Walking seriously with Lord for 5 years, from finally pick up the bible by Grace to read finish it is really a miracle. It led me to past my driving test. haha....
The start of learning driving to the end of the 3rd test, I was seen with a bible, reading and reading. So much so that on the 3rd test, I believed I got a Christian Tester. I had no confident in that test, being the 3rd time trying out, at each mistake I confested 'Die!'. Those I considered serious, wasn't serious in the tester eyes. His only picking on I stopped my car too close to the zebra crossing.
The tester asked why I learn driving, I told him it's Lord who asked me to learn. He asked what for? I said next time pray healing need to drive around. Haha...based on this 2 Q&A, he ignored my back wheels were too closed to the zebra crossing for turning left pause that I managed to just passed.This unwilling learner, whom always thought someone would drive her all her life, finally got a driving licence! Haha...Glory to Jesus!
All the storm of life that I walked through the past few years as you read in this blog, really nothing compared to the last one that I am facing. It just like Lord asked Abraham to bring Isaac to be offered. It's at the last part of the whole process. A life or death situation. The pain, the sadness, just automatically come upon me to think why others would take lightly the life of my child.
Yes, I personally have been through many deadly situation, but nothing can be compared when one own child is in danger. It's a hopelessness despair. Especially the dad said it's for her to learn to cope and for her, it supposed to be fun and so she wants to go. All this when I knew of the danger ahead, it's like adding salt to the wound!!!
Lord let me recalled when Jc was the youngest, her cousin, who was the favourite, lost her position to Jc, when Jc was born. She became the enemy of Jc. I was frustrated for quite a while till ex suggested since 'everyone love Jc, why not you go love the cousin.' I bought a present for her for the next birthday that she was so happy that she never take Jc as enemy anymore!
All the unhappiness arise because XY wants to be a group head. She and Ey love all the toys ex bought for Jc, her scooter, her swayboard, her bouncing ball, her bicycle. I did not like their disrespect of others property. They could came to my house and just take what they like and play. I did not like the noise they created too, as I am a very private person.
As I stopped them from coming and stopped Jc from bringing the toys to school and stopped them from leading Jc to skip class and lingerred in MacDonalds, I complained to school and to their parents. Surprisingly, their parents are okay with their behaviour!!! The last straw came when XY found her bicycle too small. She wanted to take over Jc's adult size bicycle.
So, after 2 hours of intense dance practise, she wanted Br to cycle her home. But she wanted to ride Jc's bicycle. So, Jc have to ride Br's bike and Br sat on the back seat. Her bike belongs to her dad whom use it to ride her around sometime.
Br, being a pampered kid, saw XY was sent home and wanted Jc to send her home too. She took Jc's lunch bag and just rode home. Jc no choice had to follow her! As devil had been sucking our blood and plus Jc sometime didn't eat her meal or just took a light meal, her energy was drained that the 2nd time it happened, I had to go to take her schoolbag for her, then she was well enough to ride home. I called XY dad to question why can't he buy the bike for his girl as she want one. The dad had promised XY to buy her one on her August birthday! I finally realised why she had to wait for 2 months after the June school vacation!
The past complain on his girl plus the recent one, must have embarrassed him a lot that he is willing to pay for a hotel room for his daughter to have 'fun' with Jc!!! I heard that the plan is to meet at her place for the afternoon party and then proceed to the hotel room in the evening! Weird right?
The only way to explan is Lord's way, for XY and EY, the number 2 in the group, to combine force to wack Jc up. This is the plan disclosed by Lord and I could see the evil smile on Emily as she described the party to Jc yesterday afternoon.
I bought a honey dew a few days ago, supposed to share in the family gathering but last Saturday the gathering was cancelled. So, this afternoon, Lord give me idea to cut it up and to give some to EY. She was happy to have hers but she had to look at the portion that I gave Jc. Lord gave me idea to bless her more so I let Ey had 2 big pieces.
This evening both XY and EY smsed Jc to check what she was doing. They hardly sms with Jc even since their plan to hurt her, but today the honey dew works wonder! Lord also let me realise that since XY covey on Jc's bike, He told me to buy a better one for her. He said this will cancel past hurts. So, this is the plan Lord had for me to do for her. It's His Way of blessing first that will lead them to repent later.
This is the way Lord given me to redeem myself from the crashes with them. It's not easy to fight unsecure people. They could not let go but must find way to hit back even though they were the one who started it all! Of all of Jc's friends, these are the 2 that openly challenged me!
For the sake of Jc, for her peace, I will obey the Lord and do accordingly. Lord said I have reached the end of my journey and next will be starting on His journey, to walk in His Blessed Life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
To think of Abba Father, for my sake, had to let Jesus to go to the Cross, so that He could let me enjoy His Heaven on Earth life is really can't imagine the pain He went through when He put Jesus to suffer and to die for my sake! Abba Father's Great love, only He Himself could understand as His Love is intensed beyond description, His Pain should not be any less! I thank You, Abba Father for Your Will, Lord Jesus, I thank You for Your Work and Holy Spirit, I thank You for Your Witnessing, Comforting and leading me out of all dangers!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Monday, July 30, 2012
The CHC Exodus
Yesterday, I thought I might be early for church but was late for 5 mins. Usually I would have lots of seat to choose from but yesterday, the whole hall was full!!! I found a seat in the midst of the side and went for it but I am having this feeling of overcrowding for a 2nd Sunday!
Su called me afterwards and while talking, the topic came to the people coming to New Creation Church and she confirmed that her children ministry also saw a sudden hugh influx of boys toddlers into the 5 yrs old service, so much so they had to re-distribute the teachers to handle this high influx of people! Sis told me that Rock, 4th floor and 6th floor overflow area are fully packed even before 10:50am for the 11:30am service!
I asked Lord for the number of people that shift from CHC to NCC and the number of people are alarming high! Now Shines overflow is closing down for English service, wonder if it would further pack the places. I pray to Lord to regurate the children of God, through the 4 services so that the situation is under control. It's a nice headache that more are listening to the revealing about Jesus but to find a venue so pack that I could not find my aisle seat, I am sob sob!!! :D
On a personal ground, Lord revealed vision of Jc being torured by XY and Ey till almost death and shocked the deepest of my inner self. The saga had a weird turn last week that XY suddenly fight no more and ok for Jc to accept the other 2 as friends. But, XY told they played a family game with XY as the daddy and Ey as the mummy. TY and Jc will be the sisters and RL the pet animal.
Jc started calling her friends as mummy and daddy and said that I became the grandma! I asked her if I am to stand beside Ey, who is she going to call mummy. I told her this is a disgrace to call her friends as parents and disregard her own parents, I suggested they should call each other sisters if they want. When she told her friends about it, she became the pet cat!!! They are out to push her down for not listening to them!!!
Then news start coming about XY having a birthday party 2 weeks ahead of her birthday and going to set it in a hotel room in town and Ey keep tempting Jc to go even though there wasn't any invitation card! Lord told me that XY's dad is allowing XY and EY to bash Jc in this hotel room meet. He showed me visions of different ways of bashing Jc in the name of game! Jc thought this party is like any other party and she is keen to go this weekend! But mummy after looking at the visions Lord had given me during Friday's worshipping, is not willing to let Jc to be their toy to bend all their anger on her!!!
Ex was even more agreeable and when I told him about how they have been treating Jc, ex said it's Jc problem to learn to deal with it! He said I shall not over protect her! But Lord told me this is one I could not let go otherwise Jc will face internal injury. I was so sad that I went to talk to mum yesterday! We prayed an agreement prayer for Lord to block XY and Ey from Jc's life and this morning, when I meditated, Lord told me He will sack XY's dad from his job so that he won't have the luxury to pay for the hotel room to allow her daughter to bash Jc!!! Praise Jesus for the power of 2 praying in agreement!!!
I am glad that I have Lord with me. Otherwise, I might still be in the dark on what the evil one planned for Jc. With Lord Wisdom, what ever devil plan for me and my family, Lord greatly protected us. Glory Glory to His Faithfulness! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Su called me afterwards and while talking, the topic came to the people coming to New Creation Church and she confirmed that her children ministry also saw a sudden hugh influx of boys toddlers into the 5 yrs old service, so much so they had to re-distribute the teachers to handle this high influx of people! Sis told me that Rock, 4th floor and 6th floor overflow area are fully packed even before 10:50am for the 11:30am service!
I asked Lord for the number of people that shift from CHC to NCC and the number of people are alarming high! Now Shines overflow is closing down for English service, wonder if it would further pack the places. I pray to Lord to regurate the children of God, through the 4 services so that the situation is under control. It's a nice headache that more are listening to the revealing about Jesus but to find a venue so pack that I could not find my aisle seat, I am sob sob!!! :D
On a personal ground, Lord revealed vision of Jc being torured by XY and Ey till almost death and shocked the deepest of my inner self. The saga had a weird turn last week that XY suddenly fight no more and ok for Jc to accept the other 2 as friends. But, XY told they played a family game with XY as the daddy and Ey as the mummy. TY and Jc will be the sisters and RL the pet animal.
Jc started calling her friends as mummy and daddy and said that I became the grandma! I asked her if I am to stand beside Ey, who is she going to call mummy. I told her this is a disgrace to call her friends as parents and disregard her own parents, I suggested they should call each other sisters if they want. When she told her friends about it, she became the pet cat!!! They are out to push her down for not listening to them!!!
Then news start coming about XY having a birthday party 2 weeks ahead of her birthday and going to set it in a hotel room in town and Ey keep tempting Jc to go even though there wasn't any invitation card! Lord told me that XY's dad is allowing XY and EY to bash Jc in this hotel room meet. He showed me visions of different ways of bashing Jc in the name of game! Jc thought this party is like any other party and she is keen to go this weekend! But mummy after looking at the visions Lord had given me during Friday's worshipping, is not willing to let Jc to be their toy to bend all their anger on her!!!
Ex was even more agreeable and when I told him about how they have been treating Jc, ex said it's Jc problem to learn to deal with it! He said I shall not over protect her! But Lord told me this is one I could not let go otherwise Jc will face internal injury. I was so sad that I went to talk to mum yesterday! We prayed an agreement prayer for Lord to block XY and Ey from Jc's life and this morning, when I meditated, Lord told me He will sack XY's dad from his job so that he won't have the luxury to pay for the hotel room to allow her daughter to bash Jc!!! Praise Jesus for the power of 2 praying in agreement!!!
I am glad that I have Lord with me. Otherwise, I might still be in the dark on what the evil one planned for Jc. With Lord Wisdom, what ever devil plan for me and my family, Lord greatly protected us. Glory Glory to His Faithfulness! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, July 26, 2012
The Witness
Quite recently, in one of my meditation, Lord told me that when I sleep, aka die, I will sleep for 3.5 days and awake again, then I will rise up the sky, He is talking about 1500 years later. I was wondering why must sleep for 3.5 days then awake then finally go to Him! I was thinking isn't this weird? I leave it as it is since the witness I read about in the portion of the book of Revelation did not said something similiar.
Today, as I was checking the bible on the verses on respect our parents, Lord led me to flip to the book of Revelation on the 2 witness. It kind of give me a little scare to see something similiar there! Now, Lord wants me to share it so here is the verses:
Revelation 11:3-12
'And I give power to my two witnesses, and they will prophesy for 1260 days, clothed in sackcloth. 4 These are the two olive trees and the 2 lampstands that stand before the Lord of earth.
5 If anyone tries to harm them, fire comes from their mouths and devours their enemies. This is how anyone who wants to harm them must die.
6 These men have power to shut up the sky so that it will not rain during the time they are prophesying; and they have the power to turn the waters into blood and to strike the earth with every kind of plague as often as they want.
7 Now when they have finished their testimony, the beast that comes up from the Abyss will attack them, and overpower and kill them. 8 Their body will lie in the street of the great city, which is figuratively called Sodom and Egypt, where also their Lord was cruxified.
9 For three and a half days men from every people, tribe, language and nation will gaze on their bodies and refuse them burial.
10 The inhabitant of the earth will gloat over them and will celebrate by sending each other gifts, because these 2 prophets had tormented those who live on earth.
11 But after three and a half days a breath of life from God entered them, and they stool on their feet, and terror struck those who saw them. 12 Then they heard a loud voice from heaven saying to them, "Come up here". And they went up to heaven in a cloud, while their enemies looked on.'
Well, personally at this point of time, it sound scarely to do all these things. But who knows? By the time of 1500 years old, life and sleep would not matter anymore, I guess! In fact, everytime I saw a christian or chatholic funeral, I alway so happy for them that they are now in the heaven with Jesus, where there is no sorrow nor pain. Glory Glory! Amen Amen
Today, as I was checking the bible on the verses on respect our parents, Lord led me to flip to the book of Revelation on the 2 witness. It kind of give me a little scare to see something similiar there! Now, Lord wants me to share it so here is the verses:
Revelation 11:3-12
'And I give power to my two witnesses, and they will prophesy for 1260 days, clothed in sackcloth. 4 These are the two olive trees and the 2 lampstands that stand before the Lord of earth.
5 If anyone tries to harm them, fire comes from their mouths and devours their enemies. This is how anyone who wants to harm them must die.
6 These men have power to shut up the sky so that it will not rain during the time they are prophesying; and they have the power to turn the waters into blood and to strike the earth with every kind of plague as often as they want.
7 Now when they have finished their testimony, the beast that comes up from the Abyss will attack them, and overpower and kill them. 8 Their body will lie in the street of the great city, which is figuratively called Sodom and Egypt, where also their Lord was cruxified.
9 For three and a half days men from every people, tribe, language and nation will gaze on their bodies and refuse them burial.
10 The inhabitant of the earth will gloat over them and will celebrate by sending each other gifts, because these 2 prophets had tormented those who live on earth.
11 But after three and a half days a breath of life from God entered them, and they stool on their feet, and terror struck those who saw them. 12 Then they heard a loud voice from heaven saying to them, "Come up here". And they went up to heaven in a cloud, while their enemies looked on.'
Well, personally at this point of time, it sound scarely to do all these things. But who knows? By the time of 1500 years old, life and sleep would not matter anymore, I guess! In fact, everytime I saw a christian or chatholic funeral, I alway so happy for them that they are now in the heaven with Jesus, where there is no sorrow nor pain. Glory Glory! Amen Amen
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
The Building of a Confident Girl
Since my girl, Jc, was in kiddy, I have been trusting Lord Jesus, by His Grace to lift her up to the glorious place to exalt His Grace. Years after years, through her primary school, I have been patiently waiting for the manifestation of His Grace. Finally I am seeing the glimpse of it happening! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
My girl, not that I want to boast, is the sweetest nature, come to making friends. She is a follower and would allows her friend to dictate things of doing, even grouping up and serving a leader. Through the years, I have been complaining to teachers, principal if I see her being bullied.
The thing is, in her kind nature, she does not think she was being bullied. She always thinks she helping the weak to carry their bag even both around the same size and even lend her things to others because they run out of it or they forget to bring. Things that we bought for her to enjoy, she gladly shared with her friends. To such an extend, her friends take advantage of her!
As a mummy, I could see where are these things are coming. But, as her believes and mine are not on the same platform, I could only step aside and let her be. Whenever she has problems I would step in to handle, otherwise I let her have her way most of the time.
Of course, I have been praying and praying for Lord to lift her up. In Primary 1, Lord said the manifestation will be at P5 onwards. She is P5 this year, I saw none of that in the early part of this year, she and her friends had gone through some crashes and befriend again, but more of she submitting to them.
Over the weekends, over something, the friend, XY is asking Jc to choose between her and Ey or TY and RL. My girl likes to treat everyone as friends. She does not like because of 1 group of friends to ignore others from another group due to whatsoever reason, her original group, XY n EY do not like the other group.
As Jc told XY that she likes both group, XY is not talking to her and avoiding her. Jc was frustrated over this the whole night as she really treat her as friend. However, I know who is best for her and who is not, but I am not forcing her to go by my way. I prayed to Lord to open her eyes to see her friends clearly!
As she was still not happy with the situation and hard to go to sleep with a troubled mind, Lord in me is leading her. Lord told her that even though she like XY to remain a friend, she is not letting XY to have a choice of if she likes to be Jc's friend. Long ago, Lord let her went through Jy's friendship come and go and return again as example. The past few years she was not maturing in any sense, so just let it be.
This year, she is starting in maturing in thoughts and words said could finally be understood. Lord told her to give XY time, to let her have her choice of if she wants her, Jc, to be her friend. It's through losting that one would appreciate the relationship more. So, Lord told her to let XY goes through Jc friending the other group and let XY sees that she has no control over this friendship. To learn about respect.
While Lord was talking to her, she had fallen to sleep and I am not sure how much she receive. This morning, I see a confident Jc and she agrees to let go of XY for the moment to let her have the choice if she wants Jc as friend and to accept Jc on her term. Glory Glory! Finally I could see my girl is growing up emotionally.
Another area I am teaching her is not to complain and groan over things lost, or not right. I told her not to focus on problem but to focus on solution. I asked her over her new bottle of eyes drop missing after using it once yesterday in school, someone has taken it but let the empty box with her! She stopped being unhappy and told me the solution is to get a new one.
This is what I learnt from ex years ago, when he lost his job. He told me to let him focus on finding a right job than nagging at him. From this focus on solution, I could get rid of those negative energy and concentrate on the hope, it's the same as coming to Christ, have high expectation of Good as Christ had completed all that we want or need. Glory Glory!
With Jc showing signs of growing up and doing what she needs to do, and not crying in agony, I am finally happy with her. All these years of waiting for the manifestation is finally bearing much fruits. I am happy with Lord!
Now I know that we each need to go through some falls to appreciate life better. It's the process of learning that one would know there is nothing to fear. It's through trusting Him that one get stronger and stronger in His Faithfulness! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even as the heart of a mother hope for the best for her child, as she waits upon the Lord, over the years, since this baby was a headache to her to now, finally bearing much fruits, I am happy! Finally my heart can be put to rest! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
My girl, not that I want to boast, is the sweetest nature, come to making friends. She is a follower and would allows her friend to dictate things of doing, even grouping up and serving a leader. Through the years, I have been complaining to teachers, principal if I see her being bullied.
The thing is, in her kind nature, she does not think she was being bullied. She always thinks she helping the weak to carry their bag even both around the same size and even lend her things to others because they run out of it or they forget to bring. Things that we bought for her to enjoy, she gladly shared with her friends. To such an extend, her friends take advantage of her!
As a mummy, I could see where are these things are coming. But, as her believes and mine are not on the same platform, I could only step aside and let her be. Whenever she has problems I would step in to handle, otherwise I let her have her way most of the time.
Of course, I have been praying and praying for Lord to lift her up. In Primary 1, Lord said the manifestation will be at P5 onwards. She is P5 this year, I saw none of that in the early part of this year, she and her friends had gone through some crashes and befriend again, but more of she submitting to them.
Over the weekends, over something, the friend, XY is asking Jc to choose between her and Ey or TY and RL. My girl likes to treat everyone as friends. She does not like because of 1 group of friends to ignore others from another group due to whatsoever reason, her original group, XY n EY do not like the other group.
As Jc told XY that she likes both group, XY is not talking to her and avoiding her. Jc was frustrated over this the whole night as she really treat her as friend. However, I know who is best for her and who is not, but I am not forcing her to go by my way. I prayed to Lord to open her eyes to see her friends clearly!
As she was still not happy with the situation and hard to go to sleep with a troubled mind, Lord in me is leading her. Lord told her that even though she like XY to remain a friend, she is not letting XY to have a choice of if she likes to be Jc's friend. Long ago, Lord let her went through Jy's friendship come and go and return again as example. The past few years she was not maturing in any sense, so just let it be.
This year, she is starting in maturing in thoughts and words said could finally be understood. Lord told her to give XY time, to let her have her choice of if she wants her, Jc, to be her friend. It's through losting that one would appreciate the relationship more. So, Lord told her to let XY goes through Jc friending the other group and let XY sees that she has no control over this friendship. To learn about respect.
While Lord was talking to her, she had fallen to sleep and I am not sure how much she receive. This morning, I see a confident Jc and she agrees to let go of XY for the moment to let her have the choice if she wants Jc as friend and to accept Jc on her term. Glory Glory! Finally I could see my girl is growing up emotionally.
Another area I am teaching her is not to complain and groan over things lost, or not right. I told her not to focus on problem but to focus on solution. I asked her over her new bottle of eyes drop missing after using it once yesterday in school, someone has taken it but let the empty box with her! She stopped being unhappy and told me the solution is to get a new one.
This is what I learnt from ex years ago, when he lost his job. He told me to let him focus on finding a right job than nagging at him. From this focus on solution, I could get rid of those negative energy and concentrate on the hope, it's the same as coming to Christ, have high expectation of Good as Christ had completed all that we want or need. Glory Glory!
With Jc showing signs of growing up and doing what she needs to do, and not crying in agony, I am finally happy with her. All these years of waiting for the manifestation is finally bearing much fruits. I am happy with Lord!
Now I know that we each need to go through some falls to appreciate life better. It's the process of learning that one would know there is nothing to fear. It's through trusting Him that one get stronger and stronger in His Faithfulness! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even as the heart of a mother hope for the best for her child, as she waits upon the Lord, over the years, since this baby was a headache to her to now, finally bearing much fruits, I am happy! Finally my heart can be put to rest! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, July 22, 2012
The Heart of God
The Heart of God is so full of Love for His Children! Hallelujah! I for one, is not going after wealth. I don't need more money, I don't need more houses and I don't need more status. But, even I am a nothing in most people life, Lord wants to lift me up fully. His Grace is so BIG!!!
With the 1st born blessing of 2 houses are too many for me, Lord added another to my list. I asked Him, with 2 houses to call home, I already have aplenty, what am I going to do with the 3rd? Here is His Answer: One for weekdays, one for weekends, one for days you are tired and you want to take a short nap!!! Haha...this is a luxious to the tip blessings. I am beyond my words! Facing such a Abundance of Love Father that just want to pour blessings and blessings upon me, I am speechless to all His Glory! Amen Amen!
His Grace is so Mighty, for the first time, I realise ex is a insecure man under the disguise of his own might. After all the shell of his mightiness are uncovered, below is a timid man. With all the lies exposed, he became a small gentle soul again. I was bidding Jc goodbye and yet, he replied me instead! Glory Glory that in Him, I am lifted up high. Hallelujah!!!
My mum was saying yesterday, showing ex so much grace and generously giving him the house, he still not happy and want to fight over what is given to him. Like what Jesus says in the bible: those who want it, lost it, those who don't want it get plenty of them. Glory Glory! His eyes is really blind to not see the grace given to him!!! For what he is facing next, I just feel pity for him.
Things could go his way, he not satisfied and want to strive even more. This divorce originally is to his great favour! Since he does not appreciate it, the tide will turn one day where he will get nothing and be worst off. He does not know he who curse me, Lord will curse him back! This is he is getting. Glory Glory! Lord is good in turning tide! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad to walk closely to Lord and munching His Word daily. Today learn about His Word in Proverb 4:22 is where the healing power is. Within the Hebrew hidden code is the name of Lord and the name of God, the verse itself is a manula candle of 7 lamps. The middle lamp itself is another 7 world, with the name of God and the name of Jesus on His Right side, the name of Father the God and Son of God make up Holy Spirit! The trinity GOD, Elohim, are all embedded into this verse alone. No wonder meditating God Word is where all the power and the supply is. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
I have been meditating the bible for years, early this morning just completed Ezekiel and now onto Hosea. Lord really bless me today, I hope on to the LRT immediately as I reached the station and then the MRT and then the circle line. Coming home also the same, His Grace let me board the train and find seat at each of them with minimal waiting time. Glory Glory!!!
Today church seem like having more people, usually when I reach my destination, my hall would be plenty of seat available! Today when I reach there, almost 3/4 of the seat taken! I wondered if it's Shine Auditorium closing down for English service affected the people shift or because of the City Harvest Church top 5 pastors court time is almost here and many come over to New Creation. Whatever it is, it always good they get to know about Jesus than the preaching on law!
It is good that Ps Prince lately preach about Lord goes for ungodly people and He goes for those that is undeserving. It frees many to come to Him! Even prayer for healing, He, the one who prayed, must be undeserving and praying for someone who is not perfect too. Sometime, when we put qualification, we push down people from receiving His Grace!
Personally, I am not perfect too! Daily, I have to trust on His Grace. Be it get me strong or healthy or anything else, I need His Grace and His Wisdom to say the right word and do the right thing. Glory Glory that Abba is forever with me and His Grace is Abundance! I personally experienced that whenever I prayed for others, the attacks on me was gone! So there is benefit to pray for other too. Glory Glory!
Abba, thank You for being so GOOD to me! Thank You for Your Great Grace and Sure Mercy of David and Your FREE Gift of Righteousness!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
With the 1st born blessing of 2 houses are too many for me, Lord added another to my list. I asked Him, with 2 houses to call home, I already have aplenty, what am I going to do with the 3rd? Here is His Answer: One for weekdays, one for weekends, one for days you are tired and you want to take a short nap!!! Haha...this is a luxious to the tip blessings. I am beyond my words! Facing such a Abundance of Love Father that just want to pour blessings and blessings upon me, I am speechless to all His Glory! Amen Amen!
His Grace is so Mighty, for the first time, I realise ex is a insecure man under the disguise of his own might. After all the shell of his mightiness are uncovered, below is a timid man. With all the lies exposed, he became a small gentle soul again. I was bidding Jc goodbye and yet, he replied me instead! Glory Glory that in Him, I am lifted up high. Hallelujah!!!
My mum was saying yesterday, showing ex so much grace and generously giving him the house, he still not happy and want to fight over what is given to him. Like what Jesus says in the bible: those who want it, lost it, those who don't want it get plenty of them. Glory Glory! His eyes is really blind to not see the grace given to him!!! For what he is facing next, I just feel pity for him.
Things could go his way, he not satisfied and want to strive even more. This divorce originally is to his great favour! Since he does not appreciate it, the tide will turn one day where he will get nothing and be worst off. He does not know he who curse me, Lord will curse him back! This is he is getting. Glory Glory! Lord is good in turning tide! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am glad to walk closely to Lord and munching His Word daily. Today learn about His Word in Proverb 4:22 is where the healing power is. Within the Hebrew hidden code is the name of Lord and the name of God, the verse itself is a manula candle of 7 lamps. The middle lamp itself is another 7 world, with the name of God and the name of Jesus on His Right side, the name of Father the God and Son of God make up Holy Spirit! The trinity GOD, Elohim, are all embedded into this verse alone. No wonder meditating God Word is where all the power and the supply is. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
I have been meditating the bible for years, early this morning just completed Ezekiel and now onto Hosea. Lord really bless me today, I hope on to the LRT immediately as I reached the station and then the MRT and then the circle line. Coming home also the same, His Grace let me board the train and find seat at each of them with minimal waiting time. Glory Glory!!!
Today church seem like having more people, usually when I reach my destination, my hall would be plenty of seat available! Today when I reach there, almost 3/4 of the seat taken! I wondered if it's Shine Auditorium closing down for English service affected the people shift or because of the City Harvest Church top 5 pastors court time is almost here and many come over to New Creation. Whatever it is, it always good they get to know about Jesus than the preaching on law!
It is good that Ps Prince lately preach about Lord goes for ungodly people and He goes for those that is undeserving. It frees many to come to Him! Even prayer for healing, He, the one who prayed, must be undeserving and praying for someone who is not perfect too. Sometime, when we put qualification, we push down people from receiving His Grace!
Personally, I am not perfect too! Daily, I have to trust on His Grace. Be it get me strong or healthy or anything else, I need His Grace and His Wisdom to say the right word and do the right thing. Glory Glory that Abba is forever with me and His Grace is Abundance! I personally experienced that whenever I prayed for others, the attacks on me was gone! So there is benefit to pray for other too. Glory Glory!
Abba, thank You for being so GOOD to me! Thank You for Your Great Grace and Sure Mercy of David and Your FREE Gift of Righteousness!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, July 20, 2012
Man
I am really speechless what man could do when they do evil. To cover the 1st sin, the next sin is even more illogical and will lead it to be exposed. Proverb said that 'He who seeks diligently seeks good seek favour, but he who seeks wickedness, it will come to him.' Proverb also says 'Though hand join in hand, the wicked will not go unpunished, but the seed of the righteous will be delivered!' Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am glad that God Word is the Truth! Glory Glory! As you know from last post, ex lied to Jc about I am paranoid. Jc within the week became so frightened of me that she didn't even want to step into this house with me alone. When her correction pen ran out, she dare not take from me the refill. When her dance costume need to hand wash and daddy don't know, she dare not let me know. Ex played on Jc's emotion to lead her to have great fear of me!!!
Her school cousellor came and I realise where the start of the lies, he used a bit of the truth that happened before Jc's birth, I was taking 1 pill for my depression. I stopped because of trying for baby and the side effect was bad to my brain!
Ex lied that after birth of Jc, he told me to go see doctor, I refused and over time, it is getting worst and worst! The fact is he did not asked me to see doctor, even when after Jc I had short moment of after birth depression that I was so upset that I was incapable to handle anything. That time, he just told me to concentrate on feeding Jc and hack care about the rest. When I complain the baby was too heavy for me, he told me that I just needed to carry her and I would be okay.
He showed Jc the meaning of paranoid from his handphone dictionary. Jc could not really understand the meaning but she got frightened anyway. Fear got the better of her that ex suggested that she stayed 2 weeks with him.
Before I know the source of the lie. I just sms her to tell her that there is therefore no condemnation in Christ Jesus. She is the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and no matter what I still love her. After meeting with the cousellor, I smsed her on Wednesday to tell her what paranoid is and asked her since daddy said I had it before giving birth to her, if her growing years with me, did she see any adnormality in me. Did I walk in my dreamland, did I act weird? After a short while, I called her and she said to be fair, daddy take 2 weeks and when he is in Japan, I will take the next 2 week.
However, after the whole afternoon and then it's her sleeping time, since Sunday till Wednesday, finally she sms me good nite for the first time. After a while, she sms to greet me good nite again and told me that she is coming home to me the following week.
Thursday evening, after her rainbow program, she told daddy that she wanted to see mummy. So ex dropped her here and went to do some shopping himself. When he returned and waiting for her down stairs, she was frightened of him that her tears were on her eyes when she told him that she wanted to stay here. She later told me back to the usual weekdays with me and Sunday with daddy.
I asked her what did her daddy told her and got the full picture of the lie. It was some speechless and anger moment, how could he played on her fear to cover those things he had done. Anyway, Jc realised that I have not behaving weird these 11 years of her life that she is now fully back with me. She knows daddy lied but she has forgiven him fully. Afterall, she still wants his love. She said she was lonely in his house because of Rosy around.
Finally this frighten episode is over for her and she is back to her normal self. But the high anxiety the last few days had taken it toll on her and she was so drained that she was even tired at 9:30pm and is soundly asleep right now.
All that ex did, using one sin to cover another, this time round, as Jc school couselling rainbow program volunteers were involved, his credibility suffered as this lie is exposed. They are happy that Jc finally not fearful of me anymore.
For me, this stay with ex, even when Jc had good impression with Rosy, let me realised it's really what I have said here, because he never learn love, he don't know how to show love and Jc does not like to stay with him. The mention of letting her stay with daddy will get her to shake her head very much for a high 'NO'. That is how much she drag staying with him!
I only could thank Jesus Wisdom to lead me to write the right words to her for her to see the truth herself. Her years of growing with me cannot be hidden. As such, the lie is exposed easily. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Praise Jesus!!!
I am glad that God Word is the Truth! Glory Glory! As you know from last post, ex lied to Jc about I am paranoid. Jc within the week became so frightened of me that she didn't even want to step into this house with me alone. When her correction pen ran out, she dare not take from me the refill. When her dance costume need to hand wash and daddy don't know, she dare not let me know. Ex played on Jc's emotion to lead her to have great fear of me!!!
Her school cousellor came and I realise where the start of the lies, he used a bit of the truth that happened before Jc's birth, I was taking 1 pill for my depression. I stopped because of trying for baby and the side effect was bad to my brain!
Ex lied that after birth of Jc, he told me to go see doctor, I refused and over time, it is getting worst and worst! The fact is he did not asked me to see doctor, even when after Jc I had short moment of after birth depression that I was so upset that I was incapable to handle anything. That time, he just told me to concentrate on feeding Jc and hack care about the rest. When I complain the baby was too heavy for me, he told me that I just needed to carry her and I would be okay.
He showed Jc the meaning of paranoid from his handphone dictionary. Jc could not really understand the meaning but she got frightened anyway. Fear got the better of her that ex suggested that she stayed 2 weeks with him.
Before I know the source of the lie. I just sms her to tell her that there is therefore no condemnation in Christ Jesus. She is the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and no matter what I still love her. After meeting with the cousellor, I smsed her on Wednesday to tell her what paranoid is and asked her since daddy said I had it before giving birth to her, if her growing years with me, did she see any adnormality in me. Did I walk in my dreamland, did I act weird? After a short while, I called her and she said to be fair, daddy take 2 weeks and when he is in Japan, I will take the next 2 week.
However, after the whole afternoon and then it's her sleeping time, since Sunday till Wednesday, finally she sms me good nite for the first time. After a while, she sms to greet me good nite again and told me that she is coming home to me the following week.
Thursday evening, after her rainbow program, she told daddy that she wanted to see mummy. So ex dropped her here and went to do some shopping himself. When he returned and waiting for her down stairs, she was frightened of him that her tears were on her eyes when she told him that she wanted to stay here. She later told me back to the usual weekdays with me and Sunday with daddy.
I asked her what did her daddy told her and got the full picture of the lie. It was some speechless and anger moment, how could he played on her fear to cover those things he had done. Anyway, Jc realised that I have not behaving weird these 11 years of her life that she is now fully back with me. She knows daddy lied but she has forgiven him fully. Afterall, she still wants his love. She said she was lonely in his house because of Rosy around.
Finally this frighten episode is over for her and she is back to her normal self. But the high anxiety the last few days had taken it toll on her and she was so drained that she was even tired at 9:30pm and is soundly asleep right now.
All that ex did, using one sin to cover another, this time round, as Jc school couselling rainbow program volunteers were involved, his credibility suffered as this lie is exposed. They are happy that Jc finally not fearful of me anymore.
For me, this stay with ex, even when Jc had good impression with Rosy, let me realised it's really what I have said here, because he never learn love, he don't know how to show love and Jc does not like to stay with him. The mention of letting her stay with daddy will get her to shake her head very much for a high 'NO'. That is how much she drag staying with him!
I only could thank Jesus Wisdom to lead me to write the right words to her for her to see the truth herself. Her years of growing with me cannot be hidden. As such, the lie is exposed easily. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Praise Jesus!!!
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
A Point in Time
When man wants to do evil, all the dirt of the past, he will dig. Yesterday, I had conversation with Jc rainbow program cousellor. Through their questioning, I realised what ex had put into Jc's brain. Now I know what reason he use to evict me out. Glory to Jesus!
12 years ago, I was taking 1 pill for my mental depression. As I was having lots of side effects from the pill, and also planning to have a baby, ex suggested that I should use positive thinking to off set this depression and dropped taking the pill. I did, and a year later I had Jc.
7 years ago, as my life went on with the demands of ex, this void, empty of love, relationship (plus satan kept me from deep sleep), as he stressed me up, I shouted back at him. This happened for quite sometime and I ever asked him, if one day I gone crazy, will he still stay by my side, he said 'I don't know' which means 'No', I guess.
6 years ago, as I accepted Christ and prayed a lot in the spirit, one day, I found that I had not be shouting at him for a long time. Life went on as usual that I did not notice the change of me until much later.
Then 2 years after that, with threaten of me to drop Christianity or drop him, he chosen to look for his new green pasture elsewhere. We went throught the down and down and finally the divorce and now 2.5 years after the divorce.
I thought that with this divorce, the divorce agreement and what he proposed, I agreed and I thought that will be the end of it. But no, he want to back off. His greed could not wait another year for this house. He want it now, 1.5 years before the agreements expire.
How he did it, he brought my past to kick me down. He used that as the reason to evict me. He convinced Jc that I am paraniod and I don't want to take this 1 pill. After 12 years, he is bringing the strong of that 1 pill to pull me down. Lord delivery of me he choose to ignore. To get his way, he let Jc to believe so much that Jc is fearful of me. I wonder what he has been telling her week after week that Jc is so convinced by all that he said.
Worst of all, he showed to Jc that mummy does not allow you to have your free time after school but daddy gives you all the free time you want. So much so that Jc does not want to come back here to wait for her daddy to pick her up. She rather waiting in school that 3 hours and have no one to control her. I only could trust Jesus to send warrior angels to protect her. Thank You, Jesus!
With the counsellor here yesterday, finally I got the full picture of how this eviction order coming about. Well, when devil throw lemon, Jesus will surely make lemonade out of the lemon. His Finished Work at the Cross is surely greater than all the ideals devil could cough out to come against me. My Lord will sure not let devil have an upper hand. His Grace is Abundance and His Righteousness is secured!!!
I know I have Abba Father on my side and surely, No Weapons formed will come against me. His Mighty Lord's hand is surely greater than all that devil could throw at me. Surely I am rise above the flood and I am placed higher than the current of the devil. By His Grace and His Finished Work at the Cross, I am fully delivered! I proclaim in the Almighty Name of Jesus! His Name is Above All Name! Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
12 years ago, I was taking 1 pill for my mental depression. As I was having lots of side effects from the pill, and also planning to have a baby, ex suggested that I should use positive thinking to off set this depression and dropped taking the pill. I did, and a year later I had Jc.
7 years ago, as my life went on with the demands of ex, this void, empty of love, relationship (plus satan kept me from deep sleep), as he stressed me up, I shouted back at him. This happened for quite sometime and I ever asked him, if one day I gone crazy, will he still stay by my side, he said 'I don't know' which means 'No', I guess.
6 years ago, as I accepted Christ and prayed a lot in the spirit, one day, I found that I had not be shouting at him for a long time. Life went on as usual that I did not notice the change of me until much later.
Then 2 years after that, with threaten of me to drop Christianity or drop him, he chosen to look for his new green pasture elsewhere. We went throught the down and down and finally the divorce and now 2.5 years after the divorce.
I thought that with this divorce, the divorce agreement and what he proposed, I agreed and I thought that will be the end of it. But no, he want to back off. His greed could not wait another year for this house. He want it now, 1.5 years before the agreements expire.
How he did it, he brought my past to kick me down. He used that as the reason to evict me. He convinced Jc that I am paraniod and I don't want to take this 1 pill. After 12 years, he is bringing the strong of that 1 pill to pull me down. Lord delivery of me he choose to ignore. To get his way, he let Jc to believe so much that Jc is fearful of me. I wonder what he has been telling her week after week that Jc is so convinced by all that he said.
Worst of all, he showed to Jc that mummy does not allow you to have your free time after school but daddy gives you all the free time you want. So much so that Jc does not want to come back here to wait for her daddy to pick her up. She rather waiting in school that 3 hours and have no one to control her. I only could trust Jesus to send warrior angels to protect her. Thank You, Jesus!
With the counsellor here yesterday, finally I got the full picture of how this eviction order coming about. Well, when devil throw lemon, Jesus will surely make lemonade out of the lemon. His Finished Work at the Cross is surely greater than all the ideals devil could cough out to come against me. My Lord will sure not let devil have an upper hand. His Grace is Abundance and His Righteousness is secured!!!
I know I have Abba Father on my side and surely, No Weapons formed will come against me. His Mighty Lord's hand is surely greater than all that devil could throw at me. Surely I am rise above the flood and I am placed higher than the current of the devil. By His Grace and His Finished Work at the Cross, I am fully delivered! I proclaim in the Almighty Name of Jesus! His Name is Above All Name! Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Monday, July 16, 2012
The Curse will be upon thee who defile
This Rosy, who is ex's girlfriend, I have totally no respect for her. She is a divorced woman herself and yet, she still dare to creep into my house checking if I was still around. She sat at the sofa and turned away from my view from the computer room, but when I am not around, she checked through all my rooms, even opened Jc's cupboard to see. I wondered what would she did when Jc went for her street parade that the school participated.
This is what Jc revealed to me when she came home after school today. How can she defile another woman's territory when she herself knows it's wrong! Otherwise, she would not have to bend her back and poke her head to see if I was around from the hallway. At first I thought she is a respectable woman. The more I know of her, the more I dislike her.
She is just like the anti-christ that Walid Shoebat had described about what they would do to Israel. Behind my back, she looked through everything I have. Well, whatever done to me, it comes around and it goes around. She will surely never going to be the woman of this house! Never! Lord Jesus Grace on me is a lot mightier than whatever tricks you could do. I proclaim in the Name of Jesus!
Speak in a soft spoken way, it's just like what ex learnt, great deceiver!!! Her look nice and appear gentle is just pretendence. I wonder what her real self is, for I heard she had a tough fight with her ex in their divorce. If she could go through such a fight, I really wonder what is her real personality! Really questionable!!! For I, am one, that don't know how to fight, I have to trust in the Lord to deliver me each time! Glory Glory!
Lord has told me the plan of how I will be delivered. I am glad when there is no way, He is the way out! Surely, By the Almighty Name of Jesus, by His Authority, I am fully delivered of this marriage curse. I proclaim the blood of Jesus to wash ex whiter than snow and clothed with the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and be return to me cleanse! I proclaimed that Jc will realise her mummy is always speaking the truth and may the truth touches her heart and let her walk closely with Jesus forever more! I pray in the Almighty Name of Jesus! All Glory shall belongs to Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This end time, only Lord could help, be it me or Israel. I saw the spoken word of the people from the south of Israel and I can forsee multitute are coming to claim Abba Father's land. It's about they against A Mighty Saviour. He has done it all 2000 years ago and surely, delivery is at hand. Nothing is too difficult for Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This is what Jc revealed to me when she came home after school today. How can she defile another woman's territory when she herself knows it's wrong! Otherwise, she would not have to bend her back and poke her head to see if I was around from the hallway. At first I thought she is a respectable woman. The more I know of her, the more I dislike her.
She is just like the anti-christ that Walid Shoebat had described about what they would do to Israel. Behind my back, she looked through everything I have. Well, whatever done to me, it comes around and it goes around. She will surely never going to be the woman of this house! Never! Lord Jesus Grace on me is a lot mightier than whatever tricks you could do. I proclaim in the Name of Jesus!
Speak in a soft spoken way, it's just like what ex learnt, great deceiver!!! Her look nice and appear gentle is just pretendence. I wonder what her real self is, for I heard she had a tough fight with her ex in their divorce. If she could go through such a fight, I really wonder what is her real personality! Really questionable!!! For I, am one, that don't know how to fight, I have to trust in the Lord to deliver me each time! Glory Glory!
Lord has told me the plan of how I will be delivered. I am glad when there is no way, He is the way out! Surely, By the Almighty Name of Jesus, by His Authority, I am fully delivered of this marriage curse. I proclaim the blood of Jesus to wash ex whiter than snow and clothed with the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and be return to me cleanse! I proclaimed that Jc will realise her mummy is always speaking the truth and may the truth touches her heart and let her walk closely with Jesus forever more! I pray in the Almighty Name of Jesus! All Glory shall belongs to Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
This end time, only Lord could help, be it me or Israel. I saw the spoken word of the people from the south of Israel and I can forsee multitute are coming to claim Abba Father's land. It's about they against A Mighty Saviour. He has done it all 2000 years ago and surely, delivery is at hand. Nothing is too difficult for Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The Grace given upon me
At 1:35am Singapore time, Sunday had just gone by. It was the hardest day of my life to have ex bringing his girlfriend into this apartment as if it was a natuaral thing to do. I kept my cool and chose to ignore them and got along my morning routine; said a 'Hi' to the girlfriend and hugged Jc and off I went.
I looked to Lord to deliver me and kept me cool. He did that till worship songs started and I was tearing even though I was singing to Him how Mighty He is. As I leaned on Him, my tears carried the problem off me that I stopped crying and the heart felt lighter after the first song.
Through the next few worship song, I leaned closer and closer to Him till I was smiling and casting the whole of me to Him. Previously, I would pray that I cast myself to Him fully so that I could be a stronger me. Today, I prayed that I cast myself fully to Him so that a full Him come out to be Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As what I have trusted Lord, Lord poured out His Grace strongly on me and let me know I am shifting soon. Lord said this is a critical time. If He delay, my family will be broken forever. He has to come fast to rescue me and move me to the promised land so that whatever I speak of what He would do in my life would become real. So far, ex n Jc took this as my imagination!!! But Faith comes before the real thing, this is what they could not get it.
Lord said with the manifestation and the renewal of youth, I will be able to get ex back! From great anger with him this morning, I prayed to Lord to take away my emotion and feelings and I was able to have a light heart to talk to ex again. Glory Glory!
Abba is good, when things with ex and his girlfriend looked pretty certain and Jc clicked well with her kids, Lord wants to come fast so that I could get them back with me again. Glory Glory!
I am so glad to have Lord on my side. He sees all things and are able to make plan for things to happen. I am so happy and so comforted. Lord even told me to get durian to comfort myself and make sure I have enough cash to buy them. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even when things do not look good to me, He Grace sure is abundance to turn things around. I find ex's girlfriend standing a distant away as ex n me meet. Somehow, she knows not to offend me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord further comfort me with stories of Sid Roth stiff neck family could believe in Jesus, anybody could too. He also got a mafia that came to Lord to show no matter how bad the situation, He could turn it well for His Glory. The last story was a man who was so depressed that his dad was jailed that he dropped out of school to become a cook and had cooked for countries head and celebrities. Even his family case was so broken and he hardly school, Lord blessed him such a great cook that people have to book months ahead to eat at his restaurant!!! Glory to Jesus!
From all these stories, I know the stiff neck ex will come to Jesus and Jc will be lead to study and be a good girl. His Grace is enough for everything when nothing seem to work! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!!
I looked to Lord to deliver me and kept me cool. He did that till worship songs started and I was tearing even though I was singing to Him how Mighty He is. As I leaned on Him, my tears carried the problem off me that I stopped crying and the heart felt lighter after the first song.
Through the next few worship song, I leaned closer and closer to Him till I was smiling and casting the whole of me to Him. Previously, I would pray that I cast myself to Him fully so that I could be a stronger me. Today, I prayed that I cast myself fully to Him so that a full Him come out to be Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As what I have trusted Lord, Lord poured out His Grace strongly on me and let me know I am shifting soon. Lord said this is a critical time. If He delay, my family will be broken forever. He has to come fast to rescue me and move me to the promised land so that whatever I speak of what He would do in my life would become real. So far, ex n Jc took this as my imagination!!! But Faith comes before the real thing, this is what they could not get it.
Lord said with the manifestation and the renewal of youth, I will be able to get ex back! From great anger with him this morning, I prayed to Lord to take away my emotion and feelings and I was able to have a light heart to talk to ex again. Glory Glory!
Abba is good, when things with ex and his girlfriend looked pretty certain and Jc clicked well with her kids, Lord wants to come fast so that I could get them back with me again. Glory Glory!
I am so glad to have Lord on my side. He sees all things and are able to make plan for things to happen. I am so happy and so comforted. Lord even told me to get durian to comfort myself and make sure I have enough cash to buy them. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Even when things do not look good to me, He Grace sure is abundance to turn things around. I find ex's girlfriend standing a distant away as ex n me meet. Somehow, she knows not to offend me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord further comfort me with stories of Sid Roth stiff neck family could believe in Jesus, anybody could too. He also got a mafia that came to Lord to show no matter how bad the situation, He could turn it well for His Glory. The last story was a man who was so depressed that his dad was jailed that he dropped out of school to become a cook and had cooked for countries head and celebrities. Even his family case was so broken and he hardly school, Lord blessed him such a great cook that people have to book months ahead to eat at his restaurant!!! Glory to Jesus!
From all these stories, I know the stiff neck ex will come to Jesus and Jc will be lead to study and be a good girl. His Grace is enough for everything when nothing seem to work! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!!
Saturday, July 14, 2012
The New Plan
I did not know that ex might be interested in my jewellery till I got uneasy in the heart and went to check my collection and found some of them were missing.
Last Sunday, I confronted ex as he has free access into this house every Sunday. He sent Jc to her gym at 2pm and picked her at 4pm, giving himself of 2 hours to access this apartment without anybody notice. Of course, as usual, whatever he did to me, he will deny.
Jc checked with him why I was angry with him and he lied to Jc that I am paranoid and I refuse to take my medicine. Jc told her school cousellor about it and then showed me the message after she returned from school. I was really mad that ex told a lie and Jc believed in him. I have to sms the cousellor to explain its not I am paranoid but my gold was missing.
Lord told me that my condition in this home has risen to critical level. Ex used black magic to attack me and when I got angry and sms him, he kept those messages. Even the recent happening I also messaged him. Lord said he used those smses as evidents to apply for court order to remove me out of this house.
He had wanted me to shift out early of this year but I refused. He promised to let me stay till end of next year when Jc finishes her primary school for me to agree to all the divorce agreements, but now he is not honouring his promise to me. He wanted to take my name out of this house but I knew his tricks and I refused to agree. He increased the spiritual attack but Praise Jesus I am still alive! Now he is using the law against me.
Lord told me that He will not let me kick out of this house. His Plan for me is good. Surely no harm nor disgrace will come to me. Ex has refused to answer my sms since 3 days ago. He even get Jc wanting to stay with daddy. Things are not bright on my end but Jesus is BIG BIG GOD and His Plan for me is GOOD!
No wonder ex totally ignore me when he came over to fix up a back rest for Jc's bicycle. His plan is in the moving that he could totally ignore me.
I thought only Israel would face eviction from their land, I am facing such eviction order too. Lord said the lawyer has submitted the case for the queue. Lord told me I will be out before it reach the court. I am trusting Him for His Perfect Plan for me.
As you see, why I was so depressed when Lord told me He is bringing him back to my life! I would have kick him far far away if not for Lord! My heart was so hard in rejecting him that Lord gave me a dream this morning of him departing from Singapore forever. I was not even moved. In the dream, I saw 2nd sis bid farewell to him. As my heart was not moved, Lord inner voice reminded me that he was going and at that point, my heart soften at cannot see him anymore. When I woke up this morning, the hardness in me was gone! Glory Glory!
I had seen Jc in agreeing with ex, has gone from me to stand with ex. I was so angry that day that I told her if she sided with her daddy, she could jolly well go to him and I want her nomore. Yes, I was hurt by her constant use of the tone and the words that ex had talked to me, on me. With ex talking so nasty I am already sick of him. With Jc talking the same way, I want to run away forever. I want both of them to be out of my life!
See how devil worked his plan into my heart. But when Lord softened me down, I asked Jc to hug me this morning in bed. She was hesitant, but I opened the way for her to come to my side and she did. I told her I thought that she does not care for me anymore when she agreed with her daddy, I told her she is my daughter and I always love her. With that understanding, she is more in peace with me. Glory Glory!
I wonder how I am going to survive the next few coming Sundays but surely, I know Lord will deliver me out of all harms. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Update (15/7/2012):
To test my patience, this morning, I was just out from shower and combing my hair to get ready for church and ex brought his girlfriend into the house. It like demonstrating this house is mine and I could do what I want to do.
It's like coming into my territory and my whole body reacted to the shock. I sat down to feed my Spirit Man and Lord told me he took the house as his and tried to show his mightiness. Just like Abraham complained to Abimelech in Genesis 21:25, I know one day in the near future the table will be turn against him! At this moment, I kept my cold.
Lord, thank You for lifting me up again in the worship! I am very thankful for this peace of heart again! Glory to You, Abba!
Last Sunday, I confronted ex as he has free access into this house every Sunday. He sent Jc to her gym at 2pm and picked her at 4pm, giving himself of 2 hours to access this apartment without anybody notice. Of course, as usual, whatever he did to me, he will deny.
Jc checked with him why I was angry with him and he lied to Jc that I am paranoid and I refuse to take my medicine. Jc told her school cousellor about it and then showed me the message after she returned from school. I was really mad that ex told a lie and Jc believed in him. I have to sms the cousellor to explain its not I am paranoid but my gold was missing.
Lord told me that my condition in this home has risen to critical level. Ex used black magic to attack me and when I got angry and sms him, he kept those messages. Even the recent happening I also messaged him. Lord said he used those smses as evidents to apply for court order to remove me out of this house.
He had wanted me to shift out early of this year but I refused. He promised to let me stay till end of next year when Jc finishes her primary school for me to agree to all the divorce agreements, but now he is not honouring his promise to me. He wanted to take my name out of this house but I knew his tricks and I refused to agree. He increased the spiritual attack but Praise Jesus I am still alive! Now he is using the law against me.
Lord told me that He will not let me kick out of this house. His Plan for me is good. Surely no harm nor disgrace will come to me. Ex has refused to answer my sms since 3 days ago. He even get Jc wanting to stay with daddy. Things are not bright on my end but Jesus is BIG BIG GOD and His Plan for me is GOOD!
No wonder ex totally ignore me when he came over to fix up a back rest for Jc's bicycle. His plan is in the moving that he could totally ignore me.
I thought only Israel would face eviction from their land, I am facing such eviction order too. Lord said the lawyer has submitted the case for the queue. Lord told me I will be out before it reach the court. I am trusting Him for His Perfect Plan for me.
As you see, why I was so depressed when Lord told me He is bringing him back to my life! I would have kick him far far away if not for Lord! My heart was so hard in rejecting him that Lord gave me a dream this morning of him departing from Singapore forever. I was not even moved. In the dream, I saw 2nd sis bid farewell to him. As my heart was not moved, Lord inner voice reminded me that he was going and at that point, my heart soften at cannot see him anymore. When I woke up this morning, the hardness in me was gone! Glory Glory!
I had seen Jc in agreeing with ex, has gone from me to stand with ex. I was so angry that day that I told her if she sided with her daddy, she could jolly well go to him and I want her nomore. Yes, I was hurt by her constant use of the tone and the words that ex had talked to me, on me. With ex talking so nasty I am already sick of him. With Jc talking the same way, I want to run away forever. I want both of them to be out of my life!
See how devil worked his plan into my heart. But when Lord softened me down, I asked Jc to hug me this morning in bed. She was hesitant, but I opened the way for her to come to my side and she did. I told her I thought that she does not care for me anymore when she agreed with her daddy, I told her she is my daughter and I always love her. With that understanding, she is more in peace with me. Glory Glory!
I wonder how I am going to survive the next few coming Sundays but surely, I know Lord will deliver me out of all harms. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Update (15/7/2012):
To test my patience, this morning, I was just out from shower and combing my hair to get ready for church and ex brought his girlfriend into the house. It like demonstrating this house is mine and I could do what I want to do.
It's like coming into my territory and my whole body reacted to the shock. I sat down to feed my Spirit Man and Lord told me he took the house as his and tried to show his mightiness. Just like Abraham complained to Abimelech in Genesis 21:25, I know one day in the near future the table will be turn against him! At this moment, I kept my cold.
Lord, thank You for lifting me up again in the worship! I am very thankful for this peace of heart again! Glory to You, Abba!
Friday, July 13, 2012
Glory
The Glory of Lord Jesus Finished Work is what I find it hard for people to receive the fullness of it all. I have been talking to many about what Jesus Finished Work at the Cross could bring to us but many shine away from the truth. I was even called a paranoid by ex recently and Jc believed in him.
As things has changed in the work of devil to block the plan of God, on one end, ex taken some of my gold chains and bracelets from my cupboard and yet said that I am paranoid. Jc don't know of what I have and believed in all his lies.
Jc is unhappy of my disagreement with ex that she sided ex and told me she wanted to alternate week stay in each of us. I sms ex to see if he really agree to it as I know of his flowery language just to fool Jc. He did not reply me at all. Lord give me an impression he wants to evict me out of this house.
At my mum and siblings end, they could not see Lord leading me too. They proclaimed I let ex have everything and I am left with nothing. They could not see Lord leading me out and told me that I should go find a job in the secular world.
All I can see is, when devil is panic, he will muscle in all directions to squeeze me out of the rightful position that Lord has anointed me to hold on. I practically could feel this forces coming against me. But I go by His Words which showed me my direction. Glory Glory!
As Lord Jesus coming is very near, He needs lots of workers, I have been pulling those who are faithful to reach for their calling too. However, what I get is their shy away. To me, that means they do not believe in a Good God that could bless His Beloved out of all things. They are in the comfort of the devilish world. The comfort of the devil numb them to come forward to the greater Glory of Jesus.
At this point, when all things, people looked to the world for provision for strength, I alone look to the Almighty God. I know through Him I am fully delivered. Surely such situation do not just come. I saw the Glory that shines out through Jesus Finished Work at the Cross and I reach high to grab it.
No wonder Lord told me I need His Spirit to fulfil His Plan. Recent reaching out to people of faith are so hard. They do not believe in a Great God could bless highly through Jesus Finish Work! Either they believe He did not do a good job or some truth about Him that they yet to believe. For if one really believe in Him Fully and saw all His Glory, what is there to doubt? Has Him not done a complete job? Or is he non existence?
I am surprised by the faith of those I met, if God is so Good! Why are they shying away from His Words and His Fellowship? I am surprised.
But Lord said His Plan for me are Perfect. He sees all things and He knows all things. He knows what is ahead of me and He has planned a deliverance for me. Everything will work out in Perfection, in His Harmony. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, I thank You that You are a Real and Living God and You loved me very much and everything are in control by You that I am well blessed. Thank You very much! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As things has changed in the work of devil to block the plan of God, on one end, ex taken some of my gold chains and bracelets from my cupboard and yet said that I am paranoid. Jc don't know of what I have and believed in all his lies.
Jc is unhappy of my disagreement with ex that she sided ex and told me she wanted to alternate week stay in each of us. I sms ex to see if he really agree to it as I know of his flowery language just to fool Jc. He did not reply me at all. Lord give me an impression he wants to evict me out of this house.
At my mum and siblings end, they could not see Lord leading me too. They proclaimed I let ex have everything and I am left with nothing. They could not see Lord leading me out and told me that I should go find a job in the secular world.
All I can see is, when devil is panic, he will muscle in all directions to squeeze me out of the rightful position that Lord has anointed me to hold on. I practically could feel this forces coming against me. But I go by His Words which showed me my direction. Glory Glory!
As Lord Jesus coming is very near, He needs lots of workers, I have been pulling those who are faithful to reach for their calling too. However, what I get is their shy away. To me, that means they do not believe in a Good God that could bless His Beloved out of all things. They are in the comfort of the devilish world. The comfort of the devil numb them to come forward to the greater Glory of Jesus.
At this point, when all things, people looked to the world for provision for strength, I alone look to the Almighty God. I know through Him I am fully delivered. Surely such situation do not just come. I saw the Glory that shines out through Jesus Finished Work at the Cross and I reach high to grab it.
No wonder Lord told me I need His Spirit to fulfil His Plan. Recent reaching out to people of faith are so hard. They do not believe in a Great God could bless highly through Jesus Finish Work! Either they believe He did not do a good job or some truth about Him that they yet to believe. For if one really believe in Him Fully and saw all His Glory, what is there to doubt? Has Him not done a complete job? Or is he non existence?
I am surprised by the faith of those I met, if God is so Good! Why are they shying away from His Words and His Fellowship? I am surprised.
But Lord said His Plan for me are Perfect. He sees all things and He knows all things. He knows what is ahead of me and He has planned a deliverance for me. Everything will work out in Perfection, in His Harmony. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, I thank You that You are a Real and Living God and You loved me very much and everything are in control by You that I am well blessed. Thank You very much! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, July 9, 2012
The Calling of Lord
I had copied this verse Psalm 127:1 'Unless the Lord builds the House, they labour in vain who built it.' onto my to pray list. At time, I wonder how this verse is applicable in our lives and I see it before my eyes. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Long ago, when I was still a young Christian, when the weekday bible study was still around, Wk, Su and me would usually went for the bible study week after week. Our joy in the Lord was in the raw fullness as new believers with no knowledge of the Law. We were throw into the pool of Grace and had swam effortlessly in it. Glory Glory.
As Ps Prince was preaching and talking about his laying of hand on his daughter, Jessica, and she fell under the anionting of the spirit. Wk got a knowing from the Lord that she likes to lay hand on people. As I was listening, Pastor talked about Katharine Kulman and how her sleeves flew in the air as she waved her hand and people fall under the power of the anointing. I was impressed with a knowing that I will be like her. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
After service, we walked from Suntec to the citywalk way to take our train. In the tunnel, as we walked, we were talking about what Lord had impressed us. Then Su questioned, how about her? How come Lord did not reveal anything for her?
I decided to inquire of the Lord and the answer was Children Ministry. Lord gave her an interest in young kids. She is now serving in it and are happy and amazed at how these young kid of 5 would know bible verses so well. We concluded they must be in church since birth or smaller and had absorbed the verses like drinking milk!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The thing is, as Lord led me to start my journey to walk with Him, Su decided to embark on her own journey to walk with the Lord. I listened to lots of sermons, she did too. I read the bible, she did too. I meditated the bible, she did initially, fallen and now pick up herself again. Lord led me through a series of tests and more tests and she did participate in some too.
Lord through her came through to give me faith test and I went through it with tears but I cleared them by the Grace of Lord. As I looked to Christ, I was delivered. It's about pushing me to my end of self and Lord wants to see how I will react under despair, under stress, under helplessness. As I looked to Christ, my faith in Him grow stronger and stronger and I could see His Faithfulness test by test!
After a year or more of testing me, Lord started to test Su through me too. But instead of looking to Christ, Su barked at me instead. To such an extend that she distant herself from me and blocked all that Lord wanted to test her through me. She blocked it so well till now, the Grace given to lift her up is almost coming to an end. She was still blocking me as at last try 2 nights ago.
With her tearing away of her meditated words with the Lord and the bible, her ministerial calling come to an end. With the recent blocking, Lord said all the promises that He had told her through those meditation, is going too.
As her sister, there are so much I want to help her. But each hints, each reveal only faced rejection. Even the last Grace given, I have very much wanting to tell her it's Lord testing her obedience. But I know she will block, even if she finally response, it's her usually Lord must call her plenty times before she finally acknowledge it's Him.
This is her problem, could not response quickly to Lord. I have to go around the bush to find her. One time doing such is okay, but if every calling I have to do that, it's tiring. To such an extend she is not looking forward to the calling, but only looking forward to the blessing. When Lord cut the blessing to a condo, she was still picky to Lord that Lord asked her if she preferred a HDB apartment?
When Lord mentioned this HDB apartment, I personally got a shock! But she still did not realise how serious the implication is. After that challenge, she finally knows Lord is with me. But even that, she told me not to share what Lord had revealed about her to her. She will have her own talk with the Lord. If Lord could use her to test me, why can't Lord use me to test her? It's a side giving pressure and the other side, the meditation lifting up that faith grows as one walked in the faith given.
With the sms rejection of the obedience Lord wants her to walk, she pushed it off. Lord is giving her another 2 months to pick it up. But Lord has told me she likely to fail. For when faced a problem, she will look for human solution instead of trusting the Lord for deliverance. That's why she failed her test so far.
Lord said flower that is plyed open won't be good. I want to help so much for her to walk the way of the Lord but Lord said there is so much I could do. She had seen all and yet choose to ignore. The end of end is coming on her. As her sis, to see she let go of the abundant life, I feel sad too. But I cast this sadness to Lord and believe His Way is still the best! Su tried her way to walk like me but in the end, she could not follow through. Sad!
Unknowingly, some years back, there was a test that required us to stay awake through the nights. My 2nd sister, Cat, accompanied us in our test! I was wondering why she did that. As at last night, Lord said He is rising Cat up and surely, whatever Su did not receive, will be passed to Cat. Glory Glory!!! I am sad for Su but I am glad for Cat!!! Family wise, my family surely can click better with Cat's family than Su's! Lord really knows all things as He looks into our heart!
No wonder Psalm 127:1 'Unless the Lord builds the house, they labour in vain who build it.' Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Long ago, when I was still a young Christian, when the weekday bible study was still around, Wk, Su and me would usually went for the bible study week after week. Our joy in the Lord was in the raw fullness as new believers with no knowledge of the Law. We were throw into the pool of Grace and had swam effortlessly in it. Glory Glory.
As Ps Prince was preaching and talking about his laying of hand on his daughter, Jessica, and she fell under the anionting of the spirit. Wk got a knowing from the Lord that she likes to lay hand on people. As I was listening, Pastor talked about Katharine Kulman and how her sleeves flew in the air as she waved her hand and people fall under the power of the anointing. I was impressed with a knowing that I will be like her. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
After service, we walked from Suntec to the citywalk way to take our train. In the tunnel, as we walked, we were talking about what Lord had impressed us. Then Su questioned, how about her? How come Lord did not reveal anything for her?
I decided to inquire of the Lord and the answer was Children Ministry. Lord gave her an interest in young kids. She is now serving in it and are happy and amazed at how these young kid of 5 would know bible verses so well. We concluded they must be in church since birth or smaller and had absorbed the verses like drinking milk!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The thing is, as Lord led me to start my journey to walk with Him, Su decided to embark on her own journey to walk with the Lord. I listened to lots of sermons, she did too. I read the bible, she did too. I meditated the bible, she did initially, fallen and now pick up herself again. Lord led me through a series of tests and more tests and she did participate in some too.
Lord through her came through to give me faith test and I went through it with tears but I cleared them by the Grace of Lord. As I looked to Christ, I was delivered. It's about pushing me to my end of self and Lord wants to see how I will react under despair, under stress, under helplessness. As I looked to Christ, my faith in Him grow stronger and stronger and I could see His Faithfulness test by test!
After a year or more of testing me, Lord started to test Su through me too. But instead of looking to Christ, Su barked at me instead. To such an extend that she distant herself from me and blocked all that Lord wanted to test her through me. She blocked it so well till now, the Grace given to lift her up is almost coming to an end. She was still blocking me as at last try 2 nights ago.
With her tearing away of her meditated words with the Lord and the bible, her ministerial calling come to an end. With the recent blocking, Lord said all the promises that He had told her through those meditation, is going too.
As her sister, there are so much I want to help her. But each hints, each reveal only faced rejection. Even the last Grace given, I have very much wanting to tell her it's Lord testing her obedience. But I know she will block, even if she finally response, it's her usually Lord must call her plenty times before she finally acknowledge it's Him.
This is her problem, could not response quickly to Lord. I have to go around the bush to find her. One time doing such is okay, but if every calling I have to do that, it's tiring. To such an extend she is not looking forward to the calling, but only looking forward to the blessing. When Lord cut the blessing to a condo, she was still picky to Lord that Lord asked her if she preferred a HDB apartment?
When Lord mentioned this HDB apartment, I personally got a shock! But she still did not realise how serious the implication is. After that challenge, she finally knows Lord is with me. But even that, she told me not to share what Lord had revealed about her to her. She will have her own talk with the Lord. If Lord could use her to test me, why can't Lord use me to test her? It's a side giving pressure and the other side, the meditation lifting up that faith grows as one walked in the faith given.
With the sms rejection of the obedience Lord wants her to walk, she pushed it off. Lord is giving her another 2 months to pick it up. But Lord has told me she likely to fail. For when faced a problem, she will look for human solution instead of trusting the Lord for deliverance. That's why she failed her test so far.
Lord said flower that is plyed open won't be good. I want to help so much for her to walk the way of the Lord but Lord said there is so much I could do. She had seen all and yet choose to ignore. The end of end is coming on her. As her sis, to see she let go of the abundant life, I feel sad too. But I cast this sadness to Lord and believe His Way is still the best! Su tried her way to walk like me but in the end, she could not follow through. Sad!
Unknowingly, some years back, there was a test that required us to stay awake through the nights. My 2nd sister, Cat, accompanied us in our test! I was wondering why she did that. As at last night, Lord said He is rising Cat up and surely, whatever Su did not receive, will be passed to Cat. Glory Glory!!! I am sad for Su but I am glad for Cat!!! Family wise, my family surely can click better with Cat's family than Su's! Lord really knows all things as He looks into our heart!
No wonder Psalm 127:1 'Unless the Lord builds the house, they labour in vain who build it.' Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Saturday, July 7, 2012
The Glory Shines High
Many have read the promises of God from the bible and wonder when it would happen. How many believe in Jesus at the Cross has taken away our sins, curses in all forms including old age and are made the Righteousness of God and the Favour of God surround us in Great Glory for Jesus?
For me whom have trusted Jesus on all these, I saw white hair in great visibility from my head. As I went to take a nap and woke up to meditate and talk to Lord. These are the great revelation of what He has planned to do on His Return. The unvealing is so great that I like to share with you, my brothers and sisters in Christ! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My Beloved, I have let Israeli survived in Israel for so long under My Grace. Without it they are perished long ago. It is under My Grace that they continue to survive. Abba has put you in Singapore for this purpose of letting them be jealous why I come as a Messiah in Singapore instead of Israel. They will want you to be in Israel instead.
I will let you be here for 400 years. Then you will shift to Israel. By then Bethehiam is theirs! Surely I will lead you to do great miracle there. The whole of Israel will be ready for me by then. Surely many came for the healing and making whole. Satan is grinding its teeth but it could do nothing.
By 1500 years, I will make sure you sleep physically. 3.5 days later, you will be awake and you shall tell them Haven is here. With that, Great Resurrection will happen; you will arise and so will many others. This Great Sign will be for the few others that still did not walk close by.
Surely by 2 months time, those who did not receive Me will perish with the heating up of the world. Abba will cause THIS to happen and they will regret. Abba will let them have the last chance. Those who call on My Name will still be saved. Those that are really stubborn will perish with earth. Glory Glory! Amen Amen'
Lord:
'My Beloved, My Darling, you will be transformed to be a Great Beauty. This old age look will be gone. It will be a Great Contrast to those who know you. Abba purposely let you have white hair and body shape not good.
The renew will be a Great Contrast. Abba knows it's hard on you, but for My Sake you will endure. I will let you renew in the presence of Ps Prince. This will show him that Great Miracle is happening. Surely he will believe that you are the Healer that I send to New Creation Church, Singapore. Surely he will let you hold a congregation in the Chinese Service.
I will lead you to perform Great Signs and Wonders. Many will be awe by the process. They will come aged but will go back young again. It shall be a Great Sign. This will shock the world that old men and women become young again. It will hit the world and they will realise I AM is here.
Surely the Christian World will flock to NCC to see the Great Miracle. They will be transformed as well. Many will be so amazed that this will be the call of the day! Glory Glory! There will be many young old aged people walking around for My Glory!
This will attract many to come to Jesus. Surely the world will see My Glory and be amazed. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!'
Lord:
'My Beloved, My Darling, you will be greatly blessed that the whole world will be amazed by Me. Many will come to be Christian and many will look forward to your visit. You will be working in Singapore for 3 years and then you will tithe 10% of your time to go around the world.
I will let you shine in Great Glory! Surely many will come to Me. All sicknesses will be healed. Surely I will let many remain. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Lord:
'My Darling, no one will deny Me as GOD forever. This surely a Great Temptation to the world. I will lead many to shine in My Goodness that will open the eyes of the world. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!'
Glory Glory! This is revealed to me as I meditated the end 4 verses of Ezekiel 37. God, Our Abba Father is really Good. I enjoy tasting and eating all the Feast that He provided.
Brother and Sister in Christ, as Great Salvation is happening, I need A Great Army to help Me in managing the sheeps in various decentralised centres. Are you game to reach out for My Glory? If your answer is positive, read My Words and let it sink into you! Hear Ps Prince revealing of Jesus to know Me better. I will lead you to shine for My Glory! Time is near, are you game to walk with Me? Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father in Heaven, I pray that You rise up a Great Army for Me. Touch their heart with warmthness to rise for My Glory! I shall Greatly Bless you as whoever have Jesus, have the blessing coming to them. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
For me whom have trusted Jesus on all these, I saw white hair in great visibility from my head. As I went to take a nap and woke up to meditate and talk to Lord. These are the great revelation of what He has planned to do on His Return. The unvealing is so great that I like to share with you, my brothers and sisters in Christ! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My Beloved, I have let Israeli survived in Israel for so long under My Grace. Without it they are perished long ago. It is under My Grace that they continue to survive. Abba has put you in Singapore for this purpose of letting them be jealous why I come as a Messiah in Singapore instead of Israel. They will want you to be in Israel instead.
I will let you be here for 400 years. Then you will shift to Israel. By then Bethehiam is theirs! Surely I will lead you to do great miracle there. The whole of Israel will be ready for me by then. Surely many came for the healing and making whole. Satan is grinding its teeth but it could do nothing.
By 1500 years, I will make sure you sleep physically. 3.5 days later, you will be awake and you shall tell them Haven is here. With that, Great Resurrection will happen; you will arise and so will many others. This Great Sign will be for the few others that still did not walk close by.
Surely by 2 months time, those who did not receive Me will perish with the heating up of the world. Abba will cause THIS to happen and they will regret. Abba will let them have the last chance. Those who call on My Name will still be saved. Those that are really stubborn will perish with earth. Glory Glory! Amen Amen'
Lord:
'My Beloved, My Darling, you will be transformed to be a Great Beauty. This old age look will be gone. It will be a Great Contrast to those who know you. Abba purposely let you have white hair and body shape not good.
The renew will be a Great Contrast. Abba knows it's hard on you, but for My Sake you will endure. I will let you renew in the presence of Ps Prince. This will show him that Great Miracle is happening. Surely he will believe that you are the Healer that I send to New Creation Church, Singapore. Surely he will let you hold a congregation in the Chinese Service.
I will lead you to perform Great Signs and Wonders. Many will be awe by the process. They will come aged but will go back young again. It shall be a Great Sign. This will shock the world that old men and women become young again. It will hit the world and they will realise I AM is here.
Surely the Christian World will flock to NCC to see the Great Miracle. They will be transformed as well. Many will be so amazed that this will be the call of the day! Glory Glory! There will be many young old aged people walking around for My Glory!
This will attract many to come to Jesus. Surely the world will see My Glory and be amazed. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!'
Lord:
'My Beloved, My Darling, you will be greatly blessed that the whole world will be amazed by Me. Many will come to be Christian and many will look forward to your visit. You will be working in Singapore for 3 years and then you will tithe 10% of your time to go around the world.
I will let you shine in Great Glory! Surely many will come to Me. All sicknesses will be healed. Surely I will let many remain. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Lord:
'My Darling, no one will deny Me as GOD forever. This surely a Great Temptation to the world. I will lead many to shine in My Goodness that will open the eyes of the world. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!'
Glory Glory! This is revealed to me as I meditated the end 4 verses of Ezekiel 37. God, Our Abba Father is really Good. I enjoy tasting and eating all the Feast that He provided.
Brother and Sister in Christ, as Great Salvation is happening, I need A Great Army to help Me in managing the sheeps in various decentralised centres. Are you game to reach out for My Glory? If your answer is positive, read My Words and let it sink into you! Hear Ps Prince revealing of Jesus to know Me better. I will lead you to shine for My Glory! Time is near, are you game to walk with Me? Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father in Heaven, I pray that You rise up a Great Army for Me. Touch their heart with warmthness to rise for My Glory! I shall Greatly Bless you as whoever have Jesus, have the blessing coming to them. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, July 1, 2012
The Glory of the Most High
After my Abba Father has shared about my marriage, devil showed me ex having a great time with girlfriend, Ry, having a romantic dinner up on the cable car to Sentosa. It also show me Ry got her siblings and family to come to ex's apartment to celebrate his birthday. All in all, it show a happy image of him with them.
I questioned Lord if I should have him back since he is so happy with his new found love. Frankly, I don't mind they become one and have their happy life. But Lord said that he will come back to me. Lord let me understand that He is the Most Beautiful God!
Someone who had been to heaven spoke of he had the opportunity of standing next to arc-angel, Michael, and claimed that Michael is very good looking! This man was wow wow wow when he saw him. But, when he finally saw Jesus, he said Jesus even better looking than Michael!!! Glory Glory!
Lord told me that as He is, so am I in this world!!! I am going to inherit His Beauty!!! Glory Glory!!! He said with His Beauty, surely ex could not resist!!! Glory Glory! No matter what devil used to split this family, Lord's way is always higher than him for Lord is the Creator and the Redeemer, no one can do a better job than Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As I went to church today, Pastor Lian was sharing about the story of the 5 loaves and 2 fish miracle but it's about the disciple's faith in Jesus! Even to after the miracle, they were on the boat and faced stormy sea and Jesus walked on the water towards them at the 4th watch of the night and delivered them from their fear!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord let me see that in the darkest moment of our life, he is in our midst and always there to help us. No matter how bad the situation, 4th watch of the night, the darkest moment, His Grace could penetrate through and we surely will get our answer!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Devil might want us to by our effort to find a solution, by our own ability or despair but as we look to Lord's Finished Work at the Cross, the answer came through! When I finally see it, I know that no matter how wonderful ex relationship is with Ry and her family, Lord surely could touch ex's heart for him to do a U-turn again! Glory Glory!
He also let me see that the condemnation of me not doing a good parenting and Jc's school result, is not a problem anymore! His Grace will touch her and everything will be well and good again. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He also let me see all these curses are not going any where, at the right time, right moment, His Grace will come through and I will forever be delivered and remain in His Shalom Peace!!! Glory Glory!!!
Abba Father, thank You for all the Grace and Mercy You have given to me through the Finished Work of Jesus at the Cross! I thank You very much from the bottom of my heart! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I questioned Lord if I should have him back since he is so happy with his new found love. Frankly, I don't mind they become one and have their happy life. But Lord said that he will come back to me. Lord let me understand that He is the Most Beautiful God!
Someone who had been to heaven spoke of he had the opportunity of standing next to arc-angel, Michael, and claimed that Michael is very good looking! This man was wow wow wow when he saw him. But, when he finally saw Jesus, he said Jesus even better looking than Michael!!! Glory Glory!
Lord told me that as He is, so am I in this world!!! I am going to inherit His Beauty!!! Glory Glory!!! He said with His Beauty, surely ex could not resist!!! Glory Glory! No matter what devil used to split this family, Lord's way is always higher than him for Lord is the Creator and the Redeemer, no one can do a better job than Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As I went to church today, Pastor Lian was sharing about the story of the 5 loaves and 2 fish miracle but it's about the disciple's faith in Jesus! Even to after the miracle, they were on the boat and faced stormy sea and Jesus walked on the water towards them at the 4th watch of the night and delivered them from their fear!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord let me see that in the darkest moment of our life, he is in our midst and always there to help us. No matter how bad the situation, 4th watch of the night, the darkest moment, His Grace could penetrate through and we surely will get our answer!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Devil might want us to by our effort to find a solution, by our own ability or despair but as we look to Lord's Finished Work at the Cross, the answer came through! When I finally see it, I know that no matter how wonderful ex relationship is with Ry and her family, Lord surely could touch ex's heart for him to do a U-turn again! Glory Glory!
He also let me see that the condemnation of me not doing a good parenting and Jc's school result, is not a problem anymore! His Grace will touch her and everything will be well and good again. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He also let me see all these curses are not going any where, at the right time, right moment, His Grace will come through and I will forever be delivered and remain in His Shalom Peace!!! Glory Glory!!!
Abba Father, thank You for all the Grace and Mercy You have given to me through the Finished Work of Jesus at the Cross! I thank You very much from the bottom of my heart! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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