The Grace that Flows

Recently, talks about my future destine really get me in a bit of worry mood. I know Daddy’s heart; I want to satisfy His needs. But at the same time, I can’t imagine getting out of my house and into remote mission fields.

Recently, YC also tried to get me to go to her church’s Alpha meeting. She said it’s a direction from God, as if Lord is moving me towards that direction. All these get me wondering and wondering. YC also told me that a few of her friends wants to know me. I wonder how they know about me.

Finally, Lord spoke this weekends telling me that He only told YC to tell me about prayer. The rest of what she said she heard from Lord was not from Lord. Yesterday, I had mixed message coming to me from the inner voice, that I was a bit confuse and looking for the sign of peace or unrest to determine who is the one talking to me. Phew! Finally Lord gave me the unrest feeling and I know the message to go to the Alpha meeting was not from Lord. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God is such a caring God. He protects me from being lead to the wrong direction. As I was in confuse, He spoke through Su to me. He told me that there is no other faith church as faithful as NCC. He said He lead me to this NCC family, He won’t break me away from the family. :D He said I will glorify Him in NCC. My life that He plans is actually with NCC. I finally can breath a sign of relieve. Praise the Lord!

When YC told me that the friends wanted to meet me, I thought I could lead them close to Lord. But Lord shared that they only keen in the material blessings, they are not keen in Him. I thought this group of friends was not those that are going to the Alpha meeting. But Lord told me that they are the same group. He told me n Su not to attend it. Praise the Lord!

Lord also warned that when people get to know our blessings, a lot of them will come near us, He wants us to be wary. He even told Su that the condo, which He is blessing them, is for her family enjoyment only, don’t open to others. He said that others heart might be shaken by it and affected their walk with Him. So He wants to avoid that. Praise the Lord!

Lord spent around 2 hrs teaching us. I am so grateful that He leads Su and me closely. As we are human, we cannot foresee what is coming on us but Lord can. Praise the Lord! He told us something is coming against us and told us to be careful too.

Today is the day that HL, Su’s hubby, accepted Christ. Lord prepared a ram horn to blow to welcome him. He said heaven is very happy to welcome this faithful son home. :D Praise the Lord! Lord had Su covered HL with Jesus blood double times and even get me to baptize his Holy Spirit so that he could pray in the spirit. Praise the Lord!

Praise the Lord! HL gave me a yummy dim sum treat, pay for the bottle of juice that I want and even drove me back! Haha…and what I did? Preach to him all the way back. Hallelujah!

Daddy God, I thank You very much for disclosing to sis n me what we don’t know, so that we can remain close to You. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Hallelujah!

The Shelter

Last evening, was a series of weird encounter. I had just finished my dinner in KFC and while packing to get off, I could sense some weird sensation around. I did not do anything to it and well shopping.

On the way back, while going to the boot of the car to get my shopping bags, I was giving way to JC by moving backward and I hit upon the little barrier for the car wheels, lost my balance and fallen backward flat. My head hit the ground like a ball and bounced up. Yes, it was very painful. Luckily I have Lord with me. No serious injury beside a slightly swollen top left.

Praise the Lord! I called on Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit to help me. I prayed over my head a few times and take Holy Communion. Today the head is better, even thought I discovered some body parts also in pain.

I was wondering why I did not get better protection from the Lord. As I had read others testimony of 2 angels guarding around them and I wondered where was mine. Lord in me led me to listen to Pastor Prince 27^th March 2003 sermons, The Incense that Protects.

In the sermon, I heard that Jews would pray over Psalm 91 7 times when they were unwell and got healed. I tried reading Psalm 91 7 times, in fact, I read more than that. This is what I see when I personalize Psalm 91.

I who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress, My God, in whom I trust.”

Surely he will save me from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence.

He will cover me with his feathers, and under his wings I will find refuge; his faithfulness will be my shield and rampart.

I will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.

A thousand may fall at my side, ten thousand at my right hand, but it will not come near me.

I will only observe with my eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.

If I make the Most High my dwelling – even the Lord, who is my refuge –

then no harm will befall me, no disaster will come near my tent.

For he will command his angels concerning me to guard me in all my ways; they will lift me up in their hands, so that I will not strike my foot against a stone.

I will tread upon the lion and the cobra; I will trample the great lion and the serpent.

“Because she loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue her; I will protect her, for she acknowledges my name.

She will call upon me, and I will answer her; I will be with her in trouble, I will deliver her and honor her.

With long life will I satisfy her and show her my salvation.”

Upon reading through the 3^rd time, I noticed that the angels will lift me up so that I will not strike on a stone!!! On further reading, I realised that I only need to put myself in the Most High and declare that He is my refuge and my fortress, My God, in whom I trust, to get what Lord promised in the Psalms 91!!! Praise the Lord.

I prayed over it and put myself in there. Lord came on me after the prayer, the presence of Him is very strong, Praise the Lord. I know I am going to be fully healed by what He has promised. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Oh, Lord Jesus, You are the Almighty One, I read this Psalm many times before, Thank You for bringing me to this revelation!!!

In You, I will be strong and healthy and I will be the strong Army that You are rising because I know it is You, who are doing the job, not me. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus.

Daddy God, I love You so much for this revelation. Thank You for bringing me another step closer to You. Hallelujah!!!! Amen!

Walk with the Lord

Around evening time, Lord pours out ideas of how to come close to Him to WK. I would like to share it here as I find a lot of children of God are still searching their way. I am not an expert in this area, I am talking from my 1 year walk with Lord Jesus and How I handle things.

Every Sunday, children of God will be heading towards church to listen to sermons. What do you take these activities as? Was it just a normal family outing or because your favourite pastor is preaching? For me n Su, we go there eagerly, because we want to receive words from Daddy God. We want to know what He has to tell us. We are not bothered by different pastors preaching for God can use any of them to talk through them. Why I know that? It’s because Lord has used me to talk to people what they need to listen. Praise the Lord!

When pastor is preaching, do you just accept what he is sharing or you think there is a deeper revelation for you to analyze or you should be selective on what you want to hear or not hear? For us, the sermons are all nuggets of gold that Daddy wants us to know, we pay attention to what is shared.

After you learn from church, what do you do with the information you pick up in your brain? There is a Parable of the Sower in Luke 8:11-15 that refer to how we handle the information:

The seed is the word of God.

Those along the path are the ones who hear, and then the devil comes and takes away the word from their hearts, so that they may not believe and be saved.

Those on the rock are the ones who receive the word with joy when they hear it, but they have no root. They believe for a while, but in the time of testing they fall away.

The seed that fell among thorns stands for those who hear, but as they go on their way they are choked by life’s worries, riches and pleasures, and they do not mature.

But the seed on good soil stands for those with noble and good hearts, who hear the word, retain it, and by persevering produce a crop.

How did we go about what we learn each week? I will pray to Father God to manifest the spirit of wisdom and revelation and understanding in me so that I could receive what He wants to tell me. I also pray for the manifestation of the spirit of strength and energy so that I could stay awake and receive what Daddy God has for me. With this information, I truly believe that I am what the God words say I am. I believe that I am the righteous of God in Christ. In Him, I have no sin and Daddy God does not impute sin on me because Daddy God loves me very much. I am His beloved. He loves you very much too! Do you know?

From the sermons, we know sickness and unhappiness can come from the root course of condemnation, stress and fear. In the daily life, when face with situation of guilt, how do you handle it? For me, I tell myself in Christ, I have no sin and God does not impute sin on me. I will keep on saying it till the guilty feeling disappears.

Based on the situations I faced, I usually put myself in the highest most places in heaven, inside Lord Jesus, on the right hand of Father God. I would tell myself that Lord Jesus body does not have sin, so in there I am without sin and sickness cannot go inside there too. Long time ago, when I was still handling the fear in my life, I would use the wings of the Lord to cover and protect me too. I would also cast it out in the Name of Jesus.

Daily, I plead Jesus blood on me and my family members, over the body, the soul and the spirit. I also manifest the Lord’s hand in me and my family members, in the body, the soul and the spirit, so as to bless us and judge the adversary. I cover my house in Jesus blood and Lord’s hand too.

I also pray in the spirit daily, especially previously when I was fighting the devil in the early months of my Christian life, you could find me praying in the spirit where ever I went.

As I am a housewife, I have plenty of time at home when JC is in school, what I do is to seat in front of my computer and listen to sermons and learn more about what Jesus provides for me, when I know that, I realised how much Daddy God has been loving me for He send Lord Jesus to die for my sake, so that I could enjoy the peace, the health and the wealth of His. Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus!

I am not concerned by how much I have done. I just do whatever I feel like doing for that moment. It’s this moment by moment, hour by hour, day by day, months by months. I slowly see a change of me from glory to glory. If you go read my January post till now, you would notice that my life is getting more and more peaceful and happier.

So, no matter what you face, as you trust the Lord and walk His way, slowly, day by day, over time, you will be like me, though Su and me are of this world, we could feel we are not of this world, the feeling is like we are living in the spiritual realm bubble. When you position yourself there, and ask God to take your life and do something with it, blessings just automatically comes chasing you, just like they chase after us. I didn’t know Daddy God is going to bless me so much early of the year. It was recently when He revealed to me that I get my surprise. Praise the Lord!

Hope I explain myself clear enough for you to understand. If you have any query, do send me a comment.

Daddy God, thank You for letting this idea flow into me. Today Kr also wonder how she so stressful. Daddy God, I pray an agreement prayer with Kr and cast out the spirit that is causing the stress in her life. May your Lord’s hand manifest in her so as to bless her and judge the adversary. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

Father is always Right!

2 weeks ago, I had this strong urge to get Su’s hubby, HL, to accept Christ since he believe in Lord God. But over the phone, Su told me that her hubby wanted to get the blessing from Daddy God before accepting Christ.

I had told Su that this is a threat to Daddy God and as the church taught, Daddy God doesn’t give in to blackmailing. At that time, Su eyes was full of her hubby and rejected my suggestion. I put it aside and see if Lord bends Himself to win HL.

The blessing date had came and gone but the blessing was not in sight even though Lord told Su that heaven is rejoicing. It prolonged a few days till last night; Su told me that Holy Spirit, the Lord in her, is not talking to her anymore. She started to wonder why Daddy God told her that she had not learnt to totally listen to Him.

Around evening time, as HL was walking in the shopping complex, where he worked, a voice talked to him. These were what he sms Su:

“I got the shock of my life!! Why am I hearing voices when I am not a Christian yet?”

“Its so strange! A voice led me to the Christian bookshop to pick up that bible and buy it. After I bought it, I felt rejoice in my heart but I don know why? What have happen to me?”

“I heard a voice that said once you receive your blessing, take your time to learn about God and serve him well and bless Su sis with a trip to Israel? Is this real?”

Haha…since Su did not want to get HL to meet Daddy first; Daddy God approached him, Himself. :P Praise the Lord!!!

Last night, when I talked to YC, she said that how could Daddy God bless when HL has not accepted Christ! By going to talk to him and getting him to buy a bible, were miracles Lord showing to HL! Praise the Lord!

This morning, when I pondered over the issue, Lord told me, “I will bless him when he accepts Me”. I sms HL and called Su to tell her the 3 times of calling Lord has for HL; from me, from Lord and from YC.

Hallelujah, Su finally prompt if HL ok to go church to accept Christ this Sunday and he agrees. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, thank You for the much needed guiding. Now I get to know you better. Thank You! Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

My healing

Yesterday, in church, another healing power flowing in, Lord put my hands in cross shape many times, He even have great forces coming on me. I could feel something on my shoulder and there was a strong gush of heat wave from just above my pubic bones up to the mid of my body.

Lord told me that He has straightened my shoulder and the back. Praise the Lord!

The Test

Walking with Lord for 13^th months, I thought I am rest in Him well till 2 nights ago YC told me that every Christians has to go through this test given by the Daddy God. I become puzzled.

I thought in my life, since 20+ till 1+ years back, gone through depression for 3 years, till I used positive thoughts to get out, then when I quited my job when JC was 3 months old, hubby was retrenched the 2^nd time round. He was so unlucky that 3 previous companies he went all suffered financial problem. (Recession time) Then the 3 years of darkness attack.

Before the darkness attack, what we did was to think positive and look forward for the light to come. For hubby, he didn’t have a problem getting interviews; it was a matter of job matching. Luckily we have enough reserve to let us pull through. In fact, his relationship with JC gets better from the last 1 year stay at home.

As such, when YC told me that there is some more test coming my way before I am ready to service and with the test, my power will increase 3 times, I wonder if I have not had enough of tests. :P

Somehow, the thoughts of the coming test push me away from Daddy God instead. Then YC told me that Lord had corrected her, it should be trial and not test. Well, trial does sound better than test, but still, I wonder what it is.

I wonder is it that Daddy God will not be there when I face the trial. I was feeling down whenever this thought came. Lord asked me why I am bored, I also could not reply Him. Then after my driving lessons, I decided that I have enough of that feeling, I am not going to have it anymore!

I listened to worship songs and get connected with the Lord. Lord has taught me yesterday, that even when I next time in ministry, I must have the worship songs before prayers. He said worship songs will raise the Holy Spirit presence in people because in a congregation, there are mixed faith people, from no faith to strong in faith. The worship songs will bring the not so close one closer to Lord, thus releasing the faith and raise the presence of the Lord. This will help to prevent Satan from disturbing.

I have started meditate Psalm since yesterday, per day I am supposed to meditate one, according to Holy Spirit. Praise the Lord, what is revealed to me is full of joy. I know in future Jesus will rule the whole earth; He will bless everyone so much that all worship Him with great joy. I also know that Daddy God love me so much that He has no time to think about my sins. He looks at me according to His love for me. Praise the Almighty God!

With the worship songs and these revelations, I am now back to His arms and held close by Him again. Hallelujah!

Daddy God, thank You for caring so much for me. I love You. Smooches!

The Triumph God

Today NCC had their service in Indoor Stadium. Today sermon was very powerful. It about Hebrew 10:1-20. Pastor Prince talked about before Lord Jesus came to earth, in the heaven, He had already discussed the body that God had created for Him to dwell in.

In Hebrew10:5, ‘when Christ came into the world, he said:

“Sacrifice and offering you did not desire,

But a body you prepare for me;

With burnt offerings and sin offerings you were not pleased.’

‘Then he said,

“Here I am – it is written about me in the scroll –

I have come to do your will, O God.”’

In Hebrew 10:9-10, ‘He sets aside the first (old covenant) to establish the second (new covenant). And by that will, we have been made holy through the sacrifice of the body of Jesus Christ once for all.’

I could feel the triumph God being shown to the whole congregation. Many souls were saved. Father gave me an idea to go to Old Airport hawker centre to take our lunch, with sis and nephews. I did not know that actually, Lord has other plan for me. :D

At the food court, we first saw the Dare Ministry, and then we saw the Arrow Ministry young adults came. They sat around us and some of them, the leader and other under him came for the table that joined to ours.

Lord prompted me excited to talk to them and I shared our blessings with the young men. The guys got charged up by our sharing. I guess Lord want them to come closer for I heard one guy, the one that I talked to firstly, that the talks boost him up that Lord has something for him. Praise the Lord! After talking to them, we moved off and I asked Lord if it was His plan for me to share, He said yes!

Back home, I took a nap and when I woke up, I could feel something hovering above my head. Lord let me decide if I want to pray for it or read the bible. After a few minutes of pondering, I decided to pray in the spirit. After all, it’s about spending time with the Lord.

While praying, my thoughts moved to Su’s blessings and my future blessings. Then I pulled it back to think of the morning sermon. As I think of the great plan Father God has for us, man, to redeem us from what we cannot do ourselves, our sins, by sending Lord Jesus down to take over all our sins from that one perfect work on the cross. Praise the triumph God!

I was in great joy and laughter praying in the spirit, I could sense power was coming to my hands, I continue praying and Lord told me to close my eyes. Then He performed some hand movements and told me to totally submit my body and soul to him. When I did that, hallelujah! Lord Jesus manifested the full resurrection power into me. I could feel every cells of my whole body being touched by the spirit.

When it ended, Lord told me that I have the full resurrection power and I can heal the sick, cast out the devil and raise the dead now. I called Su to confirm via her Holy Spirit. Her HS double confirmed and told me to quickly finish my bible so that I could start my service end of the year! Praise the Almighty Lord!

Oh yeah, while worshiping Daddy God during the worship session in church this morning, Daddy God told me that He would let His Grace ran across me and all my infirmities had to leave my body. Praise the Triumph God!

Daddy God, thank You for giving me the full resurrection power even though I have only completed 1/3 of the bible. I will read faster so that I could be in service to You this year end. Praise Your Grace and Your Goodness. I don’t know what to say except that I will be faithful to Your commands and do Your will. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, thank You, Holy Spirit for your constant encouragement and thank You, Daddy God, for having such high hope on me. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

The Anointed One

3 nights ago, YC came in to chat with me and I found out my future directions. According to YC, Daddy God gave her vision of a not so nice place that Daddy wanted to send me. YC requested Daddy not to send me there because she did not want her friend, me, to suffer. Daddy told her that certain place He sending me to, the place not so nice, is not because he does not love me, but he needs me there to help Him spread His Words, at the same time, to train me to be stronger. Praise the Lord!

Daddy also told YC, that it was my wish to be in NCC as I am comfortable with the church; He is just giving me my wish. He is willing to let me start from there, but it is definitely not my permanent base. He said He is very democratic; all his children get to choose. That’s how good Daddy is.

As I was wondering on why I and not some other more anointed Pastor, Daddy came on to chat with me, below was the conversation, I was referring to a certain pastor:

Stephanie says: thought he always point to Jesus

Lord says: signed

Lord says: when people point to my son, it does not mean they are blessed by me!

Lord says: lots of people use my name and the name of my son.

Lord says: learn it fast.

Stephanie says: how to be consider bless by you

Lord says: blessed by me when they are, they have good life, but not the material stuff.

Stephanie says: Daddy, so where you want to send me

Lord says: will let you know when the time is right.

Lord says: just learn.

Stephanie says: you mean read bible

Lord says: remember, lots of pastors, church people will tell you they are blessed by me, or anointed by me.

Lord says: some are, some are not.

Lord says: some i long left them, but they still think i am with them.

Lord says: eyes to keep open to see.

Lord says: my words, you have to read.

Lord says: rather slow to my taste.

Stephanie says: how fast you want me to be

Lord says: speed you to pace, but slow cos the book has been with you for so long, and you are just where you are.

Lord says: read and learn. Hear and learn.

Stephanie says: ok

Lord says: i will send you lesson once in a while

Stephanie says: ok, thank you

Daddy God, thank You for having high hope on me. I will try to complete the bible faster. Holy Spirit, thank You very much for cheering me up with cute conversation when I can’t imagine how I am to step out of this comfort zone, at home, to get out to the world to serve Daddy. Lord, Thank You very much. Praise Your wonderful and Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Amen!

Su’s blessings

Last night, YC and I were talking about the place Su was keen in. Lord gave YC a vision of a house covered by wave. He also gave her the vision of Su’s future condo and a shop that He is blessing Su and her hubby. After the chat, Lord disclosed to me the money He is blessing her, instead of the S$2.4 mil, it is going to be $S4.8 million, Hallelujah!!!

Guess you are curious about Su’s blessing, here is it:

YC says: when u were talking about your sis and her house, i heard a voice.

YC says: then i saw something.....

YC says: so i don't think xxxxx is for her.

Stephanie says: what you heard and what you saw

YC says: when u were talking about the place, and the blessing. i heard 1 word. (when talking about su said Lord can bless the weather and the property)

YC says: no.

YC says: then i saw a vision.

YC says: Lord knows i better with vision than listen to him.

YC says: i saw a house in trouble with big wave covering it....

YC says: i never been to my friend place in xxxxxx, but usually, when a big wave cover something, usually mean things get wash away.

YC says: i subsequently saw another vision, a nice apartment .

YC says: has some seaview, but more like looking out from a bay.....

YC says: tall building.

YC says: she will not be staying at low floor

YC says: but the building in xxxxxx is not her, and it is not from lord.

YC says: i am sorry to say that, cos that was what i heard and saw.

Stephanie says: it's ok

Stephanie says: I just now was in a bit of doubt too

Stephanie says: bec if Lord send pple to tell you one thing, why tell her a different story

YC says: by the way, need to check something too.

YC says: here is a shop house

YC says: there is a shop house

YC says: like a corner shop house.

YC says: there is a small road for car to turn in.

YC says: any idea what was it? or what is it?

Stephanie says: where you get this from

YC says: i just saw it, like a picture in front of me! it just appear so clearly. Much clearer than the vision for your sis

Stephanie says: I do know that Lord is blessing sis n her dh a flower shop

YC says: no it came when u r talking about the 2.4 mil

Stephanie says: oic

YC says: i was unable to link this pic with the earlier vision.

YC says: the shop is like a gift shop.....

Stephanie says: Lord is blessing them a condo and a flower shop

YC says: it sells stuff like bible, christian music, and i saw some flower, but not that much

YC says: got VCD? or was it DVD?

Stephanie says: oh

YC says: i know how to describe it liao!

YC says: it was a corner shop on a building, not sure what building.

YC says: the road beside the shop link to some sort of car park. so easy access

YC says: to the shop.

Stephanie says: ic

YC says: the shop sells stuff that are related to christian things - bible,

YC says: music, books, etc

YC says: it has a small corner with flowers -m not sure if it is real flower or not.....

YC says: the front of the shop is made of glass.....

YC says: very nicely made up, and nicely decorated.

YC says: the shop made people feel comfortable, and has very nice ambient.

YC says: by the way, the shop is not small ok.

Lord says: 1 last message.

Lord says: i can bless you for what you want, as that is what you want.

Lord says: not what I want you to have.

Lord says: sometime i have better things for you.

Lord says: but it not necessary will turn up the way you want.

Lord says: but in the long run, you will know that what i want for you is better than what you want for yourself.

Lord says: i wrote that...for her! (sis, the above is what Lord told you!!!)

Lord says: before she goes to bed and sleep.

Stephanie says: oh so this for YC

Lord says: not for her (YC), for you.

Stephanie says: Me?

Lord says: and your sister.

Stephanie says: oh

Lord says: i can give her what she wants, but not necessary it is what i want for her.

Stephanie says: thought me is serving you

Lord says: for you to tell her!

Stephanie says: ok

Lord says: as what i want for her - will not be the same as she wants.

Stephanie says: ok

Stephanie says: praise You, Lord

Lord says: she must understand that. i have my plan, but if she insist on having it her way, it is fine.

Lord says: but it is not the best for her.

Lord says: she has not learnt to totally listen to me.

Stephanie says: I know

Lord says: tell her.

Stephanie says: ok, I will

Stephanie says: thank You very much, Lord

Daddy God, Thank You for taking good care of Su and I. Thank You for loving us so so much. Praise Your Almighty Name! Hallelujah! Amen!

Your Way or Mine

I was chatting with YC on Su’s blessing. As her blessing is coming, she is looking around for condos, even keen in one which Lord has told YC that it was not a good location. Just as we were ending the chat, Lord came in to get me to tell Su the below. I guess as you walk your life in Christ, you might face the same issue too. So here I share what the Lord has for Su:

“I can give her what she wants, but not necessary it is what I want for her.

As what I want for her - will not be the same as she wants.

She must understand that. I have my plan, but if she insist on having it her way, it is fine.

But it is not the best for her. She has not learnt to totally listen to me.”

Just from reading the bible, just completed reading Samuel 1 and now on Samuel 2, I can see from during Moses time to now Samuel, Lord has told the people what He wanted best for them. Many a time, we don’t know what lies ahead in the future; we make our decision based on the current situations. We can sometime be so stubborn to accept others idea, for what we see and what we like, most time, it’s not God’s way.

From reading the bible, besides learning about Daddy God, Lord Jesus Goodness, I also learn that I must follow Lord’s command to the T, not what I think it should be, but what Lord has said.

I pray that your eyes will open brighter to see what Daddy God has for you, may the ear in your heart listen to Daddy God carefully and walk His way for the best of what you can get for yourself. I pray in Jesus Almighty Name! Amen!

I am FULL

I came to the Lord 13 months ago because I could not find the peace I had much needed. In church, I learnt that the lion does not go devour everyone. They only go for those who allowed him to enter their lives. In my discovery class I learnt about devil CANNOT touches me.

Even as I listen and listen to these messages, but in my 13 months of Christian life, on off I do get attacks. I started applying Jesus blood and manifesting the Lord’s hand to protect myself and judge the adversaries.

I thought I had fully covered myself in protection. But on Saturday morning, as I saw a man smoking away at the swimming pool, at the end of JC’s lesson, this thought about he wasting his life away and an image of black dried lungs appeared. I just tell myself aiyoh, why that guy didn’t stop that, little did I know I had accepted that thought into my life and opened the door for d to come in to grab hold of my lungs with lots of palm sized spider-liked creatures, they caused me to almost bend down in pain and weakened me.

Through this attack, I thank Lord that He has been faithful and helped me to get rid of those creatures during my evening prayer in the spirit. The pain has departed me as at today. I learnt something from this attack, I realised that I did not guard my thoughts, did not put it in line with God’s word.

Lord told me to listen to this sermon, “The power of the Ever-Cleansing Blood”, preached by Pastor Prince in 24^th June 2007. When I first listened to this sermon in church, I was thinking, I know my sins are all taken away by Lord Jesus and Daddy God does not impute any more sins, as such, I didn’t not pays much attention to the nuggets of the message that I need.

Today after listening, I realised that Lord Jesus has for every minutes, and every seconds cover me in Jesus blood. I need not cover myself in the blood, what I need is to thank Him for covering me. Praise the Lord!

From the above revelation, it leads me to realise that since Lord has covered me in Jesus blood, there is no way adversary could attack me. It’s my thinking that opens the door to them and allows them to come in and attack me. Today, I finally realise there is no way the lion could devour me at all! Praise the Almighty Lord, Jesus!

From the above revelation, I also realised that since the blood of Jesus fully covered me every single seconds, there is no way that sickness can stay on my body, since Jesus blood has no sin, sickness, which is a judgment, cannot exits.

With this revelation, I could feel Lord now fully occupy my body, soul and spirit. What my discovery teacher, Deacon Anthony told us that when our mindset come in line with the words of God, Holy Spirit in the spiritual realm, could then get out from there and touches my soul and then my body. I could feel a strong presence of the Lord in me now. Praise the Almighty Lord.

Lord in me, Holy Spirit, told me that I am now full; He said I am a matured Christian now. Praise His Holy Name! Like what was said in the sermon, the blood of Jesus covers every part of me, and then the water, aka Holy Spirit, will go on top of it. Praise the Lord; this is what I am experiencing right now. I could feel Lord enhancing my brain, clearing the blockage. I could feel the whole body so full of the spirit right now. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, I thank You for the wonderful revelation. I thank You that now You could touch all my dead body parts and make them alive again. Lord, thank You very much! Praise Your wonderful sweet name! Amen!

Here is a hymm by Frances Ridley Havergal that goes well with my current stand with the Lord:

Like a river glorious, is God’s perfect peace,

Over all victorious in its bright increase;

Perfect, yet it floweth fuller every day,

Perfect, yet it groweth deeper all the way.

Hidden in the hollow of His blessed hand,

Never foe can follow, never traitor stand;

Not a surge of worry, not a shade of care,

Not a blast of hurry touch the spirit there.

Every joy or trial falleth from above,

Traced upon our dial by the Son of Love;

We may trust Him fully all for us to do-

They who trust Him wholly find Him wholly true.

Chorus:

Stayed upon Jehovah,

Hearts are fully blessed-

Finding, as He promised,

Perfect peace and rest.

Pampered by the Lord

How many of you like to have a rich daddy that loves to shower you will all kinds of gifts. Whatever you thought, He will sure get it done. Have you encounter such? In my earthy father, I have yet to encounter it. With hubby, live is comfortable. Now with Daddy God, wow, whatever I feel like having, just a thought in the mind, He satisfies me. Daddy God is such a caring God. Hallelujah!

I am listening to a CD I just bought from church. This CD is “a touch of His presence 1”. This CD was sold long ago, when I have no idea. I just know that since NCC sell “a touch of His Presence 2”, there must have a part 1 around. I was just thinking how good if they put it on sales again, and there it goes, church re-sell it the past 2 weeks. I have just bought it today.

Last night, I was reading through what Daddy God told me in February through YC, about my heal power and how my prayer will be guided. I was pondering about how my prayer will be guided and wonder how powerful healing power I may have. As I was doing my prayer in the spirit and spending time with the Lord, there were some hand actions guided by the Holy Spirit. When I finished praying, I could feel Lord’s presence right outside, on my body, the outer court. I talked to Him and He answered using my mouth. Praise the Lord. He told me I have the resurrection power in me. Hallelujah!

I was having an attack around my lower rib cage area; it was a sharp biting on pain. Lord prayed for me, He even lead in a few other prayers, to let me experience His leading me.

Last month, I was wondering how He anoints the worship team to sing. Lord was so good, that night, while I was praying in the spirit, He raised my voice to very low and then to higher and higher tone, to let me experience His anointing on the voice.

There was one time I was wondering why church hardly mention “Jesus is Lord”. That Sunday, I heard it mentioned. I was thinking those sitting in the main auditorium could see the worship team get ready, those in the overflow rooms could not see. Haha..that coming Sunday, the camera pan around the stage showing the happening there.

There were many other thoughts that Lord satisfied me too. He did not tell that He was going to do it. Usually, I noticed it the next time I went church. He also satisfies me when I wanted a study bible and He got YC to bless me. When I wanted a Chinese cum English bible, He got WK to bless me. He let me bless this bible to my eldest sis, AD, haha..it is actually for me to read when I am at her house. Praise the Lord!

For my house, I have thought long before I come to Christ, that I wanted such a house that I could plant vegetables and fruit tree. This I told hubby early in marriage. I have forgotten about it, but Lord didn’t, even though I was not with Him then. His recent reveal of the house, it is my dream house. Praise the Lord!

Lord is so caring not to let His blessing toppled me. He first told me about the house, and when He sure that I will not be cocky about it; He then told me the cost of the house that He wants to bless me. Could you believe it? He said it’s S$40 million. I will wait for it to be realised. Praise the Almighty Daddy God for being such a Lavish and Sweet and Lovely Daddy. He is one who I can only dream of having, but I have Him now. Praise the Almighty God, who is so sweet and so caring and so lovely.

And you know what? Lord told me Daddy God wants to take care of me. Yes, I could feel it. For His blessing of my car, He told me that I will go and collect it when time comes. For this house, He also said He will get it ready; I just need to go in and live. Am I being bless like the prodigal son in the bible? Yes, I feel like one. Thank You, Daddy God! *smooches*

Appraisal from Heaven

This few days, Lord keeps telling me that I have done a good job. I was wondering what I had done. I was not even aware what that I have done so good to get the praise. Lord even said Daddy God loves me very much. :P Praise the Lord.

Today, out of curiosity, I finally ask Lord to tell me what I have done well. Lord told me that I have been counseling lots of people and bringing lots of lost sheep back to Daddy God. He is very happy. Praise the Lord!

Actually, I have not done much. From the first day started listening to Pastor Prince’s sermons till so hungry that I borrowed from a ex-care group member lots of sermons, from 2006 sermons to way back to 2002 sermons. I enjoyed listening to them one by one. Sometime, in a day I could even complete to listen to a few of them.

It was out of this fullness of sowing my inner man that I find it hard to keep my mouth shut. I was/am so excited by the Gospel that whoever that keen to open their ears and pay attention to me, I can talk and talk none stop. Hehe…

Whoever comes to me with a problem, I always point them to Jesus. I will keep pointing to Jesus till they turn back to Daddy God. But, I have never considered all these as I am doing the job because Holy Spirit, who is in me, is the one that has been working through me. I am not the one doing; I just rest in Him only.

So, it surprised me that these few days Lord keeps praising me. Hehe, my appraisal for staying close to Daddy God for the past 1 year and letting Him comes through me. :D

Daddy God, thank You for being so kind and so sweet. It’s not me who is doing the work. You are the one, yet You praise me for it. Glory to Your Sweet Name, Lord Jesus. Amen!

Year of Jubilee

Last night, I was so glad to go for the bible study. Wow, it’s the Year of Jubilee!!! Hallelujah! Sabbath Year happen once every 7 years, 7 times * 7 years of Sabbath = 49 years = Year of Jubilee. It will be a 3 year of blessings. This Jewish year is 5768, 5+7+6+8 = 26. The numeric number of God’s name, Yud Hei Vau Hei, is also 26. This means this year also is the Year of the Lord! Hallelujah!!!

Last evening Holy Spirit in Su told her that heaven has started their celebration last evening. The Jewish New Year, Rosh Hashanah, started from last evening 6pm. Pastor Prince shared that now Jubilee is the person, Lord Jesus Christ! Praise the Lord!

From Psalm 126: 1-2, ‘When the Lord brought back the captives to Zion, we were like men who dreamed. Our mouths were filled with laughter, our tongues with songs of joy.’ We are to proclaim our liberty, as such, Lord Jesus when He perfectly and completely being judged for our sins, He proclaimed “It is Done!”. We are to proclaim that we have return to our procession – strong, healthy, wealthy and wisdom. We are to have good opinion of God. We are to know that Daddy God has good opinion for us too.

From Levi 25: 18-22, It said that the blessing is a commanded blessing from the Lord, it is sure to happen. Now I know why Daddy God said my baby will sure to live because she is a commanded blessing from the Lord! Lord has told me early this year that her name is Elisa. Last night, I learnt that Eli means my God and sha means save. So together, my baby name means My God saves her!!! Praise the Lord!

From 2 King 6, the axe head dropped into the water. Axe head is made of iron, iron root word is from olive tree. Elisha asked where the location was and threw the stick into the water. Stick speaks of tree. Lord Jesus died on tree (the cross) to redeem us from Adam curse. The iron floated up. So now we are free from the curse and have been called into liberty.

Lord has shared with me His blessings for me after the service. Below is my chat with YC and Lord gives her a clearer vision of my blessings:

Stephanie says: Lord told me my blessing for the next 3 yrs, He said I will have a hse, with garden to plant fruits trees and vege, my parents in great health, my husband very loving towards me, 2 joyful girls. Lord also show me the great magnitude of sickness that waiting for me to go free them

YC says: mmm....not in singapore then right?

Stephanie says: in Singapore. haha...do you think I am having a plantation area:D no lah, just a small area for this joy will do

YC says: oh....i saw differently ma…i saw a big garden with lots of flowers, bushes, fruits trees, and some part is vegetable growing.

Stephanie says: wow, that would be nice too

Stephanie says: you said you saw? vision?

YC says: when u says that, that was the image that pops up.

Stephanie says: wow

YC says: to me in Singapore no place for such a house...i saw a house like a cottage, with nice garden....yummm....

YC says: tell u honestly, i don't think is Singapore, as the weather is rather nice. Cannot see the weather la....just that i see roses growing very well.....so the weather has to be nice for roses to grow so well. Unless the roses mean something else that i don't know.

Stephanie says: if it grows well, it's Lord's blessing on them

YC says: ok....

Stephanie says: wow, what a lovely hse Lord is blessing me

Stephanie says: I feel so blessed

YC says: hehehehehe...good right?

Stephanie says: yeah

Stephanie says: heaven on earth

YC says: :D

Stephanie says: is this the hse you see in January where many pple come n go, where I have lots of food in the kitchen

YC says: ya. the food u serve in the kitchen are natural, and home grown. Hey I know what it means liao!

Stephanie says: wow

YC says: home grown food - vege, fruits. They are grown by you, and you serve them as food.

YC says: God's words are like food. They are not like what we eat now.

YC says: got chemical or other stuff. So the foods are original, so is from God.

Stephanie says: wow

Stephanie says: that sound real nice

YC says: the reason just hit me like a brick

YC says: hahahaha

YC says: felt like someone just wack my head.

Stephanie says: haha...the other night, Lord did say need to knock your head at time

Father God, thank You for blessing me such a pretty house. Thank You for giving me a piece of heaven on earth to live in. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Your Name is so beautiful!

Prayer

Recently, I asked YC what she prays and Lord gives her peace at work. She told me that she says this prayer daily, before going to work or before meetings:

Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ, I pray that all negative energy, negative element, evil forces in this room will be bundled up by You, and throw it out of the building so it will have no effect on me.

I pray that You will open up the heart of everyone in this room, so that I may find favour in their eyes. Please send Your angel to guide my mouth, so that I will only say what You want me to say.

Thank You that You grant me the necessary strength, wisdom, patient, and clarity to pass through today, that I may do my work well. I also ask that the room and the building be cover by Jesus blood. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen.

WK has wanted me to put this prayer here so that she could refer to it when needed. I have suggested to her to pray it daily. For YC, she has not been praying it when she comes to this new company till she faces issues. She told me about it and then I ask if she has been praying. So she resumes and found favour even with bosses.

WK has commented that she does not want to be religious. YC said it is just like talking to parents, not religious. I told her not to wait for problem to surface then pray for protection. It is more of us thanking Daddy God for His provision. Whenever I pray, I don’t think it as I must do this or that. I thank Lord for His goodness from my heart.

WK asked me how I feel when I failed to do it. For me, when I do not pray like sometime, I was tired or distracted and face issues, I just resume it. I do not feel anything. I will not feel condemnation as condemnation is taken away by Lord Jesus and Father God does not condemn us anymore. WK feels that YC will feel condemn when I remind her about her prayer. I checked with YC, YC told me that she just resume praying. It’s like talking to our parents, do we feel condemn when we do not talk to our parents? NO!

This world is negative by natural. When you don’t say anything, it will move towards negative. On days I did not pray in the spirit, 1st day still ok, and 2nd day numbness on Father’s love. 3^rd day attack comes. It’s about being conscious of who we are in Lord.

Actually I enjoy praying in the spirit. It like spending time with the Lord and it brings great joy to me. This intimacy is a relationship the Lord established with me. Praise the Lord. Lord Jesus, Your Name is above all names and You are a wonderfully lovely God.

Heavenly Father Blessings

This morning, I am sharing with WK about many of my care group members get blessed by Daddy God. 2 of them got ipod, 1G and 80G, one couple was blessed with a big field in Tampines Safra to expand his football coaching business. One lady’s father went through heart bypass. Normal patients usually wake up in 2 days. Her father did not, she keep singing worship songs on healing to her father. 8 days later, finally her father eyes were opened, even though the eyes did not move. He has just been discharged. Praise the Lord!

WK is asking me on how they receive their blessings, if they need to confess Father’s love. Generally, most of my group members know about Daddy God loves them, just that different degree of faith. Below is what I tell WK about blessings from the Lord and she feels that I should post here. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God knows what you want in your heart. As you daily listen/read His words and do it, means follow His way of life, blessings will come, eg my BMW car, hubby has declared that he is not going to pay for my usage of the car. I am not earning yet, what can I do? I could feel the lack and hopelessness like Peter in the Book of John when faced with 5000 people to feed with 5 small barley loaves of bread and 2 small fish.

I know My Daddy in Heave is rich and His Grace is RICH too. So I trust that He will provide me and rest in His Peace and do not worry about it. It was only recent 2 days that Lord told me that He is giving me 50K for my family trip to Israel and Sweden and maintenance of the car. Praise the Lord! Su daily send blessings for health and prosperity for the husband’s shop. On days she did not send, the business in the shop is not that good and brother-in-law will sure ask for it.

Blessings come chasing from behind, we should not look to it. We keep on learning what Daddy God has sent Lord Jesus to do for us, a very Perfected Work on the Cross and as the more you know that, plus whatever Lord said we are not to do, don’t be afraid and don’t be troubled, even when problem surface. Continue trusting in Him, He sure go in front to fight off your enemy like what He did for the Israeli.

What Su and I did were, whenever we heard about the things that can affect blessings from flowing through, we don’t do, even in time of trouble. Look to Lord Jesus provision, not to the problem and all things will work well. It is not that we are more blessed than anyone. Father God has enough blessings for everyone. It is that a lot of you block your own blessings from flowing through.

It is like positive thinking but this depends on self efforts and little results. With God factor, amazing things happen. For God blessings always in abundance and it brings good feelings with it.

By the way, it is not need to confess Father’s love or not. It is when you are so full of the Goodness of Lord that your mouth will automatically open to praise His Goodness. Keep on listening to sermon; seed your soul till your inner man is nourished. What Pastor Prince shared is exactly in the bible. You just keep listening and listening till you get all in.

This week, KCM shared about how Kenneth Copeland and Gloria walk their life with the Lord, from nothing to something. You can go listen. Today sermon, I hear that declaring Jesus is Lord is not we saying it. It is when it seeded into the soul and Lord in us declares it.

Lord Jesus, thank You for sharing this post, may this be seed to all the readers and brings them close to You. I pray in the Name of Jesus. Amen.

Conversation with the Lord

Since January this year that Lord chatted with me twice through YC, He had not been chatting with me anymore. Last night, YC was wondering about what was the voice referring to in our previous night chatting, where I had an attack.

Last night, she chatted with me again to find out what that voice was referring to. I have no idea as she said it was just before the attack happened. As we were chatting, suddenly, I could not understand what YC was referring to. Then I realised Lord had come on her to chat with me again. Hallelujah!

Here is the conversation:

Lord says: i said i did not anoint that pastor!

Lord says: this gal sometime cannot understand me

Lord says: must knock her head once in a while.....

Lord says: :D

Stephanie says: what anoint that pastor

Stephanie says: dun get you

Lord says: u have to learn faster....i have work for you.....

Lord says: when u two were chatting about a pastor, i said "No i did not" u were referring to some pastor

Lord says: i was with him, now i am not.

Lord says: y so quiet?

Lord says: you been wanting to talk to me.....

Stephanie says: trying to understand what is written

Lord says: dear child, is me, not her.....she is having a headache, won't know what she is typing

Stephanie says: oh..Lord you mean it's you

Stephanie says: ok

Stephanie says: you mean the feng shui that I said you told pastor mark, not from you

Lord says: i had to show her the vision, as she makes no sense to what i was telling her

Lord says: not from me.....

Lord says: not from me......

Stephanie says: oh the voice not from you

Lord says: there was something surrounding you.....

Lord says: so i told her not me...she could not get it, so i show her the vision.....

Stephanie says: you mean yesterday

Stephanie says: ic

Lord says: last night....

Stephanie says: ok

Stephanie says: thank you Lord

Lord wanted me to read my bible faster. I will try to obey it. Praise the Almighty Lord! Father God, thank You for blessing my evening and let me have a good rest. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

Lord, You are FAITHFUL

Yesterday, New Creation Church, NCC, announced the location of the new church we are building at one north. The building looks good, but will be further for me in term of MRT access, at Bona Vista MRT, but will only take around 25mins by car according to street directory. No wonder Lord want me to pick up driving. :D

I thought that Sunday will be an uneventful day; oh man….it didn’t turn out as what I thought! Around 10pm, I was thinking of listening to a sermon, but Lord told me to pray in the spirit first. I obeyed and prayed.

Then YC came online to chat with me, she told me that she had this urge to chat with me even though she was busy. I told her my church new location. She told me about that area has strong negative forces around. She used to work there before this new company. They had formed a Christian group to pray to counter the dark forces. But she said that a lot of the Christian was afraid and withdrew. This was because those who came to pray or lead, they were attacked with sickness and death. She said they had pray for a church to go there since last year!

I told her, my church is a radical grace church. With Lord Jesus strong presence there, all evil forces around have to give way. It was then Lord gave YC a vision. She told me she saw dark smoke coming in and lingering around a white curtain. She asked if I have any at home. She also asked if there was any chair or bed next to it. Yes, JC was sleeping in her room!

I started praying in the spirit and YC told me the dark smoke remained at the curtain. I then plead the blood of Jesus on the curtain and manifest the Lord’s hand on the curtain. Then YC said the dark smoke moved to the top of the curtain. She also told me there was a black shadowed man standing outside the window. I decided to plead the bloodline of Jesus around my house unit. YC told me that the black man had moved up. I then plead the bloodline of Jesus around my whole block of flat. All these while, I was praying in the spirit.

At this point, YC told me that she had a funny vision and I should see it. She said that that black man touched the building and as if his finger was burnt. He then flew off. Phew, it was then my prayer slow down to a stop. Praise the Almighty Lord!

Lord just now praise that I am good against satan, haha. I told Him that it’s not I am good. It’s because Lord Jesus is GOOD and His BLOOD works!

Lord Jesus, Heavenly Daddy, thank You for Your Perfect Work on the cross. Your finished work have keep me in Your safety net. Praise Your Almighty Name! Amen!

PS: here are the prayers I prayed:

In the Name of Jesus, I plead the blood of Jesus on the curtain. Lord, manifest your Lord’s hand on the curtain, so as to bless the curtain and judge the adversary. Amen.

Lord, I plead the bloodline of Jesus around my house unit (address), I pray in Jesus Name.

Lord, I plead the bloodline of Jesus around the whole block of my flat in (address), I pray in Jesus Name.

Blessed be the Lord God Almighty

For those of you readers that have been following my blog, guess you are familiar with my wanting of a baby girl and got cheated once by the d. I know that Daddy God will sure bless me one. That’s for sure, for I know all His answers are Yes and Amen. This was what attracted me to come to Him in the first place, last year.

Regarding this baby, last month, when hubby and I was trying out, Lord did tell me that He was blessing me a baby. I actually told Lord that I don’t want to know when the baby would come since d always used it to cheat and confuse me.

However, August, out of curiosity, I asked Lord again. That was after He told me a few times of “Father God wants to bless you…” without saying what Daddy God wants to bless me. When He told me Daddy God had blessed me a baby, I was half believe half doubt, as you know, once bitten twice shy.

Next few days, Lord talked to me in the voice that I could recognize and could confirm the news really was from Him. The moment I shared out this news, that night, a force came and shook my tummy up n down. It further confirmed I do have a baby and d tried to upset it. There are few times of menstrual camps too. Previously, for my normal menstruation I do not have such feelings, so I am sure it’s not the usual one.

Yesterday, Lord assured me many times, …wow, this song from Bob Fitts – Is that really you, O Lord, really reflects my shaky believes in this baby. Ok, back to the topic, Lord told me, Yes, Father God did bless me the baby, keep assuring me that my baby is inside me. He even said that whatever the devil did – the menstruation, he will not succeed against His blessing, for it’s a sow and harvest principal, I got this baby from my sowing, in term of tithing, so there is no way d could remove it.

Silly me still not sure, for usually when I see bleeding, I associate it to chance of having baby gone. Last night, I prayed to Lord, if the baby is inside me, show a vision to YC, to confirm it. Last night YC msn with me, Lord gave her a vision of my girl.

Here was what she saw on the vision Lord gave to her:

I saw a pretty little gal bouncing away happily and very full of life

with a really nice dress that has pink edges

hair like semi blond?

very cheerful too.

well, steph, if this gal is your next child, you are going to very busy!

the gal I saw very active, run around the house like a rocket!

also very talkative, very full of life.

jumping up and down.

talk n talk n talk

active as in how to describe it, it is like u can't keep up with her.

she was talking to u.

non-stop!

Haha, I was so happy last night when I read the above. Just now, doubts came on again, the thoughts was about if this confirmation is from d or Lord, just as the thoughts came, Lord played this song, Blessed be the Lord God Almighty, from Bob Fitts. Praise the Lord!

Now, I am sure, YES, the baby girl is in me, No Matter what ever tricks d is working out to upset it, NO, he is not going to be successful. My Daddy God is a Strong and Almighty God, He will sure Protects my baby girl. Daddy God said she is a Miracle Baby. Yes, I believe in Him. I am now waiting for the day I can confirm her with my test kit.

Daddy God, thank You so so much, You know of my doubts, yet, You never get angry, You continue assuring me time and time again. Till I now very sure the Blessing is from You! Hallelujah! Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Your Name is above all names and You are so beautiful! I love You, Daddy God! *smooches*

The Lord is Graceful

Yesterday, Su told me that her hubby called and told her that the business at the flower shop was pretty low. Su pray to Daddy God as she knew that Daddy God is very Graceful God. She prayed for Daddy God to bless her hubby’s shop with business. After she prayed, a man entered the shop and ordered a big order of flowers. Praise the Lord!

For me, recently had been attack by sickness, first with high fever and tension headache first from back part of the head and today just behind my eyes to the forehead. I took Holy Communion, even cast out the pain in the name of Jesus and even took panadol. The pain remained till I listened to the anointed worship songs and took a nap, with Lord promised to heal me. Now the pain is gone. Praise the Lord!

My period come today, but heard that the baby is still there, well, I will verify it when possible. If my baby is still there, she is sure a miracle baby. Praise the Lord!

Lord has not changed

From my bible reading of how Lord Jesus led the Israeli out from Egypt, and from my personal and others I counseled, I could see Lord is still the same, yesterday, today and forever. Praise the Lord!

For the Israeli, the original generation did not believe Lord even though He had shown numerous miracles to them. Lord was angry with them and banned this generation from entering the promised land of milk and honey. 40 years later, when all the current generation had died, Lord then lead the new generation into the Promised Land.

I could see this same way from the blessings in my life, Su’s life and from YC, WK, Kr and a lot others I encountered.

Lord is a loving, kind and gentle God. Ever since Lord Jesus had come to earth and died at the cross for us, the human race, Lord’s anger has shortened a lot, even to hardly exist. He has no more wait for a generation to pass and bless only the descendants as in Moses time.

Today, He eagerly wants His children to run back to Him. Like Moses time, when the Israeli doubted Him and complained a lot, Lord still lead them around the desert, and bless them with food and water. In today world, even when child of God like any of us doubt about Him, He will still bless us in some way to let us know about His goodness and come close to Him. Of course, the promise land of milk and honey, the land of abundance, will only realised if you believe in Him and walk His way.

From Su’s life and my life, the different between us was, Su trusted Lord Jesus from day 1 when she accepted Christ. I have told her that to see her blessings come, she must believe in Lord Jesus. She chooses to believe in Him and walk His way, trusting Him to protect her and helps her clear her problems. Holy Spirit started talking to Su also from day 1. Her blessing is coming on her 1 year walk with the Lord. Praise the Lord!

For me, my initial months of Christian life was fighting the darkness, though I trust the Lord to deliver me, I did doubt about Lord here and there, especially when I totally could not feel about Him then. It was when I won my battle and started trusting Lord, around December last year, that Holy Spirit then started talking to me. As I walk closely to God’s way, my blessing of my car, as Lord had promised, is in December, 1 year from the month I started trusting Him fully. However, as I stepped into my 1 year of Christian life, Lord also has just blessed me my dream girl. This time round I truly believe my baby is in me and will be a strong and healthy one. I will test it a few weeks time to confirm.

YC has been a strong believer too. Lord has been blessing her with lots of goodness in her work area, increments and promotions. Lord also has been healing her body.

Kr had scolded God previously and still accusing God of loving her lesser, she has not seen much of the blessings, but as she discarded the law way of doing good to get bless and started trusting Lord, Lord has started blessing her a bit. The big blessing will come when she come close to Him.

For WK, whenever she doubt, the blessings is delayed, but I know Lord surely will deliver. Praise the Lord.

There are many others children of God, who wonder where their great break through are. Maybe you could see some light from our lives.

Father God, thank You for continue to remain faithful and loving to us, children of God. I praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Amen!

Lord’s blessings

Finally, the month of September arrives, Sis, Su is excited and waiting patiently for condo blessing to arrive. I will not tell you the date; I have told her that after she receives the money and buy her condo then tell others about the blessing. There are too many people eying for that money. :P

Seem like this month, she is approaching her 1 year of Christian life, is the start of the blessings flowing in. Last week, her hubby, who rarely gave her money to spend, gave her $500 to buy clothes.

Su spent $300+ to buy some clothes and kept the rest. Her hubby upon seeing her clothes told her that they are not nice enough. On Saturday, he brought her to buy some more clothes and a pair of shoes. Wow, when Daddy God bless, it always in abundance.

This morning, Lord even told her that the amount that He is going to bless her is just a tiny amount in His Kingdom. Praise the Lord! :D

Lately, JC started having fever again, from Friday. I let her took a few Holy Communions daily, but the fever keep on coming back till the whole of Saturday. On Saturday night, my patient running out that I seriously told the d, which causes the fever, to die at root and get out. I let JC took another round of HC and my hubby also gave her fever medicine around 9pm. She went to sleep after that.

I prepared my tithing and wrote on the tithing envelop that I thank Lord that the fever is no longer on her but on Him at the cross 2000 years ago. I thank Lord for the healing of her. Praise the Lord, this morning, the fever finally departed from her for good. Hallelujah!

Last night, I had wanted to write about thanking the Lord for the baby, but I did not pen it down as the letter was already full of words, as prayer for my parents to come close to Lord too.

This morning, during worship time, I felt some menstrual clamp coming on. I choose not to honor it and continue worshiping the Lord Jesus; I trusted Lord Jesus will take care of the baby for me as I had pleaded the blood of Jesus over the baby and the womb. Praise the Lord, the discomfort ceased after the worship. When time to put my tithing into the offer bag, Lord said it was a sowing for my baby too. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, thank You for taking good care of JC and me and the rest of my families members. I know I can rest in You and continue to trust You to deliver me from glory to glory. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Thank You, Holy Spirit, Lord thank You for leading me closely. Amen!

God is Your Refuge

I just completed reading the book of Deuteronomy. There is a sharing about Daddy God that I would like to share with you. What it commented on Daddy God is true, as that’s my daily walk with Jesus. Here it goes:

Deuteronomy 33 ‘There is no one like the God of Jeshurun, who rides on the heavens to help you and on the clouds in his majesty. The eternal God id your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms…Blessed are you, O Israel! Who is like you, a people saved by the Lord? He is your shield and helper and your glorious sword’ (Deuteronomy 33:26-27, 29).

What an amazing picture! God rides on the heavens to help you. He is your refuge. His arms are holding you up, no matter how heavy your load, how difficult your circumstances, or how strong your fears. God not only fights for you but also provides you with a safe refuge. He actually fights in your place whole you rest in the safety He gives. He shields you, saves you, and gain victory for you.

As you pray, ask God to show you how this passage applies to your life right now. Think specific challenges you face. Picture yourself in His loving protection as He fights your battles for you. Don’t try to face your challenges alone. God doesn’t want that. Whenever you try to go out on your own strength, He is grieved because you are not allowing Him to do for you all that He longs to do. He is grieved because you make yourself more vulnerable to Satan’s attack. Every time you ask God for help, He will rush to your side, and the enemy will be forced to flee from you.

I like to add this comment:

Recently, I was searching to see if there is any information on Pastor Mark on the web that I came upon this blog that compares New Creations Church (NCC) to City Harvest (CH). As I continue reading, the author was writing about my Pastor, Pastor Prince, from NCC was preaching too much Grace, the so called “unbalance”, while CH has balanced Grace Message with Law message.

He would go to his church for the morning service and come to NCC for the afternoon service. From his disclose on the blog, I can see that he thought that God blessing is no longer exist. I could see that He is trying to understand God, but the more books and mixture of message he is receiving, he got into too much trying to analyze God that he does not know how to come close to God.

I was sharing about him to WK. WK told me that he was like the previous her. WK said that she had moved from her old church to NCC for 3-4 years. She felt bad to leave the old cell group. So, she would attend service from NCC and attend the old cell group meeting. From these 2 sources, she got confused message that keep her a distance from God. She said that she decided to drop the old cell group and to trust the Grace of God fully around the time I newly became Christian. She said that it was then that more blessings came upon her and she could feel the love of Daddy God. Praise the Lord!

WK made a interesting remarks. She said that, she didn’t listen to the ex-church sermon, just going to the cell group, she already felt so confused. This guy, who goes for his church service on Law; how to do good to get bless, and then come to NCC to listen to the Grace message, to believe the Lord and He would bless us undeserving favours, will be more confuse than her.

Yes, I agree with WK, from reading his blog, I don’t find the joy of the Lord in there. No wonder he thought that Daddy God no longer blessing us. Hope he believe in the bible, where Lord God said that He does not like the old, Moses covenant. He wants us to go for the new covenant; He wrote that the only task we need to do is to believe in Jesus, can be found in Book of John.

Father God, not by power, not by might, but by your spirit, may you lead this child of God back to you. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen.