Lord is Cute

Yesterday, it was a wonderful day spending with the Lord. I went for the 3^rd service and Lord told us that 2008 is the Deuteronomy 28 blessing year; we are to rest in the Lord and know we are being set high up with Him.The 1^st blessing of Deut 28:1 is ‘…, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. The last blessing of Deut 28:13 is ‘The Lord will make you the head, not the tail….’ Both blessings put us on high with the Lord. We must realise that we are already there, our blessings on health, and whatever we want already been provided. As you believe in Lord Jesus, all the blessings in between the 1^st and the last blessings will come to us. Hallelujah!

Before the starting of the service, Su told me that her serving friend, K’s mum was in hospital. She had taken some medication for legs pain and end up with a swollen liver and legs. As we were in Suntec, going to Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH) was nearer than if we go another day from home. I was telling sis that I did not have the anointed oil with me. Lord spoken and said that I could use anointed water instead. So ok, I prayed to Lord to anoint my bottle of water.

I used this bottle of water to spray over my head and Su’s head for protection. Then we proceed to the hospital. Lord is so good to bless us with good weather. The rain started just after we reached TTSH.

I asked K’s mum, Mdm Soh, what her sicknesses were. She told me that beside the legs and the liver, her waist was painful at time too. So I cast them out in the name of Jesus and prayed in the spirit. In the mid of it, Lord told me to command Mdm Soh to be healed from the crown of head to the sole of foot. I stopped praying in the spirit to say the command in English, then continued with praying in the spirit again to let Lord healed her.

Today, Su told me that her friend, K, told her that the liver indicator for normal liver is 100, K’s mum was admitted to TTSH because her liver indicator was 800. After prayer yesterday, today her report showed that that indicator has dropped down to 300 and hospital discharged her. Praise the Lord! K also told Su that her mum has a lot of other sicknesses that she did not tell us. Ha, no wonder Lord told me to command her whole body to be healed, Praise the Lord!

After the prayer, we went to TTSH food court to have mee soto. Su loved it as it was very spicy. But while she was drinking the soup after finishing the mee hoon, Lord told her to stopped drinking. Lord told me that there was too much MSG in it. Praise the Lord.

I personally cannot take much chilli, the mee soto was burning my tongue in fury. Lord told Su to get me to drink her green tea. After taking some, I felt better. Then I acted smart, I thought that since sis’s green tea could work, my herbal drink could too. So after finishing Su’s green tea, I finished my herbal tea.

But it was a bad choice, that fury tongue returned. Then Lord told Su to get me to drink her bottle of drink, I was thinking, since her plain water could work, my bottle of anointed water should be better. But Lord insisted that I drank from Su’s bottle. My fury tongue did get better. Then Lord told Su that Su’s bottle of water was anointed to cure chilli fury…hehehe..he said his invention. Lord in naughty mood. Haha. I know Lord is training me not to be proud. Praise the Lord!

Su knees pains were getting bad, on her way back home, the pain increased. Lord told her to pass her legs to Him and to use her anointed oil on her head and knee and to pray in the spirit for Him to heal her. She could feel her knees were very warm. I was at home washing some dishes and making a cup of milo after that. Throughout what I was doing, Lord gave me the feeling to pray in tongue, so I prayed twice. When I stopped, Su called and told me about the healing on her knees. Then I realised I was praying for her when she was at home praying for herself. Praise the Lord; we were remotely connected in prayer. Hallelujah! Btw, Su just called to say that her knees are healed, praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, at this last hour of 2007, I wish You that may Your Kingdom covers the 4 corners of the earth. May all the people around the world realised the goodness of You and Lord Jesus, Your Finished, Perfect work at the Cross. Holy Spirit, Daddy God and Lord Jesus, thank You for taking good care of me and my families. Thank You for the coming years, I know You will surely be with me to show Your Almighty Signs and Wonders. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Hallelujah! Amen!

Isaiah 53

In my early days of Christian life, there was once Su and I went to the healing room because I was suffering from night attacks and she from work bully. A very cheerful lady with a very bright smile counseled us. She showed to us Isaiah 53 and 54 and told us to go read it as it was very good. Thinking back, I did read through once, but at that time, being a baby Christian, I did not see the beauty of Isaiah 53 as I did recently. It was the loveliness of what Lord Jesus did for us. It was through Him that we get all the Grace and Mercy that we needed in our daily life. I would like to share this beautiful scriptures verse with you:

Isaiah 53:2-12

He grew up before him like a tender shoot, and like a root out of dry ground. He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him, nothing in his appearance that we should desire him. He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrow, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces – he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him, and afflicted. But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.

We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all. He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is silent, so he did not open his mouth.

By oppression and judgment he was taken away. And who can speak of his descendants? For he was cut off from the land of the living; for the transgression of my people he was stricken. He was assigned a grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death, though he had done no violence, nor was any deceit in his mouth.

Yet it was the Lord’s will to crush him and cause him to suffer, and though the Lord makes his life a guilt offering, he will see his offspring and prolong his days, and the will of the Lord will prosper in his hand.

After the suffering of his soul, he will see the light of life and be satisfied; by his knowledge my righteous servant will justify many, and he will bear their iniquities.

Therefore I will give him a portion among the great, and he will divide the spoils with the strong, because he poured out his life unto death, and was numbered with the transgressors. For he bore the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.

Daddy God, thank You very much for loving me so much that Lord Jesus died for all my sins so that I could receive His wisdom, righteousness, holiness and salvation. Praise You, Lord Jesus. Thank You for broken down the wall that separated me from Daddy God, thank You for making it so easy for me to access the Holy of Holy. Amen!

The Healing of the Lord

Today church service at the Indoor Stadium is a joyful one. Lord told Su and I that there are 16 740 people attending the service. It was a grand event and we have Bob Fitt and his family members with us.

The message Daddy God have for us is we will have a wholesome and healthy body, soul and spirit, where Daddy God will preserve us healthy and strong to enjoy His blessing in every way possible through Lord Jesus. I forgot to bring my note book to take down the verses, so this from what I have understand in the service.

During the worship time, Lord came to perform the last part of the anointing on me. After that, He told me that I am a healer. He told me that Pastor Prince glorify Him through the teaching of Jesus and His Grace. I will be glorifying Him through this healing power that He has anointed me. Lord let me have a peep of this resurrection power during the worship, WOW, it was a very AMAZING and Colorful and Very Powerful Forces. I can feel the mightiness of it even though I have a short experience of it. Hallelujah!

I know Daddy God promise of strong healthy body for those who believe in Jesus is possible for He has me pray for the establishment of His covenant through me. With me going into service, somewhere next year, Daddy God healing ministry can be established. From His miraculous healing of dad, WK’s uncle and her mother-in-law, I know He is into showing His signs and wonders through me.

At the start of the service, there is a testimony of a Aussie lady. In 2001, she got blood cancer, someone passed her Pastor Prince sermons, and she was healed of the cancer just by listening and believing in the Grace message. Her marriage that has gone down the drain was restored in 2002. Lord did not just bless her that, she moved from Sydney to Gold Coast, she found a job very fast and Lord brought her long lost family back together. She was separated from the family at 4 yrs old, 30 yrs later, Lord brought them together, and they actually live very close to each other. Praise the Lord!

Last night, Lord through me preached a long message to dad. Lord has healed dad, but devil is lying to him that he is not well yet. So last evening, Lord told him to believe in the finished work and in Christ, he is healthy. I even told him that he will not die as once accepted Christ, we had died our death and when we sleep in future, we are going to a beautiful heaven, nothing to worry about. Hallelujah.

I even tell him that our name won’t be found in hell anymore. Lord also warned him about leaving God to go back the temple. For the sickness spirit that attacked him was a strong one. From WK’s uncle, I could see that without the anointing oil, he was healed a lot, but for dad, prayer without the anointed oil did not work. Only when I used the anointed oil, then devil departed. Lord told dad not to turn away from Him, for if he does, God will turn away from him too, and he will be in the vulnerable of the devil. So Lord wanted him not to worry about the temple anymore. Praise the Lord!

As I was in the cab to indoor stadium, Lord was in a very joyful mood, almost exploding in me. For a moment, I wondered what happen and almost going to hold on to the taxi seat for support. Till I realised that was a inner feeling, not external…hahaha Praise the Lord. It was in church that He told me my dad has start is fight with his sickness. Hallelujah.

Today feeling was wonderful, from something good exploding, to peeping the mightiness of the resurrection power to knowing my destiny in Christ and resting peacefully in Him.

Daddy God, thank You for such a wonderful morning. I will rest in You and let You work through me. Hallelujah!!! Amen!

My Job Experience

This new employment by Daddy God set a new understanding in me. Healing for my own dad is naturally obligated as a daughter. It becomes a test for me when the people that need prayer is not related.

It is not that I do not want to pray for them. The thing that drags me is the time needed to travel there. Currently with my monthly allowance restricted, even though I have no financial problem, this adds on to the drag too.

My first assignment from my boss, Daddy God, was WK’s uncle. He lives in Bedok, which I roughly know the place as a few of my relatives stay there. So, going there even though the distance and mode of transport means bus, MRT and bus again, I was fine to go.

My first test comes when WK told me that her mother-in-law (mil) has painful legs and needed healing. I stayed in the NE and she was more to the west. Most part of my life, I didn’t travel any further than the central of Singapore. So, when the thoughts of traveling that far, I really drag going as it means traveling about 1 – 1.5 hr.

I told WK that maybe I shall go there 2 weeks later when church service return to Suntec, which is in the city…nearer to her mother-in-law’s home. But Daddy God has other plan. Boss wants me to go today.

As I will be preparing my food for tomorrow’s Xmas celebration, I did not want to go that far away. However, Boss did not want to take no for an answer. When I prayed in spirit, I could sense Lord was some distance away. I wanted Lord’s presence to be with me, so no choice, I obeyed Him. I said no choice because I do not like to be restricted in my choice.

When I obeyed, then I realised that Lord had get her mother-in-law to come to nearby town, her other son’s home. Praise the Lord!

I like this team Lord set for me, my healing partner is Su, my beloved sister. :D We have about the same level of faith on Lord, so the partnership works out well. We healed our dad and WK’s uncle together. For WK’s mil, as Su also busy with her preparation of food, she questioned why she was needed in this healing.

She has told Lord that she want to partner me and join me in healing, Lord has granted her the request. We formed a mighty team, so far, whoever we prayed Lord always told us that that person will be healed in 1 day. Hallelujah! However, today I could sense attacks coming in term of family members of Su and me.

After settling the argument between us, we ignored the attacks and remained joyful and went to WK’s mil. We had a great time sharing about Lord Jesus with her and healing her legs. Wk’s mil walked down with us, she told us that her pain has departed from her. Hallelujah!

Today I saw dad, his appearance have returned to normal, he does not look sick anymore. Even though he could walk, he walked very slowly, Lord told me that He is repairing his brain today, by tomorrow dad will get back his full health. Praise the Lord!

Lord did give Su a dream of dad a fortnight ago. In that dream, Su saw dad was happily walking about during our Xmas celebration. She said he look like his ‘before sick’ appearance. I look forward to see a healthy dad tomorrow. Praise the Lord!

Through the earlier disobedience to Lord, I was feeling bad just now. However, Lord told me that Lord Jesus had removed all the sins and He did not impute anymore sin, so He told me not to feel bad. Today, I have a new understanding of God Grace and Mercy. Even in my disobedience, Daddy God still loves me as much. I get a better understanding of Lord Jesus sacrifice at the cross. Hallelujah!

Lifter of Our Head

Every Sunday, when singing worship songs, there is such a verse that said Lord is the Lifter of our head up. At time, I would wonder how He lifts our head up. Recently, from my dad sickness, I finally could see it clearly. Praise the Lord!

Just go to any hospital class C ward to look around. You will get to see many people being tie down by sickness. Be they young or old. Sickness has no mercy. From my dad, he from a healthy, strong and young man, suddenly became so old, weak and lost his dignity. He began with alighting at the wrong bus stop, went to the wrong unit, to lost his sense of judgment, lost his mobility to have to depends on others for simple act of going to toilet. He even dripped along the way there. This is something not easy for any man to accept.

Praise the Lord, Daddy God and Lord Jesus knows that we will not be able to free ourselves. That’s why 2000 years ago, Lord Jesus came to earth to walk righteously for us and to die for us. Lord Jesus had done a very Perfected Work on the cross, so that now we need not be shamed.

My dad had been praying to the idol in the temple he served for 30+ years to heal him. However, there is nothing the idol could do; it was just a lifeless status. In the end, in his sick bed, I told him that he could trust Lord Jesus for healing. He finally turned to Lord and told Lord that when He healed him, he will not go temple anymore, he will go to Lord instead.

Last week, as his sickness get worst, brother got panicked and wanted all of us to gather to discuss how to provide support for my dad, as taking him alone by mum, it’s getting impossible. Lord told me that dad will be healed in 1 week, He told Su that her sons need to be there to assist mum for 2 weeks.

This week is just the first week. The week has yet to end but brother is in another panic mood. His wife, my sis-in-law went looking for maid in a few agencies. They thought that mum with my 2 nephews cannot handle, a maid is needed to take care of dad full time. Lord blocked her from finding one; He wants to show His glory to my family! Hallelujah!

This was the same day I realised that I need the anointed oil to meet Lord at his level. I prayed that afternoon and Holy Spirit was in joyful mood. Sis and I agreed that dad will surely be healed. That is how much we both trust the Lord. Lord didn’t shame us, nor did he disappoint us. He met us at our faith level. Immediately healing started. By yesterday, Lord told me He has fully healed dad. So today, dad just has to believe he is healed. For without any visual effect, all his sickness departed from him, by the Grace of Lord Jesus on the cross, by His Blood and His stripes. Hallelujah!!!

This is how Lord lifts our heads up. No matter what situations we faced, Lord surely will be there to rescue us out of the pit. Whether it works or not, it all depends on your trust and your belief in the Lord. Lord will surely meet you at your faith level. Praise the Lord.

For Su and I, we believe there is noting impossible for Lord Jesus. We know that He is I M POSSIBLE!!! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!!!!

Sleepless Night

Months ago, there was once in church, Pastor Prince talked about to protect the children of God, sometime we could pray a curse on the one that is bullying the children of God, so as to protect them. That day, Pastor Prince prayed a curse over someone who had been going around churches cheating money. He prayed that the one, who cheated people, get sleepless night till he returns the money to their owners. Praise the Lord!

At that time, I was a young Christian, but I remembered it. Over the months, I had prayed this sleepless prayer on 2-3 occasions. One occasion I remembered was when the terrorist kidnapped the 23 Korean missionary people. I felt sad for the victims’ family. So I prayed an agreement prayer with the victims’ family that the whole terrorist gang, from the minor to the chief, may they have sleepless night till they release the Korean. In this crisis, 19 of them returned safely. Praise the Lord!

Ever since this event, I did not pray such prayer anymore till last month. I was checking with WK about her husband. Since Lord had told me long ago, that He is blessing them together, I have yet to hear good news from her.

Last month, she had some bad encounter with her husband. Devil is keeping them apart by tempting her husband with girls. To such an extent that her husband told her that he will not give up the whole forest for one tree. Somehow, after knowing that, something raised in me to help WK.

I had learnt from Pastor Prince about when one’s spouse had an affair, the wife or husband need not despair. They should live happily and pray for a hitch of thorn on the 3^rd party, so as to turn the adultery spouse back.

Last month, I prayed that WK’s husband has sleepless night till he returns to WK. I also pray that Lord put a hitch on his girlfriends so that he will dislike them. For 1 month plus, I heard nothing. Then today, WK told me this:

WK: my x dh just call me

WK: strange tat he said sorry for not visiting the kids and update what had happened

WK: he said is keep himself in Msia bcos his mind is controlled by the prostitute to visit her every time he is in spore

WK: even his girlfriend also bcome suicidal. so now he uses fong shui against her control

Haha…so Lord is at work to get him back to WK, praise the Lord. WK wanted me to pray for him, I asked Lord what I should do and what WK should do, Lord told me to do nothing and told WK to place her husband under His Grace. Hallelujah!

Update on my dad, he lost his control of his left leg. But as at today, my dad has gained back his control of his left leg. He could walk with 1 person support. Lord told me that by tomorrow, he will be able to walk independently. Hallelujah. Lord also told me that He has healed his high blood pressure, diabetic, and urine contingency. Of course, Lord has removed the tumor. Hallelujah!!!

I talked to YC tonight and told her about it. She told me that Lord informed her last night. This is what she said:

YC says: last night he told me

Stephanie says: what did he say

YC says: i had a dream about u la.....

YC says: i dream that something evil was kick out of your family house

YC says: and it was a might boot

YC says: in my dream, i even show a hand shut the door...with a loud bang!

YC says: hahaha

Stephanie says: hahaha

YC says: i woke up and saw the cross shining very brightly.

Stephanie says: praise the Lord

YC says: brighter than the other night, and i know

YC says: it was from the lord

YC says: so i know ur family r ok.

YC says: lord then showed me after the bang

YC says: that all are safe, and all are his children

Stephanie says: how he show that

YC says: when i don't know

YC says: so i told u, ur mom will come to him

YC says: i just saw him as a father to everyone lor

Praise the Lord! When I told Su about YC dream, Su said Lord told her that dad will go to church, but mum not ready to turn to Lord.

Daddy God, thank You for healing my dad in advance even though you promised me in 2 weeks and you promised my sis in 2 months. Hallelujah! Amen!

The Anointing Oil

This morning, I was pondering over dad’s healing. I mean, from what I read from Smith Wigglesworth, ‘Ever Increasing Faith’, healing seemed to be pretty obvious. This is something I did not see when praying for dad yesterday. While pondering over it, Lord led me to read Chapter 5, ‘I am the Lord that Healeth Thee’. From there I saw this scripture:

"Is any sick among you? let him call for the elders of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord: and the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins, they shall be forgiven him" (James 5 :14, 15)

I realised I did not use the anointed oil. Smith was describing this anointed oil as the Holy Spirit. As I was pondering over it, Lord was telling me, the blood. I guessed this might mean Jesus blood too.

From reading that chapter, Smith said “We have in this precious word a real basis for the truth of healing. In this scripture God gives very definite instructions to the sick. If you are sick, your part is to call for the elders of the church; it is their part to anoint and pray for you in faith, and then the whole situation rests with the Lord. When you have been anointed and prayed for, you can rest assured that the Lord will raise you up. It is the word of God.

I believe that we all can see that the church cannot play with this business. If any turn away from these clear instructions they are in a place of tremendous danger. Those who refuse to obey, do so to their unspeakable loss.”

After reading the above, I felt that I should use the anointed olive oil on dad too. When I decided to do that, Lord in me was so happy. He said He will go with me to heal my dad. My spirit was very joyful over it. Praise the Lord.

I called up Su and we headed down to parents’ home. Lord told me to sprinkle a bit of it will do. I did that and both Su and I started prayer in English and in Spirit. As we were praying, Lord healing started; my dad vomited a lot yucky white thing. He felt better after that. I remembered Smith and his friend agreed about their healing, so I and sis also agreed that Lord will surely heal our dad healthy. Su included that Lord will heal dad in a day!!!

Wow, I was a bit surprised as I know we cannot force Lord. But since she was so full of faith about it, I agreed to her. Lord told her that since she believes so, He will heal my dad in 1 day. Dad left leg is not working. Lord told me that by tomorrow, he will be able to walk. I am eagerly waiting to see the result. Praise the Lord!!!

Just now, Su called to tell me a voice told her that He is giving both Su and I Christmas presents and hopefully we like it. Haha…if Daddy God, who knows us so well, gives each of us a gift, surely He will know what we love to have. I am looking forward to this Christmas like an innocent little kid…hahaha…Praise the Almighty God that makes me feel so young again. :D

Daddy God told me that He is so happy to have us, His 2 faithful children. :D Su and I are very happy to have Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit with us too. Through our daily walk in life, and this crisis, the events of our lives, we are so glad we have Daddy God with us. In each steps, He guided us closely. He is there when we were sad to comfort us. He is there for us when we were at the end of route to give us hope. He calmed us in the needed moments. He even surprises us here and there. He is one person/spirit that we will not trade away with anyone. Daddy God, thank You *smooches* Amen!

The Resurrection Power

Ever since I was a young Christian, I had heard about the power, we as child of God has, is the resurrection power that was used to lift Lord Jesus from death to alive. I used to wonder how to go about getting this power and maximising it in me. Finally, this is not a dream anymore. Praise the Lord!

Recently, Lord did say I pass His test. With this test of my faith in Him, Lord came yesterday when mum called me to pray for dad’s headache and giddiness. After the prayer, Lord continued the prayer in the spirit into a long prayer. I was wonder what Lord have for me, for each special prayer, something Good happened. :D I found a strong force came over my upper body; this force was especially strong to the level of a bit unbearable.

After the prayer, Lord let me experience falling down flat. I was so curious over it that I asked Lord to let me experience another time…hehe. Lord told me that He has given me the complete set of the resurrection power. With this, I could do what He wanted me to do. Hallelujah!!!

Today, Lord sends me to heal my dad. My very first time experience this healing power, wow, I can feel strong forces come out of my tummy, runs up to my hands and flow out to dad’s head. I pray for him twice and pray for Su’s injured ankles. Each time I pray, I could feel the forces run out of the tummy to my hands. Praise the Lord!

Tonight, before coming home, dad was having uncomfortable stomach and hiccupped. He was feeling not well, I and Su prayed over his stomach and I commanded the gas to purge out. Su called me moments ago to tell me that he had headache and giddiness. When I call parents after that, nephew told me that dad has vomited. After the vomiting, his stomach recovered. Praise the Lord!

This is my first experience of prayer with the resurrection power flowing out from my tummy, wonderful, praise the Almighty Lord Jesus and Daddy God. Now I am looking forward to see my dad fully recovered. Lord told me today prayer will do the miracle that is needed in my dad recovery. I will tell you more about my dad when the visual effect is visible. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You for placing Your trust in me to handle this healing power and letting You flows through me to heal the sick, cast the demons and raise the dead. Hallulejah!!!

Lord of My Life

Thursday night did not turn out good for my mum. My dad went to the toilet at 3am and at 6am, both times he fell down. My mum had a hard time getting him up. She was so tired and worn out that she could not take it any longer. She, who can take most suffering in silence, finally called out for help.

Sis-in-law was there at 5pm on Friday evening. She could see dad could not control his pee and poo. Brother called for an emergency meeting among all 5 of us, the son and daughters at parents’ home. I prayed for Lord’s hand to be manifested in my parents’ home and plead the blood of Jesus over the whole apartment. I also did that for the 5 of us plus our parents. In additional, I get Lord to remove all our emotions. :D

On Friday morning, Lord impressed me to get a urine container that hospital used, for dad. He also impressed Su to send her 2 sons to assist mum over the weekdays 24 hrs/daily. Lord told me that He will heal dad in a week time and He told Su that her sons will only be needed to be there for 2 weeks.

With this information from Lord Almighty, sis and I headed towards my parents home last night. When I was there, mum and sis-in-law went to checkout her daughter new baby sitter. I was telling my brother and eldest sister, Ad, about WK’s uncle, whom I had lay hand, is now not using oxygen tube to breath. His previously cancer lungs are able to produce oxygen to the body. I mentioned about WK’s uncle had a few incidents of some sickness happening while at home, but in the hospital, he was fine.

Suddenly, I realised it was an attack that dad was going through. I decided to cover his room in the anointed oil. As mum’s home don’t have olive oil, I used canola oil and told Lord that I take that as olive oil that Lord Jesus had sacrificed for dad. I called on Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit to anoint and sanctify the oil. Then I get Holy Spirit to come in me and lead me to place the anointed oil around the room. Praise the Lord, mum was the opposing one and as she was not at home, I was able to place the oil in the requested place. Su and I also cast all the disturbing spirits away from dad and prayed in the spirit. Praise the Lord!

When the 5 of us finally arrived, we had our peaceful discussion. Lord was in me and Su to lead us. Su and I convinced the rest to trust the Lord for the healing. We disallowed them to discuss ‘if things didn’t turn out as it should be’ talk, as we know Daddy God and Lord Jesus will surely deliver what He promised. Lord turned their suggestion of maid down as He promised that dad will be fully healed and can function independently by then. Finally, even though my disbelieving siblings have some doubt, but praise the Lord, it’s because of Su and my faithfulness, Lord is going to heal dad, but we both know it was His Great Grace and Great Mercy at work. Hallelujah.

During the discussion, Su said Lord told her there were angles guarding the house just that we didn’t believe. On the way home, Lord disclosed to me that 10 angles are stationed at parents place. Both I and Su were so happy about Lord Jesus faithfulness in leading us and in healing my dad. Hallelujah!

This morning, I called mum early in the morning, mum told me that she and dad slept through the night, praise the Lord!!! Su and I could see that mum and dad had their good rest last night. Mum is relaxed and dad looks a lot healthier as compared to a day and 2 earlier.

Btw, late Friday morning, I was still sad over dad situation, I was crying when I told 2^nd sis about what happened the night before. After a great cry, suddenly it dawn on me that I could do something about it instead of sink myself in despair. It’s like a light bulb has suddenly turned on. I decided to cast the strife spirit away from my parents’ home. When I completed praying in the spirit, Lord told me that I passed my test!!! For a moment, I was puzzled then I realised this is a test for my faith in the Lord too. Praise the Lord.

The panic mood on Friday event was finally thing of the past. Today, we have a wonderful time gathering at parents home. Praise the Lord for the blessing.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You for Your blessings and leading in this rough time. Even when lemons are thrown into the family, You always turn them into tasty lemon juice. Praise Your Almighty Lord Hands for blessing my parents in peace and praise Your wonderful and perfect work at the Cross that made healing possible. Thank You for your faithfulness in leading Su and I as always. Hallelujah! Amen!

Lord, My Saviour

Again and again, I am grateful to have Lord with me. This morning, before 7:30am, dad was missing from home. Mum had been waken up by dad at 2am and 5am that she was so tired that she did not realised dad had gone off. When she woke up at 7:30am, she thought dad must have gone down for his exercise. When she went down to find him, he was nowhere to be found. So as you could guess, she was in a panic mood, looking everywhere downstairs and even cross over the other side with little niece to look for him.

When I got to know around 7:45am, I quickly prayed to Lord to send angels to guide dad safely back home. I also went to a hawker center cum wet market that parents used to frequent to look for dad, with sleepy Jc dragging along. Su also rushed down with her 2 sleepy sons, the sons went to help mum and sis came to meet me.

Praise the Lord, while waiting for Su to meet me, for further searching, nephew called to inform us that dad was found. Really appreciate that Lord sent angels to lead dad home.

Mum was so worn out to think what to eat for breakfast. So Su bought vegetarian noodle for her and fried carrot cake for her 2 sons. We stayed at parents home till noon. I lead dad to take Holy Communion 4 times. He said he did not know what to say when I was not around. But when I was around, He did not have much problem reading the prayer message Su wrote for him. Hmmm…

Praise the Lord, last night, while I was praying in the spirit, Lord came on to pray a special prayer. I saw a obscure vision of Lord crushing away a brain tumor. He told me after that that he was crushing off the brain tumor from my dad. He told me that it will drain out from dad’s nose, it has not happen yet. Lord told Su that He has brought forward the healing of my dad because of Su and I am His faithful daughters. Thank You, Daddy God! Praise Your Sweet Name, Lord Jesus! Thank You for being my family Saviour and my earthly dad’s Saviour!

I went to Su’s home and together, we did a Chinese carrot cake. Yummy! Su put lots of ingredients in it. :D Lord was with us throughout the preparation. Whenever we have doubts, He is our cooking Teacher. :D

I bought a portion of the streamed carrot cake for mum. I was sad to see her tired face. Tonight, I pray to Lord to bless her with sweet and peaceful sleep and manifested the Lord’s hand on dad to sleep through the night. Lord promised me that He will keep both of them in peaceful sleep tonight. Thank You, Daddy God!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for leading me and Su lately. Lord, thank You for being a Great Saviour and Protector for my family. Praise Your Almighty and yet so Caring, Sweet Name, Lord Jesus! Amen

Lord Wisdom

Ever since marriage, the recent disagreement with hubby is one of the most serious strains in our relationship. I hardly saw him so stern. The last round when we had cold war was when I was having JC in my tummy. I liked durian and he disliked it and because I craved for durian and bought some to eat at home, we had cold war for a few days. His heart only melted when I could not stand the coldness from him and cried a few days later.

This time round, I know that hubby was unhappy with me for teaching my girl about Lord Jesus. If just based on this fact, I would have fight with him and let Lord show His blessings to him to let him see that such a God exist. Blessed is me that Lord is with me. As I was in cold war with hubby, Su pondered over his disbelieve in God. Lord told Su that hubby did not have faith with Him when he was young. He prayed for blessing, when he saw his friends got theirs but not he, he was angry and moved away from Lord.

Recent months, as I moved closer and closer to Lord, I did share about some goodness of Lord Jesus to hubby. However, with his disbelieve, he pushed all things off. In the end, I just stopped sharing any more and grow myself in the Lord. However, in the process, I put hubby outside my life.

Recently, Lord through YC shared about hubby loved me a lot. This is what she shared recently:

You know he is interested in knowing more. But your method of telling him was wrong, so he does not understand you, so he resist.

He loves you, he wants to know you are well, and understand you.

As a father, he is also protective toward his kid

That is why he resists, as he does not understand what is going on

In addition, he thinks you put him second to your faith. This is compounding the issue, and he is worried you are no longer there for him

You need to show him you love him. Talk does not work, action speak louder

You tell him about blessing and what god tells you. He thinks you are losing your mind, so he got really worried. He loves you but does not want to lose you.

Your action did nothing to comfort him or assure him

Instead it "seem" to prove that you are going nuts....naturally he is very worried.

You need to spend more time with him

With the above sharing from the Lord, it shred some light to what actually is happening. With this understanding, I have submitted to his demand to stop sharing about Jesus to JC. He finally smiled yesterday. Praise the Lord!

Lord let me recalled the story of Joseph, who was sold by his brothers as a slave, he believe that God let him went through that to get him to where he was finally. He trusted the Lord all the way and God made him prosperous even when he was a slave. With this story, I know Lord will sure bless me out of the situation.

Lord has shared that my blessings and Su n David blessings is coming. He shared that we will have a very joyful Christmas celebration. Looking forward to receive the blessings sure is good feeling. But knowing that hubby eyes will be open to see the Lord is what I am looking more for. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for blessing my life and leading me towards a better future. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, and Praise You for being such a wonderful Saviour! Amen!

My Lord, My Saviour

Through this event of my dad brain tumor is discovered and facing death in the face, I really very thankful that I and Su know Father God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit. In this darkest moment in the life of my family, it was a helpless event if we did not have Lord with us.

No matter how strong we are, when encounter with a threatening death of our closed family member, tears automatically runs. For we, human, have no power to overcome it. All we could do is depends on the “magical hand” of the so called specialist. Imagine this so called super good brain surgeon, his subordinate surgeon told us that he is her teacher’s teacher.

He proposed surgery for my dad tumor. I asked him his success rate. He said 10% complication, I thought 90% success. He said no, 90% no complication. Success rate, he dare not quote. Under such hopeless situation, how are we, the family members, and my dad, the patient, going to put our trust on him? It was like a no choice option. Hiaz

Praise the Lord; I have a BIG BIG Saviour with me. He, who had conquered death and rose again for me. He, who with His Blood, removed all my sins and made me justified/righteous because He had been judged in my place for all my sins and curses. He even overcome the judgment before He gave up his spirit and went down to hell for 3 days to conquer them and rose again. Hallelujah!

As such, I know that when Lord told me not worry, He will heal my dad, I know He will and He would. I know that when Lord heals, He will heal from the root of the sickness first. Just like a plant, it grows up by having root first. When the root is damaged, the plant will die off. Once Lord removes the root cause of the sickness, the sickness will have to die off and get out of the body.

Lord Jesus is the one, who created us, and know us, our body very well. What he add or remove from our body, only will result in goodness. Whatever doctor add or remove from our body, usually doctor will not be able to get us back to our original stage, but Lord Jesus could, and Lord’s way is He will sure to give us a better body than what we originally have. He told me He is giving my dad another 30 years of life and He will renew my dad’s life. Praise the Lord!

Through this event, my dad, who previously told me not to believe too much, have come closely to Lord. He is listening to Pastor Mark Hokkien sermons and taking Holy Communion daily to let Lord heals him. Praise the Lord!

Lately, another issue also arise in my life. Hubby gets to know that I have been teaching Jc how to pray to Lord Jesus. He has not wanted me to influence her. However, when Jc could not sleep well, or when she faced unfavourable situation, and I know that Lord could help her get out of her situation, I, of course, teach her, so that she could get her peace.

Hubby does not believe that Lord Jesus exists. When Su ponder over his disbelieve, Lord told Su last evening that when hubby was young he didn’t come close to Lord. Yet, he prayed Lord to bless him. I know that we need to believe in Lord and remain in peace for blessings to come true. Lord said he did not have faith in Him. When hubby saw his friends got blessed while he did not, he had become angry and moved away from Lord. No wonder he had told me that he could not feel anything about Lord.

Anyway, he has stopped giving me my monthly allowance this month. Lord told me not to bother by his threat. In fact, I was in peace last night. Somehow, when I did not behave as what hubby expected of me to him, he become restless. He, who used to stick to his PCs nightly, went to watch TV. But that could not satisfy him, he brought Jc down to the play ground. Haha..this is exceptional behaviour of his, usually Jc has to beg him and only if he was waiting for dinner, and not after. Praise the Lord!

Lord has told me that my blessing and Su and HL blessing will surprised him to believe in Lord Jesus. The blessings are coming soon. I will wait for such a day to happen. I like to have my whole family loving Lord Jesus, and then we can go to church together. Praise the Lord!

Father God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You very much for being with me in this challenging time. Thank You for the hope that You give to me and my family. Thank You for Your Grace and Mercy! In Jesus Almighty Sweet Name, Amen!

Thank You, Jesus on the Cross

Ever since Tuesday, I have been going to Tan Tock Seng Hospital everyday. As hubby not free to look after Jc. I have to bring her along. I really thank Lord Jesus for walking with us.

This was the 1^st time Jc visited the hospital so often. Seeing so many sick patients, one so yellow in colour, and one opened his mouth and body in odd position, and seeing so many people sick, especially her kong kong, my dad, was also there didn’t help to calm her little mind. She was scared by what she saw, she kept asking me why this and why that.

Luckily, Lord Jesus ever blessed her with sunny day when she prayed over a rainy day. She remembered that blessing, so I used it to explain to her, that since Lord Jesus could bless her for a sunny day, He could bless her kong kong to be healthy again and will go back home soon. She was having some bad dream the night before, so I told her that since Lord Jesus had blessed her with a good sunny day, she could pray for dreamless night too. Praise the Lord, He blessed her with dreamless night. :P

It was not easy to see my dad life being eating up by death. I was crying Wednesday morning over what I saw the day before. I could see my dad life seeping away. Thanks to NCC teaching about Lord Jesus and the devil. After a good cry, I tell myself, why I should let devil showoff to me. Lord Jesus is bigger and mightier than him. Then I raised up to rebuke it from my dad’s head.

Lord has been giving me Psalm 128 and Romans 4:21 when I asked HS to give me some verses for dad’s condition. Praise the Almighty yet Compassionate God, I know He is going to be the saviour of my dad’s life. He will surely remove the tumor and renew dad’s youth as Roman 4:21 is about the story of Daddy God blessing Abraham and Sarah a child. Through Abraham righteousness, Sarah’s youth was renewed and a baby was given to her. Praise the Lord.

Trusting in the Lord, hope arises and I was able to tell my brother and my mother to calm down as Lord going to bless dad with good health. It was not easy to get so close to death of someone dear to us. It was with the promise of Lord that I was able to raise above all the worries and heart pain. Mum was in despair last night when I broke the news about the tumor to her. Brother cried in sadness this afternoon. But with the promise of Lord Jesus, they managed to keep their calmness.

This afternoon, I manifested Jesus hand on the 4 of us, including dad, before we met the doctor to talk about dad situation. I plead the blood of Jesus and told Lord to remove our emotions. We were able to be calm to listen to the doctor.

As dad is 76 and his health is not good, he decided not to go for surgery and radiation. He decided to trust the Lord for his healing.

By the stripes of Jesus, dad I declared you strong and healthy in the Name of Jesus! Amen! Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus. Thank You, Holy Father and thank You, Holy Spirit for your comforting. Amen!

Prayer Needed

A brain tumor is found on the right forehead, about the size of 5 cm * 7 cm, covering over half the forehead of my dad. Tomorrow I will be going to see the doctor to see what possible treatment we could arrange for dad.

As I have been visiting the hospital lately, I won’t be able to post here for the time being. Please keep my dad in your prayer.

I am trusting Lord to heal my dad. Thank you in advance!

Daddy God, I bring my dad to You and put him under Your Grace. I know Your Almighty right hand will surely do wonders for him. Lord Jesus, Praise You for doing a very perfect work at the cross, as such, I know my dad will surely be healed. I trust that You will redeemed him and make him whole. It is my dad unearned, unmerited favour. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Amen, Amen and Amen.

The Blessing of the Lord

Two weeks ago, Su called me up and told me that HL had this hand statue that had been sitting in the shop for 2 years. It was a beautiful piece of artwork and pretty big, so suitable for people with big house to put it in their house. There are many admirers for this piece of artwork. However, there was no keen buyer, as the price was not cheap too.

The price was originally set around $5K. As HL has difficulty selling it off, He reduced it to around $2900, HL hoping that by lowering the price, this artwork can be sold away. As holding on to it means cash being tie down by it too. However, the price alone was not good enough to attract any keen buyer.

When Su called me to pray for this artwork to be sold off, I told Su to pray and get HL to pray too. This is what Su and HL prayed, they hand over the shop to Lord, telling Lord that He is the one who take care of the shop. They also pray that the statue will have God’s favour in the eyes of the customer. Since HL accepted Christ last month, HL strongly believes that Lord Jesus will surely bless his shop.

With this prayer and trusting in the Lord that He will provide, HL raise the artwork price back to $5K+. Last Saturday, Lord sent a buyer to the shop. With a 10% discount, finally, the artwork found its owner, who gets it at $4600. Praise the Lord! HL is happy, so is the new owner. :D

Sunday, hubby had to work. He expected me to miss my church service and stayed home to take care of Jc. Praise the Lord, eldest sister agreed to help me that morning and afternoon. I was supposed to take a bus to her home, since not much different in route taking bus or taxi. Lord gave me a strong feeling to go for taxi, as I approached the bus-stop, there was a taxi that slowed down for me. Haha..so I decided to flag it. It was driven by a middle aged Malay driver. Lord had me preaching about the Goodness of Jesus to him, praise the Lord!

I was supposed to rush down to Suntec to join the queuing for the auditorium with Z, Su’s son. Su smsed I when I was in the cab to eldest sis place that I need not rush as her sons will get seat for me. Praise the Lord!

I decided to finish my breakfast at sis place….haha, supposed to finish in the cab but was busy preaching to him and had forgotten to eat. :D I managed to get my dosage of Milo at sis place too. I thought that I would be able to reach church earlier. The MRT ride to city hall took almost 30mins. At 11am, I had only half an hour to go before the 2^nd session starts.

Luckily NCC Chinese ministry provided shuttle bus for the older members. I took it as the Suntec shuttle bus was not in sight. Time was running out at 11:12am and the bus has not move. Luckily, Lord impressed the person-in-charge to get the bus to go even when there were 4 more seats available. At Suntec Convention, I quickly hopped onto the NCC shuttle bus that moves between the convention hall and Tower 4. I was there just as the session was going to start. Praise the Lord for the blessings.

The Love that works in me n Su

A year ago, as a new Christian, I heard from my care group member that we need not bother about our siblings and parents, who have not accepted Christ. As they see the goodness in us, who are Christians, slowly the acceptance will happen. At that time, I was wondering how it would happen.

In my walk and Su walk with Lord Jesus, we did not notice any behaviour change in us that is obvious. But as we observe, the situations happened with our parents, it seems that those caring for our parents come from Su and me. Praise the Lord!

Though my brother is the only son, but whenever dad needs to visit the hospital, I am the one, who would bring him along. I did not consider it inconvenient. Worst come to worst I just drag JC along. No big deal. :D

Recently, dad is being considered as moving into his “old age”. He is being sees as cannot be left alone at home. Mum wants to make a trip to Malaysia in December. Su and I know that mum need this break from her daily care for dad. So, the question is who shall be there to look after him. As it falls on a Sunday, it affects our church going.

Mum has requested Su’s son, De, to be there to accompany dad. As he will be going for church service too, Su called among our other sisters and brother to see if they can be available for part of the day. 2^nd sister is ok, but too bad, the dates crashed with her family trip. Eldest sister said with 3 kids, she is tired. Brother said with 2 kids, his hands are full.

Luckily NCC has 4 services per Sunday. This is the plan I agrees with Su, her sons will go in the morning, while both of us stay with dad. When nephews return from service, Su and I will go for ours. Beautiful plan, praise Daddy God!

With these few events happening so far, I could see that Lord has worked His Great Love into us. Through this 1 yr plus of walking with the Lord, somehow, He has transformed us to be more loving and caring people! Praise the Lord!

The Incense that Works!

Recently, Lord lead me to search for New Creation in google, from Youtube, I found that someone by the nickname of JosephPrincemedia, posted some of Pastor Prince sermons in you tube!!! Some of those I have not watch nor hear before. Praise the Lord!

Recently, I also went to cyberanger blogspot to see other Christian brothers’ and sisters’ blogs. From there, Lord led me to Pastor Benjamin n Pauline blog, http://plsdaddysgal.multiply.com . Pastor Benjamin is the pastor for Arrow Ministry in my church. He and his wife, Pauline, post in that blog. From the post, Supernatural Sign from Heaven, Pastor Benjamin wrote about Lord visited them near the end of the worship songs and starting of the prayer for those needed. Lord played on the key board!!! Pastor was wondering if the key board players playing on the keyboard, their hands were not there. Even when the guitarist turned off the switch of the key board, it continued to play. The sound man told Pastor Benjamin that he had lowered the sound system to zero, yet the key board still continued to play!!! Hallelujah!

I went to download the worship songs + the anointed music from the Lord, jesus.mp3. Praise the Lord, upon listening to it, Lord healed me the 1^st round, the second time I was a bit troubled and listened to it again. Praise the Lord, Lord spoke to me so clearly that I was set free!

One of Pauline’s post talked about they were at their son school game day. They were not supposed to go but they went anyway. Pastor and Pauline were up on the 3^rd floor to check out their son. They had a bird’s eye view of the play area. When they spotted him among group of similar dressed kids, they were so excited. Pauline did not bother of how good or bad her son had been. At that point, she was so happy to see him because he is her son.

At this point, Lord let Pauline realised that He is looking at us much more that way. It is not how good or bad our walk with Him, He loves us because we are His children. I did not realised I have been striving to stay close to Lord. With this post, I could feel my bondage departed from me. Yesterday I was able to get into the loving realm and worship Lord! Hallelujah! Praise You, Daddy God. :D

The Blessing of the Lord

Su and HL is now living in the blessing of the Lord. Recently Su told me that for the past 1 year, HL’s shop had not earned enough to cover the high rent. He and his partner were considering closing the shop. However, when HL accepted Christ in Oct, Lord had been blessing him with more business that for the 1^st time, his shop had a 6K profit for October. Praise the Lord

Su, has just become a housewife this month. Lord is blessing her with pocket money from HL. :D Recently she received the money from selling off her ex-company’s share. Lord blessed her with a higher amount. Lord told Su to use part of the money for a trip to Japan for the family. He even told Su that she need not tithe 10% for this blessing.

HL has problem in getting skilled assistant to help him in the shop the past 1 year. To go for this trip, he needs a talented worker to replace him. Otherwise, it’s impossible to get his leave. He and Su prayed to Lord to send a skillful worker to him. Praise the Lord, He provided one to him. Next, they need the available of seats to fly to Japan and the price of the airfare and hotel must be low enough for their limited budget to go as a family of 4 adults. As school holiday has started, it is pretty tough to get flight and hotel, they pray to Lord to help them too.

Recently, they went around checking the free & easy trip to Japan. The lowest price they could get from travel agent is $1600/ per person. They pray to Lord to give them lower cost airfare cum hotel stay. They managed to get it from the airline agent at $1260. Praise the Lord!

Today, agent told them that the room they wanted is not available, they have to pay $100/per person more to get it. HL agreed to the agent but he and Su prayed to Lord to give them the hotel room with cheaper room rates. After the prayer, the agent called them in the evening, now they managed to get room in the same hotel and the cost has reduced to $1038/ per person. Praise the Lord!

Recently, Su also shared with me that when she sleeps, moments later, all the surrounding sound would disappear, and moments before she wakes up, she would hear the surrounding sound again. In the mid of sleep, there is no dream and it totally peaceful. She was wondering what happened, and then Lord disclosed to her that He hugged her to sleep. Praise the Almighty Lord!

It so blessed to live in the blessed life. I hope to reach there soon. Praise the Lord!

PS: I did some update on HL blessing of staff and the trip is led by Lord too.

Jesus, Our Saviour

Since my revelation on the Righteousness of Jesus that is imputed to me, the jigsaw of what Daddy God has plan for us, His children, finally is joining up nicely. Praise the Lord, Hallelujah!

Those of us that wonder if Lord God is the same one or different from the old covenant to the new covenant, yes, He is still the same Loving, full of Grace and Mercy God. The Law is Holy and Upright, and it still is. What Daddy God put on Deuteronomy 28, on ‘Blessings for Obedience’ and ‘Curses for Disobedience’, is still working today. So, why Daddy God is not judging as He should? Has He gone soft?

No, Daddy God has not gone soft. He knows we will not be able to fulfill the Law of Heaven, that was why He had sent His Beloved Son to earth to fulfill the Law of Heaven for us. With Lord Jesus faithful walk on earth, He fulfilled the obedience needed to get the blessings of Deuteronomy 28. He also died on the Cross for the disobedience of the human race that led to the curse. He even died on the Cross, man who died on the tree is cursed, to remove us from the generation curse, which brings old age, sicknesses and death due to Adam’s sin. With the perfect work of Lord Jesus, who got slaughter as a sheep, to free us, human race, He has opened the floodgate of Heaven Grace and Mercy to pour onto us every day afresh forever.

Now we have to believe in Lord Jesus, what He had completed for us, to receive His Grace and Mercy. Once you accepted Him, salvation cannot be removed; for it is based on Lord Jesus completed work, not your walk! How good our life on earth will be, will depends on our walk with the Lord.

Why Christians have yet to live in that abundance blessed life if Lord Jesus had finished all that is needed for us to fulfill? Why many of you out there still get sickness and have unhappy events happening in your life?

From the blessings Su, HL and me, I realised that it’s not how long you have been a Christian. It is more of if you have a heart for Jesus. What Daddy God wants is intimate relationship with you. Those sons of God that wants to know Lord Jesus in a deeper relationship, just like you try to learn about your beloved spouse or significant other, will be blessed.

There is no mystery to how to get blessed by our Lord. Lord in Psalm 23:6 said, ‘Surely goodness and love will follow (chased after) me all the days of my life, …’ You see, Lord said blessing will come chasing you, means coming from behind you. That means you are not chasing the blessing. If you are chasing the blessing, the blessing is in front, and not following you, as He had said. John 10:1-4, ‘When he (Jesus) has brought out all his own, he goes on ahead of them, and his sheep (children of God) follow him. So you see, we are to follow Him and His blessings will chase after us. :D Praise the Lord!

This is what I learnt about when I first came to NCC last year. This is what I told Su, to learn more about Lord Jesus, if she wants the blessing. Since August 2006 for me, and September 2006 for Su, and now October 2007 for HL, this is what we have been doing, listening to sermons from NCC and read the bible to know more about Lord Jesus and do what He told us not to do, don’t be troubled nor be afraid.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for opening my heart to receive the full goodness of You. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, thank You for being my Saviour and Redeemer. Praise Your Sweet Name, Lord Jesus! Hallelujah! Amen!

Led by the Lord

Months ago, Su was telling Lord that He should know her better. She loved her job; she did not want the easy task that Lord wanted her to go for. She did obey the Lord in the end.

Last month, she quit her job, this also lead by the Lord, for her to be a housewife, to take care of her 2 sons. She had initially complained about it so near to bonus time, what a waste to quit now. However, she obeyed.

While looking at a Toy r US brochure on what is on offer for Xmas, suddenly she has this realization. Year in, Year out, she has slogged in this job, long hours, that left no time for the family. It wasn’t about the pay too; it’s too little to be bother about. All she was looking at was that year end bonus, which can be a few Ks. She had been wondering if she was still working, she should be getting the bonus soon.

Usually she would use this bonus to buy Christmas gifts for various kids and parents and left nothing for herself. She did not realize what kind of life she was leading, till now staying at home. Finally, she realised what she had been doing is a pretty meaningless life, like what King Solomon said in Ecclesiastes, chasing after the wind!

She realizes trusting the Lord is the best. He will put her on the head and not the tail. She will be peaceful and rejoice in Him. Such is a more fulfilling life. Praise the Lord!

Lately, I am also leading Kr to start walking her trust in the Lord. She did not realize what blocking her is some grain of sands, not high mountains. This is going to take her great courage to take that first step. Hopefully she will reach out for it. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen!

The Righteousness of Jesus

From my first day in NCC till now, there are many times where I heard Lord Jesus had done a perfect work at the cross. Now, I have the righteousness of God in Christ. He took away all my sins, sickness and destructions. In this divine exchange, I get His Righteousness, Wisdom, Holiness and Salvation. By believing in this, I will get the Blessing of Abraham as those who believe are son of Abraham.

In my fight with adversary, I am told that I am to stand on the finished ground of Lord Jesus. I am not fighting with adversary; my job is to declare the Victory of the Lord.

In this healing ministry that Lord is anointing me, I know I am not the one who heals people. It is Lord in me, who will do the job. I know His power is great, He could heal anyone, nothing is impossible for Him. Just like those super power in cartoon that have power, I assumed that Lord’s healing power that flow out of me is something like that.

Recently, in 28^th Oct 2007, Rev Joe Purcell has preached a very good sermon in NCC. I did not grab hold of all that he shared, so I bought the sermon on Sunday and listened to it since last night twice and this morning 1 time. Hallelujah! His sermon on “The Spirit of Faith” finally brings me revelation of the Righteousness of Christ. Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus! :D

Wow, it’s so powerful, Oh mine Oh mine…it is so crystal clear and real to me!!! What is the Righteousness that Lord Jesus has imputed to me? Let me talk about the law, the contract that Rev Joe Purcell has shared. In a contract, there is a part where one has to fulfill. Otherwise, one has to pay the penalty of not fulfilling it.

In the court of heaven, we have to walk the way of the saint, by the Law, the 10 commandments. If not, the penalty is death. As you know, none of the human could fulfill the Law, only one such person could. He is Lord Jesus. He fulfilled this walking for us. And, not just that, He fulfilled the penalty too. He died at the cross for us. And not just that, He gives us His Spirit to lead us to be as good as Him.

That is why, now, we need not fulfilled the Law, Jesus has perfectly covered us both ways. There is no way we could fail. So now, we need only to believe Him to receive the blessing of the righteous one, the blessing of Abraham.

Now I realised, I am very righteous because I have the Righteousness of God in Christ, where I exist. There is no right that sickness can exist in my body any more. Their rights were removed 2000 years ago by Lord Jesus and His Blood. They have no right to lie to me any longer.

Now, I know that why the people I will be healing in future should be healed. They have the Righteousness of God in Christ flowing in them. There is no right that sickness can stay on their body. My job and any of you, who believe, is to declare what Jesus and His blood had completed for us at the cross. We are to blast off that stupid thief that is trying to lie to so many people all around earth!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for leading me to this revelation. Finally, I know my position in You, Lord Jesus! Praise the Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, Glory to the Almighty God, who is so Loving, so Kind and so Gentle! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

Wow, this song, "I see Grace" play at the right time. Praise the Almighty GOD!

Healing of the Lord

Last Thursday, my parents, Su and I went out shopping together. Both Su and I noticed our dad was not behaving that normal. He seemed to be a bit slow and showing symptom of senile. But parents did not want us to pray over them. Mum said they don’t want to believe Jesus and don’t want the prayer.

The thing is both Su and I know that since parents accepted Christ, they have not move near to Him. Dad was telling me months earlier not to believe in the Lord so much. Yes, he thinks that Lord is just like any “god” in the temple. Parents do not want to listen to the sermons I passed to them. So, their knowledge of Christ is almost zero. Whenever I tried ministering to them, mum would shut me up.

Dad was having pain in the right leg and right side of the back before accepting Christ. Initially he let me pray over him. However, as his thoughts always focus on the pain, it opens the door for d to attack him more. He even has pain on the arm. Yesterday sermon shared about we must not be conscious of our problems, be it sickness or financial or emotion, or sin etc. Romans 3:20 ‘…, through the law we became conscious of sin.’ It was through law that we are made conscious of sin, which once we are conscious, we open our door for sa tan to come and attack us. In Grace, we must be conscious of the perfect work that Lord Jesus had finished and completed for us. Once we are conscious of what Lord Jesus had provided 2000 years ago, the blessing can come true.

Pastor Prince shared that we are not to be conscious of the pain on our body. He said that what we focus on, we are giving priority, weight to that thing. The pain are just false symptom, when we acknowledge it presence, adversary can then come in to attack our body. The moment I heard this, I quickly switch my focus to Lord Jesus healed me at the cross 2000 years ago. Somehow, the pain departed from my lungs region. :D Praise the Lord!

With Lord equipping me with more healing power now, I just could not stand not praying for dad. On Saturday, Su and I were there earlier then the rest. While mum is playing board game with JC and Z, Su’s younger son in the bedroom, I decided to ask Lord if I could pray remotely for dad. :D Lord told me go ahead, He would heal my dad, who is sleeping in the master bedroom. I placed my hand on the outer wall of that room, which is in the living room, and started praying. Su’s Holy Spirit also started praying even before she came into the living room. Both of us laid our palm on the wall and prayed in the spirit. Lord had commanded the spirit of senile to depart from dad in English. Praise the Lord.

When dad woke up 1-2 hours later, he is back to his own alert self again. Hallelujah! Praise the Almighty Lord!

After one success remote prayer, I tried at home for hubby, since he was having a fever and headache. He got better today. Praise the Almighty Lord!

Daddy God, thank You for watching over me daily. :D Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Amen!

Special Request for Prayer

Hi Sisters and Brothers in Christ,

This is a personal post from me to you. I believe a number of you have been following my blog closely. As you know, Lord is waiting for me to finish my bible so that I can serve Him in the healing ministry. I know that signs and wonders will be shown through me. I have this impression sometime back that all the people, who are sitting on wheelchair currently, would be able to walk. I will be flowing in the resurrection power and healing many people, casting out demons and raising the dead.

As you know, this is not something sa tan likes to hear and want. I could sense strong attacks on my health coming on, in term of pain, strong pressure in and around the lungs area. So far, I have been praying in the spirit to cast them off. Praise the Lord!

Tonight, while chatting with YC, she was impressed to tell me to take Holy Communion for myself and my parents, either Christmas Eve or in church service. I am to attend the midnight mass or the 1^st mass in the morning.

I checked with Lord after the chat. Lord told me to take Holy Communion daily, to proclaim divine health for myself and my parents. I will be taking daily.

This is a special request from me to you. Please, would you keep me and my parents in your daily prayer to agree with me that my parents and I will have divine health? I am sure the Lord will greatly bless you as He has promised me.

Thank You for patiently read through this post.

I pray that all of you will be flowing in divine health too. May the Great and Good God greatly bless you and your family, in health and wealth. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

Daddy God, thank You very much for caring so much for me. Thank You for Your promise that You will ensure NOTHING will be able to come on to me and my parents. Lord Jesus, thank You for doing a Perfected Perfect Work at the cross and now resting in the highest most place in heaven, at the right hand of Father God. As You had done a complete work at the cross, my parents and I could receive Your Divine Health flowing in us and through us. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen! Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, Jehovah Jiren and Jehovah Rapha!

The Love of the Lord

With all the distractions and attacks keep coming on, I am pretty slow in reading the book of Psalm. My sis, Su, told me she likes reading Psalm as it is all about the Glory of God being shown there, it was such a joyful reading for her. However, I find myself hard to concentrate. If only I have the eye to see what was all those coming on my head and making me numb to all feelings. In this thick clouds of resistance forces, just like when I faced strong winds blowing against me as I want to walk to the opposite direction. So daily is a slow step ahead of where Daddy God wants me to go. Praise the Lord!

Recently, HL, Su’s hubby, also finished reading his bible. I begin wonder how did he manage. This thought about Lord will give the job to someone else to do as I am such a slow reader. This thick cloud of unknown around me was not helping either.

Then last night, Lord wanted me to create a post in the blog with the above title. My blog posting usually is His leading. He will tell me the title to go for and what to write about. So as usual, I opened my Word software and waiting for Him to provide me the idea. Haha…I did not know that Daddy God was actually talking to me this round. This is what He told me to type:

I love you; you are the one I care for. You might be slow in your bible reading, but I love you anyway. Heaven will wait for you to be ready to carry out the will of the Lord.

Finally, a smile came on my face; this is like a booster to my confident and leads me to carry on my path in faith. Yesterday, Su told me that when she is down, she will say, ‘I walk by faith and not by what I see.’ She said Pastor Prince shared this in one of the sermon. She felt good when she said it. Hallelujah!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for being here for me. :D Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

Blocking of Blessings

In my walk with Lord Jesus, never did I experience such a bad situation of going through the driving test as if I have no Lord with me. I was very nervous, as I had not given myself enough time to worship Lord with the worship songs. Ever since the night before, hubby kept asking if I was nervous instead of saying something positive to encourage me. JC also woke up yesterday morning crying wanting to go back to sleep. After getting her to school, almost time for me to get ready. One event after the other and the time to worship Lord to get into the spirit was gone.

I learnt from Lord that in church congregation, it is important to let the congregation sing worship songs first before any preaching or healing. From personal experience, when I put myself into the songs and talked to Lord Jesus, Daddy God through the songs, I could feel His strong presence. It is the presence of the Lord that blessings, healings could flow through.

As yesterday was first time taking driving test, and with the lack of time to raise myself in the spirit, whatever I prayed for Lord to be, in me, could not work, my anxiety killed it. I had to depend on my fresh, myself to go through the test. I did not have any technical error, hubby said I could operate a car, tester said my nervousness affected the result; hubby said I not paying attention killed it.

Well, whatever it is, it is over. Without Lord’s blessings, which had been guiding me the past 6 months, everything that should be in place was not in place. This test experience was worst than when I trusted Lord, for my first driving lesson. For the first driving experience, even though I was nervous, I didn’t let the nervousness get to me. I know Lord will surely deliver me and I had trusted Him then.

The only good thing out of this experience was, now I could identify how blessing can be block by us. With this, I could let Karen know how she should go about trusting Lord. She has been going through lots of emotional struggle. She also has told me that she has been trusting Lord for deliverance and it did not work. With this personal experience, now I could tell her why it did not work. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, thank You for being there with me even I was so nervous, thank You that the favour in the eye of the tester that I prayed worked, he was pretty encouraging. Lord, thank You that I go through this myself so that I could counsel others better. Thank You for the encouragement that I surely will pass the next round. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Daddy God, I love you! Amen!

Walk like a Baby

My walk with the Lord, I had been closely lean on to the Lord that when come to explain to Kr on how to trust the Lord, I don’t know how to tell her. Today, Lord using my girl and my ex-colleague’s boy as a illustration that I feel I should share it here for those who want to walk closely to the Lord to follow.

During good time, most of us would agree 100% that God is good. It is during down season, when we faced with problems that affect our life, how we trust the Lord that will show results, getting delivered.

Over the weekends I was busy with JC graduation concert, her sickness, attending church and JC’s classmate birthday party. One event after another that led me distracted to pray my usual prayers. Last night, I could sense onslaught of attacks. I prayed in the spirit and tried to clear the attacks, but no matter how, I seem could not clear it. Then I realised whatever I faced, I am 100% better than them. When I am conscious of who I am in Christ, the prayer in the spirit grew strong and finally, I managed to clear the attack and get my peace.

I was telling Kr that trusting Lord is not trusting till good time end and start questioning Him about deliverance. Trusting Lord for deliverance is even when we faced issues, we continue to proclaim God Words and continue to trust Him to deliver us that we will see result. We should proclaim God Words till the problem we face cleared. If we stop proclaiming God Words when we are still in the situation, we lost to the attack.

When Kr understands this, she told me that whether she in company A or B, she can still trust the Lord. She is very comfortable and knowledgeable with the operation in company A. For company B, whatever she does, she has to trust the Lord.

This is how Lord explained to Kr: during JC baby time, I did not enclose her, I let her crawl around. This built up her strength that at 5^th month, she could climb in and out of her walker. She tried to lean on the walker to support her to get up and walk, as she found out that the walker moved, she controlled her movement and used the walker to support her as she walked around.

During that time, I had a colleague, whose son was slightly a few weeks older than JC. When this colleague saw what JC could do, she told me that her son yet to know. I learned that her caretaker put her son in a play pen. Play pen though is good in confining baby, it restricted baby movement. There is limited space for them to exercise and strengthen their hands and legs. JC was able to do it as I put her on the floor to crawl and climb around. She has chance to exercise her hands and legs muscle.

Lord showed to Karen that in company B, she has more chance to trust Him and grow her confident in Him faster. In company A, at most she has only 1 area to trust. So the time taken would be longer, just like the boy in the play pen, no chance to exercise the trust.

Lord also showed that in our walk with Him, it started like a baby learning to crawl. Baby does not stand up and walk immediately. They have to strengthen their muscles and learn balances before they could walk upright. Trusting the Lord also the same, initial trusting, you might see not much result, as you learn to trust more, like a baby, does not doubt but concentrate on doing better, you will reach there somewhere down the route, just like baby finally could walk.

Hope you benefit from this post.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, may You open the eyes of the reader of this post to see light on how to come close to You. I pray in Jesus Name. Amen.

Thank God that He knows and loves you

This is another write out from my study bible that Lord wants me to post here.

“O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways” (Psalm 139:1-3).

God knows everything about you. He knows your thoughts even before you think them. ‘Before a wonder is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord’ (139:4). He knows your actions from the time you rise in the morning until the moment you go to bed at night. Even when sleep reduces you to unconsciousness, He is watching over you still.

God is everywhere around you. There is nowhere you can go that God is not there too. He is with you in the mountain top experiences of life, and He is with you in the valleys of despair. He is omnipresent. Corrie then Boom suffered in a Nazi prison camp during World War II yet was able to write, “There is no pit so deep that God is not deeper still.”

God did a miracle in creating you! You may struggle with the way you feel or how you look, and you may not feel much like a “miracle” at all, but you are. You may feel more like a mistake, but you are not. God formed you and loved you even when you were in your mother’s womb. You bear His image (Genesis 1:27).

Your life is no accident, and the purpose of your life was ordained even before you were born. Your heavenly Father knows everything about you, is present everywhere around you, and performed a miracle when He made you. Praise God every day that He knows you and loves you!

Daddy God, I surely know that You know me better than myself and You love me very much. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

Father’s Love

Early this morning, my girl was having high fever. I tried laying hands on her and taking Holy Communion. This fever and headache is pretty stubborn. It refused to leave! Then I recalled Daddy God told me that my healing power that He recently anoints me is 100% better than what adversary could offer. With this in mind, I lay hand on my girl again. This time round, the fever and headache depart.

I was supposed to go for my last revision driving lesson. Lord blessed me with hubby willingness to send me there as I could not sell it off. At the driving centre, I was feeling tired, from the morning fight, and then I sensed Lord hugging me. It was so comforting to have Him hugging me when I feel so down and out. His hugs brought tears to me. I wept it off and was ok again. Lord blessed me with a easy driving lesson, only have minor error to touch up. Praise the Lord.

On the way back, I went to buy some grocery. As I was waiting for the shuttle bus home, devil came with loud thunder, strong wind and heavy rain. Lord was so good; I was thinking if hubby came to pick me, I could go home dry. Moments later, hubby called to check on me. He, who told me that he won’t drive short distance for shopping, drove over to pick me. Praise the Lord.

Lord these few days has talked through me to Kr, to let her know that He loves her. Lord told me to pass a sermon, 22^nd July 2007 “The Difference between Familiarity & Intimacy” to Kr. This is to let her have her revelation of His love.

Devil comes in the form of her husband; he stopped her from getting the cd from me. He stopped Kr from talking to me. This afternoon, he even called my mobile to scold me. The advantages of mobile phone..haha…I could put it far away from my ear and need not receive his false accusation. Lord told me that because he called, now I have the spiritual rights to pray for him. I get Father God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit to pray for him, to cast the spirit of strife away from him.

There were 2-3 times Kr told me she felt like committing suicide, all the stress from her hubby and her life. I kept leading her to see Daddy God loves her so that she has Lord to depend on instead of her husband, who usually scolded her instead of providing support. Lord has shared that once Kr come close and have blessed life, her hubby will then turn back to Lord. Praise the Lord!

This afternoon, JC headache and fever came again. I lay hand a few times till so tired and asked Lord what else I could do for JC. Lord said I could deliver my family from sickness just like I prayed for Kr’s hubby. With this, I asked Father God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit to pray for my family. JC has refused to sleep ever since she woke up at 6:40am. After the prayer, Lord got me to lay hand on JC again. Then I got her to lay in bed with me. Finally, she has fallen asleep.

These few days, Su also had attacks from the devil in the form of HL’s business partner. He put some unfounded accusation on Su, on cursing the shop business to be poor for 1 day!! Lord told me it was actually devil blocking business from flowing in. No matter how Su cast it off n pass it to Lord, somehow, the thought keep coming back to Su. Today, Su asked Daddy God to help. Finally, Lord came and put her thoughts on the cross, He told Su.

As our blessings are coming, some how, there is stronger resistance from the devil to try to make us not at peace. After these few days of attacks, I am now listening to Pastor Prince, “A Touch of His Presence 2” to get back to the peaceful feeling with Lord again.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, Lord, thank You for being around for me. Without You, I don’t know how I am going to face the challenges in life. Lord, thanks for being there for me. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Amen!

Divine Appointment

Over the weekend, Lord told me to go with Karen to pray for her client’s mum, who has stage 4 cancers. Lord told me He wanted salvation, He said when the person said, “Jesus, save me.” She will be saved. We arranged to go Changi General Hospital to visit her today.

I get to know this client’s mum is non believer, I did wonder the success rate of getting her to let me pray over her. Today, she rejected the prayer, even when I want to pray that her pain and discomfort to be removed. So, no choice, we decided to leave. As we were leaving, Kr wanted to wash her hands, I decided to take a seat at the nearby waiting area.

There was this lady smiling at me, then I realised it’s WK’s cousin! Her father has checked in due to unconsciousness at home on Sunday night. She was glad to meet me and wanted me to pray for her father. So I went over.

This time round, I prayed for WK’s uncle lungs to be healed and even get his daughter to pray for manifestation of the Lord’s hand and plead Jesus blood over her dad daily. Lord used the latest prayer that He prayed when He came to complete my healing power anointing on Sunday. I could recognize similarity there.

While there, WK 2^nd auntie was around. WK’s mum had told me about her 2^nd sister, who has not accepted Christ, had some sickness and weak limbs. Today it’s Lord’s arrangement for me to meet them. I lay hand on this lady. After praying, I was teaching her to thank Jesus for healing her when Kr told her to say “Jesus, save me.” I had forgotten about Lord wanted salvation. Glad that Kr mentioned it. WK’s 2^nd auntie said it, praise the Lord, she has accepted Christ!!!

I was telling WK when I reached home that she told me about her uncle. She said, last week, the uncle condition only greatly improved when the doctor came over and wanted to check his cancer condition. He told the doctor that Jesus had taken away his cancer! Praise the Lord. When he said that, his daughter commented that it was then his condition greatly improved and he could walk to the toilet. So, it seem that when one agreed with what Lord Jesus had done on the cross, Holy Spirit will make sure it come to past. Praise the Almighty Lord!

WK 1^st auntie, whom I had prayed for her eyes operation will be successful and in perfect vision, was there at the hospital. The family told me that she has some large intestine problem and wanted me to lay hand on her. Somehow, Lord is not that keen to heal her immediately. He wanted her to come close to Him. Lord told her to take Holy Communion 5 times per day! Hallelujah! WK’s mum had told me that this sister, even though she is a long time Christian, she did not walk closely to Lord. No wonder Lord wanted to train her. Haha….

Today, I also ministered to Kr, finally get through to her on how not to stress herself unnecessary. She seem to get it, hopefully she could walk closer to Lord. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen.

Daddy God, thank You for today’s divine appointment. I am glad that through me, You have been doing great healing and salvation and bringing Your children of God closer to You. Praise Your Great Mercy and Grace pouring out on WK’s family and on Kr. Praise You, Lord Jesus!