Jesus Coming 2

With JESUS coming again, I will be receiving the blessing of Abraham. I am looking forward to it.

As usual, Lord talks a lot of positive events and they are all true at a certain point in time. But the exact date time only Abba Father will know.

This year is the Year of Jubilee. If there is no restoration, then it is not the year of Jubilee at all.

Jubilee is marked by great restoration and being set free.

My ancestors generation used to be super rich but we are no more near to the richness.

Jubilee will restore us to great riches, and set free from this lowly life. Then it is a call of celebration. Amen Amen.

I am looking forward to October to come by as I urgently want to manifest in this great blessing and great healing of mankind.

I hope to jumb to October. This shows my great trust in the Lord's Promises again.

Jc and ex are being restored after the pain, hurt and bitterness had been removed from them.

With Lord prayer, restoration is made easy.

Lord in morning meditation said that I can choose ex or next man. For ex is no more the previous self after prayer. Only different is their sexual desire. Amen Amen!!!

I want to try out the new wine. I still have worry of being left to handle all issue of life while ex only worry is work. I dread this kind of life.

Anyway, let see how things turn out in October.

Without the blessing, I will have to purchase a second hand apartment and this will drain lots of my money.

So I do hope the blessing is real this round so that I can start the healing ministry. Amen Amen!!!

Year of Jubilee really hope it is a great Jubilee!!! Amen Amen!!!

Update on Jc

Yesterday, Jc's Godmother, Ply, told me she saw on Jc's instagram that it pains her that her mummy and daddy are not staying together.

After ex many failed relationship with different women, she now give up on a new step mother and are looking back to ex and me again.

This is the reason she cut herself.

After reading others experience on the same issue and the pains, hurts, unforgiveness and anxiety, I prayed to the Lord to remove them from Jc emotion, thoughts and thinking.

Since last Friday prayer till now, she is in shalom peace and no more cutting herself.

I thank the Lord for helping me. It is good that Lord Jesus is a real God and His Help is near!

I do hope this year really is JESUS 2nd coming so that I will have a blessed home to shift into. I pray in Jesus Name! Amen Amen!!!

JESUS 2nd Coming

October is Lord Jesus 2nd Coming!!!

He will reign in great Instant healing power, being make Wholeness, Auto Renewal of Youth and Great Blessing!!!

I will be manifest fully in Great Power of the Lord flowing in me and through me for the 1500 years reign. So will my family and generations!!! Amen Amen!!!

There will not be any curse of old age nor sickness nor poverty.

The kingdom of the Lord will be make rich and young.

All these will start flowing in October. Amen Amen!!!

Children of God, your time to reign in youthfulness to the envy of the non believers is here in October and people will be able to tell a different between Christian and non believers.

Amen Amen!!!

Next Man

The Next Man, S, show much action in 2013-2014.

Then he became so quiet.

Also, my gas leaked due to hunger and cooking instant noodle to eat but fallen asleep.

I was thought as committed suicide by the doctor and was sent to IMH, The Institute of Mental Health, for a couple of months.

Due to I refused to go to IMH Rehab, I was kept in the ward till I agreed with the doctor.

After 8 weeks in the IMH rehab then I chose to come to this centre.

As the medicine they given me was too strong, initially I could not recall the past.

I told the doctors to reduce my medicine due to it caused my mobility to slow down.

After the last time of reduced my medicine to the minimum, I then could recall the past.

The doctor was afraid that I might comit suicide and keep asking me the same question each time I see him.

After all these IMH journey, I do wonder if the Next Man still wanted me.

Anyway, when I bless PMO and he doesn't turn up and introduce himself, I would take that he is not interested in me anymore.

I had seen him before but that's all to the whole saga he created. He has not formally introduced himself at all.

I might regret but that's all.

From ex, I understand when a man turn away, there is nothing a woman could do to pull him back. I let him decide if he still keen on me.

If he does turn up, then there is still hope of a relationship.

If not, I will let him go and consider he never exist in my life. After all this hoo haa were created by his people and not him at all.

So letting go is easy.

Let see how things turn out.

Abba Father could restore all my mental health but it's up to his faith if he dare to believe so.

How things turn out I will let time tells.

Will I return to ex or will I be with Next Man or other man, time will let me know!!!

Next Man, what will you say?

2nd Man

The 3rd man pressing his shoulder on mine was seen by my co-worker, G, and he went to tell the 2nd man, H, to show his favour on me.

Yesterday H even touch my shoulder side as an act of take it easy. When I asked G if he has a portion of the coconut rice treat given by another worker who strike 4D top prize.

I went to G to tell him not to encourage H as I still put the next man as priority in the 2 choices.

As the blessing getting nearer, more men are interested in me to pull me away from the 2 choices.

I trust in Lord told me that next man matched me perfectly and I still hold on the hope to see him once the blessing manifest.

Only when he doesn't turn up by then I will go for other choices.

After all it is just about 5 months plus later. Times fly by very fast.

Jc hopes that I and ex will be together again to give her a complete family but I see ex as don't respect woman at all and not keen to return to him anymore.

However, I wonder if Jc will be upset if my choice is not her daddy.

After I pray to Lord to remove all her anger, anxiety and bad thoughts of herself, ex informed me she is doing better. I thank JESUS for her.

I read that cutting is a form of relief for one doing it and can become an addiction and I pray to Lord to remove the pleasure for Jc to stop doing it again.

Glory Glory!!! Amen Amen!!!

3rd Man

I didn't expect that at this age, another man would express interest in me.

He is 5 years younger and from China. We met in the bus to work and started chatting.

Today he opens his heart to me.

But as Next Man is the 1st to express interest in me, I told this 3rd man that I only take him just as a friend. Amen Amen.

Even without renewal of youth, my 40s year of age attracted more men than when I am in my 20s.

Weird! I thought younger is better but for my case, older is better.

For whatever reason ex rejected me but Chinese men find me good enough for them.

Now we already in April. I am waiting eagerly for October to come.

I hope Next Man will come forward and see if we can matches each other. If not I have other men to consider. Amen Amen!!!

By then I will renewal in youth and surely more bees will appear, especially if they know I am highly blessed.

Anyway let see if JESUS really manifesting this year of Jubilee. If so, then my blessing will come.

This is a critical time as if I don't have a blessed home to move to, I will have to buy from the resale market.

So JESUS, I pray that you come quick! Amen Amen!!!

JESUS coming

This year is the 50th year of the Jubilee and it the timeline for JESUS return to heal the sick, make people whole again, renewal of youth and great blessing. 

Surely it is the timeline of Great Rejoice. 

This is shared to me by the Lord in this morning meditation. Amen Amen!!!

I have been waiting for 10 years and only now then I realise why I need to wait that long.

My post on Deuteronomy 28 blessing is the top Favourite post that all the time there are people reading that 2 posts that I had written. 

It takes so long but when it comes it is good. 

I begin to wonder should I bless the next man of my life with my siblings family, my ex and my daughter. I wonder will it be a weird situation for all to meet together. 

Now that I know is JESUS coming back then my blessing is a sure promise. Amen Amen. 

Around my cubicle are people left and empty. I hope I will be next in the queue due to my blessed home to move into. Amen Amen!!!

They are the long term stay but heal people that remained. With a new director coming in this April, these long stayer are being asked to stay with their families. 

For me, my counselor wants me to rent a room out there or buy a second hand flat to shift to.

I thank Lord that His Blessed Home will come for me to shift in. Amen Amen!!!

Now April has arrived, that mean I am a month closer to the blessing time. I am happy. Amen Amen!!!