It is not meant to be

Wednesday, when I was chatting with YC regarding the baby condition, YC suggested that we continued chatting and see if Father God will show her any vision or give her some words to tell me. She saw an empty green pasture. I was wondering if Father referred to Psalm 23, where he makes me lie down on green pastures…but why the empty field? Today, finally I got the answer. This baby is not meant to be mine. Seem it was not a healthy one from beginning, so the body rejected it. Holy Spirit told me so. He said Father will bless me with a strong and healthy one. Praise Heavenly Father and the Lord!

Yes, I was sad when I came back from the gynae, went to my ex-gynae to see if can save the baby. He is the one, who I went for my first dd, even with threaten abortion and premature delivery; he managed to get me to carry my girl till 39 weeks 6 years ago. I should have gone to him instead. He did a virginal scan and told me no heart beat could be detected from the fetus, so, it’s a gone case one. This gynae ever helped my sister to save her baby even when it was out of the womb. So, I know he can save it if there is still heart beat.

I had a very sad cry when I returned home this morning, all my sadness drained out with the tears. Now I am calm. I praise Father for to give me this experience for previously, when friend told me about their miscarriage experience, I have no clue how it was like. With this experience, I can use it to counsel others better. Praise the Lord!

Guess, I should read and meditate more God Words so that next time round, I can stand firm to whatever situation I face. Angie, thank you for visiting my site regularly. Are you the Angie that Pastor Prince talked about sometime?