Divine Appointment

Over the weekend, Lord told me to go with Karen to pray for her client’s mum, who has stage 4 cancers. Lord told me He wanted salvation, He said when the person said, “Jesus, save me.” She will be saved. We arranged to go Changi General Hospital to visit her today.

I get to know this client’s mum is non believer, I did wonder the success rate of getting her to let me pray over her. Today, she rejected the prayer, even when I want to pray that her pain and discomfort to be removed. So, no choice, we decided to leave. As we were leaving, Kr wanted to wash her hands, I decided to take a seat at the nearby waiting area.

There was this lady smiling at me, then I realised it’s WK’s cousin! Her father has checked in due to unconsciousness at home on Sunday night. She was glad to meet me and wanted me to pray for her father. So I went over.

This time round, I prayed for WK’s uncle lungs to be healed and even get his daughter to pray for manifestation of the Lord’s hand and plead Jesus blood over her dad daily. Lord used the latest prayer that He prayed when He came to complete my healing power anointing on Sunday. I could recognize similarity there.

While there, WK 2^nd auntie was around. WK’s mum had told me about her 2^nd sister, who has not accepted Christ, had some sickness and weak limbs. Today it’s Lord’s arrangement for me to meet them. I lay hand on this lady. After praying, I was teaching her to thank Jesus for healing her when Kr told her to say “Jesus, save me.” I had forgotten about Lord wanted salvation. Glad that Kr mentioned it. WK’s 2^nd auntie said it, praise the Lord, she has accepted Christ!!!

I was telling WK when I reached home that she told me about her uncle. She said, last week, the uncle condition only greatly improved when the doctor came over and wanted to check his cancer condition. He told the doctor that Jesus had taken away his cancer! Praise the Lord. When he said that, his daughter commented that it was then his condition greatly improved and he could walk to the toilet. So, it seem that when one agreed with what Lord Jesus had done on the cross, Holy Spirit will make sure it come to past. Praise the Almighty Lord!

WK 1^st auntie, whom I had prayed for her eyes operation will be successful and in perfect vision, was there at the hospital. The family told me that she has some large intestine problem and wanted me to lay hand on her. Somehow, Lord is not that keen to heal her immediately. He wanted her to come close to Him. Lord told her to take Holy Communion 5 times per day! Hallelujah! WK’s mum had told me that this sister, even though she is a long time Christian, she did not walk closely to Lord. No wonder Lord wanted to train her. Haha….

Today, I also ministered to Kr, finally get through to her on how not to stress herself unnecessary. She seem to get it, hopefully she could walk closer to Lord. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen.

Daddy God, thank You for today’s divine appointment. I am glad that through me, You have been doing great healing and salvation and bringing Your children of God closer to You. Praise Your Great Mercy and Grace pouring out on WK’s family and on Kr. Praise You, Lord Jesus!

Experiencing the Power of Praise

Another going deeper from my study bible. Lord want me to share it here:

‘Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise’ (Psalm 100:4)

Praising God is not about singing praise songs in church once a week. Praise should be part of every moment of your life. Praise should be what you do in the car while on the way to work, to school, or to the store. It’s what you should have in your heart when you are in the mall, the airport, or the doctor’s office. It is what you do when the kitchen sink stops up, the car has a flat tire, you become sick, or you have lost your keys for the 40^th time.

It is what you speak fervently when you are in the emergency room, at a loved one’s burial, or in the middle of a tornado. Praise should be an on going attitude of the heart – an attitude that does not change, no matter what else in your life does.

This is not about some kind of positive thinking. This is not a plunge into denial that says, ‘This isn’t really happening’ or ‘I am going to pretend that I am not actually feeling this way.’ Instead, it means, ‘Don’t let yourself sink to the level of the problem; make yourself rise to the level of the solution.’

One of the secrets of experiencing the power of praise is to make a decision that you will worship God no matter what your circumstances. When you get to the place where praise comes automatically, no matter what is going on, you will come to know God more intimately. And when you do, you won’t be able to stop yourself from praising Him.

It’s easy to praise God when great things happen or when you see answers to your prayers, but what about when everything is going wrong? What is your first reaction to difficult or bad things that happen? If you blame others, yourself, or God, this only compounds the problem, leading to more distress, misery, and difficulty.

Instead, if you refuse to react to your problems in the flesh and move immediately into the realm of spirit of praising God, you will find that everything turns out differently. When you make your first reaction to what happens in your life a reaffirming praise to God for who He is, you invite His presence to inhabit the situation and His power to come and change things. This is the hidden power of praising God.

God wants you to exalt Him and not your problems. This doesn’t mean trying to convince yourself that your problems don’t exist. It means you are saying, ‘Although I have these problems, I know that You, Lord, are greater than they are. You are my heavenly Father. You are a Good God. In You is everything I need for my life, and I choose to exalt You above all.’

When you become convinced of the power of praise in every situation and understand all that is accomplished when you truly praise God, your life will be changed forever.

I agree fully what is written by the author, for this is what I am experiencing in my life. Praise the Almighty Lord, the name above all names, Lord Jesus Christ! Amen!

My Field Trip

Yesterday, WK told me that her cousin called her, WK told me that her uncle cancer has spread throughout his body, doctor told him to go hospice or go home, they have given up on him and announced that he has only 1 week of life left.

Lord told me that He is going to heal him. WK uncle shall be well. I prayed for the uncle, at the same time asked WK to call church to get the pastoral service to pray for her uncle. Lord impressed on me to go with WK to pray for the uncle. I went this morning.

According to her cousin, since last night after church came to pray for him, his condition turned better. When I saw him this morning, he does not look like someone in stage 4 of cancer. According to the cousin, he couldn’t eat and sleep well before that, but last night he could eat and slept well.

After praying for him, while counseling him to believe in Lord Jesus will heal him, and to get him to point the cancer to Lord Jesus, I saw the next bed patient like looking so sadly and seem earnestly want a prayer. With Lord’s leading, I went over to pray for him, he was in joy after that.

As I turned my face, I saw another patient looking intensely at me, as if asking me to go pray for him, so I walked towards him and pray. Lord even declared that Jesus Name is above all names and whatever his sicknesses are, they have to bow down to Lord Jesus. Lord even commented that he will dance for Lord Jesus when he recovered. Praise the Lord!

I was original pretty nervous as this is the first time I step into the hospital to pray for others. On the way there, I listened to worship songs on the ipod and somehow, the songs led me closer to Lord and gain my confidence. Praise the Lord!

I could sense Lord is pouring His Great Grace and Mercy greatly on the 3 patients, I know surely they will be well. On the way out, WK’s cousin even get her aunt to be prayed by me.

It was a joyful trip, Lord and I was both happy after the event. Lord shared that this is a small part of what I will be doing in future. Praise the Lord!

Father God, thank You for exposing me to this hospital praying. Thank You for going there with me. I know Your right hand is on Your way to heal all the 3 sons of God, to bring them back to Your Kingdom. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

Miracles

Do you believe in miracles? With Father God, I really believe that anything is possible with Him. With this faith of mine, Lord has shown me something really wonderful, a careful thought of Him, the Almighty One, El Shaddai. :D

Do you remember months ago, I post about my pregnancy, and then come the test and then the miscarriage? At that time, I really know that Lord did tell me that He was blessing me a baby. When it ended in miscarriage, I thought I heard wrongly. Now I know I did not, just that this stupid d came and destroy it, so it ended in miscarriage.

During the miscarriage time, Lord promised to give me a strong and healthy baby. He even led me to receive it spiritually and told me I am “officially” carrying it. When I received it from Him early this month, I was wondering why it did not look like a baby.

I have just returned from visiting my gynae. He scanned my womb and the surrounding organs. Everything look normal, no baby in the womb, but there is something that is just next to the womb, that my gynae could not tell what it is. He thought that it must be my waste that has yet to be cleared. But the fact is, I did visit the toilet this morning.

I asked Lord what that thing that is next to the womb is. For a moment during the scanning, my gynae did say it seemed to be something moving in it, but he dismissed it later.

During my period, I did check with Lord that if my baby is in me, how she is going to receive food from me if I am having my period. Lord told me that she is receiving God’s food. Praise the Lord!

Today, Lord revealed to me that that object that is next to the womb is my baby temporary holding area!!! It sounds hard to comprehend by the normal human mind, right? But I believe in the Lord. He told me that since I trust Daddy God so much, this is the solution Daddy God has for I to keep my baby safe, out of my normal body system, where the devil cannot touch. Praise the Lord!

Lord shared that this baby is going to be a mover and shaker for His Kingdom, just like mummy, that why devil is doing its best to stop her from coming out. Years ago, my mum also took a great risk to have me. After giving birth to me, she was bedridden for 1 year; doctors had no clue what sickness she had, they said she had no hope to live. She had some spiritual intervention that finally, she could get well again. Praise the Lord!

Lord shared that my baby will grow in the temporary holding area till she can be independent to live, then Lord will put her back to my womb. Praise the Almighty Lord, El Shaddai!!!! Thank You, Jehovah Jireh!

Father God, You have been telling me that You love me very much, I just accept it even though I don’t know how much is the very much. With this revealed to me, wow, yes, now I know how much You have been loving me. Even though I know You did a lot, giving up Lord Jesus to die for me, I know that is already showing me a lot of Your love for me. Somehow, as it was not my own fresh, I could not feel as deeply as I should. With this baby, even though the much You did is not as much as Your giving up of Your Son, Lord Jesus, it touches me more deeply.

Associating this baby, You wanting to give her the life, and You give up Lord Jesus, also because You want to give me life, praise Your tender, yet Great Love and Mercy. I don’t know how to thank You. I can only serve You with all my heart. Love You, Daddy! Amen!

Anointed by a Sinful Woman

Pastor Prince had just returned from sharing the gospel at Hillsong UK, he told us yesterday that in the mid of his preaching, he felt strongly in his spirit to share this. I found it so beautiful that I like to share with you too.

In the book of Luke, Luke 7:37-38 ‘When a woman who had lived a sinful life in that town learned that Jesus was eating at the Pharisee’s house, she brought an alabaster jar of perfume, and stood behind him at his feet weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears. Then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them and poured perfume on them.’

In the book of Mark, Mark 14:3 ‘While he(Jesus) was in Bethany, reclining at the table in the home of a man known as Simon the Leper, a woman came with an alabaster jar of very expensive perfume, made of pure nard. She broke the jar and poured the perfume on his head.’

Mark 14:4 ‘Some of those present were saying indignantly to one another, “Why this waste of perfume? It could have been sold for more than a year’s wages …”

In the book of John, John 12:1-3 ‘Six days before the Passover, Jesus arrived at Bethany, where Lazarus lived, whom Jesus had raised from the dead. Here a dinner was given in Jesus’ honor. Martha served, while Lazarus was among those reclining at the table with him. Then Mary took about a pint of pure nard, an expensive perfume; she poured it on Jesus’ feet and wiped his feet with her hair. And the house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume.’

Lord got Pastor Prince to share this story to a certain lady out there, who was feeling very sinful and want a word from the Lord. Lord said, “As she lay on her back to work the wages, her sinful act earned little by little of the perfume. All her sins were on that jar of perfume. When she poured it on Lord Jesus, Lord Jesus took over her sins and she was being made whole and pure in His presence.”

Lord sharing is so beautiful. Yes, no matter how sinful you are, Daddy God wants you to come back to Him. Through Lord Jesus, He washed you so cleaned that Holy Spirit can dwell in you to be your comforter, to lead you walk in the Righteousness of God in Christ, so that Daddy God could pour His blessings on you.

Such a wonderful Daddy, where in the world could you find? Don’t doubt over Him anymore! Whatever you feel bad about yourself, tell Daddy God to take over and handle for you. He surely will help you and free you. Believe in the Goodness of Him as written in the bible. As you walk more into this righteousness of faith, blessings will sure come chasing after you, as it is a result of your believe in Lord Jesus died on the cross and rose again for you.

Father God, Lord Jesus, in the Name of Jesus, may You break the veil that are covering the hearts of your children of God. May they see Your Goodness from the bible and come close to You. I pray in Jesus Name. Amen!

Remembering God’s Goodness in Bad Times

This is from Stormie’s heart, my study bible, Lord asked me to share this with you. :D

What are some of the most beautiful things you have ever seen? A field of vibrantly colored flowers? A waterfall? A loved one’s smile? A crystal clear lake? A painting? A baby’s face? A sparkling jewel? An act of love toward someone? Take everything that has ever touched you deeply with its beauty, pull them all together, and you have only a fraction of the beauty of the Lord. It’s hard to imagine.

David said, “One thing I ask of the Lord, that is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple” (Psalm 27:4). Above all else, David wanted to look on the splendor, radiance, holiness, goodness, and glory of God, and be close to Him forever. Isn’t that what we want too?

Everything God is, is not only beautiful, it is also good. :D

When you think of the goodness of the Lord, what do you think of? Perfection? Purity? Grandness? Holiness? Love? Grace? Mercy? Our mind can’t comprehend it. We know God is good, but we forget how good. When something happens to us that hurts, we often fail to remember what a good God He is. We start having doubts and wonder, If God is good, why did He let this happen? We forget that God is good even when things are bad.

David said, “You are my Lord; apart from you I have no good thing” (Psalm 16:2). The Bible says to “taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is that man who takes refuge in him” (Psalm 34:8).

In tough times we may doubt that God is really good because, just like His beauty, His goodness is greater than we can imagine. Our minds cannot even comprehend that breadth and the depth of it.

That’s why, when we go through bad times, we have to remind ourselves of God’s goodness. Otherwise, we too easily forget. One of the ways we keep ourselves reminded of God’s goodness is to read His Word. It helps us remember that no matter what happens, He is a God of mercy and grace. “You are forgiving and good, O Lord, abounding in love to all who call to you” (Psalm 86:5).

His mercy means He has compassion on us. His grace means He gives us what we don’t deserve. His mercy and grace are signs of His goodness. His goodness is a sign of His amazing love. And we should love that about Him.

Another way we can learn to completely trust that God is good is to praise Him for His goodness, no matter what is happening in our lives. Every time we do, it opens up the channels through which that particular aspect of His nature is poured into our hearts. You will be amazed when you pray this way how God will open your eyes to see things you haven’t seen before. The Lord has done or is doing so many good things we don’t even think to give Him credit for. We either don’t see them, or we take them for granted. The more you praise God for His goodness, the more you will see it manifested in your life.

Because of Jesus, we can experience God’s goodness whenever we come to Him and worship Him. Our praise of Him opens our eyes to His goodness in our lives. And that is a beautiful thing!

I agreed with what said above, even in tough time, when I ignored the attack and praise Daddy God instead, He brought me out of my situation into His peace. Praise the Almighty Lord, El Adonai. Love You, Jehovah Yeshua (Lord Jesus)! Amen!

Love

I am reading Psalm 85 and these verses keep jumping up at me:

Psalm 85:10-13

Love and faithfulness meet together;

Righteousness and peace kiss each other.

Faithfulness springs forth from the earth, and

Righteousness looks down from heaven.

The Lord will indeed give what is good, and our land will yield its harvest.

Righteousness goes before him and prepares the way for his steps.

I love Psalm 85:10 so much, as if they are loving couple. :D Lord recently asked me to pay more attention to hubby. He even asked me to give him his much requested blow job. Lord told me to give him daily.

For your interest, I know guys love blow job a lot. But I do not fancy it at all. I have been pushing hubby request for ages. Till whatever I request I want from him, he sure ask for it and tells me that I “owe” him plenty. Haha…Recently, I heard a sermon about having to treat our spouse better. I decided to send him “I love you.” sms. He replied with “what you want”. Yeah, this part of the loving life has gone into hiding don’t know how long ago. He seems to take when I am good to him as a motive.

With Lord’s intervention, wanting me to be a better wife, I have no choice but to obey. Hubby and I have this betting on. He don’t believe in Jesus existence, so when I claimed that I am pregnant, he said let’s bet, if I am not, I have to give him one month of blowjob. I sure Daddy God will sure bless me, so I agreed.

As I have not get confirm result from the few testing I have done, also had 2 periods, but tummy is sure growing. So I have postponing his request for 2 months, guess he is not happy.

With Lord’s instruction, I have no choice but to tell hubby that I will provide him his needs and at anytime. Can you imagine, when I first did it, I told Lord, ‘Lord, come into me and lead me. You are the one doing, not me. May you equip me with the necessary skills and the interest to do this job.’ Haha..I turn on my ipod, with the worship songs, Bob Fitts “Glory Glory Lord” I told Jesus, unto you I do, unto you I do. Haha…

After that night, this morning, Lord gives me the naughty thought to return his teasing and Lord came into me real strong and performed the act. Wow, I was amazed that He could lead me so closely. Praise the Lord.

Of course, now hubby is one happy man, talking to him about request is easier. Actually I have not noticed that he has not been hugging and kissing me lately… after my strong resistance. It was only after I heard from Lord to be nicer to him and started hugging and kisses him that I realised he has not been doing that for sometime, I let it slipped off my mind.

Lord, thank You for the recent intervention, now we are happy loving couple again. Praise the Lord!

PS: Someone post a nasty comment on I got Lord to lead me in this blowjob. I went to Lord to seek His opinion. Daddy God told me that in my personal inner most being, I trusted Him, He is very happy. Daddy God, thank You for the assurance. :D Lord, thank You for being my Saviour even in the area You created for me to enjoy. Praise You, Lord Jesus! Amen!

Praying From a Right Heart

Another sharing from my study bible. May you benefit from it as much as I do. Praise the Almighty Lord, El Shaddai, Jehovah Yeshua!

“If I had cherished sin my heart, the Lord would not have listened; but God has surely listened and heard my voice in prayer. Praise be to God, who has not rejected my prayer or withheld his love from me!” (Psalm 66:18-20).

The good thing about prayer – or the problem with prayer, depending on our perspective – is that we have to go to God to do it. This means we can’t get away with anything. It means that any negative thoughts, bad attitudes, hardness of heart, or selfish motives are going to be revealed by the Lord. Fervent and honest prayer causes the depths of our hearts to be exposed. That can be uncomfortable. Even downright miserable. The verse above make it crystal clear that if we have any unforgiveness, bitterness, selfishness, pride, anger, irritation, or resentment in our hearts, our prayers will not be answered. Our heart have to be right when we pray.

In the same way, God wants us to be right with others before we take our concerns or even our acts of service – our “gifts” – to Him. In what is called The Sermon on the Mount, Jesus explicitly instructed His followers on the importance of setting things right: “Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave you gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother, then come and offer your gift” (Matthew 5:23-24).

All of us jeopardize our own prayers when we don’t pray them from a right heart. What is in our hearts when we pray has more effect on whether our prayers are answered than the actual prayer itself. That’s why, when we come before God to pray, He asks us to first confess anything in our hearts that shouldn’t be there. He does that so nothing will separate us from Him.

If you ever feel as if your prayers are not being heard, examine your heart and ask God to clearly reveal anything that you might need to confess before Him. Then that joy David felt will be your joy as well.

This is what I do when I don’t have peace. Example, I might be angry with A, I will go to Daddy God and tell Him, Daddy God, I don’t want to be angry with A, but I can’t help it myself. Daddy God, I pass the anger for you to take over. I pray in Jesus Name. I had done this before, and the next time I saw the person again, I didn’t feel a single thing for him. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, Thank You all for leading and guiding me closely. I thank You from the deepest most of my heart. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

The Tests God Gives Us

This is another great write out in my study bible that Lord wants me to post. I am reading the Book of Acts currently. Here it goes:

God puts us through different kinds of tests that we will all have to take at one time or another. Can you think of times in your life when you have been tested in any of these 3 ways?

Test One: God Tests Our Heart

“I know, my God, that you test the heart and are pleased with integrity” (1 Chronicles 29:17). The famous “fall” that pride always goes before is something God allows in order to purify us from our inclination to be full of ourselves. Just when we have enough arrogance to think we can live one moment with Him, God searches our heart for humility. If found wanting, He allows us to hit rock bottom and gain a new perspective.

Looking up! And this is exactly what we need if we’ve been looking down for too long. God doesn’t give this kind of test to torture us. He does it so our hearts can be purified and we can see Him. “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God” (Matthew 5:8).

Test Two: God Tests Our Faith

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance” (James 1:2-3). One of the most profound times our faith is tested is when we are struggling with our finances. Few things are more upsetting than the prospect of losing our home, not having enough food, or not being able to pay our bills. This is especially frightening when it involves a family with dependent children. But learning to walk in the provision God gives us for the day in which we find ourselves open our eyes to see how we must depend on Him for everything. It forces us to live in God’s presence in a deeper way as we look to Him to work daily miracles on our behalf.

When our faith is tested during these times, our response to it is revealing. Do we trust Him to provide, or do we get angry and take it out on others? Do we view this as a time that God wants us to draw closer to Him, or do we see it as the termination of our future? Do we understand that God is testing us in order to prepare us for what He is going to do in our lives, or do we believe He is forsaking us? Will we lose patience in this time, or will we grow in faith? The answers we give to these questions are the keys to passing the test.

Test Three: God Tests Our Obedience

“In this way I will test them and see whether they will follow my instructions’” (Exodus 16:4). My own children have always determined the amount of privileges they enjoyed by how obedient they were to the rules we laid down in our home. If they didn’t obey the rules, we didn’t extend the rewards. Of course, we were committed to feed, clothe, educate, shelter and love them no matter what they did. But the extra blessings they enjoyed over and above those things depended on their obedience.

God does the same with us. He loves us no matter what, but there are certain blessings we forfeit if we don’t obey Him. A time of testing is God’s way of preparing you for the great things He has ahead. Ask Him to help you learn each lesson well.

Disobedience leads to Missing a Blessing

Tuesday was my care group meeting. Ever since JC come along with me, hubby has been giving us a rid there. This Tuesday, he had to work late. When I called him at 7:30pm, He had just left the office. Usually he took 45min to 1 hr to come back due to the heavy traffic flow during that period of time at the expressway.

I decided to take public transport there. I was asking Lord whether to take cab or bus, Lord told me to go for bus. As I was leaving my home, JC had a tummy ache and had to delay the time to almost 7:50pm. I went to the bus stop; there wasn’t any bus on sight. I called hubby again. He told me that he was at Braddell, car speed at 20kmh due to the heavy traffic.

In my mind, I was calculating how long he would take to reach home. It was 8pm; there was no sight of bus. At 8:05pm, I decided to take a taxi instead as cg meeting starts around 8-8:30pm. While traveling there, hubby called at 8:10pm. If I had waited for the bus, I would be able to take his car. He was able to reach home earlier as the traffic cleared in AMK Ave 1 instead of the usual AMK Ave 5. Lord has been clearing the way for him to reach home early to pick us. My impatience led me to pay around $5 for the cab fare.

This missing of blessing could show as an example to Su and HL. Their dream condo launching soon, but the cash blessing has yet to reach them. Jehovah has told them that the blessing would come before the actual launching; He will be there with them. However, some agents are tempting them to book early, to get the best unit, so to speak. Su is a tiny bit worry as she wants to book early. This has lead to a few disappointments when she checked the a/c.

I told her to wait patiently and even quote the above example to her. Since Jehovah has given an assurance, they should just rest in His peace. HL is resting well, I heard. Praise El Shaddai. Amen

My Covenant Friend

Last night I was listening to this sermon, 13^th April 2003 Jesus, Our Covenant Friend. Su has told me that a few names of God were mentioned in it. I managed to catch half the sermon before having to put JC to sleep.

In that sermon, Pastor Prince told us that to receive his annointing; we have to call him Pastor Prince instead of Joseph. He gave it as an example of how we should handle God’s various names as it is written in Psalm 91:14, ‘Because he has set his love upon Me, there fore I will deliver him; I will set him on high, because he has known My name.’ (NKJV)

Pastor Prince explained that to get the fullness of the protection, we have to know the various God’s name given in Psalm 91. This morning, I decided to put them into my Psalm 91 prayer.

I who dwells in the shelter of El Adonai will rest in the shadow of EL Shaddai.

I will say of Jehovah, “He is my refuge and my fortress, My Elohim, in whom I trust.”

Surely he will save me from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence.

He will cover me with his feathers, and under his wings I will find refuge; his faithfulness will be my shield and rampart.

I will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.

A thousand may fall at my side, ten thousand at my right hand, but it will not come near me.

I will only observe with my eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.

If I make El Adonai my dwelling – Jehovah, who is my refuge –

then no harm will befall me, no disaster will come near my tent.

For he will command his angels concerning me to guard me in all my ways; they will lift me up in their hands, so that I will not strike my foot against a stone.

I will tread upon the lion and the cobra; I will trample the great lion and the serpent.

“Because she loves me,” says Jehovah, “I will rescue her; I will protect her, for she acknowledges my name.

She will call upon me, and I will answer her; I will be with her in trouble, I will deliver her and honor her.

With long life will I satisfy her and show her my salvation.”

I prayed this prayer this morning, then will reading Kenneth Copeland site, http://www.kcm.org/studycenter/articles/self_improvement/gods_dream.php, I found that I am becoming what is described in this passage. Jehovah’s annointing has rubbed on me. I could feel a strong force flowing down from my head and slowly proceed down. Lord is healing me, enhancing me, so to speak. Praise Jehovah! Daddy Elohim, thank You for the fresh annointing of the spirit in me to bring me to flow as one with You. :P Hallelujah!

Today, another cycle of my period is here, but Lord tells me early this morning that my baby is alive. I could see that my tummy is protruding out somewhat. But so far pregnancy test is negative. If it continue this way, maybe I will go visit my gynae to check it out. Now I finally understand 2^nd girl name, Elisa. Jehovah had told me she is a miracle baby. With this currently situation, if she is really in me as what Jehovah said, no wonder her name is God save. She does need Elohim to preserve her life.

Praise EL Shaddai, love You, Daddy Elohim. Thank You for leading me nearer and nearer to you, Jehovah. May Yeshua(Jesus) Name be glorified! Amen!

It’s time for Woman to Rise

Today, Lord leads me to Kenneth Copeland site again. Lord has led them to talk on Discover the power of being a woman. Out of curiosity, I took the morning to early afternoon to finish the whole week sermons. Wow, from the sermons talked by Lisa Bevere, I get a good understanding of how woman should be. It’s the first time I realised I am fully understand my role as a woman.

Previously, I thought I am half a woman and half a man. Reason being I don’t have those interest that women likes, I don’t like shopping, make up, buying clothes for myself is a headache, I am clueless in makeup. When women gather to talk these topics, I have nothing common with them. I used to like photography, and when I go shopping, I look straight ahead, not even touching the clothes.

But today, I realised I am perfectly normal. Lord created woman because there is a problem with man, Adam is not like God, who is Love and Compassion. To solve this problem, Lord created woman, to be like God. Woman speaks the heart, we are the connector. We are to use the word of God to knight (raise) the man (raise life). We can build people up and draw them close to God.

Satan knows about woman power, so he put competition and pride in women to keep them apart of each other. We cannot let him manipulate us; we have to be what God want in us.

Lisa Bevere’s Holy Spirit told her this: I have entrusted the edge of the sword to my sons to execute justice, judgment and protection. But have given the flat of the sword, the word to my daughters, to transfer honor and title, to preserve life.

When woman get a good bargain, she will not keep quiet, she will share with others so that others can benefit too. This is one good reason for God to use us to spread His Words to bring all the poor souls back to His Kingdom; we can work together with man to compensate for each other needs. Lord has raised the men, now He is turning to raise the women. No wonder Lord is raising me to be His strong soldier.

Lisa said now is the time. She said that God can wait a long time, but when the time is ripe, He wants to push things to get in line fast too. Lisa said that she is tired of talking about water will turn to wine. She wants women, who God will use their good points, to help Him bring about the wine, the miracles and wonders that God promised to show during the end time.

After listening to the sermon, Lord told me, whatever Lord Jesus could do in the bible, I could do too. Wow, that’s very amazing! I can’t wait to see He heals all the sick through me. I have to quickly finish my bible so that I can come to meet His dream for me.

Father God, thank You for get Lisa Bevere to talk about all these. I now know my purpose in Your Kingdom. I am glad to be called by You. Thank You for this honor. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

Daughters of God out there, are you still wondering and dreaming? Wake up to the call of Daddy God! He needs us to rise up so that His Army will be complete. So, wake up and do your part! I pray that you may wake up to your callings. I pray in Jesus Name. Amen!

My Love

How did you get to know Daddy God? Since young, I have been talking to God; I know there is One out there. When I need better weather or when I was walking alone along the road and in heavy scary rain, I would talk with Him. He was my comforter then. Years passed, I got involved in the daily event of life, and I had not talked much to Him. It was the encounter with darkness that brought me back to Daddy God.

When I first know that He sent His Son, Lord Jesus, to die for me, I was pondering over why He did it. As I have a beloved daughter, and I can’t imagine getting my girl to die for someone. I even told Him that He should not have done it. Then I realised, if Daddy God didn’t do that, I would not be able to come close to Daddy God and cannot get my salvation. That kind of heartache for Him that for my sake, He had to send Lord Jesus to the cross was the first encounter of realizing how much He loves me.

There was many learning from Pastor Prince on how much Lord Jesus has redeemed me that I rest in His peace and joy. The next revelation that hit me hard was when reading the book of Exodus, where I read about how the priest need to sanctify, washes himself clean and wear the Priestly garments. Then need to offer sin offering and burn the incense. With the blood of the offering, then he could enter the Holy of Holy. It was when the incense smoke fully filled the holy of holy that he could speak in foreign language. And it was this moment that God could talk to him.

When I realised how much Daddy God through Lord Jesus, cleared all the ways for us to come so close to Him that nobody could imagine, in our spiritual realm and whatever we do, He is in us and is doing with us!!! That is how close He is, guess not every His son of God realise it.

Oh, I forgot to mention this priest could only enter the Holy of Holy once a year. Lord Jesus blood has cleansed us so clean that Holy Spirit could come in and reside in us. We could pray in the spirit anytime of the day. Daddy God is ever so considerate. He knows that most of us cannot pray well, so He let HS stay with us and pray for whatever we need when we are tongue tight! Praise the Lord! Praying in the spirit need not go through the brain, so even when we are stress up, or the event shocked us till our mind are blank, we could still pray in the spirit for the situation concerned. That’s how GOOD Daddy God is.

Nowadays, I daily talks to Holy Spirit, the Lord in me, whatever I am doing, I can always consult Him. When I praying for others or counseling others, I know He is the one doing it. I could just rest in Him.

If you read my post since January till now, you will know that my relationship with Daddy is getting better through this daily talking to Him. I know that I am His beloved daughter and I know He loves me very much. And because He loves me first, I love Him too. I am glad that I have this Big and Almighty Daddy that can be my comforter and very gentle to me most of the time. He hardly chided me, even when He does; He still said He loves me very much. How not to love Him? :D

Daddy God, thank You for being such a wonderful Daddy to me. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Thank You Holy Spirit, for Your daily leading of me step by step. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen.

My Driving Test Date

A few post ago, I was praying to Daddy God for an earlier test date. My Provisional Driving Licence (PDL) expires on the 4^th December. Last week, I managed to change my testing date from 21^st January 2008 to 19 December 2007. However, the date was not my satisfaction as I need to renew my PDL at a cost of $25 to take the test.

This morning, Lord impressed me to go check for new test dates. I saw 6^th November 2007 2:45 pm, so I quickly canceled my previous booking and prayed that Daddy God helped me hold on the date and quickly went to book it. But I am still not very happy, as I always train in the late morning, I don’t have any idea of the afternoon road condition. In additional, I need to arrange for someone to take care of JC.

While reading the bible and listening to worship songs, I ask Lord, “Any more blessing on the driving test date for me?” Lord told me to check. Hallelujah!!! Lord blesses me 6^th November 2007 morning slot. I am so happy with this. Praise the Lord!

Out of curiosity, I went to check what was still available in the system even though Lord told me no need as no earlier date available. Haha…all the slots taken up! The slot that I released was also being taken up!

Daddy God, I am glad that You reserved this morning slot for me. I know You will sure provide me a better date and I trust You fully. I did not worry about the date and You really blessed me. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

PS: HL and Su, don’t worry about the date approaching. Daddy God will surely bless you what you need. On your part, you have to continue trusting Him for deliverance; don’t let worry or concern or cares stop the blessing from flowing through. May the Good God blesses both of you richly and on time! I pray in Jesus Name. Amen!

Update:
Last Wednesday, 17th Oct 2007, as I went for my driving revision, I was thinking, my testing time slot is pretty near lunch time, there will be more vehicle out on the road, so unfavorable to me. I was thinking how nice if could get an earlier slot.

This afternoon, 23rd Oct 2007, the driving school called me, asking me if ok to bring forward my test time as there will be a lack of tester at my original test slot. Praise the Lord, He grant me my wish! Amen!

Your Heavenly Father waits to hear from You

I am at Psalm 27 and this is an explanation on this Psalm that I would like to share with you. So here it goes:

“Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will receive me” (Psalm 27:10)

When Jesus’ disciples asked Him to teach them to pray, He gave them a model beginning with the words “Our Father” (Matthew 6:9-13). Some of us have no problem thinking of God as a Father. We had good dads, or at least adequate ones, and the imagery of God in relationship to us as Our Father is a positive one.

For others of us, however, thinking of God as a Father is troublesome, if not downright painful. Perhaps you’re in that category. Your earthly father may have abandoned you or neglected you or even abused you. How do you wrap your mind around the concept of a heavenly Father when you have conflicted feelings about the earthly father who failed you in that category?

God says that in order to have long fruitful life and move into all He has for you, you must honor your father and mother (Exodus 20:12). It’s a command! You may have had parents who were around and provided food and a place to live – and for that you certainly need to be grateful – but maybe they never put anything of themselves into your life. Maybe you could never expect Dad or Mom to support, encourage, or teach you anything. But you still need to honor them, if for no other reason than that they gave you life. Without them, you wouldn’t be here.

But you can’t fully honor your father and mother if you haven’t forgive them. No parent is perfect. No parent always does everything right. Ask God to show you if there is anything you need to forgive. Even if your parents are no longer living, forgive them will clear the way for you to fully see God as your heavenly Father and to feel His love for you. He will heal and restore whatever you suffered or lost in your relationship with them.

Praise God that He is the perfect Father – loving, kind, accessible, helpful, encouraging, guiding, and comforting. Regardless of what your earthly father was like, your heavenly Father will be everything you need. Look to Him every day.

Daddy God, thank you for getting me to post this, may all readers benefit from this post and reconcile with their parents. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Love You very much, Daddy! Amen!

My Child

This week, the beginning of the 4^th term of the school year, JC’s school bus owner played naughtiness. She fired the previous driver and got the husband to drive instead. This is the start of the nightmare….they packed the school bus up and squeezed the kids like sardine. By the time the school bus came for JC, the bus was fully packed. The bus aunt just asked the kids to give some leg space to squeeze JC in. Last night, JC told me that they did pick some other kid after her. What made me angry was they did not put JC and some other few kids in safety belts. Finally, I sms the principal to let her know the situation since calling the bus owner is useless, empty promise.

Suddenly, I realised that why for others, I know how to seek Lord and pray for them. But I forget about my own child problem! Around midnight, I went to the bedroom to pray, I seek help from Holy Spirit. He prayed for me in English then in spirit.

The prayer in the spirit was getting very long, I started wondering why. I thought Lord has continued it with my daily prayer. However, this was not the usual prayer. The sounding was foreign to me. Hehe…not that I understand the normal prayer in tongue. :P

Then, I saw something being delivered to me. It looked like a baby. But I could not be sure as it was an obscure vision. Lord put my arms into receiving position. I just let Lord led me. Then my arms lowered to put the spirit of the baby into my womb. Praise the Lord. It took a while before finally the prayer ended. Then Lord told me, I am now officially carrying my baby. Haha, what a way of saying it! It sure is nice to know when the spirit of the baby comes into the fresh, as I know from the sermons; we are created with a breath from Lord God! Hallelujah!!!

Father God, thank You very much for blessing me this baby. You told me to say Amen when I last chat with You. Last evening, You impressed me to listen to the song, Amen, and to recall our chat. Then You came to bless the baby into my hands. Thank You for this amazing experience. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Lord, You are the Maker and the Creator. I praise Your sweet name, I know you will deliver a pretty, sweet and cheerful girl to me. Hallelujah!!! Amen!

Shower of Gifts

Daddy God has been very good to HL, my brother-in-law. As you know, he just received Christ last Sunday. Last night, Su told me that Daddy God has been blessing his shop with sales from $800 to $1500 daily. His usual sales previously were around $400-$500 daily. His sleeping partner, who is a non-believer, also could see it’s the work of God. Praise the Lord for His abundance!

HL prompted his partner to receive Christ. But this guy from previous Su talked with him, he is only interested in the blessing, he is not keen to accept God. Hiaz!

From HL blessing, you could see that Daddy God really wants to bless All His children!!! If only you believe in Him, don’t even doubt about Him. He will know if you are sincere or not since He resides inside you, in your spiritual realm. As you see, YC told me her few friends would like to meet me. They are Christian too. But according to Lord, they are only keen on the blessing; they are not faithful to Him. Lord told me not to meet them!

In this end time, Daddy God is opening His window of blessings to His children, are you going to be one of them to receive His great blessings?

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, In the Name of Jesus, I command all the veils to be broken away from the hearts, eyes and ears of the children of God. You spirit, who are blocking them from coming close to Daddy God, I command you to loosen yourselves from the children of God and get off in the Name of Jesus. Holy Spirit, help every child of God realise the loveliness and the sweetness of Lord Jesus. Open their eyes to see the beauty of Lord Jesus. I pray in Jesus Name. Amen!

You, child of God, reading my post, I command you to receive in the Name of Jesus! Amen!

Blessed Ride

Hallelujah!!! Finally I finish my driving lessons, now only waiting for the traffic police test. :D I have been trusting Lord Jesus since June 07 on each driving lessons twice a week. As I have started from zero knowledge of cars and how to operate it, learning was clueless in the beginning, I asked Lord Jesus to come into me and He is the one learning.

All my emotional needs during each lesson, be it confidence, calmness, boldness, steadiness, road sense, blind spot checking and right turning, all I get Lord Jesus to be them. I even asked Him to be my hands and legs and mind. Haha. That was how I trusted Him. Praise the Lord!

Week by week, I faithfully go take my lessons. There was even one instructor, who asked me to consider learning auto drive instead. Anyway, I persevere and stick on to my plan. This 4^th stage, consist of 2 tests, to get within 30 points and the final one within 18 points.

For the 30 points test, the first time I took, I got 44 points. 2^nd time I took, I managed to get 30 points. I was wondering if I could get the 18 points today.

Lord is very good to me. During the test, I saw a bus blocking my way, before I reached there, the bus moved off. At another road, I saw a big lorry blocking the way and vehicles on opposite direction were driving across the middle white line, coming into my lane. Lord also moved this lorry off before I reached there. Praise the Lord!

The test was pretty smooth. The instructor asked if I pass, I thought I would fail, but He told me I managed to get the 18 points needed. Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus for His assistance!

Now I am waiting Daddy God to bless me with an earlier test date. The test date that I booked was in Jan 08. By then I would have to renew my Provisional Driving License. I hope to get the test date in November so that when Daddy blesses me the car, I could drive JC to school next year.

Daddy God, I know You will surely blessed me a November test date at 10:30am. I pray in Jesus Name. Praise Your Sweet Name, Lord Jesus! Amen.

My destiny

Just now while talking to Su over the phone, Lord told her to tell me to bless her, the salmon fish that she ordered through me. I check with the Lord and blessed her. What I didn’t know is Lord is setting me up for blessings. I have yet to finish listening to the sermon, “Now is the Time of Jubilee!” preached on 13^th September 2007 as Lord wanted me to concentrate on my bible.

Today finally, I finished listened to it. I realised that Lord told me to go for the Wednesday sermon and that song about I have a destiny. Lord got Pastor Prince to call for this song to be sung. In that sermon, I truly feel that I have a destiny in Christ. Lord even got us to pray that we have a destiny in Christ and our calling will not disappear.

Just now on listening to the Thursday sermon, Pastor Prince commented that he was wondering why he call for that song, he said that at the end of the song, he realise there is a part about the new church building. :D

From the focus Lord put on me, I know that Lord had that song played for me and a few others. Praise the Lord! After listening to the sermon, as I was walking to JC room to put her to sleep, Lord told me that my 50K blessing is coming. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, thank You for leading me to receive Your blessing! Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. You are my Saviour, my Provision and my Healer. Amen!

Are you a child of God?

This morning, I was sharing with WK regarding my prayer life. I have live this life this way for don’t know how long. I listened to lots of sermons and picked up along the way, what the pastor said it’s good to them I follow. This is how I get my family covered by Lord’s protection so that devil cannot devour them.

As I was telling WK how to go about it, she told me her HS said that because I gave her a to-do list and devil use it to condemn her for not doing it well enough. Lord in me shared that she is a child, so she could not understand what I am telling her yet. As she grows in Him, she will understand me in due time.

It led me to recall about last Sunday sermon. Pastor Prince shared that Lord disclosed to him that the prodigal son could receive his blessings from the Daddy because he is a son, which means a matured son in Hebrew. His older brother, still live in law covenant, thinking he has been working in the field for the Daddy, should be blessed. Pastor Prince said that those children of God, who are still living under law, they are young children, as such, they could not receive the blessing yet.

Somehow, I am wondering, if WK knows that in Christ, she is the righteous of God, Lord Jesus has removed her sin and Father God does not impute her anymore sin, why is she letting devil make her feel guilty. Lord explanation to me is she is still a young child, as such like what Pastor Prince said, they don’t understand what adult son should know.

This encounter with her make me realise that in future, when I am guiding young children of God, who have yet to realise their sonship with Daddy God in Christ, I must not teach them too much, so that I will not put them into condemnation. I used to wonder why they don’t get me, why they feel condemn instead. With this sermon on mature son and young child, I finally understood.

Daddy God, thank You very much for enlighten me this doubt. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Amen!

The Blessings

Yesterday was HL second day being a son of the Great, Almighty Daddy God. :D He called Su in the early afternoon to tell her that a sharp pain had come upon his head. He has forgotten his prayer. Su plead the blood of Jesus over him and manifested the Lord’s hand in him. Praise the Lord, the pain disappeared after the prayer. :D

As Lord has told HL to pray more in the spirit, he began praying in his shop. Praise the Lord, Su told me that yesterday he made sales of a few items in the shop costing about $4-5K. This is not the norm in his shop. Daddy God, thank You for blessing my brother-in-law greatly!

This brother-in-law, HL, is a faithful man. Before he came to Christ, he did not know which the true God is, but he is faithful to the idols, even though not much blessing from there. He also will buy walking sticks and food items to old folk home to give them.

This one year of Christ life for Su, Lord has shown lots of miracle to him. It changes him so much that his faith for Christ grows even he was not a believer then. Su has been sending him prayer for peacefulness and prosperity in his shop the past 1 year. He could feel the different when Su forgot to send him and he would called Su and request for the sms prayer.

His faith grow so much that when he heard that Lord told Su not to learn driving, he wants Su to obey Lord. Praise the Lord, through Su disclosure on Sunday, now we know why she should not drive.

In a way, it’s unique case for HL, as most people when they accept Christ, they will still be wondering and confusing, but not for HL. Daddy God is so happy to have him back that heaven rejoice so much. Lord had talked to him before he even accepted Christ, yesterday, Lord also talk through him to Su. Praise the Almighty God!

Lord said that their blessing will be in this week. He is not disclosing the actual date. He wants to give them the surprise. :D Daddy God is so sweet. Over the weekend, Lord has shared that He is a humble God and we like Him have to be humble too. :D

Lord likes blessing His children, He can bless us as much as we want. But He will not bless till we feel proud and/or feel we are high and mighty. He wants us to remain cool and calm and enjoys His great Love and Grace. Such a Sweet, Loving Daddy, where in the world could you find? Only He the Almighty One, the Creator and the Maker, could provide us, children of God, such a blessed life. Praise the Almighty and Powerful God, Lord Jesus! Amen!

God is on Your Side

Below is a good explanation from my study bible that Lord told me to share with you. Here it goes:

2 Chronicles 32:1-23, “’Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or discouraged because of the kind of Assyria and the vast army with him, for there is a greater power with us than with him. With him is only the arm of flesh, but with us is the Lord our God to help us and to fight our battles.’ And the people gained confidence from what Hezekiah the king of Judah said.”

King Hezekiah knew the king of Assyria was going to attack Jerusalem. It was only a matter of time. So he gathered his advisors and worked hard to build up his defenses and prepare the city. Then he gathered the people and reminded them that no matter the size of the army against them, God was bigger. “And the people gained confidence.” By acknowledging and remembering who God was, they all found strength.

It’s not wrong to be afraid of what you see could happen. That is realism. What is wrong is to not seek God’s help immediately and humble yourself in worship before Him. Among other things, our praise reminds the enemy of who God is and how well we know Him. Always keep in mind that the enemy does not want you to worship God. So every time you attempt to build an altar to God in your life, the enemy will try to stop you.

Have you faced any frightening opposition in your life lately? Have you felt the enemy of your soul waging a full attack against you? Are you sometimes overwhelmed at how little strength and power you feel in the midst of it all? Don’t worry; pray, and remember, “The one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world” (1 John 4:4).

When King Hezekiah faced a strong enemy, he told his people the truth – God is greater. Keep in mind that when you acknowledge and praise God in the midst of enemy opposition, there is far more power with you than there is with the enemy.

Lord woke me up at 6:11am to read my bible, 2 Chronicles. From the reading, I more affirmed that trusting in Him for the spiritual attacks, He will deliver me. I prayed to Daddy God to take over the attacks that were coming on when I was reading the bible and Lord delivered me. I get the peace to read finish this book of 2 Chronicles. Praise the Lord!

Yesterday Lord told me through the sermon of Pastor Prince, “Don’t go to the interactive for naysayer, go for the dream God has for you”. Pastor Prince was pointing towards my direction and said that before he continued with the rest of the sermon. Later in the evening, Su also told me that Lord get her to remind me to read the bible. I also heard Lord told me, “Stephanie, read the bible.” a few times. I managed to spend some quiet time reading it.

It was midnight that I encountered some resistance coming on, I thought of come to this blog to read my Psalm 91. Another of YC ex-staff msn me and told me about going Alpha course again. Aiyoh, she thought that when she and YC get the same message means something. Pastor Prince ever said that majority does not mean they are right, as the 12 spy sent to check out the promise land for Moses, only 2 agrees with the Lord while 10 commented there were giants there.

Luckily Lord had told me about His direction for me. I was at peace and I was glad that when I obeyed Daddy God, Lord spoke loud and clear to me. Praise the Lord! I prayed and requested from Daddy God to bless my sleep. This morning I have great peace, Praise the Lord!

Daddy, thank You for guiding me closely. I will continue to abide in You. I thank You that when I obey You, I can hear Holy Spirit talk to me clearer and louder. Hallelujah! Amen!