The Life of Christ flowing in Me

It is a nice feeling to have Lord flowing in me. This morning, during my morning worship cum praying in the spirit session, Lord gives me a wonderful, loving feeling that I wish my love making session with my hubby could be the same too. Hehe…

Lord has been a wonderful God to me. Even when I did not wish nor think about cushion, Lord gave sis, Su, idea to bless Jc one cute pink one and bless my hubby 2 cute red one. Both Jc and hubby like the cushions. Praise the Lord!

Lately, listening to sermon seemed to be not enough to fill my inner man. No matter which sermons I listened, the direction all point to do God Word. Yes, I have promised Lord that I will meditate the book of Psalms. As you know, picking up the bible and opening it can be warfare in itself. I have been putting this off for quite some time. Lord has been waiting very patiently for me to do it.

Meanwhile, my thoughts gave me so much thoughts about the future that almost going to cause me to get crazy. Lord gave words to Su to warn me and after that, I passed all my cares about the future to Lord. Praise the Lord, I could flow in His Peace again.

After feeling empty for a day or 2, finally I picked up the bible and meditated on Psalm 34. It is a good Psalm, what Lord revealed to me is even better. :D Praise the Lord! With this meditation, Lord is happy, so is me. :D It’s good to flow with the Lord again.

Tomorrow will be going to church to hear His Words. Wonder what Lord will reveal to me tomorrow. I am eagerly waiting to go to church tomorrow to hear Him, the Almighty One.

Daddy God, thank You for leading me to recall on the feeling of when I was just married. That feeling was sweet and is still sweet to feel it back. Thank You! I love You much because I know You Greatly loved me! Amen!

The Anointing of the Holy One

Hubby has been sick since 2 Friday ago. With 3 days of high fever and 1 day of weakness but till today, he had yet to recover. For me, I was down since that day I get away from Lord. I was blocked and distracted that Lord seemed remotely far away from me. But Lord has been faithfully all the way.

On the 2^nd day of high fever, I decided to do pizza for dinner. While forming the dough into individual pieces, my head suddenly became so blurred and giddy, with nausea feeling. I called out to Daddy God to help me. After some struggle, finally formed 3 pieces of dough ball and I went to bed to take a nap. Praise the Lord, Daddy God removed my high fever that night, I was perspiring so much that my shirt had became wet and the fever was gone.

Saturday, my body was still weak, but it’s the day to visit my mum. I was running a little temperature and coughing. Even with sis helped to lay hand on me, I didn’t feel any better. I continued to sink myself in anointed worship song. While still listening, I get Lord to anoint my bottle of grape drink. At each cough or unwell, I would drink it and proclaimed that by Jesus Stripes, I am healed. Before the bottle of water was finished, Lord healed my cough and fever. Praise the Lord.

However, this morning I woke up with lots of phlegm again, I believed that Lord will throw out all my phlegm and He really did. I had 2 cough and all the yellow phlegm was out.

The amazing thing is even though I am sick, I managed to clear 2 cycle of laundry yesterday and this morning. All thanks to the strength given by Lord, I guess.

Jc was having high fever since last night. Before leaving for 3^rd church service, I cooked some porridge for her. Poor her have not been eating proper lunch when mummy was sick.

By the time I was to go off, it was already 2:05pm. I pray to Daddy to send a cab to fetch me. There was one that came immediately, but someone else was there waiting. Praise the Lord, He send a 2^nd one to me, driven by a Christian driver. By the time I board the cab, it was already 2:15pm, service starting at 2:30pm. Usually my journey there took 30mins the quickest. Guess miracle happens during the journey. I reached church around 2:35pm, praise the Lord!

When I reached my seat, I had another spell of fainting giddiness again. Immediately, I prayed to Lord that I died to Him at the cross and told Lord Jesus to manifest Himself fully in me. Lord immediately strengthened me up. I was able to worship Him. Lord came on strongly on me twice and I am well again.

Now at 8:05pm, I am almost well, just left a tiny bit of cough. Glory to the Lord for His Greatness and His Care for me. Without Him, I don’t know how I am going to handle this sickness. Praise the Lord!

Today is the day church tells us to bring olive oil to be anointed for any purpose usage. As Lord in me had already anointed my bottle of olive oil for healing purpose, Lord gave me an idea to anoint my water bottle instead.

I was feeling embarrassed since the rest holding up their bottles of olive oil. However, Lord did not feel so, He lifted my hands up high and came on strongly to anoint my bottle of water, praise the Lord!

Daddy God, thank You very much for bringing me close to you and make me feel comfortable with myself. Praise You for loving me so much!!! In Jesus Name, I thank You! Amen!

A day as a Normal Man

This morning, as Jc and me were taking hubby’s car to Su place, we have to wake up early to be ready. I didn’t have time to pray my prayer, I didn’t have time to worship Lord and well feed my Inner Man. It’s about rush, rush and rush.

It’s really a bad start of the day, as I did not put myself in Christ, meaning raising the spirit, to walk with Lord, the day did not get any better. I was sneezing a few times and later at Su place, I felt heaviness at my nasal region…it’s like a cold was coming.

I was with Su and the kids at the beach, Su and I sat there, each listening to worship songs and worship the Lord. I also had my prayer in the spirit at the beach. Back to Su’s home, I tried to get into the spirit with Jesus.mp3 that I got from Pastor Benjamin’s blog. Lord cured my cold and I prayed for Jc, who developed redness in the eyes and prayed for Su. Both of them get well but not me, the cold seem to return a couple of times. I tried soaking myself in the anointed songs, and yet the cold persisted.

Now back home, I got an impression to check my blog and read the past posting in this month. With the reading and realizing my position in Christ, my nose become well again. Praise the Lord for writing all the posts here. It’s such a good healing even for me. :D

George Mueller ever said that if he didn’t feed his inner man happy first, the rest of his day would get messed up. This would not happen if his inner man was kept happy first thing in the morning.

Yes, my days was messed up, no matter how much I tried later, it’s not the same as those days that I was well soak in the Lord. From now on, I will try to make time for the Lord. It’s important to keep my Inner Man happy. :D Praise the Lord!

The Glory of My Lord

Last night, as I was watching the latest sermons from KCM on ‘What not to do when facing Persecution’, Lord came on me very strongly to pray in the spirit. It was 1-2am and at one point I was wondering if I disturbed my hubby and girl who were sleeping.

This morning, for some reason, there were strong forces of attacks coming on me; I had to hide myself in Jesus. I prayed to the Lord that I am with Him in the highest most places in heaven, on the right hand side of Father God. I told Him that we are together in the Mercy Seat and the feathers of the cherubim covers me and I rest in the shadow of the wings. I also told Lord that I am with Him in the Holy of Holy. I am the wood that surrounds the Holy of Holy and He is the gold that wrapped me up. I am standing on Him, the silver base that is supporting the pillar. In there, only the Shikana Glory of God and no adversary. Praise the Lord!

As I placed myself there, I could feel a strong presence of the Lord that lifted the adversary forces off. I asked Lord what worship song should I played to worship Him. He told me to play ‘You alone I Praise’. As hubby is resting at home from his sickness in the computer room, I decided to go into the bedroom to worship Lord with the ipod playing the worship song and I sang along to worship Lord.

In the mid of the worshiping, Lord came on to pray in the spirit again. After sometime, Lord placed my palms together, with the right one on top of the left one. Then, I felt a strong force that placed something on my palm and then my forehead. Lord disclosed to me later that these are seals of Righteousness. It represents Lord Jesus had done a perfected work on the cross and thus, with this seals, captives can be freed.

Lord then opened my hands and I could feel the ray of energy from the seal on my left palm flowed to the seal on the right palm forming a rainbow. Next this rainbow touched the seal on my forehead as the highest point of the rainbow. After that Lord told me to place my right palm seal on my forehead and prayed in the spirit. With this, Lord told me His anointing on me has fully completed and I am ready to do Lord’s work. Lord also told me to meditate the book of Psalms and continue to read the bible. Praise the Lord!

Lord is blessing my sister, Su, to be a blesser. I will be her first person to bless, as Lord instructed her to pay for my Israel trip when she gets her blessing. Recently Lord showed her a vision of 3 boats carrying lots of gold nuggets. Praise the Lord

Lord previously showed her lots of gold and jewellery in Abraham’s storeroom, and told her to get some for her house and some for my Israel trip in one vision. She stood there wondering what to get. There was also another dream of angels brought wagons of gold bars to her, that time, she just look on. After both vision gone, I told her that she should pray that she receive in Jesus Name. For this last round, she finally prayed and Lord told her that He will convert the money from spiritual to reality for her. Lord told her that her blessing is coming and asked her hubby to meditate God Words. Praise the Lord!

As both of us are near the end of the waiting God Time, we are both so happy to be of great service to the Lord. After the initial trial of praying for healing for people, we both realised that only people with strong faith in the Lord could get healed. Those that don’t bother much about Lord, the healing did not go through even though Lord’s heart was to heal them.

Thus, we tell each other that we will listen to Lord and let Him lead us to bless/heal whoever He directs us to. Just like Smith Wigglesworth, he followed Lord’s direction each day on who to heal and Lord worked miracles through him. I want to be like Smith Wigglesworth too, to stay closely to the Lord. Sis said she want to stay close to the Lord on who to bless too, for sowing in good ground will yield harvest and opposite will happen on other grounds.

Father God, Su and I pray that we will stay close to You. When we move away unintentionally, Lord, please let us know. You are the One and only One that we want to abide by forever of our lives. I pray in the Almighty Lord Jesus Name! Amen and Amen!!!

The Word of Christ

Lord had impressed me to listen to Rev Joe Purcell sermon, ‘The Power of a Seed’ since 2 days ago. As there were many things in my mind, I had put it off till this morning.

Last night, Jc complained of back pain, she was crying in pain when time for her to sleep. There wasn’t a position that she could lie down in comfort. As a mum, it pained me to see her in suffering. So I get Lord Jesus to pray for her in the spirit, I let her take Holy Communion, but she still complained about the pain. She was on monkey bars earlier the evening and 2 girls pushed her down and she landed on her back.

Just before she slept, Lord led me to remember Romans 8:2 ‘through Christ Jesus, law of the Spirit of Life set Jc free from the law of sin and death’. Jc managed to fall asleep till around 11am this morning. Her back was still in pain. I prayed to the Lord and told Daddy God that Jesus had done a perfect work on the cross, He had taken Jc injuries and sicknesses and such, By His Stripes, Jc is healed. Lord led me to put my hand on her chest and prayed in the spirit again.

Before Jc woke up, I had just finished listening to the sermon. Rev Joe Purcell said that seed can look deceptive. Just like an apple seed, there is no way we could imagine a tree and many apples from looking at that seed. He said that God Word look the same to us as the apple seed. We are to speak of Word of Christ in our daily life to manifest the Zoe Life in our family and environment.

He also shared that we should mediate on word of Christ. Daddy God created us to think. If we dun use it for Word of Christ, we are using it to manifest something unfruitful to our life. He said meditation is just like worrying for something. You will think over and over, looking at different angles on the same thing. Just like when you need to pay your bills and you don’t have the money. You will think if you should trust the Lord for provision or find someone to help you out. This is different angles of solving the issue of the lack.

With this learning, I knew Jc was still in pain after the Morning Prayer. I need to visit the toilet and had forgotten to take my ipod with me. As there was nothing for me to do in there, I decided to mediate on Romans 8:2.

I had learnt from Pastor Prince Sermon, 06/03/03 ‘The Blessing of the Sure Mercies of David’ that Jesus had redeemed us from the curse of the Law and generation curse, which consist of poverty, sickness and death. I also know that Lord Jesus had walked a righteous life for us to fulfill the requirement of the Law for us. I know that He was judged for all our sins, the judgment of the sword was on Him too. With all these punishment on His body and all the stripes that was melted on Him. I know He was burned for our sin offering and burn offering too.

With all these believes, I started thinking over it from different angle, from what Jesus had done to how this spirit of life come about and what happen to the law of sin and death. With this meditation, what revealed to my spirit was that I had a perfectly perfect spirit of life in me, all sins and curses was judged in Jesus, there is no way that it could happen in me or Jc any longer, as we have a Spirit of Life that has no sin nor sickness on it. As it become a reality to me on what Lord Jesus had perfected for me, I could tell my body to walk in line with what the Spirit of Life says. After commanding my body to walk in life, Lord asked me to pray for Jc again.

Lord prayed for her and commanded her body to come in line with the Spirit of Life, it’s not what stage of unwell it was in, it is about the Spirit of Life had fulfilled all issues that our body needs. There is no way that the body can remain unwell when the TRUTH said that she is well. With this prayer, I checked with Jc about her back again. She said it’s fine! Praise the Lord!

From now on, I am going to stand on the Truth and let the Truth set me and all who need help to get their freedom. Thank You Lord Jesus for doing a Perfected Work on the Cross, Thank You Daddy God for Your Will, thank You Holy Spirit that Witness to the Truth and align our body with the Truth when we believe and claim it. Praise the Lord, Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

The Battle of Life

I just finished listening to Pastor Prince 06/03/03 ‘The Blessing of the Sure Mercies of David’ and in there, there is a talk about when the fight of life come, we should put our trust in the Lord for deliverance.

I would like to talk about my initial 3 months as Christian when darkness was all I know about and the words of Christ were new to me. Many times, with friends or brothers and sisters in Christ, this is what I noticed. When trials come into their lives, many would look to the circumstances, even though their mouth may say that they trust the Lord, they let the situation affected them and let time take charge to let things slowly quiet down. Then they would say praise the Lord for the deliverance. This is not the way to trust the Lord, sad to say.

Let me share how I trust the Lord. When I accepted Christ on one Sunday, 20^th Aug 2006, the next day, I called church for help regarding my night attacks. The one who answered told me that I could use the name of Jesus to command the darkness off. She also baptized my Holy Spirit over the phone and I prayed to Daddy God to enable me to speak in the spirit.

That night, when I faced my trial, I started using Jesus name to cast it out. I did it again and again, many times over. I also started praying in the spirit. As the attacks then were pretty strong, I could not get it off, as there was no revelation of Lord Jesus.

I would try it out night after night till the next sermon where I learnt something new about my rights in Christ. The in between period on what I learnt I had forgotten, but I could still remember my 1^st success. With 3 years of no help and had to endure the attacks, fear was so strong in me. My fear usually started around 5-6pm when the sun was setting, my fear automatically started around that time, for I knew how the night will be.

That Sunday, I heard from Pastor Prince when he said don’t know this person was pure ignorance or refuse to believe in the words of Christ. He said that in Christ, we have the righteousness of God, we have no sin and we won’t die. I caught hold of these 3 rights that are mine and started confessing from 5-6pm onwards when the sun started setting. That evening, I was baking something in the kitchen and could sense d was outside the window waiting. That was how scary when I let the imagination got the better of me.

Nevertheless, I kept on confessing that I am the righteousness of God in Christ, I have no sin and I won’t die. Yes, I kept repeating it on and on like a broken recorder. Even in my sleep, I kept saying it. When attacks came in my sleep, I kept on confessing my rights to the darkness. No matter how long the attack last, I wanted to outlast it. Praise the Lord, that was the first time I could feel it departed from me.

If you think that this was all, no, that was not all for me. Subsequently, the attacks came stronger and stronger. Whatever I learnt from the sermons, I would talk to the darkness like broken records. After the 1^st victory, I had many other victories till one night, I felt darkness pounced on me like a lion. That night, I was very scary, but as usual, I confess non stop my rights in Christ to it. It left me when it could not convince me that he was mightier than Jesus.

Over time, I had stand on God’s righteousness for guilty feeling and for misunderstanding. My final victory was when I realised I could cast my 3 years of burdens all to Daddy God. With that, I rest in Lord Jesus victory ground and slowly take flight with the Lord. My posting here started after my victory with the darkness.

Why I trusted the Lord so much? It is a choice out of no other choices. It was either I submit to the darkness or run towards Lord. There was one post that I got so tired of these running that out of frustration, I wrote that I was running so fast, like time, yet, it felt as if I race far ahead at a very super sonic speed. Praise the Lord for being faithful. He has been faithful and still is so faithful.

So now, I could tell you that by trusting the Lord, He will surely deliver you in all circumstances. I faced the bully in the spirit world that I could not help felt helpless. Lord came in and rescued me and slowly brings me up as a fighter, to let His glory shine through. He could do for me; He could do for you too. Amen!

The World of Opposites

In these 20 months of walking with the Lord, all His words are truth. As I believe in the Words, I found the Words comes alive, be it from the bible or sermon from Pastor Prince, whom the Lord has anointed him as a teacher, and Lord gives him lots of revelations that we could take them as our own and believe in our hearts. That’s what I have done and lots of things have come to past for me.

In my early months as Christian, I heard from PP that whatever attacks we experienced, it means the blessing that is coming is just as great as the attacks. It’s like Lord asked Abraham to sacrifice his son, Isaac, Genesis 22:2 ‘Then God said, “Take your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and go to the region off Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains I will tell you about.”.

Even with the command to sacrifice His son, Abraham told his son that Genesis 22:8 “God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering,”. He trusted fully on the Lord’s provision. He obeyed the command, Genesis 22:9-10 ‘He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood. Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son.’

Lord had prepared a sacrifice Lamb on the opposite side of the mountain. Lord called out to Abraham and tells him this, Genesis 22:12 ‘“Do not lay a hand on the boy.” He said. “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.”’

You see the heart of Lord, He did test me to do something drastic, when I trusted and obeyed Him, He will tell me not to do it more than once, just in case I did it anyway. Praise Him for his constant reminder.

Genesis 22:13 ‘Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram caught by its horns. He went over and took the ram and sacrificed it as a burnt offering instead of his son.”

As you see, when we trust the Lord for provision and don’t look to our circumstances, we will be delivered. These 20 months of walk, when the attacks were very severe, next I saw were great blessing pouring over me. Even the latest lung attack, I trusted the Lord that by His stripes, I am healed, and pray in the spirit. Lord not only delivered me. He came in strongly to combine Himself with me. Blessed is the one who have ear to listen, eyes to see and heart to believe. Praise the Lord for this verse that flows into me as I wrote this paragraph.

As you know, 7 is the day of rest. The seventh month was supposed to be a very sacred day in the Jew calendar but devil put it as the scariest month for the Chinese calendar. What a big lie!!!

Recently, as Lord prayed in the spirit to combine me and Him, there was a part of prayer that sounded very much like the sound where TV presented for ghostly atmosphere. But in Lord, it is actually a very holy moment, for Him to come in full force into me. Lord had to insert lively tune to it for me to feel comfortable with the prayer. It was now that I realised how much the devil had made the world so scary on something so sacred.

No wonder Words of Christ on Psalm 23:4 ‘Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear not evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.’ I grab hold that it was only shadow of death that I was seeing, not the actual thing. Shadow cannot harm us at all as long as we don’t fear. It was the ‘valley of the shadow of death’, so I could never fall any deeper for this is the lowest point being the valley of mountains we faced.

Once I believe in this, devil ever show me dream on big snake or ugly image. But as they were just shadow, they could do nothing. Ever for dream, I could plead the blood of Jesus over my sleep and my mind to keep it away. Whatever negative thoughts or dream, don’t say it out, so that it could not come to past.

I come to realise that we are really King and Priest in Christ. Whether we are Christian or not, what we said with our tiny tongue, really make things comes true to us. That’s why devil programmed the world to speak negative so easily. To speak the truth, we have to make an effort. When we speak truth on ourselves, blessings will come truth, if you speak negatively, you will see the opposite effect in a matter of time. Personally I had experienced it. I am learning to speak the truth to bring the truth into my life and my family life. Praise the Lord for the leading. Amen!

The Blessed One

It’s so good to be the blessed one in Christ. Sunday at church, this was the first time that 1^st time someone approached me to service in the children ministry ever since the previous time Su was having her interview to serve in the autistic kid ministry. During that time, I was preaching to nephews on how to trust the Lord for their studies, while Su was having interview nearby. Guess the interviewer overheard me and asked Su if I was keen in serving there. As Lord has specified where I would be going, Su declined her. Ever since then, no one approached me till now. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God is forever caring and good. Recently, I was praying some strange prayer in the spirit. Then Sunday night, I realised that Lord Jesus was going to manifest fully in me. Somehow, looking at the youtube Kathryn Kulman’s preaching and saw that she had a very white face, it kind of scared me. I thought Lord Jesus, being a spirit, if combined with me, my spirit would be gone. Silly thinking of mine that scared the wit out of me.

Lord had been calming me down to acceptable level that I was willing to let Lord Jesus come in me fully as long as His glory will spread throughout the world through me. Daddy God knew that there was a certain percentage of fear in me about the process. So last night, He led me with worship song, “You alone I Praise”. Then slowly, He started with normal prayer before more specific one. He avoided the prayer that I felt eerie about. That’s what d can give me thoughts on something which is very good from the Lord.

After the long prayer, Lord told me to lie on bed. Just like Adam, Lord put him to sleep when making woman out of him, Lord put me to semi asleep. I could feel strong forces coming on me. Moment later, my mind was shut off from it. When I woke up, the whole process was over. Lord led me to proclaim that Lord Jesus is now with me, as He is with Daddy God. So now the link is completed. Hallelujah!!! Praise the Lord!!!

For something that I had thought that it was so scary, it was actually very easy; nothing on my part and all from the Lord. Today I still feel the same, nothing different from before the combination. Lord said that in future when I pray for people, I would notice the different. Anyway, it’s all about Lord Jesus and His Glory be manifested Greatly through me. If you know about me in future, just remember it’s not me, but the Lord in action! :D

Daddy God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit, thank You, all of YOU, the 3 persons in God, for your leading me close at each step. Thank You for your encouragement when I thought You would be so disappointed with me, but You didn’t. You keep on pushing me to walk forward and trust You that the dream You put in me will be fulfilled. Even though You are the master in this whole process, Lord, thank You that You care SO MUCH for me. You care about how I would feel. You always make me comfortable. Thank You very much, Lord, Thank You!!! Praise You, Lord Jesus! May Your Glory be spread North, South, East and West, around the whole world. May your lost sheep realise they are lost and come back to You. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen! Praise the Almighty Lord!!! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!!!

The Glory of Your Presence

Today I went to the 3^rd service, the worship session in that service was so strong that I could feel a strong presence of Lord in our midst. This is one of the worship songs we sang that I had strong feeling of Lord declaring in me about changing my life:

The Power of Your Presence

There is a peace, there is a rest
That settles here in Your presence
When Your face is very near,

Your love erases every fear
It's the power of Your presence
It's the strength of Your hand in mine
It's the glory of Your greatness
that has the power to change my life.

These 2 weeks, KCM have great sermons by Kenneth Coperland that talks about the Blessings. I have been following it and there are a few golden nuggets in there. After listening to 09/06/2008 sermon, Lord leads me to declare a few blessings in my life. After that I pray in the spirit and it’s a strange prayer, something new to me. After prayer, Lord told me that He has given me His Wisdom and increased my healing anointing. I feel so joyful in Him. Praise the Lord!

There is one thing I heard from Kenneth Coperland that might affects blessing from coming. He said that d would get someone to annoy us when blessing is coming. If we respond to it and become unforgiving, our blessing will be stopped no matter how much faith we trust on the blessing in coming.

I am glad that in this walk with the Lord, there were quite a few times that I experienced misunderstanding with someone. As I know the important to remain in peace for blessing to flow through, I always cast the problem to Lord. I told Lord that I want to forgive this particular person, but I am unable to do it myself. I passed it to Lord and let Him handle for me, for He has the power to handle it and give me His Peace, Shalom. Praise the Lord.

The latest case of misunderstanding was with my Jc’s classmate’s mum, E. I did talk about her in this blog. For weeks after that, we did not talk much; a distance had grown between us.

However, Lord’s Peace let me remain in His Love, Joy and Peace. When I see E when picking Jc up from school the next few weeks after, I would still greet her and walk on. At time, if have query, I would still talk to her. Even though we didn’t walk home together anymore, I didn’t put it to heart, I just join other mums. This carried on till school holiday.

Last week, at an art class that E’s daughter and mine participated, Lord led me to give her daughter a smile when the daughter looked at me. I know it’s Lord who led me to smile for that instant, my cheek muscle just auto rise into a smile without I feeling anything. Praise the Lord! This smile worked wonders, a few days later, E smsed me to ask if okay for my daughter to go over her home to play with her daughter. We are in talking term again. Praise the Lord for this leading. :D

Just now I checked with Lord if I have any unforgiveness in me, He said no. Praise the Lord, I am flowing in His Peace and waiting eagerly for all the blessings to flow in as I am blessed and the blessing is with me, as shared by Kenneth Coperland. Praise the Lord!

May you listened to all NCC’s sermons and believe in them and walk them out in your life so that the blessing of Abraham may come in your life. This is/was what I had/have done and is still doing, have a believing heart to learn more about Jesus, believe in His blessings and discard all emotional not at peace to Lord to handle.

I feel so blessed that Lord lead me into more revelations when I listened to Him and obey His commands. I know He is preparing me to the level that He could use me in the service that He has planned for me. I could feel that I am reaching there. Praise the Lord for each little step of leading that makes into one big leap over time. Looking back at August 2006 till now, I know I am not the same I now. With each renewal of my mindset with God word that comes through the pastors daily, I change from glory to glory and this new creation of me is taking place slowly over the months.

If you have been following me from the start, you would know that I dislike reading the bible initially. Lord patiently lead me, change my mindset to like reading and change the bible to my liking. Now, I am more into reading the bible and getting nuggets in it and stand firm on them. I found that declaring God word and standing on them raise faith to trust Him for deliverance of His blessings more than without God word to stand on. I can renew my trust in Him daily. This is one of the verses I pray over with the revelation from my meditation:

Psalm 89:34 My covenant I will not break, nor alter the word that has gone out of My lips. – whatever I promised I will deliver, said the Lord.

I pray that you will stand on God’s words and walk His commandments and see that your blessings and His anointing in you come to past. I pray in Jesus Almighty Name. Amen!

The Body of Christ

Lately, there are pains that try to surface on my body, around the lungs or around the head or different parts of the body. I have been trying to pray in the spirit or plea the blood of Jesus to prevent myself from being attacked.

This comes on so strong that it’s like no time for me to breath. Out of my frustration over it, this thought of I have the lungs of Jesus came into mind. As I grab hold to it, Lord took charge of the attacks and changed my situation as what I believed.

I have just finished listening to Pastor Prince 24/06/07 “The Power of the Ever-Cleansing Blood” and in it, Pastor Prince said those of us that have accepted Christ have the nature of God and life of God in us. We walk in the light be it we believe it or not. Lord Jesus blood is constantly cleansing us from every sin aka fallen from the mark.

We are eagle, not chicken. Eagle eats snakes, only chicken are afraid of snakes and on the lookout for them.

Lord gave me this phrase 2 days ago: Birth Right surely, Blessed Greatly, Healthy belongs to me. I found it catchy to say when He gave it to me. Now I realised what Lord is trying to tell me.

I shall focus on my birth right as a child of God, in Christ, I am Strong and Healthy. I shall keep on believing the truth so that the truth will set me free! Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, thank You for Your leading. I praise You in the Name of Jesus. Amen!

To let the Son of Man come through

Yesterday Terry Mize came to NCC to raise our faith level. He was talking about the different faith level of deciphers of Jesus in the miracle provision of 5 loaves and 2 fish. Lord impressed me to go to the bible to look up on this story.

I went to the book of Mark to checkout this story. Upon reading it, I continued reading till I stumble on this verse, Lord Jesus was talking to his deciphers and the crowd:

Mark 8:34-35

‘If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it.’

I was wondering how to deny myself and take up his cross. Then I decided to put it aside and went to this blog to check. I am surprised to find a comment from Peggy. Haha..Lord impressed her to post the comment for me. The site of Kathryn Kulman, the USA preacher I talked about in the previous posting.

I didn’t know that Lord is setting up a new learning for me through the last posting. Praise the Lord. With the site given to me, curiosity leads me to check it up. Through the audio sermon of Kathryn Kulman, I heard the above scripture being mentioned in the sermon “Free to do what I want”.

Lord also impressed me with this verse, Lord Jesus was talking about what make a man unclean, Mark 7:21 ‘For from within, out of men’s hearts, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, greed, malice, deceit, lewdness, envy, slander, arrogance and folly. All these evils come from inside and make a man “unclean”.’

Kathryn Kulman was talking about if we don’t submit ourselves to Lord but let our wants rule us, we are slave to self. It’s when we surrender all of us to Lord and walk by His way that we will walk out a powerful life.

Lord wants me to further submit daily self to Him, to be lead by the Lord and take each step with Him. I asked Lord how I should submit myself to Him, to have none of myself and full of Him. Lord told me to get Lord Jesus to lead me in whatsoever I do, in all areas of my life.

I am also touched by Kathryn Kulman’s Sermon on ‘Don’t Fight Your Problem’. This sermon is powerful indeed. Most of our daily life, it’s pretty easy to defend ourselves when problem arises. Kulman said that we should ignore the problem so that it would die a nature death. Also, we are to pray to Daddy God for deliverance through Lord Jesus. Praise the Lord!

This is about letting myself to have a more refine and discipline life that Kulman talk about. Guess Lord wants me to trust Him fully, spiritually and naturally. So that His Glory could come out from me. Praise the Lord for this leading.

Daddy God, may You remind me and keep me walking in Jesus. May Your Glory been shown through me. I know I should regard nothing good of myself and to let all Goodness of You come through in me, so that I could be a better me. Praise You for Your leading. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

When Lord drop a Hope into Your Heart

This weekend, as Su’s family has gone off for vacation, I decided to join WK for the morning service. 3 days ago, Lord led me to call her to share the revelation that I got from the meditation. After sharing, I was talking to her about the thought that Lord had dropped into her 1+ years ago. What shake me, or was it Lord who was shaken, was WK has forgotten about it. Lord placed it in my heart to preach to her today. Wow, Lord came strongly through me to talk to her after the service. Praise the Lord!

It was 1+ years ago, there was this bible study service by Pastor Prince, where he was speaking about a certain lady preacher in USA that when she moved her long wavy sleeve around the congregation, someone would get healed. That night, I was impressed in my heart that I would be like her. In the same night, Pastor Prince talked about he lay hand on his daughter and the daughter fell onto her bed flat. Lord drop this thought into WK that she liked to be able to lay hand and heal people too. We did talk about it as WK, Su and me walked to the MRT station. At that time, 3 of us used to attend service together.

When both WK and I was talking about our calling, Su wondered what’s hers. I asked Lord and Lord told us that she would be going to the Children Ministry. Both Su and I hold fast to the hope. Lord’s dream for Su has come to past; she is now serving in the Rock Kidz Ministry. While for me, Lord told me that I would be going into service soon. I am still waiting for my part to come to past. I know Lord is faithful, He has been preparing me for His service and I am waiting patiently. ;P

Today, Lord through me reminded WK of this hope again. Lord told WK to read her bible and to believe in all the sermons and to get to know Jesus better. It was amazing that for a moment I was talking and the next moment, before I realised, Lord had took over to minister to her. Praise the Lord!

I believe Lord have drop seeds into each of your life as you walk closer to Him. Do you grab hold of that thought and believe one day Lord will call you to service or you wonder if it is just a dream?

Lord can call you into church to serve Him or He could bless your work, business in the secular world to earn more so that you could serve Him as a blesser. Each of us Lord will surely assign duty for us to handle, the area, which you best at. Just like me, I used to be the unofficial counselor for people with relationship or marriage problem. Lord is using me to talk about His Goodness. Praise the Lord!

So, when Lord drop an idea to you, hold fast to it, believing that Lord will surely bring it to past. Meantime, continue reading the bible and listen to more sermons that talks about the finish work of Jesus. Let Lord lead you to reveal more and more about the beauty of Jesus.

Walking with Jesus is a learning curve. Lord will surely show you what you need to learn as He has lead me to different preachers to learn about Him. As long as the calling has not come, it’s about learning more and more. Even when the calling has come, it’s still about more learning. :D Praise the Lord!

I pray that may you walk closely to Lord Jesus and let Him lead you to where He wants to place you. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!