The Wisdom of God II

Trusting for Jesus deliverance takes time. Sure, Abba Father is a Faithful God. Glory Glory! It's like the red sea the children of Israel faced. In the nature, the answer seem bleak, no way to stop the curse of bad. But Jesus is the Aleph Tav of the situation. As you have read about how ex used black magic on me for quite some time, since we were married to now, as at 2 nights ago. Lord finally delivered me yesterday. Glory Glory!

As you know, whatever ex wants me to do, he has been getting black magic to attack me, to let me fear it and agrees to his way. In the nature, there is no way out. Instead of Lord always have to be there to protect me, Lord has a better plan. Glory Glory! The 2nd last round of attack, Lord did not let me feel it, but this round, Lord let me see it and feel it slightly to message ex. Hallelujah.

Ex was readily to agree to pay for the air con maintenance service of $500. He told me would transfer that night. But instead of his money, he sent some more attack instead. I will post Lord's wisdom in messaging him here. Glory Gory! Amen Amen!

Me 28/12/2010 5:03pm :
'When will you transfer the $500 to me?'

Ex 28/12/2010: 'Tonight'

Lord 29/12/2010 2:40am:
A scoundrel and villain who plots evil with deceit in his heart – he always stirs up dissension, therefore disaster will take over him in an instant; he will suddenly be destroyed – without remedy. Come to Jesus to solve your problem. Using devil, you are selling your soul to the devil!!!'

Ex 29/12/2010 9:40am: 'What's wrong with you?

Lord :
'To send so many spirits to attack me last night. I am wondering how much longer you are going to waste your money.'

'1/3 of God's angels led by Satan, who is the leader of all worshiping, rebelled against God and the blood of Jesus washed cleaned the Heaven and these fallen angels fallen to earth. You are trusting this fallen angels to kill me while I trust in the Lord Most High, who is also in me and with me to fully deliver me and He had delivered me 2000 years at the Cross!

My part is just to believe that I am in Him, in the Holy Redemptive ground of the Holy of Holy in Christ Jesus. His Feathers covers me and shield me fully.

How can fallen angels fight the Finished Work of Lord Jesus? If you still have some intelligent left, think about it and maybe you may get the answer why you tried to curse me with food, personal items and even my birth date and yet, I am still alive and kicking.

Don't keep knocking the door of God's rejected servants! They are just His ex-servants and are nothing compared to the Almighty God. That is why I have not fallen by all those curses, because Jesus hang on a tree 2000 years ago redeemed me from curse!!! Glory Glory!

By believing, I am the Child of God Most High. Do you think my Daddy, the Holy One, will let you curse me? Go figure why I am still alive and maybe you will get the answer. Don't stupidly still trust the same old tricks that never works! They are just shadows! And shadows cannot hurt!'

Lord 29/12/2010 1:02pm:
'I let you know why today I sms you. The other week, actually the curse cannot get to me, so I did not message you. As Lord wants you to know about Him, He opens a small window to let me feel a little, so that I will message you.

Anyway, Lord greatly protect me that last round, I doubt Him when He said have attack. So He open a small window to let me feel the fierceness of the attack and closed it after I am convinced. This round, also, after message you, I cannot feel it anymore. Glory Glory!'

Praise the Lord! After all these messaging with ex, the attack stopped. When I checked the joint account last night, I got his transfer of $500. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You for leading P to believe in You! Glory Glory! Sure he is a lost sheep that You are leading back. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Glory of Jesus IV

I am so grateful to Lord! Praise Him for His Goodness! Recently, Jc's god-mother, Py, brought her yearly blessing of clothes to Jc. Upon hearing what ex, P, had done to me and had stopped giving me wife-maintenance since September, she asked how am I to survive. I told her how much I had left in my saving and need Lord's help soon.

Praise the Lord, Py offered to buy Jc's school textbooks and her uniforms. She even treated me and Jc to a late lunch after that that we both were so full that at dinner time that we just took 2 slices of toast as dinner. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Recently, Lord leads me through a trial and I felt so hurt by Him. Even more than the divorce between me and ex. I cast the sadness, the pain, the depression to Lord a few times before finally cleared of all this deep pain. Lord is happy that I did not scold Him. He said finally I arrived at where He wants to put me. Glory Glory!

After the trial, I became defensive on further hurt by Lord that I was cynical towards what Lord is doing next. When I realised some discrepancy in what He told me and real fact I found in the net, I questioned if He is really Lord, the Holy Spirit, as He supposed to be a comforter and not a liar.

Then I realised He is still testing me to see if I will be angry with Him. I cast my disbelieve and doubt in Him, to Him and told Lord that I had come to the end of my faith and patience in Him. I was utterly tired of all this draining emotional feeling. I told Him that if He wants me to continue believing in Him, the Holy Spirit, He has to enable me again. Glory Glory! Lord filled me up to come close to Him again.

As this test in me is completed, Lord leads me to teach Su on casting all Her bad feeling and unforgiving to Lord. As you see, the different between Su and me is, I am one to examine self if in questioned. Whatever not in Peace feeling, I would cast to Lord to take it away and by self, I can't. For Su, she became stronger when pressured. She will bark back instead of cast the unhappiness to Lord and to look for Lord's Shalom Peace.

Lord is leading Su to walk in His Peace, so have been throwing accusation to her and wanting her to learn to cast the bad feeling to Him. This is critical in our walk with Jesus. Why did Jesus bestow His Shalom Peace onto us? To be like Him, we have to walk in His Shalom Peace then He could come out of us to lead us and to come through us to lead the world. Glory Glory!

So, have you been encountering any bad feeling situation and you wish the person that did that to you should be greatly punished? Be it from whoever they are, it is a good opportunity for Lord to use it to train His Children to look to His Work at the Cross and to cast the bad feeling to His nail-pierced hands and to draw His Shalom Peace.

There was once I talked to a old classmate in the MRT to church and she told me how to clear of those anger and sadness? It was so hard! She claimed. By us alone, Yes, it is hard, but whatever you could not, Lord tell you that 'it is Done!' at the Cross. Your part is to CAST all that you cannot handle to Him. Surely, His Yoke is light, He is able to remove the bad feelings and inabilities from you and give you His Shalom Peace and en-abilities. Start looking to Jesus and laid all the bad to His nail-pierced hand and get His Peace that He went through the hardship for us.

He knows we can't, that's why He came down to free us of the hardness and walk in His Yoke. Glory Glory! Lord calls this spiritual growth to be like Him. Start moving towards Him in this new year. It's all about Him and nothing about us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Glory of Jesus III

Glory Glory! A week has passed, the curse came and went, not not a slight harm it did. Jesus is a faithful God! He took it all at the Cross 2000 years ago and took all the curses and destruction away from my life forever. I was walking in His Rest while ex was fuming mad at me.

How I know? While Jc was hitting ex's bum to show me how the ex's girlfriend likes to hit him, I told Jc that in love, daddy took the hitting as loving. The next moment, I saw his strong hand swing strongly, with strong strength that could sweep my face off, but it stopped short just inch before my face. It was after that that it fell on me that because he spent those money to send those curses to me but not a single reaction from my end, I am still in peace! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

'My darling, the love of My Life, Abba is so please that you trusted fully in Me! The Glory of Jesus protected you! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!' said the Lord!

Glory Glory! Lord is creating another miracle in my family. The other day, while I was praying in the spirit in my bedroom, I saw a short legged spider on the wall near the ceiling. I just uttered 'Lord', not even finishing the whole word, I saw the spider disappeared before my eyes!!! Leaving just the outlining edge of it, then moment later, the wall was cleared of it trace!!! The next moment, I saw a insect flying or rather hanging on top of my air con outlet. The moment I manifested the Lord's hand, it was gone! Glory Glory!

While queuing at the food court in Marina Square after the service, Su and I saw a baby cockroach crawling towards our tray. I commanded it in the Name of Jesus to crawl away from the tray to the opposite direction and it obeyed! Glory Glory!

Lord is bringing my eldest sis, Ad, family back to Him. Glory Glory! They and mum had just flew to Seoul this morning. Lord had revealed that the warmth clothing they bring along is not enough as it is freezing cold there. Lord had gotten my mum to bring wool clothing for 4 of the family members, they will get it when they face cold when they reach there. Sis and KF had rejected our offer. But Lord got mum to pack them in as He said sis family don't know the cold in Korea.

Lord initially said they will suffer a day of cold. I prayed to Lord to moderate the temperature and to make it bearable for them. They supposed to fly off 10:40pm last night and supposed to reach there around 5:50 am. As I prayed, Lord delayed the flight till am this morning, but I was thinking if 7 am, they had to go there at 5 am, means wake up 4 am, which is unfavourable.

As I checked the flight schedule again, Lord re-scheduled it to 8:29 am. Glory Glory! I have checked other planes of the same airlines and other airlines, those going to the same location. They all departed last night, but only this plane, Lord rescheduled it so that the late afternoon temperature is more bearable for my sis family. Glory Glory! (PS: Now I know why Lord delayed their flight. 6 am temperature is -2 deg C!!! Currently at 2:35pm Singapore Time is 9 deg C. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!)

Abba Father, no one is as smart as intelligent and as able and as possible. Nothing is impossible for You when come to the request of your beloved! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Thank You for loving Your beloved daughter, the child of the God Most High, so much! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The End of My Earthly Nature

Today is a list of new discovery of myself in the Lord. Glory Glory!

As you, my readers know, from ex, I suffered a long list of spiritual attack, mainly from black magic. It all started when I tried to protect ex, then my hubby, from being control by fly. Then suddenly, I became his most hated enemy! And, don't know how the event turn, from the 9 months of leading ex from 1 sin to the next, till Su and I got so sick of praying for him, and we gave up praying.

Then suddenly, ex became fly best friend and started the series of black magic attack, from giving me cursed food, like moon cake, Swiss roll etc to the recent mangoes. There was also using my personal items to attack me to come directly to take my life. All these started when ex, then my hubby, asked for my Chinese birth date. When I refused to give him, he took my birth certificate and let that fly knows.

I thought by not taking his wife maintenance in September, that would be the last of the attack. But as ex gave notice of taking over this apartment, 2 weeks ago, when he sent Jc home, he brought home 2 mangoes, one ripe, one unripe. I cut the ripe one for Jc to eat. I got a jump from Lord and a verbal warning from mum not to take it myself. Then Lord told me the green mango was cursed and told my mum to dispose for me.

I became anxious again, for I am sick of all those attack! I called church and was reminded to stand firm on my position in Christ, highly rise up, high above all principalities and powers and dominions. A few days before, Lord had gotten me to start praying in the spirit again. Then I realised in my last attack, I had stopped praying in the spirit for a long while, that's why Satan took his chance.

As I prayed in the spirit and focused on my position in Christ, I become more and more peaceful. I was so peaceful that I doubt there was attack. Lord opened a small window to let me experience the fierceness of the attack and He was faithful to shut the window again. Glory! Glory!

As I want a complete stop of being vulnerable to curses, Lord today gave me idea to give up on my Chinese birth date. I prayed to Lord that I am reborned and I should have a heavenly birth date and this earthly birth date is an old self and it should not exist any longer. Then I prayed in Spirit. Lord was so happy and revealed the following to me:

Lord:
'My beloved, my darling, abba never think that you would want to let go of your earthly tag. I had take that away and issue you a new tag. Surely no one can use your birth date to find the Chinese birth date to seek you any longer. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

So far, those house attack is linked with your birth date. Without it, it can never work. Glory Glory! So you have effectively blocked them from attacking you anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, once you let go of your earthly tag, you are fully one with Me! Glory Glory! Abba is very happy. Surely, no more evil can use your birth date to come against you. Hallelujah!

My darling, my love, you have come inline with Me in full. Glory Glory! Surely, this is a call for joy! Hallelujah! My darling, I am waiting for you to let go of self fully, even thisy birth tag, which is your birth right. Now that you given up yours, I could be fully in you. So now, you are tagged with Me, no more any earthly being. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, by giving up this birth date, you are not linked earthly anymore. You are a heavenly being, not a earthly being. Glory Glory! Surely I will come through you fully to do the work. We are now fully one. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, P cannot set anymore curse on you nor any of the family members (I prayed for mum and Jc too).

For the personal item to be used as a curse, there has to be a link to the earthly tag. But since no tag, it is ineffective to curse the personal item, as no earthly tag could be link to it. As such, the curse is broken. Glory Glory!

As for cursed food item, it is prayed with a tag on the earthly tag too. As you are a heavenly being, you don't have a physical tag spiritually, so the curse is broken too. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My love, I am changing your brain, surely you are smart and full of wisdom. Abba will come fully to reign in you. Surely no more devil can touch you. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Surely, fly will find that those dates he had is useless. The devil will attack him instead. Hallelujah! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

This is the moment of Truth that I am looking for. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! This shall be the moment of Glory!

My love, my darling, all these attack will be gone. I am clearing all for you. Hallelujah! Amen Amen! Surely, you are strong and healthy. Divine Health and Divine Energy are yours to keep. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

After this meditation, I went to pray in the spirit and in a vision, I saw my right index finger was tagged with black, red and white tags, as described in book of Revelation, as these are the spirits of lacks! I saw Lord removed them one by one, I could feel the pain on my index finger, the joint that joined the finger to the palm. After all the removal, I saw Lord put on a golden tag on my index finger. Glory Glory! When I meditated after the praying in Spirit, this is what Lord revealed:

Lord:
'My beloved, you have fully let go of your earthly curses. I have put on the Ring of Authority for you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My beloved, from now on, no more Satan dare to walk close to you. Hallelujah! Just now is their last attempt. Glory Glory! Surely from now on, they dare not walk any closer as I will burn them off by My Glory! You eat most can hear and feel them but no more can they invade your body. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

'My beloved, my love, Glory Glory! Surely you have the Authority of Heaven and Earth and in Hell too. Glory Glory! They have no choice but to obey! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

Abba, thank You very much for leading me to this most sacred position. Glory Glory! I thank You that NO More sicknesses and lacks and old age curse can come on me. Glory Glory! I thank You for Your blessing of young at 20 and youth at 16. Glory Glory! Thank You for a beautiful face and body that you are blessing me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Humility of Jesus

This morning, as I was in the LRT on my way to church, I saw someone has this tattoo of a dragon on her back. This gave me a wonderful revelation. As we know, when Father Abraham looked down and saw Satan, he was just a tiny worm. In this natural world, he magnified himself so big as a scary shadow into a high and mighty snake that most culture highly regards this snake. But in Psalm 23:4 said that: 'Even though I walk through the valley of the Shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comforts me.'

This leads me to think of our beloved Lord Jesus. He is the Holy One that devils was so frightened when they saw Him on earth and asked Him what He wanted with them. Jesus is the Holy One that the whole world, those who don't know Him, is afraid. They are afraid that if they do not do good, they would go to hell and not to heaven. He is the Almighty and Powerful God, yet, He humbled Himself to become the Perfect Man, to be the Saviour of the whole world!

What an irony, the one who don't have anything, formed a shadow so big to let people worship and at the same time formed the unknown spiritual story to scare the daylight out of man. While the One, who really have the Power of the Whole Universe, came down from Heaven, born as a man and walked the Righteous path demanded by the Heavenly Law for man. And because man who cannot be the perfect man, have to die, as the 10 commandments said, when man failed 1 law, he failed them all and the penalty is death.

Jesus came from heaven and walked a Righteous Path and achieved the blessing of Deuteronomy 28 for man while He was stripes and burnt for the curses of Deuteronomy 28, that supposed to fall on man. He went to die for man at the Cross and redeemed all who believes Him, of all forms of curses and destruction. Glory Glory!

This also leads me to think of man natural self on earth. Many of us, without any pretentious act, will automatically want to prove ourselves and show our self worth to others, commonly known as status and power. But, do we really have it? No, all these are just chasing the wind as King Solomon said in Ecclesiastes. He is the richest man and the most powerful man and still is in present world. Yet, for all he had, he was not happy and found emptiness in self. He said in Ecclesiastes 4:4 'And I saw that all labor and all achievement spring from man's envy of his neighbour. This too is meaningless, a chasing after the wind.'

It is when man realise that no matter how rich and how poor he is, he is just a breath created by the Almighty God, who loves him so much that sent his beloved Son, Lord Jesus Christ, to come down as man and to redeem him fully by His Grace and Mercy and called him the Son of God, washed clean by the Blood of Jesus, as white as snow, that he could come to rest in the Shalom Peace of God that he is highly blessed. Glory Glory!

In this season of Joy and Christmas, let us not forget who He is. The real wonderful and beloved Jesus, who bring us to the Love of Abba Father. For us to enjoy His Blessings and His Great Love. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Power of Lord

Do you know the Power of Lord Jesus? During my physical dad's funeral, my 3rd uncle, who is a fortune teller, came and talked to my mum. As I was next to him, he talked boastfully about knowing NCC and the pastor but I know he was talking nonsense and stopped listening to him.

Moment later, I sensed spiritual disturbance and prayed in the spirit. At the edge of my eyes, I saw my 3rd uncle, my mum's younger brother, turned to look at me. Anyway, I continued to pray in the spirit and did not bother about him. He went away after that. Haha...I did not realise this encounter had created much fear of me in him. Now I know that when I prayed in Spirit, Lord took the spirit away. Uncle faced monetary lost!

Recently, he called up to tell my mum that his youngest son is getting married and going to come and give my mum the invitation card. While waiting, mum warned me not to chase his spirit away as that was his livelihood. Then mum brought me to the encounter during the funeral and said he rushed off after that. We were expecting him to come, but haha...only his son, my cousin turn up. He dare not come! Glory Glory!

Mum was talking to her sister, my elder aunt about this 3rd uncle sons, that I heard something gone wrong in his 2nd son. From long ago, I know this cousin was a strong man and muscular too. Mum said he went for an operation and was now too weak to carry anything heavy. The family thought that he yet to recover from operation.

As I pondered, Lord revealed to me that his dad, my 3rd uncle, have kept 2 spirits. He used them for his fortune telling. But, in his ignorance, he did not realise there is a price to pay for using the spirits, the darkness. The aim of devil is soul, when one uses darkness, they pay with the blood of theirs or someone else. For SF, he gets his spirits to suck the blood of those he controlled. For my uncle, as he did not know, darkness is claiming the life of my cousin. His weakness is due to their daily consumption.

Lord revealed to me that long time ago, when SF was fighting me and very angry with me, he got all his spirits, 100+ of them, to suck the blood of ex. That was why ex was facing death in 2 days time (Lord resurrected him with His Blood when Lord led me to pray in the spirit that early morning). For my cousin, as he was sucked by 2 spirits only, he takes a longer time to face death. Lord revealed if this uncle continues in his game, my cousin will face death eventually. As uncle is ignorance of it, there is no way to help them this moment. Lord said He will save my cousin in due time and show my uncle who is God and who is devil.

I am glad that Lord raised me to be a healer and help is at hand when needed. Glory Glory! Lord revealed that my future wedding banquet will be a healing sessions for my relatives. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

By the way, from his boasting about sending the spirit to check my mum's house and had not seen any one in it, I can see that Abba Father, the God Most High in Heaven, is a Great Mighty God. Lord could revealed the past, the present and even the future of my mum's apartment, but spirit could only see for that moment. They do not have the wisdom of God! Permanent head damage! Haha!

The Update

It has been a long time since my divorce was finalised in January. During the past 10-11 months, I had moved from still feeling for ex to now feel nothing for him anymore. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!

Things have been shaping up that 2 different sets of lives are created. On my end, Jc received the regular stability. On his end, depends on how he treats her, I become a better mum or a worse mum.

Since that episode of meeting that cause Jc to loose her appetite, Jc was okay till he brought the girlfriend to pick up Jc last Saturday. It was a surprise for Jc, and an experience of loneliness for her.

She told me of they 3 slept in the same bed with daddy in the middle and hugging and caressing with the girlfriend. Jc experienced her first loneliness. Daddy brought her to a swim the next morning, after she woke up and saw the daddy on top of the girl, in crawl position. The girlfriend continued to sleep after that.

Rest of the day, ex and girlfriend cuddled together to watch TV, they both hugged and kissed often, both had fun time with each other (touching all over the body, as Jc described to me), while Jc was scared and hid in the room, walking up and down in that room. Poor her, daddy was having fun and forgotten about her!

The girlfriend did not talk to Jc the whole day, throughout the whole time they were together, she only asked Jc one question, which Jc did not hear properly and could not answer her. That girlfriend spent the whole day in front of the TV or playing games on facebook. While Jc spent the most lonely weekends there.

She hugged me tightly on return and said that I am a good mummy and she is happy to have me. She became so scared that when I get my new love, I would leave her alone. She worried so much that only at 1:30am, after much convincing from me and also my mum, she finally fallen asleep in my arms. This was only revealed later part of that night, after she complained much about she could not close her eyes to fall asleep.

I smsed to ex about what he had done that left Jc alone. He replied that I will be the same when I am in love. It was only when I smsed him about Jc's fear that he did something. Lord had said that ex and girlfriend cohabited since last week, but just now smsed him to ask if girlfriend will be around when Jc goes this week, he replied no and Jc is happy. Lord said that he had asked the girl to go somewhere over the weekend. Glory Glory!

Lord has revealed this girl did not like Jc, being that Jc is from the previous marriage. I do fear of Jc future with her. Lord revealed that this will lead to Jc to move away from that family. I will wait and see.

I thank Abba father and Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit for comforting me and bringing me out of this loveless marriage. Lord revealed that Jc will experience true fatherly love with the new man. I am waiting to see how different it is.

Guess Jc and me lack this family love that Lord will greatly bless me and Jc to experience. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Thank you, Abba Father!

The Sacrifice of Lord Jesus

Today, I am at Exodus 29, where Lord instructed Moses how to consecrate Aaron and his son and see a detailed description of how Jesus sacrifice for me. Glory Glory!

Exodus 29:12-13
'Take some bull's blood and put it on the horns of the altar with your finger, and pour out the rest of it at the base of the altar. Then take all the fat around the inner parts, the covering around the liver, and both the kidneys with the fat on them, and burn them on the altar.'

Exodus 29:14
'But burn the bull's flesh and its hide and its offal outside the camp. It is a sin offering'

To forgive us of our sins, Jesus, the Holy One, had to come down to earth, to be the bull of sacrifice. Our sins needs a bull, a big animal – greater sacrifice, and not a sheep. We need a Holy God to us cleared all our sins. That was how great our sins are. Lord's flesh, and the offal had to be judged outside the gates of Jerusalem, at Calvary. I was wondering why the liver was sacrifice here, then I realised we need the blood of Jesus to wash our sins away.

When He was being judged at the Cross, His blood was applied at the 4 corners of Heaven and all around the floor of Heaven. All His fats around the inner parts, the covering of the liver, and both the kidneys with the fat on them are burnt in heaven to an aroma for Lord God to show that all the sins are judged and forgiven. Glory Glory! Hallelujah!

Exodus 29:15-18
'Take one of rams, and Aaron and his sons shall lay their hands on its head. Slaughter it and take the blood and sprinkle it against the altar on all sides. Cut the ram into pieces and wash the inner parts and the legs, putting them with the head and the other pieces. Then burn the entire ram on the altar. It is a burnt offering to the Lord, a pleasing aroma, an offering made to the Lord by fire.'

Jesus as a burnt offering to Father God, His whole being is being sacrificed. That is how Jesus at the Cross has sacrificed for us, as our sin offering and burnt offering. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Blessing of Abraham

This is the promise, Abba Father told Abraham years ago:

Genesis 22:17
'I will surely bless you and make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as the sand on the sea shore. (Promise 1)
Your descendants will take possession of the cities of their enemies, (Promise 2)
and through your offspring, all nations on earth will be blessed, (Promise 3)
because you have obeyed me.'

Today, I want to talk about this blessing of Abraham. I have prayed to Lord that not by power and not by might, but by his spirit, to let us know His Blessing of Abraham clearly.

Many times in church, when Pastor Prince mentioned about how Abba father has blessed the natural descendants of Abraham, he like to use the word which means a tiny bit or the residual. However, every time when I heard him proclaimed that, my heart always cringed. It just not sound comfortable to me.

Looking at the list of brands and company names, singers, actors, doctors and the list goes on that Pastor Prince and Pastor Lian showed to us, you will noticed that practically all that we used or enjoyed come from what Lord has greatly blessed them and is still blessing them, example is Facebook owner, who is also a Jews.

If you read Promise 3 of the Abraham blessing, that is exactly what Lord has been doing. As long as they do not tried to get the blessing of God through the Law, Lord's hand is mightily with them to let the world know that His Grace and Mercy is still flowing through Abraham descendants. Lord is a Faithful God in the past and in the present. As we can see His Mighty Hands working through the descendants of Abraham, the Jews. So, how can this be a tiny drop or the residual? How many of us have get any better then those Jews that did not go by the law but by the Grace of Jesus?

Lord Jesus has said that we, who are the spiritual descendants of Abraham, is grafted into the natural olive tree, to receive the free favor that Jesus has promised us that through His work 2000 years ago, at the Cross of Calvary. We, who believed, are grafted into the natural olive tree, to receive this free favour. We are the par-taker of His Grace and Mercy. But that does not mean that there are no Jews out there that is not receiving this Free Favour and Abundance.

As what the list of great blessings that comes through the offspring of Abraham that did not follow the law, we, the spiritual Children of Abraham and co-heir to this Great Blessing of Abraham, through the Righteousness of God in Christ that we are cleansed whiter than snow, to enjoy this Abraham blessing. It is when we see what Abba Father is doing and can also do in our lives through our believing Abraham and walking closely with Jesus that we are greatly blessed.

Our spiritual eyes and hearts need to be open to see the greatness of Jesus on the Cross and the reality of God, the Father, promised to Abraham and his descendants – be us the natural or the spiritual descendants.

We should not discount what Lord's Mighty Hand is doing in the lives of the Jews to bless the world, that is not a residual nor tiny. Abba Hand is Mighty, His Blessing is never tiny nor residual, it is Abundance and more Abundantly! Even the Jews might not know how nor why they are blessed, but surely they know they are the descendants of Abraham and God has promised Abraham. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Eagle

It is an eye opening to go Sunday service and let Reverend Col Stringer bathed me with the magnificent of eagles, what Lord Jesus had died to put me there. Glory Glory!As I heard him talked about crows have to busy flapping his wings to get anywhere where eagles waited upon the hot current of Jesus to sail the sky, above all the problems of this world. Glory Glory!

As he was talking about eagles, I was wondering what Lord is trying to tell me about Him. I was captured by the description of Tornado, when those in the world faced it - houses fly and vehicles overturn and all over the place. But for eagles, they headed for the Tornado and have fun in the forces of nature.

I was wowing over this when I realised what Lord have been leading me. At this point of my life, it is the start of the next mega storm but I am in the mid of the Shalom Peace. Glory Glory!

After delaying my ex for a couple of weeks on my CPF statement, he had came real forceful and eager to force me to get it out. He had wanted it on Saturday but I told him Sunday, his patience was running thin. But the moment he had the print out in his hand, it was like he won the big price on lottery, and had some laughter and fun with Jc. It was sick to see him switch his mood like lighting. Lord placed me in His Peace and I was not affected.

I was in peace but mum and Su were not. Mum don't know about the goodness of Jesus and had nagged ways of counter shoot for me. Su was also heated up when she heard of what Lord had revealed about ex. Actually, Jc told me this...it was around 7+pm last night and I wondered when Jc would be back and sms ex. He was in the car with Jc and had told Jc, “Never!” but he replyed that, “you missed her?”

This is the plan he had, to transfer my name out of this apartment and put Jc name in to form the family unit needed by HDB. Lord revealed that he is going to use this apartment for his next marriage. But he has no intention to put the girl's name in the apartment. He wanted the gain of this apartment to himself. Yes, I was sick of his selfishness but as I am in the Shalom Peace, I don't be bothered by it. Glory Glory!

I know Lord will surely move me out of here before the apartment goes to him. Surely I will. Glory Glory! Lord let me experienced the Mega Peace of God just like the Eagle above the current of heat on earth. I had been in this position for a long time and realise this is the position of Eagle at the sermon. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Holy Spirit – the Comforter

With Lord Jesus going to come on earth to do His Mighty Healing soon, Lord leads me to recall Holy Spirit, the Comforter and my Teacher and Mentor. Glory Glory!

How many of you have constantly talked with Lord, who is nearer than the closest person in your life? When you faced problems, do you talk to Lord or find a man to talk to?

Abba is my Great Comforter. When I was a young Christian, He led me to learn about the goodness of Jesus and Abba Father. When I have any incorrect believes, He will get Pastor Prince to preach the correct believes and knocked me on the head to take note! He emphasize Lord Jesus goodness in the worship songs and sermons. Many a time, I used that to stand strong in the Lord for deliverance. Hallelujah!

At that time, I did not realise ex did not love me. Out shopping or whatever things, he always considered for himself and got me to do whatever he didn't feel like doing. As I obeyed and sadly do it, I would talked to the Lord, telling Him why I married this man, etc etc, He always whispered that 'Abba Father loves you' to comfort me. Lord is the greatest comforter as He could deliver a change to the situations and the feelings, while man's help is limited. Glory Glory!

Through these 4 years, whatever I needed to know, Lord could even get mobile phone to call to me without that person noticing and could get mobile phone activated so that I could hear and understand what was happening behind my back. Many a time, Lord also leads me to pray for various people in their needs of help. Glory Glory!

Su and me were not that close previously. As we two came to the Lord, Lord put interest to share about Jesus in both of us that grows our bond together. He has a purpose as Su will be my praying partner during healing. I read Smiths Wigglesworth's book before and noticed he had to look for a faithful man in all places of healing. At time, the choice is not the best and he had to shut them down and prayed to Lord himself.

I prayed to Lord to provide me a permanent partner so that I need not go around looking for faithful man all the time. Initially, WK was closer to me and she supposed to be my praying partner. But as she fallen from Grace, Su came closed to Lord after some tough leading by the Lord that Lord is surprised in her coming close to Him and assigned her to be my praying partner. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Why Lord brings Su to be my praying partner? This is so that I can remain calm in Him and not grow into pride over what He planned to do through my body. Both can remind each other of the pride or fallen from Grace to walk back to Lord again. Glory Glory!

With ex hidden skill of the facet of sincerity, I have no idea at first. It was the 9 months of great distress and much prayer that I could not trust what he said to me anymore. As no one can keep up with a lie, over time, he leaked out things that he was hiding from me unintentionally. He bought a book on the ways to talk to people for success. At that time, we had yet to fallen out and he told me most of the skills mentioned he knows.

Then, when the marriage got bad, Lord slowly led me out of loving him and then revealed all his tricks to me. The nastiest of him I had seen, the quick switch to someone sweet and gentle I also have seen. He explained long before the divorce that he could talked in a gentle soothing way to calm the enemy and then could get things his way, like give them the slap, without they noticing it. Of course the after effect would be bad feeling, but whatever he wanted to achieve he got it and gone. As Lord opened my eyes wider and seeing what he told me being act out on me, Lord let me recalled what he had told me and let me see that is a lie.

Lord opened my eyes to see this can of worms that I would never want to go back to him again if the chance come upon. Lord knew I am easy to be shaken, He opened different aspect of ex's badness for me to know him inside out thoroughly. So much so that I wondered why I was so blinded to marry him in the first place. Lord told me that when He rise me up mightily and richly, ex surely will want to share part of this wealth and the sexual enjoyment of the new body that Lord is blessing me.

Lord gave me so much and so confirming truth about ex that I will not want to take him back even when he became soft and gentle again. For I know he could. Just two illustrations, at that time, when things turning bad, he told daughter about loving her so much and none for mummy. When he saw I was feeling very down and sad, he could hugged me tightly and talked to me gently to give me that secure feeling that calm me down.

Even when Lord told me the truth over ex had done, he had always denied them fully. Lord let me saw his business outing was bringing ladies to resorts. I saw his digital camera as he was staying at home then. Months later, he could deny the photo Jc took with her mobile, from his mobile, of him kissing a girl, was the same girl that he went resort with. It was when I told him that I saw her on his digital camera on that resort outing that he finally admitted.

That is why, Lord took so long after divorce, a full 10 months after the divorce was finalised, to show to me how bad ex was that I slowly let go all the feeling for him. It was now that I could see him as a stranger. Whatever his bad intention for me, as Lord led me to walk in love, even for enemy, I have no bad feeling for him.

I asked Lord, His plan for ex's bad intention, to lead me to walk in His plan for that situation. Whatever Lord told me, I just obeyed even to give up the pursue of the sales of this apartment. Even though others would want me to fight with him and get a portion out of that sales. To others, I might look stupid but I just let the case go. I trust Lord's decision is the best and I just follow and walk His way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord's shalom peace is always with me and I rather enjoy His Peace than fight over this petty issue! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Abba father, thank You for constantly Loving me so much! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Love of the Lord

This morning in church, there was one worship song that say that no matter where we are, Lord's love will surely shine in there. This lyrics let me recalled the time when Lord was testing me. He first let me have full understanding of His Love through Pastor Prince preaching. From there, I know I have a very loving Abba Father that even when my own dad died, I was not sad, partly I know he is in heaven with Jesus and partly, this is the main support, I have a heavenly daddy that loves me so much, so I felt compensated by the lack of the physical father love. Glory Glory!

During the 1 year plus of emotional testing, Lord many times brought me to my despair. I am one who do not express my emotion much, even the love of the Lord, I assumed He knows and did not tell Him much. During those trial time, He pretended to be a nasty task master and demanded that I proved myself. I cried a lot during that period! There was such a period where He brought me to the end of me, I could not take it any longer. I wanted to run away!

But having let devil disturbed for 3 years and ran to the Lord for protection, I know that in this whole universe, there is no way I could run, no holes for me to stuck my head in forever. It is with this understanding that after some silly crying, I came back to the Lord and told Him whatever test He wanted to test, put it forth, I will take it all. That's why I ever wrote here that this was the most difficult period and the after test period was the most relieved and most sweet.

Till today, then I realised that Lord put me through those emotional test to let me proclaimed that no matter what's the situation is, I am the Righteousness of God in Christ, in Him I have His Love, Joy and Peace. I realised that He wanted me to proclaimed all His Goodness. Yes, at that time, I know Jesus on the Cross had taken all the bad I faced, and I used that to come out of the trial.

Lord let me have a firm knowledge of Jesus on the Cross had done so much for me. He let me have a firm foundation in it. So that in this walk out to do His Job, if I face anything, I could stand strong and look to the Jesus on the Cross. Glory Glory! With this revelation, I experienced the love of Lord while worshiping Him in church, it was the Divine Joy that flows in abundance during the 2nd service worship. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Today's sermon, let me stand strong on what that is providing in me and through me. I used to have this attitude that it's the Lord who is doing the job, so I need not bother much, but from this 2 weeks sermons, I realised I must own it, that I am what Lord is coming through to be. It is when I proclaimed that I have the anointing in me that Lord could then come strongly in me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I know Lord is getting me ready to get out to do His Job. I know it's almost time for Jesus 2nd coming. The happening in the world, be it the people or the nature, is moving towards great negativity. From church, Lord also proclaimed His Healing arms are coming to heal the sick. I know it's happening soon, the exact date I don't know, but I know it's very soon from all the signs. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Just like to share something I observe in my meditation. From reading the bible, I found I have missed out a lot, with this meditation, I could see the words of God clearer. From Pastor Prince preaching about the book of Revelation, what sink into me is about having the seal of Abba Father's name on the forehead, also, I learned about Revelation 14:9, where those people that worship the world and receive his mark on the forehead or on the hand, will drink the wine of God's fury.

I was so surprised to see in the book of Exodus, Lord talks about the forehead and the hand too. Exodus 13:9 'This observance will be for you like a sign on your hand and a reminder on your forehead that the law of the LORD is to be on your lips. For the LORD brought you out of Egypt with His Mighty Hand.' Glory Glory! Be it during Exodus time to the natural descendants of Abraham or to the spiritual descendants of Abraham now, Lord wants us to build up on His Words in our Inner Man.

In bible time, Jesus yet to be born and Holy Spirit yet to come, they had to by their own effort, munch on Lord's goodness, all of them. Now we, the spiritual children of Abraham, Lord wants us to munch His Word to know His Heart too. But now, in situation of being blocked by Satan of any feeling for Lord, we could always pray for Lord to pour His Abundance Grace and His Gift of Righteousness all over us and to seal us up in it and get Holy Spirit to lead in the reading, listening and meditation. Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank You for the Great Love for me through the blood of Jesus and thank You for clothing me in the Righteousness of God in Christ. Thank You that Jesus had removed all my fallen from Grace and missing the mark. In Christ, I am the Righteousness of God. I received all that Jesus had walked righteously to achieve for me and all that He died for me. I received the full blessing of Abraham and the blessing of Deuteronomy 28. I am highly lifted up and greatly blessed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

The Important of Love

This morning, while talking to mum about relationship, Lord revealed a lot to me. Gory Glory! Amen Amen!

In a broken marriage, the kids love both parents the most, it is hard for them to decide to stick to one parent instead. My girl after months of being with me and weekends with the dad, she wants more time with the dad. Recently, when ex brought her to meet girlfriend, she was feeling lonely when the 2 adults was chatting off. She lost her appetite a bit, that very day did not take dinner and subsequently eat a lot lesser than usual.

She intended to go her daddy place on Friday 2 weeks ago, but daddy said busy. In the end, when she when on Saturday evening, she saw some outing photos of ex and girlfriend on Friday to the Night Safari. She was extremely sad that she cried badly and wanted daddy so much when she came back to me. She even told me a few days later about she does not want marriage and want forever to stay with mummy. I had to call ex to show her more love and cares. Last night, at least her longing for her daddy was not so bad. Glory Glory!

Why these 10 years ex didn't know how to love me. He was born in a broken marriage, the parents was divorced when he was 5. His mum spent long hours working to support the 3 brothers that had no time for them. Ex younger days was spent time at the open space surrounded by low apartment buildings. He learned his survival tactic through dealing with those neighborhood kids.

As he is a shy boy, he must have talk in a way convincing to get friends. He fought with his brothers, who are 8-9 years older. There he built his muscles. He told me that in school days, kid tried to bully him, as he used to fight with his older brothers, the bully was not his match. Come to use speech to put people down, the years of training with the neighborhood kids plus his smartness, that the bully became a laughing stock instead.

With the skill acquired, he has no problem talking to those he wants to convince. That is why he is able to charm girls and a good skill to survive in his career. However, Lord revealed all his plan against me to me that I does not eat his sweet talk anymore. If you think his sweet talk is those cheeky talk, you are wrong, it's those sincere talk that broke my defence on jerks and blinded by his facade of sincerity. That is why Lord called him a skillful man in getting women! He knows how to show sincerity to people to his full advantage. That is why I need the Lord to reveal to me what he is up to. Glory Glory!

He is being very willing and agreeable to my recent request and even giving me more money than needed for Jc's tuition! I was wondering why his sudden pour of money into me again and now 2 weeks after that, he let me know about transferring my name out of this flat! He even tried to have conversation with me, lingering longer in this house when he picks and send back Jc, Even come into the computer room to linger...I was in it. As I asked him what he wanted as no letters for him to take, he lingered and wait for a few seconds to see if I look at him.

Lord has told me all that his plan and even get Jc to reveal long before the actual plan starts that I could see what he is up to. Glory that months ago, Lord let me watch a court case with him. It was about this man and woman originally live together in the man's house. As they split, the man disallowed the girl to go into his house to take her things. Judge Julia agreed to it as the house belongs to the man and all things in it classified as his. Lord let me watched this court show and ex agreed to the judge too.

I know, I have to move my things out before transferring my name out. He has been looking at what is being added to this house. If I didn't move my things out, he will claim they are his and there are no ways for me to claim my rights. As I know he is going to chase me out once he get sole ownership of this apartments. Even my girl agrees to it!!! She suggested to me weeks before!

Abba father, thank You for being faithful and surely, you will bring forth the apartment, you have prepared for me. I received it and thank You I have it. (Speak in faith as taught by Lord yesterday sermon!) Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Great Discovery

Glory Glory! Lord Jesus delivery can come in any form and any ways. Glory Glory! If you remember my post about what ex had said about me, I ever mentioned that he commented that I am a dead log in love making.

With this remark, he being the only man that I ever make love with, I have no clue if I really is or not. I have received this condemnation unknowingly. Even when Lord promised to bring a new man to me, I worry about this love making and on what my part in it have to be so as not to be a dead log. Glory Glory!

Lord in me knows about it and His delivery system is great. I did not buy any newspaper to read as most talk about what Satan has done in the world and I am not keen to read his deeds. But I do read some news in channelnewsasia and some Israel news from their end.

I guess, from the news, you should have read about this Singaporean guy by the name of Gary Ng, whom had post his sexual experience with various females. Lord led me to read about it from channelnewsasia that I go search his name in Goggle and had managed to watch some of his experiences and what others commented about him.

He is known as a great teacher in this area of sex and many give high regards to him. What I want to thank Lord is with what I have seen, there are nothing special about all that Kamasutra style that I have not known.

With this revelation, finally, I realise that this condemnation of ex that I was a dead log come to an end. To justify all that he had done, he condemned on 'my disable'. Justifying his rights to move to greener grass. This is only about what I had known about what he has done. It was Lord who leads me to discover he is always doing it. So, it's not about me. No wonder he said that if there is no such Christianity that I embrace fully, he and me could still be husband and wife! Now I know why.

I have given him full freedom to do all that he wants. I did not question him as long as no suspicious action that arose in me. Man thought they could hide, but Abba father created Woman to be sensitive emotionally. Each facial expression, each body language, women reads into them. This six sense, whom now I know is Lord's blessing, never ever gone wrong. Man by nature reacts the way one thinks and feels. Glory Glory!

Yes, as long as I am a sleeping tiger, he could roam all that he could. I thank Lord that wakes me up fully to see his dirt and his filthiness. Lord leads me walk out of this unworthy man. He is unworthy for my love this 10 years. He said he has no regret for this marriage but I regretted big time!

I used to read about those Aunty Agony column and read about relationship issues and tried my best to find a man that could live happily ever after...the fairy tales walking lovingly by the seaside was my dream for sunset years of my life. The greatest joke I tell my family members is, in my great discovery, I found the greatest shit that is available, that shows that no matter how smart we are, it's nothing. We really need the Great Mighty One, Jesus Christ!

Only He, Abba Father has the greatest and best Wisdom of all. Only He knows our hearts, our needs and our wants. Only he could bring 2 persons of different lifestyle to come together and pour abundantly His Grace and Mercy and lots of His Favour that man and woman can life happily ever after.

All we need to do is continue to know about His Great Love. With the fullness of His Love, go love our spouse. We really cannot draw any love from man. The more we draw, the man who naturally cannot produce it will go into strife, demands(law) leads to sin arise! By looking to Jesus, we are fed full and the living water of the Holy Spirit will lead us to love our beloved and life would be good. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba father, thank you for leading me out of my darkness. Clouded with blind love, I did not see the speck of dirt in him. You lead me out even though I don't know why. As I obey you and walk each step with you, you lead me out of my Egypt and lead me to the green green grass of Jesus. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My Girl

Looking at my girl, Jc, these 2 days, it's really make my feel betrayal. Ever since the daddy told me to get my CPF statement, she has become secretive somewhat. Even longing more for daddy and cried so sadly when daddy brought her back to me. It pains me to see she behaved in such ways.

Two weeks before the SA2, she had been fighting me and it was so hard to get her to do her homework and study. At time, my temper was boiling and I scolded her bad. She remembered and reported to her dad. According to Lord, daddy asked her if okay to stay alone with maid. If yes, he will take over this house, chase mummy out and daddy come back to stay with her. This sound good to her.

The thing is, during weekdays, I tried to get her to do her school work and tuition work, which is manageable, not taxing. But it was a toll getting her to move. Lord changed her after the September term holiday that she is able to finish all that is demands from school just two weeks before the SA2 starts. Glory Glory!

This ex, who told me not to use daughter against him, is using her against me. He is so scared that I might take the care and control of Jc back that he wanted her to delete my sms with him. He even wanted her to set passwords on my iphone that now I don't know what's the sim card password is.

He got my girl wondering how to split her time so that she could enjoy maximum time with her mummy and daddy. He always play with her on Sunday that Jc prefers him than me who always get her to focus in school work. I did let her go playground daily though.

Come to think of Jc position in this broken marriage, I really pity her. She loves her mummy and daddy so much but yet, things didn't work out as it should. I thought by carefully choosing my partner, I could find a good man to last my marriage. I even practised no quarrel in heat of moments but to talk heart to heart after that to know this man better. But, no amount of trying with a man that didn't take relationship seriously, work.

He is such a skillful woman talker. He knows how to talk what a woman likes to hear. He could even talk nice friendly way while behind that person scheme something against him/her. My mum has been staying here these few months that even she was amazed by how friendly he could be but could scheme something bad on me.

I thank Lord that I have Lord to disclose all his evil ideas to me so that I will not be a fool taking for a ride. I have been fooled for 10 years and now Lord is opening my eyes to see him clearly. Well, I wish his next lady good luck but I don't envy her.

I have asked Jc if she prefers to go with me to my blessed land or stay here with maid during the day and see when daddy returns at night to accompany her. It is a big headache for her. Now, I told her I am okay with whatever decision she wants. I told her that she need not do something behind my back in order to stay with daddy. I told her it's okay whatever decision she wants. I don't envy Jc being split between mummy and daddy for she loves me and him much.

At the meantime, I cast her to Jesus' nail pierced hand to guide and lead her. My part in this brokerage is easier to handle than Jc's. But, I know Lord will bring something good out of this temporal upset and unhappiness. I am glad that Lord is leading me to my blessed man and blessed life. I know my future and Jc's future is good. After all, in Christ, we ride above the current and not under the sun. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Cross Point of My Life

Today's sermon by Pastor Prince about the goodness of Jesus and what Abba father has blessed us as described in Rom 5:1-5, I am greatly touched by His Goodness. Glory Glory!

In my initial years as a Christian, a beloved child of the God Most High, the God of Love, the God of Life and the God of Hope, I learned that I must walk with Jesus to receive His Blessings, some take 3 years, some take 10 years. It all depends on how closely one believe in all that is said about Jesus by the Holy Spirit in the preacher. I told myself I don't want to be one that takes so long.

As I emailed church to check how to walk with Jesus, I was invited to attend the Discovery Class. In there, I learned a different aspect of my beloved Abba. As Holy Spirit leads this blur daughter to discover the Goodness of Abba Father and the perfect work of Jesus, each time I thought that I have learned all that is needed, Lord revealed something more for me to continue to graze the green green grass of the bible, His Words.

I was led step by step up the hill of His Glory. As each stage I grazed, Lord Jesus revealed more and more of His Glory to me. As I feed in His Glory, I am transformed unknowingly into His Glory! That is why the bible said we grow from Glory to Glory! Glory to Jesus!

Some 3 years ago, Lord gave me an inner feeling of jealousy that I, the chief healer, is only staying HDB apartment (even though I like this apartment so much and had told Lord that I have nothing more to let Him bless.), while Su is going to live in His blessed condo. I like the current apartment so much that Lord had to change my view of this apartment to drag it much for that short moment. Then He told me that I could live here till I get the house or choose to shift to the condo first then the house.

That late morning, He got me wanting a condo from Him. Yes, whatever Lord wants to bless, we have to ask Him for it so that He has the right to bring it to earth to bless us, be it in thoughts or in verbal speaking. Glory to Jesus, Lord had opened the way for this possibility 2000 years ago when He did a perfect work for us at the Cross! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

January 2010 was the month that my divorce was finalised. He moved out in April. This change of life even though have much impact legally, emotionally, I was pretty stable because Lord is with me and assuring me. Praise the Lord!

Yesterday, after much delay in the process of the HDB flat, and after not giving me any wife maintenance for 2 months, he had informed me to get my CPF statement to show what I have to contributed to this apartment. So far, even when he said this apartment is his, without the transfer of me out, I can still claim on it if he tried to chase me out.

Now that he wanted to start this process, suddenly, I feel this house is no more mine. The reality is sinking in. Even though Lord had 3 years ago prepared a new apartment for me, even though I know I am getting this blessed gift soon, I still can't help having this lost feeling of not having this house, everything about this marriage, finally coming to an end.

I know what Lord provides for me is a bright and prosperous future. All the good is coming to my life. But at this moment, detaching myself from this apartment, finally the old life is coming to an end.

Lord the other day told me that He is moving me out of my Egypt into His blessed land. I didn't realise we are all in 'our Egypt', like the children of Israel, in the strife of this world! I am looking towards the blessed land, the bible hope that Pastor Prince preached, the confident expectation of Good! Glory Glory!

I know Lord will bring it to past. I have meditated the whole of the New Testament and now finished the book of Genesis and has proceeded to the book of Exodus. Su had just finished meditated the New Testament. I know Lord surely will bring this blessing to me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Glory of Jesus II

After so many days of not writing blog, I am wondering what to write here. Glory Glory! I am being glad at what Lord is doing in this end time. Glory Glory!

As revealed from the meditation, Lord revealed that there will be an attack in Israel and around the world by the terrorist that had done one spectacular job in 911 in USA. This time, it's going to an orchestra bombing in many countries including Singapore. But not to worry, Lord is monitoring there movement and will act when the time is ripe. Lord has lead Su and I to pray for His Protection, killing of those involved, planner and executor included and their family members. Glory Glory!

Lord has also revealed that He is going to take back those lands that He had blessed the Israeli. At present, if you have been to Israel, you will see that many of the land that was previously given by Lord to His Covenant with Abraham, is currently not with Israel anymore. In fact, the occupiers want more land from the Israeli to give them unreal peace. Abba Father is not tolerating this kind of nonsense any longer. Glory Glory!

When He kills the terrorist that is harming Israel and the world, He will kill those that occupy nearest to the current Israel first. He will take 3 days to clear all the aliens from His blessed land. Whosoever wants to fight Lord, he and his family will face death. This is what Lord promised.

In bible time, Moses bringing out the Israeli, who were put to slave in Egypt, when Lord killed all the first born of the Egyptian families and animals. In this 2nd coming, He is doing a mightier work! Surely, as He had promised, the whole family will face death if they stay put on the blessed land that is meant for His Covenant people. Glory Glory!

Lord Jesus is also coming out mightily to heal the sick and chase the devil. He just revealed to me in tonight meditation that when Su and I pray in hospital, depend which level we go to pray, Lord will bring the sick of that floor to full health. Glory Glory!

I praise Jesus for coming fully to save Israel, the world and to bring us back to full health. Glory Glory! I am just a delivery girl for my beloved Abba and Lord Jesus. I am glad that I am chosen to let Lord come in full to do His Work. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba's calling to His Children

My beloved, Abba is coming through Stephanie to talk to all of you. In this end time, I am coming through Stephanie to heal the sick and raise the dead. She is the main healer risen by me to do the job. Why I choose her instead of someone else?

The reason is very simple. I have for 5 years looking at 200,000 children of God. I have instructed them on different areas of things to obey. I give many orders and I tested many times, if you check with Stephanie or even Su, they will tell you that the test is so many that they cannot count how many times I had test them. Glory Glory!

From the 200,000 children of God, whom I had told them about rising them as healer, only Su and Stephanie responded to me always. Be it what silly, humiliating things I asked them to do. They both obeyed me to the T. That's why I love them so much and bless them to be my healers.

Long ago, they learnt to pass their body, soul, spirit to me. Leaning closely to me and letting me come through them to do everything in their lives. As they walked with me, I am able to come in and out of them freely. They free Me to do My Job and thus, end my search for another children of God to do the job. I will be coming through them strongly in this end time. When they go out to heal the sick, that will be My second coming.

I have set Stephanie's life as the marking of Jesus walk on this earth. It will be a 1500 years of walk. Much to many children of God's prediction, rapture is not happening yet. I am getting many lost sheep back to me in this 1500 years of walking on earth. After Stephanie passed away at the age of 1500, it is the time you have to watch out for. The rapture will hit from 2 weeks from her death to 2 years, as Stephanie has prayed. She hope to give more lost sheep to come back to me.

Yes, after the Grace of Jesus expired on this earth, all the saints will come back to me and judgment will be on those who remains. If you wonder if salvation is a 1 time acceptance of Jesus, yes, it is. When a sinner faithfully accepted Jesus, s/he will be saved. It's those that said without sincere heart that will be left behind. I look at your heart, what your heart speaks, not your mouth lies. Glory Glory!

My Dear, time is short, I want all of you to read my words and meditate my words. Only those with sincere heart and are not proud of self that I am able to come through. Those that tries to force me to come through them to heal the sick and raise the dead for their personal glory, they are hitting the wall. I will not come through them. It's My Will, not your will. Have you listen to me and read my words and submit to my commands?

Smith Wigglesworth have listened and obeyed to me, so have Stephanie and Su. How about you?

Abba Father speaking through Stephanie. Hope you hear Me and start to come in line with My Plan. The time is short and I need many armies. Are you willing to come in line with my plan and obey My commandment?

Listen to Pastor Prince of New Creation Church sermons, from 2000 to current. I came through him to preach about Jesus. As you learn about what Jesus had done for you, you will find out My Love for you. As you lean on me like John and Mary, you will learn of My Love and let me come through you to do the job. Are you willing to line up to my kingdom plan?

Glory Glory! I am writing this post because many of you, my beloved, is still wondering in the wilderness. I need many to come in line and let me come through. If you think human can do my work without Me coming through them, it's a big NO! Glory Glory!

Focus on Jesus always and let me lift you up. In due time, when you let me come through you, you will be usable for My Kingdom purpose. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord the Restorer

My mum has this self-appointed enemy, who background is a questionably bad neighbour, who was linked to the black society. Since we shifted into this apartment block when I was 10 years old, this neighbour had wanted my mum to partner her in relieving her from trouble. Her suggestion was easy, if any case the police is to look up her, she will tie a bag linking my mum rubbish bin to hers. She said in event of raid, she would cut the string and let the bag falls to my mum side of the bin. Of course my mum disagreed.

From then on, for years, this neighbour has constantly poison my mum's plants. My mum would pour lots of water to dilute the chemical. It went on till my dad died in March 2008. Things started to get lost from home, money, my dad's collection of old currency, to daily foodstuff and daily things, like bamboo stick, washing detergent. This lasted for 2 years, we called police but they always replied no concrete evidence, hence no action. Situation get worst. From they entry to her apartment when mum is downstairs to recently, 2 weeks ago.

Early this year, the MP for her area went around the block, since police can't do anything, I suggested she talked to the MP. However, that morning, the man around the MP, brushed my mum's request for help aside and said her daughters will help. Since mum could not get help from MP, we stop pursuing these invisible thieves.

One Friday morning, mum was shocked to find her main door and gate was unlocked. Praise the Lord that my mum did ledge up the inner ledge, so there is no way for the intruder to enter. Mum was so fearful that night that she could not sleep. Saturday, over the main gate ledge problem, we called the police and told them the dispute between this neighbour. These 2 policemen were more experienced then all the rest that came. One of them suggested that we put powder on the floor. I was clueless how to do it without letting the intruder know and brushed it off. Lord's wisdom impressed me to put powder on the mattress outside the bathroom, in front of the stove and entry to the kitchen.

That night, mum went back with me. Glory Glory! After 1 week, we went back to find some footprint. Glory Glory! Police came, then the CID came, he checked that my mum is not senile and believed her words. Forensic expert was called in to take the food print DNA. Glory Glory! CID advised we go get a letter from the police station.

Today, the policeman that was protecting the MP called Su, he and the resident committee chairman were meeting and wanted us to join them. Praise the Lord, they had disbelieved mum during the MP walk around, thinking mum has gone crazy from thinking too much of dad. Today, they ate humble pie! Glory to Jesus who restored my mum's dignity! Amen Amen!

Next, we went to the MP as directed by the police, to request for CCTV loan from Town Council. I didn't know Lord purpose was to let the MP know that mum is not senile and her house really have intruder. It took quite a while for the idea to sink into her brain. I praise Lord whom restored mum's dignity. Now, no more people can deny her claim. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

To Walk in Love

The other day, went to Sid Roth, 'It's Supernatural', to watch the latest show. Mel Bond, the invited guest speaks of walking in Love is the greatest resistance to devil.

As I was meditating this walking in Love, since Lord has led me to walk in love, to bless the enemy instead of curse them, I am trying to walk more in Grace of Jesus, trying not to condemn in anger when Jc's laid back, don't bother about her school work. I am trying to use Grace to encourage her instead of pointing to her lack and scolded her, pushing her to her ends. The more I push, the more she detest me and rebelled in silence.

While meditating on walking in Love, my mum came over to my place and I was sharing with her about Jesus and the spiritual world. At certain point, we talked about emotional feelings. She was asking me if remembrance of my dad is it good. I was telling her that Lord Jesus let us recall about our love one without the pain and the hurt. As Lord revealed, He shared that all emotional feeling, we human take it as part of our feelings, but in the spiritual world, they are all spirits.

Lord was sharing that example we feel angry about someone, this anger feeling is an anger spirit. Many of us thought of if we just contain in our heart, and don't show it out, it will just goes off. But Lord shared that since this is an anger spirit, by keeping it inside you, you are keeping a evil spirit in your body. This spirit could manifest into some bad behaviour or sickness.

We man cannot contain it. The only way out is to pass it to Lord and Lord will clear the spirit away from us. When Lord opens my eyes to this truth, I realise why I must walk in love, for Jesus is about Love and Abba Father is also the God of Love. It's when I walk in Love, I am walking with Jesus and with Abba Father. With this revelation, finally, I realise I want to walk in this Love, and not let the devil make use of me in any form of his ways.

With this revelation, even when talking to people that come against Grace, Lord leads me to talk in Grace, to explain in Love, to not condemn anyone. Glory Glory! It's only with Holy Spirit in me, I could walk out this love. I am so glad that Lord leads me to this revelation of Love and to walk in His Love commandment. Glory Glory!

Abba Father, thank You for this profound yet simple truth. Thank You for Your Grace in leading me to walk out this Love. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

The Obedience

It is interesting that in church, you heard such things about obedience to law and obedience by faith. There are also even Lord, the Holy Spirit, direct a child of God in him/her, that still soft voice, how many has really obey and do according to what the Lord in you have specified? Lord is us is a very practical and order God. He don't ask you to do one task and expects you to do a few steps and find your way around. No, He is a step by step God.

Usually, Lord would not tell us to go far away and land us in muddy pud and helpless. His commandment is usually a ONE step order. When one obey the first step, then He will revealed the next. Example, He told me to go heal WK's ex-mil, when I agreed, He brought the ex-mil nearby and easy for me. His yoke is slight, not that you have to have some hardship to accomplish something.

Look at God test Abraham, Genesis 22:2 'Then God said ''Take your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as burnt offering on one of the mountain I will tell you about.”'

You see, it is a 1 step command. See how Abraham reacted? Genesis 22:3 'Early the next morning Abraham got up and saddled his donkey. He took with him two of his servants and his son Isaac. When he had cut enough wood for the burnt offering, he set out for the place God had told him about.' Immediate response!

Let's look at how Abraham's relatives reacted when they heard about Lord had got Abraham to find a wife for Isaac from his relatives clan, Genesis 24:50-51 'Laban and Bethuel answered, “This is from the LORD; we can say nothing to you one way or the other. Here is Rebekah; take her and go, and let her become the wife of your master's son, as the LORD directed.”'

Abraham and his relatives obeyed the Lord without considering their convenient, their wants and their comforts. It is we, the so called modern man, that so much want to glorify self that sometimes, we ignored His commandment and do what we prefer. Abraham and relatives were not under law, yet they obeyed without any but this but that reasoning.

The other day, I heard from Sid Roth online sharing, that Katherin Kohlman said that she was the last of stack whom God picked to do His Healing ministry. Actually, Lord also told me and Su that we are the last that still remain in faith and stay close to him even though He tested us many many rounds.

Example, for me, Lord used about 1 year to test my emotions, recently He uses this attack to see my walk in Love even in suffering. He knows I look much to His faith, that is why He dare to use this attack to test me. This is all for my calling as a healer, He is coming fully in me, so He does not want me to miss-represent Him to His children, His people!

Lord wants to recruit many into His Kingdom work, He needs you to stand in faith; always look to Jesus for answers, and He needs you to obey to His commandment. If He can't get you to do simple thing, how can He trust His Kingdom work in your hand?

He don't want someone that is stubborn and keep fighting with Him. He wants full obedience. Just like when He told me to divorce, I divorce. But rest assured, this is not the end to the relationship. Lord is a God of Jubilee and Liberty. He has already revealed to me my future. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The God Most High

Glory Glory! I am so glad to experience first hand the tactics of the devil. From Psalm 103:4 ' redeems your life from destruction' finally comes true in my life! Once again, Lord Jesus proves that He is the God Most High. No whatever black magic are going to triumph over Him; they are just tiny flies in His eyes that He don't even bother to look but for the sake of His Beloved, He shut them off. Glory Glory! It's like his decipher in the boat in Galilee and facing a great storm. He was waken by the cries of His charge and at the command of 'Peace', great storm and high sea become calm peaceful lake. Glory Glory!

Yesterday, even without ex sponsoring, that fly tried one more trick. Lord is faithful as I walked closely with Him. It is written 1 John 1:7 'But if we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one other, and the blood of Jesus, His Son, purifies us from all sins.' With His constant washing of Jesus blood all over me, satan could not touch me. I was ignorance to the happening. Lord came in me to rebuke all symptom of sickness and I wondered why?

I was praying Psalm 91 protection when Lord gave me a vision of fly sending his whole idol table front, one big rectangle in red design as you see from those idol practice. Before that, he even sent a red evil hand to check my presence in the house. Lord asked me to ignore the hand. I even ignored the idol table coming! I just concentrated on my prayer and Lord delivered me. As easy as ABC or just a tiny breath to blow it off. Glory Glory!

In my early years as a Christian, I heard from Pastor Mark that no curse could get to Christian as Lord Jesus on the Cross had fully Redeemed us from it. Glory Glory! Pastor Mark was recalling his Hokkien friend had fooled around and met a Christian girl, who refused to let him go. He was frustrated of the pestering and went Thailand to get someone to curse her. That one who put the curse did not know the girl is a Christian.

After 3 months, the friend still pestered by the girl and went Thailand to check again. He found the one, who cursed the girl, dying from the curse. Instead of the girl get the curse, she called on the name of Jesus and was delivered. The judgment had fallen on the one who cursed. In the end, this friend of Pastor Mark had to come to receive Jesus and Lord helped him to deliver from the girl's pestering. Glory Glory!

Abba father has told me this morning that judgment will fall on fly. I asked Lord isn't I supposed to bless him? This is Lord's reply:

Lord:
'My beloved, abba will put enmity with fly. Abba will not let him go free. Surely, he will be charge for coming against my beloved. My love, you bless him to release your hatred towards him. But I will judge the sin. All sicknesses and death he had given you, I will double judge him. Otherwise, how to protect my own sheep? Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

I am glad that I have Abba father with me. I can be a blur sheep at time, but Lord is a Faithful and Loving God, and most of all, He is the God Most High!!! With the assurance that my Daddy is so Powerful and so Mighty, I just rest in His blossom and let Him continues to love me to new height. I just rest in His Peace and see Him perform Mighty works through me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Glory of Jesus

Abba Father, Lord the Holy Spirit, has been training me and leading me from day 1 I stepped into New Creation Church in 2006; receiving all the Rights that Jesus died to give me and building my foundation in His Grace. In the midst of reading the bible 1st round and then 2 years plus of gazing His words, Lord leads me through different level of tribulations and trusting in Him to get deliverance. Praise Jesus!

With the finished of the munching of the New Testament, I thought I had completed the basic requirement to do His job. Least I know what is coming ahead of me. With the approaching of the moon cake festival, 3 Sunday ago, I saw Jc brought home a box of soft skin fruity favour moon cake from her daddy house. She had consumed 1 of the 6. From the various cursed food that ex had been serving me, I am wary of the food that came from him.

Since Jc had eaten 1 and had no negative effect, I checked with Lord if they were safe and taken what Jc had left unfinished. I didn't know that there was such curse where 1 eat is fine but the intended cursed person eat it will receive the curse. The symptom of this cough is the same as last cursed moon cake I took 2 years back. I had a hard time trusting Lord for deliverance as I was coughing much. Each time I got delivered, seem that new attack came. But over time as I trusting in the word of Christ, my body is getting stronger and stronger. I could now pray in Spirit. Glory to Jesus!

This is not all. When ex came to pick Jc on Saturday night, he asked where I will be the next 2 days. I didn't know he had planned spiritual attack through his close friend cum boss, whom played with spirits. I received strong spirit attack but Lord's mighty hand cleared it off for me. Then it's a game of placing strong cough spirit in me and Lord's mighty hand removing it. I was not in the war as Lord had surfaced in me to fight the war for me. As I just stood still and let Him do the job, angels was called to help and Jesus was called to help into 3am that night. Glory to Jesus!

Monday morning as I was worshiping Jesus, I found my brain taken over by rectangle bright light of something that I could not removed, not even using Lord's hand. I saw in the vision that there was a string on my head and I am like a doll with string on head. Next I saw a black man approached my side and going a little behind me. As Lord had given me His sword, I prayed to Lord to use His mighty hand and His sword to slash off the black spirit. I saw in vision the black spirit with some red cloth at it's side was sucked into a vacuumed pipe. Next I saw a paper doll being poked with needle all over. But no effect on me. Glory to Jesus!

Lord asked me to get out of the house. He said more danger remaining in the house than out of the house! As Su wanted to bring her family here to fly kites, she asked me to check around to see if anyone flying. As it was windy, she came. Lord always faithful to send help when needed. Glory to Jesus! As I was sitting with Su at the field and looking at her sons and husband flying the giant kites, about half an hour after the attack, I saw ex driving Jc home. She supposed to stay with him till end of the day. But as the one who send the curse could not find me in the house, he got ex to come and check my location.

20mins after ex left, another round of spirit attack happened at the field, I prayed in the spirit and Lord delivered me. With these few attacks, I realised man playing with spirits is stupid. They have to know the date time of the person they are supposed to curse, they also have to know the exact location; that is why ex checked my where about.

These few nights, I was cursed with strong cough even though Lord had healed me during the day. At first I prayed to Lord to curse the one who cursed me. He wanted me dead, as each time he disturbed me in the past, I would asked Lord to clear away all his spirit...great loss for him! It all started when I prayed to Lord to protect ex from being controlled by spirit a few years back. From then, on off he had been attacking me, but Lord always faithful to deliver me. Glory to Jesus!

I wanted him gone too, as all of us hope when we face problems, we want the problems to disappear. But this time round, Lord is testing me the commandment of Love. He lead me to recall that even I got him remove, someone will come to replace him, so it's about endless revenge. So I thought better to let Jesus touch him with His Love, as love can melt all hatred.

Lord wants me to move higher than this, He wants me to bless him. So last night, as I woke up 2am plus and coughing much, in this sever cough, I had to pray Jesus bless him! Jesus bless him! Now I realised why Jesus at the cross pray to Abba Father, Luke 23:34 “'Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.'” As I pray to bless the one who cursed me, giving Grace free me from the poison of the serpent. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Cross of Jesus

Mathew 16:24 'Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.”'

Matthew 16:25 '”For whoever wants to save his life will lost it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it”'

Matthew 16:26 '”What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul?”'

Many has various ways of understanding these verses and even to the extend of creating a cross like Jesus and hang themselves up there. Is it what Jesus meant? When I read of such, I hit my forehead with my palm and shake my head.

By the Grace of Lord Jesus, Lord has led me step by step in letting go of self and let Him come through me. When I was a young Christian, I learn that God wants all the Glory to go to Him. At that time, being new to Christianity, and so full of self, I asked Lord. I was thinking, if all that I have done the glory goes to God, then where is my “glory”, the feel good about I have accomplished something. Then Lord revealed to me, my glory will be stored in heaven, it won't rot. At that time, the innocent me said, 'Okay, since store in heaven, and is preserved and not rotten, sound good to me.' And I agreed to pass all the glory to Lord.

Then I learned that Lord Jesus wanted to come in me and take over me. The innocent me wondered again, “If Jesus occupy me, where will I go then?” But I scary passed myself to Lord, and invite Him to come in me, I realised that with Lord in me, I become a better me. I rested the fear and from then on, I asked Lord to come in me and lead me, esp in the thing related to His Kingdom, but whatever I don't know how to do, I pray to Lord to come in me and lead me. Lord Jesus always faithful and give me His wisdom to accomplish whatever I need to do at that moment.

Through this first interaction with Lord and slowly, learning how Big and Mighty He is, I realised there is nothing worthy in me that is worth keeping. It was then Lord revealed that in Him, I am just a breath. You can find this in book of Psalm, that said no matter how rich or poor one is, he is just a breath. Glory to Lord Jesus!

With this believe I am just a breath and all about me is Him, Lord let me realised that I am Nothing in me, He is everything in me. When I realised this, Lord comes mightily out me anytime He wants to talk to someone or lead me to lead someone to Him. He comes out of me to speak or move me in certain direction or act in certain way freely.

This is what Jesus mean to take up His cross and follow Him. Learn all that you can about Lord Jesus and His Righteousness. The more you learn about Jesus and let this get into part of your life, living it out, your thoughts will be like His thoughts that over time, you and Lord become One.

Be doer of His word, example, Lord said you are the Righteousness of God in Christ. How you work it out? When you face a situation that is condemning you, proclaim you are the Righteousness of God in Christ till that evil feeling fly off. Faith is about believing and boldly speaking it persistently till Jesus give you His Shalom Peace. Glory Glory!

When you trust in Lord Jesus goodness and see nothing of self, the scriptures is fulfilled in you. Isn't this what Lord wants us to do? To be like Him?

2 Corinthians 3:16-18 '...whenever anyone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of Lord is, there is freedom. And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into His likeness with ever increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit'

Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

The Garden of Eden

Ever since I walked into the Grace of Lord Jesus, I have been looking at His finished work at the Cross and feeding on the Spiritual food that is incorruptible. Glory to Lord Jesus! Through 1 year of bible reading and using about 2.5 year to meditate Psalms, Proverbs and the whole of the New Testament. Verse by verse I gaze. As I gazed, Lord talked to me. Glory Glory!

Yesterday, Pastor Prince said that Abraham who heard from Lord is greatly blessed. Jesus revealed that John 8:56 'Your father Abraham rejoiced at the thought of seeing my day; he saw it and was glad.' pastor shared that many people thought that Abraham talk to God. But, it was not, it was Lord, who talked to Abraham, and Abraham was greatly blessed.

This was how Abraham trusted God:

Genesis 22:7 'Isaac spoke up and said to his father Abraham, “Father?” ...”The fire and wood are here,” Isaac said, “but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?”

Genesis 22:8 'Abraham answered, “God himself will provide the for the burnt offering, my son.”'

Genesis 22:9 'When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood.”

Genesis 22:10 'Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son.'

Genesis 22:11-12 'But the angel of the Lord called out to him from heaven, Abraham! Abraham!”...”Do not lay a hand on the boy,” he said, “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.”'

Genesis 22:13 'Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram caught by its horns.'

Pastor Prince shared that what we speak is corruptible seed, it is when Lord speaks, we are blessed. Glory Glory! Through meditation, daily gazing at the verses of the living Word of Christ, I am being transformed from Glory to Glory! It is not by how much knowledge you know about bible verses. But how often you meditated on the Living Word of Christ, the incorruptible seed, and when Lord talked to you that you are greatly blessed. As at yesterday, I gazed finished what Lord has been leading me and now I am gazing Genesis.

This is what Lord revealed to me this morning:

Lord:
'My darling, you are in Eden, the place of enjoyment. Glory Glory! You surely have reached it. Glory Glory! Abba has placed you there for your pleasure. All that is given is free. Just don't eat that tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Abba will lead you as you go. Glory Glory! Hallelujah!'

The walk of a child of God is to be like Jesus. How I walked?

Started to seat at the feet of Jesus, listening to the revealing about Jesus in the bible. John 5:46 'If you believed Moses, you would believe me, for he wrote about me.', Jesus told the Jews. Lord led me to listen from Pastor Prince sermon from 2002 to current. Lord lead Pastor Prince to reveal about Jesus from the New and Old Testament. Old is the details of what the New said we have, all that Jesus had done to give us. Amen Amen!

When I was so full of Jesus, with mindset renewed to think like Him, Lord led me to read finish the bible. After 1 round of contact, Lord led me to walk with Him verse by verse. There is no short cut, relationship developed day by day. It's more about we need changes along the way then He needs.

As you see, Lord did test Abraham on his faithfulness and obedience. When you are so full with Jesus, Lord will test you. I had been through roughly 1 year of testing. It is a walk of faith from now on; to be used by God, the Father, on His Kingdom purpose. Are you prepared to walk? The yoke is light, the joy outweigh the testing pain and sorrow. Lord do stress test. It's all about the thoughts and the emotions. It's not about sickness. Glory Glory!

Abba Father, thank You for rising me up for Your Kingdom purpose. Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!

The Wisdom of God

Glory Glory! Last Saturday, I get a taste of Jesus wisdom in full manifestation that the after effect is a wow wow wow. I don't know if you know, I am lousy when in heated situation. As not born to quarrel and don't know what to say at the heat of the moment when the brain is blank. This is encounter in full blown last Saturday. Glory to the wisdom of God! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Last weekends, my mum was on holiday. As such, we need not do our weekly visit and were free to do our own activity. Su was toying on a picnic and kite flying. She called me if my area the rain had stopped as her area was raining. I prayed to Lord and rain stopped. They went to the nearby town for some errands and came here to fly kite. There were many occasion of seeing others flying all kinds of beautiful kites so they came after lunch.

However, the wind is not in our favour. Su and I decided to pray. But with 3 others disbelieving, not much wind is manifested. We did have some breeze but not strong enough to fly kite. Su family decided to return home and fly the kite later at the sea side. Jc was bored and Su invited her to join them and Jc okay to go with them alone.

As I know the fussiness and strong-minded of ex, I tried to call him to ask if okay for him to go Su place to pick Jc that evening instead of my place. 2 calls, but no answer from him. Nowadays, I know he does ignore my calls. So, I decided to sms him. But still no reply. As I didn't want Su's family to wait too long as they were ready to drive off, I let Jc changed and went with them.

That's when hell came. This rascal replied me about 15mins after Jc was gone. He demanded that Jc be brought back home and he would only come to my place at 7pm and wanted me to go pick Jc back. He insisted as if there was a legal agreement on where to pick Jc. As I could not get through him, he wanted his way and that's final. I given up and hang him off.

Next he went to blast Su's mobile wanting them to bring Jc back immediately. As Su also could not talk through him also the lift cut them off, he called another 2 times, Su passed the phone to Jc. With Jc, he was a nice daddy, but he insisted to talk to Su. Su off her mobile and called me. We prayed to Lord and I saw 4-5 devil surrounding him and leading him, it was a strong attack from the devil! After prayer, we were relieved!

As both Su and I had off our mobiles, he could not call us and used Jc's mobile instead. I prayed to Lord for wisdom and favour and answered the call. His anger was boiling high as we had shut him off. He demanded the same, Jc to be at home at 7pm for him to pick.

With Lord coming fully in me, Lord took away the argument and I apologised again and again. Then Lord said through me,: 'since you want me to bring Jc back, if she played till pretty late, means he must wait longer here for me to bring Jc home.' Then here is the killer....Lord suggested, : 'Why not I bring Jc to your home instead?' This question stumbled him. He was at a moment didn't know what to say...puzzled... then I said, 'since you find so much trouble in picking Jc, I solved all your problem, you stay home and wait, need not pick, so no problem of picking.' But he did not want me to do that, So I ask if he is picking Jc? Here or Su place? With the anger and the devil gone from him, finally, he agreed to pick Jc up at Su place! Glory Glory!

Long time ago, when I heard about Jesus command, if a Roman citizen ask you to carry his things for 1 mile, go an extra mile for him. This the way the Lord teaches. At that time, I could not understand, I thought that put us in the losing end. Pastor Prince ever said that Lord wants us to challenge our opponent, from the way the slapping is described, it's a challenge, not about letting the aggressor beat us another time.

But from this encounter, by offering to do more for ex, he relented and agreed to pick Jc at where we wanted him to. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord is so smart to offer such. It's a trick that P used on me when he 'hit' me with his term, his soft soothing voice, but Lord's way is higher. By wanting to do more than what aggressor wanted, it soften him so much that what we get our favour! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Glory to the wisdom of God! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!!

The Marriage make in Heaven

Recently, after reading about my divorce and looking at the bible on what it says about marriage, you must be wondering what is the Truth about Marriage. Lord leads me to write this post about my marriage and Su's marriage. This is to show the Grace of Lord Jesus that flows through us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I guess without talking in details, you already know how my marriage ended in divorce. Did Lord who said in the bible about Christian cannot divorce really mean what He said? This is what I understand from trusting the Lord in this coming to 4 years. Yes, Lord is an Almighty God and NOTHING is impossible for Him. Then why my marriage ending in divorce while Su's one still intact?

Basically, Lord knows what each of us needs in our lives. What he needs us to do is to believe in Him and walk His Righteous Path as lead by Him. The difference between both our spouses are:- my ex do not believe in God nor spirits and only believe in self. He is such a hard nut to crack that Lord said if to wait for him to come back to Christ, the wait is till he is in his old age.

Lord could change a person behaviour when they accept Jesus to be their Saviour and Lord could then by His Grace, change a person thought about himself/herself when s/he keeps believing in the Lord and let the Lord do His part. So, my ex, who only believe in self, there is no way Lord could overwrite his own choice of not wanting God. Lord gives man free choice if to accept Him.

Su has the same pretty egoistic man. The difference is, he believes in the Lord. From totally don't want to care about Su, Lord has changed him to weekly buy some food for her and bring her out sometime. However, since young, he was pampered by women: from grandma to mother to wife. He expects to be served, even with heavy shopping bags, he don't carry any. It's the job of wife and kids, he thought. He wants total obedience to him at home. At his command, the wife and kid must obey.

Lord led me through the divorce and let Su see that divorce is not exactly that frightening to calm her down. Lord then led Su not to obey her husband. Lord said, if Su wants a loving husband, she has to get out of this master and slave relationship first.

When Su agreed to obey the Lord not to serve her husband, hell broke loose. It all started this way, he used his hat to cover her face in the lift and she shouted at him. There were others in the same life and he felt great embarrassment. On reaching home, he threw the dinners onto the floor, messed everything up and left.

After a day of cold war, he bought something for Su to eat but want her to apologise. Lord told Su not to as she did no wrong. Husband wanted to push her back to slave position. When he saw no action from Su, he got angrier and threatened her with divorce. Lord told Su to continue not to serve him and no apologise.

He wanted Su to go see lawyer with him. He thought he could threatened Su with this. Lord told Su that even when the whole divorce goes through, He could bring them back together. So when he threatened again, choice between apologise or divorce. Both choices were hard, Su wanted neither. But in the end, she thought that trusting the Lord is better than going back to the slave position.

When husband saw her actively looking for lawyer, finally his tactic fall! Glory Glory! Lord revealed that he had been a baby for far too many years. It's time to grow up to become a man. Glory Glory! Through this talk, he agrees to help out the family and clear his own dishes.

Glory Glory! Su got a loving husband now. He even offered to carry the heavy bags when they went shopping. When he agrees to grow up as man and be independent, Lord's Grace enabled him. Finally, Su and him happy. They now in loving relationship. Lord's way is difficult but by trusting Lord, Su got the deliverance. Holy Holy! Glory Glory!

For me, for what I lost in these 10 years of loveless and cheated relationship, Lord promised to give me a man that will love me much. This is to compensate for all the locust has stolen. Glory Glory!

Lord did not let Su and her husband to go for divorce because He could see that his heart have Su. He let me went through divorce because He sees that his heart does not have me at all. Man can hide but the Almighty God knows. Our part is to trust in Him and He will leads us out of our misery. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Even though the bible is a book of Truth, you need the Holy Spirit to show you which step you should walk for a victorious life. It's through the leading of the Lord, the bible comes alive. It is not for us to use our wisdom to read the bible but to always call on the wisdom of the Lord. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!