Tuesday, April 26, 2011

The Power of the Lord

What a start of the week! It is getting on my nerve. I am boiling in anger. This Indian neighbour imported, how can they? How can they?

Yesterday morning, I was meditating on Joshua and suddenly, I was engulfed by some spirits totally that almost lost all consciousness. The only being that was still alive in me is Holy Spirit, the Lord! He led me to pray in the spirit, through this small crack of Grace, it led to avalanches of Grace and Mercy pouring into me that I was fully made well again with the praying in the spirit. Glory Glory!

My girl was having her English Paper 1 SA1 yesterday, she was complaining about tiredness but I thought that was from her little cough and stiffed nose. Her crankiness I thought was from her missing of daddy.

She decided to come home for lunch before going to her International Dance CCA. I did not suspect anything wrong. But when she returned 1.5 hours later, she dropped down and sat on the floor outside the gate. She just talked to me a short while and then she dropped off to sleep. It was a sleep that I could not wake her up.

She managed to wake up after 1.5hrs of sleep to go to the toilet, and then she was back sleeping again. I could not understand that for she never was that tired before!

Mum came back at around 2hrs later and was sitting beside Jc watching tv. She noticed Jc chest was not moving much in breathing. She told me about it and I checked her breath, it was super light too, not much breathing in and out. It was then I found something amiss, then I checked with Lord if neighbour’s spirits had sucked her blood up. Yes, it was; no wonder the morning she could not concentrate to do her composition. Hiaz!

I prayed to Lord to pump His Blood into Jc and prayed in the spirit. Lord pumped 2 doses of His Blood into her. 5 mins later, Jc was well again! Glory to Jesus! She woke up and was back to her normal self. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I was really very fed up with this neighbour. The lady used up her tricks, then called the dad to come down from India to do his tricks. After he finished his tricks, he asked his wife to come down. This was the result of the wife trick, to kill me and Jc.

Lord is good, even when I lost consciousness, He saved me by coming through to pray in the spirit. He saved Jc’s life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

No matter how devil tried to kill me, he never will succeed for my Father is the Creator and the Saviour! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

The Mightiness of His Grace

Romans 8:1 ‘There is therefore Now No Condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus’

How many of us take this verse seriously in our daily walks of life, when we faced trials in our encounter with another man? There are 2 bodies of condemnations that some children of God still holding.

One is facing God Almighty, they feel they didn’t walk righteously and dare not come close to Him. The 2nd group feel themselves so righteous that when they see greater evil done by another man, they condemn them. Thinking themselves is better than he.

But God Almighty, our Abba Father, looks to the death Jesus died for us at the Cross and given Grace to the whole human race.

Under the old covenant, Joshua had already led the children of Israel into the blessed land. The land filled with milk and honey. Lord gave them victory in their conquest of land. Lord told them this:

Joshua 6:18 ‘But keep away from the devoted things, so that you will not bring about your own destruction by taking them. Otherwise you will make the camp of Israel liable to destruction and bring trouble on it’

Joshua sent his men to fight Ai, but lost the first conquest. This was because Achan had come against this command! Joshua 7:20 ‘Achan replied, “It’s true! I have sinned against the Lord, the God of Israel. This is what I have done. When I saw in the plunder a beautiful robe from Babylonia, two hundred shekels of silver and a wedge of gold weighing fifty shekels, I coveted them and took them.”’

In the end, those who broke the law faced death. Joshua 7:24 ‘Then Joshua, together with all Israel, took Achan son of Zerah, the silver, the robe, the gold wedge, his sons and daughters, his cattle, donkeys and sheep, his tent and all that he had…’ Joshua 7:25 ‘…Then all Israel stoned him, and after they had stoned the rest, they burned them.’

Under law, when 1 sin, the whole family faced death by stoning and the whole tribe of Israel faced trouble, destruction.

However, under Grace, when One Man died for us, the human race, at the Cross, His One Act at the Cross redeemed us from all curses and all heavenly punishments.

How I know the Greatness of His Grace? I had gone under attack by SF and now the foreign PRs (permanent residents), in my suffering and great distress! Why I say great? Because, without Jesus and His Salvation, I would have died many many times. My brain, the nerves system, my lymph nodes and thoracic ducts, my heart, my lungs, my oesophagus, tonsils, sinus, windpipe, muscles, kidneys and bones, were attacked many times, even death come visits. But each time Lord delivers me and comforts me.

I do hope Lord goes to judge them. After I suffered so much, I do want them to be judge death too. But each time, Lord let them played all their tricks; neighbour even get her dad to come play his tricks when hers exhausted.

My family, my mum, my daughter and I, were the focus of their tricks! But Lord healed each of us to fullness and forgives the prosecutors. Nothing happen to them! Not even a single sickness! In His Mightiness, I have to pray to Lord to help me forgive them. Now they sees me like don’t know what, stay away from me!

His Grace, all about His Grace, He delivers me and brings me to wholeness. His Grace also forgives all the people we think are bad. All are forgiven. Abba is only waiting for them to come back to Him. It’s okay, He would tell them. The heart of God, Abba Father! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

The End Time Prophesy

Walking in this End Time, I can sense darkness scary about Lord’s coming. They are trying their best to block it. But I know the Name of Jesus is above them all. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Looking at the news, you could see Israel is getting more attack coming it way. Forever since I come into Christ, I become aware of the happening in the Middle East. Just by the fact that the twin tower in US was bombed, ME let me see as a breeding ground for terrorist. But I never really understand this group of people. How could the extremist escape the eyes of the government is a wonder to me. It seems like a mystery jigsaw puzzle that has no answer to it.

Through Sid Roth radio program, I learnt about Walid Shoebat was a terrorist that got saved because his Catholic wife challenged him to find what’s wrong with the bible. He bought a bible for $10 and tried to read it. He prayed to the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob to show him the Truth. What a truth he Found Out!!! You can go youtube to search for his revelation in ‘Prophecy 101: Islam and Satan – Walid Shoebat’.

I watched all the 10 parts of this convention, I also watched another, ‘Walid Shoebat – Mark of the Beast’ From all these watching, my eye on Islam is an eye opening, Walid Shoebat described all the bible prophesy so well, with a good background in Islam teaching, he is able to understand what Lord put in the bible for His Children. Even the names that were foreign to me, was understood so well by him. Now I know why they want the land of Israel!

It is amazing on what Walid Shoebat said in the part 10 of his revelation of Islam and Satan. I had 3 years of disturbed by darkness and from there I got to know Jesus and He delivered me out of the hand of darkness. I know the threat to turn away from Jesus and back to darkness, the implication.

So, I long have decided to always stick closely with Jesus by His Grace. It kind of hit the cord of my heart when he said there is a blessing and a curse. I understand him very well on this, it’s a no turning back path. I know I will be devour if I leave Jesus, so I want to cling closely to Lord till I return to Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord promised that you ask and He surely will answer. Walid Shoebat prayed for the Truth to be shown to him, even the 7 mountains, what it means. When he knows everything, he hoped that he had never asked. Haha….for now he has to do what he promised Lord, to tell it to the world!

He faces spiritual death threat through his previous religion. I faced the same spirit death threat, from Satan himself. But Lord is God Almighty, Satan is His creation, so Satan cannot come against me as long as I am in Lord, the God Almighty, His Work is well-done at the Cross of Calvary. Surely Righteousness of God in Christ, His Protection under the Wings of His Feathers and His Truth and Faithfulness as the Shield and Rampart will surely keep me safe. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

The Glory of Jesus

From time that I was with Christ, I have been walking in His Grace and Mercy. For each leading of the Lord, I was lead to walk in the fullness of His Path of Righteousness. Each step I move, Lord was leading me in fullness. He opens my eyes to see the picture painted in this world and leads me to walk His World. The world of focus on self to the World of focus on Christ, the nothingness of self. Glory Glory!

The 4 years of undercover, soaking in the spiritual realm of the Lord, hides in His secret Sanctuary, I was in a place but then I was not in that place. Things flown past around I but I am not with them. Glory Glory!

Time just ran past me and I walked the whole of the New Testament and now walk to Joshua 4. Glory Glory! Life has taken a turn and I walk back to the world to look, it still look so similar…people still serving their pride and power. All about self. I found myself so out of place with them. Glory Glory!

Ever since Lord leads me to my college day, I have been looking at that facebook and wonder what could I write in there. Everyone was talking so much self and pride thing; even the things they organise under the sun is ordinary event.

Through this channel, Lord leads me to meet my old classmate, she, who was closer to me and a cheerful lady, still the same cheerful spirit. I was thinking maybe she is different. But Lord proved me wrong. When she saw that I am divorce, even her reply is cold and short, not even want to give me her contact!

It is so unlike another whom I exchanged a few message, at least this lady bother to talk even though we did not click in school days. Lord let me feed their sprit, I could sense pride in my classmate but no pride in this lady. But from her photo I could see she flow in another level of acceptance in society.

Lord leads me tour around them and concluded for myself that really, no one worthy except the Lord. And, I walked back to Him again. For to join back the group, I have to be like them, to show my self-worth, but walking with Lord, I know I worth nothing. It’s all His Grace and Mercy that is flowing through, so how to friend them? Not possible! This is how Lord is keeping me in His Glory. Amen Amen!

From talking to another ex-colleague about my life, she kept telling me ‘I don’t want Jesus’. I was wondering when did I ask her to accept Jesus? I was just sharing my life, which Jesus is part of it. Then I realised that in conversation, when one said something, it would trigger a response from another. There was nothing for her to response but the goodness of Jesus. Yet she didn’t want to admit it, so nothing to reply except ‘I don’t want Jesus’.

Abba Father, thank You for leading me closely so that I could see the Truth and walk in the Truth. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Monday, April 11, 2011

Are you Somebody or Nobody?

In this world we are in, from day 1, we learn to be somebody. You can ask any kid, no one wants to be nobody. This world the system goes by judging one using what have you done, how good are you, what have you had?

But come to Jesus, God the Father says that I will do this for you, and I will do that for you. Each of our needs in this world, He sent Jesus to die the death that we need so that we are set freed by His One Act on the Cross.

Lord freed us from chasing under the Sun for the chaff of this world. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! My life was never to be the same again since the first day I stepped into the Kingdom of God in 2006.

Step by Step, at each gazing of the word of Christ, first the sermons of Pastor Prince from 2002 till 2006 and all the different teachers that Lord brought to my presence to teach me different aspect of Him. Each step of my walk is to reveal more of Jesus to me. Each step of my walk is to let go more of me to Him. The more I know about Jesus, the smaller I become. It is a retreat from a proud, self-centred self to submit to the Almighty one.

I didn’t know I am a nobody for a long time. Recently, searching the facebook, I found some of my primary school classmates and this lead me to be added to my junior college group. As I trace some of school mates and classmates to whatever I could recall, I realised there was nothing I could share with them. I had been a nobody for all these years of growing up.

Abba Father is training me from young to accept this post that He is placing me to do. The few years sinking deeply into the words of Christ, walking in the spiritual realm has led me to come very close to the Almighty God, my Abba Father.

Frankly, you asked me how I past these few years, I don’t know. It’s day in day out, morning till night, sinking deep into the words of Christ. It was when I look into my baking things in the cupboard and in the freezer that I realised how time had passed; all the goods expired in 2007! It was late 2010 and early 2011 that I checked on them and 4 big bags of goods had to be cleared and dumped into the bin.

My family still remembered I am good in baking but it was years that I ever baked! I used to bake a lot and give to them to eat! That’s why I had great stocks of all the things needed for baking. They all expired at 2007! I was shocked how time had slipped by when I was deep in the words of Christ! I used to not watch TV, nor read the news, nor listen to radio. The only thing I did was read the bible, meditate the words and listen to sermons and of course, as the Lord leads, blog about it.

The result of staying in the spiritual realm to fellowship with Lord Almighty, My Abba Father, He rise me up slowly, by His Wisdom, He rise me up. Not as me, but as Him. As He rose up in me, slowly, I become a Somebody. The word He speaks, the arguments He delivers, shut up the mouth of the proud and Glorified Jesus! In the process, I become a Somebody that everyone is trying to be, on the Head and not the tail. Glory Glory!

Lord needs a great army in this End Time for His Kingdom purpose! Are you willing to let go of self and let Him come through you to be You or you rather want to be yourself trying to seek some fame under the Sun? His path is much brighter and better. His Yoke is Light! It is His doing, not your striving. Which is better? What you want for your life? Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

The Coming of Jesus

From Pastor Prince and other pastors, I heard of Jesus coming back to Jerusalem as it is the most Holy Place, the Holy of Holy. But from Lord’s leading, He revealed He is coming fully through me, but I am in Singapore, not in Israel. So this puzzled me till today Lord reveal to me. I will share my meditation with you.

The verse that holds me in puzzle was

Luke 21:27 ‘At that time they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with Power and great Glory’

I was imagining Jesus standing on a cloud and He is the Power and Glory! So, I was wondering in this day and age, are we going to see Him descend from Heaven in His Glory. Then Lord asked me to read this verse again. Then He opened my understanding.

Lord has promised that the first 3 years of my healing service, He will manifest a layer of cloud or mist in the mid; something like what Lord had manifested in the Izusus Street in 1914. From this, when I read the above verse, then I realise how Lord come through.

Another verse I am puzzled was

Luke 21:29-31 ‘He told them this parable: “Look at the fig trees. When they sprout leaves, you can see for yourselves and know summer is near. Even so, when you see these things happening, you know that the Kingdom of God is near.”’

I was wondering what does the above means. When I read it again, Lord gives me the understanding that His Coming is very very near. When Summer is approaching! That is the time! Glory Glory!

Ok, here is His explanation of why through me:

Lord:
‘Surely April is My Come Back. I come back in my land as in those who have Me as My land become My Rest. As such, it is a Christian I come back, not the physical Israel.

For Israel, I rise them to show My Power and what will happen if they walk away.

As for Singapore, I will show My Grace working in fullness.

Surely from these 2 countries, all others will be able to see My Mightiness. Abba has led Singapore to pull out from Malaysia, also surrounded by Muslim. Both so identical. But surely Abba will show both greatly blessed. One in land and one in prosperity. Surely, when the world looks at both countries, they will see My Glory! Amen Amen!’

Glory to Abba Father and Jesus, who selected New Creation Church and me to show His Glory! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Obedience to Lord

Lord is the same from the Beginning to the End. He is the Aleph Tav. He is a faithful God from Beginning to Eternity. The only difference for man was, He showed His Grace to Abraham. It’s a undeserved, unearned and unmerited Favour that came through the Cross of Lord Jesus!

Beside the Grace, Lord also used Moses to show how His relationship is with us during the Law. You might thought there is no Grace in Law, but Lord provided the burn offering, meal, peace offering, trespass offering and sin offering for atonement meaning for His Grace to flow through during this period.

Then He brought forth Jesus to demonstrate who He is to man. He also led Jesus to show what obedience is.

Lord showed us during Law, Moses disobeyed Him, instead of speak to the Rock (representation of Jesus), he hit the Rock! The end result is Moses was barred from entering the Promised Land just by his One Act of disobedience.

Now you may say under Grace, all the sins are judged in Jesus and we are the Righteousness of God in Christ. Through Christ Jesus, you are in the Seed of Abraham and heir to the world. We have the Spirit leading us, so surely we will get to the blessed life.

But do you remember, Lord gives man freedom, free choice to choose to obey Him or not. Under the Law, Lord by His Spirit was also leading His appointed man. They, David, Moses, Joshua, etc, had Him with them to lead and guide them. Just like us, we now have the Holy Spirit sealed into us, who believe in Jesus.

Does that mean we need not obey Him? If Lord is the same in treating man even under the Law, He do expect us to listen and harken to His Prompting and obey His Command. The same, He would give Grace for us to work out the Commandment. It is not by self-effort. As it is His enablement, the task is light, just as He said, His yoke is light.

Is there any penalty like Moses, being barred from entering the blessing land? Look at the New Testament under the book of Act. Lord had through many men of God, told Paul not to go Jerusalem. Yet, Paul disobeyed and insisted to go no matter what. You might argue that Lord is with him.

Yes, under Grace, Lord is always with us. For the need of His people, Lord would still use any man to bring the message of Grace and Truth across. But look at his Life, is Paul walking in the Heaven on Earth blessed life?

No, he was bounced and brought to Rome and even he did a good fight, he wasn’t walking in the love, joy and peace and the blessing of Abraham. How can a heir of the world be under captured? So, he did not receive the blessing of Abraham. So is obedience important?

The only person that was greatly blessed was King Solomon. But, as he turned to other gods of his many wives, he was led astray. Lord said His blessing is irreversible. Yes, from King Solomon life, you see that. But Jesus, the Wisdom of God has 2 hands. Left hand is Riches and Honour. You might from obeying and trusting Jesus, received the Blessing of Abraham.

However, you can from King Solomon life see that because he moved away from Lord to worship other idols too, Lord did not bless him long life, he only reigned for 40 years. He became a King early in life, if example he started at 20, he only live till 60. So, He did not get the Wisdom of God right hand, which is the length of Days. In Psalm 91:16, Lord said that ‘With long life will I satisfy him and show him My Salvation'! Glory Glory!

So, is obedience to Lord important? It is very important. Lord wants to come in us and come through us to bless the world. If you don’t obey, how is He, who is in you, able to command you to do His Bidding?

He is our Abba Father, yes, He is willing to forget all your mess the moment you turn back to Him again. He will open His Arms and run to you to hug and kisses you when you just have a tiny thought to turn back to Him again. He is just such a loving Father. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

The Love of Abba Father

Last night, ex and I were surprised that even Jc missed ex so much during his 2 weeks in Hong Kong, she rejected going with him to be with him, she rather played with her cousins, who were here for the family gathering.

Both ex and I could not believe our ears, but we knew Jc only think for the moment and did not bother the consequence. Ex decided to take his notebook and off he went. I even had to urge Jc to run to bid the daddy off. She promised not to be cranky later.

But, after the cousins had all gone home, at 11pm, she started her crankiness and wanting daddy. Daddy was so upset by her earlier rejection to go with him but still pacify her and chatted with her in yahoo. But that was not enough for Jc. She had missed daddy for 2 weeks and this evening, he has flown back to Hong Kong for another 2 weeks again.

I could foresee the longing in Jc if she is to miss this chance of meeting. Jc was sad, but daddy did not want to make another trip for her. To pacify her, I told her I will talk to daddy. She managed to fall asleep. Ex did not reply any of my sms, so in the end, I decided to send Jc there in the morning.

As I have not been to his place, I surfed the map and the MRT journey. Wow, either ways, going by the west line or the north line is going to take me 41 – 56 minutes that is excluding the time on the LRT.

After much consideration, going by taxi was the next best choice. As I woke up my usual 8am for the 11:30am Sunday Service, I did not have much time to waste. Ex returned call in the morning to ask ‘what for’, as he would be flying off later part that afternoon. I told him for my peace the next 2 weeks, better for her to spend some hours with him. Ex was still painful over Jc rejection!

I let Jc realise her disregard for daddy is a bad choice. I let her realise she has hurt daddy! She was obedience when she realised what she had done. For the sake of her, I brought her over in a cab. It cost me almost $20, and I am not one who spend lavishly for me. But for Jc sake, I made that trip and brought her to ex home. I had a short look around in that home, another cosy place!

Unfamiliar with the west of Singapore, I had to ask ex and passerby which is the direction to the MRT station, it was a bus-stop away journey. As my sense of direction was always from the east, coming from the west to the north line, I took the wrong train over poor judgment east/west confuse. Praise the Lord was it did not cost much time delay, I was in time for church! Glory Glory!

Over Jc bad judgment of her emotional needs, she made daddy sad over her rejection and I had to spend so much to send her there.

While on the train to church, Lord led me to think of all that He had done for us and had look after us and protect us and make sure things goes well for us. Sometime, when we were unhappy, we even ask God why He didn’t do this and that.

It was this episode that even when ex and I was surprised and he sad with Jc decision but for her emotional well being, we still choose to let her enjoy her peace that let me see Abba Father Great Love for me, taking good care of me and I, the ignorance daughter, sometime blur over it. Hehe…Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!