I am so pleased with Lord lately. I have been aiming at iphone 5 and was wishing for louder voice, and have a flash light and better picture quality. I am so happy that Lord fulfilled my wish even though I did not ask him for them. :)
Another area I wish for was for New Creation Church website to display all the testimonies people wrote in and don't erase any of the old testimonies. I am glad that in this new website update, Lord got them to do just that!!! Glory Glory!!!
I am staying at home most of the time, so, how to go sign up a new mobile phone I am totally clueless. I called Singtel customer care and the first lady suggested that since my old iphone 3 was drowned by Jc, maybe I should get it repair or get a new one but with the original plan, that would cost me S$800+.
When I meditated, Lord told me not to waste that kind of money so I did not act on that day. The next day, I was still wondering what would happen to my broadband that I put on the old phone if I got a new phone plan.
Lord send someone who knew to teach me to go upgrade my plan and based on my needs, to buy the broadband need. In the end, I paid S$308 for the iphone 5. My monthly rate will increase by a bit more and Lord said I still could afford it, so I sign that up and got a new phone. Praise Jesus!!!
Been trained with the Lord for 6 years and mainly listen to Christian song, recently, NCC newly invested shopping center is up and functioning. It will open to secular performance first. Originally I wanted to attend the opening but after listening to the singers, their songs, I decided they are no more my cup of tea, so I give up going.
All servers in church are given tickets to go watch the performance! Yes, Su is going and so is her husband. They and their eldest son are serving in church.
Actually waiting for the Lord for 6 years, I am a bit tired of it and thought of start serving too. But Lord wants me to hold another year to finish my bible meditation. So I will obey Him for 1 more year. I really need His Grace in Abundance to carry on for another year!
At time I do feel like throwing my towel and turn my back to Him. But where could I go? No where! He is my life line and the Only Hope to a Glorious future and a Comfort family life. How could I turn my back on Him?
Sometime, the thing He wants me to do, it's easier to escape then face the battle. But because He said so, I just obey. Now that Peter knows that I knew he is the one who send those curses, he saw my unhappy face and quickly made his exit after sending Jc home.
I just could not understand this...I had forgiven him countless time and even I am pretty sure of he doing it before devil told me it's him, I still give him lots of Grace and didn't show him any anger but forgiven him time and time again. But he still carries on his curses!
After so many years of fighting, he still refuses to give up!!! This kind of man, only Rosy who wants his money would want such a man!!! I am just sick of him!!! Will I pick him up again after all the dust settle, in my soft heart, I might, but, for my sake, I would not want him in my life anymore!!! No More!!!
The only good thing is I have Lord Almighty with me and He is my Abba!!! Without His Love for me, I don't know how will I live. But He wants to bless me 1500 years of life, when He said so, so be it!!!
They thought they could snap me off!!! Fat Hope!!! The blood of Jesus had washed them down from Heaven to earth and in the name of Jesus, they shall fall from earth to hell and forever burn in the Lake of Fire!!! Glory Glory to the Name of Jesus!!!
The curser thought they have the authority, they still don't know they are stepping into hell!!!
This is what Psalm 92:6-7 say about them:
'6 A man in his rude and uncultivated state knows not,
neither does a [self-confident] fool understand this:
7 That though the wicked spring up like grass and all evildoers flourish,
they are doomed to be destroyed forever.'
This is what Proverbs 4:14-17, 19 say:
'14 Enter not into the path of the wicked,
and go not in the way of evil men.
15 Avoid it, do not go on it; turn from it and pass on.
16 For they cannot sleep unless they have caused trouble or vexation;
their sleep is taken away unless they have caused someone to fall.
17 For they eat the bread of wickedness and drink the wine of violence.
19 The way of the wicked is like deep darkness;
they do not know over what they stumble.'
The day will come when they have to pay with their lives, devil let them use it for a purpose, it's selling their soul to him and they knows not!!!
Only the way to Jesus is the one and only way!!! Where there is Confident Expectation of Good!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, October 29, 2012
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
The Effect of Sin in our Body
As I was looking at the Book of Proverbs as impressed by the Lord, I had a new learning on the verse that previously I did not see! Guess, the lesson on Di Zhi Gui had opened my curiosity of this area that for the first time, I saw how it affects the body.
As I was reading the God Words on Adulterer, Lord opened this verse to me that I asked Lord to explain in detail. Here is His explanation:
Proverb 5:11
'At the end of your life you will groan, when your fresh and body are spent'
Lord:
'My Beloved, when people who goes for adultery, what they did from that one act of intercourse, their overall body decay by a few percent of wasting away!
It is not just the brain and the spinal cord fluid drain down, it's the overall physical body could not take this Sin and started the break down!!!
Physically, they will become weaker and mentally, the memory, the sense of things in life, the decisions, overall judgment will deteriorate! That is why they die earlier and overall the organs break down that the natural body protection is eventually gone!
Those who are active in sex, between 50-100 partners, they are likely to die in their 40s to 50s. This also depends when they start their loose life.
My Love, you read about the piercing of liver, yes liver is the most affected one beside the brain. This weakening of the liver will affect the overall performance of the body as the liver produce blood and wash blood clean!!!
That is why you heard of testimonies about their body weak. The itchiness is from what they eat that toxic their system. That is why such a high lives in the pub and playing with sex freely is such a danger on human's body!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!'
As I was reading the God Words on Adulterer, Lord opened this verse to me that I asked Lord to explain in detail. Here is His explanation:
Proverb 5:11
'At the end of your life you will groan, when your fresh and body are spent'
Lord:
'My Beloved, when people who goes for adultery, what they did from that one act of intercourse, their overall body decay by a few percent of wasting away!
It is not just the brain and the spinal cord fluid drain down, it's the overall physical body could not take this Sin and started the break down!!!
Physically, they will become weaker and mentally, the memory, the sense of things in life, the decisions, overall judgment will deteriorate! That is why they die earlier and overall the organs break down that the natural body protection is eventually gone!
Those who are active in sex, between 50-100 partners, they are likely to die in their 40s to 50s. This also depends when they start their loose life.
My Love, you read about the piercing of liver, yes liver is the most affected one beside the brain. This weakening of the liver will affect the overall performance of the body as the liver produce blood and wash blood clean!!!
That is why you heard of testimonies about their body weak. The itchiness is from what they eat that toxic their system. That is why such a high lives in the pub and playing with sex freely is such a danger on human's body!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!'
Small Blessedness
I have not been giving much Glory to Lord for His Faithfulness is my daily life that I shall share some here.
In September 21st, I, my mum and Jc went to attend a wedding dinner host by the parents of the son my mum looked after in his young years. After the dinner, mum and me had gone to the washroom but Jc didn't want to.
However, when we were just to cross the overhead bridge, she said she was pretty urgent. I didn't feel like going back up to the restaurant again as there might be lots of people trying to get down the lift. I was thinking either we travel 2 bus-stop to the MRT station to find a washroom or took at taxi home and told her to hold on.
Mum had wanted to take the bus home as it would bring her to her door step even though I told her to take the cab. Her bus came when we were above the bridge and had no time to run for it. Mum proclaimed that the next bus will come quickly but it never did.
No matter how I flagged for a cab, none stop even though they were empty!!! Then Lord led me to see behind me was a hotel and I decided to bring Jc to the washroom there. As she finished and we were almost there at the road side where mum was waiting for us, a taxi turned up and stopped just as we reached the road!!! Glory to Jesus!
Lord knew Jc's urgency better then this ignorance mum and did not want my mum to take the 1 hour journey home! He made everything perfect that Jc was happy and we all had peace in taking the cab. The taxi-driver wanted to take a longer road but Lord led me to recall another expressway I had taken long ago when I was living in the city. He also blessed green lights at all traffic junctions that we had ease sending mum home and reached our home before midnight!!! Glory to Jesus!!!
Last Sunday, Lord told me to tithe $10 during the service. I faithfully obeyed. I went to make a new pair of spectacle as my degree had changed. There were 2 kinds of transition lens that one is like my old spec, which had not so dark colour in sunlight and another more expensive one was darker. But as I am not working, I do not want to spend that much on the lens! The difference between the 2 was $62. In the end, the man, also a Christian, blessed me half the price of the difference and I agreed. That was a blessing around $30, 3 times the money I tithed the same day!!! Glory to Jesus!!!
This 2 weeks, I faced 2 death threats on the intensity of the black magic attack. The first one, as I was sensing life getting off me, I prayed to Lord that if He is using me for His Glory, then fully healed me as Christ had done it all at the Cross and He proclaimed, 'It is finished!', and by the stripes of Jesus, I am fully healed. I also told Him that otherwise, take my life away as I also knows the glory in heaven that I don't mind go back there to enjoy!!! hehe...
But Lord knows better! He fully healed me and brought me back to life again! Then He let Perry Stone preached that when one think about death, it's the spirit of hopelessness had attacked them! Perry Stone also taught about the different devilish agents that I could have a more effective prayer! Glory Glory! Lord led me to gain new knowledge for each dispensation! Hallelujah!!!!
Then the weekends that just passed, Lord let me experience another form of attack and my prayer as if not working! Actually, Lord purposely let me be in the loosing end so that devil would come to talk to me this, 'Don't fight with me and give Peter the flat. Otherwise, I will kill you!'
Lord let me found out about who is placing this curse and after that I was well again. Glory to Jesus! Whatever I didn't know, He find a way to show me and let me be equiped to handle each new level of attack!Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He even tricked the devil to disclose to me the information. Haha...
So you see, why I didn't post that much! But now I am fully back to health again! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Jc SA2 exam is starting, but on the listening comprehension, the curse made her sleep through that she could not wake up. I woke up at 8:30am and was able to get her to school by 9am.
In the SA1 exam middle of the year, the curse did the same thing and Peter got them not to lock us into deep sleep to let Jc able to go take the rest of the papers in time.
This time round, he is suggesting Jc to go to his house every night so that he could drive her to school every morning for the next 4 days of exam next week! He don't want to slow down his attack on me. Lord told me to hold on another year to fully finish the bible meditation. I have about 100+ pages to meditate before the whole bible I had walked through all these years, reading it and then meditating verse by verse!
Now that I learnt the new way of praying, even the intensity of the attack become peace. Glory to Jesus!!! Ex thought last 2 weeks of intensity he got me, he thought of an overall killing field. But he did not know it's Lord purposely let me went through it to learn new commandments! He let me learn how to pray in the new way!!! With each new assault, new Grace is given to me that I could walk above and not below!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
This round, Jc finally see all that her dad is doing to me. After so many weeks of preferring him to me, she is currently sick of how he treated me! This also is the 1st time Rosy scolded Jc strongly and even threaten legal on her!!! She let Jc see how nasty she could be!!! Actually Rosy no clue that it was really Jc and not me. She thought she was fighting me. haha.... why would I want to fight with her a man that is a can of yucky worms?
They rejoiced in each other lies but I know they are just lying to each other!!! Anyway Lord revealed that I will not get him back but the new man. Jc was jumping with great joy after suffering the nastiness with her dad and Rosy!!!
Thing had turned out better than expected! I did not know that this 1 sleep late will affect Jc's view of her dad and Rosy that much that their usual nicety on her is not really real. She saw for herself that Rosy is as nasty as daddy!!! Even though she had asked for forgiveness from Rosy, she wasn't keen to meet them this weekends! That was how much they had pressured her!!!
I doesn't know how will things turn out. But I told her whatever she said about her daddy, he is still her daddy and this cannot be change. Lord led me to send some verses in Psalms and in Proverbs for him to see but he was vexed by it that he changed Jc's facebook so that me and Jc had no access.
Since Jc phone had lots of money left before expiring a week time, I used it to send some more verses as I was impressed! I saw new lights on verse on adultery that I asked Lord to explained to me the consequences! Lord told me to meditate the verse and I had a better understanding how this great sin is affecting the body. I will write another post on it as this is getting too long. Glory Glory! All thanks to Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross! Amen Amen!!!
In September 21st, I, my mum and Jc went to attend a wedding dinner host by the parents of the son my mum looked after in his young years. After the dinner, mum and me had gone to the washroom but Jc didn't want to.
However, when we were just to cross the overhead bridge, she said she was pretty urgent. I didn't feel like going back up to the restaurant again as there might be lots of people trying to get down the lift. I was thinking either we travel 2 bus-stop to the MRT station to find a washroom or took at taxi home and told her to hold on.
Mum had wanted to take the bus home as it would bring her to her door step even though I told her to take the cab. Her bus came when we were above the bridge and had no time to run for it. Mum proclaimed that the next bus will come quickly but it never did.
No matter how I flagged for a cab, none stop even though they were empty!!! Then Lord led me to see behind me was a hotel and I decided to bring Jc to the washroom there. As she finished and we were almost there at the road side where mum was waiting for us, a taxi turned up and stopped just as we reached the road!!! Glory to Jesus!
Lord knew Jc's urgency better then this ignorance mum and did not want my mum to take the 1 hour journey home! He made everything perfect that Jc was happy and we all had peace in taking the cab. The taxi-driver wanted to take a longer road but Lord led me to recall another expressway I had taken long ago when I was living in the city. He also blessed green lights at all traffic junctions that we had ease sending mum home and reached our home before midnight!!! Glory to Jesus!!!
Last Sunday, Lord told me to tithe $10 during the service. I faithfully obeyed. I went to make a new pair of spectacle as my degree had changed. There were 2 kinds of transition lens that one is like my old spec, which had not so dark colour in sunlight and another more expensive one was darker. But as I am not working, I do not want to spend that much on the lens! The difference between the 2 was $62. In the end, the man, also a Christian, blessed me half the price of the difference and I agreed. That was a blessing around $30, 3 times the money I tithed the same day!!! Glory to Jesus!!!
This 2 weeks, I faced 2 death threats on the intensity of the black magic attack. The first one, as I was sensing life getting off me, I prayed to Lord that if He is using me for His Glory, then fully healed me as Christ had done it all at the Cross and He proclaimed, 'It is finished!', and by the stripes of Jesus, I am fully healed. I also told Him that otherwise, take my life away as I also knows the glory in heaven that I don't mind go back there to enjoy!!! hehe...
But Lord knows better! He fully healed me and brought me back to life again! Then He let Perry Stone preached that when one think about death, it's the spirit of hopelessness had attacked them! Perry Stone also taught about the different devilish agents that I could have a more effective prayer! Glory Glory! Lord led me to gain new knowledge for each dispensation! Hallelujah!!!!
Then the weekends that just passed, Lord let me experience another form of attack and my prayer as if not working! Actually, Lord purposely let me be in the loosing end so that devil would come to talk to me this, 'Don't fight with me and give Peter the flat. Otherwise, I will kill you!'
Lord let me found out about who is placing this curse and after that I was well again. Glory to Jesus! Whatever I didn't know, He find a way to show me and let me be equiped to handle each new level of attack!Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He even tricked the devil to disclose to me the information. Haha...
So you see, why I didn't post that much! But now I am fully back to health again! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Jc SA2 exam is starting, but on the listening comprehension, the curse made her sleep through that she could not wake up. I woke up at 8:30am and was able to get her to school by 9am.
In the SA1 exam middle of the year, the curse did the same thing and Peter got them not to lock us into deep sleep to let Jc able to go take the rest of the papers in time.
This time round, he is suggesting Jc to go to his house every night so that he could drive her to school every morning for the next 4 days of exam next week! He don't want to slow down his attack on me. Lord told me to hold on another year to fully finish the bible meditation. I have about 100+ pages to meditate before the whole bible I had walked through all these years, reading it and then meditating verse by verse!
Now that I learnt the new way of praying, even the intensity of the attack become peace. Glory to Jesus!!! Ex thought last 2 weeks of intensity he got me, he thought of an overall killing field. But he did not know it's Lord purposely let me went through it to learn new commandments! He let me learn how to pray in the new way!!! With each new assault, new Grace is given to me that I could walk above and not below!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
This round, Jc finally see all that her dad is doing to me. After so many weeks of preferring him to me, she is currently sick of how he treated me! This also is the 1st time Rosy scolded Jc strongly and even threaten legal on her!!! She let Jc see how nasty she could be!!! Actually Rosy no clue that it was really Jc and not me. She thought she was fighting me. haha.... why would I want to fight with her a man that is a can of yucky worms?
They rejoiced in each other lies but I know they are just lying to each other!!! Anyway Lord revealed that I will not get him back but the new man. Jc was jumping with great joy after suffering the nastiness with her dad and Rosy!!!
Thing had turned out better than expected! I did not know that this 1 sleep late will affect Jc's view of her dad and Rosy that much that their usual nicety on her is not really real. She saw for herself that Rosy is as nasty as daddy!!! Even though she had asked for forgiveness from Rosy, she wasn't keen to meet them this weekends! That was how much they had pressured her!!!
I doesn't know how will things turn out. But I told her whatever she said about her daddy, he is still her daddy and this cannot be change. Lord led me to send some verses in Psalms and in Proverbs for him to see but he was vexed by it that he changed Jc's facebook so that me and Jc had no access.
Since Jc phone had lots of money left before expiring a week time, I used it to send some more verses as I was impressed! I saw new lights on verse on adultery that I asked Lord to explained to me the consequences! Lord told me to meditate the verse and I had a better understanding how this great sin is affecting the body. I will write another post on it as this is getting too long. Glory Glory! All thanks to Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, October 15, 2012
When Abba Opens His Heaven
Lord Jesus loves me so much!!! I asked Lord to speak to me yesterday. At worship, I saw a Lamb slained at foundation seated at the throne looking at me. Next moment the bloody Lamb moved towards me and I had received with my arms. Lord led me to bow down my body to accept it fully into me. At that moment, I realised whatever I suffered, Lord was slained for it and I was being set free. I cried as all these happened and all that pen up in me was released! Glory Glory!
Today as I prayed Psalm 103, I finally understood Psalm 103:11
'For as the Heavens are high above the Earth,
so Great are His Mercy and Loving-Kindness towards
those who reverently and worshipfully fear Him. Psalm 103:11 AMP)
Many years ago, as I was yielding for His Love, Lord opened His Heaven to show me this realm of Love that was so Powerful and Colourful!!! I was wowed by this Love for a long time. I thought Lord showed me because of my yielding for His Love but today I understand because I accepted His Calling!
Su had finally accepted her calling into the Children Ministry and Lord is happy with her. He recently opens His Heavenly Love realm to her too. In her calling, she was telling me that she had tried many new areas of responsibilities as she was called to do. Each area of responsibilities, she trusted to the Lord and her fellow volunteers teacher told her she was amazing. But she didn't feel so as it was the Lord doing it!
Today, Lord let me realise, just like Jesus, He accepted Abba Father's Calling on His Life and Lord was Happy and opened His Heavenly Realm to tell tell Him, Matthew 3:17, 'This is My Son, whom I love, with Him I am well Pleased.'
Both Su and me are now walking in our calling and Lord really very happy with us! Glory Glory! Lord let me see that like Joseph, as we prosper in each assignment that Lord place in our path, we prosper in it as the doing part is the Lord, outside people could see the Glory and claim the amazing. I know like Joseph, we would move to our respective place of responsibilities!
Many children of God want to aim for the high places and do not like the small things. But Lord prosper us in the little things and as we move into each path of His Righteousness, more of the good will move into our way! This is how we move up the ladder from small to big! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Yesterday, the 2nd service was anointed and Pastor Prince even pray for us to receive the blessing! Su asked her husband, who went to the first service if his service have such prayer or Ps Prince talking about the sure blessing, he said no!
You see, I was supposed to go to the 1st service but Lord let me overslept to go to the 2nd service with Su and we both receive into our spirit that we surely are highly blessed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
I am so happy with Lord's leading and talking to me! Finally I see where I have walked wrongly and I repent my ways of looking at things. Surely Lord is happy and give me the approval of confirmation! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is good to live with Lord! I might not know how things are flowing but in him I am fully blessed! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Today as I prayed Psalm 103, I finally understood Psalm 103:11
'For as the Heavens are high above the Earth,
so Great are His Mercy and Loving-Kindness towards
those who reverently and worshipfully fear Him. Psalm 103:11 AMP)
Many years ago, as I was yielding for His Love, Lord opened His Heaven to show me this realm of Love that was so Powerful and Colourful!!! I was wowed by this Love for a long time. I thought Lord showed me because of my yielding for His Love but today I understand because I accepted His Calling!
Su had finally accepted her calling into the Children Ministry and Lord is happy with her. He recently opens His Heavenly Love realm to her too. In her calling, she was telling me that she had tried many new areas of responsibilities as she was called to do. Each area of responsibilities, she trusted to the Lord and her fellow volunteers teacher told her she was amazing. But she didn't feel so as it was the Lord doing it!
Today, Lord let me realise, just like Jesus, He accepted Abba Father's Calling on His Life and Lord was Happy and opened His Heavenly Realm to tell tell Him, Matthew 3:17, 'This is My Son, whom I love, with Him I am well Pleased.'
Both Su and me are now walking in our calling and Lord really very happy with us! Glory Glory! Lord let me see that like Joseph, as we prosper in each assignment that Lord place in our path, we prosper in it as the doing part is the Lord, outside people could see the Glory and claim the amazing. I know like Joseph, we would move to our respective place of responsibilities!
Many children of God want to aim for the high places and do not like the small things. But Lord prosper us in the little things and as we move into each path of His Righteousness, more of the good will move into our way! This is how we move up the ladder from small to big! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Yesterday, the 2nd service was anointed and Pastor Prince even pray for us to receive the blessing! Su asked her husband, who went to the first service if his service have such prayer or Ps Prince talking about the sure blessing, he said no!
You see, I was supposed to go to the 1st service but Lord let me overslept to go to the 2nd service with Su and we both receive into our spirit that we surely are highly blessed. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
I am so happy with Lord's leading and talking to me! Finally I see where I have walked wrongly and I repent my ways of looking at things. Surely Lord is happy and give me the approval of confirmation! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
It is good to live with Lord! I might not know how things are flowing but in him I am fully blessed! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, October 8, 2012
The Grace of Jesus
The Right hand of God, the Father, is a hand of Love. He came down to earth to save, to serve. He even walked a Perfect Path for us, His Body, and then let us know after He was judged and had died for our sake that He is going up to prepare Mansions for us. Plenty is laid ahead for us to walk to Him to enjoy His Abundant Life! Glory Glory! Hallelujah!!!
For me, this 6 years of walking with Jesus, I used to think by walking close to Jesus I would be greatly blessed. I looked to this abundant life and with great boast in the Lord, I am happy. Glory Glory!
Even this divorce, my main aim is not myself. My main aim is Jc is in peace. All that I do I want her to be in peace. Based on what is given to me, I live my life. Basically I am not one who like to fight! Mainly if trouble comes, my part is restored. That's all. I do not even want any part of it to glorify me. But even that, the concern is still me and I wonder how can I do Lord's duty? He is the God of Love, how can I show love to people! This is not me. I am a selfish and self-centered being!!!
But Lord did not give up on me. This latest learning of Di Zhi Gui is growing in my life. It's the Proverb in the bible that Ancient Chinese had interpreted into understandable code of life for Chinese! Through it, way of life becomes more understandable for me. After all, Di Zhi Gui is also about Love!!! Glory Glory! It's about caring for people around you and nothing about self. Sound familiar?!
You know, for this divorce, the main area of fight is Jc and this apartment only. Even though, through the spirit disturbance, I had foolishly given to ex, and from outside this apartment, he is using spirits to pull Jc over and then tried to scare or kill me, so as to get me out of this house. In the surface, he seems doing good but in the dark, it's the opposite!
Even with all these happening, my heart has grown soft with the Grace of Jesus growing stronger in me! At time, I do think by the Grace of good deeds, I actually don't mind move out of this apartment to let them have it for their joy sake!
Many a time, I do think of such. I reckon he that is evil is also using such to get me to give up. But I have Lord with me closely, any moment, whether it's Him or not, He let me know. Glory Glory! You see, in the world, the poor is aplenty, even showing good deeds are good, but we still need the wisdom of God!
Unwise giving will let the receiver party goes into pride that they have 'achieved' such and give not glory to Lord! When we are led by the Lord and give to one whose heart is ready to accept Him, His Glory will shine!!! Hallelujah!!!
That is why my dad years ago, having the intention to steal a healing from Jesus and return to his idol. Lord do not mind his bad intention, He still led him to accept Christ, don't we come to Him with some selfish reason too? :D Even though I did not know his intention, Lord's know! Subsequent leading to walk close to Lord, dad did not want, he even play his chanting song near the end of his life!!!
Even with that, Lord's Grace is still greater than his turning away. Doctor said he had headache and would lost conscious till he died off. Lord preserve his life that he had very mild headache and he never lost conscious!!! He was able to eat till the last day of life!!! He could recognised us till the last moment of life! Even his wish was to go back to his idol, Lord protected him and he walked with the angel of Death to heaven! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!! It was recent years that mum talked about he came to Jesus just for the purpose of healing with the intention to turn back!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
As for me, ex uses black magic to gain access to this apartment. If I by the good of my heart given to him, it would means his black magic is stronger than Lord. Also, his claim of Jesus is not a living God would become more convincing in his heart.
Therefore, as long as I am alive and still living here as the original agreement, it would mean Lord is a Living God in me and His Healing and Savior ways is alive and kicking!!! His Kingdom is real and is Mighty!!! Glory Glory!!!
By hard knock and by persuasive, devil is still the same serpent that tricked Eve to bite that first bite on the fruit from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil and Adam, just followed his wife, and led the whole human race to be fallen.
But Jesus, the Grace and Truth, the Tree of Life, has come! He is the last Adam that restored us to our original place of fellowship with God, the Father, through the Grace of the Finished Work of Lord Jesus at the Cross!
Through believing He is the Son of God and has come down to earth to bring us back, we are saved. Through Him, all condemnation ceased. For the law of the Spirit, has set me freed from the law of Sin and of death! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
For me, this 6 years of walking with Jesus, I used to think by walking close to Jesus I would be greatly blessed. I looked to this abundant life and with great boast in the Lord, I am happy. Glory Glory!
Even this divorce, my main aim is not myself. My main aim is Jc is in peace. All that I do I want her to be in peace. Based on what is given to me, I live my life. Basically I am not one who like to fight! Mainly if trouble comes, my part is restored. That's all. I do not even want any part of it to glorify me. But even that, the concern is still me and I wonder how can I do Lord's duty? He is the God of Love, how can I show love to people! This is not me. I am a selfish and self-centered being!!!
But Lord did not give up on me. This latest learning of Di Zhi Gui is growing in my life. It's the Proverb in the bible that Ancient Chinese had interpreted into understandable code of life for Chinese! Through it, way of life becomes more understandable for me. After all, Di Zhi Gui is also about Love!!! Glory Glory! It's about caring for people around you and nothing about self. Sound familiar?!
You know, for this divorce, the main area of fight is Jc and this apartment only. Even though, through the spirit disturbance, I had foolishly given to ex, and from outside this apartment, he is using spirits to pull Jc over and then tried to scare or kill me, so as to get me out of this house. In the surface, he seems doing good but in the dark, it's the opposite!
Even with all these happening, my heart has grown soft with the Grace of Jesus growing stronger in me! At time, I do think by the Grace of good deeds, I actually don't mind move out of this apartment to let them have it for their joy sake!
Many a time, I do think of such. I reckon he that is evil is also using such to get me to give up. But I have Lord with me closely, any moment, whether it's Him or not, He let me know. Glory Glory! You see, in the world, the poor is aplenty, even showing good deeds are good, but we still need the wisdom of God!
Unwise giving will let the receiver party goes into pride that they have 'achieved' such and give not glory to Lord! When we are led by the Lord and give to one whose heart is ready to accept Him, His Glory will shine!!! Hallelujah!!!
That is why my dad years ago, having the intention to steal a healing from Jesus and return to his idol. Lord do not mind his bad intention, He still led him to accept Christ, don't we come to Him with some selfish reason too? :D Even though I did not know his intention, Lord's know! Subsequent leading to walk close to Lord, dad did not want, he even play his chanting song near the end of his life!!!
Even with that, Lord's Grace is still greater than his turning away. Doctor said he had headache and would lost conscious till he died off. Lord preserve his life that he had very mild headache and he never lost conscious!!! He was able to eat till the last day of life!!! He could recognised us till the last moment of life! Even his wish was to go back to his idol, Lord protected him and he walked with the angel of Death to heaven! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!! It was recent years that mum talked about he came to Jesus just for the purpose of healing with the intention to turn back!!! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
As for me, ex uses black magic to gain access to this apartment. If I by the good of my heart given to him, it would means his black magic is stronger than Lord. Also, his claim of Jesus is not a living God would become more convincing in his heart.
Therefore, as long as I am alive and still living here as the original agreement, it would mean Lord is a Living God in me and His Healing and Savior ways is alive and kicking!!! His Kingdom is real and is Mighty!!! Glory Glory!!!
By hard knock and by persuasive, devil is still the same serpent that tricked Eve to bite that first bite on the fruit from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil and Adam, just followed his wife, and led the whole human race to be fallen.
But Jesus, the Grace and Truth, the Tree of Life, has come! He is the last Adam that restored us to our original place of fellowship with God, the Father, through the Grace of the Finished Work of Lord Jesus at the Cross!
Through believing He is the Son of God and has come down to earth to bring us back, we are saved. Through Him, all condemnation ceased. For the law of the Spirit, has set me freed from the law of Sin and of death! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Against all Hope, there is Bible Hope!
Praise the Lord for He is Good and His Mercy indwells forever! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Tomorrow is Hoshana Raba, Succot Day 7, Feast of Tabernacles and I am expecting my blessing to come to past but in the end was nothing. After so many years of waiting, my engine is running dry again. I need a fresh dose of hope to continue holding to this Truth!
Lord finally led me to listen to Pastor Prince 19/03/2006 'Why you can Hope against all Hope' I was touched by the last verse he shared about Abraham. It really blessed me and renew my faith a lot! Glory Glory!
Look at the timeline, Abraham was 100 and Sarah was 90. They had heard that Lord is blessing them a child! But imagine have to go through almost 100 years for Abraham and 90 years for Sarah, to hear from people about they too old to produce or they are gone case!
Against all Hope, Abraham has faith in Lord and it is accounted to him as Righteousness in Christ! I thank You, Lord, for letting them hold on to faith and had this bible Hope of Expectation of Good! He could hold for 100 years, my 5-6 years mean nothing! My Faith is renewed!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
With ex forming a family unit that Jc likes, this is her hope all these while and she is happy to live in that family unit. She do not like my lonely figure. To such an extend that she started disregard me totally since a few weeks ago. Yes, the picture do look bleak on my end.
But I am holding to Jesus promise that my marriage will be restored. I believe such a day will come. Thank You Lord Jesus for Your Finished Work at the Cross! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
No matter what lemon darkness is throwing at me, I am going to make lemonade out of it and believe in My Abba Father is a Good Father and He will take good care of me and the Completed Work at the Cross by Lord Jesus is His Promise to me that I surely am blessed in family life, in financial life, in healing ministry life and in reproduction life and of course my health and wholeness in Christ Jesus too. I claim them in the Name of Jesus and by His Authority! Amen Amen!
I am thinking why Jc's phone have contact of police, the ambulance and the fire services. Then I know why, ex is expecting me to be gone from this earth but too bad, Lord has long planned to keep me alive for 1500 years! Who will win this fight over my body? Of course it is Jesus Finished Work, by His Blood! He has made me Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus! Amen Amen!!!
I shall look to Christ and Christ alone! Surely I am fully redeemed by Lord Jesus at the Cross of All destruction and I am healed of all sicknesses! If Psalm 103 says so, so be it! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, You had paid an over payment ransom for me and my life is Yours to keep! Not by Power, not by Might but by Your Spirit, through Christ Jesus, the Law of the Spirit of Life has set me free from the Law of Sin and Death! Greater is He in me than he that is in this world! Lord, as You are in Heaven, so am I in this world! I shall not die but live to proclaim the Goodness of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Surely, as You are right now, sitting at the Right hand side of Abba Father, I am seated with You there, far above all Principality, Power and Might and dominions and every name that is named and not only in this age but also in that which is to come!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It is written Romans 8:37 'Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him who loved us.' Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Tomorrow is Hoshana Raba, Succot Day 7, Feast of Tabernacles and I am expecting my blessing to come to past but in the end was nothing. After so many years of waiting, my engine is running dry again. I need a fresh dose of hope to continue holding to this Truth!
Lord finally led me to listen to Pastor Prince 19/03/2006 'Why you can Hope against all Hope' I was touched by the last verse he shared about Abraham. It really blessed me and renew my faith a lot! Glory Glory!
Look at the timeline, Abraham was 100 and Sarah was 90. They had heard that Lord is blessing them a child! But imagine have to go through almost 100 years for Abraham and 90 years for Sarah, to hear from people about they too old to produce or they are gone case!
Against all Hope, Abraham has faith in Lord and it is accounted to him as Righteousness in Christ! I thank You, Lord, for letting them hold on to faith and had this bible Hope of Expectation of Good! He could hold for 100 years, my 5-6 years mean nothing! My Faith is renewed!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
With ex forming a family unit that Jc likes, this is her hope all these while and she is happy to live in that family unit. She do not like my lonely figure. To such an extend that she started disregard me totally since a few weeks ago. Yes, the picture do look bleak on my end.
But I am holding to Jesus promise that my marriage will be restored. I believe such a day will come. Thank You Lord Jesus for Your Finished Work at the Cross! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
No matter what lemon darkness is throwing at me, I am going to make lemonade out of it and believe in My Abba Father is a Good Father and He will take good care of me and the Completed Work at the Cross by Lord Jesus is His Promise to me that I surely am blessed in family life, in financial life, in healing ministry life and in reproduction life and of course my health and wholeness in Christ Jesus too. I claim them in the Name of Jesus and by His Authority! Amen Amen!
I am thinking why Jc's phone have contact of police, the ambulance and the fire services. Then I know why, ex is expecting me to be gone from this earth but too bad, Lord has long planned to keep me alive for 1500 years! Who will win this fight over my body? Of course it is Jesus Finished Work, by His Blood! He has made me Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus! Amen Amen!!!
I shall look to Christ and Christ alone! Surely I am fully redeemed by Lord Jesus at the Cross of All destruction and I am healed of all sicknesses! If Psalm 103 says so, so be it! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Lord, You had paid an over payment ransom for me and my life is Yours to keep! Not by Power, not by Might but by Your Spirit, through Christ Jesus, the Law of the Spirit of Life has set me free from the Law of Sin and Death! Greater is He in me than he that is in this world! Lord, as You are in Heaven, so am I in this world! I shall not die but live to proclaim the Goodness of the Lord! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Surely, as You are right now, sitting at the Right hand side of Abba Father, I am seated with You there, far above all Principality, Power and Might and dominions and every name that is named and not only in this age but also in that which is to come!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
It is written Romans 8:37 'Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him who loved us.' Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, October 5, 2012
Grace Favoured Ground
'Through Christ Jesus, the Law of the Spirit of Life set me Free from the
Law of Sin and Death! Through meditation of this verse years ago, Lord
showed me all sins and deaths was sucked into Lord Jesus and fully
cleansed, no more darkness left on Him. When that happened, I prayed for
my girl's back pain from a fall at the play ground and she was healed!
Glory to Jesus!'
I am listening to Pastor Prince short sermon clip in YouTube and noticed that I had posted the above 5 months ago. I then realise that I had fallen from Grace and need a reminder from the videos of Pastor Prince in YouTube to lift myself up. The moment I saw that, I quoted Psalm 23
'Though I walk into the valley of the Shadow of death,
Lord, I shall not fear, Your Rod and Your Staff, they comfort me.
You set a table before me, in the presence of my enemy,
You anoint my head with Oil; my cup brimming cup runs over.
Surely or only goodness,
mercy and unfailing love shall follow me all the days of my life,
and through the length of my days
the house of the Lord [and His Presence]
shall be my dwelling place.'
Abba Father, I thank You that when everything fails, even relationships and family, You are with me, I shall not lack!!! I walked in Your Favour Ground and I am Highly Blessed!
Moments ago, I was telling Lord, if You really want to use me then rise me up, if not let me die. I know the Glorious of the Kingdom that I don't mind die, but for His Kingdom sake, I have to remain alive. Not for my sake but for His Sake!
In my silly moment, I even asked Him why He let this curse come to me when Lord Jesus at the Cross had fully redeemed me completed! He healed the brain attack at that moment. Lord is Good!
Ex is mad with me for disclosing his unfaithfulness to his gf"s ex. Actually I was shocked that they are both cheaters! Yet, they are angry that I opened their can of dark secret! But as they both are good lier, they managed to convince each other and are still together. But in the process, I had upset their whatever plan that they are both angry with me. Anyway, not my problem!
If they even plan on this house on which room who is going to stay, am I suppose to smile and let things be? I know Lord will provide me new homes but the only problem is I don't know when. Actually I didn't have this idea but Lord put me to talk with her ex. He said I will discover some secret that she is hiding. I was thinking of character defect, I didn't expect to hear what I heard!!! Her ex don't want her to take away his kids, especially he is concerned that ex is not a Muslim and might erode his kids religious knowledge.
Guess on hearing his kids liked Jc and on good term with ex, he did the inevitable of blocking her access. Between them I heard he was a violent man, but if a wife that had cheated more than once and was caught by his relatives and friends, who won't be mad? Especially he loved her and had written in his Facebook that if he cannot stop loving, must know that she doesn't love him!
Unfaithfulness is just like a death sentence handed to the spouse. Whatever the reason, be it a sickness or through the strife of life, life had drifted apart, this who to blame? The only way is to let this love bank get zero again so that don't dwell in the problem.
For me, I am glad that I have Lord leading in me that in the end of path, He always opens new path for me to walk on. He let me have hope, have path to walk on even though the current situation see not way. He lay an abundance path, a path of success and a path of victory for me to walk on! How can I not be thankful to Him! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Matthew 19:26 says that:
'But Jesus looked at them and said, "With men this is impossible, but All Things are Possible with God!!!"'
Romans 5:1-2:
'Therefore, Since we are justified through faith,
let us have [the peace of reconciliation to hold and to enjoy] peace with God
through our Lord Jesus Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One).
Through Him also we have access by faith into this Grace (state of God's Favour)
in which we [firmly and safely] stand.
And let us rejoice and exult in our hope of experiencing and enjoying the Glory of God.'
Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am listening to Pastor Prince short sermon clip in YouTube and noticed that I had posted the above 5 months ago. I then realise that I had fallen from Grace and need a reminder from the videos of Pastor Prince in YouTube to lift myself up. The moment I saw that, I quoted Psalm 23
'Though I walk into the valley of the Shadow of death,
Lord, I shall not fear, Your Rod and Your Staff, they comfort me.
You set a table before me, in the presence of my enemy,
You anoint my head with Oil; my cup brimming cup runs over.
Surely or only goodness,
mercy and unfailing love shall follow me all the days of my life,
and through the length of my days
the house of the Lord [and His Presence]
shall be my dwelling place.'
Abba Father, I thank You that when everything fails, even relationships and family, You are with me, I shall not lack!!! I walked in Your Favour Ground and I am Highly Blessed!
Moments ago, I was telling Lord, if You really want to use me then rise me up, if not let me die. I know the Glorious of the Kingdom that I don't mind die, but for His Kingdom sake, I have to remain alive. Not for my sake but for His Sake!
In my silly moment, I even asked Him why He let this curse come to me when Lord Jesus at the Cross had fully redeemed me completed! He healed the brain attack at that moment. Lord is Good!
Ex is mad with me for disclosing his unfaithfulness to his gf"s ex. Actually I was shocked that they are both cheaters! Yet, they are angry that I opened their can of dark secret! But as they both are good lier, they managed to convince each other and are still together. But in the process, I had upset their whatever plan that they are both angry with me. Anyway, not my problem!
If they even plan on this house on which room who is going to stay, am I suppose to smile and let things be? I know Lord will provide me new homes but the only problem is I don't know when. Actually I didn't have this idea but Lord put me to talk with her ex. He said I will discover some secret that she is hiding. I was thinking of character defect, I didn't expect to hear what I heard!!! Her ex don't want her to take away his kids, especially he is concerned that ex is not a Muslim and might erode his kids religious knowledge.
Guess on hearing his kids liked Jc and on good term with ex, he did the inevitable of blocking her access. Between them I heard he was a violent man, but if a wife that had cheated more than once and was caught by his relatives and friends, who won't be mad? Especially he loved her and had written in his Facebook that if he cannot stop loving, must know that she doesn't love him!
Unfaithfulness is just like a death sentence handed to the spouse. Whatever the reason, be it a sickness or through the strife of life, life had drifted apart, this who to blame? The only way is to let this love bank get zero again so that don't dwell in the problem.
For me, I am glad that I have Lord leading in me that in the end of path, He always opens new path for me to walk on. He let me have hope, have path to walk on even though the current situation see not way. He lay an abundance path, a path of success and a path of victory for me to walk on! How can I not be thankful to Him! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!
Matthew 19:26 says that:
'But Jesus looked at them and said, "With men this is impossible, but All Things are Possible with God!!!"'
Romans 5:1-2:
'Therefore, Since we are justified through faith,
let us have [the peace of reconciliation to hold and to enjoy] peace with God
through our Lord Jesus Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One).
Through Him also we have access by faith into this Grace (state of God's Favour)
in which we [firmly and safely] stand.
And let us rejoice and exult in our hope of experiencing and enjoying the Glory of God.'
Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Jesus is the Way!
Recently, things are getting bad for me as ex had formed a family unit and the kids are having fun together, especially Jc and Dina. They are the only daughter in both families and it's good to find a partner that can be called sisters, be it step-sisters, they don't care, their only concern is they are not alone anymore!
Face with such a setup, Jc automatically preferred this new family unit and rejected me who is a lonely figure! This has been more and more obvious on the way she treated me, especially these 2 weeks. Each time she returns from her daddy, I need a new talk around and show her enough love for her to turnover.
This was especially had when Rosy and her 3 sons and 1 daughter came to sleepover with Jc and her daddy. Even though Jc was the only one who was left to sleep on the platform floor, she was okay with it!!! She has great joy in the process that she and Dina asked for more or weekly sleepover!!!
Even I pep talk to Jc, her mouth agrees but her heart rejected me out right!!! Even her mathematics problem she rather ask someone else than me, who was good with my maths in my school days!
Last night, miracle happened!!! Jc lost her book mark, a pretty book mark given by her daddy. No matter how she turn the house around, she could not find it! I was down with her rejecting of me and did not want to help her anymore. But in the end I still pray to Lord for wisdom and understanding and memory to find that book mark!
Lord didn't give me any clue, so there was no way I could help! After a helpless search, Jc decided to seek comfort from me. When she sat on my lap, Lord wisdom touched her and she looked into a bag behind my chair and found her book mark!!!
Lord's Wisdom touched her that she realised her mummy has Jesus and thus, when she came close to her mummy, Jesus Wisdom touched her! Glory Glory!!! With this knowledge, she was no more rejecting me as her mummy! Glory Glory!
For last week, it was her fear of lizard that made her run back to me again. Glory Glory!
Lord is so good that when nothing in the natural works, His Way is greater and a solution is found! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!!!
Face with such a setup, Jc automatically preferred this new family unit and rejected me who is a lonely figure! This has been more and more obvious on the way she treated me, especially these 2 weeks. Each time she returns from her daddy, I need a new talk around and show her enough love for her to turnover.
This was especially had when Rosy and her 3 sons and 1 daughter came to sleepover with Jc and her daddy. Even though Jc was the only one who was left to sleep on the platform floor, she was okay with it!!! She has great joy in the process that she and Dina asked for more or weekly sleepover!!!
Even I pep talk to Jc, her mouth agrees but her heart rejected me out right!!! Even her mathematics problem she rather ask someone else than me, who was good with my maths in my school days!
Last night, miracle happened!!! Jc lost her book mark, a pretty book mark given by her daddy. No matter how she turn the house around, she could not find it! I was down with her rejecting of me and did not want to help her anymore. But in the end I still pray to Lord for wisdom and understanding and memory to find that book mark!
Lord didn't give me any clue, so there was no way I could help! After a helpless search, Jc decided to seek comfort from me. When she sat on my lap, Lord wisdom touched her and she looked into a bag behind my chair and found her book mark!!!
Lord's Wisdom touched her that she realised her mummy has Jesus and thus, when she came close to her mummy, Jesus Wisdom touched her! Glory Glory!!! With this knowledge, she was no more rejecting me as her mummy! Glory Glory!
For last week, it was her fear of lizard that made her run back to me again. Glory Glory!
Lord is so good that when nothing in the natural works, His Way is greater and a solution is found! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!!!
Monday, October 1, 2012
Prophesy Fulfilled
I am glad to watch this video in ITBN that shows the prophesy seen in the year 1855 is being fulfilled currently! It's great that how the Glory of Lord Jesus are being shift from one country to another for the fulfillment of the bible prophesy! Glory Glory!
This morning, as I was meditating the bible on the book of Job, this thought came to my mind. Years ago, the Twin Towers in USA was under attack on Sept 11. Years later in 2012, the Gospel returns to Israel, Jerusalem on September 11 too, but as the preaching started after 6pm, in Israel time, it is considered the 12th. Glory Glory!
God's time table are able to move things into the right place at the right time. Bible used to taught in school when Dr Paul Crouch was in school long ago, but now it was prohibited. Whereas now, in Russia, Christianity can be talk anywhere and TBN has 6 satellite just in this country!
Looking at what Lord is doing in this end time, and I am amazed! Hearing Dr Paul talked with his son, Matt, on what his dad could or could not do, and what Dr Paul could do and see and Matt is the next generation to carry the torch of TBN, it is just so amazing how Lord speed things up in the short period of time!!!
When I was young, there is no such thing as internet but during growing up years in junior college, internet was the in thing to do and during my working in IT software area, internet became more and more advance till now it is so common.
Lord is building the whole world to be connected so that his Glory could be seen around the world! He got TBN to build up the satellite and then Pastor Prince to reveal about Jesus, the Grace and the Truth, and then, He will get me to show His Healing in Abundance! The last 2nd angels that save large no of souls before the last that come with the wrath. Lord is on time in His Timetable!!! Glory Glory!!!
Till now, I don't know when I will be shining in His Glory in the fulness so, I just continue to wait upon Him and to talk to Him in my meditation. Glory Glory! I am being amazed by all that is happening in this end time! Glory Glory! Lord is rising His Army up!!! Glory Glory!!!
For WK, after so many years of pulling her up, Lord recently told me that He is dropping her as she did not pick up His Calling! Sometime, man could be hard to respond to the Lord! Guess they let the cares of the world take over!!! WK only wants to walk close to me when she heard some of Lord's movement in my life. But herself, after so many years of calling, since I accepted Christ till now, the lift up in her only warmth her for a short moment before she fallen back to her usual life again.
Now I realised that if small thing Lord ask you to do, you don't respond, you are unlikely to do big things too!!! For WK, Lord started by asking her give some thing to her ex for 3 times and for her to sign up Chinese worship team for 1 time. Lord also did get her to set up a shop but she questioned her own ability. So, she respond with disbelieve on all the previous calling.
The last one was laying hand on people for healing. This one I received my calling together with hers during that bible study years ago. I responded to Lord by believing and what Lord prompted me, I followed. She was joyful each time I talk about what Jesus wanted to do with her life but after that, she always fall back to her own life. Lord give her enough time to respond but nothing in the end. After so many tries, Lord finally said it's enough!!!
As I looked to what Lord is doing, whatever He called us, He will make it come to past! Our Part is to believe and respond to His Calling by walking closely with Him! As ones walks, Lord will put things in our path to test obedience and faithfulness to the calling. Each yoke of test is not difficult, it is shaping of personality to walk with Him! Not about life or death, nor was it about traveling afar! Each is about faithfully believing in Him and He test our faith in Him!!! In the process, we see His Faithfulness too!!! Glory Glory!!! It's about a knowing Him process!!! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, thank You for the leading so far! I will wait upon You for Your Glory to be shown! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This morning, as I was meditating the bible on the book of Job, this thought came to my mind. Years ago, the Twin Towers in USA was under attack on Sept 11. Years later in 2012, the Gospel returns to Israel, Jerusalem on September 11 too, but as the preaching started after 6pm, in Israel time, it is considered the 12th. Glory Glory!
God's time table are able to move things into the right place at the right time. Bible used to taught in school when Dr Paul Crouch was in school long ago, but now it was prohibited. Whereas now, in Russia, Christianity can be talk anywhere and TBN has 6 satellite just in this country!
Looking at what Lord is doing in this end time, and I am amazed! Hearing Dr Paul talked with his son, Matt, on what his dad could or could not do, and what Dr Paul could do and see and Matt is the next generation to carry the torch of TBN, it is just so amazing how Lord speed things up in the short period of time!!!
When I was young, there is no such thing as internet but during growing up years in junior college, internet was the in thing to do and during my working in IT software area, internet became more and more advance till now it is so common.
Lord is building the whole world to be connected so that his Glory could be seen around the world! He got TBN to build up the satellite and then Pastor Prince to reveal about Jesus, the Grace and the Truth, and then, He will get me to show His Healing in Abundance! The last 2nd angels that save large no of souls before the last that come with the wrath. Lord is on time in His Timetable!!! Glory Glory!!!
Till now, I don't know when I will be shining in His Glory in the fulness so, I just continue to wait upon Him and to talk to Him in my meditation. Glory Glory! I am being amazed by all that is happening in this end time! Glory Glory! Lord is rising His Army up!!! Glory Glory!!!
For WK, after so many years of pulling her up, Lord recently told me that He is dropping her as she did not pick up His Calling! Sometime, man could be hard to respond to the Lord! Guess they let the cares of the world take over!!! WK only wants to walk close to me when she heard some of Lord's movement in my life. But herself, after so many years of calling, since I accepted Christ till now, the lift up in her only warmth her for a short moment before she fallen back to her usual life again.
Now I realised that if small thing Lord ask you to do, you don't respond, you are unlikely to do big things too!!! For WK, Lord started by asking her give some thing to her ex for 3 times and for her to sign up Chinese worship team for 1 time. Lord also did get her to set up a shop but she questioned her own ability. So, she respond with disbelieve on all the previous calling.
The last one was laying hand on people for healing. This one I received my calling together with hers during that bible study years ago. I responded to Lord by believing and what Lord prompted me, I followed. She was joyful each time I talk about what Jesus wanted to do with her life but after that, she always fall back to her own life. Lord give her enough time to respond but nothing in the end. After so many tries, Lord finally said it's enough!!!
As I looked to what Lord is doing, whatever He called us, He will make it come to past! Our Part is to believe and respond to His Calling by walking closely with Him! As ones walks, Lord will put things in our path to test obedience and faithfulness to the calling. Each yoke of test is not difficult, it is shaping of personality to walk with Him! Not about life or death, nor was it about traveling afar! Each is about faithfully believing in Him and He test our faith in Him!!! In the process, we see His Faithfulness too!!! Glory Glory!!! It's about a knowing Him process!!! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!!
Abba Father, thank You for the leading so far! I will wait upon You for Your Glory to be shown! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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