When Sin abounce, Grace Super Huper abounce!!!

I like to thank Lord that He is a Almighty God and God above all other God!!!

This morning, I encountered the worst form of attack as I was made bodily weak and draw into sleep and hard to wake up. But I have a Almighty God with me that when I am unable, He is able!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I was so weak and my balancing was out of tune. But Lord is a Saviour and all that we would faced, He had been judged on the Cross for it. With that, I could receive His Grace to wake up and receive His Strength to sit up and get out of bed!!!

I could not focus but Lord is my Focus. I am weak and He is Strong!!! It's amazing I could step out of the house to go to church!!! I am glad Christianity is not like any other religion!!! My God is with me!!! Hallelujah!!!

From the various YouTube about those that died and went to Heaven but as it was not their time to return, even though they like to stay in Heaven, Jesus still want them to return to this world again.

For Christian, death is fulfilled in Jesus and we cannot die anymore. When we sleep, we just exit from this ugly body and become a beautiful wholesome spirit and soul and enjoy the new life of Heaven that is full of Love and fun!!!

So death is nothing!!! Just like Peter in the bible, he was stoned to death, but Lord still restored him back to full. John was put in a pot of hot burning oil but nothing of him was burn. Even when Daniel was put in cave with hungry lion, Lord shut the lion's mouth!!!

It's not for the world to decide when one could live. It's depends on our personal wish and depends on if Lord need us here to do work for Him.

In YouTube yesterday, a doctor said that KGB didn't want him to leave the country and knocked him down. He was badly injured! But as it was not His Time to die, Lord let him saw his parents and know about how they had disappeared from him. But restored him back to life and healed him fully!!!

Just like my mum, her time is not up yet and even though they could make her lost her mind and very sleepy, on the set time, she will be healthy again!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

This is a God that those who did not have a relationship with Him, don't know about His Mightiness. No other god can be above Him as they are all his creations, the angels!!!

I am glad that I have Him by my side!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Anti-Christ

1 John 2:22-23 'Who is the Liar? It is the man who denies that Jesus is the Christ. Such a man is the antichrist - he denies the Father and the Son.

No One who denies the Son has the Father; whoever acknowledges the Son has the Father also.'

Lord through 1 John 2 warned us that in the Last Hour, the anti-christ will deny the Son of God, Jesus Christ. I am seeing it happen rapidly!!!!

They learned the bible and tried to use the bible to deny Christ and His Finished Work at the Cross and even to the extend of saying man has no sin!!!!

I am appalled that it's like a wind that has invaded the western world!!! Be it USA or Europe or Australia. It had covered itself with sheep skin to talk about love and preached to the Christian that Jesus Crucifixion did not happen by quoting Hebrew 5:7 but ignored verse 8 and 9!!!

Christians that are not strong in the Lord are being drawn to them. I am amazed how these Christians could believe in the lie!!!

Through the rich getting richer, the world is rising lots of billionaires to deny the Child of God from shining in His Glory!!! There were even people whom looked a lot younger than their actual age!!!

Devil is trying to imitate God in His Glory!!!

I know when Jesus come, all these will have to give way to Him. No weapons formed shall prosper!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

All citizens in the few countries I saw lost their rights to the invaders!!! Things are really getting darker and darker around the world!!!

Things changed so fast lately that whatever that used to be is no more that of the past. Things has moved beyond recognition!!!

I guess all creatures of the world is crying for the return of the Messiah!!! I am looking forward to His Arrival too. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

No wonder Lord is asking His Children to return to His Words as it is important to know His Word and what is He saying, so that one will not be shaky in uncertain time. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I thank You, Lord, that You are the Almighty God and the Saviour of this world!!! You alone shall have the Glory!!! And through You shall we be bless to let others be jealous!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Never say Die...

Nick Vujicic had came to Singapore, The Star, to give a talk on the invitation of a Radio Station. Ever since then, I have been looking at some of his video on YouTube and today, I see how Bethany Hamilton, the girl whose arm was bitten off by a 4m shark when she was 13, teaching him how to surf. They both shared about Jesus after they rise up of their problem to stand up for Him!!!

While I was watching, this thought came to me...Lord is using all kinds of people to help Him spread the Gospel, about God so love the world that He sent His Beloved Son to the Cross to die for us, so that through Christ, we would have the Power, the Grace, to Reign through Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

It's easy to say I want to be use by God in the pride of self, the BIG 'I'! But to face a situation, a problem and then emerge from the situation to look at Him, He is the one that not 'I' or 'me', is when such situation happen, then one is usable!!! It's not that Lord purposely let us go through it.

It's about He could still use us in our shit as long as we look to Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

With my siblings and practically 'husband' went to other girls, and my girl preferred her daddy to me, is this anything new???

No, Lord has been leading me through a lonely life since young. I was middle of the family and I am alone, even in growing up years!!! I would be having much to stay in group of classmates but somehow, it's not time for me to open my mouth!!!

Why Lord need to train me to be a nobody and to be alone? It is so that I could look to Him when He finally led me to Him.

Even in this rising up. As I walk and shared His Glory that is coming through me, even Su that has much faith in Him, was also not patient enough to wait through. When she saw nothing of the Promise, she started saying all that was from the devil. It's amazing that a devil will lead me to keep on meditate and talk to the Lord and to wait upon Him. What a joke!!! Haha...

So you see, one has to let go of the pride before one could be usable! Just look at Nick, with both arms not there, how to be proud in the 'I'? It was when he looked to the Lord and trusted Him could be of use to encourage people that Lord used him and prospered him!!!

Bethany wanted to be use by the Lord and she and her mum were praying just weeks before she was bitten. Now, she trusted Jesus and prayed to Him before surfing! She could see God's Glory shining through her to make her Top in her love of surfing and used it to Glorify Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

When everyone around you is going to give a negative report, it is when you look to the Lord, and His Word in the Bible, then you will know that what they say is nothing and what He said about you is something!!! It is when your eyes are in the Lord, then you become usable!!!

Most people no matter what they do, they think of what they can get out of it. But when you look to the Lord, you know it's for Him to use you for His Glory and nothing about what you could benefit from it. It is there and there, your heart will be able to meet with Him and His Hand could rise you up!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Why Lord use me mightily??? It's all about His GRACE that He had chosen me before I was even born to come for this purpose!!! It's all about Him and nothing about me! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

All of us, everyone of us, each of you, are born for a purpose!!! To know what He is rising you up for? Look to Him and trust in Him and see how He use you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

When My Pastor Sing

Glory Glory to Jesus!!! What a good timing!!! Yesterday was Jew Sabbath and at the same time, it is their Yom Kippur, Day of Atonement!!! Hallelujah!!! And today is Pastor Prince's wife, Wendy Prince birthday!!!

Pastor Prince started the service singing a love song he composed for their wedding long ago!!! He told himself that one day when her birthday fall on Sunday, he is going to sing for her!!! And the day is today!!!

It was so sweet as if the air of love fills the whole kingdom!!! Glory Glory!!! When he sings, I felt as if Lord Jesus is sending His Love to me. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I enjoyed every moment of it!!! Glory Glory!!!

Here is his song:

'Lord has been so good to me
He has given much to me
He has given me Life and Health who He's still in me

Then He saw how alone I was
walking through this world below
He search all the Riches of His Heaven
and He found pretty you

Now my life is full of colour
fill with Love that is true
He gave me the Best of His Treasures
When He gave me you...x2

W e n d y....my lovely lovely lady
A picture of such beauty
is His Gift to me

Now my life is full of colour
fill with Love that is true
He gave me, the Best of His Treasures
When He gave me you...

When He gave me you, my love
When He gave me you....'

Then Pastor started the sermon by telling us all the prophesies are fulfilled. The only blessing that is outstanding is when Jesus Coming and our body is renewed, no more old age and no more sickness!!! Same as what Lord told me about His Healing when His Time is here!!! Glory Glory!!!

End of the service, the Horn was sounded, church orchestra played the national song of Israel, The Hope! After that is another joyful song of the Lord!!! I feel as if the time has arrived and this is the celebration of His Coming!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

When I went church today, I saw Su a few rows behind me and she was waving at me happily!!! But like what she had been doing ever since she walked off, by the time I finished my enjoyment in the Lord, I turned and she was gone!!!

In this dark moment of my life, it seem all my siblings turned away from me!!! The way they talked to me, even though I had made some kimchi and going to give to them, their tone is not good!!!

So far, each of them have 2 rounds of taking care of my mum with eldest sis. But they were not happy in my unable to participate. When mum was here for 1 year plus, they came every weekend and I had to open this house to them and provided the food. No one say anything much, even though they know ex had reduced the allowance and I am spending on my saving, except 2nd sis had been giving me $50 monthly for some months before she finally stopped. That's all!

Now the table is turned and they expect me to be a part even though my health wasn't that strong to help!!! They don't understand what I had been going through!! For Su, she said I stayed too long at home and are crazy!!!

Only Lord could understand me and with all these rejections, this late morning Pastor singing about his love to his wife, let me feel some warmth in it. I know that Lord is bringing my future man to me soon. I am looking forward to meet him. I am looking forward to have a new body as this current body, the curse tried to get me age faster than I should!!!

I thank You, Lord that You are my Life and Resurrection!!! Only You, You alone could save me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

New Life

With the 4th year of my Divorce, finally recently, I have totally given up hope and no more hoping for ex back into my life anymore!!! It's not about giving him a chance or no chance. It's the end of having him at all. I am ready to move ahead. Finally, he is really is a ex for me forever!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am not sure what he is teaching Jc lately, I had been 'fighting' with her, to get her to study for her PSLE, but she refused!!!! She even called me an idiot for pushing her to study and thinking of starving to die or run away!!!

I have to let go and let her have her way. When I numbed myself to her refusal, she came to me with a photo flame that could contain 3 photos with the word 'family' on the top. She put a photo of she with her dad on one end and she alone in the middle and she with me on the right. Then she showed it to me.

I asked her what? Was it she wanted me n her dad together? Then she point to she is the center of our lives. With that, I pointed to the 3 yr old her in the photo and told her, this young her listen to mummy, but now, she fight with mummy.

Her friends in school are just not good!!! The one that called her twin sister was showing her bad examples!!! But she has gone to her dad house and hopefully she does some study there!!!

I don't know why I had this shitty marriage and this shitty ex that agreed with her any neighbourhood secondary is good!!! She also so happy with her so so Prelim result that she said that's good enough!!! I am going to faint!!!

In a way, I am happy that ex has the care and control of her!!! Even though as a mum, I care about her well being but if she prefers the shitty life, I rather shut my eyes and go for my own life!!! But Pastor Lawrence preached about don't abort our children!!! It's like God Timing!!!

He was 17 yrs old when his mum left without letting them, he and his sister of age 22, knew where she was going!!! If someone of age 17 n 22 could feel despaired over their mum disappearing, I better don't do such act!!!

With that, I cool down my coldness towards her and just accept her as she is. Not easy when her dad and I have different idea on her learning!!!

This is why leaving this union is a good idea!!! But Lord do not want me to abort her!!! He said she will come to me in future!!!

Mum is hospitalised again due to whole body shaking!!! But this time round I am unable to visit her!!! Even going to church I need lots of Grace and Mercy from the Lord to be able to go!!! That is how much I suffered lately!!!

This is part of the reason why I finally move ahead and do not want ex any more!!! That curse through that $100 dollars never really gone!!! Life is harder on my end!!! Thank God that I still have Lord with me. Otherwise, don't know how will I live!!!

Guess, when things get darker in my life, the Glory on the opposite is greater and approaching!!! Pastor Prince used to say, to know God's Movement in our life, just need to see what devil is doing and flip it over!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I thank Lord Jesus for all His Finished Work for me, with Him, He is my Redeemer, My Saviour, My Protector, My Shepherd and My All in All!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

Jesus Finished Work at the Cross

For many years, I had this impression that even though Lord Jesus willingly let the temple soldiers arrested Him, the rest of the suffering, I always thought He had to endure all of it in feeling victimised.

It was last Sunday when new bible verses of His journey to the Cross was showed that I realised Lord was not fearful of the Sins and Judgement that were going to pour on Him. He willingly let His Body take all the pains and all the suffering so that By His Stripes, We are Healed!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

John 18:4-9
'Then Jesus, Knowing ALL that was about to Befall Him, Went Out to them (did not withdraw, but went to meet them!!!) and said, "Whom are you seeking?"

They answered Him, Jesus of Nazarene. Jesus said to them, "I AM He".
Judas, who was betraying Him, was also standing with them.

When Jesus said to them, "I AM He", they went backwards and Fell to the Ground!!! (Slain by the Power of I AM!!!) (if Jesus is afraid, this is the best opportunity to run, but He waiting for them to get up!!!)

Then again He asked them, "Whom are you seeking?"
And they said, "Jesus of Nazarene."

Jesus answered, "I told you that I AM He. So if you want Me, let these men go their way. (He even had the time to negotiate for His Disciples freedom!!!)

Thus what He had said was fulfilled and verified, "Of those whom You have given Me, I have not  lost even one [John 6:39; 17:12]'

 Matthew 26:65
'Then the high priest Tore his clothes and ....' (This signified the end of Law (the tearing of his garment by Aron led to his own death. As long as he didn't tear, the anointing on his role stay), the new High Priest is Jesus Christ!!! Grace and Truth come through Jesus Christ)

Luke 23:13 - 15
'Pilate then called together the chief priests and the rulers and the people,
and said to them, "You brought this Man before me as One Who....,
behold, After Examining Him before you, I have not found any offense in this Man in regard to your accusations against Him;

No, nor indeed did Herod, for he sent Him back to us;
Behold, He has done NOTHING deserving of death.'

Luke 23:22-24
'A third time he said to them, "Why? What wrong has He done?
I Found in Him nothing deserving death; I will chastise Him and release Him

But they insistent and urgent, demanding with Loud Cries that He should be Crucified.
And their voice prevailed (accomplished their purpose)

And Pilate gave sentence that what they asked should be Done.' (In Him no sin, through Him no sin, Jesus went to the Cross carrying my sins and your sins!!!)

Isaiah 50:6
'I gave My Back to the smiters and My Cheeks to those who Plucked off the Hair;
I Hid Not My Face from shame and spitting.'

Matthew 26:67
'Then they Spat in His Face and Struck Him with their FISTs; and some SLAPPED Him in the Face,'

Matthew 27:26-31
'...;he [had] Jesus WHIPPED, and delivered Him up to be crucified

Then the governor's soldiers took Jesus into the palace, and they gather the WHOLE BATTALION about Him.

And they STRIPPED OFF His Clothes (Jesus was naked) and put a scarlet robe upon Him,

And, weaving a CROWN of THORNS, they put it on His Head and put a reed (staff) in His Right Hand.

And Kneeling before Him, they Made A Sport of Him, saying, "Hail (greetings, good health to You, Long Life to You), King of Jews!"

And they SPAT on Him, and took the reed and STRUCK Him on the Head.

And When they finished Making Sport of Him, they STRIPPED Him of the robe and put His Own Garments on Him and led Him away to be crucified.'

John 19:17
'And they took Jesus and led [Him] away; so He went out bearing His Own Cross, to the spot called The Place of the Skull - in Hebrew it is called Golgotha.' (The Son of man crushed the head of the devil)

Psalm 22:14 - 
'I am poured out like water, and ALL My Bones are Out of Joint.
My Heart is like wax; it is softened and melt down within Me.

My Strength is dried up like a Fragment of Clay Pottery;
[with Thirst] My Tongue cleaves to My Jaws;
and You have brought Me into the dust of Death. [John 19:28]

For [like a pack of] dogs they have encompassed Me;
a company of evildoers has encircled Me,
they Pierced My Hands and my Feet. [Isaiah 53:7; John 18:37]

I can count ALL My Bones; [the evildoers] gaze at Me. [Luke 23:27, 35]

They part My Clothing among them and cast lots for My Raiment (a long, shirt-like garment, a seamless under tunic) [John 19:23, 24]'

Matthew 27:41
'In the same way, the chief priest, with the scribes and elders, Made Sport of Him, saying,...'

Matthew 27:44
'And the robbers who crucified with Him also ABUSED and REPROACHED and Made Sport of Him in the same way.'

Amos 8:9
'And in that day, says the Lord God, "I will cause the sun to go down at noon, and I will darken the EARTH in Broad daylight. [EZek. 32:7-10]' (The Light of the world dying, that's why no more light!!!)

Matthew 27:45
'Now from the sixth hour (noon) there was darkness over ALL the Land until the ninth hour (3 o'clock).

And about the ninth hour (3 o'clock) Jesus Cried with a LOUD Voice, "Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?" - that is, "My God, My God, why have You ABANDONED Me [leaving Me helpless, forsaking and failing Me in My Needs]" [Psalm 22:1]' (Lord Jesus taken all the situations of Ra (the bad) that we will never have to suffer all that again, we can look to Jesus forsaken and claim Lord is with us!!!)

John 19:26-30
'So Jesus, seeing His mother there, and the disciple whom He loved standing near, said to His mother, woman, See, [here is] your son!

Then He said to His Disciple, See, [here is] your mother! (Lord even have time to get John to take care of his earthly mum!!!)

After this, Jesus, knowing that ALL was now Finished (ended), said in fulfillment of the Scripture, "I thirst". [Psalm 69:21]

A vessel (jar) full of sour wine (vinegar) was placed there, so they put a sponge soaked in the sour wine on [a stalk, reed of] hyssop, and held it to [His] mouth.(Lord redeemed our curses so that we shall not be cursed!!!)

When Jesus had received the sour wine, He said, "It is Finished!" And He bowed His Head and gave up His Spirit.'

Luke 23:45
'While the sun's light faded or was darken; and the curtain [of the Holy of Holies] of the temple was TORN in TWO. (Jesus opened the way for us to fellowship with God!!!)

And Jesus Crying out with a LOUD Voice, said, "Father, into Your Hands I commit My Spirit! And with these words, He expired. [Psalm 31:5]' (Jesus even took authority over His Own Death after fulfilling for us the sentence of death of Law, and all the things we lack that now, He is my Shepherd and I shall not lack!!!)

He is in control of the Will He promised His Father, to fulfill, and He did it willingly to set us free. Whom the Son set free shall be free indeed!!!

The Cup of Sin is the Wrath of God and He took our punishments and our death and healed us of all sicknesses!!! He redeemed us from all curses, with the drinking of the sour wine and man hang on a tree is cursed. He redeemed us from all form of curses!!!

Glory Glory to His Finished Work at the Cross!!! He is my Hero, my Saviour, my Redeemer, my Ransom. He is now my Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus!!! He is my Holiness in the eye of God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Jesus, The Aleph Tav

For many years, I have know Jesus is my Author and Finisher, the Aleph Tav of my life. Somehow, I could not apply this into my life even I know it in my head.

Yesterday, Pastor Lian showed the ancient way of writing Aleph, an ox, a 'u' on top of the character and a 'o' on the bottom of the character. Tav is in the shape of a cross!!!

With this picture in my mind, finally, it sunk into my heart that Jesus is my sacrificing Lamb of God at the Cross. I could visualise He is the ox for me and the Cross, His Finished Work for me!!!

Glory Glory!!! Finally I have the word to claim for my salvation from all the attacks that came upon me!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

This end time wisdom shall heal the world of all sicknesses!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I finally could see clearly the finished work of Christ for me and for many others!!! Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!!

From Him Thru Him n To Him

Romans 11:36
'For From Him and Through Him and To Him are all things.

[For all things originate With Him and come From Him;
All things live Through Him, and all things center in and tend to consummate and to end In Him.]

To Him be Glory Forever! Amen!'

This is the open service message for today by Pastor Lian. She told us that all things starts with Jesus, and end with Jesus and the in between also with Jesus. So, we always have Him with us and we are not alone!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I am going through the saddest of my moment that I wondered if I am still usable by Lord for His Glory!!! I did not know that I have kept so much sadness and unhappiness in me till the worshiping song at the end of her preaching! Lord reminds me that Jesus is enough, I am to look to the Cross and the World behind me. He told me not to turn away!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!!

It started with Pastor Lian giving a few testimonies of simple trusting of Jesus and it works!!! She kept telling us to repeat after her that Jesus is enough!!!

The worship song was by the worship team, but it met the preaching just beautifully. When things were orchestra by the Lord, it was just perfect!!! Glory Glory!!!

Lord let Pastor Lian preached this message using the Book of Esther. I strongly believe Lord is speaking to me. I am glad that I have a Almighty God by my side. He is my Strong Hold and I shall not be shaken!!!

I saw how Lord delivered Esther and her people and I believe Lord is speaking to me about me and my entire family tree!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I was all tears, running out like an open tap throughout the worship and some more as Lord wanted me to be strengthened!!! I was composed after that, Glory to Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!

Abba Father, thank You for loving me so much that this service You speak to me LOUD and CLEAR!!! I received them in the Name of Jesus!!! I will see Your Deliverance at the Right Time, Right Moment!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Abba Father, I thank You that when they come against Jews, they are coming against the Apple of God's Eye!!! I thank You that You always stand up for us!!! Thank You for being a Faithful God!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!