The Suffer

On the deepest of night, Lord led me to watch Jim Caviezel, the actor whom acted Jesus in the 'Passion of Christ'. He was talking about What he gone through in that movie.

Lord Jesus was nailed on the Cross for me. The nails went through the in between the bones near the joint of the palm. As it is written, no bones were broken! His Heel were crushed. Ever since I got this vision of how He was nailed to the Cross, I appreciated all that done for me but His Body is still a mystery to me.

When Jim talked about his suffering, about even though a metal plate was behind him, but the end of the whip got the side of him and it was a very excruciating pain, right into his lungs he could felt it. I could not imagine Lord Jesus, who had no metal piece to shield him from the whipping, how much sever pain He had gone through to make sure I am make whole and healthy!!! Glory Glory!!!

When Jim talked about being put on the cross with his lungs filled with water and his heart failing him, and also, at each jolt of the wooden cross, his joints was jolted out of place! It let me realised that after being beaten till minced, Lord Jesus still had to have all his joints jolted as He was nailed to the Cross and for the Cross to be lifted up and a great stumble into place, how all His joints jolted.

I was once told by my friend, even though her husband was driving at 50km/h, to have another car banged into them, the pressure that jolt all her joints made her suffered much weeks later.

Lord Jesus Christ went through those jolts so that we need not gone through them, which ever way it might come!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

We will never understand fulling what He went through that day. Jim was almost dead on the cross, his heart was so much affected that he needed a heart surgery after that!!! He was stroke by lighting too.

Lord Jesus was burnt by the Holy Fire of God for all the sins and lawlessness that we had and will continue to do, so that we need not suffer the Holy Judgment of God that came down on all the sacrifice that Elijah had set up. Lord Jesus was judged so that we are being set free and He even freely give us His Righteousness! The Right being with God so that we could call God, our Abba and come close to Him for Him to hug us. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

We will not know what is the fullness of His Suffering but as what got dumped on our body, as we look to Christ Jesus, we are being set free. We are free indeed. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!