As I am soon stepping out to do my daddy's will, He leads me through Matthew to learn about the role of a leader!!! It is really eye opening!!! Now I finally understood why those, whom Lord led to see hell, they saw their pastor there!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Matthew 18:5-6
'And whoever welcomes a little child like this (people with child like faith) in My Name welcome Me.
But if anyone Causes one of this little ones who Believe in me To SIN, it Would Be Better for him to have a large millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.'
Lord let me realise that as a leader, we are to lead our own sheep to look to Lord and not to magnify Law as Law STRENGTHEN sin. He said it's better for us to have a large rock around our neck because from my understanding,
Hell is a place to shun. One cannot rest and always thirsty and always have fire burning and tortured by the devil who hated man because of we are from God. It's a place with strong sulfur smell, hard to breath, cannot sleep nor sit. The soul will be injured by all these torture. So, if someone think it's better to die, esp they have not accepted Christ, they are in for a surprise!!!
Here, Lord teaches leader how to handle brother who sin against you:
Matthew 8:15-17
'If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over.
But if he will not listen, take one or two others along, so that "every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses.
If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church;
if he refused to listen even to the church, treat him as you would a pagan or a tax collector.'
At first, when I saw pagan and tax collector, I thought can turn away from them but when I continued reading and read back again, I realise that for tax collector, I cannot ignore. Even I might not like him, I still have to pay him tax and smile or be friendly to him!!! So Lord wanted us to remain humble even when face nasty person!!!
Matthew 8:18-20
'"I tell you the truth, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.
Again I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by My Father in Heaven.
For where two or three come together in My Name, there Am I with them."'
So when a brother was bounced in sin, as leaders, we should come together in combine prayer to free the brother of the satan that has caught hold of him!!! How many Christian brothers and sisters would do this? Instead of condemning the sin. I wonder!
Any way, Lord led me through this before and I know prayers do work!!! Glory to His Faithfulness!!!
Matthew 18:32-35
'Then the master called the servant in. "You wicked servant," He said, "I Cancelled ALL that debt of yours because you begged me to.
Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?
In Anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.
"This is how My Heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart."'
Many times, when one has unforgiven in their heart, this will become some form of suffering. It is when forgiveness is given, then the sicknesses will depart from the person. I heard this many times from those who pray healing for people!!!
Abba Father, I thank You for the lesson this morning!!!
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
The Church of Jesus Christ
Years back, after I have accepted Christ, there was one such night, Lord gave me a dream of 3 big churches. The thing is, I saw only one brightly lighted up in His Glory and 2 other was in darkness. At that time, I could only identified 2 of the churches. Finally, with recent report on the news, the 3rd church finally surfaced! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I know NCC was led by Lord to reveal about Jesus. This is the church that was brightly lighted up in His Glory!!! This is the knowing in my heart then.
When CHC got into news with the misused of church fund lawsuit, then I realised this was the 2nd church. But I was wondering where was the 3rd church, which was in darkness. It was when FCBC recently brushed with MOM that I realised they are the 3rd church. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am surprised that Jesus had a testimony in the bible, where an adultery woman was brought to Him to be stoned under the Law of Moses. But Jesus upholding the Law, told the Pharisees that he who is without sin cast the first stone. But one by one, from the oldest to the youngest, they left the scene.
Jesus looked down at the woman and asked her 'where are they who accused her', she replied, 'No one, Lord'. Jesus told her that He does not condemn her and asked her to sin no more!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord gave her Grace so that she could walk out of her sin. Hallelujah!!!
Paul said in
1 Corinthian 5:4-5
'When you are assembled in the Name of our Lord Jesus and I am with you in spirit, and the power of our Lord Jesus is present,
hand this man over to Satan, so that the sinful nature may be destroyed and his spirit save on the day of the Lord.'
By forgiving a person in sin, and just love the person to wholeness with words of Christ to uplift her spirit, surely sin will drop. By issuing a law for her to get out of the sin, bible said that when Law give strength to sin. In this case, instead of solving the problem, one is adding fire to it!!!
This is when the people involved in counseling, use their own righteousness to judge the one who had fallen from Grace that prevent her from getting out of her sin.
If we could just forgive and just point her to her stand in Christ, sin will drop as Grace super huper over sin!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
No wonder the bible said a student could not be higher than his teacher!!! They could not see Jesus Grace in the bible!!! They only used their self righteousness to judge, no wonder she had to leave that church to go to one who could accept her as Christ has done a perfect work for her.
She was cheated of her love and a baby was produced was already sad on her end. For her senior to condemn the situation that she went through and brought no comfort to her, what can she do??? She has even admitted to the sin, it's time to relief her of the anguish and let her move on with life. Emotion takes time to heal, it's not like a switch that the moment other said one not supposed to love someone, they could immediately turn the tap off.
I am glad that Lord is not like man. Even He opened a can of worms about ex, He knows I won't be able to stop loving him immediately. He slowly reveal more and more about his evil. As I knows what Lord could do, with Lord clearing my unhappiness, I could easily accept him back, it is not easy to fully not want him anymore!
Lord patiently waited till he cursed me with that $100 note that cursed my whole generation that finally, I said enough is enough.
Even the new man Lord is blessing me, Lord knows his requirement and conditioned me for 3 years to accept it. Even after that, I wonder how am I to satisfy him daily. Lord showed me these few days that He could enable me!!! With that, I rest in Him and let Him bring the blessing to past!!!
Only Lord and Lord alone, knows how to handle man. Man has no clue, they mess things up. I am glad Lord is the one leading me and not mere man. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! Glory Glory!!!
I know NCC was led by Lord to reveal about Jesus. This is the church that was brightly lighted up in His Glory!!! This is the knowing in my heart then.
When CHC got into news with the misused of church fund lawsuit, then I realised this was the 2nd church. But I was wondering where was the 3rd church, which was in darkness. It was when FCBC recently brushed with MOM that I realised they are the 3rd church. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I am surprised that Jesus had a testimony in the bible, where an adultery woman was brought to Him to be stoned under the Law of Moses. But Jesus upholding the Law, told the Pharisees that he who is without sin cast the first stone. But one by one, from the oldest to the youngest, they left the scene.
Jesus looked down at the woman and asked her 'where are they who accused her', she replied, 'No one, Lord'. Jesus told her that He does not condemn her and asked her to sin no more!!! Glory Glory!!! Lord gave her Grace so that she could walk out of her sin. Hallelujah!!!
Paul said in
1 Corinthian 5:4-5
'When you are assembled in the Name of our Lord Jesus and I am with you in spirit, and the power of our Lord Jesus is present,
hand this man over to Satan, so that the sinful nature may be destroyed and his spirit save on the day of the Lord.'
By forgiving a person in sin, and just love the person to wholeness with words of Christ to uplift her spirit, surely sin will drop. By issuing a law for her to get out of the sin, bible said that when Law give strength to sin. In this case, instead of solving the problem, one is adding fire to it!!!
This is when the people involved in counseling, use their own righteousness to judge the one who had fallen from Grace that prevent her from getting out of her sin.
If we could just forgive and just point her to her stand in Christ, sin will drop as Grace super huper over sin!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
No wonder the bible said a student could not be higher than his teacher!!! They could not see Jesus Grace in the bible!!! They only used their self righteousness to judge, no wonder she had to leave that church to go to one who could accept her as Christ has done a perfect work for her.
She was cheated of her love and a baby was produced was already sad on her end. For her senior to condemn the situation that she went through and brought no comfort to her, what can she do??? She has even admitted to the sin, it's time to relief her of the anguish and let her move on with life. Emotion takes time to heal, it's not like a switch that the moment other said one not supposed to love someone, they could immediately turn the tap off.
I am glad that Lord is not like man. Even He opened a can of worms about ex, He knows I won't be able to stop loving him immediately. He slowly reveal more and more about his evil. As I knows what Lord could do, with Lord clearing my unhappiness, I could easily accept him back, it is not easy to fully not want him anymore!
Lord patiently waited till he cursed me with that $100 note that cursed my whole generation that finally, I said enough is enough.
Even the new man Lord is blessing me, Lord knows his requirement and conditioned me for 3 years to accept it. Even after that, I wonder how am I to satisfy him daily. Lord showed me these few days that He could enable me!!! With that, I rest in Him and let Him bring the blessing to past!!!
Only Lord and Lord alone, knows how to handle man. Man has no clue, they mess things up. I am glad Lord is the one leading me and not mere man. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!! Glory Glory!!!
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Learning about Jesus Redemption
In Church, Pastor Prince always said that if Jesus did not rise again, we won't know our sins were fully paid. It is when we know He died and 3 days later rose up, that we know all our sins were settled.
I used to wonder why must we know about His Rising to know our sins were paid!!!
Recently, Lord led me through a simple process that let me understood it fully. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I was applying peanut butter on my white bread when I saw a black dot on one corner of the spread. I used my butter knife to remove it and put on a tissue paper.
As I did not check if the black dot was on the tissue, I assumed the tissue had taken it and apply the remainder peanut butter on the knife on my clean slice of bread and the black dot was still there. I had to remove it again and saw it on the tissue, that I knew it was gone for good.
The next time I was applying the peanut butter on the white bread again, another black dot appeared. I had to remove it and made sure the tissue got the black dot that I knew my knife was clean of that black dot.
Lord led me through this simple process to know why knowing Jesus had died and rose again on the 3rd day with all our sins judged and He could be seen in His Beautiful Righteousness Robe that now we know all the sins are judged in Him and 'It is Finished'. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I used to wonder why must we know about His Rising to know our sins were paid!!!
Recently, Lord led me through a simple process that let me understood it fully. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I was applying peanut butter on my white bread when I saw a black dot on one corner of the spread. I used my butter knife to remove it and put on a tissue paper.
As I did not check if the black dot was on the tissue, I assumed the tissue had taken it and apply the remainder peanut butter on the knife on my clean slice of bread and the black dot was still there. I had to remove it again and saw it on the tissue, that I knew it was gone for good.
The next time I was applying the peanut butter on the white bread again, another black dot appeared. I had to remove it and made sure the tissue got the black dot that I knew my knife was clean of that black dot.
Lord led me through this simple process to know why knowing Jesus had died and rose again on the 3rd day with all our sins judged and He could be seen in His Beautiful Righteousness Robe that now we know all the sins are judged in Him and 'It is Finished'. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, August 23, 2013
God Speaks!!!
Today I woke up like a new day of Hope!!!
From New Creation Church meditation email, I saw this:
'Genesis 41:39–40
Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “Inasmuch as God has shown you all this, there is no one as discerning and wise as you. You shall be over my house, and all my people shall be ruled according to your word; only in regard to the throne will I be greater than you.”
My friend, promotion and increase come from the Lord through His wisdom, presence and unmerited favor. It may feel like you are stuck in a hopeless situation, cast away and forgotten, but the story isn’t over yet. The Lord’s promotion is coming!'
I go wow, Lord speaking to me this after telling me how my near future will be!!!
Then, as I login to Facebook, I saw my Israel tour leader post this in his Facebook, while waiting at the bus stop with his daughter and saw the moon still high on the sky. Here is the verse he posted:
Isaiah 60:20
'Your sun will no longer set, and your moon will not fade; for the Lord will be your everlasting light, and the days of your sorrow will be over.'
I go wow again, Lord speaks right into me!!! Glory Glory!!!
I scrolled down and saw what Pastor Prince post in his Facebook:
'My friend, whatever situation you are in right now, do not give up. Remember that the Lord is with you to give you success.'
It is a triple confirmation of what He is going to do next in my life, family life blessing is coming!!! Hallelujah!!!
From New Creation Church meditation email, I saw this:
'Genesis 41:39–40
Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “Inasmuch as God has shown you all this, there is no one as discerning and wise as you. You shall be over my house, and all my people shall be ruled according to your word; only in regard to the throne will I be greater than you.”
My friend, promotion and increase come from the Lord through His wisdom, presence and unmerited favor. It may feel like you are stuck in a hopeless situation, cast away and forgotten, but the story isn’t over yet. The Lord’s promotion is coming!'
I go wow, Lord speaking to me this after telling me how my near future will be!!!
Then, as I login to Facebook, I saw my Israel tour leader post this in his Facebook, while waiting at the bus stop with his daughter and saw the moon still high on the sky. Here is the verse he posted:
Isaiah 60:20
'Your sun will no longer set, and your moon will not fade; for the Lord will be your everlasting light, and the days of your sorrow will be over.'
I go wow again, Lord speaks right into me!!! Glory Glory!!!
I scrolled down and saw what Pastor Prince post in his Facebook:
'My friend, whatever situation you are in right now, do not give up. Remember that the Lord is with you to give you success.'
It is a triple confirmation of what He is going to do next in my life, family life blessing is coming!!! Hallelujah!!!
I am happily waiting even though the situation at this moment is not as rosy as it should be. But I am happy about what Lord is bringing to past in my life and in Jc's life. Surely it is good!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
Everything in Life happens for a Reason
I just went to YouTube and Lord led me to watch Joel Osteen's sermon, 'Everything in Life happens for a Reason'.
Finally I have a better idea of why I went through P's betrayal and all these various curse that was and still is in my life.
Lord knows that I am a pretty stubborn lady in term of moving away from what I have. I am easily contented.
I used to be so used to marry to P that even in divorce, I still hoping for him to return one day. But it was this final curse that came through the $100 note that he paid me that I finally had enough of it! This curse involved the cursing my whole generation and whole family tree generation.
With this, I finally realised he is someone I better don't have with me than to be with him. Finally I would never want him even though he is showing kindness again!!! I finally saw his evilness and greediness on what I have or going to have!!! Finally I understood Lord's intention.
Lord always told me that I will be having sexual relationship with the new man very early in knowing him. I always don't like the idea. Imagine Lord had been telling me again and again. For so many years ever since the divorce!!!
I could not understand why He wanted me to do that!!! It was this morning when He gave me wisdom, then I realise the issue. You see, P could be nasty to me, but through the 10 yrs of marriage, if I was unhappy with him, he would just pushed me into the bedroom and bumped hard in me. Then my anger would be gone. He showed me he was in control of the situation.
Lord said he is just waiting for my financial blessing to come and he would use the same method to show me that I still want him!!!
Lord said if I have given my body to the new man, I will be loyal to the new man and resist him!!! This is His Plan to stop him from deceiving me!!! Praise the Lord!!!!
Yes, he is observing me closely to check when I will be receiving my blessing!!! He want it, even want to use his girl to get it!!! That's why, he accused me of don't care about my girl if I totally don't will it to her!!!
Lord knows that previously I like this home and I felt bad leaving this place. He let all the curses come to me so that I would want to move to where He planned to put me. Even the man He arrange, I will accept wholly. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He knows He has to push me to accept His Plan and He uses temptation of Goodness and pushing from the old and the bad to get me moving!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
From this, you can see He did so much just to get me to where He want to put me. I used to reject and resist and for P, I even felt bad that he could not partake my joy. But now, I totally no feeling any more about P and I no more reject and resist. I accept fully and prepare to move forward with Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
A few months ago, when Lord put forth this having sex early into the relationship, I actually felt like a prostitute selling my body! That's how much I guarded myself against others!!! But ever since I let go of my pride against man, when Lord put forth this plan again, I did not resist against it. But as it was a field that I never tread in, I don't know how to go about it and I have to depend on his Grace to get it accomplish!!! Glory Glory!!!
The new man is the one that He gave me 2 focus long ago. One focus on Pastor Prince teaching and another on this man. Lord said he rejected me on the first meeting but on the 2nd meeting, after He renew me, it would be a different ending. I thought it sound like Jesus first coming, Israel rejected Him and His Coming back again, they will accept Him!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
At this point of time, I really appreciate Lord for all His shifting and shaking, to move me to a better place and a better man!!! What can I do except to thank Him for His Great Love for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Finally I have a better idea of why I went through P's betrayal and all these various curse that was and still is in my life.
Lord knows that I am a pretty stubborn lady in term of moving away from what I have. I am easily contented.
I used to be so used to marry to P that even in divorce, I still hoping for him to return one day. But it was this final curse that came through the $100 note that he paid me that I finally had enough of it! This curse involved the cursing my whole generation and whole family tree generation.
With this, I finally realised he is someone I better don't have with me than to be with him. Finally I would never want him even though he is showing kindness again!!! I finally saw his evilness and greediness on what I have or going to have!!! Finally I understood Lord's intention.
Lord always told me that I will be having sexual relationship with the new man very early in knowing him. I always don't like the idea. Imagine Lord had been telling me again and again. For so many years ever since the divorce!!!
I could not understand why He wanted me to do that!!! It was this morning when He gave me wisdom, then I realise the issue. You see, P could be nasty to me, but through the 10 yrs of marriage, if I was unhappy with him, he would just pushed me into the bedroom and bumped hard in me. Then my anger would be gone. He showed me he was in control of the situation.
Lord said he is just waiting for my financial blessing to come and he would use the same method to show me that I still want him!!!
Lord said if I have given my body to the new man, I will be loyal to the new man and resist him!!! This is His Plan to stop him from deceiving me!!! Praise the Lord!!!!
Yes, he is observing me closely to check when I will be receiving my blessing!!! He want it, even want to use his girl to get it!!! That's why, he accused me of don't care about my girl if I totally don't will it to her!!!
Lord knows that previously I like this home and I felt bad leaving this place. He let all the curses come to me so that I would want to move to where He planned to put me. Even the man He arrange, I will accept wholly. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
He knows He has to push me to accept His Plan and He uses temptation of Goodness and pushing from the old and the bad to get me moving!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
From this, you can see He did so much just to get me to where He want to put me. I used to reject and resist and for P, I even felt bad that he could not partake my joy. But now, I totally no feeling any more about P and I no more reject and resist. I accept fully and prepare to move forward with Him!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
A few months ago, when Lord put forth this having sex early into the relationship, I actually felt like a prostitute selling my body! That's how much I guarded myself against others!!! But ever since I let go of my pride against man, when Lord put forth this plan again, I did not resist against it. But as it was a field that I never tread in, I don't know how to go about it and I have to depend on his Grace to get it accomplish!!! Glory Glory!!!
The new man is the one that He gave me 2 focus long ago. One focus on Pastor Prince teaching and another on this man. Lord said he rejected me on the first meeting but on the 2nd meeting, after He renew me, it would be a different ending. I thought it sound like Jesus first coming, Israel rejected Him and His Coming back again, they will accept Him!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
At this point of time, I really appreciate Lord for all His shifting and shaking, to move me to a better place and a better man!!! What can I do except to thank Him for His Great Love for me!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Friday, August 16, 2013
Now I Understand
Psalm 124
'A Song of David.
If it had not been the LORD who was on our side, now Israel say,
If it had not been the LORD who was on our side when men rose up against us,
then they would have swallowed us up alive when their wrath was kindled against us:
then the waters would have overwhelmed us, the stream would have gone over our body:
then the deliberately wicked waters would have gone over our body.
Blessed be the LORD, who has not given us as prey to their teeth.
Our life has escaped like a bird out of the snare of the fowler:
the snare is broken and we have escaped.
Our help is in the name of the LORD, who made Heaven and Earth.'
Long ago, Lord used Su to test me. He acted as a hard task master that was always condemned me and hurt me very deeply that I wanted to dig a hole to hide away from Him forever. But when realised I could not hide from this Almighty God, after all, the whole earth was created by Him, He could looked through all things to our hearts, He will be able to seek me out, so I cleaned my tears and turn back to Him to be tested again.
At that time, I was wondering why Lord being so nasty towards me!!! With my test from the devil getting stronger and stronger and in my pain, I almost want to dig a hole and hide, I pray to Lord if He is using me then healed me fully, else take me away as I know heaven is a beautiful place where Love of God is everywhere and I long to go there!!!
Lord always led me to shed my tears and fight again for my rest. Glory Glory!!! Devil thought he could take away my brain and let me be under his curse. He even get church not to pray for me. It's more and more like David where everyone turned against him. But like him, God, my Abba Father is with me and it is He that darkness could not shut!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! All men could fail but God never fail!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Recently, when Jc was angry with me, she said, 'I will kill you!!!' Then in her PSLE Oral waiting room, a classmate, a boy, practised his picture conversation. He was describing how he would use a knife to slice opened his classmate body to take the lollipop, which was in his tummy to eat!!!
This two events lead me to think nowadays, kids played too many computer game or see those games played by others and talked killing the opponent as a fun event and I know computer game made killing opponent as a thrilled event. Kids played all these game and see all these games being played and showed in YouTube, to them, killing someone is fun, is thrilling!!!
We saw some manifestation of these here in Singapore of people got beaten or even injured to death, and all these youth that did it, were so cruel in their attack of strangers they barely know.
In US, there were kids or teenagers that took their parents gun, killed their parents and some even went to school to do some killing before killing themselves. All these are not isolated event. It's the computer games, the movie, the TV shows, that show killing, badly beaten someone as fun and thrilling, the mindset of the youth understand such cruel act as fun and thrilling, they will be more willing to do it.
Even in China, while watching the traditional Chinese teaching, it also talked of young adult kill each other over a quarrel or anything that many of them were caught and sentenced to death.
If society and parents are not going to block such teaching from eroding the youth value towards life, the world is going to be a worse place to live!!! We can watch out for terrorist but the frightening thing is all these youth talked killing as fun or in anger, when such thoughts are manifested into action, how are we to handle??? Catch them to jail is not a long term solution. Long term solution is to prevent wrong teaching from getting into them without much awareness of it effects by the adults!!!
My girl used to watch this game played and recorded in YouTube and the boys playing was laughing and chasing another one in the game and killing him in the game and this one being 'killed' would make some sound and everyone of them laughed. My girl laughed with them too.
I didn't know such fun in killing was getting into her till a recent argument and in her anger, it just came out of her that she wanted to kill me!!! How does that sound when a kid said wanting to kill the parents???
The father had been telling her that when mummy move out, her longing to be with her dad will be fulfilled that she ever told me to get out of the house or get lost!!! As the daddy had promised her that when I leave, he will transfer my name out and put her name in and the house is hers in future!!!
With that, my words was light in her ears while she listened to her dad!!! See, he taught her I am not important and yet, expect me to guide her in her learning!!!
I never felt that alone in life as now!!! Be it church, or family or my siblings!!! Su is even saying that I am insane for staying too long at home!!! She does not understand what I am going through and thought that as long as she don't feel it, that means what I am going through is not real!!!
I am glad that when all things are taken from me, I still have Lord with me that I am not alone. The time is almost there but it is not there yet!!! I have to continue to be patient and continue to walk with Him!!!
The only thing that keep me going is His Promise to me!!! I know what is ahead for me!!! Men can be cruel but they are just puppet by the devil!!! But the blood of Jesus had washed devil from Heaven and now they are on earth. When Jesus fully manifest on earth again, he surely will fallen to hell!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I know no one could stop Jesus from manifestation so I just let Him take care of it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
'A Song of David.
If it had not been the LORD who was on our side, now Israel say,
If it had not been the LORD who was on our side when men rose up against us,
then they would have swallowed us up alive when their wrath was kindled against us:
then the waters would have overwhelmed us, the stream would have gone over our body:
then the deliberately wicked waters would have gone over our body.
Blessed be the LORD, who has not given us as prey to their teeth.
Our life has escaped like a bird out of the snare of the fowler:
the snare is broken and we have escaped.
Our help is in the name of the LORD, who made Heaven and Earth.'
Long ago, Lord used Su to test me. He acted as a hard task master that was always condemned me and hurt me very deeply that I wanted to dig a hole to hide away from Him forever. But when realised I could not hide from this Almighty God, after all, the whole earth was created by Him, He could looked through all things to our hearts, He will be able to seek me out, so I cleaned my tears and turn back to Him to be tested again.
At that time, I was wondering why Lord being so nasty towards me!!! With my test from the devil getting stronger and stronger and in my pain, I almost want to dig a hole and hide, I pray to Lord if He is using me then healed me fully, else take me away as I know heaven is a beautiful place where Love of God is everywhere and I long to go there!!!
Lord always led me to shed my tears and fight again for my rest. Glory Glory!!! Devil thought he could take away my brain and let me be under his curse. He even get church not to pray for me. It's more and more like David where everyone turned against him. But like him, God, my Abba Father is with me and it is He that darkness could not shut!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! All men could fail but God never fail!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Recently, when Jc was angry with me, she said, 'I will kill you!!!' Then in her PSLE Oral waiting room, a classmate, a boy, practised his picture conversation. He was describing how he would use a knife to slice opened his classmate body to take the lollipop, which was in his tummy to eat!!!
This two events lead me to think nowadays, kids played too many computer game or see those games played by others and talked killing the opponent as a fun event and I know computer game made killing opponent as a thrilled event. Kids played all these game and see all these games being played and showed in YouTube, to them, killing someone is fun, is thrilling!!!
We saw some manifestation of these here in Singapore of people got beaten or even injured to death, and all these youth that did it, were so cruel in their attack of strangers they barely know.
In US, there were kids or teenagers that took their parents gun, killed their parents and some even went to school to do some killing before killing themselves. All these are not isolated event. It's the computer games, the movie, the TV shows, that show killing, badly beaten someone as fun and thrilling, the mindset of the youth understand such cruel act as fun and thrilling, they will be more willing to do it.
Even in China, while watching the traditional Chinese teaching, it also talked of young adult kill each other over a quarrel or anything that many of them were caught and sentenced to death.
If society and parents are not going to block such teaching from eroding the youth value towards life, the world is going to be a worse place to live!!! We can watch out for terrorist but the frightening thing is all these youth talked killing as fun or in anger, when such thoughts are manifested into action, how are we to handle??? Catch them to jail is not a long term solution. Long term solution is to prevent wrong teaching from getting into them without much awareness of it effects by the adults!!!
My girl used to watch this game played and recorded in YouTube and the boys playing was laughing and chasing another one in the game and killing him in the game and this one being 'killed' would make some sound and everyone of them laughed. My girl laughed with them too.
I didn't know such fun in killing was getting into her till a recent argument and in her anger, it just came out of her that she wanted to kill me!!! How does that sound when a kid said wanting to kill the parents???
The father had been telling her that when mummy move out, her longing to be with her dad will be fulfilled that she ever told me to get out of the house or get lost!!! As the daddy had promised her that when I leave, he will transfer my name out and put her name in and the house is hers in future!!!
With that, my words was light in her ears while she listened to her dad!!! See, he taught her I am not important and yet, expect me to guide her in her learning!!!
I never felt that alone in life as now!!! Be it church, or family or my siblings!!! Su is even saying that I am insane for staying too long at home!!! She does not understand what I am going through and thought that as long as she don't feel it, that means what I am going through is not real!!!
I am glad that when all things are taken from me, I still have Lord with me that I am not alone. The time is almost there but it is not there yet!!! I have to continue to be patient and continue to walk with Him!!!
The only thing that keep me going is His Promise to me!!! I know what is ahead for me!!! Men can be cruel but they are just puppet by the devil!!! But the blood of Jesus had washed devil from Heaven and now they are on earth. When Jesus fully manifest on earth again, he surely will fallen to hell!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I know no one could stop Jesus from manifestation so I just let Him take care of it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Thursday, August 8, 2013
Singapore
I live here for 40+ years, today is the first time I bother to write something about it. All this was impressed by the Lord! Glory Glory!!!
I remembered the peaceful village life, even though my family life was not that peaceful because of a mad uncle. We were made to shift to my mother's side of the family. It was a few uncles family living together and we were always reminded to bow down and be humbled by our grandma.
We moved out of that place to our very own HDB flat when I was around 10 years old. From there it was a new learning to be alone by ourselves except for a 3rd uncle on dad side living near by. I thank the foresight of the government to plan for flats to house the people! I thank them for the CPF scheme which had helped many to acquire their own flat.
Life was getting better and better till growth in Singapore reached it first peak! Then it was for the government to think what next for the country to move on. There was a few trying out, I learnt recently that we all learn through failure. It's through failures that we gained our experience to move on. If we fear to fail, we will never move on. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Singapore went through a few cycle of financial correction, sicknesses - SARS, through what next for us to move to. Currently, the great influx of people, even though many complained, but without them businesses will be slow. So, more people generate more movement of cash!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Personally, I also went through a few cycle of lacks when ex lost his job when I just quit my job to look after baby Jc. Each of the 3 rounds, the experience told me that not to focus on problems but to concentrate on Solution!!! Glory Glory!!! This is one of the good way of life I learnt from P.
I thank late President Ong Teng Cheong for the foresight and the government to pick it up and carry on in the development of the Mass Rapid Transit!!! It has improved the mobility of people by a great deal!!!
We might complained about the high cost of transport, but we need to think that without the generation of income, how more lines are to add to the existing one. I once read from Taiwan talked about their Mass Rapid Transit. The man said that their government had to think so long about committing such a huge amount to this area of development. He said that Singapore without blinking an eyelid, committed so much money into it!!!
To take for granted that it should be so and to hear others talked about their problems that I learnt to appreciate what the government do here!!!
Then it's about the gambling center, yes, morally it might be bad, but, it's about to let the flow of money remain at homeland or to let it outflow. After all, gamblers they never change, they will go no matter if the center is here or elsewhere!!! The goodness of it that more people are attracted here!!!!
Consider what our leaders had done here that now a lot of people want to come here, it is amazing!!! I ever talked to my mum's tenants. They had stayed here for quite many of years. She said, our government are doing many things for the better of the community, better than theirs who did nothing. It was another awakening for me!!!
So, with Singapore National Day approaching tomorrow, I thank Lord for blessing Singapore and I thank the Leaders in the government for making the step forward for the betterment of Singapore as a whole!!!
We can complain at the wrongs but when are each of us going to look at solutions and take our next step out from where we are!!! Moving ahead is about not afraid to make mistake! We learn from experience and move on. As long as we are moving on, there is progress!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
I remembered the peaceful village life, even though my family life was not that peaceful because of a mad uncle. We were made to shift to my mother's side of the family. It was a few uncles family living together and we were always reminded to bow down and be humbled by our grandma.
We moved out of that place to our very own HDB flat when I was around 10 years old. From there it was a new learning to be alone by ourselves except for a 3rd uncle on dad side living near by. I thank the foresight of the government to plan for flats to house the people! I thank them for the CPF scheme which had helped many to acquire their own flat.
Life was getting better and better till growth in Singapore reached it first peak! Then it was for the government to think what next for the country to move on. There was a few trying out, I learnt recently that we all learn through failure. It's through failures that we gained our experience to move on. If we fear to fail, we will never move on. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Singapore went through a few cycle of financial correction, sicknesses - SARS, through what next for us to move to. Currently, the great influx of people, even though many complained, but without them businesses will be slow. So, more people generate more movement of cash!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Personally, I also went through a few cycle of lacks when ex lost his job when I just quit my job to look after baby Jc. Each of the 3 rounds, the experience told me that not to focus on problems but to concentrate on Solution!!! Glory Glory!!! This is one of the good way of life I learnt from P.
I thank late President Ong Teng Cheong for the foresight and the government to pick it up and carry on in the development of the Mass Rapid Transit!!! It has improved the mobility of people by a great deal!!!
We might complained about the high cost of transport, but we need to think that without the generation of income, how more lines are to add to the existing one. I once read from Taiwan talked about their Mass Rapid Transit. The man said that their government had to think so long about committing such a huge amount to this area of development. He said that Singapore without blinking an eyelid, committed so much money into it!!!
To take for granted that it should be so and to hear others talked about their problems that I learnt to appreciate what the government do here!!!
Then it's about the gambling center, yes, morally it might be bad, but, it's about to let the flow of money remain at homeland or to let it outflow. After all, gamblers they never change, they will go no matter if the center is here or elsewhere!!! The goodness of it that more people are attracted here!!!!
Consider what our leaders had done here that now a lot of people want to come here, it is amazing!!! I ever talked to my mum's tenants. They had stayed here for quite many of years. She said, our government are doing many things for the better of the community, better than theirs who did nothing. It was another awakening for me!!!
So, with Singapore National Day approaching tomorrow, I thank Lord for blessing Singapore and I thank the Leaders in the government for making the step forward for the betterment of Singapore as a whole!!!
We can complain at the wrongs but when are each of us going to look at solutions and take our next step out from where we are!!! Moving ahead is about not afraid to make mistake! We learn from experience and move on. As long as we are moving on, there is progress!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Sunday, August 4, 2013
My Walking
With my walking with the Lord coming to the first ending, I am receiving even greater prosecution from curses and from my siblings, yeah, inclusive of Su, who had let her husband tore the bible I blessed her and all that Lord had spoken to her!!! I could see, as she walked away, she is even more covered by darkness that I found her just like my other non-believer siblings!!!
Lord tested her yesterday in prayer healing but she totally cannot concentrate at all!!! That's how covered by darkness she was!!!
As for me, darkness tried their best to destroy my daily understanding that my life is under the greatest threat currently. Now, I finally understood how my mum fell! Lord opened the wisdom for me to learn through my personally going through it!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Right now, Lord is leading even more, even in things about myself that I have not thought of, He get me ready for it!!! He did not let me go through shame, regret!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
All my siblings are trying to convince me that my believe for Jesus is unreal, is of the devil! They are trying to tell me I must go by self-effort! As the time is getting closer, darkness is sending more to convince me to move away from Lord!!!
But Lord let me walk through these 7 years to see His Faithfulness and know that He is real that I will not trade anything to get away from Him!!! He is the one and only one that could save me fully!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The coming week, 9th August, is Singapore National Day. I like to thank and honour the government and the people in Singapore that move Singapore ahead.
I like to thank and honour Lord Jesus and Father, the God, that put His Blessing in Singapore and thank Him to let Singapore be the covenant of Grace be magnified fully!!! We might be tiny but Lord Jesus surely like to use the small to show His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As I go through great prosecution, I don't know if I am able to come here to post. As the Lord lead, I will post. But for now, I will concentrate more on the Lord!!!
Even Ps Prince is preaching about reading the bible and meditating His Words to prosper and to be in health. I pray that you, my readers, heard what Lord put in this blog to lead you to Him. All His Glory I have put here for you to know Him.
I pray that you pick it up and walk with Him personally to receive His Grace, His Empowerment!!! Our part is just a willing heart to listen to Him and obey, through Pastors and people that point you to Jesus and His Fullness!!!
May Lord bless you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
Lord tested her yesterday in prayer healing but she totally cannot concentrate at all!!! That's how covered by darkness she was!!!
As for me, darkness tried their best to destroy my daily understanding that my life is under the greatest threat currently. Now, I finally understood how my mum fell! Lord opened the wisdom for me to learn through my personally going through it!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!
Right now, Lord is leading even more, even in things about myself that I have not thought of, He get me ready for it!!! He did not let me go through shame, regret!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
All my siblings are trying to convince me that my believe for Jesus is unreal, is of the devil! They are trying to tell me I must go by self-effort! As the time is getting closer, darkness is sending more to convince me to move away from Lord!!!
But Lord let me walk through these 7 years to see His Faithfulness and know that He is real that I will not trade anything to get away from Him!!! He is the one and only one that could save me fully!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
The coming week, 9th August, is Singapore National Day. I like to thank and honour the government and the people in Singapore that move Singapore ahead.
I like to thank and honour Lord Jesus and Father, the God, that put His Blessing in Singapore and thank Him to let Singapore be the covenant of Grace be magnified fully!!! We might be tiny but Lord Jesus surely like to use the small to show His Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
As I go through great prosecution, I don't know if I am able to come here to post. As the Lord lead, I will post. But for now, I will concentrate more on the Lord!!!
Even Ps Prince is preaching about reading the bible and meditating His Words to prosper and to be in health. I pray that you, my readers, heard what Lord put in this blog to lead you to Him. All His Glory I have put here for you to know Him.
I pray that you pick it up and walk with Him personally to receive His Grace, His Empowerment!!! Our part is just a willing heart to listen to Him and obey, through Pastors and people that point you to Jesus and His Fullness!!!
May Lord bless you!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!
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