This year 2011 is such a long year. All things bad surely have to come to an end. The Good will surely starts in 2012. The anointed 12 of the bible. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This year I see lots of change. The patience of Su runs thin till she turns away from fellowshipping with me and told me that I am guided by the devil. I wonder which devil lead Child of God to meditate the bible and which Holy Spirit lead Child of God to get away from meditation the bible, the most intimacy one could with Lord Himself.
I am glad that after a year long of hearing No, No, No, I heard Yes, Yes, Yes from WK. It really very refreshing and I am glad that Lord leads her back to fellowship with me. Afterall, long ago, Lord had shown me and WK that we both are into praying healing, just that each have our own role to play. Glory Glory! It surely a great blessing from the Lord to lead WK back to me. Hallelujah!
On Su end, she has been trusting Lord through listening to a lot of Pastor Prince sermon, so Lord is blessing her in her life and off seting the curse that came upon them for coming against me. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
It took a long 9 months for Su to grow in her faith again that Lord is now please with her. Lord is a very Forgiving God for sure! Glory Glory! His Abundance of Grace and His Sure Mercy of David enable us all chances to come back to Him again and again. Thank You, Jesus! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
After such a long walkout from my marriage to ex, finally, I could call it an end. This is the man that I never want to have in my life again. I never know a man that is used by the devil to bring so much curse into my life. He is definitely out for good! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
2012 is a new walk for me and Jc. Lord for these 4 years have lead me and Jc to be at the low end of life that people around us, be it neighbours or closed relatives, looked at us with 'special' eyes. It is as if they earn much and studied better for better school results are causing them to flow in pride and see me and Jc as nothing. But Lord do this for a purpose.
Jc has surpass all expectation that she has yet to grow in maturity like most of the 10 years old should be. She is still into play and not much into study. I am still the stay at home mum doing my daily meditation.
This is the plan of Lord. Whatever I shared about His Glory, Lord let all see nothing for so long. All has given up hope, even Su that walked so closely with me also disbelieve in what I said. But Lord plan is not over yet. When all turn their backs, He could raise me up and Jc up to show His Glory! Surely, He will prosper us so much that people could say it is God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
No matter what Lord leads through, it's for a purpose. When the time is up, surely, His Glory Light will shine through and Him Glorified. Hallelujah! Amen Amen! I am glad that I am with Him for His Glory to shine. I do not take part in the Glory! I know it's all about Him and nothing about me. Surely Jc and me will be so highly rise up that no one can see any part of our past in us. I am looking for this to come to past, surely 2012, His Perfect governing of 12 shall works wonders. Glory Glory!
Abba Father, I have walked with You by Your Grace and let You bring the Glory of Jesus to past in me and Jc. Surely I in You are more than a conquerer and I have Your Righteousness of God with me and I will surely reign in life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
May you be blessed by the Good God in the coming 2012. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Season of Terror
What a betrayal feeling I felt after I realised what was being done to harm me. I am really very disappointed with ex.
Remember the $500 I wrote not long ago, and the beautiful Christmas Tree and the decorations around the house that ex done up. I was wondering why he put in so much efforts and so eagered to do it. Never did I suspect anything wrong. I should have guessed, how can a man changed his pox so eaily. Hiaz....
After the decoration was up, I was fallen sick with attacks crowded the brain and coughing quite badly that on Christmas eve I was still fighting with all the spiritual attacks!
Ex had linked up the 2 fans and the dinner table light in gold and green ribbons. This cut the living room and the dinning room into 2. Initially I did not realise this was a curse. I did feel uncomfortable over this way of hanging the ribbons. He had also used green and gold strips of shinning decoration item to cover the whole tree like a net. I felt uncomfortable as it looked like a net sealing the tree. Ex was so eagered to cover the whole tree with them.
It was a day before the Christmas eve that I sensed something wrong. There seem to be something misty about the tree. Lord revealed the decoration is a formation of curse patterns. I had to remove those 2 ribbons that cut my living room and dinning room. After taken them down and throwing them away, the thick cloud around my whole brain was cleared.
The next day, Lord got me to remove the green and gold stripes on the Christmas Tree, after removing them, the thick cloud around my throat was gone. Glory to Jesus!
Ex had asked Jc to do some snow flakes paper cutting. He brought some shinning paper for Jc to work on and even put the green grass like thingy around the outer lining of my study room. Each removal of the item, I recovered better from the sickness.
I was still not fully well and Lord got me to clear the silver stripes on the tree. I was surprised to see some green and gold stripes had made it way back on the tree, no wonder Lord wanted me to do the clearing of the stripes. With all the localise curse removed, the permanent attack was removed. But remotely still fighting with SF. Till this moment, things have turn out getting lighter.
I thank Jesus is my Emmanuel! He protected me, I didn't know that ex also hanged a white paper decoration ribbon that looks like those used in funeral. I had a puzzled feeling when he first put that up. Upon removed, I felt a lot better.
He actually bought a packet of multi-packet indian titbits for me too. I used to like it but had not have it for many years. He insisted that I would take it. Lord let me know that was cursed and I throw it away too.
I am very disappointed with ex. Even in this divorce, I cares about he could have a house to call his own and making sure that I do not do anything to destroy that. But he let me lost all trust in him. To bring a long list of cursed item into this house, was his way of saying, wanting me dead directly.
Previously fighting spiritually, I won't know if he was involved or not. Even though I suspected he did. But this recent curse really confirmed of his involvement!!! All my kindness, taking him as Jc's dad and be friendly to him, so that weekly meeting could be peaceful. But he wanted me dead!
The funny thing was, tonight, when he came home with Jc after a day out at Universal Studio in Sentosa, I was on my way out to purchase some food item to cook for dinner. He was kind of shock and asked where I was going.
When I finished my shopping at the nearby supermarket, he was out there loitering and I saw that uneasy look on his face again. When I asked why he was out there, he said wanting to do a hair cut but hair salon too many people. He then followed me back!!! He, who participated in the curse, dare not even dare to stay in house when I did the shopping, which was at most 20mins or less away.
Looking at him behaved such way, I really shook my head. Was that guilt or what...I really lost all trust and all cares of him. Shit to him if I would, but in Christ, I know anger and displeasure is of the devil, so I passed all the anger and the disappointment to the Lord.
All the hoo haa was because he hoped to kill me or he and SF both hope to kill me. But Jesus is Almighty, no matter what devil planned, He always let me know so that I will not jump into the trap. I didn't know that SF would control ex to be his delivery agent. What a change of role, from my husband to now someone sent to kill me.
I am only glad that I have Jesus in me. Any form of danger He will let me know. He let me tested till I gave up, then He would pray in the spirit to bring me up so that I could pray some more deliverance. Well, another form of training, I guess. I am glad that Lord lifted me up. I am being set free. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
Remember the $500 I wrote not long ago, and the beautiful Christmas Tree and the decorations around the house that ex done up. I was wondering why he put in so much efforts and so eagered to do it. Never did I suspect anything wrong. I should have guessed, how can a man changed his pox so eaily. Hiaz....
After the decoration was up, I was fallen sick with attacks crowded the brain and coughing quite badly that on Christmas eve I was still fighting with all the spiritual attacks!
Ex had linked up the 2 fans and the dinner table light in gold and green ribbons. This cut the living room and the dinning room into 2. Initially I did not realise this was a curse. I did feel uncomfortable over this way of hanging the ribbons. He had also used green and gold strips of shinning decoration item to cover the whole tree like a net. I felt uncomfortable as it looked like a net sealing the tree. Ex was so eagered to cover the whole tree with them.
It was a day before the Christmas eve that I sensed something wrong. There seem to be something misty about the tree. Lord revealed the decoration is a formation of curse patterns. I had to remove those 2 ribbons that cut my living room and dinning room. After taken them down and throwing them away, the thick cloud around my whole brain was cleared.
The next day, Lord got me to remove the green and gold stripes on the Christmas Tree, after removing them, the thick cloud around my throat was gone. Glory to Jesus!
Ex had asked Jc to do some snow flakes paper cutting. He brought some shinning paper for Jc to work on and even put the green grass like thingy around the outer lining of my study room. Each removal of the item, I recovered better from the sickness.
I was still not fully well and Lord got me to clear the silver stripes on the tree. I was surprised to see some green and gold stripes had made it way back on the tree, no wonder Lord wanted me to do the clearing of the stripes. With all the localise curse removed, the permanent attack was removed. But remotely still fighting with SF. Till this moment, things have turn out getting lighter.
I thank Jesus is my Emmanuel! He protected me, I didn't know that ex also hanged a white paper decoration ribbon that looks like those used in funeral. I had a puzzled feeling when he first put that up. Upon removed, I felt a lot better.
He actually bought a packet of multi-packet indian titbits for me too. I used to like it but had not have it for many years. He insisted that I would take it. Lord let me know that was cursed and I throw it away too.
I am very disappointed with ex. Even in this divorce, I cares about he could have a house to call his own and making sure that I do not do anything to destroy that. But he let me lost all trust in him. To bring a long list of cursed item into this house, was his way of saying, wanting me dead directly.
Previously fighting spiritually, I won't know if he was involved or not. Even though I suspected he did. But this recent curse really confirmed of his involvement!!! All my kindness, taking him as Jc's dad and be friendly to him, so that weekly meeting could be peaceful. But he wanted me dead!
The funny thing was, tonight, when he came home with Jc after a day out at Universal Studio in Sentosa, I was on my way out to purchase some food item to cook for dinner. He was kind of shock and asked where I was going.
When I finished my shopping at the nearby supermarket, he was out there loitering and I saw that uneasy look on his face again. When I asked why he was out there, he said wanting to do a hair cut but hair salon too many people. He then followed me back!!! He, who participated in the curse, dare not even dare to stay in house when I did the shopping, which was at most 20mins or less away.
Looking at him behaved such way, I really shook my head. Was that guilt or what...I really lost all trust and all cares of him. Shit to him if I would, but in Christ, I know anger and displeasure is of the devil, so I passed all the anger and the disappointment to the Lord.
All the hoo haa was because he hoped to kill me or he and SF both hope to kill me. But Jesus is Almighty, no matter what devil planned, He always let me know so that I will not jump into the trap. I didn't know that SF would control ex to be his delivery agent. What a change of role, from my husband to now someone sent to kill me.
I am only glad that I have Jesus in me. Any form of danger He will let me know. He let me tested till I gave up, then He would pray in the spirit to bring me up so that I could pray some more deliverance. Well, another form of training, I guess. I am glad that Lord lifted me up. I am being set free. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
Monday, December 26, 2011
The Arrival of King Jesus
Sunday, at the Indoor Stadium, I was feeling down from the curse that rained on me over the weekends. In the mid of worshipping Jesus, Lord showed His Big Face to me, it was so BIG that He shocked me to joy. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
As I looked towards the stage, from my end to the front of the stage, He appeared right in the middle, the whole face occupied the whole central area. It was the biggest face of Jesus that I had seen. It wasn't that I could see clearly. I could see the outline of all the features on His Face. It's like His Contenance shining upon me. Immediately, I broke into joy! Hallelujah!!!
Lord purposely wanted me to go Indoor Stadium for the service. He did not update the overflow area so I thought only the Indoor Stadium is the only place. He said I had to be there and He is coming and this is a very significant event for His Arrival. It was fully of joy throughout the service. Lord was so good! Hallelujah!!!
Actually, I wanted to date Su to go with me, but her nasty husband had prevented her from even queuing with me. She smsed to apologise to me and told me to wake up early to queue my own. Lord was so good, for the past weeks, I slept at around 5am and usually woke up near noon. Saturday night, Lord let me got tired early and slept around 2am. Praise Jesus!
I prayed to Lord to wake up me in time, I even set 3 5-min apart alarm to wake myself. I even told my mum the night before to call me at 7am, she usually left my house 6+am. Glory to Jesus, I actually heard her locking of the door and I was partially up before 6:30am. As my wake up time supposed to be 7am, I tried to took some light nap. But Lord prevented me to deep sleep and I was waken by mum at 6:57am and I could get up, fully awoke at 7am! Glory to Jesus!
I prayed to Lord to send me a cab as I reach the road the night before; I prayed for a cab without fare rise. But on Sunday morning, afraid that there is no cab, I told Lord as long as have cab, I will take any. Haha...I saw a cab coming as I was walking almost reaching the main road and I ran! But as I waited for the cab to stop, I saw Lord had send me 2 cabs!!! Praise Jesus!
There was light drizzling and Lord sent me to the stairs where the queue end was. I was there at 8:20am, even though I planned to reach there 8:45am. Su husband, whom had been nasty towards me, Lord let them be so late that when I seated in the Stadium, they have yet to arrive.
However, Lord is merciful! As Su prayed to Jesus during shower to reserve 5 seats for them, Lord got WK, who was with me, to suggest go for a seat nearer stage. I have my favourite permanent seat section, so does Su. As we sat at 2nd row, WK suggested go to first row, which have 6 empty seats. I told her the last 2nd row was better. Then Lord let her worried about her neigbour, whom she had seen queuing behind me as she left her queue further back to come up to join me in my queue.
Glory Glory, she called her neighbour but the line was off. She then called her sis, whom had gone to the overflow. Then she suggested I check with Su. Glory Glory! Lord actually let her reserved those seats for Su, I called, they yet to arrive, and confirmed needed 5 seats, so the seats were given to them. It was after that her neighbour returned her call, by then, the seats were given away. As the neighbour was on stage facing seats, it's okay too. Glory to Jesus for the arrangement!
As for Su's husband, WK saw that he was not happy! Haha...he should appreciate Lord's favour. There were 2 others who wanted to claim those seats but we told them they were reserved! Lord favours those that have faith on Him. Glory Glory! I told WK not to bother by Su's husband! He just need to humble down by the Lord!
I could sense the joyfulness in the celebration of His Coming. It was an emphasize of His coming as a Saviour, birth as a baby, but I know this coming is His Coming to heal mightily! Glory to Him! He said my ministry is to make people whole, not just healed but being made whole! Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
As I looked towards the stage, from my end to the front of the stage, He appeared right in the middle, the whole face occupied the whole central area. It was the biggest face of Jesus that I had seen. It wasn't that I could see clearly. I could see the outline of all the features on His Face. It's like His Contenance shining upon me. Immediately, I broke into joy! Hallelujah!!!
Lord purposely wanted me to go Indoor Stadium for the service. He did not update the overflow area so I thought only the Indoor Stadium is the only place. He said I had to be there and He is coming and this is a very significant event for His Arrival. It was fully of joy throughout the service. Lord was so good! Hallelujah!!!
Actually, I wanted to date Su to go with me, but her nasty husband had prevented her from even queuing with me. She smsed to apologise to me and told me to wake up early to queue my own. Lord was so good, for the past weeks, I slept at around 5am and usually woke up near noon. Saturday night, Lord let me got tired early and slept around 2am. Praise Jesus!
I prayed to Lord to wake up me in time, I even set 3 5-min apart alarm to wake myself. I even told my mum the night before to call me at 7am, she usually left my house 6+am. Glory to Jesus, I actually heard her locking of the door and I was partially up before 6:30am. As my wake up time supposed to be 7am, I tried to took some light nap. But Lord prevented me to deep sleep and I was waken by mum at 6:57am and I could get up, fully awoke at 7am! Glory to Jesus!
I prayed to Lord to send me a cab as I reach the road the night before; I prayed for a cab without fare rise. But on Sunday morning, afraid that there is no cab, I told Lord as long as have cab, I will take any. Haha...I saw a cab coming as I was walking almost reaching the main road and I ran! But as I waited for the cab to stop, I saw Lord had send me 2 cabs!!! Praise Jesus!
There was light drizzling and Lord sent me to the stairs where the queue end was. I was there at 8:20am, even though I planned to reach there 8:45am. Su husband, whom had been nasty towards me, Lord let them be so late that when I seated in the Stadium, they have yet to arrive.
However, Lord is merciful! As Su prayed to Jesus during shower to reserve 5 seats for them, Lord got WK, who was with me, to suggest go for a seat nearer stage. I have my favourite permanent seat section, so does Su. As we sat at 2nd row, WK suggested go to first row, which have 6 empty seats. I told her the last 2nd row was better. Then Lord let her worried about her neigbour, whom she had seen queuing behind me as she left her queue further back to come up to join me in my queue.
Glory Glory, she called her neighbour but the line was off. She then called her sis, whom had gone to the overflow. Then she suggested I check with Su. Glory Glory! Lord actually let her reserved those seats for Su, I called, they yet to arrive, and confirmed needed 5 seats, so the seats were given to them. It was after that her neighbour returned her call, by then, the seats were given away. As the neighbour was on stage facing seats, it's okay too. Glory to Jesus for the arrangement!
As for Su's husband, WK saw that he was not happy! Haha...he should appreciate Lord's favour. There were 2 others who wanted to claim those seats but we told them they were reserved! Lord favours those that have faith on Him. Glory Glory! I told WK not to bother by Su's husband! He just need to humble down by the Lord!
I could sense the joyfulness in the celebration of His Coming. It was an emphasize of His coming as a Saviour, birth as a baby, but I know this coming is His Coming to heal mightily! Glory to Him! He said my ministry is to make people whole, not just healed but being made whole! Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
The Favour of God
It was amazing what Lord could do for a young Christian, who was blocked by her husband from coming to church! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Recently, Jc was invited to a BBQ and a fun filled Wild Wild Wet by her school mate cum International Dance Club mate. Originally, I thought I would just leave Jc there and go wait for her pickup time at my eldest sister's home, which is nearby. But Lord has other plan!!!
Through her friend, it seem like 5 boys with parents are going and Jc would be the only one without a parent. Lord led me to think so, that I decided to go with her instead. Glory Glory!
The friend also invited my 2 other nieces so that the girls will not to outnumbered. But yesterday, it was raining the whole day that eldest sis did not want her 2 daughters to go. As I went, I prayed to Lord to stop the rain but somehow, it did not happen! Lord has other plan in mind! Glory Glory!
As I reached the place, I met 1 mum, Jo, that I've ever met her as I sent my girl to school previously. Since it was raining, the kids went upstairs to play ipad and iphone instead. We the parents, were left on the 1st level of the 2 level chalet.
Jo was telling me how she was teaching her childrens through their growing year. She pampered them so much and treat them like princes and princess. I realised she ever go to church and learnt to say Hallelujah and Amen. She said that was her prayer. Even she was ignorance of what it mean, Lord knows her heart and sent me to teach her! Glory Glory!
As the rain got lighter, the kids wanted to go to the pools to swim. Jo volunteered to go with them. As the dad of the girl, B, who invited Jc, didn't not feel good with 1 parent going with the 4 kids, I went with them too. Glory Glory!
Lord came through me to teach her, told her that she is the king and priest, what she says matters. So if want things to work the way she hope to, should speak the solution and not the problem. Lord even baptise her in spirit so that she could pray for her home situation. Even on the way home, Lord was still teaching her much. Glory Glory!
She learnt so much that she was so grateful that she kept thanking me, but I told her it was not me, but the Lord! Glory Glory! I was amazed by Lord. For someone who wanted Him much, even though devil through her husband had blocked her, Lord sent me to her to teach her. To lead her to pray in the spirit and to lead her to pray Psalm 91 daily for protection. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
She let me recalls that when Jesus was just resurrected and yet to go to the Father. Mary's heart was with Him and He paused a moment to talk to her before going up. Lord loves us to have heart for Him. Even when she only know Hallelujah and Amen, Lord purposely created this bbq, for their classmates to go and to let Jc played almost most Saturday with B, so that their friendship developed and invited Jc and get me to go with Jc.
Lord did so much just that she may receive some truth about Him. It was so cute that Jo said that I like having 10-20 years of knowledge about Christ and His Righteousness, even though I told her I just had 5 years experience. Glory to Jesus that He loves her so much that sent me to her. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Recently, Jc was invited to a BBQ and a fun filled Wild Wild Wet by her school mate cum International Dance Club mate. Originally, I thought I would just leave Jc there and go wait for her pickup time at my eldest sister's home, which is nearby. But Lord has other plan!!!
Through her friend, it seem like 5 boys with parents are going and Jc would be the only one without a parent. Lord led me to think so, that I decided to go with her instead. Glory Glory!
The friend also invited my 2 other nieces so that the girls will not to outnumbered. But yesterday, it was raining the whole day that eldest sis did not want her 2 daughters to go. As I went, I prayed to Lord to stop the rain but somehow, it did not happen! Lord has other plan in mind! Glory Glory!
As I reached the place, I met 1 mum, Jo, that I've ever met her as I sent my girl to school previously. Since it was raining, the kids went upstairs to play ipad and iphone instead. We the parents, were left on the 1st level of the 2 level chalet.
Jo was telling me how she was teaching her childrens through their growing year. She pampered them so much and treat them like princes and princess. I realised she ever go to church and learnt to say Hallelujah and Amen. She said that was her prayer. Even she was ignorance of what it mean, Lord knows her heart and sent me to teach her! Glory Glory!
As the rain got lighter, the kids wanted to go to the pools to swim. Jo volunteered to go with them. As the dad of the girl, B, who invited Jc, didn't not feel good with 1 parent going with the 4 kids, I went with them too. Glory Glory!
Lord came through me to teach her, told her that she is the king and priest, what she says matters. So if want things to work the way she hope to, should speak the solution and not the problem. Lord even baptise her in spirit so that she could pray for her home situation. Even on the way home, Lord was still teaching her much. Glory Glory!
She learnt so much that she was so grateful that she kept thanking me, but I told her it was not me, but the Lord! Glory Glory! I was amazed by Lord. For someone who wanted Him much, even though devil through her husband had blocked her, Lord sent me to her to teach her. To lead her to pray in the spirit and to lead her to pray Psalm 91 daily for protection. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
She let me recalls that when Jesus was just resurrected and yet to go to the Father. Mary's heart was with Him and He paused a moment to talk to her before going up. Lord loves us to have heart for Him. Even when she only know Hallelujah and Amen, Lord purposely created this bbq, for their classmates to go and to let Jc played almost most Saturday with B, so that their friendship developed and invited Jc and get me to go with Jc.
Lord did so much just that she may receive some truth about Him. It was so cute that Jo said that I like having 10-20 years of knowledge about Christ and His Righteousness, even though I told her I just had 5 years experience. Glory to Jesus that He loves her so much that sent me to her. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Monday, December 19, 2011
The Blessing of Deutronomy 28
Praise Jesus, what a blessed day today! Since last Sunday, ex and Jc had been busying to get the Christmas tree up. It's great to see the tree again after 2 years break. Abba heard my heart wanting the tree and got Jc to want it and her daddy to satisfy her wants! Glory Glory!
Today, as ex came with some gifts for the tree, as I was filling my water bottle, he asked if I want a Christmas present, I said ok...haha...praise Jesus! I got a red packet of S$500 from him!!!! That never happen before! It must be God! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
I was thinking about in a month plus time, Chinese New Year is approaching and I need money to put into the red packets for mum, my godfather, and for the kids! That is going to cost me a few hundreds dollars but I am unwilling to dip into my saving!
Lord leads me to think of this verse again. Previously, I was trusting this verse, look to His Kingdom and His Righteousness and all things we need, God will provides. As I grow and now in maturity in Him, I have let go of this verse, but Lord leads me to think of it again. As I trusted Lord will provide me with everything I need, as He promised, Lord did the miracle!
I did not expect this ex, who is so stingy towards me, would bless me the money. Even the monthly allowance, he specifically said it was for Jc, not for me! So, I was very surprised to see that he presented a red packet to me. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
I was for a moment wondering if he gave me this and would take away from the monthly allowance, but he promised he will not! Glory to Jesus! I am so happy that now I have some extra money to buy my bbq pork from that famous stall in Singapore! I bought another kilogram of the chilli pork as mum loved it so much, I also bought another 500g of the normal one. I am so happy that the price has not increase yet. Now is just 1 month plus 1 week away from Chinese New Year! Glory Glory!
Today after movie, ex and Jc went to get some Christmas decorations that the whole living and dinning room are well decorated. The house is ready for next Saturday celebration! Glory Glory! Lord promised that I will be moving out of this apartment soon, so guess this is the last grand celebration before departing from this home. With all the decoratives up, the Xmas Tree looks wonderfully good! Amen Amen!
Surely as I am moving out, I will miss this tree that had been with us for many Christmas celebration! This is the most grand decorated tree of all the years added together. Abba really making this celebration special for me! Hallelujah! I hope to capture the grandure in photos, I do hope to capture it.
With the soon stepping out into the path of Jesus, I am looking ahead to the unknown. A new life in Christ to walk out His Fullness! Glory Glory! I am so glad to know Jesus and to come back to Daddy God. All that He had promised to me sounded wonderfully good! I am looking forward to all the fulfillment. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Today, as ex came with some gifts for the tree, as I was filling my water bottle, he asked if I want a Christmas present, I said ok...haha...praise Jesus! I got a red packet of S$500 from him!!!! That never happen before! It must be God! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
I was thinking about in a month plus time, Chinese New Year is approaching and I need money to put into the red packets for mum, my godfather, and for the kids! That is going to cost me a few hundreds dollars but I am unwilling to dip into my saving!
Lord leads me to think of this verse again. Previously, I was trusting this verse, look to His Kingdom and His Righteousness and all things we need, God will provides. As I grow and now in maturity in Him, I have let go of this verse, but Lord leads me to think of it again. As I trusted Lord will provide me with everything I need, as He promised, Lord did the miracle!
I did not expect this ex, who is so stingy towards me, would bless me the money. Even the monthly allowance, he specifically said it was for Jc, not for me! So, I was very surprised to see that he presented a red packet to me. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
I was for a moment wondering if he gave me this and would take away from the monthly allowance, but he promised he will not! Glory to Jesus! I am so happy that now I have some extra money to buy my bbq pork from that famous stall in Singapore! I bought another kilogram of the chilli pork as mum loved it so much, I also bought another 500g of the normal one. I am so happy that the price has not increase yet. Now is just 1 month plus 1 week away from Chinese New Year! Glory Glory!
Today after movie, ex and Jc went to get some Christmas decorations that the whole living and dinning room are well decorated. The house is ready for next Saturday celebration! Glory Glory! Lord promised that I will be moving out of this apartment soon, so guess this is the last grand celebration before departing from this home. With all the decoratives up, the Xmas Tree looks wonderfully good! Amen Amen!
Surely as I am moving out, I will miss this tree that had been with us for many Christmas celebration! This is the most grand decorated tree of all the years added together. Abba really making this celebration special for me! Hallelujah! I hope to capture the grandure in photos, I do hope to capture it.
With the soon stepping out into the path of Jesus, I am looking ahead to the unknown. A new life in Christ to walk out His Fullness! Glory Glory! I am so glad to know Jesus and to come back to Daddy God. All that He had promised to me sounded wonderfully good! I am looking forward to all the fulfillment. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Monday, December 12, 2011
A New Beginning
Today, finally I have closed the jointed account with ex. It is a closure of my life with him forever. The only leftover is moving out of this house. Once everything completed, my life will be fully stepping into a new begining lay out by Abba Father. Glory Glory!
I praise Abba Father for His Patience of leading me to see my ex months by months, from still longing for his return to now fully given him up. Hallelujah! It's only Lord that could revealed what hidden truth that had mumbed the heart for so long to see the fresh reality of it.
Years back, in 2008, Lord had told me that ex is not worthly for me. At that time, I could not understand Him at all. Even when He said I don't know what true love is, I still pretty pluzzed even though I had see how my brother-in-laws treated my sisters. It is His Patience, revealing more and more, from hard evidents of his unfaithfulness to how cold he was and then to how unhelpful he was. Step by step, Lord leads me to see his unwillingness to help, which I had taken in as norm, to now, feel the hardness of him in reality!
I could now see clearly and have a good understanding that even no matter how he masked himself sweetly in future, I will definitely not going to give him anymore chance. I know his purpose is not me, but other assets that might trigger his interest. I am not going to be a fool anymore! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is with this final decision that I am clearing all those areas that are still common between us. Each move, I thought I won't have any feeling anymore but somehow, the bondage to each item see trigger a melt down. I like my wedding ring but I tithed it out and now I closed the jointed a/c. With the moving out in the near future, the cleansing process will be completed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba knows emotion takes time to cool down and He did not rush me. He let time speaks itself. Things gets clearer with time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for Your leading me out. I praise You for Your Goodness! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
I praise Abba Father for His Patience of leading me to see my ex months by months, from still longing for his return to now fully given him up. Hallelujah! It's only Lord that could revealed what hidden truth that had mumbed the heart for so long to see the fresh reality of it.
Years back, in 2008, Lord had told me that ex is not worthly for me. At that time, I could not understand Him at all. Even when He said I don't know what true love is, I still pretty pluzzed even though I had see how my brother-in-laws treated my sisters. It is His Patience, revealing more and more, from hard evidents of his unfaithfulness to how cold he was and then to how unhelpful he was. Step by step, Lord leads me to see his unwillingness to help, which I had taken in as norm, to now, feel the hardness of him in reality!
I could now see clearly and have a good understanding that even no matter how he masked himself sweetly in future, I will definitely not going to give him anymore chance. I know his purpose is not me, but other assets that might trigger his interest. I am not going to be a fool anymore! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is with this final decision that I am clearing all those areas that are still common between us. Each move, I thought I won't have any feeling anymore but somehow, the bondage to each item see trigger a melt down. I like my wedding ring but I tithed it out and now I closed the jointed a/c. With the moving out in the near future, the cleansing process will be completed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba knows emotion takes time to cool down and He did not rush me. He let time speaks itself. Things gets clearer with time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for Your leading me out. I praise You for Your Goodness! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Saturday, December 10, 2011
The World
It's amazing how the world has became lately. Even looking at what my daily diet food, it's amazing how it has changed. The world is surely getting darker and darker as the bible said.
Even with all the flooding that is happening around the world, the rice supply here in Singapore is till look okay, the supermarket is still selling lots of them. But the quality is different, even when price has risen to double or more.
The first I notice the difference was when I cooked rice for the family gathering each Saturday at my home. I concluded that they must have eaten more because of the yummy dish, but mum said it's the quality of the rice, even we bought a top quality brand.
Few days ago, I was cooking porriage for Jc and me. Normally, 1 cup of rice would have left over after our consumption. That evening, I was suprised that about more than 3/4 cup of the rice just could fill 1 bowl of porriage for Jc, I had to cook again for myself!!! What magic has the rice become? From 1 cup for 2 bowls and more to left just enough for slightly more than a bowl!!! It's not just price is getting costly, the quality is falling too!
I used to like going to the nearby shopping centre food court to take my salty vegetable pork soup with dark soy sauce pork sauce over my rice! That evening, I had the most plain dinner! It was almost not edible for me!
Mum said the neighbour upstairs was complaining that now money can't buy much food, the value of the money has dropped!
I watched from Sid Roth sometime back that there is another world system that is happening and many world leaders are involved, to bring all government system as 1 and to bring all religion as one, and from US side the combination, it's about preaching away from Jesus Christ, as the Son of God to a general god. Dilluting everything into a big melting pot.
The saying is when all people suffers, easier to get such a system into operation. I am seeing signs of my government speaking the same language! It's alarming how fast such pace is happening! I even see country leaders submitting to other countries leaders to manage their finances, this world system is diffinitely getting weirder...
What I know is whatever Christ and the bible is saying, devil is leading the world to duplicate a carbon copy of it. But my bible said that when earth is the darkest of ages, His Glory will shine the Brightest. I am waiting for the full manifestation of His Glory!
Abba Father promised that He knows what is happening to this world! He said in Psalm 47:6-9 'Sing praises to God, Sing praises to Our King, Sing Praises! For God is the King of All the Earth; sing praises in a skillful psalm and with understanding. God reigns over the nations; God sits upon His Holy Throne. The princes and nobles of the peoples are gathered together, a united people for the God of Abraham, for the shields of the earth belong to God; He is highly exalted'.
I had just gone through a machine gun shooting kind of attack last night, but Lord is forever faithful to me. I shall live and not die, to proclaim the Glory of Jesus! Amen Amen! I am glad that Pastor Prince pointed to himself and to worship leader, Adeline Gan, and said: 'no matter how the devil tried to knock them off, they are still alive'!
From all the rescue of me, even sometime I was made unconscious of my being, Lord is faithful to rescue me. He forever is there to protect me, He just let me have a taste of the playground to keep me alert of their works, so that I could help others in future. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Jesus said He is the First and the Last. Before His Coming, things will not get so bad that it is not withstandable, He will surely appear when it was the darkest!
Silent Night, Holy Night, He was born, a Saviour to the dying world. His Death opens the Way for man to go heaven, where there is full of His Loving Kindness in the air! Surely, His Coming will bring the joy of Heaven to Earth! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even with all the flooding that is happening around the world, the rice supply here in Singapore is till look okay, the supermarket is still selling lots of them. But the quality is different, even when price has risen to double or more.
The first I notice the difference was when I cooked rice for the family gathering each Saturday at my home. I concluded that they must have eaten more because of the yummy dish, but mum said it's the quality of the rice, even we bought a top quality brand.
Few days ago, I was cooking porriage for Jc and me. Normally, 1 cup of rice would have left over after our consumption. That evening, I was suprised that about more than 3/4 cup of the rice just could fill 1 bowl of porriage for Jc, I had to cook again for myself!!! What magic has the rice become? From 1 cup for 2 bowls and more to left just enough for slightly more than a bowl!!! It's not just price is getting costly, the quality is falling too!
I used to like going to the nearby shopping centre food court to take my salty vegetable pork soup with dark soy sauce pork sauce over my rice! That evening, I had the most plain dinner! It was almost not edible for me!
Mum said the neighbour upstairs was complaining that now money can't buy much food, the value of the money has dropped!
I watched from Sid Roth sometime back that there is another world system that is happening and many world leaders are involved, to bring all government system as 1 and to bring all religion as one, and from US side the combination, it's about preaching away from Jesus Christ, as the Son of God to a general god. Dilluting everything into a big melting pot.
The saying is when all people suffers, easier to get such a system into operation. I am seeing signs of my government speaking the same language! It's alarming how fast such pace is happening! I even see country leaders submitting to other countries leaders to manage their finances, this world system is diffinitely getting weirder...
What I know is whatever Christ and the bible is saying, devil is leading the world to duplicate a carbon copy of it. But my bible said that when earth is the darkest of ages, His Glory will shine the Brightest. I am waiting for the full manifestation of His Glory!
Abba Father promised that He knows what is happening to this world! He said in Psalm 47:6-9 'Sing praises to God, Sing praises to Our King, Sing Praises! For God is the King of All the Earth; sing praises in a skillful psalm and with understanding. God reigns over the nations; God sits upon His Holy Throne. The princes and nobles of the peoples are gathered together, a united people for the God of Abraham, for the shields of the earth belong to God; He is highly exalted'.
I had just gone through a machine gun shooting kind of attack last night, but Lord is forever faithful to me. I shall live and not die, to proclaim the Glory of Jesus! Amen Amen! I am glad that Pastor Prince pointed to himself and to worship leader, Adeline Gan, and said: 'no matter how the devil tried to knock them off, they are still alive'!
From all the rescue of me, even sometime I was made unconscious of my being, Lord is faithful to rescue me. He forever is there to protect me, He just let me have a taste of the playground to keep me alert of their works, so that I could help others in future. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Jesus said He is the First and the Last. Before His Coming, things will not get so bad that it is not withstandable, He will surely appear when it was the darkest!
Silent Night, Holy Night, He was born, a Saviour to the dying world. His Death opens the Way for man to go heaven, where there is full of His Loving Kindness in the air! Surely, His Coming will bring the joy of Heaven to Earth! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, December 4, 2011
What Lord is doing in My Life
With my enemy increased from 2 to 3 and then to all their associates etc, some days, I am like getting a rainfall of attacks raining in my life. To such a hard work of the devil to distract me, to such I am losing focus, Lord today speaks to me through Pastor Prince to bring me back to His Promise again. Glory Glory!
As Lord Jesus coming is getting closer and closer, devil do not want that and is trying all their might to kill me. But Lord is good, when I could not, He could! His Super Abounding Grace is still pouring over me. Glory Glory!
After much awaiting, I finally found my One New Man Bible in the mailbox when I went to check for snail mails. Glory Glory! It is so liberating to read this bible with a new understanding. As much as I want to grab on the old with much mistery in it and a lot of question marks and don't know what the author was translating!
But finally, from the few reading of this new bible, I am getting an insight to the event that happens of old. Previously, I would stop as Lord went to the Cross so that we could receive His Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus. But this One New Man Bible draw a deeper meaning to this Righteousness. It explains it as Loving-Kindness of Abba Father and Christ Jesus!
Yes, when I looked back on what was done for me, yes, it's the Loving-Kindness of Abba Father that sent Jesus to the Cross to be crushed for me. It's the Loving-Kindness of Lord Jesus, willingly went to the Cross to die for me that I may receive this Loving-Kindness of God, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit! Abba loves me so much that He sent Lord Jesus to death for me. I have been mediatating this Loving-Kindness of God that I felt so loved! Glory Glory!
Yes, this get devil panicky and sent lots of attack from SF, from my neighbours and even from mum's Indian neighbour. The corner neighbour has been bullying my mum and since my mum still refuse to shift out, she got the Indian neighbour living at the other end of their level to do the curse. I have been intercepting for mum and now, this also become my problem!
However, Lord Grace is super abundance. As long as I could pray, Lord let me pray, when I could not, He come in to pray for me. Yes, like Pastor Prince said, no matter how devil tried to kill me, I will live and not die, for the Glory of Jesus! Amen Amen!
I used to see what Abraham was doing up the mountain and Lord's Grace was even much Greater on the other side of the mountain, to rejoice over what devil was doing in my life. As the attacks grows strong, I lost focus of such! But Lord is a Faithful God!
Abba loves me so much that He does not want me to forget it, so today, He get Pastor Prince to tell me to look at what devil did and then I will know what Lord is doing in the opposite of the mountain. I cannot see yet but when I reach the top of mountain, surely, my provision is there in abundance. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Yes, when Jesus was born there was great darkness, when He died at the Cross, there was great fear, but be of cheers, Lord told me, through all the darkness and great attacks, a Saviour was born and my Saviour had done it all for me and now I am to claim the provision! Glory Glory!
Abba Father, thank You for pulling me back to see your provision! Hallelujah!!! I know Jesus Coming is near. I shall hold on to the promise and continue to walk in faith! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
As Lord Jesus coming is getting closer and closer, devil do not want that and is trying all their might to kill me. But Lord is good, when I could not, He could! His Super Abounding Grace is still pouring over me. Glory Glory!
After much awaiting, I finally found my One New Man Bible in the mailbox when I went to check for snail mails. Glory Glory! It is so liberating to read this bible with a new understanding. As much as I want to grab on the old with much mistery in it and a lot of question marks and don't know what the author was translating!
But finally, from the few reading of this new bible, I am getting an insight to the event that happens of old. Previously, I would stop as Lord went to the Cross so that we could receive His Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus. But this One New Man Bible draw a deeper meaning to this Righteousness. It explains it as Loving-Kindness of Abba Father and Christ Jesus!
Yes, when I looked back on what was done for me, yes, it's the Loving-Kindness of Abba Father that sent Jesus to the Cross to be crushed for me. It's the Loving-Kindness of Lord Jesus, willingly went to the Cross to die for me that I may receive this Loving-Kindness of God, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit! Abba loves me so much that He sent Lord Jesus to death for me. I have been mediatating this Loving-Kindness of God that I felt so loved! Glory Glory!
Yes, this get devil panicky and sent lots of attack from SF, from my neighbours and even from mum's Indian neighbour. The corner neighbour has been bullying my mum and since my mum still refuse to shift out, she got the Indian neighbour living at the other end of their level to do the curse. I have been intercepting for mum and now, this also become my problem!
However, Lord Grace is super abundance. As long as I could pray, Lord let me pray, when I could not, He come in to pray for me. Yes, like Pastor Prince said, no matter how devil tried to kill me, I will live and not die, for the Glory of Jesus! Amen Amen!
I used to see what Abraham was doing up the mountain and Lord's Grace was even much Greater on the other side of the mountain, to rejoice over what devil was doing in my life. As the attacks grows strong, I lost focus of such! But Lord is a Faithful God!
Abba loves me so much that He does not want me to forget it, so today, He get Pastor Prince to tell me to look at what devil did and then I will know what Lord is doing in the opposite of the mountain. I cannot see yet but when I reach the top of mountain, surely, my provision is there in abundance. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Yes, when Jesus was born there was great darkness, when He died at the Cross, there was great fear, but be of cheers, Lord told me, through all the darkness and great attacks, a Saviour was born and my Saviour had done it all for me and now I am to claim the provision! Glory Glory!
Abba Father, thank You for pulling me back to see your provision! Hallelujah!!! I know Jesus Coming is near. I shall hold on to the promise and continue to walk in faith! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Monday, November 28, 2011
The Stripes of Jesus
Recently, one of those nights that I was surfing around, hoping from New Creation website to the Zone, then I went to search the Zone facebook and also landed in one facebook site, where this owner posted a few youtube movies of man being caned in the Malaysian prison.
As I looked, I saw the pink fresh, turn slowly from pink to brown then the skin slowly opened up and finally, the bloodly inner layers was opened and bleeding happened as each stroke of cane hit on that strapped up naked body.
I saw the skin shook in vibrated contraction at each painful stroke, I saw a man comforted the person being caned before the next stroke was ministered. His hand was curfed so that he could not move. The thick layers of protection over his body exposed only the bum to be beaten.
As I looked, I could imagined much worst my Lord Jesus suffered for me. For Him, He let go of His Godly Power to become a Man, to suffer the hardship of life before finally being delivered for this final act of Redeemption for me!
He was not only being caned, they used those metal chain with hooks to plough His Body. Each stroke opened His fresh to expose the bones. His body was minced beyond recognition. He was badly striped. At each stroke, all our sins, all our shames, all our unlawfulness, all our injures and pain, all the generations curse, all forms of destructions, all forms of sicknesses and all that we need, are all supplied through that Cross of Jesus Christ! Glory Glory!
I dared not watch that canning after the skin turned blue black. But today at Church, Lord leads me to the full revelation of the pains and suffering that He had gone through for me and for you! Yes, it was beyond understanding, how He could withstood it all. That man just had his bum caned a lot lesser, yet, he shuddered in much pain. I could not fathorm how my Lord Jesus could go through the most sever form of punishment for a sin He did not do and still abled to carry the heavy Cross to be cruxified!
Yes, we mere human cannot understand what Lord Jesus at the Cross had done, there is no way we could understand what He had painfully planned this, so that we need not suffer the curse of the Law, we need not be helpless in our despair! Glory Glory to the Great Plan of Abba Father! Glory Glory to Jesus Christ obeying His Father, loving the Father and loving us, the human! Glory Glory to Holy Spirit that witnessed it all and come to assure us of Jesus Christ Completed Work at the Cross!
It pained me so much to see Lord suffered so much for me, but even my tears meant nothing in the Greatness of His Offering, the Lamb of God, My Great Offering! Nothing else is needed. It takes a whole life to learn of His Goodness and yet, still a lot to be known. That's how Great He had paid the Price to redeem us fully! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I looked, I saw the pink fresh, turn slowly from pink to brown then the skin slowly opened up and finally, the bloodly inner layers was opened and bleeding happened as each stroke of cane hit on that strapped up naked body.
I saw the skin shook in vibrated contraction at each painful stroke, I saw a man comforted the person being caned before the next stroke was ministered. His hand was curfed so that he could not move. The thick layers of protection over his body exposed only the bum to be beaten.
As I looked, I could imagined much worst my Lord Jesus suffered for me. For Him, He let go of His Godly Power to become a Man, to suffer the hardship of life before finally being delivered for this final act of Redeemption for me!
He was not only being caned, they used those metal chain with hooks to plough His Body. Each stroke opened His fresh to expose the bones. His body was minced beyond recognition. He was badly striped. At each stroke, all our sins, all our shames, all our unlawfulness, all our injures and pain, all the generations curse, all forms of destructions, all forms of sicknesses and all that we need, are all supplied through that Cross of Jesus Christ! Glory Glory!
I dared not watch that canning after the skin turned blue black. But today at Church, Lord leads me to the full revelation of the pains and suffering that He had gone through for me and for you! Yes, it was beyond understanding, how He could withstood it all. That man just had his bum caned a lot lesser, yet, he shuddered in much pain. I could not fathorm how my Lord Jesus could go through the most sever form of punishment for a sin He did not do and still abled to carry the heavy Cross to be cruxified!
Yes, we mere human cannot understand what Lord Jesus at the Cross had done, there is no way we could understand what He had painfully planned this, so that we need not suffer the curse of the Law, we need not be helpless in our despair! Glory Glory to the Great Plan of Abba Father! Glory Glory to Jesus Christ obeying His Father, loving the Father and loving us, the human! Glory Glory to Holy Spirit that witnessed it all and come to assure us of Jesus Christ Completed Work at the Cross!
It pained me so much to see Lord suffered so much for me, but even my tears meant nothing in the Greatness of His Offering, the Lamb of God, My Great Offering! Nothing else is needed. It takes a whole life to learn of His Goodness and yet, still a lot to be known. That's how Great He had paid the Price to redeem us fully! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, November 24, 2011
The Wisdom of God
Sunday, as I was riding the train home, I saw a Caucasian trying to court a innocent girl, she was listening to whatever he had to say about things. As I was looking, I was envying, but this envy turns to negative thoughts in the after event.
You see, courtship is about man trying to sell their good points to the girl and also vice versa. If a man is smart, have lots of experience, and his heart is not sincere, he will know which kind of girls to court and who is unlikely to give him lots of trouble after getting her. This is how ex is operating. The wisdom of God let me see clearly about it. After getting me, now divorced, he would always called me idiot, stupid!
Yes, without the wisdom of God, I believe in his lies, but with the wisdom of God, I see his lies clearly. From the girls he went after, I could see the traits he is going after! The girl rejoiced, but I pitied her. It just mean she is a easy prey, not that she got a prized game.
After the hunting and the satisfaction, it would mean how long she believe in the lies and remain his victim! I am glad that Lord leads me to see this clearly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! I told ex the anology on Sunday and now his tone is bad again. Haha...
There are many wolves out there, sometime, it is hard to know what's the mind of the other person. But with Lord, He will be able to lead me to walk in His Righteous Path and surely, all things will turn out good! Glory to a Father that wants to bless me excessively, abundantly, above all that I ask or think! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord let me see what He is doing in my life after He blessed me the cute miracle. Even for Jc, I don't how to change her focus on play and afraid to study heart. But with Lord, He leads me to see how to lead her to see light in her wrong focus. She is now walking out the path of Righteousness as the Lord leads! Glory Glory! It's uncomfortable, I know, but once she get used to it, she will like her real nature, I am confident of it, as it is the work of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I cried many times to Him to come through me to be the parent, as I am at my wit-end after all the trying. She rejected all the help! When man cannot, God can! Jesus is I M Possible! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The timming is just about right too. Previously, Jc was in her blurness that whatever I said, she could not understood. But with the alertness that Lord blessed her this year, she is seeing her flaws and with each pointing out and pointing to the solution, she is finally walking it out. Glory to Lord's Wisdom! Hallelujah!
I have been wanting to know how the hainanese cook their pork chop. Recently, mum wanted eldest sister to borrow Mrs Lee's cookbook. Initial glancing through, I do not find it interesting, but on 2nd and 3rd look into the recipes, finally Lord is leading me to see light in all the recipes I have wanted. I have just placed an order for 2 of her cookbooks. Glory Glory! When Lord opens my eyes to see, then I realise it's the recipes that I am looking for all these while...Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
It's good to walk closely to Lord. Mum said I am like an innocent child, but as I give my whole being to Lord as a sacrifice offering, He blesses me greatly. Whatever I want to know, He let me know. He is my Wisdom that I shall not lack! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In the natural, I could not understand man and know his heart. If he is sincere or not, but as Lord leads, everything becomes clear! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! What I don't understand is why ex said he loves Jc a lot, yet, come to her year end books and uniforms purchase, he is not willing to do it!
He don't mind giving the money, but he does not want to go through the hassle and the trouble, not even for his kid! That is the loneliness I encountered with him in all these years! He don't mind giving the money, but all troubles and problems or the work involved, I handled single-handledly.
Lord is Good and Caring, He is a Good Father! He sees all these and tells me that I don't know what is true love. Then He leads me out of this marriage and then let me sees his ugliness part by part! This is to prevent me from going back to him when he sees that I am attractive for him again. Glory to Jesus!
I appreciated Abba Father hardwork! He shows me He is a very caring Daddy! He loves me so much that He doesn't want me to be harm again. I might be innocent but I have a Great Daddy! Amen Amen!
You see, courtship is about man trying to sell their good points to the girl and also vice versa. If a man is smart, have lots of experience, and his heart is not sincere, he will know which kind of girls to court and who is unlikely to give him lots of trouble after getting her. This is how ex is operating. The wisdom of God let me see clearly about it. After getting me, now divorced, he would always called me idiot, stupid!
Yes, without the wisdom of God, I believe in his lies, but with the wisdom of God, I see his lies clearly. From the girls he went after, I could see the traits he is going after! The girl rejoiced, but I pitied her. It just mean she is a easy prey, not that she got a prized game.
After the hunting and the satisfaction, it would mean how long she believe in the lies and remain his victim! I am glad that Lord leads me to see this clearly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! I told ex the anology on Sunday and now his tone is bad again. Haha...
There are many wolves out there, sometime, it is hard to know what's the mind of the other person. But with Lord, He will be able to lead me to walk in His Righteous Path and surely, all things will turn out good! Glory to a Father that wants to bless me excessively, abundantly, above all that I ask or think! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord let me see what He is doing in my life after He blessed me the cute miracle. Even for Jc, I don't how to change her focus on play and afraid to study heart. But with Lord, He leads me to see how to lead her to see light in her wrong focus. She is now walking out the path of Righteousness as the Lord leads! Glory Glory! It's uncomfortable, I know, but once she get used to it, she will like her real nature, I am confident of it, as it is the work of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I cried many times to Him to come through me to be the parent, as I am at my wit-end after all the trying. She rejected all the help! When man cannot, God can! Jesus is I M Possible! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The timming is just about right too. Previously, Jc was in her blurness that whatever I said, she could not understood. But with the alertness that Lord blessed her this year, she is seeing her flaws and with each pointing out and pointing to the solution, she is finally walking it out. Glory to Lord's Wisdom! Hallelujah!
I have been wanting to know how the hainanese cook their pork chop. Recently, mum wanted eldest sister to borrow Mrs Lee's cookbook. Initial glancing through, I do not find it interesting, but on 2nd and 3rd look into the recipes, finally Lord is leading me to see light in all the recipes I have wanted. I have just placed an order for 2 of her cookbooks. Glory Glory! When Lord opens my eyes to see, then I realise it's the recipes that I am looking for all these while...Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
It's good to walk closely to Lord. Mum said I am like an innocent child, but as I give my whole being to Lord as a sacrifice offering, He blesses me greatly. Whatever I want to know, He let me know. He is my Wisdom that I shall not lack! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In the natural, I could not understand man and know his heart. If he is sincere or not, but as Lord leads, everything becomes clear! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! What I don't understand is why ex said he loves Jc a lot, yet, come to her year end books and uniforms purchase, he is not willing to do it!
He don't mind giving the money, but he does not want to go through the hassle and the trouble, not even for his kid! That is the loneliness I encountered with him in all these years! He don't mind giving the money, but all troubles and problems or the work involved, I handled single-handledly.
Lord is Good and Caring, He is a Good Father! He sees all these and tells me that I don't know what is true love. Then He leads me out of this marriage and then let me sees his ugliness part by part! This is to prevent me from going back to him when he sees that I am attractive for him again. Glory to Jesus!
I appreciated Abba Father hardwork! He shows me He is a very caring Daddy! He loves me so much that He doesn't want me to be harm again. I might be innocent but I have a Great Daddy! Amen Amen!
Thursday, November 17, 2011
The God of Possible
Recently I receive cute blessings from the Lord that I like to share with you.
Ever since I walked closely with Jesus, Lord had instructed me to take Holy Communion daily. This is to resist the curse of the world. And very recently, I received an understanding that whatever you proclaim while taking Holy Comm, Lord have to bring it to past surely! Glory Glory!
Sunday evening, I had to go for my cousin's daughter's wedding dinner with mum. It was her sister's son's daughter. Glory Glory! As she booked her restaurant in the city, and I know the business district would be dead quiet on Sunday and hard to get a cab if I didn't book a cab!
But, I did not like to waste money booking a cab! Saturday evening, I took my Holy Comm. I prayed to Lord, to send a cab to us when we get down from that restaurant, which is on the 6th floor.
Last Sunday, I was tired. Beside slept late, eldest sister sent a message to me while I was in church to buy some titbits for her in Suntec Hall 4 food exhibition. It was raining heavily after church! Since Marina Square Mall and Suntec exhibition convention was connected by a bridge, I decided to go ahead and helped her since she had been helping me to buy things too.
There were many events that Sunday and Suntec Hall 4 is not just 1 hall, there were 6 if I am not wrong. Sis didn't know the exact location, so I had to ask around that packed place. I saw a chinese couple resting nearby and asked them. The man pointed me to end of the hallway and also to the 3rd floor. I walked through the crowds and saw someone carrying some food item and checked with them the location.
When I reached the hall, I could not see the stall on the map of the layout of the food and electrical appliances exhibits. In the end, I decided to walk in row by row to check. By the time I reached home, it was just an hour before I had to go for that dinner.
Originally I wanted to take the train there, but Lord told me to take cab instead. So I prayed to Lord, 'Lord, if You really want me to take cab there, stop the rain and send a cab just as we walk to the main road. You know mum and I walk rather slow, so, only when we are at the road, bring the cab to us, I don't want to rush for the cab! In Jesus Name, Amen!'
Haha...as we walked to the main road, I saw a cab at the traffic light junction. It was red light. As we reached the road, the cab arrived in time. Glory Glory!
I had this believe that the cab to return will be from someone that took a cab to the business district, the Lau Pa Saut, food court. As the last item on the dinner was served, I saw the bride and bridegroom and their parents waiting at the exit.
Usually, people will start departing from the last food item or sometime, people depart even before the last desserts. But surprisingly, all the guests were sitting, it was like we in another atmosphere! Glory Glory!
I told my relatives that 'we could go now', they remarked that 'nobody left yet'. I told them the new couple and their parents were at the door waiting. From the most inner part of the hall, we walked out as if noone else saw and we had the lift to ourselves. As my relatives had own transport, mum and me were alone when we reached the 1st floor.
I told mum that we need to cross the road to wait at the taxi stand. Glory to Jesus! As we were just there, 2 taxis came, one drove off and the other had a passenger that alighted at that taxi stand with a big box containing his new flat TV, probably he just came from the last minutes purchase before the exhibits ended. Glory Glory!
As the taxi was driving off, I saw the sign to the ECP expressway that connect to my KPE express way on the left. The taxi driver actually wanted to move ahead but on my instruction, moved towards the left and head towards the expressway.
There are two exits to my town. The taxi driver wanted to go for the further one but I instructed him again where to exit. In the end, he asked me if I know driving...haha....I guess he wanted to take us to a longer ride but Lord gave me wisdom and led me to see the sign post for the expressway. Praise Jesus!
I hardly go into the city all these years and I am not familiar with that place. But with the wisdom of God, as I obeyed Him to take a cab there, Lord blessed me the wisdom of the expressway location so that I would not be cheated of a longer journey and higher charge. I am glad that each journey cost me less then S$14. I am happy!
It was after everything over that I realise Lord is being Good to me as I hold on to the fact that I am His Beloved Daughter. He stopped the guests so that we need not waited long as there were only 2 lifts down. There were 38 tables, so likely 380 guests were there to take those 2 lifts.
The waiting area could stand around 20 people, if all were to depart around the same time, we would have to wait a long time as we were seated just on the 2nd row from stage, in the inner most!
Lord is so good that He blocked all 37 tables from moving and let my table of relatives went off first! We had a smooth way down the lift and empty street to cross and a cab that came immediately. All Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Ever since I walked closely with Jesus, Lord had instructed me to take Holy Communion daily. This is to resist the curse of the world. And very recently, I received an understanding that whatever you proclaim while taking Holy Comm, Lord have to bring it to past surely! Glory Glory!
Sunday evening, I had to go for my cousin's daughter's wedding dinner with mum. It was her sister's son's daughter. Glory Glory! As she booked her restaurant in the city, and I know the business district would be dead quiet on Sunday and hard to get a cab if I didn't book a cab!
But, I did not like to waste money booking a cab! Saturday evening, I took my Holy Comm. I prayed to Lord, to send a cab to us when we get down from that restaurant, which is on the 6th floor.
Last Sunday, I was tired. Beside slept late, eldest sister sent a message to me while I was in church to buy some titbits for her in Suntec Hall 4 food exhibition. It was raining heavily after church! Since Marina Square Mall and Suntec exhibition convention was connected by a bridge, I decided to go ahead and helped her since she had been helping me to buy things too.
There were many events that Sunday and Suntec Hall 4 is not just 1 hall, there were 6 if I am not wrong. Sis didn't know the exact location, so I had to ask around that packed place. I saw a chinese couple resting nearby and asked them. The man pointed me to end of the hallway and also to the 3rd floor. I walked through the crowds and saw someone carrying some food item and checked with them the location.
When I reached the hall, I could not see the stall on the map of the layout of the food and electrical appliances exhibits. In the end, I decided to walk in row by row to check. By the time I reached home, it was just an hour before I had to go for that dinner.
Originally I wanted to take the train there, but Lord told me to take cab instead. So I prayed to Lord, 'Lord, if You really want me to take cab there, stop the rain and send a cab just as we walk to the main road. You know mum and I walk rather slow, so, only when we are at the road, bring the cab to us, I don't want to rush for the cab! In Jesus Name, Amen!'
Haha...as we walked to the main road, I saw a cab at the traffic light junction. It was red light. As we reached the road, the cab arrived in time. Glory Glory!
I had this believe that the cab to return will be from someone that took a cab to the business district, the Lau Pa Saut, food court. As the last item on the dinner was served, I saw the bride and bridegroom and their parents waiting at the exit.
Usually, people will start departing from the last food item or sometime, people depart even before the last desserts. But surprisingly, all the guests were sitting, it was like we in another atmosphere! Glory Glory!
I told my relatives that 'we could go now', they remarked that 'nobody left yet'. I told them the new couple and their parents were at the door waiting. From the most inner part of the hall, we walked out as if noone else saw and we had the lift to ourselves. As my relatives had own transport, mum and me were alone when we reached the 1st floor.
I told mum that we need to cross the road to wait at the taxi stand. Glory to Jesus! As we were just there, 2 taxis came, one drove off and the other had a passenger that alighted at that taxi stand with a big box containing his new flat TV, probably he just came from the last minutes purchase before the exhibits ended. Glory Glory!
As the taxi was driving off, I saw the sign to the ECP expressway that connect to my KPE express way on the left. The taxi driver actually wanted to move ahead but on my instruction, moved towards the left and head towards the expressway.
There are two exits to my town. The taxi driver wanted to go for the further one but I instructed him again where to exit. In the end, he asked me if I know driving...haha....I guess he wanted to take us to a longer ride but Lord gave me wisdom and led me to see the sign post for the expressway. Praise Jesus!
I hardly go into the city all these years and I am not familiar with that place. But with the wisdom of God, as I obeyed Him to take a cab there, Lord blessed me the wisdom of the expressway location so that I would not be cheated of a longer journey and higher charge. I am glad that each journey cost me less then S$14. I am happy!
It was after everything over that I realise Lord is being Good to me as I hold on to the fact that I am His Beloved Daughter. He stopped the guests so that we need not waited long as there were only 2 lifts down. There were 38 tables, so likely 380 guests were there to take those 2 lifts.
The waiting area could stand around 20 people, if all were to depart around the same time, we would have to wait a long time as we were seated just on the 2nd row from stage, in the inner most!
Lord is so good that He blocked all 37 tables from moving and let my table of relatives went off first! We had a smooth way down the lift and empty street to cross and a cab that came immediately. All Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
The One Way of Jesus
In life, there are many things that can lead us away from Jesus. Life is such that it is imperfect. There is no way we could fully get away from trouble. Even in the nature we could think positive to remain peaceful and happy, but it is still not possible to get that peace. There is surely something for you to worry, concern.
A certain rich ruler boasted to Jesus that he had kept all the demands of the Law. He was so pleased with himself, but when you boasted of self, Jesus will come and say ONE THING you lack! Luke 18:22-23 'When Jesus heard this, he said to him, “You still lack ONE THING. Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come follow me.”
When he heard this, he became very sad, because he was a man of great wealth.' Many a time, when Jesus was being preaching, man looked to what they have and they rejected the goodness of Jesus! But hear what Jesus said!
Luke 19:24-25 'Jesus looked at him and said, “How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God! Indeed, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God,”' When we are in our pride, it is hard for the Grace of Jesus to touch our heart! But this is what Jesus promise to us:
Luke 19:29-30 '”I tell you the truth,” Jesus said to them, “no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children For the Sake of God will fail to receive MANY TIMES as much in this age and in the age to come, eternal life.”' Are we dare to let go of everything to receive this eternal life? Is there many things in your life that are of concern to you? Are you able to do that ONE THING?
In the natural, Martha did what socially correct, but this led to stress and she complained to Lord Jesus! Luke 10:41-42 '”Martha. Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but Only ONE THING is needed, Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.”'
'Luke 10:40 'Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made', but Jesus said the ONE THING Needed is listening to Him! Have you been listening to the revealing about Jesus from Pastor Prince sermons? It was this that got me to listen tentatively to the sermons; many of them each day!
This is what Lord said about after listening His Words:
Luke 6:46-48 '”Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord', and do not do what I say? I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and put them into practise. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on the rock. When flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built.”'
This is what I did, when Lord said don't worry, I cast all worries to Him and remain in His Peace. He is just a prayer away. He always helped me whatever I prayed!
This is what the Lord said about those that is not doer of His Words:
Luke 6:49 '”But the one who hears my words and does not put them into practice is like a man who build a house on the ground without a foundation. The moment the torrent struck that house, it collaped and its destruction was complete.”'
Walking with Jesus is actually pretty easy. The thing to do is to believe! That's what He said in John 6, surely it is not that difficult. As long as you used a sincere heart to hear Him and believe, and walk in His Peace, by casting all worries to Him, as you keep listening to His Words, you will arise in Him that without efforts, He arises in you and you are usable! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
A certain rich ruler boasted to Jesus that he had kept all the demands of the Law. He was so pleased with himself, but when you boasted of self, Jesus will come and say ONE THING you lack! Luke 18:22-23 'When Jesus heard this, he said to him, “You still lack ONE THING. Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come follow me.”
When he heard this, he became very sad, because he was a man of great wealth.' Many a time, when Jesus was being preaching, man looked to what they have and they rejected the goodness of Jesus! But hear what Jesus said!
Luke 19:24-25 'Jesus looked at him and said, “How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God! Indeed, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God,”' When we are in our pride, it is hard for the Grace of Jesus to touch our heart! But this is what Jesus promise to us:
Luke 19:29-30 '”I tell you the truth,” Jesus said to them, “no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children For the Sake of God will fail to receive MANY TIMES as much in this age and in the age to come, eternal life.”' Are we dare to let go of everything to receive this eternal life? Is there many things in your life that are of concern to you? Are you able to do that ONE THING?
In the natural, Martha did what socially correct, but this led to stress and she complained to Lord Jesus! Luke 10:41-42 '”Martha. Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but Only ONE THING is needed, Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.”'
'Luke 10:40 'Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made', but Jesus said the ONE THING Needed is listening to Him! Have you been listening to the revealing about Jesus from Pastor Prince sermons? It was this that got me to listen tentatively to the sermons; many of them each day!
This is what Lord said about after listening His Words:
Luke 6:46-48 '”Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord', and do not do what I say? I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and put them into practise. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on the rock. When flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built.”'
This is what I did, when Lord said don't worry, I cast all worries to Him and remain in His Peace. He is just a prayer away. He always helped me whatever I prayed!
This is what the Lord said about those that is not doer of His Words:
Luke 6:49 '”But the one who hears my words and does not put them into practice is like a man who build a house on the ground without a foundation. The moment the torrent struck that house, it collaped and its destruction was complete.”'
Walking with Jesus is actually pretty easy. The thing to do is to believe! That's what He said in John 6, surely it is not that difficult. As long as you used a sincere heart to hear Him and believe, and walk in His Peace, by casting all worries to Him, as you keep listening to His Words, you will arise in Him that without efforts, He arises in you and you are usable! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, November 11, 2011
The Love of Abba Father
Years ago, when Lord led me to step into New Creation Church, Singapore, I was there to receive blessing for accepting Him. However, I was floored by how good He is. This started my walk in Him and I took every meal that was given to me and applied and believed it fully. As I was an empty sponge in the world of Christ, I soaked up every good in that meal and was so full of this God Love, that even the faith to look to Him was from Christ!
As I ate my meals many times a day, the goodness of God flowed in me fully that even I was not out of my oppression fully, Lord whispered to me to take up driving. 3 years of lack of sleep had made my concentration so poor that when walking down stairs, I needed to hold the rail to prevent falling. That was how bad I was then.
I told Lord, 'Abba Father, you must be joking! How could I learn in such state?'. Lord was patient with me, He slowly removed my night disturb and give me more soundly sleep that by the next year, around April, I was more alert. He prompted me then.
I have a hack care atitude that I never learnt how a car operate. Most time, my part with car was to open the door and sat in and just let it took me to destination. I never bother on road and I never bother about how a car operate. But on His Command, I accepted and started my learning journey.
In each lessons, I have to trust in Lord's wisdom and understanding to learn about the car, how to operate it and how to look at road conditions. Everything was new to me. You see, for things that Lord, the Father wants to bless, He don't mind push me to go pick up the skills. Even in things He wants to bless, He would give me the idea and even in my most comfortable state at home, He made my emotional dislike for that minutes so that I could proclaim that I want that item! Glory Glory!
In His Kingdom, whatever we want, we have to proclaim and believe with want it and we have it. This is why Lord gave me the idea through JC, sis, and even ex, and then He came and get me to proclaim and believe in it. Glory Glory to His Goodness!
I need not go tell Him what I want, just by believing in His Love and all that Christ Jesus had done for me at the Cross, Lord wants to pour lots of blessing onto me and had beem training me up, and leading me to proclaim and believe. Even the open the largeness of heart to receive all that was a form of training by Him! Glory to His Goodness!
Abba is such a Loving God, just by believing all that He is, He wants to pour so much onto me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He is so Good that it is almost unbelieveable. But through the years, He had showed me His manisfestation of Goodness, that I keep on believing in Him!
It is because of His Goodness, that I could give my love and forgiveness to those who come unintentionally to harm me. I know who are those behind them that I know their heart is pure! How can their heart be bad when it was created by the Almighty God Himself! As such, I do not fault them too. Glory Glory to the Goodness that comes through the Finished Work of Christ!
At such a time, I am still receiving training to reach the point where I can get out and be a blessing to others. It is about training and be equipt in the things of God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for loving Your Daughter so much! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
As I ate my meals many times a day, the goodness of God flowed in me fully that even I was not out of my oppression fully, Lord whispered to me to take up driving. 3 years of lack of sleep had made my concentration so poor that when walking down stairs, I needed to hold the rail to prevent falling. That was how bad I was then.
I told Lord, 'Abba Father, you must be joking! How could I learn in such state?'. Lord was patient with me, He slowly removed my night disturb and give me more soundly sleep that by the next year, around April, I was more alert. He prompted me then.
I have a hack care atitude that I never learnt how a car operate. Most time, my part with car was to open the door and sat in and just let it took me to destination. I never bother on road and I never bother about how a car operate. But on His Command, I accepted and started my learning journey.
In each lessons, I have to trust in Lord's wisdom and understanding to learn about the car, how to operate it and how to look at road conditions. Everything was new to me. You see, for things that Lord, the Father wants to bless, He don't mind push me to go pick up the skills. Even in things He wants to bless, He would give me the idea and even in my most comfortable state at home, He made my emotional dislike for that minutes so that I could proclaim that I want that item! Glory Glory!
In His Kingdom, whatever we want, we have to proclaim and believe with want it and we have it. This is why Lord gave me the idea through JC, sis, and even ex, and then He came and get me to proclaim and believe in it. Glory Glory to His Goodness!
I need not go tell Him what I want, just by believing in His Love and all that Christ Jesus had done for me at the Cross, Lord wants to pour lots of blessing onto me and had beem training me up, and leading me to proclaim and believe. Even the open the largeness of heart to receive all that was a form of training by Him! Glory to His Goodness!
Abba is such a Loving God, just by believing all that He is, He wants to pour so much onto me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He is so Good that it is almost unbelieveable. But through the years, He had showed me His manisfestation of Goodness, that I keep on believing in Him!
It is because of His Goodness, that I could give my love and forgiveness to those who come unintentionally to harm me. I know who are those behind them that I know their heart is pure! How can their heart be bad when it was created by the Almighty God Himself! As such, I do not fault them too. Glory Glory to the Goodness that comes through the Finished Work of Christ!
At such a time, I am still receiving training to reach the point where I can get out and be a blessing to others. It is about training and be equipt in the things of God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for loving Your Daughter so much! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
The Principle of Seed and Harvest
I was just watching TBN and hearing how the owner of TBN sow their precious saving for what Lord blessed them till now, big networks of Christian channels. :P If you recall about my sowing, you will know why I am experiencing the miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish and the miracle of staying at home all these while and have more than enough to spend. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
You know, Lord loves most His Children to believe in what He has done at the Cross and what we have received from Him, His Righteousness of God in Christ! As I was rejoicing in His Goodness, Glory Glory! Even with a stingy heart, He leads me to open up to tithe to Him.
As I was rejoicing in His Grace, He did not reply to me like He replied to the young rich man who boasted that he had followed most of the Law, Jesus told him to sell away his house and all he had and follow Him, but he went away bitter.
Even though I held my saving so tightly, only tithe on the 10% allowance that I received from ex then, Lord loves me so much that He led me to tithe 10% of my saving first. When I was ok with it, looking over the fense to His big field of supply, He then had me to tithe the remaining 40%. The other 50%, through blessing others, own expenditure etc, come to a nice zero! Haha....Praise Jesus!
You know when this happen? Just as I was stepping into divorce. What a time was it?! But Lord never failed me. From Zero to a couple of hundreds to now 10s of thousands, and the miracle of the amount remain still, it's about giving Lord what most precious to self. Yes, I tithed the wedding ring too, even though I like the design a lot!
No one can comprehend how I survive till now, without working, still can pay for big items of things that is needed. And, it's from a zero saving grow till now comfortable level of living. Glory Glory! The best is yet to come, this just the temporary measure! Lord is always faithful. My trees are still growing all these years. Hallelujah!
Shared by the owner of TBN, have to continuingly remain faithful to Lord, always walk with Him. As I walk daily with Him, He is shaping me to reach that final destiny, the place of abundance and power and status! All these need a stable heart to receive so that pride will not be in the way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I hold on to the promise, I know Lord is faithful and He shall fulfill it. I am not expecting any lesser as I know He is a abundantly blessed God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, as I move in Your Teaching and walk in Your Faith, I thank You that I received the blessing of Abraham and I am heir of the world! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
You know, Lord loves most His Children to believe in what He has done at the Cross and what we have received from Him, His Righteousness of God in Christ! As I was rejoicing in His Goodness, Glory Glory! Even with a stingy heart, He leads me to open up to tithe to Him.
As I was rejoicing in His Grace, He did not reply to me like He replied to the young rich man who boasted that he had followed most of the Law, Jesus told him to sell away his house and all he had and follow Him, but he went away bitter.
Even though I held my saving so tightly, only tithe on the 10% allowance that I received from ex then, Lord loves me so much that He led me to tithe 10% of my saving first. When I was ok with it, looking over the fense to His big field of supply, He then had me to tithe the remaining 40%. The other 50%, through blessing others, own expenditure etc, come to a nice zero! Haha....Praise Jesus!
You know when this happen? Just as I was stepping into divorce. What a time was it?! But Lord never failed me. From Zero to a couple of hundreds to now 10s of thousands, and the miracle of the amount remain still, it's about giving Lord what most precious to self. Yes, I tithed the wedding ring too, even though I like the design a lot!
No one can comprehend how I survive till now, without working, still can pay for big items of things that is needed. And, it's from a zero saving grow till now comfortable level of living. Glory Glory! The best is yet to come, this just the temporary measure! Lord is always faithful. My trees are still growing all these years. Hallelujah!
Shared by the owner of TBN, have to continuingly remain faithful to Lord, always walk with Him. As I walk daily with Him, He is shaping me to reach that final destiny, the place of abundance and power and status! All these need a stable heart to receive so that pride will not be in the way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I hold on to the promise, I know Lord is faithful and He shall fulfill it. I am not expecting any lesser as I know He is a abundantly blessed God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, as I move in Your Teaching and walk in Your Faith, I thank You that I received the blessing of Abraham and I am heir of the world! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The Truth of God's Word
Everytime in church, Pastor Prince would say about he digged into the Greek for New Testaments and Hebrew for Old Testaments to see the root meaning of the words of God or even the tenses.
I am not a language person and I have no keen interest to look into all these. I am wondering how am I going to show the truth to the congregation in future, when Lord rise me up. Glory Glory!
Abba Father knows that I am going to face such that He gets someone, Bill Morford, to be curious about the real meaning of the bible. I watched and heard him this week in Sid Roth website and I even seeked the old archive to listen and to watch. Glory Glory! The finding of the real meaning is more intensity and good. Glory to Jesus!
Lord let him got curious in 1986 and had been learning Hebrew and Greek and take his own footnote of the real meaning. But Lord let him got serious and whenever he told people about the real meaning, Lord told him to get it published. Glory Glory! Sid Roth website is selling his One New Man bible. Glory Glory! Lord let me order a set after watching it. Going to cost me a hole in the pocket but I guess I need it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am so glad that by walking closely with Lord, all that I need or want, He fulfilled it long before I know I have such need. It's amazing that He could prepare all that and then lead me slowly to walk towards it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just like the new man in my life, how would I know I am going to divorce P and I would be going for someone else after that? As I walk with Him, He revealed about Himself part by part to me. He revealed what He want me to become in Him. Such life is well provided, no lack, no worries. Everything is well taken care of in its season. Glory Glory!
After so long, at this stage, Lord is leading me to be alone; even Su also said her believes and mine are different, she requested me not to talk about Jesus to her, then she will come to the family gathering in my house! Even for friends, He also let them moved away, far far away! He said that with the feeling I had established about them with this distanting, when He rise me up, and they run close, I will not accept them. Glory Glory!
Lord knows that I like friends and I like to talk with them. But He created such a stage for my emotionals to get it right! Who would think that this is the best way? Only He knows! He knows it's no point to tell me to keep to myself and my family. But with such senario happening, He knows that I would become auto in obeying Him in the end. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, You are such a caring daddy! You know I could easily get hurt, You toughen me up and get my emotions right. Whatever I could not do, by your simple method, You get me to flow in that way!!! Only You the Almighty God could do. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
You are expert in using time, it shows that You are not controlled by time, but You controlled time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am not a language person and I have no keen interest to look into all these. I am wondering how am I going to show the truth to the congregation in future, when Lord rise me up. Glory Glory!
Abba Father knows that I am going to face such that He gets someone, Bill Morford, to be curious about the real meaning of the bible. I watched and heard him this week in Sid Roth website and I even seeked the old archive to listen and to watch. Glory Glory! The finding of the real meaning is more intensity and good. Glory to Jesus!
Lord let him got curious in 1986 and had been learning Hebrew and Greek and take his own footnote of the real meaning. But Lord let him got serious and whenever he told people about the real meaning, Lord told him to get it published. Glory Glory! Sid Roth website is selling his One New Man bible. Glory Glory! Lord let me order a set after watching it. Going to cost me a hole in the pocket but I guess I need it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am so glad that by walking closely with Lord, all that I need or want, He fulfilled it long before I know I have such need. It's amazing that He could prepare all that and then lead me slowly to walk towards it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just like the new man in my life, how would I know I am going to divorce P and I would be going for someone else after that? As I walk with Him, He revealed about Himself part by part to me. He revealed what He want me to become in Him. Such life is well provided, no lack, no worries. Everything is well taken care of in its season. Glory Glory!
After so long, at this stage, Lord is leading me to be alone; even Su also said her believes and mine are different, she requested me not to talk about Jesus to her, then she will come to the family gathering in my house! Even for friends, He also let them moved away, far far away! He said that with the feeling I had established about them with this distanting, when He rise me up, and they run close, I will not accept them. Glory Glory!
Lord knows that I like friends and I like to talk with them. But He created such a stage for my emotionals to get it right! Who would think that this is the best way? Only He knows! He knows it's no point to tell me to keep to myself and my family. But with such senario happening, He knows that I would become auto in obeying Him in the end. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, You are such a caring daddy! You know I could easily get hurt, You toughen me up and get my emotions right. Whatever I could not do, by your simple method, You get me to flow in that way!!! Only You the Almighty God could do. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
You are expert in using time, it shows that You are not controlled by time, but You controlled time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, November 7, 2011
Forever the Righteousness shall say
I am the Righteousness of God in Christ! I was just thinking about not able to watch what Pastor Prince preached in London, UK and voila, Lord get church to show that sermon to us instead of some other preacher preaching! Lord really loves me so much that whatever I think of, He satisfy. Abba Father, thank You for loving me so much!
I used to be a very private person. I didn't like to share about my personal life in public, but just like the woman in the bible that went to take water in the afternoon, Jesus pour His Grace so much that she ran to the city to share about there is this Man that tells about her!
Many months ago, while Jc was a precious little one, I accepted Christ and learnt about Abba Father had given up Him to die for our sins, unrighteousness and stink of death. I had the love of Jc and I asked God, why He would want to give up His Precious Son for I would not do so with Jc.
At that nick of moment, I saw that without Jesus at the Cross, I could never been redeemed. Glory to Jesus. I felt the pain of the giving up and yet felt His Love for me. It was/is with this Love that I boldly shared about all that He had done in my life as a testimony of His Goodness on me. To Glory His Name in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The bible told us that we should not be ashame to share about His Goodness. I have walked 4years plus into His Spiritual Realm that through this fellowship with Lord, He showed me all the Goodness about Him!
Secrets about His Coming, about what He is going to do, about the Rapture, was revealed to me, like John, whom is the diciple whom Jesus love. He got into the inner circle and wrote the book of Revelation!
As such, with such closed relationship, Lord also revealed about the death sentence of people I concerned and loved. But Lord is so protective of me that for dad case, He just mentioned one come faster to Him and one later. When He revealed that about my parents, I was wondering why 1 faster and 1 later, as my parents was always together in whatever they did or made decisions.
It was with dad fallen asleep that I realised Lord meant that one would go back to Him first. He did not let me worry about it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He knows the pain I would go through with the knowledge. He even got my parents to open their hearts to Him one Sunday so that I would not regret about they did not receive Jesus and thus could not make to heaven. He is such a protective God! Glory Glory!
The saddest thing about all these revelation is, the good intention is misjudged. Only that of family case were without trouble and even got my nephew healed. For external source, lots of hoo haa were generated that I did not realised that a thread in a forum I previously visited was created about C going and became a sniggering on me. Some even said I am led by the devil. Haha...if I really is led by the devil, he won't need to attack me so much now!
Well, I find comfort that the pharisees also accused Jesus was of the devil. I have good company! Glory to Jesus! I do not expect them to understand me. Flowing with the Lord for so long, I know His Way and His Good Intention. If it so good that people misunderstood, let the Lord defend me! I shall lay down the hatch at the foot of the Cross, Jesus is my High Priest! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Like what Pastor Prince said, if God, the Almighty One, thinks highly of me, that's more important than anything else. Pastor Prince even through Mary and Martha to describe that Mary whom do the right thing got praise by Jesus! Martha was busying trying to do many things and are stressed out blame Jesus and her sister at one go.
Jesus raise the standard of Law from forgiving your neighbour to forgive your enemy. I wonder if those who thinks they are so right, stinking in their self-righteousness, are able to follow what Lord has defined, to flow in His Love and be a Minister of Love. I forgive them all in Jesus Name. After all, Lord at the Cross also forgiven all those that nailed Him on the Cross and all those self-righteous pharisees that were sniggering at Him.
If Lord could forgive those who were killing Him, what I gone through is small matter! I pray that Lord open their veil covered eyes by His Grace to see His Goodness. I rest my case!
Abba Father, I thank You that You prepared my heart this morning about You take me as Your Precious Daughter! I was wondering why of sudden You pour such strong Love on me. Nothing is beyong You! You know my curosity will be triggered tonight that You get my heart ready for it.
I thank You for loving me so much! And as what Pastor Prince preached, if You the Almighty One loves me so much and take such GOOD care of me, I just continue to flow in Your Love and be blessed in All Areas of my life by You. I submit to Your Love and remain in it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I used to be a very private person. I didn't like to share about my personal life in public, but just like the woman in the bible that went to take water in the afternoon, Jesus pour His Grace so much that she ran to the city to share about there is this Man that tells about her!
Many months ago, while Jc was a precious little one, I accepted Christ and learnt about Abba Father had given up Him to die for our sins, unrighteousness and stink of death. I had the love of Jc and I asked God, why He would want to give up His Precious Son for I would not do so with Jc.
At that nick of moment, I saw that without Jesus at the Cross, I could never been redeemed. Glory to Jesus. I felt the pain of the giving up and yet felt His Love for me. It was/is with this Love that I boldly shared about all that He had done in my life as a testimony of His Goodness on me. To Glory His Name in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The bible told us that we should not be ashame to share about His Goodness. I have walked 4years plus into His Spiritual Realm that through this fellowship with Lord, He showed me all the Goodness about Him!
Secrets about His Coming, about what He is going to do, about the Rapture, was revealed to me, like John, whom is the diciple whom Jesus love. He got into the inner circle and wrote the book of Revelation!
As such, with such closed relationship, Lord also revealed about the death sentence of people I concerned and loved. But Lord is so protective of me that for dad case, He just mentioned one come faster to Him and one later. When He revealed that about my parents, I was wondering why 1 faster and 1 later, as my parents was always together in whatever they did or made decisions.
It was with dad fallen asleep that I realised Lord meant that one would go back to Him first. He did not let me worry about it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He knows the pain I would go through with the knowledge. He even got my parents to open their hearts to Him one Sunday so that I would not regret about they did not receive Jesus and thus could not make to heaven. He is such a protective God! Glory Glory!
The saddest thing about all these revelation is, the good intention is misjudged. Only that of family case were without trouble and even got my nephew healed. For external source, lots of hoo haa were generated that I did not realised that a thread in a forum I previously visited was created about C going and became a sniggering on me. Some even said I am led by the devil. Haha...if I really is led by the devil, he won't need to attack me so much now!
Well, I find comfort that the pharisees also accused Jesus was of the devil. I have good company! Glory to Jesus! I do not expect them to understand me. Flowing with the Lord for so long, I know His Way and His Good Intention. If it so good that people misunderstood, let the Lord defend me! I shall lay down the hatch at the foot of the Cross, Jesus is my High Priest! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Like what Pastor Prince said, if God, the Almighty One, thinks highly of me, that's more important than anything else. Pastor Prince even through Mary and Martha to describe that Mary whom do the right thing got praise by Jesus! Martha was busying trying to do many things and are stressed out blame Jesus and her sister at one go.
Jesus raise the standard of Law from forgiving your neighbour to forgive your enemy. I wonder if those who thinks they are so right, stinking in their self-righteousness, are able to follow what Lord has defined, to flow in His Love and be a Minister of Love. I forgive them all in Jesus Name. After all, Lord at the Cross also forgiven all those that nailed Him on the Cross and all those self-righteous pharisees that were sniggering at Him.
If Lord could forgive those who were killing Him, what I gone through is small matter! I pray that Lord open their veil covered eyes by His Grace to see His Goodness. I rest my case!
Abba Father, I thank You that You prepared my heart this morning about You take me as Your Precious Daughter! I was wondering why of sudden You pour such strong Love on me. Nothing is beyong You! You know my curosity will be triggered tonight that You get my heart ready for it.
I thank You for loving me so much! And as what Pastor Prince preached, if You the Almighty One loves me so much and take such GOOD care of me, I just continue to flow in Your Love and be blessed in All Areas of my life by You. I submit to Your Love and remain in it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, November 4, 2011
The Anointing Within
Lately, I am going through a fresh washing of the spirit to refine my thoughts and the things of life. Glory Glory! As Lord prepares me for the final moment of His Glory, He make sure that I could walk out in the finest of Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I walk each day through the bible, words are being revealed to me to the fullness. I see and read what Pastor Prince had preached. All that are looked at with double interest in it. There are things that I just look through but as the Spirit opens the eyes, things became clear. Glory Glory!
It is by the spirit of the Lord that Pastor Prince in Lakewood Church is being streamed alive for those of us with internet to access and join them who are there to watch what is revealing through Pastor Prince to them in Houston, Texas USA. Glory Glory!
I am being touched more than 1 way. Things that was not clear previously suddenly become purposeful. Glory Glory! I have a better understanding of the verse 'as you are, Lord Jesus, so am I in this world!' This has builded a strong foundation in me! Glory Glory!
Previously, I could not understand the walking in the lake by Peter but as Pastor Prince uses this verse, as you are, so am I, to explain it, suddenly, the story becomes meaningful. Glory Glory!
Abba has gone through great length to equip me for this walk to become like Jesus in the bible. I could not walk out if not by the Spirit within that leads and guide through giving me the interest, through opening my eyes to see new light. Each unveiling is beneficial for the wholeness of me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I wonder if there is any thing to learn from bible meditation, Lord opens a new understanding in me. Previously, Lord told me not to accept any direct blessing from anyone. He told me that is not to tie me down by the favour of others.
Today, I have a new understanding. Through Elisha healing of Naaman, the commander of the army of Aram. He was so happy to be healed of his leprosy and in his great happiness, he wanted to bless Elisha. But Elisha rejected him fully.
Elisha's servant, Gehazi, thought that his master should get something from Naaman and not to let him off too easily. He rushed to get something from Naaman but in the end, he got his sickness instead. In his greed to deserve something for the good work, even though it's the Lord whom had healed Naaman, Gehazi did not see that. He see it as the good work of Elisha and wanting to get something for Elisha. He opened door for satan to jump on him.
When I was a very young Christian, Lord did warned me to walk closely with Him least the spirit of those I prayed for jump on me. He told me I must protect myself first. Today, I see how it could. I shall forever see that it's Lord who do the work and leave the Glory to Him. Nothing about me, it's all about Him! No wonder Lord leads me into this training of nothingness. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
From all these years of walk, I realise that for things of Lord, it's best to trust Him first and do accordingly as He leads. Understanding comes later. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just like my ex, many a time, as he is the only source of my love all these years, I could only look to him and don't mind accepting him back. But as Lord leads me to see the coldness in him, at each event of life, he is still pushing for me, as the only one, only parent, to handle the affair of Jc.
He thought that by giving money, all is settled. That's how easy he sees it. As that's what his mum has been good to him and doing for him. He thought all women, including the woman of his life, he need not play a part, just give the money to handle the event and let me handle it all.
The coldness is running through that thinking of Jc coming birthday celebration and I the only one to handle it, made me tired and stressed. For the 10 years with him, I had been handling all that he commanded single handledly. I did not know my heart was dying but Lord knows and He leads me out of it. Glory Glory! For ex, I told him finally that if he really wants to hold a party for Jc, he better host it. I told him I am washing my hand off. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the recent unveiling by Lord, of ex coldness, finally, I am seeing light that I need a man who is there for me for family event. It is not I alone only. We should be partners in marriage and not master and servant. There is no love in master servant relationship!
Finally, I finally decided to walk ahead and accept the new man Lord has arranged. I shall let go of old, as what Pastor Lian has preached last Sunday and accept the New. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I accept the new man you have arranged for me. I cast all strings attaching me to the old to You. By Your Blood and anointing, may You cut off anything that is still lingering with the old. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!
As I walk each day through the bible, words are being revealed to me to the fullness. I see and read what Pastor Prince had preached. All that are looked at with double interest in it. There are things that I just look through but as the Spirit opens the eyes, things became clear. Glory Glory!
It is by the spirit of the Lord that Pastor Prince in Lakewood Church is being streamed alive for those of us with internet to access and join them who are there to watch what is revealing through Pastor Prince to them in Houston, Texas USA. Glory Glory!
I am being touched more than 1 way. Things that was not clear previously suddenly become purposeful. Glory Glory! I have a better understanding of the verse 'as you are, Lord Jesus, so am I in this world!' This has builded a strong foundation in me! Glory Glory!
Previously, I could not understand the walking in the lake by Peter but as Pastor Prince uses this verse, as you are, so am I, to explain it, suddenly, the story becomes meaningful. Glory Glory!
Abba has gone through great length to equip me for this walk to become like Jesus in the bible. I could not walk out if not by the Spirit within that leads and guide through giving me the interest, through opening my eyes to see new light. Each unveiling is beneficial for the wholeness of me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I wonder if there is any thing to learn from bible meditation, Lord opens a new understanding in me. Previously, Lord told me not to accept any direct blessing from anyone. He told me that is not to tie me down by the favour of others.
Today, I have a new understanding. Through Elisha healing of Naaman, the commander of the army of Aram. He was so happy to be healed of his leprosy and in his great happiness, he wanted to bless Elisha. But Elisha rejected him fully.
Elisha's servant, Gehazi, thought that his master should get something from Naaman and not to let him off too easily. He rushed to get something from Naaman but in the end, he got his sickness instead. In his greed to deserve something for the good work, even though it's the Lord whom had healed Naaman, Gehazi did not see that. He see it as the good work of Elisha and wanting to get something for Elisha. He opened door for satan to jump on him.
When I was a very young Christian, Lord did warned me to walk closely with Him least the spirit of those I prayed for jump on me. He told me I must protect myself first. Today, I see how it could. I shall forever see that it's Lord who do the work and leave the Glory to Him. Nothing about me, it's all about Him! No wonder Lord leads me into this training of nothingness. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
From all these years of walk, I realise that for things of Lord, it's best to trust Him first and do accordingly as He leads. Understanding comes later. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just like my ex, many a time, as he is the only source of my love all these years, I could only look to him and don't mind accepting him back. But as Lord leads me to see the coldness in him, at each event of life, he is still pushing for me, as the only one, only parent, to handle the affair of Jc.
He thought that by giving money, all is settled. That's how easy he sees it. As that's what his mum has been good to him and doing for him. He thought all women, including the woman of his life, he need not play a part, just give the money to handle the event and let me handle it all.
The coldness is running through that thinking of Jc coming birthday celebration and I the only one to handle it, made me tired and stressed. For the 10 years with him, I had been handling all that he commanded single handledly. I did not know my heart was dying but Lord knows and He leads me out of it. Glory Glory! For ex, I told him finally that if he really wants to hold a party for Jc, he better host it. I told him I am washing my hand off. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the recent unveiling by Lord, of ex coldness, finally, I am seeing light that I need a man who is there for me for family event. It is not I alone only. We should be partners in marriage and not master and servant. There is no love in master servant relationship!
Finally, I finally decided to walk ahead and accept the new man Lord has arranged. I shall let go of old, as what Pastor Lian has preached last Sunday and accept the New. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I accept the new man you have arranged for me. I cast all strings attaching me to the old to You. By Your Blood and anointing, may You cut off anything that is still lingering with the old. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
The LOVE of GOD II
This amazing revealing of Jesus Love at the Cross and Abba Father's LOVE for us is overwhelming!!! Feasting it since Sunday night till today, I am still lingering in this Great Love! You can catch this 11am service at Lakewood Church website!
That evening, at the 8:30am service, I saw Pastor Prince was flowing in pride after the great service, on the Saturday 7pm service, which I watched online in Lakewood Church website streaming on Sunday morning before church service back in Singapore. Glory Glory!
This Saturday service was a great flow of Jesus Righteousness! I could feel Lord's movement in the church and many people's life was touched by the spirit! I saw the service rose up to a higher level after the Righteousness of God in Christ was being revealed.
However, with this success, Pastor was in joy of the good work at that 8:30am and I could not feel the spirit movement that I prayed to Lord to remove his pride and his focus on self. Nevertheleast, it was a great service for those who could not sense the spirit. Glory Glory!
Before the 11am service, I prayed to Lord to reveal His Love in fullness to the people in Lakewood and those watching it online. I even manifested the Lord hand on all the people and plea the Blood of Jesus over all of them. Wow, Lord doing mightily in the service! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The strong flow in the spirit in Pastor Prince and the strong anointing of the Spirit coming through him that I could feel this Great Love of God, Abba Father, pour out even through my computer screen!!! I am comatosed for 3 days and till today, I am still lingering in His Love. There is fresh anointing of Jesus Love and Father's Love from this sermon! Glory Glory!
Abba Father, thank You very much for using me at such a remote connection. Thank You that even I was kicked out of the service, Your 5 loaves 2 fish miracle was on the server and on the streaming that I could continue watching the service after some minutes off connection. Glory Glory!
My Father, thank You for a wealth display of Your Love! I am so pleased! May the blessing of Abraham bless Jesus Greatly and opens the way for His Coming Back to this earth! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Surely, it shall be done in the Almighty Name of JESUS!!! Amen Amen!
That evening, at the 8:30am service, I saw Pastor Prince was flowing in pride after the great service, on the Saturday 7pm service, which I watched online in Lakewood Church website streaming on Sunday morning before church service back in Singapore. Glory Glory!
This Saturday service was a great flow of Jesus Righteousness! I could feel Lord's movement in the church and many people's life was touched by the spirit! I saw the service rose up to a higher level after the Righteousness of God in Christ was being revealed.
However, with this success, Pastor was in joy of the good work at that 8:30am and I could not feel the spirit movement that I prayed to Lord to remove his pride and his focus on self. Nevertheleast, it was a great service for those who could not sense the spirit. Glory Glory!
Before the 11am service, I prayed to Lord to reveal His Love in fullness to the people in Lakewood and those watching it online. I even manifested the Lord hand on all the people and plea the Blood of Jesus over all of them. Wow, Lord doing mightily in the service! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The strong flow in the spirit in Pastor Prince and the strong anointing of the Spirit coming through him that I could feel this Great Love of God, Abba Father, pour out even through my computer screen!!! I am comatosed for 3 days and till today, I am still lingering in His Love. There is fresh anointing of Jesus Love and Father's Love from this sermon! Glory Glory!
Abba Father, thank You very much for using me at such a remote connection. Thank You that even I was kicked out of the service, Your 5 loaves 2 fish miracle was on the server and on the streaming that I could continue watching the service after some minutes off connection. Glory Glory!
My Father, thank You for a wealth display of Your Love! I am so pleased! May the blessing of Abraham bless Jesus Greatly and opens the way for His Coming Back to this earth! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Surely, it shall be done in the Almighty Name of JESUS!!! Amen Amen!
Monday, October 31, 2011
The Love of God
The love of God, so pure and full of joy. When it falls upon me, great is the joy and loveliness is Jesus being revealed. What a Sunday yesterday! I was abled to catch Pastor Prince on Saturday through TBN and the 3 services at Lakewood Church, Houston USA on Sunday. I also attending the great pouring of favour in Pastor Lian preaching back in NCC, Singapore! Glory to dancing with Lord through all the services. God is Good!
Back in 2007, when Lord shut the bible study, He gave Pastor Prince this vision of a door slightly opened and the great Glory that shone through was too much for him to see it. Lord was pushing me to start my bible reading then, but as I was rushing for the services, I could not.
In the wisdom of God, He shut down the bible study finally. Glory Glory! It is like Jonah, when Lord asked him to go deliver a message, he headed the opposite direction instead. Lord had to use a storm to rock the ship and swallow him in a whale before he finally obeyed. Yes, I too, after the bible study was shut, my heart finally quiet down to concentrate reading the bible. Glory Glory!
Through a year of reading the whole bible and then the meditating the word of Christ, I have been through many test and trials of life. Each test equiped me with greater knowledge of the goodness of God and the fearless of darkness. It was with leaning closely to Jesus bossom that I rise up higher and higher, glory to glory! Amen to the goodness of Jesus!
Since 2007 till now, Lord opens the spiritual world for me to see and I do wonder if ignorance is a blessing. This recent reveal I have to pray to Jesus to erase it from my mind and heart. As I know too much, the consciousness of darkness become bigger and Jesus become smaller. I have to pray to Lord to wash me clean with His Blood and by His Spirit, pull me close to Him again! Glory Glory!
Lord is good! Whatever request He fulfilled wonderfully. Lately, through late sleep, I have to pray to Lord to perform His miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish in my sleep that when I wake up, I am afresh again. Glory Glory! Even when I slept at 4am or even 5am once, His Miracle keeps me alert always. I am abled to wake up fully alert to get Jc ready for school at 7am. Glory Glory!
Yesterday, as I had lost my vision of the open door glory, Lord got Pastor Lian to mention it again during service. I prayed to Lord to help me restore, to grab hold of this revelation! Glory Glory! Lord put it back to my heart firmly. Glory to His Goodness.
It is good to walk closely to Lord Jesus like what John had done in the bible. Whatever secret of the Lord, I have a pretty close understanding. Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
As I walk to the final stage of this Glorious Coming Back of Jesus, I was disturbed a lot in my brain. But Lord is Good. No matter how devil tried to keep me away, Lord always clear the path to let me walk through! Glory Glory! How many times must I pray to Lord to pour the blood of Jesus into my blood and into Jc and my mum's blood. He is always faithful to fill us with enough blood. He always cleared my brain! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With 2011 ending and 2012 not far away, Lord is opening the eyes of America to His Love. He is letting many know about His Love! Glory Glory! All these conditions is necessary for Jesus coming. With all flowing in the goodness of Jesus, the coming will be made known to the fullness of the being. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As time is near, get close to Lord! Through reading the bible, you will be able to see the Goodness of God and you will know devil better. All these is important for to know how Good God is, you must know what is done by Lord and what is not done by Lord. With the full understanding, then, you could rest in peace in His bossom! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Back in 2007, when Lord shut the bible study, He gave Pastor Prince this vision of a door slightly opened and the great Glory that shone through was too much for him to see it. Lord was pushing me to start my bible reading then, but as I was rushing for the services, I could not.
In the wisdom of God, He shut down the bible study finally. Glory Glory! It is like Jonah, when Lord asked him to go deliver a message, he headed the opposite direction instead. Lord had to use a storm to rock the ship and swallow him in a whale before he finally obeyed. Yes, I too, after the bible study was shut, my heart finally quiet down to concentrate reading the bible. Glory Glory!
Through a year of reading the whole bible and then the meditating the word of Christ, I have been through many test and trials of life. Each test equiped me with greater knowledge of the goodness of God and the fearless of darkness. It was with leaning closely to Jesus bossom that I rise up higher and higher, glory to glory! Amen to the goodness of Jesus!
Since 2007 till now, Lord opens the spiritual world for me to see and I do wonder if ignorance is a blessing. This recent reveal I have to pray to Jesus to erase it from my mind and heart. As I know too much, the consciousness of darkness become bigger and Jesus become smaller. I have to pray to Lord to wash me clean with His Blood and by His Spirit, pull me close to Him again! Glory Glory!
Lord is good! Whatever request He fulfilled wonderfully. Lately, through late sleep, I have to pray to Lord to perform His miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish in my sleep that when I wake up, I am afresh again. Glory Glory! Even when I slept at 4am or even 5am once, His Miracle keeps me alert always. I am abled to wake up fully alert to get Jc ready for school at 7am. Glory Glory!
Yesterday, as I had lost my vision of the open door glory, Lord got Pastor Lian to mention it again during service. I prayed to Lord to help me restore, to grab hold of this revelation! Glory Glory! Lord put it back to my heart firmly. Glory to His Goodness.
It is good to walk closely to Lord Jesus like what John had done in the bible. Whatever secret of the Lord, I have a pretty close understanding. Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
As I walk to the final stage of this Glorious Coming Back of Jesus, I was disturbed a lot in my brain. But Lord is Good. No matter how devil tried to keep me away, Lord always clear the path to let me walk through! Glory Glory! How many times must I pray to Lord to pour the blood of Jesus into my blood and into Jc and my mum's blood. He is always faithful to fill us with enough blood. He always cleared my brain! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With 2011 ending and 2012 not far away, Lord is opening the eyes of America to His Love. He is letting many know about His Love! Glory Glory! All these conditions is necessary for Jesus coming. With all flowing in the goodness of Jesus, the coming will be made known to the fullness of the being. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As time is near, get close to Lord! Through reading the bible, you will be able to see the Goodness of God and you will know devil better. All these is important for to know how Good God is, you must know what is done by Lord and what is not done by Lord. With the full understanding, then, you could rest in peace in His bossom! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, October 28, 2011
The great Liar
Lord leads me even in boredom. Ever since I follow in His Righteousness, I was hardly bored. Recently, I was hit with a spell of boredom that I seek around the website that I used to surf, to find something interesting to kill this boredom. Haha...Lord knows how to trigger me to get the things He wanted me to learn. Glory to Him! Amen Amen!
As I looked around, there was nothing fun. Not in the forum, not in the Christian blogs, and Sid Roth weekly supernatual show, I had catched it since it was updated. So, nothing to watch nor read. I decided to go to Sid Roth past show to search, to see anything interesting.
Lord led me to listen to 2004 Surprise Sidhole, whom I had watched recent months. Then I was entriggled to watch his talk with a past witch doctor, Samuel Kanco, the 4th generation witch doctor raised by the devil, but before he was fully engaged, Lord approached him and fully delivered him. Glory to Jesus!
I watched a few more of Samuel Kanco interviewed by Sid Roth in his show and then the radio interview. From there, I have a new understanding of how the devil works as Samuel Kanco(SK) was from there previously! Glory Glory!
He was sharing a testimony of how a man of his circle was dead when he was out of town. He said that he knew the devil work and he refused to accept this death. So, he told those around to keep this man body in the mortury till his return home to Ghanga, Africa, 2 weeks later. Glory Glory!
SK shared that whenever he need to curse someone, he would go to that spirit that is responsible in that department, to do the job needed. As such all forms of sicknesses are of the spirit. Even death too. Glory Glory! Abba let me learn that SK just commanded the death spirit and it's saliva that decay the body to depart from the man (the man had died for 2 weeks and he stinked). For 7 hours, SK prayed and the man became alive again.
This story sits in me and Lord leads me to see new light into this death this morning. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! This whole world is really being happily lied by the devil and they know it not!!! Before one get old, devil get man to confess they are getting old because of their age. Then he get man to see that approach certain age, death is coming.
As man thinks and speaks it out, devil happily bring it forth and man gets old and die. This believe, think and speak, give the devil power to bring the curse into their lives. SK shared that this death is a spirit and the decay is the saliva of the spirit. Lord leads me to see there is a certain black worms that medical use to eat those rotten part of diabetic patience that operates the same way. Glory Glory!
As man think he is approaching death, devil could bring the sights on and he took the soul away, those that did not come to Christ. How he did it? He send his counterpart to manifest into man's relatives, to tempt him to go with them. When his spirit is willing, the job is done. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Why then Christian fall asleep before their time? Well, when Christian did not cling hold of the Finished Work of Christ at the Cross, and eat of His Bread of Life and drink the Blood of the Covenant, but believe in the lie of the devil, the curse is operative on those who believe so and proclaim so.
That is why Lord want us to be by faith, which means looking towards Jesus, to proclaim His Finished Work on the Cross, to make it alive in our body. As we think so and proclaim so, we received His Finished Work and His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David will be operative in our life. Glory Glory!
It's so nature to proclaim and believe about the lie because we are in this fallen world. But Child of God, you are in this world but NOT of this world!
That is why this repentent is greatly misunderstood by many Christian to confess their sins. When they look to the Cross and confess their deliverance because of the Finished Work of Christ, they are delivered. Repentent is the changing of mindset to think like Christ, to believe and speak of His Finished Work! As you think and take on this believe, Life and Wholeness springs onto you!
Abba Father, thank You for opening my eyes to see how the spiritual world works! I have been seeking since I come back to You in 2006. Thank You that as I glazed around Your Words, slowly, you revealed to me part by part how this process of life works. How spirits could lied to us. Thank You very much for this valuable lesson! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, no wonder you say in the bible that 'my people die because lack of knowledge!'
As I looked around, there was nothing fun. Not in the forum, not in the Christian blogs, and Sid Roth weekly supernatual show, I had catched it since it was updated. So, nothing to watch nor read. I decided to go to Sid Roth past show to search, to see anything interesting.
Lord led me to listen to 2004 Surprise Sidhole, whom I had watched recent months. Then I was entriggled to watch his talk with a past witch doctor, Samuel Kanco, the 4th generation witch doctor raised by the devil, but before he was fully engaged, Lord approached him and fully delivered him. Glory to Jesus!
I watched a few more of Samuel Kanco interviewed by Sid Roth in his show and then the radio interview. From there, I have a new understanding of how the devil works as Samuel Kanco(SK) was from there previously! Glory Glory!
He was sharing a testimony of how a man of his circle was dead when he was out of town. He said that he knew the devil work and he refused to accept this death. So, he told those around to keep this man body in the mortury till his return home to Ghanga, Africa, 2 weeks later. Glory Glory!
SK shared that whenever he need to curse someone, he would go to that spirit that is responsible in that department, to do the job needed. As such all forms of sicknesses are of the spirit. Even death too. Glory Glory! Abba let me learn that SK just commanded the death spirit and it's saliva that decay the body to depart from the man (the man had died for 2 weeks and he stinked). For 7 hours, SK prayed and the man became alive again.
This story sits in me and Lord leads me to see new light into this death this morning. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! This whole world is really being happily lied by the devil and they know it not!!! Before one get old, devil get man to confess they are getting old because of their age. Then he get man to see that approach certain age, death is coming.
As man thinks and speaks it out, devil happily bring it forth and man gets old and die. This believe, think and speak, give the devil power to bring the curse into their lives. SK shared that this death is a spirit and the decay is the saliva of the spirit. Lord leads me to see there is a certain black worms that medical use to eat those rotten part of diabetic patience that operates the same way. Glory Glory!
As man think he is approaching death, devil could bring the sights on and he took the soul away, those that did not come to Christ. How he did it? He send his counterpart to manifest into man's relatives, to tempt him to go with them. When his spirit is willing, the job is done. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Why then Christian fall asleep before their time? Well, when Christian did not cling hold of the Finished Work of Christ at the Cross, and eat of His Bread of Life and drink the Blood of the Covenant, but believe in the lie of the devil, the curse is operative on those who believe so and proclaim so.
That is why Lord want us to be by faith, which means looking towards Jesus, to proclaim His Finished Work on the Cross, to make it alive in our body. As we think so and proclaim so, we received His Finished Work and His Grace and the Sure Mercy of David will be operative in our life. Glory Glory!
It's so nature to proclaim and believe about the lie because we are in this fallen world. But Child of God, you are in this world but NOT of this world!
That is why this repentent is greatly misunderstood by many Christian to confess their sins. When they look to the Cross and confess their deliverance because of the Finished Work of Christ, they are delivered. Repentent is the changing of mindset to think like Christ, to believe and speak of His Finished Work! As you think and take on this believe, Life and Wholeness springs onto you!
Abba Father, thank You for opening my eyes to see how the spiritual world works! I have been seeking since I come back to You in 2006. Thank You that as I glazed around Your Words, slowly, you revealed to me part by part how this process of life works. How spirits could lied to us. Thank You very much for this valuable lesson! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, no wonder you say in the bible that 'my people die because lack of knowledge!'
Monday, October 24, 2011
Soul Wound
Do you know why Jesus come down to earth to die for us at the Cross so that Holy Spirit could come into us to dwell in our hearts? Why people likes to say wicked hearts and good hearts? And even love bank.
This life of us, from the moment we know about the world, each step we move and the life we encounter each day, our emotions goes up or down or remain still or totally dead. All these do you think it as just an expression and nothing else?
Why a lot of people get sick when they get old? Even though nowadays it is getting younger. Does sickness comes out of sudden? Is there preventive measures?
Yes, sickness spirits do come uninvited in this fallen world. Our part as a child of God is to look to Jesus Completed, Perfect Work on the Cross to claim His Deliverance, as He was judged, so we should not carry the sickness judgement anymore! By looking to Him, proclaiming His Promise, and partaking His Body and His Blood, the Holy Communion, we are made whole. Glory to Jesus!
Why Jesus bequeathed us His Shalom Peace on the last night before He went to the Cross? This Shalom Peace that reign the heart is of great importants! Glory Glory!
In the affair of the daily life, we, the children of God, are to reign in His Peace. When we are not in peace, it is important to cast to Lord, the not peace, eg, anger, regrets, guilts, condemenation etc. All these are spirits of the darkness.
When such spirit come to man, man manifested in it. Most people thought that by not bothering, the whole event will melt away. But over time, you will see yourself still dwell in the same event with the same feeling, as if you just encounter it.
The fact is, all these spirits of darkness, that leads you to manifest in a certain unhappiness, will dwell in the heart. They will not go away automatically. How you know you have them? Those events of your life that you keep talking about, yes, it means the spirit is still there in your heart! All these overtime, will build into some sicknesses and manifest out as something serious.
I could give you some examples, mum generally is a very forgiving person. But younger days, she was bullied by her mother-in-law. Yes, even though it's years ago, she talked it as if it so alive. In her old age, my mum generally is still pretty health at 70, but she had weak knees.
When I first learnt about soul wound, I and Su prayed for her and in the vision, we could see her knees capped by something that looked like strong metal that used on Robots, capping her kness. I got her to pray to Lord to take away the pain of the event and helped mum to forgive her mother-in-law whenever she mentioned it. Over time, her knees are getting stronger. She still moves around by herself and is an active lady! Glory to Jesus!
My 2nd sis's mother-in-law, has diabetic and needed to be injected daily. Her mobility is limited. She had other illnesses but these are the one I heard from sis. When Su and me prayed for her, I saw her whole body capped by the metal!!! No wonder her mobility is limited! I don't know what bitterness or hatred she faced in younger days, but surely, only Jesus could remove all these spiritual wounds. Glory Glory!
I heard about a case of a lady suffering from immunity disorder that is sensitive to lots of cloths that she could not get out of her house in USA. Before the pastor flew to pray healing for her, the pastor consulted Lord why she was so. Lord said in the bone! Pastor was thinking she was too young to have bone diease. It is on further checking the bible that realise a hurting spirit resulted it.
On reaching her house, Pastor immediately asked what had hurt her so much! She had a unforgiving spirit over the breakup with her boyfriend years ago. On forgiving her boyfriend, her sickness was healed! Glory to Jesus!
Yes, it is with the full knowledge of these spiritual wounds and also what fear, guilt and condemnation could do to a person that I choose to be forgiving and always cast my unhappiness to Jesus to remove from me that you see me not flowing in the sadness, in the pains.
If you think my flowing in love, joy and peace looked crazy and abnormal to you, I rather be so than to let the spirit of darkness hold me down. You choose your battle, I choose my peace! Our life is in our mouth and in our heart. Whatsoever you confessed, so be it!
I am glad that Lord opens the spiritual world to let me know what is harmful to man so that I need not flow in it. I am happy that Jesus went to the Cross that whatever I could not handle, He could! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This life of us, from the moment we know about the world, each step we move and the life we encounter each day, our emotions goes up or down or remain still or totally dead. All these do you think it as just an expression and nothing else?
Why a lot of people get sick when they get old? Even though nowadays it is getting younger. Does sickness comes out of sudden? Is there preventive measures?
Yes, sickness spirits do come uninvited in this fallen world. Our part as a child of God is to look to Jesus Completed, Perfect Work on the Cross to claim His Deliverance, as He was judged, so we should not carry the sickness judgement anymore! By looking to Him, proclaiming His Promise, and partaking His Body and His Blood, the Holy Communion, we are made whole. Glory to Jesus!
Why Jesus bequeathed us His Shalom Peace on the last night before He went to the Cross? This Shalom Peace that reign the heart is of great importants! Glory Glory!
In the affair of the daily life, we, the children of God, are to reign in His Peace. When we are not in peace, it is important to cast to Lord, the not peace, eg, anger, regrets, guilts, condemenation etc. All these are spirits of the darkness.
When such spirit come to man, man manifested in it. Most people thought that by not bothering, the whole event will melt away. But over time, you will see yourself still dwell in the same event with the same feeling, as if you just encounter it.
The fact is, all these spirits of darkness, that leads you to manifest in a certain unhappiness, will dwell in the heart. They will not go away automatically. How you know you have them? Those events of your life that you keep talking about, yes, it means the spirit is still there in your heart! All these overtime, will build into some sicknesses and manifest out as something serious.
I could give you some examples, mum generally is a very forgiving person. But younger days, she was bullied by her mother-in-law. Yes, even though it's years ago, she talked it as if it so alive. In her old age, my mum generally is still pretty health at 70, but she had weak knees.
When I first learnt about soul wound, I and Su prayed for her and in the vision, we could see her knees capped by something that looked like strong metal that used on Robots, capping her kness. I got her to pray to Lord to take away the pain of the event and helped mum to forgive her mother-in-law whenever she mentioned it. Over time, her knees are getting stronger. She still moves around by herself and is an active lady! Glory to Jesus!
My 2nd sis's mother-in-law, has diabetic and needed to be injected daily. Her mobility is limited. She had other illnesses but these are the one I heard from sis. When Su and me prayed for her, I saw her whole body capped by the metal!!! No wonder her mobility is limited! I don't know what bitterness or hatred she faced in younger days, but surely, only Jesus could remove all these spiritual wounds. Glory Glory!
I heard about a case of a lady suffering from immunity disorder that is sensitive to lots of cloths that she could not get out of her house in USA. Before the pastor flew to pray healing for her, the pastor consulted Lord why she was so. Lord said in the bone! Pastor was thinking she was too young to have bone diease. It is on further checking the bible that realise a hurting spirit resulted it.
On reaching her house, Pastor immediately asked what had hurt her so much! She had a unforgiving spirit over the breakup with her boyfriend years ago. On forgiving her boyfriend, her sickness was healed! Glory to Jesus!
Yes, it is with the full knowledge of these spiritual wounds and also what fear, guilt and condemnation could do to a person that I choose to be forgiving and always cast my unhappiness to Jesus to remove from me that you see me not flowing in the sadness, in the pains.
If you think my flowing in love, joy and peace looked crazy and abnormal to you, I rather be so than to let the spirit of darkness hold me down. You choose your battle, I choose my peace! Our life is in our mouth and in our heart. Whatsoever you confessed, so be it!
I am glad that Lord opens the spiritual world to let me know what is harmful to man so that I need not flow in it. I am happy that Jesus went to the Cross that whatever I could not handle, He could! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
The Agony of Helplessness
Recently, I received a message, this person said since God told me about C's death date, I should not be surprised. She even called me a moron! I wondered who is the real moron!
It is not a fun job to know that death is hanging upon someone I know and there is nothing I could do to help. This is the agongy when Lord revealed something to me and yet I could do nothing!!!
In this world, there is such thing call spiritual authority. Each of us has our Authority and then it's our spouse, kids, parents, siblings etc, that's how the ranking goes. This is important when requesting prayer. If no authority is given, then no matter how, the prayer could not go through.
Years ago, dad was facing death and I plea with him to speak a word of faith in Christ but he refused. I was wondering why he could not recieve his healing? Then recently I read a testimony and could see the reaction of someone who believe is Jesus Christ and could get healed. Compared to this lady who is healed, dad really did not operate in the same spirit of believe as her.
For him, when he was able, he is into pride, more of if want come and heal. You heal I will see. After his death, mum revealed that dad only want to make use of Jesus for healing and then would go back to his idols. As his heart wasn't really trusting in Jesus, but wanting to 'make use' of Jesus for this purpose only, he could not sincerely come to Christ. Even when Lord was right at the door, he did not receive his healing. I, his daughter, could not over-ride his will, his spiritual authority.
However, I praised Jesus that even in his disbelieve, Lord had opened a Sunday months earlier for him to accept Christ, so he is in heaven now. This is what pleased me too, that he is in a better place. Praise to Jesus Grace and Mercy of David!
The next news I heard about is a distance cousin facing cancer threat and Lord told me his life is in danger and told me to pray for him. As we hardly ever contact through the years, only through my aunt, I managed to talk to his sister, but the sister said her brother was responding well to the treatment and just left a course. As the sister did not bother much, I also forget about it. A month later, his death was told by mum to me. I was feeling what a waste of chance for health because of the sister.
I was glad that when Lord revealed about nephew, 2nd sis believed and brought him for prayer by me and my sis, Su. I saw a demon as big as him, orange colour, sat up from his body and departed. Nephew is still alive and good! Glory to Jesus!
For C, 2 years plus, when her news was in the paper, Lord gave Su an image of a lady carrying a body that was totally out. I interpreted the vision as C was very sick but still curable by Lord. I didn't know Lord actually was showing me and Su about no chance of cure.
It's through this vision that I am afraid she might get there, so always sent post in C's blog about such a day and hope the people involved would give me a chance, the spiritual authority, to pray healing for her. As it never come, I have no choice but in agony that such a day as Lord showed might come. As the people closest to her always have great expectation that she would be well, I finally let go as I know there are still many saints praying for her.
I am not looking for that particular day, so, I won't know when. Lord did not tell me a specific day. This is because, life and death is in our mouth. In Psalm 91:16 Lord said 'With long life will I satisfy him...' So, how long we want to live, we proclaim.
For dad, I was holding to his being alive for Jesus Glory, but he was looking towards death. That fateful morning, Lord told me to let go. I was crying as I let go. Hours later, dad passed away! Just like C's mummy, when she prayed for Heaven to take her away, she gave the authority for them to do so, Lord said angel brought her back to heaven. Praise Jesus!
One thing man must know, devil has no authority over us, but we have. Whatsoever we proclaim, it shall be. It's a matter of time when such happens. When I know about the impending death, I am not happy at all, I felt sad that I could do nothing to help them. But I am glad that Jesus Grace is so Great that young children automatically go back to Him and He led dad to accept Him 1 Sunday morning so that he could go Heaven too! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is not a fun job to know that death is hanging upon someone I know and there is nothing I could do to help. This is the agongy when Lord revealed something to me and yet I could do nothing!!!
In this world, there is such thing call spiritual authority. Each of us has our Authority and then it's our spouse, kids, parents, siblings etc, that's how the ranking goes. This is important when requesting prayer. If no authority is given, then no matter how, the prayer could not go through.
Years ago, dad was facing death and I plea with him to speak a word of faith in Christ but he refused. I was wondering why he could not recieve his healing? Then recently I read a testimony and could see the reaction of someone who believe is Jesus Christ and could get healed. Compared to this lady who is healed, dad really did not operate in the same spirit of believe as her.
For him, when he was able, he is into pride, more of if want come and heal. You heal I will see. After his death, mum revealed that dad only want to make use of Jesus for healing and then would go back to his idols. As his heart wasn't really trusting in Jesus, but wanting to 'make use' of Jesus for this purpose only, he could not sincerely come to Christ. Even when Lord was right at the door, he did not receive his healing. I, his daughter, could not over-ride his will, his spiritual authority.
However, I praised Jesus that even in his disbelieve, Lord had opened a Sunday months earlier for him to accept Christ, so he is in heaven now. This is what pleased me too, that he is in a better place. Praise to Jesus Grace and Mercy of David!
The next news I heard about is a distance cousin facing cancer threat and Lord told me his life is in danger and told me to pray for him. As we hardly ever contact through the years, only through my aunt, I managed to talk to his sister, but the sister said her brother was responding well to the treatment and just left a course. As the sister did not bother much, I also forget about it. A month later, his death was told by mum to me. I was feeling what a waste of chance for health because of the sister.
I was glad that when Lord revealed about nephew, 2nd sis believed and brought him for prayer by me and my sis, Su. I saw a demon as big as him, orange colour, sat up from his body and departed. Nephew is still alive and good! Glory to Jesus!
For C, 2 years plus, when her news was in the paper, Lord gave Su an image of a lady carrying a body that was totally out. I interpreted the vision as C was very sick but still curable by Lord. I didn't know Lord actually was showing me and Su about no chance of cure.
It's through this vision that I am afraid she might get there, so always sent post in C's blog about such a day and hope the people involved would give me a chance, the spiritual authority, to pray healing for her. As it never come, I have no choice but in agony that such a day as Lord showed might come. As the people closest to her always have great expectation that she would be well, I finally let go as I know there are still many saints praying for her.
I am not looking for that particular day, so, I won't know when. Lord did not tell me a specific day. This is because, life and death is in our mouth. In Psalm 91:16 Lord said 'With long life will I satisfy him...' So, how long we want to live, we proclaim.
For dad, I was holding to his being alive for Jesus Glory, but he was looking towards death. That fateful morning, Lord told me to let go. I was crying as I let go. Hours later, dad passed away! Just like C's mummy, when she prayed for Heaven to take her away, she gave the authority for them to do so, Lord said angel brought her back to heaven. Praise Jesus!
One thing man must know, devil has no authority over us, but we have. Whatsoever we proclaim, it shall be. It's a matter of time when such happens. When I know about the impending death, I am not happy at all, I felt sad that I could do nothing to help them. But I am glad that Jesus Grace is so Great that young children automatically go back to Him and He led dad to accept Him 1 Sunday morning so that he could go Heaven too! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The Man in My Life
Ever since the talk of the divorce, it has been toggling between my ex and the new man. Someone was looking at my Marriage Revival post in September that I went there to read too. As I see what Lord had told me than and the recent post, I was wondering about who I will have in future and Lord revealed to me in my meditation.
Many a time, Lord knows what best for us, but as our heart is not ready to accept His Plan, He don't mind giving way to our choice. It might not be the best choice but as we wanted, He will bless anyway. That is why, my post about the man in my life is always toggle between ex and the new man as how my heart flows.
In September, Lord knows that partly, I am going through the linggering process and also Jc keeps wanting me and her daddy to be together again, I have been holding this hope of having him back. As I hope so, Lord let ex see a change in my sexuality area so that whatever that was unhappy about me to him, it is cleared.
However, even though the problem is solved, ex preferred the greener and younger grass out there. He felt that since the choice is abundance out there, he need not limit his choice to take back the older me, as compared to those willing younger girls. As he rejected me, Lord take that as a no go.
That's why He leads me through the process of a full let go. Yes, I too, could see it was an end of road for me and ex. His heart is into looking for younger girls. As such, the timming is just right for Lord to lead me to a clean ending. Glory to Jesus!
With this heart dead for ex, now Lord could bring His Choice over. The following is what He told me:
Lord:
'My beloved, my darling, surely Abba will bring the new man to you. In September, I give P the chance, but since he give up, I have dropped him. So, you shall meet the new guy. He will definitely be a better husband for you. I really have planned him for you.
But your heart preferred P, so I gave him a chance. But since he rejected, I will bring My Choice to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, surely you will love this man. You will realise what you missed from your relationship with P. Abba surely knows what's in your heart and I have your interest at hand. This man I specially prepared for you! Surely he and you match well. Both will be happy. Glory Glory!'
'My beloved, my darling, abba has selected a very fine man for you. Surely you will be happy with My Choice. It is made in Heaven. He has waited many years for you too. Abba will arrange you both to meet each other next year. Surely you will fall in love with him. I will bath you in his love. Surely Jc will enjoy his company so much that she agree to your marriage to him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
End
As at now, I have no more hope for ex anymore. My heart is finally dead to him. I totally don't bother about him anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for taking good care of me. Glory to You! Amen Amen!
Many a time, Lord knows what best for us, but as our heart is not ready to accept His Plan, He don't mind giving way to our choice. It might not be the best choice but as we wanted, He will bless anyway. That is why, my post about the man in my life is always toggle between ex and the new man as how my heart flows.
In September, Lord knows that partly, I am going through the linggering process and also Jc keeps wanting me and her daddy to be together again, I have been holding this hope of having him back. As I hope so, Lord let ex see a change in my sexuality area so that whatever that was unhappy about me to him, it is cleared.
However, even though the problem is solved, ex preferred the greener and younger grass out there. He felt that since the choice is abundance out there, he need not limit his choice to take back the older me, as compared to those willing younger girls. As he rejected me, Lord take that as a no go.
That's why He leads me through the process of a full let go. Yes, I too, could see it was an end of road for me and ex. His heart is into looking for younger girls. As such, the timming is just right for Lord to lead me to a clean ending. Glory to Jesus!
With this heart dead for ex, now Lord could bring His Choice over. The following is what He told me:
Lord:
'My beloved, my darling, surely Abba will bring the new man to you. In September, I give P the chance, but since he give up, I have dropped him. So, you shall meet the new guy. He will definitely be a better husband for you. I really have planned him for you.
But your heart preferred P, so I gave him a chance. But since he rejected, I will bring My Choice to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, surely you will love this man. You will realise what you missed from your relationship with P. Abba surely knows what's in your heart and I have your interest at hand. This man I specially prepared for you! Surely he and you match well. Both will be happy. Glory Glory!'
'My beloved, my darling, abba has selected a very fine man for you. Surely you will be happy with My Choice. It is made in Heaven. He has waited many years for you too. Abba will arrange you both to meet each other next year. Surely you will fall in love with him. I will bath you in his love. Surely Jc will enjoy his company so much that she agree to your marriage to him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
End
As at now, I have no more hope for ex anymore. My heart is finally dead to him. I totally don't bother about him anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for taking good care of me. Glory to You! Amen Amen!
Friday, October 21, 2011
The New Begining
What a way to see today, with Jc crying from the 'Holloween' party fear that a friend's dad put on a scary mask to scare lots of little children, even his own baby daughter, to know about Yue Yue, the 2 years old knocked down by 2 vehicles and nobody cares to just moment ago, visited Charmaine's blog and realised she is gone too. So much happen in the night when Lord leads me to walk fully in His Path!
Since last week, He already started this working in my heart to let go of ex. It all tiggered when I joked to ex that he is going international in his pursue of girls, from his ex-gf from Korean to me, the ex-wife from Singapore, to the last girlfriend from Indonesia to the current one from Malaysia. Then I was commenting previously he denied me asian restaurants dining but went with others now. He shot back that even with me, he did that, just that not with me.
The coldest of his treatment of me, which I had forgotten, runs down my spine. Lord leads me to set up a 'Live Traffic Feed' as I have been wondering why there is a surge in people visiting my blog lately. I saw this person checking out my old post and I wondered what it was. It was another refusal of request by ex. Lord leads me to experience the coldest and He worked it in me to finally come to realise, I shall have a clean cut with him forever!
Before today, I was still tracking his life from his facebook. That's how I found out of his previous girlfriend and the latest one. Finally, Lord let me see it is not worth my effort anymore. He let me see that I am better off without him than with him. So, finally, I made the descision to let go fully and prayed to Lord to help me do it. Glory Glory!
If you wonder why Lord love me so much, as you could see, my endurance and my holding to a love is that long! Even when I could not get any favour from ex. So, this love towards Lord, how much more I would as He is always there for me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord also leads Jc to see the deadly situation of not learning knowledge. He showed her by pointing to those lifeless patients Jc saw when she went hospital to visit my dad years back. She was disturbed by their deadly posture, twisted in a certain way and lifeless.
Lord used them to teach her, if she does not learn, the brain will be dead, just like this group of patient, Lord asked her what life is there in them? They are alive and yet they look dead, not even a movement. That's how scary they are. I didn't know such condition exist till I visited my dad in the hospital. I saw death everywhere!
Lord said both of us are now on His Path, His Plan of prospering. He said that He will prosper us in all areas beyong recognision! I am looking forward to the new begining. Glory Glory!
Lord said I always said He is the IMPossible, which is I AM Possible! So, since it looked as if an impossible situation, I know in Christ, it is possible. I shall see it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Since last week, He already started this working in my heart to let go of ex. It all tiggered when I joked to ex that he is going international in his pursue of girls, from his ex-gf from Korean to me, the ex-wife from Singapore, to the last girlfriend from Indonesia to the current one from Malaysia. Then I was commenting previously he denied me asian restaurants dining but went with others now. He shot back that even with me, he did that, just that not with me.
The coldest of his treatment of me, which I had forgotten, runs down my spine. Lord leads me to set up a 'Live Traffic Feed' as I have been wondering why there is a surge in people visiting my blog lately. I saw this person checking out my old post and I wondered what it was. It was another refusal of request by ex. Lord leads me to experience the coldest and He worked it in me to finally come to realise, I shall have a clean cut with him forever!
Before today, I was still tracking his life from his facebook. That's how I found out of his previous girlfriend and the latest one. Finally, Lord let me see it is not worth my effort anymore. He let me see that I am better off without him than with him. So, finally, I made the descision to let go fully and prayed to Lord to help me do it. Glory Glory!
If you wonder why Lord love me so much, as you could see, my endurance and my holding to a love is that long! Even when I could not get any favour from ex. So, this love towards Lord, how much more I would as He is always there for me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord also leads Jc to see the deadly situation of not learning knowledge. He showed her by pointing to those lifeless patients Jc saw when she went hospital to visit my dad years back. She was disturbed by their deadly posture, twisted in a certain way and lifeless.
Lord used them to teach her, if she does not learn, the brain will be dead, just like this group of patient, Lord asked her what life is there in them? They are alive and yet they look dead, not even a movement. That's how scary they are. I didn't know such condition exist till I visited my dad in the hospital. I saw death everywhere!
Lord said both of us are now on His Path, His Plan of prospering. He said that He will prosper us in all areas beyong recognision! I am looking forward to the new begining. Glory Glory!
Lord said I always said He is the IMPossible, which is I AM Possible! So, since it looked as if an impossible situation, I know in Christ, it is possible. I shall see it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
The Training of the Lord
My beloved, Abba is so pleased that you have come a long way with ME. Many don't understand, why you have such great favour with ME, but I will reveal to them. Post what I have told you this morning through your meditation. They will realise where they have missed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, as You have commanded, so here is the meditations:
Lord:
'My beloved, my love, surely you are My Beloved. Even now you could see, many child of God thought they know a lot and want to be that great preacher. But few come close to ME to let ME goes through. This is the BIGGEST HEADACHE I faced in the BODY of CHRIST, Self-Righteousness!
That is why it is hard for ME to find someone who can let ME come through. Even though your scriptures are not there, you did not glorify in self. That is why I can come fully through you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my darling, you have let ME shine in My Glory! Abba has set you apart. Surely what I could do through you shines brightly. All those who thought they are so smart will wonder where they have missed out. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, Abba will be showing Great Signs and Wonders through you. Abba is glad you survive the onslaught of the righteous. Abba is glad that you passed it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'My beloved, surely you will be able to survive this 1500 years. Abba is so glad that you survived. Surely many will wonder why. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my darling, you see, there is a large pool of the body of Christ. But I have seek the heart of many. I have tested each of them in the affair of the day as I have tested you!
Of all of you, only you looked fully to Jesus for deliverance and to cast the whole of yourself to Me, to let ME come through. Abba has given the timeline in 2004. I have gone through many rounds of selection.
However, sad to say, not one worthy to answer my call. Even though you see that I raise many healers in the recent years, but none of them is as great as Kathryn Kuhlman!
Many before they are ready, they run out like a horse. They are too impatient to continue to sit by My Feet to continue the journey of feeding. That is why, you see different level of healing. It all based on how closely they have walked with ME!
Abba is glad that you let ME take control. You did not rush ME. I am very pleased. Glory Glory! Surely this journey out, many will see a different anointing through you. Glory Glory! Surely this is the End Time manifestation. Abba will surely bring you to heal many. Glory Glory! Amen Amen.'
End!
Abba Father, I thank You for Your Grace and the Sure Mercy of David that is assisting me and blessing me. I thank You for all the Grace You render to me as I looked to Jesus! Glory to You that You are a Faithful God. Abba Father, I am so glad to be Your Beloved Daughter! I am greatly honoured! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
21/10/2011 2:18am:
Abba Father, thank You very much for leading me to see clearly of ex. I thank You from the bottom of my heart for this new lease of Life. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
If you wonder what I am talking, Lord finally leads me to fully given up on ex. He leads me to see through and through of him and used him and a 2008 posting about him to show me the coldness of him towards me. With this, I prayed to Lord to help me to fully let go of him and yes, I have deleted him from my facebook! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord really knows time will heals. The previous time, because of my anger for ex, He still said He is leading him back. Today, finally He said, a new man as His Original Plan, will come into my life and said that I have come to my sense! Glory Glory!
Abba Father, as You have commanded, so here is the meditations:
Lord:
'My beloved, my love, surely you are My Beloved. Even now you could see, many child of God thought they know a lot and want to be that great preacher. But few come close to ME to let ME goes through. This is the BIGGEST HEADACHE I faced in the BODY of CHRIST, Self-Righteousness!
That is why it is hard for ME to find someone who can let ME come through. Even though your scriptures are not there, you did not glorify in self. That is why I can come fully through you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my darling, you have let ME shine in My Glory! Abba has set you apart. Surely what I could do through you shines brightly. All those who thought they are so smart will wonder where they have missed out. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, Abba will be showing Great Signs and Wonders through you. Abba is glad you survive the onslaught of the righteous. Abba is glad that you passed it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'My beloved, surely you will be able to survive this 1500 years. Abba is so glad that you survived. Surely many will wonder why. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my darling, you see, there is a large pool of the body of Christ. But I have seek the heart of many. I have tested each of them in the affair of the day as I have tested you!
Of all of you, only you looked fully to Jesus for deliverance and to cast the whole of yourself to Me, to let ME come through. Abba has given the timeline in 2004. I have gone through many rounds of selection.
However, sad to say, not one worthy to answer my call. Even though you see that I raise many healers in the recent years, but none of them is as great as Kathryn Kuhlman!
Many before they are ready, they run out like a horse. They are too impatient to continue to sit by My Feet to continue the journey of feeding. That is why, you see different level of healing. It all based on how closely they have walked with ME!
Abba is glad that you let ME take control. You did not rush ME. I am very pleased. Glory Glory! Surely this journey out, many will see a different anointing through you. Glory Glory! Surely this is the End Time manifestation. Abba will surely bring you to heal many. Glory Glory! Amen Amen.'
End!
Abba Father, I thank You for Your Grace and the Sure Mercy of David that is assisting me and blessing me. I thank You for all the Grace You render to me as I looked to Jesus! Glory to You that You are a Faithful God. Abba Father, I am so glad to be Your Beloved Daughter! I am greatly honoured! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
21/10/2011 2:18am:
Abba Father, thank You very much for leading me to see clearly of ex. I thank You from the bottom of my heart for this new lease of Life. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
If you wonder what I am talking, Lord finally leads me to fully given up on ex. He leads me to see through and through of him and used him and a 2008 posting about him to show me the coldness of him towards me. With this, I prayed to Lord to help me to fully let go of him and yes, I have deleted him from my facebook! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord really knows time will heals. The previous time, because of my anger for ex, He still said He is leading him back. Today, finally He said, a new man as His Original Plan, will come into my life and said that I have come to my sense! Glory Glory!
Monday, October 17, 2011
The Love of A Father
Glory Glory! After so long of flowing back to the natural, I found my Father's Love again and it is good. Through the teaching of the pull pit of NCC, I have known about Abba Father Love. This is the love that keeps drawing me to Him to receive His Words and Walk His Path.
From the deep sinking into the spiritual realm, reading His Words, Hearing His Sermons and Meditating His Words, I have surfaced from it all to walk back to the natural realm. I found myself totally weird to a forum with the great forgiveness that Lord has given me. I found myself rejected in offering healing with warning, I am glad that today I found great company in the bible. :) Glory to Jesus!
Due to the sin of Israel, Elijah commanded no rain at his word. Lord even called this praying earnestly! Israel suffered and in the 3rd year, Lord asked Elijah to meet King Ahab.
1 King 18:17 'When he (Ahab) saw Elijah, he said to him, “Is that you, you troubler of Israel?”'
1 King 18:18 '”I have not made trouble for Israel,” Elijah replied. “But you and your father's family have. You have abandoned the Lord's commands and have followed the Baals (idols).”'
I feel so happy that I am not the only one wrongly accused. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Recently, in face book, this child of God keep on mentioning 1 John 1:9. As I could not convinced him, I decided to go to the Lord to meditate this verse. This is what Lord revealed:
Lord:
'My beloved, Abba is very pleased that you want to find the truth of this verse. Yes, Abba has fully removed all your sins. When man fallen from Grace, they just have to confess that this sin is judged in the body of Jesus, just like what you always did. I am faithful to remove from you. That's the meaning of this verse. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
However, even after I post this revelation on the thread, this child of God still emphasized on 1 John 1:9. I was wondering in my walk all these 5 years, what that leads me to walk so close to Jesus and to flow in His Grace and all the sinful nature dropped off one by one. I was not even conscious of them.
Last night, another child of God in the facebook posted Pastor Prince sermon, 'See the Fathers Love for you'. There is a part 1 and a part 2, it's 2 full sermons actually. I was attentively captured by this Father's Love again and watching the part 2 today, I flow back to Abba Father Great Love again. Glory Glory!
Yes, in this world, lots of temptation. It is hard to resist it. I thank Lord that for the past 4+ years, by His Grace, I sink into His Great Grace and fully submerge in His Teaching. During that period, from wake up to sleep, it's about looking to Him and listening to Him and talking to Him. No television, not much surfing and only talking about Him even when not with Him. This Great Grace has transformed me!
Sunday, after church service, I was heading towards the Marina Square food court and I prayed to Lord for a empty seat for me. I saw one, in fact, that 2 rows of tables parallel to each other were all church people, from the same care group, I guess. In their great laughter and jokes, mind you, not youngster, but well grown men and women. I was feeling I am from another realm. Totally, I could not sense their ways at all, even though I was sitting and facing a lady that talked and laugh loudly.
This is what Lord revealed when I was meditating:
Lord:
'This walk is pretty lonely walk. I could see you are not easy with people. Abba will lead you to shine in fullness of the Glory! This is my leading away from the sinful nature. I let you sit there to see how much you are with me. The effect of my spirit touching you. Even though they are my children, they dwell in the natural. I let you see you have shifted away from it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
I am glad that Lord leads me to grow in His Love and be with Him fully. Sinful natural, man's effort, just sound uncomfortable to me. Now I know that those that emphasize so much on it is because, they don't know about their Father love them so much, that by embracing the Father's Love, sin automatically drop off. His Yoke is Light! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
From the deep sinking into the spiritual realm, reading His Words, Hearing His Sermons and Meditating His Words, I have surfaced from it all to walk back to the natural realm. I found myself totally weird to a forum with the great forgiveness that Lord has given me. I found myself rejected in offering healing with warning, I am glad that today I found great company in the bible. :) Glory to Jesus!
Due to the sin of Israel, Elijah commanded no rain at his word. Lord even called this praying earnestly! Israel suffered and in the 3rd year, Lord asked Elijah to meet King Ahab.
1 King 18:17 'When he (Ahab) saw Elijah, he said to him, “Is that you, you troubler of Israel?”'
1 King 18:18 '”I have not made trouble for Israel,” Elijah replied. “But you and your father's family have. You have abandoned the Lord's commands and have followed the Baals (idols).”'
I feel so happy that I am not the only one wrongly accused. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Recently, in face book, this child of God keep on mentioning 1 John 1:9. As I could not convinced him, I decided to go to the Lord to meditate this verse. This is what Lord revealed:
Lord:
'My beloved, Abba is very pleased that you want to find the truth of this verse. Yes, Abba has fully removed all your sins. When man fallen from Grace, they just have to confess that this sin is judged in the body of Jesus, just like what you always did. I am faithful to remove from you. That's the meaning of this verse. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
However, even after I post this revelation on the thread, this child of God still emphasized on 1 John 1:9. I was wondering in my walk all these 5 years, what that leads me to walk so close to Jesus and to flow in His Grace and all the sinful nature dropped off one by one. I was not even conscious of them.
Last night, another child of God in the facebook posted Pastor Prince sermon, 'See the Fathers Love for you'. There is a part 1 and a part 2, it's 2 full sermons actually. I was attentively captured by this Father's Love again and watching the part 2 today, I flow back to Abba Father Great Love again. Glory Glory!
Yes, in this world, lots of temptation. It is hard to resist it. I thank Lord that for the past 4+ years, by His Grace, I sink into His Great Grace and fully submerge in His Teaching. During that period, from wake up to sleep, it's about looking to Him and listening to Him and talking to Him. No television, not much surfing and only talking about Him even when not with Him. This Great Grace has transformed me!
Sunday, after church service, I was heading towards the Marina Square food court and I prayed to Lord for a empty seat for me. I saw one, in fact, that 2 rows of tables parallel to each other were all church people, from the same care group, I guess. In their great laughter and jokes, mind you, not youngster, but well grown men and women. I was feeling I am from another realm. Totally, I could not sense their ways at all, even though I was sitting and facing a lady that talked and laugh loudly.
This is what Lord revealed when I was meditating:
Lord:
'This walk is pretty lonely walk. I could see you are not easy with people. Abba will lead you to shine in fullness of the Glory! This is my leading away from the sinful nature. I let you sit there to see how much you are with me. The effect of my spirit touching you. Even though they are my children, they dwell in the natural. I let you see you have shifted away from it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
I am glad that Lord leads me to grow in His Love and be with Him fully. Sinful natural, man's effort, just sound uncomfortable to me. Now I know that those that emphasize so much on it is because, they don't know about their Father love them so much, that by embracing the Father's Love, sin automatically drop off. His Yoke is Light! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, October 13, 2011
The Getting Ready of the Church
Recently, at youtube, I watched 'The Wake-Up Call – Kenneth Copeland, Oral Roberts and Richard Roberts'. From this series, I realised Lord had informed them of His 2nd coming home way back in 2004. Counting the number of years, this is the 7 years since that wake up call! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
At that service, Lord showed something coming down from Heaven, down to New York city, but did not touch the ground and then to the whole of America, and then to the nations. This something Oral Robert described it as smoke, vapour and blood. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was surprised that Lord at 2004 already seeking for someone He could come through for this Jesus 2nd coming. I was surprised that He found no one faithful and obedience for Him to trust. I was surprised that Richard Robert mentioned about now, have to get into obedience.
I was wonder, har? He took over from his dad and yet, have not been obedience till Lord wake-up call???!!! I am glad that the Fridays service, they interpreted it from sin punishment to Grace. Glory Glory! From Kenneth Copeland recent preaching, he did come closer in line with Lord's moment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am sorry that I have to say this, not about pride, just feel a bit sorry for Lord! As you all know, I accepted Christ in last quarter of 2006. That's about 2 years later from that wake-up call. I mean, around the world, so many Christians, there is no one that walk closely to Lord and listen to His voice and do not flow in self? Someone that Lord could use?
You know, when Lord wanted to rise me up, I was questioning Him. Isn't there pastors in church or any where around the world, so many Christians, is there anyone He could use? Why me? I actually do not want to take on the job initially. I even delayed my bible reading when Lord told me to finish the whole bible. My reasoning was very simple, if I will be very busy in future, better delay a bit to enjoy my personal time at home longer. Haha....
Lord is so faithful, even I read so slowly, my brother-in-law who accepted Christ a year later than me, had read the bible 3 times faster than me!!! Lord is faithfully waiting for me. Glory Glory! He knows I was distracted by chasing after His Sermons week after week that He decided to stop the bible study in NCC so that I could calm down to start my bible reading. Glory Glory! That's how Great Abba will do for me, when my heart is all about Him!
Pastor Prince said that we must have a good opinion of God, and that was what I agreed upon and decided to change my opinion of God! Glory Glory! Each reveal in church, is about changing my mindset to walk in line with what is revealed. This is the walking closer and closer to Jesus!
As I see nothing good about myself, Lord filled me with Him that I no more feel so. I know that's not me but Him, the Almighty One! Each walk in His Faith, He slowly revealed more and more of Him to me. Each walk closer and closer, the anointing get stronger and stronger.
I could see many don't understand this anointing, basically, it is Lord coming through more and more until, He could get out to my body and be me or chose to hide in the spirit or soul realm and let me talk as myself even though He is the one pumping the information. I am just the secretary! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is interesting to see Lord's latest testing of me. It's is no more about emotional break down, but more of people's comment, blessing others etc. Glory Glory! All these are training me the fine tune of myself, I know that. I give Glory to Him!
As time is getting closer, and yet I don't know when, I do hope all children of God start walking closer to Lord! The closer you walk, it's the heaven on earth living that He will bless. He is such a Great Abba, He will not short-change any child that is keen in Him! Glory Glory!
I could hear from different pastors sermons that there is more from the Lord, but how many are keen to walk with Him to receive it? This end time, Lord is bringing many back to His Garden of Eden, where there is no decay in it. I am glad I am moving into it. Are you?
At that service, Lord showed something coming down from Heaven, down to New York city, but did not touch the ground and then to the whole of America, and then to the nations. This something Oral Robert described it as smoke, vapour and blood. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was surprised that Lord at 2004 already seeking for someone He could come through for this Jesus 2nd coming. I was surprised that He found no one faithful and obedience for Him to trust. I was surprised that Richard Robert mentioned about now, have to get into obedience.
I was wonder, har? He took over from his dad and yet, have not been obedience till Lord wake-up call???!!! I am glad that the Fridays service, they interpreted it from sin punishment to Grace. Glory Glory! From Kenneth Copeland recent preaching, he did come closer in line with Lord's moment. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am sorry that I have to say this, not about pride, just feel a bit sorry for Lord! As you all know, I accepted Christ in last quarter of 2006. That's about 2 years later from that wake-up call. I mean, around the world, so many Christians, there is no one that walk closely to Lord and listen to His voice and do not flow in self? Someone that Lord could use?
You know, when Lord wanted to rise me up, I was questioning Him. Isn't there pastors in church or any where around the world, so many Christians, is there anyone He could use? Why me? I actually do not want to take on the job initially. I even delayed my bible reading when Lord told me to finish the whole bible. My reasoning was very simple, if I will be very busy in future, better delay a bit to enjoy my personal time at home longer. Haha....
Lord is so faithful, even I read so slowly, my brother-in-law who accepted Christ a year later than me, had read the bible 3 times faster than me!!! Lord is faithfully waiting for me. Glory Glory! He knows I was distracted by chasing after His Sermons week after week that He decided to stop the bible study in NCC so that I could calm down to start my bible reading. Glory Glory! That's how Great Abba will do for me, when my heart is all about Him!
Pastor Prince said that we must have a good opinion of God, and that was what I agreed upon and decided to change my opinion of God! Glory Glory! Each reveal in church, is about changing my mindset to walk in line with what is revealed. This is the walking closer and closer to Jesus!
As I see nothing good about myself, Lord filled me with Him that I no more feel so. I know that's not me but Him, the Almighty One! Each walk in His Faith, He slowly revealed more and more of Him to me. Each walk closer and closer, the anointing get stronger and stronger.
I could see many don't understand this anointing, basically, it is Lord coming through more and more until, He could get out to my body and be me or chose to hide in the spirit or soul realm and let me talk as myself even though He is the one pumping the information. I am just the secretary! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is interesting to see Lord's latest testing of me. It's is no more about emotional break down, but more of people's comment, blessing others etc. Glory Glory! All these are training me the fine tune of myself, I know that. I give Glory to Him!
As time is getting closer, and yet I don't know when, I do hope all children of God start walking closer to Lord! The closer you walk, it's the heaven on earth living that He will bless. He is such a Great Abba, He will not short-change any child that is keen in Him! Glory Glory!
I could hear from different pastors sermons that there is more from the Lord, but how many are keen to walk with Him to receive it? This end time, Lord is bringing many back to His Garden of Eden, where there is no decay in it. I am glad I am moving into it. Are you?
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