With Lord Jesus leading, Su and me had just gone through 3 days of intensive training. Never would we knew that we were going to be going under such test. Lord leaded us hour by hour, showed me angles dancing and even a vision of Jesus with the hands open wide. Lord kept encouraging and strengthening that it was disclosed that it was a endurance test.
On Christmas day, He got my mum to organise a Christmas dinner and all my sisters and families turned up. It was great that my 2nd sis, Cat, and her 2 sons joined our kids to stay up the night. We were proclaiming Jesus goodness and Cat, who yet to accept Christ, joined us in the proclamation. Lord is so happy that He wants to make Cat a pastor in future, for her great faith in the Lord and could see His Goodness and believe in Him instantly.
It was cute that her two sons chased the dad home alone and chose to stay put with us, even till the next day 9 pm. It was a continual of proclaiming Jesus is good. It sounded so well to hear all proclaiming in unison. It sounded so sweet and pleasing. After 2 days and 1 night of training. I thought that's all. But on the last Sunday, Lord got Su and me to stay in His kingdom the whole day through too. Till the end, then He asked if I am willing to take 4 services in future. He done a few test to make sure we walk in His path of righteousness and let Him move us as He pleases.
It's like the river Pastor Prince disclosed on the last bible study. Starting, water just near your ankle, you could do your life as you please. Then when water goes to your knee level, you started to seat with Jesus and Him lead you more. When water rise to waist, much effort is needed if you want to go your own way of life. You lean more and more closer to Lord. Till water is at the neck. You can't go by your will. Everything trust it to the Lord and let him lead fully.
This few days of intensive test, Lord wants to make sure we go by His way and not our will. With this conclusion, He cleared a few bad traits in our life. Now all done. Just waiting for the day to serve Him fully, mainly to pass my body, soul, and spirit to him and let Him come through fully.
Abba father, thank you for these 3 days of intensive training. Thank you that with each test, you lift us higher up to be use by you. Glory Glory! Thank you for the blessing of Abraham in my life, that where ever I go, whatever I do, everything is blessed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Blessed Christmas
Hi All My Belovd Sisters and Brothers in Christ,
Blessed Christmas. May your wishes be realised from now onwards.
Sharing a joke here. This morning, I sms my sis, Su, that Lord Jesus is our Saviour and Redeemer. All our lacks were judged in the body of Jesus at Calvary. Through Him we are greatly blessed
Su replied me when I was at the grocery shop. She said, "Lord said we are the centre cross of our family. Hallelujah! Hallelujah, Amen Amen!"
I was thinking, Lord put us in the center of the Cross??? I imagined a cross and we are placed at the cross section of the cross, the tiny spot. I was wondering, what kind of position is that for all our family members...haha...then I realised she meant Santa Clause!!! Haha...
This is when sometime read too much into the words. Take the word of Christ as it is and be blessed! Amen!
Blessed Christmas. May your wishes be realised from now onwards.
Sharing a joke here. This morning, I sms my sis, Su, that Lord Jesus is our Saviour and Redeemer. All our lacks were judged in the body of Jesus at Calvary. Through Him we are greatly blessed
Su replied me when I was at the grocery shop. She said, "Lord said we are the centre cross of our family. Hallelujah! Hallelujah, Amen Amen!"
I was thinking, Lord put us in the center of the Cross??? I imagined a cross and we are placed at the cross section of the cross, the tiny spot. I was wondering, what kind of position is that for all our family members...haha...then I realised she meant Santa Clause!!! Haha...
This is when sometime read too much into the words. Take the word of Christ as it is and be blessed! Amen!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Christ in the mid of marriage
I like to talk about this topic again since Su only received the full revelation recently. Let talk from the normal daily life that what most couple did.
Take note of what you talk daily to your spouse. Do you demand him/her to do something for you. Do you tried to see if he/she loves you by trying to decode his/hers daily action/reaction to you?
Isn't it weird? During dating, we think more about satisfying our partner then ourselves. But once married, we focus on our partner to see what they do is up to our satisfaction or not. This demand for partner to satisfy our view of things can put strain, stress to the marriage.
Su has a quick temper. Whatever she not happy, she would shoot it out. After all the scolding, her heart cleared and she is happy again with whoever she shot at. But she didn't realise was, each of this demands/accusation, fill into the emotional bank of her husband, and filled up so much, overflow with the accusations that he easily shoot a fiery dart back at her when provoked. I ever received such dart from Su before and I know it wasn't pleasant to be in the receiving end.
Recently, when she learnt from me about no condemnation, she thought after pouring her anger on her husband, then she sms him telling him no condemnation. She told me she applied it but he still unhappy. She puzzled. I told her, once dart is out, shot straight into the heart of the receiving party and cause the injury, then apologise, the damage is done.
How to put Christ in the mid? Putting Christ in the mid is about when some unpleasant feeling comes to you, cast it to Lord's nail-pierced hand first. With the peace of God, then go to talk to your spouse, give Grace, not condemnation. Su told me she prayed to Lord to remove unpleasant feeling, but it did not go off on first prayer. Well, if after casting to Lord's hand and you still feel something, cast again, still you get your peaceful heart.
Finally, Su prayed to Lord to cleared all the pleasantries from her. With the peace of God, she managed to give Grace to spouse. The next morning, Lord showed her that through the years of condemnation, the emotional tub of spouse was so overflowing with guilt/condemnations. Su came to end of self and apologised to spouse for causing so much pain in him.
Lord also shared that the favour she received from dh is out of duty/responsibility of the spouse, if she give Grace, she would receive love in action. Praise the Lord! Su finally gets it and the giving of Grace resulted her husband to love her more. Glory Glory! Finally Su realise the mighty power of this Grace. Glory Glory!
Devil programmed this world for wife to look to husband for love. By daily demand from husband, wife is pushing the husband away and away. That is how devil cause marriage to break. So, don't go by the normal worldly way. Start looking to Jesus finish work on the cross and cast the unhappiness to Lord nail-pierced hand. With a peaceful heart, talk Grace to spouse. If cannot, get Lord to help you give Grace. Overtime, surely, you will see your partner loving you more.
I was counseling an old internet friend today that I think a detail posting is necessary to draw a better understanding on how to put Jesus in the midst of marriage. Glory Glory! May you see His Grace at work! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Take note of what you talk daily to your spouse. Do you demand him/her to do something for you. Do you tried to see if he/she loves you by trying to decode his/hers daily action/reaction to you?
Isn't it weird? During dating, we think more about satisfying our partner then ourselves. But once married, we focus on our partner to see what they do is up to our satisfaction or not. This demand for partner to satisfy our view of things can put strain, stress to the marriage.
Su has a quick temper. Whatever she not happy, she would shoot it out. After all the scolding, her heart cleared and she is happy again with whoever she shot at. But she didn't realise was, each of this demands/accusation, fill into the emotional bank of her husband, and filled up so much, overflow with the accusations that he easily shoot a fiery dart back at her when provoked. I ever received such dart from Su before and I know it wasn't pleasant to be in the receiving end.
Recently, when she learnt from me about no condemnation, she thought after pouring her anger on her husband, then she sms him telling him no condemnation. She told me she applied it but he still unhappy. She puzzled. I told her, once dart is out, shot straight into the heart of the receiving party and cause the injury, then apologise, the damage is done.
How to put Christ in the mid? Putting Christ in the mid is about when some unpleasant feeling comes to you, cast it to Lord's nail-pierced hand first. With the peace of God, then go to talk to your spouse, give Grace, not condemnation. Su told me she prayed to Lord to remove unpleasant feeling, but it did not go off on first prayer. Well, if after casting to Lord's hand and you still feel something, cast again, still you get your peaceful heart.
Finally, Su prayed to Lord to cleared all the pleasantries from her. With the peace of God, she managed to give Grace to spouse. The next morning, Lord showed her that through the years of condemnation, the emotional tub of spouse was so overflowing with guilt/condemnations. Su came to end of self and apologised to spouse for causing so much pain in him.
Lord also shared that the favour she received from dh is out of duty/responsibility of the spouse, if she give Grace, she would receive love in action. Praise the Lord! Su finally gets it and the giving of Grace resulted her husband to love her more. Glory Glory! Finally Su realise the mighty power of this Grace. Glory Glory!
Devil programmed this world for wife to look to husband for love. By daily demand from husband, wife is pushing the husband away and away. That is how devil cause marriage to break. So, don't go by the normal worldly way. Start looking to Jesus finish work on the cross and cast the unhappiness to Lord nail-pierced hand. With a peaceful heart, talk Grace to spouse. If cannot, get Lord to help you give Grace. Overtime, surely, you will see your partner loving you more.
I was counseling an old internet friend today that I think a detail posting is necessary to draw a better understanding on how to put Jesus in the midst of marriage. Glory Glory! May you see His Grace at work! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
The Mountain that Abraham climb
This morning, as I was meditating on Hebrews 12:29, I saw abba, My God, is a consuming fire. At that moment, I realised how mighty and great is the work of Jesus on the Cross. The Greatness of His Grace and Mercy! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
If you look at the old covenant, under the Law, the Israelite supposed to rest on the 7th day, day of Sabbath. When this man disobeyed, and went to collect some wood for fire, he was strike dead.
Now the new covenant, secured by the Blood of Jesus, our part is to Believe. Those who, disbelieve the work of Jesus, falls into SIN. However, did you see anyone who disbelieve the goodness of Jesus being strike death? NOOOO....that is not because how good we are.
It is because of the Blood of Jesus. His Grace and Mercy for the whole human race is so so so GREAT that the work of Jesus at the Cross allows you to slowly wonder to Him. You mind can toggle between God is a strict discipline master, one who likes to punish his kids with sickness but He always lovingly waiting for you to renew your mindset and walk towards Him boldly. Glory Glory!
As I meditated, Lord revealed His Goodness to me. Glory Glory! Why the word of Christ describe us, the children of God as sheep? You are to gaze around the green green grass on the mountain of Zion, the goodness of Jesus and His work on the Cross. The more you know about Him, the higher the mountain you ascend.
You might encounter lots of prosecution when you start munching on the goodness of Jesus. But as surely as Abraham brought his son, Isaac, to the top of mountain to offer to God, the offering sheep, the blessing of Abraham, is waiting on the opposite end of the mountain for you to climb up there to receive it.
It is a journey of learning about Jesus, no short cut or jump the queue. It's not about how long you have accepted Christ. It's how long have you been munching about the goodness of Jesus! Amen Amen!
Looking at Abraham reaching the top of mountain, was he happiest there? No, it was his saddest moment. He was going to kill his son. So, likewise, when your trial is at the hardest, know that great blessing is just on the opposite side of the mountain and is within reach.
Your stand is to strongly believe you have received all that Jesus provided for you and you will see the situation changed. Just like Abraham, at the most difficult moment, the sheep offering was given to him. Glory Glory! Abba father, may you open the eyes of the one reading this post. Burn the veil off the eyes of their mind and heart to see the goodness of Jesus! In the Name of Jesus, Amen!
My love, my children of God, know that I am your Abba. I am standing on your side, against your enemy! My holy fire is for the enemy, not for you. Jesus Grace and Mercy have let you walk closely with me. And bring you back to the garden of Eden, to have great fellowship with me. Believe that and walk with Jesus. As you know more of Jesus, whatever you need and want, Abba will surely bring it into your life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am for you, I am not against you! Realise it!
If you look at the old covenant, under the Law, the Israelite supposed to rest on the 7th day, day of Sabbath. When this man disobeyed, and went to collect some wood for fire, he was strike dead.
Now the new covenant, secured by the Blood of Jesus, our part is to Believe. Those who, disbelieve the work of Jesus, falls into SIN. However, did you see anyone who disbelieve the goodness of Jesus being strike death? NOOOO....that is not because how good we are.
It is because of the Blood of Jesus. His Grace and Mercy for the whole human race is so so so GREAT that the work of Jesus at the Cross allows you to slowly wonder to Him. You mind can toggle between God is a strict discipline master, one who likes to punish his kids with sickness but He always lovingly waiting for you to renew your mindset and walk towards Him boldly. Glory Glory!
As I meditated, Lord revealed His Goodness to me. Glory Glory! Why the word of Christ describe us, the children of God as sheep? You are to gaze around the green green grass on the mountain of Zion, the goodness of Jesus and His work on the Cross. The more you know about Him, the higher the mountain you ascend.
You might encounter lots of prosecution when you start munching on the goodness of Jesus. But as surely as Abraham brought his son, Isaac, to the top of mountain to offer to God, the offering sheep, the blessing of Abraham, is waiting on the opposite end of the mountain for you to climb up there to receive it.
It is a journey of learning about Jesus, no short cut or jump the queue. It's not about how long you have accepted Christ. It's how long have you been munching about the goodness of Jesus! Amen Amen!
Looking at Abraham reaching the top of mountain, was he happiest there? No, it was his saddest moment. He was going to kill his son. So, likewise, when your trial is at the hardest, know that great blessing is just on the opposite side of the mountain and is within reach.
Your stand is to strongly believe you have received all that Jesus provided for you and you will see the situation changed. Just like Abraham, at the most difficult moment, the sheep offering was given to him. Glory Glory! Abba father, may you open the eyes of the one reading this post. Burn the veil off the eyes of their mind and heart to see the goodness of Jesus! In the Name of Jesus, Amen!
My love, my children of God, know that I am your Abba. I am standing on your side, against your enemy! My holy fire is for the enemy, not for you. Jesus Grace and Mercy have let you walk closely with me. And bring you back to the garden of Eden, to have great fellowship with me. Believe that and walk with Jesus. As you know more of Jesus, whatever you need and want, Abba will surely bring it into your life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am for you, I am not against you! Realise it!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Attitude
For the longest time in my child, Jc life, I have been seeking why she is not learning as she supposed. This puzzled me. Initially I thought she was shy. Then I thought was her distraction. To equip her, I even get tutor to teach her. Somehow, I still find something missing. I just got her report book. By the Grace of God and the wisdom of Lord, she passed. Her overall score I am happy. But I am still not happy with the results of her language papers. These 2 subjects I had pumped her with tuition. I even make sure the teacher knows how to teach. Yet, it is not reflecting on the result.
Finally, when I called the boy, who went Chinese enrichment with Jc, finally, it struck me that the problem with Jc is bad attitude in learning. No matter how hard I push, so little was accomplished. It struck me like a light to the dark tunnel, since Jc was 2.75 yrs till now, almost the end of 8 yrs. Glory Glory!
Yesterday combine prayer with Su for Jc's attitude problem. Lord let me see a very resistant spirit. Finally it is gone. I was still wondering how to turn Jc around. I had want to check with this friend. But further pondering Lord reveal just now to manifest Lord's hand on her good attitude. Praise the Lord! This is Lord reveal after the 1st prayer:
Lord:
'My beloved, Glory Glory! My love, Hallelujah! You finally realise what is wrong with Jc. Abba is very glad. Since you pass the attitude problem to me, I will install the yield for knowledge in her. Glory Glory! From next year, she will want to learn more. I will give her big appetite to want more knowledge. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Jc yet to change after the 1st prayer, and I continued seeking. Lord revealed this morning about the good attitude:
Lord:
'My beloved, my love, Glory Glory! My love, Hallelujah! Abba has let you wake up on this good attitude. Glory Glory! How to transform Jc from bad attitude to good attitude? Manifest the Lord's hand on her good attitude. Abba will lead her to wanting to learn after that. Glory Glory! My love, with this in place, Jc surely will want to learn. Abba is glad you are finally heading to the right direction. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
My beloved, my love, abba has lead you to expound on this attitude issue. Glory Glory! My beloved, Abba is glad! Finally, all is in place. Hallelujah! My beloved, with all these in place, Jc will start her learning journey. Abba will lead her to reach her destination!'
Ever since my walk with Jesus, Abba has lead me to lead quite a few people. Some is to come close to Him, some is for His Kingdom soldiers purpose. The closest one, that cling on me tightly is Su, she will be my praying partner in future. This is assigned by Lord! Others that I have led for kingdom purpose were peole like Ka, Wk, even a tamil girl and Gr, whom I met on the Israel trip.
I have always thought it's faith on Lord Jesus completion work at the Cross that is causing the stumping block. Currently, the leading of Angie, let me have fresh air. I am glad she obediently obey the words of Christ speaking through me to her. This learning about attitude lead me to have a new understanding toward why people do not want to move closer to Jesus. I realised they have attitude problem to learn more about Jesus too! This is what Lord revealed to me in the morning feeding of my spirit man:
Lord:
'My love, Glory Glory! Abba is very please with your learning. Abba is glad that you have the full revelation of this attitude to learn. Glory Glory! Abba is looking for this in my search of child of God to lead closely. I am glad you have good attitude. Gory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Abba father, thank you for using a non-christian to reveal to me about attitude. Glory Glory! My love, abba is happy! I am glad that you are teaching my child about attitude. Glory Glory! My love, Abba is very pleased with you. Glory Glory! My love, you are a step ahead in learning, Glory Glory! Surely, this will lead you to great places. Abba will greatly bless you. Glory Glory! Abba, thank you for coming out to talk to me. Glory Glory! Thank you for this precious revelation. I am very sure my nightmare with Jc is finally over. Glory Glory! Glory to all that Jesus had done for me and my family at the Cross of Jesus. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Finally, when I called the boy, who went Chinese enrichment with Jc, finally, it struck me that the problem with Jc is bad attitude in learning. No matter how hard I push, so little was accomplished. It struck me like a light to the dark tunnel, since Jc was 2.75 yrs till now, almost the end of 8 yrs. Glory Glory!
Yesterday combine prayer with Su for Jc's attitude problem. Lord let me see a very resistant spirit. Finally it is gone. I was still wondering how to turn Jc around. I had want to check with this friend. But further pondering Lord reveal just now to manifest Lord's hand on her good attitude. Praise the Lord! This is Lord reveal after the 1st prayer:
Lord:
'My beloved, Glory Glory! My love, Hallelujah! You finally realise what is wrong with Jc. Abba is very glad. Since you pass the attitude problem to me, I will install the yield for knowledge in her. Glory Glory! From next year, she will want to learn more. I will give her big appetite to want more knowledge. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Jc yet to change after the 1st prayer, and I continued seeking. Lord revealed this morning about the good attitude:
Lord:
'My beloved, my love, Glory Glory! My love, Hallelujah! Abba has let you wake up on this good attitude. Glory Glory! How to transform Jc from bad attitude to good attitude? Manifest the Lord's hand on her good attitude. Abba will lead her to wanting to learn after that. Glory Glory! My love, with this in place, Jc surely will want to learn. Abba is glad you are finally heading to the right direction. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
My beloved, my love, abba has lead you to expound on this attitude issue. Glory Glory! My beloved, Abba is glad! Finally, all is in place. Hallelujah! My beloved, with all these in place, Jc will start her learning journey. Abba will lead her to reach her destination!'
Ever since my walk with Jesus, Abba has lead me to lead quite a few people. Some is to come close to Him, some is for His Kingdom soldiers purpose. The closest one, that cling on me tightly is Su, she will be my praying partner in future. This is assigned by Lord! Others that I have led for kingdom purpose were peole like Ka, Wk, even a tamil girl and Gr, whom I met on the Israel trip.
I have always thought it's faith on Lord Jesus completion work at the Cross that is causing the stumping block. Currently, the leading of Angie, let me have fresh air. I am glad she obediently obey the words of Christ speaking through me to her. This learning about attitude lead me to have a new understanding toward why people do not want to move closer to Jesus. I realised they have attitude problem to learn more about Jesus too! This is what Lord revealed to me in the morning feeding of my spirit man:
Lord:
'My love, Glory Glory! Abba is very please with your learning. Abba is glad that you have the full revelation of this attitude to learn. Glory Glory! Abba is looking for this in my search of child of God to lead closely. I am glad you have good attitude. Gory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Abba father, thank you for using a non-christian to reveal to me about attitude. Glory Glory! My love, abba is happy! I am glad that you are teaching my child about attitude. Glory Glory! My love, Abba is very pleased with you. Glory Glory! My love, you are a step ahead in learning, Glory Glory! Surely, this will lead you to great places. Abba will greatly bless you. Glory Glory! Abba, thank you for coming out to talk to me. Glory Glory! Thank you for this precious revelation. I am very sure my nightmare with Jc is finally over. Glory Glory! Glory to all that Jesus had done for me and my family at the Cross of Jesus. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
The Blood of Jesus
As the blood of Jesus is worship in great honour in the worship album, The Perfect Offering, Lord lead me to more revelation of Jesus. Plus what He revealed to me during last week sermon, I get a better understanding of the blood of Jesus. Praise Jesus for His Perfect Work on the Cross!
I was meditating Hebrew 9, as I my eyes were opened to what Jesus hasd done for me, I was pondering the covering of Jesus on my body and Lord revealed to me this morning in my feeding of my spirit man. Praise the Lord! Glory Glory! All these revelation is so good that I like to share with you:
Lord:
'By the blood of Jesus, the whole earth is cleansed of all curses. Adam being cursed to work and strive, this curse is being reversed. People do not know the truth. When you know the truth, the truth set you free. Glory Glory!
You have given great honour to the blood of Jesus! Abba is very happy. Glory Glory!'
Lord:
'My beloved, yes, since Jesus died on the cross, the blood of Jesus is forever cover those who accepted Him as their Saviour. As such, daily, you are covered by the blood of Jesus. Pleading the blood of Jesus is about bringing awareness to the blood.
Once you aware, the blood is in operative. Yes, it is not covering the external of the body. It penetrates body, soul and spirit and all parts of your body. As your whole being is being cleansed, Holy Spirit could indwell in you and come out of you.
Satan by right DO NOT have access of your body. Like you realised, you are in the garden of Eden. He could only whisper from afar. Even what you feel is just a remote shadow. As you recognise its existence, you open door for it to come affects you. That's how he works. He could not come without your acceptance.'
Abba father, thank you for revealing the coverage of the blood of Jesus to me. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for such a Perfect Work on the Cross that You have redeemed the whole human race that you have fulfilled the punishment of death of the 10 commandment that none will die from sin immediately. Now is still the Year of the Lord for great salvation for the lost sheep to wander back to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was meditating Hebrew 9, as I my eyes were opened to what Jesus hasd done for me, I was pondering the covering of Jesus on my body and Lord revealed to me this morning in my feeding of my spirit man. Praise the Lord! Glory Glory! All these revelation is so good that I like to share with you:
Lord:
'By the blood of Jesus, the whole earth is cleansed of all curses. Adam being cursed to work and strive, this curse is being reversed. People do not know the truth. When you know the truth, the truth set you free. Glory Glory!
You have given great honour to the blood of Jesus! Abba is very happy. Glory Glory!'
Lord:
'My beloved, yes, since Jesus died on the cross, the blood of Jesus is forever cover those who accepted Him as their Saviour. As such, daily, you are covered by the blood of Jesus. Pleading the blood of Jesus is about bringing awareness to the blood.
Once you aware, the blood is in operative. Yes, it is not covering the external of the body. It penetrates body, soul and spirit and all parts of your body. As your whole being is being cleansed, Holy Spirit could indwell in you and come out of you.
Satan by right DO NOT have access of your body. Like you realised, you are in the garden of Eden. He could only whisper from afar. Even what you feel is just a remote shadow. As you recognise its existence, you open door for it to come affects you. That's how he works. He could not come without your acceptance.'
Abba father, thank you for revealing the coverage of the blood of Jesus to me. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for such a Perfect Work on the Cross that You have redeemed the whole human race that you have fulfilled the punishment of death of the 10 commandment that none will die from sin immediately. Now is still the Year of the Lord for great salvation for the lost sheep to wander back to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
The Garden of Eden
My Beloved, did you enjoy the revelation in NCC today? I was so overwhelmed by the revelation that I cried at first but in the end was filled with the joy of Lord. Glory Glory!
Many a time, when I pray Psalms 91, I would thank Abba father for placing me and the family in the Holy of Holy, on the Mercy Seat. I would thank Abba for soaking me and my family in the blood of Jesus. I know Jesus blood was poured onto the ground in heaven that led Sa tan to fall from heaven. The thing is, I did not grab the words of Christ that make it so.
Today, finally, my eyes is opened that the Tabernacle, the Mercy Seat and the ground of the Holy of Holy was splashed with the blood of Jesus 7 times, which means Perfect Rest. Glory Glory! The truth was so joyful that Lord showed me a vision of the Garden of Eden in greenery. Glory to Lord Jesus!!! With this truth received in full, Lord said I have a full revelation of Jesus now. Glory Glory!
Abba father, I am so happy to sit in the foot of Jesus and hear your words daily. Thank you for talking to me daily to bring me closer and closer to you. Glory Glory!
Long ago, when this 20+ yrs christian that Lord sent to lead me initially, she told me that nightly she had to spend some quiet time with the Lord. She told me that this spending of time with the Lord leads to great blessings and leading. I was so curious about this quiet time. Her answer did not satisfy me.
Recently, Lord led me to call Angie. After a great time of sharing, she told me that she needed to spend some quiet moment with the Lord. I became curious of her quiet time. Leaded by the Lord, she explained that long ago in younger days, in church camp, after a day of activities, they were told to spend some time in the words of Christ, the bible, with the Lord. This is the quiet time.
When I realised what this quiet time is about, I then realised the whole day through I have been having my quiet time with the Lord. The truth of this spending time with the Lord and daily communication with the Lord, really blows my mind that moment. Glory to Lord's leading me daily! Glory Glory!
Yes, I have heard from Pastor Prince sermon. One thing is needful. If you do not do this one thing needful, you will be fighting your own fire all over the place. I take this seriously. Yes, I did. I am not ashamed to tell you I am not a good housewife. I neglect cleaning the house. I always thinks that as long as I did this one thing, the rest Lord would handle. Haha...Praise the Lord. I confessed I am not a good mother too. I believe in doing this one thing, Lord would handle the rest for me. Talk about being the extremist in this believe. Please don't follow to neglect daily life like me!
By the Grace of Lord Jesus, he let me soak in the words, but he did get sis to tell me to keep the house clean. Haha, I always tell her that Lord would take care of it. Finally, now walked so close to Lord, finally it sank in that I need to take care of the house. Haha! Glory Glory!
Lord also guided me on how to disciple Jc. I obeyed P previous on not caning Jc, but she grow to be so stubborn that hard to get her to obey. Lord led me to get a cane after I used pet bottles and brush wasn't good enough. I was so scared to cane her, but upon caning, she became resistance, further caning, the darkness on her face departed and she is the sweet Jc again. My mum even commented that previously she was quiet and everything bucked up in her, she was not happy. With this caning and asking her to tell me things about school life, my mum said that she is now more vocal and cheerful. Glory to the leading of Lord.
Lord even get Su to share with me how to take care of my future man. Glory that this old man is pretty independent that he is fine taking care himself. Abba is sending me a Chinese man and local culture is different, so I must change to learn how to provide. Lord said with love bank at below zero, I could not not perform. In future, with my love bank overflowing, I would be able to perform. Glory that it is made so easy for me. Hallelujah!!!
Abba father, you let me soak in your words first. This living words changed my life. Then you show me how to walk righteous path. Each path is showing results with your leading. Glory Glory! You even let me see what is true love is about. You let me see what selfish heart is about. With your leading, I could see P clearer. Glory Glory!!! I love this life leaded fully by you. Every steps I walk with your leading is so good. I love this blessed life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Many a time, when I pray Psalms 91, I would thank Abba father for placing me and the family in the Holy of Holy, on the Mercy Seat. I would thank Abba for soaking me and my family in the blood of Jesus. I know Jesus blood was poured onto the ground in heaven that led Sa tan to fall from heaven. The thing is, I did not grab the words of Christ that make it so.
Today, finally, my eyes is opened that the Tabernacle, the Mercy Seat and the ground of the Holy of Holy was splashed with the blood of Jesus 7 times, which means Perfect Rest. Glory Glory! The truth was so joyful that Lord showed me a vision of the Garden of Eden in greenery. Glory to Lord Jesus!!! With this truth received in full, Lord said I have a full revelation of Jesus now. Glory Glory!
Abba father, I am so happy to sit in the foot of Jesus and hear your words daily. Thank you for talking to me daily to bring me closer and closer to you. Glory Glory!
Long ago, when this 20+ yrs christian that Lord sent to lead me initially, she told me that nightly she had to spend some quiet time with the Lord. She told me that this spending of time with the Lord leads to great blessings and leading. I was so curious about this quiet time. Her answer did not satisfy me.
Recently, Lord led me to call Angie. After a great time of sharing, she told me that she needed to spend some quiet moment with the Lord. I became curious of her quiet time. Leaded by the Lord, she explained that long ago in younger days, in church camp, after a day of activities, they were told to spend some time in the words of Christ, the bible, with the Lord. This is the quiet time.
When I realised what this quiet time is about, I then realised the whole day through I have been having my quiet time with the Lord. The truth of this spending time with the Lord and daily communication with the Lord, really blows my mind that moment. Glory to Lord's leading me daily! Glory Glory!
Yes, I have heard from Pastor Prince sermon. One thing is needful. If you do not do this one thing needful, you will be fighting your own fire all over the place. I take this seriously. Yes, I did. I am not ashamed to tell you I am not a good housewife. I neglect cleaning the house. I always thinks that as long as I did this one thing, the rest Lord would handle. Haha...Praise the Lord. I confessed I am not a good mother too. I believe in doing this one thing, Lord would handle the rest for me. Talk about being the extremist in this believe. Please don't follow to neglect daily life like me!
By the Grace of Lord Jesus, he let me soak in the words, but he did get sis to tell me to keep the house clean. Haha, I always tell her that Lord would take care of it. Finally, now walked so close to Lord, finally it sank in that I need to take care of the house. Haha! Glory Glory!
Lord also guided me on how to disciple Jc. I obeyed P previous on not caning Jc, but she grow to be so stubborn that hard to get her to obey. Lord led me to get a cane after I used pet bottles and brush wasn't good enough. I was so scared to cane her, but upon caning, she became resistance, further caning, the darkness on her face departed and she is the sweet Jc again. My mum even commented that previously she was quiet and everything bucked up in her, she was not happy. With this caning and asking her to tell me things about school life, my mum said that she is now more vocal and cheerful. Glory to the leading of Lord.
Lord even get Su to share with me how to take care of my future man. Glory that this old man is pretty independent that he is fine taking care himself. Abba is sending me a Chinese man and local culture is different, so I must change to learn how to provide. Lord said with love bank at below zero, I could not not perform. In future, with my love bank overflowing, I would be able to perform. Glory that it is made so easy for me. Hallelujah!!!
Abba father, you let me soak in your words first. This living words changed my life. Then you show me how to walk righteous path. Each path is showing results with your leading. Glory Glory! You even let me see what is true love is about. You let me see what selfish heart is about. With your leading, I could see P clearer. Glory Glory!!! I love this life leaded fully by you. Every steps I walk with your leading is so good. I love this blessed life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
The old self and the New Me
I found that many people tends to look to their own self and in the presence of the Almighty God, they tried their best not to sin. Even in those who knows Lord Jesus has taken away all sins, they still tried to walk righteous and be conscious about their behaviour. Today, Lord leads me to talk about my old self and the new me.
Since young, I just know that there was someone out there. I would talk into the heaven, up above the sky. I raised from a family with 2 elder sister, one younger sis, Su and my youngest brother. They are just a year apart from each other and the one next to me are 2 yrs apart. Due to our age pretty close to each other, we could play within ourselves. Grandma had a big house, my 2 other uncles and grandma lived in this childhood living. We could play hide and seek around the house as it was big with many doors.
Life was good except I had a crazy uncle. When he was in his wildness, hitting whoever he could find in the house, we would run to the neighbour house to hide. This went on till I went to primary school. Then we shifted to my mum's side grandma families. We shifted into the 3rd uncle house. We were the poorest family there. 1st and 2nd uncles both had factories. We were like the outcast in that place, living under the richer one and grandma always told us not to be naughty and to avoid upsetting the uncles.
My mum is the stronghold in the family. She pulled us together and told us not to look to others. What we could afford for ourselves is the best. What others have is not good for us. She grained this so much into us that whatever what others have, we don't bother.
We shifted to our 1st HDB, finally a home to call our own. We always have this feeling that our uncles look down upon us. But mum and dad would always be the humbled and peaceful people. They do not want to create trouble for anyone.
This is the life I grow up from. I was quiet, a loner, don't know how to play with friends in all my schooling years. My family prayed to the idol, kuan yin. In my secondary school days, whenever I had problem, I would pray to that idol standing in the living room shelf. Then one night, I found something pressing on my neck, chocking me, with prayer, I was freed. I had thought it was my sister but she was sleeping in the other corner of the bed. This is the first time I question the presence of “God”. I would reasoned, if there is God presence at home, I should not be disturbed. I questioned the existence of God and decided there wasn't any.
However, whenever I faced spiritual attack, I would still get my mum to go temple to “ask” for me. This went on till marriage, when I faced the darkness, himself. No amount of consulting different temples and “gods”, worked. I was in despair, if in this world any god that could help me. That was how I encountered Jesus and His wonderfulness.
Like a baby with knowledge ZERO about God the Almighty, I soaked in the words of Jesus. I was told God do not look to me, but to the beauty of Jesus. My faith is not mine, it's Jesus faith that I should use to trust for my deliverance. I was told there is nothing good about me. Looking to self is like looking to filthy rags. I am to look to Jesus, not to myself. It's how good Jesus have walked on earth and on the cross and I am bury in him. All my dungs were all judged in the body of Jesus and I am risen up with him, the Righteousness of God in Christ.
That was my initial exposed to the goodness of Jesus. That is where I rooted myself in Him. I do not care what I have or have not. Lord said I am to look to Jesus! From the initial mentally force myself to look into Jesus for everything I need, to now Lord in me fully that I know I am just a breath, all is about him and nothing is about me. It is all about looking to Jesus. How shitty or how good my life had been was not important. The importance is how Jesus had and have been for me.
As I focus on Jesus and not on myself, Lord rises me up his path of righteousness. He puts me on high for his purpose. It's all about him, his needs and his wants. As I let him come through me to do His needs and His wants, all my needs and my wants He satisfied.
When I am in my weakness, Lord in me is in His fullness. Glory Glory! It's this continue looking to Jesus that He in you will be risen up high. He will accomplish good works through you. Glory Glory! Others will see and thought how good you are, but it's all about Lord Jesus. His Finished Work! His Blood, His Life, His Strength and His Wholeness. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Since young, I just know that there was someone out there. I would talk into the heaven, up above the sky. I raised from a family with 2 elder sister, one younger sis, Su and my youngest brother. They are just a year apart from each other and the one next to me are 2 yrs apart. Due to our age pretty close to each other, we could play within ourselves. Grandma had a big house, my 2 other uncles and grandma lived in this childhood living. We could play hide and seek around the house as it was big with many doors.
Life was good except I had a crazy uncle. When he was in his wildness, hitting whoever he could find in the house, we would run to the neighbour house to hide. This went on till I went to primary school. Then we shifted to my mum's side grandma families. We shifted into the 3rd uncle house. We were the poorest family there. 1st and 2nd uncles both had factories. We were like the outcast in that place, living under the richer one and grandma always told us not to be naughty and to avoid upsetting the uncles.
My mum is the stronghold in the family. She pulled us together and told us not to look to others. What we could afford for ourselves is the best. What others have is not good for us. She grained this so much into us that whatever what others have, we don't bother.
We shifted to our 1st HDB, finally a home to call our own. We always have this feeling that our uncles look down upon us. But mum and dad would always be the humbled and peaceful people. They do not want to create trouble for anyone.
This is the life I grow up from. I was quiet, a loner, don't know how to play with friends in all my schooling years. My family prayed to the idol, kuan yin. In my secondary school days, whenever I had problem, I would pray to that idol standing in the living room shelf. Then one night, I found something pressing on my neck, chocking me, with prayer, I was freed. I had thought it was my sister but she was sleeping in the other corner of the bed. This is the first time I question the presence of “God”. I would reasoned, if there is God presence at home, I should not be disturbed. I questioned the existence of God and decided there wasn't any.
However, whenever I faced spiritual attack, I would still get my mum to go temple to “ask” for me. This went on till marriage, when I faced the darkness, himself. No amount of consulting different temples and “gods”, worked. I was in despair, if in this world any god that could help me. That was how I encountered Jesus and His wonderfulness.
Like a baby with knowledge ZERO about God the Almighty, I soaked in the words of Jesus. I was told God do not look to me, but to the beauty of Jesus. My faith is not mine, it's Jesus faith that I should use to trust for my deliverance. I was told there is nothing good about me. Looking to self is like looking to filthy rags. I am to look to Jesus, not to myself. It's how good Jesus have walked on earth and on the cross and I am bury in him. All my dungs were all judged in the body of Jesus and I am risen up with him, the Righteousness of God in Christ.
That was my initial exposed to the goodness of Jesus. That is where I rooted myself in Him. I do not care what I have or have not. Lord said I am to look to Jesus! From the initial mentally force myself to look into Jesus for everything I need, to now Lord in me fully that I know I am just a breath, all is about him and nothing is about me. It is all about looking to Jesus. How shitty or how good my life had been was not important. The importance is how Jesus had and have been for me.
As I focus on Jesus and not on myself, Lord rises me up his path of righteousness. He puts me on high for his purpose. It's all about him, his needs and his wants. As I let him come through me to do His needs and His wants, all my needs and my wants He satisfied.
When I am in my weakness, Lord in me is in His fullness. Glory Glory! It's this continue looking to Jesus that He in you will be risen up high. He will accomplish good works through you. Glory Glory! Others will see and thought how good you are, but it's all about Lord Jesus. His Finished Work! His Blood, His Life, His Strength and His Wholeness. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Saturday, October 31, 2009
The Glory of Lord Jesus
Hi Beloved children of God, how have you been in your walk with Christ? I have completed meditation on Psalms, Proverbs, Romans and Acts. Today just started on the book of Hebrews. Glory Glory! May you be encourage in your walk through the still water. Abba will surely bless you greatly in your walk with Christ. Glory Glory!
As I touches this verse, Hebrew 2:10 'In bringing many sons to glory, it was fitting that God, for whom and through whom everything exists, should make the author of salvation perfect through Suffering.', Lord revealed this in my meditation and want me to share it here. Glory Glory!
Lord:
'My beloved, my love, Glory Glory! My love, abba is happy that you appreciates Jesus death on the cross. Abba let Jesus gone through it so that the whole world can be save. There is no way I can righteously bring you to me without Jesus!
As you already know, no one can be perfect in his walk. The spirit of self will cause pride. No one can clear it away without me. As such, Jesus has to come down to earth to die for the human race.
Through His Spirit in you, he could lead you to walk the righteous paths. Glory Glory! My love, abba is glad that you have walk with Jesus closely for that long. No one else walk as closely as you to me. Glory Glory!
My love, abba loves you greatly. Abba is so pleased that you could don't want your life but let me reign through you. Abba greatly appreciates your sacrifice. Abba will come though you to heal the nation!
My love, my darling, abba greatly bless you. Riches & Honors, Health & Wholeness, Joy & Love are yours forever! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
My beloved, as you walk with Lord, adversary might stop you from continuing. Cast them to my nailed pierced hand. I will handle for you. Fight your battle of faith! The reward at the end is worth the efforts. Glory Glory!
My beloved, time is short! Jesus is returning soon. I need an army of soldiers, whose faith is with me. Abba will surely come strongly through you as you learn more and more about Jesus. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I touches this verse, Hebrew 2:10 'In bringing many sons to glory, it was fitting that God, for whom and through whom everything exists, should make the author of salvation perfect through Suffering.', Lord revealed this in my meditation and want me to share it here. Glory Glory!
Lord:
'My beloved, my love, Glory Glory! My love, abba is happy that you appreciates Jesus death on the cross. Abba let Jesus gone through it so that the whole world can be save. There is no way I can righteously bring you to me without Jesus!
As you already know, no one can be perfect in his walk. The spirit of self will cause pride. No one can clear it away without me. As such, Jesus has to come down to earth to die for the human race.
Through His Spirit in you, he could lead you to walk the righteous paths. Glory Glory! My love, abba is glad that you have walk with Jesus closely for that long. No one else walk as closely as you to me. Glory Glory!
My love, abba loves you greatly. Abba is so pleased that you could don't want your life but let me reign through you. Abba greatly appreciates your sacrifice. Abba will come though you to heal the nation!
My love, my darling, abba greatly bless you. Riches & Honors, Health & Wholeness, Joy & Love are yours forever! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
My beloved, as you walk with Lord, adversary might stop you from continuing. Cast them to my nailed pierced hand. I will handle for you. Fight your battle of faith! The reward at the end is worth the efforts. Glory Glory!
My beloved, time is short! Jesus is returning soon. I need an army of soldiers, whose faith is with me. Abba will surely come strongly through you as you learn more and more about Jesus. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
The Righteousness of God in Christ
I thank you, Abba Father, thank you for sending Jesus to the cross for me, to remove all my sins and sicknesses and impute to me the Righteousness of God in Christ. This is so important for one to realise he/she is the righteousness of God in Christ, the Son of God. To spend time with Lord, read and hear his words and look at what Jesus has done for you.
I have walk so close to Lord that fighting to get back to Lord is a lot easier when I know my rights in Him. It's good that I can see the opposite effect when one didn't realise his position in Christ. As you know, P have been denying all that he done out there in my presence.
However, recently me and Jc was at Su's home and had called him to pick us home. His normal reaction if don't want to answer our call is to press off the call. When the phone was left unanswered, I know what he was doing at that moment. I confronted him, though not to accuse him, but just to double check. He denied, but his action showed otherwise. He proclaim no freedom, movement under scrutiny, and once go to work, he come home very late.
I happened to give him a call the next day and he disclosed that home is like a prison to him!!! I told him, his guilt made him think so. I told him that I don't bother much about him, just knowing that he come home and he go off that's all. I don't even bother nor affected by what he did out there, after all, we are divorced. After my assurance, he come back very early lately to my surprise! 6-7 pm!!!!
Actually, from this divorce, it also let me realise that in the marriage, I have been looking to him to provide much love that it dries my soul and troubled his. Stress the hell out of both of us. After the divorce, when I totally let go of him, by the Grace of Jesus, and not care about what he did out there, life, peacefulness exist in abundance.
Finally, I realise what Pastor Prince said about the triangle of relationship with Jesus in the mid. When I free myself and daily concentrate my focus to Jesus, He gives me peacefulness and joy. With this joy, I could give P no condemnation that free him to walk in love. Glory Glory!
It make me realise that in this fallen world, devil makes us draw our love from our love one that could stress them into self defense, into nastiness, into looking at each other have done or no do. Jesus came to give life and life abundantly. Once we look at Grace and not to condemnation and not to the tress of the knowledge of Good and evil, we will free our spouse to respond in love to us, even in divorce situation like I am in currently. Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!
I have walk so close to Lord that fighting to get back to Lord is a lot easier when I know my rights in Him. It's good that I can see the opposite effect when one didn't realise his position in Christ. As you know, P have been denying all that he done out there in my presence.
However, recently me and Jc was at Su's home and had called him to pick us home. His normal reaction if don't want to answer our call is to press off the call. When the phone was left unanswered, I know what he was doing at that moment. I confronted him, though not to accuse him, but just to double check. He denied, but his action showed otherwise. He proclaim no freedom, movement under scrutiny, and once go to work, he come home very late.
I happened to give him a call the next day and he disclosed that home is like a prison to him!!! I told him, his guilt made him think so. I told him that I don't bother much about him, just knowing that he come home and he go off that's all. I don't even bother nor affected by what he did out there, after all, we are divorced. After my assurance, he come back very early lately to my surprise! 6-7 pm!!!!
Actually, from this divorce, it also let me realise that in the marriage, I have been looking to him to provide much love that it dries my soul and troubled his. Stress the hell out of both of us. After the divorce, when I totally let go of him, by the Grace of Jesus, and not care about what he did out there, life, peacefulness exist in abundance.
Finally, I realise what Pastor Prince said about the triangle of relationship with Jesus in the mid. When I free myself and daily concentrate my focus to Jesus, He gives me peacefulness and joy. With this joy, I could give P no condemnation that free him to walk in love. Glory Glory!
It make me realise that in this fallen world, devil makes us draw our love from our love one that could stress them into self defense, into nastiness, into looking at each other have done or no do. Jesus came to give life and life abundantly. Once we look at Grace and not to condemnation and not to the tress of the knowledge of Good and evil, we will free our spouse to respond in love to us, even in divorce situation like I am in currently. Glory! Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Perfect Prayer
I have just listened to 26/02/2006 – 'Pray Perfect Prayer...' that Lord asked me to write this post. Glory Glory.
When I was a young Christian, I caught hold of this verse, Matthew 6:32-33 '...your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.' I have this verse as the backbone of my life. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Somehow, Lord let me believe that as long I keep my eyes on Jesus and keep learning about Jesus as He revealed through Pastor Prince, all that I need in this world will be given by Him and that is what I have been doing the past 3 years. First started with listening lots of sermons per day. It seem like the more I listen, the greater the appetite I have. I could listen from morning to evening. Praise the Lord!
I was so full with the words that Lord sent different people to me for me to share about Jesus where ever I go. Even in driving center, there was a lady that came to learn about Jesus from me too. Through this keep looking and learning about Jesus, all that I need, Lord takes care! It starts with the lump on my neck to now my divorce and my future life. Glory to Lord Jesus!
I need not worry at all, as I daily walk with Him, Lord automatically come to comfort me when I was sad. When I was threatened by P, Lord would come to tell me that 'don't worry, he will provide.' Even in this marriage. For 10 years, I though P was a good man, my life was pretty free. I could soak myself with the words of Jesus all day long without much complaint from P. I gave him much freedom that I thought he knows how to take care of himself. It was in my greatest trust in the Lord that surely Lord can deliver P from the last 3 years of coming against Christianity that Lord told me to go divorce him.
If your heart is still loving this man and trusting much in the Lord, would you obey Lord and go divorce him? That was what I did. Lord had to cool me off from the strong love by telling me that P will turn back after 1 year. Then when I move closer to Lord, He told me that I could choose P or the new guy he is bringing into my life. At first, I believe the new man is the renewed P. But when I trust in the Lord that He is bringing me a brand new guy, then He revealed more about the guy to me, to tempt me to move towards His promise land and not look to the old man.
Then Lord showed me about all the lacks in this marriage to let me cool off from wanting P. Through each revelation, I have a better understanding about P that last night, I have a shock of my life. It wasn't really a shock, but more of a betrayal. Lord had revealed that P is good in handling women. I did not link it back to me. P will say things that brings trust in him. Before marriage, I had questioned him something and he had given me a good answer. I always remember it as a good opinion of him. Last night, I asked P if he had ever say such to me, he replied that he had never say such!
At that point, it become clear that he had lied to me too. Lord revealed about the story of his ex that at that time of knowing him, I was wondering why he was still concerning of that girl, who had betrayed him. But Lord said it's his guilt, everything and every actions falls into place with the revelation.
The more I know about P, the more I thank Lord for leading me out of this marriage. In the great emotional clinging to P, how would I know he is not the good man I know? He hides it well, and I am not one who seeks and he really secure his moments and his money well. No one could touch them except himself. He will leaks a little info of his movement to the one he wants to attract, to let them feel secure. The more I know about him, the more he become someone, whom I will never want to marry to. How as a mere human am I to know? We could only pray perfect prayer if we know of the situation. Without the knowledge, how to pray?
With this constantly looking to Jesus and has a good opinion of Jesus and Abba father, step by step, Lord leads me out of the nastiness to bless me a good life. As Lord told me in my last night meditation,: 'It is not worth for you such a pure girl to stay with one who play the field.' How would I know P is such when he is good in his covering?
It is in this constant looking to Jesus and learning more about him, the more I walk closely with Lord, He who knows all things leads me to the heaven on earth living that He promise in the bible to us, His kids. Many a time, it's Lord leading in what to pray too. He knows what he wants to bless and lead me to pray it after his revelation.
You can pray for all that you want, but looking to Jesus and let Abba looks after me is even better. I just have to continue believing and learning about Jesus. His blessings flows in abundance. Amen Amen! Glory Glory!
When I was a young Christian, I caught hold of this verse, Matthew 6:32-33 '...your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.' I have this verse as the backbone of my life. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Somehow, Lord let me believe that as long I keep my eyes on Jesus and keep learning about Jesus as He revealed through Pastor Prince, all that I need in this world will be given by Him and that is what I have been doing the past 3 years. First started with listening lots of sermons per day. It seem like the more I listen, the greater the appetite I have. I could listen from morning to evening. Praise the Lord!
I was so full with the words that Lord sent different people to me for me to share about Jesus where ever I go. Even in driving center, there was a lady that came to learn about Jesus from me too. Through this keep looking and learning about Jesus, all that I need, Lord takes care! It starts with the lump on my neck to now my divorce and my future life. Glory to Lord Jesus!
I need not worry at all, as I daily walk with Him, Lord automatically come to comfort me when I was sad. When I was threatened by P, Lord would come to tell me that 'don't worry, he will provide.' Even in this marriage. For 10 years, I though P was a good man, my life was pretty free. I could soak myself with the words of Jesus all day long without much complaint from P. I gave him much freedom that I thought he knows how to take care of himself. It was in my greatest trust in the Lord that surely Lord can deliver P from the last 3 years of coming against Christianity that Lord told me to go divorce him.
If your heart is still loving this man and trusting much in the Lord, would you obey Lord and go divorce him? That was what I did. Lord had to cool me off from the strong love by telling me that P will turn back after 1 year. Then when I move closer to Lord, He told me that I could choose P or the new guy he is bringing into my life. At first, I believe the new man is the renewed P. But when I trust in the Lord that He is bringing me a brand new guy, then He revealed more about the guy to me, to tempt me to move towards His promise land and not look to the old man.
Then Lord showed me about all the lacks in this marriage to let me cool off from wanting P. Through each revelation, I have a better understanding about P that last night, I have a shock of my life. It wasn't really a shock, but more of a betrayal. Lord had revealed that P is good in handling women. I did not link it back to me. P will say things that brings trust in him. Before marriage, I had questioned him something and he had given me a good answer. I always remember it as a good opinion of him. Last night, I asked P if he had ever say such to me, he replied that he had never say such!
At that point, it become clear that he had lied to me too. Lord revealed about the story of his ex that at that time of knowing him, I was wondering why he was still concerning of that girl, who had betrayed him. But Lord said it's his guilt, everything and every actions falls into place with the revelation.
The more I know about P, the more I thank Lord for leading me out of this marriage. In the great emotional clinging to P, how would I know he is not the good man I know? He hides it well, and I am not one who seeks and he really secure his moments and his money well. No one could touch them except himself. He will leaks a little info of his movement to the one he wants to attract, to let them feel secure. The more I know about him, the more he become someone, whom I will never want to marry to. How as a mere human am I to know? We could only pray perfect prayer if we know of the situation. Without the knowledge, how to pray?
With this constantly looking to Jesus and has a good opinion of Jesus and Abba father, step by step, Lord leads me out of the nastiness to bless me a good life. As Lord told me in my last night meditation,: 'It is not worth for you such a pure girl to stay with one who play the field.' How would I know P is such when he is good in his covering?
It is in this constant looking to Jesus and learning more about him, the more I walk closely with Lord, He who knows all things leads me to the heaven on earth living that He promise in the bible to us, His kids. Many a time, it's Lord leading in what to pray too. He knows what he wants to bless and lead me to pray it after his revelation.
You can pray for all that you want, but looking to Jesus and let Abba looks after me is even better. I just have to continue believing and learning about Jesus. His blessings flows in abundance. Amen Amen! Glory Glory!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Nothingness
Last night, as I went checking a few other blogs, I saw the name, Jacelyn Tay, in rootss blog and decided to read her story and come across this nothingness a monk told her. It let me realise that devil knows God so well that every step of the child of God's walk, he pervert it into a religion that is so difficult to attain....into the unknown. Man being wanting to find some worthiness of one self, is easy to lead them astray. Hiaz...
In my early days as Christian, I was fresh from receiving my king's food and was thinking about all glory to be given to Jesus and nothing for myself. I was strong in self then and had wondered...if all glory goes to Jesus, then there is nothing left for me! Self like to show worthiness in the presence of others. As this pondering goes into the late afternoon, Lord revealed that my glory will be store in heaven, not on earth. I go Oh! OK!!! store in heaven and not lost is better than store in here and be gone. So I told Lord, 'Ok, you can have the glory here. Mine is stored in heaven. Hehe...
Then I heard another time fresh from another king's food that whatever I do, Jesus wants to do for me. I had forgotten how I receive this about Lord wants to be me. But I was wondering....if Lord be me, where should I go then? Hehe...then I told Lord, 'Ok, I let you be me!' This was a scary trust then..for I didn't know where will I go, will I disappear into nowhere? But as I let Lord be me, I become a stronger me. Praise the Lord!!!! I rejoice!!!
Lord said wanted to anoint me to be a healer. I just bochap, don't care. You are the one doing the job, not me, I reasoned. So no matter how many times Lord came to anoint me, I just let him anoint me and concentrate on his words instead. At first I thought that I will have a power coming out of my hands to heal the sick. So each anointing, I am waiting for the power to get stronger. Hehe
Somehow, I expect that if the healing power is with me, I should be like Jesus in the bible, whoever he prayed get healed. As long as I have yet to reach there, I have not had the fullness of the power yet. Instead of sitting around doing nothing, I continued feeding my spirit man. In fact, since then till now, I am still doing the same feeding the spirit. I am at this resting position, but Lord in me become a mighty man with all these feeding.
You might wonder Lord is all almighty, he need no feeding, he knows all that, after all, He is Jesus, himself that is in me. But, what I learn is our mind have to keep on renewing. What you know, the spirit can come inline with you. What you don't know, Lord cannot come through you in that area.
As My Spirit Man grow stronger and stronger, or as I feed more and more words of Christ, He could come fully out with me. Lord don't wait till fully out to tell me He is 3 in 1 with me. He told me countless times to encourage me to continue feeding. Nowadays, he is so full in me that when I am speaking, could be he speaking, I typing, could be He typing. I could recognise that it was him especially when he revealed to others things that I don't know or I could feel His Presence.
After much munching on the book of Psalms and Proverbs, Lord revealed that I am nothingness. All the strong me is HIM! He even let me encounter the feeling of he totally gone to see my weak self. With this revelation of nothingness, Lord brings me to realise I am just a breath. The whole being of me is Him. I am just a breath. This is the NoThingNess that Lord wants His child of God to be. When you reach there, you are Christ and Christ is you. This is all that Christian wants to move to, to be like Christ. It's not by your effort, but by the grace and mercy of Lord Jesus, Lord fully manifested in you!
It is not when you are strong that Lord reveal about himself. As more you know about him through all those preaching by Lord in Joseph Prince, that you could see the mightiness of Him. In His presence, you will then realise there really is nothing in you to talk about. As you continue to look to him, nothing of you but all of Him, Lord could then come out of you to do his work. Praise the Lord! You are nothingness, yet you are so powerful in the eyes of man. But it is not you who is powerful but Lord in you.
When you realise this, you will not idolise any of the pastors. You will know it's Lord in them that is doing the powerful preaching and healing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In my early days as Christian, I was fresh from receiving my king's food and was thinking about all glory to be given to Jesus and nothing for myself. I was strong in self then and had wondered...if all glory goes to Jesus, then there is nothing left for me! Self like to show worthiness in the presence of others. As this pondering goes into the late afternoon, Lord revealed that my glory will be store in heaven, not on earth. I go Oh! OK!!! store in heaven and not lost is better than store in here and be gone. So I told Lord, 'Ok, you can have the glory here. Mine is stored in heaven. Hehe...
Then I heard another time fresh from another king's food that whatever I do, Jesus wants to do for me. I had forgotten how I receive this about Lord wants to be me. But I was wondering....if Lord be me, where should I go then? Hehe...then I told Lord, 'Ok, I let you be me!' This was a scary trust then..for I didn't know where will I go, will I disappear into nowhere? But as I let Lord be me, I become a stronger me. Praise the Lord!!!! I rejoice!!!
Lord said wanted to anoint me to be a healer. I just bochap, don't care. You are the one doing the job, not me, I reasoned. So no matter how many times Lord came to anoint me, I just let him anoint me and concentrate on his words instead. At first I thought that I will have a power coming out of my hands to heal the sick. So each anointing, I am waiting for the power to get stronger. Hehe
Somehow, I expect that if the healing power is with me, I should be like Jesus in the bible, whoever he prayed get healed. As long as I have yet to reach there, I have not had the fullness of the power yet. Instead of sitting around doing nothing, I continued feeding my spirit man. In fact, since then till now, I am still doing the same feeding the spirit. I am at this resting position, but Lord in me become a mighty man with all these feeding.
You might wonder Lord is all almighty, he need no feeding, he knows all that, after all, He is Jesus, himself that is in me. But, what I learn is our mind have to keep on renewing. What you know, the spirit can come inline with you. What you don't know, Lord cannot come through you in that area.
As My Spirit Man grow stronger and stronger, or as I feed more and more words of Christ, He could come fully out with me. Lord don't wait till fully out to tell me He is 3 in 1 with me. He told me countless times to encourage me to continue feeding. Nowadays, he is so full in me that when I am speaking, could be he speaking, I typing, could be He typing. I could recognise that it was him especially when he revealed to others things that I don't know or I could feel His Presence.
After much munching on the book of Psalms and Proverbs, Lord revealed that I am nothingness. All the strong me is HIM! He even let me encounter the feeling of he totally gone to see my weak self. With this revelation of nothingness, Lord brings me to realise I am just a breath. The whole being of me is Him. I am just a breath. This is the NoThingNess that Lord wants His child of God to be. When you reach there, you are Christ and Christ is you. This is all that Christian wants to move to, to be like Christ. It's not by your effort, but by the grace and mercy of Lord Jesus, Lord fully manifested in you!
It is not when you are strong that Lord reveal about himself. As more you know about him through all those preaching by Lord in Joseph Prince, that you could see the mightiness of Him. In His presence, you will then realise there really is nothing in you to talk about. As you continue to look to him, nothing of you but all of Him, Lord could then come out of you to do his work. Praise the Lord! You are nothingness, yet you are so powerful in the eyes of man. But it is not you who is powerful but Lord in you.
When you realise this, you will not idolise any of the pastors. You will know it's Lord in them that is doing the powerful preaching and healing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, October 9, 2009
What are you looking at?
Even though Lord Jesus has been judged on the cross and even gone through fiery burning by the Lord for all our sins and stink of death and Daddy God promised not to impute sin on you. The only sin Lord Jesus is judging when he come in person is the sin of disbelieve, many child of God still looking at their fresh, the sin, the right and wrong they had done...aka climbing up the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil.
What did abba say? Abba said in the bible that don't follow Adam and Eve. They go for the wrong tree and was cast out of the garden to work in sweat. Why are some believer in Christ still trying to follow them climbing up the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil?
Do you know that, as long as you look to your sin or others sin, you are still climbing up the Tree Adam and Eve climbed. Abba said in the bible that Jesus the 2nd Adam had come. It's high time to start looking to/climbing up the Tree of Life. Do you want to live a life abundantly or you want to linger in DEAD Work? Between life and death, which do you choose? Sin and sickness are part of the process to death. Don't keep linger there. The more you stay there, your mindset will get trapped in this death trap.
Abba wants to give you life, life abundantly. Do you want to receive it? Set your camp on the green grass in Psalm 23. Park yourself there and rest. Feed on words of Christ revealed through Pastor Prince. It's the King's food. The more you eat this food healthier you will be. It's the rights of a child of God being revealed. Keep still your spirit and feed till your inner man is full. In Psalm 1, the tress dipped in the river to receive it's nourishment. The more it stays there, the healthier it grows and it's leaves have healing properties.
Do you want to be part of the mighty army that Lord is setting up end time? Who is the main author of the word of God? The bible is Holy Spirit written words of Christ. Pastor Prince sermon is Holy Spirit directed teaching. As long as your focus is on the bible and Pastor Prince teaching, as you believe in your soul, slowly, Lord in the spirit realm can come out to lead you.
Do not read unauthorized version of how to walk in Christ. As you look to Jesus in words in the bible and hear revealing of Jesus through Pastor prince sermon, surely, you are walking up the hill of Righteousness. Lord will lead you spiritually. You will find you have walk the life described in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John.
Abba is picking his army. He is looking for men whose spirit is filled to the fullest by the word of Christ and who is not proud. Lord cannot tolerate people who thinks the world revolve around them. Glory Glory!
My beloved, abba wants you to listen to the word of Christ fast. He needs to grow the strength of the army. He will surely reward you for letting him come through you to heal the nation. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
What did abba say? Abba said in the bible that don't follow Adam and Eve. They go for the wrong tree and was cast out of the garden to work in sweat. Why are some believer in Christ still trying to follow them climbing up the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil?
Do you know that, as long as you look to your sin or others sin, you are still climbing up the Tree Adam and Eve climbed. Abba said in the bible that Jesus the 2nd Adam had come. It's high time to start looking to/climbing up the Tree of Life. Do you want to live a life abundantly or you want to linger in DEAD Work? Between life and death, which do you choose? Sin and sickness are part of the process to death. Don't keep linger there. The more you stay there, your mindset will get trapped in this death trap.
Abba wants to give you life, life abundantly. Do you want to receive it? Set your camp on the green grass in Psalm 23. Park yourself there and rest. Feed on words of Christ revealed through Pastor Prince. It's the King's food. The more you eat this food healthier you will be. It's the rights of a child of God being revealed. Keep still your spirit and feed till your inner man is full. In Psalm 1, the tress dipped in the river to receive it's nourishment. The more it stays there, the healthier it grows and it's leaves have healing properties.
Do you want to be part of the mighty army that Lord is setting up end time? Who is the main author of the word of God? The bible is Holy Spirit written words of Christ. Pastor Prince sermon is Holy Spirit directed teaching. As long as your focus is on the bible and Pastor Prince teaching, as you believe in your soul, slowly, Lord in the spirit realm can come out to lead you.
Do not read unauthorized version of how to walk in Christ. As you look to Jesus in words in the bible and hear revealing of Jesus through Pastor prince sermon, surely, you are walking up the hill of Righteousness. Lord will lead you spiritually. You will find you have walk the life described in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John.
Abba is picking his army. He is looking for men whose spirit is filled to the fullest by the word of Christ and who is not proud. Lord cannot tolerate people who thinks the world revolve around them. Glory Glory!
My beloved, abba wants you to listen to the word of Christ fast. He needs to grow the strength of the army. He will surely reward you for letting him come through you to heal the nation. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, October 5, 2009
My Beloved
The life of Christ is within all my child. How come some is blessed where some live in trouble, anger and fear? My beloved, you have to know the love of the Father is for you. He sacrificed Jesus to bring you close to Him. Daily, when you look for my provision of love for you, you will in be strengthen. Glory Glory! This is the word from listening to the food delight on the peace offering!
Abba has set lots of blessing through Abraham to bless all my children. Why is it so difficult to receive on your end? Why did I put in the bible that the blessing is spiritual blessing? As you listen attentively to me from my sermons from 2002 to current, more of Jesus, my beloved son, will be revealed to you.
As a human, you do not realise what is happening when you hear the words of Christ and receive it into your spirit, your heart. Heart transformation is taking place. Glory Glory! Abba blessings through Abraham is achieved by Lord Jesus at the Cross. How are you to unlock this blessing of Abraham from Jesus to you?
To reach there to receive this free favour and my Grace and Mercy, daily listen to my word and walk in my word. Do not look to the world and fear. As you look to Jesus, just like Peter looking at Jesus when he was walking on sea, you will be stable by the Lord. The world can run past you many rounds but as you look to me, I lift you out of the tumor and stable you in me. Glory Glory!
Once your thoughts are like Jesus, you will find I have lead you walk the life described by Jesus in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Psalm 23 will come alive in you. Psalm 91 will be alive too. You will then know I am the God who make you. I have created you from the womb of your mother...for a purpose. For the good of the body of Christ!
My beloved, I revealed this through Stephanie so that you may know me better. Her life and mine are now as one. She daily listens to my words and live in my words. I am so full in her that what she speaks and thoughts is all about me. I could come out of her to talk, to write, to sing anytime I want. I will be showing great miracle through her.
She is my deliver girl, my beloved daughter, whom I am well pleased! She is greatly blessed by me. Even in this divorce, she is stable in me. The divorce has no effect on her. I will bless her a prince that will love her forever and ever. I will be showing my power that you read in the bible through her too.
In this end time, I am coming out mightily to heal the nation just as what Jesus used to do. Do you want me to come through you? Pay attention to my words and let me lead you to reach the destiny. My love, surely I will greatly bless you. My promise to make you heir of the world is still on. Do you want to receive? Glory Glory! Amen Amen
Abba Father, thank you very much for coming through me to speak as 1st person to the body of Christ. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba has set lots of blessing through Abraham to bless all my children. Why is it so difficult to receive on your end? Why did I put in the bible that the blessing is spiritual blessing? As you listen attentively to me from my sermons from 2002 to current, more of Jesus, my beloved son, will be revealed to you.
As a human, you do not realise what is happening when you hear the words of Christ and receive it into your spirit, your heart. Heart transformation is taking place. Glory Glory! Abba blessings through Abraham is achieved by Lord Jesus at the Cross. How are you to unlock this blessing of Abraham from Jesus to you?
To reach there to receive this free favour and my Grace and Mercy, daily listen to my word and walk in my word. Do not look to the world and fear. As you look to Jesus, just like Peter looking at Jesus when he was walking on sea, you will be stable by the Lord. The world can run past you many rounds but as you look to me, I lift you out of the tumor and stable you in me. Glory Glory!
Once your thoughts are like Jesus, you will find I have lead you walk the life described by Jesus in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Psalm 23 will come alive in you. Psalm 91 will be alive too. You will then know I am the God who make you. I have created you from the womb of your mother...for a purpose. For the good of the body of Christ!
My beloved, I revealed this through Stephanie so that you may know me better. Her life and mine are now as one. She daily listens to my words and live in my words. I am so full in her that what she speaks and thoughts is all about me. I could come out of her to talk, to write, to sing anytime I want. I will be showing great miracle through her.
She is my deliver girl, my beloved daughter, whom I am well pleased! She is greatly blessed by me. Even in this divorce, she is stable in me. The divorce has no effect on her. I will bless her a prince that will love her forever and ever. I will be showing my power that you read in the bible through her too.
In this end time, I am coming out mightily to heal the nation just as what Jesus used to do. Do you want me to come through you? Pay attention to my words and let me lead you to reach the destiny. My love, surely I will greatly bless you. My promise to make you heir of the world is still on. Do you want to receive? Glory Glory! Amen Amen
Abba Father, thank you very much for coming through me to speak as 1st person to the body of Christ. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, October 2, 2009
The disciple whom Jesus love
My beloved, abba father is going to lead you to walk in his love. From the story of Ruth. Get ready! Open your heart to receive. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Last night went to a few blog to check out...was wondering why some blog talking about the differences between churches. Lord did not ask you to talk about what clothes he dress. He ask you to sit at his feet and hear him. So why keep talking about his dressing and do not want to come close to know him personally. Glory Glory!
Abba from day 1 has been leading me to know him. Even when I received and believe in certain wrong message, he would let me know in the next sermon and had my believe corrected. You should not pick the bone yourself. Just let the spirit leads you. This would be a more fruitful walk then stay in the edge talking about his dressing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
How many of you like to be greatly blessed like Ruth? She trust Jesus so much that Lord blessed her with a rich husband, Boaz, who typify Christ. She lived in luxury and even has her name mentioned in the Genealogy of Jesus. Let's look at her life and see how she trust Lord:
When Noami asked Ruth to go back to her people and her God, her first reaction is Ruth 1:14 '..but Ruth clung (held on tightly) to her.' Ruth 1:16 'Ruth replied, 'Don't urge me to leave you or turn back from you. Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God. Where you die I will die, and there I will be buried. May Lord deal with me, be it ever so severely, if anything but death separates you and me.'
She honored Noami and submitted to her people and her God. As a Christian, as Lord leads you to a certain church, go into the church and hear him. Do not compare what he revealed in one church with another. You will never know if Lord is leading that church. Lord asked His shepherd to feed His sheep with Lord Jesus is our Righteousness. Not asking us to do something. You should be in joy and spirit lifted up from the message revealed.
Ruth did not talk about Noami's God principals nor theory. She proclaim His goodness, His favor, Ruth 2:2 'Let me go to the fields and pick the leftover grain behind anyone in whose eyes I find favor.' When she proclaimed favor, Lord lead her to Boaz field, Ruth 2:3 'As it turned out, she found herself working in the field belonging to Boaz, who was from the clan of Elimelech.' As she trusted Lord Jesus, abba father led her to the right place right time to let Boaz noticed her. Ruth 2:5 'Whose young woman is that?'
Lord protective wings was over her. Ruth 2:8 'So Boaz said to Ruth, “My daughter, listen to me. Don't go and glean in another field and don't go away from here. Stay here with my servant girls.”'.
Lord even go all the way out to bless her, Ruth 2:9'..I have told the men not to touch you. And whenever you are thirsty, go drink from the water jars the men have filled.' Free favors and protection. Lord did not ask her to check how she should behave, He asked her to enjoy! As we look onto Jesus and not to self, Lord greatly bless us. Glory Glory!
As you leave the cares and concern in this world, and look only to Jesus and His Righteousness, His Grace and His Truth, this is what Lord said to you: Ruth 2:11-12 '”..how you left your father and mother and your homeland and came to live with people you did not know before. May the Lord repay you for what you have done. May you be richly rewarded by the Lord, the God of Israel, under whose wings you have come to take refuge.”'.
Why Lord use father and mother to describe? It's matters you, cares more in your life. If you cast them off and only look to Jesus, Lord said he will greatly bless you. His promise is 'all of God promise is Yes and Amen'.He even tells you that when you look to His kingdom and His Righteousness, whatever you need in this world, he will give you. He even proclaimed that 'The Lord is your Shepherd, you shall not want!' With all needs and wants satisfied, won't it be very blessed life?
As Ruth continued to trust Lord much, Ruth 2:13 '”May I continue to find favor in your eyes, my lord,” she said. “You have given me comfort and have spoken kindly to your servant – though I do not have the standing of one of your servant girls”'. Ruth was humble, she felt she was undeserving. As she placed herself in undeserving and yet trusting Lord's Grace, Lord could pour His Grace to her.
As Ruth continued to look to Jesus, at mealtime, Lord let her take holy communion, Ruth 2:14 '..Boaz said to her, “Come over here. Have some bread and dip it in the wine vinegar.”'
Lord blessed her with abundance and lifted up high to sit with Boaz and the harvester. Ruth 2:14 'When she sat down, he offered her some roasted grain. She ate all she wanted and hand some left over.' Abba blessing is abundance that we have leftover to bless others. But to Lord, it's just tiny portion in his kingdom of Abraham blessing. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!
When Lord greatly bless us, it's his free favor, it's not how good or how bad we are. Lord promised that He shall not impute sin on us and all our sins were forgiven. We are now the Righteousness of God in Christ! As you can see in Ruth 2:15 '”Even if she gathers among the sheaves, don't embarrass her.' Lord did not see our wrong doing. He even greatly bless us in our mistakes! Ruth 2:16 'Rather, pull out some stalks for her from the bundles and leave them for her to pick up, and don't rebuke her.” As you see, even we might be in the wrong, when we trust Jesus, He lifted us out of our mess and bless us even more! Such a blessed life, only could be found in trusting Jesus. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
If you know the story of Ruth, when Ruth continues to trust His Grace, Lord opened His floodgate of heaven and blessed her a blissful marriage to Boaz. Riches and Honors flows in abundance. This is the life of a child of God whom trust Jesus much! Getting to know him personally and proclaimed his goodness instead of talking about theory and style!
By the Grace of Jesus, may you receive all that Lord wants to pour into your heart. May Abba greatly bless you as you start your walk to learn more about him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Last night went to a few blog to check out...was wondering why some blog talking about the differences between churches. Lord did not ask you to talk about what clothes he dress. He ask you to sit at his feet and hear him. So why keep talking about his dressing and do not want to come close to know him personally. Glory Glory!
Abba from day 1 has been leading me to know him. Even when I received and believe in certain wrong message, he would let me know in the next sermon and had my believe corrected. You should not pick the bone yourself. Just let the spirit leads you. This would be a more fruitful walk then stay in the edge talking about his dressing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
How many of you like to be greatly blessed like Ruth? She trust Jesus so much that Lord blessed her with a rich husband, Boaz, who typify Christ. She lived in luxury and even has her name mentioned in the Genealogy of Jesus. Let's look at her life and see how she trust Lord:
When Noami asked Ruth to go back to her people and her God, her first reaction is Ruth 1:14 '..but Ruth clung (held on tightly) to her.' Ruth 1:16 'Ruth replied, 'Don't urge me to leave you or turn back from you. Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God. Where you die I will die, and there I will be buried. May Lord deal with me, be it ever so severely, if anything but death separates you and me.'
She honored Noami and submitted to her people and her God. As a Christian, as Lord leads you to a certain church, go into the church and hear him. Do not compare what he revealed in one church with another. You will never know if Lord is leading that church. Lord asked His shepherd to feed His sheep with Lord Jesus is our Righteousness. Not asking us to do something. You should be in joy and spirit lifted up from the message revealed.
Ruth did not talk about Noami's God principals nor theory. She proclaim His goodness, His favor, Ruth 2:2 'Let me go to the fields and pick the leftover grain behind anyone in whose eyes I find favor.' When she proclaimed favor, Lord lead her to Boaz field, Ruth 2:3 'As it turned out, she found herself working in the field belonging to Boaz, who was from the clan of Elimelech.' As she trusted Lord Jesus, abba father led her to the right place right time to let Boaz noticed her. Ruth 2:5 'Whose young woman is that?'
Lord protective wings was over her. Ruth 2:8 'So Boaz said to Ruth, “My daughter, listen to me. Don't go and glean in another field and don't go away from here. Stay here with my servant girls.”'.
Lord even go all the way out to bless her, Ruth 2:9'..I have told the men not to touch you. And whenever you are thirsty, go drink from the water jars the men have filled.' Free favors and protection. Lord did not ask her to check how she should behave, He asked her to enjoy! As we look onto Jesus and not to self, Lord greatly bless us. Glory Glory!
As you leave the cares and concern in this world, and look only to Jesus and His Righteousness, His Grace and His Truth, this is what Lord said to you: Ruth 2:11-12 '”..how you left your father and mother and your homeland and came to live with people you did not know before. May the Lord repay you for what you have done. May you be richly rewarded by the Lord, the God of Israel, under whose wings you have come to take refuge.”'.
Why Lord use father and mother to describe? It's matters you, cares more in your life. If you cast them off and only look to Jesus, Lord said he will greatly bless you. His promise is 'all of God promise is Yes and Amen'.He even tells you that when you look to His kingdom and His Righteousness, whatever you need in this world, he will give you. He even proclaimed that 'The Lord is your Shepherd, you shall not want!' With all needs and wants satisfied, won't it be very blessed life?
As Ruth continued to trust Lord much, Ruth 2:13 '”May I continue to find favor in your eyes, my lord,” she said. “You have given me comfort and have spoken kindly to your servant – though I do not have the standing of one of your servant girls”'. Ruth was humble, she felt she was undeserving. As she placed herself in undeserving and yet trusting Lord's Grace, Lord could pour His Grace to her.
As Ruth continued to look to Jesus, at mealtime, Lord let her take holy communion, Ruth 2:14 '..Boaz said to her, “Come over here. Have some bread and dip it in the wine vinegar.”'
Lord blessed her with abundance and lifted up high to sit with Boaz and the harvester. Ruth 2:14 'When she sat down, he offered her some roasted grain. She ate all she wanted and hand some left over.' Abba blessing is abundance that we have leftover to bless others. But to Lord, it's just tiny portion in his kingdom of Abraham blessing. Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!
When Lord greatly bless us, it's his free favor, it's not how good or how bad we are. Lord promised that He shall not impute sin on us and all our sins were forgiven. We are now the Righteousness of God in Christ! As you can see in Ruth 2:15 '”Even if she gathers among the sheaves, don't embarrass her.' Lord did not see our wrong doing. He even greatly bless us in our mistakes! Ruth 2:16 'Rather, pull out some stalks for her from the bundles and leave them for her to pick up, and don't rebuke her.” As you see, even we might be in the wrong, when we trust Jesus, He lifted us out of our mess and bless us even more! Such a blessed life, only could be found in trusting Jesus. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
If you know the story of Ruth, when Ruth continues to trust His Grace, Lord opened His floodgate of heaven and blessed her a blissful marriage to Boaz. Riches and Honors flows in abundance. This is the life of a child of God whom trust Jesus much! Getting to know him personally and proclaimed his goodness instead of talking about theory and style!
By the Grace of Jesus, may you receive all that Lord wants to pour into your heart. May Abba greatly bless you as you start your walk to learn more about him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
The Covenant of God
Lately, when ever I pray in the spirit or worship the Lord, both side of my chest would be in pain, also, other areas of my body would be in pain. I have been trusting many bible verses like Romans 8:2 'Through Christ Jesus, the Lord of the spirit of life set me free from the Lord of sin and death, 'I am the righteousness of God in Christ and as Christ is in heaven, so am I'. I even proclaimed Psalm 23. Even though Lord helped me to clear, it become very annoying to get it daily. After all, I have manifest Lord's hand and plea the blood of Jesus in and around my home and all family members.
Out of my frustration, I decided to seek the Lord. He impressed me to hear 2 sermon. One said that when you know God loves you, flying dart cannot land. The other one said that God asked the children of Israel to plea the blood over their door post and lintel the night before the destroyer come around to kill the 1st born. The blood will protect them and it did. Pastor Prince shared that the blood, which is the blood of Jesus is for protection.
Over time, I learnt that I must plea the blood over the door post to seal up my house and myself to keep satan off. As Lord is bringing me out to serve him soon, I found that many attacks come my way. Today, I even proclaimed that Lord Jesus had been judged at the cross for all my pains and Jessica headache and cough. I even tell Abba father that His God of Judgment, His covenant is at stake for not healing me to health.
Then Lord let me recall that he asked His covenant children, the Israeli, to plea the blood over their door post and lintel. Haha...then I realised that even though I had heard this sermons a number of time, I did not take what Lord told the children of Israel seriously. I thought it was only applicable to them. Pastor Prince always said pleading the blood on the door post and the lintel formed the cross of Jesus. It did not occur to me to apply it into my life.
With this revelation, I plea the blood of Jesus over my home and myself and my family members again and even on the organs in my body. Glory Glory! Now that I plea over the door post and the lintel, of each of them, I finally find my peace again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba father, thank you for letting me realise the important of pleading the blood of Jesus over the lintel. Glory Glory! Abba father, thank you that when I plea the blood into Jc lungs, windpipes etc, over the door post and the lintel, just by writing this post and talking to Angie, Jc has not been coughing anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Out of my frustration, I decided to seek the Lord. He impressed me to hear 2 sermon. One said that when you know God loves you, flying dart cannot land. The other one said that God asked the children of Israel to plea the blood over their door post and lintel the night before the destroyer come around to kill the 1st born. The blood will protect them and it did. Pastor Prince shared that the blood, which is the blood of Jesus is for protection.
Over time, I learnt that I must plea the blood over the door post to seal up my house and myself to keep satan off. As Lord is bringing me out to serve him soon, I found that many attacks come my way. Today, I even proclaimed that Lord Jesus had been judged at the cross for all my pains and Jessica headache and cough. I even tell Abba father that His God of Judgment, His covenant is at stake for not healing me to health.
Then Lord let me recall that he asked His covenant children, the Israeli, to plea the blood over their door post and lintel. Haha...then I realised that even though I had heard this sermons a number of time, I did not take what Lord told the children of Israel seriously. I thought it was only applicable to them. Pastor Prince always said pleading the blood on the door post and the lintel formed the cross of Jesus. It did not occur to me to apply it into my life.
With this revelation, I plea the blood of Jesus over my home and myself and my family members again and even on the organs in my body. Glory Glory! Now that I plea over the door post and the lintel, of each of them, I finally find my peace again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba father, thank you for letting me realise the important of pleading the blood of Jesus over the lintel. Glory Glory! Abba father, thank you that when I plea the blood into Jc lungs, windpipes etc, over the door post and the lintel, just by writing this post and talking to Angie, Jc has not been coughing anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, September 28, 2009
The Healer within me
Abba father has led me this 3 years to understand him better. To know how he works through us. Through listening to the sermons of Pastor Prince and His Presence in me to teach me what I need to know, He let me realise that me alone is nothing, a breath as the bible in Psalm 62:9 'Lowborn men are but a breath, highborn are but a lie; if weighed on a balance, they are nothing; together they are only a breath.'
Many a time,churches urges child of God, you, to do something for the body of Christ. To heal the sick, to bring souls into church. But bible said that from the least to the greatest, they shall know me. Personally, my 3rd uncle family are Christians. Since young I know that. Cousins did invite me and my siblings to church. My sis and me were not ready then. I liked the worship songs, but the sermon was very boring that I shut down. My sis went to the church camp and argued with those that said Jesus is the only God. They were not able to convince her and isolated her in the end.
But what did Abba say? He said it's Him that people from the least to the greatest will come to know him! Through these 3 years, I realised that Lord knows whose heart is opened for him to pour his Gospel and His Goodness into them. This end time, Lord is coming out mightily to bring back his lost sheep. He is rising His army of soldiers to help him on this.
Many a time, child of God will think, or rather Lord give them thoughts that they want to be part of that army. With this thought, you might think you need to go and do something about it for it to happen.
But what Lord wants is for those he calls, to sit at his feet, hear from him and look upon him just like Mary, who sit at his feet to hear his words and did the right thing in the end. Nobody, included the wise men that went to Jesus knew when and where he was born; know the movement of Lord; they knew it much later, after he was born. But Mary, who let Jesus come out of her knew when Jesus was born and Mary, who sat at his feet and heard him, do the right thing at the right time before His death! Praise the Lord!
At this end time, Lord wants to come through many to heal the nations. Yes, Holy Spirit is in us. We, who accepted Christ has body, soul and spirit. Lord reside in the spirit realm. How come healing in church, sometime healed sometime not? Currently, the healing works when the person, who is sick, looked upon Lord and believe by the stripes of Jesus, he is healed. As you read in the bible, the woman, who bleed for 12 years, believing that when she touched Jesus, she shall be healed and she did. Glory to Lord!
In this end time, Lord is coming out of child of God to heal the sick. That means if you keen to let Lord come through you, you should sit at the feet of Jesus and hear his words. Lord disclosed through me that all that he needs you to know, was revealed through Pastor Prince 2002 – 2006 sermons. In fact, that was what I sat under in my early years to hear him.
Paul has said in Philippians 1:9 '..my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ – to the glory and praise of God'. If you didn't realise, Paul was living out the gospel that Lord could come through him mightily to heal the sick!
Lord wants you to sit at his feet and fill your spirit man up. When your mindset renew and keep renewing till you think like him, walking his commandment of Love, lead by the spirit, He will be able to come through you to do the work.
For us, our part is to empty of ourselves. The more we think nothing of our selves, the more Lord can come through you. It was in my weakness, that I realise the fullness of me is actually not me. It's Lord who enable me and He is the wisdom, the understanding, the strength and the energy! Glory to Lord Jesus!
In my current nature age, I had began to feel breathlessness when I run..could say I could not run much. But lately, when Lord filled me up, I found that I have the strength to run and I did not experience any breathing heavily and I could speed fast., that's how much Lord has strengthened me up when I realise me is not actually me. Me is the weak me, who is the breath and everything else is the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Ever since Lord has led me to lead Angie, he is boiling this message in me. Hope you receive the fullness of this message!
Abba father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, may you manifest your Lord's hand into the forehead and the brain of the reader of this post. Bind the satan out of their forehead and brain and throw them down to hell in the name of Jesus. Amen Amen! Abba father, may you open the eyes of their heart to receive the fullness of your message! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Many a time,churches urges child of God, you, to do something for the body of Christ. To heal the sick, to bring souls into church. But bible said that from the least to the greatest, they shall know me. Personally, my 3rd uncle family are Christians. Since young I know that. Cousins did invite me and my siblings to church. My sis and me were not ready then. I liked the worship songs, but the sermon was very boring that I shut down. My sis went to the church camp and argued with those that said Jesus is the only God. They were not able to convince her and isolated her in the end.
But what did Abba say? He said it's Him that people from the least to the greatest will come to know him! Through these 3 years, I realised that Lord knows whose heart is opened for him to pour his Gospel and His Goodness into them. This end time, Lord is coming out mightily to bring back his lost sheep. He is rising His army of soldiers to help him on this.
Many a time, child of God will think, or rather Lord give them thoughts that they want to be part of that army. With this thought, you might think you need to go and do something about it for it to happen.
But what Lord wants is for those he calls, to sit at his feet, hear from him and look upon him just like Mary, who sit at his feet to hear his words and did the right thing in the end. Nobody, included the wise men that went to Jesus knew when and where he was born; know the movement of Lord; they knew it much later, after he was born. But Mary, who let Jesus come out of her knew when Jesus was born and Mary, who sat at his feet and heard him, do the right thing at the right time before His death! Praise the Lord!
At this end time, Lord wants to come through many to heal the nations. Yes, Holy Spirit is in us. We, who accepted Christ has body, soul and spirit. Lord reside in the spirit realm. How come healing in church, sometime healed sometime not? Currently, the healing works when the person, who is sick, looked upon Lord and believe by the stripes of Jesus, he is healed. As you read in the bible, the woman, who bleed for 12 years, believing that when she touched Jesus, she shall be healed and she did. Glory to Lord!
In this end time, Lord is coming out of child of God to heal the sick. That means if you keen to let Lord come through you, you should sit at the feet of Jesus and hear his words. Lord disclosed through me that all that he needs you to know, was revealed through Pastor Prince 2002 – 2006 sermons. In fact, that was what I sat under in my early years to hear him.
Paul has said in Philippians 1:9 '..my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ – to the glory and praise of God'. If you didn't realise, Paul was living out the gospel that Lord could come through him mightily to heal the sick!
Lord wants you to sit at his feet and fill your spirit man up. When your mindset renew and keep renewing till you think like him, walking his commandment of Love, lead by the spirit, He will be able to come through you to do the work.
For us, our part is to empty of ourselves. The more we think nothing of our selves, the more Lord can come through you. It was in my weakness, that I realise the fullness of me is actually not me. It's Lord who enable me and He is the wisdom, the understanding, the strength and the energy! Glory to Lord Jesus!
In my current nature age, I had began to feel breathlessness when I run..could say I could not run much. But lately, when Lord filled me up, I found that I have the strength to run and I did not experience any breathing heavily and I could speed fast., that's how much Lord has strengthened me up when I realise me is not actually me. Me is the weak me, who is the breath and everything else is the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Ever since Lord has led me to lead Angie, he is boiling this message in me. Hope you receive the fullness of this message!
Abba father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, may you manifest your Lord's hand into the forehead and the brain of the reader of this post. Bind the satan out of their forehead and brain and throw them down to hell in the name of Jesus. Amen Amen! Abba father, may you open the eyes of their heart to receive the fullness of your message! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
The Coming of the Lord
Today, as Angie has asked me what other man of God have I been reading up, I would like to share how Lord has been leading me all these while. Firstly, he led me to ground in the teaching of Pastor Prince, the revelation of Jesus, His Grace and Truth. It's Pastor Prince sermons from 2002 to 2006. I missed most of 2004 sermons, but whatever I missed, guess Lord let Pastor Prince preached in this 3 years that Lord said I need not go back to 2004 sermons.
After I had grounded myself with much of the Grace and Truth of Lord Jesus and know about how much Lord Jesus had suffered to give me His Righteousness, His Abundance of Grace and the sure Mercy of David, Lord did lead me to Kenneth Copeland and Jerry Servelle for a season. Later, when I found most of what they teach is not much of Jesus, and I am drying up, I returned to Pastor Prince sermons to get a fresh boost of Jesus again.
Lord also lead me to read Smith Wigglesworth, 'Ever Increasing Faith' and I also had surf John G Lake website to read one write out by Curry Bake, the one who take over him. Then I am back to Pastor Prince sermon, bible reading and now meditation.
It is interesting to see other blog talking about end time and about the last day insight etc. I went to the blog, Christ in you, the Hope of Glory to listen to the talk on last days, after that Lord revealed to me something that I will share here. Also sharing is what Lord revealed about selecting me to be his healer. Below is my meditation and Lord's reveal:
Lord:
'My Beloved, Glory Glory! Even though you do not know as much words as others, your faith with me and trusted me so much that no one can compare, is what made me chose you and not the rest. Abba know this is a bit far fetch. But in this world, really no one trust me as much and obey me as much as you. That is why I choose you. I could come strongly through you without any problem. Amen Amen! Glory Glory!'
'My love, others wrote lots of verses on the blog to show they know. You wrote on the blog to show my love for you. Abba is very glad. You magnify me in your life instead of yourself. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my love, abba will not know how to come through another person. In the universe, only you and Su walked the closest to me. I did call for 200,000 child of God. But in the end, only you and Su responded and hold tightly to me.
Many others dropped off or become too proud to be use long before I could make use of them. For you and Su, no matter how much you have walked away, you still come back to me. That is one good point. Glory Glory!'
'My beloved, my love, through walking with me, you have grow much! More than those who is with me far more years. Abba is glad you grow fast. Abba know you have already reached the final goal. Riches and Honor and length of Days are all yours. Yes, you shall live till age 200. Glory Glory! Amen Amen'
'My love, Glory Glory! The life of Christ has fully manifested through you. Glory Glory! We can go spend the rest of your life together. We will walk a righteous path. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This is what Lord revealed after watching the last days insight:
Lord:
'My beloved, Glory Glory! You and Su are in the loop while others are still wondering around. Glory Glory! My love, the great salvation will happen with you and Su going into healing. Multitude will come back to me. Glory Glory!
My beloved, Israel will not be weaken. I will make sure they always exist. Glory Glory! US will not be a super power anymore. The next to rise up will be Iran and Saudi Arabia. Russia will be rising up too. As bible prophesy, they will conquer Israel. I will show them I, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, is still the same old God!
When Israel cry for my help, I will show my power to crush the enemy! Glory Glory! You will get to see it happen. Abba will let you live that long. You will heal many and bring many back to me. Glory Glory!
My love, abba will bring you back before the judgment happens. You shall not known when, it is within 200 years of your life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
I had checked with Lord sometime back when I was told to live 140 yrs old. Lord said I will not see his 2nd coming. Now that He is giving me an additional 60 years to live, he told me I will see it. Glory to Lord Jesus! Glory to Abba Father! Glory to Holy Spirit! Glory Glory! I am happy that I am going to experience the disappearing act that bible said so. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Oh yeah, if you are wondering how young I am, I am 41 currently. Just started my 1st year of the 160 more years that Lord has blessed me. Glory Glory!
After I had grounded myself with much of the Grace and Truth of Lord Jesus and know about how much Lord Jesus had suffered to give me His Righteousness, His Abundance of Grace and the sure Mercy of David, Lord did lead me to Kenneth Copeland and Jerry Servelle for a season. Later, when I found most of what they teach is not much of Jesus, and I am drying up, I returned to Pastor Prince sermons to get a fresh boost of Jesus again.
Lord also lead me to read Smith Wigglesworth, 'Ever Increasing Faith' and I also had surf John G Lake website to read one write out by Curry Bake, the one who take over him. Then I am back to Pastor Prince sermon, bible reading and now meditation.
It is interesting to see other blog talking about end time and about the last day insight etc. I went to the blog, Christ in you, the Hope of Glory to listen to the talk on last days, after that Lord revealed to me something that I will share here. Also sharing is what Lord revealed about selecting me to be his healer. Below is my meditation and Lord's reveal:
Lord:
'My Beloved, Glory Glory! Even though you do not know as much words as others, your faith with me and trusted me so much that no one can compare, is what made me chose you and not the rest. Abba know this is a bit far fetch. But in this world, really no one trust me as much and obey me as much as you. That is why I choose you. I could come strongly through you without any problem. Amen Amen! Glory Glory!'
'My love, others wrote lots of verses on the blog to show they know. You wrote on the blog to show my love for you. Abba is very glad. You magnify me in your life instead of yourself. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
'My beloved, my love, abba will not know how to come through another person. In the universe, only you and Su walked the closest to me. I did call for 200,000 child of God. But in the end, only you and Su responded and hold tightly to me.
Many others dropped off or become too proud to be use long before I could make use of them. For you and Su, no matter how much you have walked away, you still come back to me. That is one good point. Glory Glory!'
'My beloved, my love, through walking with me, you have grow much! More than those who is with me far more years. Abba is glad you grow fast. Abba know you have already reached the final goal. Riches and Honor and length of Days are all yours. Yes, you shall live till age 200. Glory Glory! Amen Amen'
'My love, Glory Glory! The life of Christ has fully manifested through you. Glory Glory! We can go spend the rest of your life together. We will walk a righteous path. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This is what Lord revealed after watching the last days insight:
Lord:
'My beloved, Glory Glory! You and Su are in the loop while others are still wondering around. Glory Glory! My love, the great salvation will happen with you and Su going into healing. Multitude will come back to me. Glory Glory!
My beloved, Israel will not be weaken. I will make sure they always exist. Glory Glory! US will not be a super power anymore. The next to rise up will be Iran and Saudi Arabia. Russia will be rising up too. As bible prophesy, they will conquer Israel. I will show them I, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, is still the same old God!
When Israel cry for my help, I will show my power to crush the enemy! Glory Glory! You will get to see it happen. Abba will let you live that long. You will heal many and bring many back to me. Glory Glory!
My love, abba will bring you back before the judgment happens. You shall not known when, it is within 200 years of your life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
I had checked with Lord sometime back when I was told to live 140 yrs old. Lord said I will not see his 2nd coming. Now that He is giving me an additional 60 years to live, he told me I will see it. Glory to Lord Jesus! Glory to Abba Father! Glory to Holy Spirit! Glory Glory! I am happy that I am going to experience the disappearing act that bible said so. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Oh yeah, if you are wondering how young I am, I am 41 currently. Just started my 1st year of the 160 more years that Lord has blessed me. Glory Glory!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
The Divorce
It's a long wait since last September. Finally, the curtain going to close soon. My divorce court date is set at 7th October 2009 10:30am.
Since last September, it's a long 9 months of one discovery after another and in between heart breaking and picking up, praying to the Lord for deliverance and fighting the spiritual attacks that came with it. There were many rounds of giving forgiveness but all fallen on deaf ears.
Finally, Lord revealed in May that the divorce is on the way. Initially, I was fearful and heartache, so much love, so much emotions that is tight to this relationship. Even though I accepted it, I did hope that there would be a turning point. But Lord told me it's a dead end.
Lord led me to accept this decision and in order not to be hurt anymore, in July, I obeyed Lord and called P to look for a lawyer. Within this period, Lord led me to recall there was no true love from P to me. Each of the question marks that I had in the 10 years of marriage, Lord opened them up to let me see that P acted in that way because he has no true love for me, and could easily put others in priority instead of me. Lord even let me see a Korean show that I could see my life in it. It was so sad that I did not finish watching it.
Lord also let me see P won't change his night life. Recently, P shown a video clip of a pub and scene in it that he said 'it brings back fond memory'! Lord led me to recall in a few occasion in our marriage, he claimed something missing in his life and he didn't know what. Recent months, he ever told me that with the night life, that's the way he likes about his life. Lord led me to realise this is the kind of life I do not want to have in my husband. P is not suitable to be my man anymore.
On 8th September 2009, Tuesday, he went to sign the divorce documents and was submitted to court. On Friday, was my turn to go sign. After that the secretary submitted the documents for court date. It's just a few days ago, Lord blessed for quick process. Secretary told me the likely court date should be end October, but by the Grace of Jesus, it is on 7th October. Praise the Lord!
The other day, I asked P what he thought of the divorce, He said 'YIPPY!!!', he is really very joyful over it. Anyway, now that Lord cleared all my feelings and emotions for him, I no longer feel much for him. I am looking ahead to Lord Jesus provision.
As I obeyed Lord and walk His way, he showed me that his way is right. I am glad that I have such a Great Daddy that do not want to see me suffer in this loveless marriage. After so long, I don't know what true love is about. But, Lord is going to bring me a man that will show me what true love is about. He said this union is heaven on earth marriage. I am really looking forward to His Provision.
If you want to pray for me, you could pray to Lord to give me strength to go through it in peace. Thanks!
Abba father, thank you for being my great comforter. I know I am greatly blessed and highly favored. Abba father, thank you for loving me so much! Amen! You care so much for my happiness. I am so glad to have you in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Update (25/09/2009):
While talking to P about Iran rising up as a super power, ex-hubby-to-be said they won't as the one leading the country has been there for a long time. He then said US and Israel are the countries that attack other countries and they are the one creating trouble. When I heard that, I was so shocked at what he believed. No wonder Lord wanted him out of my life.
He anti-God's work in Israel and anti-Christ. No wonder Lord want him out. There is no way me and him can be together when both of us standing on opposite bank of each other!
Update (12/10/2009):
Glory Glory! On 7/10/2009, I sent this prayer to P, who was in court for the divorce, 'I pronounce a blessing upon our divorce. May Jesus bless this court process fast and easy. May a satisfying result from the judge in favour of God the Father! Amen!' Praise the Lord! P told me this group of people going for divorce, each case took about 5 - 10mins! P was last in the queue.
The lawyer thought that it would be 12:30pm before our divorce could be heard, but at 11:30am, the clerk came to ask him. Lawyer was in other building handling something. He has to rush there in 5-10mins as judge had something on after that! She gave P 10mins grace. Our divorce was done in 5 mins. P said the lawyer will list out all the terms and he just have to say yes, yes, yes to all that was asked. If that is what he wants. Judge signed and then that's it! Glory to Lord Jesus!
This procedure make the divorce a lot easier than the marriage. Hallelujah! We are now in interim divorce. Now in the 3 months of grace time to allow regret. 7th Jan next year we will receive the Finalise Divorce. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Since last September, it's a long 9 months of one discovery after another and in between heart breaking and picking up, praying to the Lord for deliverance and fighting the spiritual attacks that came with it. There were many rounds of giving forgiveness but all fallen on deaf ears.
Finally, Lord revealed in May that the divorce is on the way. Initially, I was fearful and heartache, so much love, so much emotions that is tight to this relationship. Even though I accepted it, I did hope that there would be a turning point. But Lord told me it's a dead end.
Lord led me to accept this decision and in order not to be hurt anymore, in July, I obeyed Lord and called P to look for a lawyer. Within this period, Lord led me to recall there was no true love from P to me. Each of the question marks that I had in the 10 years of marriage, Lord opened them up to let me see that P acted in that way because he has no true love for me, and could easily put others in priority instead of me. Lord even let me see a Korean show that I could see my life in it. It was so sad that I did not finish watching it.
Lord also let me see P won't change his night life. Recently, P shown a video clip of a pub and scene in it that he said 'it brings back fond memory'! Lord led me to recall in a few occasion in our marriage, he claimed something missing in his life and he didn't know what. Recent months, he ever told me that with the night life, that's the way he likes about his life. Lord led me to realise this is the kind of life I do not want to have in my husband. P is not suitable to be my man anymore.
On 8th September 2009, Tuesday, he went to sign the divorce documents and was submitted to court. On Friday, was my turn to go sign. After that the secretary submitted the documents for court date. It's just a few days ago, Lord blessed for quick process. Secretary told me the likely court date should be end October, but by the Grace of Jesus, it is on 7th October. Praise the Lord!
The other day, I asked P what he thought of the divorce, He said 'YIPPY!!!', he is really very joyful over it. Anyway, now that Lord cleared all my feelings and emotions for him, I no longer feel much for him. I am looking ahead to Lord Jesus provision.
As I obeyed Lord and walk His way, he showed me that his way is right. I am glad that I have such a Great Daddy that do not want to see me suffer in this loveless marriage. After so long, I don't know what true love is about. But, Lord is going to bring me a man that will show me what true love is about. He said this union is heaven on earth marriage. I am really looking forward to His Provision.
If you want to pray for me, you could pray to Lord to give me strength to go through it in peace. Thanks!
Abba father, thank you for being my great comforter. I know I am greatly blessed and highly favored. Abba father, thank you for loving me so much! Amen! You care so much for my happiness. I am so glad to have you in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Update (25/09/2009):
While talking to P about Iran rising up as a super power, ex-hubby-to-be said they won't as the one leading the country has been there for a long time. He then said US and Israel are the countries that attack other countries and they are the one creating trouble. When I heard that, I was so shocked at what he believed. No wonder Lord wanted him out of my life.
He anti-God's work in Israel and anti-Christ. No wonder Lord want him out. There is no way me and him can be together when both of us standing on opposite bank of each other!
Update (12/10/2009):
Glory Glory! On 7/10/2009, I sent this prayer to P, who was in court for the divorce, 'I pronounce a blessing upon our divorce. May Jesus bless this court process fast and easy. May a satisfying result from the judge in favour of God the Father! Amen!' Praise the Lord! P told me this group of people going for divorce, each case took about 5 - 10mins! P was last in the queue.
The lawyer thought that it would be 12:30pm before our divorce could be heard, but at 11:30am, the clerk came to ask him. Lawyer was in other building handling something. He has to rush there in 5-10mins as judge had something on after that! She gave P 10mins grace. Our divorce was done in 5 mins. P said the lawyer will list out all the terms and he just have to say yes, yes, yes to all that was asked. If that is what he wants. Judge signed and then that's it! Glory to Lord Jesus!
This procedure make the divorce a lot easier than the marriage. Hallelujah! We are now in interim divorce. Now in the 3 months of grace time to allow regret. 7th Jan next year we will receive the Finalise Divorce. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Do you believe in Shadow?
Ever since Lord opened my eyes to Psalm 23, the shadow of death has been lingering in my spirit and bring to my consciousness. As I think over this spirit of death for the past few days, this morning, Lord revealed more to me as I was spending time with him and praying in the spirit. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Last night, as I continued to hold on to the thoughts that all about adversary and sickness is nothing but shadow of death, the devil in order to bring to me about his reality, showed over a Taiwan show this magician, who disclosed that his 'magic' is with the help of the spirit he owned..between his palm, devil get him to display a very tiny baby hand that stretch out and even could shake hand with one of the judge of the show.
As I watched it, fear about the reality came on me. But I decided to continue believing the word of Christ that what we walk through is really the shadow of death. I proclaimed that 'I will not fear evil, for Lord is with me, Your Rod and Staff they comfort me. As I stable myself in the words of Christ, peace came over me.
Lord today leads me to continue thinking about the spirit of death again. I realised that all that we can see, be it all form of sickness and attacks, are all but shadows. As I continue to ponder over it, Lord leads me to realise devil and God, are all spirits. They both needs us, human, to believe in their promises in order to make things become reality to us. That is why Lord told us not to have sin consciousness aka also mean not to have sickness consciousness.
As I stand strong on adversary is shadow only, I did not bother about them, I decided to put my focus on the Lord. A pain come to my foot, I praise the Lord that by his stripes, I am strong and healthy, I ignore the shadow. Haha. It had no choice but to depart! Glory to Lord Jesus!
Darkness tried to give wind to my eldest sister tummy and headache to my mum, by manifesting the Lord's hand over satan, Lord cleared away their symptom. Glory Glory!!!
As I reached home tonight, I could feel darkness around me, but I ignored them and continued proclaimed that 'I will not fear evil', the don't bother attitude. Glory Glory! The below is what Lord told me when I meditated to talk to him:
Lord:
'My beloved, no worry! Abba will take care all the satan for you, no worry! (I had don't bother attitude even though I could not feel the presence of Lord) Abba is glad that you ignore them. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! My love, Glory Glory, you have reached! Glory Glory Abba is very pleased! Finally you realised the shadow of death cannot harm you. Glory Glory! My love, you have won over darkness. They realise they cannot fool you anymore!'
'My beloved, my love, abba loves you so much! Abba hugs you tightly! Glory Glory! You are such a precious daughter! My beloved, abba is proud of you. Hallelujah!'
'Abba is glad you believe in my words of Christ! Hallelujah! Glory Glory! My love, finally Romans 8:2 is alive in your body! Glory Glory!'
Abba father, thank you for revealing to me that shadow is really shadow, they cannot harm. Glory to you, Lord Jesus! Thank you for being more than a conqueror for me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
So, child of God, do you believe in shadow or you think those sickness is real? Whatever you believe, so be it. Cheers! Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!
Last night, as I continued to hold on to the thoughts that all about adversary and sickness is nothing but shadow of death, the devil in order to bring to me about his reality, showed over a Taiwan show this magician, who disclosed that his 'magic' is with the help of the spirit he owned..between his palm, devil get him to display a very tiny baby hand that stretch out and even could shake hand with one of the judge of the show.
As I watched it, fear about the reality came on me. But I decided to continue believing the word of Christ that what we walk through is really the shadow of death. I proclaimed that 'I will not fear evil, for Lord is with me, Your Rod and Staff they comfort me. As I stable myself in the words of Christ, peace came over me.
Lord today leads me to continue thinking about the spirit of death again. I realised that all that we can see, be it all form of sickness and attacks, are all but shadows. As I continue to ponder over it, Lord leads me to realise devil and God, are all spirits. They both needs us, human, to believe in their promises in order to make things become reality to us. That is why Lord told us not to have sin consciousness aka also mean not to have sickness consciousness.
As I stand strong on adversary is shadow only, I did not bother about them, I decided to put my focus on the Lord. A pain come to my foot, I praise the Lord that by his stripes, I am strong and healthy, I ignore the shadow. Haha. It had no choice but to depart! Glory to Lord Jesus!
Darkness tried to give wind to my eldest sister tummy and headache to my mum, by manifesting the Lord's hand over satan, Lord cleared away their symptom. Glory Glory!!!
As I reached home tonight, I could feel darkness around me, but I ignored them and continued proclaimed that 'I will not fear evil', the don't bother attitude. Glory Glory! The below is what Lord told me when I meditated to talk to him:
Lord:
'My beloved, no worry! Abba will take care all the satan for you, no worry! (I had don't bother attitude even though I could not feel the presence of Lord) Abba is glad that you ignore them. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! My love, Glory Glory, you have reached! Glory Glory Abba is very pleased! Finally you realised the shadow of death cannot harm you. Glory Glory! My love, you have won over darkness. They realise they cannot fool you anymore!'
'My beloved, my love, abba loves you so much! Abba hugs you tightly! Glory Glory! You are such a precious daughter! My beloved, abba is proud of you. Hallelujah!'
'Abba is glad you believe in my words of Christ! Hallelujah! Glory Glory! My love, finally Romans 8:2 is alive in your body! Glory Glory!'
Abba father, thank you for revealing to me that shadow is really shadow, they cannot harm. Glory to you, Lord Jesus! Thank you for being more than a conqueror for me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
So, child of God, do you believe in shadow or you think those sickness is real? Whatever you believe, so be it. Cheers! Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!
Friday, September 11, 2009
How to read the whole bible
When Lord asked me to read the bible sometime back, I am glad that I have this reading guide from my bible to follow. I am sharing with you for your reading purpose:
Genesis 1 – 50
Exodus 1 – 26
Matthew 1 – 21:22
Exodus 27 – 30
Leviticus 1 – 27
Number 1 – 25
Matthew 21:23 – 28
Mark 1 – 8:1-21
Number 26 – 36
Deuteronomy 1 – 34
Joshua 1 – 24
Judges 1 – 5
Mark 8:22 – 16
Luke 1 – 50
Judges 6 – 21
Ruth 1 – 4
1 Samuel 1 – 31
2 Samuel 1 – 24
Luke 8 – 22:53
1 Kings 1 – 22
2 Kings 1 – 25
1 Chronicles 1 – 29
2 Chronicles 1 – 3
Luke 22:54 – 53
John 1 – 12:19
2 Chronicles 4 – 36
Ezra 1 – 10
Nehemiah 1 – 13
Esther 1 – 10
Job 1 – 20
John 12:20 – 21
Acts 1 – 9
Job 21 – 42
Psalms 1 – 64
Acts 10 – 28
Romans 1
Psalms 65 – 147
Romans 2 – 16
1 Corinthians 1 – 11:15
Psalm 148 – 150
Proverbs 1 – 31
Ecclesiastes 1 – 12
Song of Solomon 1 – 8
Isaiah 1 – 21
1 Corinthians 11:16 – 16
2 Corinthians 1 – 13
Galatians 1 – 6
Ephesians 1 – 2
Isaiah 22 – 66
Jeremiah 1 – 30
Ephesians 3 – 6
Philemon 1 – 4
Colossians 1 – 4
1 Thessalonians 1 – 5
2 Thessalonians 1 – 3
1 Timothy 1 – 6
2 Timothy 1 – 4
Titus 1
Jeremiah 31 – 52
Lamentations 1 – 5
Ezekiel 1 – 44
Titus 2 – 3
Philemon 1
Hebrews 1 – 13
James 1 – 5
1 Peter 1 – 5
2 Peter 1 – 2
Ezekiel 45 – 48
Daniel 1 – 12
Hosen 1 – 14
Joel 1 – 3
Amos 1 – 9
Obadiah 1
Jonah 1
Micah 1 – 7
Nahum 1
Habakkuk 1
Zephaniah 1
Haggai 1
Zechariah 1 – 14
Malachi 1
2 Peter 3
1 John 1 – 5
2 John 1
3 John 1
Jude 1
Revelation 1 – 22
Hope you find this list useful. May Abba Father bless you! Amen!
Genesis 1 – 50
Exodus 1 – 26
Matthew 1 – 21:22
Exodus 27 – 30
Leviticus 1 – 27
Number 1 – 25
Matthew 21:23 – 28
Mark 1 – 8:1-21
Number 26 – 36
Deuteronomy 1 – 34
Joshua 1 – 24
Judges 1 – 5
Mark 8:22 – 16
Luke 1 – 50
Judges 6 – 21
Ruth 1 – 4
1 Samuel 1 – 31
2 Samuel 1 – 24
Luke 8 – 22:53
1 Kings 1 – 22
2 Kings 1 – 25
1 Chronicles 1 – 29
2 Chronicles 1 – 3
Luke 22:54 – 53
John 1 – 12:19
2 Chronicles 4 – 36
Ezra 1 – 10
Nehemiah 1 – 13
Esther 1 – 10
Job 1 – 20
John 12:20 – 21
Acts 1 – 9
Job 21 – 42
Psalms 1 – 64
Acts 10 – 28
Romans 1
Psalms 65 – 147
Romans 2 – 16
1 Corinthians 1 – 11:15
Psalm 148 – 150
Proverbs 1 – 31
Ecclesiastes 1 – 12
Song of Solomon 1 – 8
Isaiah 1 – 21
1 Corinthians 11:16 – 16
2 Corinthians 1 – 13
Galatians 1 – 6
Ephesians 1 – 2
Isaiah 22 – 66
Jeremiah 1 – 30
Ephesians 3 – 6
Philemon 1 – 4
Colossians 1 – 4
1 Thessalonians 1 – 5
2 Thessalonians 1 – 3
1 Timothy 1 – 6
2 Timothy 1 – 4
Titus 1
Jeremiah 31 – 52
Lamentations 1 – 5
Ezekiel 1 – 44
Titus 2 – 3
Philemon 1
Hebrews 1 – 13
James 1 – 5
1 Peter 1 – 5
2 Peter 1 – 2
Ezekiel 45 – 48
Daniel 1 – 12
Hosen 1 – 14
Joel 1 – 3
Amos 1 – 9
Obadiah 1
Jonah 1
Micah 1 – 7
Nahum 1
Habakkuk 1
Zephaniah 1
Haggai 1
Zechariah 1 – 14
Malachi 1
2 Peter 3
1 John 1 – 5
2 John 1
3 John 1
Jude 1
Revelation 1 – 22
Hope you find this list useful. May Abba Father bless you! Amen!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
My Beloved
My Beloved, My Love, My S.., is what abba father will usually address me. I am so glad that he love me so much! Without his love, I don't know how I am going to face this divorce.
Tomorrow I will be going to sign the paper. I don't know how I should feel? Listen to Michael W Smith worship song and then Prayer of Jabez did not calm me down. I had my lunch around 2pm, till now, I am still not hungry. Went to open the tidbits cupboard to see if I should eat something, but totally no feeling at all. Opened another cupboard also draw blank. In the end, I decided to eat some rum n raisin ice cream instead.
On seeing me taking my ice cream, P questioned if I am feeling down over the divorce that I need the ice cream to cheer me up? He had taken the whole family for a late morning movie, G Force, after that we went Marchie for lunch. Now that we are into divorce, all energy to draw love from each other were all gone. With the 2 of us no string attach feeling, lunch is an enjoyable one. P suggested that after divorce goes through, we should go celebrate. That's how happy he is towards this divorce. It's weird but since we are not in loggerhead, no vengeance to talk about, guess enjoying freedom is the next best option!!??
Last night, I was asking him to delete a picture taken during pregnancy, which I had a side view of my full term pregnancy. He asked me which one? Then I realised that after we were engaged, I did let him took a few naked pictures of me in different pose. At that time, he is going to be my husband soon, I felt okay for him to take. But now that we are divorcing, it become a No No. While looking at those pics on his PC, I realised how good looking and how thin I was previously. This 10 years of life, I had changed much that the current me is no more good looking, more like plain Jane.
Last night I finally realised why abba told me that he loved me for my body. In my younger days, I actually worry that I might find someone who love my body instead of me. The picture I showed to P was one with a thick winter jacket over my body. I did not want him to go for my body. The 6 months of virtual relationship did not get him to have a strong foundation of loving me as a person. When we met after 6 months, he loved what he saw. Now that I am no more that shape, no wonder he doesn't bother much.
Abba is so good, he told me that he is the creator of human beings. Surely his art work is good. He is doing an overhaul on me. He told me that by November, the new me will be the love of man and the envy of woman. Abba cares so much for me, he wants me to look good, whatever I lost, he wants to make it better than the origin for me! He said that I used to do my things alone. In future, I will not be lonely any more! No wonder abba wants to bring me to my future partner! Abba, thank you for caring so much for my personal well being!
Abba told me to listen to the Hokkien worship songs, Justified. After listening and worshiping, I shred some tears and finally, I am in my peace again. Abba told me to not bother about the current divorce, to look ahead to his provision. The happy life he wants me to have! Glory Glory!
Abba, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank you for being with me and path such a wonderful life ahead for me. The righteous and glorious position that you are placing me, the happy and joyful personal life that you are blessing, Abba, thank you for all that you have done in my life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen
Tomorrow I will be going to sign the paper. I don't know how I should feel? Listen to Michael W Smith worship song and then Prayer of Jabez did not calm me down. I had my lunch around 2pm, till now, I am still not hungry. Went to open the tidbits cupboard to see if I should eat something, but totally no feeling at all. Opened another cupboard also draw blank. In the end, I decided to eat some rum n raisin ice cream instead.
On seeing me taking my ice cream, P questioned if I am feeling down over the divorce that I need the ice cream to cheer me up? He had taken the whole family for a late morning movie, G Force, after that we went Marchie for lunch. Now that we are into divorce, all energy to draw love from each other were all gone. With the 2 of us no string attach feeling, lunch is an enjoyable one. P suggested that after divorce goes through, we should go celebrate. That's how happy he is towards this divorce. It's weird but since we are not in loggerhead, no vengeance to talk about, guess enjoying freedom is the next best option!!??
Last night, I was asking him to delete a picture taken during pregnancy, which I had a side view of my full term pregnancy. He asked me which one? Then I realised that after we were engaged, I did let him took a few naked pictures of me in different pose. At that time, he is going to be my husband soon, I felt okay for him to take. But now that we are divorcing, it become a No No. While looking at those pics on his PC, I realised how good looking and how thin I was previously. This 10 years of life, I had changed much that the current me is no more good looking, more like plain Jane.
Last night I finally realised why abba told me that he loved me for my body. In my younger days, I actually worry that I might find someone who love my body instead of me. The picture I showed to P was one with a thick winter jacket over my body. I did not want him to go for my body. The 6 months of virtual relationship did not get him to have a strong foundation of loving me as a person. When we met after 6 months, he loved what he saw. Now that I am no more that shape, no wonder he doesn't bother much.
Abba is so good, he told me that he is the creator of human beings. Surely his art work is good. He is doing an overhaul on me. He told me that by November, the new me will be the love of man and the envy of woman. Abba cares so much for me, he wants me to look good, whatever I lost, he wants to make it better than the origin for me! He said that I used to do my things alone. In future, I will not be lonely any more! No wonder abba wants to bring me to my future partner! Abba, thank you for caring so much for my personal well being!
Abba told me to listen to the Hokkien worship songs, Justified. After listening and worshiping, I shred some tears and finally, I am in my peace again. Abba told me to not bother about the current divorce, to look ahead to his provision. The happy life he wants me to have! Glory Glory!
Abba, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank you for being with me and path such a wonderful life ahead for me. The righteous and glorious position that you are placing me, the happy and joyful personal life that you are blessing, Abba, thank you for all that you have done in my life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
My Father
My Father in Heaven is such a caring God. I do wish I could hug him closely with warmth body contact to find my comfort. But he is as good with words. The comfort that comes from Him through His assurance is so warmth and so assuring. Abba, how can I thank you? I thank you for sending Lord Jesus as my personal Saviour. His work at the cross is so perfect that I could always draw my comfort from Lord Jesus.
After 10 years of drifting in this marriage, suddenly, things ahead is going to be an unknown. Ex-hubby-to-be has already signed his divorce letter today. Lawyer will be contacting me end of the week to go down to sign too. After that will be waiting for the court date. Things has been going smoothly so far. Nothing for me to contest, more of getting it over with. Each step of the process Lord is leading me closely, even with lots of favour. Can you imagine, current arrangement is P buy over the apartment and me n Jc will live in it instead of him. Haha...ever heard of such in a divorce? Guess Daddy put the idea in P, even though he claimed that it's for his daughter sake. Praise the Lord!
My Abba keep on assuring me. Even with much of his revelation of my future life, walking through this divorce can be scary too. After all, after 10 years of such life, things going to change in the future. The unknown is usually scary. But listening to worship song like 'At the Cross' brings him back to me to be my boldness and my shalom peace. Praise the Lord!
Being a housewife for 8 years and lost touch of the working world, divorce can easily throw me to the open to fend for myself. But, praise the Lord, long before this happen, Lord is already training me up to lean on Him so that He could come through me to heal the nations. As I get to see the reality of Jesus died and rose again when I read the book of Acts, the scenes were so real to me. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Walking with Jesus for so long, now into my 3rd year, daily worshiping and praying in the spirit to get into the spirit realm and spending time meditating and talking with Abba father, I know my life is well taken care of by Abba. He is not letting me out in the wild to be eaten by the wolf. He keeps me in his bosom, close in His heart, every step in the daily event in my life, he leads me closely. Each step he explained to me in details, Abba did not let me wonder in despair. Glory Glory!
I am looking forward to his transformation of me to be his tall, slim, sexy, beautiful and youthful preaching and healing girl. Currently, he has strengthening me up, so much so that there was twice while walking with 8 years old Jc, I asked her what happen, because mummy here could walk faster than her that she told me to slow down. Haha...Praise the Lord!
Abba father, I am happy that I have you as my daddy. The path ahead is bright, I know, for you are faithful and surely, what you started, surely you will complete it. Glory to you, Lord Jesus! May Your Glory shines brighter and brighter and may your Name be lifted up high. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
After 10 years of drifting in this marriage, suddenly, things ahead is going to be an unknown. Ex-hubby-to-be has already signed his divorce letter today. Lawyer will be contacting me end of the week to go down to sign too. After that will be waiting for the court date. Things has been going smoothly so far. Nothing for me to contest, more of getting it over with. Each step of the process Lord is leading me closely, even with lots of favour. Can you imagine, current arrangement is P buy over the apartment and me n Jc will live in it instead of him. Haha...ever heard of such in a divorce? Guess Daddy put the idea in P, even though he claimed that it's for his daughter sake. Praise the Lord!
My Abba keep on assuring me. Even with much of his revelation of my future life, walking through this divorce can be scary too. After all, after 10 years of such life, things going to change in the future. The unknown is usually scary. But listening to worship song like 'At the Cross' brings him back to me to be my boldness and my shalom peace. Praise the Lord!
Being a housewife for 8 years and lost touch of the working world, divorce can easily throw me to the open to fend for myself. But, praise the Lord, long before this happen, Lord is already training me up to lean on Him so that He could come through me to heal the nations. As I get to see the reality of Jesus died and rose again when I read the book of Acts, the scenes were so real to me. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Walking with Jesus for so long, now into my 3rd year, daily worshiping and praying in the spirit to get into the spirit realm and spending time meditating and talking with Abba father, I know my life is well taken care of by Abba. He is not letting me out in the wild to be eaten by the wolf. He keeps me in his bosom, close in His heart, every step in the daily event in my life, he leads me closely. Each step he explained to me in details, Abba did not let me wonder in despair. Glory Glory!
I am looking forward to his transformation of me to be his tall, slim, sexy, beautiful and youthful preaching and healing girl. Currently, he has strengthening me up, so much so that there was twice while walking with 8 years old Jc, I asked her what happen, because mummy here could walk faster than her that she told me to slow down. Haha...Praise the Lord!
Abba father, I am happy that I have you as my daddy. The path ahead is bright, I know, for you are faithful and surely, what you started, surely you will complete it. Glory to you, Lord Jesus! May Your Glory shines brighter and brighter and may your Name be lifted up high. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, September 7, 2009
The Shadow of Death
Ever since Lord has been leading me step by step to walk with him, I am familiar with the first 3 verse of Psalm 23. But for verse 4 'Even though I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death, I will not fear evil,...' I did not get the full meaning of it and have not apply it in my life.
Recently, I was worshiping Lord with the CD, 'A Touch of His Presence', Lord came on me strongly. I could see a vision of a swamp of spirits flying like bees towards Su, Lord led me to manifest His Lord's hand over it, next I saw in the vision another swamp of spirits coming for me. Lord led me to manifest the Lord's hand on them again.
Next Lord showed me Singapore has sickness spirits hovering above. I manifested the Lord's hand to clear it. Next Lord led me to remove the N1H1 virus from Singapore and in those people that are infected and plea the blood covering Singapore. In the boldness of the Lord, I prayed to Lord to clear all the adversary from the heavenly realm above Singapore.
I could feel attacks coming on me and I was in fear. As I meditated and talked to Lord, this was what he told me:
Lord:
'My beloved, Satan is scared. That is why he tried to convince you he is mighty. Haha, do not worry!'
'Abba father is very pleased! Glory Glory! My love, Glory Glory! My Glory is protecting you. They could not come near. They will be hurt if they come near. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'My beloved, Abba father will not allow the adversary to trouble you. As long as you are in peace, my protection is there, they can't enter. The moment they touch me, they have to extinct off! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the assurance from Lord, I finally calmed down and suddenly, the attacks was gone! Hallelujah!!! Lord has been leading me to more peace, but yet, when I found some pain on my body, I would be trusting verses like, 'sin has no dominion over me, I am under Grace' to 'I am the righteousness of God in Christ! Etc..
These few days, I have been listening to a few sermons that reminds me I shall not sick to yesterday, Lord led me to be aware of Psalm 23 again.
As I was having my praying in the spirit this morning, I had the usual attack of pain on my body again. Lord led me to stand on 'I shall not fear'. He then led me to realise the pains were just 'shadow of death' as I put my trust that the pain is just shadow, the tightening below my right lung slowly moved to the side of my body. Lord led me to recall Psalm 23, He 'anoint my head with oil, my cup overflow'. With the realisation of the anointed oil is covering the whole of my body, healing is going through my body. Even my tongue that was bitten by my teeth and which was in pain for a few days, the pain was gone.
With this revelation, I realised that every day, Lord Jesus is washing me with His blood that I am whiter than snow 24*7. Now I realised His anointed oil, which is for healing, is flowing and overflowing over me all the days of my life! Lord mighty Lord's hand, 'His rod and staff' is also protecting me. Glory Glory! With this revelation, Lord said Romans 8:2 ' Through Christ Jesus, the Law of the spirit of life has set me free from the Law of sin and death' has come alive on my body. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba father, thank you for walking me through Psalm 23. Thank you for letting me realise all form of attacks are all shadow of death. By believing that you have anointed me with oil and my cup overflow, Surely, goodness and love will hunt me down all the days of my life. Lord Jesus, thank you that I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever! Amen Amen! Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Recently, I was worshiping Lord with the CD, 'A Touch of His Presence', Lord came on me strongly. I could see a vision of a swamp of spirits flying like bees towards Su, Lord led me to manifest His Lord's hand over it, next I saw in the vision another swamp of spirits coming for me. Lord led me to manifest the Lord's hand on them again.
Next Lord showed me Singapore has sickness spirits hovering above. I manifested the Lord's hand to clear it. Next Lord led me to remove the N1H1 virus from Singapore and in those people that are infected and plea the blood covering Singapore. In the boldness of the Lord, I prayed to Lord to clear all the adversary from the heavenly realm above Singapore.
I could feel attacks coming on me and I was in fear. As I meditated and talked to Lord, this was what he told me:
Lord:
'My beloved, Satan is scared. That is why he tried to convince you he is mighty. Haha, do not worry!'
'Abba father is very pleased! Glory Glory! My love, Glory Glory! My Glory is protecting you. They could not come near. They will be hurt if they come near. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
'My beloved, Abba father will not allow the adversary to trouble you. As long as you are in peace, my protection is there, they can't enter. The moment they touch me, they have to extinct off! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the assurance from Lord, I finally calmed down and suddenly, the attacks was gone! Hallelujah!!! Lord has been leading me to more peace, but yet, when I found some pain on my body, I would be trusting verses like, 'sin has no dominion over me, I am under Grace' to 'I am the righteousness of God in Christ! Etc..
These few days, I have been listening to a few sermons that reminds me I shall not sick to yesterday, Lord led me to be aware of Psalm 23 again.
As I was having my praying in the spirit this morning, I had the usual attack of pain on my body again. Lord led me to stand on 'I shall not fear'. He then led me to realise the pains were just 'shadow of death' as I put my trust that the pain is just shadow, the tightening below my right lung slowly moved to the side of my body. Lord led me to recall Psalm 23, He 'anoint my head with oil, my cup overflow'. With the realisation of the anointed oil is covering the whole of my body, healing is going through my body. Even my tongue that was bitten by my teeth and which was in pain for a few days, the pain was gone.
With this revelation, I realised that every day, Lord Jesus is washing me with His blood that I am whiter than snow 24*7. Now I realised His anointed oil, which is for healing, is flowing and overflowing over me all the days of my life! Lord mighty Lord's hand, 'His rod and staff' is also protecting me. Glory Glory! With this revelation, Lord said Romans 8:2 ' Through Christ Jesus, the Law of the spirit of life has set me free from the Law of sin and death' has come alive on my body. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba father, thank you for walking me through Psalm 23. Thank you for letting me realise all form of attacks are all shadow of death. By believing that you have anointed me with oil and my cup overflow, Surely, goodness and love will hunt me down all the days of my life. Lord Jesus, thank you that I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever! Amen Amen! Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Love
From this relationship that is ending and from what I learn about Abba Father's love. Lord leads me to see that love is about spending time doing things together. It is also about declaring to each other about how good the partner is to self. Living in 10 years of marriage and all the while thinking I have a happy, loving family, when Lord opened my eyes to see, finally, I could see no love in it. That's why most things in my life is doing alone, not together with P. The only time we do together is when we each face our own PC daily, sinking into our internet world. It's not about spending time together.
How love can be depleted? Daily, if did not talk any good about each other, but focus on the bad and complain. Feelings will get diluted. When feeling become almost near zero, if someone come to tempt one party to go somewhere, far from the spouse, overtime, the heart for the spouse will be negative(-ve). With negative, the way they look to spouse and talk will not be gentle liao.
This is how love in a relationship works. I am glad that Abba Father give me chances to come back to him and talk about the finished work of Jesus and how much He loves me to Him, to renew my love to Him. Lord Jesus done a very Perfect work at the cross that ALL sins, be it to man or to God, is completely Judged in Him. There is no more sin for us to carry. Glory to Lord Jesus!
With man, it's a different story. P has moved on and found himself new girlfriend. I have just talked to the lawyer on Monday. Glory to Lord Jesus, the reason for divorce is not focusing much on Christianity and me, but on our lack of communication and break down of relationship since my girl was born. Glory Glory!
Abba is being very good to me, even this talk to lawyer. This lawyer is engaged by P, praise the Lord, it's abba's son. Lord send me to talk to him even before the petition, law firm said never have such case before. They were surprised that I read the draft copy of the lawyer letter they drafted for P. Halleljah! After the talk, the lawyer finally understood how our relationship breakdown. Glory Glory! He told P that evening that with no contest, most likely we were be divorced in October. Lord said I will be freed in mid November. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Abba Father, thank you for leading me closely, even in this divorce. Thank you for blessing me with Shalom Peace. I have let go of P and not bother by him having a girlfriend. He agreed with me that he should not talk to his girlfriend in this home. Praise the Lord that when he received her call last night, he went out of the house to talk! Glory to Lord Jesus!
I discovered he has a girlfriend last Friday, after picking Jc from friend's home. His girlfriend was demanding why he did not tell her about picking his kid. They sign off with telling each other that they miss each other. I felt bad and Jc was affected. She heard the conversation. In order not to affect Jc, we agree that either one of us cannot talk to opposite sex at home and cannot bring opposite sex friend home. Anyway, I passed my upset to the Lord and now don't bother about it. Praise the Lord!
Abba said this is a small hiccup in my life. It shall be in the name of Jesus. Amen Amen!
How love can be depleted? Daily, if did not talk any good about each other, but focus on the bad and complain. Feelings will get diluted. When feeling become almost near zero, if someone come to tempt one party to go somewhere, far from the spouse, overtime, the heart for the spouse will be negative(-ve). With negative, the way they look to spouse and talk will not be gentle liao.
This is how love in a relationship works. I am glad that Abba Father give me chances to come back to him and talk about the finished work of Jesus and how much He loves me to Him, to renew my love to Him. Lord Jesus done a very Perfect work at the cross that ALL sins, be it to man or to God, is completely Judged in Him. There is no more sin for us to carry. Glory to Lord Jesus!
With man, it's a different story. P has moved on and found himself new girlfriend. I have just talked to the lawyer on Monday. Glory to Lord Jesus, the reason for divorce is not focusing much on Christianity and me, but on our lack of communication and break down of relationship since my girl was born. Glory Glory!
Abba is being very good to me, even this talk to lawyer. This lawyer is engaged by P, praise the Lord, it's abba's son. Lord send me to talk to him even before the petition, law firm said never have such case before. They were surprised that I read the draft copy of the lawyer letter they drafted for P. Halleljah! After the talk, the lawyer finally understood how our relationship breakdown. Glory Glory! He told P that evening that with no contest, most likely we were be divorced in October. Lord said I will be freed in mid November. Glory to Lord Jesus!
Abba Father, thank you for leading me closely, even in this divorce. Thank you for blessing me with Shalom Peace. I have let go of P and not bother by him having a girlfriend. He agreed with me that he should not talk to his girlfriend in this home. Praise the Lord that when he received her call last night, he went out of the house to talk! Glory to Lord Jesus!
I discovered he has a girlfriend last Friday, after picking Jc from friend's home. His girlfriend was demanding why he did not tell her about picking his kid. They sign off with telling each other that they miss each other. I felt bad and Jc was affected. She heard the conversation. In order not to affect Jc, we agree that either one of us cannot talk to opposite sex at home and cannot bring opposite sex friend home. Anyway, I passed my upset to the Lord and now don't bother about it. Praise the Lord!
Abba said this is a small hiccup in my life. It shall be in the name of Jesus. Amen Amen!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
The Grace of Lord Jesus
Many a time, we don't know our limit. People in the world can do things in access. Today, as Abba father revealed to me about how things in this world works, I would like to share with you.
According to Lord, the people in this whole universe is covered by the Grace of Lord Jesus. After all, Lord Jesus didn't go to the cross to die for selected group of people. He did it for all the human race. Then how come some seem to be worst than others in term of health?
Abba father makes man body to be able to rejuvenate itself daily. When you sleep, the healing process carries out. However, in modern days, many people works long hours and sleep little. By doing something in excess, the body is deprived of healing itself. As this carries on, body become sick. Lord did have a warning system build in. That's the dark shadow under the eyes. It's the body way of telling you that you did not sleep enough for the body healing to take it full course! Praise the Lord!
Why some people do exercise and drop dead? Lord explained that everything in this world are all ways used by devil to get the souls of man. Whatever you do in excess, you are heading towards devil and surely he will kill you. Example: After a stressful work, still stress the body with excessive exercise. The key word is excessive harm the body. Yes, I agree to this because when devil work on a person, the temper and the anger usually is in excessive.
There are some people, who are purely evil. Their thoughts are always thoughts to harm others. When Lord see that there is no way for this group of people to repent, even with much grace given, Lord will remove the Grace covering over such man. He will then be without protection of the Grace of Jesus and is exposed to the harm of darkness.
For young kids that suffered serious illness and even death, Lord explained that the body mechanism of automatic healing is not fully developed. They are exposed to harm of darkness depends on what they eat in excessive especially intake of sugar. The baby milk power is very sweet.
This is what I found, my girl who takes breast milk and husband only allows her those not so sweet soft candy, she could not take those sweets that friend's mum or school teacher gave, those normal sweet that other kid okay to take. Also, husband wants me to buy only jelly with real fruit juice instead of concentrate favouring. Jc don't take those sweet that has chemical in it, while other kids are okay with it. This is my finding of my girl eating habits. For her friend's mum, she said Jc is fussy with candies.
Abba Father, thank you for revealing to me how a human body works. Glory to you, Lord Jesus! Thank you for the Grace of Jesus that is shielding most of us even when we didn't realise it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
According to Lord, the people in this whole universe is covered by the Grace of Lord Jesus. After all, Lord Jesus didn't go to the cross to die for selected group of people. He did it for all the human race. Then how come some seem to be worst than others in term of health?
Abba father makes man body to be able to rejuvenate itself daily. When you sleep, the healing process carries out. However, in modern days, many people works long hours and sleep little. By doing something in excess, the body is deprived of healing itself. As this carries on, body become sick. Lord did have a warning system build in. That's the dark shadow under the eyes. It's the body way of telling you that you did not sleep enough for the body healing to take it full course! Praise the Lord!
Why some people do exercise and drop dead? Lord explained that everything in this world are all ways used by devil to get the souls of man. Whatever you do in excess, you are heading towards devil and surely he will kill you. Example: After a stressful work, still stress the body with excessive exercise. The key word is excessive harm the body. Yes, I agree to this because when devil work on a person, the temper and the anger usually is in excessive.
There are some people, who are purely evil. Their thoughts are always thoughts to harm others. When Lord see that there is no way for this group of people to repent, even with much grace given, Lord will remove the Grace covering over such man. He will then be without protection of the Grace of Jesus and is exposed to the harm of darkness.
For young kids that suffered serious illness and even death, Lord explained that the body mechanism of automatic healing is not fully developed. They are exposed to harm of darkness depends on what they eat in excessive especially intake of sugar. The baby milk power is very sweet.
This is what I found, my girl who takes breast milk and husband only allows her those not so sweet soft candy, she could not take those sweets that friend's mum or school teacher gave, those normal sweet that other kid okay to take. Also, husband wants me to buy only jelly with real fruit juice instead of concentrate favouring. Jc don't take those sweet that has chemical in it, while other kids are okay with it. This is my finding of my girl eating habits. For her friend's mum, she said Jc is fussy with candies.
Abba Father, thank you for revealing to me how a human body works. Glory to you, Lord Jesus! Thank you for the Grace of Jesus that is shielding most of us even when we didn't realise it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, August 10, 2009
Christ in Our Marriage
Yesterday, Pastor Prince preached a good sermon on Roman 7, where Paul described our relationship with Law and Grace – Jesus. We were married to Law when the children of Israel told God that all that He ask, they could do. The 10 commandments were given. The Law is Holy and the Law is Justice. It cannot bend in anyway to accommodate our fall short, otherwise, it is no more Holy and Righteous.
In this marriage, if we go for Christ, we are into sin – adulterous. But in a marriage, if one party is to die, then the Law binding this marriage will not be applicable.
Lord Jesus is the willing sacrificing Lamb. He very willing to serve us. Whatever we cannot do, cannot fulfill, He did it for us. To die from this marriage to Law, Lord Jesus died for us and freed us, the child of God, from fulfilling the Law. He died and 3 days later rose again. Through this crucification on the cross, we died with Him and rose again as the new creation. 2 cor 5:17 'Therefore, if anyone IS in Christ, the old has gone, the new as come!
Since in Christ, we are New Creation, how to walk out this life of Christ. In this life, Christ is the one that willing and able to walk the life fulfilling the Law of Love. In our nature, we cannot and not able. Looking into our marriage, if we constantly draw our love out from our partner, we dry them up like a sour prune. But if we draw our love from Jesus, He gets stronger and stronger in us and will leads us to walk out His love.
I was looking at the couple, Pastor Prince used as demonstration on marriage to Jesus. The man is Jesus and the wife typify us, man. The wife was smiling on stage, but as Pastor Prince preached about whatever she needs and whatever she have to do in that marriage, Jesus, will surely provide the ability. Jesus will not condemn her. All that she need, he will provide, not her. As she looked to her husband instead of Jesus, the smile on her face was dropping off.
Daily, if we look to how our husband treats us, to see how much he love us, we can draw the husband dry. If he could constantly love you, he could be God but he is not and man cannot constantly love us. The only person that could love us constantly and without fail is JESUS.
How to draw from Jesus? You have to realise that you are the Righteousness of God in Christ that you will dare to go to Him, the Father, Abba, for love.
In our daily encounter with our spouse, surely there will be some disagreement, anger or unhappiness. The normal practise for man is to question the other party. But God made us in His image, we are the Righteousness of God in Christ. Man nature is of Christ, His body is pure, he could not accept any condemnation nor sickness. When he encounter it, his defence is up and surely nasty words will be thrown back in response to your accusation.
A couple of people, whom know of my divorce, was wondering why I could remain so peaceful even in this divorce. Even P also questioned me on this peacefulness.
This is about knowing my Daddy God, Abba Father, will surely take good care of me. In my walk for the 9-10 months of awakening to the reality, when I looked at what husband did, it would only bring pain, heartache, anger, resentment, even revenge. But I refuse to submit to the nature. I look to what Jesus provided me at the Cross. I cast all my sadness and unforgiving to Lord Jesus nail pierced hands. Lord is faithful in clearing all of the not peacefulness from me and bless me His Shalom Peace. Glory Glory.
Daily, whatever lemon that is thrown to us, be it from husband, kids or working colleagues or anyone that come into contact with us, cast the lemon to Lord Jesus nail pierced hand and look to Him for deliverance.
You could manifest the Lord's hand into (the situation or person you encounter). Bind the satan out of (the situation or person) and throw it down to hell in the name of Jesus. By praying this, you free that person from being use by satan to cause your unhappiness. After that, plea the blood of Jesus to seal up that person from satan manipulation.
It's through this daily walk that I draw peace from Jesus. With His Shalom Peace, He enabled me to love my family. When I show love, the person receiving surely, will response in peace and love. So, even in divorce where emotion can be so far stretched, P response in peace. As I cast all my emotion and feelings about P to Lord, and get Him to help me clear it off, I could even give P a hug, but it's a hug with no emotion involve. Deep right? Hehe...only by the Grace of Jesus that I was enabled to do it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba father, I thank You for leading me to write this post. I know from the response in church, many marriage are under attack as hardly any husband nor wife said Amen to what Pastor Prince prompting and re-prompting. If you are facing situation at home, look to Christ for deliverance. Amen Amen!
In this marriage, if we go for Christ, we are into sin – adulterous. But in a marriage, if one party is to die, then the Law binding this marriage will not be applicable.
Lord Jesus is the willing sacrificing Lamb. He very willing to serve us. Whatever we cannot do, cannot fulfill, He did it for us. To die from this marriage to Law, Lord Jesus died for us and freed us, the child of God, from fulfilling the Law. He died and 3 days later rose again. Through this crucification on the cross, we died with Him and rose again as the new creation. 2 cor 5:17 'Therefore, if anyone IS in Christ, the old has gone, the new as come!
Since in Christ, we are New Creation, how to walk out this life of Christ. In this life, Christ is the one that willing and able to walk the life fulfilling the Law of Love. In our nature, we cannot and not able. Looking into our marriage, if we constantly draw our love out from our partner, we dry them up like a sour prune. But if we draw our love from Jesus, He gets stronger and stronger in us and will leads us to walk out His love.
I was looking at the couple, Pastor Prince used as demonstration on marriage to Jesus. The man is Jesus and the wife typify us, man. The wife was smiling on stage, but as Pastor Prince preached about whatever she needs and whatever she have to do in that marriage, Jesus, will surely provide the ability. Jesus will not condemn her. All that she need, he will provide, not her. As she looked to her husband instead of Jesus, the smile on her face was dropping off.
Daily, if we look to how our husband treats us, to see how much he love us, we can draw the husband dry. If he could constantly love you, he could be God but he is not and man cannot constantly love us. The only person that could love us constantly and without fail is JESUS.
How to draw from Jesus? You have to realise that you are the Righteousness of God in Christ that you will dare to go to Him, the Father, Abba, for love.
In our daily encounter with our spouse, surely there will be some disagreement, anger or unhappiness. The normal practise for man is to question the other party. But God made us in His image, we are the Righteousness of God in Christ. Man nature is of Christ, His body is pure, he could not accept any condemnation nor sickness. When he encounter it, his defence is up and surely nasty words will be thrown back in response to your accusation.
A couple of people, whom know of my divorce, was wondering why I could remain so peaceful even in this divorce. Even P also questioned me on this peacefulness.
This is about knowing my Daddy God, Abba Father, will surely take good care of me. In my walk for the 9-10 months of awakening to the reality, when I looked at what husband did, it would only bring pain, heartache, anger, resentment, even revenge. But I refuse to submit to the nature. I look to what Jesus provided me at the Cross. I cast all my sadness and unforgiving to Lord Jesus nail pierced hands. Lord is faithful in clearing all of the not peacefulness from me and bless me His Shalom Peace. Glory Glory.
Daily, whatever lemon that is thrown to us, be it from husband, kids or working colleagues or anyone that come into contact with us, cast the lemon to Lord Jesus nail pierced hand and look to Him for deliverance.
You could manifest the Lord's hand into (the situation or person you encounter). Bind the satan out of (the situation or person) and throw it down to hell in the name of Jesus. By praying this, you free that person from being use by satan to cause your unhappiness. After that, plea the blood of Jesus to seal up that person from satan manipulation.
It's through this daily walk that I draw peace from Jesus. With His Shalom Peace, He enabled me to love my family. When I show love, the person receiving surely, will response in peace and love. So, even in divorce where emotion can be so far stretched, P response in peace. As I cast all my emotion and feelings about P to Lord, and get Him to help me clear it off, I could even give P a hug, but it's a hug with no emotion involve. Deep right? Hehe...only by the Grace of Jesus that I was enabled to do it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba father, I thank You for leading me to write this post. I know from the response in church, many marriage are under attack as hardly any husband nor wife said Amen to what Pastor Prince prompting and re-prompting. If you are facing situation at home, look to Christ for deliverance. Amen Amen!
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Christ in Korean Show
Ever since I was absorbed by the Korean show in Channel U, Jin Shun, Lord had taught me about love. One thing about the actors and actresses, Su and me are spotting many of them put on cross earrings or wear as pendant around the neck. I guess they are written by Christian writer and acted by Christian. After all, one of the biggest church is in South Korea.
For Jin Shun, I was just knowing about my divorce and I cried so much one night watching Jin Shun over you tube on the great love between Zhai Xi and Jin Shun. I envied the great love between Zhai Xi and Jin Shun. They care so much for each other. This is what missing between P and me.
Over the next show, My Girl, this girl stands out so strong with her lies that it looks real. It let me realise that if only we could believe in Christ as much as like that girl in lying, many would be able to see their prayer come to past in their lives. After all, Holy Spirit shows sign and wonders according to what we confess with our mouth and thinks in our thoughts. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Today at mum's house, they were watching another Korean show my sister-in-law had purchased long ago. It's about a girl, whose house and all that in that house were stolen and sold by her 2 good friends and she was left penniless. An actor let her stay in his house and later made a proposal to her to be his paid wife. Paid to be a wife to shut up the media. He could demand her to do all form of house works and even though they had somewhat feeling for each other, basically she is not important in his life.
Ever since Lord cleared my bad thoughts of P, I would only remember his good points. Basically, if he didn't take me as a stranger, I could continue to live this life with him without realising love is missing. Just like the girl in the latest show, I could easily adjust to each other needs. But Lord is good. He let me watched this show to see how one could suffer without love in the marriage. Forever the man don't put the wife as top priority in his heart. He could demand all that he wants her to do. Lord let me see so clearly that I told Lord I will surely move ahead and go for the new man.
I used to wonder how a man could love and treasure me so much as Lord revealed. Recently, Lord revealed that he had gone through 3 rejections because of his pride. He was as proud of himself as P. His 3rd girlfriend was a pretty close match that he thought she was the true love. However, due to his pride, the girl could not stand any more and rejected his marriage proposal.
He was so affected by this breakup that he turned to Lord to clear away his pride and ego. He has been lonely ever since the last girl. His friend gave him some sermon CDs from NCC and he is now trusting Lord to bring a girl that can suit him to him. These 2+ years of loneliness, Lord has molded him to suit me. Glory Glory!
The more Lord revealed about him to me, the more I am attracted to wanting to know him. He sound like an overall good man for me. Glory Glory. With a Great and Almighty God as Abba, nothing can goes wrong. He perfected him for me and he is also changing me for him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You!
For Jin Shun, I was just knowing about my divorce and I cried so much one night watching Jin Shun over you tube on the great love between Zhai Xi and Jin Shun. I envied the great love between Zhai Xi and Jin Shun. They care so much for each other. This is what missing between P and me.
Over the next show, My Girl, this girl stands out so strong with her lies that it looks real. It let me realise that if only we could believe in Christ as much as like that girl in lying, many would be able to see their prayer come to past in their lives. After all, Holy Spirit shows sign and wonders according to what we confess with our mouth and thinks in our thoughts. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Today at mum's house, they were watching another Korean show my sister-in-law had purchased long ago. It's about a girl, whose house and all that in that house were stolen and sold by her 2 good friends and she was left penniless. An actor let her stay in his house and later made a proposal to her to be his paid wife. Paid to be a wife to shut up the media. He could demand her to do all form of house works and even though they had somewhat feeling for each other, basically she is not important in his life.
Ever since Lord cleared my bad thoughts of P, I would only remember his good points. Basically, if he didn't take me as a stranger, I could continue to live this life with him without realising love is missing. Just like the girl in the latest show, I could easily adjust to each other needs. But Lord is good. He let me watched this show to see how one could suffer without love in the marriage. Forever the man don't put the wife as top priority in his heart. He could demand all that he wants her to do. Lord let me see so clearly that I told Lord I will surely move ahead and go for the new man.
I used to wonder how a man could love and treasure me so much as Lord revealed. Recently, Lord revealed that he had gone through 3 rejections because of his pride. He was as proud of himself as P. His 3rd girlfriend was a pretty close match that he thought she was the true love. However, due to his pride, the girl could not stand any more and rejected his marriage proposal.
He was so affected by this breakup that he turned to Lord to clear away his pride and ego. He has been lonely ever since the last girl. His friend gave him some sermon CDs from NCC and he is now trusting Lord to bring a girl that can suit him to him. These 2+ years of loneliness, Lord has molded him to suit me. Glory Glory!
The more Lord revealed about him to me, the more I am attracted to wanting to know him. He sound like an overall good man for me. Glory Glory. With a Great and Almighty God as Abba, nothing can goes wrong. He perfected him for me and he is also changing me for him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You!
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