Ephesians 1:3-6
'Blessed be GOD and FATHER of our LORD Y'SHUA Messiah, who blessed us
with every Spiritual Blessing in the Heavenlies by Messiah,
just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world,
for us to be Holy and Blameless in His Presence in Love,
because He predestined us into Adoption through Y'shua Messiah into Himself,
to the Good Pleasure of His Will,
into the commendation of His Glorious Grace by which He favoured us with the Beloved.'
I have been lead by The Lord to walk with Him all these while that I did not realised that I have walked into the Spiritual World unknowingly! I see things in the Spiritual Way and talk in such way that I did not realise the mass people are not walking in it and this do not see things from the way I see!!! Glory Glory!!!
It is with Jc feed back of what her daddy said and now talking to a old tour mate that Lord revealed I am walking in the Spiritual Blessing as such they have no clue of the Spirit Realm. Glory Glory!!!
I see things not as the world see and I walk in His Grace and Mercy that the world don't understand!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! No wonder the Bible become so clear to me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am in the Heart Beat of GOD the Father that forgiveness and Loving Kindness comes so easily that man do not understand nor could believe.
Abba, I thank You for leading me so closely!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
The Men of My Life
Today, I was led to think of the men in my life from 20 odd years old till now. Glory Glory!!!
Generally, I don't consider I am that good looking nor anything great. But somehow, different kinds of men were attracted to me for some reason. And I am clueless why? Especially I was empty of any men in my early twenties!!!
Life seem a joke to me!!! I should say!!!
My first man was my ex-boyfriend, whom, I knew him for 8 months and only got together for around 5-6 times!!! I met him years later when going to church last year, with wife and kid, and seem his married to a fierce and ugly woman!!! Think he recognised me, but it was a speechless and emotionless meeting. It was a deep sense of give up, I sensed in him...under the order of his wife and taking care of his girl and carrying the bags!!!
He boasted to me about a certain girl in his night class and in the end, we broke and this the deal he got. I pitied him!!!
Around the time that I was knowing my ex-husband, a boy 10 years my junior came from Indonesia to meet me and wanted me to drop my ex for him. As he is from the rich and I did not like the life of being a rich man wife and also his youthfulness, I decided on ex rather than him.
But life seem to be a joke that I met a man (ex) whom don't know what is love and don't know how to give love. Only good thing I learnt from him is, when buying things, don't look at price but look and see if I like the item. Another important issue I learnt from him the Law that I appreciated Lord's Grace so much more!!!
During my first annual bonue, I went to Turkey and met a man in the tour group that I had quite a few outing with him. As he liked to give uncertain answer, always making sure he is not caught in any loose tail, I could not find security in him and rejected him when he proposed that I to become his girlfriend. Even though my mum preferred him to ex when he helped in my shifting house. Those days where ex did not have a car but he has!!!
Lord Jesus is the 5th man that I come to know and walked passionately with Him! He has came to meet me in church and leading me, being my teacher, my healer, my faithful Lamb of God and my Saviour and my Shepherd!
Out of my mum hospital stay, I heard of this accusation of I dating this man, Seng, I was wondering what they were talking as they didn't talk directly. But Lord used the guy that came forth as a test for me to fine tune me. Well, 2 weeks ago, I finally met this man!!! They know about his interest in me through their own sourcing on the citizen but I am totally clueless!!! This is the most obscure man that I came to know about. Just one meeting and now avoiding!!!
The next man that I will meet eventually will be the blessed man that Lord told him and me that we are each other husband and wife but Lord blocked his face from me that morning; I could not see his face!!! He got a shock and I too at that greeting each other in church!!! But Lord provided 2 focuses for me to concentrate on His Preaching through Ps Prince and to look at this man. Lord led me through a simple understanding of him that there is something I will like in him. This is what that secured me in holding on to His Promise!!!
Glory Glory!!! Amazing right? A simple life but somehow, men are attracted to me for some reason that I don't know but only they know!!!
Generally, I don't consider I am that good looking nor anything great. But somehow, different kinds of men were attracted to me for some reason. And I am clueless why? Especially I was empty of any men in my early twenties!!!
Life seem a joke to me!!! I should say!!!
My first man was my ex-boyfriend, whom, I knew him for 8 months and only got together for around 5-6 times!!! I met him years later when going to church last year, with wife and kid, and seem his married to a fierce and ugly woman!!! Think he recognised me, but it was a speechless and emotionless meeting. It was a deep sense of give up, I sensed in him...under the order of his wife and taking care of his girl and carrying the bags!!!
He boasted to me about a certain girl in his night class and in the end, we broke and this the deal he got. I pitied him!!!
Around the time that I was knowing my ex-husband, a boy 10 years my junior came from Indonesia to meet me and wanted me to drop my ex for him. As he is from the rich and I did not like the life of being a rich man wife and also his youthfulness, I decided on ex rather than him.
But life seem to be a joke that I met a man (ex) whom don't know what is love and don't know how to give love. Only good thing I learnt from him is, when buying things, don't look at price but look and see if I like the item. Another important issue I learnt from him the Law that I appreciated Lord's Grace so much more!!!
During my first annual bonue, I went to Turkey and met a man in the tour group that I had quite a few outing with him. As he liked to give uncertain answer, always making sure he is not caught in any loose tail, I could not find security in him and rejected him when he proposed that I to become his girlfriend. Even though my mum preferred him to ex when he helped in my shifting house. Those days where ex did not have a car but he has!!!
Lord Jesus is the 5th man that I come to know and walked passionately with Him! He has came to meet me in church and leading me, being my teacher, my healer, my faithful Lamb of God and my Saviour and my Shepherd!
Out of my mum hospital stay, I heard of this accusation of I dating this man, Seng, I was wondering what they were talking as they didn't talk directly. But Lord used the guy that came forth as a test for me to fine tune me. Well, 2 weeks ago, I finally met this man!!! They know about his interest in me through their own sourcing on the citizen but I am totally clueless!!! This is the most obscure man that I came to know about. Just one meeting and now avoiding!!!
The next man that I will meet eventually will be the blessed man that Lord told him and me that we are each other husband and wife but Lord blocked his face from me that morning; I could not see his face!!! He got a shock and I too at that greeting each other in church!!! But Lord provided 2 focuses for me to concentrate on His Preaching through Ps Prince and to look at this man. Lord led me through a simple understanding of him that there is something I will like in him. This is what that secured me in holding on to His Promise!!!
Glory Glory!!! Amazing right? A simple life but somehow, men are attracted to me for some reason that I don't know but only they know!!!
The Voice of Lord
As time move nearer and nearer to manifestation of The Lord, I am hearing conflicting voices on who the blessed man is for my future!!!
This is why it is important to ground in Peace of God and to know His Way of Things is perfectly normal! Not anything that comes with a sudden hype. This is not His Way!!! So, it's important to spent time with Him to know His Way and at the same time, to know there are things that are not His!
One good measure of things not His is the end result made one puff up like the risen bread!!! Lord lead in Peace and His Peace brings Joy in The Lord and not in self!!! Glory Glory!!!
This is why it is important to let go of the worldly things to walk in His Grace!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The counterfeit is always around to tempt as such, to be secured in The Lord is about walk in His Grace and always be with Him and let His Grace Come in you and Come thru you to do the work of God!!!
Once you cannot claim credit to the work, you will not puff up as the credit is not yours!!! Logical!!! This is how Lord Works!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Anything that get the fresh to puff up is surely of self and not of The Lord!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, thank You for this teaching through whom may be Your Blessed man for me!!! Glory!!! Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This is why it is important to ground in Peace of God and to know His Way of Things is perfectly normal! Not anything that comes with a sudden hype. This is not His Way!!! So, it's important to spent time with Him to know His Way and at the same time, to know there are things that are not His!
One good measure of things not His is the end result made one puff up like the risen bread!!! Lord lead in Peace and His Peace brings Joy in The Lord and not in self!!! Glory Glory!!!
This is why it is important to let go of the worldly things to walk in His Grace!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The counterfeit is always around to tempt as such, to be secured in The Lord is about walk in His Grace and always be with Him and let His Grace Come in you and Come thru you to do the work of God!!!
Once you cannot claim credit to the work, you will not puff up as the credit is not yours!!! Logical!!! This is how Lord Works!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Anything that get the fresh to puff up is surely of self and not of The Lord!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, thank You for this teaching through whom may be Your Blessed man for me!!! Glory!!! Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Greater Glory
I thank Lord for the Greater Glory in 2014!!! Finally I am seeing some break through!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sometime, how one reacts to a problem might see a chain reaction of life!!!
For me, unknowingly stepping into something that I should not go for lead my life to be difficult. In food I buy and daily needs of life since I hardly shop for clothes!!!
As the source of problem was unknown, there is no way to react to it! I praise Jesus to let me meet the man, where all the problem starts!!! As I met him, then a reality of a person become know to me and Lord could then provide me a solution!!!
Glory Glory!!! Today I walked on the solution and going to church was a bliss!!! It was hardly any people on the way there that it look weird!!! But I did notice at a certain turning point, head looked up as if an alien walked in.
I was checked for my existence there and got the nod of approval!!!
Subsequently, after church service and off to top up my shampoo, I got another approval to buy!!!
It end with one of my Favourite fruit, durian!!! I was led to buy a certain stall and was given favour unknowingly!!! It was after I tasted the fruit that I realised favour was given to me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It's good to walks in God's way and be forgiving and avoiding instead of confronting!!!
Be it with ex or the last man, I found that giving up and that those that want to claim, claim their approval!!! It works out fine!!!
Finally, things can be solve and peace be restored!!! I thank Lord Jesus for His Wisdom!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sometime, how one reacts to a problem might see a chain reaction of life!!!
For me, unknowingly stepping into something that I should not go for lead my life to be difficult. In food I buy and daily needs of life since I hardly shop for clothes!!!
As the source of problem was unknown, there is no way to react to it! I praise Jesus to let me meet the man, where all the problem starts!!! As I met him, then a reality of a person become know to me and Lord could then provide me a solution!!!
Glory Glory!!! Today I walked on the solution and going to church was a bliss!!! It was hardly any people on the way there that it look weird!!! But I did notice at a certain turning point, head looked up as if an alien walked in.
I was checked for my existence there and got the nod of approval!!!
Subsequently, after church service and off to top up my shampoo, I got another approval to buy!!!
It end with one of my Favourite fruit, durian!!! I was led to buy a certain stall and was given favour unknowingly!!! It was after I tasted the fruit that I realised favour was given to me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It's good to walks in God's way and be forgiving and avoiding instead of confronting!!!
Be it with ex or the last man, I found that giving up and that those that want to claim, claim their approval!!! It works out fine!!!
Finally, things can be solve and peace be restored!!! I thank Lord Jesus for His Wisdom!!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, April 25, 2014
Sheep without Shepherd
I am sad to see those sheeps without Shepherd!!! It's poor thing that when they face issue of the heart, they don't have a Saviour to rescue them!!!
In this world that is still under darkness control, when one face a problem, their thoughts is always about terminating the problem or hitting someone back!!!
It's amazing how darkness lead them to manifest!!!
I am so glad that Lord Jesus led me to sent my girl to this kiddy to let me know the principal!!! Surely, through all that, He got the principal to tell me about Jesus that in my hardest moment of helplessness, I could let Him led me back to Him!!! Glory!!! Glory!!!
It is when I saw them, who without Jesus, a simple solution could become so costly and complicated that I am thankful that I have Jesus and need not walk the pit that they fell into!!!
Life is such that it is unfairly good that even in prosecutions, I could rejoice of what I have!!! Joy in the little is how Lord will lead to the increase!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, make me a Great Shepherd through Christ Jesus to Lead more lost sheep to you!!! Glory!!! Glory!!!! Amen!!! Amen!!!
In this world that is still under darkness control, when one face a problem, their thoughts is always about terminating the problem or hitting someone back!!!
It's amazing how darkness lead them to manifest!!!
I am so glad that Lord Jesus led me to sent my girl to this kiddy to let me know the principal!!! Surely, through all that, He got the principal to tell me about Jesus that in my hardest moment of helplessness, I could let Him led me back to Him!!! Glory!!! Glory!!!
It is when I saw them, who without Jesus, a simple solution could become so costly and complicated that I am thankful that I have Jesus and need not walk the pit that they fell into!!!
Life is such that it is unfairly good that even in prosecutions, I could rejoice of what I have!!! Joy in the little is how Lord will lead to the increase!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, make me a Great Shepherd through Christ Jesus to Lead more lost sheep to you!!! Glory!!! Glory!!!! Amen!!! Amen!!!
Thursday, April 24, 2014
The Beauty of the Grace of God
This encounter with the man, V, I realised one thing!!!
I am just like a pebble in the sea shore; who would take notice of me? None other than Abba Father through the Finished Work of Christ Jesus!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It is not me that V was attracted to, he is attracted to the GRACE of GOD!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Through all these years of changing me to be from Glory to Glory, it's His GRACE that come in me and come through me to enable me to do all those things that I by self was unable to do!!!!
For years, I have post of His Training and Sharpening of me for His GLORY!!! This is the GRACE that attracted V much. He sees a woman who can meet his needs!!!
Was V attracted to my physical self? No!!!
He was at the station promoting the insurance; not that I see him, but there was a few of them there for some weeks here n there. I would see them but I was never stopped by them. So you see, by self there is nothing attractive about me!!!
It was when I talked to that old lady and blessed her food and money, the Action of GRACE caught his eyes and he stopped me!!!!
At first, I think he was still not so sure till I mentioned the training that Lord wanted me to lost my self dignity!!! Lord was using man as an object of training. For this self dignity is mainly against man!!! To submit, I have to let go of this dignity that everyone has, then I could offer my body as a sacrifice!!!!
V is attracted to the GRACE that shine forth in this training!!! This is why after I mentioned this, he offered a seat to me to listen more about Lord's Grace!!!
In the process, he offered his name card but I did not take as I have no intention to buy any insurance! Lord is my Provision!!! I need not look to the world to help myself to earn something by giving away some thing!!!
So twice he tried to get me to sign up for something, didn't work too!!! So, I didn't have any of his contact and he has none of mine!!! Glory Glory!!!! It's meant to be!!! Thank You, Lord, for Your Leading!!!!
As the meeting was smooth, and the Love of Father GOD was with me, the Joy I was in, I think should be from The Lord and if anything please about him, he did not condemn me at all!!!
I was sick and tired of my sis telling me that I have to change my dressing and make up myself to look younger!!! She was saying her Rock Kid leader was saying I looked 60s but V said I look my age!!!
As ex go for other younger girls, for him it is also my age!!! So, the only pleasing word from V was I look like my age!!! It sounded good when others had condemned me on that!!!
So it was a mutual deposit of Grace that made the meet present, but man don't survive based on just 1 need satisfied. There is more to life than just 1 area and Lord told me that he is not the one as his smile disturbed me much!!! It was this smile that made me uneasy with him. So I was glad when Lord told me His Blessed one is not him.
With this episode, it only leads me to understand the GRACE of GOD better!!! To know that it's all about HIM and Nothing about me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am just like a pebble in the sea shore; who would take notice of me? None other than Abba Father through the Finished Work of Christ Jesus!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It is not me that V was attracted to, he is attracted to the GRACE of GOD!!! Glory Glory!!!!
Through all these years of changing me to be from Glory to Glory, it's His GRACE that come in me and come through me to enable me to do all those things that I by self was unable to do!!!!
For years, I have post of His Training and Sharpening of me for His GLORY!!! This is the GRACE that attracted V much. He sees a woman who can meet his needs!!!
Was V attracted to my physical self? No!!!
He was at the station promoting the insurance; not that I see him, but there was a few of them there for some weeks here n there. I would see them but I was never stopped by them. So you see, by self there is nothing attractive about me!!!
It was when I talked to that old lady and blessed her food and money, the Action of GRACE caught his eyes and he stopped me!!!!
At first, I think he was still not so sure till I mentioned the training that Lord wanted me to lost my self dignity!!! Lord was using man as an object of training. For this self dignity is mainly against man!!! To submit, I have to let go of this dignity that everyone has, then I could offer my body as a sacrifice!!!!
V is attracted to the GRACE that shine forth in this training!!! This is why after I mentioned this, he offered a seat to me to listen more about Lord's Grace!!!
In the process, he offered his name card but I did not take as I have no intention to buy any insurance! Lord is my Provision!!! I need not look to the world to help myself to earn something by giving away some thing!!!
So twice he tried to get me to sign up for something, didn't work too!!! So, I didn't have any of his contact and he has none of mine!!! Glory Glory!!!! It's meant to be!!! Thank You, Lord, for Your Leading!!!!
As the meeting was smooth, and the Love of Father GOD was with me, the Joy I was in, I think should be from The Lord and if anything please about him, he did not condemn me at all!!!
I was sick and tired of my sis telling me that I have to change my dressing and make up myself to look younger!!! She was saying her Rock Kid leader was saying I looked 60s but V said I look my age!!!
As ex go for other younger girls, for him it is also my age!!! So, the only pleasing word from V was I look like my age!!! It sounded good when others had condemned me on that!!!
So it was a mutual deposit of Grace that made the meet present, but man don't survive based on just 1 need satisfied. There is more to life than just 1 area and Lord told me that he is not the one as his smile disturbed me much!!! It was this smile that made me uneasy with him. So I was glad when Lord told me His Blessed one is not him.
With this episode, it only leads me to understand the GRACE of GOD better!!! To know that it's all about HIM and Nothing about me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, April 21, 2014
Now I know!!!
I thought whom I meet is another of the planned by them but Lord revealed to me he is not! Even though he is from them.
It is just like the door I have waited all these years to walk through! Lord revealed to me how will the door be opened so that any other door I am not attracted.
Like wise, Lord showed me the man He had planned for me too!!! I had two focus: one on pastor preaching and another on him. This is the way Lord confirmed to me he is the man for me. As the time for us is not ripe yet, he showed no interest and I ran off out of shyness. But I didn't see this as Lord's plan even with the miracle of double focus nor His Word confirming to him and me about each other.
As I keep looking around, Lord knows that I would like this latest man if He did not do anything!!! He let my front tooth be broken and refused to give me a new one. He also told me not to go to the dentist to have it fixed!!!
The last man was attracted to something about me. But Lord knows how to turn him away!!! Glory Glory!!! He lost his interest and they finally can cool off!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Then today Lord renewed His Promise to me and the how I will meet him again!!! Now, like the open door to do His Work, I will hold on to His Promise of him and I will not look anymore!!! Glory Glory!!!
Checking with ex, it is a completely shut door as he saw the rumous of the boyfriend and blessing did not materialised!!! Glory Glory!!! His many shut door let me know he is keen only in money and nothing else! There is ample of younger ladies around for him that he need not return to me at all!!!
Abba Father, now I believe all that You have planned for me and I will wait upon the doors to be opened to me!!! Surely everything in Christ will turn out beautiful again!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It is just like the door I have waited all these years to walk through! Lord revealed to me how will the door be opened so that any other door I am not attracted.
Like wise, Lord showed me the man He had planned for me too!!! I had two focus: one on pastor preaching and another on him. This is the way Lord confirmed to me he is the man for me. As the time for us is not ripe yet, he showed no interest and I ran off out of shyness. But I didn't see this as Lord's plan even with the miracle of double focus nor His Word confirming to him and me about each other.
As I keep looking around, Lord knows that I would like this latest man if He did not do anything!!! He let my front tooth be broken and refused to give me a new one. He also told me not to go to the dentist to have it fixed!!!
The last man was attracted to something about me. But Lord knows how to turn him away!!! Glory Glory!!! He lost his interest and they finally can cool off!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Then today Lord renewed His Promise to me and the how I will meet him again!!! Now, like the open door to do His Work, I will hold on to His Promise of him and I will not look anymore!!! Glory Glory!!!
Checking with ex, it is a completely shut door as he saw the rumous of the boyfriend and blessing did not materialised!!! Glory Glory!!! His many shut door let me know he is keen only in money and nothing else! There is ample of younger ladies around for him that he need not return to me at all!!!
Abba Father, now I believe all that You have planned for me and I will wait upon the doors to be opened to me!!! Surely everything in Christ will turn out beautiful again!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, April 20, 2014
This MAN that I want to Boast About
Lord Jesus, I thank You for going to the Cross for me. I thank You for all the PAINS and all the SUFFERing You went through in Love for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
At Gethsemane, Matthew 26:38 You said to them, 'My very Being is Deeply Grieved even to DEATH' that You Sweat blood and water!
It was not easy for You to take up all the Sins, Curses and Sicknesses of men! Originally, You were praying, Matthew 26:39 'My Father, if it is possible, this Cup must pass from Me:nevertheless not as I Desire Myself but as You Desire!' But as the time was coming near, You pray Matthew 26:42 'My Father, if it is not Possible to pass this unless I would Drink it. Your Will must now be done'
You let men caught You and You let them slap You and You let them mocked at You. You even let them hit a Crown of Thorns with needle 4-5 cm long into your head as they spit and make fun of you!!!
Lord Jesus, Thank You for allowing Yourself to be naked and they gambled for Your Clothes!!!
As Nailed was pierced into the Hand that wrote the Law of God, The Law written on Stone was judged in You!!! We need not walk in obedient to the Law by self but it is Your Holy Spirit leading us to walk in obedience!!!
As You were up there on the Cross, all Sins of men, All our Transgression and Indignation, All the Curses and all the Sicknesses, attacked You and You have to Suffer their penetration into Your Sinless body, hands and head.
Then the Holy Fire of the Judgement of GOD for all the men burnt You up in Intense Heat that never ceased till all Sin, Curses and Sicknesses were fully Judged that You proclaim 'It is Finished'!!!
You let God the Father of Love, forsake You and let the Judgement of God Holy Fire to burn in You Mightily!!! When it was Done, You than called GOD, Father again!!! Hallelujah!!! Nowadays, it is not we faithful or not, nor about we love You or not! It's You who show us the First Love, that Through Your Loving us and the Father, the can't help but fallen in Love with You!!!
Even the Obedient, It's through Your Obedient that we could be blessed with the Blessing of Abraham!!!
As men, there were many things we can't!!! You send the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Comfort, to comfort us and enable us to walk closely with the Lord!!!
Through believing You, we are in the Righteousness by Faith, and with it, we become the joint heir for Abraham's blessing!!! You want us to be close to You and You will bless us richly!!!
I can understand all the Suffering as I was going through all these at personal level!!!
You went into Earth to claim from Devil His Keys of Hell and Death. And Open the Door of Hope in our valley of Achor!!!
Through You, You secured the Keys of David that we need not going through anything but Just by Believing You in Faith, we Got it!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
You After defeating SaTan, You rose in Victory that we know all our sins and curses are judged!!!
Abba, Father, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You all for getting the work done so that we just need to enjoy!!!
Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
At Gethsemane, Matthew 26:38 You said to them, 'My very Being is Deeply Grieved even to DEATH' that You Sweat blood and water!
It was not easy for You to take up all the Sins, Curses and Sicknesses of men! Originally, You were praying, Matthew 26:39 'My Father, if it is possible, this Cup must pass from Me:nevertheless not as I Desire Myself but as You Desire!' But as the time was coming near, You pray Matthew 26:42 'My Father, if it is not Possible to pass this unless I would Drink it. Your Will must now be done'
You let men caught You and You let them slap You and You let them mocked at You. You even let them hit a Crown of Thorns with needle 4-5 cm long into your head as they spit and make fun of you!!!
Lord Jesus, Thank You for allowing Yourself to be naked and they gambled for Your Clothes!!!
As Nailed was pierced into the Hand that wrote the Law of God, The Law written on Stone was judged in You!!! We need not walk in obedient to the Law by self but it is Your Holy Spirit leading us to walk in obedience!!!
As You were up there on the Cross, all Sins of men, All our Transgression and Indignation, All the Curses and all the Sicknesses, attacked You and You have to Suffer their penetration into Your Sinless body, hands and head.
Then the Holy Fire of the Judgement of GOD for all the men burnt You up in Intense Heat that never ceased till all Sin, Curses and Sicknesses were fully Judged that You proclaim 'It is Finished'!!!
You let God the Father of Love, forsake You and let the Judgement of God Holy Fire to burn in You Mightily!!! When it was Done, You than called GOD, Father again!!! Hallelujah!!! Nowadays, it is not we faithful or not, nor about we love You or not! It's You who show us the First Love, that Through Your Loving us and the Father, the can't help but fallen in Love with You!!!
Even the Obedient, It's through Your Obedient that we could be blessed with the Blessing of Abraham!!!
As men, there were many things we can't!!! You send the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Comfort, to comfort us and enable us to walk closely with the Lord!!!
Through believing You, we are in the Righteousness by Faith, and with it, we become the joint heir for Abraham's blessing!!! You want us to be close to You and You will bless us richly!!!
I can understand all the Suffering as I was going through all these at personal level!!!
You went into Earth to claim from Devil His Keys of Hell and Death. And Open the Door of Hope in our valley of Achor!!!
Through You, You secured the Keys of David that we need not going through anything but Just by Believing You in Faith, we Got it!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
You After defeating SaTan, You rose in Victory that we know all our sins and curses are judged!!!
Abba, Father, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You all for getting the work done so that we just need to enjoy!!!
Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Jesus Finished Work!
Just come out of church after watching the video of what Jesus gone through at the Cross!!! Thank You! Jesus!!!
I could understand the video well as even though I went through a lesser suffering than Him, nevertheleast, it is still suffering. To See Lord Jesus gone through a Greater Suffer for the Whole World, my soul was shaken to cry non-stop for quite a while!!!
My Lord had suffered much for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I think I might have mistaken the joy of The Lord, from Abba Father's Kissing as that of the man as they both happened the same day!!! As these few days, the image of his hidden smile keep popping up and Lord gave me an impression that he is not from Him!!!
As for ex proclaiming of he is currently don't have anyone, he was apologizing talking about it!!!
I will see how things turn out eventually. As it's a day to day seeing of His Manifestation!!!
So, I will wait patiently and let the Truth surface! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
I could understand the video well as even though I went through a lesser suffering than Him, nevertheleast, it is still suffering. To See Lord Jesus gone through a Greater Suffer for the Whole World, my soul was shaken to cry non-stop for quite a while!!!
My Lord had suffered much for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I think I might have mistaken the joy of The Lord, from Abba Father's Kissing as that of the man as they both happened the same day!!! As these few days, the image of his hidden smile keep popping up and Lord gave me an impression that he is not from Him!!!
As for ex proclaiming of he is currently don't have anyone, he was apologizing talking about it!!!
I will see how things turn out eventually. As it's a day to day seeing of His Manifestation!!!
So, I will wait patiently and let the Truth surface! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Saturday, April 19, 2014
My Ex
Thursday evening, ex promised to pick Jc up at 10pm. But he was early at 8-9pm. I was in my shower then!!!
I wondered why he came early. As he is also waiting for my blessing and looking to what he could have from it. He had been very friendly to me of late! Even his allowance to me has never been so prompt!!!
If without meeting the man on Sunday and sense his sweet feeling, the heart to heart transmission, I talked about, I would have buy into his treating me better!!!
However, that sweetness of feeling that came upon me is indescriptable. It is a happy feeling that lasted. So much so that when ex mention there is no other women in his life currently, just him and Jc, I sensed he is telling me that if I am blessed, I can go back to him. I guess this is what he is implying. But even the joke he shared that Jc also flow in line with him, was a negative joke that I can't find anything to laugh at and I sensed an emptiness from him.
With the man's feeling for me, now I can tell a different of the emptiness in his heart for me! No wonder Lord long ago told me that I don't know what is true love. The sweetness of the feeling that lingers in my soul makes me realised when a man loves a woman, the feeling is so pure! There is no way material nor pretendance can fake it out!!!
Praise The Lord that we are created in His Image!!! I heard from those that visited Heaven that words is not spoken even though it is possible!!! Most time, it's a heart to heart transmission that they call it the inner knowing!!! That's why hearts do talk!!!
Ex had previously hope that I would die and all my money be given to Jc so that he could access to it!!! That time he emphasized so much to the extend of accusing I don't love Jc if I don't do so!!!
He has been hiding whatever girl friends he had in those years before divorce to the 4 years after the divorce!!! Guess he wants to remarry me if I am blessed and rich, so that he could get a big share out of it!!!
I guess he did went to church to try to get them to pay something for my heart is with Jesus!!! When He gave Jc access to his iPad, I found Ps Prince phone no and also, he had sideline, meaning beside the girlfriend, he also had other source of woman to play with!!! I saw the remark that he was below her condo and told her to come down to get him!!!
Lord let me saw all these before he eventually deleted them all!!!
Whatever I need to know, I praise Jesus that He impressed me to find them out!!! It's not that I am smart!!! But it's all His Leading!!! Glory Glory!!!
That's why between the 2 men, ex and the new man, my heart is more of seeing what the new could offer instead of doing a u-turn. Lord leads me to know it's a Big No, No to head for this direction!!!
If what the new man is, is acceptable to me, I will gladly take him than go back to ex. All the negativeness even joke on others pain to get joy is just not my cup of tea anymore!!! That 10 years of living with him is enough! I don't want my whole life to waste on him!!!
That's why, even he provide a problemless situation lately, it's an emptiness that I don't want to be associated with.
I taste the sweetness of Love and I want to taste more of it!!! This is why I have a positive feeling for what is ahead!!! Just that I am not sure of his desire!!! From what Lord is preparing me lately, it seem like it is going to jump from a dull and hardly any sex life with ex previously to a super on sex life!!! I hope the newness of what Lord had change me could cope with this as I am not tested out yet!!!
Anyway, I just have to wait patiently and see what Lord bring forth for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen!! Amen!!!
I wondered why he came early. As he is also waiting for my blessing and looking to what he could have from it. He had been very friendly to me of late! Even his allowance to me has never been so prompt!!!
If without meeting the man on Sunday and sense his sweet feeling, the heart to heart transmission, I talked about, I would have buy into his treating me better!!!
However, that sweetness of feeling that came upon me is indescriptable. It is a happy feeling that lasted. So much so that when ex mention there is no other women in his life currently, just him and Jc, I sensed he is telling me that if I am blessed, I can go back to him. I guess this is what he is implying. But even the joke he shared that Jc also flow in line with him, was a negative joke that I can't find anything to laugh at and I sensed an emptiness from him.
With the man's feeling for me, now I can tell a different of the emptiness in his heart for me! No wonder Lord long ago told me that I don't know what is true love. The sweetness of the feeling that lingers in my soul makes me realised when a man loves a woman, the feeling is so pure! There is no way material nor pretendance can fake it out!!!
Praise The Lord that we are created in His Image!!! I heard from those that visited Heaven that words is not spoken even though it is possible!!! Most time, it's a heart to heart transmission that they call it the inner knowing!!! That's why hearts do talk!!!
Ex had previously hope that I would die and all my money be given to Jc so that he could access to it!!! That time he emphasized so much to the extend of accusing I don't love Jc if I don't do so!!!
He has been hiding whatever girl friends he had in those years before divorce to the 4 years after the divorce!!! Guess he wants to remarry me if I am blessed and rich, so that he could get a big share out of it!!!
I guess he did went to church to try to get them to pay something for my heart is with Jesus!!! When He gave Jc access to his iPad, I found Ps Prince phone no and also, he had sideline, meaning beside the girlfriend, he also had other source of woman to play with!!! I saw the remark that he was below her condo and told her to come down to get him!!!
Lord let me saw all these before he eventually deleted them all!!!
Whatever I need to know, I praise Jesus that He impressed me to find them out!!! It's not that I am smart!!! But it's all His Leading!!! Glory Glory!!!
That's why between the 2 men, ex and the new man, my heart is more of seeing what the new could offer instead of doing a u-turn. Lord leads me to know it's a Big No, No to head for this direction!!!
If what the new man is, is acceptable to me, I will gladly take him than go back to ex. All the negativeness even joke on others pain to get joy is just not my cup of tea anymore!!! That 10 years of living with him is enough! I don't want my whole life to waste on him!!!
That's why, even he provide a problemless situation lately, it's an emptiness that I don't want to be associated with.
I taste the sweetness of Love and I want to taste more of it!!! This is why I have a positive feeling for what is ahead!!! Just that I am not sure of his desire!!! From what Lord is preparing me lately, it seem like it is going to jump from a dull and hardly any sex life with ex previously to a super on sex life!!! I hope the newness of what Lord had change me could cope with this as I am not tested out yet!!!
Anyway, I just have to wait patiently and see what Lord bring forth for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen!! Amen!!!
Thursday, April 17, 2014
A Blessed Week
Things have been turning good for me this week. It all started with Abba Father kissing me in church. As I was wondering where to do my weekly shopping, Lord told me to go near home.
As I walked to the MRT station, I saw the old lady again and she was happy to see me! She was appreciative to the little I bought for her to eat and was full of smile! Her countenance has changed ever since I started blessing her!!! She is like Glory of the Lord has come upon her and her face is no more dark!!!
Walking to the MRT Station, a man asked me if I was interested in buying insurance. As I rejected him and about to walk off, he blocked my path to continue to talk to me. For some reason, Lord led me to share my life with him!!! I don't know why....
Usually for those whom the Lord wanted to rise, He will impressed me strongly to talk to them. But this man I have nothing of that sort and his sudden block of my path gave me a jolt! So, I was unprepared and the sharing was laggi not prepare for!!!
The funny thing is, I got off him having a good feeling in my soul!!!??? He is the first man that have good comment about me ever since all the negative about my appearance by Su and by ex and by Su's leader at mum's funeral!!! I wondered was it the Kiss of the Lord did wonders!!!
This week, as ex is oversea, Jc come over to stay. At first, I was weary of it as she never ever stay here for school days at all. And my supply of food is running low!!!
However, things turns good for her stay here!!! At least, she now knows I love her and she enjoys taking bus to school and meeting friends in the journey!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Her sphere of looking at the outside world opened a lot more!!! Surely, this is good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Last night, as I meditated, Lord is disclosing another open door for me. I was uncomfortable with the idea but Lord built me up to accept the idea and to be comfortable with it. After that, I then realised how good Lord has been for me!!!
As my siblings had gone to get a lawyer for the Grant of Probate for mum's estate, I wondered if it get through, how will my stay here be affected!!! But Lord has other plan for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
You know, after the 4 years of Grace to remain in the marital home, I was kicked out to move to mum place. But siblings were not happy as it was supposed to divide among us all. As I have no where to stay and none of them willing to open their home to me, I am at the lost end as I wait upon the Lord!!!
I thought as the blood moon came, I thought Lord would deliver me, but I was disappointed once more!!! As He told me about the new opening, my future is supposed to be sealed in it but at this moment, I am in the unknown!!! This is why have to walk by Faith!!!
I am like a sheep being lead place to place. At each stop, I encountered different issues!!! So far, ex is the only man that I know much and Lord is opening another avenue for me to explore!!!
Lord started with opening 2 avenues for me to see, the old and the new. I was confused for a moment! I thought Lord is leading me back to ex. But, as I meditated, Lord slowly clear my thoughts to see the future and reminded the ugliness of the old!!! There was so much negativeness and shutting of doors that ex currently being friendly, let me forget about the past. But as Lord stirred me out of him and looked back, all the ugliness came back to me again!!!
No wonder the man that spoke something good of me sounded so good in my ears!!! It's like fresh air in my soul!!!
Today Jc will be moving back to be with her daddy again and I will be looking for my future-to-be!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!
Lord, thank You that as my Daddy, You takes good care of me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
As I walked to the MRT station, I saw the old lady again and she was happy to see me! She was appreciative to the little I bought for her to eat and was full of smile! Her countenance has changed ever since I started blessing her!!! She is like Glory of the Lord has come upon her and her face is no more dark!!!
Walking to the MRT Station, a man asked me if I was interested in buying insurance. As I rejected him and about to walk off, he blocked my path to continue to talk to me. For some reason, Lord led me to share my life with him!!! I don't know why....
Usually for those whom the Lord wanted to rise, He will impressed me strongly to talk to them. But this man I have nothing of that sort and his sudden block of my path gave me a jolt! So, I was unprepared and the sharing was laggi not prepare for!!!
The funny thing is, I got off him having a good feeling in my soul!!!??? He is the first man that have good comment about me ever since all the negative about my appearance by Su and by ex and by Su's leader at mum's funeral!!! I wondered was it the Kiss of the Lord did wonders!!!
This week, as ex is oversea, Jc come over to stay. At first, I was weary of it as she never ever stay here for school days at all. And my supply of food is running low!!!
However, things turns good for her stay here!!! At least, she now knows I love her and she enjoys taking bus to school and meeting friends in the journey!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Her sphere of looking at the outside world opened a lot more!!! Surely, this is good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Last night, as I meditated, Lord is disclosing another open door for me. I was uncomfortable with the idea but Lord built me up to accept the idea and to be comfortable with it. After that, I then realised how good Lord has been for me!!!
As my siblings had gone to get a lawyer for the Grant of Probate for mum's estate, I wondered if it get through, how will my stay here be affected!!! But Lord has other plan for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
You know, after the 4 years of Grace to remain in the marital home, I was kicked out to move to mum place. But siblings were not happy as it was supposed to divide among us all. As I have no where to stay and none of them willing to open their home to me, I am at the lost end as I wait upon the Lord!!!
I thought as the blood moon came, I thought Lord would deliver me, but I was disappointed once more!!! As He told me about the new opening, my future is supposed to be sealed in it but at this moment, I am in the unknown!!! This is why have to walk by Faith!!!
I am like a sheep being lead place to place. At each stop, I encountered different issues!!! So far, ex is the only man that I know much and Lord is opening another avenue for me to explore!!!
Lord started with opening 2 avenues for me to see, the old and the new. I was confused for a moment! I thought Lord is leading me back to ex. But, as I meditated, Lord slowly clear my thoughts to see the future and reminded the ugliness of the old!!! There was so much negativeness and shutting of doors that ex currently being friendly, let me forget about the past. But as Lord stirred me out of him and looked back, all the ugliness came back to me again!!!
No wonder the man that spoke something good of me sounded so good in my ears!!! It's like fresh air in my soul!!!
Today Jc will be moving back to be with her daddy again and I will be looking for my future-to-be!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!
Lord, thank You that as my Daddy, You takes good care of me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, April 13, 2014
KISSED by ABBA
I am so happy today!!! So far my vision of Heaven, I have never been so closed to God, my Abba Father!!!
As I worshipped Jesus in church this morning, suddenly Heaven opened and I was below His Big Big Being!!! I was in the base of Him and then I was lifted to be hugged by Him!!!
His One Arm is carrying me and another Arm took a Crown and put on my head!!!
What I least expected was HE bend down and planted a Kiss on my cheek!!!
And when I think of it, I am still smiling!!! ;D
Oh Daddy God, how much I love You!!!
As I worshipped Jesus in church this morning, suddenly Heaven opened and I was below His Big Big Being!!! I was in the base of Him and then I was lifted to be hugged by Him!!!
His One Arm is carrying me and another Arm took a Crown and put on my head!!!
What I least expected was HE bend down and planted a Kiss on my cheek!!!
And when I think of it, I am still smiling!!! ;D
Oh Daddy God, how much I love You!!!
Saturday, April 12, 2014
The Attempt on My Life
This morning, the greatest attempt on my life happened during worshipping of my God, my Love, Jesus Christ! I am glad that I have a Faithful God in me. It's not what I want or don't want. But more of God, My Abba, want to give me long life but SA tan want my life to be ended.
Of course, My God is the God Most High and whatsoever He Speaks, devil have to shut up!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Do I really want to go through all these??? NO!!! But, to show them the Greatness of my God, I have no choice but to let my body be the playground and my life be HIS Testimony!!! Glory Glory!!!
Am I brave? Or am I bold? No, I am not! Just that I have a GOD, who is the GOD ALMIGHTY, that when HE says 'YES' nobody can say 'NO'!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My only problem is how long more will I have to be so!!! But just have to wait for His Timing!!!
Anyway, my life is in HIS NAILED-PIERCED HAND! And HIS BLOOD HAS SECURED ME IN IT! He shall not forsake me nor leave me alone!!! It's not what I can see or know but my Abba is All Knowing!!! Nothing can Escape His EYES! And He knows who is doing what! HIS EYES Pierced the heart of man and nobody can escape His Scrutiny!!!
Surely, He will reward According!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
PS (14th April 2014):
Today another attempt to destroy my brain through stroke and seizure again. And I forgive you who ordered it to be done! The Lord is Faithful to deliver me! Glory Glory!!! Amen!!! Amen!!!
Of course, My God is the God Most High and whatsoever He Speaks, devil have to shut up!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Do I really want to go through all these??? NO!!! But, to show them the Greatness of my God, I have no choice but to let my body be the playground and my life be HIS Testimony!!! Glory Glory!!!
Am I brave? Or am I bold? No, I am not! Just that I have a GOD, who is the GOD ALMIGHTY, that when HE says 'YES' nobody can say 'NO'!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
My only problem is how long more will I have to be so!!! But just have to wait for His Timing!!!
Anyway, my life is in HIS NAILED-PIERCED HAND! And HIS BLOOD HAS SECURED ME IN IT! He shall not forsake me nor leave me alone!!! It's not what I can see or know but my Abba is All Knowing!!! Nothing can Escape His EYES! And He knows who is doing what! HIS EYES Pierced the heart of man and nobody can escape His Scrutiny!!!
Surely, He will reward According!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
PS (14th April 2014):
Today another attempt to destroy my brain through stroke and seizure again. And I forgive you who ordered it to be done! The Lord is Faithful to deliver me! Glory Glory!!! Amen!!! Amen!!!
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Honouring
Lord led me to listen to Joel Osteen sermon on the 23rd Feb 2014, 'Have a Spirit of Honouring' and 'Strategically Ordered Step'
He wants me to honour those that should be honoured and to trust Him that like Joseph in the bible, even when his life went to rock bottom, he kept honouring those around him and Lord blessed him greatly.
Joel Osteen also talked about his dad honoured the police chief years ago and years later, this honouring led the chief to be a Mayer in that State and when they need to get a bigger place for their church, he got favour from the Mayer!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As such, living in this country and seeing the citizen used to trust the government and the government used to look after our well being, I like to honour them to bring back this trusting relationship.
Abba Father, by the Grace of Jesus, since 1984 onwards, where Singapore faced a stand still till now 2014, there are opposition voices against them, I pray that You give the Government God's Favour in the eyes of the people of Singapore so that this trust can be established again!
Abba Father, by the Grace of Jesus, I pray that You bless our 1st Prime Minister, Mr Lee Kuang Yew long life, and bless him with Your Wisdom and Understanding to lead the younger generation to shift the over all policy so that it is benefiting for the government and the people.
Abba Father, by the Grace of Jesus, I pray that You bless the current PM with long life to continue to do the good work for Singapore!
Abba Father, by the Grace of Jesus, I pray that You bless the PAP with heart to comprehend the needs of people and to be a caring political party. I pray that You surround them with capable people who is willing to help them like the first generation of politicians for the total well being of the country. I pray that you give them wisdom to handle all problems that pops up, be it environmental or people!
All these I pray in the Name of Jesus! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, I pray that You anoint capable people whose heart are with You to handle the job needed for the well being of Singapore security, growth and overall well being!!! I pray in Jesus Name!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, I pray for Singapore to continue to Progress and be Prosper and Your Shalom Peace to reign in Singapore forever and ever more!!! I pray in the Name of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
He wants me to honour those that should be honoured and to trust Him that like Joseph in the bible, even when his life went to rock bottom, he kept honouring those around him and Lord blessed him greatly.
Joel Osteen also talked about his dad honoured the police chief years ago and years later, this honouring led the chief to be a Mayer in that State and when they need to get a bigger place for their church, he got favour from the Mayer!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As such, living in this country and seeing the citizen used to trust the government and the government used to look after our well being, I like to honour them to bring back this trusting relationship.
Abba Father, by the Grace of Jesus, since 1984 onwards, where Singapore faced a stand still till now 2014, there are opposition voices against them, I pray that You give the Government God's Favour in the eyes of the people of Singapore so that this trust can be established again!
Abba Father, by the Grace of Jesus, I pray that You bless our 1st Prime Minister, Mr Lee Kuang Yew long life, and bless him with Your Wisdom and Understanding to lead the younger generation to shift the over all policy so that it is benefiting for the government and the people.
Abba Father, by the Grace of Jesus, I pray that You bless the current PM with long life to continue to do the good work for Singapore!
Abba Father, by the Grace of Jesus, I pray that You bless the PAP with heart to comprehend the needs of people and to be a caring political party. I pray that You surround them with capable people who is willing to help them like the first generation of politicians for the total well being of the country. I pray that you give them wisdom to handle all problems that pops up, be it environmental or people!
All these I pray in the Name of Jesus! Amen Amen!!!
Abba, I pray that You anoint capable people whose heart are with You to handle the job needed for the well being of Singapore security, growth and overall well being!!! I pray in Jesus Name!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, I pray for Singapore to continue to Progress and be Prosper and Your Shalom Peace to reign in Singapore forever and ever more!!! I pray in the Name of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, April 7, 2014
The DELIVERER will come from ZION
For time after time, I have always wondered how my birth is linked to Jesus coming back and today, when I was watching, Rabbi Greg preaching of 'When Israel Grabs the Tzitzit, the Bleeding of Israel will stop', which he preached on 5th April 2014, Saturday, Lord kept repeating 'the shoot from Zion'.
Lord gave me an understanding He is leading me, who believe in Him and thus dwell in Zion, His Kingdom, and the natural root of the Jews. I began to think of my birth date again, but this bears nothing to anything!!!
Then Lord led me to think of my conception and to Jerusalem's Liberation in 7th June 1967. Pastor Prince had always mentioned about the timeline of Jesus coming is to look at Jerusalem coming back to Israel.
Then I realised that when Jerusalem is liberated, Lord led my mum to receive His Spirit to conceive me!!! What a timing!!! Come 2017 for His Full manifestation, I will be 49!!! What a spiritual co-incident for Daniel prophesy!!!
What a spiritual arrangement for me to meet my ex who was born on June 1967!!! What a Spiritual arrangement, no wonder devil is doing great evilness to break our marriage!!!
Anyway, I am not looking to all these, but to the Great Saviour who is coming to heal the world from all form of brokenness!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord gave me an understanding He is leading me, who believe in Him and thus dwell in Zion, His Kingdom, and the natural root of the Jews. I began to think of my birth date again, but this bears nothing to anything!!!
Then Lord led me to think of my conception and to Jerusalem's Liberation in 7th June 1967. Pastor Prince had always mentioned about the timeline of Jesus coming is to look at Jerusalem coming back to Israel.
Then I realised that when Jerusalem is liberated, Lord led my mum to receive His Spirit to conceive me!!! What a timing!!! Come 2017 for His Full manifestation, I will be 49!!! What a spiritual co-incident for Daniel prophesy!!!
What a spiritual arrangement for me to meet my ex who was born on June 1967!!! What a Spiritual arrangement, no wonder devil is doing great evilness to break our marriage!!!
Anyway, I am not looking to all these, but to the Great Saviour who is coming to heal the world from all form of brokenness!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, April 4, 2014
I should Thank Him
Joel Osteen post this in his facebook,
'Don't
be disappointed because your plans didn’t work out. You may not
understand it now, but one day you’ll thank God for the difficulties.
His ways are better than our ways. Don’t try to figure it all out.'
At this moment in my life, I cannot see the goodness of what I am facing from each revelation of His Anointing in my life.
Lately, this is what they did to me:
blind my eyes
make me deaf
take my voice
put all sorts of cancers
throat uclers very common daily
mouth uclers
lost of balancing
become dumb
brain being suck till so tiny
pain in joints
bend my neck
create a lump behind my neck
remove my youthfulness...look like over 60yrs old lady currently
remove my strength, my mobility
try to destroy my brain
try to put pain in my joints
curve my nails
daily try to create tumor in my brain
needle poking my...
These are just what I am facing lately. And I am supposed to be thankful for all these curses coming upon me.All these are what I am enduring and my spiritual game with those that wish me down. I even have people checking to see if I am okay or fallen into their trap!!!
Now I finally understand how they bring my mum down. That's why they so anxious where I shift to for their curse have to know the address, the birth date and time and even the NRIC!!!
One thing good from what I am receiving is, now I know the spiritual tactics they use before the medical tactics.
I don't know why Lord wants me to know all these. Does it have any help of my future healing ministry? I don't know! Maybe, it might be of some help to those that need a listening ear???
Well, whatever it is, it's not for me to judge but to bless!!!
Thank You, Abba for Your Wisdom and Understanding!!!
Now I know why Lord want me to write all these out. He just want to tell them that even though He knows what they have been doing, He still loves them and want them to come back to Him!!! Just like the lady with 5 husbands and living with a man. Lord exposed her sin just to let her know that despite what she did, He still loves her!!! Glory Glory!!!
At this moment in my life, I cannot see the goodness of what I am facing from each revelation of His Anointing in my life.
Lately, this is what they did to me:
blind my eyes
make me deaf
take my voice
put all sorts of cancers
throat uclers very common daily
mouth uclers
lost of balancing
become dumb
brain being suck till so tiny
pain in joints
bend my neck
create a lump behind my neck
remove my youthfulness...look like over 60yrs old lady currently
remove my strength, my mobility
try to destroy my brain
try to put pain in my joints
curve my nails
daily try to create tumor in my brain
needle poking my...
These are just what I am facing lately. And I am supposed to be thankful for all these curses coming upon me.All these are what I am enduring and my spiritual game with those that wish me down. I even have people checking to see if I am okay or fallen into their trap!!!
Now I finally understand how they bring my mum down. That's why they so anxious where I shift to for their curse have to know the address, the birth date and time and even the NRIC!!!
One thing good from what I am receiving is, now I know the spiritual tactics they use before the medical tactics.
I don't know why Lord wants me to know all these. Does it have any help of my future healing ministry? I don't know! Maybe, it might be of some help to those that need a listening ear???
Well, whatever it is, it's not for me to judge but to bless!!!
Thank You, Abba for Your Wisdom and Understanding!!!
Now I know why Lord want me to write all these out. He just want to tell them that even though He knows what they have been doing, He still loves them and want them to come back to Him!!! Just like the lady with 5 husbands and living with a man. Lord exposed her sin just to let her know that despite what she did, He still loves her!!! Glory Glory!!!
LION of The Tribe of JUDAH
I was led to listen to Robin Harfouche revelation of her visit to the Heaven. Lord told her the Heaven is coming on Earth and the Lion of The Tribe of Judah will reign in this End Time and Satan will not have any power over Him!!! It's time to cast them to hell for the 1000 years reign. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This morning, just an hour ago, Lord leads me to worship for the Son of God and to worship twice!!! Once I was affected and could not worship and the Lord have to worship for me and the 2nd time I was freed and the worship is by me in Him.
Lord leads me to receive the mantel from the Lion of The Tribe of Judah. He also declared Heaven on Earth and the Power of Christ to reign in Earth and in Hell. The Glory of the Lord to shine brightly on Earth. His Grace and Mercy to flow in Abundance on Earth!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord told Robin that peoples eyes will be trained to look at those in wheelchair and those that needs Lord's Creative Miracle. This is what satan cannot copy and Lord will show the world who is God!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Mercy of God is going to flow in Abundance for 1500 years to convince His Beloved that He loves them and for them to come and receive Him. This is the time given to Jesus to receive as many souls as possible.
Once the 1500 years is up, He will come personally and by then, even when His Beloved knows the Lake of Fire and want to accept Him, He will tell them the time of accepting Him is over and they will be thrown into the Lake of Fire with Satan to be destroy forever.
Jesus was so sad of such a day have to come. But this is set and He cannot change it. If His Beloved after knowing Him is God and still reject Him, He will have to tell them He does not know them and they will be cast to the Lake of Fire with Satan and his followers!!!
The heart of man is hard to understand. I don't know! Even in Kindness also can get people angry!!! This is what I cannot understand!!!
As the Lord is Kind and Patient and His Love is abundant, He will use this 1500 years to show His Goodness, if man is so hard that after His Deliverance of Israel and His Miracle of making people young and healthy again cannot touch the hardness of man, He will have no choice but let them have their choice of darkness.
This are those that look to self and look to the world and could not let go of what they have. Their soul are tight up by the world that they have no heart for God. These are the world that satan used to hook them up. If they prefer him, then Lord have to tell them that He does not know them. Period!
Even though He is a God of Love, but He obeys His Father. The 1500 years is a long time to show His Grace and Mercy. If all creations could come back to Him, He will be very Happy. The time is Now and it is Now!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Time to reign is starting soon. Satan already declare war to Israel, he had told them he had the right to remove them from the Occupancy. The Lie of the Serpent!!!
The Lion of Judah will chase them off and Israel will be delivered. The time to show His Glory is here! Those who went against His Beloved will be crushed. He will make sure the one who die is them and not Israel!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! The time is Here!!!
Ezekiel 38 Promise will happen for the World to see who is GOD!!! He already declare that whoever touch His Beloved touches Him as we, who believe in Him, is in His Body. Surely, the time has come for Heaven to come down to Earth and the enemy of Israel will wish they are not there!!!
Children of God, it's a Time of Rejoicing in the Lord!!! The Time is Here!!! Hallelujah!!!!
This morning, just an hour ago, Lord leads me to worship for the Son of God and to worship twice!!! Once I was affected and could not worship and the Lord have to worship for me and the 2nd time I was freed and the worship is by me in Him.
Lord leads me to receive the mantel from the Lion of The Tribe of Judah. He also declared Heaven on Earth and the Power of Christ to reign in Earth and in Hell. The Glory of the Lord to shine brightly on Earth. His Grace and Mercy to flow in Abundance on Earth!!! Glory Glory!!!
Lord told Robin that peoples eyes will be trained to look at those in wheelchair and those that needs Lord's Creative Miracle. This is what satan cannot copy and Lord will show the world who is God!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Mercy of God is going to flow in Abundance for 1500 years to convince His Beloved that He loves them and for them to come and receive Him. This is the time given to Jesus to receive as many souls as possible.
Once the 1500 years is up, He will come personally and by then, even when His Beloved knows the Lake of Fire and want to accept Him, He will tell them the time of accepting Him is over and they will be thrown into the Lake of Fire with Satan to be destroy forever.
Jesus was so sad of such a day have to come. But this is set and He cannot change it. If His Beloved after knowing Him is God and still reject Him, He will have to tell them He does not know them and they will be cast to the Lake of Fire with Satan and his followers!!!
The heart of man is hard to understand. I don't know! Even in Kindness also can get people angry!!! This is what I cannot understand!!!
As the Lord is Kind and Patient and His Love is abundant, He will use this 1500 years to show His Goodness, if man is so hard that after His Deliverance of Israel and His Miracle of making people young and healthy again cannot touch the hardness of man, He will have no choice but let them have their choice of darkness.
This are those that look to self and look to the world and could not let go of what they have. Their soul are tight up by the world that they have no heart for God. These are the world that satan used to hook them up. If they prefer him, then Lord have to tell them that He does not know them. Period!
Even though He is a God of Love, but He obeys His Father. The 1500 years is a long time to show His Grace and Mercy. If all creations could come back to Him, He will be very Happy. The time is Now and it is Now!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The Time to reign is starting soon. Satan already declare war to Israel, he had told them he had the right to remove them from the Occupancy. The Lie of the Serpent!!!
The Lion of Judah will chase them off and Israel will be delivered. The time to show His Glory is here! Those who went against His Beloved will be crushed. He will make sure the one who die is them and not Israel!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! The time is Here!!!
Ezekiel 38 Promise will happen for the World to see who is GOD!!! He already declare that whoever touch His Beloved touches Him as we, who believe in Him, is in His Body. Surely, the time has come for Heaven to come down to Earth and the enemy of Israel will wish they are not there!!!
Children of God, it's a Time of Rejoicing in the Lord!!! The Time is Here!!! Hallelujah!!!!
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
Love
Love, the element of Love that God of Love gives to His Creation. He ask man to LOVE his wife like Christ died at the Cross for His Bride, the Children of God. He made woman the element of love but He ask her to submit. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Many a time, when we look at the survey of sex, few would enjoy much. Most men would complain in their heart that their wife do not meet his needs etc, or even ex whom said that I am a log. The main problem is not woman but man.
Just look at New Creation Church, when the Love of God and the Love of Jesus are being preached week in week out, when one knows God the Almighty Loves them so much, so many are being drawn to His Love and the congregation grows!!!
Man, just think over, if you are one that give love to your wife, keep her happy and do not condemn her and do not order her around, just treat her like the Love of your life and see her more important than you, how can such a woman heart, who is the element of emotional, not be touch!!!
I can talk from my personal experience. The 10 years that I was married, he did not really desire me, but desire the internet more. But as his need arose, he just come for the source of his pleasure release.
I was just an object, just like another other women in his life, just an object for his release. But in that 10 years, there were twice that he was pretty drunk and came back for me like a real man coming for his woman, no matter what the reason of his desire was. Those 2 times, when he treated me as his woman, not just an object of his pleasure, I was having my pleasure too.
This is what he could not understand and could not replicate when he was in himself. I had tried to explain to him but it was when I understand when one have sincere feeling for another, it is so the feeling that will transmit through.
Just that I talked about the Traditional Chinese Teaching, about this strong lady that tried to learn submission to the husband that she quarreled for 10 years. It was when she felt for his hardship in provision for the family and felt for him that he even needed to think of lies to lie to her in his tiredness and just want a rest, her heart going right into his heart to talk to his heart that they both were touched by each other that they become loving couple after that!!!
There was this real story of a man who want to divorce his wife, but the pastor told him to carry his wife from the bedroom to the door for 1 month. The close proximity of each other and the artificially creating the action before the feeling, that they both started to feel for each other and the relationship was patched.
If man would obey the commandment of the bible, to Love his woman like Christ died for us all in Love for us, all the problems in the family will be solved in no time. It is when the focus is being distracted by tv, internet, games, money, others, power, status, that love was cast aside and lives become not so happy!!!
For woman are emotional animal, she surely will respond when love is given. Hallelujah!!! For months, this lady with a hard face, I viewed her as fierce and never would want to walk close to her. It was when my heart is changed to bless her that she gave the most beautiful smile from her heart.
However, as those who don't want me to be joyful, whoever of their people that they sent to check on me become friendly to me, they will be removed from my sight. Happened a few times till I become aware of it. That's how sick those hearts are but they didn't know what they need is for Jesus to love them to wholeness!!!
Praise Jesus that trained me to walk in love and forgiveness. There were times where they set a situation and 2 persons going to start a quarrel. They even planned for someone to come later to support their warfare!!!
In another time, the dog was set to come towards me, Praise Jesus who protected me! The dog turned back. It was much later then the owner walk out from the wall near the lift!!!
I thank Holy Spirit all these years of training that leads me to walk in Love and to be forgiving. Situation that could be nasty become non issue as I respect others property and their pet.
That's why, if all of us let go of our pride and self respect, and just love life and peacefulness, no matter how bad a thing might turn out, your Joy cannot be stolen. This is why in the bible, Paul and his friend was in the most yuckiest situation, but they just worship Jesus and praise Him. In their Joy in the nasty situation, Lord sent a earthquake and all prison doors were opened.
This is why Lord Jesus told us to guard our heart, do not pick up trouble nor be afraid. Do not worry for tomorrow as today has enough itself. As we live a day at a time, and keep our heart with the Lord, His Perfect Love for us will cast out all fears!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Many a time, when we look at the survey of sex, few would enjoy much. Most men would complain in their heart that their wife do not meet his needs etc, or even ex whom said that I am a log. The main problem is not woman but man.
Just look at New Creation Church, when the Love of God and the Love of Jesus are being preached week in week out, when one knows God the Almighty Loves them so much, so many are being drawn to His Love and the congregation grows!!!
Man, just think over, if you are one that give love to your wife, keep her happy and do not condemn her and do not order her around, just treat her like the Love of your life and see her more important than you, how can such a woman heart, who is the element of emotional, not be touch!!!
I can talk from my personal experience. The 10 years that I was married, he did not really desire me, but desire the internet more. But as his need arose, he just come for the source of his pleasure release.
I was just an object, just like another other women in his life, just an object for his release. But in that 10 years, there were twice that he was pretty drunk and came back for me like a real man coming for his woman, no matter what the reason of his desire was. Those 2 times, when he treated me as his woman, not just an object of his pleasure, I was having my pleasure too.
This is what he could not understand and could not replicate when he was in himself. I had tried to explain to him but it was when I understand when one have sincere feeling for another, it is so the feeling that will transmit through.
Just that I talked about the Traditional Chinese Teaching, about this strong lady that tried to learn submission to the husband that she quarreled for 10 years. It was when she felt for his hardship in provision for the family and felt for him that he even needed to think of lies to lie to her in his tiredness and just want a rest, her heart going right into his heart to talk to his heart that they both were touched by each other that they become loving couple after that!!!
There was this real story of a man who want to divorce his wife, but the pastor told him to carry his wife from the bedroom to the door for 1 month. The close proximity of each other and the artificially creating the action before the feeling, that they both started to feel for each other and the relationship was patched.
If man would obey the commandment of the bible, to Love his woman like Christ died for us all in Love for us, all the problems in the family will be solved in no time. It is when the focus is being distracted by tv, internet, games, money, others, power, status, that love was cast aside and lives become not so happy!!!
For woman are emotional animal, she surely will respond when love is given. Hallelujah!!! For months, this lady with a hard face, I viewed her as fierce and never would want to walk close to her. It was when my heart is changed to bless her that she gave the most beautiful smile from her heart.
However, as those who don't want me to be joyful, whoever of their people that they sent to check on me become friendly to me, they will be removed from my sight. Happened a few times till I become aware of it. That's how sick those hearts are but they didn't know what they need is for Jesus to love them to wholeness!!!
Praise Jesus that trained me to walk in love and forgiveness. There were times where they set a situation and 2 persons going to start a quarrel. They even planned for someone to come later to support their warfare!!!
In another time, the dog was set to come towards me, Praise Jesus who protected me! The dog turned back. It was much later then the owner walk out from the wall near the lift!!!
I thank Holy Spirit all these years of training that leads me to walk in Love and to be forgiving. Situation that could be nasty become non issue as I respect others property and their pet.
That's why, if all of us let go of our pride and self respect, and just love life and peacefulness, no matter how bad a thing might turn out, your Joy cannot be stolen. This is why in the bible, Paul and his friend was in the most yuckiest situation, but they just worship Jesus and praise Him. In their Joy in the nasty situation, Lord sent a earthquake and all prison doors were opened.
This is why Lord Jesus told us to guard our heart, do not pick up trouble nor be afraid. Do not worry for tomorrow as today has enough itself. As we live a day at a time, and keep our heart with the Lord, His Perfect Love for us will cast out all fears!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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