God is Good

In the last day of 2013, I want to give glory to the Lord who has been good to me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

This whole one year of 2013, it was a long journey of mum's health going downwards and up again to finally down, down and finally back to be with the Lord!!!

It was also a battle between me and my siblings to look to Jesus healing and their look to doctors treatment.

It was also my own health at it worst, but never out due to Lord Jesus is with me.

All I can say at this moment, Lord is still a Faithful God as He has always be...

When I walk with Lord, He leads me to do the right thing at the right time.

On the eve of mum's sleep, ex was thrashing with me about trust in Jesus and who God is, to he did not regret the marriage, why would I regret.

That night, I cried so much, that I don't know why I cried. Now thinking back, I wonder was it because of my 10 yrs of suffering in silence or was it mum sleep the next morning!!! But Lord is always faithful....Glory Glory!!!

After seeing mum sleeping sweetly, sis family no idea she was dead. This is as the bible said, we Christian sleep! It was after some moments of no response from her on their feeding her time that they realised she is dead!!! Glory to Jesus!!! I encountered in Dad's sleep and my eldest sis family encountered on mum's sleep!!!

They both are 1 day Christian and never visited Church anymore, but that 1 day to accept Christ Salvation is enough to give them life eternity in Him!!! Glory Glory!!!

Lord impressed 2nd sis, Su and me to go her home first. While both my sisters were packing her clothes for the coffin and to be burnt, Lord impressed me that they might be thirty and I had to wash the kettle and the pots as it was a year of not at home for mum.

I boiled the water and filled up the pots and went down to wait for her body to come back from eldest sister's home. I didn't know the procedure of receiving the body but Lord knows the Chinese custom.

I was told to get a cup of coffee or milo to welcome her back to her own place for the funeral. Praise the Lord that He impressed me to boil the water, my sis could make the requested cup of drink. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lord let mum talked to me 4 straight day and I wondered why. It was when the ceremony lady asked if we wanted them to read a letter to mum, then I realised the purpose!!! They wanted to collect some money from us for such service. But I have the Lord and need not go through them!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

As I recalled about dad's cremation and the big bone, that last night of the wake, Su and I prayed that mum body to break down easily and for the oven heat to intensify as much as the oven could take. Glory to Jesus!!! Mum bones were a lot lesser than dad and even for us to fill the urn ourselves, it wasn't a problem!! Glory to Lord Jesus Grace!!!

I am glad that I have Lord with me and every prayer is easily accessible!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am glad that Lord's Grace is abundance that even my parents just attended 1 time Church, and received their Salvation, it is enough to allow them to pass through the narrow door of Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I could see Lord's Grace is in operation in everything we do. Even in trials, things still turn out well. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am in the process of shifting out and ex is in the process of shifting in. Finally he and his gf pretended to breakup is out, gf impatience led her to ask me to shift out faster and not to take anything with me. She said to start a new life. Yeah, right, with nothing with me and expect me to start a life flesh, she must be kidding!!! Even Jc said she is crazy!!!

Upon knowing his lies about the breakup is known by me, he is not that friendly again. I was wondering why he was so helpful during my mum's wake. Guess he needs my favour to sign myself out!!!

In 2014, I thank Lord Jesus and Abba Father I will move on to a fresh new life. Glory to Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!

My Mum is Dead!

On 24th Morning, I received a text message from my eldest sister that mum had passed away! I just back from the wake and the cremation and her final resting place!!!

Through these 5 days, it was just busy and busy. Thank Lord that there are 5 of us here to take turn for doing the grave yard shift!!! Glory Glory!!!

After a year of trapping inside a dead body, my mum finally prayed to the Lord to take her back!!! I went with Su last week to pray for her. Su's prayer was to ask Lord if He really want to heal her, to bring her back to health, otherwise, she prayed an agreement prayer with what my mum wished to have that Lord to fulfill it. And Lord led her home.

On Christmas eve morning 8:30 am but as no doctor wanted to come to certify her death, and brother according to my mum wish, prefer a Chinese funeral, got my uncle to help find a doctor and that young doctor came at around 11am and certified that she was dead at 11:30am!!!

The wakes was even more weird! It's not according to the funeral I used to know but apparently, it was a situation they used to set curse on me!!! But I thank Jesus is faithful!!! I did not want to sit amid the idols and bow down to them while the Chinese priest was chanting and my relatives weren't happy!!! But honouring Lord is more important to me than respect their wish and submit to the idols!!!

I got a feeling that they anyhow do the funeral and not according to normal procedure!!! Not that it bothers me much but I am thankful to the Lord for opening the door and led my parents to Christ that now they are both happily in heaven!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

What they don't know is no matter what they did, be it the proper procedure or not, it is not this that would bring the soul of a person to heaven. If they could, Jesus need not die!!!

I thank Lord that He answered the prayer of Su and me to increase the fire in the burner so that my mum's bones will break down to ashes, it was only small parts of bones was left and it filled half the box that was given to us. The man in charged knocked the bones smaller and we were told to fill them in the urn that my mum had prepared long ago ourselves, but thank Jesus that this is not hard, just that we found the urn was wet and had to dry it first.

Now that everything is over, I am at peace!!! There are 7 sets of 7 weeks that we had to pray for my mum but I don't really want to go as it was a cultural thing but does not affect my mum's position in Christ and enjoying the love of God in Heaven!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

What important is mum soul and spirit is now with the Lord, whatever matters she is now in the Lord, nothing can affect this standing as it is secured in Jesus Blood and by His Death at the Cross for those who believe in Him. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I wonder will she be playing that amazing playground that was shared by someone or will she tried the flying school. I am excited for her!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

She is so happy up there that she talked to me 4 days in a row!!! I am so pleased that finally she can see that Jesus is real and what I shared to her is real!!! Glory Glory!!!

And, the most important thing is she is finally with dad again!!! This is what she had been missing him so much that now she is back with him, both of them are enjoying each other again!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am so pleased that I don't really bother what they did to her body as she is enjoying life in Heaven!!! I thank Lord Jesus for He had done a Finished Work at the Cross that no man can reverse what You bless!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Threshing

What a day today!!!

We went to Jc new secondary school, go buy some prata with fish curry and mutton curry, ate the food, Jc sleepy and I giddy. Took a nap while Jc took a long sleep and ex was clearing the store room.

As I was up, he came to thresh out with me about Jesus, about God. Then he took our wedding album and gave it to me, and asked if I want it, and next questioned me on why I regret this marriage where he don't. I talked about my facing walls of NO with him and my unhappiness that I questioned Lord if I married the wrong man when I have accepted Christ and he concluded I have regretted.

I also talked about the Grace of Jesus on why I did not fight for 1/2 the profit share of this house and told him I have the round to fight it but I choose not to. To show him this is the Grace of Jesus for him.

We talked a long talk and ended at 6pm. Jc was up from her many hours sleep and ex went home after talking to her.

I don't know, the fresh wound that was hidden in these 10 yrs of marriage suddenly surface and I was sad. The wedding photos was the sweet moment and that was the only thing sweet about it. Life just went down the hill when Jc was born and he started his many commandment and so on till my heart was so numb and he also looked out!!!

He talked about a crazy God while I show him the love of God. I don't know how this conclude in his heart.

After he went home and I meditated, Lord said our misunderstanding was cleared. I don't know, I last night told Lord I don't want him and wanted to start life anew, but Lord started such a threshing of God and of marriage.

I prayed to Lord to come into my soul wound and heal me back again. He is faithful as always!!! Glory Glory!!!

Jc pet, Jasmine, was dying on Saturday and Jc wanted her to die on her hand. Her dad had took a look at Jasmine and felt that it was her dying moment. As Jc believed him, the pet was dying. I prayed for the hamster and told Jc that Jasmine was healed but she was so worried and preferred to believe her dad.

At 4am, I was awoke by Lord and preached about Jesus Miracle that Lord Jesus had revealed to her and about someone prayed for their grandfather and got healed and Lord brought to Jc memory of the testimony she heard.

I let Jasmine took Holy Comm and let Jc, the owner, to take in agreement with Jasmine that she is healed by the stripes of Jesus. Praise the Lord, Jasmine was alive at 6am and Jc had went to sleep at 4am after trusting Jesus healed Jasmine. Glory Glory!!!

Lord renewed the youth of Jasmine and gave her strength to eat again. She was so full of energy that she ran around the house in her ball cage!!!

I thank Lord for all He had done in my life. I let Him decide where He is leading me and I rest in Him. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lord wants Me to Face Mountain

7 Years, I have seated and waited upon the Lord for 7 years since July 2007. Where the bible study in NCC stopped for me to start my Journey walking with Him with the bible. Yes, it's verse by verse walking all these years, in reading, in meditating, in joy with fellowship with the Lord! Praise Jesus!!!

This week is ending and the New Beginning is starting. Christmas is round the corner and the news announced to me by ex is by hook by crook, he is shifting me out of the house. He is ready to transfer my Name out of this house and HDB, our public Housing Development Board has welcomed him yesterday to start the process!!!

Lord wanted me to face him and face his shifting me to my mum place. He had foreseen that I will not be blessed and everyone knows that I should go to mum place. He even commented that if I had could buy a new place, the documentation and legal thing that I have to go through, I won't be able to make it in 1 week!!!

Am I fearful? To a certain degree, I am. As Lord has all these years proclaimed that His Blessing is here but 7.5 years had gone by and yet to see...and Father Abraham waited till he was hundred years old before Lord blessed him Isaac. They have both husband and wife stood in faith, power of 2 as the bible said, when 2 or more stand in believe, Jesus is in the mid. I am alone!

Even though I am fearful, I know Lord has been Faithful to me in other areas of trusting especially in keeping me and my mum alive. Praise Jesus!!! I know Abba Father has proclaimed He is billions and billions times better that our earthly father!!! Have I seen or heard Him building lots of building and even city for people? Yes, in Heaven....through others testimony!!!

At this point, I am wondering how am I to enjoy my Christmas celebration of Jesus on Sunday. My heart is bouncing a lot faster than usual. Next week is Christmas week, whether I end the year in tears or jumping with joy will depends if Lord supported me and bring His Commanded Blessing through.

I believe He will, after all, He is willing as the bible says and He has proclaimed for so many years. Why come to me when I was a young Christian to ask what I want and now, I want and I need!!! Surely, He will not fail me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Boy with Foul Mouth

Lord had let me recalled the miracle of this boy with Foul Mouth that Su told me about, that Ps Lian shared twice in church.

At that time when the boy, let call him, J, came to church, the Children ministry rejected him and put him in Faith Kidz. At that time Faith Kidz was not with Children ministry but a standalone, set up by someone with anointed skilled given by the Lord to take care of Autistic Spectrum Disorder (ASD) kids. Su, and mums with ASD kids were serving in this ministry at that time! Su was the only one without the skill to handle ASD kids, but she has Jesus!!!

J had such a Foul Mouth that he was so proud of it as No teachers could take his Foul language at them, each of them shifted away! In order not to contaminate the rest of the kids, they put him at Faith Kidz even though he did not have any of such sickness.

In Faith Kidz, J went to each of the teachers and spoke full of Foulness to them that each of the teachers could not handle him. As usual, he came to Su too!!!

Haha.....when evil met Su, Lord in Su raised up to handle him. He was so proud that no teachers could handle him!!! Su told him, speaking Foul language is from the devil, he who spoke Foulness was child of darkness.

Su told him that Jesus had defeated the devil at the Cross! Jesus is the real Hero and devil is the loser. Su told J that if you want to be with the looser, what is there to be proud about? Su asked him if he want to be a child of devil or a child of GOD!!!

Haha...this got into J and his heart repented from the foulness. He became a help in the Faith Kidz! He operated the play recorder for the worship session!!! There were so much miracle in that ministry that it was report in the Rock magazine.

But through some rotation, or what not, Faith Kidz was taken over by teachers who know nuts about ASD and the anointed teachers and Su, all left the ministry and Faith Kidz was absorbed into Children Ministry.

There was so much Grace on Su when she served as she trusted the Lord to come in her and come through her to serve. The leaders could see Lord was with her that even in the current ministry she served, she was with so much favour. Now that they have shifted her to MBS, let the ministry of MBS be blessed. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I don't know why, such a Grace Church but not many trusted the Lord much. A lot even though they could say praise the Lord, but a lot rely on self to do all that they could. That is why Lord could not flow through many but I taught Su to trust the Lord when she served that even the hardest ASD case, Lord give her wisdom to handle the kid and he was happy.

If all teachers, servers could trust the Lord much, then the whole church will flow in the fullness of the Abundance of Grace that came through Su and me. But there is nothing to boast about as it is the Lord.

We just trust whatever place that He lead us to, it's His Purpose to pour Grace into that place!!! So, Su just follow the Lord and agreed to go to MBS. Surely it is good. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Called Upon

If one read the book of Jonah, one would realise if Lord really called upon you, there is no way to reject Him at all!!! This post I am going to write about how I was being called.

In the start of the journey, Lord blessed me with a black leather bible and this is His first indication for me to walk with Him. As I listened to Ps Prince sermon, I heard about reading the book of Psalm but I didn't start reading. So, Lord got Prince to preach about it again. But I still didn't read. Finally, He sent 2 angels to my care group and highlighted Psalm 47 to me.

He even get an Anglican Christian to buy a flowery and with purple wording study bible, for me to begin the journey with Him. As there were other distraction in my life, Lord shut the door to all of them so that I could concentrate on Him.

He allows virus to come upon my computer but ex was able to restore my computer within a day. He then sent another virus through my previous care leader wife a virtual Christmas card that carried a zero sector virus that completely shut down my computer fully.

As I was busy going to church, He also shut down the bible study so that I could calm down to fellowship with Him.

When all the doors of temptation was shut, I have no choice but to obey Him and start my journey with The Word. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Day and night, I finished reading the bible and meditated every verse in it. In the midst of all these reading, He also send people for me to minister to. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

He had opened door for me to be tested by the devil, many many times more. All these was to see my faithfulness in Him. He leads me through many that I could not count anymore as there were too many to count.

At each stage of the test, when I went through it and clear it, another new level of test came. This goes on and on till today and it's yet to end. I know the time is near and I shall not be bother by it for once the test is over, Lord will surely shut the door for me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

All is His Grace, I just flow with Him. There is no glory in me and all Grace is from Him. Surely, the day of Glory will be here and even when I am glorified, it's still no glory to me, but He who is coming in me and thru me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Till this day, I could not know why I am chosen. I am just glad that He is with me. Without Him, how shall I live? With Him, I have abundance of life!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! Surely, I am glad and I am happy. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

At The Cross Road

Suddenly, time seem to slip past and now, I am at the mid of the month, at a cross road that I wonder where will I go. I thank You, Lord Jesus, You at the Cross had paid a High Price to redeem me from this cross road. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

With just 2.5 weeks left before I should be out, ex told me that if I don't shift by then, he will make sure I am out of this house, whatever I do outside the gate, he don't care!!! This is the coldness of him, not just want the whole of this house, but he is also eying all that was mine. In his wary eyes, I could see his intention to claim mine as his!!!

10 or more years ago, when he sought his University site to check for his ex-gf where about, I should have take the clue from that. How would a girl totally disappeared from his contact. It is when I experience the end of the relationship with him that I realised how cold blooded he is.

From the outlook of things, it might seem his good will to let me stay for 4 years here, but the truth is he is trying to kill me with the spiritual attack and had hoped that to get any money that I might have! That's how greedy he is. He uses money to tempt girls but at the same time, end of the path, he wants to claim everything and even more out of that relationship!!!

I thank You Jesus, at the Cross, everything from Him to me is DONE. I just have to believe to get it to me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Life at this point is at the worst of worst. But Jesus Light usually shines the brightest in the dark hour of our life. Ex even told me to give up waiting for deliverance, just pack and go....

All my siblings know that I have to shift out, but none offer any help. I am alone with Jesus. That's all I have!!!

When nothing seem to work, Only Jesus can and He is willing. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Choice

Ruth 1:16 -17
'And Ruth said, "Do not plead with me to leave you or to return from following after you,
 for wherever you go, I shall go.
And wherever you lodge, I shall lodge.
Your people are my people,
and your God is my God.
Where you die, I shall die and there shall I be buried:
the LORD do so to me, more also, if anything but death part you and me."

Today Lord opened my eyes to understand this 2 verses. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

When we are down and out and emptiness, this is a stage that one could choose something to do that might affects their life forever!!!

Look at Ruth, the future is bleak, husband dead and left with a mother-in-law to take care of. What was her choice? The money on them had run out too!!!

In each of our daily lives, there is always a chance when you have to make a drastic choice to save your skin, so to speak. At that moment of time, how are you going to save yourself for that situation will affects you tremendously.

For Ruth, she chose to stay in the Faith of Naomi's God!!! She chose to take care of her mother-in-law and left her country and followed her to her home country. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The bible said that we are to honour our parents. When we honour, our life is blessed and we will live long life. On the opposite end, whatever prayer will not be heard and the life is shortened.

Ruth honoured her mother-in-law and her life was greatly blessed that she became the wife of the Richest man, Boaz, her family kinsman redeemer and the linkage of her is linked to Jesus. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Word of Christ is the Truth and His Finished Work at the Cross is a Completed job for all mankind! Do you look to Him, Lord Jesus Christ, at the Cross for your deliverance or you tried to find a way out no matter the cost to you and to others???

In Emptiness, in Fear, in Awkward moment of life, who do you turn to for your deliverance? Do you by self, tried to do something to get yourself out of the situation or do you look to THE LORD and see His Finished Work for your deliverance? This is what the Lord lead us to, to see our faithfulness in Him!!!!!

Su and many others for years have been advising me to fight for the share of this house. When money running out, and my next place of rest is bleak, this is what they said I should do. My siblings were also advising me to go find a work for survival sake.

Don't misunderstand me, I have my calling and this is the work I am going for. I am not being lazy and doing nothing. I am spending my time with the Lord!!!

Bleak as it is, even with time running out on me, what should I do?

You can call me stubborn or even stupid. But my trust is in THE LORD!!! If His Mighty Lord's Hand could not deliver me, who can? Even my mum house is not the answer and none of my siblings will take me in for sure!!!

But you see, at such a situation, what else could I do? I am doing the easiest and at the same time, the hardest!!! That means doing nothing in the natural but lay my trust in the Lord and continue to fellowship with Him!!! Rest is Holy Spirit directed Activities!!!

I do not want to fight my way out as it involves stress. We are to rest in the Lord and Lord has told us not to pick up trouble nor be afraid!!!

I hope this will help in your walk with the Lord!!! I finally understand where He is leading me to the ultimate test of faithfulness when things are bleak!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

 This is not a post of laziness, but a post of leaning to the Holy Spirit and let Him lead where one should go. This is the result of looking to the Lord for 7 years and He continue to lead me step by step!!! This involves in believing in the Lord, all His Finished Work, and walk with Him daily!!!

I did not stop work to start these, but was led to walk this path from the job of a housewife till now fully dwell with Him. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Testing

I thought these 5 years of testing by the devil, I thought that is enough of test. Today, my seat in church was cursed too. I tried to book and release the seat a few times. But the weird thing is I always got back the same seat!!! This has never happen for me before. I sensed something weird happening and today in church, yes, strong curse came to me for the whole service when I was sat on it and even after I left. Praise the Lord that He finally cleared me.

Lord as me to go for the healing service provided by church. I saw a certain pastor there and saw him prayed with detailed sincere prayer for 2 ladies. But when I approached him, it was unfriendly and I could sensed a different spirit when he talked to me. I wasn't much better but only temporally relieved. Lord just want me to understand them better. I saw what I should see. Glory to Jesus!!!

 Abba let me go through different layers of church to test and see how each of them is serving Him. He wants me to be well aware of who they are before the Great Day of His Return. As being low is easier to see the real heart of a person that when one is exalted. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am at the last few weeks here in this house. I could see my mum house is not a choice for me at all. Only way out is waiting for the Promise that was given to me by the Lord!

As Christmas is approaching, I do hope He present His Gift to me soon. As ex has plan to chase me out if necessary. Whether I am shifted out peacefully or being chased out. It all depends if Lord, who is Faithful and who said that He is a better Father than human father, bring me to His Blessed Land. I am looking forward to the Promise Abba Father has promised to father Abraham and his descendants.

Lord, I know You will not leave me to be shame!!! Your Bible verse says so and it shall be so in the Name of Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!

Abba, whoever that let mum and me and my family tree suffers, I pray that You show them Your Love so that they can know the Peace that surpass all understanding and Your Grace and Mercy that are so rich that if they access Jesus, they need not guard their back but look to the Favour of God to bless them. I pray in Jesus Name!!! Amen Amen!!!

Abba, I submit my life, my mum's life and Jc's life to You for You to exalt for Jesus sake!!! We will not fight our way through but we let Your God's Favour fall into the eyes of the beholder and we let You shine us in whatsoever way so that it's nothing about us, but the Name of Jesus be glorified. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Jesus Coming

Being the body Jesus used to come through for His 2nd coming back, I didn't know it would be so tough. I was an ignorance woman. I used to have a hack care attitude. I just bother about my life and that's it!!!

But, of all People in this world, Lord focused His Eyes on me and trained me from 7 years. From letting go of my pride to letting go of my self value to trust everything to Him, I didn't know this path is not that easy to walk!!!

This is not a physical battle I am dealing with. But, in the process of knowing what is being all the things unseen, I saw the evilness that controlled many. Are they glad of what Jesus is coming back and His Salvation? No, they rather He not be back to spoil their plan.

I do not know this position that Lord is rising me, one small woman that prefers to stay home than deal with the world, to move out of home to get out to see the world!!!

When I was small, I see good in many things. I see good in leaders and I see good in church when I first encountered Grace and thought everyone is so gracious.

That's why I asked Lord why need to rise me? Just pick any one in the top leader in the church to do His Work would be good. Why come for me??? Lord told me not all are rise by Him. I used to wonder how to see that.

From what I encountered lately, even church also could let the world in to do their evilness on me, is what I never could imagine about. To the extend even service onto Lord usher were also affected. I really cannot fathom!!!

Don't all of you talk to the Lord and know what He is doing in this End Time? Are you all not close to the Lord? What He is doing you all no clue and just because the world said so, you follow???

Didn't the bible said we are in this world but not of this world? Why bother to walk according to the world instead of according to the Lord? Who is Lord in your life?

No wonder Lord trained me from young to be a loner, His Work is not easy. Friends betrayed me, I understand, husband betrayed me, I understand. But sis, one who flow the same blood betrayed me, I really don't know what more to say. I understand where she came from but I still don't understand.

This Door that I need to walk through only Lord could open. There is no way I could due to the big tide that is against me. Lord raise me up to face the giants! I who don't bother about power nor might, Lord placed me so high up to face the giants. I know it's Satan who is behind and I don't blame those used by him.

I guess this position that I am to sit, is of great scare to them that he has to get whatever possible to come against me. Whatever that can prevent Jesus from rising, he used for his purpose.

I know Lord Grace is stronger and His Finished Work and His Blood has washed them from the right to stand before God in Heaven. This time, he will be bound in Hell for a period of time till the tribulation time. Glory Glory!!!

I know Lord will keep me alive for His Purpose. I prayed many times to go to Him but He just refused to allow this prayer through. He wants me to stay alive for His Purpose!!! Just like Paul, no matter what, as long as He needs him, He kept him alive!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I could feel the strong resistance and as such, it must be the time is near. I give Glory to His Return to save man kind. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Man of GOD

I am sadden when in these last days, to hear other man of God, like Perry Stone and Sid Roth come together to condemn the finished work of Christ! They said as if Upholding Jesus for all He had done is not enough, there is a moral law for man to handle!!!

How can they said those who preached about Jesus, discard the Old Testament and the Book of Revelation!!! In their ignorance, they spoke such lies and they are so ignorance that they did not know that Ps Prince preached from the Old and even from Revelation!!!

Through Christ, Holy Spirit leads us to walk upright to His Calling and when we believe in Him, Right Believing leads to Right Behaviour!!!

Probably, they have not walk that close to Lord to realise what He could do!!! I was proud years ago and when I asked Him if I was proud, how am I to do His Work?? Lord led me through a situation that after that, the pride was gone.

I didn't know I have this self pride that never bow down to man and Lord led me through another test that I had to give up all of my self value to be ready to be a 'prostitute' that Lord said I passed the test and this self valuation, also a form of pride was gone.

By Grace, Lord leads me to walk closely to Him and lead me to know His Time table. It is not as what they tried to find from the bible but with Holy Ghost as the tutor, no guessing work is needed. What I need is just to spend quiet time with Him daily that He disclosed His Plan to me.

I need not do any guess work and even the 1000s year reign I know, as He raise me up for this very purpose!!! They can talk all they want but like Noah, who was given the task to build the ark, he knew the time table of the Lord!!!

Why Lord make it so easy for us to walk closely? Without this, how is He able to use us for His Purpose sake??? But I not glory to what I have done. I know it's His Grace that had given me great Faith to know All that He said is real!!! I just let Him do all that He wants through me!!!

When I trust Him much, even church prosecuting me but Lord showed His Glory in me and through me for Ps Prince to realise, I am raise by Him and not to walk the way of the devil to prosecute me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I know them who do behind the scene, even Jc going to the doctor or me going to the dentist, they interfered to make wrong administration. Well, Lord is looking to all that they are doing, He always give me an inner knowing of their evilness!!! I pray to Lord to have mercy on them in His Judgement in what they had committed.

Lucifer though Abba Father had no idea of his plan to over thrown Him. But actual fact is Lord is waiting to see which angels go to him and which angels is still faithful to Him. On due time, a 1/3 of the angelic forces was cast down from heaven for coming against God the Father!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Now the Son of God, Jesus Christ is returning, they put evil thoughts in the one that could carry out his plan to stop Jesus manifestation. But Lord would not take no from him. Jesus death on the Cross and His Resurrection to sit on the right side of God the Father, shows us His Work is completed successfully and no evilness could come against Him!!!

If those who tried to conquer Israel but each time they tried, they lost big time and even their land, how would Lord not help me in this small island state!!! He will not allow anyone to disrupt His Plan and He has a way with them. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

The innocent blood of many is crying to Him and He heard them. In due time, it shall be seen. I am just a mere woman and my part is to rest and see Him bring everything to Past. I am not one who likes to make enemy that even ex who till now still bringing curses into this home, I forgive him. He thought that I don't know what he is doing, but I know it all. It's a matter if I want to make a fuss or not!!! But I have forgiven him and even giving him this apartment even though I still no clue where I am heading next!!!

Can I afford a lawyer to fight my case to get half of what I deserved? Yes, I have the ability, but I am not doing it!!! I took that as a back pay for all these years he had spent on me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I pray that all these men of God, opened their eyes to know Jesus intimately and come to realise without Him, how are they able to walk morally? How is one able to see a woman and not commit sin? Talk about moral when they in their ignorance, don't know man couldn't!!!

 Are they as proud as those ancient children of God, who boasted of their ability to do whatsoever the Lord God commanded. In the end, they built a Golden Calf to worship and thus, broke the 1st law of should not have other god!!! When one boast in their ability, this law strengthened sin as the bible said!!! But they are still blinded in their eyes!!! I pray to Abba Father to forgive their ignorance!!!

At this end time, we all should meditate and talk to Lord to know each of our destiny in Him!!! It's not by power, not by strength, but by His Spirit!!! I Glorified Lord for leading me closely and revealed so much to me. I am honoured to be called by You! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Not so Grace Church

I, a Child of the God Most High, one who grow up in a Grace Church, I was previously asking Lord, church have so many pastors, why He need to rise me to fill His Role! Lord replied me then was not all was called by Him!!!

I was prosecuted in supermarket, in food court, with people tracing me wherever I go and to check my movement, what I eat, what I don't eat. The least I would expect would be my church prosecuting me.

While in church, I sms Su to check where she is. I was shocked she was moved from serving at Star Children Ministry to MBS. I was at MBS last week, and I know the halls of service was greatly reduced. Hall 2 which was previously next to Hall 1 was right at the end of the long hall way!!!

Usually, when I got not so favourable seat, at seat released time, I would go for a better seat. Today, I got warned that I am not supposed to anyhow go!!!

At sermon time, I was wondering why every time, when Ps Prince turn this end, his eyes and emotion would be not happy and yet he kept took quite a few times looking into my direction and at one time, our eyes did meet. He looked at front or to his other side mainly and hardly turn this side.

But when he came down the stage for the after sermon performance, and then got up for the final prayer before releasing us, he said Jesus 2nd coming is near and our body will be renewed. I was wondering is it Lord revealed to him. He rushed in after the prayer, which is another out of normal action.

I just meditated and Lord revealed they are prosecuting me, my sis and so on. I was shocked even a Grace Church in whom the other pastors claimed that Ps Prince walked in Grace always, I who did nothing wrong, my sis who did nothing wrong, was being prosecuted!!!!

No wonder Lord has to rise me and not use anyone of those pastors in church!!! They are not walking in Grace of Jesus if I can be prosecuted for nothingness!!!

Anyway, as I am a Jew in my blood, whoever prosecute me, Lord will settle for me. I need not be angry at all. Even countries who prosecuted the Jews, all their might become nothing.

The sun who never set in Great Britain lost all their colonies when they treated the Jews badly. Roman empire become just a nobody now. Even USA, who previously had strong army power, now is greatly in debts and the natural disasters still fall on the leader's hometown.

They who prosecute me, Lord told me whatever they invest, they will lost. Lord is on my side even though I didn't know who they are previously. Man against God, who will win? If He wants to keep me alive, who is that who say no?

His Grace is still here and as such there is a delayed in punishment on the prosecutor!!! But, He, who is Mighty, look at the heart of man and their movement He knows. The Sun who never set, did set. US who was mighty, was in great debts now. Prosecuting me who is nothingness, are you God Almighty? I rest my case!!!