Lord make woman the receiver of Love for a strong reason. He came as a Man, to give Love, this will make woman and the emotional part of man whole. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is interesting to see in my family, the 3 women, Jc, me and my mum, all need some from of Love to make us whole. The calmness I see in Jc, the joy I see in her, was made whole, when Love of Daddy and Mummy was made whole in her. She become the object of calmness. A confident in life!
When Jc's Daddy was not loving her, she went around looking for other Daddies to fill the vacant. She talked too much to those Daddies that they wondered what's wrong with her. She needs the strengthening, the loving, even when restrictions is given, she feels love. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Recently, through my girl's reveal, I noticed one of her classmates has an expression of no love. She was looking for a boy to love her. Since last year, she had a crush on a boy, Jc's good friend. But as the boy had no feeling for her, she felt anger. I thought she should have cool off by now, but her recent actions told me that she haven't.
Due to some shaking in Jc's life, something happened among the kids that I informed the school about it and even get feedback from Jc the reactions of their parents to the issue. The amount of freedom given to them is amazing. The only thing that their parents care about is just their studies, but their emotional well being, not much notice is given. It's kind of sad!
This girl, XY has been going for boys, and I wondered why. It is through Jc reveal and talking to her dad yesterday that I understands. The fact about going to fast food after school and to the nearby shopping centre for food, the parents attitude is ok to go, as long as not that often. Even with the recent news of attempt kidnapping, the parents did not exercise much care of their life.
They are busy working! Even her 3 cases of boys, her dad also never arrest much of her emotional needs but only warned her to concentrate on study. The fact that makes me realise her lacks of fatherly love was when she complaint about the same boy that beaten Jc had beaten her too. It was so pain that she told the dad, but the dad thought it was child play and dismiss it. He did not stand up for her at all. No wonder she is going for other boys for this assurance of Love!
The more I look into life and see how kids react to no love is amazing. Lord let me realise this Love is so important, it could make a person whole just by knowing someone love them so much! Sometime, too much freedom for kids are bad, it shows the parents don't bother much about them in the process.
Without love, kids reacts in rebellion or run to their own world and refuse to talk. But man just don't know the important of Love. In this fallen world, most people still melt out Laws to scold kids into obedient. But this could only fulfill in love. When they are being love, obedient automatically comes from the heart. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am glad of Lord's shaking in Jc's life, He let me see this need of being Love so clearly. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for loving us, Your Children, so much that You sent Jesus as a Man to fulfill this Great Power of Love. It is through Love that men are made whole. Once they are whole, they are then confident of Life. Glory Glory to all that You have done to make this human race whole again.
I pray that all men will come to realise, they need the Love of Jesus and God the Father to make them whole again. Without Jesus finished work at the Cross, there can never be a true sense of Love. So Daddy, I am so glad that You send Jesus for me so that I could know You love me so MUCH!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
End of Self
Looking at how Jc prepare for her Tropical Tests this week, it really like my walk with Jesus.
In my walk with Jesus, Lord from my joy in Him, slowly led me to know Him through His Words and slowly talk to me from 1 sentence to much. In all of the walk and the revealing, slowly, He let me know that I am just a breath! This is what the book of Psalm says, bury somewhere in the 2nd half of the book. I was so surprised that it says no matter you are rich or you are poor, you are just a breath!!!!
In this world, man likes to put status, titles, money, power, to their name, to themselves. But the Almighty God, in His Word, says that no matter how rich or poor you are, you are just a breath!!! It was so liberating for me. When I realised this, I just let go of self! What's there to hold on when in the Eyes of God, you are just a breath???
At that same moment of thoughts, Lord let me recalled that even this breath are from Him, Book of Genesis says that when Lord breathe into man, life is formed. So, even this breath, this life is given by Him, that makes the whole of me belongs to Him, the Almighty! Glory Glory! So, no matter in writing or in speech, I am not going to fight with Him over whose writing or speaking, I let Him takes the Glory! I, who is nothing, how can I fight with a Almighty God, to claim credit on His Wisdom, of course I can't.
It is this let go that Lord come on me STRONGLY to be me. Even I am small till nothing, He is BIG in my life! Glory!!! Glory!!!
Somehow, come to Jc's study, I just cannot fully let go of it, even though Lord told me that from the 2nd Tropical Tests onwards, He is handling. Glory Glory! In my fight to get Jc to study, it created unhappiness in her and in me. In the end, she still did not study, just did all the works given by her teachers!!!
How can she not work? Not Study for her tests!!! I am frustrated. But Lord let me recalled that out of the 1st Tropical Test, I was in the same frustration and Lord let me saw His Glory in Jc's Maths paper. Okay Okay, Lord, I heard you through this. I let go, I let You come through Jc to do Your Glory! I know You need her to empty of self so that all Glory goes to You, You and You alone!!! Glory Glory!
Not easy to let go in this country where every parents want their kids to perform. It is always a not enough feeling. Lord is shining His Glory Light in Jc to show to the world only He could be the ANSWER!!! Glory Glory!!! I shall let Him, the Almighty God take over!
He is using me and Jc to show the world only He could and can, He would and will. It's not about me nor Jc, but it's all about Him and He alone shall takes the Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
For His Healing Power, I could easily understand that only He could. Come to Jc's study, it's hard to let go to assume and to believe only He could and can. But, I shall let go and let Him be. It's His Glory, His Commanded Blessing!!! Not about if I can let go or not, but His Commaned Blessing will works through to show the Glory! Amen Amen!
How can I trust His Healing Arm but not His Wisdom! How could I? Oh, Almighty God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, my forefather, help me to let go of holding on to Jc, help me let go in trusting Your Wisdom can come through her to show Your Glory! Help me to believe it's for Your Glory sake!!! Help me see that You are using Jc for Your Glory too!!! I shall let go, I shall let go!!! Not by Power, not by Might, but by Your Spirit, I shall let go, in Jesus Name, Amen!
My Abba, My Abba, thank You so much that You could operate through Your Commanded Blessing. Even when man out of stupidity, tries to stop You from showing Your Glory, Your Commanded Blessing could penetrates through to bring it forth!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
In my walk with Jesus, Lord from my joy in Him, slowly led me to know Him through His Words and slowly talk to me from 1 sentence to much. In all of the walk and the revealing, slowly, He let me know that I am just a breath! This is what the book of Psalm says, bury somewhere in the 2nd half of the book. I was so surprised that it says no matter you are rich or you are poor, you are just a breath!!!!
In this world, man likes to put status, titles, money, power, to their name, to themselves. But the Almighty God, in His Word, says that no matter how rich or poor you are, you are just a breath!!! It was so liberating for me. When I realised this, I just let go of self! What's there to hold on when in the Eyes of God, you are just a breath???
At that same moment of thoughts, Lord let me recalled that even this breath are from Him, Book of Genesis says that when Lord breathe into man, life is formed. So, even this breath, this life is given by Him, that makes the whole of me belongs to Him, the Almighty! Glory Glory! So, no matter in writing or in speech, I am not going to fight with Him over whose writing or speaking, I let Him takes the Glory! I, who is nothing, how can I fight with a Almighty God, to claim credit on His Wisdom, of course I can't.
It is this let go that Lord come on me STRONGLY to be me. Even I am small till nothing, He is BIG in my life! Glory!!! Glory!!!
Somehow, come to Jc's study, I just cannot fully let go of it, even though Lord told me that from the 2nd Tropical Tests onwards, He is handling. Glory Glory! In my fight to get Jc to study, it created unhappiness in her and in me. In the end, she still did not study, just did all the works given by her teachers!!!
How can she not work? Not Study for her tests!!! I am frustrated. But Lord let me recalled that out of the 1st Tropical Test, I was in the same frustration and Lord let me saw His Glory in Jc's Maths paper. Okay Okay, Lord, I heard you through this. I let go, I let You come through Jc to do Your Glory! I know You need her to empty of self so that all Glory goes to You, You and You alone!!! Glory Glory!
Not easy to let go in this country where every parents want their kids to perform. It is always a not enough feeling. Lord is shining His Glory Light in Jc to show to the world only He could be the ANSWER!!! Glory Glory!!! I shall let Him, the Almighty God take over!
He is using me and Jc to show the world only He could and can, He would and will. It's not about me nor Jc, but it's all about Him and He alone shall takes the Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
For His Healing Power, I could easily understand that only He could. Come to Jc's study, it's hard to let go to assume and to believe only He could and can. But, I shall let go and let Him be. It's His Glory, His Commanded Blessing!!! Not about if I can let go or not, but His Commaned Blessing will works through to show the Glory! Amen Amen!
How can I trust His Healing Arm but not His Wisdom! How could I? Oh, Almighty God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, my forefather, help me to let go of holding on to Jc, help me let go in trusting Your Wisdom can come through her to show Your Glory! Help me to believe it's for Your Glory sake!!! Help me see that You are using Jc for Your Glory too!!! I shall let go, I shall let go!!! Not by Power, not by Might, but by Your Spirit, I shall let go, in Jesus Name, Amen!
My Abba, My Abba, thank You so much that You could operate through Your Commanded Blessing. Even when man out of stupidity, tries to stop You from showing Your Glory, Your Commanded Blessing could penetrates through to bring it forth!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, March 25, 2012
The Hand of the Lord
What a blessed day! Sa tan tried to bring me down and let me see lack in Jc and doubt over Abba Father could bless me and even blocked my brain. As I went to Abba's Kingdom this morning, I was blessed! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
While worshipping, I told Lord only He could fight my battle. I could not handle it. As I worshipped Lord and slowly my joy came, I saw a mighty hand near the screen, a BIG BIG Hand of the Lord with the nail-pierced hole! Glory Glory!, it occuppied the whole front of the hall. Glory Glory!!!
As I looked at it, Lord Almighty nail-pierced Hand came above me. Then it came down on me, and I went through his nail-pierced hole on the hand. Glory Glory! As Lord's Almighty Hand descend on me, from crown of head to the sole of foot, I found all the chains locking me was being freed. Glory Glory! Lord showed me they were at His Feet. Glory Glory!!!
Lord opened my eyes to His Goodness, Glory Glory!!! As I had this lack impression in me, Pastor Lian showed a photo she took in the recent trip to Israel, the wilderness. It's a place of light grey and brown mountains with barrenness. Pastor Lian point to it and said the world is like this wilderness, lack is everywhere and it's about not enough, of work, of study, of grades, of salary etc etc.
Then she showed in this wilderness, Lord produce water from a rock and even flow into a river of abundance. Next she show the children of Israel, having mana as breakfast and in the evening, Lord used the south wind and the east wind to bring the blessing of pigeon to the children of Israel compound, where they camped. They just had to get out of their tents to pick up the meat, it was so easy. The meat did not drop elsewhere, but only on the camp compound!!!
As I see out of lack from the hugh rock, Lord could bring abundance of water and Lord could rain food to whom He was blessing, the lack picture in my heart was cleared. I could see clearly Lord could bless me easily, and out of no where He could produce water, so what could He not do? I know the lack in Jc and the lack of my life are not a problem anymore. It's an opportunity for Lord to bless me for the world to His God's Glory on the Face of Jesus!
Recently, Jc 2nd tropical tests are coming but she just refused to study nor practise. She even tried to hide her homework from me. I was disappointed with her to the extend of giving up on her. She is good in International Dance, Gynastics, golf and even into singing, but come to study, just the bare mentioning of it get her so stressed up! That's why I see barenness in her study.
Furthermore, when I checked with eldest sis, Ad, on how her 1st daughter managed to get a place promised for her in one of the prestige secondary school here in Singapore, and her 2nd daughter will be aiming a placing in that school through Direct School Admission, DSA this year.
As I was clueless, I checked with my 2nd niece and she told me that she is using her results. The mum added it's P5 and 1st half of P6 results. The process is handled through school. Sis even injected in last year the cut of T-score was 262 and that secondary school revealed that there was a long waitlist for those scoring 262 in their PSLE T-score. She even highlighted her 1st daughter went in through the gifted program and I have to wait and see how her 2nd daughter did through the normal way.
I don't like Ad's attitude on her daughters no problem in going for the DSA and entering that school, but not Jc. She was implying Jc should go for other school based on her interest. She also pointed that school is strong in Chinese and Jc is not good in her languages! Somehow, she wants that school to be a privilege that only her daughters could go for!!!
As I carried the lack in me, Lord showed me the abundance that was paid by Lord Jesus Precious Blood! Jc's lack was carried at the Cross by Jesus and His Blood had cleansed her fully of her lack!
Lord also let me recalled that I prayed for her to have ex's brain when she was still in my tummy. What I know is ex's young time was not good in his test but the teacher know his knowledge and did not penalise him. He got very good result later in life and thus earning a good pay!
Also, with His Blood, His Washing of Jc's lacks away, I know Jc will produce good results! It's not about what Jc nor I could do, but all the lacks was judged at the Cross on the body of Jesus! His Blood had washed away the lacks and it was an OVER PAYMENT!!! As such, I believe Jc surely will get very good results, not by might, not by power, but by His Spirit! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
While worshipping, I told Lord only He could fight my battle. I could not handle it. As I worshipped Lord and slowly my joy came, I saw a mighty hand near the screen, a BIG BIG Hand of the Lord with the nail-pierced hole! Glory Glory!, it occuppied the whole front of the hall. Glory Glory!!!
As I looked at it, Lord Almighty nail-pierced Hand came above me. Then it came down on me, and I went through his nail-pierced hole on the hand. Glory Glory! As Lord's Almighty Hand descend on me, from crown of head to the sole of foot, I found all the chains locking me was being freed. Glory Glory! Lord showed me they were at His Feet. Glory Glory!!!
Lord opened my eyes to His Goodness, Glory Glory!!! As I had this lack impression in me, Pastor Lian showed a photo she took in the recent trip to Israel, the wilderness. It's a place of light grey and brown mountains with barrenness. Pastor Lian point to it and said the world is like this wilderness, lack is everywhere and it's about not enough, of work, of study, of grades, of salary etc etc.
Then she showed in this wilderness, Lord produce water from a rock and even flow into a river of abundance. Next she show the children of Israel, having mana as breakfast and in the evening, Lord used the south wind and the east wind to bring the blessing of pigeon to the children of Israel compound, where they camped. They just had to get out of their tents to pick up the meat, it was so easy. The meat did not drop elsewhere, but only on the camp compound!!!
As I see out of lack from the hugh rock, Lord could bring abundance of water and Lord could rain food to whom He was blessing, the lack picture in my heart was cleared. I could see clearly Lord could bless me easily, and out of no where He could produce water, so what could He not do? I know the lack in Jc and the lack of my life are not a problem anymore. It's an opportunity for Lord to bless me for the world to His God's Glory on the Face of Jesus!
Recently, Jc 2nd tropical tests are coming but she just refused to study nor practise. She even tried to hide her homework from me. I was disappointed with her to the extend of giving up on her. She is good in International Dance, Gynastics, golf and even into singing, but come to study, just the bare mentioning of it get her so stressed up! That's why I see barenness in her study.
Furthermore, when I checked with eldest sis, Ad, on how her 1st daughter managed to get a place promised for her in one of the prestige secondary school here in Singapore, and her 2nd daughter will be aiming a placing in that school through Direct School Admission, DSA this year.
As I was clueless, I checked with my 2nd niece and she told me that she is using her results. The mum added it's P5 and 1st half of P6 results. The process is handled through school. Sis even injected in last year the cut of T-score was 262 and that secondary school revealed that there was a long waitlist for those scoring 262 in their PSLE T-score. She even highlighted her 1st daughter went in through the gifted program and I have to wait and see how her 2nd daughter did through the normal way.
I don't like Ad's attitude on her daughters no problem in going for the DSA and entering that school, but not Jc. She was implying Jc should go for other school based on her interest. She also pointed that school is strong in Chinese and Jc is not good in her languages! Somehow, she wants that school to be a privilege that only her daughters could go for!!!
As I carried the lack in me, Lord showed me the abundance that was paid by Lord Jesus Precious Blood! Jc's lack was carried at the Cross by Jesus and His Blood had cleansed her fully of her lack!
Lord also let me recalled that I prayed for her to have ex's brain when she was still in my tummy. What I know is ex's young time was not good in his test but the teacher know his knowledge and did not penalise him. He got very good result later in life and thus earning a good pay!
Also, with His Blood, His Washing of Jc's lacks away, I know Jc will produce good results! It's not about what Jc nor I could do, but all the lacks was judged at the Cross on the body of Jesus! His Blood had washed away the lacks and it was an OVER PAYMENT!!! As such, I believe Jc surely will get very good results, not by might, not by power, but by His Spirit! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, March 22, 2012
My Dream
Since last night, I have this urge of watching Jessica Sanchez's America Idol. It's something about it that I am looking for. This 'Everybody have a Dream' just hit on to me after listening to her a few time this morning! Glory Glory to all that Lord has done for her! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
After listening to 3-4 times, I begin to think of my own dream. Long time ago, when I was still in my primary school education, there were a couple of time where the teacher told us to write a composition of 'what I want to be when I grow up' storyline.
This was the hard part for me. For I was clueless what I wanted to be! It was empty up there! I had to cook up some professional job but that wasn't what I really want to be. I wrote for the sake of writing.
Even for my career previously, Information Technology was getting popular then and thought I would headed that direction. As it was not my dream, I even so lazy to get the application form. I told a team mate from my temporary work after 'A' level that there was such a course and if she was to go apply, I asked her to get a form for me. Hehe
I completed the course in 2 years and was working in IT field for nearly 10 years!!! But I was bored and had no idea where should I head for!!! Getting married and then having a baby was my best excuse to quit from IT to be a home maker!
Guess this was Lord leading me out of that into His Plan! Before getting out, I did get into depression in the early part of my work life. I was taught about positive thinking through those advices that colleagues emailed me. I decided to change each individual negative thoughts into positive thoughts before accepting it into me.
That was how I get out of depression in 3 years time. Guess Lord was knocking my door but I was able to get out myself, so I didn't need Him then!
Actually I had been to my cousin's church when I was a teenager. I liked the worship songs but the pastor was boring. Lord let me walk in wilderness till I met a spiritual problem. I had proclaimed that normal sickness need doctor but spiritual attack need God to settle long before that!
Yes, this devil attack for 3 years was my defining moment. The Chinese god that I tried didn't work. The more I consulted them, the more I realised they were in the same conspiracy to get me to submit to them! So the stubborn me just refused to do so. I do not like to be threaten to submission!
Glory Glory! It was because of wanting Peace that leads me to come to the Prince of Peace! It was initially an enjoyment of His Love for me. And since His Words said that He will bless me everything if I got to know Jesus and His Righteousness first, I just obeyed the Word and started my walk in obedience to the Word to know Jesus!
It was an amazing walk that Lord led me to learn about Him from Pastor Prince and then a lot other man of God! Thank You, Abba Father!!!
Through this walking to know Him better and better, Lord led me to know He is using me and from letting me know I will lay hand on people to now I know I will be standing on stage and people will be healed. The more I walked closer to Lord, He let me know that He is coming through me to be Him, Christ Jesus!
Then He slowly let me know that I will live 100s of years to now 1500 years. From there, He let me know I am the marker for this End Time judgement!!! The Rapture that every Christian is looking for, will come after I go back to Him. That's what Lord revealed to me only late last year.
It was all these small step of walking with Him that He let me know His Plan for my life is a Big BIG one. Glory Glory! My part is just to believe, continue to meditate and continue to listen to His Words and continue to worship Him and pray in the Spirit! Glory Glory!
This is a very BIG Dream! If you ask me previously if I ever think of such, I have not, but I have a inner knowing that I am something big, just that I don't know big in what. I have this feeling since primary school till now. Finally, I am walking it out. But I am not the big one, it's He who is the BIG One! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
After listening to 3-4 times, I begin to think of my own dream. Long time ago, when I was still in my primary school education, there were a couple of time where the teacher told us to write a composition of 'what I want to be when I grow up' storyline.
This was the hard part for me. For I was clueless what I wanted to be! It was empty up there! I had to cook up some professional job but that wasn't what I really want to be. I wrote for the sake of writing.
Even for my career previously, Information Technology was getting popular then and thought I would headed that direction. As it was not my dream, I even so lazy to get the application form. I told a team mate from my temporary work after 'A' level that there was such a course and if she was to go apply, I asked her to get a form for me. Hehe
I completed the course in 2 years and was working in IT field for nearly 10 years!!! But I was bored and had no idea where should I head for!!! Getting married and then having a baby was my best excuse to quit from IT to be a home maker!
Guess this was Lord leading me out of that into His Plan! Before getting out, I did get into depression in the early part of my work life. I was taught about positive thinking through those advices that colleagues emailed me. I decided to change each individual negative thoughts into positive thoughts before accepting it into me.
That was how I get out of depression in 3 years time. Guess Lord was knocking my door but I was able to get out myself, so I didn't need Him then!
Actually I had been to my cousin's church when I was a teenager. I liked the worship songs but the pastor was boring. Lord let me walk in wilderness till I met a spiritual problem. I had proclaimed that normal sickness need doctor but spiritual attack need God to settle long before that!
Yes, this devil attack for 3 years was my defining moment. The Chinese god that I tried didn't work. The more I consulted them, the more I realised they were in the same conspiracy to get me to submit to them! So the stubborn me just refused to do so. I do not like to be threaten to submission!
Glory Glory! It was because of wanting Peace that leads me to come to the Prince of Peace! It was initially an enjoyment of His Love for me. And since His Words said that He will bless me everything if I got to know Jesus and His Righteousness first, I just obeyed the Word and started my walk in obedience to the Word to know Jesus!
It was an amazing walk that Lord led me to learn about Him from Pastor Prince and then a lot other man of God! Thank You, Abba Father!!!
Through this walking to know Him better and better, Lord led me to know He is using me and from letting me know I will lay hand on people to now I know I will be standing on stage and people will be healed. The more I walked closer to Lord, He let me know that He is coming through me to be Him, Christ Jesus!
Then He slowly let me know that I will live 100s of years to now 1500 years. From there, He let me know I am the marker for this End Time judgement!!! The Rapture that every Christian is looking for, will come after I go back to Him. That's what Lord revealed to me only late last year.
It was all these small step of walking with Him that He let me know His Plan for my life is a Big BIG one. Glory Glory! My part is just to believe, continue to meditate and continue to listen to His Words and continue to worship Him and pray in the Spirit! Glory Glory!
This is a very BIG Dream! If you ask me previously if I ever think of such, I have not, but I have a inner knowing that I am something big, just that I don't know big in what. I have this feeling since primary school till now. Finally, I am walking it out. But I am not the big one, it's He who is the BIG One! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
The Lost Tribe of Jews in China
Usually, I do not bother much about my roots but just now, while watching youtube on things about Jews, I watched some of the documentary of Jews in China too.
According to the documentary, they could go to China as traders, as working for the British etc, that's how they went and settle down in China. But like any other tribes in China, they are banded together as Chinese, and thus lost their roots. Only those that kept the lampstand and their parents told them about their roots would they remember.
The Jews that did the documentary did go different parts of China to find them. Seem like just a small portion of the Jews descendants knows they are Jews, most of them, like my ancestors, no mention of it at all. When I first saw the lampstand in ex's home, he did not know why he had that lampstand too. He told me it's for decoration only. He didn't even know he has Jews' blood in him too!
This is the first time I watched the video in the youtube and felt sad for the Jews in China. They don't even know they are Jews and they don't even know they should be going back to Israel! Even for me, I need Abba Father to tell me I have the blood of Jews in me. If He didn't let me know, I will think myself as a Chinese, as my ancestors came from China.
It is sad that only a small portion of the population still know they are Jews, but guess it's not as important as knowing Lord Jesus! As long as they come back to Jesus, the door to heaven is opened to them. No matter Jews or not, all need to know they need a Saviour! Life without Jesus is no good, under the wrath of devil and be helpless.
Only those in Christ and know their Rights in Christ could exercise their Authority in Christ Jesus! Then they could live the victorious life that Jesus went to the Cross 2000 years ago to claim for us. Surely, as more realise their Authority in Christ, devil will not have any more chance on them. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
At this moment, I am glad that Lord leads me to walk with Him and any problem is just a prayer away. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
According to the documentary, they could go to China as traders, as working for the British etc, that's how they went and settle down in China. But like any other tribes in China, they are banded together as Chinese, and thus lost their roots. Only those that kept the lampstand and their parents told them about their roots would they remember.
The Jews that did the documentary did go different parts of China to find them. Seem like just a small portion of the Jews descendants knows they are Jews, most of them, like my ancestors, no mention of it at all. When I first saw the lampstand in ex's home, he did not know why he had that lampstand too. He told me it's for decoration only. He didn't even know he has Jews' blood in him too!
This is the first time I watched the video in the youtube and felt sad for the Jews in China. They don't even know they are Jews and they don't even know they should be going back to Israel! Even for me, I need Abba Father to tell me I have the blood of Jews in me. If He didn't let me know, I will think myself as a Chinese, as my ancestors came from China.
It is sad that only a small portion of the population still know they are Jews, but guess it's not as important as knowing Lord Jesus! As long as they come back to Jesus, the door to heaven is opened to them. No matter Jews or not, all need to know they need a Saviour! Life without Jesus is no good, under the wrath of devil and be helpless.
Only those in Christ and know their Rights in Christ could exercise their Authority in Christ Jesus! Then they could live the victorious life that Jesus went to the Cross 2000 years ago to claim for us. Surely, as more realise their Authority in Christ, devil will not have any more chance on them. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
At this moment, I am glad that Lord leads me to walk with Him and any problem is just a prayer away. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
The Goodness of the Shaking
Glory Glory to Lord Jesus! For all that He has done in my life and in my families life. Hallelujah! Amen Amen! He knows all the secrets and He knows what is blocking them who He wants them to receive Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Long ago, when mum had a sum of money to invest, not a big amount, just a good amount. She wanted me to go banking with her as she was timid when come to handle money. Due to her age, the bank refused her as the direct owner of the deposit account and insisted me be the 1st owner and her the 2nd owner. As it is her money, I didn't get the bank personal fuss. Their internal manager ever talked to me and my mum and even said that they have to ensure the very sanity of my mum in order to put it in her name, due to the trouble, in the end, mum relent and my name was included.
Eldest sis, Ad, got to know about it and interest in this issue. I didn't think much of it. Then weeks or months later, as during my youth, mum ever create a joint account with me, I could access that account when I used internet banking. Mum told me to transfer a payment to eldest sis, Ad, account. When Ad realised I could access mum's money, her attitude with mum changed from the closest to lukewarm.
It had been a year or so ago. She no more care that much for mum. Then recently, Lord leads me to watch Lindsey Williams 3 dvds. Lord knows I care much for my family. He let me concerned about Ad's husband investments and insurance. I did not bother about mum's finances as I did not know it.
But due to the nature of the disaster that Lindsey Williams talked about, mum was concerned of all that she have, from all the hard earning, she gather little by little to quite a sizeable amount. Not that much in my eyes anyway. But to her it was a lot.
Mum revealed to me the documents of the investment that eldest sis, Ad, had advised her to invest. Mum have all the while thought that her name was on those investments. But as she showed me those documents, I found out that all of them was under Ad's name. None of those of my mum's fund was in mum's name!!!
Finally, I understood why Ad was in anger when I could access mum's joint account with me. All the while, she thought she had full control of my mum's funds. But when she realise I had a part of it, she became greatly unhappy. But as I realise the fullness of my mum's fund and the portion that I shared name with her and those under fully Ad's name, I laughed at the plan of Ad.
She thought she had the fullness of mum's fund and in secrecy, thought that she could owns it in future. When she realised mum had a portion with me, she was unhappy with that. The fact that all are under her name means there is no legal claim possible if relationship falls bad!!! She didn't bother much about where the legal document is, mum complaint to me recently as she searched for all her documents.
Lord did this shaking for mum's fund to be exposed so that she could not take it as her own. Now that she knew I know about it, Lord said she will not look to that as hers but will come to Lord in future. Glory Glory! Man can greed over little money and disregard over Lord but Lord want to shift all focus onto Him. Glory Glory!
Actually mum wants brother's name to be there. But brother have a good source of income and do not bother much about what mum have. Sis, Ad, being a housewife, are more into it as she worshipped money. I am delivered by Lord from the love of money that I do not bother much over them.
Lord knows the heart of each of us and shaked accordingly for the secret to be exposed so that Ad cannot greed over it anymore. Well, I looked to Lord's provision and not man's provision. So in reality, what mum have wasn't that much in my eyes anyway. But it is a good shaking. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Long ago, when mum had a sum of money to invest, not a big amount, just a good amount. She wanted me to go banking with her as she was timid when come to handle money. Due to her age, the bank refused her as the direct owner of the deposit account and insisted me be the 1st owner and her the 2nd owner. As it is her money, I didn't get the bank personal fuss. Their internal manager ever talked to me and my mum and even said that they have to ensure the very sanity of my mum in order to put it in her name, due to the trouble, in the end, mum relent and my name was included.
Eldest sis, Ad, got to know about it and interest in this issue. I didn't think much of it. Then weeks or months later, as during my youth, mum ever create a joint account with me, I could access that account when I used internet banking. Mum told me to transfer a payment to eldest sis, Ad, account. When Ad realised I could access mum's money, her attitude with mum changed from the closest to lukewarm.
It had been a year or so ago. She no more care that much for mum. Then recently, Lord leads me to watch Lindsey Williams 3 dvds. Lord knows I care much for my family. He let me concerned about Ad's husband investments and insurance. I did not bother about mum's finances as I did not know it.
But due to the nature of the disaster that Lindsey Williams talked about, mum was concerned of all that she have, from all the hard earning, she gather little by little to quite a sizeable amount. Not that much in my eyes anyway. But to her it was a lot.
Mum revealed to me the documents of the investment that eldest sis, Ad, had advised her to invest. Mum have all the while thought that her name was on those investments. But as she showed me those documents, I found out that all of them was under Ad's name. None of those of my mum's fund was in mum's name!!!
Finally, I understood why Ad was in anger when I could access mum's joint account with me. All the while, she thought she had full control of my mum's funds. But when she realise I had a part of it, she became greatly unhappy. But as I realise the fullness of my mum's fund and the portion that I shared name with her and those under fully Ad's name, I laughed at the plan of Ad.
She thought she had the fullness of mum's fund and in secrecy, thought that she could owns it in future. When she realised mum had a portion with me, she was unhappy with that. The fact that all are under her name means there is no legal claim possible if relationship falls bad!!! She didn't bother much about where the legal document is, mum complaint to me recently as she searched for all her documents.
Lord did this shaking for mum's fund to be exposed so that she could not take it as her own. Now that she knew I know about it, Lord said she will not look to that as hers but will come to Lord in future. Glory Glory! Man can greed over little money and disregard over Lord but Lord want to shift all focus onto Him. Glory Glory!
Actually mum wants brother's name to be there. But brother have a good source of income and do not bother much about what mum have. Sis, Ad, being a housewife, are more into it as she worshipped money. I am delivered by Lord from the love of money that I do not bother much over them.
Lord knows the heart of each of us and shaked accordingly for the secret to be exposed so that Ad cannot greed over it anymore. Well, I looked to Lord's provision and not man's provision. So in reality, what mum have wasn't that much in my eyes anyway. But it is a good shaking. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, March 19, 2012
New Wine
Long time ago, before 25/05/2007, Lord was asking me to start my bible study. But, as I was anxious for bible study and the Sunday morning 1st service, queuing to get into Rock auditorium, I had no heart to start reading the bible. I had been dragging on His Prompting. Partly, I also knew that if I do His Work, I would be very busy. I was just an ordinary housewife and I did not want to rock my carefree life. :P
However, this last bible study, 25/05/2007 'Provision and Healing Wherever the Rivers of Living Water Go', changed my life. As Lord removed bible study, suddenly weekdays became empty, as the slot of time became empty, I finally pick up my bible and started reading. Everywhere I go, I would be having the bible with me and reading. Glory to Jesus! That was how I stepped into the river and let Lord led me. Glory Glory! I know that last sermon, Lord was talking to me fully. I grabbed hold of that and walked with Him ever since. Glory Glory!
I just finished listening to the above sermon again. I noticed the fear in Pastor Prince that he had echoed in yesterday sermon. For the first time, he disclosed that the church was small when that man approached him about wanting to preach. Pastor Prince shared that he was leading the worshipping and the preaching then. He was afraid that man would jumped up to preach that he got big sized men to sit with that man to make sure he did not do that.
Interestingly, as he shared the vision of the light he saw, he shared his fear too. This is what he said in the 25/05/2007 sermon:
Pastor Prince:
'Last night as I was standing here for closing, I saw a vision of a door, and the door was slightly opened, not fully opened. And the light that came behind the door, the top and the side was so BRIGHT like a sun behind, that I was afraid that the door will opened completely that I don't think our eyes can take it. So, the Lord in His Mercy just opened a little bit, to give us a little glimpse of His Glory. But I think by doing this (closing down bible study), the door is opening. We are about to step into something else!'
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Long ago, as Lord through YC informed me that I will be preaching, I actually tried to learn from Pastor Prince. Haha...but Lord questioned me what was I doing. He said that He is leading me in something else. I could not possibility be doing what Pastor Prince is doing and do my part of the anointing well. He said each have our own part. Jesus is just too big for anyone of the child of God to take fully. Lord let me know that Pastor Prince anointing is about revealing the Beauty of Jesus. While my part, as the last sermon had said, it's about the healing arm of the Lord!
Lord disclosed that for Pastor Prince work in Christ, he had to spend lots of time with the Lord. If I am to do that, I won't have time to do what He want me to do for Him. He also wanted me to learn from Pastor Prince's sermons, as the foundation, He promised to bring different teachers to me as time flows. Yes, the past few years, Lord had led me to learn from different men of God. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Pastor Prince explained in the above sermon that En Gedi means the fountain of young Goat while En Eglaim refers to fountain of the 2 calves. From my personal understanding or more correctly, a knowing from the Lord, of these 2 names, The fountain of young Goat refers to Israel while the fountain of the 2 calves refers to the Ministry of Revealing about Jesus and the Ministry of Jesus Healing Right Hand! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord rise me up for His Glory. It's nothing about me. It's all about Jesus and Jesus alone receive all the Glory!
Why Lord through me shared so much here but the door has yet to open? It's all about the Glory of Jesus coming back. The timing of His Return. As great darkness descend on earth, you will see His Glory shinning BRIGHTLY for all to see. There will be great harvest of souls as the Ministry of Jesus is about making people Whole again. Glory Glory!
Surely, I want to be like the blessed man talked in Jeremiah 17:7-8 'The man is blessed who trusts in the LORD and whose hope is the LORD. For he will be like a tree planted by the waters that spreads out its roots by the river and will not see when heat comes, but its leaf will be green and will not be careful in the year of drought, neither will it cease from yielding fruit.'
This is Lord's promises in Isaiah 55:12-13:
'For you will go out with joy and be led forth with peace! The mountains and the hills will break forth before you into singing and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. The fir tree will come up instead of the thorn and the myrtle tree will come up instead of the brier. It will be to the LORD for a Name, for an everlasting sign that will not be cut off.' Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Hallelujah! To Lord for all the leadings and guidings. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
However, this last bible study, 25/05/2007 'Provision and Healing Wherever the Rivers of Living Water Go', changed my life. As Lord removed bible study, suddenly weekdays became empty, as the slot of time became empty, I finally pick up my bible and started reading. Everywhere I go, I would be having the bible with me and reading. Glory to Jesus! That was how I stepped into the river and let Lord led me. Glory Glory! I know that last sermon, Lord was talking to me fully. I grabbed hold of that and walked with Him ever since. Glory Glory!
I just finished listening to the above sermon again. I noticed the fear in Pastor Prince that he had echoed in yesterday sermon. For the first time, he disclosed that the church was small when that man approached him about wanting to preach. Pastor Prince shared that he was leading the worshipping and the preaching then. He was afraid that man would jumped up to preach that he got big sized men to sit with that man to make sure he did not do that.
Interestingly, as he shared the vision of the light he saw, he shared his fear too. This is what he said in the 25/05/2007 sermon:
Pastor Prince:
'Last night as I was standing here for closing, I saw a vision of a door, and the door was slightly opened, not fully opened. And the light that came behind the door, the top and the side was so BRIGHT like a sun behind, that I was afraid that the door will opened completely that I don't think our eyes can take it. So, the Lord in His Mercy just opened a little bit, to give us a little glimpse of His Glory. But I think by doing this (closing down bible study), the door is opening. We are about to step into something else!'
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Long ago, as Lord through YC informed me that I will be preaching, I actually tried to learn from Pastor Prince. Haha...but Lord questioned me what was I doing. He said that He is leading me in something else. I could not possibility be doing what Pastor Prince is doing and do my part of the anointing well. He said each have our own part. Jesus is just too big for anyone of the child of God to take fully. Lord let me know that Pastor Prince anointing is about revealing the Beauty of Jesus. While my part, as the last sermon had said, it's about the healing arm of the Lord!
Lord disclosed that for Pastor Prince work in Christ, he had to spend lots of time with the Lord. If I am to do that, I won't have time to do what He want me to do for Him. He also wanted me to learn from Pastor Prince's sermons, as the foundation, He promised to bring different teachers to me as time flows. Yes, the past few years, Lord had led me to learn from different men of God. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Pastor Prince explained in the above sermon that En Gedi means the fountain of young Goat while En Eglaim refers to fountain of the 2 calves. From my personal understanding or more correctly, a knowing from the Lord, of these 2 names, The fountain of young Goat refers to Israel while the fountain of the 2 calves refers to the Ministry of Revealing about Jesus and the Ministry of Jesus Healing Right Hand! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord rise me up for His Glory. It's nothing about me. It's all about Jesus and Jesus alone receive all the Glory!
Why Lord through me shared so much here but the door has yet to open? It's all about the Glory of Jesus coming back. The timing of His Return. As great darkness descend on earth, you will see His Glory shinning BRIGHTLY for all to see. There will be great harvest of souls as the Ministry of Jesus is about making people Whole again. Glory Glory!
Surely, I want to be like the blessed man talked in Jeremiah 17:7-8 'The man is blessed who trusts in the LORD and whose hope is the LORD. For he will be like a tree planted by the waters that spreads out its roots by the river and will not see when heat comes, but its leaf will be green and will not be careful in the year of drought, neither will it cease from yielding fruit.'
This is Lord's promises in Isaiah 55:12-13:
'For you will go out with joy and be led forth with peace! The mountains and the hills will break forth before you into singing and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. The fir tree will come up instead of the thorn and the myrtle tree will come up instead of the brier. It will be to the LORD for a Name, for an everlasting sign that will not be cut off.' Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Hallelujah! To Lord for all the leadings and guidings. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Sunday, March 18, 2012
The Glory of Abba Father
So far, whatever I shared here, I passed myself to the Lord and get Him to come in me and come through me to write. I am not so smart to know thing of the Spirit and how the movement of Lord will be. Without Him, I am nothing.
As such, the knowledge shared here is for the goodness for the body of Christ. It is not to threaten any pastors nor man of God, their standing with Lord. I could shut my mouth fully regarding the area of what Lord movement is, but, is there any good to the body of Christ?
For many times in church, I heard Pastor Prince shared about a man ever approached him and told him that Lord led him to preach in NCC. But usually, Pastor Prince would brush it off that he told that man that Lord did not tell him. That's the end of story.
Today, he shared that that man sat in the corner of his congregation and he arranged 2 huge men to sat 2 seats away with crossed hands and looking at that man, as if telling him that 'I am here watching, you better don't do anything ....' As he shared this story, I was wondering why would he shared about such threat that he had given to that man.
As I was puzzled, Lord revealed that he knows about my blog and some information that I wrote, he must have interpreted that I am pointing towards him that he mentioned about that man. Today, he even said that if really Lord's calling, get Lord to open the door etc...I was puzzled and Lord revealed he was pointing at me. Haha...
I am so ignorant that even have arrow shoot at me and I don't even get it. Haha...anyway, no big deal about it. As I am not the one that against anyone.
Long time ago, whatever Lord revealed to me, I shared in my caregroup. I thought if something about Lord, which is good for us, it's good to let all know it. But instead of that, the leader and his wife looked at me as if I was fighting over their positions in Christ. In the end, I left that care group and have not joined any care group.
Now, the information Lord disclosed to me through meditation, I thought I should share here for the benefit of the body of Christ, I didn't know it would threaten higher level man of God. Aiyoh, I guess whatever goodness Lord shared with me, I must shut up so as not to offend those that are already in service!
However, do you think I really want to be at that position? NO, I do not want to be. I even told Lord long time ago, I don't want to rise up to management level. I don't like office politics. But Lord removed my uncomfortable and keep training and leading me to rise further up, to be His Mighty Warrior!
You know, everytime I must prayed to Lord, please come in me and lead me. I know I can't and I know I am not smart at all. You should ask my ex, surely he will tell you so. But Lord, like those that cannot handle themselves. He said that when one cannot handle themselves, He can be God in them fully. That is why Lord is in me fully, for I know I cannot and unable to hold such a great responsibilities, only He could! Glory to Jesus!
As I submitted to Him fully and empty myself of me, as I lost myself in Him, He took over. Even drafting this post is also by Him, for I have nothing to write, He pumped info into my mind for me to write it out here! Glory Glory!
If Lord want to share so much with me, it's for the benefit of the body of Christ, it's not right for me to keep the info for myself. The position in Christ is many, no one is overlapping any other one. Lord plan for each of us is just that perfect. He knows what He is doing. Our part is to put the trust in Him. Only He could do the job well, not us!
Actually I did not know Lord is writing this to defend me. Glory Glory! Even at time I don't want to share, Lord will tell me to write a post and He wrote it out what I don't want to share. Should I block Him and don't share what He wrote? No, I obeyed Him. I know He knows the best for the body of Christ, so I won't use my human stupidity to stop Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I don't want to be like Peter who tried to stop Lord Jesus from going to the Cross. He got scolded by Jesus that satan leading him. Lord had led me so long to know that whatever He did, it's for my good or for the goodness of the body of Christ. That is why I never question Him why He did this and why He did that. I am the sheep that just follow the Shepherd! Glory to Jesus!
As such, the knowledge shared here is for the goodness for the body of Christ. It is not to threaten any pastors nor man of God, their standing with Lord. I could shut my mouth fully regarding the area of what Lord movement is, but, is there any good to the body of Christ?
For many times in church, I heard Pastor Prince shared about a man ever approached him and told him that Lord led him to preach in NCC. But usually, Pastor Prince would brush it off that he told that man that Lord did not tell him. That's the end of story.
Today, he shared that that man sat in the corner of his congregation and he arranged 2 huge men to sat 2 seats away with crossed hands and looking at that man, as if telling him that 'I am here watching, you better don't do anything ....' As he shared this story, I was wondering why would he shared about such threat that he had given to that man.
As I was puzzled, Lord revealed that he knows about my blog and some information that I wrote, he must have interpreted that I am pointing towards him that he mentioned about that man. Today, he even said that if really Lord's calling, get Lord to open the door etc...I was puzzled and Lord revealed he was pointing at me. Haha...
I am so ignorant that even have arrow shoot at me and I don't even get it. Haha...anyway, no big deal about it. As I am not the one that against anyone.
Long time ago, whatever Lord revealed to me, I shared in my caregroup. I thought if something about Lord, which is good for us, it's good to let all know it. But instead of that, the leader and his wife looked at me as if I was fighting over their positions in Christ. In the end, I left that care group and have not joined any care group.
Now, the information Lord disclosed to me through meditation, I thought I should share here for the benefit of the body of Christ, I didn't know it would threaten higher level man of God. Aiyoh, I guess whatever goodness Lord shared with me, I must shut up so as not to offend those that are already in service!
However, do you think I really want to be at that position? NO, I do not want to be. I even told Lord long time ago, I don't want to rise up to management level. I don't like office politics. But Lord removed my uncomfortable and keep training and leading me to rise further up, to be His Mighty Warrior!
You know, everytime I must prayed to Lord, please come in me and lead me. I know I can't and I know I am not smart at all. You should ask my ex, surely he will tell you so. But Lord, like those that cannot handle themselves. He said that when one cannot handle themselves, He can be God in them fully. That is why Lord is in me fully, for I know I cannot and unable to hold such a great responsibilities, only He could! Glory to Jesus!
As I submitted to Him fully and empty myself of me, as I lost myself in Him, He took over. Even drafting this post is also by Him, for I have nothing to write, He pumped info into my mind for me to write it out here! Glory Glory!
If Lord want to share so much with me, it's for the benefit of the body of Christ, it's not right for me to keep the info for myself. The position in Christ is many, no one is overlapping any other one. Lord plan for each of us is just that perfect. He knows what He is doing. Our part is to put the trust in Him. Only He could do the job well, not us!
Actually I did not know Lord is writing this to defend me. Glory Glory! Even at time I don't want to share, Lord will tell me to write a post and He wrote it out what I don't want to share. Should I block Him and don't share what He wrote? No, I obeyed Him. I know He knows the best for the body of Christ, so I won't use my human stupidity to stop Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I don't want to be like Peter who tried to stop Lord Jesus from going to the Cross. He got scolded by Jesus that satan leading him. Lord had led me so long to know that whatever He did, it's for my good or for the goodness of the body of Christ. That is why I never question Him why He did this and why He did that. I am the sheep that just follow the Shepherd! Glory to Jesus!
Saturday, March 17, 2012
The Tribulation
During this End Time, I am hearing lots of prophency. First starts with Pastor Prince that said there will be lots of disruptions but children of God will be save. Then to TB Joshua prophency since 2008 to current and then Lindsey Williams telling the world what he learnt from the elite of the world, what they intend to do. Prophency Prophency....real life learning and then telling....
All these point to one direction, the near future is not going to be easy. Then today I heard another one that discuss if we, the church of God, are we going to be in the tribulation or are we going to be resurrected to be with Jesus?
One thing I am thinking when the man of God talked about we going or not going to be with God. Actually bible said that we, who have accepted Christ and are reborned, are now in the high places in Christ Jesus. We are in this world but we are not of this world. If we are with Him in the high places, how are we going to be with Him in the future? We are already with Him, in Him fully!!! Glory Glory!
How then can we not be in the tribulation that is descending upon people of the world? Pastor Prince and TB Joshua had both prophesize that we are facing economic depression. Pastor Lindsey Williams had provided the details he learnt from the elite on what they are going to do to exert their control on the people. They are going to cause price to rise so high and make US$ and Euro down and Middle East crude oil production to be down.
With so many things they are bringing down, price is going to rise like no body business. We are still around in this world. How would we make a different? Look to Jesus! As Jesus in Deuteronomy 28 blessings said that we are rise above and not below. He has put us up there. Jesus died poor so that we, who believe in Jesus, is in the Son of Abraham. We, who then are sons of Abraham, inherit the Promise that God the Father promises Abraham, that we are heir of the world! Glory Glory!
Being heir of the world, are you poor? No, you are not, so by faith, confess you in Christ is rich! Whatsoever you say, you believe what you say, you will get what you say you are. So confess you are rich in Christ Jesus, so that Lord in you can manifest richness in your life. Base on what you say about yourself, Lord shows signs and wonders. Glory Glory!
With the blessing of heir of the world, then you could be Light of the world. How can you in Christ be poor and be a Light? Not possible. Economic melt down is about price is risen up but people no money to buy. If you no money to buy, how can you be Light of the world? So, confess you in Christ are Rich! Let Jesus be your Richness and you will see the manifestation for you to be the Light. As you are rich enough to continue having money to buy the goods, you are manifesting the Glory of Jesus to show to the world you are above the tribulation and you are not in the tribulation.
This End Time Lord is rising Mighty Warriors! To fight the spiritual war, not physical war. You will be rich and have the Authority of Jesus to cast out devil from peoples's life. The Authority to make people whole again. As you look to Christ Jesus, all these will be manifested to you and you will be able to do the work of Jesus!
The time is near, I am leading you all to rise up for the Glory of Jesus! You, who respond to the calling will be rich and have the Authority of Jesus to cast out devil. You shall shine as a Bright Light for Jesus! Do not look to tribulation, do not seek for it happening. Look to Jesus and His Loving Kindness and get greatly blessed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
PS (18/3/2012): I like to rectify that the man of God that I mentioned above is none of the pastors I mentioned in this post. I did not mention the name because it's another one who talking about the tribulation(as at the point of writing, I could not remember who he is) and where the children of GOd will be, his uncertainty, that prompted me to write this post. I am not shooting at any pastors I mentioned above, afterall, I grew up under their teaching! Peace!
All these point to one direction, the near future is not going to be easy. Then today I heard another one that discuss if we, the church of God, are we going to be in the tribulation or are we going to be resurrected to be with Jesus?
One thing I am thinking when the man of God talked about we going or not going to be with God. Actually bible said that we, who have accepted Christ and are reborned, are now in the high places in Christ Jesus. We are in this world but we are not of this world. If we are with Him in the high places, how are we going to be with Him in the future? We are already with Him, in Him fully!!! Glory Glory!
How then can we not be in the tribulation that is descending upon people of the world? Pastor Prince and TB Joshua had both prophesize that we are facing economic depression. Pastor Lindsey Williams had provided the details he learnt from the elite on what they are going to do to exert their control on the people. They are going to cause price to rise so high and make US$ and Euro down and Middle East crude oil production to be down.
With so many things they are bringing down, price is going to rise like no body business. We are still around in this world. How would we make a different? Look to Jesus! As Jesus in Deuteronomy 28 blessings said that we are rise above and not below. He has put us up there. Jesus died poor so that we, who believe in Jesus, is in the Son of Abraham. We, who then are sons of Abraham, inherit the Promise that God the Father promises Abraham, that we are heir of the world! Glory Glory!
Being heir of the world, are you poor? No, you are not, so by faith, confess you in Christ is rich! Whatsoever you say, you believe what you say, you will get what you say you are. So confess you are rich in Christ Jesus, so that Lord in you can manifest richness in your life. Base on what you say about yourself, Lord shows signs and wonders. Glory Glory!
With the blessing of heir of the world, then you could be Light of the world. How can you in Christ be poor and be a Light? Not possible. Economic melt down is about price is risen up but people no money to buy. If you no money to buy, how can you be Light of the world? So, confess you in Christ are Rich! Let Jesus be your Richness and you will see the manifestation for you to be the Light. As you are rich enough to continue having money to buy the goods, you are manifesting the Glory of Jesus to show to the world you are above the tribulation and you are not in the tribulation.
This End Time Lord is rising Mighty Warriors! To fight the spiritual war, not physical war. You will be rich and have the Authority of Jesus to cast out devil from peoples's life. The Authority to make people whole again. As you look to Christ Jesus, all these will be manifested to you and you will be able to do the work of Jesus!
The time is near, I am leading you all to rise up for the Glory of Jesus! You, who respond to the calling will be rich and have the Authority of Jesus to cast out devil. You shall shine as a Bright Light for Jesus! Do not look to tribulation, do not seek for it happening. Look to Jesus and His Loving Kindness and get greatly blessed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
PS (18/3/2012): I like to rectify that the man of God that I mentioned above is none of the pastors I mentioned in this post. I did not mention the name because it's another one who talking about the tribulation(as at the point of writing, I could not remember who he is) and where the children of GOd will be, his uncertainty, that prompted me to write this post. I am not shooting at any pastors I mentioned above, afterall, I grew up under their teaching! Peace!
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
The Glory in Manifestation
My beloved Children all around the world, Abba has this to tell you. I am speaking through this writing. Hope you open your eyes to read clearly. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As you know, Jesus was born when things in the world is in great darkness, you are seeing Jesus coming back to earth to do the healing miracles in Greatness this End Time. Abba promises you that nothing is beyond Me. As long as you believe in Me, surely darkness will not touches you, do not despair. Glory Glory!
The End Time is near, darkness is spreading their arms in this whole world. They thought they could crush the stock market, make the US$ useless and the Euro worthless to their great gains. Abba will not let them do as they wish. They surely are going to get their shock of their life time too.
I am not a easy push over God. I am LORD, the Almighty GOD. My Saving Power will manifest fully to redeem you all out of your misery. Do not despair. Do not trust the stock market for your weath, you will surely see disappointment in it in the coming months, to fully erase of all your invested capital. Withdraw now when you still have the time. You will surely not regret it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba let you know all these so that your wealth will not be wipe out. I do not want an epidemic in proverty. Surely any paper written or printed promised money is not trustable, try to get out of them. You will not regret. I promise. You have a few months to do, this 1st half year is still safe, do not trust the 2nd half year! I promise you will see great darkness then. Time is short. Act when you still have the time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
My Love, My Beloved, Abba will let you all be My Light of this world. Surely many others will be caught in surprise. I will lead you to bless those that look to Me. Surely the more you sow, the more you will reap from Me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This is My Warning to you, My Beloved Covenant Children! Act now when there is still time. Do not wait till last minites, you will not regret if you listen to this advice! Abba heart is for you, not against you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As you know, Jesus was born when things in the world is in great darkness, you are seeing Jesus coming back to earth to do the healing miracles in Greatness this End Time. Abba promises you that nothing is beyond Me. As long as you believe in Me, surely darkness will not touches you, do not despair. Glory Glory!
The End Time is near, darkness is spreading their arms in this whole world. They thought they could crush the stock market, make the US$ useless and the Euro worthless to their great gains. Abba will not let them do as they wish. They surely are going to get their shock of their life time too.
I am not a easy push over God. I am LORD, the Almighty GOD. My Saving Power will manifest fully to redeem you all out of your misery. Do not despair. Do not trust the stock market for your weath, you will surely see disappointment in it in the coming months, to fully erase of all your invested capital. Withdraw now when you still have the time. You will surely not regret it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba let you know all these so that your wealth will not be wipe out. I do not want an epidemic in proverty. Surely any paper written or printed promised money is not trustable, try to get out of them. You will not regret. I promise. You have a few months to do, this 1st half year is still safe, do not trust the 2nd half year! I promise you will see great darkness then. Time is short. Act when you still have the time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
My Love, My Beloved, Abba will let you all be My Light of this world. Surely many others will be caught in surprise. I will lead you to bless those that look to Me. Surely the more you sow, the more you will reap from Me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This is My Warning to you, My Beloved Covenant Children! Act now when there is still time. Do not wait till last minites, you will not regret if you listen to this advice! Abba heart is for you, not against you! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
The Transformation
Lately, Lord is impressing me about Jc's school, their level of knowledge transfer and pumping knowledge to the children. Lord even gave me a concern that has stored in one compartment in me till whole, then he got me to write a email to Jc's school principal. Comparing in term of children playground time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I wrote that before church on Sunday. Principal replied me that day. In church, during worship, Pastor Prince told us to pass our cares to Jesus. I saw in the vision Jc's school, the teachers and the pupils. It's like 3 blocks of vision that was on my end. As I passed them to Jesus, I saw the these 3 blocks of problem went to Him like a transmission happening. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Today, Lord impressed me to write another email to the principal and teachers again. To instill hope and dreams for the pupils. Surely Lord is doing miracle in Jc's school. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Lord is creating small leading in my life lately. One lady L, wrote me a comment to pray healing for her. As I could not sense any faith in Jesus on her, Lord through me get her to go watch TB Joshua healing to stand in healing. But her worries in the healing stopped the manifestation of the healing.
She called me again yesterday morning. I guess she did not receive the healing. As I was going out, I told her to go youtube to find New Creation Church worship songs to worship Jesus. I also asked her to listened to Pastor Prince sermons in the youtube.
Last night, she called me for prayer. I asked her if she now knows God the Father and Jesus Christ loves her? She gave me a strong 'YES'. I asked her if she knew her sickness was judged in Jesus 2000 years ago. She gave me a strong 'by the strip of Jesus, I am healed' With this, I know now her faith on Jesus is ready. So Lord declared healing in her and prayed over her.
Today, she is healed and happy and wanted me to blog about the it. Glory to Jesus that now another child of His has come close to walk with Him. Glory Glory!
It always gives Lord much joy when His Children wants Him much and come close to receive His Goodness. He is so happy for them and for Himself. Glory Glory!
Lord, I thank You a lot in all these leading. It had been a while that you used me to lead others in real life and I am happy to be Your beloved daughter that goes about doing Your Work! Glory Glory!
Lord, I thank You that You opened my eyes to see what is happening in this world. The elite trying to control the whole world, to the Islamic influence that is extending and to what Lord, You are doing. I know who will succeed in the end. All these shaking is necessary. Glory Glory!
In great darkness, even with the foretell of the US$ going valueless to economy of the world is collapsing to the total control of the people by the elite to all things that is happening in these end time, I know Your Glory Light will manifest through to let the world know that You are GOD!
Abba Father, thank You for teaching me so much! I appreciate in all these opening of my eyes. Thank You that You let me have time to shift my wealth, my family wealth. I thank You very much!
When You led me to Pastor Joshua 2012 prophensy, I was still not sure how it is happening. Then you get Lindsey Williams to mix with the elite and then to tell the world about them. Darkness tried to hide their manifestation but You led Lindsey Williams to uncover them for Your Glory! Amen Amen!
In You, Lord, I am rich, I am secured. I thank You that You talked through Lindsey to let me know that when darkness came, You are there with us, just like in bible time, when Daniel were burnt in fire and fed to the Lion. You let him into the situation, but he was not harmed, as You were with him. I need not look at what is going to happen in this world and despair, surely, You are with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I wrote that before church on Sunday. Principal replied me that day. In church, during worship, Pastor Prince told us to pass our cares to Jesus. I saw in the vision Jc's school, the teachers and the pupils. It's like 3 blocks of vision that was on my end. As I passed them to Jesus, I saw the these 3 blocks of problem went to Him like a transmission happening. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Today, Lord impressed me to write another email to the principal and teachers again. To instill hope and dreams for the pupils. Surely Lord is doing miracle in Jc's school. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Lord is creating small leading in my life lately. One lady L, wrote me a comment to pray healing for her. As I could not sense any faith in Jesus on her, Lord through me get her to go watch TB Joshua healing to stand in healing. But her worries in the healing stopped the manifestation of the healing.
She called me again yesterday morning. I guess she did not receive the healing. As I was going out, I told her to go youtube to find New Creation Church worship songs to worship Jesus. I also asked her to listened to Pastor Prince sermons in the youtube.
Last night, she called me for prayer. I asked her if she now knows God the Father and Jesus Christ loves her? She gave me a strong 'YES'. I asked her if she knew her sickness was judged in Jesus 2000 years ago. She gave me a strong 'by the strip of Jesus, I am healed' With this, I know now her faith on Jesus is ready. So Lord declared healing in her and prayed over her.
Today, she is healed and happy and wanted me to blog about the it. Glory to Jesus that now another child of His has come close to walk with Him. Glory Glory!
It always gives Lord much joy when His Children wants Him much and come close to receive His Goodness. He is so happy for them and for Himself. Glory Glory!
Lord, I thank You a lot in all these leading. It had been a while that you used me to lead others in real life and I am happy to be Your beloved daughter that goes about doing Your Work! Glory Glory!
Lord, I thank You that You opened my eyes to see what is happening in this world. The elite trying to control the whole world, to the Islamic influence that is extending and to what Lord, You are doing. I know who will succeed in the end. All these shaking is necessary. Glory Glory!
In great darkness, even with the foretell of the US$ going valueless to economy of the world is collapsing to the total control of the people by the elite to all things that is happening in these end time, I know Your Glory Light will manifest through to let the world know that You are GOD!
Abba Father, thank You for teaching me so much! I appreciate in all these opening of my eyes. Thank You that You let me have time to shift my wealth, my family wealth. I thank You very much!
When You led me to Pastor Joshua 2012 prophensy, I was still not sure how it is happening. Then you get Lindsey Williams to mix with the elite and then to tell the world about them. Darkness tried to hide their manifestation but You led Lindsey Williams to uncover them for Your Glory! Amen Amen!
In You, Lord, I am rich, I am secured. I thank You that You talked through Lindsey to let me know that when darkness came, You are there with us, just like in bible time, when Daniel were burnt in fire and fed to the Lion. You let him into the situation, but he was not harmed, as You were with him. I need not look at what is going to happen in this world and despair, surely, You are with me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Sunday, March 11, 2012
The Shaking
It's no joke to have my fight with SF all these years since 2008 or 2009. I was thinking, why this fight have not come to an end yet. Even though Lord came through and always answered my prayer, in the natural, I do not like to fight at all. I am an unwilling fighter. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Long ago, as I always fight lose to my brother, he was from the student soldier unit in school and had learnt Tae Kwon Do and there was no way for me to win him in our sparing. I decided to join the Tae Kwon Do club in my Junior College days. But, usually come to sparing, I always in defense, I do not like to be offensive. As my brother had a higher belt level, I could not win him anyway, so I stopped this TKD practice after my College days. Glory Glory!
Lately, this unwilling to fight kick in again. I was asking Lord how long more must I fight. Praise Jesus! Lord answered me in today sermon by Pastor Prince. Lord said that all these shaking is necessary. If no shaking, I would not know what ex was doing out there. It was a chain of happenings, where his fall from 1 pit to the next pit till I given up praying for him.
These chain of events eventually led to the final divorce and the past 2 years, the more I learnt about him, the more my heart died that I no more want him to be back to me. I was toggling between he is bad and Lord had changed him to bring him back till Lord showed me the new man.
From that moment on, I no more toggling. Now I can firmly believe Lord want me to move on to the new man. Ex is beyond all hope of coming to Him. Glory Glory!
It was this fighting with SF and he unable to do it to win me over sending devil from a distant that I saw ex involvement in it. Whatever I doubted, Lord showed me clear evidents that I praise Him for all the revelation. With all these revelation, my heart could be dead to him that even when Lord removed all my anger and unhappiness about him, I do not want him anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord also uses this encounter with the devil to show me what kind of tricks they could play. I am glad that even though I suffered some pain, some itchiness, some lost consciousness, some weak and no strength and not enough blood etc...Lord is always faithful, He never let me die under their evil tricks. When I could not, He came in to revive me to continue playing and learning again. Glory Glory!
Next time you see Lord raise up mightily through me, don't envy me. I have to go through all these fire to reach there. It's not rosy rosy walk. But Lord is faithful nevertheless. The more I grow in Him, the more I see what He is able to do. It's through all these revelation that I know that I know, He is always here and whatever I face, is just a prayer away. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My Beloved, My Love, My Darling, Abba is so glad that you understand My Pain to bring you through all these to build you up to be usable by Me! Glory Glory! Abba loves you dearly. You are such a amazing daughter! Your faithfully stay closely to Me to let Me bring all forms of test to you is just amazing. Glory Glory! Surely, you are seeing the end of this learning. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Thank You, Abba Father! I receive all these in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!
Long ago, as I always fight lose to my brother, he was from the student soldier unit in school and had learnt Tae Kwon Do and there was no way for me to win him in our sparing. I decided to join the Tae Kwon Do club in my Junior College days. But, usually come to sparing, I always in defense, I do not like to be offensive. As my brother had a higher belt level, I could not win him anyway, so I stopped this TKD practice after my College days. Glory Glory!
Lately, this unwilling to fight kick in again. I was asking Lord how long more must I fight. Praise Jesus! Lord answered me in today sermon by Pastor Prince. Lord said that all these shaking is necessary. If no shaking, I would not know what ex was doing out there. It was a chain of happenings, where his fall from 1 pit to the next pit till I given up praying for him.
These chain of events eventually led to the final divorce and the past 2 years, the more I learnt about him, the more my heart died that I no more want him to be back to me. I was toggling between he is bad and Lord had changed him to bring him back till Lord showed me the new man.
From that moment on, I no more toggling. Now I can firmly believe Lord want me to move on to the new man. Ex is beyond all hope of coming to Him. Glory Glory!
It was this fighting with SF and he unable to do it to win me over sending devil from a distant that I saw ex involvement in it. Whatever I doubted, Lord showed me clear evidents that I praise Him for all the revelation. With all these revelation, my heart could be dead to him that even when Lord removed all my anger and unhappiness about him, I do not want him anymore. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord also uses this encounter with the devil to show me what kind of tricks they could play. I am glad that even though I suffered some pain, some itchiness, some lost consciousness, some weak and no strength and not enough blood etc...Lord is always faithful, He never let me die under their evil tricks. When I could not, He came in to revive me to continue playing and learning again. Glory Glory!
Next time you see Lord raise up mightily through me, don't envy me. I have to go through all these fire to reach there. It's not rosy rosy walk. But Lord is faithful nevertheless. The more I grow in Him, the more I see what He is able to do. It's through all these revelation that I know that I know, He is always here and whatever I face, is just a prayer away. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My Beloved, My Love, My Darling, Abba is so glad that you understand My Pain to bring you through all these to build you up to be usable by Me! Glory Glory! Abba loves you dearly. You are such a amazing daughter! Your faithfully stay closely to Me to let Me bring all forms of test to you is just amazing. Glory Glory! Surely, you are seeing the end of this learning. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Thank You, Abba Father! I receive all these in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!
Saturday, March 10, 2012
The Miracle Work of the Lord
Today, I was led to watch America Idol, the latest contest. I was attracted to Jessica Sanchez, watching the few songs she sang and perform. I was attracted by her singing 'The Prayer', then 'I will Always Love You' and 'Love You I do'.
I was captivated by her performance in 'Love You I do'. I could see Lord working through her that makes her body and her facial expression and the turning of head, tapping of steps, movement of hands, every part of her was following with the song that she melt out that it look picture perfect!
Lord made me see His Manifestation through her. Especially in the rymthm of the music, she sang and dance to picture perfect! Only Lord could do that and I could see she being transformed to be that mega star! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The way she sang 'I will always love You' led me to flow with her in the songs. Her melody touched my inner soul and I was in joy with the song. The flow of the Lord was joyful. To see He came through her to do those singing and dancing, I know when I go do Lord's work, He surely will come through to take over the temple. Glory Glory!
Jessica Sanchez was surprised by the judges remark but I know it's Lord in perfect performance. Glory Glory! Someone wrote in the youtube that Charice Pempengco could be better than Jessica Sanchez, so I went to check her out. Lord did bless her with great voice, but it's too loud and forceful for my liking. The gentleness of the song, the part that could caress my soul was missing in this forceful, powerful voice.
I listened to a few of her video, the conclusion is, even though Lord did give her great voice, but she could not use it to draw my soul as much as Jessica Sanchez could. I went to listen to Whitney Houston 'I will always Love You', I could sense her gentleness in that singing. I like her angelic voice that give the song great soul. The missing ingredient I guess is in trusting the Lord.
Whatever Lord bless, He said He will not take it back, but the Lord I know is a gentle soul, His melody is in gentleness and in soul attraction. He is not a forceful God in term of singing. It could be powerful and yet a sense of gentleness that attracts the soul. But Charice, I found her melting out strong and powerful song, like entering into a battle field. I could not find the gentleness in it.
I could see in one of Charice video, when Lord had yet to manifest, her voice is very soft, but with the manifestation, it is loud and powerful. The way she sang 'I will Always love You', I Her facial expression also not with it, more like a normal performance. I could not see the joy in my Spirit Man, even though Lord did bless her a great voice.
Looking at both being blessed by Lord with great voice, once trusted Lord fully for her performace and one using the gift of Lord and trusted herself to do the work. One touches my soul and one more like noise after some time of listening. I told myself in future I will trust the Lord fully to come through me to do the healing. It's all about Him and nothing about me. I want to see the amazing result He shown through Jessica Sanchez!
After all the listening and watch, I worshipped the Lord with great joy in me and He came through mightily to heal me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
From the look of it, seem like Lord is rising lots of talent in Asia. He is demonstrating His Great Power in the Last Days through Asian, I guess. Different armies to rise Him highly in different area. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! I am looking forward to Jessica Sanchez performance. I want to see Lord coming through her. Glory Glory! It's a joy to watch the work of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was captivated by her performance in 'Love You I do'. I could see Lord working through her that makes her body and her facial expression and the turning of head, tapping of steps, movement of hands, every part of her was following with the song that she melt out that it look picture perfect!
Lord made me see His Manifestation through her. Especially in the rymthm of the music, she sang and dance to picture perfect! Only Lord could do that and I could see she being transformed to be that mega star! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The way she sang 'I will always love You' led me to flow with her in the songs. Her melody touched my inner soul and I was in joy with the song. The flow of the Lord was joyful. To see He came through her to do those singing and dancing, I know when I go do Lord's work, He surely will come through to take over the temple. Glory Glory!
Jessica Sanchez was surprised by the judges remark but I know it's Lord in perfect performance. Glory Glory! Someone wrote in the youtube that Charice Pempengco could be better than Jessica Sanchez, so I went to check her out. Lord did bless her with great voice, but it's too loud and forceful for my liking. The gentleness of the song, the part that could caress my soul was missing in this forceful, powerful voice.
I listened to a few of her video, the conclusion is, even though Lord did give her great voice, but she could not use it to draw my soul as much as Jessica Sanchez could. I went to listen to Whitney Houston 'I will always Love You', I could sense her gentleness in that singing. I like her angelic voice that give the song great soul. The missing ingredient I guess is in trusting the Lord.
Whatever Lord bless, He said He will not take it back, but the Lord I know is a gentle soul, His melody is in gentleness and in soul attraction. He is not a forceful God in term of singing. It could be powerful and yet a sense of gentleness that attracts the soul. But Charice, I found her melting out strong and powerful song, like entering into a battle field. I could not find the gentleness in it.
I could see in one of Charice video, when Lord had yet to manifest, her voice is very soft, but with the manifestation, it is loud and powerful. The way she sang 'I will Always love You', I Her facial expression also not with it, more like a normal performance. I could not see the joy in my Spirit Man, even though Lord did bless her a great voice.
Looking at both being blessed by Lord with great voice, once trusted Lord fully for her performace and one using the gift of Lord and trusted herself to do the work. One touches my soul and one more like noise after some time of listening. I told myself in future I will trust the Lord fully to come through me to do the healing. It's all about Him and nothing about me. I want to see the amazing result He shown through Jessica Sanchez!
After all the listening and watch, I worshipped the Lord with great joy in me and He came through mightily to heal me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
From the look of it, seem like Lord is rising lots of talent in Asia. He is demonstrating His Great Power in the Last Days through Asian, I guess. Different armies to rise Him highly in different area. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! I am looking forward to Jessica Sanchez performance. I want to see Lord coming through her. Glory Glory! It's a joy to watch the work of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, March 5, 2012
Abba Father loves Me
After walking so long with Jesus. I was thinking to myself. If I really walk with the Lord and walking in His Will, there should be a bible verse or verses to support what I am doing. Afterall, this undercover learning, leading by Lord and no one else, is kind of like, where to get the verification that man usually goes for? I also want to be really follow His Plan for me. Glory Glory!
After I prayed to Lord and turned the bible and read the same instructions on how to trust Him, I thought that's the end of it. I never know that Lord would get Pastor Prince to preach it out in a joyful trusting of the Lord through meditation and worshipping of Jesus yesterday. It was in the mid of the fun of how Pastor Prince demonstrated the worshipping that Lord led me to focus on the first of the few verses He is showing me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Ephesians 5:15-20
'Therefore look carefully how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, redeeming your time, because the days are evil. Because of this do not be foolish, but you must understand what the will of the Lord is.
And do not get drunk on wine, in which debauchery, but you must continually be filled with the Spirit, speaking to one another in Psalms and singing Praises and Spirital songs, singing praises and playing stringed instruments from your Heart to the Lord, giving thanks to our God and Father always for all things in the name of our Lord Y'shua Messiah.'
Lord even preached that how Judah(Y'hudah), where Jesus came from, was conceived. Leah was looking to Jacob to love her when she conceived Reuben, Simeon and Levi. She was not looking to Jacob but focused on Praising the Lord when Judah was conceived. Genesis 29:35 'And she conceived again and bore a son and she said, “Now I shall praise(Yadah) the LORD.” Therefore she called his name Judah(Yehudah, Yud[hand], Dalet[door], Hei[Grace] - ) and she left off bearing.' Judah means the hand opens the door of Grace! When we rise our hands to praise Jesus, we open the door of Grace! Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
Isaiah 60:11-12
'Therefore your gates(mouth) will open continually.They will not shut day or night, so men can bring wealth of nations to you and so their kings may be led. For the nation and kingdom that will not serve you will perish. Yes, those nations will be utterly wasted.'
Isaiah 60:15-20
'...I shall make you an eternal excellency, a joy of many generations. You will also such the milk of the nations and will suck the breast of kings (The wealth of the healthens will come to you.), and you will know that I AM the LORD your Deliverer and your Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob.
Instead of bronze I shall bring gold, instead of iron I shall bring silver, and bronze instead of wood, and iron instead of stones. I shall also make your officers peace, and your rulers acts of loving kindness. Violence will no more be heard in your land, wasting or destruction within your borders, but you will call your walls DELIVERANCE, and your gates PRAISE.
The sun will no longer be your light by day. Neither will the moon give light to you for brightness, but the LORD will be an EVERLASTING LIGHT for you, and your moon withdraw itself, for the LORD will be your EVERLASTING LIGHT, and the days of your mourning will be ended.'
Glory Glory! After looking at the supporting verses, I am well pleased. Glory Glory! Abba Father, thank You for leading me to walk with Jesus and to bless me such a GOOD life!!! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
After I prayed to Lord and turned the bible and read the same instructions on how to trust Him, I thought that's the end of it. I never know that Lord would get Pastor Prince to preach it out in a joyful trusting of the Lord through meditation and worshipping of Jesus yesterday. It was in the mid of the fun of how Pastor Prince demonstrated the worshipping that Lord led me to focus on the first of the few verses He is showing me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Ephesians 5:15-20
'Therefore look carefully how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, redeeming your time, because the days are evil. Because of this do not be foolish, but you must understand what the will of the Lord is.
And do not get drunk on wine, in which debauchery, but you must continually be filled with the Spirit, speaking to one another in Psalms and singing Praises and Spirital songs, singing praises and playing stringed instruments from your Heart to the Lord, giving thanks to our God and Father always for all things in the name of our Lord Y'shua Messiah.'
Lord even preached that how Judah(Y'hudah), where Jesus came from, was conceived. Leah was looking to Jacob to love her when she conceived Reuben, Simeon and Levi. She was not looking to Jacob but focused on Praising the Lord when Judah was conceived. Genesis 29:35 'And she conceived again and bore a son and she said, “Now I shall praise(Yadah) the LORD.” Therefore she called his name Judah(Yehudah, Yud[hand], Dalet[door], Hei[Grace] - ) and she left off bearing.' Judah means the hand opens the door of Grace! When we rise our hands to praise Jesus, we open the door of Grace! Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
Isaiah 60:11-12
'Therefore your gates(mouth) will open continually.They will not shut day or night, so men can bring wealth of nations to you and so their kings may be led. For the nation and kingdom that will not serve you will perish. Yes, those nations will be utterly wasted.'
Isaiah 60:15-20
'...I shall make you an eternal excellency, a joy of many generations. You will also such the milk of the nations and will suck the breast of kings (The wealth of the healthens will come to you.), and you will know that I AM the LORD your Deliverer and your Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob.
Instead of bronze I shall bring gold, instead of iron I shall bring silver, and bronze instead of wood, and iron instead of stones. I shall also make your officers peace, and your rulers acts of loving kindness. Violence will no more be heard in your land, wasting or destruction within your borders, but you will call your walls DELIVERANCE, and your gates PRAISE.
The sun will no longer be your light by day. Neither will the moon give light to you for brightness, but the LORD will be an EVERLASTING LIGHT for you, and your moon withdraw itself, for the LORD will be your EVERLASTING LIGHT, and the days of your mourning will be ended.'
Glory Glory! After looking at the supporting verses, I am well pleased. Glory Glory! Abba Father, thank You for leading me to walk with Jesus and to bless me such a GOOD life!!! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Friday, March 2, 2012
Jesus the Answer
In the beginning of this school year, Jc class has a new Chinese cum Form Teacher, Mdm T. She was scolding the class daily and Jc could not take it. In my family, really can talk about Law and Grace. Haha....as you already know about the Law part, today I will talk about the Grace. :D
Before Jc was born, I learnt about how good the brain develop under encouragement and love to how the brain will develop about defence if a kid is always under condemnation. So, for Jc first 5 years of life, we gave her much happiness and joy. She was so much into this that even at 11, she enjoys love so much and could not stand condemnation at all. I don't know if I did the right thing in her growth, but if explained in Grace, then it is okay.
Anyway, this Mdm T had been scolding the class and building her anger that one day, she walked angrily into class and BANGed her bag onto the wooden table that even the teacher in the next class came over to check if she was okay.
This scene registered in Jc as great fear that she escaped her Chinese remedial class. She told me looking at the teacher in class already is more than enough. She did not want to see her again after school!!! Jc even wondered if she could fail her Chinese tests so that she need not study it anymore!!!
The teacher had to command Jc to come to her remedial class twice before Jc went. Mdm T called me that afternoon and I had to advise her to cool off, not to stress up by the kids.
That evening, I was prompted to write a letter to Mdm T. I let her know that kids reacted in 2 ways under accusation --> rebel or escape into cave. Jc belongs to the 2nd group.
I also shared with her on Pastor Lian testimony on her teaching days. Pastor Lian as a new teacher in a secondary school, was sent to teach the lousiest class. In this class, there was this boy that was real bad. He could throw class furniture around when antagonised. Daily in class, he played a pen knife and even disfigured the table. The teachers were fearful of him!
Pastor Lian, being a young teacher, decided to pay him a visit. He lived in a rented 1-roomed flat that the whole family clamped in there. After the mum talked to the teacher, this boy came to the door. Pastor Lian wanted to praise him but there was nothing good of him to talk about!
Then, Lord led her to see his face looked like some Hong Kong star and the boy agreed that his friends told him so too! He finally had a smile on his face.
After that encounter, the boy had good impression on the teacher and even helped her with carrying the students book to office. Even though he still hardly talk, but he did not play his pen knife anymore. Glory to Jesus! End!
After I wrote the letter to the teacher, Mdm T talked to Jc, and asked why Jc run away from remedial class. After some guessing, she asked Jc if she fearful of her and Jc said yes.
The school wants all teachers to talk 1-1 to the pupils at least once in the whole school year. Jc got her talk with the Form Teacher recently. Teacher asked about what subject she like, comment on her love on gymnastic and asked how she relax herself. After the talk, Jc now said she like the teacher. Glory Glory!
With so much condemnations in school, kids do need some fresh air of care and concern. For Jc, if I am angry with her, she will want me to hug her to give her some comfort. So, the scolding always end with comforting her.
I am glad with what Lord has been helping me to deal with situation in daily life. Usually all things work out well. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
Before Jc was born, I learnt about how good the brain develop under encouragement and love to how the brain will develop about defence if a kid is always under condemnation. So, for Jc first 5 years of life, we gave her much happiness and joy. She was so much into this that even at 11, she enjoys love so much and could not stand condemnation at all. I don't know if I did the right thing in her growth, but if explained in Grace, then it is okay.
Anyway, this Mdm T had been scolding the class and building her anger that one day, she walked angrily into class and BANGed her bag onto the wooden table that even the teacher in the next class came over to check if she was okay.
This scene registered in Jc as great fear that she escaped her Chinese remedial class. She told me looking at the teacher in class already is more than enough. She did not want to see her again after school!!! Jc even wondered if she could fail her Chinese tests so that she need not study it anymore!!!
The teacher had to command Jc to come to her remedial class twice before Jc went. Mdm T called me that afternoon and I had to advise her to cool off, not to stress up by the kids.
That evening, I was prompted to write a letter to Mdm T. I let her know that kids reacted in 2 ways under accusation --> rebel or escape into cave. Jc belongs to the 2nd group.
I also shared with her on Pastor Lian testimony on her teaching days. Pastor Lian as a new teacher in a secondary school, was sent to teach the lousiest class. In this class, there was this boy that was real bad. He could throw class furniture around when antagonised. Daily in class, he played a pen knife and even disfigured the table. The teachers were fearful of him!
Pastor Lian, being a young teacher, decided to pay him a visit. He lived in a rented 1-roomed flat that the whole family clamped in there. After the mum talked to the teacher, this boy came to the door. Pastor Lian wanted to praise him but there was nothing good of him to talk about!
Then, Lord led her to see his face looked like some Hong Kong star and the boy agreed that his friends told him so too! He finally had a smile on his face.
After that encounter, the boy had good impression on the teacher and even helped her with carrying the students book to office. Even though he still hardly talk, but he did not play his pen knife anymore. Glory to Jesus! End!
After I wrote the letter to the teacher, Mdm T talked to Jc, and asked why Jc run away from remedial class. After some guessing, she asked Jc if she fearful of her and Jc said yes.
The school wants all teachers to talk 1-1 to the pupils at least once in the whole school year. Jc got her talk with the Form Teacher recently. Teacher asked about what subject she like, comment on her love on gymnastic and asked how she relax herself. After the talk, Jc now said she like the teacher. Glory Glory!
With so much condemnations in school, kids do need some fresh air of care and concern. For Jc, if I am angry with her, she will want me to hug her to give her some comfort. So, the scolding always end with comforting her.
I am glad with what Lord has been helping me to deal with situation in daily life. Usually all things work out well. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
Thursday, March 1, 2012
The Foot Steps of God
Long ago, when I saw the presentation of walking with God, it's about a little kid foot s with God Big foot steps and this slowly become just 1 set of foot steps.
For the past 4 years, I had been signing my girl's test papers and surely, untidy is part of the deal. I did not take much notice of how she presented her answers as most times her mistakes caught my focus. But even she got the answers correct, the way she presented her problem sum is untidy.
Yesterday, when I looked at her papers, every one of the problem sum is well presented, very neat. It stands out for me to know that it's not jc's work, more like someone has done it for her. It so neat and good! It's Lord's hand and Lord's mind working through hers! No wonder she said it so easy! Lord's trade mark is about making people WHOLE. He sure did it for Jc's mathematics!
I am looking forward to see His Work on the rest of Jc subjects. Surely surely He has made my girl whole again. Glory Glory!
Jc has a hack care attitude when come to her study. Her focus is only on her International Dance and Gymnastics. These 2 areas are gifts from the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! In fact, she is influencing her friends to perfect their stunts! So far, a few has taken up her challengue! Glory Glory! Her school even use gymnastic movement on PE period, training the kids on their hands and legs movement and co-ordination.
I like her school, they were new when Jc registered. They got professional dancer to teach jazz as morning workout before lesson starts once a week. Through there, kids that shows talent in their body movement are invited to join the dance. Glory Glory!
Then last year, the dance teacher wanted some gymnastic movement and got the kids to practice more in that area. Jc is able to perfect some of the turning forwards and backwards just by watching how others did them in youtube and practise herself and it took her just a few days to perfect it. Glory Glory!
Lord get her daddy to sign her up a creative gymnastic and the school accepted her to the intermediate level, just by observing what she could do herself. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord made her straight body flexible so that she could do the turning. Jc reported there were some cracking sound in her and she could bend backwards. Hallelujah!
Usually, Jc textbook is perfectly clean, means she did not write much in the text. But yesterday, I saw one full page of underlining and writing. Surely, Lord is making her Chinese Whole again. Glory Glory!
It is interesting to see how Lord has been moving in her. Lord's way is inward transformation and enabling that no amount of nagging could do that kind of transformation. I am so happy that Lord is transforming Jc! All that she could not, now she could! I am now happier with her studies. Glory Glory! The 4 years of wait is finally showing result. I am well please!
To see Lord's way is so precise and so perfect, I know Lord promise of Jc will be a scientist is finally taking shape. All the unable, just a touch of His Grace and Favour, are being make whole! I need not worry for her anymore.
Her friends thought that she is beyond comparing. One girl even called her Idiot indirectly! I know who she was referring. Lord wait till everyone look down on her, then give her a taste of the transformation. Just from the maths test, 3 classmates contacted her with the amazement excitment. I am looking for Lord to change all her subjects. Then it will be picture perfect for me. Glory Glory!
Abba Father, when all give up hope, all see Jc can't and I can't, then You come to show them the Light, put us in Your Glory to shine, and make them turn their head. Haha...Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! The 5 years of wait is worth it! A thousand thanks is not enough to praise Your Good Work! It is Good! Good! Good! Forever and ever!!! Amen Amen!
For the past 4 years, I had been signing my girl's test papers and surely, untidy is part of the deal. I did not take much notice of how she presented her answers as most times her mistakes caught my focus. But even she got the answers correct, the way she presented her problem sum is untidy.
Yesterday, when I looked at her papers, every one of the problem sum is well presented, very neat. It stands out for me to know that it's not jc's work, more like someone has done it for her. It so neat and good! It's Lord's hand and Lord's mind working through hers! No wonder she said it so easy! Lord's trade mark is about making people WHOLE. He sure did it for Jc's mathematics!
I am looking forward to see His Work on the rest of Jc subjects. Surely surely He has made my girl whole again. Glory Glory!
Jc has a hack care attitude when come to her study. Her focus is only on her International Dance and Gymnastics. These 2 areas are gifts from the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! In fact, she is influencing her friends to perfect their stunts! So far, a few has taken up her challengue! Glory Glory! Her school even use gymnastic movement on PE period, training the kids on their hands and legs movement and co-ordination.
I like her school, they were new when Jc registered. They got professional dancer to teach jazz as morning workout before lesson starts once a week. Through there, kids that shows talent in their body movement are invited to join the dance. Glory Glory!
Then last year, the dance teacher wanted some gymnastic movement and got the kids to practice more in that area. Jc is able to perfect some of the turning forwards and backwards just by watching how others did them in youtube and practise herself and it took her just a few days to perfect it. Glory Glory!
Lord get her daddy to sign her up a creative gymnastic and the school accepted her to the intermediate level, just by observing what she could do herself. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord made her straight body flexible so that she could do the turning. Jc reported there were some cracking sound in her and she could bend backwards. Hallelujah!
Usually, Jc textbook is perfectly clean, means she did not write much in the text. But yesterday, I saw one full page of underlining and writing. Surely, Lord is making her Chinese Whole again. Glory Glory!
It is interesting to see how Lord has been moving in her. Lord's way is inward transformation and enabling that no amount of nagging could do that kind of transformation. I am so happy that Lord is transforming Jc! All that she could not, now she could! I am now happier with her studies. Glory Glory! The 4 years of wait is finally showing result. I am well please!
To see Lord's way is so precise and so perfect, I know Lord promise of Jc will be a scientist is finally taking shape. All the unable, just a touch of His Grace and Favour, are being make whole! I need not worry for her anymore.
Her friends thought that she is beyond comparing. One girl even called her Idiot indirectly! I know who she was referring. Lord wait till everyone look down on her, then give her a taste of the transformation. Just from the maths test, 3 classmates contacted her with the amazement excitment. I am looking for Lord to change all her subjects. Then it will be picture perfect for me. Glory Glory!
Abba Father, when all give up hope, all see Jc can't and I can't, then You come to show them the Light, put us in Your Glory to shine, and make them turn their head. Haha...Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! The 5 years of wait is worth it! A thousand thanks is not enough to praise Your Good Work! It is Good! Good! Good! Forever and ever!!! Amen Amen!
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