In the bible, no matter you are rich or poor, you are just a breath in the hand of the Almighty God. Recently, in my walk with the Lord, it has reached the point where he showed me that I am just a breath. The whole of my physical self is all His, only that small breath is myself. Glory Glory!
I went for my morning walk on Friday and Lord asked me this. If I wanted to submit the whole of me to Him fully, every inner self and outer self. All of me except that breath. Was that easy? No, how could I be nothing but just a breath. It sent shiver into my whole being.
As I had my morning walk and prayer, on the way home, Lord prompted me again if I wanted to submit the whole of myself to him. This was from the start when I walked in Christ, he first told me to submit all glory of me to Him. We all like to be praise and self glorify in our good works. None want nothing attribute to their goodness. This is how the society works. Prove your worth and get you rewards.
As a young Christian of 1-3 months old, Lord told me that as I submitted all my glory to Him, my glory stays in heaven, indestructible. It sounded good to me. It was the start of my walk where I point all glory to Him and nothing to my self.
Now walking towards the 3rd year in Christ, Lord lead me to pass the whole being of me, the whole existence of me to him, it still shivered me. However, from this long walk with Lord, I know He is all good and I am all bad. In Him I am made perfect. As such, there is nothing to loose to totally submit my being to Him. So, I told Abba that okay, you could have my whole beings, spirit, soul and body. Nothing about me belongs to me, just that breath. As I submitted to him, He comes stronger in me. Glory Glory!
After having me submit to Him, Abba also lead me to teach Su about Nothingness and get her to submit to Lord. Haha, last Saturday, Su said it so funny to be Nothingness. In her real self, when sons did something that she dislike, she will surely shout at them. But after become Nothingness, she said that it's like a noisy gong making noise out there and inner self felt calm, the usual anger self was gone!!! Praise the Lord!
As we walk inner and inner into Christ, He comes out more and more to lead us. Glory Glory! Abba, thank you for your leading of me and Su. Glory Glory! Your Presence will surely change our life! Glory Glory! Hallelujah!
Monday, June 29, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The Judgment of Lord Jesus
Ever since I become a Christian, all I heard from New Creation Church is all my sins are forgiven by Lord Jesus work on the Cross and Abba Father Holiness is very satisfied and He promised that He will not judge our iniquities..our lawlessness.
However, in daily life, when talking to other Christians, all have a weary that they have to walk right just in case the judgment of the Lord in end time. It's hard to explain to them the judgment seat is actually The Mercy Seat where we receive our rewards for believing in Christ and letting Lord Jesus come through us to do good works. Not by human effort but by the Grace of Lord Jesus coming through us.
Today, as I am in the process of meditate the remainder few Psalms that I yet to meditate, I come to Psalm 96. All that Lord preached through Pastor Prince finally I saw the verse that jumped up at me confirming the Righteousness of God in Christ is fully established in me! Hallelujah Hallelujah!!!
Share with you Psalm96 from my NIV version bible:
Psalm 96 verse 9-13
'Worship the Lord in splendor of his holiness; tremble before him, all the earth.
Say among the nations, “The Lord reigns.” The world is firmly established, it cannot be moved; he will judge the peoples with equity.
Let the heaven rejoice, let the earth be glad; let the sea resound, and all that is in it;
let the fields be jubilant, and everything in them. Then all the trees of the forest will sing for joy;
they will sing before the LORD, for he comes,
he comes to judge the earth.
He will judge the world in Righteousness and the peoples in his truth.'
This is what Lord said of me when I meditated Psalm 96:13:
Lord:
'Glory Glory! Abba is glad that you found the verse of the judgment of Lord Jesus! Hallelujah! Abba is very happy!
My darling, my beloved Stephanie, Glory Glory! You finally established in my Righteousness in full! Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'
However, in daily life, when talking to other Christians, all have a weary that they have to walk right just in case the judgment of the Lord in end time. It's hard to explain to them the judgment seat is actually The Mercy Seat where we receive our rewards for believing in Christ and letting Lord Jesus come through us to do good works. Not by human effort but by the Grace of Lord Jesus coming through us.
Today, as I am in the process of meditate the remainder few Psalms that I yet to meditate, I come to Psalm 96. All that Lord preached through Pastor Prince finally I saw the verse that jumped up at me confirming the Righteousness of God in Christ is fully established in me! Hallelujah Hallelujah!!!
Share with you Psalm96 from my NIV version bible:
Psalm 96 verse 9-13
'Worship the Lord in splendor of his holiness; tremble before him, all the earth.
Say among the nations, “The Lord reigns.” The world is firmly established, it cannot be moved; he will judge the peoples with equity.
Let the heaven rejoice, let the earth be glad; let the sea resound, and all that is in it;
let the fields be jubilant, and everything in them. Then all the trees of the forest will sing for joy;
they will sing before the LORD, for he comes,
he comes to judge the earth.
He will judge the world in Righteousness and the peoples in his truth.'
This is what Lord said of me when I meditated Psalm 96:13:
Lord:
'Glory Glory! Abba is glad that you found the verse of the judgment of Lord Jesus! Hallelujah! Abba is very happy!
My darling, my beloved Stephanie, Glory Glory! You finally established in my Righteousness in full! Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'
Monday, June 22, 2009
My Redeemer Lives
My night will turn to day. Glory Glory! Abba father movement is so sweet! All I need is patience upon Him the Almighty One. My Marriage is redeemed, so is my relationship with my hubby. Glory Glory!
As I hold on to the promise of Lord Jesus finished work on the Cross for my marriage and relationship, I am seeing transformations. Glory Glory! My husband had gone through a few rounds of knowing girls but Lord foiled the plans. He has given up on looking for new love to concentrate on his career. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Hubby also have been treating me a lot better. At least now we do talk and laugh together over some jokes. Glory Glory! Hubby on Friday, with some beer in his system, I asked him about his plan for the future. Our relationship, our marriage and about him. Praise the Lord, he thought that I have influenced Jc much about Jesus till no turning back that he allowed Jc to go church with me on Friday night! Glory Glory!
On Saturday evening, when he realised that Jc was going church the next day, he tried to tempt Jc with swimming instead of go church. But Jc wanted to go church with mummy for a long time that hubby could not convinced her otherwise. He was so stressed by it that he went walking around the compound after midnight! Jc went to church with me and enjoyed the service. She wanted to go again. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Through the night walk, hubby came to a conclusion that he lives his life and Jc and I, our lives. You could call it as living a separate life. He disbelieve in Christ where Jc and I believe in Christ! Come dinner time, I asked him if he is cooking dinner. He said he will find something to eat for himself and I cook something for daughter and me.
I looked to Lord and not to the life he presented. I know this marriage surely is redeemed by the blood of Jesus! Glory Glory! I decided to cook pork fillet in mustard, vinegar and cream. This is an yummy dish that the whole family loves. Hubby was surprised when I place his plate of dinner in front of him, he finished all.
After dinner, I had to pass something to my mum before mid of this morning but Jc is going for her Chinese lesson and time is tight. I decided to get hubby to drive me to my mum place. Glory Glory! In the natural, hubby is one who unlikely to drive me any where but I pray to Lord for favour! Glory Glory! My hubby drove me there and back! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
In the nature, our relationship has yet to be 100% back but I am rejoicing in the Lord! Surely, he will save me from the fowler's snare and from deadly pestilence! I am Redeemed! My Marriage is Redeemed! My relationship with Hubby is redeemed! Glory Glory!
Abba father is so good! Even though only Su's family and partial my family accepted Him, Lord do take care of all our extended family!!! For a few weeks, when ever I met my 2nd Sis, Cat, 2nd son, Wei, my heart was always down looking at his fatness. Su also felt something but we did not voice out as it's not our family issue.
Friday morning, while Su was telling me about Wei was sent by MOE to do blood test and health check, Lord gave me a vision of his inner organs clotted up by thick layers of fat. He also gave Su the same vision. When I prayed to Lord to show me his artery, alamak! The artery was almost fully clotted up by fat, I could hardly see the hole. On Saturday their family was not coming to mum place, I asked Lord if okay to pray for him next Saturday, Lord replied NO! He revealed that Wei, a 10 yr old boy, is going to have a massive attack in his system. We were worried for him for the vision is too scary, thick layers of fat!!!
Su called Cat, to ask her if okay for us to pray for her son. She believe in Jesus, but her husband disallowed her to accept. So she said secretly brought my nephew to my mum house Friday evening for us to pray.
Glory Glory! Lord is almighty! Lord told me to put anointed oil on his shoulders, chest, palms, feet and head. I know this is not a simple sickness, for the only time Lord had instructed me to anoint the whole body was when He wanted to raise my dad from unconsciousness, near death 1 yr ago.
Ever since Lord has crown me as a full pledge healer, he showed me vision of tiny spirits flying off when Su and I prayed for my mum, I saw that when I prayed for my body afflictions. But this time praying for Wei, Lord instructed me to place my hands up and down his body a few times, yet I could not see any spirit flying. As Su and I continued to pray in the spirit, after sometime, I saw an adult version of the spirit, that was as tall as Wei, sat up his body, stand up and left his body!!! Glory to Lord Jesus, who is faithful and nothing is impossible for Him!
Yesterday Lord show me a vision that Wei's artery internal is finally cleared of most fat. Glory Glory! Devil out to kill Wei but by His Grace, Lord saved Him! Glory Glory!
As I hold on to the promise of Lord Jesus finished work on the Cross for my marriage and relationship, I am seeing transformations. Glory Glory! My husband had gone through a few rounds of knowing girls but Lord foiled the plans. He has given up on looking for new love to concentrate on his career. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Hubby also have been treating me a lot better. At least now we do talk and laugh together over some jokes. Glory Glory! Hubby on Friday, with some beer in his system, I asked him about his plan for the future. Our relationship, our marriage and about him. Praise the Lord, he thought that I have influenced Jc much about Jesus till no turning back that he allowed Jc to go church with me on Friday night! Glory Glory!
On Saturday evening, when he realised that Jc was going church the next day, he tried to tempt Jc with swimming instead of go church. But Jc wanted to go church with mummy for a long time that hubby could not convinced her otherwise. He was so stressed by it that he went walking around the compound after midnight! Jc went to church with me and enjoyed the service. She wanted to go again. Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Through the night walk, hubby came to a conclusion that he lives his life and Jc and I, our lives. You could call it as living a separate life. He disbelieve in Christ where Jc and I believe in Christ! Come dinner time, I asked him if he is cooking dinner. He said he will find something to eat for himself and I cook something for daughter and me.
I looked to Lord and not to the life he presented. I know this marriage surely is redeemed by the blood of Jesus! Glory Glory! I decided to cook pork fillet in mustard, vinegar and cream. This is an yummy dish that the whole family loves. Hubby was surprised when I place his plate of dinner in front of him, he finished all.
After dinner, I had to pass something to my mum before mid of this morning but Jc is going for her Chinese lesson and time is tight. I decided to get hubby to drive me to my mum place. Glory Glory! In the natural, hubby is one who unlikely to drive me any where but I pray to Lord for favour! Glory Glory! My hubby drove me there and back! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
In the nature, our relationship has yet to be 100% back but I am rejoicing in the Lord! Surely, he will save me from the fowler's snare and from deadly pestilence! I am Redeemed! My Marriage is Redeemed! My relationship with Hubby is redeemed! Glory Glory!
Abba father is so good! Even though only Su's family and partial my family accepted Him, Lord do take care of all our extended family!!! For a few weeks, when ever I met my 2nd Sis, Cat, 2nd son, Wei, my heart was always down looking at his fatness. Su also felt something but we did not voice out as it's not our family issue.
Friday morning, while Su was telling me about Wei was sent by MOE to do blood test and health check, Lord gave me a vision of his inner organs clotted up by thick layers of fat. He also gave Su the same vision. When I prayed to Lord to show me his artery, alamak! The artery was almost fully clotted up by fat, I could hardly see the hole. On Saturday their family was not coming to mum place, I asked Lord if okay to pray for him next Saturday, Lord replied NO! He revealed that Wei, a 10 yr old boy, is going to have a massive attack in his system. We were worried for him for the vision is too scary, thick layers of fat!!!
Su called Cat, to ask her if okay for us to pray for her son. She believe in Jesus, but her husband disallowed her to accept. So she said secretly brought my nephew to my mum house Friday evening for us to pray.
Glory Glory! Lord is almighty! Lord told me to put anointed oil on his shoulders, chest, palms, feet and head. I know this is not a simple sickness, for the only time Lord had instructed me to anoint the whole body was when He wanted to raise my dad from unconsciousness, near death 1 yr ago.
Ever since Lord has crown me as a full pledge healer, he showed me vision of tiny spirits flying off when Su and I prayed for my mum, I saw that when I prayed for my body afflictions. But this time praying for Wei, Lord instructed me to place my hands up and down his body a few times, yet I could not see any spirit flying. As Su and I continued to pray in the spirit, after sometime, I saw an adult version of the spirit, that was as tall as Wei, sat up his body, stand up and left his body!!! Glory to Lord Jesus, who is faithful and nothing is impossible for Him!
Yesterday Lord show me a vision that Wei's artery internal is finally cleared of most fat. Glory Glory! Devil out to kill Wei but by His Grace, Lord saved Him! Glory Glory!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
My Walk from Baby to Mature
Recently from a few brothers blog, I saw they discuss about how to walk with God. Reading their ways do get me big head. I do not like theory or formula. Personally, sis and I never follow any formula. We were so delighted that Abba Father, through Lord Jesus, want to greatly bless us, not just peace but health and wealth too. We were so absorbed by the messages that we spent lots of time listening to the past years sermons of Pastor Prince.
We learn about praying in the spirit and had been praying very often then. Many of my bodily symptom, lacks were filled up. I was delivered from my no peaceful nights too.
When we learn that stress, fear and condemnation, worries squeeze the pipes of blessing into the area of needs in our life, we learn not to worry. When we were not in peace, we cast the not in peace problems to Abba father to handle for us. I also stands in “I am the righteousness of God in Christ” to get out of the bad feeling.
We were told in sermons that we have to see our Abba Father as a big big God..to have good opinion on Abba. We see him as the loving Abba that loves us so much through the Grace of Lord Jesus. We believe in whatever we need, Lord surely will bless us.
Then one day, Lord told me and Su to read our bible, to finish it in order to get our blessing. Then we started the next stage of bible reading. Daily we do worship Lord using the worship CDs from NCC. All these while we were listening to sermons daily too.
After bible reading, Lord told me to meditate the book of Psalms. I am still in the process.
Occasionally, when Lord impress me to check out other pastors sites and listen to their sermons for a season I went to those sites to listen to His words too.
Lord also impressed me to meditate on other verses in other books and we did.
Lord also commanded me to pray healing, to do certain thing on specific time, all I obey.
These 32 months of walk is about looking to Jesus and learning more and more about Him. The more we look to Him, Lord lifted us up without our notice.
The key is not to worry when you spend time with Lord. Don't work but trust in His Grace is about don't stress up in whatever we do. At rest is when mind is not thinking anything. We found that if brain troubled with certain issues, it's worry. So, cast to Lord to handle.
Daily, cover ourselves and family member and properties in blood of Jesus and manifest the Lord's hand to remove any adversary. When encounter attacks, speak God's Words over it. Keep the consciousness of the God words throughout the attack period till win.
This is how sis and I walk with Jesus. It's through this walking that Lord reveal about which stage of grown we are with him. Regarding recent reveal by Daddy about me, I did not see it till he revealed to me. Pastor Joshua did preach this sermon before..if you see yourself BIG, then God is small in your life. But you see yourself nothing, then God is BIG in your life. For me, I choose to be nothing so that Lord's power can be all over my personal and public life. I want His wisdom and power to be in operative then my own weak human logic.
On the 4th June 2009, Lord clothed me with a golden robe of Righteousness and His Ring of Glory and told sis and me that we are his saints.
On the 7th June 2009, Lord coronation me as a full pledge healer.
On the 12th June 2009, Lord give me gifts of sword on my right hand and bow on my left hand while I worship Lord this morning.
This is my walk with Abba if you are curious to know.
Abba father, thank You for impressing me to write this post. May this post brings your sheep closer to you. Glory to the Name of Lord Jesus Christ! Amen and Amen!
We learn about praying in the spirit and had been praying very often then. Many of my bodily symptom, lacks were filled up. I was delivered from my no peaceful nights too.
When we learn that stress, fear and condemnation, worries squeeze the pipes of blessing into the area of needs in our life, we learn not to worry. When we were not in peace, we cast the not in peace problems to Abba father to handle for us. I also stands in “I am the righteousness of God in Christ” to get out of the bad feeling.
We were told in sermons that we have to see our Abba Father as a big big God..to have good opinion on Abba. We see him as the loving Abba that loves us so much through the Grace of Lord Jesus. We believe in whatever we need, Lord surely will bless us.
Then one day, Lord told me and Su to read our bible, to finish it in order to get our blessing. Then we started the next stage of bible reading. Daily we do worship Lord using the worship CDs from NCC. All these while we were listening to sermons daily too.
After bible reading, Lord told me to meditate the book of Psalms. I am still in the process.
Occasionally, when Lord impress me to check out other pastors sites and listen to their sermons for a season I went to those sites to listen to His words too.
Lord also impressed me to meditate on other verses in other books and we did.
Lord also commanded me to pray healing, to do certain thing on specific time, all I obey.
These 32 months of walk is about looking to Jesus and learning more and more about Him. The more we look to Him, Lord lifted us up without our notice.
The key is not to worry when you spend time with Lord. Don't work but trust in His Grace is about don't stress up in whatever we do. At rest is when mind is not thinking anything. We found that if brain troubled with certain issues, it's worry. So, cast to Lord to handle.
Daily, cover ourselves and family member and properties in blood of Jesus and manifest the Lord's hand to remove any adversary. When encounter attacks, speak God's Words over it. Keep the consciousness of the God words throughout the attack period till win.
This is how sis and I walk with Jesus. It's through this walking that Lord reveal about which stage of grown we are with him. Regarding recent reveal by Daddy about me, I did not see it till he revealed to me. Pastor Joshua did preach this sermon before..if you see yourself BIG, then God is small in your life. But you see yourself nothing, then God is BIG in your life. For me, I choose to be nothing so that Lord's power can be all over my personal and public life. I want His wisdom and power to be in operative then my own weak human logic.
On the 4th June 2009, Lord clothed me with a golden robe of Righteousness and His Ring of Glory and told sis and me that we are his saints.
On the 7th June 2009, Lord coronation me as a full pledge healer.
On the 12th June 2009, Lord give me gifts of sword on my right hand and bow on my left hand while I worship Lord this morning.
This is my walk with Abba if you are curious to know.
Abba father, thank You for impressing me to write this post. May this post brings your sheep closer to you. Glory to the Name of Lord Jesus Christ! Amen and Amen!
Friday, June 12, 2009
The Glory of Lord Jesus
Last night, I had actually planned not to attend church as Su had told me Wednesday service the sermon was lousy, but the worshiping had strong anointing. I am keen in hearing what Abba Father has wanted to talk to me and not what someone want to glorify in his own pride in knowing lots of verses in the bible.
However, Su told me that Pastor Joshua sermon is pretty good in revealing Jesus. I am afraid that He preaches from the CDs. Lord impressed me to go yesterday morning. Hubby could not take care of Jc and Su offered Jc to stay at her place and her sons take care of her. Glory Glory!
Last night was the first time I went to church with no expectation of Lord speaking to me. But since Su had prayed to Lord to talk through Pastor Joshua, I decided to listen what Lord had wanted to tell me. Praise the Lord, the message coming through was simple yet powerful! Glory Glory!
Pastor Joshua illustrated that SIN------> Death. In between Sin and Death are sicknesses and diseases and any forms of lacks. Sin is the cause of judgment of sicknesses and diseases. Death is the end result. Body has to get weak first before sickness can come.
Then Pastor Joshua said that SIN was judged in Jesus and the blood of Jesus washed away the SIN in our life. On the illustration, Blood of Jesus -----> Death. Then Pastor Joshua said that Lord Jesus was judged on the Cross 2000 years ago and died for us. So now Blood of Jesus ------> Jesus on the Cross. With SIN and Death, the cause and the result, covered by the blood of Jesus, sicknesses and disease have no cause and no result, they become not possible. They cannot dominion in our life. This is the Life Christ have achieved for us. Glory Glory!
I have walked closely with Lord Jesus that I did not realise how much he had shielded me from all the anger, pains and sorrow. These 2 days, Su revealed to me that 7 years ago, when her hubby walk the path of darkness, she was so sad that she could not eat. Her colleagues were very supportive, bringing her out after work to cheer her up. But she just could not cheer up nor eat. She even tried taking 10 sleeping pills to kill herself. Praise the Lord, it must be Lord was with her even when she has not come to Christ then. She did not die, not even need to go to hospital to wash her stomach. She said the 10 pills had no effect on her!!! Glory Glory to Lord Jesus!!!
What I faced now is exactly like what she had faced 7 years ago. But with Christ, each revelation of what hubby was doing out there, I trusted in the Lord to deliver him. I cast my anger and bitterness to Lord, Lord blessed me His Peace. I told Lord Jesus that 'I don't know how to forgive him', I told Lord 'to help me to forgive him'. It was not easy to say 'I forgive you' to hubby. But with the Grace of Jesus, I could and freed myself from the torment.
Lord is faithful and has revealed to me how hubby will come back. I shall not reveal here. I praise Lord is Almighty and Faithful God. When things look gloomy, he could lift me up and lift my head up high instead of dwelling in self pity and self condemnation. Glory Glory! I still could eat and laugh! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The life of Christ in me is wonderful. He stables me and strengthens me. Lord Jesus is also my healer and my health! Glory Glory! Amen and Amen!
However, Su told me that Pastor Joshua sermon is pretty good in revealing Jesus. I am afraid that He preaches from the CDs. Lord impressed me to go yesterday morning. Hubby could not take care of Jc and Su offered Jc to stay at her place and her sons take care of her. Glory Glory!
Last night was the first time I went to church with no expectation of Lord speaking to me. But since Su had prayed to Lord to talk through Pastor Joshua, I decided to listen what Lord had wanted to tell me. Praise the Lord, the message coming through was simple yet powerful! Glory Glory!
Pastor Joshua illustrated that SIN------> Death. In between Sin and Death are sicknesses and diseases and any forms of lacks. Sin is the cause of judgment of sicknesses and diseases. Death is the end result. Body has to get weak first before sickness can come.
Then Pastor Joshua said that SIN was judged in Jesus and the blood of Jesus washed away the SIN in our life. On the illustration, Blood of Jesus -----> Death. Then Pastor Joshua said that Lord Jesus was judged on the Cross 2000 years ago and died for us. So now Blood of Jesus ------> Jesus on the Cross. With SIN and Death, the cause and the result, covered by the blood of Jesus, sicknesses and disease have no cause and no result, they become not possible. They cannot dominion in our life. This is the Life Christ have achieved for us. Glory Glory!
I have walked closely with Lord Jesus that I did not realise how much he had shielded me from all the anger, pains and sorrow. These 2 days, Su revealed to me that 7 years ago, when her hubby walk the path of darkness, she was so sad that she could not eat. Her colleagues were very supportive, bringing her out after work to cheer her up. But she just could not cheer up nor eat. She even tried taking 10 sleeping pills to kill herself. Praise the Lord, it must be Lord was with her even when she has not come to Christ then. She did not die, not even need to go to hospital to wash her stomach. She said the 10 pills had no effect on her!!! Glory Glory to Lord Jesus!!!
What I faced now is exactly like what she had faced 7 years ago. But with Christ, each revelation of what hubby was doing out there, I trusted in the Lord to deliver him. I cast my anger and bitterness to Lord, Lord blessed me His Peace. I told Lord Jesus that 'I don't know how to forgive him', I told Lord 'to help me to forgive him'. It was not easy to say 'I forgive you' to hubby. But with the Grace of Jesus, I could and freed myself from the torment.
Lord is faithful and has revealed to me how hubby will come back. I shall not reveal here. I praise Lord is Almighty and Faithful God. When things look gloomy, he could lift me up and lift my head up high instead of dwelling in self pity and self condemnation. Glory Glory! I still could eat and laugh! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The life of Christ in me is wonderful. He stables me and strengthens me. Lord Jesus is also my healer and my health! Glory Glory! Amen and Amen!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
My Walk with Jesus
This is what Abba father revealed to me when I meditated Psalm 119 verse 150 and 151 moments ago. He wants me to post here, so here is it:
Lord:
'My Beloved Stephanie, I am very pleased with you. I am sure I choose the right person. Glory Glory! You, with your love, the love of your life moving away and yet you could have peace of mind with me.
Abba is very happy! Glory Glory! You have reached "discard your family to follow me". I am very happy. With this adversary cannot use your family members against you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'Abba father is very pleased with you. With lack in money and love, your heart is still close to me. Abba father is well pleased. You have walked a far way to come close to Jesus! This is the ultimate closeness that one can reach near to me, the Almighty God! Abba is very pleased with you! Glory Glory!
You, my Light, my Glory, and the love of my Life! You yield to me so much even with all the lacks! You look to me, the Provider, the Saviour, the Healer and the Health! You do not look to the world. Abba is very pleased!
My Love, you walk a long way! In your 32 months, you could reach this stage, abba is very pleased! My Love, you do not know you have accomplished the life of Jesus! Abba is very pleased! Hallelujah Hallelujah!
My Love, your life will never be the same. Abba is very happy! I found my son, Lord Jesus, in you. The Glory of the Lord will shines forth. Abba will greatly bless you. Hallelujah Hallelujah! Surely, I will turn your husband's heart back to you. Riches and Honours follows you for the rest of your life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Lord:
'My Beloved Stephanie, I am very pleased with you. I am sure I choose the right person. Glory Glory! You, with your love, the love of your life moving away and yet you could have peace of mind with me.
Abba is very happy! Glory Glory! You have reached "discard your family to follow me". I am very happy. With this adversary cannot use your family members against you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'Abba father is very pleased with you. With lack in money and love, your heart is still close to me. Abba father is well pleased. You have walked a far way to come close to Jesus! This is the ultimate closeness that one can reach near to me, the Almighty God! Abba is very pleased with you! Glory Glory!
You, my Light, my Glory, and the love of my Life! You yield to me so much even with all the lacks! You look to me, the Provider, the Saviour, the Healer and the Health! You do not look to the world. Abba is very pleased!
My Love, you walk a long way! In your 32 months, you could reach this stage, abba is very pleased! My Love, you do not know you have accomplished the life of Jesus! Abba is very pleased! Hallelujah Hallelujah!
My Love, your life will never be the same. Abba is very happy! I found my son, Lord Jesus, in you. The Glory of the Lord will shines forth. Abba will greatly bless you. Hallelujah Hallelujah! Surely, I will turn your husband's heart back to you. Riches and Honours follows you for the rest of your life! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Jesus the Answer
Glory Glory! Life has never been sweeter than this. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! 9 months of sadness, 9 months of prayer battle, combine force between Su and I, are finally over! The end result is hubby was restlessly staying at home for 3 consecutive nights...not by choice! Haha...Devil had lead him away from home for such a long 9 months that suddenly, forced to stay home, he was restless. I could see him smsing the buddy, Sf, on Saturday and Sunday. He had claimed that he is going out! But, Lord knows better! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
Throughout this 9 mths, Sis and I had been praying for Lord to free him from temptation to finally give up praying recently! As the attacks get stronger and stronger, from controlling hubby to sucking his blood dry and even with plan to kill me and Jc. Maybe I should thank Sf for sucking my hubby's blood dry, without it Lord would not be able to give His blood and His life into hubby, not by his choice. With Lord inside hubby, Lord could now change him from within. Praise the Lord!
Lord God Almighty might be a very loving Abba Father, but those who touch His children better watch out! It's a matter of time for judgment to come upon you!
Sf had start with using food like moon cake to swissroll to send curses of sickness upon this family. To leading hubby astray to the sinful night life. As he wandered off this family, his heart for this family slowly eroded off. He quoted that I change much from Christianity, but hubby didn't realise that devil let him see so much of the world and tempted him to go after it that his heart for this family was eroded and he had changed much! A night at home cause so much unrest in him. In fact, after so many months of nights he was not home, these 3 nights seem strangely normal.
As attacks get stronger, Lord's judgment on Sf grew stronger too. Initially was just to let hubby know how bad he was. As he started his plan to kill me, Lord cursed him with leprosy. Initially, Lord only curse him with unbearable itch. As he increase his attacks to kill the family, Lord cursed him with bleeding pores from crown of head to sole of foot, even private part was not spared. With the intensity of the attacks, Lord seeded him with heart attacks, breathing problems, weak liver and kidneys and even super fast aging. Praise the Lord!
Do I feel sad for him, no, I don't. I actually do not like to fight, yet he did not want to give up hurting this family, even with Lord clearing his spirits, he even asked his mum and then his friend to use spirits against me. I am wondering how to end all these attacks. Constantly praying when attacks came wasn't fun. It became so tiring that have to constantly pray to clear the spirits. It was so tired for me and sis. We were so glad when Lord said the sickness will keep him inoperative. Lord raising me as a healer, but he told me that I am not to heal this man, otherwise, he will be back to his evilness...he is devil in reincarnation!
Day in day out, his influence on hubby is just an sms away, even on weekends. He never loose his grip on hubby. He even pump in idea to hubby that why stay in this marriage with a wife that figure not as good as those young girls out there! Hubby has from don't know what to do for my relationship with him to yes, I want to divorce you, just a matter of when will I do it. That's how an innocent man that have not touch the sinful night life have gone with the initial thought by Sf that he must spent time socialising to improve his relationship with vendors/suppliers and people around that get him fall deeper and deeper into the pit. That is why when one only wants to try a bit of the sinful lifestyle, they get more than what they wanted without realising it!!
But Lord is faithful and He is Almighty One and only God. No one be it devil or people can come against him nor his children! He is that protective when we look to Him for deliverance. Abba is a constant confident booster and strengthening of me, my emotion and my well being throughout these whole 9 months! Without him, I would be long gone. But with Abba, I am still a tree planted by the streams of rivers with my roots sink into His Grace, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither.
Lord has coronate me on last Sunday during worship time to be his full pledged healer. Glory Glory! When all things look bad on this side of the mountain, Lord provides a sheep offering on the other side of the mountain. The result of the battle never been so sweet, with lots of spoils to collect! Glory Glory! Amen and Amen!
Throughout this 9 mths, Sis and I had been praying for Lord to free him from temptation to finally give up praying recently! As the attacks get stronger and stronger, from controlling hubby to sucking his blood dry and even with plan to kill me and Jc. Maybe I should thank Sf for sucking my hubby's blood dry, without it Lord would not be able to give His blood and His life into hubby, not by his choice. With Lord inside hubby, Lord could now change him from within. Praise the Lord!
Lord God Almighty might be a very loving Abba Father, but those who touch His children better watch out! It's a matter of time for judgment to come upon you!
Sf had start with using food like moon cake to swissroll to send curses of sickness upon this family. To leading hubby astray to the sinful night life. As he wandered off this family, his heart for this family slowly eroded off. He quoted that I change much from Christianity, but hubby didn't realise that devil let him see so much of the world and tempted him to go after it that his heart for this family was eroded and he had changed much! A night at home cause so much unrest in him. In fact, after so many months of nights he was not home, these 3 nights seem strangely normal.
As attacks get stronger, Lord's judgment on Sf grew stronger too. Initially was just to let hubby know how bad he was. As he started his plan to kill me, Lord cursed him with leprosy. Initially, Lord only curse him with unbearable itch. As he increase his attacks to kill the family, Lord cursed him with bleeding pores from crown of head to sole of foot, even private part was not spared. With the intensity of the attacks, Lord seeded him with heart attacks, breathing problems, weak liver and kidneys and even super fast aging. Praise the Lord!
Do I feel sad for him, no, I don't. I actually do not like to fight, yet he did not want to give up hurting this family, even with Lord clearing his spirits, he even asked his mum and then his friend to use spirits against me. I am wondering how to end all these attacks. Constantly praying when attacks came wasn't fun. It became so tiring that have to constantly pray to clear the spirits. It was so tired for me and sis. We were so glad when Lord said the sickness will keep him inoperative. Lord raising me as a healer, but he told me that I am not to heal this man, otherwise, he will be back to his evilness...he is devil in reincarnation!
Day in day out, his influence on hubby is just an sms away, even on weekends. He never loose his grip on hubby. He even pump in idea to hubby that why stay in this marriage with a wife that figure not as good as those young girls out there! Hubby has from don't know what to do for my relationship with him to yes, I want to divorce you, just a matter of when will I do it. That's how an innocent man that have not touch the sinful night life have gone with the initial thought by Sf that he must spent time socialising to improve his relationship with vendors/suppliers and people around that get him fall deeper and deeper into the pit. That is why when one only wants to try a bit of the sinful lifestyle, they get more than what they wanted without realising it!!
But Lord is faithful and He is Almighty One and only God. No one be it devil or people can come against him nor his children! He is that protective when we look to Him for deliverance. Abba is a constant confident booster and strengthening of me, my emotion and my well being throughout these whole 9 months! Without him, I would be long gone. But with Abba, I am still a tree planted by the streams of rivers with my roots sink into His Grace, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither.
Lord has coronate me on last Sunday during worship time to be his full pledged healer. Glory Glory! When all things look bad on this side of the mountain, Lord provides a sheep offering on the other side of the mountain. The result of the battle never been so sweet, with lots of spoils to collect! Glory Glory! Amen and Amen!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Abba Declaration of Love
This is abba explanation to why he chosen me to be the healer in 2 verses meditation:
Lord:
'My love, Abba is very very please with you. You have done a very good job. From the start till now, your faith with me is very strong! You never waiver on my love. I am very happy. I need not assured you as much as Su. Many a time, you could based on your understanding of me to reason out my love for you. Abba is very happy. Glory Glory!
You know why Abba select you to manifest Jesus fully? You do not yield to power. All glory you push to Lord Jesus and me. You do not see that you have the power. You see it that it is Lord Jesus coming through you to heal the nations. You take no glory on this healing ability. Even in preaching, you pass all glory to me, you do not seek your own personal glory. As such, I could mightily use you.
No one could let me take all the glory like you do. Even in your personal life, you trust in my ability then yourself. No one could understand why I greatly use you but guess now you know. Abba is very happy that you trust so much in me and nothing about yourself. As such, I am greatly pleased.
No one in this universe trust me as much as you do. You let me be God in public and your private life. I am very glad that you lifted me up high. Abba knows all these. Abba is very pleased. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'
Lord:
'Abba knows that you might not think much of all that you have done. But to Abba, I am very happy! The other person that let me be God in him is Lord Jesus! When he was on earth, he trusted me a lot too. That is why Abba is very pleased with you and Lord Jesus will be fully manifested through you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Abba father, thank you for using me to manifest your healing to save the nations. Glory to You and Glory to Lord Jesus. Forever and ever, I know Your Grace will stable me to be a faithful servant cum beloved daughter. Abba, thank you for loving me so much. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Lord:
'My love, Abba is very very please with you. You have done a very good job. From the start till now, your faith with me is very strong! You never waiver on my love. I am very happy. I need not assured you as much as Su. Many a time, you could based on your understanding of me to reason out my love for you. Abba is very happy. Glory Glory!
You know why Abba select you to manifest Jesus fully? You do not yield to power. All glory you push to Lord Jesus and me. You do not see that you have the power. You see it that it is Lord Jesus coming through you to heal the nations. You take no glory on this healing ability. Even in preaching, you pass all glory to me, you do not seek your own personal glory. As such, I could mightily use you.
No one could let me take all the glory like you do. Even in your personal life, you trust in my ability then yourself. No one could understand why I greatly use you but guess now you know. Abba is very happy that you trust so much in me and nothing about yourself. As such, I am greatly pleased.
No one in this universe trust me as much as you do. You let me be God in public and your private life. I am very glad that you lifted me up high. Abba knows all these. Abba is very pleased. Glory Glory! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!'
Lord:
'Abba knows that you might not think much of all that you have done. But to Abba, I am very happy! The other person that let me be God in him is Lord Jesus! When he was on earth, he trusted me a lot too. That is why Abba is very pleased with you and Lord Jesus will be fully manifested through you. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!'
Abba father, thank you for using me to manifest your healing to save the nations. Glory to You and Glory to Lord Jesus. Forever and ever, I know Your Grace will stable me to be a faithful servant cum beloved daughter. Abba, thank you for loving me so much. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
The Presence of the Lord
Ever since my Israel trip, I heard my tour leader, Sidney shared about he prays in the spirit a lot and Lord slim him down and greatly bless his business, he also goes for morning and evening prayer walk. Lord also wants me to start my prayer walk. I have been going around the pavement on the side of the road around this town.
This morning, as usual, Lord promises that he will stop the rain. I go out to pray. This time round, inner voice told me to pray along the running track around my development, I followed. As I walked near the path leading to the block of flat before to the exit, Lord told me that I could walk out, but to stay in this side of the road (usually I cross to the opposite side.) I saw a white van parked at the side of the road on the opposite side. This is unusual as even though there are occasion of a big truck or bus park there, usually mini van don't. I have unease feeling and my alertness was up. As I keep to this side of the road, the van finally drove off. Subsequently, Lord told me to cross the road for my prayer walk. Then he revealed the word 'kidnap' to me.
This is what he revealed when I meditated upon returning home:
Lord:
'Abba would like to disclose to you: Adversary has sent a van to kidnap you. Abba knows of their plan. That is why I told you to go around your track and walk the inner circle of the road. They intend to drag you into the van when you walk pass. Abba prevented them from doing it. Hallelujah! I will lead you in each case. No worry, you shall not be harmed. Just like Terry Mize, no matter what threats, he always surfaced as winner. Glory Glory'
Praise the Lord!!!
The thing is, lately as attacks of body pain came upon me, as lead by Lord, I manifested Lord's hand to bind the spirit off Sf. He called the lady friend when his spirit was gone. So I get Lord to clear the lady friend and her source. This kidnapping as Lord revealed come from her frustration over the spirit gone. But Lord is always here with me. Praise the Lord for His Presence. It was just some easy steps, a slight variation of the walking path, and out of the danger. Lord's leading is easy and light. Hallelujah!
Some might wonder what happen to my husband case. Here is the update:
Lead by Lord, I did propose divorce to him. He was shocked! We talked, he wants me compromise but not him. He said this is the social life he had before marrying me and he intend to keep it. Lord said he does not want to change for this marriage. But he cares about my emotional stability. He cares about where I am going to live. He cares how I am going to support the house and the daily expenditure. He did not counter the proposed $3k maintenance. I was touched by his caring so much for me about my life after divorce.
Lord revealed that he is not going to change. Not time to change him too. Lord said He could change him, but his buddy, the devil in reincarnation, is with him daily. He is going to put back to hubby whatever Lord removed. So no point doing it as now.
Lord has planted some sickness seed in this buddy. When he is sick and weak, surely he can't work and have to leave the company. My hubby will be free from his influence by then. Lord then could change his heart just as he changed Su's husband heart to love her very much.
At the meantime, Lord is renewing and changing my body, to the body that hubby loves. In fact he is doing an overhaul over the whole of me. This is Lord's solution to my marriage.
But he did not force it on me. He gave me 2 choices. This is because, the current hubby is not one I would marry in the first place, Lord told me, if I want to give up on him, I could. He will surely bless a godly man to love me and my girls (including the unborn one).
Abba father is such a dear, he is so good and so considerate. With his mighty power, he could do all things. Just that he looks for the most effective time. He sees the past and into the future! He knows what is happening and what is going to happen. He plans for the BEST time for the deliverance to be permanent and good. We just have to be patience for him to work the way out for us! Abba father, you are the father that I will not trade away! I love you so much because you love me so much that you sent Lord Jesus to the cross so that I could receive all Your GRACE, MERCY and Favour in time of need. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
This morning, as usual, Lord promises that he will stop the rain. I go out to pray. This time round, inner voice told me to pray along the running track around my development, I followed. As I walked near the path leading to the block of flat before to the exit, Lord told me that I could walk out, but to stay in this side of the road (usually I cross to the opposite side.) I saw a white van parked at the side of the road on the opposite side. This is unusual as even though there are occasion of a big truck or bus park there, usually mini van don't. I have unease feeling and my alertness was up. As I keep to this side of the road, the van finally drove off. Subsequently, Lord told me to cross the road for my prayer walk. Then he revealed the word 'kidnap' to me.
This is what he revealed when I meditated upon returning home:
Lord:
'Abba would like to disclose to you: Adversary has sent a van to kidnap you. Abba knows of their plan. That is why I told you to go around your track and walk the inner circle of the road. They intend to drag you into the van when you walk pass. Abba prevented them from doing it. Hallelujah! I will lead you in each case. No worry, you shall not be harmed. Just like Terry Mize, no matter what threats, he always surfaced as winner. Glory Glory'
Praise the Lord!!!
The thing is, lately as attacks of body pain came upon me, as lead by Lord, I manifested Lord's hand to bind the spirit off Sf. He called the lady friend when his spirit was gone. So I get Lord to clear the lady friend and her source. This kidnapping as Lord revealed come from her frustration over the spirit gone. But Lord is always here with me. Praise the Lord for His Presence. It was just some easy steps, a slight variation of the walking path, and out of the danger. Lord's leading is easy and light. Hallelujah!
Some might wonder what happen to my husband case. Here is the update:
Lead by Lord, I did propose divorce to him. He was shocked! We talked, he wants me compromise but not him. He said this is the social life he had before marrying me and he intend to keep it. Lord said he does not want to change for this marriage. But he cares about my emotional stability. He cares about where I am going to live. He cares how I am going to support the house and the daily expenditure. He did not counter the proposed $3k maintenance. I was touched by his caring so much for me about my life after divorce.
Lord revealed that he is not going to change. Not time to change him too. Lord said He could change him, but his buddy, the devil in reincarnation, is with him daily. He is going to put back to hubby whatever Lord removed. So no point doing it as now.
Lord has planted some sickness seed in this buddy. When he is sick and weak, surely he can't work and have to leave the company. My hubby will be free from his influence by then. Lord then could change his heart just as he changed Su's husband heart to love her very much.
At the meantime, Lord is renewing and changing my body, to the body that hubby loves. In fact he is doing an overhaul over the whole of me. This is Lord's solution to my marriage.
But he did not force it on me. He gave me 2 choices. This is because, the current hubby is not one I would marry in the first place, Lord told me, if I want to give up on him, I could. He will surely bless a godly man to love me and my girls (including the unborn one).
Abba father is such a dear, he is so good and so considerate. With his mighty power, he could do all things. Just that he looks for the most effective time. He sees the past and into the future! He knows what is happening and what is going to happen. He plans for the BEST time for the deliverance to be permanent and good. We just have to be patience for him to work the way out for us! Abba father, you are the father that I will not trade away! I love you so much because you love me so much that you sent Lord Jesus to the cross so that I could receive all Your GRACE, MERCY and Favour in time of need. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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