Recently, one of those nights that I was surfing around, hoping from New Creation website to the Zone, then I went to search the Zone facebook and also landed in one facebook site, where this owner posted a few youtube movies of man being caned in the Malaysian prison.
As I looked, I saw the pink fresh, turn slowly from pink to brown then the skin slowly opened up and finally, the bloodly inner layers was opened and bleeding happened as each stroke of cane hit on that strapped up naked body.
I saw the skin shook in vibrated contraction at each painful stroke, I saw a man comforted the person being caned before the next stroke was ministered. His hand was curfed so that he could not move. The thick layers of protection over his body exposed only the bum to be beaten.
As I looked, I could imagined much worst my Lord Jesus suffered for me. For Him, He let go of His Godly Power to become a Man, to suffer the hardship of life before finally being delivered for this final act of Redeemption for me!
He was not only being caned, they used those metal chain with hooks to plough His Body. Each stroke opened His fresh to expose the bones. His body was minced beyond recognition. He was badly striped. At each stroke, all our sins, all our shames, all our unlawfulness, all our injures and pain, all the generations curse, all forms of destructions, all forms of sicknesses and all that we need, are all supplied through that Cross of Jesus Christ! Glory Glory!
I dared not watch that canning after the skin turned blue black. But today at Church, Lord leads me to the full revelation of the pains and suffering that He had gone through for me and for you! Yes, it was beyond understanding, how He could withstood it all. That man just had his bum caned a lot lesser, yet, he shuddered in much pain. I could not fathorm how my Lord Jesus could go through the most sever form of punishment for a sin He did not do and still abled to carry the heavy Cross to be cruxified!
Yes, we mere human cannot understand what Lord Jesus at the Cross had done, there is no way we could understand what He had painfully planned this, so that we need not suffer the curse of the Law, we need not be helpless in our despair! Glory Glory to the Great Plan of Abba Father! Glory Glory to Jesus Christ obeying His Father, loving the Father and loving us, the human! Glory Glory to Holy Spirit that witnessed it all and come to assure us of Jesus Christ Completed Work at the Cross!
It pained me so much to see Lord suffered so much for me, but even my tears meant nothing in the Greatness of His Offering, the Lamb of God, My Great Offering! Nothing else is needed. It takes a whole life to learn of His Goodness and yet, still a lot to be known. That's how Great He had paid the Price to redeem us fully! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, November 28, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
The Wisdom of God
Sunday, as I was riding the train home, I saw a Caucasian trying to court a innocent girl, she was listening to whatever he had to say about things. As I was looking, I was envying, but this envy turns to negative thoughts in the after event.
You see, courtship is about man trying to sell their good points to the girl and also vice versa. If a man is smart, have lots of experience, and his heart is not sincere, he will know which kind of girls to court and who is unlikely to give him lots of trouble after getting her. This is how ex is operating. The wisdom of God let me see clearly about it. After getting me, now divorced, he would always called me idiot, stupid!
Yes, without the wisdom of God, I believe in his lies, but with the wisdom of God, I see his lies clearly. From the girls he went after, I could see the traits he is going after! The girl rejoiced, but I pitied her. It just mean she is a easy prey, not that she got a prized game.
After the hunting and the satisfaction, it would mean how long she believe in the lies and remain his victim! I am glad that Lord leads me to see this clearly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! I told ex the anology on Sunday and now his tone is bad again. Haha...
There are many wolves out there, sometime, it is hard to know what's the mind of the other person. But with Lord, He will be able to lead me to walk in His Righteous Path and surely, all things will turn out good! Glory to a Father that wants to bless me excessively, abundantly, above all that I ask or think! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord let me see what He is doing in my life after He blessed me the cute miracle. Even for Jc, I don't how to change her focus on play and afraid to study heart. But with Lord, He leads me to see how to lead her to see light in her wrong focus. She is now walking out the path of Righteousness as the Lord leads! Glory Glory! It's uncomfortable, I know, but once she get used to it, she will like her real nature, I am confident of it, as it is the work of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I cried many times to Him to come through me to be the parent, as I am at my wit-end after all the trying. She rejected all the help! When man cannot, God can! Jesus is I M Possible! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The timming is just about right too. Previously, Jc was in her blurness that whatever I said, she could not understood. But with the alertness that Lord blessed her this year, she is seeing her flaws and with each pointing out and pointing to the solution, she is finally walking it out. Glory to Lord's Wisdom! Hallelujah!
I have been wanting to know how the hainanese cook their pork chop. Recently, mum wanted eldest sister to borrow Mrs Lee's cookbook. Initial glancing through, I do not find it interesting, but on 2nd and 3rd look into the recipes, finally Lord is leading me to see light in all the recipes I have wanted. I have just placed an order for 2 of her cookbooks. Glory Glory! When Lord opens my eyes to see, then I realise it's the recipes that I am looking for all these while...Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
It's good to walk closely to Lord. Mum said I am like an innocent child, but as I give my whole being to Lord as a sacrifice offering, He blesses me greatly. Whatever I want to know, He let me know. He is my Wisdom that I shall not lack! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In the natural, I could not understand man and know his heart. If he is sincere or not, but as Lord leads, everything becomes clear! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! What I don't understand is why ex said he loves Jc a lot, yet, come to her year end books and uniforms purchase, he is not willing to do it!
He don't mind giving the money, but he does not want to go through the hassle and the trouble, not even for his kid! That is the loneliness I encountered with him in all these years! He don't mind giving the money, but all troubles and problems or the work involved, I handled single-handledly.
Lord is Good and Caring, He is a Good Father! He sees all these and tells me that I don't know what is true love. Then He leads me out of this marriage and then let me sees his ugliness part by part! This is to prevent me from going back to him when he sees that I am attractive for him again. Glory to Jesus!
I appreciated Abba Father hardwork! He shows me He is a very caring Daddy! He loves me so much that He doesn't want me to be harm again. I might be innocent but I have a Great Daddy! Amen Amen!
You see, courtship is about man trying to sell their good points to the girl and also vice versa. If a man is smart, have lots of experience, and his heart is not sincere, he will know which kind of girls to court and who is unlikely to give him lots of trouble after getting her. This is how ex is operating. The wisdom of God let me see clearly about it. After getting me, now divorced, he would always called me idiot, stupid!
Yes, without the wisdom of God, I believe in his lies, but with the wisdom of God, I see his lies clearly. From the girls he went after, I could see the traits he is going after! The girl rejoiced, but I pitied her. It just mean she is a easy prey, not that she got a prized game.
After the hunting and the satisfaction, it would mean how long she believe in the lies and remain his victim! I am glad that Lord leads me to see this clearly! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! I told ex the anology on Sunday and now his tone is bad again. Haha...
There are many wolves out there, sometime, it is hard to know what's the mind of the other person. But with Lord, He will be able to lead me to walk in His Righteous Path and surely, all things will turn out good! Glory to a Father that wants to bless me excessively, abundantly, above all that I ask or think! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord let me see what He is doing in my life after He blessed me the cute miracle. Even for Jc, I don't how to change her focus on play and afraid to study heart. But with Lord, He leads me to see how to lead her to see light in her wrong focus. She is now walking out the path of Righteousness as the Lord leads! Glory Glory! It's uncomfortable, I know, but once she get used to it, she will like her real nature, I am confident of it, as it is the work of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I cried many times to Him to come through me to be the parent, as I am at my wit-end after all the trying. She rejected all the help! When man cannot, God can! Jesus is I M Possible! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The timming is just about right too. Previously, Jc was in her blurness that whatever I said, she could not understood. But with the alertness that Lord blessed her this year, she is seeing her flaws and with each pointing out and pointing to the solution, she is finally walking it out. Glory to Lord's Wisdom! Hallelujah!
I have been wanting to know how the hainanese cook their pork chop. Recently, mum wanted eldest sister to borrow Mrs Lee's cookbook. Initial glancing through, I do not find it interesting, but on 2nd and 3rd look into the recipes, finally Lord is leading me to see light in all the recipes I have wanted. I have just placed an order for 2 of her cookbooks. Glory Glory! When Lord opens my eyes to see, then I realise it's the recipes that I am looking for all these while...Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
It's good to walk closely to Lord. Mum said I am like an innocent child, but as I give my whole being to Lord as a sacrifice offering, He blesses me greatly. Whatever I want to know, He let me know. He is my Wisdom that I shall not lack! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In the natural, I could not understand man and know his heart. If he is sincere or not, but as Lord leads, everything becomes clear! Hallelujah! Amen Amen! What I don't understand is why ex said he loves Jc a lot, yet, come to her year end books and uniforms purchase, he is not willing to do it!
He don't mind giving the money, but he does not want to go through the hassle and the trouble, not even for his kid! That is the loneliness I encountered with him in all these years! He don't mind giving the money, but all troubles and problems or the work involved, I handled single-handledly.
Lord is Good and Caring, He is a Good Father! He sees all these and tells me that I don't know what is true love. Then He leads me out of this marriage and then let me sees his ugliness part by part! This is to prevent me from going back to him when he sees that I am attractive for him again. Glory to Jesus!
I appreciated Abba Father hardwork! He shows me He is a very caring Daddy! He loves me so much that He doesn't want me to be harm again. I might be innocent but I have a Great Daddy! Amen Amen!
Thursday, November 17, 2011
The God of Possible
Recently I receive cute blessings from the Lord that I like to share with you.
Ever since I walked closely with Jesus, Lord had instructed me to take Holy Communion daily. This is to resist the curse of the world. And very recently, I received an understanding that whatever you proclaim while taking Holy Comm, Lord have to bring it to past surely! Glory Glory!
Sunday evening, I had to go for my cousin's daughter's wedding dinner with mum. It was her sister's son's daughter. Glory Glory! As she booked her restaurant in the city, and I know the business district would be dead quiet on Sunday and hard to get a cab if I didn't book a cab!
But, I did not like to waste money booking a cab! Saturday evening, I took my Holy Comm. I prayed to Lord, to send a cab to us when we get down from that restaurant, which is on the 6th floor.
Last Sunday, I was tired. Beside slept late, eldest sister sent a message to me while I was in church to buy some titbits for her in Suntec Hall 4 food exhibition. It was raining heavily after church! Since Marina Square Mall and Suntec exhibition convention was connected by a bridge, I decided to go ahead and helped her since she had been helping me to buy things too.
There were many events that Sunday and Suntec Hall 4 is not just 1 hall, there were 6 if I am not wrong. Sis didn't know the exact location, so I had to ask around that packed place. I saw a chinese couple resting nearby and asked them. The man pointed me to end of the hallway and also to the 3rd floor. I walked through the crowds and saw someone carrying some food item and checked with them the location.
When I reached the hall, I could not see the stall on the map of the layout of the food and electrical appliances exhibits. In the end, I decided to walk in row by row to check. By the time I reached home, it was just an hour before I had to go for that dinner.
Originally I wanted to take the train there, but Lord told me to take cab instead. So I prayed to Lord, 'Lord, if You really want me to take cab there, stop the rain and send a cab just as we walk to the main road. You know mum and I walk rather slow, so, only when we are at the road, bring the cab to us, I don't want to rush for the cab! In Jesus Name, Amen!'
Haha...as we walked to the main road, I saw a cab at the traffic light junction. It was red light. As we reached the road, the cab arrived in time. Glory Glory!
I had this believe that the cab to return will be from someone that took a cab to the business district, the Lau Pa Saut, food court. As the last item on the dinner was served, I saw the bride and bridegroom and their parents waiting at the exit.
Usually, people will start departing from the last food item or sometime, people depart even before the last desserts. But surprisingly, all the guests were sitting, it was like we in another atmosphere! Glory Glory!
I told my relatives that 'we could go now', they remarked that 'nobody left yet'. I told them the new couple and their parents were at the door waiting. From the most inner part of the hall, we walked out as if noone else saw and we had the lift to ourselves. As my relatives had own transport, mum and me were alone when we reached the 1st floor.
I told mum that we need to cross the road to wait at the taxi stand. Glory to Jesus! As we were just there, 2 taxis came, one drove off and the other had a passenger that alighted at that taxi stand with a big box containing his new flat TV, probably he just came from the last minutes purchase before the exhibits ended. Glory Glory!
As the taxi was driving off, I saw the sign to the ECP expressway that connect to my KPE express way on the left. The taxi driver actually wanted to move ahead but on my instruction, moved towards the left and head towards the expressway.
There are two exits to my town. The taxi driver wanted to go for the further one but I instructed him again where to exit. In the end, he asked me if I know driving...haha....I guess he wanted to take us to a longer ride but Lord gave me wisdom and led me to see the sign post for the expressway. Praise Jesus!
I hardly go into the city all these years and I am not familiar with that place. But with the wisdom of God, as I obeyed Him to take a cab there, Lord blessed me the wisdom of the expressway location so that I would not be cheated of a longer journey and higher charge. I am glad that each journey cost me less then S$14. I am happy!
It was after everything over that I realise Lord is being Good to me as I hold on to the fact that I am His Beloved Daughter. He stopped the guests so that we need not waited long as there were only 2 lifts down. There were 38 tables, so likely 380 guests were there to take those 2 lifts.
The waiting area could stand around 20 people, if all were to depart around the same time, we would have to wait a long time as we were seated just on the 2nd row from stage, in the inner most!
Lord is so good that He blocked all 37 tables from moving and let my table of relatives went off first! We had a smooth way down the lift and empty street to cross and a cab that came immediately. All Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Ever since I walked closely with Jesus, Lord had instructed me to take Holy Communion daily. This is to resist the curse of the world. And very recently, I received an understanding that whatever you proclaim while taking Holy Comm, Lord have to bring it to past surely! Glory Glory!
Sunday evening, I had to go for my cousin's daughter's wedding dinner with mum. It was her sister's son's daughter. Glory Glory! As she booked her restaurant in the city, and I know the business district would be dead quiet on Sunday and hard to get a cab if I didn't book a cab!
But, I did not like to waste money booking a cab! Saturday evening, I took my Holy Comm. I prayed to Lord, to send a cab to us when we get down from that restaurant, which is on the 6th floor.
Last Sunday, I was tired. Beside slept late, eldest sister sent a message to me while I was in church to buy some titbits for her in Suntec Hall 4 food exhibition. It was raining heavily after church! Since Marina Square Mall and Suntec exhibition convention was connected by a bridge, I decided to go ahead and helped her since she had been helping me to buy things too.
There were many events that Sunday and Suntec Hall 4 is not just 1 hall, there were 6 if I am not wrong. Sis didn't know the exact location, so I had to ask around that packed place. I saw a chinese couple resting nearby and asked them. The man pointed me to end of the hallway and also to the 3rd floor. I walked through the crowds and saw someone carrying some food item and checked with them the location.
When I reached the hall, I could not see the stall on the map of the layout of the food and electrical appliances exhibits. In the end, I decided to walk in row by row to check. By the time I reached home, it was just an hour before I had to go for that dinner.
Originally I wanted to take the train there, but Lord told me to take cab instead. So I prayed to Lord, 'Lord, if You really want me to take cab there, stop the rain and send a cab just as we walk to the main road. You know mum and I walk rather slow, so, only when we are at the road, bring the cab to us, I don't want to rush for the cab! In Jesus Name, Amen!'
Haha...as we walked to the main road, I saw a cab at the traffic light junction. It was red light. As we reached the road, the cab arrived in time. Glory Glory!
I had this believe that the cab to return will be from someone that took a cab to the business district, the Lau Pa Saut, food court. As the last item on the dinner was served, I saw the bride and bridegroom and their parents waiting at the exit.
Usually, people will start departing from the last food item or sometime, people depart even before the last desserts. But surprisingly, all the guests were sitting, it was like we in another atmosphere! Glory Glory!
I told my relatives that 'we could go now', they remarked that 'nobody left yet'. I told them the new couple and their parents were at the door waiting. From the most inner part of the hall, we walked out as if noone else saw and we had the lift to ourselves. As my relatives had own transport, mum and me were alone when we reached the 1st floor.
I told mum that we need to cross the road to wait at the taxi stand. Glory to Jesus! As we were just there, 2 taxis came, one drove off and the other had a passenger that alighted at that taxi stand with a big box containing his new flat TV, probably he just came from the last minutes purchase before the exhibits ended. Glory Glory!
As the taxi was driving off, I saw the sign to the ECP expressway that connect to my KPE express way on the left. The taxi driver actually wanted to move ahead but on my instruction, moved towards the left and head towards the expressway.
There are two exits to my town. The taxi driver wanted to go for the further one but I instructed him again where to exit. In the end, he asked me if I know driving...haha....I guess he wanted to take us to a longer ride but Lord gave me wisdom and led me to see the sign post for the expressway. Praise Jesus!
I hardly go into the city all these years and I am not familiar with that place. But with the wisdom of God, as I obeyed Him to take a cab there, Lord blessed me the wisdom of the expressway location so that I would not be cheated of a longer journey and higher charge. I am glad that each journey cost me less then S$14. I am happy!
It was after everything over that I realise Lord is being Good to me as I hold on to the fact that I am His Beloved Daughter. He stopped the guests so that we need not waited long as there were only 2 lifts down. There were 38 tables, so likely 380 guests were there to take those 2 lifts.
The waiting area could stand around 20 people, if all were to depart around the same time, we would have to wait a long time as we were seated just on the 2nd row from stage, in the inner most!
Lord is so good that He blocked all 37 tables from moving and let my table of relatives went off first! We had a smooth way down the lift and empty street to cross and a cab that came immediately. All Glory to Him! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
The One Way of Jesus
In life, there are many things that can lead us away from Jesus. Life is such that it is imperfect. There is no way we could fully get away from trouble. Even in the nature we could think positive to remain peaceful and happy, but it is still not possible to get that peace. There is surely something for you to worry, concern.
A certain rich ruler boasted to Jesus that he had kept all the demands of the Law. He was so pleased with himself, but when you boasted of self, Jesus will come and say ONE THING you lack! Luke 18:22-23 'When Jesus heard this, he said to him, “You still lack ONE THING. Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come follow me.”
When he heard this, he became very sad, because he was a man of great wealth.' Many a time, when Jesus was being preaching, man looked to what they have and they rejected the goodness of Jesus! But hear what Jesus said!
Luke 19:24-25 'Jesus looked at him and said, “How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God! Indeed, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God,”' When we are in our pride, it is hard for the Grace of Jesus to touch our heart! But this is what Jesus promise to us:
Luke 19:29-30 '”I tell you the truth,” Jesus said to them, “no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children For the Sake of God will fail to receive MANY TIMES as much in this age and in the age to come, eternal life.”' Are we dare to let go of everything to receive this eternal life? Is there many things in your life that are of concern to you? Are you able to do that ONE THING?
In the natural, Martha did what socially correct, but this led to stress and she complained to Lord Jesus! Luke 10:41-42 '”Martha. Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but Only ONE THING is needed, Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.”'
'Luke 10:40 'Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made', but Jesus said the ONE THING Needed is listening to Him! Have you been listening to the revealing about Jesus from Pastor Prince sermons? It was this that got me to listen tentatively to the sermons; many of them each day!
This is what Lord said about after listening His Words:
Luke 6:46-48 '”Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord', and do not do what I say? I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and put them into practise. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on the rock. When flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built.”'
This is what I did, when Lord said don't worry, I cast all worries to Him and remain in His Peace. He is just a prayer away. He always helped me whatever I prayed!
This is what the Lord said about those that is not doer of His Words:
Luke 6:49 '”But the one who hears my words and does not put them into practice is like a man who build a house on the ground without a foundation. The moment the torrent struck that house, it collaped and its destruction was complete.”'
Walking with Jesus is actually pretty easy. The thing to do is to believe! That's what He said in John 6, surely it is not that difficult. As long as you used a sincere heart to hear Him and believe, and walk in His Peace, by casting all worries to Him, as you keep listening to His Words, you will arise in Him that without efforts, He arises in you and you are usable! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
A certain rich ruler boasted to Jesus that he had kept all the demands of the Law. He was so pleased with himself, but when you boasted of self, Jesus will come and say ONE THING you lack! Luke 18:22-23 'When Jesus heard this, he said to him, “You still lack ONE THING. Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come follow me.”
When he heard this, he became very sad, because he was a man of great wealth.' Many a time, when Jesus was being preaching, man looked to what they have and they rejected the goodness of Jesus! But hear what Jesus said!
Luke 19:24-25 'Jesus looked at him and said, “How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God! Indeed, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God,”' When we are in our pride, it is hard for the Grace of Jesus to touch our heart! But this is what Jesus promise to us:
Luke 19:29-30 '”I tell you the truth,” Jesus said to them, “no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children For the Sake of God will fail to receive MANY TIMES as much in this age and in the age to come, eternal life.”' Are we dare to let go of everything to receive this eternal life? Is there many things in your life that are of concern to you? Are you able to do that ONE THING?
In the natural, Martha did what socially correct, but this led to stress and she complained to Lord Jesus! Luke 10:41-42 '”Martha. Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but Only ONE THING is needed, Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.”'
'Luke 10:40 'Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made', but Jesus said the ONE THING Needed is listening to Him! Have you been listening to the revealing about Jesus from Pastor Prince sermons? It was this that got me to listen tentatively to the sermons; many of them each day!
This is what Lord said about after listening His Words:
Luke 6:46-48 '”Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord', and do not do what I say? I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and put them into practise. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on the rock. When flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built.”'
This is what I did, when Lord said don't worry, I cast all worries to Him and remain in His Peace. He is just a prayer away. He always helped me whatever I prayed!
This is what the Lord said about those that is not doer of His Words:
Luke 6:49 '”But the one who hears my words and does not put them into practice is like a man who build a house on the ground without a foundation. The moment the torrent struck that house, it collaped and its destruction was complete.”'
Walking with Jesus is actually pretty easy. The thing to do is to believe! That's what He said in John 6, surely it is not that difficult. As long as you used a sincere heart to hear Him and believe, and walk in His Peace, by casting all worries to Him, as you keep listening to His Words, you will arise in Him that without efforts, He arises in you and you are usable! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, November 11, 2011
The Love of Abba Father
Years ago, when Lord led me to step into New Creation Church, Singapore, I was there to receive blessing for accepting Him. However, I was floored by how good He is. This started my walk in Him and I took every meal that was given to me and applied and believed it fully. As I was an empty sponge in the world of Christ, I soaked up every good in that meal and was so full of this God Love, that even the faith to look to Him was from Christ!
As I ate my meals many times a day, the goodness of God flowed in me fully that even I was not out of my oppression fully, Lord whispered to me to take up driving. 3 years of lack of sleep had made my concentration so poor that when walking down stairs, I needed to hold the rail to prevent falling. That was how bad I was then.
I told Lord, 'Abba Father, you must be joking! How could I learn in such state?'. Lord was patient with me, He slowly removed my night disturb and give me more soundly sleep that by the next year, around April, I was more alert. He prompted me then.
I have a hack care atitude that I never learnt how a car operate. Most time, my part with car was to open the door and sat in and just let it took me to destination. I never bother on road and I never bother about how a car operate. But on His Command, I accepted and started my learning journey.
In each lessons, I have to trust in Lord's wisdom and understanding to learn about the car, how to operate it and how to look at road conditions. Everything was new to me. You see, for things that Lord, the Father wants to bless, He don't mind push me to go pick up the skills. Even in things He wants to bless, He would give me the idea and even in my most comfortable state at home, He made my emotional dislike for that minutes so that I could proclaim that I want that item! Glory Glory!
In His Kingdom, whatever we want, we have to proclaim and believe with want it and we have it. This is why Lord gave me the idea through JC, sis, and even ex, and then He came and get me to proclaim and believe in it. Glory Glory to His Goodness!
I need not go tell Him what I want, just by believing in His Love and all that Christ Jesus had done for me at the Cross, Lord wants to pour lots of blessing onto me and had beem training me up, and leading me to proclaim and believe. Even the open the largeness of heart to receive all that was a form of training by Him! Glory to His Goodness!
Abba is such a Loving God, just by believing all that He is, He wants to pour so much onto me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He is so Good that it is almost unbelieveable. But through the years, He had showed me His manisfestation of Goodness, that I keep on believing in Him!
It is because of His Goodness, that I could give my love and forgiveness to those who come unintentionally to harm me. I know who are those behind them that I know their heart is pure! How can their heart be bad when it was created by the Almighty God Himself! As such, I do not fault them too. Glory Glory to the Goodness that comes through the Finished Work of Christ!
At such a time, I am still receiving training to reach the point where I can get out and be a blessing to others. It is about training and be equipt in the things of God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for loving Your Daughter so much! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
As I ate my meals many times a day, the goodness of God flowed in me fully that even I was not out of my oppression fully, Lord whispered to me to take up driving. 3 years of lack of sleep had made my concentration so poor that when walking down stairs, I needed to hold the rail to prevent falling. That was how bad I was then.
I told Lord, 'Abba Father, you must be joking! How could I learn in such state?'. Lord was patient with me, He slowly removed my night disturb and give me more soundly sleep that by the next year, around April, I was more alert. He prompted me then.
I have a hack care atitude that I never learnt how a car operate. Most time, my part with car was to open the door and sat in and just let it took me to destination. I never bother on road and I never bother about how a car operate. But on His Command, I accepted and started my learning journey.
In each lessons, I have to trust in Lord's wisdom and understanding to learn about the car, how to operate it and how to look at road conditions. Everything was new to me. You see, for things that Lord, the Father wants to bless, He don't mind push me to go pick up the skills. Even in things He wants to bless, He would give me the idea and even in my most comfortable state at home, He made my emotional dislike for that minutes so that I could proclaim that I want that item! Glory Glory!
In His Kingdom, whatever we want, we have to proclaim and believe with want it and we have it. This is why Lord gave me the idea through JC, sis, and even ex, and then He came and get me to proclaim and believe in it. Glory Glory to His Goodness!
I need not go tell Him what I want, just by believing in His Love and all that Christ Jesus had done for me at the Cross, Lord wants to pour lots of blessing onto me and had beem training me up, and leading me to proclaim and believe. Even the open the largeness of heart to receive all that was a form of training by Him! Glory to His Goodness!
Abba is such a Loving God, just by believing all that He is, He wants to pour so much onto me! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He is so Good that it is almost unbelieveable. But through the years, He had showed me His manisfestation of Goodness, that I keep on believing in Him!
It is because of His Goodness, that I could give my love and forgiveness to those who come unintentionally to harm me. I know who are those behind them that I know their heart is pure! How can their heart be bad when it was created by the Almighty God Himself! As such, I do not fault them too. Glory Glory to the Goodness that comes through the Finished Work of Christ!
At such a time, I am still receiving training to reach the point where I can get out and be a blessing to others. It is about training and be equipt in the things of God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for loving Your Daughter so much! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
The Principle of Seed and Harvest
I was just watching TBN and hearing how the owner of TBN sow their precious saving for what Lord blessed them till now, big networks of Christian channels. :P If you recall about my sowing, you will know why I am experiencing the miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish and the miracle of staying at home all these while and have more than enough to spend. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
You know, Lord loves most His Children to believe in what He has done at the Cross and what we have received from Him, His Righteousness of God in Christ! As I was rejoicing in His Goodness, Glory Glory! Even with a stingy heart, He leads me to open up to tithe to Him.
As I was rejoicing in His Grace, He did not reply to me like He replied to the young rich man who boasted that he had followed most of the Law, Jesus told him to sell away his house and all he had and follow Him, but he went away bitter.
Even though I held my saving so tightly, only tithe on the 10% allowance that I received from ex then, Lord loves me so much that He led me to tithe 10% of my saving first. When I was ok with it, looking over the fense to His big field of supply, He then had me to tithe the remaining 40%. The other 50%, through blessing others, own expenditure etc, come to a nice zero! Haha....Praise Jesus!
You know when this happen? Just as I was stepping into divorce. What a time was it?! But Lord never failed me. From Zero to a couple of hundreds to now 10s of thousands, and the miracle of the amount remain still, it's about giving Lord what most precious to self. Yes, I tithed the wedding ring too, even though I like the design a lot!
No one can comprehend how I survive till now, without working, still can pay for big items of things that is needed. And, it's from a zero saving grow till now comfortable level of living. Glory Glory! The best is yet to come, this just the temporary measure! Lord is always faithful. My trees are still growing all these years. Hallelujah!
Shared by the owner of TBN, have to continuingly remain faithful to Lord, always walk with Him. As I walk daily with Him, He is shaping me to reach that final destiny, the place of abundance and power and status! All these need a stable heart to receive so that pride will not be in the way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I hold on to the promise, I know Lord is faithful and He shall fulfill it. I am not expecting any lesser as I know He is a abundantly blessed God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, as I move in Your Teaching and walk in Your Faith, I thank You that I received the blessing of Abraham and I am heir of the world! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
You know, Lord loves most His Children to believe in what He has done at the Cross and what we have received from Him, His Righteousness of God in Christ! As I was rejoicing in His Goodness, Glory Glory! Even with a stingy heart, He leads me to open up to tithe to Him.
As I was rejoicing in His Grace, He did not reply to me like He replied to the young rich man who boasted that he had followed most of the Law, Jesus told him to sell away his house and all he had and follow Him, but he went away bitter.
Even though I held my saving so tightly, only tithe on the 10% allowance that I received from ex then, Lord loves me so much that He led me to tithe 10% of my saving first. When I was ok with it, looking over the fense to His big field of supply, He then had me to tithe the remaining 40%. The other 50%, through blessing others, own expenditure etc, come to a nice zero! Haha....Praise Jesus!
You know when this happen? Just as I was stepping into divorce. What a time was it?! But Lord never failed me. From Zero to a couple of hundreds to now 10s of thousands, and the miracle of the amount remain still, it's about giving Lord what most precious to self. Yes, I tithed the wedding ring too, even though I like the design a lot!
No one can comprehend how I survive till now, without working, still can pay for big items of things that is needed. And, it's from a zero saving grow till now comfortable level of living. Glory Glory! The best is yet to come, this just the temporary measure! Lord is always faithful. My trees are still growing all these years. Hallelujah!
Shared by the owner of TBN, have to continuingly remain faithful to Lord, always walk with Him. As I walk daily with Him, He is shaping me to reach that final destiny, the place of abundance and power and status! All these need a stable heart to receive so that pride will not be in the way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I hold on to the promise, I know Lord is faithful and He shall fulfill it. I am not expecting any lesser as I know He is a abundantly blessed God! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, as I move in Your Teaching and walk in Your Faith, I thank You that I received the blessing of Abraham and I am heir of the world! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The Truth of God's Word
Everytime in church, Pastor Prince would say about he digged into the Greek for New Testaments and Hebrew for Old Testaments to see the root meaning of the words of God or even the tenses.
I am not a language person and I have no keen interest to look into all these. I am wondering how am I going to show the truth to the congregation in future, when Lord rise me up. Glory Glory!
Abba Father knows that I am going to face such that He gets someone, Bill Morford, to be curious about the real meaning of the bible. I watched and heard him this week in Sid Roth website and I even seeked the old archive to listen and to watch. Glory Glory! The finding of the real meaning is more intensity and good. Glory to Jesus!
Lord let him got curious in 1986 and had been learning Hebrew and Greek and take his own footnote of the real meaning. But Lord let him got serious and whenever he told people about the real meaning, Lord told him to get it published. Glory Glory! Sid Roth website is selling his One New Man bible. Glory Glory! Lord let me order a set after watching it. Going to cost me a hole in the pocket but I guess I need it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am so glad that by walking closely with Lord, all that I need or want, He fulfilled it long before I know I have such need. It's amazing that He could prepare all that and then lead me slowly to walk towards it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just like the new man in my life, how would I know I am going to divorce P and I would be going for someone else after that? As I walk with Him, He revealed about Himself part by part to me. He revealed what He want me to become in Him. Such life is well provided, no lack, no worries. Everything is well taken care of in its season. Glory Glory!
After so long, at this stage, Lord is leading me to be alone; even Su also said her believes and mine are different, she requested me not to talk about Jesus to her, then she will come to the family gathering in my house! Even for friends, He also let them moved away, far far away! He said that with the feeling I had established about them with this distanting, when He rise me up, and they run close, I will not accept them. Glory Glory!
Lord knows that I like friends and I like to talk with them. But He created such a stage for my emotionals to get it right! Who would think that this is the best way? Only He knows! He knows it's no point to tell me to keep to myself and my family. But with such senario happening, He knows that I would become auto in obeying Him in the end. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, You are such a caring daddy! You know I could easily get hurt, You toughen me up and get my emotions right. Whatever I could not do, by your simple method, You get me to flow in that way!!! Only You the Almighty God could do. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
You are expert in using time, it shows that You are not controlled by time, but You controlled time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am not a language person and I have no keen interest to look into all these. I am wondering how am I going to show the truth to the congregation in future, when Lord rise me up. Glory Glory!
Abba Father knows that I am going to face such that He gets someone, Bill Morford, to be curious about the real meaning of the bible. I watched and heard him this week in Sid Roth website and I even seeked the old archive to listen and to watch. Glory Glory! The finding of the real meaning is more intensity and good. Glory to Jesus!
Lord let him got curious in 1986 and had been learning Hebrew and Greek and take his own footnote of the real meaning. But Lord let him got serious and whenever he told people about the real meaning, Lord told him to get it published. Glory Glory! Sid Roth website is selling his One New Man bible. Glory Glory! Lord let me order a set after watching it. Going to cost me a hole in the pocket but I guess I need it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I am so glad that by walking closely with Lord, all that I need or want, He fulfilled it long before I know I have such need. It's amazing that He could prepare all that and then lead me slowly to walk towards it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just like the new man in my life, how would I know I am going to divorce P and I would be going for someone else after that? As I walk with Him, He revealed about Himself part by part to me. He revealed what He want me to become in Him. Such life is well provided, no lack, no worries. Everything is well taken care of in its season. Glory Glory!
After so long, at this stage, Lord is leading me to be alone; even Su also said her believes and mine are different, she requested me not to talk about Jesus to her, then she will come to the family gathering in my house! Even for friends, He also let them moved away, far far away! He said that with the feeling I had established about them with this distanting, when He rise me up, and they run close, I will not accept them. Glory Glory!
Lord knows that I like friends and I like to talk with them. But He created such a stage for my emotionals to get it right! Who would think that this is the best way? Only He knows! He knows it's no point to tell me to keep to myself and my family. But with such senario happening, He knows that I would become auto in obeying Him in the end. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, You are such a caring daddy! You know I could easily get hurt, You toughen me up and get my emotions right. Whatever I could not do, by your simple method, You get me to flow in that way!!! Only You the Almighty God could do. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
You are expert in using time, it shows that You are not controlled by time, but You controlled time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, November 7, 2011
Forever the Righteousness shall say
I am the Righteousness of God in Christ! I was just thinking about not able to watch what Pastor Prince preached in London, UK and voila, Lord get church to show that sermon to us instead of some other preacher preaching! Lord really loves me so much that whatever I think of, He satisfy. Abba Father, thank You for loving me so much!
I used to be a very private person. I didn't like to share about my personal life in public, but just like the woman in the bible that went to take water in the afternoon, Jesus pour His Grace so much that she ran to the city to share about there is this Man that tells about her!
Many months ago, while Jc was a precious little one, I accepted Christ and learnt about Abba Father had given up Him to die for our sins, unrighteousness and stink of death. I had the love of Jc and I asked God, why He would want to give up His Precious Son for I would not do so with Jc.
At that nick of moment, I saw that without Jesus at the Cross, I could never been redeemed. Glory to Jesus. I felt the pain of the giving up and yet felt His Love for me. It was/is with this Love that I boldly shared about all that He had done in my life as a testimony of His Goodness on me. To Glory His Name in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The bible told us that we should not be ashame to share about His Goodness. I have walked 4years plus into His Spiritual Realm that through this fellowship with Lord, He showed me all the Goodness about Him!
Secrets about His Coming, about what He is going to do, about the Rapture, was revealed to me, like John, whom is the diciple whom Jesus love. He got into the inner circle and wrote the book of Revelation!
As such, with such closed relationship, Lord also revealed about the death sentence of people I concerned and loved. But Lord is so protective of me that for dad case, He just mentioned one come faster to Him and one later. When He revealed that about my parents, I was wondering why 1 faster and 1 later, as my parents was always together in whatever they did or made decisions.
It was with dad fallen asleep that I realised Lord meant that one would go back to Him first. He did not let me worry about it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He knows the pain I would go through with the knowledge. He even got my parents to open their hearts to Him one Sunday so that I would not regret about they did not receive Jesus and thus could not make to heaven. He is such a protective God! Glory Glory!
The saddest thing about all these revelation is, the good intention is misjudged. Only that of family case were without trouble and even got my nephew healed. For external source, lots of hoo haa were generated that I did not realised that a thread in a forum I previously visited was created about C going and became a sniggering on me. Some even said I am led by the devil. Haha...if I really is led by the devil, he won't need to attack me so much now!
Well, I find comfort that the pharisees also accused Jesus was of the devil. I have good company! Glory to Jesus! I do not expect them to understand me. Flowing with the Lord for so long, I know His Way and His Good Intention. If it so good that people misunderstood, let the Lord defend me! I shall lay down the hatch at the foot of the Cross, Jesus is my High Priest! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Like what Pastor Prince said, if God, the Almighty One, thinks highly of me, that's more important than anything else. Pastor Prince even through Mary and Martha to describe that Mary whom do the right thing got praise by Jesus! Martha was busying trying to do many things and are stressed out blame Jesus and her sister at one go.
Jesus raise the standard of Law from forgiving your neighbour to forgive your enemy. I wonder if those who thinks they are so right, stinking in their self-righteousness, are able to follow what Lord has defined, to flow in His Love and be a Minister of Love. I forgive them all in Jesus Name. After all, Lord at the Cross also forgiven all those that nailed Him on the Cross and all those self-righteous pharisees that were sniggering at Him.
If Lord could forgive those who were killing Him, what I gone through is small matter! I pray that Lord open their veil covered eyes by His Grace to see His Goodness. I rest my case!
Abba Father, I thank You that You prepared my heart this morning about You take me as Your Precious Daughter! I was wondering why of sudden You pour such strong Love on me. Nothing is beyong You! You know my curosity will be triggered tonight that You get my heart ready for it.
I thank You for loving me so much! And as what Pastor Prince preached, if You the Almighty One loves me so much and take such GOOD care of me, I just continue to flow in Your Love and be blessed in All Areas of my life by You. I submit to Your Love and remain in it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I used to be a very private person. I didn't like to share about my personal life in public, but just like the woman in the bible that went to take water in the afternoon, Jesus pour His Grace so much that she ran to the city to share about there is this Man that tells about her!
Many months ago, while Jc was a precious little one, I accepted Christ and learnt about Abba Father had given up Him to die for our sins, unrighteousness and stink of death. I had the love of Jc and I asked God, why He would want to give up His Precious Son for I would not do so with Jc.
At that nick of moment, I saw that without Jesus at the Cross, I could never been redeemed. Glory to Jesus. I felt the pain of the giving up and yet felt His Love for me. It was/is with this Love that I boldly shared about all that He had done in my life as a testimony of His Goodness on me. To Glory His Name in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The bible told us that we should not be ashame to share about His Goodness. I have walked 4years plus into His Spiritual Realm that through this fellowship with Lord, He showed me all the Goodness about Him!
Secrets about His Coming, about what He is going to do, about the Rapture, was revealed to me, like John, whom is the diciple whom Jesus love. He got into the inner circle and wrote the book of Revelation!
As such, with such closed relationship, Lord also revealed about the death sentence of people I concerned and loved. But Lord is so protective of me that for dad case, He just mentioned one come faster to Him and one later. When He revealed that about my parents, I was wondering why 1 faster and 1 later, as my parents was always together in whatever they did or made decisions.
It was with dad fallen asleep that I realised Lord meant that one would go back to Him first. He did not let me worry about it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He knows the pain I would go through with the knowledge. He even got my parents to open their hearts to Him one Sunday so that I would not regret about they did not receive Jesus and thus could not make to heaven. He is such a protective God! Glory Glory!
The saddest thing about all these revelation is, the good intention is misjudged. Only that of family case were without trouble and even got my nephew healed. For external source, lots of hoo haa were generated that I did not realised that a thread in a forum I previously visited was created about C going and became a sniggering on me. Some even said I am led by the devil. Haha...if I really is led by the devil, he won't need to attack me so much now!
Well, I find comfort that the pharisees also accused Jesus was of the devil. I have good company! Glory to Jesus! I do not expect them to understand me. Flowing with the Lord for so long, I know His Way and His Good Intention. If it so good that people misunderstood, let the Lord defend me! I shall lay down the hatch at the foot of the Cross, Jesus is my High Priest! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Like what Pastor Prince said, if God, the Almighty One, thinks highly of me, that's more important than anything else. Pastor Prince even through Mary and Martha to describe that Mary whom do the right thing got praise by Jesus! Martha was busying trying to do many things and are stressed out blame Jesus and her sister at one go.
Jesus raise the standard of Law from forgiving your neighbour to forgive your enemy. I wonder if those who thinks they are so right, stinking in their self-righteousness, are able to follow what Lord has defined, to flow in His Love and be a Minister of Love. I forgive them all in Jesus Name. After all, Lord at the Cross also forgiven all those that nailed Him on the Cross and all those self-righteous pharisees that were sniggering at Him.
If Lord could forgive those who were killing Him, what I gone through is small matter! I pray that Lord open their veil covered eyes by His Grace to see His Goodness. I rest my case!
Abba Father, I thank You that You prepared my heart this morning about You take me as Your Precious Daughter! I was wondering why of sudden You pour such strong Love on me. Nothing is beyong You! You know my curosity will be triggered tonight that You get my heart ready for it.
I thank You for loving me so much! And as what Pastor Prince preached, if You the Almighty One loves me so much and take such GOOD care of me, I just continue to flow in Your Love and be blessed in All Areas of my life by You. I submit to Your Love and remain in it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Friday, November 4, 2011
The Anointing Within
Lately, I am going through a fresh washing of the spirit to refine my thoughts and the things of life. Glory Glory! As Lord prepares me for the final moment of His Glory, He make sure that I could walk out in the finest of Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I walk each day through the bible, words are being revealed to me to the fullness. I see and read what Pastor Prince had preached. All that are looked at with double interest in it. There are things that I just look through but as the Spirit opens the eyes, things became clear. Glory Glory!
It is by the spirit of the Lord that Pastor Prince in Lakewood Church is being streamed alive for those of us with internet to access and join them who are there to watch what is revealing through Pastor Prince to them in Houston, Texas USA. Glory Glory!
I am being touched more than 1 way. Things that was not clear previously suddenly become purposeful. Glory Glory! I have a better understanding of the verse 'as you are, Lord Jesus, so am I in this world!' This has builded a strong foundation in me! Glory Glory!
Previously, I could not understand the walking in the lake by Peter but as Pastor Prince uses this verse, as you are, so am I, to explain it, suddenly, the story becomes meaningful. Glory Glory!
Abba has gone through great length to equip me for this walk to become like Jesus in the bible. I could not walk out if not by the Spirit within that leads and guide through giving me the interest, through opening my eyes to see new light. Each unveiling is beneficial for the wholeness of me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I wonder if there is any thing to learn from bible meditation, Lord opens a new understanding in me. Previously, Lord told me not to accept any direct blessing from anyone. He told me that is not to tie me down by the favour of others.
Today, I have a new understanding. Through Elisha healing of Naaman, the commander of the army of Aram. He was so happy to be healed of his leprosy and in his great happiness, he wanted to bless Elisha. But Elisha rejected him fully.
Elisha's servant, Gehazi, thought that his master should get something from Naaman and not to let him off too easily. He rushed to get something from Naaman but in the end, he got his sickness instead. In his greed to deserve something for the good work, even though it's the Lord whom had healed Naaman, Gehazi did not see that. He see it as the good work of Elisha and wanting to get something for Elisha. He opened door for satan to jump on him.
When I was a very young Christian, Lord did warned me to walk closely with Him least the spirit of those I prayed for jump on me. He told me I must protect myself first. Today, I see how it could. I shall forever see that it's Lord who do the work and leave the Glory to Him. Nothing about me, it's all about Him! No wonder Lord leads me into this training of nothingness. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
From all these years of walk, I realise that for things of Lord, it's best to trust Him first and do accordingly as He leads. Understanding comes later. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just like my ex, many a time, as he is the only source of my love all these years, I could only look to him and don't mind accepting him back. But as Lord leads me to see the coldness in him, at each event of life, he is still pushing for me, as the only one, only parent, to handle the affair of Jc.
He thought that by giving money, all is settled. That's how easy he sees it. As that's what his mum has been good to him and doing for him. He thought all women, including the woman of his life, he need not play a part, just give the money to handle the event and let me handle it all.
The coldness is running through that thinking of Jc coming birthday celebration and I the only one to handle it, made me tired and stressed. For the 10 years with him, I had been handling all that he commanded single handledly. I did not know my heart was dying but Lord knows and He leads me out of it. Glory Glory! For ex, I told him finally that if he really wants to hold a party for Jc, he better host it. I told him I am washing my hand off. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the recent unveiling by Lord, of ex coldness, finally, I am seeing light that I need a man who is there for me for family event. It is not I alone only. We should be partners in marriage and not master and servant. There is no love in master servant relationship!
Finally, I finally decided to walk ahead and accept the new man Lord has arranged. I shall let go of old, as what Pastor Lian has preached last Sunday and accept the New. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I accept the new man you have arranged for me. I cast all strings attaching me to the old to You. By Your Blood and anointing, may You cut off anything that is still lingering with the old. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!
As I walk each day through the bible, words are being revealed to me to the fullness. I see and read what Pastor Prince had preached. All that are looked at with double interest in it. There are things that I just look through but as the Spirit opens the eyes, things became clear. Glory Glory!
It is by the spirit of the Lord that Pastor Prince in Lakewood Church is being streamed alive for those of us with internet to access and join them who are there to watch what is revealing through Pastor Prince to them in Houston, Texas USA. Glory Glory!
I am being touched more than 1 way. Things that was not clear previously suddenly become purposeful. Glory Glory! I have a better understanding of the verse 'as you are, Lord Jesus, so am I in this world!' This has builded a strong foundation in me! Glory Glory!
Previously, I could not understand the walking in the lake by Peter but as Pastor Prince uses this verse, as you are, so am I, to explain it, suddenly, the story becomes meaningful. Glory Glory!
Abba has gone through great length to equip me for this walk to become like Jesus in the bible. I could not walk out if not by the Spirit within that leads and guide through giving me the interest, through opening my eyes to see new light. Each unveiling is beneficial for the wholeness of me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As I wonder if there is any thing to learn from bible meditation, Lord opens a new understanding in me. Previously, Lord told me not to accept any direct blessing from anyone. He told me that is not to tie me down by the favour of others.
Today, I have a new understanding. Through Elisha healing of Naaman, the commander of the army of Aram. He was so happy to be healed of his leprosy and in his great happiness, he wanted to bless Elisha. But Elisha rejected him fully.
Elisha's servant, Gehazi, thought that his master should get something from Naaman and not to let him off too easily. He rushed to get something from Naaman but in the end, he got his sickness instead. In his greed to deserve something for the good work, even though it's the Lord whom had healed Naaman, Gehazi did not see that. He see it as the good work of Elisha and wanting to get something for Elisha. He opened door for satan to jump on him.
When I was a very young Christian, Lord did warned me to walk closely with Him least the spirit of those I prayed for jump on me. He told me I must protect myself first. Today, I see how it could. I shall forever see that it's Lord who do the work and leave the Glory to Him. Nothing about me, it's all about Him! No wonder Lord leads me into this training of nothingness. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!
From all these years of walk, I realise that for things of Lord, it's best to trust Him first and do accordingly as He leads. Understanding comes later. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Just like my ex, many a time, as he is the only source of my love all these years, I could only look to him and don't mind accepting him back. But as Lord leads me to see the coldness in him, at each event of life, he is still pushing for me, as the only one, only parent, to handle the affair of Jc.
He thought that by giving money, all is settled. That's how easy he sees it. As that's what his mum has been good to him and doing for him. He thought all women, including the woman of his life, he need not play a part, just give the money to handle the event and let me handle it all.
The coldness is running through that thinking of Jc coming birthday celebration and I the only one to handle it, made me tired and stressed. For the 10 years with him, I had been handling all that he commanded single handledly. I did not know my heart was dying but Lord knows and He leads me out of it. Glory Glory! For ex, I told him finally that if he really wants to hold a party for Jc, he better host it. I told him I am washing my hand off. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
With the recent unveiling by Lord, of ex coldness, finally, I am seeing light that I need a man who is there for me for family event. It is not I alone only. We should be partners in marriage and not master and servant. There is no love in master servant relationship!
Finally, I finally decided to walk ahead and accept the new man Lord has arranged. I shall let go of old, as what Pastor Lian has preached last Sunday and accept the New. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I accept the new man you have arranged for me. I cast all strings attaching me to the old to You. By Your Blood and anointing, may You cut off anything that is still lingering with the old. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
The LOVE of GOD II
This amazing revealing of Jesus Love at the Cross and Abba Father's LOVE for us is overwhelming!!! Feasting it since Sunday night till today, I am still lingering in this Great Love! You can catch this 11am service at Lakewood Church website!
That evening, at the 8:30am service, I saw Pastor Prince was flowing in pride after the great service, on the Saturday 7pm service, which I watched online in Lakewood Church website streaming on Sunday morning before church service back in Singapore. Glory Glory!
This Saturday service was a great flow of Jesus Righteousness! I could feel Lord's movement in the church and many people's life was touched by the spirit! I saw the service rose up to a higher level after the Righteousness of God in Christ was being revealed.
However, with this success, Pastor was in joy of the good work at that 8:30am and I could not feel the spirit movement that I prayed to Lord to remove his pride and his focus on self. Nevertheleast, it was a great service for those who could not sense the spirit. Glory Glory!
Before the 11am service, I prayed to Lord to reveal His Love in fullness to the people in Lakewood and those watching it online. I even manifested the Lord hand on all the people and plea the Blood of Jesus over all of them. Wow, Lord doing mightily in the service! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The strong flow in the spirit in Pastor Prince and the strong anointing of the Spirit coming through him that I could feel this Great Love of God, Abba Father, pour out even through my computer screen!!! I am comatosed for 3 days and till today, I am still lingering in His Love. There is fresh anointing of Jesus Love and Father's Love from this sermon! Glory Glory!
Abba Father, thank You very much for using me at such a remote connection. Thank You that even I was kicked out of the service, Your 5 loaves 2 fish miracle was on the server and on the streaming that I could continue watching the service after some minutes off connection. Glory Glory!
My Father, thank You for a wealth display of Your Love! I am so pleased! May the blessing of Abraham bless Jesus Greatly and opens the way for His Coming Back to this earth! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Surely, it shall be done in the Almighty Name of JESUS!!! Amen Amen!
That evening, at the 8:30am service, I saw Pastor Prince was flowing in pride after the great service, on the Saturday 7pm service, which I watched online in Lakewood Church website streaming on Sunday morning before church service back in Singapore. Glory Glory!
This Saturday service was a great flow of Jesus Righteousness! I could feel Lord's movement in the church and many people's life was touched by the spirit! I saw the service rose up to a higher level after the Righteousness of God in Christ was being revealed.
However, with this success, Pastor was in joy of the good work at that 8:30am and I could not feel the spirit movement that I prayed to Lord to remove his pride and his focus on self. Nevertheleast, it was a great service for those who could not sense the spirit. Glory Glory!
Before the 11am service, I prayed to Lord to reveal His Love in fullness to the people in Lakewood and those watching it online. I even manifested the Lord hand on all the people and plea the Blood of Jesus over all of them. Wow, Lord doing mightily in the service! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The strong flow in the spirit in Pastor Prince and the strong anointing of the Spirit coming through him that I could feel this Great Love of God, Abba Father, pour out even through my computer screen!!! I am comatosed for 3 days and till today, I am still lingering in His Love. There is fresh anointing of Jesus Love and Father's Love from this sermon! Glory Glory!
Abba Father, thank You very much for using me at such a remote connection. Thank You that even I was kicked out of the service, Your 5 loaves 2 fish miracle was on the server and on the streaming that I could continue watching the service after some minutes off connection. Glory Glory!
My Father, thank You for a wealth display of Your Love! I am so pleased! May the blessing of Abraham bless Jesus Greatly and opens the way for His Coming Back to this earth! Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Surely, it shall be done in the Almighty Name of JESUS!!! Amen Amen!
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