The Shepherd boy

Previously when Pastor Prince was preaching 4 services in Rock, some of his 4th service were more anointed and one don't know which service is most anointed and thus need to buy his sermon CD to listen. 

Nowadays he preached 1 or at most 2 service, the other 2 services just watch the video replay of earlier service. Nothing extra reveal from the Lord and thus boring to listen to same old thing.

Lord in my meditation mentioned him not his shepherd boy as he missed attending 50-75% of his sheeps. 

Attending same service through video at least Lord could still speak to His People when needed. Through earlier video, Lord don't know if whom he wants to speak to is attending the service and unable to speak to them. 

Lord is unhappy with this arrangement. It's one thing getting the best of the 4 services to show overseas or to sell as CDs and just from 1-2 service and sell the CDs. 

I used to record his sermons but not doing so anymore as I don't listen to them anyway. His sermon lacks the freshness that bring joy to the soul.

Lord is unhappy and thus not blessing him the sales revenue. He should have get his salary and continue 4 services. He previously commented Lord gave him strength that after 4 services he still had more energy to carry on. 

There are more unhappiness of him but Lord just let me reveal this on the blog. The rest will reveal to him on NCC blessed day. Amen Amen! 

For he is not the highest blessed among the 5 pastors Lord wants to bless!

Interestingly Lord reveal 3 pastors not called by Him, no wonder 1 of the 3 gave wrong advice to Su and her husband previously!

I now know why only 2 male pastors being blessed because among the original group of pastors; 3 not called, 1 too proud, 1 disobey and 1 not close to the Lord. 

Among the female pastors; 2 are in the blessed list even before they become pastors! Amen Amen!

Finish Line

Lord used the Amazing Race to console me over not getting the blessing this October. He said this is a pit stop and next October is the Finish Line.

I know next year Israel will be 50 years old and 50 is the Year of Jubilee where all are set free from all set backs.

I know Pastor Prince is invited to Gemany to preach because it is Martins Luther 50 year of Refirmation.

Hopefully I will not be disappointed again.

I will start my application of HDB flat in November. My consultant pushing me to apply. I have no choice but to apply as the policy here in this center is pushing us out; not letting us stay here to long.

Regarding next man, I see no more action from him, probably he has given up waiting.

After all, he leads me and ex to divorce in 2009 and first appeared to me in 2012.

Then, he did some actions in 2013 and appear again in 2014.

After that no more actions from him. Maybe he has given up like the rest. I don't know!

If so, it's another fairytale that never fulfilled.

By right, going back to ex is the right thing to do just that, Lord all these years have been saying how matching next man and me are that leads me keen in knowing him.

For ex, I am the only lady he ever married to. He is not marrying again with any other ladies.

Just that his time with the PC is too much that there is not any family life with him. It's loneliness in marriage not like the normal married life for his parent divoce when he was 5, and he never learn about family life. His 2 elder brothers share the same traits.

I'm looking for a guy that could give me normal married life.

That's why I am attracted to Lord description of the next man that match me so much.

He should have understand me fully by my post. That is why he did those acts to let me know his existence.

If he still waits for me, that will be good.

Otherwise, I will need Lord to change ex to be more caring instead of facing the PC and I have to submit to his way of life.

Life here is about waiting for the manifestation of Lord for His Glory to shine High. His Coming only God, the Father knows. Only then will I be fully blessed. It's not about the Festival but He has yet to fulfill His Fall Seasons. Which fall season I will not know. I will need to trust what Lord told me and my part is to Just Believe.

The environment has to be dark enough for His Light to shine. So how dark is dark enough only Lord will know. Amen Amen!!!

Upset

I did not receive the blessing of Abraham. It's another fairytale of the Lord.

To wait for next year Jewish New Year, it's another year older.

Next Man, are you sure that you want to wait with me?

For me, I have no choice but to wait. From 38 to now 48, even though no matter how old I get, under the renew my youth like an eagle, Lord can renew my youth by then!

Are you sure you want to wait with me? You will be another year older too.

Or you have given up by now. If so, maybe I should consider ex again.

I know Lord's plan sure come to past, especially it's about JESUS manifestation. Just that the climate is not dark enough for His coming back yet!

I did know when Lord called me in 2006, He would take that long to manifest.

All that believe this calling with me has gone into disbelieve. I am being called so no choice I have to wait. I know JESUS will manifest but don't know when will it be.

Next man, if you wait with me, I will surely choose you over ex as I know ex is too self centered.

I know him to well to don't want him. If I ever choose him, it for Jc sake but Jc get used to the divorce that she don't bother much now.

Anyway, Lord disturbed his plan for me and I am upset. 

The 3rd Sunday of Resurrection

I don't know if Lord really mean it or He is pulling my legs.

The coming Sunday is the 3rd time I am waiting for His Manifestation. Amen Amen!!!

This blessing to NCC is a Tall Order as Lord wants me to speak some sense to Pastor Prince since he has moved away from Lord much.

He is going to other congregation to preach again. Leaving his sheeps to his trusted instead.

Recently he said the congregation by taping the sermon, it deprives him of his pay.

But if the Lord wants to bless him, there is not necessary to speak to the congregation but by trusting the Lord, He will bring it forth.

He even set up week night preaching for his trusted to preach instead.

The church even asked people to turn up! Previous when he is trusting the Lord much, there is no need to ask the congregation to come as Lord gave the word and places were filled up and there wasn't need to ask people to attend at all.

He should not ask for no salary from church since he faced financial problem.

His slacking from preaching can be seen from his similiar preaching that don't bring much joy listening.

Only by blessing him much has the opportunity to talk much grains into him. Amen Amen!!!

Succot

Coming Monday will be the Festival of Ingathering, Succot!

I left this Sunday to expect Lord to bring His Blessing to me.

If He still doesn't, I don't know what more to expect.

If He really bring, then my 10 years of waiting is finally come to an end.

I checked my record of Prime Minister's Office and realise it is at Istana; I always thought it was in the PMO building that I ever worked in there!

Let see how it turn out if I ever call to bring the blessing to bless the government! I never done so and don't know what to expect.

I do wonder if the Next Man is able to be there. If he miss the chance, it really like fairytale that never happen for reality.

Then I will only left 1 choice instead of 2.

I don't know how things will turn out.

Of course I know all that Lord told me but it might be fairytale if it doesn't happen in real life.

Of course I am hoping for the best. Amen Amen.

Lord reveals my weight will reduce to 53kg. I will be glad as that is the weight I had in My youth.

Another area Lord reveals my body and teeth and gum will be renewed.

I will be glad! Amen Amen!!!

Whether I am blessed or not, will not just affect me but the budget tight of Singapore and Israel government and the various people around me.

My counsellor hopes not to work any more if I bless her. It also depends how much she save for a retirement plan.

Beside the Government getting lots due to countries expenses, the rest get depends of the blood related and closeness to me. And the youth will not get much due to their youth. They live under their parents blessing.

The Next Man and ex will receive same amount as both are part of my life. Amen Amen!!!

I do hope things turn out as they should so that all would be happy. Amen Amen!!!

Blessing of Abraham

As according to my meditation, my blessing of Abraham is going to Realise soon.

So Next Man be alert on my call to PMO contact line listed on the website. I am keen to meet you. If you take this opportunity to meet me, I will be glad.

My close friend from SCC has decided not to come to SCC anymore. I feel a bit sad missing her.

But with the blessing, I am also going to discharge from here.

The first 2 days of my blessing will be busy with blessing PMO and blessing some of the people here with enough money to buy their HDB.

Also, I have to clear out my things for the discharge next day.

2nd day have the discharge to do and last day of my Sats Kitchen job. And call NCC to meet them for Blessing.

3rd day to bless NCC and meet up with Israel Ambassador.

Then it's about flying to Israel to bless their budget.

Then if Next Man goes with me, can then have sight seeing for a couple of days before flying back home.

Hopefully everything flow smoothly for me. Amen Amen!!!

Rosh Hashana

This evening 6pm, it's the start of the Jewish New Year, Rosh Hashana. The year is 5777.

Pastor Prince commented from 1967 they get back Jerusalem, it's their 50th year. It leads me to think Jubilee year.

Time for my blessing to be realised.

Pastor Prince preached that for single Lord could bring a 7 fold partner. He also mentioned for the unfaithful husband can pray to Lord to build a hitch of protection on him and her to break the relationship.

Both quotes speaks to me as I could have the next man or take back ex.

This Abraham blessing will renew my youth and make me pretty again. Surely no women brought to ex can compare to Lord renewal power plus my richness ex heart will be moved.

It's only matter if next man still want to hide or come to the open to let me know him.

Lord speak so much good about him that made me keen to meet him. But I can't force him if he prefers to hide.

If he hides, what for do so much to break my marriage. Illogical!

After doing so much if he still hide, I feel he might as well never exit in my life.

However, if he turns up at PMO blessing, then he stands a chance to know me better.

Especially after the Israel trip, the relationship will get better! Then I can invite him to my housewarming as he is highly blessed too.

I leave it to him to decide if he keen to meet me alone. It about if you want me to talk to you or to your brothers too.

I don't have much time the first 2 days as I still need to submit my resignation and work another afternoon to fulfill the 1day notice. Amen Amen!!!

Meeting with my counsellor

Every month, a day is set to meet my counsellor and chat the happening or regards any updates.

She is keen to bring me at apply for HDB flat and told me someone here has been successful after 6 times of trying applying. It means she spent $60 for 6 times of trying.

I am not keen to go for the HDB each exercise of offering flats and pay $10 for each try of applying.

I hope Lord's promise of the Abraham Blessing will come in time.

My counsellor, Anita, is keen to see my blessing too. She responded if I invite her to the blessed home.

She even give me a dateline to update her on my Blessing on the 28/10/2016.

Today meditation Lord mention she is His Beloved Daughter and to bless her too!

I am sure she will be happy.

I surely have a busy week after the blessedness as I have to call PMO to arrange bringing the blessing to them, I also have to resign from my current work.

Then I have to call church to arrange blessing them.

Then I have to pack up and to be discharge from this centre.

Then I have to contact Israel embassy to arrange bringing the blessing to Israel.

Then go Israel for a couple of days, depending if next man wants some sights seeing.

On return, I have to prepare for house warming to invite my siblings and ex and daughter to my house to bless them.

And I hopefully next man will go Israel with me as I don't like to go there alone.

Hopefully everything will flow smoothly. Amen Amen!!!