The love of God, so pure and full of joy. When it falls upon me, great is the joy and loveliness is Jesus being revealed. What a Sunday yesterday! I was abled to catch Pastor Prince on Saturday through TBN and the 3 services at Lakewood Church, Houston USA on Sunday. I also attending the great pouring of favour in Pastor Lian preaching back in NCC, Singapore! Glory to dancing with Lord through all the services. God is Good!
Back in 2007, when Lord shut the bible study, He gave Pastor Prince this vision of a door slightly opened and the great Glory that shone through was too much for him to see it. Lord was pushing me to start my bible reading then, but as I was rushing for the services, I could not.
In the wisdom of God, He shut down the bible study finally. Glory Glory! It is like Jonah, when Lord asked him to go deliver a message, he headed the opposite direction instead. Lord had to use a storm to rock the ship and swallow him in a whale before he finally obeyed. Yes, I too, after the bible study was shut, my heart finally quiet down to concentrate reading the bible. Glory Glory!
Through a year of reading the whole bible and then the meditating the word of Christ, I have been through many test and trials of life. Each test equiped me with greater knowledge of the goodness of God and the fearless of darkness. It was with leaning closely to Jesus bossom that I rise up higher and higher, glory to glory! Amen to the goodness of Jesus!
Since 2007 till now, Lord opens the spiritual world for me to see and I do wonder if ignorance is a blessing. This recent reveal I have to pray to Jesus to erase it from my mind and heart. As I know too much, the consciousness of darkness become bigger and Jesus become smaller. I have to pray to Lord to wash me clean with His Blood and by His Spirit, pull me close to Him again! Glory Glory!
Lord is good! Whatever request He fulfilled wonderfully. Lately, through late sleep, I have to pray to Lord to perform His miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish in my sleep that when I wake up, I am afresh again. Glory Glory! Even when I slept at 4am or even 5am once, His Miracle keeps me alert always. I am abled to wake up fully alert to get Jc ready for school at 7am. Glory Glory!
Yesterday, as I had lost my vision of the open door glory, Lord got Pastor Lian to mention it again during service. I prayed to Lord to help me restore, to grab hold of this revelation! Glory Glory! Lord put it back to my heart firmly. Glory to His Goodness.
It is good to walk closely to Lord Jesus like what John had done in the bible. Whatever secret of the Lord, I have a pretty close understanding. Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
As I walk to the final stage of this Glorious Coming Back of Jesus, I was disturbed a lot in my brain. But Lord is Good. No matter how devil tried to keep me away, Lord always clear the path to let me walk through! Glory Glory! How many times must I pray to Lord to pour the blood of Jesus into my blood and into Jc and my mum's blood. He is always faithful to fill us with enough blood. He always cleared my brain! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With 2011 ending and 2012 not far away, Lord is opening the eyes of America to His Love. He is letting many know about His Love! Glory Glory! All these conditions is necessary for Jesus coming. With all flowing in the goodness of Jesus, the coming will be made known to the fullness of the being. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As time is near, get close to Lord! Through reading the bible, you will be able to see the Goodness of God and you will know devil better. All these is important for to know how Good God is, you must know what is done by Lord and what is not done by Lord. With the full understanding, then, you could rest in peace in His bossom! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, October 31, 2011
Friday, October 28, 2011
The great Liar
Lord leads me even in boredom. Ever since I follow in His Righteousness, I was hardly bored. Recently, I was hit with a spell of boredom that I seek around the website that I used to surf, to find something interesting to kill this boredom. Haha...Lord knows how to trigger me to get the things He wanted me to learn. Glory to Him! Amen Amen!
As I looked around, there was nothing fun. Not in the forum, not in the Christian blogs, and Sid Roth weekly supernatual show, I had catched it since it was updated. So, nothing to watch nor read. I decided to go to Sid Roth past show to search, to see anything interesting.
Lord led me to listen to 2004 Surprise Sidhole, whom I had watched recent months. Then I was entriggled to watch his talk with a past witch doctor, Samuel Kanco, the 4th generation witch doctor raised by the devil, but before he was fully engaged, Lord approached him and fully delivered him. Glory to Jesus!
I watched a few more of Samuel Kanco interviewed by Sid Roth in his show and then the radio interview. From there, I have a new understanding of how the devil works as Samuel Kanco(SK) was from there previously! Glory Glory!
He was sharing a testimony of how a man of his circle was dead when he was out of town. He said that he knew the devil work and he refused to accept this death. So, he told those around to keep this man body in the mortury till his return home to Ghanga, Africa, 2 weeks later. Glory Glory!
SK shared that whenever he need to curse someone, he would go to that spirit that is responsible in that department, to do the job needed. As such all forms of sicknesses are of the spirit. Even death too. Glory Glory! Abba let me learn that SK just commanded the death spirit and it's saliva that decay the body to depart from the man (the man had died for 2 weeks and he stinked). For 7 hours, SK prayed and the man became alive again.
This story sits in me and Lord leads me to see new light into this death this morning. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! This whole world is really being happily lied by the devil and they know it not!!! Before one get old, devil get man to confess they are getting old because of their age. Then he get man to see that approach certain age, death is coming.
As man thinks and speaks it out, devil happily bring it forth and man gets old and die. This believe, think and speak, give the devil power to bring the curse into their lives. SK shared that this death is a spirit and the decay is the saliva of the spirit. Lord leads me to see there is a certain black worms that medical use to eat those rotten part of diabetic patience that operates the same way. Glory Glory!
As man think he is approaching death, devil could bring the sights on and he took the soul away, those that did not come to Christ. How he did it? He send his counterpart to manifest into man's relatives, to tempt him to go with them. When his spirit is willing, the job is done. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Why then Christian fall asleep before their time? Well, when Christian did not cling hold of the Finished Work of Christ at the Cross, and eat of His Bread of Life and drink the Blood of the Covenant, but believe in the lie of the devil, the curse is operative on those who believe so and proclaim so.
That is why Lord want us to be by faith, which means looking towards Jesus, to proclaim His Finished Work on the Cross, to make it alive in our body. As we think so and proclaim so, we received His Finished Work and His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David will be operative in our life. Glory Glory!
It's so nature to proclaim and believe about the lie because we are in this fallen world. But Child of God, you are in this world but NOT of this world!
That is why this repentent is greatly misunderstood by many Christian to confess their sins. When they look to the Cross and confess their deliverance because of the Finished Work of Christ, they are delivered. Repentent is the changing of mindset to think like Christ, to believe and speak of His Finished Work! As you think and take on this believe, Life and Wholeness springs onto you!
Abba Father, thank You for opening my eyes to see how the spiritual world works! I have been seeking since I come back to You in 2006. Thank You that as I glazed around Your Words, slowly, you revealed to me part by part how this process of life works. How spirits could lied to us. Thank You very much for this valuable lesson! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, no wonder you say in the bible that 'my people die because lack of knowledge!'
As I looked around, there was nothing fun. Not in the forum, not in the Christian blogs, and Sid Roth weekly supernatual show, I had catched it since it was updated. So, nothing to watch nor read. I decided to go to Sid Roth past show to search, to see anything interesting.
Lord led me to listen to 2004 Surprise Sidhole, whom I had watched recent months. Then I was entriggled to watch his talk with a past witch doctor, Samuel Kanco, the 4th generation witch doctor raised by the devil, but before he was fully engaged, Lord approached him and fully delivered him. Glory to Jesus!
I watched a few more of Samuel Kanco interviewed by Sid Roth in his show and then the radio interview. From there, I have a new understanding of how the devil works as Samuel Kanco(SK) was from there previously! Glory Glory!
He was sharing a testimony of how a man of his circle was dead when he was out of town. He said that he knew the devil work and he refused to accept this death. So, he told those around to keep this man body in the mortury till his return home to Ghanga, Africa, 2 weeks later. Glory Glory!
SK shared that whenever he need to curse someone, he would go to that spirit that is responsible in that department, to do the job needed. As such all forms of sicknesses are of the spirit. Even death too. Glory Glory! Abba let me learn that SK just commanded the death spirit and it's saliva that decay the body to depart from the man (the man had died for 2 weeks and he stinked). For 7 hours, SK prayed and the man became alive again.
This story sits in me and Lord leads me to see new light into this death this morning. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! This whole world is really being happily lied by the devil and they know it not!!! Before one get old, devil get man to confess they are getting old because of their age. Then he get man to see that approach certain age, death is coming.
As man thinks and speaks it out, devil happily bring it forth and man gets old and die. This believe, think and speak, give the devil power to bring the curse into their lives. SK shared that this death is a spirit and the decay is the saliva of the spirit. Lord leads me to see there is a certain black worms that medical use to eat those rotten part of diabetic patience that operates the same way. Glory Glory!
As man think he is approaching death, devil could bring the sights on and he took the soul away, those that did not come to Christ. How he did it? He send his counterpart to manifest into man's relatives, to tempt him to go with them. When his spirit is willing, the job is done. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Why then Christian fall asleep before their time? Well, when Christian did not cling hold of the Finished Work of Christ at the Cross, and eat of His Bread of Life and drink the Blood of the Covenant, but believe in the lie of the devil, the curse is operative on those who believe so and proclaim so.
That is why Lord want us to be by faith, which means looking towards Jesus, to proclaim His Finished Work on the Cross, to make it alive in our body. As we think so and proclaim so, we received His Finished Work and His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David will be operative in our life. Glory Glory!
It's so nature to proclaim and believe about the lie because we are in this fallen world. But Child of God, you are in this world but NOT of this world!
That is why this repentent is greatly misunderstood by many Christian to confess their sins. When they look to the Cross and confess their deliverance because of the Finished Work of Christ, they are delivered. Repentent is the changing of mindset to think like Christ, to believe and speak of His Finished Work! As you think and take on this believe, Life and Wholeness springs onto you!
Abba Father, thank You for opening my eyes to see how the spiritual world works! I have been seeking since I come back to You in 2006. Thank You that as I glazed around Your Words, slowly, you revealed to me part by part how this process of life works. How spirits could lied to us. Thank You very much for this valuable lesson! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, no wonder you say in the bible that 'my people die because lack of knowledge!'
Monday, October 24, 2011
Soul Wound
Do you know why Jesus come down to earth to die for us at the Cross so that Holy Spirit could come into us to dwell in our hearts? Why people likes to say wicked hearts and good hearts? And even love bank.
This life of us, from the moment we know about the world, each step we move and the life we encounter each day, our emotions goes up or down or remain still or totally dead. All these do you think it as just an expression and nothing else?
Why a lot of people get sick when they get old? Even though nowadays it is getting younger. Does sickness comes out of sudden? Is there preventive measures?
Yes, sickness spirits do come uninvited in this fallen world. Our part as a child of God is to look to Jesus Completed, Perfect Work on the Cross to claim His Deliverance, as He was judged, so we should not carry the sickness judgement anymore! By looking to Him, proclaiming His Promise, and partaking His Body and His Blood, the Holy Communion, we are made whole. Glory to Jesus!
Why Jesus bequeathed us His Shalom Peace on the last night before He went to the Cross? This Shalom Peace that reign the heart is of great importants! Glory Glory!
In the affair of the daily life, we, the children of God, are to reign in His Peace. When we are not in peace, it is important to cast to Lord, the not peace, eg, anger, regrets, guilts, condemenation etc. All these are spirits of the darkness.
When such spirit come to man, man manifested in it. Most people thought that by not bothering, the whole event will melt away. But over time, you will see yourself still dwell in the same event with the same feeling, as if you just encounter it.
The fact is, all these spirits of darkness, that leads you to manifest in a certain unhappiness, will dwell in the heart. They will not go away automatically. How you know you have them? Those events of your life that you keep talking about, yes, it means the spirit is still there in your heart! All these overtime, will build into some sicknesses and manifest out as something serious.
I could give you some examples, mum generally is a very forgiving person. But younger days, she was bullied by her mother-in-law. Yes, even though it's years ago, she talked it as if it so alive. In her old age, my mum generally is still pretty health at 70, but she had weak knees.
When I first learnt about soul wound, I and Su prayed for her and in the vision, we could see her knees capped by something that looked like strong metal that used on Robots, capping her kness. I got her to pray to Lord to take away the pain of the event and helped mum to forgive her mother-in-law whenever she mentioned it. Over time, her knees are getting stronger. She still moves around by herself and is an active lady! Glory to Jesus!
My 2nd sis's mother-in-law, has diabetic and needed to be injected daily. Her mobility is limited. She had other illnesses but these are the one I heard from sis. When Su and me prayed for her, I saw her whole body capped by the metal!!! No wonder her mobility is limited! I don't know what bitterness or hatred she faced in younger days, but surely, only Jesus could remove all these spiritual wounds. Glory Glory!
I heard about a case of a lady suffering from immunity disorder that is sensitive to lots of cloths that she could not get out of her house in USA. Before the pastor flew to pray healing for her, the pastor consulted Lord why she was so. Lord said in the bone! Pastor was thinking she was too young to have bone diease. It is on further checking the bible that realise a hurting spirit resulted it.
On reaching her house, Pastor immediately asked what had hurt her so much! She had a unforgiving spirit over the breakup with her boyfriend years ago. On forgiving her boyfriend, her sickness was healed! Glory to Jesus!
Yes, it is with the full knowledge of these spiritual wounds and also what fear, guilt and condemnation could do to a person that I choose to be forgiving and always cast my unhappiness to Jesus to remove from me that you see me not flowing in the sadness, in the pains.
If you think my flowing in love, joy and peace looked crazy and abnormal to you, I rather be so than to let the spirit of darkness hold me down. You choose your battle, I choose my peace! Our life is in our mouth and in our heart. Whatsoever you confessed, so be it!
I am glad that Lord opens the spiritual world to let me know what is harmful to man so that I need not flow in it. I am happy that Jesus went to the Cross that whatever I could not handle, He could! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This life of us, from the moment we know about the world, each step we move and the life we encounter each day, our emotions goes up or down or remain still or totally dead. All these do you think it as just an expression and nothing else?
Why a lot of people get sick when they get old? Even though nowadays it is getting younger. Does sickness comes out of sudden? Is there preventive measures?
Yes, sickness spirits do come uninvited in this fallen world. Our part as a child of God is to look to Jesus Completed, Perfect Work on the Cross to claim His Deliverance, as He was judged, so we should not carry the sickness judgement anymore! By looking to Him, proclaiming His Promise, and partaking His Body and His Blood, the Holy Communion, we are made whole. Glory to Jesus!
Why Jesus bequeathed us His Shalom Peace on the last night before He went to the Cross? This Shalom Peace that reign the heart is of great importants! Glory Glory!
In the affair of the daily life, we, the children of God, are to reign in His Peace. When we are not in peace, it is important to cast to Lord, the not peace, eg, anger, regrets, guilts, condemenation etc. All these are spirits of the darkness.
When such spirit come to man, man manifested in it. Most people thought that by not bothering, the whole event will melt away. But over time, you will see yourself still dwell in the same event with the same feeling, as if you just encounter it.
The fact is, all these spirits of darkness, that leads you to manifest in a certain unhappiness, will dwell in the heart. They will not go away automatically. How you know you have them? Those events of your life that you keep talking about, yes, it means the spirit is still there in your heart! All these overtime, will build into some sicknesses and manifest out as something serious.
I could give you some examples, mum generally is a very forgiving person. But younger days, she was bullied by her mother-in-law. Yes, even though it's years ago, she talked it as if it so alive. In her old age, my mum generally is still pretty health at 70, but she had weak knees.
When I first learnt about soul wound, I and Su prayed for her and in the vision, we could see her knees capped by something that looked like strong metal that used on Robots, capping her kness. I got her to pray to Lord to take away the pain of the event and helped mum to forgive her mother-in-law whenever she mentioned it. Over time, her knees are getting stronger. She still moves around by herself and is an active lady! Glory to Jesus!
My 2nd sis's mother-in-law, has diabetic and needed to be injected daily. Her mobility is limited. She had other illnesses but these are the one I heard from sis. When Su and me prayed for her, I saw her whole body capped by the metal!!! No wonder her mobility is limited! I don't know what bitterness or hatred she faced in younger days, but surely, only Jesus could remove all these spiritual wounds. Glory Glory!
I heard about a case of a lady suffering from immunity disorder that is sensitive to lots of cloths that she could not get out of her house in USA. Before the pastor flew to pray healing for her, the pastor consulted Lord why she was so. Lord said in the bone! Pastor was thinking she was too young to have bone diease. It is on further checking the bible that realise a hurting spirit resulted it.
On reaching her house, Pastor immediately asked what had hurt her so much! She had a unforgiving spirit over the breakup with her boyfriend years ago. On forgiving her boyfriend, her sickness was healed! Glory to Jesus!
Yes, it is with the full knowledge of these spiritual wounds and also what fear, guilt and condemnation could do to a person that I choose to be forgiving and always cast my unhappiness to Jesus to remove from me that you see me not flowing in the sadness, in the pains.
If you think my flowing in love, joy and peace looked crazy and abnormal to you, I rather be so than to let the spirit of darkness hold me down. You choose your battle, I choose my peace! Our life is in our mouth and in our heart. Whatsoever you confessed, so be it!
I am glad that Lord opens the spiritual world to let me know what is harmful to man so that I need not flow in it. I am happy that Jesus went to the Cross that whatever I could not handle, He could! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
The Agony of Helplessness
Recently, I received a message, this person said since God told me about C's death date, I should not be surprised. She even called me a moron! I wondered who is the real moron!
It is not a fun job to know that death is hanging upon someone I know and there is nothing I could do to help. This is the agongy when Lord revealed something to me and yet I could do nothing!!!
In this world, there is such thing call spiritual authority. Each of us has our Authority and then it's our spouse, kids, parents, siblings etc, that's how the ranking goes. This is important when requesting prayer. If no authority is given, then no matter how, the prayer could not go through.
Years ago, dad was facing death and I plea with him to speak a word of faith in Christ but he refused. I was wondering why he could not recieve his healing? Then recently I read a testimony and could see the reaction of someone who believe is Jesus Christ and could get healed. Compared to this lady who is healed, dad really did not operate in the same spirit of believe as her.
For him, when he was able, he is into pride, more of if want come and heal. You heal I will see. After his death, mum revealed that dad only want to make use of Jesus for healing and then would go back to his idols. As his heart wasn't really trusting in Jesus, but wanting to 'make use' of Jesus for this purpose only, he could not sincerely come to Christ. Even when Lord was right at the door, he did not receive his healing. I, his daughter, could not over-ride his will, his spiritual authority.
However, I praised Jesus that even in his disbelieve, Lord had opened a Sunday months earlier for him to accept Christ, so he is in heaven now. This is what pleased me too, that he is in a better place. Praise to Jesus Grace and Mercy of David!
The next news I heard about is a distance cousin facing cancer threat and Lord told me his life is in danger and told me to pray for him. As we hardly ever contact through the years, only through my aunt, I managed to talk to his sister, but the sister said her brother was responding well to the treatment and just left a course. As the sister did not bother much, I also forget about it. A month later, his death was told by mum to me. I was feeling what a waste of chance for health because of the sister.
I was glad that when Lord revealed about nephew, 2nd sis believed and brought him for prayer by me and my sis, Su. I saw a demon as big as him, orange colour, sat up from his body and departed. Nephew is still alive and good! Glory to Jesus!
For C, 2 years plus, when her news was in the paper, Lord gave Su an image of a lady carrying a body that was totally out. I interpreted the vision as C was very sick but still curable by Lord. I didn't know Lord actually was showing me and Su about no chance of cure.
It's through this vision that I am afraid she might get there, so always sent post in C's blog about such a day and hope the people involved would give me a chance, the spiritual authority, to pray healing for her. As it never come, I have no choice but in agony that such a day as Lord showed might come. As the people closest to her always have great expectation that she would be well, I finally let go as I know there are still many saints praying for her.
I am not looking for that particular day, so, I won't know when. Lord did not tell me a specific day. This is because, life and death is in our mouth. In Psalm 91:16 Lord said 'With long life will I satisfy him...' So, how long we want to live, we proclaim.
For dad, I was holding to his being alive for Jesus Glory, but he was looking towards death. That fateful morning, Lord told me to let go. I was crying as I let go. Hours later, dad passed away! Just like C's mummy, when she prayed for Heaven to take her away, she gave the authority for them to do so, Lord said angel brought her back to heaven. Praise Jesus!
One thing man must know, devil has no authority over us, but we have. Whatsoever we proclaim, it shall be. It's a matter of time when such happens. When I know about the impending death, I am not happy at all, I felt sad that I could do nothing to help them. But I am glad that Jesus Grace is so Great that young children automatically go back to Him and He led dad to accept Him 1 Sunday morning so that he could go Heaven too! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is not a fun job to know that death is hanging upon someone I know and there is nothing I could do to help. This is the agongy when Lord revealed something to me and yet I could do nothing!!!
In this world, there is such thing call spiritual authority. Each of us has our Authority and then it's our spouse, kids, parents, siblings etc, that's how the ranking goes. This is important when requesting prayer. If no authority is given, then no matter how, the prayer could not go through.
Years ago, dad was facing death and I plea with him to speak a word of faith in Christ but he refused. I was wondering why he could not recieve his healing? Then recently I read a testimony and could see the reaction of someone who believe is Jesus Christ and could get healed. Compared to this lady who is healed, dad really did not operate in the same spirit of believe as her.
For him, when he was able, he is into pride, more of if want come and heal. You heal I will see. After his death, mum revealed that dad only want to make use of Jesus for healing and then would go back to his idols. As his heart wasn't really trusting in Jesus, but wanting to 'make use' of Jesus for this purpose only, he could not sincerely come to Christ. Even when Lord was right at the door, he did not receive his healing. I, his daughter, could not over-ride his will, his spiritual authority.
However, I praised Jesus that even in his disbelieve, Lord had opened a Sunday months earlier for him to accept Christ, so he is in heaven now. This is what pleased me too, that he is in a better place. Praise to Jesus Grace and Mercy of David!
The next news I heard about is a distance cousin facing cancer threat and Lord told me his life is in danger and told me to pray for him. As we hardly ever contact through the years, only through my aunt, I managed to talk to his sister, but the sister said her brother was responding well to the treatment and just left a course. As the sister did not bother much, I also forget about it. A month later, his death was told by mum to me. I was feeling what a waste of chance for health because of the sister.
I was glad that when Lord revealed about nephew, 2nd sis believed and brought him for prayer by me and my sis, Su. I saw a demon as big as him, orange colour, sat up from his body and departed. Nephew is still alive and good! Glory to Jesus!
For C, 2 years plus, when her news was in the paper, Lord gave Su an image of a lady carrying a body that was totally out. I interpreted the vision as C was very sick but still curable by Lord. I didn't know Lord actually was showing me and Su about no chance of cure.
It's through this vision that I am afraid she might get there, so always sent post in C's blog about such a day and hope the people involved would give me a chance, the spiritual authority, to pray healing for her. As it never come, I have no choice but in agony that such a day as Lord showed might come. As the people closest to her always have great expectation that she would be well, I finally let go as I know there are still many saints praying for her.
I am not looking for that particular day, so, I won't know when. Lord did not tell me a specific day. This is because, life and death is in our mouth. In Psalm 91:16 Lord said 'With long life will I satisfy him...' So, how long we want to live, we proclaim.
For dad, I was holding to his being alive for Jesus Glory, but he was looking towards death. That fateful morning, Lord told me to let go. I was crying as I let go. Hours later, dad passed away! Just like C's mummy, when she prayed for Heaven to take her away, she gave the authority for them to do so, Lord said angel brought her back to heaven. Praise Jesus!
One thing man must know, devil has no authority over us, but we have. Whatsoever we proclaim, it shall be. It's a matter of time when such happens. When I know about the impending death, I am not happy at all, I felt sad that I could do nothing to help them. But I am glad that Jesus Grace is so Great that young children automatically go back to Him and He led dad to accept Him 1 Sunday morning so that he could go Heaven too! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The Man in My Life
Ever since the talk of the divorce, it has been toggling between my ex and the new man. Someone was looking at my Marriage Revival post in September that I went there to read too. As I see what Lord had told me than and the recent post, I was wondering about who I will have in future and Lord revealed to me in my meditation.
Many a time, Lord knows what best for us, but as our heart is not ready to accept His Plan, He don't mind giving way to our choice. It might not be the best choice but as we wanted, He will bless anyway. That is why, my post about the man in my life is always toggle between ex and the new man as how my heart flows.
In September, Lord knows that partly, I am going through the linggering process and also Jc keeps wanting me and her daddy to be together again, I have been holding this hope of having him back. As I hope so, Lord let ex see a change in my sexuality area so that whatever that was unhappy about me to him, it is cleared.
However, even though the problem is solved, ex preferred the greener and younger grass out there. He felt that since the choice is abundance out there, he need not limit his choice to take back the older me, as compared to those willing younger girls. As he rejected me, Lord take that as a no go.
That's why He leads me through the process of a full let go. Yes, I too, could see it was an end of road for me and ex. His heart is into looking for younger girls. As such, the timming is just right for Lord to lead me to a clean ending. Glory to Jesus!
With this heart dead for ex, now Lord could bring His Choice over. The following is what He told me:
Lord:
'My beloved, my darling, surely Abba will bring the new man to you. In September, I give P the chance, but since he give up, I have dropped him. So, you shall meet the new guy. He will definitely be a better husband for you. I really have planned him for you.
But your heart preferred P, so I gave him a chance. But since he rejected, I will bring My Choice to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, surely you will love this man. You will realise what you missed from your relationship with P. Abba surely knows what's in your heart and I have your interest at hand. This man I specially prepared for you! Surely he and you match well. Both will be happy. Glory Glory!'
'My beloved, my darling, abba has selected a very fine man for you. Surely you will be happy with My Choice. It is made in Heaven. He has waited many years for you too. Abba will arrange you both to meet each other next year. Surely you will fall in love with him. I will bath you in his love. Surely Jc will enjoy his company so much that she agree to your marriage to him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
End
As at now, I have no more hope for ex anymore. My heart is finally dead to him. I totally don't bother about him anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for taking good care of me. Glory to You! Amen Amen!
Many a time, Lord knows what best for us, but as our heart is not ready to accept His Plan, He don't mind giving way to our choice. It might not be the best choice but as we wanted, He will bless anyway. That is why, my post about the man in my life is always toggle between ex and the new man as how my heart flows.
In September, Lord knows that partly, I am going through the linggering process and also Jc keeps wanting me and her daddy to be together again, I have been holding this hope of having him back. As I hope so, Lord let ex see a change in my sexuality area so that whatever that was unhappy about me to him, it is cleared.
However, even though the problem is solved, ex preferred the greener and younger grass out there. He felt that since the choice is abundance out there, he need not limit his choice to take back the older me, as compared to those willing younger girls. As he rejected me, Lord take that as a no go.
That's why He leads me through the process of a full let go. Yes, I too, could see it was an end of road for me and ex. His heart is into looking for younger girls. As such, the timming is just right for Lord to lead me to a clean ending. Glory to Jesus!
With this heart dead for ex, now Lord could bring His Choice over. The following is what He told me:
Lord:
'My beloved, my darling, surely Abba will bring the new man to you. In September, I give P the chance, but since he give up, I have dropped him. So, you shall meet the new guy. He will definitely be a better husband for you. I really have planned him for you.
But your heart preferred P, so I gave him a chance. But since he rejected, I will bring My Choice to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, surely you will love this man. You will realise what you missed from your relationship with P. Abba surely knows what's in your heart and I have your interest at hand. This man I specially prepared for you! Surely he and you match well. Both will be happy. Glory Glory!'
'My beloved, my darling, abba has selected a very fine man for you. Surely you will be happy with My Choice. It is made in Heaven. He has waited many years for you too. Abba will arrange you both to meet each other next year. Surely you will fall in love with him. I will bath you in his love. Surely Jc will enjoy his company so much that she agree to your marriage to him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
End
As at now, I have no more hope for ex anymore. My heart is finally dead to him. I totally don't bother about him anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for taking good care of me. Glory to You! Amen Amen!
Friday, October 21, 2011
The New Begining
What a way to see today, with Jc crying from the 'Holloween' party fear that a friend's dad put on a scary mask to scare lots of little children, even his own baby daughter, to know about Yue Yue, the 2 years old knocked down by 2 vehicles and nobody cares to just moment ago, visited Charmaine's blog and realised she is gone too. So much happen in the night when Lord leads me to walk fully in His Path!
Since last week, He already started this working in my heart to let go of ex. It all tiggered when I joked to ex that he is going international in his pursue of girls, from his ex-gf from Korean to me, the ex-wife from Singapore, to the last girlfriend from Indonesia to the current one from Malaysia. Then I was commenting previously he denied me asian restaurants dining but went with others now. He shot back that even with me, he did that, just that not with me.
The coldest of his treatment of me, which I had forgotten, runs down my spine. Lord leads me to set up a 'Live Traffic Feed' as I have been wondering why there is a surge in people visiting my blog lately. I saw this person checking out my old post and I wondered what it was. It was another refusal of request by ex. Lord leads me to experience the coldest and He worked it in me to finally come to realise, I shall have a clean cut with him forever!
Before today, I was still tracking his life from his facebook. That's how I found out of his previous girlfriend and the latest one. Finally, Lord let me see it is not worth my effort anymore. He let me see that I am better off without him than with him. So, finally, I made the descision to let go fully and prayed to Lord to help me do it. Glory Glory!
If you wonder why Lord love me so much, as you could see, my endurance and my holding to a love is that long! Even when I could not get any favour from ex. So, this love towards Lord, how much more I would as He is always there for me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord also leads Jc to see the deadly situation of not learning knowledge. He showed her by pointing to those lifeless patients Jc saw when she went hospital to visit my dad years back. She was disturbed by their deadly posture, twisted in a certain way and lifeless.
Lord used them to teach her, if she does not learn, the brain will be dead, just like this group of patient, Lord asked her what life is there in them? They are alive and yet they look dead, not even a movement. That's how scary they are. I didn't know such condition exist till I visited my dad in the hospital. I saw death everywhere!
Lord said both of us are now on His Path, His Plan of prospering. He said that He will prosper us in all areas beyong recognision! I am looking forward to the new begining. Glory Glory!
Lord said I always said He is the IMPossible, which is I AM Possible! So, since it looked as if an impossible situation, I know in Christ, it is possible. I shall see it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Since last week, He already started this working in my heart to let go of ex. It all tiggered when I joked to ex that he is going international in his pursue of girls, from his ex-gf from Korean to me, the ex-wife from Singapore, to the last girlfriend from Indonesia to the current one from Malaysia. Then I was commenting previously he denied me asian restaurants dining but went with others now. He shot back that even with me, he did that, just that not with me.
The coldest of his treatment of me, which I had forgotten, runs down my spine. Lord leads me to set up a 'Live Traffic Feed' as I have been wondering why there is a surge in people visiting my blog lately. I saw this person checking out my old post and I wondered what it was. It was another refusal of request by ex. Lord leads me to experience the coldest and He worked it in me to finally come to realise, I shall have a clean cut with him forever!
Before today, I was still tracking his life from his facebook. That's how I found out of his previous girlfriend and the latest one. Finally, Lord let me see it is not worth my effort anymore. He let me see that I am better off without him than with him. So, finally, I made the descision to let go fully and prayed to Lord to help me do it. Glory Glory!
If you wonder why Lord love me so much, as you could see, my endurance and my holding to a love is that long! Even when I could not get any favour from ex. So, this love towards Lord, how much more I would as He is always there for me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord also leads Jc to see the deadly situation of not learning knowledge. He showed her by pointing to those lifeless patients Jc saw when she went hospital to visit my dad years back. She was disturbed by their deadly posture, twisted in a certain way and lifeless.
Lord used them to teach her, if she does not learn, the brain will be dead, just like this group of patient, Lord asked her what life is there in them? They are alive and yet they look dead, not even a movement. That's how scary they are. I didn't know such condition exist till I visited my dad in the hospital. I saw death everywhere!
Lord said both of us are now on His Path, His Plan of prospering. He said that He will prosper us in all areas beyong recognision! I am looking forward to the new begining. Glory Glory!
Lord said I always said He is the IMPossible, which is I AM Possible! So, since it looked as if an impossible situation, I know in Christ, it is possible. I shall see it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
The Training of the Lord
My beloved, Abba is so pleased that you have come a long way with ME. Many don't understand, why you have such great favour with ME, but I will reveal to them. Post what I have told you this morning through your meditation. They will realise where they have missed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, as You have commanded, so here is the meditations:
Lord:
'My beloved, my love, surely you are My Beloved. Even now you could see, many child of God thought they know a lot and want to be that great preacher. But few come close to ME to let ME goes through. This is the BIGGEST HEADACHE I faced in the BODY of CHRIST, Self-Righteousness!
That is why it is hard for ME to find someone who can let ME come through. Even though your scriptures are not there, you did not glorify in self. That is why I can come fully through you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my darling, you have let ME shine in My Glory! Abba has set you apart. Surely what I could do through you shines brightly. All those who thought they are so smart will wonder where they have missed out. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, Abba will be showing Great Signs and Wonders through you. Abba is glad you survive the onslaught of the righteous. Abba is glad that you passed it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'My beloved, surely you will be able to survive this 1500 years. Abba is so glad that you survived. Surely many will wonder why. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my darling, you see, there is a large pool of the body of Christ. But I have seek the heart of many. I have tested each of them in the affair of the day as I have tested you!
Of all of you, only you looked fully to Jesus for deliverance and to cast the whole of yourself to Me, to let ME come through. Abba has given the timeline in 2004. I have gone through many rounds of selection.
However, sad to say, not one worthy to answer my call. Even though you see that I raise many healers in the recent years, but none of them is as great as Kathryn Kuhlman!
Many before they are ready, they run out like a horse. They are too impatient to continue to sit by My Feet to continue the journey of feeding. That is why, you see different level of healing. It all based on how closely they have walked with ME!
Abba is glad that you let ME take control. You did not rush ME. I am very pleased. Glory Glory! Surely this journey out, many will see a different anointing through you. Glory Glory! Surely this is the End Time manifestation. Abba will surely bring you to heal many. Glory Glory! Amen Amen.'
End!
Abba Father, I thank You for Your Grace and the Sure Mercy of David that is assisting me and blessing me. I thank You for all the Grace You render to me as I looked to Jesus! Glory to You that You are a Faithful God. Abba Father, I am so glad to be Your Beloved Daughter! I am greatly honoured! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
21/10/2011 2:18am:
Abba Father, thank You very much for leading me to see clearly of ex. I thank You from the bottom of my heart for this new lease of Life. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
If you wonder what I am talking, Lord finally leads me to fully given up on ex. He leads me to see through and through of him and used him and a 2008 posting about him to show me the coldness of him towards me. With this, I prayed to Lord to help me to fully let go of him and yes, I have deleted him from my facebook! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord really knows time will heals. The previous time, because of my anger for ex, He still said He is leading him back. Today, finally He said, a new man as His Original Plan, will come into my life and said that I have come to my sense! Glory Glory!
Abba Father, as You have commanded, so here is the meditations:
Lord:
'My beloved, my love, surely you are My Beloved. Even now you could see, many child of God thought they know a lot and want to be that great preacher. But few come close to ME to let ME goes through. This is the BIGGEST HEADACHE I faced in the BODY of CHRIST, Self-Righteousness!
That is why it is hard for ME to find someone who can let ME come through. Even though your scriptures are not there, you did not glorify in self. That is why I can come fully through you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my darling, you have let ME shine in My Glory! Abba has set you apart. Surely what I could do through you shines brightly. All those who thought they are so smart will wonder where they have missed out. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, Abba will be showing Great Signs and Wonders through you. Abba is glad you survive the onslaught of the righteous. Abba is glad that you passed it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'My beloved, surely you will be able to survive this 1500 years. Abba is so glad that you survived. Surely many will wonder why. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my darling, you see, there is a large pool of the body of Christ. But I have seek the heart of many. I have tested each of them in the affair of the day as I have tested you!
Of all of you, only you looked fully to Jesus for deliverance and to cast the whole of yourself to Me, to let ME come through. Abba has given the timeline in 2004. I have gone through many rounds of selection.
However, sad to say, not one worthy to answer my call. Even though you see that I raise many healers in the recent years, but none of them is as great as Kathryn Kuhlman!
Many before they are ready, they run out like a horse. They are too impatient to continue to sit by My Feet to continue the journey of feeding. That is why, you see different level of healing. It all based on how closely they have walked with ME!
Abba is glad that you let ME take control. You did not rush ME. I am very pleased. Glory Glory! Surely this journey out, many will see a different anointing through you. Glory Glory! Surely this is the End Time manifestation. Abba will surely bring you to heal many. Glory Glory! Amen Amen.'
End!
Abba Father, I thank You for Your Grace and the Sure Mercy of David that is assisting me and blessing me. I thank You for all the Grace You render to me as I looked to Jesus! Glory to You that You are a Faithful God. Abba Father, I am so glad to be Your Beloved Daughter! I am greatly honoured! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
21/10/2011 2:18am:
Abba Father, thank You very much for leading me to see clearly of ex. I thank You from the bottom of my heart for this new lease of Life. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
If you wonder what I am talking, Lord finally leads me to fully given up on ex. He leads me to see through and through of him and used him and a 2008 posting about him to show me the coldness of him towards me. With this, I prayed to Lord to help me to fully let go of him and yes, I have deleted him from my facebook! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord really knows time will heals. The previous time, because of my anger for ex, He still said He is leading him back. Today, finally He said, a new man as His Original Plan, will come into my life and said that I have come to my sense! Glory Glory!
Monday, October 17, 2011
The Love of A Father
Glory Glory! After so long of flowing back to the natural, I found my Father's Love again and it is good. Through the teaching of the pull pit of NCC, I have known about Abba Father Love. This is the love that keeps drawing me to Him to receive His Words and Walk His Path.
From the deep sinking into the spiritual realm, reading His Words, Hearing His Sermons and Meditating His Words, I have surfaced from it all to walk back to the natural realm. I found myself totally weird to a forum with the great forgiveness that Lord has given me. I found myself rejected in offering healing with warning, I am glad that today I found great company in the bible. :) Glory to Jesus!
Due to the sin of Israel, Elijah commanded no rain at his word. Lord even called this praying earnestly! Israel suffered and in the 3rd year, Lord asked Elijah to meet King Ahab.
1 King 18:17 'When he (Ahab) saw Elijah, he said to him, “Is that you, you troubler of Israel?”'
1 King 18:18 '”I have not made trouble for Israel,” Elijah replied. “But you and your father's family have. You have abandoned the Lord's commands and have followed the Baals (idols).”'
I feel so happy that I am not the only one wrongly accused. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Recently, in face book, this child of God keep on mentioning 1 John 1:9. As I could not convinced him, I decided to go to the Lord to meditate this verse. This is what Lord revealed:
Lord:
'My beloved, Abba is very pleased that you want to find the truth of this verse. Yes, Abba has fully removed all your sins. When man fallen from Grace, they just have to confess that this sin is judged in the body of Jesus, just like what you always did. I am faithful to remove from you. That's the meaning of this verse. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
However, even after I post this revelation on the thread, this child of God still emphasized on 1 John 1:9. I was wondering in my walk all these 5 years, what that leads me to walk so close to Jesus and to flow in His Grace and all the sinful nature dropped off one by one. I was not even conscious of them.
Last night, another child of God in the facebook posted Pastor Prince sermon, 'See the Fathers Love for you'. There is a part 1 and a part 2, it's 2 full sermons actually. I was attentively captured by this Father's Love again and watching the part 2 today, I flow back to Abba Father Great Love again. Glory Glory!
Yes, in this world, lots of temptation. It is hard to resist it. I thank Lord that for the past 4+ years, by His Grace, I sink into His Great Grace and fully submerge in His Teaching. During that period, from wake up to sleep, it's about looking to Him and listening to Him and talking to Him. No television, not much surfing and only talking about Him even when not with Him. This Great Grace has transformed me!
Sunday, after church service, I was heading towards the Marina Square food court and I prayed to Lord for a empty seat for me. I saw one, in fact, that 2 rows of tables parallel to each other were all church people, from the same care group, I guess. In their great laughter and jokes, mind you, not youngster, but well grown men and women. I was feeling I am from another realm. Totally, I could not sense their ways at all, even though I was sitting and facing a lady that talked and laugh loudly.
This is what Lord revealed when I was meditating:
Lord:
'This walk is pretty lonely walk. I could see you are not easy with people. Abba will lead you to shine in fullness of the Glory! This is my leading away from the sinful nature. I let you sit there to see how much you are with me. The effect of my spirit touching you. Even though they are my children, they dwell in the natural. I let you see you have shifted away from it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
I am glad that Lord leads me to grow in His Love and be with Him fully. Sinful natural, man's effort, just sound uncomfortable to me. Now I know that those that emphasize so much on it is because, they don't know about their Father love them so much, that by embracing the Father's Love, sin automatically drop off. His Yoke is Light! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
From the deep sinking into the spiritual realm, reading His Words, Hearing His Sermons and Meditating His Words, I have surfaced from it all to walk back to the natural realm. I found myself totally weird to a forum with the great forgiveness that Lord has given me. I found myself rejected in offering healing with warning, I am glad that today I found great company in the bible. :) Glory to Jesus!
Due to the sin of Israel, Elijah commanded no rain at his word. Lord even called this praying earnestly! Israel suffered and in the 3rd year, Lord asked Elijah to meet King Ahab.
1 King 18:17 'When he (Ahab) saw Elijah, he said to him, “Is that you, you troubler of Israel?”'
1 King 18:18 '”I have not made trouble for Israel,” Elijah replied. “But you and your father's family have. You have abandoned the Lord's commands and have followed the Baals (idols).”'
I feel so happy that I am not the only one wrongly accused. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Recently, in face book, this child of God keep on mentioning 1 John 1:9. As I could not convinced him, I decided to go to the Lord to meditate this verse. This is what Lord revealed:
Lord:
'My beloved, Abba is very pleased that you want to find the truth of this verse. Yes, Abba has fully removed all your sins. When man fallen from Grace, they just have to confess that this sin is judged in the body of Jesus, just like what you always did. I am faithful to remove from you. That's the meaning of this verse. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
However, even after I post this revelation on the thread, this child of God still emphasized on 1 John 1:9. I was wondering in my walk all these 5 years, what that leads me to walk so close to Jesus and to flow in His Grace and all the sinful nature dropped off one by one. I was not even conscious of them.
Last night, another child of God in the facebook posted Pastor Prince sermon, 'See the Fathers Love for you'. There is a part 1 and a part 2, it's 2 full sermons actually. I was attentively captured by this Father's Love again and watching the part 2 today, I flow back to Abba Father Great Love again. Glory Glory!
Yes, in this world, lots of temptation. It is hard to resist it. I thank Lord that for the past 4+ years, by His Grace, I sink into His Great Grace and fully submerge in His Teaching. During that period, from wake up to sleep, it's about looking to Him and listening to Him and talking to Him. No television, not much surfing and only talking about Him even when not with Him. This Great Grace has transformed me!
Sunday, after church service, I was heading towards the Marina Square food court and I prayed to Lord for a empty seat for me. I saw one, in fact, that 2 rows of tables parallel to each other were all church people, from the same care group, I guess. In their great laughter and jokes, mind you, not youngster, but well grown men and women. I was feeling I am from another realm. Totally, I could not sense their ways at all, even though I was sitting and facing a lady that talked and laugh loudly.
This is what Lord revealed when I was meditating:
Lord:
'This walk is pretty lonely walk. I could see you are not easy with people. Abba will lead you to shine in fullness of the Glory! This is my leading away from the sinful nature. I let you sit there to see how much you are with me. The effect of my spirit touching you. Even though they are my children, they dwell in the natural. I let you see you have shifted away from it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
I am glad that Lord leads me to grow in His Love and be with Him fully. Sinful natural, man's effort, just sound uncomfortable to me. Now I know that those that emphasize so much on it is because, they don't know about their Father love them so much, that by embracing the Father's Love, sin automatically drop off. His Yoke is Light! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, October 13, 2011
The Getting Ready of the Church
Recently, at youtube, I watched 'The Wake-Up Call – Kenneth Copeland, Oral Roberts and Richard Roberts'. From this series, I realised Lord had informed them of His 2nd coming home way back in 2004. Counting the number of years, this is the 7 years since that wake up call! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
At that service, Lord showed something coming down from Heaven, down to New York city, but did not touch the ground and then to the whole of America, and then to the nations. This something Oral Robert described it as smoke, vapour and blood. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was surprised that Lord at 2004 already seeking for someone He could come through for this Jesus 2nd coming. I was surprised that He found no one faithful and obedience for Him to trust. I was surprised that Richard Robert mentioned about now, have to get into obedience.
I was wonder, har? He took over from his dad and yet, have not been obedience till Lord wake-up call???!!! I am glad that the Fridays service, they interpreted it from sin punishment to Grace. Glory Glory! From Kenneth Copeland recent preaching, he did come closer in line with Lord's moment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am sorry that I have to say this, not about pride, just feel a bit sorry for Lord! As you all know, I accepted Christ in last quarter of 2006. That's about 2 years later from that wake-up call. I mean, around the world, so many Christians, there is no one that walk closely to Lord and listen to His voice and do not flow in self? Someone that Lord could use?
You know, when Lord wanted to rise me up, I was questioning Him. Isn't there pastors in church or any where around the world, so many Christians, is there anyone He could use? Why me? I actually do not want to take on the job initially. I even delayed my bible reading when Lord told me to finish the whole bible. My reasoning was very simple, if I will be very busy in future, better delay a bit to enjoy my personal time at home longer. Haha....
Lord is so faithful, even I read so slowly, my brother-in-law who accepted Christ a year later than me, had read the bible 3 times faster than me!!! Lord is faithfully waiting for me. Glory Glory! He knows I was distracted by chasing after His Sermons week after week that He decided to stop the bible study in NCC so that I could calm down to start my bible reading. Glory Glory! That's how Great Abba will do for me, when my heart is all about Him!
Pastor Prince said that we must have a good opinion of God, and that was what I agreed upon and decided to change my opinion of God! Glory Glory! Each reveal in church, is about changing my mindset to walk in line with what is revealed. This is the walking closer and closer to Jesus!
As I see nothing good about myself, Lord filled me with Him that I no more feel so. I know that's not me but Him, the Almighty One! Each walk in His Faith, He slowly revealed more and more of Him to me. Each walk closer and closer, the anointing get stronger and stronger.
I could see many don't understand this anointing, basically, it is Lord coming through more and more until, He could get out to my body and be me or chose to hide in the spirit or soul realm and let me talk as myself even though He is the one pumping the information. I am just the secretary! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is interesting to see Lord's latest testing of me. It's is no more about emotional break down, but more of people's comment, blessing others etc. Glory Glory! All these are training me the fine tune of myself, I know that. I give Glory to Him!
As time is getting closer, and yet I don't know when, I do hope all children of God start walking closer to Lord! The closer you walk, it's the heaven on earth living that He will bless. He is such a Great Abba, He will not short-change any child that is keen in Him! Glory Glory!
I could hear from different pastors sermons that there is more from the Lord, but how many are keen to walk with Him to receive it? This end time, Lord is bringing many back to His Garden of Eden, where there is no decay in it. I am glad I am moving into it. Are you?
At that service, Lord showed something coming down from Heaven, down to New York city, but did not touch the ground and then to the whole of America, and then to the nations. This something Oral Robert described it as smoke, vapour and blood. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was surprised that Lord at 2004 already seeking for someone He could come through for this Jesus 2nd coming. I was surprised that He found no one faithful and obedience for Him to trust. I was surprised that Richard Robert mentioned about now, have to get into obedience.
I was wonder, har? He took over from his dad and yet, have not been obedience till Lord wake-up call???!!! I am glad that the Fridays service, they interpreted it from sin punishment to Grace. Glory Glory! From Kenneth Copeland recent preaching, he did come closer in line with Lord's moment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am sorry that I have to say this, not about pride, just feel a bit sorry for Lord! As you all know, I accepted Christ in last quarter of 2006. That's about 2 years later from that wake-up call. I mean, around the world, so many Christians, there is no one that walk closely to Lord and listen to His voice and do not flow in self? Someone that Lord could use?
You know, when Lord wanted to rise me up, I was questioning Him. Isn't there pastors in church or any where around the world, so many Christians, is there anyone He could use? Why me? I actually do not want to take on the job initially. I even delayed my bible reading when Lord told me to finish the whole bible. My reasoning was very simple, if I will be very busy in future, better delay a bit to enjoy my personal time at home longer. Haha....
Lord is so faithful, even I read so slowly, my brother-in-law who accepted Christ a year later than me, had read the bible 3 times faster than me!!! Lord is faithfully waiting for me. Glory Glory! He knows I was distracted by chasing after His Sermons week after week that He decided to stop the bible study in NCC so that I could calm down to start my bible reading. Glory Glory! That's how Great Abba will do for me, when my heart is all about Him!
Pastor Prince said that we must have a good opinion of God, and that was what I agreed upon and decided to change my opinion of God! Glory Glory! Each reveal in church, is about changing my mindset to walk in line with what is revealed. This is the walking closer and closer to Jesus!
As I see nothing good about myself, Lord filled me with Him that I no more feel so. I know that's not me but Him, the Almighty One! Each walk in His Faith, He slowly revealed more and more of Him to me. Each walk closer and closer, the anointing get stronger and stronger.
I could see many don't understand this anointing, basically, it is Lord coming through more and more until, He could get out to my body and be me or chose to hide in the spirit or soul realm and let me talk as myself even though He is the one pumping the information. I am just the secretary! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is interesting to see Lord's latest testing of me. It's is no more about emotional break down, but more of people's comment, blessing others etc. Glory Glory! All these are training me the fine tune of myself, I know that. I give Glory to Him!
As time is getting closer, and yet I don't know when, I do hope all children of God start walking closer to Lord! The closer you walk, it's the heaven on earth living that He will bless. He is such a Great Abba, He will not short-change any child that is keen in Him! Glory Glory!
I could hear from different pastors sermons that there is more from the Lord, but how many are keen to walk with Him to receive it? This end time, Lord is bringing many back to His Garden of Eden, where there is no decay in it. I am glad I am moving into it. Are you?
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Training a Disciple
Psalm 103:17-18
'But the mercy and love-kindness of the Lord are from everlasting to everlasting upon those who reverently and worshipfully fear Him, and His righteousness to children's children --
To such as keep His Covenant [hearing, receiving, loving, and obeying it] and to those who [earnestly] remember His commandments to do them [imprinting them on their hearts].'
Long ago, in one of the chat I have with Lord, He told me not all who uses His Name and His Son's Name are blessed, called by Him. I was wondering how to see then. Today, Lord leads me to see a sample of it.
Not long ago, a teenager sent me a comment to ask for a particular sermon. As I established a chat with him, I did send the sermon to him and a few more that he wanted. But as the media is preventing folder transfer, I have to transfer him track by track, which is quite time consuming, pulling me away from Lord.
As Lord revealed is rising him, and Lord give me peace to talk with him, I decided to offer my backup of sermons to him. I requested him to come to the LRT station near my home, but he said his parents said no, if at Orchard area would be better.
Today, I made way for him. As I am bringing my mum to buy her wind breaker at Marina Square. I would be going to Orchard to buy something too, and I also bringing my mum to Chinatown to exchange her currency. I thought these few locations would be close enough for him. So I give him my mobile number and off I go.
What frustrated me was I got 3 blocked calls, before I could answer, it was off. There was no way I could reply, so it was frustration for me. This teenager feels that I could continue to transfer the slow way to him and need not meet me, even refused to reveal his phone no to me, make it so secretive!
Many a time, Lord uses people interested in my sermons backup to test them. So far this is the 2nd failed case. Lord did give him interest to preach, even get me to tell him not to flow in pride, to think of I this and I that is a form of pride! Lord was testing him, but he does not know!
Actually, Lord was testing me too. He gave me impression to buy a wind breaker for mum as mum was very cold in her last trip to Korea, He impressed me to buy a new wind breaker for her. Lord even told me those winter clothes shop in the nearby towns wasn't good enough for mum and wanted me to bring mum to North Face to buy.
I was thinking of a S$300 budget and Lord revealed a S$500 budget. But at the shop, the man introduced a wind proof and water proof breaker that costed S$656. Blessed that there was a 10% discount on my credit card and I paid for it even though it exceeded my budget and Lord's budget.
My concern was mum is well protected for her coming trip to Taiwan. I checked the weather and saw the wind speed was even higher than when she was in Korea. Lord was so pleased with me that He commented I exceeded His expectation of me. Glory Glory!
As for this teenager, he wanted me to transfer files to him by his way, he did not know Lord is training him on obedience. To not reveal his phone number to me, it made him so secretive. He said he did not insult me, why I unfriend him in facebook. The fact that he insulted my sincerity in lending to him and making it so easy for him to have it. With that, Lord said he is too proud to be trained and told me to abort.
Years back, also an Indian lady, she said she was nothing originally. But when she knew Lord was rising her up, she was feeling high and mighty and wanted me to deliver my backup to her. As if I owed her something when actually she is borrowing from me, getting a favour from me. In the end, Lord said she failed too.
With today's case, Lord revealed to me in future, as He is rising me up, many will obey out of neccessity. He told me to beware, not all who profess how much they have the knowledge of Jesus is called by Him. Yes, for this teenager, I saw his argument with another lady about the bible in facebook. I was wondering why he was so judgmental.
Today, after realising I unfriend him, he said I must flow in Grace. Well, with the wisdom of God with me, I know that even Jesus submit to His parents at the age of 12 and gained in wisdom. Grace is not about letting myself to be step all over by someone, he gained and I lose.
Abba Father, thank You for Your Wisdom, to see what I could not see. Abba Father, I thank You for leading me in Your Grace and Mercy to know Jesus more and more. Thank You that the above verses are working in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'But the mercy and love-kindness of the Lord are from everlasting to everlasting upon those who reverently and worshipfully fear Him, and His righteousness to children's children --
To such as keep His Covenant [hearing, receiving, loving, and obeying it] and to those who [earnestly] remember His commandments to do them [imprinting them on their hearts].'
Long ago, in one of the chat I have with Lord, He told me not all who uses His Name and His Son's Name are blessed, called by Him. I was wondering how to see then. Today, Lord leads me to see a sample of it.
Not long ago, a teenager sent me a comment to ask for a particular sermon. As I established a chat with him, I did send the sermon to him and a few more that he wanted. But as the media is preventing folder transfer, I have to transfer him track by track, which is quite time consuming, pulling me away from Lord.
As Lord revealed is rising him, and Lord give me peace to talk with him, I decided to offer my backup of sermons to him. I requested him to come to the LRT station near my home, but he said his parents said no, if at Orchard area would be better.
Today, I made way for him. As I am bringing my mum to buy her wind breaker at Marina Square. I would be going to Orchard to buy something too, and I also bringing my mum to Chinatown to exchange her currency. I thought these few locations would be close enough for him. So I give him my mobile number and off I go.
What frustrated me was I got 3 blocked calls, before I could answer, it was off. There was no way I could reply, so it was frustration for me. This teenager feels that I could continue to transfer the slow way to him and need not meet me, even refused to reveal his phone no to me, make it so secretive!
Many a time, Lord uses people interested in my sermons backup to test them. So far this is the 2nd failed case. Lord did give him interest to preach, even get me to tell him not to flow in pride, to think of I this and I that is a form of pride! Lord was testing him, but he does not know!
Actually, Lord was testing me too. He gave me impression to buy a wind breaker for mum as mum was very cold in her last trip to Korea, He impressed me to buy a new wind breaker for her. Lord even told me those winter clothes shop in the nearby towns wasn't good enough for mum and wanted me to bring mum to North Face to buy.
I was thinking of a S$300 budget and Lord revealed a S$500 budget. But at the shop, the man introduced a wind proof and water proof breaker that costed S$656. Blessed that there was a 10% discount on my credit card and I paid for it even though it exceeded my budget and Lord's budget.
My concern was mum is well protected for her coming trip to Taiwan. I checked the weather and saw the wind speed was even higher than when she was in Korea. Lord was so pleased with me that He commented I exceeded His expectation of me. Glory Glory!
As for this teenager, he wanted me to transfer files to him by his way, he did not know Lord is training him on obedience. To not reveal his phone number to me, it made him so secretive. He said he did not insult me, why I unfriend him in facebook. The fact that he insulted my sincerity in lending to him and making it so easy for him to have it. With that, Lord said he is too proud to be trained and told me to abort.
Years back, also an Indian lady, she said she was nothing originally. But when she knew Lord was rising her up, she was feeling high and mighty and wanted me to deliver my backup to her. As if I owed her something when actually she is borrowing from me, getting a favour from me. In the end, Lord said she failed too.
With today's case, Lord revealed to me in future, as He is rising me up, many will obey out of neccessity. He told me to beware, not all who profess how much they have the knowledge of Jesus is called by Him. Yes, for this teenager, I saw his argument with another lady about the bible in facebook. I was wondering why he was so judgmental.
Today, after realising I unfriend him, he said I must flow in Grace. Well, with the wisdom of God with me, I know that even Jesus submit to His parents at the age of 12 and gained in wisdom. Grace is not about letting myself to be step all over by someone, he gained and I lose.
Abba Father, thank You for Your Wisdom, to see what I could not see. Abba Father, I thank You for leading me in Your Grace and Mercy to know Jesus more and more. Thank You that the above verses are working in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, October 10, 2011
The Work of the Spirit
Through the kindness and anxiousness of wanting Charmaine to be healed, whatever Lord revealed to me about how critical she will be, I will surely tell them.
Not for the purpose to scare them, nor to condemned them. Main purpose is to let them see what could actually happen so that they would run to Lord for the healing. However, I was wrongly understood and have some comments against me in the end.
As I was pondering after all that, Lord is real in me, He should know their reactions and their willingness. Why He told me such that get many angry and shoot up their righteousness against me. As I lingered in that thought, yesterday, I finally found my answer! Glory Glory!
Yesterday in church, I heard this testimony of this missionary, Jim Elliot, who was so keen to minister about the Gospel of Grace and Truth, to the native Indians in the deep jungle of Ecuador, and was killed by them. But his wife and those 4 others, whose husbands gone to this death missionary managed to go after their death a couple years later to minister to the Indians, through their forgiveness and showed the Indians the Great Saviour, Jesus Christ!
I went to goggle to look for Jim Elliot and found this site, www.atanycost.org/DidTheyHaveToDie.htm, that talked about Jim Elliot and his 4 friends. All 5 of them had this heart of carrying the gospel to the natives, that they will not afraid of being killed. They told themself, they rather die for the Gospel and agree not to defense themselves against threats of death. That fateful day, they were killed, their wives were praying for them at the main camp. When no news from them, they went to find them and found them dead by the river.
Through those killers many years later, it was told of that fateful day, how the killing happen and how Lord's Glory was manifested so strongly that the natives were able to see strong light that puzzled them. When the wives came and even had forgiven them of the killing, they saw the glory of Jesus that many of them accepted Christ.
An oil company had established in that area and had created great unhappiness with the natives that many of the employees were killed. Every time the natives killed the employees of this oil company, they had to burn their hut and run into the jungles for retaliation would be coming for them. However, this killing of Jim Elliot and his evanglist friends, no retaliation came, finally they realise the outside world is not full of nasty people that they accepted the wives of those 5 husbands who were dead to live with them. Gory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the understanding that sometime, to bring the Gospel across, nastiness might be the stepping stones for others to know about Jesus. Lord knows the heart of man and knows how He could trigger them, Glory Glory! Why I know so, because, many a time, when Lord wants me to do something, He will triggered my emotion towards a certain area to trigger a natural respond from me. It is the after effect that I realised it's His Way of Grace!
Lord had let me shared about Jesus to this cleaner lady that I know at where I stay. He also sent others to talk about Jesus to her. Finally, the new location, The Shine, the latest add on for my church, was able to trigger her to go church!!! That was through many years of seeding. She was able to accept Christ when she called me to check about some confusion in the travelling. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I might not know what Lord is doing, but letting Him take the role and I rest in Him, miracle happens when I least expected. Glory Glory!
With this, I rest my heart with Jesus and not question Him on why he led me on the recent hoo haa. I know He knows His Ways and He knows the heart of man. I let Him reign through me and I take the back seat. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Not for the purpose to scare them, nor to condemned them. Main purpose is to let them see what could actually happen so that they would run to Lord for the healing. However, I was wrongly understood and have some comments against me in the end.
As I was pondering after all that, Lord is real in me, He should know their reactions and their willingness. Why He told me such that get many angry and shoot up their righteousness against me. As I lingered in that thought, yesterday, I finally found my answer! Glory Glory!
Yesterday in church, I heard this testimony of this missionary, Jim Elliot, who was so keen to minister about the Gospel of Grace and Truth, to the native Indians in the deep jungle of Ecuador, and was killed by them. But his wife and those 4 others, whose husbands gone to this death missionary managed to go after their death a couple years later to minister to the Indians, through their forgiveness and showed the Indians the Great Saviour, Jesus Christ!
I went to goggle to look for Jim Elliot and found this site, www.atanycost.org/DidTheyHaveToDie.htm, that talked about Jim Elliot and his 4 friends. All 5 of them had this heart of carrying the gospel to the natives, that they will not afraid of being killed. They told themself, they rather die for the Gospel and agree not to defense themselves against threats of death. That fateful day, they were killed, their wives were praying for them at the main camp. When no news from them, they went to find them and found them dead by the river.
Through those killers many years later, it was told of that fateful day, how the killing happen and how Lord's Glory was manifested so strongly that the natives were able to see strong light that puzzled them. When the wives came and even had forgiven them of the killing, they saw the glory of Jesus that many of them accepted Christ.
An oil company had established in that area and had created great unhappiness with the natives that many of the employees were killed. Every time the natives killed the employees of this oil company, they had to burn their hut and run into the jungles for retaliation would be coming for them. However, this killing of Jim Elliot and his evanglist friends, no retaliation came, finally they realise the outside world is not full of nasty people that they accepted the wives of those 5 husbands who were dead to live with them. Gory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the understanding that sometime, to bring the Gospel across, nastiness might be the stepping stones for others to know about Jesus. Lord knows the heart of man and knows how He could trigger them, Glory Glory! Why I know so, because, many a time, when Lord wants me to do something, He will triggered my emotion towards a certain area to trigger a natural respond from me. It is the after effect that I realised it's His Way of Grace!
Lord had let me shared about Jesus to this cleaner lady that I know at where I stay. He also sent others to talk about Jesus to her. Finally, the new location, The Shine, the latest add on for my church, was able to trigger her to go church!!! That was through many years of seeding. She was able to accept Christ when she called me to check about some confusion in the travelling. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I might not know what Lord is doing, but letting Him take the role and I rest in Him, miracle happens when I least expected. Glory Glory!
With this, I rest my heart with Jesus and not question Him on why he led me on the recent hoo haa. I know He knows His Ways and He knows the heart of man. I let Him reign through me and I take the back seat. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Saturday, October 8, 2011
The World of Opposite
In my 30+ years on this earth, I learn that when I see, I believe. I must do gerally good things so that I don't need to go hell when I die, how much good, I don't know. I know Buddha meditated under the buddha tree to get his enlightment. But I am not keen to do that meditation because I don't know how long must I meditate! There are so many temptations in this world for happiness of life. There are endless ways! But, end of the day, what I got was emptiness. Chaff in the wind!
When I stepped into church long ago. I was amazed by this promises of Jesus. I heard He on the Cross had taken all my sins, past, present, and future. I am now the Righteousness of GOD in CHRIST! Father God do not impute sin on me anymore! Jesus took my death, I need not die. I starts from the finished line in Christ!
Lord Jesus walked for me the Divine Heaven Law, the 10 commandments, that God showed to man they could not fill. Just the law, thou shall not covet. Man cannot fulfill! From the dictionary, this is the meaning of covet:
Covet:
1 - to desire wrongfully, inordinately, or without due regard for the rights of others: to covet another's property.
2 - to wish for, especially eagerly: He won the prize they all coveted.
3 - to wish, long, or crave for (something, esp the property of another person)
I am glad that Jesus fulfilled the Heavenly Law for me and nailed it on His nailed-pierced Hands that by believing in Him, I am pulled out of darkness to walk in His Light, His Judicially Righteous Light, secured by His Death for us who believe. Glory Glory!
He did such a Perfect Work that even the Faith to receive His Goodness is His too. We just need to look to Jesus at the Cross and believe what we lacked were judged in Him and through Him, we receive the Goodness of God, the Righteousness of GOD in Christ, not outside Christ! Only those who confess sincerely that they believe in Christ, are pulled out of darkness to partake of His Body! Glory Glory!
Now, to receive blessing, I must know they are all done by Jesus. It is purely by Grace/Favour, it is unearned, unmerited and undeserved! Anyone who tried to earn it by their goodworks, fall into the Heavenly Law. The 10 commandment said that you failed ONE, you failed all. Jesus even told us to love our enemy, He lifted the Law further up. But based on those who thought they are more righteous than me, by a small part that they believe they are on the right side, many fingers pointed at me.
In the bible, Jesus said, 'those who is without sin cast the first stone'. Many had condemned me for what I wrote in other blog. But, can they say in their whole life they walked righteously? Even white lie is also fallen from Law, the end result is death! Who have not said that? I have, I admit, but I am glad I am washed by the blood of Jesus and the bible said I am washed whiter than snow.
Now I walk by faith and not what I see. In the world you have to see than believe. But in Christ, you believe and you get it! Opposite from what I used to know. I thought that I must do good to get to heaven, but now I know without Christ, I will be going to hell!
For Jesus redeemed me from eternal condemnation! That's how Great is His Work on the Cross and the 2 days He went down to hell to redeem my punishment and rose again on the 3rd day to tell me, He had done a Perfect work and I rose with Him to seat at the Right Hand of God. Jesus is my Righteousness!
In Christ, self-righteous is compared to dirty rag, to sanitary pad! That's how stinko it is! Lord don't want us to glory in self, but Glory in Him! Only through Him, He and His Alone, received eternal life. All the abundance of Grace and the free gift of Righteousness comes freely through the Cross of Jesus Christ! Amen Amen!
When I stepped into church long ago. I was amazed by this promises of Jesus. I heard He on the Cross had taken all my sins, past, present, and future. I am now the Righteousness of GOD in CHRIST! Father God do not impute sin on me anymore! Jesus took my death, I need not die. I starts from the finished line in Christ!
Lord Jesus walked for me the Divine Heaven Law, the 10 commandments, that God showed to man they could not fill. Just the law, thou shall not covet. Man cannot fulfill! From the dictionary, this is the meaning of covet:
Covet:
1 - to desire wrongfully, inordinately, or without due regard for the rights of others: to covet another's property.
2 - to wish for, especially eagerly: He won the prize they all coveted.
3 - to wish, long, or crave for (something, esp the property of another person)
I am glad that Jesus fulfilled the Heavenly Law for me and nailed it on His nailed-pierced Hands that by believing in Him, I am pulled out of darkness to walk in His Light, His Judicially Righteous Light, secured by His Death for us who believe. Glory Glory!
He did such a Perfect Work that even the Faith to receive His Goodness is His too. We just need to look to Jesus at the Cross and believe what we lacked were judged in Him and through Him, we receive the Goodness of God, the Righteousness of GOD in Christ, not outside Christ! Only those who confess sincerely that they believe in Christ, are pulled out of darkness to partake of His Body! Glory Glory!
Now, to receive blessing, I must know they are all done by Jesus. It is purely by Grace/Favour, it is unearned, unmerited and undeserved! Anyone who tried to earn it by their goodworks, fall into the Heavenly Law. The 10 commandment said that you failed ONE, you failed all. Jesus even told us to love our enemy, He lifted the Law further up. But based on those who thought they are more righteous than me, by a small part that they believe they are on the right side, many fingers pointed at me.
In the bible, Jesus said, 'those who is without sin cast the first stone'. Many had condemned me for what I wrote in other blog. But, can they say in their whole life they walked righteously? Even white lie is also fallen from Law, the end result is death! Who have not said that? I have, I admit, but I am glad I am washed by the blood of Jesus and the bible said I am washed whiter than snow.
Now I walk by faith and not what I see. In the world you have to see than believe. But in Christ, you believe and you get it! Opposite from what I used to know. I thought that I must do good to get to heaven, but now I know without Christ, I will be going to hell!
For Jesus redeemed me from eternal condemnation! That's how Great is His Work on the Cross and the 2 days He went down to hell to redeem my punishment and rose again on the 3rd day to tell me, He had done a Perfect work and I rose with Him to seat at the Right Hand of God. Jesus is my Righteousness!
In Christ, self-righteous is compared to dirty rag, to sanitary pad! That's how stinko it is! Lord don't want us to glory in self, but Glory in Him! Only through Him, He and His Alone, received eternal life. All the abundance of Grace and the free gift of Righteousness comes freely through the Cross of Jesus Christ! Amen Amen!
Friday, October 7, 2011
Why I know Jesus is the Only God!
I come from a background of praying to idols. My parents would pray to Kuan Yin and from a young age I would be visiting the Chinese temple, which have different kinds of statue of 'god'.The spirit would come on a man and he will be the 'god' representative for people to 'consult god' on any problem and seek solution. My parents home will have a statue of Kuan Yin to pray to on the different dates on the Lunar Calendar.
My primary school is associated with Buddhist group and we studied about Buddha in school. What I know is Buddha is a prince that sat under a Buddha tree and get enlightment. While he was under that tree, spirits disturbed him but he just sat there meditating.
When I encountered spiritual attack, my parents would go to temple to 'consult god' and I could have a paper(fu) to burn and put in water to drink and even have the fu to pray with some food items to so called appeased the 'god'. That set my knowledge to the spiritual world. I know that if I faced a spiritual problem, I must go consult a 'god'.
During my growing years, I encountered spirit pressing on my neck or freezing my body while I slept. After that, I was thinking, if Kuan Yin is placed in my parents home and he supposed to look after us, yet, I got attacked. Means either he is not around or he is not real! From then on, I chose to be a non-believer aka free thinker.
8 years ago, I faced my most scary challenged. Satan displayed as a spirit wearing a black hood/cloak, drifted across my kitchen door. It was a weird sensation and this started my 3 years of disturbs nightly by him. I was constantly knocked awake when I was falling into deep sleep.
Through my parents, I consulted their 'god', I even tried out other 'god' eg, ji kong, Lama and even natok, they would said why I did I come so late, they were waiting for me. But, each of them could not deliver me from Satan. I was also seeking Buddha one night and I only saw a brightly lited Buddha statue, no help could come from that statue!
After 3 years of suffering, I was still looking for a god to deliver me. I even thought my house fengshui was not good and invited the fengshui master to come checkout. I spent many hundreds of dollars on all these spiritual men, but NONE works!
As I wondered what other god I had yet to try, I left the Christian Jesus and the Islam Alah, As I was wondering, a voice told me, “Jesus!” Through Jc's kiddy school principal, I was blessed with a black leather cover bible. Based on my knowlegde on fu, I placed the bible above my head on top of my pillow as I slept, I received 2 months of perfect peace!!! Praise Jesus!
But this peace only lasted for 2 months. After that I was feeling some disturb again. I was thinking, maybe the blessing on the bible was 'loosing power'. So, I thought I must read it, looking into the bible, the word Job caught my eyes and I decided to read it.
However, this person, Job, faced so much problem that I was tired reading it that I told God this, “God, you know I like websurfing, I don't like to read books! If You could give me a website, I sure go to read!” Hehe, the pride of man!
Two weeks later, WK, whom I was counselling her marriage problem, msned me that her Holy Spirit told her to give me this website and it's New Creation website! As a lazy reader, I decided to watch the video posted in the site. Wow, the first time I heard of such a Good GOD! His Promise is Yes and Amen! I was going, “Wow, I want such promises!!”
A few days later, I decided to check out the site again. As they did not update the video, I decided to listen to the sermons instead. I was so absorbed by the promises, they are real in me that when the pastor asked who want to come up and be blessed, put up their hands, I actually put up in front of my pc. But, the pastor did not bless me, internet user! I complained to WK and she suggested I go church to get blessed.
She said her pastor talk is like positive thinking talk. But the word 'church' put me off. I was resisting, till the end of the week, when WK promised to reserve a seat for me, somehow this tempted me and I went that Sunday.
I was absorbed by Jesus goodness, all that we need are fulfilled by Him at the Cross, not other god but Him, HE alone, went to the Cross to Die for us, and because He died for us, health, wholeness, wealth, Shalom Peace, and the Righteousness of GOD in Christ belongs to us!!! Thanks You, Jesus!
I was blessed with lots of sermons of Pastor Prince that through all these listening attentively, I found out that Daddy God likes to handle my problems. So, 3 months into Christianity, I casted 3 years of burdens and sufferings to Abba Father. That morning, I had my cry of Joy and the lightness of self. I was fully delivered. Praise Jesus!
Through all these years, Jesus delivered me from many illness that Satan tried to put into me, from brain to heart to lungs to bones to veins to lymph nodes and thoraic duct etc, but Jesus is always faithful to fully delivered me. No other 'gods' have such a promise, only Jesus on the Cross promised that all my sins are forgiven, past, present and future. He also suffered for all our sin debts, that all the stinks were judged on His Body.
Bible said that His body was so badly striped that His Bones were exposed! He was beatened and striped so badly that He did not resemble a man after that. He was so badly beatened that He could not carry His Cross that Simeon was asked to help Him carried.
He suffered in silence like a lamb led for slaughter! From 9am to 3pm, God's Judicial Judgment was upon Him, He was burnt so much that His Fat turned into oil, the anointed oil we use to heal our body. We took His body for healing and we drink His blood for His Promise of this New Covenant of Grace and Truth. All in all we lack, He was judged! All that we don't have, through Him we get it.
Our part, we just have to believe in God, the Father, sent Jesus, God the Son, to die for us at the Cross. Upon believe and believing, Holy Spirit is given freely to us to lead us in all areas of life. Any area of lack, just by prayer, Lord Jesus, you come in me and come through me to lead me. I pass my body, soul and spirit to you!
In all areas of life, He would lead you as if you are an expert in that area! Su, prayed that Lord to be the great cook in her and she was able to cook even restaurant food that they ever tried. Glory Glory!
Which other god could do all these? None, only Jesus! Jesus and Jesus Only. The One and Only One. Our Beginning and Ending, our Aleph Tav. Through Him, only Goodness come. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
My primary school is associated with Buddhist group and we studied about Buddha in school. What I know is Buddha is a prince that sat under a Buddha tree and get enlightment. While he was under that tree, spirits disturbed him but he just sat there meditating.
When I encountered spiritual attack, my parents would go to temple to 'consult god' and I could have a paper(fu) to burn and put in water to drink and even have the fu to pray with some food items to so called appeased the 'god'. That set my knowledge to the spiritual world. I know that if I faced a spiritual problem, I must go consult a 'god'.
During my growing years, I encountered spirit pressing on my neck or freezing my body while I slept. After that, I was thinking, if Kuan Yin is placed in my parents home and he supposed to look after us, yet, I got attacked. Means either he is not around or he is not real! From then on, I chose to be a non-believer aka free thinker.
8 years ago, I faced my most scary challenged. Satan displayed as a spirit wearing a black hood/cloak, drifted across my kitchen door. It was a weird sensation and this started my 3 years of disturbs nightly by him. I was constantly knocked awake when I was falling into deep sleep.
Through my parents, I consulted their 'god', I even tried out other 'god' eg, ji kong, Lama and even natok, they would said why I did I come so late, they were waiting for me. But, each of them could not deliver me from Satan. I was also seeking Buddha one night and I only saw a brightly lited Buddha statue, no help could come from that statue!
After 3 years of suffering, I was still looking for a god to deliver me. I even thought my house fengshui was not good and invited the fengshui master to come checkout. I spent many hundreds of dollars on all these spiritual men, but NONE works!
As I wondered what other god I had yet to try, I left the Christian Jesus and the Islam Alah, As I was wondering, a voice told me, “Jesus!” Through Jc's kiddy school principal, I was blessed with a black leather cover bible. Based on my knowlegde on fu, I placed the bible above my head on top of my pillow as I slept, I received 2 months of perfect peace!!! Praise Jesus!
But this peace only lasted for 2 months. After that I was feeling some disturb again. I was thinking, maybe the blessing on the bible was 'loosing power'. So, I thought I must read it, looking into the bible, the word Job caught my eyes and I decided to read it.
However, this person, Job, faced so much problem that I was tired reading it that I told God this, “God, you know I like websurfing, I don't like to read books! If You could give me a website, I sure go to read!” Hehe, the pride of man!
Two weeks later, WK, whom I was counselling her marriage problem, msned me that her Holy Spirit told her to give me this website and it's New Creation website! As a lazy reader, I decided to watch the video posted in the site. Wow, the first time I heard of such a Good GOD! His Promise is Yes and Amen! I was going, “Wow, I want such promises!!”
A few days later, I decided to check out the site again. As they did not update the video, I decided to listen to the sermons instead. I was so absorbed by the promises, they are real in me that when the pastor asked who want to come up and be blessed, put up their hands, I actually put up in front of my pc. But, the pastor did not bless me, internet user! I complained to WK and she suggested I go church to get blessed.
She said her pastor talk is like positive thinking talk. But the word 'church' put me off. I was resisting, till the end of the week, when WK promised to reserve a seat for me, somehow this tempted me and I went that Sunday.
I was absorbed by Jesus goodness, all that we need are fulfilled by Him at the Cross, not other god but Him, HE alone, went to the Cross to Die for us, and because He died for us, health, wholeness, wealth, Shalom Peace, and the Righteousness of GOD in Christ belongs to us!!! Thanks You, Jesus!
I was blessed with lots of sermons of Pastor Prince that through all these listening attentively, I found out that Daddy God likes to handle my problems. So, 3 months into Christianity, I casted 3 years of burdens and sufferings to Abba Father. That morning, I had my cry of Joy and the lightness of self. I was fully delivered. Praise Jesus!
Through all these years, Jesus delivered me from many illness that Satan tried to put into me, from brain to heart to lungs to bones to veins to lymph nodes and thoraic duct etc, but Jesus is always faithful to fully delivered me. No other 'gods' have such a promise, only Jesus on the Cross promised that all my sins are forgiven, past, present and future. He also suffered for all our sin debts, that all the stinks were judged on His Body.
Bible said that His body was so badly striped that His Bones were exposed! He was beatened and striped so badly that He did not resemble a man after that. He was so badly beatened that He could not carry His Cross that Simeon was asked to help Him carried.
He suffered in silence like a lamb led for slaughter! From 9am to 3pm, God's Judicial Judgment was upon Him, He was burnt so much that His Fat turned into oil, the anointed oil we use to heal our body. We took His body for healing and we drink His blood for His Promise of this New Covenant of Grace and Truth. All in all we lack, He was judged! All that we don't have, through Him we get it.
Our part, we just have to believe in God, the Father, sent Jesus, God the Son, to die for us at the Cross. Upon believe and believing, Holy Spirit is given freely to us to lead us in all areas of life. Any area of lack, just by prayer, Lord Jesus, you come in me and come through me to lead me. I pass my body, soul and spirit to you!
In all areas of life, He would lead you as if you are an expert in that area! Su, prayed that Lord to be the great cook in her and she was able to cook even restaurant food that they ever tried. Glory Glory!
Which other god could do all these? None, only Jesus! Jesus and Jesus Only. The One and Only One. Our Beginning and Ending, our Aleph Tav. Through Him, only Goodness come. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, October 6, 2011
God Sensitivity
As I showered last night, Lord gave me what to write on the previous post. As the writeout linggered in me, saddest came upon me just now.
In this world of darkness, he did a good job, so good that if one compared to bible time, God sensitivity is not here. No matter what religion or even Christianity where people know about Grace, not many people are sensitive to God the Father. I am sad to say. It is not empty talking.
I have been to 2 care groups, I have been couselled by a pastor in NCC, Su and WK also have couselled by pastors in NCC. What I find alarming is the sensitivity to God, the Father. That is appalling!
Looking at how many years Lord had been preaching about Grace and Truth, about Jesus. To let man come freely to the throne of GOD, it's more than a decade; even the bible study was longer than that! But, beside flowing in no condemnations, has anyone come closely to bother about the one that is so close to them?
What is my problem? I walked closely with Jesus and is able to see what He could do and ALL that HE Could. I could see the works of the devil clearly too and such I could declare Lord's healing and denounced the devil. But, what did I get instead?
People of the world don't understand is acceptable, but even children of God also don't know the heart of God and choose to flow with the world instead. This is amazing! It is as if God is not around!
That is why I say darkness has done a good job to blind them. That they are not sensitive to Lord. They know His Goodness but they do not know His Heart beat! Before writing this post, Lord through me actually cried over it. From His point of view, it is sad! Sad!
Look at how He has opened the way for His Children to run to Him! Look at how long He has revealed about Jesus through Pastor Prince! But, how many have walked closely with Him? Pastor Prince said that those who walked closely, the blessing of God will be evidently possible by the eyes. But, how many are so greatly blessed like the lady boss of Hyflex? It is amazingly few!
It is not Father God do not want to bless, it is our choice. He opened the way, He laid the foundation. Our part is to believe and to walk in all His Ways, Doer of His Words. What is Doers of His Word? It means what He says, you believe and live accordingly. He said labour towards Rest, one should go for peace as much as possible, and not flow in the not peace of this world! When He says do not fear, do not stress, do not feel guilty, do not self condemnation. How many actually doer of the words?
It is not the world remarks that sadden the Lord, it is His Own Covenant Children. Those of His that do not know His Heart beats but flow with the world that sadden Lord. Given this Grace and Truth message have been around since 1997 till now, how many are doers of the words? Are your life abundantly blessed? Or are you happy with the tiny blessing and wanted to remain there? Who wants to be the light for Abba Father? Without Abundantly blessed, how to shine in brightness? How?
Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I pray that You by Your Redeeming Grace, removed all the blockage from all the children of God, so that they could walk in ease with You. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!
In this world of darkness, he did a good job, so good that if one compared to bible time, God sensitivity is not here. No matter what religion or even Christianity where people know about Grace, not many people are sensitive to God the Father. I am sad to say. It is not empty talking.
I have been to 2 care groups, I have been couselled by a pastor in NCC, Su and WK also have couselled by pastors in NCC. What I find alarming is the sensitivity to God, the Father. That is appalling!
Looking at how many years Lord had been preaching about Grace and Truth, about Jesus. To let man come freely to the throne of GOD, it's more than a decade; even the bible study was longer than that! But, beside flowing in no condemnations, has anyone come closely to bother about the one that is so close to them?
What is my problem? I walked closely with Jesus and is able to see what He could do and ALL that HE Could. I could see the works of the devil clearly too and such I could declare Lord's healing and denounced the devil. But, what did I get instead?
People of the world don't understand is acceptable, but even children of God also don't know the heart of God and choose to flow with the world instead. This is amazing! It is as if God is not around!
That is why I say darkness has done a good job to blind them. That they are not sensitive to Lord. They know His Goodness but they do not know His Heart beat! Before writing this post, Lord through me actually cried over it. From His point of view, it is sad! Sad!
Look at how He has opened the way for His Children to run to Him! Look at how long He has revealed about Jesus through Pastor Prince! But, how many have walked closely with Him? Pastor Prince said that those who walked closely, the blessing of God will be evidently possible by the eyes. But, how many are so greatly blessed like the lady boss of Hyflex? It is amazingly few!
It is not Father God do not want to bless, it is our choice. He opened the way, He laid the foundation. Our part is to believe and to walk in all His Ways, Doer of His Words. What is Doers of His Word? It means what He says, you believe and live accordingly. He said labour towards Rest, one should go for peace as much as possible, and not flow in the not peace of this world! When He says do not fear, do not stress, do not feel guilty, do not self condemnation. How many actually doer of the words?
It is not the world remarks that sadden the Lord, it is His Own Covenant Children. Those of His that do not know His Heart beats but flow with the world that sadden Lord. Given this Grace and Truth message have been around since 1997 till now, how many are doers of the words? Are your life abundantly blessed? Or are you happy with the tiny blessing and wanted to remain there? Who wants to be the light for Abba Father? Without Abundantly blessed, how to shine in brightness? How?
Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I pray that You by Your Redeeming Grace, removed all the blockage from all the children of God, so that they could walk in ease with You. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!
To Be Ready
To handle this calling of Lord is really no small joke. After that long list of training since 2008 till now, I thought that's all I have to had! Never did I realised that I still have some more to go. Praise Abba Father for so concern for my well being!
I did stand for hours at carparks to let people stared like an exhitbit, I did believe many promises of Daddy God and all those dates that He is coming and I am receiving my blessings that I got hurt till dumbness to the news. Lately, I even post in 2 mum's sites and got attacked due to those post. All these are Abba Father's way to give me chance to get nasty comments and see how I react to it. Main purpose is to train me like Pastor Prince and Kenneth Coperland said, they don't give a hue what others said about them. Yes, I am supposed to reach that level too. Glory to Jesus!
Abba give me heart to always want to pray healing for Charmaine, even to her recent near death episode. I did not realise that it was another training for me. I was wondering why my blog got so many visitors recently. I also don't know why I become restless out of sudden.
I was checking my regular blogs that I always visit weekly but there wasn't much action going on. But this restless keeps going on. Su called up to check about Charmaine, so tonight I went in to see again. Well, surprised to see a long list of comments for me. Also due to my jealous for her healing, whatever Lord said I took it as happening and warned them about it! But, it's Lord's purpose to generate a chain of comments to see my reaction again. Praise Jesus!
Lord knows that he could not lie to me, that's why He let Charmaine's health degenerate a bit. To make me believe it is happening and worried it will really happen that I post His words on their blog. After I looked through, then Lord told me that she will live. He only want them to shorten her suffering. I was going duh! What an answer....
It was from what He has been doing that I realise He is arranging this test to harden my heart to people's comments. He meant well, He does not want me to get hurt in future that He is going all the way out to get me trained. Glory Glory!
Someone post that Lord won't be so nasty, but whatever Lord speech, it was to trigger a reaction. Be it good or bad. That was my experience with Him. Just look at the bible, Jonah 3:3, 'Jonah obeyed the word of the Lord....'. So it's not from Jonah but from the Lord. Then at Jonah 3:4 '....Jonah started into the city. He proclaimed:”Forty more days and Nineveh will be overturned.”' It was a shocking message to get people to react! This is the reaction: Jonah 3:5 'The Ninevites believe God...', Jonah 3:8 '....Let everyone call urgently on God. Let them give up their evil ways and their violence.'
While Nineveh believed God and acted accordingly, Lord's comment in that blog was viewed as nasty and hearts were hardened. I did feel sad, Lord comforted me and let me know it was a test again. So I accepted it and let it go as no more life threatening for Charmaine now. Lord has prolonged her life after testing me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I know Lord's protection is on this girl and I shall not worry for her anymore. As I still feel sad, I know there surely will be some more test. For Lord usually test till the heart become numbed and I don't bother about the issue.
Anyway, Lord Jesus is coming back, when I don't know. But when He does, surely, sickness will be things of the past. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, I thank You for so concern about my well being in my future undertaking. I shall accept it as it comes and let You get me ready! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I did stand for hours at carparks to let people stared like an exhitbit, I did believe many promises of Daddy God and all those dates that He is coming and I am receiving my blessings that I got hurt till dumbness to the news. Lately, I even post in 2 mum's sites and got attacked due to those post. All these are Abba Father's way to give me chance to get nasty comments and see how I react to it. Main purpose is to train me like Pastor Prince and Kenneth Coperland said, they don't give a hue what others said about them. Yes, I am supposed to reach that level too. Glory to Jesus!
Abba give me heart to always want to pray healing for Charmaine, even to her recent near death episode. I did not realise that it was another training for me. I was wondering why my blog got so many visitors recently. I also don't know why I become restless out of sudden.
I was checking my regular blogs that I always visit weekly but there wasn't much action going on. But this restless keeps going on. Su called up to check about Charmaine, so tonight I went in to see again. Well, surprised to see a long list of comments for me. Also due to my jealous for her healing, whatever Lord said I took it as happening and warned them about it! But, it's Lord's purpose to generate a chain of comments to see my reaction again. Praise Jesus!
Lord knows that he could not lie to me, that's why He let Charmaine's health degenerate a bit. To make me believe it is happening and worried it will really happen that I post His words on their blog. After I looked through, then Lord told me that she will live. He only want them to shorten her suffering. I was going duh! What an answer....
It was from what He has been doing that I realise He is arranging this test to harden my heart to people's comments. He meant well, He does not want me to get hurt in future that He is going all the way out to get me trained. Glory Glory!
Someone post that Lord won't be so nasty, but whatever Lord speech, it was to trigger a reaction. Be it good or bad. That was my experience with Him. Just look at the bible, Jonah 3:3, 'Jonah obeyed the word of the Lord....'. So it's not from Jonah but from the Lord. Then at Jonah 3:4 '....Jonah started into the city. He proclaimed:”Forty more days and Nineveh will be overturned.”' It was a shocking message to get people to react! This is the reaction: Jonah 3:5 'The Ninevites believe God...', Jonah 3:8 '....Let everyone call urgently on God. Let them give up their evil ways and their violence.'
While Nineveh believed God and acted accordingly, Lord's comment in that blog was viewed as nasty and hearts were hardened. I did feel sad, Lord comforted me and let me know it was a test again. So I accepted it and let it go as no more life threatening for Charmaine now. Lord has prolonged her life after testing me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I know Lord's protection is on this girl and I shall not worry for her anymore. As I still feel sad, I know there surely will be some more test. For Lord usually test till the heart become numbed and I don't bother about the issue.
Anyway, Lord Jesus is coming back, when I don't know. But when He does, surely, sickness will be things of the past. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, I thank You for so concern about my well being in my future undertaking. I shall accept it as it comes and let You get me ready! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, October 3, 2011
Maximise Your Potential in Christ
I heard from Jessi Dupantis, whom Lord Jesus brought to heaven to see and give testimony, that little breath of spirits are always blowing in and out of the nostril of God and they would always asked Abba Father to send them to earth. Lord said we are made in His Image, as such, each of us are beautifully made! Glory to Jesus!
When we are born on this earth, we are the spirit of breath that had been pleaing to God, the Father, to send us down. He lost us for a moment of time as the bible written. In this world of darkness dominian, what was given by Lord for the purpose of this trip to earth is usually viewed as the most unwanted personalities of us all.
Take it from me, I talked a lot as a young girl, mum used to say could not tell me any secrets as I would speak it out. This was viewed as bad. I have no social skill. People likes to talk about the moon, the sun, the fashion, the this and the that. I totally no clue and could not share in their joy. But when I come to Lord, He beautify this lack into preaching and talking about Him, and thus made perfect in His Kingdom for His Purpose.
Just like the hyflex boss, in nature she was an orphan and a nobody. But as she trusted in Lord Jesue, Lord given her the idea of water filtering and now she has a billion dollars company. Also like the new boy in the block, Mark has no whatever knowledge of swimming pool building, but as he believed and trusted in the Lord, Lord impressed him to go purchase a roof top swimming pool and nobody locally had that but him, and even the company that sold him that swimming pool wanted to fight the deal but the govt given the job to only Singaporean and he built the swimming pool at Marina Bay Sand. Glory to Jesus!
In this paper chase society, many parents wants their kids to shoot ahead of others and keep pushing them to tutions, classes and assignments. If only they know the way to let their kid excel is not all these paper chase. It mean nothing, chaff in the winds as King Solomon said.
But as the kids trusted Jesus, what they love to do, Lord prospered them. Like De, my nephew, whose interest is in plane building and whatever model he knows and whatever details about the plane he is interested. Lord send him to learn about it and so to prosper him in this area. Like the boy that given testimony in yesterday church service. He was so much into computer game that he believed that by trusting in Jesus, he will be the best 3D graphic designer.
In this end time, Lord is churning out lots of skillful people, not smart on their own, but Godly smart. As you trusted Him and learn about Him, He made the talent He first given you to come to birth, to be usuable, to be good in His Time. And we know Lord's blessing is not stingy. I heard of a man wanting knowledge about the peanuts and boy, so many things in the world uses this peanut as an ingredients in the process.
Like the boss of Hyflex, Lord impressed her to ask for a listed company, and Lord blessed her a billion dollars company, this is our Abba Father style of Blessing, it is extravalent! Glory Glory!
As for me, He is using my mouth and He give me a heart for the sick! So, mightily shall I be as Lord come through me to do the work. Just like Jesus is, and like Joseph in the bible, through me, Lord will be able to save His children from eternal destruction. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The only way to reach your potential is written in 2 Peter 1:2-3...
2 Peter 1:2-3 (Amplified Bible)
'May Grace (God's Favor) and Peace (which is perfect being, all necessary good, all spiritual prosperity, and freedom from fears and agitating passions and moral conflicts) be multiplied to you in [the full, personal, precise, and correct] knowledge of God and of Jesus, Our Lord.
For His Divine Power has bestowed upon us all things that [are godliness, through the [full, personal] knowledge of Him who called us by and to His own Glory and Excellence (virtue).'
It is not about what we can do or cannot do. Lord wanted us to come close to Him so that His Grace can come through us and He want this talent to be maximise and only He has the knowhow in the talent on how to make it beautiful in His Seasons.
So, the question is very clear, do you want to be a nobody and tried to boast that you are somebody in social gathering, or you rather let go of self and come humbly to God, who give you a very easy way to accept Him and to learn about Him.
The only way is to believe in Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross and He will do mighty works through you. Glory Glory! If you chase so much for human smartness, why not chase for Glodly Wisdom. One that would make you into a somebody! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
When we are born on this earth, we are the spirit of breath that had been pleaing to God, the Father, to send us down. He lost us for a moment of time as the bible written. In this world of darkness dominian, what was given by Lord for the purpose of this trip to earth is usually viewed as the most unwanted personalities of us all.
Take it from me, I talked a lot as a young girl, mum used to say could not tell me any secrets as I would speak it out. This was viewed as bad. I have no social skill. People likes to talk about the moon, the sun, the fashion, the this and the that. I totally no clue and could not share in their joy. But when I come to Lord, He beautify this lack into preaching and talking about Him, and thus made perfect in His Kingdom for His Purpose.
Just like the hyflex boss, in nature she was an orphan and a nobody. But as she trusted in Lord Jesue, Lord given her the idea of water filtering and now she has a billion dollars company. Also like the new boy in the block, Mark has no whatever knowledge of swimming pool building, but as he believed and trusted in the Lord, Lord impressed him to go purchase a roof top swimming pool and nobody locally had that but him, and even the company that sold him that swimming pool wanted to fight the deal but the govt given the job to only Singaporean and he built the swimming pool at Marina Bay Sand. Glory to Jesus!
In this paper chase society, many parents wants their kids to shoot ahead of others and keep pushing them to tutions, classes and assignments. If only they know the way to let their kid excel is not all these paper chase. It mean nothing, chaff in the winds as King Solomon said.
But as the kids trusted Jesus, what they love to do, Lord prospered them. Like De, my nephew, whose interest is in plane building and whatever model he knows and whatever details about the plane he is interested. Lord send him to learn about it and so to prosper him in this area. Like the boy that given testimony in yesterday church service. He was so much into computer game that he believed that by trusting in Jesus, he will be the best 3D graphic designer.
In this end time, Lord is churning out lots of skillful people, not smart on their own, but Godly smart. As you trusted Him and learn about Him, He made the talent He first given you to come to birth, to be usuable, to be good in His Time. And we know Lord's blessing is not stingy. I heard of a man wanting knowledge about the peanuts and boy, so many things in the world uses this peanut as an ingredients in the process.
Like the boss of Hyflex, Lord impressed her to ask for a listed company, and Lord blessed her a billion dollars company, this is our Abba Father style of Blessing, it is extravalent! Glory Glory!
As for me, He is using my mouth and He give me a heart for the sick! So, mightily shall I be as Lord come through me to do the work. Just like Jesus is, and like Joseph in the bible, through me, Lord will be able to save His children from eternal destruction. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The only way to reach your potential is written in 2 Peter 1:2-3...
2 Peter 1:2-3 (Amplified Bible)
'May Grace (God's Favor) and Peace (which is perfect being, all necessary good, all spiritual prosperity, and freedom from fears and agitating passions and moral conflicts) be multiplied to you in [the full, personal, precise, and correct] knowledge of God and of Jesus, Our Lord.
For His Divine Power has bestowed upon us all things that [are godliness, through the [full, personal] knowledge of Him who called us by and to His own Glory and Excellence (virtue).'
It is not about what we can do or cannot do. Lord wanted us to come close to Him so that His Grace can come through us and He want this talent to be maximise and only He has the knowhow in the talent on how to make it beautiful in His Seasons.
So, the question is very clear, do you want to be a nobody and tried to boast that you are somebody in social gathering, or you rather let go of self and come humbly to God, who give you a very easy way to accept Him and to learn about Him.
The only way is to believe in Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross and He will do mighty works through you. Glory Glory! If you chase so much for human smartness, why not chase for Glodly Wisdom. One that would make you into a somebody! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, October 2, 2011
The Coming of Jesus
Today, as I was going to church, I prayed to Lord to talk to me as after so much test, I do need something to push me up. Glory Glory! As ex has changed to pick up Jc on Sunday, and he lingered from 9-10am, I was late in my preparation and only managed to reach church almost the last worship song. I prayed for Lord to by His Grace to pull me close supernaturally, God is Good! Amen Amen!
Yesterday, Lord let me recalled during my dad funeral time, how he blessed Su and me good night condition that we were not cold despite the thin T-shirt and even blessed us good road condition that nieces enjoyed the walk. I was immersed in His Love that I had lost over the many tests after that; even from excitment over His Blessing to be numbed over His Blessing. Lord is Good that He brought back the recall of His Goodness, I could immerse in His Love till today. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
At church, as Pastor Prince started preaching, Lord let me realised my role is like Joseph in the bible. Joseph went through many suffering after receiving a great dream from the Lord. He was sold as slave and even being prisoned. But, tough as it could be, his looking was to Jesus and Abrahamic blessing was upon him. He rose to be the no. 2 man in the whole Egypt to save his people during the 7 years of famine. Glory Glory!
Like him, I also received a vision from the friend that Lord sent to lead me, that I will be praying healing. It through walking closely with Jesus and letting go of self that Lord revealed later years that He is leading me to be like Him. To let Him take over to pray healing for people. To let Jesus come through me fully. Glory Glory!
At this point in life, as 2 ends, SF and 4rm neighbour intensified their attack, Lord is faithful to redeem me. I asked Him today on why all these attacks, He said to show me the verse, I am redeemed of all destructions in Psalm 103, the 3rd benefit is the Truth. Glory Glory!
Consider my growth, I used to scarely trusting Jesus when they came, but nowadays, I know their tricks and are able to pray to Jesus to bind them out and plea the blood of Jesus over my birthdatetime. Glory Glory! Lord leads me to grow from glory to glory so that I could be ready to be used by Him. In future, with the knowledge learnt, I could show to others that it's nothing to be afraid of. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Today, finally I found the verse to look to Jesus in the new testament, after Jesus death:
2 Peter 1:2-3 (Amplified Bible)
'May Grace (God's Favor) and Peace (which is perfect being, all necessary good, all spiritual prosperity, and freedom from fears and agitating passions and moral conflicts) be multiplied to you in [the full, personal, precise, and correct] knowledge of God and of Jesus, Our Lord.
For His Divine Power has bestowed upon us all things that [are godliness, through the [full, personal] knowledge of Him who called us by and to His own Glory and Excellence (virtue).'
This is the same as what I held on to for this growth in Jesus. To get hold of His Kingdom and His Righteousness first. So that all things that the pagent have, I will give them to you. This was the promise I received into my heart and hold on to get the blessings. And, Lord has been faithful to me all these years! Whatever prayer I pray, He is faithful to perform and a lot of the help, instand deliverance. Glory to Him who is Faithful beyong understanding. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As if this above knowledge is not enough, Lord led a boy from the Dare Ministry to give testimony. Wow, looking at Jc, aim in life so far is about play and not on study, I am glad to hear this boy testimony.
He said he is top in International School but did badly in Singapore public school. He was posted to this average secondary school, the last class and with bad company. His time was spent playing and computer game. He did his homework only when he had the time. But, he said the friends in Dare Ministry is of a different spirit and would always encourage him to look to Jesus finished work. He learnt that to pray in tongues before each paper and to anoint his exam paper. He thank Jesus for doing the paper. He said after each paper, he was regretting the errors he had commited but Lord's Glory was on it. Amen Amen!
Glory Glory, Lord improved his total points from 38 to 12. He was able to get into the polytechnic to do computer graphic design. He said now study is like playing, fun!
How Great is our God, Abba Father, that sent Jesus to the Cross, so that all failures were judged in Him! Through Him, we become the Righteousness of God and the seed of Abraham. Through Lord Jesus, we received this Abraham blessing in fullness and are able to reign in it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Listening to His testimony, I know my girl has hope, even though she did not do that bad even with all those play. I thank Jesus for being her Wisdom and Understanding and all the Memory! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Yesterday, Lord let me recalled during my dad funeral time, how he blessed Su and me good night condition that we were not cold despite the thin T-shirt and even blessed us good road condition that nieces enjoyed the walk. I was immersed in His Love that I had lost over the many tests after that; even from excitment over His Blessing to be numbed over His Blessing. Lord is Good that He brought back the recall of His Goodness, I could immerse in His Love till today. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
At church, as Pastor Prince started preaching, Lord let me realised my role is like Joseph in the bible. Joseph went through many suffering after receiving a great dream from the Lord. He was sold as slave and even being prisoned. But, tough as it could be, his looking was to Jesus and Abrahamic blessing was upon him. He rose to be the no. 2 man in the whole Egypt to save his people during the 7 years of famine. Glory Glory!
Like him, I also received a vision from the friend that Lord sent to lead me, that I will be praying healing. It through walking closely with Jesus and letting go of self that Lord revealed later years that He is leading me to be like Him. To let Him take over to pray healing for people. To let Jesus come through me fully. Glory Glory!
At this point in life, as 2 ends, SF and 4rm neighbour intensified their attack, Lord is faithful to redeem me. I asked Him today on why all these attacks, He said to show me the verse, I am redeemed of all destructions in Psalm 103, the 3rd benefit is the Truth. Glory Glory!
Consider my growth, I used to scarely trusting Jesus when they came, but nowadays, I know their tricks and are able to pray to Jesus to bind them out and plea the blood of Jesus over my birthdatetime. Glory Glory! Lord leads me to grow from glory to glory so that I could be ready to be used by Him. In future, with the knowledge learnt, I could show to others that it's nothing to be afraid of. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Today, finally I found the verse to look to Jesus in the new testament, after Jesus death:
2 Peter 1:2-3 (Amplified Bible)
'May Grace (God's Favor) and Peace (which is perfect being, all necessary good, all spiritual prosperity, and freedom from fears and agitating passions and moral conflicts) be multiplied to you in [the full, personal, precise, and correct] knowledge of God and of Jesus, Our Lord.
For His Divine Power has bestowed upon us all things that [are godliness, through the [full, personal] knowledge of Him who called us by and to His own Glory and Excellence (virtue).'
This is the same as what I held on to for this growth in Jesus. To get hold of His Kingdom and His Righteousness first. So that all things that the pagent have, I will give them to you. This was the promise I received into my heart and hold on to get the blessings. And, Lord has been faithful to me all these years! Whatever prayer I pray, He is faithful to perform and a lot of the help, instand deliverance. Glory to Him who is Faithful beyong understanding. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As if this above knowledge is not enough, Lord led a boy from the Dare Ministry to give testimony. Wow, looking at Jc, aim in life so far is about play and not on study, I am glad to hear this boy testimony.
He said he is top in International School but did badly in Singapore public school. He was posted to this average secondary school, the last class and with bad company. His time was spent playing and computer game. He did his homework only when he had the time. But, he said the friends in Dare Ministry is of a different spirit and would always encourage him to look to Jesus finished work. He learnt that to pray in tongues before each paper and to anoint his exam paper. He thank Jesus for doing the paper. He said after each paper, he was regretting the errors he had commited but Lord's Glory was on it. Amen Amen!
Glory Glory, Lord improved his total points from 38 to 12. He was able to get into the polytechnic to do computer graphic design. He said now study is like playing, fun!
How Great is our God, Abba Father, that sent Jesus to the Cross, so that all failures were judged in Him! Through Him, we become the Righteousness of God and the seed of Abraham. Through Lord Jesus, we received this Abraham blessing in fullness and are able to reign in it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Listening to His testimony, I know my girl has hope, even though she did not do that bad even with all those play. I thank Jesus for being her Wisdom and Understanding and all the Memory! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
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