Friday, September 30, 2011

Jesus, the Provider

I guess, with 21 months still remaining at home after the divorce finalised, should have rised many questions in the heart of many of you. I know my siblings do, my mum is in my inner loop, so she knows and is comforted. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

However, as I want to show Jesus as the Provider, I will talk from long before that! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

In the bible, even in church, pastor will share that whatever we have, is a blessing from the Lord! We are just giving back 10% as a tithe to Him, planting seeds into His Kingdom, recognising him as the truth and living God. Many think that this amount of money is gone for good, some righteous one will even said to 'help' God in His Mission work or building churches etc. But, the truth is, nothing of that sort!

In the bible, there are seeding and harvest time. Whatever you need, seed it and you will get a harvest in due time. This is tested out by people, planting corns and tithe 10% to church, their plantation grow so much that they impart the knowledge to farmers to profit them. Glory Glory!

Personally, Lord walks with me since young. I did talk a lot to Him even I didn't know Him then. When I started working, Lord get me interested in the stock market. He rose the activities in there for me to profit. He gave me knowledge which stock to buy and when to sell. I just had that inner knowing of how to go about it. This trading double my savings then. Glory to Jesus!

Lord prepared me with that profit then when I accepted Him, He got me to tithe to His New Church, 50% of my saving. Many should remember that the other 50% was spent blessing sisters, family members and personal spending till it was zero, that I had to get S$1000 from ex to top up my account!

So, how am I to live? Faced divorce and not working? Lord gave ex heart to give me $1500 monthly ever since the divorce was concieved. If you remember, before that, he had actually stopped giving me personal allowance of $1000 for 2 years before that.

This wife maintenance lasted till July 2010. Then he stopped, but when he stopped, Lord got the govt concerned that divorced women not getting paid and set up a law on it. Ex got fightened that in November 2010, he started giving me $500 again. Is that my only suvival package?

No! Lord led me to sell away some old coins that was getting out of fashion and of not much value. With that, I managed to get $800. Lord rise gold price and showed my mum where she could sell and get good returns. Then I took those small little one and those I didn't fancy one to see off. Lord is so good that He made me like some when I was selecting, for after that when I see them again, I do not like, but it was given by mum, so He knows she concerned about it. Praise Jesus!

When this good amount of sales I got from gold is running low, I was thinking how poor I was. Then I realised in Christ, I should proclaim rich if I want to see my life changed. So I started to proclaiming I am rich and see that I am rich! Glory Glory!

When I proclaimed that I am rich, Lord opened my eyes to see an insurance that I bought when Jc was borned. The payable amount was not to my advantage as I had sickness record. So, Lord told me this insurance is not favourable to me and told me to liquidate it. I had and got S$20+K. Glory to Jesus!

The Glorious part is not this S$20+K, it is for 9 months, I have been spending on this amount, I draw all I need and lifestyle is still the same; I still ordered deliveries and pampered myself whenever I wanted. I even brought Jc to Hong Kong and bought a notebook! The Amazing thing is not this amount.

The Amazing thing is Lord Miracle of 5 loaves 2 fish is working on this amount. No matter how I spend, the amount of money remain is never fall short of S$2K, it always remained at about that level. This is 9 months into the spending and even tithing to Lord whenever I receive S$50 blessing from 2nd sister and from mum.

Do you think tithing and seeding into God's Kingdom and believing Him that He is a living God and Jesus had died for my proverty and in Him I am rich! Works? Yes, it works! For Who I have is a True Living God and His Word is the Truth!

Thank You, Lord Jesus, that You are my Provider. Glory that you told me to sell away my remainding stock recently so that I am not affected by the recent loosing ground. I thank You that You are alive in my life! Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!

Monday, September 26, 2011

The Renewed Covenant

Lord led me to Sid Roth Supernatural clips to watch the inspiring story. It's an interview of Sharon Allen by Sid Roth, after watching, I was goggling for her name and watched this 6 parts interview of Sharon Allen by Sid Roth in details and what she revealed of studying various book of reference of her Torah was amazing! If you want to watch, go youtube and search for 'Orthodox Jewish Fem For Yeshua'. Glory Glory!

She really sees the Torah is written about Jesus! She said the English bible translate it as 'Angel of the Lord (His Name), in Hebrew, Angel is 'Ma'lakh', for the Lord, because they do not call God's name, they call it 'ha'Shem' which means His Name, but she said actually, the name referred to 'Yuhei Vahei'.

She also said that when people saw this Angel of Lord, their reaction is fall to the ground and fear for their life. If He is an Angel of God, He had to reject their action and corrected them. He didn't and accepted it and told them Shalom, to give them phyphology wholeness because He knew they were fearing for their life! He give peace and give them the message.

In addition, Angel are not supposed to accept sacrifice, but the Lord of Angel accepted it, which means He is God! Sharon said that when sacrifice burning and flame reaching to heaven, Lord of Angel went into the flame and rise with it. Manoah, Samson's father said Peleh! Peleh means wonderful, miraculous thing. Peleh is only used to praise God! So, it's Jesus, who was appearing in the old Testament, and the Torah. She said she learnt about Jesus so much, that when she finally read the New Testament of the bible, it's like knowing an old friend! Glory Glory!

She searched for the Hebrew root meaning of the 10 names from Adam through Noah. This was what revealed to her:

Adam – Mankind
Seth – turns their face towards
Enosh – and are appointed mortal grievious sorrow
Kenan – to lament and to mourn.
Mahalalel – God who is praised
Jared – comes down
Enoch – to instruct and to consecrate.
Methuselah – He is sent forth as a prophet-priest
Lamech – to be smitten and scourged, to die,
Noah – to give rest and security a quiet attitude of peace.

When she read Isaiah 53, she could see it was talking about Jesus. She checked with the Rabbi but Rabbi said Jesus shouted 'My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?', he said Jesus blasphemy of God. But Sharon said their beloved King David also said the same thing in Psalm 22, how can the Rabbi accused their beloved King David as such!So, from all she read in the Torah, she saw Jesus and finally, she cannot denied herself this truth! Sid Roth concluded that the new covenant aka renewed covenant, is the Torah with the spirit of Life!

Why was it hidden from the Jews? Many of them said they were told to disbelieve Jesus! They were told not to read their Torah! Sid Roth read Isaiah 53 to his father. His father thought that Sid Roth was reading from the Christian bible, but Sid showed him that he was reading from the Torah! Finally, his dad accepted Jesus before his death. Praise Jesus! More and more Jews eyes are being opened in this end time! Praise Jesus!

Sharon was in her daughter school seminar talking to that Rabbi, and many parents were concerned that their kids believing Jesus. Rabbi had no solution to their problem and when Sharon questioned him on Jesus in the Torah, he could not repute it satisfactory, that is why finally Sharon Allen had no more doubt about the whole Torah is talking about Jesus! It's amazing that when the Jews read the Torah, their understanding of the bible is so well that they could identify Jesus! If only they go read it! Glory to Jesus!

I watched another Rabbi talking about the Holy Communion and I like to share it here.

Jewish passover, out from Egypt, there were 4 cups of wine. The 3rd cup signified redeeming blood of the lamb and it brings joy! Jesus on His last day, used the 3rd cup to represent his blood and his disciples understood what He meant. The rabbi also talked about their Jewish wedding. This is what I noted down:

In Jew's marriage, the man would bring a cup of wine to the lady he interested. The wine signifies his life and blood. If the lady drink the wine, she will be his, married to him!

Bride married in this fashion, do not immediately move in with her husband. There will be a trouble period lasting 1 to 3 years, where the bridegroom went back to the home of his father and he would built his place suitable for his bride. His father, who knew the way, from his own experience, would show him what is needed of that apartment.

When his house is built, he could bring the bride over, usually at night. They only drink the wine together when they are united. No union, no joy!

Isn't this interesting, it's a description of our marriage to King Jesus and He goes back to His Father to build us house and will be coming back for us! Glory Glory!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

The Difference between devil and God

For 20 years of my life, I had been led to face death twice and face the Glory of God once. I would say it's better with God that with the devil. Glory Glory!

Many years ago, in my 20s, I had this deep depression that no one could understand. So some thought I was going insane and didn't know how to talk with me while others liked some good friends and family members kept telling me to look at the nature to enjoy life, to choose positive against negative. They showed their love for me that made me didn't want to hurt them. Glory Glory!

As such, when devil gave me thought that I was the odd one out in the society, nothing could I get back the society, he shouted death to me. He said nothing more to do so better death than life. However, in consideration for my family, and not wanting to harm them, I asked myself in the darkness of life and could not even see a ray of light. What could I do?

Friend who emailed me story about this man so positive in thinking that even he got shot in restaurant, he chose life over death. In the end, he was alived. Base on this story and looking at the cycles of wave that break at shore but never ceased doing the same old thing, and also looking at the sun and seeing that no matter how dark a rainy day was, the sun will be out the next moment. With grabbing of all these positive thinking, I decided to walk in positive and ignored each of the negative deadly thoughts that came to me.

As each thought came to me, I replaced with a positive one and accepted it. For 3 years, I was doing it mentally. I walked out of the spiral of darkness and they had no choice but to flee. Glory Glory. This was how Lord had been leading me before I came to Him.

At the birth of Jc, I was hit by the post-natal-depression. I was feeling useless and another time of uselessness and deserving death again. I was crying for nothing sake. My hubby then asked me what happen, I told him I could not even take care of the baby, I could not do anything! He told me to concentrate breast feeding the baby and not to care about anything else. Even when I complainted that I could not carry the baby, he said as I carried, my strength would grow and I will be able to carry her. I just received and did accordingly. Overtime, I got out of that depression.

As devil could not kill me, he decided to give me fear, ghostly fear. I endured it for 3 years till I found Jesus. As this was spiritual attack, it was beyong me and a God was needed. No one had enounter with Jesus as strongly as I do. As I was deeply oppressed and so, I had to hug Jesus tightly.

In the process, I climbed my way to the innermost and met Jesus face to face. He showed me His Grace and in 3 months, I was out of this oppression. When devil realised that fear could not work in me, he uses death, sickness death. All my body parts became his playground, I encountered death many times over, as I trusted in Jesus, I climbed out of this pit as well.

With my walk almost done, now is the personality test. Lord gaven me interest to defend the lady who drown with her son in the recent news in a forum I visited lately. Lord also raise another thread on single mum for me to go in to share my views. Devil did not let go of me, he still tried to crush me down.

But goodness resulted from this walk. Lord said I finally reached where He wanted to place me. Somehow, whatever curse and swear that came my way, Lord gave me a heart to pity them, who are ignorance and used by the devil. Lord through me keep on forgiving them as Jesus did at the cross. After all that, Lord said I have reached where He wanted to place me. Glory Glory.

It is Glory and Honor! I who is nothing Lord uphold me. Many sisters pmed me to give me kind words, even when devil realised that the attack did no harm to me, he decided to use my blog and examples of other children of God to bring me down. But as what Lord would do, I have no anger, only pity that they are used by the devil and their pride are in the way.

Haha, I like to quote a saying, this mum said she had many Christian but none behave like me. I read a few of their blogs, it's about their life, nothing much about personal encounter with Jesus. I only could thank Lord gives me this opportunity for me, alone, to walk with such intimacy with Him. I so much appreciated it and could only praise Him for His Goodness.

Regarding my sex encounter with ex recently, those that know about it was wondering why I did such thing. Hey! Look with your eyes opened! Am I sleeping around with different men??? No, the only person I had sex with since I know about sex, is P, my ex-husband. From before till now is still the same man. What you want to term that into?

The Grace of God no one could understands. Man do not know how to bring a broken relationship back together. Only by the Grace of Jesus He could. Why need this sexual encounter? Lord told me that and even ex told me after, that his moving away was because the issue of sex.

If you recall from this blog, my problem was degree of pain in intercourse and looked at the manhood as a biological part. This is what push ex alway from this marriage. Lord through this five years, slowly, as I trusted him, remove the pain, then the sensitivity, and finally for the first time, I enjoyed the process. Now I love the manhood that it was a joy in the process. Lord led me to show to ex that I am made normal. So that his image of my old sexuality was gone.

With this, a step closer to him coming back. Lord also lead me to realise man only purpose of chasing woman is purely for sex. Lord made them constantly want sex the whole life and made woman want love the whole life. So that in fulfilling each other needs, it will be a perfect union. He changed my understanding in the whole thing. That is why the wisdom of God is needed to make marriage works. Glory Glory!

With this, I am ready to receive ex back. On how he comes back, Lord by His Grace also have provided the avenue. All Grace is upon it and surely, this union is perfect! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Thursday, September 22, 2011

The End of End

My beloved children of God, I have a piece of revealing from our Abba Father that I think you may be interested to know. Amid all these talks of rapture by different pastors around the world, I heard about this Elenin from surfing cyberanger site and after watching the impact of what Elenin did when it come in line with the Sun and the Earth, Lord revealed this piece of information to me as I pondered it effects.

After keeping for a few days, I think I shall share it since I have nothing in my life to share at the moment. So, you might like to know what is happening to this earth. So this post is about it. Glory Glory!

Lord:
'My beloved, regarding that Elenin come in line, it means more earthquakes in future. But it will not affect Singapore. Singapore will be safe as usual.

For these 1500 years, there will be some earth movement to pull the different lands together. By 1500 years time, most will come together as 1.

Abba is leading this to happen because long ago, it is 1 land mass. So, all are moving back together. Singapore is a safe place. No great harm will come to it. I am leading the whole world to believe in me. So overall earth will be a better place for all to live.

Come 1500 years later, when I pull you to heaven, I will rise the rest in a few weeks time. And after that the earth will become very hot and be gone. I will create a new earth for my children. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'

The above is what Lord revealed to me on the 20th September 2011. Surely, this is His Plan. Any other interpretation by any man of God about the rapture is just too early for it to happen. I rather trust the Lord and His Plan come into action. It is okay for you to disagree to this piece of information.

It is about my believe on Jesus and Abba Father and My Holy Spirit. Need not post any contrary arguement to me, as I am clueless, it's by the Lord and this is what He shared! I will not argue with you on this rapture.

For I walk by His Way and I receive whatsoever He tells me. It's my pleasure to share, but if you find it hard to believe, it's okay too! We have different level of faith and it's okay! Bless the Lord who is the Aleph Tav, the Beginning and the Ending! Amen Amen!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

The Pride of Man

In my walk with Jesus these 5 years, whatever what Lord revealed to me, I have shared with many. If you followed my blog from the start, you will know that at first I had WK as my partner, but when she disbelieve and move away, Su moved in.

Su is my younger sister and we 2 had walked many years together. From a baby Christian, whatever Lord revealed to me, she caught hold of it and grow with me in the Lord. I was so happy but this happiness did not last. We both know the temptation of the world and had even prayed to Lord that on the day we moved away, we prayed to Lord to bring us back by His Grace, whom we know is very mighty. Glory Glory!

However, sometime, even when Lord is willing, man pride is in the way. Why Christians argued among themselves, because all feel that their knowledges are the best. That's why the argument. If only all are to humble down and take what others said as a learning experience, life would be easier.

As for Su, through Lord leading me to meditate, she also meditated and walked closely to the Lord. But, pride is in the way. She thought she has Lord with her, she need not listen to what Lord have shared through me anymore. First was her husband blocking her. Now she agreed with him and stopped nourishing her spirit man. She feels that by listening to sermons will do. But Lord wants to talk to her from the bible!

We were watching a Korean drama on TV this afternoon, family gathering. In the midst of it, I was crying. I asked Lord why did I cry; for I was not sad of anything! Lord said He was sad because Su did not talk to Him anymore and wanted me to tell her. I did, but Su rejected. She felt by listening to Pastor Prince sermon and flow in the joy will do; need not feed her Spirit Man! Her pride in the way. She said Lord still talking to her. I wonder if it was Lord or devil. For Lord always lead his children to fellowship with Him, not away!

She even tab my shoulders later and told me not to worry, Lord still giving her vision and she has joy. Problem is when she moved away, all forms of attack of her ceased too. She became a dead horse, so no more harm to them.

Lord has another way, but this is to let her know He did try to bring her back, just that she rejected. I just trust to Lord and don't bother. Glory Glory!

Friday, September 16, 2011

The Revival of My Marriage

My darling, My love, the love of my heart, the apple of my eyes, Abba is leading you to revive your marriage again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My love, Abba is so pleased that you obeyed to my calling and let P make love to you. Glory Glory! Surely you are opening the way for his return. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

My dear readers of my blog, if Lord asked you to do something uncalled for, would you do? Yes, even someone that had betrayed you and hurt you deeply? I did.

Today, Lord arranged me to go to ex home. He was working from home today. I proposed a testing of what Lord had done in me and needed testing to him. At first he resisted, but Lord managed to get him to accept it. Glory Glory!

I might not know why ex moved away, but Lord knows. He led me so horny the last 2 days and sending sms to ex to come and get me. He opened the way, step by step, pulled down the defence of ex, to today, excited him to the idea. Glory Glory!

What was my problem in my marriage? I do not like the manhood of man and I had no erotic feeling in penetration. I could look to the ceiling and talking something unrelated while ex, my husband then, was making love to me. That was the joke of love making. Guess it turned him off that he went for others. This totally no sexual feeling came after having jc. Homons changes, I guess.

For many years, I even push him away when he wanted it and I was not horny. Even when I was horny, there were issues of pain and sensitivity. But Lord is Mighty! Whatever our problem is, he could renew us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Today, finally I had a different sensation to love making. I actually enjoyed the blowjob so much, never had I had such a feeling before, but Lord put in my heart of love for the manhood that I have no problem doing it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I am not horny too! But Lord led me to let ex penetrated me; after 2 years of no use, he said I am like a virgin again. He loved it. Glory Glory! The fact is, Lord had given me the erotic feeling that I was enjoying it even though I was not horny. What a contrary to what I used to feel. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Guess it crashed down the bad impression of me in ex that he was trying to convince himself that I am his ex and he should go for others instead. Even the dinner I cooked and had eaten half portion of it and going to bring back the remainder half, Lord let him interested in it and wanted it. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! Lord is letting him recall what he used to enjoy. Glory Glory!

I spent $25 taking a cab there. Initial plan was to go with him to visit Jc at the MOE Dairy Farm Adventure Centre, but Lord opened this opportunity to correct his image of me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! He actually talking about what kind of man I wanted; as if checking out my criteria. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I did not expect his consideration of me, but ex revealed in his talk in convincing himself otherwise. We lost our way in the forest and was not able to visit Jc. But he drove me back! This is what he would not do previously!!! Glory Glory!

Lord has through His Grace, opened a crack to pump my goodness into his heart that he treated me better. Glory Glory! Heard that his girlfriend and him are off now, that adds more to the Glory of his return to me again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

What man could not do, Lord can and will. I just have to trust in Him and in the right moment and the right time, He gets me to do the right thing that triggled the heart of ex. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I am looking for his return even though he is still fighting with his heart. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, I thank you that I just need to rest in You. On the right time, right moment, You get me to do the right thing. It was easy to follow your yoke! I get to enjoy it and surely, goodness is going to result in it. I might not know what went wrong but only You, the Almighty God knows and knows how to repair it and to make it beauty in its time. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

To Walk the Fullness of Jesus

Since my early days of acceptance of Christ, Lord has led me to see all human beings as sinless. It's like a banana that is white and pure inside, and all the sins that was tagged onto them was the outside skin of the banana. Lord let me see that they are righteousness of God and is sinless. Many that had offended me I am able to love them readily.

However, in all learning, Lord just don't stop there. As each walk with Him, He leads to tougher and tougher ground to let one to be tested. All these testing is to bring about the goodness of Him to be shining out of us. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

As such, you see me gone through many rounds of testing from the various posts that I had put in this blog. Of course, I hardly put the actual fact of suffering I gone through. Most of the time, I post when I looked to Christ and received the deliverance and the post is about thanking Him, who is Faithful. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Even my walk into the divorce, I walked in with a heavy heart. I was loving ex so much that I could not let go. But as Lord had led me for so long and I know of His Goodness, I trust in His judgement. When I heard from sis about the impending divorce, I double confirmed with Lord. Whatever suffering, Lord gave time to heal.

As such, I was informed of the divorce in May and the actual process started in July. Lord led me through a week of grief initially and then for the actual day, I only grief for less than a day. His Great Promise upheld me. Glory Glory!

Of course now I know better. Before divorce, ex did not have a good understanding of me. Usually, his assumption of me was wrong, but I too tired to correct him as it's his words against my word. Hard to prove.

Lord, who knows all things, know about this. This divorce is actually beneficially to me than harm. Glory Glory! From how I behaved in divorce towards ex, and how SF's wife behaved, ex could see a different. Also, from his new girlfriend and SF's new girlfriend, he could understand me better when comparing of how each of them treat him and treated SF. Glory Glory!

I don't know why, but lately ex has been staying a bit longer each time he came to pick Jc. Even when everyone supposed to leave the house and me stayed behind alone, he would purposely stayed behind to talk for some 20-30mins. This has happened for a few weeks now.

Previously, he would just picked Jc and be gone. So this is a change in him that I noticed. Glory Glory! He has also been more pleasant to me. Previously, I could see his pretence and even not friendliness. But lately, he seem like a changed man! Glory Glory!

This week, watching Sid Roth and this guest, Kerry Kirkwood, shared that to walk in Jesus blessing, we have to come in line with his way; even when things turn out nasty on us, we must not curse but we should bless the enemy with a full revelation of Jesus!

With this learning, I am begining to bind the satan that attacked me but bless the one who cursed me. Glory Glory! With this, the dislike in me of my neighbours and SF are gone. Glory Glory! I have forgotten about looking at all human as sinless with all these spiritual attacks, but Lord has opened my eyes to see it again. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Abba Father, thank YOU for your reopening of my eyes to walk in Jesus fullness. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Jesus Knocking the Door

With a somewhat sad heart, I am writing this. You know, it's amazing that not all people wants the goodness that Jesus can and will provide. I thought most people want good things, want good life? Isn't all these are what that made them yoke so hard at work and in hospitals, or with medicines?

Even with life threatening case, I encountered rejections. It just beyong my understanding. First is my dad! At first he wanted it, but he expected Jesus to do magic. His pride was in the way. But when sickness knocked him weak, the best time to receive, he rather keep quiet. I even prayed to Jesus by His Great Grace, as long as dad sing, or say a word of the chinese worship song, to penetrate in the healing power.

Lord agreed, but dad rejected. He didn't even want to mention a word. I could not understand. He rather face death then speak that needed word of faith! But Lord is faithful. Even when he turned back to his idol, Lord was there to guard him at his death bed and brought him up to Heaven. Hallelujah! I was there to witness it! Glory to Jesus for the right time at the right place!

If you have been following the web or local newspaper here in Singapore, you may encounter this girl, Charmaine Lim, who was fighting with neuroblastom since she was 4 to now 6. They had raised the money to go US for treatment but sickness still around and had worsen. Reading about her mum, so worry about her health, you might thought they want healing. But no, I had contacted them through the blog, even when there were replies before, no, they didn't want Lord to go pray healing, they want remote healing, whichever God that could!

Lord has been knocking and knocking at her door, but they don't want Lord to go heal her. Sad Sad Sad! Looking at now she needed blood platelet because there are blood in her urine, I though maybe I prayed a relief prayer for her. The satan attacking her body was a strong one. He intented to kill her.

I prayed to Lord to renew her kidneys and to 5 loaves 2 fish miracle to fill her with enough blood, Lord did that, but the satan on her was not happy and come attacked me yesterday afternoon. I was knocked off for 30 mins! Blessed that Lord is full with me, so no great harm come to me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

For this kind of healing, usually have to put anointed oil on the forehead, both palms and the feets. That's how Lord taught me when I prayed for dad, when he lost conscious for many hours, and for nephew, whom I first time saw a satan as big as him got up from him and this sight had given me a shock for the first time then.

If could pray remotely, I would have pray to Lord for Charmaine. It was many saints had prayed for her that Lord initiated me to contact her. Guess, need the anointed oil to seal up the satan from attacking me. Praise Jesus that He stopped me from prayer for the removal of all the tumours. Otherwise, I don't know what might happen to me. Glory Glory!

Anyway, Lord is not a great bully. He will not push his way through. He respect man's choice. Only when doors are opened, He will then enter. He will not force His Way in even though He has all the answer to man's problem. Glory Glory!

Phew! After pouring out all these, I am in peace now. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Sunday, September 4, 2011

The Coming of Jesus

Praise the Lord for all that He had done for me at the Cross! Glory Glory!

This morning, as I was worshipping Abba Father and Lord Jesus in heaven, communicating with them through the worship songs and looking at Lord Jesus being judged for all the curses that had been coming to me from the neighbours and SF, yes, as Jesus is coming soon, this stupid sa tan did not want me to come near to Lord, so have been attacking me more.

As I worshipping, I was looking to Lord at the cross and seeing Him had been judged for all the curses that was with me. As I continued to focus on Jesus, I saw a vision of Jesus being burnt at the cross, He was like a man fully engulfed in fire. As I continue to understand all the curses in Him had to be burnt, I was thanking Him and suddenly, Lord came for me. Glory Glory!

This fire engulfed man, Lord Jesus, His both hands held on to my both hands. Glory Glory! Then I saw all the attacks of the curse imputed into the body of Jesus and His Righteousness come onto me. Glory Glory! As I continued looking, Lord placed a glorious crown, in the same pure brightly lited gold as the Righteousness of God that He had clothed me, upon my head. After that, all of me and the crown and the robe of Righteousness of God was fully covered in the blood of Jesus!

With this, I felt His Spirit coming through me fully. After that, Lord told me that He and me are fully merged. Glory Glory! He said He is coming that is why I am made ready. Glory Glory!

At the end of the service, a boy with angelic voice sang 'I had a Dream' but transformed into Gospel song, I had a strong understanding that I am above the mountains and the stormy seas. Lord is coming through to crash all of these from the lives of His Saints. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! What a Glorious Service that Lord planned for me all the message is for me, telling me of His Coming. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

Lord:
'My love, my darling, thank you for being faithful to me. Abba Father is very happy. I like you and love you a lot! The whole Heaven is opened to you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen! As I have told you in meditation, all your generations down will be greatly blessed. Hallelujah Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'

Thursday, September 1, 2011

The T-Cell of Jesus Love

I was reading a health report on a news website that talks about how US did a test on cancer patients using extracted T-cell from their body and add on something on and put it back. All the tumors in the body were fully cleared off that the patients are healthy again. I was so amazed to read this report that it makes me realise that as we get older, it is this T-cell that did not work properly that our bodies deteriorate.

The name of this cell really interest me too. Imagine if written in small letter, it would be t-cell, the cross of Jesus. It is writen in the book of John, John 1:3-4 'Through Him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In Him was life, and that life was the light of men.' With Jesus, our youth will be restored, without Jesus, curse of aging carries on.

As I get the fullness of this function of T-Cell, I prayed to Lord to renew the T-Cell in my bodies, I also prayed for my girl and for my mum. I even pray to Lord Jesus to be my T-Cell for the understanding of John 1:3-4. Glory Glory! Lord told me after that that my body is in renewal. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

With the fullness of Jesus with me, Lord has become my gift of knowledge. Recently at a site, whatever Lord revealed to me to share with others, it was well received and admired by others. But I don't take it as my knowledge. I know I am not analytical at all! It is the wisdom of God operating in me that give birth to the words of Knowledge and when I shared it, others thought that I know so much. Haha..all by the Grace of Jesus! Amen Amen!

Abba has been very good to me. He is changing my image in the presence of others. I am glad for all that He has given me. I know I am not the smart one. He is the smart one and I just rest in Him. All Glory to Jesus! Amen Amen!