The Glory of Lord Jesus

Yesterday was so surreal that till now it still feel like a dream to me. But the spiritual world is so real that those who knows it plays to their maximum benefit. I just realised this last night. I am just an weaker lady between man n woman and just a plain housewife, who believes in all that Lord Jesus tells me in the bible. My aim is just to keep my family safe and sound. This seem so simple, but with the recent crisis, I realised that it was never so simple, it's simple in Lord Jesus, but hell lot of work for a plain man.

On Saturday, I was sharing with my 2nd sis, C, and mum about what S had done on hubby. Mum told me that is casting 'kong', the Asian spiritual manipulation on a human to listen to your command or to let them suffer. C was telling me that those who play with spirits to gain in money and status, their hearts are wild. They have gain many success and so their greed and evil grows over time. When I heard this, I was half believe, never did I expect to face challenges the next day. Guess Lord is getting me ready for it.

Sunday morning I prayed my usual list of prayer, to protect my home and my family. Nothing unusual happen. I've even gone to church early that I could go collect my pants that was sent for alteration. Things was normal till I got off the shuttle bus, the step was a tiny 2-3 cm different that I could not possibly fell, but I did. I was wondering how I managed when I was assisted up. Lord revealed last night I was being pushed.

On the way home after church, I did not find anything weird, but found a motor cycle horned as he and the bus I was traveling were coming too close to each other. It was that moment that Lord suddenly come strongly to pray in the spirit. Praise the Lord that now I am body, soul and spirit in one with Him that He could come through me easily, as and when needed.

After that afternoon attack, I thought with that lost, half the strength of S's spirits, I thought he would suffer his lost and go away. Lord shared that he sent 200 spirits to me with the intention to manipulate the traffic and hoping I will be killed in the process. Praise the Lord, who is my Protector and He keeps me in His bossom. The fall has caused some of my joints to ache a tiny bit and I was purely very tired that I was lazy to pray my prayers. I thought I just place the house and my family in Jesus, thank the Lord and then going to sleep around 1+am.

But life is not so simple when someone is out to hunt you down. As I lay down and close my eyes, I could see vision of an army of Chinese baby dressed, with apron in front of them, the spirits coming towards me. I could feel disturb coming on. I was praying to Lord that I trusted His blood covenant and His protection in Psalm 91, I pray to Lord to cover me with His feathers. Guess I was not in peace and nothing works. Lord wants me to get up to pray.

I could sense the attacks coming, so I decided to manifest the Lord's hand and plea the blood around home and family. Guess this was not enough to get the attacks away. By nature, I am a lazy person when come attacking people. Even when I learnt TKD and need to spar with friends, usually I only defend, I don't attack unnecessary. That's how lazy I am. People don't touch me, I won't touch them. Like S, even with the afternoon attack, I am willing to let it go and leave it as that.

Lord told me that he sent another 50 spirits to attack me, thinking I was sleeping so easier to deal with. Lord is faithful, that's all I can say. when covering the home and the family is not enough anymore, all these lead by the Lord as He and me is one, I manifested the Lord's hand on the coming attacks. Still feeling the attacks, I manifested Lord's hand on S to judge the adversary and bless Him, I prayed to Lord for His Lord's hand to bind up all the remaining 150 spirits in his home. Lord faithfully locked them all in the Lake of Fire. Hallelujah! With that, finally I got my peace. I decided to pray my list of prayers and meditated on words of Christ before going to sleep.

This is what Lord told me in meditation:
'Father God is happy for you. S has no more chance to send any spirit against you. All of them are now in the Lake of Fire. It is a costly lost for him. He built them up in his 30 years of life. Spending thousands on them. It's all gone now. He is now in shock of his total lost. In a week or two, he will see that his whole body will be covered by leprosy, from head to toe. I judge him to have it for life, till he die.

There will be no cure for him, even though there are medicine in the market. I will make sure no one caught it from him. What he get is a rare form. That is my curse for him, for coming against my anointed one. Glory to Lord Jesus!!! Amen and Amen!!!

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I have my peaceful sleep, now fully awakes with no aches, praise the Lord! If you ask me if the above is real, I think it's more real than what we could see with our eyes. I am glad I have my beloved Lord Jesus on my side. I am glad that He brought me back to Him 2 yrs ago. If not for Him through NCC, I would not know about my rights as a Child of God in Christ. I would be hopeless and looking somewhere for that so call man that could talk to spirit to help me. But because I am a Child of God and I know my rights that Lord Jesus had secured for me at the Cross, I could trust in His deliverance and stand boldly to come against unwanted source.

From this Crisis, I now surely know Lord Jesus is the Lord of Lord and the King of King. His Name is above all Names that could come. He is the Almighty and yet He is a humble God. He has no pride, full of Compassion, and love me so much!

ABBA Father, Lord Jesus, thank You for loving me so much at the Cross. Thank You for being so Faithful and Powerful. Glory to You, Lord Jesus, Glory, Glory!! Amen & Amen!!!

My Almighty God

Hallelujah! Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus! Amen & Amen!

This Christmas Celebration in my home was a magical one. Su and I decorated the apartment and the Christmas Tree according to what Lord instructed us. It was so amazing that Lord was present with us. The deco and the good food projected a classy and rich taste that my siblings were all amazed by it. Lord said their hearts were opened to Him. Hallelujah!!!

Lord has good taste when it comes to His idea. With His presence, my brother was so overwhelmed by it that he approached my hubby to ask if it was his idea. Hubby told him that it was done by me and Su. He said that we moved a class higher in our home decoration. haha...praise the Lord! My eldest sis asked me that night if I get my blessing and the next morning, she asked Su over the phone if she gets her blessing. Praise the Lord that He is being lifted up high in my siblings' eyes. They enjoyed all the food too. Lord knows all my family members tastebuds that He is able to come up the food that all likes. This don't come cheap though, the food and the decorations cost us $500+. Praise the Lord that He is my provider.

A day before Christmas Eve, hubby asked me if I had anything on on Christmas day. I did not have, but for him, he said he have. On further check, he said it was S's friend, whom he met only a couple of time, invited him over to her Christmas party. I questioned him on why he is going then. Su told me that S is using hubby as his driver. At that moment, Lord led me to realise that S had used his spirit to get hubby to be his driver. No wonder for a few occassion, I was wondering why hubby went to gathering that wasn't much related to him.

Lord impressed me to pray that not by my power and not by my strength but by Lord's spirit, to block all spiritual temptation to get hubby out. Praise the Lord, when S called hubby on Christmas Day, he told S that he was tired and not attending the event! Hallelujah! Today being Friday, I checked with hubby if he is going drinking in the evening. He was not sure but told me this morning that he might go. I prayed to Lord that not by my power nor by my strength but by His Spirit, I prayed Lord to block all form of spiritual temptations or any influences that come for hubby. Praise the Lord!!!! Hubby stay at home tonight!!! Hallelujah!!!

Lord told me that S knew he could not use the spirit on hubby on Christmas. He did try using his spirit today again, but Lord sent His angles to block the spirits from coming close to hubby. S knew that his spirit could not work and did not call hubby to go drinking. Praise the Lord!!!

As for S, he played with spirits and Lord said he has to give his soul to them. That's the cost for playing with fire! He used his spirit on hubby on all areas, even get hubby to teach him on how to do his work, I don't pity him, especially with all these favour, he still tried to harm hubby. Hiaz...

Father God, Lord Jesus, I thank You for being the Highest Most God!!! I know Jesus Name is above all names and Jesus is the Most High God, all spirits cannot compare to Him at all!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!!

Update 28/12/2008:

This afternoon as I stepped off the shuttle bus at Suntec, I tripped over a small step and fell down, hurting my left knee cap but could walk immediately, praise the Almighty Lord!!! Lord just told me that I was pushed down by the spirit sent by S against me.

After service, as I was on the bus home, Lord came strongly to pray in the spirit. I could sense attack coming on. I pause to manifest Lord's hand and plea the blood over all the people on board the bus, pray to Lord to send angels to open the way for the bus. I even get Lord to be the one driving and He be the bus driver focus and concentration. The prayer in the Spirit was still very strong.

Lead by Lord, I manifested the Lord's hand on the spirits coming against me. I pray that Lord throw them to hell. After that my prayer in spirit cool down and finally stop. As I just meditated on 1 verse, Lord told me S sent 200 spirits against me. He found out who has helped hubby. Lord has thrown his 200 spirits to the Lake of Fire. Lord told me S suffered heavy lost. He had to pay to invest in more spirit.

My PC under virus attack, just now when Lord lead me to pray for recovery of my PC, He manifested Deuteronomy 28 curse on the virus. I was impressed to pray that Deuteronomy 28 curse be upon S on each evil move and thoughts he has on me or hubby or anyone else.

Lord told me that He will not let S harm me any more. He said that He will judge S with Deuteronomy curse while I will be blessed with Deuteronomy 28 blessing. Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus, who is forever faithful and protective to His Children of God. Amen & Amen!

The Benefits from Lord Jesus

This is the prayer that Lord leads me to reveal about the Goodness of Lord Jesus. I pray this prayer with my Deuteronomy 28 blessing. Lord impresses me this morning to post it here for you too. It’s all that Jesus had completed for us in His 33 years of life on earth and all that He had done on the cross for us to receive freely. Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus. Here is the prayer:

Lord Jesus, thank You for Your blood that cleanses me clean.
Thank You for forgiving me all my sins, past, present and future.

Lord, thank You for Your Stripes that removes the curses of the Law and the generation curse.

Lord, thank You for Your blood has redeemed me from all the stinks of death.

Lord, thank You for Your Perfect Work on the Cross that now, Daddy God do not impute sin on me. I have the Holiness of God and the Love of God with me. David’s sure mercy is on me.

Lord Jesus, thank YOU that You are my injured and injurer and thru the blood of Jesus, You have made Daddy God and me very rich.

Thank You that I am the Righteousness of God in Christ and I am the seed of Abraham. I shall claim all the blessings of Abraham as I am heir to the Promise.

All thanks to Lord Jesus, Your blood, Your stripes, Your death, Your obedience, Your health, Your strength, Your wholeness and Your Life. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen & Amen!

Delivered

Praise the Lord, the Glory of Lord Jesus. Forever He is faithful and His blessing brings not sorry. Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!

For so many Friday nights, hubby always went drinking and came back drunk and at 2am+. Glory to the Lord!!! Last evening he went drinking too. But he reached home at 12am and alert!!! This is something I did not expect to see. I could see that his mood was down, even though he is paying more attention when I talk to him. Lord told me yesterday that it was the night for His miracle!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!!!

This is what I learn from the Lord lately. Promises from Him might get delayed over the situation that happens. Based on our trust and the things that happen around us, Lord adjust the blessing for the right time right moment and right place. Last Friday, Hubby went for group drinking, so Lord did not manifest His Glory then.

Thursday, Hubby faced lots of upset issues and went for ½ an hour of drinking beer. Lord told me that S is building up his alcohol level in his body for the Friday. Glory to the Lord, Lord let him taste beer, but removed the taste of Volka. Usually they would hop around the pub/bars, go for beer first and then move to hard liquor.

With Lord’s leading, I plea the blood over him, over his body, his drinking, his alcohol tasting, his alertness, his drunkenness, his emotion and his feeling. Whatever I could think of that moment I plea the blood of Jesus over them and manifested Lord’s hand too.

I get my loving husband back now. He is paying attention when talking to me and did not show any frustration with me. Hallelujah!!!

Daddy God, I thank You for looking after each of my family members and keep them away from the temptation of the devil.

Last Sunday was another Glory of Lord Jesus. Su’s 2nd son, Z, previously quite proud of himself. He always felt that he is better than his brother. Su has talked to him about not stay in pride for that’s also another tool of the devil. Su did not manage to talk to him.

Su’s husband offered me a ride to somewhere nearby after church. I agreed and went along. Hehe..actually Lord have a task for me. As the town they went to have good food, Su told me, I decided to buy some home. As it took 10 mins, I decided to sit with Su’s family, they were having dinner there. As her hubby, HL, was with the barber, De wants iced lemon tea and I decided to bless them.

We talked about the coming Christmas celebration and Su showed me the Christmas presents list from both her sons. De wants umbrella, badminton racket etc. While Z wants branded bowling ball, branded bowling ball bags (each cost over $200), he even wanted a laptop!! He is a Sec 1 boy, Su told him that he does not need to have such.

Su told him that Lord’s way of blessing is the more he looked to material things, Lord will not bless him to increase his pride. Lord loves him so much and will not bless him to get closer to the devil. Where as for De, he does not bother about material goods or status, as such, Lord could easily pour blessings into him. As he will not be bother into pride.

Lord came strongly in me and preached a good message to Z, showing all angles of pitfall in others life. Showing him the danger of continue this pride. Hallelujah!!! Su mentioned that Z is showing more consideration lately. Pride the Lord!!!

Daddy God, thank You for taking good care of my family members and Su’s family members. In You, both of us are greatly blessed by You. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen & Amen!!!

By His Stripes, I am healed

This is a very common scripture that most Christian would proclaim when they are sick, so do I. On Saturday, I was planning to meditate at the quiet of the night. Alas…I did not know what was coming for me. The night before, Lord told me that He wants me to restart my praying in the spirit in the evening. I have stopped it to concentrate on meditation. I started for 1 night.

The next night, as I get out of shower, my mind was on meditation and forgot about the praying in the spirit. I was disturbed in my meditation. There were too many voices that I lost track which is Lord. I was meditated into distressed. In the mid of it, I got an attack of UTI. The sudden urge to get close to Lord arise and I was casting the UTI out as I visited the toilet. I also tried to worship Lord to get Lord presence and chase of the sickness. I even tried watching The Passion of Christ and told Lord let me had the full revelation of all my sickness are being judged in Lord Jesus. I even plea blood covering and manifested the Lord’s hand. But all these done in an anguish heart did not help much.

It was 4am, I was tired, but I could not get to sleep as I felt the burning sensation. My husband had just woken up and I told him to bring me to the 24hrs clinic, but he refused. Out of tiredness, I pray to Lord to by His Grace, bless me lots of His Great Grace for me to fall asleep. I also cast the UTI to Him and pray to Lord to heal me as I asleep.

When I woke up on Sunday morning, I was feeling much better, but the burning sensation was still around. I proclaimed that it is written ‘I am the righteousness of God in Christ’, ‘by His stripes, I am healed’ and ‘Through Christ Jesus, the spirit of Life has set me free from the Law of Sin and Death’ each time I went to toilet.

After praying my daily prayers, Lord led me to recall, since I can trust Lord that I have no sin as all my sins were judged in Lord Jesus 2000 years ago, how I cannot trust that for the sickness too. At that moment, I realised that since ‘By His Stripes, I am healed’ then all my sickness are judged in Lord Jesus 2000 years too. I started proclaiming and believing that ‘I am the Righteousness of God in Christ’, I have no sin and no sicknesses as ‘By His Stripes, I am healed’.

As I keep on proclaiming and believing, Lord restored my swollen vagina (another attack) and the burning sensation from the UTI also lessen. Praise the Lord. As I continued with faith and proclaiming: It is written ‘I am the Righteousness of God in Christ’ and ‘By His Stripes, I am healed’ each time I went toilet, Lord is reducing the burning sensation. I know I am healed and keep believing in it. At this point, the burning sensation is gone, Praise the Lord for the deliverance. Hallelujah!

Thank You, Daddy God, to let me come to this revelation that I have no more sickness. I could with faith proclaim that I am healed and chase off the lying symptom. Daddy God, thank You for teaching me to walk in faith for this healing. Hallelujah!!!

Walk by Grace

Today is a lazy day for me. Till now I have yet to come close to Lord. Just on the Hokkien Worship songs and checked a few blog. Lord impressed me with what my Su told me recently and I will post about it.

In church, there are many servers serving different areas of work to get the church going. Every Sunday, as I reach church, I like to study the facial expression of ushers. I mean, we are to serve with joy in the Lord. So I like to see cheerful ushers. Some are cheerful some are not. Those who are not do make me wonder if they are flowing in the love of Lord and serving onto Him.

The Ministry Su served in is a pretty young ministry, started up in recent years. As the church announced for new servers in this ministry, Lord told my sis to go apply for it. At that time, sis rarely look after her own sons. But she has an interest in young kids. She was asking Lord why send her to this special ministry as she has no relevant skill at all.

Fortnightly, as she goes for her service, she has to pray for Lord to come into her and be the One serving. She is just there as His body. Many times, at the time that they supposed to be there, Su found that she is the only one present, besides the leaders. She was wondering what happen to the rest, why they didn’t turn up as told. This goes on for some time that recently, in a meeting, the person-in-charge thank sis for being around to help set up the place.

The next week, even it’s their off service day, Su saw some of her serving partners came to serve too, on their off day. Su was wondering why when Lord starts talking to her.

It’s important that one goes to surf the Lord and pray for Lord’s presence and let Lord works through them. Sis always pray, and Lord always strengthen her that she did not burn out. The rest of the servers, I had this impression that they serve by their own strength and will power. Over time, this run dry and they get tired and come later. Lord was telling sis that they come on their off day as work aka Law, they saw sis got praised and started serving on their off day.

Do not use own strength to serve the Lord. There are so many thousands of servers that if one go by own strength and will power, the joy in serving will not last. It is better to trust in the Lord and let Him strengthen one and serve with results.

Daily, at time, I do not have the mood to do my worship and meditation too. I will pray to Lord to give me His Great Grace and Great Mercy to flow in me to enable me to worship and meditate. Lord is always happy to serve us. He can’t do much if one did not pray for His help. I admit by my own strength, I am nothing. I depend on Lord daily to be my Saviour and my Shepherd, in Him is strength that we need to get the maximum results.

May you trust in the Lord and let Him serve through you. His Grace, even though come at a Great Price, is free for us. So, let’s login to Lord Grace and let the serving onto Him be of Great Results! I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

The Great Day

Hallelujah!!! Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus!!! Today is the Revelation Day for my husband!!! Amen!!! Amen!!! Amen!!!

S has been having fun in China that he even missed his flight home yesterday. He will be home today and hubby told me that he has a dinner with his account boss and all the leads. When I called Su, I did not tell her S would be home today. Lord disclosed to Su that S will be home today and he is the “boss” hubby is meeting. Hubby knows that I dislike S and he tries to hide from me. Praise to Lord that I have Him the Almighty One as my backing. “Who Are You Mountain? In the Name of Jesus, Back OFF!” Amen!

As I meditated Psalm 18:41, this is what Lord revealed to me yesterday:

‘Tomorrow will be the revelation day for P, my husband. S see that P is moody (yes, hubby mood is very down lately. Lord is bringing him to the end of self. It’s a torture for hubby that he even has to hide this sadness in his life from me. Hiaz!). S took the chance to drown P. P will not taste beer. He will taste plain. After that they will proceed to bar. S will arrange 2 girls to keep P happy.

Father will transfer all the alcohol into S glass of Volka. P will taste plain. I have removed his sexual desire for other women. Tomorrow he won’t feel a thing. Only friction and heat will be generated.

S is happy for this golden opportunity. He will take more than a sip of the alcohol. I will make sure that 40% of the alcohol goes into him from his 2 sips (Lord’s miracle just like He turns water into wine in the bible).

I will get S to tell P all that he planned to harm P. P will get his big shock that his most trusted buddy is actually trying to harm him. He will be at a lost of what to expect next. I will talk to him to lead him to Me. Glory to Lord Jesus! Hallelujah!’

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Lord even asked me to go get his Christmas Ham and drink to comfort my hubby. He said that hubby was very down lately and has no mood to go get his favourite Christmas food. It’s a must have for his tradition. Praise the Lord that only Him could know what to do for the right moment. I want to get more of the drink to let hubby enjoy. But Lord said this is not to pamper him but to let him taste a bit of sweetness and be comforted. Hehe…only Lord knows what will create the best result in the human He created! Praise You, my Abba Father, My Daddy! Amen!

The Meal from Heaven

Daddy God is such a loving and wonderful God. He not only takes good care of my family and Su’s family. Everywhere we go He greatly blesses us His God’s Favour. It is amazing sight to see the traffic lights along the whole stretch of road turns green for me to travel smoothly. He stops the rain so that His beloved child can have a day of fun or return home dry.

Lately, through Su and my meditation, Lord told us what to order or prepare and what recipes to follow for those He wants us to cook. He even told us which shops and what food to order. Praise Him the Almighty God is into the tiny things in our life. Here is the food list He has come up for my and Su, our families and our siblings’ families and our mum to enjoy for our Christmas Eve celebration:

MEAT
Gammon Ham
Black Pepper Ribs
Swedish Meatballs
Buttermilk Fried Chicken (Mexican)
Hot dog

RICE and POTATOES
Cashew Nut and Cranberry Pilaf
Potatoes Gratin
Potatoes Balls

SALAD
Broccoli
Cauliflower
Carrot Stick
Cucumber Stick
Celery Stick
Avocado Salsa sauce

DESSERTS
Blis Log Cake
Mini Tarts:
Chicken Pie, Tuna Puff, Black Pepper Chicken,
Curry Puff, Apple Strudel, Butter Croissant,
Almond Roll, Vegetable Pie, Chicken Mushroom Pie

CHOCOLATE FONDUE
Mass mellow
Honey Dew
Rock Melon
Pear

DRINK
Mango Orange drinks

Daddy God, thank You for the wonderful food list that You have prepared for my family. I thank You that my husband shall know the truth about his so called trusted buddy tonight. I thank You that You are bringing him back to me and to You. I thank You that Su’s husband is going to join us for the first time. Lord, only You could impress him to join us on this great feast. Thank You for blessing us strong and healthy, rich and prosperous. I praise You!

The Glory of Lord Jesus

Abba Father, my Daddy God is such a protective God. This is His revelation to me when I meditated Psalm 28:3. Lord wants me to share with you and here it goes:

Father will be bringing you to a greater level of intimacy with your husband. Tomorrow your husband will be meeting S for a drink. Father will be removing his desire of drinking and his ability to lust at women.

Your husband will be surprise at his sudden no taste for beer. S will finish up the jug of beer. They will then move to the bar. S will arrange 2 girls for hubby. One to make him drink as much Volka as possible. The other to masturbate him to keep him happy. S will have only 1 girl and she will serve him the 45 times added alcohol (Lord’s miracle on shifting all the alcohol from the remaining Volka to S glass of Volka.) S will get drunk within a sip or 2 (He is still as conscious as the last time not to take too much of the Volka, Lord revealed to Su).

As for hubby, he finds no joy from the masturbation. He tastes the Volka but find it plain, he will push it away but let the girl continue to masturbate him. Friction and heat will be produced and he will then push the girl’s hand away.

As he is about to leave, S will start to talk to him. S will tell hubby all these while his envy of hubby better than him. He will tell hubby about giving him a cursed moon cake to kill him but not successful (I took it and was very sick for 3 weeks or so. Thanks for Lord was with me then. I managed to overcome the attack.) So he think of getting hubby to drink so as to get alcohol intoxication.

He will tell hubby that he don’t understand why that Friday drinking didn’t harm him, having taken 17 glass of Volka. (Praise the Lord, who delivered Peter out of it) He will then tell hubby that this night is to get him to finish the Volka, and hopefully could harm hubby.

At first, hubby would think S is out of his mind. But as S revealed more, and even get the girls to admit, hubby will be too shocked by all the revelation. He will walk off, leaving S at the bar.

Father will get the bar girls to feed S the Volka. He will get alcohol intoxication. It will impair part of his brain but it won’t kill him. His performance at work will be affected. He will be removed from his position and hubby will move up.

Abba Father will bless hubby the skill and the knowledge to handle the position. Hubby will be well recognize by the management and he will be lifted up high. Father God will make sure that hubby’s career is successful. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen! Amen!

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If you ask me if I am okay to let S get harm, I am actually does not want such to happen. But, I also wonder, if let him off as he is, will he goes harm someone else. Hubby had told me that S from his little education could climb up to be manager of call center and now working with him. I wonder how much of the sun zi tactics and harm he had done to others to reach where he is. He also has play with spirit, that’s how he curse the moon cake that was for hubby but I took a slice of it and got very sick.

Lord know better then me, I submit to Lord to do what is good for hubby and the rest of the people that would come into contact with S. One thing I know, child of God and their family cannot be cursed, if cursed, like hubby, Lord Jesus, being the faithful and protective God, He will surely cursed those who cursed us. Praise Daddy God for being such a good Daddy. The evil will not be let off. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen! Amen!

Drink and Women

In this end time darkness, as the world is getting darker and darker, news reported in the media is always full of what d has done in the world. Around me, there are more cases of husband gone for the other woman. What can a wife do when her marriage is threatened? What help can she get from the Almighty God, our Beloved Daddy?

For weeks, since late October to November, my hubby starts having work stress. His boss aka friend, told him that he must socialize with vendor so that he could get favour easily in time of need, which is often since hubby is in IT line. D in the form of his boss, S, first lured him to drinking beer. My hubby actually does not like beer, he used to go for wine.

The culture here is about beer, any drinking gathering usually beer is involved. S gets him to get used to this drinking session, then last few weeks, he lured him to drinking stronger liquor. Hubby has drunk much of Whisky and Brandy that there was once previously that he came home pretty drunk. That first time, he still could come back home but he could not recall what he had done the previous night.

S sees that he could take Whisky and Brandy, S decided to give him Volka. 2 Friday ago, hubby came home so drunk but S, who sent him home, is very alert. S told me that Hubby had competed drinking with him but lost. I could not buy this reason for if 2 persons are competing, both of them should have some effect of drunkenness. But S is so alert!

In addition, Lord led me to call him that Friday at around 1am. By then hubby was pretty drunk, instead of pressing off the phone, he actually on it. I could not hear him. After a long moment, I hear S voice asking, “how much you feed him? 12 or 15”. A China lady voice answered, “17”. As they talked in Mandarin, I was thinking why he ask “wei”, which is feeding instead of the cost of the drinking.

Lord has get Su to reveal to me what happen in a bar. Many years ago, Su working environment comprised her and 2 guy colleagues in there late 20s. In 1 night outing, the guys, who treated Su as a buddy, brought her to a bar. She told me that the moment they sat down at the bar counter, girls come attack the guys, but totally ignore her. Each of the girls will put their hand on the guy’s private part and masturbated them.

Of the 2 guy friends, one kept pushing the hand away and finally turned to Su to avoid the attack. The other guy enjoyed the service so much that 2 girls will service him, one masturbating him and one feeding him alcohol. These girls know that as long as the guy emotion is up, they could pour lots of alcohol into them to earn their pay.

Lord actually led Su to tell me this twice. The first time, I did not think my hubby would go for such bar, as he told me that he went to pub only. But in this recent sharing this week, it gone into me that hubby is enjoying such. I had been wondering what lured him so much that his priority is changed. Me and the family become secondary. That outing become first. Lord revealed through Su that he is drinking and womanizing (I want to clarify that hubby is still faithful(Lord and him confirm this) just that he allows women to service him).

However Friday night, Lord led me to wonder how 1 girl could masturbate(fully clothed, hand outside pants) and feed him at the same time. Then Lord revealed that 2 girls are doing the job. One masturbating and one feeding. This is not the worst news that I heard, when Lord get me conditioned to accept this true, He told me that S had wanted to alcohol intoxicate hubby. This hubby of mine thought he is a nice buddy that takes good care of him. Actually, S is using the sun zi army tactics. Know your enemy so that can crush them easily.

At work, hubby is smarter in term of technical knowledge. S is good in socializing and in databases knowledge. Lots of time, he had to call hubby for advise, even in his day to day managing. He envied that hubby knows a lot more than him. S wanted to move to another very promised land to expand, but his boss wanted him to set up the department and trained hubby to handle it. S is angry why he, who has to set up everything from scratch, should do such for hubby. I read about alcohol intoxication, in serious case, when a person vomited twice, harm has gone to the brain and the worst scenario is death. This is what S is leading hubby to.

Last Friday, Lord led me to plea the blood over hubby drunkenness and all over him and manifested the Lord hand over the event, to bless and restore hubby and judge the adversary. Lord is so good, He got hubby to vomit twice, 95% of the harm from this very strong alcohol is thrown out of him. Only 5% left in him. Praise the Lord. S thought that hubby was intoxicated badly but Lord protected him and fooled S.

S had been traveling this week and next, Lord told me that now he knows that not much harm has come to hubby, S is going to empty the remainder 2/3 bottle of Volka in hubby. Previously I curse those that lead hubby bad to have hedge placed on them. However, this prayer did not help hubby much. Lord lead me to pray that not by my power and nor by my strength, but by His spirit, to work on hubby’s drinking and womanizing. When I know of S evilness, Lord led me to curse him with impair of brain the moment he devise another evil plan on hubby or anyone else. Praise the Lord!

Yesterday, Lord revealed to me that previously, my prayer was not there, He could only see hubby at the mercy of S. Now that all prayers are in place, that when S is out to do his great killing on hubby, he is blessing hubby with tastelessness in beer and liquor. He is blessing hubby with conditional impotency outside the house. I realised that I am already walking in Abraham blessing.

This is like when Sarah, Abraham’s wife was taken by a king. The Lord of Host restrained the whole kingdom that Sarah was not violated. Lord is going to shut hubby sexual desire for other women. No matter how the girls masturbate him, he is going to feel nothing, except friction and heat. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, thank You for being such a Wonderful Abba to me. When things not working in my favour, You use this crisis to let me realised Lord Jesus Perfected Work on the Cross that will surely free all men from darkness control. Daddy God, thank You for loving me so much! Lord Jesus thank You for the Perfect Work on the Cross that 2000 years ago, hubby’s drinking and womanizing were judged in You that by Your Stripes, hubby is healed. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen!!! Amen!!!

As the Deer

As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after thee
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee

Chorus:
You alone are my strength my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee

As I was meditating Psalm 42, the 1st verse ‘As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God’ this morning, I was telling Lord that how much I want to sing this worship song.

Today is my care group day, and I could not make it as Jc have to sleep early and hubby has been working late…no one to look after Jc as my care group usually ends 10pm+. I have so much wanted to go to today’s care group as Lord told me this will be my last. I am going into service soon.

Praise the Lord, around 6:50pm, hubby called me up and told me that if I wanted to go for my care group, I could. His com call meeting was cancelled and he was on his way home. For donkey of weeks, he usually works till 9pm+ and for weeks, dinner is about me and Jc only. This can be pretty boring. Praise the Lord, after so many weeks of not coming home for dinner, hubby tonight came home early and had his dinner. I get to go to the care group.

Lord satisfied my wish, one of the worship song is ‘As the Deer’. I am so happy to worship Lord with it. Praise the Lord.

From this meeting, I could see Lord is working lots of miracle in lots of people lives. Many get exceptionally good blessing that they had never seen before. Like the one doing soccer business, they want to expand their business to primary school. Without advertising, schools just keep calling up to ask for their service that they are fully booked. They enjoyed 5-digits amount blessed twice, not knowing where the money come from.

There were miracle healing from Holy Communion taking, there were also supernatural jobs come looking for her, supernatural protection from financial effects that have affects other colleagues but not him when he trust his business to Lord. Generally, my care group people are greatly blessed by Lord. Praise Him for His blessing on each of us.

Abba Father, Daddy God, thank You for looking after me and taking such a good care of me. I feels so honored to be well taken care by You. Daddy God, I love You very Much because I know that You first love me and still loving me so Much!!! Hallelujah to You, Lord Jesus!!! Amen and Amen!!!

Update:

A lady from the care group was praying to be retrenched; she has found a new job and would like to get retrench to get her retrenchment benefit instead of quitting without any payment. Praise the Lord, Daddy satisfied her wish 2 days later. Hallelujah!!! Amen!!! She got 2.3mths and was so happy!!!

My Father

Abba Father, my Daddy God is such a wonderful and protective God. I am glad to run back to Him 2 years ago. Yesterday, Lord told me to meditate Psalm 120. In this meditation, Lord told me how people will react to our blessings. As Lord told me and Su that whoever sincerely come to know Him and talk to Him will get bless by Him. Those who turn away, be angry, look to their blessings or throw darts at us will not be blessed by Him.

I hope when you learn of my blessing, you will walk closely with Him to get yours too. Don’t look to mine in anger, for Lord said that my blessing is ikan billis, which means just a tiny portion of His Abraham blessing. As such, you need not envy about me, you could patiently get to know Lord and let Him greatly bless you. This is His Promise in the bible.

Here is my Psalm 120 meditation:

Psalm 120:1
I call on the Lord in my distress, and he answers me.

LORD: I will help you in your distress when you call upon the Name of Jesus. Father God will help you!

Psalm 120:2
Save me, O LORD, from lying lips and from deceitful tongues.

LORD: When you receive your blessings, people will talk about you. Do not pay attention to them. I will shut them up for you.

Psalm 120:3
What will he do to you, and what more besides, O deceitful tongue?

LORD: They will ask “why you?” They will also compare their years of service with your “no service”.

Psalm 120:4
He will punish you with a warrior’s sharp arrows, with burning coals of the broom tree.

LORD: Their gossip can be ugly, you are not to bother about them. I will curse those who curse you. Those who say negative about you, I will put words back into their mouth.

Psalm 120:5
Woe to me that I dwell in Meshech, that I live among the tents of Kedar!

LORD: You are among them but you are not of them. Father has placed you high above in heaven, inside Lord Jesus. Do not bother about their harmful remarks.

Psalm 120:6
Too long have I lived among those who hate peace.

LORD: Those, who disbelieve or did not walk with me, will wonder how you get your blessings. They want you to share the methods, tell them to trust ME.

Psalm 120:7
I am a man of peace; but when I speak, they are for war.

LORD: Lord Jesus will not let them bounce on you. I will shut them up eventually. Father God loves you so much.

Do not think it’s unfair, don’t harden your heart and do not look to my blessings. Look to Jesus, get to know Him better, let Daddy God bless you your portion. Actually, I have no idea that Lord is going to bless me and Su so so MUCH.

It was in each small step I walk closely to Him and trusting Him, as I meditate more of the Words of Christ, Lord revealed even more blessing to me and sis. It all about His LOVE for me and Su, not about how we walk with Him. Praise be the Almighty Lord Jesus, who is so loving and so protective. Daddy God, thank You for raising me and Su up so high up. So grateful to this new life that You are blessing both of us. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!!!

My Sheep

This morning, I am thinking of my Abba Father, what a Good God He is. Lord is so good in the Big issue and the tiny issues in our lives. Each problem we faced, He is the Saviour in that problem, no matter if the problem is big or small. Take for last evening, we were at the beach and De rented bicycle bottle holder is gone. It was still there when he reached where we were. Somehow the screw dropped off when he removed his bottle.

At first he did not realise it was the screw has dropped. He was wondering why the holder is loosed. I prayed to Lord to be their light, help them find the screw. As the day is getting dark, around 7+pm, not much day light left. They used Su’s iphone and my ipod light to search. After some searching, they still could not find. Prompted by Lord in my heart, I decided to look for the screw myself. The moment I shone the ipod light on the ground, I found the screw. Praise the Lord for His Leading. :D

Su and I are feeling very blessed, small issues in life, like Su had forgotten how to marinate chicken wings to not enough salt at home, how to fry 1.5 packet of mee hoon (Chinese white, thin noodle), Lord taught Su and we had a yummy dinner. Praise the Lord!

This is what Lord revealed to Su as she meditated Psalm 2. We do feel sad that Lord is such a Good God and yet, not many of His sons know that. I mean all around the world. I feel heavy in my heart to share this to let you know….

Psalm 2:1
Why do the nations conspire and the peoples plot in vain

LORD: Most people don’t know how to walk with me, they either reads my words, without knowing me, don’t want to talk to me , but keep praying for blessing, when they didn’t see it, they move away. SIGN........

Psalm 2:2
The kings of the earth take their stand and the rulers gather together against the Lord and against his Anointed One.

LORD: Some of them claim themselves as my son, Lord Jesus, do all sinner things, preach on all the law ,which Lord Jesus had taken care perfectly on the cross, to my lost sheep, give wrong ideal to them, and worse of all call my Grace Church as cult church. SIGN............

Psalm 2:3
‘Let us break their chains.’ they say, ‘and throw off their fetters.’

LORD: Some even throw poison email to my precious sheep, and lots of nonsense thinking they know God.

Psalm 2:4
The One enthroned in heaven laughs; the Lord scoffs at them.

LORD: Abba father is highly above the universe, I saw everything. When time is right, I will throw all of them to Lake of Fire.

Psalm 2:5
Then he rebukes them in his anger and terrifies them in his wrath, saying

LORD: When ever they plot plan on my sheep, I will destroy. Which ever sheep stand strong on me, they will not get it.

Psalm 2:6
‘I have installed my King on Zion, my holy hill.’

LORD: Around the world, Israel is the place, where Lord Jesus was born as human, and that is the place One Day also Israelite will say Hallelujah! Amen! Lord Jesus! They will see Lord Jesus as their True God.

This is Lord’s precious words to us, to remind us who He is. Su and I enjoyed so many blessings just by believing all that Lord promised in the bible. We don’t doubt His words at all. We claimed all the blessings by believing in our hearts that this is what He is giving us. Lord going to bless both of us and put us in the top of the world..to be Heir of His Promise. Lord told sis that she could take 1st class flight to Europe with her husband. That’s how much Lord is blessing us, in abundance….if only you dare to believe and come close to talk to Him, mine and yours, Daddy God….

Abba Father, I pray that this post will open the eyes of the Lost Sheep who don’t know they are lost. I pray that this post will bring many sheep back to You, for You to love them much! I pray in Jesus Almighty Name, Amen!

The Rest

It is good to have the peace of mind and rest in the Lord. As you read the panicked post of my girl’s exam, I am finally relieved. Lord is so good, as I trust in Him, He came in strongly the past few weeks to help my girl in her exam.

Jc has attempted her last Chinese Paper 2 on Thursday. Praise the Lord, she said it’s pretty easy even though her friend, whom is good in his studies, remarked that it’s tough. Jc shared with me that one section of the paper was what she had done in her Higher Chinese enrichment class. She is taking the normal Chinese. Praise the Lord!

Though I have yet to see any paper, Jc has gotten to see some of her papers. She has done pretty well and I am happy. Thanks to the Lord that helps her for the past few weeks.

Another issue I faced lately was my husband. Previously, he always come back home on time, so communication wasn’t much of a problem. Lately as his work get busier, handling 45 projects with time tracking, stress is getting to him. He used to wake up 8 plus but now 7am he is awaken. Previously he didn’t spend the night out. Nowadays, His after work time was spent either on work, meeting vendor or going to the pub with colleagues cum friends. This has taken a toll for me. For weeks I have been trying to tell him that he values his friends more than me, he doesn’t seem to get it. Even Saturday night, he also went out till 2am.

As a wife, I was unhappy. But there was no way I could convince him to spend some time with me. Finally, I found it hard to fight with an unwilling heart. I let him go and trusted the Lord to bring him to his senses and rest in His Peace. This rest wasn’t an easy one. I cried a few times over he valued his friends more than me. Seem as if I am nothing in his eyes.

Today, he sent me a sms to tell me that he is starting handling another account. Lead by the Lord, I replied that ‘what does he implied?’ As all his nights were all out, I asked him if he means sacrifice some of his sleep too. He replied that in either ways, he needs my support.

Lord leads me to quote his past relationship where his ex-girlfriend had an affair with the neighbour. I told him finally I understand why that girl went to another man for love. I told him that he has time for his friends and vendor, but no time for his wife nor ex.

He took it as I am not supporting him. Lord leads me to tell him that I needed to be loved too. Not that I won’t support him. Later part of the afternoon, Lord leads me to sms him with this. ‘Long ago, when you said you love me, you spend time talking to me. Nowadays, when you said you love me, you spend time talking to others. Go figure!’

There was no reply from him. I had brought Jc to the seaside with Su and wanting him to pick us up on his way home. Lord told me that he would come to pick us up at 10pm. He really came at that time. He sounded gentler now. Praise the Lord!

Abba Father, thank You for loving me much and helping me in this issue. I have been trying to tell him what you use a sweet and short message to get a good effect to him. Praise You for Your display of wisdom, just like the way You saved the lady caught in the adultery and the Pharisee wanted Lord Jesus to judge her and they wanted to stone her. Lord Jesus, Your reply that those who are without sin cast the 1st stone was a very sweet and perfect judgment. You uphold the Law and saved the girl. Praise You for Your wisdom to let my hubby see light in this darkness. Hallelujah to all that You have done for me! Thank You for loving me so MUCH!!! Amen!

My Precious Little One

For us, being parents to our precious little one, how many of you do not worry about your kids study and their future? I confess that I am one kiasu parent. In my younger days, my grades are not bad too, and I see my nieces and nephews studying also pretty ok, I do have high hope for my girl. However, this girl is like what Lord tells me, a headache!

Younger days in kindergarten, she was so shy and quiet on a class as her own that nobody understood. Teacher could ask her if she wanted a jelly from 1 corner of the eating area, she would stand on the other end, looking at the teacher and would not response. Principal and teachers, who are into young kids education and mental abnormality, tried to classified her into certain abnormal kid, but they could not one that fit her!!! Yes, for me as her mum, I was headache on how to guide her. She in her shyness was clinging to me when she was young, even at my mum place. Dare not play with my nieces and nephews and dare not call any of the uncles and aunties.

The 4.5 years in the kiddy, her classmates knew her so well that whenever the teacher asked if she like something, they would help her to reply. She was in Montessori kiddy, so everyday have to select own task. My girl would just stand there and did not respond. I have to suggest to the teacher to get her conditioned the day before that she has to choose a task the next day. She was so scared of adult that she took half a year to get comfortable with the teacher and love the teacher much the next half year. Come next year, she would miss the previous year teacher and the cycle went on.

K2 final parent-meet-teacher time, her teacher was concerned about her adaptability in Primary school. In this kiddy, all the teachers and schoolmates knew her well. They could accommodate to her way of life. But in Primary school, it is a brand new environment and she has to be able to defend against bully that I often heard from other parents.

Blessed the Lord, Daddy God brought me to Him 1 year before Jc graduated from kiddy. I learnt about Daddy God could do anything, nothing is impossible for Him. I know by believing in Him, all that the lack in Jc will be satisfied and fill up. I told the Kiddy teacher not to worry, I knew my Daddy God will fill her up so that she has no problem in Primary school. All that I confessed and believe in my heart, 1 day before Primary school started, as I was letting Holy Spirit pray for Jc to sleep well, Lord came through and fill up her lacks, as I continue the prayer in the spirit, Lord showed me visions of me confessing, that moment, I know He was filling Jc up. Praise the Lord!!!

Generally, Jc was still a bit shy girl. But praise the Lord, He got E to invite Jc to play with her girl in the playground. This almost 1 year of playing has get Jc more exposed to other kids and established her social skill. When other adult ask her something, she could reply too. Praise the Lord!

New set of problem arise from this Primary school system. Jc was easily distracted and could not focus in class. Sometimes, she could receive wrong message or did not receive the full message. Being a English speaking family, she has problem understanding what the Chinese teacher is talking. Blessed be the Lord, even so her Chinese results for the few tests were pretty good. All thanks to Lord Jesus for blessing her intelligence to pick up information and concepts fast.

As a clueless parent in this primary school system, I am clueless on how to guide Jc along. In fact, I hardly guide her most of the time, my time was spent with the Lord daily. When I realise she was weak in certain area in her English and Maths, Lord lead me to find assessments that could help, Lord helped to pick the books as there were so many in the market and I didn’t know what is suitable for her. Praise the Lord. However, as a clueless parent, I don’t know how about constantly guiding her. I was like teaching her 1 time and expecting that she pick it up.

Now her final year exam is coming to an end, only left the Chinese Paper 2 that is on next week. As you read my previous panicky post on her, I have slowly learned to rely on Lord to bless her, as He promised that He will teach our little ones. Praise the Lord!

Recently as I meditated Psalm 115:14, this is what Lord promised me: ‘Lord will surely bless Jc in her studies. I will take away her lack of concentration and focus. I will bless her with good understanding of all her subjects including Chinese. I will bless her with boldness and confidence. She will be a well-loved student and friend in the eye of the teachers and classmates and friends. There is a growth period for Jc. The changes will take place from P2-P5’ Praise the Lord!!!!

As I place my trust in Him on leading my girl, Lord is leading Jc through a learning curve. Now I get a better understanding of Lord’s blessing on studies. He could bless the kids with the intelligence and understanding to study and the focus and concentration needed. But for pumping of information that is needed in the learning process, we have to make sure it is properly feed to our little one.

It is like my personal experience, Lord could bless me the interest to read the bible and the endurance to complete it. But I have to pick up the bible and start reading. Lord leads me through this 1 year encounter with Jc and what He blessed me that now, I finally knows how His blessing on studies works. Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus, who is always so caring and so sweet to all His Children. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen!

The Glory of the Lord

What an amazing day for me today. Lord is so GOOOOOOOD. :D This is how the story starts:

Usually, we gives Jc $1 coin to bring to school for recess, with packed food and drink from home. There were quite many times that she put her purse with her lunch box in the school canteen and went playing with her friends. For many months, there is this someone who would steal her money. As it happened in the canteen, we could not pin point the one stealing. The only way was to get my girl to carry her purse in her pocket. However, at time she forgot and the thief came again. It happened too often to not think if it was from someone Jc knows.

Yesterday, Jc had 30cents in her purse, so I added a S$1 for her recess and another $1 coin for her to get her marker. She had forgotten to put her purse in her pocket again. The thief stole $2 from her, leaving behind the 30 cents. I was kind of fed up with this stealing, but nothing I could do.

Today, I give Jc $1 for her recess and another $1.50 for the marker. During recess, she called me and when I checked with her if she has bought her marker, she told me that she did not have enough money. I was puzzled and she told me her good friend took some of her money because she did not bring any.

As Jc left only 30cents with her, I was wondering how much the girl, Jy has taken. So I called Jy’s mum about wanting to find out how much she borrowed. As this was the 2nd time that Jy has been taking Jc’s money, her mum was pretty upset and went to school to scold her. It was a big hoo har that the form teacher called me up to inform me to complain to school and not the mum. The teacher has told Jy that she is to borrow from teacher and not take from friends.

Her mum, E, questioned her. She told her mum that in school, Jc and another guy classmate, Te borrowed from her too. So the mum was thinking, if everyone did the same, no wonder her girl did it too. The thing is, both Jc and Te did not borrow from others nor Jy, as we give enough money to them.

As Jy dragged Te into the picture, Te’s mum wanted this case to be verified so as to return her son’s innocent. I pray for Lord’s hand to manifest on this situation and plea the blood of Jesus over the 3 kids. I prayed to Lord that through His spirit, they will speak the truth.

Jc used to play daily after school with Jy, so I was wondering how I am going to please this girl. Praise the Lord, He send Su and her 2 sons to me. My nephews were able to play with Jc and she was happy the whole afternoon.

Jy was playing the same trick on her mum again. Months ago, when they were still new in school, Jy had taken Jc’s money and claimed that everyone did the same. At that time, as the kid was new to handle money and don’t know what theirs and not, I could only shut my mouth.

Today, she quoted Jc and Te also borrowed from her, Te’s mum want to verify face to face with Jy. We decided to meet at 5:30pm at the playground. Lord asked Su to go with me and she was to pray in the spirit quietly.

When E asked Jy if Jc has borrowed from her, she looked up and had a fearful expression and shook her head immediately. Then Te and his mum came. Te denied he has borrowed from Jy. When E asked Jy, Jy pondered. However after many ponder, she finally shook her head.

As we were walking home, Su asked Lord why Jy shook her head immediately upon looking at me. Lord told her giants. On further checking with Lord, Lord said He let Jy see the warrior angles that are protecting me. Then Su revealed that after Jy confirmed Jc did not borrow money from her, she stopped praying in the spirit. When Su saw that Jy did not reply her mum on Te, Su started praying in the spirit again. Lord revealed that He then showed Jy the 2 warrior angles again. Praise the Lord!

Jy was the 1st grand daughter of E’s family. Everyone dotes on her that she is not afraid of adult at all. Her mum commented that Jy lied so real that she didn’t know if she was speaking the truth. Lord knows that this little girl is not afraid of adult and have no problem lie her way out. So He let her see the warrior angles. Lord wants to stop her from lying and stealing again. He said that the angles will appear in her vision if she did evil again. Praise the Lord who cares for little one.

Oh yeah, as I put the case onto Lord’s nail-pierced hand after Jc’s call this morning, Lord stopped her from spending away the $2. She spent 40 cents and gave back the rest to Jc. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, thank You for helping me out on this issue. Without You, I really don’t know how to handle such. Thank You that You are stopping d from using Jy. Hallelujah!!! Praise You, Lord Jesus, for Your Wonderful, Sweet Name!!!

The Blessing of the Lord set Me free and brings no harm

If any of you, my reader that has been following my blog from the beginning, you might wonder what happen to the thyroid that I am trusting Lord to heal.

2 month ago, as I went for my blood test, Lord told me that it would be my last round of blood test. However, as I visited the doctor, he told me that my condition seems stable. He wants to put me through 1 tablet of medicine to see if the condition remains. He said that if it remains stable, I can be off taking the medicine. That day, Lord through my sis, Su, told me that I am healed. Lord has healed me. I decided not to take the 1 tablet of medicine and trusted Lord that I am healed.

2 days ago, suddenly I recalled that my next test is coming soon. I have to check when the appointment is. Usually I put my blood test form and appointment card at my shelf. I could not find it there. Next I search my bag and my table; there is no sign of them at all. Then Lord revealed to me that He has taken away my appointment card and blood test form. He even said that He has deleted my appointment in the hospital data. Haha…no wonder Lord said the last test is the last one.

I called Su to double confirm for me. Su shared that the same thing happened for De’s injured wrist. Lord told her that her son was healed. Hospital smsed her once about the appointment and had since never call again. Praise the Lord! So, yes, finally I am free from this bondage. Hallelujah!!!

Oh yeah, the cough that refused to go is gone too. As I takes Holy Communion and trusted the Lord that in Him, I am healed, the healing came through. Today, Lord leads me to pray in the spirit the 1st thing as I wake up. He told me I am cleared of it. As blessing is coming, Lord is making sure that I am healthy to receive His great blessings. Praise the Lord.

Father God, thank You for loving me so much, as I read back my own entries in March and February, I realised that You have been loving me so much that daily, Your Grace flows strongly over my life. Praise You for being such a loving and wonderful Daddy! Hallelujah!!!

Is This a Gift?

Based on NCC today’s Daily Devotion, I would like to share about the gift that each of us have. From my post I had written sometime back, you can see that young time, mum said that I ‘big mouth’, whatever she shared with me I broadcast to other. Is this a gift? My sis, Su, over spend her monthly salary that debts piled up with different banks around Singapore. Her ‘no sense on the value of money’ is this a gift?

To us, human mind and understanding, and the negativity of this world, the only comment that people would say is BAD!!!! This is the human eyes looking at things around us. But, what did God, our Beloved Daddy, sees? Beauty is each of us in His eyes. How can we see ourselves by looking through the eyes of Lord Jesus is depended on how close a relationship you want to have with your Heavenly Daddy.

This is what He revealed to Su:
Daddy is happy when we:
1) listen to His words (sermons)
2) read the bible to understand Him
3) have problem look for Him, nothing for you, all about Him. Lord is happy to serve you.

Lord sometime back revealed to me that He is blessing my hubby to a management post. I told Lord, my hubby, Pr, prefers technology and he prefers to concentrate on his interest, he is not interested to be a manager! Lord replied me that He will change Pr. This was revealed to me about a year ago. Praise the Lord!

Lately, looking at Pr’s department development and where the director overseeing them is moving the team, I could see Lord’s hand is on it. He got Pr’s colleague to be the manager of the team and told him that he must set up the department up. This colleague, SF, wants to go to China to work. His boss said that he must set up the department, from 3 of them to a bigger team, train Pr to take over the job, and then he can go for his China post. Praise the Lord!

Don’t this sound like Canaan, which Lord blessed the Israeli people? The giants went in there to dig wells, planted fruit trees, etc. Then Lord led the Israeli to victory over the giants and occupied the land. This manger post is not what Lord final destination for Pr. In His ‘tele-conversation’ with me, He told me that He is blessing Pr to be a Director, International level. Praise the Lord for His Goodness.

Su’s elder son was a very low self esteem boy. In Primary 1 -6, Su said that he always got red marks rotating around the subjects. To many, he looks down and out. But, He is not so in the eyes of Lord. Recently, Lord revealed what De will be in future.

De has grown up pretty well. He is a sensible teenager and very caring about his mum. Sometime when Su was tired, he cooks dinner for the family instead. As he grows closer and closer to Lord, his below average result took a turn for the best. In this final year secondary 3 exam, he was telling his mum that he got 1st in class for Chinese. Yesterday he told her that he got 1st in Chemistry in class. Lord is leading him to his blessed position. Hallelujah!

Lately, while preparing Jc for her SA2, I really got a very big headache. There are a lot of areas that she needs lots of Daddy God Grace and Mercy to fill her up. If I look at her current performance, I would wonder what future does she has. What Lord revealed to me is a very good position that she will be holding in future. When Lord first revealed to me, I was like har, she is that? I totally cannot imagine her in that position at all. But I know Lord is always faithful. He told me that primary 1 to primary 5 will be her growing curve. I trust Lord is leading her to where He wants her to be. He is training her to reach her goal. Praise the Lord!

As Su and I walked closely with Lord, He blessed us each a very good job, those gifts that look bad in human, with His blessing, His Grace and His Mercy working for us, we are shaping into that blessed post He is blessing us. All these 2 years we look to Jesus, learn more about Him and realise how Good Daddy God is. With each increase in knowledge, Lord not only blessed us, but our family members too! Hallelujah!!!

Last Saturday night, I told Lord: ‘where in the world can I find such a person, No one can be like You, no one can be like You!’ Yes, no one can be even a mm close to how good Lord is. His blessing surpasses all the goodness I could get in this world!

He is blessing me a peaceful life, a wealthy lifestyle and a blessed family where all of them will handle top position in future. Isn’t all these what we chasing after in the world? As I chase on Jesus instead of the world, Lord leads me and my family there, He also leading Su and her family there. What more can we ask, except to serve Him with all our hearts. Praise the Lord! Thank You, Daddy God!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen!! Amen!!

End Time Revival

Last week Lord led me to wonder if end time has approached. Then He led me to listen to Pastor Prince Sermon, 18/04/2002 – 'The Gospel Revolution in the Last Days'. In this sermon, this caught my attention ‘In the last days, the Gospel of Grace will be preached throughout the entire world.’

This is what I catch today ‘The bible tells us this will happen because Isaiah 25:6-7 ‘On this mountain the Lord Almighty will prepare a feast of rich food for all people, a banquet of aged wine – the best of meats and the finest of wines. On this mountain he will destroy the shroud that enfolds all people, the sheet (Law) that covers all nations;’

2 Corinthians 3:13-14 ‘We are not like Moses, who would put a veil over his face to keep the Israelites from gazing at it while the radiance was fading away. But minds were made dull, for to this day the same veil remains when the old covenant is read. It has not been removed, because only in Christ is it taken away.'

Lord leads me to realise that this is happening because Pastor Prince’s sermons on Jesus, Grace and Truth, is now being broadcast in the net like youtube, in Daystar and many other Christian satellite channels around the world. ABC, a family TV station, has telecast it in their primetime too. People around the world is waking up to the goodness of Jesus and realizing that Daddy God loves them. You just have to go to facebook and look for Joseph Prince, you will get people commenting that through his sermons, they finally knows that they are Daddy God’s beloved.

After the above disclosure, Lord led Pastor Prince to preach on the 4 horse in the book of Revelation that Lord had get me to post in the previous post.

Since yesterday, I have this impression to look for Smith Wigglesworth prophecy. I had tried to search for it in goggle but could not find anything. Today, I try searching for ‘Smith Wigglesworth vision’ instead. In this website, http://lit4ever.org/revivalforum/index.php?topic=90.0, I found several of his vision that Lord disclosed to him about the end time.

This is what caught my eyes this morning: ‘'I see the greatest revival in the history of mankind coming to Planet earth, maybe as never before. And I see every form of disease healed. I see whole hospitals emptied with no one there. Even the doctors are running down the streets shouting.'’

This is what Lord revealed to me in my meditation of Deuteronomy 28:12 ‘The Lord will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands.’ Lord said: ‘Daddy God will bless you with strong healing power that will heal all diseases and chase off all demons. Your house (church) will be a great blessing; all people who come to you will get healed. Father God will make sure the command healing take place.’

Praise the Lord, for all these 3 confirmations, all linked up nicely. Praise Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit for His movement on earth in this end time. I pray that the veil of those children of God that still believes in the 10 commandments will be removed to see the Goodness of Jesus in this end time.

Praise the Lord Jesus, for His Almighty Name, Jesus Christ and for His Grace and Mercy pouring strongly over those who believe in Him. Amen! Amen! Amen!

Father God

Father God has revealed to me that I will be going into service soon. In today’s sermon, Lord revealed that I will be like Lord Jesus, in the form of laboring like an ox, have the strength of a lion, have the wisdom of God as an eagle, and have the love of man, when Pastor Prince talked about Revelation 4:6-7 ‘In the center, around the throne, were four living creatures and they were covered with eyes, in front and in back. The first living creature was like a lion, the second was like an ox, the third had a face like a man, the fourth was like a flying eagle.’ This is a description of Lord Jesus in the book of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Pastor Prince share with us what Lord Jesus revealed in Matthew 24:3-9 and Revelation 6:1-6.

Matthew 24:3 ‘As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olive, the disciples came to him privately. “Tell us,” they said, “when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?”’

1) Matthew 24:4-5 ‘Jesus answered:’ “watch out that no one deceives you. For many will come in name claiming, “I am the Christ”, and will deceive many.’ – This is the white horse mentioned in Revelation 6:2 ‘I looked and there before me was a white horse! Its rider held a bow, and he was given a crown, and he rode out as a conqueror bent on conquest’ – This evil spirit tries to impersonate Lord Jesus on the white horse! This false doctrine/thinking attacks towards the west of the tribe of Judah, which had the banner of lion.

2) Matthew 24:6 ‘You will hear wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come.’ – This is the red horse mentioned in Revelation 6:4 ‘Then another horse came out, a fiery red one. Its rider was given power to take peace from the earth and to make man slay each other. To him was given a large sword’ – This red horse attacks towards the east of the tribe of Ephraim, which had the banner of ox.

3) Matthew 24:7 ‘Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places.’ - This is the black horse mention in Revelation 6:5 ‘When the Lamb opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, “Come!” I looked and there before me was a black horse! Its rider was holding a pair of scales in his hand. Then I heard what sounded like a voice among the four living creatures, saying, “A quart of wheat for a day’s wages and do not damage the oil and the wine!”’ – This black horse is going towards the north, where the camp of Reuben, which had the banner of a Man. Famine is current running in USA and the rest of the world is experiencing inflation. Pastor Prince shared that since 2000 till now, the no. of earthquakes are more than what the last 2000 years experienced.

4) Matthew 24:9 ‘Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me.’ – This is the pale horse mention in Revelation 6:8 ‘I looked. And there before me was a pale horse! Its rider was named Death, and Hades was following close behind him. They were given power over a fourth of the earth to kill by sword, famine and plague and by wild beasts of the earth.’ Lord revealed to Pastor Prince that the wild beasts are the viruses and bacteria. – This dappled horses towards south, where the camp of Dan, which had the banner of an eagle. Lord revealed to me that I am the one giving the people the new body, through healing their bodies. Actually, this should be Lord coming through me to heal them all. Thanks to Lord that give His honor to me instead. Praise the Lord!

Lord Jesus said in Matthew 24:8 ‘All these are the beginning of birth pains.’ Pastor Prince said that these are the beginning of sorrows, as the 4 spirits/horse comes from the rear end of us; we are to be like the tribes of Israel, with their camp front facing the Holy of Holy. Lord Jesus was nailed to the Cross that looked like the cross formed by North, South, East and West direction arrow. All the 4 spirits/horses were nailed onto Lord Jesus at the Cross. The spirits that come on the east and west were nailed to Lord Jesus palms at the cross.

We are not to look at problems, which comes from behind. But look to Lord Jesus, face the front. We are enclosed by the 4 faces of Lord Jesus, we are in Him, as we look to Jesus, and the 4 banner of the faces of Jesus will be rise up against the evil spirit. We need not look to our rear end for Lord will take care of us. Just like when Moses stick changed to a snake, Lord in the burning bush told him to take the tail, for Lord will take the head. As we trust Lord Jesus, He will deliver us and blessing will come from the rear end and over take us. Praise the Lord!

Btw, Lord revealed through Su, my sis that He is raising a group of army in this end time and I am one of them. Praise the Lord!

Father God, thank You for loving me so much that You send Lord Jesus to the Cross to save me from the 4 winds of the evil spirits. Lord Jesus, thank You for willingly went to the Cross for me. By Your Stripes, I am healed! Holy Spirit, thank You for witnessing the truth to me. In Christ, I am strong and healthy, rich and prosperous. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen and Amen!

Honor Reward

This week, Lord leads me to KCM site to look at this week sermons, host by Jeremy Pearsons and the special guest John Bevere, on ‘Living a Life of Honor brings God’s Reward’. This week sermons greatly open my eyes to the goodness Lord have for my life.

The word Honor flows throughout the bible and in worship songs, we sing about it. What is it all about? When we give God or a person honor, we highly esteem, respect Him/him. We have good opinion of Him/him and take Him/him as someone important. The opposite of honor is dishonor, which means to take God or a person as normal, nothing special.

John Bevere talks about honoring is a principle of Life that God instituted. The authority that a leader or a boss or someone of our superior holds come from God. No matter what this person holding the authority behaves, when we give honor to his authority, we create an opportunity for God to bless us. Praise the Lord!

He talks about in the 1980s, a black guy in the insurance company was due for promotion. His promotion was snatched from him and given to a white guy. He took it as racist decision and intended to sue the company.

That Sunday, his pastor talked about does not take one’s vengeance, let God handle for us instead. His plan had gone down the drain and he went to his pastor. They pray over it and commit the whole issue to God. On that Monday, he went to congrats the new boss and told him that he will be his best employee. He gave honor to the one, who got his promotion. Praise the Lord!

For a number of weeks, nothing happen. Then many weeks later, another insurance company contacted him and wanted to recruit him. Having established a good client base and good benefits, he was not willing to accept the offer and rejected this company. The representatives asked him to consider for a week and to talk to his wife.

He did not discuss with his wife. On the day before the meeting, he told his wife that he was going to up his salary 3 times to scare the offering company off. When they met, the offering company did not see what he wants; instead they showed him what they want to offer him. It was 4 times his salary. When he was still in the shock and too shock to talk, the offering company thought that he was unhappy with their offer and up their offer to him. He told them that as a Christian, he wants to go home to discuss with his wife first.

He and wife prayed about it and Lord revealed that he had committed the issue to God and this was His promotion for him. He finally accepted the offer and a number of years later, he was promoted to hold a regional position! Praise the Lord!

John Bevere has talked a lot about what this honoring people around us, in our work place, at home (to parents, kids) would set up a position for God to greatly bless us. This honoring is especially for those that we think have dishonored us. When we honor them, we position ourselves for Lord to bless us. Praise the Lord!

As I talked to my eldest sis about my soon to come blessing and to lead her closer to Lord, she was telling me about I should pay for the maid that my brother insisted to get for my parents. We(me and Su) were against it but brother went ahead. We had told them we are not going to pay for it. As I learn about this honoring principle, to honor the one who dishonor me, Lord give me the grace to practise it in real life.

This morning, as I am worshiping Him, Lord gives me an idea to pay for the whole 2 year cost of the maid. When I accept the idea to honor this issue and my brother, I have peace and joy in my heart. All the nasty feeling towards the whole disagreement issue goes into thin air with this Grace. Now the song, I see Grace, is playing…

Daddy God, thank You for sending Lord Jesus to die at the Cross for me. Lord Jesus, thank You for willingly went to the Cross and did a Perfected Work on the Cross for me. Holy Spirit, Thank You for being the witness in my life about Completed Work of Jesus. Because of all that Lord Jesus had Done, I could walk in this Love of Yours and honor those that dishonor me. Thank You for being my Rewarder, You creates so much opportunity for me to receive more blessing from You. Praise You, Lord! Praise Your Sweet and Beautiful Name, Lord Jesus Christ! Amen! Amen!

The Righteousness of Christ

Since 8th Nov till today, that is how long this sickness has been playing with me. I am glad that now it’s almost things of the past. This is a slow walk from sick to stand tall in Christ and proclaim my rights. Praise the Almighty God, Lord Jesus for the completed works He has done on Calvary 2000 years ago that secured my rights!!!! Amen! Amen!

I didn’t know that moon cake can be use as a weapon. Anyway, I shall not repeat what is disclosed to me by the Lord on this moon cake. I had fallen sick because I took half of it. I was distracted away from Lord so much that I could not pray to Him at all. Finally, drag myself to consult a doctor that Su said is very good in diagnosis.

I took the medicine faithfully, but trusting Lord to heal me. After I finished the completed course, I was much better, but still sick. Hubby can’t bear to see me coughing so badly that he pushed me to see the doctor again. This is the 2nd round of medicine. I have finished the cough mixture and only left 3 more tablets to go for a few more days.

After sick for 2 plus weeks, it kind of gets a bit tired of it. After all, in Christ, I am the Righteousness of God, by His stripes, I am healed and Romans 8:2 ‘Through Christ Jesus, the law of the Spirit of Life set me free from the law of the Spirit of sin and death’. I have been standing in these verses the past few days. When ever I shut my mouth, the cough come back.

Today, I was getting a bit fed up over the whole issue and a bit tired of proclaiming and proclaiming. I told Lord that I don’t know how to stand with Him and ignore the symptom. Lord let me listened to Jesus.mp3 a few times, then He leads me to listen to 03/03/08 ‘Favour stops when You receive the Enemy’s Accusations’.

From the sermon, I realised that Satan used the Law to accuse us, as long as we feel condemned, he wins and he could put sickness into us. I admitted I fell into his accusation over something that was a small mistake of mine that was solved. As I did not know, I felt bad about it. This was how sickness came into me.

As I listened to the sermon, I finally realised I now have the Righteousness of God in Christ, I should not be accused at all. Finally, I could rest in peace and don’t bother about the attack. Praise the Lord.

It was supposed to be a sickness to drag me down but Lord used it to let me realise how righteous I am in Him. I could now claim that I am the Righteousness of God in Christ firmly. No more fear for me. Praise the Almighty Lord, my sweet Daddy that wants me to rise up. He could take the sickness away easily but He let me go through it and learn that I have His Righteousness and I should not fear the accusation.

With this personal realization of the Righteousness is mine to keep, I am finally getting better this evening. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, I know that being Your healer, You want me to know how Righteous I am in Christ, so that I will not fall in future encounter. Praise You for this learning curve. It took quite a long while, but I am finally seeing light! Praise the Lord for all that He has done on the Cross in Calvary 2000 years ago. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen and Amen!

Jesus, The Word of Christ

Through these 14 days of sickness, I have not been able to get rid of it. Even with doctor medicine finished, I was still coughing badly this morning. Lord let me try out for 2 weeks. Today finally, Pastor Lian preached instead of Pastor Prince. Lord has given her words on teaching me how to fight this sickness. Praise the Lord!

Yesterday, at Su place, she was listening to a sermon, which Lord said that casting the devil out, even though it’s rightfully so, but it’s works, more of God’s fiery. It’s not the way to do in this new covenant. Under Grace, we should just trust the words of Christ to fight the adversary. We should do it in rest too.

Last night, Lord asked me to go KCM to listen to Gloria weekend preaching about healing. She also said that we need to stand on God Words for healing and in all areas of our needs. She prayed for healing for those who watch the sermon, however, I was not able to overcome the temptation of the cough.

Praise the Lord, today Pastor Lian preaches that when Jesus fights the devil in the 40days temptation in the wilderness, He didn’t cast the devil out. Instead, He said “It is written…” He uses the Word of Christ to fight the devil instead. Finally, I realised I have been using the wrong method to fight my cough, no wonder not much improvement to it.

I stood on Roman 8:2 ‘It is written: “Thru Christ Jesus, the law of the spirit of Life set me free from the law of sin and death”’ I proclaimed during the service and on the way home. I was having fever, so I took a panadol and went to sleep. Pastor Lian said we do not know how the seed works, but as we sow it into our heart, it will grow in a matter of time, through our sleep. Praise the Lord, I feel better when I woke up. Now I am on the route of recovery. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Thank You for reminding me the right way to fight the adversary. After standing on the word of Christ, finally, I am feeling better. Lord, I know You want me to be healthy to receive the blessing of Abraham. I shall stand on Your Words to see the healing come through. Praise the Lord!

The Abraham Blessing

I would like to share here about the Abraham blessing that Su and I are getting.

Lord has revealed about blessing Su about some 20 odd months ago. Lord also has came to me one night moons ago, to ask what I want. Ever since then, Su on and off has been asking why her bless has yet to come. I always tell her to look to Jesus, keep learning more about Jesus. This has been going on and on that when I trace back on my testimony the date/time, we were surprised that time has passed by so fast without we realizing it.

Just from the start of this year, now is already September, in these 8 months plus of learning, Lord has revealed so much of Him to me that Su and I look in wonders of all that we learnt in this period of time.

A few times last year, d always fooled Su to check different places for her blessing; it was like a aimless fly flying around searching for its food. I was fooled by the date promised too. Looking back, the excitement and the anxiousness created by d were no where near to how Lord lead us lately.

Lord slowly opens the door for us to know Lord Jesus more and more. Initially, I thought I have learnt all that I could since I know the righteousness of God in Christ. It was with each peak, Lord reveals even more of Himself that I realised there are still a lot of things I don’t know, especially with mediation of the bible. I am still having a long way to go. That is how little I know.

Now that we come so close, Lord a few weeks ago have me and Su to proclaim that ‘In the Name of Jesus, I command the blessing of Abraham to come.’ We both thought that’s all that we need to proclaim. Lord let us learn more of Him through the different offering from the book of Leviticus. After we grab all that is taught there, Lord had us proclaim that ‘In the Name of Jesus, I received the blessing of Abraham’. Lord showed Su a vision of she receive her cheque and jumping in joy. He showed me an open vision of a pipe line coming to my hand and there in my hand, the money and the car.

This leading by Lord is amazing, it is so peaceful and calm resting in Him; totally different from what d fooled us. It’s good to rest in the Lord and let Him lead us step by step. Our duty is keeping on learning about Lord Jesus more and more… Peaceful, rest and leaded life! Praise the Lord!

Now that we have proclaimed about receiving it in Spirit, next is to wait for Holy Spirit to show the signs and wonders of bringing the blessing to real life. As each done His part, Daddy God speaks on blessing us, Lord Jesus forming into the blessing and Holy Spirit will form it into physical things that we can see with our eyes and touch with our hands. Praise the Lord!

Now that the blessing of Abraham is coming so close, leaded by Lord, I went to KCM to watch the sermon by Kenneth Coperland, on the last 2 Sundays. The Most High God aka my Daddy, has promised Abraham that through him and his seed, shall all nations be blessed, through faith in Jesus finished Work on the Cross and believing I am the Righteousness of God in Christ. Praise the Lord!

Lord Jesus through His death at the Cross has removed the curse that come from Adam falls. We are back to Eden without the curse, enjoying fellowshipping with Lord and enjoying His blessing of Heaven in earth. What more can I ask? Hehe…Praise the Most High God, who owns the Heaven and Earth and He is my Beloved Daddy, that love me so much that sent His beloved Son, Lord Jesus, to the Cross so that I could come back to Him and enjoy the blessing of Abraham. Praise Daddy for loving me so much! Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah!!! Amen and Amen!!!

To Look at Christ

I have been having a bad cough since Monday. As Lord has anointed me with the healing power, I tried to cast off the cough a number of times lately. However, I have not been successful. Actually with Lord’s help, I did manage to get the symptom down.

However, it rises up again to disturb me. Each time when the prayer works, it would somehow creep back again. Last night, out of desperation, I even called Daddy God for help.

Today I was supposed to go see a doctor, but too bad, the clinic that Su recommended was closed for the day. I take it as Lord wants me to learn to trust Him. Somehow, this sermon, 11/11/07 ‘The Glory, If you are conscious in it, You will walk in it’ caught my eyes and I decided to listen to it.

Pastor Prince was talking about sometime we are fooled by the body symptom. He was talking about his stomach pain, which turn out to be nothing. He spent over $1k to find that out. Once he realised there was nothing wrong in him, the pain suddenly gone.

Lord sends my care leader wife to call me up and check on me. I told her I have been spending time trusting the Lord and casting the sickness. She told me there is no spiritual warfare to fight. We are to take Holy Communion and believe in Jesus finished work.

What the sermon and care leader wife said did not get into me. Lord told me to watch ‘The Passion of The Christ’. Through the show, Lord revealed Lord Jesus has disarmed the adversary and they have no rights to accuse me. Lord also created a deep impression on the part where Lord Jesus talked about taking Holy Communion for remembrance of Him.

Through this few days of tiredness, I was distracted till I have not much time for the Lord. This cough also stopped me from praying in the spirit.

Just now as I was showering, suddenly Lord impressed that it’s not how I trust Him to fight the cough; rather Holy Spirit says that He is here to witness to us the truth of what Jesus had done. When we proclaim the truth, He will show His signs and wonders in agreement with the truth! Praise the Lord!

Lord also let me recall that most of the time, people are conscious of the world than of Christ. We are to be conscious of the Truth, as the Truth will set us free.

As I look to Christ Jesus that ‘by His stripes, I am healed’, the symptom of cough did not surface. However, as I put conscious to it again, surfaced and get stronger. It’s a fight of faith to believe ‘by the stripes of Jesus, I am healed’.

Please pray for me to stand strong in the Truth of Christ, the Living God.

Amazing Sunday

Today is really a magical Sunday for me and Su. Praise the Lord. Su had checked with Lord on which service we should attend and Lord told her to go 1st service.

Su was there to queue, but as she was not as early as the rest plus their reserved friends, by the time she went in, many seats are all taken up. Then her eyes caught 2 seats in front of her. There are 4 of us, Su, her sons and me. Lord gets someone to block 3 seats for us and she thoughts there wasn’t anymore seats, that lady said “God bless you the seats!” and remove her reserve. Praise the Lord!

2 songs into worshipping the Lord, I had high tide, about 2 m away from the door, 2 persons (a lady and a guy) in white, opened the door widely for me. The toilet was empty, so I managed to go and returned within 1 worship song and continued my worshipping.

I was concentrating on worshipping and praising Lord to raise my inner man, I could feel a strong force came upon the whole of my forehead. Then I could see something golden bright on top of me, I could only see a tiny portion of it. Lord gave Su the full vision, she saw a glorious golden crown came upon her head and Lord showed her turn vision to see my direction and I too have a crown on my head. We could feel it even after the service. Lord said it will stay with us forever. Praise the Lord!

The amazing part is in the mid of the service, Pastor Prince was preaching and in a slightly bent forward with the left hand up position when he looked towards our direction. 1 nephew was sit between me and Su, somehow, we both felt that his eyes had locked with ours and a surprised face was on his face. He pause there without movement for a long 20sec. I was fighting a cough and had just proclaimed that “by the stripes of Jesus, I am healed” and I saw him paused there. His stared and freeze up pose make me and Su dare not move.

We asked Lord what happened to him. Lord said he was surprised to see the crown so bright on our heads and he saw our strong Shikano Glory too. Both I and Su were clueless what happened that moment. Lord refuses to reveal to us. He just said we will know in due time.

Su faced a blocked road and a jammed expressway, she prayed to Lord to open the way. When she reached the expressway, there flow was smooth; most of the cars had gone. The taxi wanted to go one road but Lord led them another. Taxi driver claimed too many traffic lights there. There were only 2 traffic lights, Lord blessed 1 green light and the amazing thing is, this road usually packed with cars, but today hardly any cars around! Praise the Lord.

I had a good trip home too. Usually I need to stand on the shuttle bus. Today the bus had enough seats for me and others. Mrt ride also smooth, I got seat all the way home.

We are amazed by all the blessed day we went through. It something we don’t understand. God Flavour seems to be in operation in abundance. Praise the Lord for a Blessed Sunday. Hallelujah! Amen!!!

Spiritual Authority

Recently, Lord led me to heal a man that I learnt about spiritual authority more clearly. I am here to share this with you. This is the order of priority in each of us, our spiritual authority:

1) Self
2) Spouse (Husband and wife is seen as 1 body in Christ. When one is down and out, the other can use His/her faith to trust Lord for healing)
3) Children (They are under the parents till 18 of age. But parents have rights over them till it’s given away in marriage.
4) Parents
5) Siblings

I like to talk about my dad and this man (Ae) as example to show you how things work in the spiritual realm.

As you know from my post here, my dad’s health deteriorated since Nov 07 and was unconscious during Feb 08. Su and I prayed over him and Lord raised him up. He died in April 08.

Throughout the whole sick journey, dad initially was in his human pride. He thought that Lord’s healing is like magic, where you got zap by the power and you are heal. But Lord do not operate this way. We need to trust Lord Jesus in His finished Work on the Cross for deliverance. The easiest way of trusting and opening our heart to receive blessing is through singing worship songs and praise the Lord. In the process of praising, our spirit will rise higher and higher into the spiritual realm for the healing to pour in. Praise the Lord!

Dad initially was in human pride because his human strength was still there. When his strength was almost depleted, he lost hope for healing and looking for death. Throughout that few months, even though he did not see the full recovery, but because Su and I stand in faith trusting Roman 8:2 ‘Thru Christ Jesus, the law of the spirit of life will set my dad free from the spirit of law and death.’ We also trust that ‘He will live and not die to proclaim the goodness of the Lord’.

So how did the spirit authority works in my family? When dad was awake (his spiritual authority come first), his pride was in the way, so healing blessing could not go through, he continued to deteriorate. When he lost conscious, and mum didn’t know anything about Lord and trusted us (the priority of children kicked in) for healing dad, healing went through and dad was raised up. When he was up, his spiritual authority kicked in and he had lost hope and was looking to death, he deteriorated till breathing difficulty. He could not die as I was still holding to Words of Christ to heal him. Lord had to tell me to let go of the words to let him died.

Su let me know that one autistic kid’s dad was in coma on Sunday, Lord asked me to go heal him on Monday. Lord told me that part of his brain was damaged and had blood vessel blockage.

I saw the family outside the waiting room. It was after prayer that I realised they were his family. When the wife was introduced to me, Lord spoke to her: He told her to take Holy Communion and to worship Him. Lord shared the story of Smith Wigglesworth healing of a husband, who had ruptured intestine and need urgent healing, otherwise it’s death for him. Specialists were flown in from UK, but the wife chose to trust Lord and miracles happened.

On Wednesday, I heard of his death in Tuesday afternoon. Through disclosure by Su’s friend, they are Catholic, only one of the sisters is in NCC and led their son to NCC Autistic ministry.

I reached the hospital around 9:15am. Lord asked me to pray at 10am. I could see one worried woman at the waiting room. The rest were tired. I suspected they had spent the night there. The worried woman turned out to be his wife. I did not know if she had done as what Lord instructed. But since her husband was died, I guess not.

It was sad when I know she is not from NCC. Not that I despised other churches, just that when I know law is still preached in most churches and the congregation believe sincerely wrong is what angered me or was it Lord. It was a life that Lord could heal, but because of wrong teaching, she did not know how to stand in her rights for her husband. Su and I were feeling so sad that we questioned Lord WHY?

Lord told us that we had done our part. It’s life…..hiaz….Lord said in the bible, my children died because of ignorance. I do hope that more churches shared about the goodness of Lord Jesus so that more people can flow in divine health. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!