With the end of the General Election and the President election, I was wondering if I hear Lord correctly and am I being led by the wrong spirit! Saturday night, I cried aloud and called on the God of Abraham, Iaasc and Jacob to speak to me, to show His sign and wonders as a confirmation of His Presence is really leading me. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
As days getting closer and closer to Lord Jesus coming, my blocking from getting near to Jesus is getting stronger. Nowadays, at church, I always have to pray to Jesus to pull me close to Him by His Grace. It was hard to concentrate and focus on Him in the worshipping anymore. Satan came often to disturb. As it was a break or make it situation, Abba Father knows I need great confirmation when people around me all are leading me away from Jesus instead of nearer to Him.
Sunday, as usual, I prayed to Lord to pull me close. Through the worship songs leading and looking to Him by His Grace, at the mid of the worshipping, I saw a ray of light penerating out from the surrounding darkness. This light get bigger and stronger and it come upon me and sealed me up. Then I saw the heaven opened and Lord poured His blessing on me. I saw the green green garden of heaven and the blue blue sky. Lord waved to me and made an OKAY sign to me. He even showed a good, thumb up sign through the open heaven. His cute actions tickled my bones and I was in joy over His cute actions. :P Glory to Jesus!
With the strong signs from heaven, I am now secured that His leading is still with me. I am still moving in the right paths. Glory Glory!
Abba Father, thank You for opening Your Heaven to show me that I am with You. Thank You for tickling my fun bones to laugh. You are so cute! Glory Glory! You knows how to keep me in my happiness. Glory to You! Amen Amen! Hallelujah! Thank You for Your Great Love for me! Hallelujah! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
How I Start My Walk with Jesus
I came to Jesus mainly to get bless by Him. But before that was to find a God that is powerful enough to solve my night disturb problem. When I first heard from the pull pit the radical Grace of the Goodness of Jesus. I was pulled by it that my dried and dead appetite of self become alive. I was so blur that when they asked me if I was reborn or redelication, I also had no clue.
However, the Grace of Jesus was like a fountain of freshness that watered me and brought me to life, to the excitment of this new life. My eyes was so opened that whatever that was preached was fully received by me. But the truth is, I was so clotted up by the darkness and understanding was failing me. I had to radically called on Lord's Wisdom and Understanding to be fully with me for me to receive all that Lord wanted to tell me. His Grace was on so full force that everything sounded real to me.
Then I heard about this lady being greatly blessed by Lord. She came in line with Lord's plan and Lord prospered her. Pastor Prince said that to be blessed, I had to come in line with Lord's plan. It's all about His Kingdom, His Son, His Name, His Glory!
I told myself I wanted to be in His Plan. I proclaimed for His Name and His Glory to shine in the North, South, East, West of this world. At first I thought I will be some business woman like Olivia Lum (hope the name is spelled correctly). I wanted to be like her, walking in Lord's Plan and be greatly blessed.
Then I heard that to be blessed, I must walk with Jesus. In my clueless brain, I had no idea how to walk with Jesus. I was thinking physically how to walk with Him. Hehe...then church told me to sign up the Discovery Class. These classes revealled another aspect of Jesus and Abba Father that was not preached at the pull pit. But I came out of it wondering how to behold the face of Jesus.
One thing that inbedded in me was when my thoughts are in line with God's thought, then Holy Spirit could move from the spirit realm to the soul realm, where our thoughts, will-power and conscience is. All these will come in line with Lord and conscience will be in peace of God. And when the soul is in line, the body, which is the dead part, could come in line and all bodily symtom that are from darkness have to depart.
I was beholding this verse tightly, that my part is to continue seek Jesus and His Righteousness, to know more and more of Him. For Lord in the bible promise that if we do that, whatever the pagent have, He will bless. We need not chase under the Sun.
We just need to chase after Jesus and all the parts in our life, our family life, will be fulfilled by Lord. I took it literally. I focused 101% on the sermon and bible and only surface to cook the meals. House was not upkeep but I believe Lord will do it. That was how radical I believe in the verse. Haha...
Well, Lord leads me through a period of serious sinking into His Words. After I grabbed much of it, these few years of soaking, then I was surfaced again. Lord changed me to take better care of home, and even leads me in guiding Jc. What I don't know He come through to teach. Everything is guided. Then He leads me to pray for things around the community and the world. I became usable by Him. Step by step, He leads me out to be of service. That is how I am now more living normal life than ever. Glory Glory!
How did I gone through the years? I don't know. As I seek His Word and soak into His Goodness, He leads me on and on that even in the trials, it's manageable. Nothing could hurt me any more than I could. His Peace prevails. I was not bruised nor was I hurt. His Grace and Mercy redeemed it all. I was made whole and reigned in His Peace. But He let me went through them for the experience and the knowhow. It is occupational duty to know the job that I supposed to do. Glory to Jesus!
This is how I was led these few years, just walked step by step, day by day. Any problem just pray for deliverance and always look to Jesus for solution. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for opening your spiritual realm for me to flow in. So that I could sense Your reality and Your Words reality. Ka ever asked how did I receive it, I really don't have the answer. It's all by the Grace of Jesus! His Wisdom and Understanding that I draws upon up till this very day. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
However, the Grace of Jesus was like a fountain of freshness that watered me and brought me to life, to the excitment of this new life. My eyes was so opened that whatever that was preached was fully received by me. But the truth is, I was so clotted up by the darkness and understanding was failing me. I had to radically called on Lord's Wisdom and Understanding to be fully with me for me to receive all that Lord wanted to tell me. His Grace was on so full force that everything sounded real to me.
Then I heard about this lady being greatly blessed by Lord. She came in line with Lord's plan and Lord prospered her. Pastor Prince said that to be blessed, I had to come in line with Lord's plan. It's all about His Kingdom, His Son, His Name, His Glory!
I told myself I wanted to be in His Plan. I proclaimed for His Name and His Glory to shine in the North, South, East, West of this world. At first I thought I will be some business woman like Olivia Lum (hope the name is spelled correctly). I wanted to be like her, walking in Lord's Plan and be greatly blessed.
Then I heard that to be blessed, I must walk with Jesus. In my clueless brain, I had no idea how to walk with Jesus. I was thinking physically how to walk with Him. Hehe...then church told me to sign up the Discovery Class. These classes revealled another aspect of Jesus and Abba Father that was not preached at the pull pit. But I came out of it wondering how to behold the face of Jesus.
One thing that inbedded in me was when my thoughts are in line with God's thought, then Holy Spirit could move from the spirit realm to the soul realm, where our thoughts, will-power and conscience is. All these will come in line with Lord and conscience will be in peace of God. And when the soul is in line, the body, which is the dead part, could come in line and all bodily symtom that are from darkness have to depart.
I was beholding this verse tightly, that my part is to continue seek Jesus and His Righteousness, to know more and more of Him. For Lord in the bible promise that if we do that, whatever the pagent have, He will bless. We need not chase under the Sun.
We just need to chase after Jesus and all the parts in our life, our family life, will be fulfilled by Lord. I took it literally. I focused 101% on the sermon and bible and only surface to cook the meals. House was not upkeep but I believe Lord will do it. That was how radical I believe in the verse. Haha...
Well, Lord leads me through a period of serious sinking into His Words. After I grabbed much of it, these few years of soaking, then I was surfaced again. Lord changed me to take better care of home, and even leads me in guiding Jc. What I don't know He come through to teach. Everything is guided. Then He leads me to pray for things around the community and the world. I became usable by Him. Step by step, He leads me out to be of service. That is how I am now more living normal life than ever. Glory Glory!
How did I gone through the years? I don't know. As I seek His Word and soak into His Goodness, He leads me on and on that even in the trials, it's manageable. Nothing could hurt me any more than I could. His Peace prevails. I was not bruised nor was I hurt. His Grace and Mercy redeemed it all. I was made whole and reigned in His Peace. But He let me went through them for the experience and the knowhow. It is occupational duty to know the job that I supposed to do. Glory to Jesus!
This is how I was led these few years, just walked step by step, day by day. Any problem just pray for deliverance and always look to Jesus for solution. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, thank You for opening your spiritual realm for me to flow in. So that I could sense Your reality and Your Words reality. Ka ever asked how did I receive it, I really don't have the answer. It's all by the Grace of Jesus! His Wisdom and Understanding that I draws upon up till this very day. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
The Blessing of Abraham
I was looking at this year message that Lord, Abba Father, has given the church through Pastor Prince. As I was reading, I come across this verse and realise what Lord is doing in my life. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Many a time you have read here that I pushing you to meditate God's Words, to listen to the revelation of Jesus Lord given to Pastor Prince. I am not joking, there are great blessing in it. Through the years of beholding the words, Lord blessed me instants answer most of the time to my prayers. He also change my family life. Each of us through His Goodness and Favour, He turns around. Glory Glory! After years of sitting at his Feet, listening to His Words like Mary, finally my life and my family life is changing. Glory Glory!
What did Mary benefit from sitting at Jesus feet? What she had done was told to all children of God ages to ages. How many kings in this world have such glory? None! Her brother was resurrected from death too. When you sit at Jesus feet and listen to His Words and learn about Jesus, the benefit to reap is aplenty! Glory Glory!
I found these verses that is Lord promise for us from sitting to receive His Words:
Psalm 21:3-6
'For you meet him with the blessing of goodness; You set a crown of pure gold upon his head.
He asked life from You, and You gave it to him – length of days forever and ever.
His glory is great in Your Salvation; honour and majesty You have placed upon him.
For You have made him most blessed forever; You have made him exceedingly glad with Your Presence.'
Lord presence will be with you who want to and make an effort to know Him. He is a Glad God. The moment you are joyful in Him and wanting to know more of Him, all that you need for His Saviour hand is instantly working for your favour. As you see what He has done for me. It's man is the time needed, to learn something, to let go.
These are the things that most classify as God's Time. But actually it is our time. Like my case, to let go of worrying for Jc studies and let go of loving ex. Then Lord leads him to know me better and at the same time, leads me to be a better woman. All these takes time to change. Not that He needs to drag the blessing. It's us rather than Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Surely, Abba Father is crowning the year with His Goodness and Favour! Are you willing to receive it? You must position yourself to be at the receiving ends. All blessing comes to Jesus. Jesus is the source of blessing. If you read the bible with eyes open, you will see that what Jesus uses, it got blessed. Jesus used Peter's boat and he got overflowing loads of fishes that needed other fishermen to help. Even the first miracle of turning water to wine, He is there at the wedding. You cannot exclude wanting Jesus but want the blessing. It does not work this way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Surely, you could see my life, from the start of the blog till now, what Lord has done for me. I went through many, it's all about getting me ready to receive what He has for me. Without training, I am just a young root, with proper guidence and water of the Holy Spirit, I grow and flourish. Surely you could read it from this blog. May you walk the same and be blessed by the Loving God.
He was/is so eager to bless us that He sent Lord Jesus to the Cross 2000 years ago. He was frustrated for 1500 years of letting the children of Israel walked by the Law. He let them see through the Law, none of them could come close to Him.
Then He sent Jesus to walk a Perfect Path for us, who can't, and to die the death for us, who must die. Then He said, come and believe in Jesus and His Finished Work! This is the only thing you must do to live the eternity life and to be greatly blessed by Him.
Abba Father made it so easy for us to receive all that He had. He has it there long ago. He wants us to rise up to receive it. Only through Jesus, we could receive it. Are you interested? If yes, start learning about Jesus through His Words. It's not too late to start. As long as you have a willing heart, Abba Father will assist you with His Holy Spirit to reach the destination of great blessing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Many a time you have read here that I pushing you to meditate God's Words, to listen to the revelation of Jesus Lord given to Pastor Prince. I am not joking, there are great blessing in it. Through the years of beholding the words, Lord blessed me instants answer most of the time to my prayers. He also change my family life. Each of us through His Goodness and Favour, He turns around. Glory Glory! After years of sitting at his Feet, listening to His Words like Mary, finally my life and my family life is changing. Glory Glory!
What did Mary benefit from sitting at Jesus feet? What she had done was told to all children of God ages to ages. How many kings in this world have such glory? None! Her brother was resurrected from death too. When you sit at Jesus feet and listen to His Words and learn about Jesus, the benefit to reap is aplenty! Glory Glory!
I found these verses that is Lord promise for us from sitting to receive His Words:
Psalm 21:3-6
'For you meet him with the blessing of goodness; You set a crown of pure gold upon his head.
He asked life from You, and You gave it to him – length of days forever and ever.
His glory is great in Your Salvation; honour and majesty You have placed upon him.
For You have made him most blessed forever; You have made him exceedingly glad with Your Presence.'
Lord presence will be with you who want to and make an effort to know Him. He is a Glad God. The moment you are joyful in Him and wanting to know more of Him, all that you need for His Saviour hand is instantly working for your favour. As you see what He has done for me. It's man is the time needed, to learn something, to let go.
These are the things that most classify as God's Time. But actually it is our time. Like my case, to let go of worrying for Jc studies and let go of loving ex. Then Lord leads him to know me better and at the same time, leads me to be a better woman. All these takes time to change. Not that He needs to drag the blessing. It's us rather than Him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Surely, Abba Father is crowning the year with His Goodness and Favour! Are you willing to receive it? You must position yourself to be at the receiving ends. All blessing comes to Jesus. Jesus is the source of blessing. If you read the bible with eyes open, you will see that what Jesus uses, it got blessed. Jesus used Peter's boat and he got overflowing loads of fishes that needed other fishermen to help. Even the first miracle of turning water to wine, He is there at the wedding. You cannot exclude wanting Jesus but want the blessing. It does not work this way. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Surely, you could see my life, from the start of the blog till now, what Lord has done for me. I went through many, it's all about getting me ready to receive what He has for me. Without training, I am just a young root, with proper guidence and water of the Holy Spirit, I grow and flourish. Surely you could read it from this blog. May you walk the same and be blessed by the Loving God.
He was/is so eager to bless us that He sent Lord Jesus to the Cross 2000 years ago. He was frustrated for 1500 years of letting the children of Israel walked by the Law. He let them see through the Law, none of them could come close to Him.
Then He sent Jesus to walk a Perfect Path for us, who can't, and to die the death for us, who must die. Then He said, come and believe in Jesus and His Finished Work! This is the only thing you must do to live the eternity life and to be greatly blessed by Him.
Abba Father made it so easy for us to receive all that He had. He has it there long ago. He wants us to rise up to receive it. Only through Jesus, we could receive it. Are you interested? If yes, start learning about Jesus through His Words. It's not too late to start. As long as you have a willing heart, Abba Father will assist you with His Holy Spirit to reach the destination of great blessing. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Monday, August 15, 2011
The Glory of Jesus
It has been a while since my marriage broken down the drain and eventually lead to the divorce. This divorce was after ex's good friend, SF divorce and SF got a new girlfriend and then ex got his own girlfriend. It has been a 2-3 years of relationships for them. Through this time, ex and I was divorced, went through the let go and Jc's problem. All these all and all took some time.
I was flowing with the peace of God and a forgiving spirit and at the same time, just looking for solution to the problem and not involve in blaming game. These few years life went as usual, I am still I. But, through this period of time, Lord leads ex to know me better through comparison with his gf, SF's ex-wife and his new wife-to-be. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Previously, ex was too confident of self and using his assumption of me to think I am so. As he was a stubborn man, I chose not to argue with him. This led to he accused me of not caring for him in the marriage. I know it wasn't true but I didn't know how to prove myself. So, I let it be....
These 2 Sundays, when ex brought Jc come, he was friendly to me. To such an extend I was wondering what was his ulterior motives. Haha...finally, Lord revealed to me last night, through getting know of the new gf till now their relationship is stabled, he could look at her in her normal self, through all the comparison, finally he get to know me better. Hallelujah! Glory Glory!!!
All Glory to Jesus!!! If he didn't take away my anger, my jeolousy and my pain, I won't be able to flow in His Peace. It was because He did a good job in me, even helped me to forgive him in my pain, that I could treat ex with calmness. Glory Glory! Finally the dark clouds are over. Lord said ex will move back in November. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Finally, this don't bother attitude is shining in Jesus Glory when peace of a person life is take into consideration. Glory Glory! Yes, he has a carefree life with me, to the extend that he abused that rights. But only Lord could restore to me my dignity. Only Him could restore me to my glory! Amen Amen!
It is refreshing that he becomes friendly again. No more barrier between me and him. Now waiting for the pull factor to make this marriage perfect again. Glory Glory! Finally in faith and patience, Lord did the work and I receive the result. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, I thank You from the bottom of my heart. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
I was flowing with the peace of God and a forgiving spirit and at the same time, just looking for solution to the problem and not involve in blaming game. These few years life went as usual, I am still I. But, through this period of time, Lord leads ex to know me better through comparison with his gf, SF's ex-wife and his new wife-to-be. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Previously, ex was too confident of self and using his assumption of me to think I am so. As he was a stubborn man, I chose not to argue with him. This led to he accused me of not caring for him in the marriage. I know it wasn't true but I didn't know how to prove myself. So, I let it be....
These 2 Sundays, when ex brought Jc come, he was friendly to me. To such an extend I was wondering what was his ulterior motives. Haha...finally, Lord revealed to me last night, through getting know of the new gf till now their relationship is stabled, he could look at her in her normal self, through all the comparison, finally he get to know me better. Hallelujah! Glory Glory!!!
All Glory to Jesus!!! If he didn't take away my anger, my jeolousy and my pain, I won't be able to flow in His Peace. It was because He did a good job in me, even helped me to forgive him in my pain, that I could treat ex with calmness. Glory Glory! Finally the dark clouds are over. Lord said ex will move back in November. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Finally, this don't bother attitude is shining in Jesus Glory when peace of a person life is take into consideration. Glory Glory! Yes, he has a carefree life with me, to the extend that he abused that rights. But only Lord could restore to me my dignity. Only Him could restore me to my glory! Amen Amen!
It is refreshing that he becomes friendly again. No more barrier between me and him. Now waiting for the pull factor to make this marriage perfect again. Glory Glory! Finally in faith and patience, Lord did the work and I receive the result. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Abba Father, I thank You from the bottom of my heart. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Thursday, August 4, 2011
The Mighty Hand of Jesus
From my last post, some may think why Abba Father might ask me to do shocking things like divorce, empty my saving. I dare to do because I know I have a Great God. It is when you know Abba Father WELL that you can safety trusted His Opinion of things and not rely to our own tiny thoughts that worth nothing! Glory Glory!
We really are the creation of God. He knew us when we are tiny spirits of His Breath asking Him to send us down to earth to be born of a baby. He knows us when we are born as a baby and each step we walk is a joy for He is the One that has created. Glory Glory!
If He who is so Mighty and so knowing of us, knows us personally and deeply. He knows how we tick and how we work. He who knows how man works in the nature He knows what best move for each of us. Glory Glory!
For example, He knows I am a pretty stubborn girl. All things about life, I went all the way to find the answer. Long ago, I went through many nights of late dinner, with just rice and soup. I was so busy in my application development project that many weeks and months round I had to work. Then on the day I rest, supposed to be camping with my boyfriend then, but instead, I swallowed a fish bone into my throat and had to rush to hospital.
As the bone was deeply beded in my throat, I had to be hospitalise, and to put to sleep that night so that the doctor could get the bone out of me. As a standard procedure, they drew my blood to test. That night, they could not find the fish bone, didn't know where it gone, but they discovered my red blood cells had fallen to 2/3 of normal amount. It was then that I realised drinking soup but not taking the meat and vegetables in it was not nuritious for the body!
With this information, I could advise my eldest sis when her daughter had growth problem. They cooked great soup for dinner, but never eat the meat in there. While the dish items, there wasn't much meat to talk about. It was a lack of protein in their diet. Glory Glory!
I was eating lots of hawker food, frozen processed food one time, then my hair and my mum's hair dropped a lot, from there I see no nuritent in the food I eat, Lord's revelation. Then I tried to cook my own food at time. Glory Glory!
Walking with Lord these few years, I know He is a Good God! His Plan is to prosper me and not to harm me. His every move, there is a purpose. It is for my good that He moved that way. Glory Glory!
Why the divorce? I was in a loveless marriage. He was happy I was not. I was under his law and his condemnation. Every day was you do this this and this. When problem faces, the fault was mine. Even when I prayed to Lord to not by power, not by might, but by His Spirit to lead ex close, he from strong and mighty in self was mellowed down. But his will power and believes in the devil and the lies was strong. There is no way to bring him to Christ in marriage.
This divorce is a temporary measure. Lord has revealed plans on how he will be back to my life. Be it of good or bad intention, once he accepted Christ, Lord could do a heart transformation in him to wash him clean and bring a new creation, wash by the blood of Jesus, whiter than snow man back to me. That's why I dare to trust Him to go for divorce.
However, if you think I know the above when I made my decision to divorce, you are wrong. It's was by faith I trusted that Lord could bring a better man to me that even I was so loving and caring for him, I went ahead for the divorce. If you have been following my post, you will know that I took 10 months after the divorce finalised to let go of my feeling for him, with each of Lord revelation of him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Why I dare to empty my saving? I believe strongly in Lord's promise in Malachi. He said if you dare to trust Him, He will open the floodgate of Heaven to pour His blessing upon thee. In church, many tithed and reaped their rewards. My tree took longer time then most to grow. Yes, waiting for the harvest is tiring. But I choose to trust in His deliverance and do not bother to check how my tree grows. It's with Faith and Patience that we see the great results and people go wow! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Like my girl, from P1 totally no clue of what she study, did not understand Chinese, did not know what the teacher taught, P2 still the same. P3, I enagaged a good Chinese tutor for her but still yield no result. This year I gave up all. I believe when it's time to prosper Jc sure will prosper. Now, finally yielding result! Jc is enjoying the Chinese class recently that she said it's fun!!!
First time I heard her said so. She could understand Maths and did so fast that many classmates came to her for that question that they didn't know how to solve. Comprehension was her fearful task, but lately, she told me that teacher told them to do 2 questions and leave the rest for the next day, but Jc did 10 questions and happily told me that she would have lesser to do the next day!!! All these are incredible news for me lately. I know Lord finally has prosper her! After 3.5 years of heartbreaks, finally result is forth coming! Glory Glory!
That is why I dare to trust Jesus. He at the Cross 2000 years had done a Perfect Work! And He said 'It is GOOD!' If He said is is Good, of course it is Good. You dare to believe? I did and finally I am seeing my harvest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
We really are the creation of God. He knew us when we are tiny spirits of His Breath asking Him to send us down to earth to be born of a baby. He knows us when we are born as a baby and each step we walk is a joy for He is the One that has created. Glory Glory!
If He who is so Mighty and so knowing of us, knows us personally and deeply. He knows how we tick and how we work. He who knows how man works in the nature He knows what best move for each of us. Glory Glory!
For example, He knows I am a pretty stubborn girl. All things about life, I went all the way to find the answer. Long ago, I went through many nights of late dinner, with just rice and soup. I was so busy in my application development project that many weeks and months round I had to work. Then on the day I rest, supposed to be camping with my boyfriend then, but instead, I swallowed a fish bone into my throat and had to rush to hospital.
As the bone was deeply beded in my throat, I had to be hospitalise, and to put to sleep that night so that the doctor could get the bone out of me. As a standard procedure, they drew my blood to test. That night, they could not find the fish bone, didn't know where it gone, but they discovered my red blood cells had fallen to 2/3 of normal amount. It was then that I realised drinking soup but not taking the meat and vegetables in it was not nuritious for the body!
With this information, I could advise my eldest sis when her daughter had growth problem. They cooked great soup for dinner, but never eat the meat in there. While the dish items, there wasn't much meat to talk about. It was a lack of protein in their diet. Glory Glory!
I was eating lots of hawker food, frozen processed food one time, then my hair and my mum's hair dropped a lot, from there I see no nuritent in the food I eat, Lord's revelation. Then I tried to cook my own food at time. Glory Glory!
Walking with Lord these few years, I know He is a Good God! His Plan is to prosper me and not to harm me. His every move, there is a purpose. It is for my good that He moved that way. Glory Glory!
Why the divorce? I was in a loveless marriage. He was happy I was not. I was under his law and his condemnation. Every day was you do this this and this. When problem faces, the fault was mine. Even when I prayed to Lord to not by power, not by might, but by His Spirit to lead ex close, he from strong and mighty in self was mellowed down. But his will power and believes in the devil and the lies was strong. There is no way to bring him to Christ in marriage.
This divorce is a temporary measure. Lord has revealed plans on how he will be back to my life. Be it of good or bad intention, once he accepted Christ, Lord could do a heart transformation in him to wash him clean and bring a new creation, wash by the blood of Jesus, whiter than snow man back to me. That's why I dare to trust Him to go for divorce.
However, if you think I know the above when I made my decision to divorce, you are wrong. It's was by faith I trusted that Lord could bring a better man to me that even I was so loving and caring for him, I went ahead for the divorce. If you have been following my post, you will know that I took 10 months after the divorce finalised to let go of my feeling for him, with each of Lord revelation of him. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Why I dare to empty my saving? I believe strongly in Lord's promise in Malachi. He said if you dare to trust Him, He will open the floodgate of Heaven to pour His blessing upon thee. In church, many tithed and reaped their rewards. My tree took longer time then most to grow. Yes, waiting for the harvest is tiring. But I choose to trust in His deliverance and do not bother to check how my tree grows. It's with Faith and Patience that we see the great results and people go wow! Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Like my girl, from P1 totally no clue of what she study, did not understand Chinese, did not know what the teacher taught, P2 still the same. P3, I enagaged a good Chinese tutor for her but still yield no result. This year I gave up all. I believe when it's time to prosper Jc sure will prosper. Now, finally yielding result! Jc is enjoying the Chinese class recently that she said it's fun!!!
First time I heard her said so. She could understand Maths and did so fast that many classmates came to her for that question that they didn't know how to solve. Comprehension was her fearful task, but lately, she told me that teacher told them to do 2 questions and leave the rest for the next day, but Jc did 10 questions and happily told me that she would have lesser to do the next day!!! All these are incredible news for me lately. I know Lord finally has prosper her! After 3.5 years of heartbreaks, finally result is forth coming! Glory Glory!
That is why I dare to trust Jesus. He at the Cross 2000 years had done a Perfect Work! And He said 'It is GOOD!' If He said is is Good, of course it is Good. You dare to believe? I did and finally I am seeing my harvest. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
The Price to Pay
What is the cost of being a disciple? Is Lord's calling that difficult to follow? It is in fact impossible to follow. Whatever you believe and see of this world, whatever you achieve and had, you have to dump at the foot of Jesus and submit to His Way. He said He is the door and His Way is the only Way. Dare you take the challenge?
In my 5 years of walk, whatever Lord revealed to me, I have been telling others. The first lady who walked closely was WK, I thought she was a promising one, then over personal convenience, she shy away. Gone...this fall leads her to fall so much that many years of knowledge was lost! Satan successfully erased all from her memory!
Then, Su picked up her pace and walked with me many years. Whatever I gone through, she gone through with me. She saw my hardest moment of tests where I cried and cried because Lord came through as a tough task master but each time I looked to the Grace of Jesus, I am delivered. You see, it's about training to look to Him for deliverance.
We gone through many, she accompanied me through many shames. From information given which did not result in actual tour to standing very silly at the entry of carparks for hours. People walked by and shops near by wondered why we were standing there. This we went through together. But the sad thing was, at the critical point, when it was time to test Su, she shy off. She believes her husband that Lord will not put them through such! Didn't Jesus go into the desert for 40 days to be tested?
As she shy away after 3years of following closely, whatever Lord's plan for her is altered. The role was handled to me. Beside my original role, I was given this role too. All that Lord wants is faithfulness and obedience to His Prompting. This only comes after the fulfillment of sitting at the foot of Jesus and receive His Words till so full, full, and full. Is faithfulness and obedience to the spirit so difficult?
Su never recognise Lord's voice and Satan always confused her. That is why she believe in contradicting information and moved away. Was I sad? Yes, it was so close yet so far! She lost the big, but she did not lost all that Lord wants to bless her. Thanks to the Cross of Jesus. Moses disobedience led to him could not enter the promised land. For Su, as her disobedience was washed by the blood of Jesus, she did not lost all. Just the important role cannot trusted to her, but others still could. Glory to Jesus!
If you listen to what Lord reveals through Pastor Prince and walk His Path, you will realise His Path is the exact opposite of all those of the world. But it's a moment to walk in His Holiness. Lord is such a good God, when you decided to walk His Way, His abundance blessing of Abraham will pour at the end of the road.
It's how much of this abundance you want to receive. The only judgment Lord looks for is purity of heart in believing Him. Next come faithfulness to all that He had done at the Cross. You learn to claim all you need from the Cross of Jesus. Lord will access your obedience at the same time. This will get deeper and harder, but with His Yoke it is light. Only thing needs is for you to believe and do accordingly. I could give you one example.
You know my current financial situation, divorced since January 2010, wife allowance cut 2/3 and even during mariage my allowance was cut off, but because believing in I am rich in Christ, I did not suffer lack. Now Lord issue this command...recent trial of Jc, the teachers was greatly stressed. Lord told me to bless them vouchers, total amount to come out from me is $800.
With these 19 months without work and without good allowance, in fact, what I received from ex is less than what I am giving out. Under such situation, am I still going to obey Lord or not? Yes, as long as it's from Him, whatever He said I do. No second thought about it, it's a matter of confirming it's from Him only. That's what I call obedience.
You up to it? You dare to pick up? At His Word, I and ex was divorced. At His Word, I can stand silly at car parks. It's all about obedience and faith in Him. Rest in Him and lead by the Spirit. Spirit directed activities. Sound easy? Yes, it is. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
In my 5 years of walk, whatever Lord revealed to me, I have been telling others. The first lady who walked closely was WK, I thought she was a promising one, then over personal convenience, she shy away. Gone...this fall leads her to fall so much that many years of knowledge was lost! Satan successfully erased all from her memory!
Then, Su picked up her pace and walked with me many years. Whatever I gone through, she gone through with me. She saw my hardest moment of tests where I cried and cried because Lord came through as a tough task master but each time I looked to the Grace of Jesus, I am delivered. You see, it's about training to look to Him for deliverance.
We gone through many, she accompanied me through many shames. From information given which did not result in actual tour to standing very silly at the entry of carparks for hours. People walked by and shops near by wondered why we were standing there. This we went through together. But the sad thing was, at the critical point, when it was time to test Su, she shy off. She believes her husband that Lord will not put them through such! Didn't Jesus go into the desert for 40 days to be tested?
As she shy away after 3years of following closely, whatever Lord's plan for her is altered. The role was handled to me. Beside my original role, I was given this role too. All that Lord wants is faithfulness and obedience to His Prompting. This only comes after the fulfillment of sitting at the foot of Jesus and receive His Words till so full, full, and full. Is faithfulness and obedience to the spirit so difficult?
Su never recognise Lord's voice and Satan always confused her. That is why she believe in contradicting information and moved away. Was I sad? Yes, it was so close yet so far! She lost the big, but she did not lost all that Lord wants to bless her. Thanks to the Cross of Jesus. Moses disobedience led to him could not enter the promised land. For Su, as her disobedience was washed by the blood of Jesus, she did not lost all. Just the important role cannot trusted to her, but others still could. Glory to Jesus!
If you listen to what Lord reveals through Pastor Prince and walk His Path, you will realise His Path is the exact opposite of all those of the world. But it's a moment to walk in His Holiness. Lord is such a good God, when you decided to walk His Way, His abundance blessing of Abraham will pour at the end of the road.
It's how much of this abundance you want to receive. The only judgment Lord looks for is purity of heart in believing Him. Next come faithfulness to all that He had done at the Cross. You learn to claim all you need from the Cross of Jesus. Lord will access your obedience at the same time. This will get deeper and harder, but with His Yoke it is light. Only thing needs is for you to believe and do accordingly. I could give you one example.
You know my current financial situation, divorced since January 2010, wife allowance cut 2/3 and even during mariage my allowance was cut off, but because believing in I am rich in Christ, I did not suffer lack. Now Lord issue this command...recent trial of Jc, the teachers was greatly stressed. Lord told me to bless them vouchers, total amount to come out from me is $800.
With these 19 months without work and without good allowance, in fact, what I received from ex is less than what I am giving out. Under such situation, am I still going to obey Lord or not? Yes, as long as it's from Him, whatever He said I do. No second thought about it, it's a matter of confirming it's from Him only. That's what I call obedience.
You up to it? You dare to pick up? At His Word, I and ex was divorced. At His Word, I can stand silly at car parks. It's all about obedience and faith in Him. Rest in Him and lead by the Spirit. Spirit directed activities. Sound easy? Yes, it is. Glory Glory! Amen Amen!
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