The Glorious Thing that God Did

Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!! With today's call forth of life in my mum's body as what Frances had taught, mum is healed. She could bent her right leg unconsciously, I also saw the right palm moves!!! Glory Glory!!!

Over twice she gave me a certain stare that I don't know what she is thinking in her mind. But I trusted Lord that it will be good in the end. Abba has led me to watch Charles and Frances Hunter 'How to Heal the Sick - Hour 1' and with the anointing that came through, Lord led me to pray for mum and moments later, her right palm and right leg shifted. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!! I give all the Glory to Jesus!!! Amen Amen!!!

Today sermon I got my answer on how God, my Abba Father, do not see those 93years in the Israeli life in Judges. Plus these full 93 years into the 480 years in Kings 2, it, the 573years that Paul talked about in Acts. Glory Glory!!! Lord do not look to those days when we do not look to Him. He is always there for us when we looked to Him. Glory Glory!

Pastor also preached about the miracle that when the disciples Willingly invited Jesus into their boat, it immediately reached land. Before that they had been fighting the wind for a few hours into the night in the middle of the lake!!!

Pastor told us that we must invite Jesus willingly into our situations if we want to see miracle in our issues. Glory Glory!!! I have done so for my marriage and my parenting of Jc. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

After 3 weeks with her daddy, Jc is coming home tomorrow. Her daddy had enough of her and is not willing to take a 'No' for an answer! It is good to let him handle some of the responsibility to know what was it like in my end. 3 weeks with him and he is pushing her back! Haha...even though in the natural, Jc prefers him than me.

As for me, I used to push her to study. But this 3 weeks at the hospital and see how the doctors make their observation and recommendation, I don't want my girl to be like them. I rather she be what she likes to be herself. I will let her figure out in due time. Teaching her to trust the Lord is more important as it's a need for our daily life. I can't imagine a day without Him. His Wisdom is greatly appreciated and I conquered greater ground with His Wisdom. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I like the verse that King David said that 1 day with the Lord redeemed 1000 days in our life. I greatly appreciates this Truth as Lord blessing me to live that long is a proof of the Truth of this verse. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

There are greater push by Lord to us, the children of God to walk with Him this new year calling. Guess Lord is urgently wanting to bless His Children that He is calling us to wake up to walk with Him. He even got Ps Prince to show how much days we have lived without walking close to Lord and these are considered wasted years!!!

Lord through Pastor revealed the boat that was found was the boat used by Jesus long ago. As what used by Him won't be lost!!! Glory Glory!!! There is redemptive power walking with Him! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

Even though Lord has healed mum mentally, He is not giving her much strength yet. Lord wants mum to learn to trust Him! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

After me and Su had been letting mum listening to worship song, be it English or Chinese, brother thought of copy us and from YouTube found a olden days singer that mum might like but mum did not like it. She preferred our worship songs!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lord has been good to me. He even planned everything for me and knows how things works and how should I approach each step of my life. He said He is the Light! He really is the Light. He only shine forth what is needed for the next step of my need or my mum's need. Each day His leading is different. I had been praying in the spirit for 3 weeks for mum each day I visited her and today, Lord said call forth what is not there to be there! That is all that is needed. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

It's good to walk with Jesus!!! His Way is easy and His Wisdom is great. I am never good in argument and when I last cross sword with Rosy over Jc, the Wisdom of God gave me victory and coolness while she was hot on fire!!! Really, each step I walk, He showed forth; the last few days of praying in the spirit, He knew I needed that assurance and He was there and showed me He was praying with me. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

He is such a Cool God!!! Nothing is beyond Him! He knows it all and when we look to Him, His Glorious Light just shine forth and we walk in His Path of Righteousness and everything is made Good in His Presence!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

GOD is GOOD

Each week comes and goes so fast. Abba is good! He let me had a chance to participate in the opening of the Star PAC, NCC new building for our church service. Glory Glory! Lord timing is really good!

I didn't know that NCC was told to vacant their occupancy in Rock, Suntec City above Carrefour by the end of the year!!! But Lord knows, he impressed NCC to bid for this land in near Buona Vista MRT in 2007!

It took 5 years to be completed in  25th October 2012 5:55pm, they got their TOP approval! Glory Glory!!! It's all about Grace of Jesus! Amen Amen!!! Who can plan better than Lord, Himself? He knows all things and knows of the things to come and had got everything ready. Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

I also don't know His Timing but I just purely trusted His Grace is on everything I do. Glory Glory! After sleeping for 11 days, my mum woke up and on the 2nd day of wake up, she was pushed to the normal ward. She got better and more alert on the 3rd day, but I don't know what they did to her that she fallen back to sleepiness.

Lord promised to resurrect her and yesterday, as I was about to start praying in the spirit by her left side of her bed, I saw Lord, a huge white robe in brightness of the light standing at the opposite side of the bed, also stretching His Hand to pray for mum. He leads me in a long prayer and told me mum will be resurrected. Glory to Jesus!!!

After prayer, I could see mum was more alert again. Glory Glory!!! The hospital sent a teenage boy, who was in patches of red and cough and pretty sick to be placed next to her. I was into coughing and brother too, and I prayed to Lord to clear it. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Jc is with her daddy for 2 weeks. This will be the 3rd week! She is happy to be with him and feel that coming back is of no choice, because school is starting in January. Under such situation, I could see her heart is not with me anymore. But Lord give me peacefulness, so I am okay with it. After all, daily going to hospital is taking its toll on me. Lord impressed me to buy 100 plus drink to drink a cup daily. It goes helps somewhat! Glory Glory!!!

Life is still normal, I am trusting Jesus to resurrect mum fully. After all, all that she needs already done 2000 years ago by Jesus at the Cross! He proclaimed it is Finished! It is completed! Surely it is Done in the Name of Jesus! Surely, the Name of Jesus is above my mum bedridden and her unsoundness. I claim full recovery by the stripes of Jesus and His Finished Work at the Cross! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!

Abba Father, thank You for taking good care of me and my mum. Glory Glory to You. Thank You for leading me in each stage of prayer for my mum. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Between Death and Life

Now I know why Lord leads my mum through such a sicknesses. Glory Glory! After less than 2 weeks, my mum finally wakes up. Glory to Jesus!!! Thanks to all the prayer warriors that helped me pray for my mums. She moved out of NICU 3 nights ago. Glory Glory!!!

She had been through the worst CT Scan that her skin and her was so full of radiation that I was praying for her 10-15cm away from her body and I could feel the radiations!!! In their evilness, Lord woke mum up to their surprise. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

She was shifted to a ward share with 5 other beds. Today, an 80+ year old lady was pushed into the ward and put on oxygen immediately. I looked at her but she looked weird. I could not explain the weird feeling I had for her.

At evening, nurse told her family members that she was in critical situation. My heard was pumping hard for some reason and I decided to ask them if ok for me to pray for their mum. They were not Christian. She had a fall and knocked her head. It was bleeding internally but doctor said her heart too weak to be operate on.

Her heart beat and breathing was falling. It was at a critical low of 10 when I started my prayer. Lord told me spirit of death want to claim her and I bind them out twice and plea the blood of Jesus over her life.

The indicator for dunno breathing or heart beat rose to 65. I called the family to thank Jesus for saving and asked for her name and asked her to call for Jesus to save her. Glory Glory!!!

Suddenly, there is an error shown on the machine and they called the nurse in. The son told me she was dead. The moment she called on the Lord, Jesus brought her up to heaven and she died. Her family were all in shock as she was brought to hospital at around 3-4pm and by 7+pm, she was gone!!! I was in great shock to go through such too!!! Lord had told me her head flood with blood and no way to save her.

On the way home, as my heart was not settled over such a quick death. I had heard of people fall and died before. I used to wonder how they could die from 1 fall and I finally understood!!! Lord let her talked to me and she told me she saw hell and now in heaven. She said heaven is very beautiful and is happy that I led her to the Lord. She said she never know Jesus beforehand!!!

Lord said she will be in the dream of her family members to let them know she is in good hand. I am happy for her that she got to meet Jesus at the nick of time. It was so critical and fighting with devil but Lord win the battle. Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!!

Yes, from her case could see life is so fragile but at the same time, I am glad that because I have Lord in my life, Lord never let me go through such trauma, even dad gone through half a year or more of lingering to wait for him to receive the healing before finally he call it quit. But dad was with Jesus nevertheless! Glory Glory!!!

As for mum, she is recovering well in the ward. Lord is protecting and blessing her! Hallelujah!!! Even though her right body faced a bit challenge in moving, I am trusting Lord for a full recovery. Her memory is recovering too. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

What a memorable moment at the ward today!!! The cute thing is the bed opposite this lady saw the lady as she was pushed in from A&E and saw her scary look and pulled the curtain to enclose her bed. But as the woman died, she was there and she covered herself with bed sheet so as not to look at her. Hahaha...

Death, where is your stink!!! Glory to Jesus for His Finished Work!!! Hallelujah!!! Hallelujah!!! Amen!!! Amen!!!

A Point in Time

I am sad....very sad....from what I learnt from my mum entered into hospital to now in NICU. I used to be a very hack care person. I don't bother about tradition, I don't bother about people, I also don't bother about how the people run my country, I just want to be myself and my family safe. Just a simple wish from a simple lady.

But Life is not so simple as it is. Sometime, it's not about what I want. It's more about what others want based on their perception. Just like the other day, I was under great attack that when my girl called me, my tone to her wasn't sweet. She perceived that I am angry with her and was happy that she need not stay here with me. I always have to emphasize that I am her mother, my love for her is because she is my daughter!!! And not because she did something pleasing to me or not etc...

My mother is such a person to. She rather have her own life and enjoy her life to the fullness without touching material nor power. Yet through this sickness, I realised there are people that rather she sleeps and rather she get worsen than she is currently is. For what? The insecurity of the mind of that pitiful self.

I thought only God, My Abba Father cares about blood linkage. Seem like another group of people also keen! Through mum, I know I have such a relative who are now opposition minister of Parliament. When I heard about him, I care less who he is. Even when I know him from the news, I also don't bother about him.

But, someone cares. Cousin and uncle told us of how they received treatment to their mum and ownself. And from what the doctor keen proposal of what my mum should go through, and the what not they are feeding her through those tube that are connected to her and from they trying to expose her to warm air and then the aircon and with fan blowing. I wonder what are they doing to my mum. They even suggested to open my mum's head from a child fist size to a 8-10cm by 5cm big hole on her head!!!!

It's really mind blowing!!! I am glad that I have Lord! Whatever they tried, Lord have been keeping me and my mum alive!!! Glory Glory!!! I could only thank Him that He is a Real and Truth God!!! As I used to say and still saying, without Him, I would be long gone, but with Him, Hallelujah!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Just imagine what they exposed mum to, the hospital sent to her room HIV infected man that they must changed the curtain and mop the wall beside the normal cleansing they did to the previous infected person. Currently, to convince us to let mum go for operation, they last night brought a middle aged woman with head operation to share the same room as mum.

Things are getting weird, but only Lord knows and only Lord could protects and only Lord could healed. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

With this the darkest moment in my life and mum's life, I know our blessedness will soon be with us. As in the darkest hour of the night, Jesus came to the boat of his disciple. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!

Abba, not by power, not by might, but by your Spirits, you handle all things that come to me and my mum. Glory to you!!! Amen Amen!!!May the Name of Jesus be Glorify through our midst!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Turn of Event

It's amazing that what Lord had been speaking through my mouth. It's as if I am speaking but actually, it was Lord, even it's nothing about Jesus!!! The latest development of event has turned to what we least expected.

Weeks ago, Su called for one of us, siblings to take mum in. Then I became aware of her symptom and started to call someone to take mum in, as mum did not want to come to my home because of the curse.

I have posted a few times on this subjects and finally, whatever that we did not foresee happened!

On Sunday, while I was heading towards church, mum was supposed to participate in a community opening funfair. But instead of enjoying the even, her body broke down and she could not support herself and the urine run down her and she had no clue about it.

Her neighbour called brother and he went down and together, mum was sent to the hospital. After 1 CT scan and 2 MRI, the doctor still could not know what she was suffering from. There was a big white spot on the front left brain with bleeding in it and there was another white spot with bleeding within that was on the right back part of her brain. They don't look like normal stroke nor tumor. Doctors are clueless!!! Only Lord knows...

I and Su has been praying for her and take holy comm for her and anointed her with oil. Her first day was unconscious most of the time, but she was alert this morning. But her memory totally gone.

Lord knows what is coming on her and keep calling for her to be moved away from her house but fallen on deaf ear till things turned pretty bad. That stupid curse had come so strongly on me that I was busy praying for myself and no time to pray for mum and she got it.

Ex was happy that it works and even checked if I am dead after that. He hopes it works on me. They even sent stronger these 2 days but Lord is faithful!!!

Even mum has 2 unknown white masses in her brain, she is functioning perfectly. Fully alert this early morning but fallen unconscious in the late afternoon. After looking at the 1st MRI, Su and me prayed for the swelling in her brain to be normal again and pray to Lord to remove the bleeding. Doctor told Su and Brother that blood might had dried on the memory and causes mum to lose her m
memory.

I was wondering how to get her fully healed and even called the emergency no provided by church. As I pondered how to get Lord healing to be effective and Lord Jesus healing from reaching mum, Lord led me to listen to a sermon on the Wine, Grain and the Oil.

Then I realised I had not give mum any Wine yet. I had used the oil but yet to let her take the healing of Lord Jesus! After the sermon, I realised what I missed and will minister that tomorrow!!! Thank You, Lord, for reminding me. Glory Glory!!!

Lord, I commit my mum's brain left frontal and right back white spot to you! No matter what is it, Lord, at the Cross in Calvary, you have done a Perfect Work and You proclaimed it is done. I believe so and agree that it shall be!

Thank You, Jesus for you are mum's healing and health and wholeness. I thank You in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!!!

The Heart is Pure

Lord sent me to talk to my eldest sis, Ad, last night. As they were out, I waited for 2 hours for them. Lord knows I do not like to go out late of the night so let me get off by 8pm. But as they were out doing their traveling laudatory out there, I wait till 10pm for their return. Praise Jesus that He was with me. Glory Glory!

As usual, the heart is not willing to receive. I should know husband and wife are on the same thinking after marrying for so long. What I didn't know is their previous talking of taking care of mum is more of a verbal talk only. I prayed to Lord that they will have favour with mum in their house. I also prayed for Lord to give them wisdom to accommodate mum.

Even though there were slight hostility, I managed to get the message through. Lord knows that as long as mum is well, they will not receive mum. He knows mum have to have some incapability before they are willing to take her in. Glory Glory!

Last week, mum so signs of could not cook her own food or buy her own food well. I described what I saw about how mum reacted to my packet of rice for her dinner. The way she sat and the way she ate. The action did worry me and she was touched and willing to take mum in. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Lord is good! He let my eldest sister family to have mum so that their relationship with mum will grow. Lord let them grow their love for mum from smallest to biggest. It's the same when mum was here previously. Her stay here let me and Jc had a better understanding of her! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!

Lord said that with sis willing to receive mum, the rotation of responsibility of taking care of mum will happen next year. He is getting me, Su and Ad ready to receive mum into our house. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!

I am pleased with what Lord has done in my family! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!!!

Last night, on checking the letter box, CDC & CCC, our grass root level of government for the society, had sent a letter to Jc. Her improvement in the 2nd half of the year over the very lousy 1st half of the year are being recognised and they are going to give her a certificate and a award voucher!!! Surely, this is a good boost for Jc! I called her last night and she and her dad were happy!!

Glory to all that Lord has done in the family! Hallelujah!!! Amen Amen!!!

The Grace that Never Ends...

Writing this blog for so many years, this is the first time I don't know what to write. At this point of time, what affected me is my memory, my thoughts, my blood and my body fluid. Each day that I am alive, all is by the Grace of Jesus that never ends. Glory Glory!!!

I don't know about the darkness out there, but here with me is the worst of all at the same time, the Glory of Jesus in my life is the only hope that keeps me alive daily!!! Without Lord, I will be long gone! Imagine I turned white and have to pray to Lord to pump blood into me again!!! Even when I go to sleep I have to ask for His Great Protection!!! When time to awake I need Him to wake me up and whatever that is lacking in me He gives...Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

This is my life as at these few weeks. That is why I don't know what else I could write except Lord is very Faithful in my life. Beside weekly encouraging me through the sermons, He is daily my Saviour night and day!!! Glory to Jesus that He had done His Finished Work at the Cross so that I could receive all that I lack!!! Hallelujah to His Goodness!!!!

Lord promised to shift me out of here! I believe He will as He is always Faithful!!! My girl's heart is with the daddy and not me. But Lord told me how she would turn back to me again, so I rest in His Promises!

This End Time of my old life, means the old chapter of my life, not old age, as in Christ there is no old age!!!:P Abba is being very Good to me! He encourages me, show me my future is bright, very bright! He show me new paths when it's the end of road ahead. He opens the door of Hope for me so that I will not be despair! Glory Glory!!!

Just look at my life, husband has long gone and now happy with a woman that is good in spending his money and he is glad to pay!!! A daughter that prefers life with daddy and the new woman, every weekends are always fun fun time.

All these are end of road for me! From ex first taste of abundance of women to scare to let me know, to dare to challenge me to hack care about me to show off his new woman in my presence to bringing her into my house to tramp all over my place and touch all my things including checking my ward robe.

From a daughter I have cared all these years to one that prefer the fun life instead of the calm life here. Whatsoever I said fallen on deaf ears, whatever her dad said weigh a bit more in her heart. But she is like a wild ox that anyhow push ahead and I looking at all these happening I am wary.

However, Lord told me to rest in Him and see His Manifestation. There is no way I could change her, only Lord could!!! I am trusting Him to do the transformation. I could do nothing to change her a bit!!! But Lord promised that He could and told me His Plan!!! Glory Glory!! Amen Amen!!!

As my saving is going on a gentle down slope, I am looking forward to the blessed life to handle the coming year financial melt down. Well, not exactly a melt down, I do have another reservoir I could tap into but at this moment I am not looking for that!!!

Life in Christ is not just bearable, it is still good!! Despite all the above problem, life is still normal! Whatever I needed daily I am still going ahead and doing it. There is no lack in my life presently. All are well taken care of by the Lord!!! Glory Glory!!!

Currently, I am at Song of Songs and it's good to flow in the Love in the Song of Songs than the negativeness of the book of Job!!! Lord promises are being revealed much more in this Song of Songs! I could see my paths ahead are getting better!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

I left 93 pages more before I complete the meditation. Lord is revealing much more and I am taking a longer time but still, I am filling my inner Man daily!!! Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

Abba Father, thank You for fellowshipping with me in the Holy of Holy!!! I greatly appreciates Your Promises! When man encourage, nothing much is done beside feel better. But when Almighty God, my Abba Father encourages me, I know work is done for the new path He lay ahead for me to walk. Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!