Saturday, March 27, 2010

The Disciple whom Jesus Love

As at last night, I have become nothing in the real sense. Lord has told me to let ex have the ownership of this apartment. I have told him and have let him know how to go about doing it. By the Grace of Jesus, I got this information many weeks ago, ex had emailed HDB 3 weeks ago and they have not replied him. With Lord instruction, I told him to go ahead with the transferring of me out of the ownership. By the Grace of Lord Jesus, ex has rented an apartment out there and me and Jc will stay in this apartment. Glory Glory!

As I stepped into the story of the Rich Young Man, Lord had asked him to sell all that he had to follow Him. Mark 10:22-23 'At this, the man's face fell. He went away sad, because he had great wealth. Jesus looked around and said to the disciples, “How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God!”'

Yes, my saving gone, those money that is in it right now are borrowed from ex. My girl's care and control, the authority over her life now with ex. Lord as at last night told me that ex will not be my future partner!

My Lord is so graceful. He slowly release the information to me. As at hand, is about ex moving out early of next month, Lord told me that he will only come back to me 1 year time. As my heart get conditioned to this news, Lord then tell me that His plan is to bring a new man for me. Glory Glory! Then He led me let go of the apartment too! As at last night, I had fulfilled this scripture:

Mark 10:29
'”I tell you the truth,” Jesus replied, “no one who has left home or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or fields for me and the gospel'

Now, by the Grace of Jesus, I am being set up by Lord to fulfill this part:

Mark 10:30
'will fail to receive a hundred times as much in the present age (homes, brothers, sisters, mothers, children and fields – and with them, persecutions) and in the age to come, eternal life.”'

Lord has revealed to me long ago that I will live for 200 years and will see his return to earth again. Glory Glory! I am now approaching 42, Lord revealed in my meditation that I will start the healing soon, this will carry on till when I am 160 years. The last 40 years will be his return to Jerusalem and I will caught up with him and be with him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen.

In the natural, I could not give up my riches nor my family. But follow the Lord closely and obey the spirit, walk in Spirit directed activities, Lord's Grace enable me to do all that. His Shalom Peace uphold me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I thank you for the blessing of Abraham that is in my life! I thank you for placing me in the place to receive your great blessing. I thank you that surely, you will bring a man that can love me as much as you do. I thank you for the riches and honor that you are pouring into my life. Glory Glory! By the Grace of Lord Jesus, I thank You from the deepest of my heart for this Righteousness of God that you leads me to walk. In You, I am highly blessed, deeply loved and rise up highly in Your Kingdom. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Walk in Love

I am glad that Jade post a query in my last post on Galatians 6:2. In Galatians 6:1-2, it is written 'Brothers, if someone is caught in sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. ...Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ.'

In this Christian walk, this is what Lord Jesus told me long ago, when I ask him what should I do to receive his blessing. I was a very young Christian then. Lord opened the bible to John 6:29 'Jesus answered, “The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.”' This is what I have chosen to do then, to believe in Jesus. From then on, whenever I attend NCC, whom sermons is revealing about Jesus, I just drink, drink and drink. What ever the pull pit said I believe and do accordingly.

This is what Jesus replied to the Samaritan Woman, John 4:13, 'Jesus answered, “Everyone who drinks this water (look to the world) will be thirty again, but whoever drinks the water I give him (look to Christ) will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”' The Samaritan woman believed in Him and were able to become an evangelist for Jesus after that.

When I was a young believer, Lord through Pastor Prince also shared that do not care about drawing to feed others. It's important to fill ourselves up first. So, I did not care much about others. I just believe and believe. I let what I hear sink into my heart. From there, Lord led me to read the bible to know him well, at least not to confuse him with the devil. Hehe...

From there, then I go to meditate the words of Christ. I did not bother about any law to follow or to carry, I just concentrate on enjoying Jesus. Whatever revelation I learned from the sermons, I shared with those around me. Slowly, Lord leads me to walk in love, when I read the bible, especially what Jesus said in the 4 books of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John, I found I become part of it.

Psalm 23:2-3 says:

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters (as I sit at the feet of Jesus and draw from him, it becomes so full that my mouth automatically shares His Goodness.)

3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake (I am currently here)

Psalm 23:6 'Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life....' I am currently walking this path out too, to love other and lead them close to Jesus.

When one has not been drinking much, his spirit is dry. He will be more depending on self. When depending on self, our natural flow is towards the tree of good and evil, we will be legalistic against others, be it with good intention or not, it is still dead and dry in Christ.

When one fill the spirit man about the goodness of Jesus day in day out, out of his belly will flow rivers of living water to touch the sick. In the natural, I could hardly love anyone, but when I continue to drink till now, whoever sick or not walking right, Lord leads me to pray for them. Glory Glory!

Jesus told us to love our enemy. How do you love them? Long time ago, YC told me about this colleague of her that always came against her. I told YC, why not you manifest the Lord's hand over her nastiness? To free her from devil's control. YC told me, “No, I do not like her!” I said, “Why? You pray for her, the nastiness gone, she will treat you better, why not?”

In the natural, we do not like our enemy, but when you walk closely and know very well, who is God and who is devil. When you know them well, you will surely disallow devil from manipulating anybody's life to let them dwell in the nastiness.

Lately, when I learn about what all these nastiness could do in a person's life, I and Su combined prayers to pray for the whole of our family members. You will be surprise if Lord opens your eyes to see what all these nastiness becomes. In younger people, I see small spirit attached to them and easy to clear off. Those around my age, Lord let me see a big log falling off.

Come to my mum's age and my sis mother-in-law's age, I see metal piece like robot outer casing on their body parts. My mum knees was previously painful when climbing stairs, I saw that metal piece on both her legs. My 2nd sis mother-in-law could hardly walk, whole body weak, I saw her whole body was caged by the metal pieces. It's cute to see Lord removing the casing and throw them into a box full of them!!!

From this blog, ever since Lord revealed what ex had been doing, no matter how I manifest Lord's hand and plea the blood of Jesus and build the hedge of Protect, he carried on. It was when I realise how the nastiness that one kept in his heart that can manifest into sickness or bad behaviour, I prayed for him to remove the hatred he had sowed since young and opened a big door for devil to come into him to lead him to devour women. Once Lord cleared devil from his life, he is not into this anymore. Glory Glory!

How you walk in love? How you carry other's burden and fulfill the law of Christ? When you know what devil is doing in each other's life, you pray for them and free them of devil's control. This is how you walk in love and fulfill the law of Christ of loving your enemy.

By the way, these are the nastiness that keep people in bondage: grief, trauma, generation curses, unforgiving, bitterness, resentment, anger, worry and stress.

This is what I prayed:

Abba Father, by the Grace of Lord Jesus, I curse this spirit of xxx. I command it to go in Jesus' Name. And I also manifest the Lord's hand to bind them up and throw them down to hell, to the lake of fire, in the name of Jesus, Amen!

As long as there is some emotional pains in the past, the nastiness will be sow in the heart. The only way to get rid of it is through this payer. It is amazing that sickness and bad behaviour is gone with clearing of these spirits from the heart! Glory to Lord Jesus! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The Heart of God

Many a times, children of God looks at Abba from a distance and judge how, who He is. They look at certain bible verses to support their views and hold strong to their own conviction. When Abba said in the bible, we are made in His Image, how many believe? Yes, Lord has our feeling and our tenderness too. Many did not walk close enough to feel His heart beat but look to the darkness of the world and believes in the lies. Do you know, whether your thinking is good or bad, in the eyes of God, it is still bad? Why? Because it is the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil that you are climbing and believing, which is a choice of your thoughts and actions.

Lets use my life to show some examples. Like my divorce, many people would quote bible verses to say that God do not support divorce. But once you walk closely to Lord, you will know He moves based on what you need in your life to reach a certain goal that receive his blessings. Glory to Jesus!

When I was holding to 'Lord will definitely change my ex', I did not realise that daily, I still cared a lot for him. I would buy his drinks and his titbits for him. And even cooking dinner for him. This still carried on the 9 months of suffering in and out and even in divorce and even after divorce. Lord saw my faithfulness was preventing Him to change ex. Finally, he knew he had to intervene. Praise the Lord!

He let me built a hedge of protection around me and Jc. Usually, when this hedge is built, it will get the intended partner to show their true ugly self. Daily most of us hide in our social mask. The hedge revealed the true heart of man sin.

With that, ex was in great anger over jc for not answering to his query face to face. Lord knew I would intervene and ex was in greater anger. Through Jc's passport issue, we had the greatest verbal fight and out came his threat to call the police and I was deeply hurt! With that, whatever little cares I left for him flew out of the window.

When I combined prayer with my sis, Su, the next day to clear the guilt, fear, grief, trauma etc from each of our family members life, Lord impressed me to pray for ex, for he had great hatred for his dad, that even in his dad's death, he wanted nothing from him. This hatred from the age of 5 had resulted in the manifestation of devilish behaviour and strong keenness in seeing porno pictures.

By the Grace of Jesus, after prayer, ex no more surf those sites. Glory Glory! Lord has planned how we will be back together again. This is a miracle of water into wine that He, my beloved Abba will perform on our marriage. We will surely be happily married again. All by the Grace of Jesus! Amen Amen!

Previously, I had a saving of S$80K that I saved in the bank for old age use. As I accepted Christ, I told Lord, since he is a great God and want to bless me much, I need not touch this amount. Hehe...but I did not realise I was looking at the comfort of having this amount and not looking intensely at Lord's provision. He wants to bless me much because He sees my faithfulness. But my heart was closed tightly that He could not pour even a grain into my life.

As such, in the right time, that time ex had already stopped giving me allowance and I was spending on this saving. Lord told me to tithe 10% of this saving to One North, New Creation Church new building. I obeyed but was heart pain over it. In my wallet, there was 3 compartments, one for $50 notes, one for $10 notes and the outer one for $5 and $2 notes. I was so heart pain over this, my life dependence, that I put the cheque in the $50 notes compartment. Then Lord let me recalled a sermon that said we should not look at what we have but to look to Lord's provision, over the fence of our safety net. I decided to look to the richness of Lord provision instead of my tiny amount. Then I decided that this 10% is ikan billis, and put in the $5 and $2 note compartment. Hehe..

When Lord saw my heart was opened a little, and looked to Him for provision, He challenged me to tithe another 40% of it. With my future provision unsure, this round I walked in faith and gladly tithe it to the New Kingdom of God.

I thought that's all, but the remainder, Lord planned Israel trip and I paid for myself, sis and her husband. I bought a near thousand camera and paid a iphone (to store sermons and worship songs for Israel use) that cost me a lot too. Plus allowance to my mum monthly and other expenses, Lord led me to fully finished it. NO MORE SAVING left!!!!

With that, finally I looked to Abba and proclaim, Abba, Lord Jesus, you surely will bless me and have been looking to him for provision. Lord is faithful, He got ex to keep topping up the joint account for my daily expenses that I does not feel lack. I have even take cabs to church and when visiting my mum weekly! Feeling rich (walk by faith), hehe!

While patiently and believing that Lord big turnaround will happen, I rest in Him and faithfully listen to his sermon and talk to Lord daily.

Hope you can see the heart of God through this post. When He leads, it's a peaceful flowing in his shalom peace no matter what the situation is. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

The Marriage

As a family member of Christ, for the longest time, I am wondering why the bible describes me, the child of God, as the bride and Christ the bridegroom. I also wondered why husband and wife is considered 1 body in Christ. In the meditation I have moments ago, finally I got the answer. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!

Daily, listening about Jesus Christ from New Creation Church preaching is about knowing our husband, the Christ! Lord bless us human to have relationship with the opposite sex to know what courtship is. It's a wonderful experience knowing Jesus. As such, those that preached about the Law is not presenting a image desirable about Christ at all. Who would want to marry someone or get close to someone who is nasty, judging you this and that and let you fear him much? Surely, I will not! Glory Glory!

After having a good opinion of Lord, the prospective candidate, it's about romancing with Him, the bible. As you read with the right opinion of Jesus, you get a correct image of who Jesus is. This gives you a better understanding of God as Jesus said, as the Father is, so is He. Glory Glory.

Each step you takes to walk closely to know who Christ Jesus is, it is a fruitful walk to get closer to Christ. As we walk the Righteous path, Lord will lead and guide. In Him, all the Grace and Favour will flow. We abide with Him for it's a pleasure to bath in His Love and His Righteousness. Like a manly man we look at our partner, Christ protects us whenever we encounter problems. We just have to cast to His nail-pierced hand or pray for Lord's Almighty hand to help us handle the situation and plea the blood of Jesus for protection. He, the Prince of Peace, the Prince of Shalom, will surely blesses you with Shalom Peace. Glory Glory!

Which of you when you are in love, don't talk to your lover? Meditation is Lord talking to us, telling us the plan He has for us, how he is going to bless our life, and everything in our life. Each walk is about moving closer to Him. Love, joy and peace will flows in abundance. Glory Glory!

When is the Great Wedding? The day when you think like Him and act like Him and is Him as He is fully in you, blessings will starts pouring. Glory Glory! That is why Lord warn in the bible. Those bride who have their oil ready in plenty when he come or those that has to go looking for oil. What kind of bride do you want to be in this relationship?

This is what Lord revealed to me:

Lord:
'My love, this is the happiest moment for abba. You know, I look at you grow in me from a young shoot. Abba tender care slowly mold you up. I know all of darkness deceiving plan. I see you getting stronger and stronger to resist the lies and remain in My Truth. Abba is very pleased! Glory Glory!

My love, my darling, it is time for the marriage, for you and Me; the merry, the joy, the happiness! Glory Glory! You have completed the walk. Abba is glad, very glad. We are going out together, as couple, to heal the sick. Why husband and wife is 1 in me? Because, I and you are one. Glory Glory!

My love, now you know, abba is so pleased! Surely your wayward husband will return to me. Abba will bring him back. Glory Glory! Surely you and me are going out to heal the sick. And I am bringing your physical husband to represent me in satisfying you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

What a wonderful life! As we walking with Lord, He brings our partner to satisfy our daily life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord: 'My love, my darling, sure you will have the happiest life on earth I am blessing you. Glory Glory. The heaven on earth life will descend upon you. You will live in my Love, Joy and Peace. Health and Wholeness in abundance and Riches and Honours in abundance too. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

Friday, March 19, 2010

The Obedience to Christ

Ever since I came to Christ, and believe in the Grace of Jesus, He completed everything we need on the Cross and nothing for us to do. We just need to believe and rest in the Lord. I learned that REST is Holy Spirit directed activities. Glory Glory!

Lord trained me since a young Christian, from always made sure to go early to queue for Rock seats, but at the command of Lord, went there instead of 4pm to 5:30pm, which means reaching there at 6:30pm, which was not favourable to get our favourite seats. But as Lord instructed, I had to obey and prayed that He reserved the seats for me. Lord blessed me the seats and I got up a cab to minister to a certain cab driver. Glory Glory!

Lord even got me to get off a LRT station, to minister to someone, who also got down the wrong station. From all these little obedience, till He lead me to the Divorce, yes, no matter what my emotional feeling was, I obeyed him. Many would argue that God don't lead people to divorce. But I did read in the bible that if I, the believe don't divorce, but ex, the disbeliever could divorce me. Anyway, now I know Lord's purpose of this path, I am glad I obeyed. Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

Lord closes door on things you find no go. He opens door on things you find smooth sailings. This is one way He lead. Lord long ago, He told sis, 'I have my plan. My way is not your way. You have not obeyed me. Since you want that way, I am okay too, but it's not the best in the long term.'

I heard in the younger days, it hit my sis, Su, hard that she quickly repented. Recent months Lord has been guiding her to walk in full Grace on family relationship. She learned a lot faster this round.

Lately, over a certain news, I was puzzled why someone major investment, Lord said in future will suffer. I could not understand. It was as if Lord was not with them. With my daily communicating with Lord, I know He will NOT lead anyone to suffer setback in major investment if their trust is in Him. Based on this someone expansion in Lord's kingdom, I am very sure they should have trusted Him somehow. He is a God of Love, after all!

Last night, when Lord led me to listen to this someone sermon, I finally found the answer. Lord closed the door on their pursue and opened the door to another Lord's leading. But that someone not interested. This was what Lord revealed to me after watching that sermon.

Lord: 'As you heard, I did close door. The one I opened to them is xxxxx. But someone's PRIDE do not want it. As such, someone don't want my way, but someone's way, so I okay too. But it's not the best. I still bless those, who trust in me. But that's not my wish!'

When Lord revealed to me, I shook my head. It involved many people hard earned money as the stress is on: must give with pain. Then will receive with joy.

Why I write this post? Daily, moving in each of our life, there are many decisions to make. Do you want Abba Father directions or you want to go by your smallest of mind to decide. After all, we have a Almighty Father, who LOVES us so much! Glory to Lord Jesus!

Why many want to go their ways and not submit to the One, who know best! He has been to the past, present and the future, knows what's the best path we should take to remain in His blessing. Shouldn't we consult Him instead of wanting our way and demanded He bless our way? Man's pride!

I don't know if you understand this post. May the Lord give you wisdom and understanding to grab hold of this important truth! It's about you receive His best blessing or your mediocre wants. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

The Righteousness of God

Ever since I become a Christian, what I learn from the Gospel from NCC, is that I am being made the Righteousness of God in Christ. This verse was a stranger to me. I wrote on a piece of paper and see it daily to remind myself. Over a period of time, I don't know when, it seeded into me so much that now this verse lives in me and I know I am the Righteousness of God in Christ. Glory to all that Lord Jesus has done at the Cross! Amen Amen!

I know I have the Spirit of God and the Spirit of Christ in me. But somehow, this does not register as something solid and strong. This morning, I was at the book of Mark. After walking through most of the books as led by Lord and see the goodness of Jesus being revealed to me in a slow and steady process. At each stage of growth, I see a new aspect of Jesus. Glory Glory!

When I came to Matthew, I thought I have seen most of Jesus and was not expecting anything new. After all, I read through all the books once. But, I never realise that what I have missed out! When Lord opened my eyes this morning, it was wow wow wow...and called Su and asked her who is Jesus. She told me: 'he is the Son of God, my Saviour, my Provider etc...' I told her enough, don't think she will know this. Then I revealed to her. He is the Holy God, the Justice of God! It is from Mark 1:24 '….I know who you are – the Holy One of God!'

Su go: 'ok, the Holiness of God, the Judgment of God, what else?' I told her, you did not get it, tell you again, He is the Holy God, the Judge of God, the one who Judge the whole universe of sins, the one who uphold the Righteousness of God!

Lord revealed to me: 'My love, abba is glad your eyes are opened to see I am the Holy One, the Judge of the Universe. Glory Glory! Abba is so pleased! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

Su eyes suddenly lighted up just like me. We go Wow Wow Wow...haha...Praise the Lord! For these 3 years, I did not realise that on the cross was the God that is going to condemn those who did not fulfilled all the 10 commandments. The God, who knows all our sins and unrighteousness, who is going to judge all unbelievers, is the Holiness of God and the Justice of God. I can't believe that on the Cross was the God, who Uphold the Righteousness!

He humbled himself, gave up His Glory, to born as a man, to suffer all the humiliation of being stripped naked and being beaten, slapped, spit struck, punched, hit and even had a crown of thorns hit into his head.

Isaiah 53: 2 – 5

2 'He grew up before him like a tender shoot, and like a root out of dry ground. He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him, nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.'

3 'He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrow, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces, he was despised, and we esteemed him not.'

4 ' Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him, and afflicted.'

5 'But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.'

Su and I go wow, I have such a HOLY and Mighty God in ME!!! Suddenly, Holy Spirit inside me is no more just a spirit, He, the Almighty One, the Holy One, is in me. I tell my body, I am the Righteousness of God in Christ, in this Righteousness body, you (my body) cannot be sick, cannot have any affliction. I now could feel how Righteousness I am in Christ. Glory Glory!

I recalled that at the high mountain, where Jesus met Moses and Elijah, God, the Father, has said this, Matthew 17:5 '...”This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased. Listen to him!”'

Matthew 17:6-7 'When the disciples heard this, they fell face down to the ground, terrified. But Jesus came and touched them. “Get up,” he said. “Don't be afraid.” This Holy One and the Judge of the whole Universe, tell us not to be afraid, but to believe in Him! Glory Glory!

I could see the Righteousness of God being imputed with all my sins and unrighteousness. He took my curses, generation curses and destruction. By the Stripes of Jesus, I am being imputed with His Righteousness. I see a very strong and powerful Lamb of God dying for me at the Cross. Surely He did a Perfect work for me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Monday, March 15, 2010

Walking the Life of Christ

As this year is the year of Rest and Increase, and Lord through Pastor Prince has emphasized on Meditation, I would like to post the sequence of books that Lord leads me to meditate to reveal the beauty of Jesus.

Each step is an eye opening. I enjoy walking with Lord, verse by verse and listening to Him talking to me. I had started this walk around November 2008 till now, almost complete the book of Matthew, left the last chapter, Lord said I have finished the whole cycle of Jesus Life. Hallelujah!

The first time I encounter with the importance of meditation was through Rev Joe Purcell's preaching on 'The Power of a Seed'. He let me realised that whatever power I want, it's in the seed. From him, I learned that meditation is like when we thinking of a problem in our head over and over again. I also learn from Pastor Prince that is a low voice repeating of the verse.

Through reading the verse in meditation, I found many times that I could not read fluently in the first read. At time I broke the verse into smaller pieces to repeat till I get hold of it, then I combined the parts together to form the whole sentence to repeat at a go.

It was much later that I realised that devil tried to stop me from seeding my spirit man. He will block my forehead and the brain. For the words first go to the head before it drops to the heart. I learn to manifest Lord's hand into my forehead and my brain to bind the satan to hell. It works to quicken the meditation process. Praise the Lord!

From the initial slow engine movement to now good friend with Lord that He comes readily to reveal to me. All these are day by day, hour by hour, min by min, sec by sec of patiently walking with the Lord.

From this experience, I realise that listening sermons is knowing Jesus from Lord through someone. Reading the bible is to know Lord mightiness, gentleness and about His Grace and Mercy. Meditation is coming face to face with Jesus. Each level of closeness is needed nonetheless. You cannot say that I want this and don't want that. It's the combination of all that that the belly of rivers overflows.

Of course, now I know, all these process is to rise Jesus in me to be 1 with me. The power comes from He now with me as One and through me, He can minister and heal someone. Through His Grace, He rise me up to be His mighty army but it is not about me, it is about Him. He and Him alone. Glory Glory!

This is how Lord leads me:

Palms
Proverbs
Romans
Acts
Hebrew
1 – 2 Corinthians
Galatians
Ephesians
Philippians
Colossians
1 – 2 Thessalonians
1 – 2 Timothy
Titus
Philemon
James
1 - 2 Peter
1 – 3 John
Jude
Revelation
Matthew
Mark
Luke
John

May you benefit from this walk with the Lord. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Mercy Seat

Since last evening till this morning, I am feeding my spirit man the parable of the Sheep and the Goats in Matthew 25:32-46. As Lord revealed to me what He will do during judgment time, I guess you will be interested to know. Glory Glory! I will go line by line.

Matthew 25
32 'All the nations will gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats.'


Lord: 'My love, those who are of the Lord will join me in heaven. I will place each of you by your family. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

33 'He will put the sheep on his right and the goats on his left.'

Lord: 'My beloved, abba will let you seat with me. The Glory of the throne I will let you enjoy. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'

34 'Then the King will say to those on his right, “Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepare for you since the creation of the world”'

Lord: 'My beloved, my love, whoever I send to you, you did feed them with the goodness of me. That is counted. You do not bother how they look. Abba is very pleased. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

35 'For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in,'

Lord: 'My beloved, my darling, when I was thirty, you yield for me. The more you use me, the stronger I get. Abba is very happy that you always fill me up fully. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

36 'I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you look after me.'

Lord: 'My love, my darling, you dissect the gospel and see the purity of Jesus. Abba is so happy. No one can dissect Jesus as good as you. Abba is so happy with you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

37 'Then the righteous will answer him, “Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink?”'

Lord: 'My darling, you used me fully, and let me be God of your life. Abba is very happy. Glory Glory! My love, surely you are my great reward. Abba is so happy to have you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

38 'When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you?'

Lord: 'My love, you have the right attitude towards me. Glory Glory! You bring me to the highest and the lowest, no matter where you go. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

39 'When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?'

Lord: 'My love, abba is so please with all that you did. Abba is going to bring the blessing to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

40 'The King will reply, “I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me”'

Lord: 'My darling, my love, the pleasure of being your God is a high enjoyment for me. It brings the fragrant of Jesus out in full. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

41 'Then he will say to those on his left, “Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels.”'

Lord: 'My beloved, my love, I will ask them if they want to accept Jesus. If Yes, I will still save them. If No, they shall be cursed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

42 'For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink.'

Lord: 'My beloved, abba will be very angry over them. They ignore continuous calling to come back to me. Glory Glory! Abba will surely put them in the lake of fire for those who don't want me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

43 'I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.'

Lord: 'You who have all things thought that is sufficient. You think you can survive yourself. Didn't you know there is more to it than the things of earth?'

44 'They also will answer, “Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?”'

Lord: 'By being proud of self, you have rejected the Saviour. No more chance will be given once you taste the hardship in the lake of fire. The judgment is eternal. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

45 'He will reply, “I will tell you the truth, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.”'

Lord: 'My love, they who continue to reject me, no more Grace left once they enter the lake of fire. The last chance is at the judgment seat. They who repent at that moment still can come to my kingdom. If they still reject, lake of fire will be their home forever. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

46 'Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life'

Lord: 'My love, my darling, Glory Glory! Abba is glad that you have god opinion of me. Glory Glory! My love, you are body, soul, spirit on earth. But once depart from earth, only the spirit left. Those who are without me, once they enter the lake of fire, the spirit will not be the same anymore. It will disintegrate and will be gone. As such, no more Grace from me. It is a forever death sentence.'

Lord, Abba Father, thank you for revealing to me how you judge at the mercy seat. Glory Glory! Abba father, thank You for explaining to me about why no more Grace at the lake of fire.

I would like to add on my meditation on Matthew 26:1-2, what Lord revealed further:

1 Lord: 'My beloved, my love, abba is very happy! You have great faith in me. Glory Glory! Abba Grace is powerful, so is my Holy fire! Even stone also fully disappear, so no chance for spirit to remain as what they are once they touches it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

2 Lord: 'My beloved, abba has a reason to put them into the lake of fire. Spirit cannot die. They live forever. As such, only place to fully remove them is the lake of fire. After they are gone, only my covenant people will left. Glory Glory! I will renew this earth and no more sickness and diseases.; all will be judged at the lake of fire! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

My brother and sister in Christ, hope you can see clearly you are the Righteousness of GOD in Christ. No more sin for you to carry. Thank the Lord for forgiving you all of your sins and walk in righteousness. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

What you See and what you Say!

Many months ago, as I grow in the Lord, this is the payer of what Lord had done for me which I post here before. Since it many months back, Lord leads me to post it again. Here is my prayer:

Lord Jesus,
Thank You for Your blood that cleanses me clean.
Thank You for Your forgiving me all my sins, past, present and future.
Lord, thank You for Your blood that removes the curses of Law and the generation curse.
Lord, thank You for Your blood has redeemed me from all the stinks of death.
Lord, thank You for Your Perfect Work on the Cross that now, Abba father do not impute sin on me. I have the Holiness of God and the Love of God with me. David's sure mercy is on me.
Thank You that You are my injured and injurer and through the blood of Jesus, You have made Abba Father and me very rich.
Thank You that I am the Righteousness of God in Christ and I am the seed of Abraham.
I shall claim all the blessings of Abraham as I am heir to the Promise.
All thanks to Lord Jesus, Your Blood, Your Stripes, Your Death, Your Obedience, Your health and Your Strength, Your Wholeness and Your life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Daily, what do you think? What do you say? Do you say and complain as what you have seen? Or do you see the provision of Christ and proclaim it instead?

When the Israeli was bitten by snake (aka all the problem of this world) Moses told them to look at the bronze snake on the pole. It means looking at Jesus was judged on the Cross (for your lacks) and saw their deliverance. Many who seen was healed. So, what do you what to see and say?

I used to struggle with Jc to get her to do her homework. It was a daily struggle. I got so tired that I know it should not be so. 2 days ago, I put Jc under the Grace of Jesus. As I had listened to a sermon about putting all that we need under Grace, I decided to put Jc under Jesus Grace and all that I need for her to do, I put under the Grace too.

Glory Glory! No more fight these 2 days! She even study on her own, which surprises me for this girl was into play and tv previously. I see Lord molding her. She shows more interest in her school work now. I also tell her daily that she is a good girl, a hardworking girl. Hehe..calling what I want to see in her into existence! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Su yesterday called me to combine prayer for her son's slack in his English test. She used to commanding them to do this and that, even though that's all good. Lord told her not to climb the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. She repented and decided to put her family under Grace. Haha..just now, she told me her husband blessed her $100 to spend when she put him under the Grace of Jesus. She was surprised and happy with what the Grace of Jesus could do. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I was reading the Straits Time 9th March 2010 report on '500 hack to death in Nigerian massacre', on 'A hotbed of ethnic and religious violence', I saw the open door for devil to make it happened when I see this 'Many Muslims also run shops and businesses in nearby town where the tourist trade has dried up and the tin mines have been abandoned, stoking fears among Christians about retaliation from Muslim neighbours.' I saw what cause the attack.

Looking at the happening, you might think this is how human might react. But, as a Covenant child, bought and redeemed by Lord Jesus blood, we have His covenant rights! Lord Jesus promised in Psalm 91:9 'If you make the Most High your dwelling, even the Lord who is my refuge, then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent'.

Why I thank Lord Jesus for being my injured and injurer? In the Trespass/Guilt Offering, if you are hurt by someone, Jesus has redeemed you. If you are the one that causing the hurt, Jesus also has redeemed you at the Cross.

By looking to Lord and not to the committed sin, Lord is able to deliver you out as He was judged at the cross for them. When you fear, means you look to the problem instead, when sin consciousness, sin gets magnified. But when you look to Lord Jesus promises in the bible, Lord delivers you from the hand of the devil.

Lord Jesus said 'Take no thought on trouble!' Personally, I did encounter whatever I fear, be it just a thought, it did come to past. Praise the Lord that he is able to deliver me even when I failed. That is why, speak, think and say God Word than the natural can sometime means life or death!!!

This is what Jesus said in Mark 11:24 'Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.' We walked closely with Lord daily and know He is willing, so we don't doubt about it and see the Glory of Jesus being shown. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Reward from the Lord

I am currently meditating on Matthew 20, on the Parable of the workers in the Vineyard. Many a time, when I read this parable, I would see that Lord has the freedom to give what he wants and what he feels like to his children. We cannot question Him because it is all free favour and His Grace, as it is written in the verse, Matthew 20:15 'Don't I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?' What puzzled me is the verse after that, Mathew 20:16 'So the last will be first, and the first will be last.'

I seek the Lord to explain to me, on the similar verse found in verse Matthew 19:30. Lord reveal, 'My beloved, my love, as you know, the goodness of Jesus is only revealed in his end time. As such only those who know Me well will be place in front, in term of Glory and Favour.'

After knowing this, when I meditate Matthew 12 '”These men who were hired last work only 1 hour,” they said, “and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.” What jumped at me was the word 'borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.'

Many strive to do the work of God. Day in day out, they might not trust Lord, in the sense of depending on their knowledge and smartness. They feel they had done good work for the Lord! But when they see Lord did not bless them much, they become unhappy.

Actually, Lord cares for everyone. But He wants each of us to come to Him, to make Him our personal God, the God of our Life. Daily, you depends on yourself to do your daily work is called self-effort. But when you think you are not able to do a good work, and you prayed to Lord to come in you and come through you to lead you to do that same work, trusting Lord is the one doing it, Lord sees your faith in Him. He will be happy. He, the Almighty One, is in you. He can help you to do a better job. That is why knowing where He is from, he bend down to wash His disciples feet.

John 13:6-8
'He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?”
Jesus replied, “You do not realise now what I am doing, but later you will understand.”
“No,” said Peter, “you shall never wash my feet.”
Jesus answered, “Unless I wash you, you have no part with me.”

Why Lord Jesus said that unless He wash you, you have no part with Him? Daily, in your life, if you just drift in and out of whatever you need to do and forget about the existence of Lord, even though He is in your spiritual realm, He is not with you in doing any of your thing, so He has no part in your life.

Lord is a gentle God, he will no force Himself on you when you don't welcome him. It is when you see the weakness of self and pray to Him to come in you (body, soul, spirit) to lead you, that you involves Him in your life. By doing so, His Glory and Favour can flows to you. When Su did that when she was serving ASD ministry, Lord gave her wisdom. There was one kid that no one has the clue how to handle him, but Lord gave Su the knowledge and the kid was able to flow in peace in the worship.

Daily, in we played many roles to different environment and persons. It is important to pray for Lord to lead us to do the task. We need his wisdom, his know how. He who knows the past, present and the future can give you the knowledge, to do your job well and to avoid pitfalls. Sis who previously got Lord to lead her in her work was able to avoid pitfalls, our carelessness.

In this end time, Lord wants His children to trust him. He leads me to learn all this and now to share with you. May you learn from it and receive His Glory and Favour working in your life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

How I write this post? Lord only gave me 1 revelation on the argument of the worker. I obeyed his prompting to write it on my blog without knowing what else to write. I asked him to come in me and come through me to lead me. As I write, He pumped new ideas into me. That's how He works through my life. Does He has a part in my life? Yes, plenty! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

A Lost Mobile Phone

Every evening, Jc will go to the playground. Last night as usual, I went down to look for her as she did not come back in time. She told me she lost her mobile phone which was in the phone bag that she carried over her neck. I asked Lord where was the phone was as playground is big. Lord told me where she fly kite.

I asked her where did she fly kite, she told me the patch of green field at the side of our apartment. That was one big patch of grass, bigger than 2 football field. At over 7:30 -8pm, it was dark. Street light could not give much light to the field. No wonder she did not answer my earlier call!

I tried to call her mobile, but I could not hear the ring tone. As I was worried, Lord came through my daughter to say that it should be the other far end where a man, who is her classmate's dad, was. We walked over, but it was dark.

Praise the Lord, He let Jc saw her daddy car driving home. I stood there and decided to call her dad to find some light for us. My conversation was heard by that man. He told us where his daughter and mine and a few others were running, as I tried to search along where they ran, I tried calling her mobile again. Moments later, Lord led the man to use his LED light to find the phone. Praise the Lord!

Where I saw the man found it, it was around the spot I had stood. I did tell Lord Jesus to be my legs and walked to where the phone is. I was too blind to see it! Praise the Lord, He got the man to find it for us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Talking about this darkness, I saw it again in this verse, Matthew 16:23 'Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but things of men.”' Jesus called Peter Satan when he have in mind the things of man!!!

Daily, we can go about doing our things, when encounter situation, do you look to Jesus and confess His words and look to his solution for answer or you complain and talk about who and who and this and that? When I was clueless where Jc phone was, I prayed in the spirit and continued looking. I passed the whole situation of finding the phone to Lord's nail-pierced hand. I trusted that He surely will be able to help me find it. Lord did not fail me. Glory Glory!