong doing. But why He, who knows All things, get me to reveal?

In fact, when each of such is committed, I had a Strong Shocked that shook the Hell out of me that somehow even not on purpose, it got registered in me.

I am not even purposely picking on somebody!!! But it's God Almighty wants to bring awareness into it, so that when His Grace pour in, you will know which area He is redeeming for you!!!

Just like years ago when I had my lymphoma problem. If He didn't send an angel to reveal to me, I won't know He has healed me!!! Glory Glory!!!

Just that for a couple of time Lord led me talk about the pride issue of this person. When a trial came, that pride is no more an issue. Lord sometime lead us through trial to get the optima result!!! He knows which ways works!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am just an ordinary woman like anyone else. It is just because He is coming through me that I got to know about things He wants me to know and speak about it for redemption purpose!!!

His Heart is to lead people to Him, not push them to Hell!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Without Him, we are just an empty soul aimlessly anyhow hit to solve a problem that sometime is not really a problem at all. It's all about the mind set shift!!!

What problem do I have? Actually, I have no issue at all, even though some taxi drivers tried to put some issues to me, but it wasn't an issue to me.

As if I could put an answer to the assumed problems. It is about a hit and a miss!!! It is all about the Heart!!! You see, problem is not a problem unless it affects the Heart!!!

Anyway, Lord leads me to be keen on human relationship for a purpose!!! I used to care about husband and wife relationship. Then it's people to people and then it grows! It all about Love!!! It is the only answer to all Problems!!!

Glory!!! Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Seeding and Harvest

Lord gave me a vision just before I woke up!

In that vision, He showed me the calling on this government is by Him and it will not be shaken!!! Praise Jesus!!!

He downloaded this story about Honouring to me. You see, our hearts are planting ground. What we seed in the natural, spiritual energy is created.

He showed me a real life case of a city in USA that the people were complaining how bad their government was and as they sow displeasure, they harvested displeasure! The situation never changed.

Then Man of God, Mr Bevere, showed them the importance of Honouring the Authority, the one selected by God!!!

When they finally did that, sowing Goodness to the Authority, the situation changed!!! And everyone in that city is happy!!! This is why Jesus want us to Love our Enemy, whom you dislike!!!

Lord impressed me another story from the Greediness of a man from the Traditional Chinese Teaching. As he was greedy to get more money, his Greediness sowed thieves to come to him. His money was stolen.

He was so angry that he kept a knife with him and went around China to look for those 3 who cheated him. He wanted to kill them.

Due to this hatred, he had missed his family for some years and even a dearest of his family had died, he had no clue!!!

As he accidentally got into the Traditional Chinese Teaching, and learnt that murder beget murder, it will be a endless cycle into darkness, he finally see the Light of Life and forgave his cheaters and reunited with his family, whom by then broken to pieces!!! But he got back his son and his family!!!

This is why, Lord Jesus chose to forgive those who put Him on the Cross, even though it was a Divine Appointment!!! Praise Jesus!!!

As He sow Love to this dying world, He begets lot and lots of people coming to Him and Believing in Him!!!

The Traditional Chinese Teaching teach that to love our parents-in-laws as our own parents and love each other like own siblings!!!

A businessman decided to follow this by loving his employees and cares about their lives. As he did that, he helped them in their difficulties and as he sow love, he begets love. The employee found ways to improve their services and their profit margin rose!!!

And due to his show of Love even to those who owe him money for the services, they returned the payment and he even got the trust of the government and won a Big Contract that goes into millions.

So this heart and this land that we stand, all are planting ground. The bible talks of 4 kinds of ground and only the Good Ground yields result.

Loves is the Greatest Love when one takes another like closed family members and bless each other!!!

There are many ways to sow our seeds and there are many grounds for one to sow.

Everyone loves a blessed life but what are you sowing??? Are you sowing towards a blessed life or are you sowing towards darkness and evilness.

When one sow evil, they found their lives affected. Even this good doctor whom received bribes in China, she saw the effect of the Fierced curse on her colleagues and theft in her own money and things at home!!! To the exact cents!!!

She eventually went to hunt down a rich man family, whom had bribed her for his health. She gave the expensive medicine that was not effective and he died!!! To reverse the curse, she asked forgiveness from the family, returned the cursed money with lots of interest added!!!

Her doctor colleague was telling her looking at the dollar notes that the patients gave, it so beautiful. But she to him, when the curse came upon him, through the cursed money, then it is not so fun anymore!!!

She has eventually gone back to proper honoring her patients and doing a good and proper job and her life is blessed!!! Hallelujah!!!

I love the Tradition Chinese Teaching that taught what the Book of Proverb taught into practical, accessible way. It make it so simple to apply and follow!!!

Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Monday, October 27, 2014

Our Mistake and A Big God

Are our mistakes too Big that God Almighty whom had sent His Beloved Son to take the Punishment of our Sins not able to forgive us? No, He loves us so much that He knows that in of ourselves, we cannot but He Will!!!

He only wants us to come back to Him and talk to Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

When Pastor Mark came to Christ, he had borrowed 16.5 millions of dollars to play in the stock market but the stock went south and even the interest he could not able to pay bank!!!

He had worry till sickness appeared in his tummy and other part of His body. He was into bankruptcy when he came to Lord many years ago!!!

Lord loves him and gave him peace!!! At the worst moment, Lord got him to thank Him on what He still have. It is about shifting focus from problem to focus on Jesus Finished Work!!!

In Christ, we have to exercise our Faith to Look to Christ for Solution as All Solution is found in Him!!!

I Don't know how Long Lord trained him to Look to His Abundance of Grace and Mercy of David. But one fine day, out of desperation, he drove his car to some Highway and stopped to worship Jesus that in Him, the Stocks would headed north and delivered him!!!

As he proclaim his Deliverance in Christ, Lord Finally Delivered him with a surplus of 5 million, which he give away to his mum.

What I know is he caught hold of the sermons of Pastor Prince and kept listening and listening wherever he went; so much so that the wife think he was weird and wanted Pastor Prince to counsel him for listening too much to the sermons aka even going to sleep, he played the sermon!!!

But it was this listening and he got hold of the Truth in Christ that God has no choice but to command the blessing to him!!! So building of Faith in Jesus Finished Work and How Much God the Father loves him that he got his deliverance!!!

There was a cleaning lady that looked to Jesus to bless her ability to go church to worship Him as she had to work long hours at a coffee shop!!!

The fact is Lord can use any ways to deliver the Answers but our Focus must be in Christ on the Cross had taken the sin and the curse, for He hung on a Tree!!!! The Law said the man who hang on a Tree is cursed and thus Lord Jesus by dying on a Tree for us delivered the cursed life!!!

Lord sent a man to force her to have a toto ticket and out of no choice, as she didn't gamble, she bought it from him. Well, the numbers came out and she was so blessed that she could go church and have enough for her livelihood!!!

It is the focus on Jesus deliverance that she was delivered!!! Glory Glory!!!

Lord loves simple Faith and one that knows Father God loves them very much!!!

Just like me, it is not about I am perfect but I detest myself for who I was that I prayed to Father God that if the Jesus preached by Ps Prince is really so Good, let me have His Personality and His Character!!! I cast my Old Nature to Him.

I didn't ask for more! But what I didn't realise was it was a Big Faith and a Big Answer that I was led by Lord within me to pray!!!

As one who wanted Jesus, who is the magnet of All Blessing, my life is blessed!!! Even with all these training going on, I have a roof over my head and has ample money to spend!!!

As I cast the Love of Money to Lord Jesus to handle, I have no emotional tie to money at all!!! I don't have any feeling to money. As such it had no hold on me!!! Glory Glory!!

The Promise of Blessing by God to Abraham, that God will bless his Children and as we Believe in Christ, who is The Seed, in Him we become the Child of Abraham and The Promise of God is made available to one who believe.

We become the Heir of the World through Christ Jesus!!! We co-Heir with Him, who is the magnet of All Blessing!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Pride in Success

Why Lord needed to train me in not becoming proud, especially in Success???

Pride is the Mother of All Sin!!! Satan is the Chief in this area and pride defines as you feel that you are better than someone else!!!

Lucifer was one of the 3 Arc Angels of God and the position they held is just below God. Lucifer job was to lead all the Angels to worship God!!!

But as he was up there with God, and looking down at the vast sea of Angels worshiping God, he also want to be like God to be worshipped. As he look to self, his Pride rose!!!

He managed to convince 1/3 of the angels to come to him as he gathered the strength to come against God!!! He thought God didn't know. But God was just using this situation to see who is faithful to Him!!!

Faith is looking to God for provision while Pride is looking to self and feel that I can do it!!!

This looking to Lord at All Time and depend on His Grace and Mercy and give All Glory to Him is important!!! This is why it is to acknowledge Lord in you is All that you are and Nothing to Self!!!

He could do Mighty Work through one that is Depend on Him and Nothing to Self!!!

But One who thinks he or she has done the Good Work, one would dishonor Lord in oneself and as one is not looking to Him for the Provision anymore, He would remain in His Spiritual Realm and let you see how much you could do yourself!!!!

It just a Fine Line between trusting He in you and You, yourself!!!

As such, with so much Glory and Honour that He is Demonstrating in this End Time, I cannot afford to make this mistake of taking all that He doing through me as my own and not His!!! It just a matter who you look!!! To God or to self!!!

How Satan tempt ministers from God? Basically, it is make you look to self, your ability or inability, or to power or status or sex, using someone else to tempt or money. So we, who do the work of God do have to remind ourself that our focus must always on Jesus Finished Work and Lord in us.

As long as the focus is on Lord, we are able to remind humble without realizing it!!! Surely this is Good!!!

Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Friday, October 24, 2014

Nothingness

Since 2012 onwards where my focal point of man started shifting from returning to ex to the man Lord gave me double focus on, to yesterday that He used a realistic situation to fool me into believing and thus the test of success could be conducted just from talking to Him in His Holy of Holy, to now, I am not looking anymore!!!

Now, my emotional stage has gone into Nothingness!!! Not expecting anything and not forseeing anything!!! It comes as it comes and it meant to be it meant to be!!! So be it and I let it be....

I guess Lord knows how to place me and I am just let it be!!!! Now I finally realise the Glory Light that shines and that attraction to the Glory Light that I could not understand. It was never that way before!!!

Frankly, I am not expecting anything!!! I will see how things pan out!!! Glory Glory!!!!

This Walk with Jesus is interesting!!! Just with People I encountered Lord could used them to refine my character and change my thoughts so much!!!

Surely this Walk with Him I have no regret!!! No matter what He brought me through, I know is for my Good and I just let it be!!! Glory Glory!!!

This Largeness of Heart to feel nothing even in the presence of nastiness is purely by His Grace that He trained me to reach such profound understanding to feel Nothing in the Presence of Nastiness is Good!!!

The Blessed Man See no evil and Hear no evil!!! I finally walk in Jeremiah 17 description. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Now I finally understands how Lord Jesus could have a Heart of Compassion for those who brought Him to the Cross for even though He was suffering the afflictions, His Emotion was not affected and thus, He could still prayed for those who prosecuted Him!!!

Glory Glory!!! I am happy!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Thursday, October 23, 2014

I am Speechless!!!

I just realise whatever Lord told me about my future man is just a test to see if I will be proud in my success test!!!! I am speechless as I have believe in each and every of His Words and all these believes is just so He could see my reaction to see if I will be proud!!!!

I turn one big round to come to this point blank!!! I am Numbed!!!!

First He led me to be hitting the end of my emotion test.

Now it is a believe test that hit the end of path!!!

It's like where should I go from here!!!

And what He reveal again, I go HUH!!!

It's a joke or what!!!

The Simplicity of Mind blogging test!!! But He is still God Almighty!!!

He knows how to get me ready for His Usage!!!

The other Calf from the 2 calves He revealed in 2007!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Christian Life

Romans 12:9-21, 13:1-2
'Love Must be Sincere.
Abhorring Evil,
Clinging to The Good,

Devoted to One Another 
in Brotherly Love,
Trying to OutDo One Another 
in showing Respect,

In Eagerness not Sluggishness,
Fervent in Spirit,
Serving The LORD,

Rejoicing in Hope,
Persevering in Affliction,
Persisting in Prayer,

Sharing What you Have
In the Need of the Saints,
Pursuing Hospitality,

You Must Continually Bless
Those who Persecute you,
You Must Continually Bless and
You Must Stop Cursing.

To Rejoice with Those who Rejoice,
To Weep with Those who Weep. 

Being of the Same Mind with One Another,
NOT Being PROUD but 
Yielding to the Lowly.
Do Not Ever become WISE
In Your Own Estimation. 

And by Not Paying Evil Against Evil,
Taking Thought for GOOD
Before All Mankind:

If Able from Yourselves,
Living in Peace with All Mankind:
Not Avenging Yourselves, BeLoved,
But You Must Now Give Place to Wrath of God,

For it is written, "Vengeance is MINE,
I Shall Repay," says The LORD. 

But "If Your Enemy is Hungry,
You Must Continually Feed Him:
If He Thirsts,
You Must Continually Give Him Drink:

For Doing this you Heap
Coals of Fire upon His Head."

I Do Not OverCome Evil
By Doing Evil but
I OverCome Evil by Good. 

Every Person Must Continually
Submit to Governing Authorities. 

For There is No Authority 
Except under GOD,
And Those Who are in Authority
Are Appointed by GOD. 

So that the One who Resists His Authority
Has Opposed the Ordinance of GOD,

And the One who Have Opposed
Will Bring Judgment On Themselves.

Monday, October 20, 2014

The Guardian

God Word is really a Guardian of Life to Wholeness and Wealth!!!

As Lord was giving me verses in the Last few posts, I saw these 2 verses that I kept to warn myself and I thought I might share here with you!!!

This world everyone is trying to gather wealth by their might! In some case, devil might exposed to people to SIN and thus Death. I am looking to live a Bless Life in every possible ways.

These two verses are:

Proverbs 21:6
'The Getting of Treasures
By a Lying Tongue
Is a Breath Tossed
To and Fro of Those
Who Seek DEATH.'

Proverb 21:13
'Whoever Stops His Ears
At the Cry of the Poor
WILL Also CRY Himself,
But He Will NOT Be Heard.'

Previously, I heard from Di Zi Kui about money has 5 thieves. That what we thought might be ours might not be ours in the end!!!

Then I become worry that how then could I save without the money being lead to theft!!! Praise Jesus that there is an answer!!! And it says hard-earned money cannot be theft!!!

I also heard from the same source that money that come as a bribe or not yours rightfully has a curse attached to it!!! Called Cursed Money; in Chinese is the word Fierce, which mean sever implication attached to it!!!

Through their testimonies, I really saw such things do happen. I also saw a Chinese couple thought She could use Borrowed Money to Invest so that they Could enjoy the Profit and return the working sum to their friends.

But whatever they invested, they Lost Big Time!!! Even the Working Sum was swallowed and as they tried the same method all over Again and Again, they faced the Same results!!!

However, coming to Christ, the Word says we Stolen from God!!! And we are told to bring it back to test if Heaven will Open it Flood Gate to Pour into us who Tithe the Seed, many Times, pressed Down and squeeze even more of it to be freely given.

I not only see a way to prevent my Wealth from being Stolen, I also Find a way to get my own hard-earned money; aka with Tears and Blood and Hardship tie to it, to Prosper!!!

Suddenly I got a revelation from the Above Statement!!! As so much is dump in of our life for that earning, it boils with Tears and Blood of what you want to Trade this Hard-Earned Money for!!!

Genesis‬ ‭4‬:‭10-11
'And The Lord said, 
What have You Done? 
The Voice of your Brother's Blood 
Is Crying to Me from the Ground. 

And Now You Are Cursed 
By Reason of the Earth, 
Which has Opened its Mouth 
To Receive your Brother's [shed] Blood 
From your Hand.'

The one that came to Borrow, they Got the Cursed part of Your Life in those Money!!! That is why Chinese Traditional Teaching said it is Fierced Money!!! Basically the one who borrow that money, instead of Prosper, Got Cursed instead!!!

That is why Loansharking don't prosper as it is trading with Fierced Money!!! And According to Proverb, one is seeking Death by doing it!!! Short life!!!

I also see this 2nd verse being working in people life and society.

When Chinese Tradition Teaching show the Blessed Man and Wife, they get to where they are by helping the poor!!! They helped the misery and they are blessed in their life so much that they Prosper!!!

I had seen those who ignore the misery of the poor suffered too!!!

So I rather walk by the way of a Blessed Man then going against the wave and Hit the Wall!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Friday, October 17, 2014

The Great Test

I didn't realise 2013 is a year of Great Test for me and for church. In it also my mum's death was foretold in the theme of the year!!!

I was in total blur of what Lord was implying then and Lord got me to listen to it again!!! At almost end of 2014, October!!! That I finally see the Big Picture!!! Lord impressed me to read the whole passage of the theme!!!!

It's good to always lean close to Lord no matter what situation!!!

Isaiah‬ ‭22‬:‭11-14, 20-25‬
'You also Made a Reservoir 
Between the Two Walls 
For the Water of the Old Pool, 
But you Did Not Look to the Maker of It, 
Nor Did you Recognize Him 
Who Planned It Long Ago. 

And in That Day 
the Lord God of Hosts Called you 
To Weeping and Mourning, 
To the Shaving Off of All your hair [in humiliation] and 
to the Girding with SackCloth. 

But Instead, See the Pleasure and 
Mirth, Slaying Oxen and Killing Sheep, 
Eating Flesh and Drinking Wine, 
Let us Eat and Drink, 
For Tomorrow we Die! 

And the Lord of Hosts revealed Himself 
in My Ears [as He said], 
Surely This Unatoned Sin 
Shall Not be Purged from you
says the Lord God of hosts.

And in That Day I will Call 
My servant, Eliakim son of Hilkiah. And 
I Will Clothe Him with Your Robe 
And Will Bind your Girdle on Him 
And will Commit your Authority to His Hand; 

He shall be a Father to the Inhabitants of Jerusalem 
and to the House of Judah. 
And the Key of the House of David 
I Will Lay Upon His Shoulder; 
He shall Open and No One shall Shut, 
He shall Shut and No One shall Open. 

And I Will Fasten him 
Like a Peg or Nail in a Firm Place; and 
He Will Become a Throne of Honor and 
Glory to His Father's House. And 
They Will Hang On Him the Honor and 
the Whole Weight of His Father's House: 
the Offspring and Issue, 
Every Small Vessel, From the Cups even to 
All the Flasks and Big Bulging Bottles. 

In That Day, says the Lord of Hosts, 
The Nail or Peg that Was Fastened 
Into the Sure Place 
Shall Give Way and Be Moved 
and be Hewn Down and Fall, 
and the Burden that was Upon It 
Shall be Cut Off; 
For the Lord has spoken it.'

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

The God of Love

This God of Love, my Abba Father, how much Mercy and Great Grace He has for mankind is what we normal man could not understand. His Great Goodness, even for the undeserving, which is His Trade Mark!!! Glory Glory!!!

You saw I have been complaining about what I had to gone through for this building up of my endurance and patience!!! But those very people I complained about, My Abba has Great Plan for them!!!

He is not just going to be Merciful for them but He is going to help them solve their Big Headache too!!! This is the Job man won't do, but the Great Great God says, it's My Cup of Tea!!! Glory Glory!!!

Does Peter deserve the boat sinking Loads of Fishes that even his partners have to rush to help of the Abundance blessing of Wealth???

But this Abundant God don't know what is enough!!! Glory Glory!!! His Heart is so Rich that man cannot Fathom!!! Glory Glory!!! And I am not complaining!!! I am happy for them!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

He does not like the devil that is using them, but that does not mean He don't care for them. He love them so much that He wanted them happy in Him too!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

One Thing for sure, He surely do not behave as the World do. The World is super Negative, GOD Almighty is Super Positive and Happy to see His Children happy!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Everything is going to be well for Jesus is the Aleph Tav!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! He knows the Devil has lied to them and He is going to show them it is not True!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Basically, devil just wants to take more souls for his kingdom and lied to men to work for him!!! Devil uses fear to control his people to do his plan!!!

GOD Almighty will expose that it is just a lie and everything going to be alright!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Trial 3

When Lord brings a situation for His Children, it is to child train them.

Our Part is to see our weakness and cast the Spirit to the sea by the Right Hand of The Lord!!! We are not to go against what that is present to our lives. It's like telling our Father we are good enough and need not move from Glory to Glory; to be like Jesus!!!

Actually I did not have anything to write but Lord impressed Su to call me. Then this morning He downloaded so many verses to me that filled 2 posts to completely put them forth!!!

I could not use words to describe my feeling of attending church that Lord uses Su to fill me in. In her word, "there used to be strong anointing from The Lord as Pastor preached and Joy in The Spirit after the session. Now it is spiritually totally empty and no joy in the spirit!!! Her husband even questioned why Pastor used so much 'I' in his sermon!!!'

As I wrote the above, I was impressed with King Solomon's Ecclesiastes!!!

What is the Role of Shepherd?
Jeremiah‬ ‭23‬:‭4‬
'And I will Set Up Shepherds over them 
who will Feed them. 
And they will Fear No More 
Nor be Dismayed, 
Neither will any be Missing or Lost, 
says the Lord.'

Psalm‬ ‭23‬:‭4‬
'Yes, though I walk through 
the [deep, sunless] Valley 
of the Shadow of Death, 

I will Fear or Dread No Evil, 
For You are with me; 
Your Rod [to protect] and 
Your staff [to guide], 
they comfort me.'

Am I disappointed with church, yes I am. I thought in the Kingdom of God I should find some comfort there!!!

But in my weakness, my calls of prayer was rejected. All the various things given by church, I got new spiritual attacks. Even cameras was set to observe how I got my Deliverance from The Lord that I wondered is this church of The Lord or of the Devil!!!

The Location of my seat will have strong light above to prevent me to look to The Lord!!! Worship session even have interruption previously!!!

The location of my seat will be noted and curses will be sent when I worship and even in the sermon.

That's why I asked The Lord if I should still go church!!! For Su, going to a different session, her worship session is good only the service after that is empty, so she goes for the sake to worship The Lord!

Lord of All Universe and who bless this church such a beautiful place of worship, do you think He is Happy with what the Shepherd is mis-representing HIM???

He shows His Displeasure, but the blur kings didn't get it that He is using these 3 posts to talk directly to them!!! (PS 15/10/2014: A sudden sadness come to my heart and this person fallen from Grace cost him 57% of his blessedness. It was a heavy fall!!! Last warning on Deaf ears!!! Failed the test!!!)

Is my heart for them, yes I am.
Is my heart for the ignorance, yes I am.

Even though The Lord loves His children, be they believe Him or not, He definitely is not happy with what the devil is leading them.

Why He want me to write this 3 posts? His Heart is still Merciful!!!

Trial 2

Exodus‬ ‭20‬:‭2-6‬
'I am the Lord your God, 
Who has Brought you out of the World, 
Out of the House of Bondage. 

You shall have No other gods 
Before or Besides Me. 

You shall not Bow Down yourself 
To them or Serve Them; 
for I the Lord your God 
Am a Jealous God, 

But Showing Mercy and Steadfast Love 
To a Thousand Generations 
Of Those who Love Me and 
Keep My Commandments.'

Matthew‬ ‭5‬:‭43-44, 46-48‬
'You have heard that it was said, 

You Shall Love your Neighbor and 
Hate your enemy; 

But I tell you, 
Love your Enemies and 
Pray for Those who Persecute you, 

For if You Love Those who Love You, 
What Reward can you have? 
Do not Even the Tax Collectors do that? 

And if You Greet Only Your Brethren, 
What More Than Others are you doing? 
Do not Even the Gentiles (the heathen) do that? 

You, therefore, Must be Perfect 
[Growing into Complete Maturity 
Of Godliness in Mind and Character, 
Having Reached the Proper Height
of Virtue and Integrity], 
As Your Heavenly Father is Perfect.'

John‬ ‭2‬:‭16
'Then ...He said, Take These Things 
Away (Out of Here)! 
Make not My Father's House 

A House of Merchandise!'

Numbers‬ ‭20‬:‭10-12‬
'And Moses and Aaron assembled

The Congregation before the Rock and 
Moses said to them, 
Hear Now, You Rebels
(Moses angry with those The Lord Loves); 
Must WE Bring You Water Out of This Rock? 
(Grace and Mercy is from The Lord
And NO Part, for the donkey)
And Moses Lifted Up His Hand and 
with His Rod he Smote The Rock Twice
(Mis-Represent Lord's Mercy). 

And the Water Came Out Abundantly, 
and the Congregation Drank, and their Livestock
(Despite Moses disobedient, Lord Heart is for His People
And Grace flow). 

And the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, 
Because You Did Not Believe In Me 
To Sanctify Me in the Eyes of the Israelites, 
You therefore Shall Not Bring 
This Congregation into the Land 
which I Have Given them.'

Trial 1

Proverbs‬ ‭16‬:‭4‬
'The Lord has made everything
[to accommodate itself and 
contribute] to its own end and 
His own purpose–
even the wicked 
[are fitted for their role] 
for the day of calamity and evil.'

Proverbs‬ ‭18‬:‭12‬
'Haughtiness comes 
Before Disaster, 
But Humility before Honor.'

Proverbs‬ ‭19‬:‭11‬
'Good Sense makes a man 
Restrain his Anger, and 
it is His Glory to Overlook 
A Transgression or an Offense.'

Proverbs‬ ‭17‬:‭4-5‬ 
'An EvilDoer Gives Heed to 
Wicked Lips; and 
A Liar Listens to a Mischievous Tongue. 

Whoever Mocks the Poor 
Reproaches his Maker, and 
he who is Glad at Calamity 
shall not be held innocent or 
go unpunished. 
[Job 31:29; Prov. 14:31; Obad. 12.]'

Proverbs‬ ‭22‬:‭22-23‬
'Rob not the Poor 
[being Tempted by their Helplessness], 
Neither Oppress the Afflicted at the Gate 
[where the city court is held], 
[Exod. 23:6; Job 31:16, 21.] 

For the Lord Will Plead their Cause 
and Deprive of Life 
Those who Deprive [the Poor or Afflicted]. 
[Zech. 7:10; Mal. 3:5.]'

Proverbs‬ ‭21‬:‭2‬-3
'Every Way of a man is Right 
In his Own Eyes, but 
The Lord Weighs and Tries the Hearts. 
[Prov. 24:12; Luke 16:15.]

To do Righteousness and Justice 
is More Acceptable 
To The Lord 
than Sacrifice. 
[I Sam. 15:22; Prov. 15:8; Isa. 1:11; 
Hos. 6:6; Mic. 6:7, 8.]'

Proverbs‬ ‭23‬:‭23‬
'Buy the Truth and Sell it NOT; 
Not Only that, but Also Get 
Discernment and Judgment, 
Instruction and Understanding.'

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Victory belongs to those in Christ

Even when you see beheading by those from the devil and Satan, do not despair!!! It was written in the bible!!!

Revelation 20:1-6
'Then I saw Angel 
descending from Heaven,
Who had the Key of the Abyss 
and a large Chain in His Hand. 

And He Arrested the Dragon, 
The Old Serpent, who is 
the Devil and Satan,

Then He Bound him 
for a Thousand Years
And Cast him into the Abyss
And Shut and Sealed the Abyss above him,
So that he Could NOT Deceive 
The Heathens any longer until the 
Thousands years would be completed.

After these things it is necessary for him
To be loosed for a short time. 

Then I saw Thrones and 
Those that Sat upon them and
Judgment was given to them, and

I saw the lives of those
Who had been BeHeaded
Because of the Testimony of Y'shua
And because of the Word of GOD
And who Did NOT Worship
The Beast or His Image and
Did NOT take the Mark
Upon their ForeHeads or
Upon their Hands.

Then They became alive again and
Reign with The Messiah
One Thousand years. 

The Rest of the Dead 
Did Not become Alive again
Until the Thousand Years 
were Completed.

Blessed and Holy is the one
Who has a part in this 
First Resurrection:
The Second Death has No Power
To Destroy them:

But they will be Priests of GOD
And of The Messiah
And they will Reign with Him
The Thousand Years.'

I guess, the Valley of Dry Bones miracle in Ezekiel 37 will happen. It will be an Amazing sign from The Lord!!! Surely it is Good!!! 

I am waiting for Jesus, the Messiah, to come and Reign for the 1000 years!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Why not Tree of Good n Evil

Romans 4:14-15
'For if the Heir
Were from Legalism,

Faith has been Empty and
Promise has been Destroyed:

For Legalism produces Wrath:
But where there is NO Law,
Then Neither is there Transgression.'

Normally, the normal way of talk in this Fallen World is about To Do, it is about Work!!! You have to do this, probably you have not done that!!! You better do this, I warn you not to do that!!! Or what can you do!!!

It's about putting a commandment on people or someone close to us!!!

But from the Scripture, when Law or commandment is given, it strengthen people who receive the commandment to Sin, doing something negative!!!

Where Commandment is Not Given, then there is no reason for anyone to react to it and thus, No Transgression!!!

Parents, People in Authority likes to use commandments and even punishment to get things done!!!

But, when commandment is given, there is No pointer to God, and thus Faith is Empty and when Faith is not in use, Promise of Help cannot be Given, thus Destroyed!!!

Romans 4:16-18
'Because of this,
It is by Faith,
So that through Grace
The Promise is Certain
For every Seed,

Not only for the One from the Torah
But Also by Faith to Abraham,
Who is Father to Us All,

Just as it has been written that
"I have appointed you a Father
Of Many Nations,"

Before which He 
Believed GOD,
The ONE Who brings 
the Dead to Life

And Calls those things
That Are Not
As Though They Are
And They Come into Being. 

Who by Hope upon Hope,
When Situation Appeared
To be Hopeless,

Did Still Believe in it,
He became "Father of Many Nations"
According to what was said,
"So Will Your Seed Be,"'

No matter what we face in Life, or who we talk to, we still have to Access the Abundance Grace and the Sure Mercy of David, to come to the Throne of GOD, for His Righteousness and Help, for the Solution to come through!!! No Matter how Dead the Situation is.

Not Long ago, I realise Abba Father called Father Abraham out of his family at the age of 75!!! To go to His Promise Land!!! And Sarah, his wife, and his nephew and his servants were with him and they move out of their Ancestor home to follow GOD, Father of Lord Jesus!!!

Friday, October 10, 2014

Believe

Romans 4:2-8
'For IF Abraham was Made Righteous 
by Works,
He had something to Boast About
(Self-Effort aka Pride),
But NOT Before GOD

What does the Scripture say?

"And Abraham Believed GOD
And it was Counted to Him
As Righteousness."

But the Reward for the one who Works
Is NOT Counted
According to Grace
But According to Debt,
What is Owed To Him
(I have done this, 
so where is my pay increase, 
my promotion, my peace of life.)

To the one who does Not Work
But Believes in
The ONE who Makes
The Impious Righteous,
His Faith is Counted
Into Righteousness:

Just as also David said
Of the Blessedness of the man
Whom GOD Counted Righteous
WithOut Works,

"Blessed are the Lawless One
Who have been Forgiven
And whose SIN would be Attone:

Blessed is a man for whom The LORD
Would Not Count SIN."'

Many that tried to fight this believing God are usually those that are unskilled in the Word of God!!!

They usually talk about their effort and the problem they faced and the Hardness of Life!!!

If only they know there is a Big Big GOD out there that Loved them So Much, they would not be so hard on themselves!!!

Believe, so easy??? It is because you are not the one getting the problem solved but the Big Big GOD behind you, supported by the Finished Work of His Beloved Son, His Right Hand being Crushed at Calvary 2000 years ago, your issue was Judged in Him!

He took the Penalty of your Offense that now, He, the ALMIGHTY GOD, could extend His Loving Hand to comfort your Injury and give you a Solution to your Problem, the one that is haunting you!!!

If only you could BELIEVE, your Joy in Him, who is Gracious, will be much!!!

I bless your Heart with His Shalom Peace so that you will know He is Real Living GOD!!! Amen Amen!!!

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

His Teaching

Lord continued to teach me about ministry life through Dr Marilyn. It's amazing that her ministry got deeper, stronger from age 80 onwards; it just like Moses of the present day!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

One thing I pick up from her is we, children of God, even we know so much about the Kingdom of Light, to draw sinners home, we have to humble ourself and talk by the world standard and not about the Kingdom!!!

We are to show the unconditional love of Jesus and just to show signs and wonders to people!!! Even people whom prefer we to be death than alive, as the adulterous woman and those Pharisees whom want to stone her.

Jesus loves and died for the Pharisee too!!! We are to show unconditional love to love them to the wholeness of their hearts!!!

We are to take the Authority and Power against principality, power and might and dominions, all darkness in this world and all evil spirit in the Heavenlies, to command them to leave the bodies of people and free them from suffering!!!

Let them see the Kingdom in manifestation and let them see there is a higher authority whom love them so much!!! Glory Glory!!!

I also learn that no matter how much Glory Lord has manifested in our service to Him, once we reach the privacy of Home, we have to let go of all the joy of seeing the manifestation to perform our duty at home; attention to spouse and house duty!!! Glory Glory!!!!

I really benefitted from her teaching!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Thank You, Abba for Your Reminder!!! Glory Glory!!!

A Sheep

I am a Sheep, that has followed my Shepherd for 8 years and believe in His Calling of being a Shepherd. But my patient is running thin!!!

Do you believe God looks into our Hearts and knows what is coming and what is going???

He led me to watch a video from a Jew Pastor and He talked about situation in the society that will happen when Christians is in disobedient.

He quoted Jonah that instead of listening to Lord to warn his enemy of destruction coming their way for not coming back to Jesus, he went the opposite direction instead!!!!

When Abba calls, He don't give up!!! He is Faithful in His Calling!!!

So Jonah went down, down, down till he was in a ship!!! But Lord allows the storm to come and the captain and his men was wondering who offended God!!! Then they woken Jonah and found out about his DisObedient!!!

They threw him into the sea and Lord sent a whale to catch him and swallowed him to the stomach!!! When he Finally turn back to Lord, Lord caused the Fish to vomit him out at Destination!!!!

At this point in time, my CPF is locked in my old marital home and in 2 fixed deposit plan!!! In order to buy myself a place to stay, I needed to free all those money and my name from being an owner of my previous marital home!!! But ex is taking a long time to do it!!! 10 months and nothing is done!!!!

If I know he going to seat on it, I should not worry about those years that he allows me to stay there!!!

Anyway, as this house will be sold away, to divide among the siblings, I do need another place to stay!!!

Sis place is not convenient for them, so I do need to get a small apartment!!!

I also get to a point where I told Lord to find someone else to do His Job, I am quitting!!!

But Lord don't want me to quit!!!

I need a place to stay, He also telling me not to worry!!! Don't even want to answer me if I need to start looking for a place!!!

He just ask me if I am a Sheep!!!! I said yes, then He impressed me my part is just to follow Him!!!

Recently, I talked to WK too!!! She has seen many others got their promotion and even other Christians in her work place. Long ago, Lord has a calling on her and wanted her to fellowship with Him.

WK did not obey and do her way, work and look after her sons!!! She claimed her ministry is at home!!!

After so many promotion skipped her, she finally agree she must read the bible!!! Glory Glory!!!

Children of God can be stubborn but Lord usually has the last Answer!!! He allows us to wonder in the desert till we are tired and see things around us is not working anymore!!! Then He impressed another Child to talk about fellowship with Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

For me, I know so well of how He push me to move on, just that I don't feel like continuing glazing close to Him. His Prompting of my Identity, I have no choice but continue to yoke with Him!!!

Don't care about what is coming but continue day by day glazing!!!! Mmmeeee!!!

Thursday, October 2, 2014

A Dry Season

I was listening to Joyce Meyer preaching that in all seasons of our life, we must do the Right things all the Time as Lord is closer to us than anyone.

I am glad that she shared her 6 years of bible study that Lord trained her in His Faithfulness!!! Glory Glory!!!

It was an impression from The Lord and a Desire from Him that Lord wanted her to quit her job that shared half the household burden that she had to faithfully give up to trust The Lord!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I was told to do my bible study too!!! But as I don't have anyone to reference, I only have The Lord to go for!!! I was not working at that time so household income was not my issue but the marriage was!!!

Walking 7+ years in this calling and if include I started believing Him, then it's already 8+ years!!!

I am still patiently waiting for His Manifestation.

And with my sister getting the Grant of Probate, Lord do need to bless me a home to move to before my Grace of staying at my mum place runs out!!!

Yes, it's my dry season and I am looking to Lord and His Platform for me!!! I didn't know He opened such a Big Platform for me that this is what He is preparing for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

So He is leading me through more training!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I still have to sit still and be of fellowship with Him!!!

Surely His Day of Manifestation will come one Day and I hope it won't be long!!!!

I yet to think where should I shift but before time turn into crisis, I do hope His Grace is Enough and His Strength make Perfect in my weakness!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Love Thy Enemy

The Greatest Commandment of Love, is Love Thy Enemy!!!

In this World that still under the control of devil, pain, sadness, disappointment and even regrets are common and so call normal!!!!

But to Love those that disagree with you and Love those that disGrace you, it's easier to wish that they disappear from our eyes or even be dead that some think it's right and okay to carry out in mass numbers!!!

But to Love someone even when they come against you is not easy for most, as most either be timid or flare in anger. But Christ Jesus show us Love them who are ignorance of they are being Love by the Almighty!!!

He went to the Cross so that the veil that separated man from God is destroyed by the Blood of Jesus, so that man can come close to God to taste His Goodness!!! Glory Glory!!!

His Act of Love is so Profound that man could not understand!!! As Love is by experience and not by understanding!!! It is not of the mind so the mind has no knowledge but of the Heart so that Joy could be felt!!!!

Law only lead to sin!!! As the bible said Law gives strength to Sin!!! Warnings, commandment to do, commandment to obey, all strengthen Sin to do the opposite way!!!

But it's when Love touches Heart that joy and closeness could develop a relationship of Love!!!

It can be one to one or one to many, like Christ!!!

Love cannot be bought but can only be given unconditionally!!!

Pretendance of Love don't work as it is a heart to heart talk that no amount of Pretendance could fake!!!

I thank Lord Jesus for leading me to walk in His Love that sin has no effect on me!!

Surely if the whole world walk in Love of Christ as lead by the Holy Spirit, the World would be a better place to live in!!! Glory Glory!!!