This and That

This is what I heard over time that when one is longer than 6 months as Christian, their love and fire for the Lord will cool off. I wonder...If one enjoys the great love and blessings, one would want to remain in there, so how to get cool off? It is overtime, one take things for granted? ...and do not seek Father God actively? Guess time will tell....

I am glad that my friend, WK, finally realized that Father God is the Almighty King of Kings. She has started praying more in tongue and walk in Jesus’ Love. She told me that there was this howling wind that disturbed her sleep for years. 2 days ago, led by the spirit, she said a prayer to let Jesus’ light shine into her bedroom. At that moment, the howling wind suddenly became gentle! She was amazed by the prayer and the effect. Praise the Lord. :)

Last night a church member also shared that when he prayed more in tongue, he was led to the main door in the dark…time to sleep. Then he realized that the main door was not shut. Normally, he would not go to check the door at all. Praise the Lord. :)

While talking to this same church member, HS in him shared that I will be ministering and counseling in future. This is a confirmation of the vision another of my Christian friend had told me a few weeks ago. Hallelujah!

A friend recently shared that there was there was some unhappiness in her family and she worried that a certain relatives might go source for someone to cast a spell on her. Well, I would like to share that no curse can get to us, Christian, because Lord Jesus on the cross, had taken away our entire curses. As such, no curse can get to us. Praise the Lord!

Pastor Mark ever shared that his friend, who previously was a womanizer, he got to know this Christian girl that he could not shake off after having fun. Out of desperation, he went to Thailand and got someone to cast a spell on her. A few months past and the girl still did not let him go. He went back to the man, who cast the spell, and found that he was very sick, dying. The man asked if his girlfriend was a Christian and told the friend that he should let him know of her religion earlier! Finally, this guy accepted Christ and the Lord helped him to get rid of the girlfriend and restored his marriage. Praise the Lord!

My dear sister, Su, after much pushing and resistance, she was finally at the post Lord told her to go…much to her unhappiness. However, that was not the job that Lord wanted her to go to. Actually, what Lord had in mind for her was a similar job to what she was doing previously, just that the schedule was not that tight. She took over from a guy that had cumulated lots of backlog. One superior was wondering if she could clear the backlog. Praise to the Lord, Holy Spirit told her that He would send a few angels to help her. That afternoon, 3 colleagues came and helped her cleared the backlog. Hallelujah!

Grace from Father, Blessings

Being a 4 months Christian, my blessings is coming through just fine. But I know of some long term Christians, who will wonder where their blessings have gone. Where has Father God gone, why blessings is not coming through. :P Today, I like to share with you how you can get Father God blessings. :D Praise the Lord. :)

Do you like to know how to get blessings? Do you know why Father God wants you to keep your heart at peace? The truth is daily there are pipes and pipes of blessings coming through from heaven to each and every child of God. Hmm..then why don’t you get it? Do you worry about your kids? Do you worry about how your next meal coming from? Do you worry if you are next in the Q to get axed from your job? Will you be the next in Q to get your promotion? Will my kids pass his/her test/exam and score excellent results? … the list of worries can go on and on and on….

Ok..why don’t your blessings come? Whose fault is that? You! You are stopping Father’s blessings in coming through!!! The areas in your life, which you worry, have extra cares and concerns; all these will squeeze the respective pipes of blessings for that area. Eg, you want this promotion badly. You wonder if you are the one your boss would pick. The moment you think this way, you are already squeezing your blessing pipe on your work. The more you worry, the more you squeeze it. When you get stressed by the whole issue, the blessing pipe will be squeeze very tightly till it might stop flowing to your end.

Next, when you like to be blessed, who should you look to? Blessing? No….don’t think and don’t look at your blessings…look to Jesus, try to know more about Him, try to know how much, the length, breath and height of Love Father God is giving to you. When you know and can feel His Love for you, and walk in His Love, blessings will be coming to chase after you!!!

How to be at peace? What ever situations you faced, no matter big or tiny, emotional or real life situations, as long as you are not at peace, calm, you can ask Lord Jesus to handle for you. When you pass the worries, pain, and guilt to Lord Jesus, the Prince of Peace will give you His Peace.

You could ask the Lord to come into you and lead you too. Be humble and approach the Lord in sincerity, tell Him you could not handle the situation well, you are nothing; you know He can do everything; He can handle the situation better than you. Get him to come into you and lead you from within. When you activate Holy Spirit to lead you, what you need to do is rest in His peace. Leave all the issues outside you all to Him. Concentrate on guarding your heart; actually, when you pass your problems to Him, He is guarding your heart for you!!! You will see situation around you changing for the better slowly. :)

Daddy God, Lord Jesus, thank you so much, for making it so easy for me to approach you. Thank you for wanting to handle all my problems and worries. Thank you for leading in my life. Thank you for Your Grace, and Blessings that are coming through. Praise the Lord! Hallelujah!!!

What affect Divine Health?

The Lord wants me to talk more on Divine Health. Today, I will talk about how our health could be affected.

Why do we take Holy Communion? Have you wonder before? From my Discovery class, I learn that it’s Father God’s way to stop our divine sentence, our body decaying and aging from carrying on. When we take the Holy Communion, we have to believe and thank Jesus for his broken body on the cross and thank Him for His Divine Body that we are eating. For the wine, we have to thank His blood that is shed so that the new covenant is established and our sins are totally forgiven. We should not take it as a ritual or being ignorant to the knowledge of Jesus work nor should we not take it. When we don’t consider the Holy Communion will lead our body to be healthy, we will deprive ourselves the chances of being healed.

Do you know why Lord Jesus wanted us to guide our heart? John 14:27,
”… Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” Our heart is the root to all the problems we will face in future. Usually, what you think might happen to you, and you worry about the issue, the issue you worry about will become reality, because you are telling the body to react it that way. I confessed that I previously cough a lot and I always worry that I might get cancer around the region of nose and throat etc. When I realized that I should not worry, it’s already a bit late, for the lump at the right side of my neck had developed. Luckily for me, Holy Father stopped it from getting serious. Hallelujah. If you worry, you could tell yourself, “let not your heart be troubled”.

There are a few root causes to our sickness: Fear, Stressed and Condemnation. When we are in these 3 stages, our immunity will be the weakest, so open ourselves to be attacked by sickness and diseases. Fear is also about worry. Whatever we are concern or care about somebody or something, it’s considered as fear. Stress, are emotional symptom that we could easily detect. Condemnation is the hardest to detect. Usually, it’s about you feel bad about certain situation or things. The idea will slowly creep up to you without you realizing it. Whenever you feel that you are not at peace, you could pass your problems to Lord Jesus to handle. He will take care for you and give you His Peace. Try it! I told my friend, WK, to pass all her problems to Lord Jesus to handle. Today, she told me that she found her heart very calm, at home and at work. :)

Holy Father loves us a lot. So don’t ever think that sickness is given by God. You should not think that Holy Father wants you to suffer too. Holy Father wants us to be health and well. Otherwise, Lord Jesus need not die on the cross! Praise the Lord! Hallelujah!

Divine Health Possible?

It is known that most people won’t care much about Divine Health. It is to them that sickness is a suffering to know the Grace of God, some even thinks that Father makes someone in the family suffer for the benefit of the rest. The most common misconception is sickness is part of life…take it as it comes… and pray for Father to heal them fast.

From my yesterday posting on Jesus, our Lord, His Body was badly beaten and virtually broken when He was hung on the cross. Father God had put ALL our sicknesses and diseases on His Body at the cross. As such, we should strongly believe that by His Stripes, We are healed!

I like to talk about the Holy Communion too. The bread represented Jesus Holy Body that was broken and we are taking His Divine healthy Body as He had in exchanged took our sicknesses and diseases. The more we take the bread in remembrance of what He had suffered for us and we are taking His Divine Body, the better our body will become. The drink represented His Holy Blood for the new covenant; with this all our sins (past, present and future) are forgiven. So, we can come boldly to Father God and accept His Love.

The Chinese pastor, Pastor Mark, had shared that when he went hospital to pray to the sick, he had asked them if they knew In Jesus stripes, they are healed. The answer was yes. But when he asked where their sicknesses were, most would reply on their own bodies. If Jesus had taken our sicknesses, how could it still on our body? This is where our believe play a part. If you believe that the sickness is on you, yes, you will still have it. But once you believe that the sickness is taken off by Lord Jesus, healing process will be on the way. Thanking Father and Jesus for the result, healed body, is what you should pray about instead of praying for the sickness to be healed. This means looking at Jesus for a healthy body and not at the sickness.

As child of God, we also have to be angry to the diseases. I have tried casting out the spirit of sickness in Jesus Name whenever my girl gets a cold. Usually, she will be recovered in a day or 2. For myself, I strongly believe I am standing on Jesus' victory ground. I believe that by Jesus stripes, I am healed. I am currently standing on such believe for my hyper-thyroid to be totally healed. I went for my result yesterday. The result showed that I am on the safe range. But doctor wants to monitor me for another 4 months. I will go for another test in May.

At the mean time, I trust that as I walk closer and closer to Lord Jesus and believe in Him on all issues of life, my health will surely get better and closer to the Divine Health too.

Thank you Daddy, for letting your son, Lord Jesus, to suffer for me, so that all my sins are forgiven, my body and mind healed and I have a blessed and family. Praise the Lord, Praise the God. Hallelujah!!!

My God Thy Love

In my 4 months of Christian life, I have talked to a number of ‘long termed’ Christian. What I found in this small sample of people was, somehow, they are not sure or in doubt of Father’s love. Reason given was that due to their past learning about the law, they were under bondages, so when they heard about the Gospels on Grace preached in my church, they were confused.

For me and my sis, Su, we are young Christians, all we learn about is the Gospels on Grace and how much Father, thy God, love us. Pastor Prince ever said that to know how much Father God loves us, we must know how much Lord Jesus has suffered to set us free. Today, my talk on Lord Jesus is from my understanding from the sermons I heard and the Discovery class I attended. Also, I read the bible for some supported verses and checked with Holy Spirit if my understanding is right.

Can you imagine giving up your kid or your love one to die for your sake? For me, my daughter, Jc, is the love of my life. I will be heart-pain if she has any small cut on her body. If someone wants to take her away, I will sure fight with my life to ensure her safety. So, can you imagine how our Father God would feel to give up His only son to save us? Death is not an easy task to do, I don’t think any one of us would gladly say ok, I will go and die for your sake, especially it’s nothing related to ourselves. Lord Jesus gladly accepted the task that Father God instructed….born to die for the human race.

There are 3 types of flogging.

Type 1 is light whipping; the person after receiving can go home. Lord Jesus received this at high priest, Caiapha, place. Matthew 26:65 “...the high priest tore his clothes and
Mathew 26:67 they spit in his face, and struck him with their fists. Others slapped him…”

Type 2 is pretty heavy whipping. It was done for people receiving as a punishment for their crime. After receiving the punishment they could go home. Jesus received this from the Pilate the governor, Matthew 27:26 “…he had Jesus flogged, and handed him over to be crucified.”

Type 3 is all out whipping, for the people receiving it would be crucified, so soldiers would anyhow whipped, skin would be whipped open and bloody. Jesus received this at Praetorium, whole company of soldiers, Matthew 27:28-30 “they stripped him, and put a scarlet robe on him, and then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on his head….They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the head again and again.” Jesus was also Ezra 9:3 “pulled hair from my head and beard.”

Altogether, Lord Jesus bled 7 times.

1^st time – Lord was praying before being capture, Luke 22:44…and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground.

2^nd time – flogging, he was so bloody by the time he was put on the cross.

3^rd time – hitting the crown of thorns into his head

4^th time - pulling of hair and beard

5^th time – nailing of hands to the cross

6^th time – nailing of legs to the cross

7^th time – after the death of Jesus, John 19:34 ..”one of the soldiers pierced Jesus’ side with a spear, bringing a sudden flow of blood and water.”

How will you feel that Lord Jesus suffered so much for you? For me, I am very grateful and very thankful to the Lord for removing the old covenant and establish the new covenant Hebrews 10:9-10, “…He takes away the first that He may establish the second. By that will we have been sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all.” With this new covenant, my only task is to believe to enjoy the blessings from Heavenly Father. So easy …..

He has taken away our sins, curses and sicknesses, Hebrews10:14 “For by one offering He has perfected forever those who are being sanctified.”, that I don’t have to feel condemn anymore. Whenever I sinned, I trusted the Lord has taken over my sin and I leaned on His love and trusted his Grace to transform me to a better person.

Acts 13:38-39 “Therefore let it be known to you, brethren, that through this Man is preached to you the forgiveness of sins; and by Him everyone who believes is justified from all things from which you could not be justified by the law of Moses.” As Lord Jesus has paid the price, and justified me by His finished work on the cross, I could enjoy the blessing as said in Proverbs 10:6 “Blessings are on the head of the righteous”.

Dear Daddy, I thank you a lot for all the above You and Lord Jesus had done, so that I can be your child and enjoy your blessings and Great LOVE, Hallelujah! Oh Father, you are all Almighty and Mercy God. Thank you for deeply love me. Thank you for protecting me every single day. Thank you for the blessings that you have prepared for me and thank you for the blessing that is already coming through. I am very honored. Keep the blessing flowing…Hallelujah!!!

Happy Marriage is God's Will

In my church, there is a strong emphasis of happy marriage and happy family is important. Pastor Prince preached that we should put Jesus in the mid of us. Wife obeys the husband the way we obey Lord Jesus. Husband love the wife as much as he loves the church. Kids to respect the parents and parents should love their kids like Jesus, Father God loves us. Jesus is to be the mid of our house too. Once we let Him lead us, all issues in the house and outside the house, He will take care for us. We just have to trust His everlasting Love. :)

When the first time I heard about this message, I wonder why Father God mind so much about our marriages and families. About 3 weeks back, I was tempted in my dream, with rich guy, with handsome guy, even had one that showed his manhood to me. I was disgusted and for all the proposals, I just rejected and told them I am married. From this encounter, I got this revelation that d likes to steal, kill and destroy…even marriages. As I stayed at home most of the time, the temptation came in the form of dream, for others, it may be real life temptation for the weak at heart to fall in. :(

Thanks to God, we have Heavenly Father, he wants to bless marriages and he would bring couples that came together in Christ to be united forever. Praise the Lord :)

Personally, my marriage builds on solid foundation. We do have some arguments here and there, but they are nothing serious. I was thinking that there is nothing more Father can do for my marriage. Hehe…but I was wrong. :P Through these few months, I have found that hubby has changed regarding his tolerant to my acceptant of Christ and so crazy into it, as he said. Also, he is now more loving towards me. He would talk to me gently and once a while, he will come by to hug and fondle me. :P In the last few years, when we were out of a source of income, we need not worry about them. Life still sailed through without much worries. Praise the Lord. :D Oh yeah, Holy Father visited me last night. :) I had visions of a baby being created for me. He also showed me a toddler view of her. Hallelujah!

For my friend, W, Lord does wonders in her and her marriage. :) When I started chatting more with her, I found out that she had separated with her hubby for 2-3 years. She was very hurt and angry about the whole issues. At that time, all the blame fell on her hubby. Lord let her realized that she had some pitfalls that contributed to the breakdown. From there, Lord helped her to get rid most of the hurt and anger.

Next, Lord let her know of His love for her. Lord through me preached to her on how to rebuke those negative thoughts that were putting her down and to stand strong on Jesus victory ground. She had thought that she was a moody girl. But Lord showed her that she was not. Finally, she realized of the Fatherly Love from God.

Next, Lord look into her views on marriage and sex. Yes, Lord cares about a wholesome marriage life. He wants us to have great marriage and great sexual life as couples. For the next 2 days, Lord in me was sharing my knowledge in these areas to her. For her fall shorts, she trusted Jesus to change her. Yes, Lord can change you to a better person! I know because He had changed me. :D Hallelujah!

Recently, after 5 years of separation, Lord wants to move them back together again. He let W realized that it was d that wanted their marriage to breakdown. She should give her and her hubby another chance. On 1^st Jan 2007, they met again and Lord let her hubby know the new her. Now Lord is working on her hubby, W is resting in victory ground waiting for the return of her hubby. Hallelujah!

Sis has a ‘defunct’ family, the parents always not at home for the kids. My nephews, one preferred to hide in the cave while the other, rebellious. In December, elder nephew attended a church camp for about a week. The anointing in this camping trip changed him. He is no more hiding his emotions; he behaves like a normal teenager now. Younger nephew, ever since he accepted Christ, he is so much into attending sermons, and bible reading. He has been chasing his mum to get a bible for him. Recently, I can see that he is not as rebellious as before.

Now that sis has get into the relax job that Lord has wanted her to go for, she has time for her family. Lord is teaching her to be more gentle and loving to the kids. Lord had revealed to her that next time, her hubby will love her so much till she will be filled so full and this love will spill over for her to love the kids that she is going to lead. Praise the Lord. :)

Is there Really Life after Death?

We are all born to know that one of these days, years down the road, we have to die, or sleep in Christianity term. This is an unknown area to all of us, who is still alive. Whatever we know about death is usually from hearsay. My encounter with the darkness, and what was shown to me, was a cold, sick, negative place, a place that none of us would like to end with. Today, I like to share a few testimonies that I have heard about these few months.

In Christianity, I know that Lord Jesus has died for me, as such, when I accept Christ, I am born again. Jesus has taken away my sins and my sickness, so there is no way that I am going to die again. My understanding is that the moment we sleep (died), we will wake up in heaven and hell book, if there is one, will not have my name on it. So, the story I am going to share about is with this understanding.

Story 1

The Father of a lady, who is serving in church, was in serious sickness and warded in ICU in critical condition. He could not talk. This lady was very worried for her father. She told the father one day that Jesus could help him. If he wanted to accept Jesus, pressed her arm. The father did and the lady told the father to say the prayer in his heart to accept Lord.

That night, the father was kicking and pushing using his hands and legs. The doctor had to tie him down. Some time later, he was able to get out of ICU and could talk. He told his daughter about why that day he did the pushing and kicking. He said he saw a bus load of people, and 2 fellows came and wanted to take him away. He refused to follow them, telling them that he had accepted Christ. When the fellows realized that he had accepted Christ, they let him go. He is now fully recovered.

Story 2

This story is about Jesus blood, Jesus had not sin while He was on earth, and also He was very God very man, his blood is very pure that negative forces cannot touch it.

The Chinese pastor was invited to hospital to pray for a sick man. At the hospital, the man wanted to accept Christ, so pastor leaded him in the prayer to accept Christ. However, he was not at peace, he told pastor that he could see passed away relatives around his bed. Pastor prayed for Jesus Blood to be spray all over the man. Then the man told pastor that now, those ‘relatives’ were outside the window, not at his bed anymore. :)

Pastor said that people, who are going to die, they could see the spirit world. What they said are real to them. Was it really their ‘relatives’ at the bed? Pastor shared that when a person is dying, devil would come, in the form of the relatives, to lure the person to leave the earth and join them!

Story 3

This mother was dying, and could not talk. Her daughter was the only Christian in the family, her 5 brothers were not. Just before the mother died, her daughter had convinced her to accept Christ. The funeral was done the Christian way, where the body had a bible on top of it. I have not been to a Christian funeral, so I don’t know it procedure.

Anyway, the 5 brothers were not pleased that the mother’s funeral was done in such a way. They felt that the mother did not have a ‘proper’ funeral procedure to send her off. So, after the funeral, after a no. of days, they went to someone, who knew how to call for her soul to talk. They wanted to find out if her after life was ok.

At that place, the guy asked for their mother’s Chinese birth date and her name, and started the searching process. After a long while, the guy told the brothers that he could not find his mum, after re-confirm the mother's details, he started another round of searching again. The guy again could not find their mother, so asked the brothers if the mother was Christian. They told him that just before her death, she had accepted Christ. The brothers got a scolding from the guy for wasting his time. They had to pay for his service too.

Story 4

Chinese Pastor met this guy while preaching in China. This man, a Christian, told pastor that he had encountered with 3 near death. The last one, he actually ‘died’. He said he woke up to a very bright place. While he was walking, this gentle voice said to him, ‘Son, it is not time for you to be here, why are you here? Get back!’. The circumstances of this man wasn’t that nice, but he was very happy, because he knew what kind of place he is going in future. Hallelujah!

Story 5

While queuing for bible study one evening, a lady in the queue talked to me. She shared about her father case. The father had stage 4 cancer, while he was in the hospital, her uncle, who was a Christian, visited the dad often. 2 months before the father died, he accepted Christ. 2 month after his death, the father appeared in her brother-in-law’s dream one night. The brother-in-law shared with them that her father did not have his old age look; he was renewed to his youth, around 20+ years old. The father told the brother-in-law that he has a very big house there and will wait for the family to join him in future! Hallelujah!

My thought:

I don’t know about what you think, but for me, I believe that Heaven is a real place. I am glad that now I am child of God and I would be going there when my service on earth is not needed anymore.

My mother, when telling her about Christ Jesus, she insisted that she preferred us to pray to her when she dies; she said she just needs that 3 joss sticks. At my uncle Buddhist funeral recently, I took a good look at the prayer area: the coffin was right at the back. In front of the coffin was my uncle’s photo, right in front of the photo was the statue of a dark idol and in front was where the offering table with the joss sticks holder and praying food.

When someone came to pay respect to my uncle, when he prayed, he was praying to that black statue! So I wonder how my uncle was going to receive the blessings when he was not even in the front to accept it. Somehow, when I bowed to him that day, think Holy Spirit did not want me to bow too. I had a very weird feeling about the funeral and just felt like leaving that place.

Everlasting Love from Father

Last night, around 2+ am, I was so glad daughter, JC, cry woke me up. I was in a cold, both hands together and stretch outwards position, sleeping on my side. That was how d tied me down whenever he came to scare me or question me. It was another massive onslaught of attacks.

After calming JC back to sleep in her room, I prayed for Father’s protection, I told Him that I trusted His covenant and God Word and I believe in Proverb 3:24 ‘When you lie down, you will not be afraid; yes, you will lie down and your sleep will be sweet’. I asked Him to protect me because of His covenant and to spray Jesus Blood all over the house and even get angels, Holy Spirit, Jesus Righteousness and Jesus Salvation to protect and surround me. I also asked Jesus to come into me to lead me in my sleep. (1^st time doing it!!!) Holy Spirit told me not to worry and go back to sleep. With the entire God’s Armour in place, I went to sleep trusting in Father God. Phew…he delivered His everlasting love and I had a peaceful sleep. :D

Continue on what I left out on the topic on works.

My friend, C, would tell me about her work problem occasionally. Recent months, she faced the worst possible situation. She was in a senior post, but all her supporting staff decided to quit on her. That was not easy for anyone to handle. She was so sad and felt betrayed when she chatted to me. I advised her to seek for Jesus help. To tell Father that in her, she is nothing, unable to do her work well, Jesus is everything; He knows everything and could handle her work better. Ask Jesus to come into her and lead her. I also told her to stand on Jesus victory ground to fight, because she was not fighting the colleague, she was fighting against dark forces that came to disturb and prevent one from getting near to Father God.

She did that; before she came to work daily, she would ask Jesus to lead her. The enemy was around, negative forces were trying to get to her, but they could not touch her. Slowly, the battle slowly emerged brighter and brighter. When she did not understand the vision Father God gave, we would discuss and she would get her answer, all thanks to the Holy Spirit in me leading. It has been a few months now. The victory is surfacing; Father God has showed her a way out. :)

This is what I learnt so far, no matter how dark our situation is, as long as we trust Jesus, Father God, we will be delivered and we will be shown a way out of the darkness to the Light! Hallelujah! Praise the Lord for God is good and His Word is Truth!!!

Evening Update:

Have you have encounter such a life, where there is no turning back, the only way out is to move forward. Sound like life, isn’t it. But that’s the situation I faced. I know my future is bright; Father God is going to greatly bless me. Everything revealed to me sound so good. Just like what the Lord had told David, yes, I feel very honored that I am being chosen to be the anointed one. But, never in my life that I have to rush so fast forward. I am being emotional tonight. But I really thank Father for what he had done for me. He has changed me to be a calm and steady person compared to my previous uncertain and worrying self. Thank you Daddy, I love you a lot. *smooches*

I stand on victory ground

There is a few of this little flies that likes to tempt me to kill them. I have removed quite a few of them but don’t know why more would appear. Then I recalled this sermon I heard yesterday. A man, who is full of anger, if to teach him to punch beanbag to release anger, one day, he may punch someone when his anger comes again. The moment I recalled this, I tell myself not to kill the flies again. I do not want this killing instinct to grow in me. Praise the Lord!

Lately, hiaz...I said something unnecessary that resulted in guilt on me. I know that dark forces do not want me to be close to God. They want to shame me off. However, I have learnt that In Jesus, all our sins (past, present and future) are ALL taken off and God does not impute any sins on me. As such, I will try to walk back to Jesus Righteousness and remain in his comfort. Thank you Father, for allowing my guilt to be removed and thanks a lot that you still continue to embrace me with Your Love. Hallelujah! Hope that through all these learning, I will be more like Lord Jesus in future. I want to have His humble and kindness for the human race and condemn the dark forces.

Today is a very short post. I am concentrating for better days to come by.

Update this evening:

The Lord is cute. :P Sis finally goes to the section that Father wants her to go today. She told Lord that she did not like that section, as the job was not as challenging at all.

She asked, “Holy Spirit, you know what I like to do, don’t you?”

Holy Spirit replied, “Yeah, I know it is hard for you to do this job. I know it’s hard on you even though you are going to have time for your kids, have time for the bible and even though you are going to get your blessings. I know it’s hard on you now and in future!”

When sis told me, I found Lord so cute. My friend and I don’t understand why sis so bothered by that easy job. Lord always wants to bless us with ease of work and peace of life. But somehow, she is complaining it. Then WK suggested she use the free time to talk in tongue to pray for her future. I also suggested she does that to get the miracle power, our pastor preached about yesterday. I also told her that she is like those Israeli people during Moses time; they did not appreciate God’s Grace and wanted the Law to prove themselves. I referred it as her slavery life. Finally, sis got the light and was ok with this new arrangement that her Daddy God wanted to bless her with. :P Praise the Lord!

Sis Journey with Lord

Since Friday, I was having some diarrhea, when it happened again on Saturday evening; I checked with HS what had I taken wrongly. HS replied that I took nothing wrong and did nothing wrong. The moment He said that, I realized I was/am dealing another attack. Thanks to Father, He cleared my sore bum in church service this morning. :P I was talking to YC moments ago. She advised me to pray with Psalm 23, so just now, when the attack returned, I said my prayer in English, read Psalm 23 Amen and continued praying in tongue. Well, YC, like to tell you, yes, it is effective. :D

Today, I like to share how Lord helped my sister and friends in their works. Many a time, when we faced problems at work, in related to colleagues or superior, most people would get frustrated and do not know what to do to solve the issues. The good news is there is a way out….through Lord Christ Jesus!!!

Ever since younger sis, Su started work, she was always bullied by the superior but most of her co-work liked her for she did her job well. So, it was always a puzzle as I, her source of help, could not help much. Her situation got worsens when she went into this new job 5 yrs ago. Boss did not like to send her to courses that were relevant to her work. She had to do her part of her duty and covered the backside of all the rest of her co-workers. When they could not finish their job, the blame came on her!!! Those fellow workers that were at the receiving end of her job, were full of praise for her work, but boss never bother to promote her nor give her a pay rise. This sis of mine knew how to complain and complained to me the unfairness. But she liked the work so much that she did not mind doing it.

When I know more about Lord Jesus, I realized that the Lord could help her, so 1 month after I joined Christianity, I had managed to convince her to join me. That Sunday, when she accepted Christ, I was so happy. However, bad news came the following Monday. Her superior for no reason, dumped lots of documents on her desk area and claimed that place for storage. Sis was without a place to work!!! She felt betray and sad. Luckily, she was not lonely to fight the battle, Lord was there for her. :) That fateful day, HS kept telling her not to worry; Holy Father would help her find a job. :D

A week later, another department manager, asked her to join his department. He was not even in Singapore at that point of time. He rushed his assistant to contact sis. This boss was new in the company, and sis did not have any contact with him at all. The job in his department was new to sis. All thanks to the Lord, sis happily accepted. Recently, HS even insisted sis to go to another section of the department; both sections wanted her, her current job took up all her time, weekdays and weekends. The section that Father wanted her to go would free her evening time and weekends for her family and for her bible study. That is how good Father is; he take care of the family too. He wants us to have a happy family. :) Hallelujah!

Continue tomorrow…

My journey to meet Father

Father has been taking good care of me as usual. Yesterday was one long day. I went for my hyper-thyroid blood test and did some grocery shopping on the way home. By then, it was 3pm. Weekly I went to church early to queue for a seat in the main hall for bible study. Yesterday, Holy Spirit told me that I could go at 5:30pm; that was an hr later then my usual time. It was good; I could take a nap before proceeding for the evening bible study. :)

Today, I like to share something about fortune-teller. It is a pretty common practice that chinese people here likes to consult fortune-teller to know about their future, either for their wealth, luck, kids study, or what not. Though I was curious, I seldom consult any of the fortune tellers. The first one I went was invited by the company, which I was attached to. They had a fortune-teller as a pre-D&D event. For fun, I tried him, and was told that I should find my hubby soon. That time, I was still single, I didn’t believe him, but yes, I knew my hubby weeks later.

The 2^nd time I consulted fortune-teller was when my father brought one home, from the Chinese temple he was helping out. That fortune-teller came from Malaysia, was known to predict past accurately and could tell on the future pretty well too. My father, don’t know for whatever reason, invited him home to foretell for us. He could tell on us pretty accurately. But, it was a big mistake to consult him!

Ever since I have accepted Christ, I learnt from Pastor that the d was not so smart. He would not know who the blessings God has prepared for in the spiritual realm. So, I was wondering how d found me. Every time I wondered about it, the 2^nd foretelling came to my mind. As he predicted a good future for me, I did not suspect any wrong with it. Till recently, a friend, YC, who can see vision, spirit and prophecy, revealed something to me.

I knew her from a mum’s forum and I had been to her house around 3 yrs ago. When my nightly disturbs started. She did not tell me much then. However, recently, after we met again, she told me more. She said previously, I was surrounded with ring of darkness, with shade of grey and blue. She told me that if the ring was all dark, meant d had gotten that person. Hallelujah, when she met me recently, I am in ring of bright light!!! She said the bright light coated me nicely. Wow..what a wonderful revelation. :P

Out of curiosity, I asked her if Lord had given her any vision when she first met me in her house. She told me, she saw a vision of a temple and me. I was wondering what the Lord trying to tell her then. Her hubby was not comfortable with me then. She was scared to get near me too. However, she said that Father had let her felt that we could be friends, so all these years, she tried to stay in contact with me. :P

I was wondering about her vision the next few days. Then finally, I got the revelation! D came in the form of fortune-teller. He had been sourcing in Malaysia and Singapore for 4 years…looking for me!!! He predicted accurately so that more people would go to him and he could seek me out! That was how he found me….at my parents’ home! As I only visited my parents once a week, he set trap for me to lead him home. Anyway, that was how my nightly disturb started.

I had went to different Chinese temples, all wanted me to pray to the d, none of them willing to tell me how to get rid of d. Finally, mid last year, someone recommended me a ‘natok master’ (natok is said to be a malay ‘god’). This ‘natok master’ did perform some acts at my home. After that, my night disturb was reduced, but it was not removed. I even tried Fengshui, but that proved to be useless too. As I run out of what other help I could get, finally, I turned to Lord Jesus. I was clueless on how I could go about it. Then, I recalled my daughter’s kiddy principal, Irene, is a Christian and a closed one to Father. I called her to check where I could get a bible and I was blessed with my first bible. :)

I started reading the bible and talking to Father from home. Irene has invited me to her church. Somehow, I was not keen to go. Then, I got bored reading the bible and told Father, that I more keen in surfing the net. :) Father told my friend, WK, to recommend her church website to me. I was not that keen initially; went to the site once to watch the sermon and rest for the next few days. When I went to the site again, the sermon was not updated, so I complained to WK. She told me that she usually went for the daily devotion, which is updated daily. Lazy I decided to try out the audio sermon instead. There were 2 sermons there, on the 2^nd sermons, there was a part where the pastor made a row call for people who wanted to accept Christ and be blessed. I put up my hand in front of the pc, as told by the pastor. However, the pastor did not bless internet user!!! Hehe..I complained to WK again. The good nature WK then prompted me to go church. I dragged the idea initially…keep telling her I would consider end of the week. In the end, she told me that she was going to church to chop seat for me, so I decided to go that Sunday, so as to get the blessings I wanted. :D This was how I came to Father.

Now, I know that since I was a baby, Father had sent angels to protect me. In my teenage years, I had ever come face to face with car, twice. I was not shaken then. On off, I had been talking to God, and Holy Spirit told me that even in my 3 years of adversity, Lord had ensured that I would not suffer too much!!! Father let me went through the trial so that I could appreciate Him more now. :D Love you, Abba. You are such a lovely Daddy. Hallelujah!

My journey on health

Father has been great to me daily. Ever since He through my friends, showed me my reading of bible is very slow..hehe..I didn’t read :P till now reading what HS told me to read, I was feeling kind of drag, stressed. Then this morning, while showering, HS told me to read Galation 3:10 All who rely on observing the law are under a curse, for it is written: "Cursed is everyone who does not continue to do everything written in the Book of the Law." The moment I saw this, I woke up and told myself not to labour in reading. Now I am back to my happy and blessed feeling and leaning on Father’s Love for me. ;) I am His beloved. :)

Ok, back to where I end yesterday:

Around this time, I could only know mentally that Father is a very loving God and He love me very much. But as I couldn’t feel anything from Him, I wondered what His ‘loving-kindness’ in Psalm 103:4 (NKJV) is. When I went to my Discovery course that Sunday afternoon, my teacher disclosed this in the class. This was what he said: A mum and a kid went shopping. Kid got away from mum, fell down and was crying. Security guard saw him and came over to pacify him. This act is called kindness. When the mum found the kid and saw that he hurt himself, the mum felt heart pain, and keep hugging tightly and kissing him and checking where he has hurt himself. This act is loving-kindness. The next morning, as I was thinking of this loving kindness, POMP, Father gave me a revelation that His love for me was/is so many millions times more …as He is a God. Finally, I could feel His LOVE. :)

Since D could not pin me down by my fear, he came for my health as I walked closer and closer to Jesus and trusting Him more and more.

I saw a lump growing at the right side of my neck, to about 2 cm big. Luckily I have long hair, so not visible to others. As I trusted that In Jesus Strips, I am healed, I did not bother about it. About 2-3 weeks later, I needed to visit the doctor. I asked the doctor to look at my lump too. The doctor referred me to an ENT specialist as it had to do with lymph problem.

On 16th Nov 2006, Thursday morning, Holy Spirit told me that Holy Father loves me. That late morning, I went for my appointment with the specialist for ear, nose n throat. After checking my inner nose region, and a biopsy done on the lump, doctor told me that I might have cancer. A few tests have to be carried out based on the biopsy result. I wasn't affected by what the doctor told me because I got this revelation of Father's love, he has a purpose for me to do and I won't die as yet. I know Father need me to do His earthly job.

Following Monday, my Holy Spirit told me in the morning that I am Holy Father's beloved. I was so happy then. He also told me not to worry, my lump will be ok. That day, doctor showed me the biopsy report; I had abnormal cells in my lymph node. Doctor was suggesting CT scan to check any cancer cells around nose region. If nothing resulted from the nose test, then have to remove my lymph to test.

As I am planning for a baby, I was not sent for CT scan yet. I was to wait. Anyway, I wasn't worry as I know I will be well, by HS assurance. A week later, I went for another appointment with the doctor to see how my lymph nodes had developed. By Father and Jesus Grace, the smaller lymph nodes that was previously around, were gone. The big swollen one was reduced from 2cm to 1 cm. Hallelujah!!!

On the way home, at the MRT station, one lady was speaking loudly into her phone regarding her relative suffering from lymph node cancer and have to go through many tests, treatments etc. I told myself it would not happen to me. That night, HS showed me a vision of that lady talking about lymph cancer, I then realised that Lord Jesus have prevented my sickness from getting to that serious stage. Praise the Lord!

I was inflicted with twice with UTI (Urinary Track Infection) too. The first time, I was already in church premises. I could feel the urge to go toilet. As I walked towards the washroom, d flashed a evil smiling face of him to me. That morning, I kept telling myself that In Jesus strips, I am healed and I am under the protection of Jesus wing and standing on the shadow of the wing. I resisted throughout the church session. However, as I was queuing for the toilet at a MRT station, I look at my own faith and felt weak. D then forced me to pee uncontrollably at the queue. It did make me looked like those that could not control the bladder, but I know it was d evil deed. Luckily, whatever d threw at me, Father sure provided a way out for me. I decided to take cab home, but there was a long queue for taxi and few taxis came. I prayed to Father to clear the queue fast. Then I saw people in front of me all calling for cab! Soon, it was my turn, and Father sent a nice car-liked taxi to me. :)

The next church session was at Indoor Stadium. As I was going up the stadium, I could feel d trying another UTI on me again. This time, I stayed strong to Jesus Faith. I resisted by strongly believe that ‘In Jesus stripes, I am healed’ and I am under the wing of Jesus and standing in His shadow…in His protection. This time round, I was in victory and I could enjoy my church session.

It was on the eve of Christmas. In the church service, Pastor announced that my Hyper-thyroid was healed. I had confirmed it with my Holy Spirit. Previous, the Thyroid doctor told me that I must take the medicine for life as my condition was not stable. That day, Father also showed me Isaiah 61, to preach the Gospel to the world.

On the eve of New Year, while singing praise songs in church service, Father straightened my lower back. I could feel a force came on me and lifted my spinal upwards. Previous I could not sleep flat in bed as I could not rest my lower back, the legs had to be bended up to let my back rest. Also I could not stand long. Now, this problem has gone to pass. :)

Recalling Father's blessings

What a way to start my posting. :P I am looking to Father to bless me with a baby. But, when I saw my menses came yesterday, I was kind of angry with Father. For holding back this blessing…as I thought that it was pretty easy for Him to bless me. Just by a blow of His breath. :) Anyway, this morning, I have reconciled with Him and try to remove this negative feeling.

How can I forget, Father has blessed me so much being just a 4 months Christian only. I was saved on 20^th Aug 2006. I came to Father because I was previous suffering from dark forces attacks nightly for 3 years. Upon saved that Sunday, 20^th Aug, I was calling church for solutions the next morning. I was baptized with the Holy Spirit and could speak tongue that afternoon. With that, I started my fight with the D.

Father knew about the fear I had after the 3 yrs of suffering, so each Sunday and the weekday bible study I attended, Father would either give me new knowledge to fight or correct my wrong thinking. I was using Jesus Name, the covenant, Jesus Blood to fight and protect myself. Father even let me realized that I cannot die as In Jesus, all my sins are taken away from me. Also, Heavenly Father is the greatest and mightiest God; I in Jesus am standing on victory ground. So, I trusted that and tried to fight from the victory ground.

Around this time, I learn about walking with Jesus will get all the blessings chasing after me. As I was a new Christian, I didn’t know how to Walk with Jesus. When I emailed my church, I was invited to attend a 3 months Discovery Course to know more about my Heavenly Father. My friend, who introduced me to this church (New Creation Church) and my younger sister, who had just being saved, joined me to attend this course. Sis had wonderful miracle that I would share later.

Finally, I realized that Father liked to handle all my problems for me. With this revelation, I passed my big burden that I had been carrying for 3 yrs to Him. That late morning, 3 months down the Christianity route, I had a happy crying of relief…my burden was finally lifted off me. Well, this was what I encountered many times for various victories against the dark forces. Each time, before I saw the victory, devil will show its greatest showdown. As I learn that on the opposite side of the mountain, is the blessings waiting for me, I usually keep on leaning to Jesus until I see victory. This was how my fear slowly, day by day, week by week, month by month…and POMP…3 months down the road, finally gone.

To be continue...

Finally I am here. :)

Hubby suggested that I start a blog to tell my story, testimony and anything about Lord Jesus that I have been repeating to different people.

So, here I am. :)