Thank You, Jesus on the Cross

Ever since Tuesday, I have been going to Tan Tock Seng Hospital everyday. As hubby not free to look after Jc. I have to bring her along. I really thank Lord Jesus for walking with us.

This was the 1^st time Jc visited the hospital so often. Seeing so many sick patients, one so yellow in colour, and one opened his mouth and body in odd position, and seeing so many people sick, especially her kong kong, my dad, was also there didn’t help to calm her little mind. She was scared by what she saw, she kept asking me why this and why that.

Luckily, Lord Jesus ever blessed her with sunny day when she prayed over a rainy day. She remembered that blessing, so I used it to explain to her, that since Lord Jesus could bless her for a sunny day, He could bless her kong kong to be healthy again and will go back home soon. She was having some bad dream the night before, so I told her that since Lord Jesus had blessed her with a good sunny day, she could pray for dreamless night too. Praise the Lord, He blessed her with dreamless night. :P

It was not easy to see my dad life being eating up by death. I was crying Wednesday morning over what I saw the day before. I could see my dad life seeping away. Thanks to NCC teaching about Lord Jesus and the devil. After a good cry, I tell myself, why I should let devil showoff to me. Lord Jesus is bigger and mightier than him. Then I raised up to rebuke it from my dad’s head.

Lord has been giving me Psalm 128 and Romans 4:21 when I asked HS to give me some verses for dad’s condition. Praise the Almighty yet Compassionate God, I know He is going to be the saviour of my dad’s life. He will surely remove the tumor and renew dad’s youth as Roman 4:21 is about the story of Daddy God blessing Abraham and Sarah a child. Through Abraham righteousness, Sarah’s youth was renewed and a baby was given to her. Praise the Lord.

Trusting in the Lord, hope arises and I was able to tell my brother and my mother to calm down as Lord going to bless dad with good health. It was not easy to get so close to death of someone dear to us. It was with the promise of Lord that I was able to raise above all the worries and heart pain. Mum was in despair last night when I broke the news about the tumor to her. Brother cried in sadness this afternoon. But with the promise of Lord Jesus, they managed to keep their calmness.

This afternoon, I manifested Jesus hand on the 4 of us, including dad, before we met the doctor to talk about dad situation. I plead the blood of Jesus and told Lord to remove our emotions. We were able to be calm to listen to the doctor.

As dad is 76 and his health is not good, he decided not to go for surgery and radiation. He decided to trust the Lord for his healing.

By the stripes of Jesus, dad I declared you strong and healthy in the Name of Jesus! Amen! Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus. Thank You, Holy Father and thank You, Holy Spirit for your comforting. Amen!

Prayer Needed

A brain tumor is found on the right forehead, about the size of 5 cm * 7 cm, covering over half the forehead of my dad. Tomorrow I will be going to see the doctor to see what possible treatment we could arrange for dad.

As I have been visiting the hospital lately, I won’t be able to post here for the time being. Please keep my dad in your prayer.

I am trusting Lord to heal my dad. Thank you in advance!

Daddy God, I bring my dad to You and put him under Your Grace. I know Your Almighty right hand will surely do wonders for him. Lord Jesus, Praise You for doing a very perfect work at the cross, as such, I know my dad will surely be healed. I trust that You will redeemed him and make him whole. It is my dad unearned, unmerited favour. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Amen, Amen and Amen.

The Blessing of the Lord

Two weeks ago, Su called me up and told me that HL had this hand statue that had been sitting in the shop for 2 years. It was a beautiful piece of artwork and pretty big, so suitable for people with big house to put it in their house. There are many admirers for this piece of artwork. However, there was no keen buyer, as the price was not cheap too.

The price was originally set around $5K. As HL has difficulty selling it off, He reduced it to around $2900, HL hoping that by lowering the price, this artwork can be sold away. As holding on to it means cash being tie down by it too. However, the price alone was not good enough to attract any keen buyer.

When Su called me to pray for this artwork to be sold off, I told Su to pray and get HL to pray too. This is what Su and HL prayed, they hand over the shop to Lord, telling Lord that He is the one who take care of the shop. They also pray that the statue will have God’s favour in the eyes of the customer. Since HL accepted Christ last month, HL strongly believes that Lord Jesus will surely bless his shop.

With this prayer and trusting in the Lord that He will provide, HL raise the artwork price back to $5K+. Last Saturday, Lord sent a buyer to the shop. With a 10% discount, finally, the artwork found its owner, who gets it at $4600. Praise the Lord! HL is happy, so is the new owner. :D

Sunday, hubby had to work. He expected me to miss my church service and stayed home to take care of Jc. Praise the Lord, eldest sister agreed to help me that morning and afternoon. I was supposed to take a bus to her home, since not much different in route taking bus or taxi. Lord gave me a strong feeling to go for taxi, as I approached the bus-stop, there was a taxi that slowed down for me. Haha..so I decided to flag it. It was driven by a middle aged Malay driver. Lord had me preaching about the Goodness of Jesus to him, praise the Lord!

I was supposed to rush down to Suntec to join the queuing for the auditorium with Z, Su’s son. Su smsed I when I was in the cab to eldest sis place that I need not rush as her sons will get seat for me. Praise the Lord!

I decided to finish my breakfast at sis place….haha, supposed to finish in the cab but was busy preaching to him and had forgotten to eat. :D I managed to get my dosage of Milo at sis place too. I thought that I would be able to reach church earlier. The MRT ride to city hall took almost 30mins. At 11am, I had only half an hour to go before the 2^nd session starts.

Luckily NCC Chinese ministry provided shuttle bus for the older members. I took it as the Suntec shuttle bus was not in sight. Time was running out at 11:12am and the bus has not move. Luckily, Lord impressed the person-in-charge to get the bus to go even when there were 4 more seats available. At Suntec Convention, I quickly hopped onto the NCC shuttle bus that moves between the convention hall and Tower 4. I was there just as the session was going to start. Praise the Lord for the blessings.

The Love that works in me n Su

A year ago, as a new Christian, I heard from my care group member that we need not bother about our siblings and parents, who have not accepted Christ. As they see the goodness in us, who are Christians, slowly the acceptance will happen. At that time, I was wondering how it would happen.

In my walk and Su walk with Lord Jesus, we did not notice any behaviour change in us that is obvious. But as we observe, the situations happened with our parents, it seems that those caring for our parents come from Su and me. Praise the Lord!

Though my brother is the only son, but whenever dad needs to visit the hospital, I am the one, who would bring him along. I did not consider it inconvenient. Worst come to worst I just drag JC along. No big deal. :D

Recently, dad is being considered as moving into his “old age”. He is being sees as cannot be left alone at home. Mum wants to make a trip to Malaysia in December. Su and I know that mum need this break from her daily care for dad. So, the question is who shall be there to look after him. As it falls on a Sunday, it affects our church going.

Mum has requested Su’s son, De, to be there to accompany dad. As he will be going for church service too, Su called among our other sisters and brother to see if they can be available for part of the day. 2^nd sister is ok, but too bad, the dates crashed with her family trip. Eldest sister said with 3 kids, she is tired. Brother said with 2 kids, his hands are full.

Luckily NCC has 4 services per Sunday. This is the plan I agrees with Su, her sons will go in the morning, while both of us stay with dad. When nephews return from service, Su and I will go for ours. Beautiful plan, praise Daddy God!

With these few events happening so far, I could see that Lord has worked His Great Love into us. Through this 1 yr plus of walking with the Lord, somehow, He has transformed us to be more loving and caring people! Praise the Lord!

The Incense that Works!

Recently, Lord lead me to search for New Creation in google, from Youtube, I found that someone by the nickname of JosephPrincemedia, posted some of Pastor Prince sermons in you tube!!! Some of those I have not watch nor hear before. Praise the Lord!

Recently, I also went to cyberanger blogspot to see other Christian brothers’ and sisters’ blogs. From there, Lord led me to Pastor Benjamin n Pauline blog, http://plsdaddysgal.multiply.com . Pastor Benjamin is the pastor for Arrow Ministry in my church. He and his wife, Pauline, post in that blog. From the post, Supernatural Sign from Heaven, Pastor Benjamin wrote about Lord visited them near the end of the worship songs and starting of the prayer for those needed. Lord played on the key board!!! Pastor was wondering if the key board players playing on the keyboard, their hands were not there. Even when the guitarist turned off the switch of the key board, it continued to play. The sound man told Pastor Benjamin that he had lowered the sound system to zero, yet the key board still continued to play!!! Hallelujah!

I went to download the worship songs + the anointed music from the Lord, jesus.mp3. Praise the Lord, upon listening to it, Lord healed me the 1^st round, the second time I was a bit troubled and listened to it again. Praise the Lord, Lord spoke to me so clearly that I was set free!

One of Pauline’s post talked about they were at their son school game day. They were not supposed to go but they went anyway. Pastor and Pauline were up on the 3^rd floor to check out their son. They had a bird’s eye view of the play area. When they spotted him among group of similar dressed kids, they were so excited. Pauline did not bother of how good or bad her son had been. At that point, she was so happy to see him because he is her son.

At this point, Lord let Pauline realised that He is looking at us much more that way. It is not how good or bad our walk with Him, He loves us because we are His children. I did not realised I have been striving to stay close to Lord. With this post, I could feel my bondage departed from me. Yesterday I was able to get into the loving realm and worship Lord! Hallelujah! Praise You, Daddy God. :D

The Blessing of the Lord

Su and HL is now living in the blessing of the Lord. Recently Su told me that for the past 1 year, HL’s shop had not earned enough to cover the high rent. He and his partner were considering closing the shop. However, when HL accepted Christ in Oct, Lord had been blessing him with more business that for the 1^st time, his shop had a 6K profit for October. Praise the Lord

Su, has just become a housewife this month. Lord is blessing her with pocket money from HL. :D Recently she received the money from selling off her ex-company’s share. Lord blessed her with a higher amount. Lord told Su to use part of the money for a trip to Japan for the family. He even told Su that she need not tithe 10% for this blessing.

HL has problem in getting skilled assistant to help him in the shop the past 1 year. To go for this trip, he needs a talented worker to replace him. Otherwise, it’s impossible to get his leave. He and Su prayed to Lord to send a skillful worker to him. Praise the Lord, He provided one to him. Next, they need the available of seats to fly to Japan and the price of the airfare and hotel must be low enough for their limited budget to go as a family of 4 adults. As school holiday has started, it is pretty tough to get flight and hotel, they pray to Lord to help them too.

Recently, they went around checking the free & easy trip to Japan. The lowest price they could get from travel agent is $1600/ per person. They pray to Lord to give them lower cost airfare cum hotel stay. They managed to get it from the airline agent at $1260. Praise the Lord!

Today, agent told them that the room they wanted is not available, they have to pay $100/per person more to get it. HL agreed to the agent but he and Su prayed to Lord to give them the hotel room with cheaper room rates. After the prayer, the agent called them in the evening, now they managed to get room in the same hotel and the cost has reduced to $1038/ per person. Praise the Lord!

Recently, Su also shared with me that when she sleeps, moments later, all the surrounding sound would disappear, and moments before she wakes up, she would hear the surrounding sound again. In the mid of sleep, there is no dream and it totally peaceful. She was wondering what happened, and then Lord disclosed to her that He hugged her to sleep. Praise the Almighty Lord!

It so blessed to live in the blessed life. I hope to reach there soon. Praise the Lord!

PS: I did some update on HL blessing of staff and the trip is led by Lord too.

Jesus, Our Saviour

Since my revelation on the Righteousness of Jesus that is imputed to me, the jigsaw of what Daddy God has plan for us, His children, finally is joining up nicely. Praise the Lord, Hallelujah!

Those of us that wonder if Lord God is the same one or different from the old covenant to the new covenant, yes, He is still the same Loving, full of Grace and Mercy God. The Law is Holy and Upright, and it still is. What Daddy God put on Deuteronomy 28, on ‘Blessings for Obedience’ and ‘Curses for Disobedience’, is still working today. So, why Daddy God is not judging as He should? Has He gone soft?

No, Daddy God has not gone soft. He knows we will not be able to fulfill the Law of Heaven, that was why He had sent His Beloved Son to earth to fulfill the Law of Heaven for us. With Lord Jesus faithful walk on earth, He fulfilled the obedience needed to get the blessings of Deuteronomy 28. He also died on the Cross for the disobedience of the human race that led to the curse. He even died on the Cross, man who died on the tree is cursed, to remove us from the generation curse, which brings old age, sicknesses and death due to Adam’s sin. With the perfect work of Lord Jesus, who got slaughter as a sheep, to free us, human race, He has opened the floodgate of Heaven Grace and Mercy to pour onto us every day afresh forever.

Now we have to believe in Lord Jesus, what He had completed for us, to receive His Grace and Mercy. Once you accepted Him, salvation cannot be removed; for it is based on Lord Jesus completed work, not your walk! How good our life on earth will be, will depends on our walk with the Lord.

Why Christians have yet to live in that abundance blessed life if Lord Jesus had finished all that is needed for us to fulfill? Why many of you out there still get sickness and have unhappy events happening in your life?

From the blessings Su, HL and me, I realised that it’s not how long you have been a Christian. It is more of if you have a heart for Jesus. What Daddy God wants is intimate relationship with you. Those sons of God that wants to know Lord Jesus in a deeper relationship, just like you try to learn about your beloved spouse or significant other, will be blessed.

There is no mystery to how to get blessed by our Lord. Lord in Psalm 23:6 said, ‘Surely goodness and love will follow (chased after) me all the days of my life, …’ You see, Lord said blessing will come chasing you, means coming from behind you. That means you are not chasing the blessing. If you are chasing the blessing, the blessing is in front, and not following you, as He had said. John 10:1-4, ‘When he (Jesus) has brought out all his own, he goes on ahead of them, and his sheep (children of God) follow him. So you see, we are to follow Him and His blessings will chase after us. :D Praise the Lord!

This is what I learnt about when I first came to NCC last year. This is what I told Su, to learn more about Lord Jesus, if she wants the blessing. Since August 2006 for me, and September 2006 for Su, and now October 2007 for HL, this is what we have been doing, listening to sermons from NCC and read the bible to know more about Lord Jesus and do what He told us not to do, don’t be troubled nor be afraid.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for opening my heart to receive the full goodness of You. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, thank You for being my Saviour and Redeemer. Praise Your Sweet Name, Lord Jesus! Hallelujah! Amen!

Led by the Lord

Months ago, Su was telling Lord that He should know her better. She loved her job; she did not want the easy task that Lord wanted her to go for. She did obey the Lord in the end.

Last month, she quit her job, this also lead by the Lord, for her to be a housewife, to take care of her 2 sons. She had initially complained about it so near to bonus time, what a waste to quit now. However, she obeyed.

While looking at a Toy r US brochure on what is on offer for Xmas, suddenly she has this realization. Year in, Year out, she has slogged in this job, long hours, that left no time for the family. It wasn’t about the pay too; it’s too little to be bother about. All she was looking at was that year end bonus, which can be a few Ks. She had been wondering if she was still working, she should be getting the bonus soon.

Usually she would use this bonus to buy Christmas gifts for various kids and parents and left nothing for herself. She did not realize what kind of life she was leading, till now staying at home. Finally, she realised what she had been doing is a pretty meaningless life, like what King Solomon said in Ecclesiastes, chasing after the wind!

She realizes trusting the Lord is the best. He will put her on the head and not the tail. She will be peaceful and rejoice in Him. Such is a more fulfilling life. Praise the Lord!

Lately, I am also leading Kr to start walking her trust in the Lord. She did not realize what blocking her is some grain of sands, not high mountains. This is going to take her great courage to take that first step. Hopefully she will reach out for it. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen!

The Righteousness of Jesus

From my first day in NCC till now, there are many times where I heard Lord Jesus had done a perfect work at the cross. Now, I have the righteousness of God in Christ. He took away all my sins, sickness and destructions. In this divine exchange, I get His Righteousness, Wisdom, Holiness and Salvation. By believing in this, I will get the Blessing of Abraham as those who believe are son of Abraham.

In my fight with adversary, I am told that I am to stand on the finished ground of Lord Jesus. I am not fighting with adversary; my job is to declare the Victory of the Lord.

In this healing ministry that Lord is anointing me, I know I am not the one who heals people. It is Lord in me, who will do the job. I know His power is great, He could heal anyone, nothing is impossible for Him. Just like those super power in cartoon that have power, I assumed that Lord’s healing power that flow out of me is something like that.

Recently, in 28^th Oct 2007, Rev Joe Purcell has preached a very good sermon in NCC. I did not grab hold of all that he shared, so I bought the sermon on Sunday and listened to it since last night twice and this morning 1 time. Hallelujah! His sermon on “The Spirit of Faith” finally brings me revelation of the Righteousness of Christ. Praise the Almighty Lord Jesus! :D

Wow, it’s so powerful, Oh mine Oh mine…it is so crystal clear and real to me!!! What is the Righteousness that Lord Jesus has imputed to me? Let me talk about the law, the contract that Rev Joe Purcell has shared. In a contract, there is a part where one has to fulfill. Otherwise, one has to pay the penalty of not fulfilling it.

In the court of heaven, we have to walk the way of the saint, by the Law, the 10 commandments. If not, the penalty is death. As you know, none of the human could fulfill the Law, only one such person could. He is Lord Jesus. He fulfilled this walking for us. And, not just that, He fulfilled the penalty too. He died at the cross for us. And not just that, He gives us His Spirit to lead us to be as good as Him.

That is why, now, we need not fulfilled the Law, Jesus has perfectly covered us both ways. There is no way we could fail. So now, we need only to believe Him to receive the blessing of the righteous one, the blessing of Abraham.

Now I realised, I am very righteous because I have the Righteousness of God in Christ, where I exist. There is no right that sickness can exist in my body any more. Their rights were removed 2000 years ago by Lord Jesus and His Blood. They have no right to lie to me any longer.

Now, I know that why the people I will be healing in future should be healed. They have the Righteousness of God in Christ flowing in them. There is no right that sickness can stay on their body. My job and any of you, who believe, is to declare what Jesus and His blood had completed for us at the cross. We are to blast off that stupid thief that is trying to lie to so many people all around earth!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for leading me to this revelation. Finally, I know my position in You, Lord Jesus! Praise the Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, Glory to the Almighty God, who is so Loving, so Kind and so Gentle! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

Wow, this song, "I see Grace" play at the right time. Praise the Almighty GOD!

Healing of the Lord

Last Thursday, my parents, Su and I went out shopping together. Both Su and I noticed our dad was not behaving that normal. He seemed to be a bit slow and showing symptom of senile. But parents did not want us to pray over them. Mum said they don’t want to believe Jesus and don’t want the prayer.

The thing is both Su and I know that since parents accepted Christ, they have not move near to Him. Dad was telling me months earlier not to believe in the Lord so much. Yes, he thinks that Lord is just like any “god” in the temple. Parents do not want to listen to the sermons I passed to them. So, their knowledge of Christ is almost zero. Whenever I tried ministering to them, mum would shut me up.

Dad was having pain in the right leg and right side of the back before accepting Christ. Initially he let me pray over him. However, as his thoughts always focus on the pain, it opens the door for d to attack him more. He even has pain on the arm. Yesterday sermon shared about we must not be conscious of our problems, be it sickness or financial or emotion, or sin etc. Romans 3:20 ‘…, through the law we became conscious of sin.’ It was through law that we are made conscious of sin, which once we are conscious, we open our door for sa tan to come and attack us. In Grace, we must be conscious of the perfect work that Lord Jesus had finished and completed for us. Once we are conscious of what Lord Jesus had provided 2000 years ago, the blessing can come true.

Pastor Prince shared that we are not to be conscious of the pain on our body. He said that what we focus on, we are giving priority, weight to that thing. The pain are just false symptom, when we acknowledge it presence, adversary can then come in to attack our body. The moment I heard this, I quickly switch my focus to Lord Jesus healed me at the cross 2000 years ago. Somehow, the pain departed from my lungs region. :D Praise the Lord!

With Lord equipping me with more healing power now, I just could not stand not praying for dad. On Saturday, Su and I were there earlier then the rest. While mum is playing board game with JC and Z, Su’s younger son in the bedroom, I decided to ask Lord if I could pray remotely for dad. :D Lord told me go ahead, He would heal my dad, who is sleeping in the master bedroom. I placed my hand on the outer wall of that room, which is in the living room, and started praying. Su’s Holy Spirit also started praying even before she came into the living room. Both of us laid our palm on the wall and prayed in the spirit. Lord had commanded the spirit of senile to depart from dad in English. Praise the Lord.

When dad woke up 1-2 hours later, he is back to his own alert self again. Hallelujah! Praise the Almighty Lord!

After one success remote prayer, I tried at home for hubby, since he was having a fever and headache. He got better today. Praise the Almighty Lord!

Daddy God, thank You for watching over me daily. :D Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Amen!

Special Request for Prayer

Hi Sisters and Brothers in Christ,

This is a personal post from me to you. I believe a number of you have been following my blog closely. As you know, Lord is waiting for me to finish my bible so that I can serve Him in the healing ministry. I know that signs and wonders will be shown through me. I have this impression sometime back that all the people, who are sitting on wheelchair currently, would be able to walk. I will be flowing in the resurrection power and healing many people, casting out demons and raising the dead.

As you know, this is not something sa tan likes to hear and want. I could sense strong attacks on my health coming on, in term of pain, strong pressure in and around the lungs area. So far, I have been praying in the spirit to cast them off. Praise the Lord!

Tonight, while chatting with YC, she was impressed to tell me to take Holy Communion for myself and my parents, either Christmas Eve or in church service. I am to attend the midnight mass or the 1^st mass in the morning.

I checked with Lord after the chat. Lord told me to take Holy Communion daily, to proclaim divine health for myself and my parents. I will be taking daily.

This is a special request from me to you. Please, would you keep me and my parents in your daily prayer to agree with me that my parents and I will have divine health? I am sure the Lord will greatly bless you as He has promised me.

Thank You for patiently read through this post.

I pray that all of you will be flowing in divine health too. May the Great and Good God greatly bless you and your family, in health and wealth. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen!

Daddy God, thank You very much for caring so much for me. Thank You for Your promise that You will ensure NOTHING will be able to come on to me and my parents. Lord Jesus, thank You for doing a Perfected Perfect Work at the cross and now resting in the highest most place in heaven, at the right hand of Father God. As You had done a complete work at the cross, my parents and I could receive Your Divine Health flowing in us and through us. I pray in Jesus Name, Amen! Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus, Jehovah Jiren and Jehovah Rapha!

The Love of the Lord

With all the distractions and attacks keep coming on, I am pretty slow in reading the book of Psalm. My sis, Su, told me she likes reading Psalm as it is all about the Glory of God being shown there, it was such a joyful reading for her. However, I find myself hard to concentrate. If only I have the eye to see what was all those coming on my head and making me numb to all feelings. In this thick clouds of resistance forces, just like when I faced strong winds blowing against me as I want to walk to the opposite direction. So daily is a slow step ahead of where Daddy God wants me to go. Praise the Lord!

Recently, HL, Su’s hubby, also finished reading his bible. I begin wonder how did he manage. This thought about Lord will give the job to someone else to do as I am such a slow reader. This thick cloud of unknown around me was not helping either.

Then last night, Lord wanted me to create a post in the blog with the above title. My blog posting usually is His leading. He will tell me the title to go for and what to write about. So as usual, I opened my Word software and waiting for Him to provide me the idea. Haha…I did not know that Daddy God was actually talking to me this round. This is what He told me to type:

I love you; you are the one I care for. You might be slow in your bible reading, but I love you anyway. Heaven will wait for you to be ready to carry out the will of the Lord.

Finally, a smile came on my face; this is like a booster to my confident and leads me to carry on my path in faith. Yesterday, Su told me that when she is down, she will say, ‘I walk by faith and not by what I see.’ She said Pastor Prince shared this in one of the sermon. She felt good when she said it. Hallelujah!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank You for being here for me. :D Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

Blocking of Blessings

In my walk with Lord Jesus, never did I experience such a bad situation of going through the driving test as if I have no Lord with me. I was very nervous, as I had not given myself enough time to worship Lord with the worship songs. Ever since the night before, hubby kept asking if I was nervous instead of saying something positive to encourage me. JC also woke up yesterday morning crying wanting to go back to sleep. After getting her to school, almost time for me to get ready. One event after the other and the time to worship Lord to get into the spirit was gone.

I learnt from Lord that in church congregation, it is important to let the congregation sing worship songs first before any preaching or healing. From personal experience, when I put myself into the songs and talked to Lord Jesus, Daddy God through the songs, I could feel His strong presence. It is the presence of the Lord that blessings, healings could flow through.

As yesterday was first time taking driving test, and with the lack of time to raise myself in the spirit, whatever I prayed for Lord to be, in me, could not work, my anxiety killed it. I had to depend on my fresh, myself to go through the test. I did not have any technical error, hubby said I could operate a car, tester said my nervousness affected the result; hubby said I not paying attention killed it.

Well, whatever it is, it is over. Without Lord’s blessings, which had been guiding me the past 6 months, everything that should be in place was not in place. This test experience was worst than when I trusted Lord, for my first driving lesson. For the first driving experience, even though I was nervous, I didn’t let the nervousness get to me. I know Lord will surely deliver me and I had trusted Him then.

The only good thing out of this experience was, now I could identify how blessing can be block by us. With this, I could let Karen know how she should go about trusting Lord. She has been going through lots of emotional struggle. She also has told me that she has been trusting Lord for deliverance and it did not work. With this personal experience, now I could tell her why it did not work. Praise the Lord!

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, thank You for being there with me even I was so nervous, thank You that the favour in the eye of the tester that I prayed worked, he was pretty encouraging. Lord, thank You that I go through this myself so that I could counsel others better. Thank You for the encouragement that I surely will pass the next round. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus. Daddy God, I love you! Amen!

Walk like a Baby

My walk with the Lord, I had been closely lean on to the Lord that when come to explain to Kr on how to trust the Lord, I don’t know how to tell her. Today, Lord using my girl and my ex-colleague’s boy as a illustration that I feel I should share it here for those who want to walk closely to the Lord to follow.

During good time, most of us would agree 100% that God is good. It is during down season, when we faced with problems that affect our life, how we trust the Lord that will show results, getting delivered.

Over the weekends I was busy with JC graduation concert, her sickness, attending church and JC’s classmate birthday party. One event after another that led me distracted to pray my usual prayers. Last night, I could sense onslaught of attacks. I prayed in the spirit and tried to clear the attacks, but no matter how, I seem could not clear it. Then I realised whatever I faced, I am 100% better than them. When I am conscious of who I am in Christ, the prayer in the spirit grew strong and finally, I managed to clear the attack and get my peace.

I was telling Kr that trusting Lord is not trusting till good time end and start questioning Him about deliverance. Trusting Lord for deliverance is even when we faced issues, we continue to proclaim God Words and continue to trust Him to deliver us that we will see result. We should proclaim God Words till the problem we face cleared. If we stop proclaiming God Words when we are still in the situation, we lost to the attack.

When Kr understands this, she told me that whether she in company A or B, she can still trust the Lord. She is very comfortable and knowledgeable with the operation in company A. For company B, whatever she does, she has to trust the Lord.

This is how Lord explained to Kr: during JC baby time, I did not enclose her, I let her crawl around. This built up her strength that at 5^th month, she could climb in and out of her walker. She tried to lean on the walker to support her to get up and walk, as she found out that the walker moved, she controlled her movement and used the walker to support her as she walked around.

During that time, I had a colleague, whose son was slightly a few weeks older than JC. When this colleague saw what JC could do, she told me that her son yet to know. I learned that her caretaker put her son in a play pen. Play pen though is good in confining baby, it restricted baby movement. There is limited space for them to exercise and strengthen their hands and legs. JC was able to do it as I put her on the floor to crawl and climb around. She has chance to exercise her hands and legs muscle.

Lord showed to Karen that in company B, she has more chance to trust Him and grow her confident in Him faster. In company A, at most she has only 1 area to trust. So the time taken would be longer, just like the boy in the play pen, no chance to exercise the trust.

Lord also showed that in our walk with Him, it started like a baby learning to crawl. Baby does not stand up and walk immediately. They have to strengthen their muscles and learn balances before they could walk upright. Trusting the Lord also the same, initial trusting, you might see not much result, as you learn to trust more, like a baby, does not doubt but concentrate on doing better, you will reach there somewhere down the route, just like baby finally could walk.

Hope you benefit from this post.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, may You open the eyes of the reader of this post to see light on how to come close to You. I pray in Jesus Name. Amen.

Thank God that He knows and loves you

This is another write out from my study bible that Lord wants me to post here.

“O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways” (Psalm 139:1-3).

God knows everything about you. He knows your thoughts even before you think them. ‘Before a wonder is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord’ (139:4). He knows your actions from the time you rise in the morning until the moment you go to bed at night. Even when sleep reduces you to unconsciousness, He is watching over you still.

God is everywhere around you. There is nowhere you can go that God is not there too. He is with you in the mountain top experiences of life, and He is with you in the valleys of despair. He is omnipresent. Corrie then Boom suffered in a Nazi prison camp during World War II yet was able to write, “There is no pit so deep that God is not deeper still.”

God did a miracle in creating you! You may struggle with the way you feel or how you look, and you may not feel much like a “miracle” at all, but you are. You may feel more like a mistake, but you are not. God formed you and loved you even when you were in your mother’s womb. You bear His image (Genesis 1:27).

Your life is no accident, and the purpose of your life was ordained even before you were born. Your heavenly Father knows everything about you, is present everywhere around you, and performed a miracle when He made you. Praise God every day that He knows you and loves you!

Daddy God, I surely know that You know me better than myself and You love me very much. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus!

Father’s Love

Early this morning, my girl was having high fever. I tried laying hands on her and taking Holy Communion. This fever and headache is pretty stubborn. It refused to leave! Then I recalled Daddy God told me that my healing power that He recently anoints me is 100% better than what adversary could offer. With this in mind, I lay hand on my girl again. This time round, the fever and headache depart.

I was supposed to go for my last revision driving lesson. Lord blessed me with hubby willingness to send me there as I could not sell it off. At the driving centre, I was feeling tired, from the morning fight, and then I sensed Lord hugging me. It was so comforting to have Him hugging me when I feel so down and out. His hugs brought tears to me. I wept it off and was ok again. Lord blessed me with a easy driving lesson, only have minor error to touch up. Praise the Lord.

On the way back, I went to buy some grocery. As I was waiting for the shuttle bus home, devil came with loud thunder, strong wind and heavy rain. Lord was so good; I was thinking if hubby came to pick me, I could go home dry. Moments later, hubby called to check on me. He, who told me that he won’t drive short distance for shopping, drove over to pick me. Praise the Lord.

Lord these few days has talked through me to Kr, to let her know that He loves her. Lord told me to pass a sermon, 22^nd July 2007 “The Difference between Familiarity & Intimacy” to Kr. This is to let her have her revelation of His love.

Devil comes in the form of her husband; he stopped her from getting the cd from me. He stopped Kr from talking to me. This afternoon, he even called my mobile to scold me. The advantages of mobile phone..haha…I could put it far away from my ear and need not receive his false accusation. Lord told me that because he called, now I have the spiritual rights to pray for him. I get Father God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit to pray for him, to cast the spirit of strife away from him.

There were 2-3 times Kr told me she felt like committing suicide, all the stress from her hubby and her life. I kept leading her to see Daddy God loves her so that she has Lord to depend on instead of her husband, who usually scolded her instead of providing support. Lord has shared that once Kr come close and have blessed life, her hubby will then turn back to Lord. Praise the Lord!

This afternoon, JC headache and fever came again. I lay hand a few times till so tired and asked Lord what else I could do for JC. Lord said I could deliver my family from sickness just like I prayed for Kr’s hubby. With this, I asked Father God, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit to pray for my family. JC has refused to sleep ever since she woke up at 6:40am. After the prayer, Lord got me to lay hand on JC again. Then I got her to lay in bed with me. Finally, she has fallen asleep.

These few days, Su also had attacks from the devil in the form of HL’s business partner. He put some unfounded accusation on Su, on cursing the shop business to be poor for 1 day!! Lord told me it was actually devil blocking business from flowing in. No matter how Su cast it off n pass it to Lord, somehow, the thought keep coming back to Su. Today, Su asked Daddy God to help. Finally, Lord came and put her thoughts on the cross, He told Su.

As our blessings are coming, some how, there is stronger resistance from the devil to try to make us not at peace. After these few days of attacks, I am now listening to Pastor Prince, “A Touch of His Presence 2” to get back to the peaceful feeling with Lord again.

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, Lord, thank You for being around for me. Without You, I don’t know how I am going to face the challenges in life. Lord, thanks for being there for me. Praise Your Almighty Name, Lord Jesus! Amen!